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katie mitchell made me feel SO seen in 2021
#it was all about the family relations the queerness the passion for film the wanting to find your people#and i didn’t know it but#it was the autism#the mitchells vs the machines#rhis movie . augh it’s everything to me
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What
WHAT?!
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Fellow autistic (or audhd ) (im audhd so either one)
Do you have an invisible audience is so how do you feel they present.
The other day I was streaming with my streaming partner and I made a comment and feeling like im alway in cemera. Almost like I have a 24/7 live stream on my life. Well they looked at me like they didn’t understand so I dropped it cause I could explain.
So I looked it up and learned it called an invisible Audience. Now sometimes I mask when I have the audience sometimes I don’t. But the way my unviable audience present to me is
1 fictional character that bring me comfort
2 and not super proud of this one due to parasocail realatioship with real people is a lot different then with fictional. But it like if I’ve been watching a streamer my idea of them will pop up in my day to day. Or if I have multiple not distinct types it almost feels like If I made it to the level on content creations to go to conventions to talk and it feel like in the back with a bunch of other better content creators.
3 just a twitch stream. Like I’ll be sitting and just feel like I have around 1000 viewers wich to me is just the invisible audience and it doent freak me out
But it annoys me because I though I had myself figure out to only realize this is just another thing caused by my autism
#autism#invisible audience#twitch streams#content creators#mental health#adhd#audhd#it was the autism#my whole life
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every time i see someone reblog an old post of mine i cry a little harder
#ooc#im gonna stop using parenthases#yes this is about the mephoj era#😇#i swear im not cringe guys#it was the autism#im soo autistic about mephone ships#mefan is better than mephoj to me now#it makes more sense#but i still love my rarepairs ykyk#every mephone rarepair has its cool points#tag rant
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Harrison Wood Hsiang
#Hsiang.arts#hsiang art#harrison wood hsiang#deer#comic#mental illness#autism#neurodivergent#art#hsiang
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What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.
#adhd#undiagnosed adhd#actually adhd#undiagnosed autism#autism#auhd#neurodivergent#hyperfixation#chrambles#ms pain#ch33zart
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it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this
#making this at 2 am was like top 10 autism moment for me#this is helping me make sense of so many things hopefully it helps someone else too idk#user macdenlover drops badly drawn infographic media literacy rates skyrocket theres world peace#anyways#for sunny 1.5 is the sweet spot for me. a sexy medium rare if u will#but it completely depends on the piece of media#with supernatural i was a 2.5 on a good day.
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When I was younger and researching the autism diagnosis criteria and symptoms, I thought “oh I couldn’t POSSIBLY be autistic.” Because when I read “takes everything literally” I thought it literally meant EVERYTHING and I was like “I don’t take EVERYTHING literally, just most things!” And I just realized the other day that it didn’t actually mean EVERYTHING and that was an overstatement.
#textpost#text post#neurodivergent#actually autistic#autism#autistic things#autistic experiences#neurodiversity#why is there a hyperbole in the statement talking about people taking hyperboles literally
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The way most autism literature describes "literal interpretation" is often not at all similar to how I experience it. Teenage me even thought I couldn't be autistic because I've always been able to learn metaphors easily.
In fact, I love wordplay of all kinds. Teenage me was fascinated to learn all the types of figurative language there are in poetry and literature.
But paperwork and questionnaires are hard, because there's so much they don't state clearly. Or they don't leave room for enough nuance.
"List all the jobs you've had, with start and end dates." What if I don't remember the exact day or month? Is the year enough?
"Have you been suffering from blurred vision?" Well, if I take off my glasses the whole world is blurred, but I'm fairly sure that's not what the intake form at the optometrist is asking.
Or the infamous (and infuriatingly stereotypical) "Would you rather go to a library or a party?" What sort of party? Where? Who's there? I work at a library. Am I currently at the library for work or pleasure? Does it have a good collection?
It's not common figures of speech that confound me. It's ambiguity, in situations that aren't supposed to be ambiguous.
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I need people to understand that sometimes autism is just this
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Sometimes it feels like everyone around me is speaking in a secret language and I'm the only one who doesn't know it.
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Sorry for infodumping about my special interest out of nowhere, you said a keyword and it activated my unskippable dialogue
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when the autism is being an actual mental health problem instead of making me obsess over fictional characters again:
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
#adhd#autism#Dad: Don't worry little man it's super simple! Just let me - the figure you seek support from - tell you to not be afraid#and then - stay with me here! - juuuuuust do it!#voila. my job is done you're welcome have fun doing all the research and figuring out without issue now <3 no problem#(and no of course I won't acknowledge your previous adulting accomplishments bc that's just expected stuff anyway)#||#vent#i guess? man#i don't have opinions or feelings on the internet often but man
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