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Some of y’all need to calm down about people who are not that into lostshipping. I don’t see y’all raising the pitchforks at people who don’t like Lava, or literally any other ship for that matter (not to say that it doesn’t happen, cause fandom is fandom but still). But god forbid someone isn’t invested in Lost, that must mean they’re homophobic! Or whatever other label we can ascribe to them that makes them a Bad Person tm
I’m sorry but if people are allowed to ignore Jaya/Pixane/Kailor, I think it’s fine to ignore Lost. Especially since **AT THIS CURRENT MOMENT** they are probably the least compelling ship on the board right now. Hoping they get some development in season 3, but they are kind of just a pairing that exists for me at this point.
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#captains log#Just gonna go ahead and tag all the ships mentioned for organizational purposes#lostshipping#geodeshipping#jaya#pixane#kailor#lavashipping#ALSO friendly reminder that lost is not canon!#implied yes but implied is a lot different then explicitly stated#And I’m not gonna give ninjago gay rep points until the explicitly state it
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OTTERSLIP. man. at first his death made me laugh because of how he just barely outlived Silverbelly, outright refused to kick the bucket until she did, then i thought about it a little more and. Silverbelly died outside of camp. if i recall correctly the text was something like "Silverbelly takes a walk out of camp and is later found dead, a peaceful smile on her face". so it made me think about Otterslip possibly having something to do with it. eventually i decided no, he didn't, but i do think that it's fairly likely that Yewberry would have that thought as well. and maybe he didn't come to the same conclusion i did.
and where did Littlekit, a one month old child, get turkey feathers, you ask? don't worry about it
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#jk his dad got them for him so he could give the new cat a present#clangen#clan generator#otterslip#ivybounce#grassroot#yewberry#quailcall#mistlefrost#eris#littlekit#nightgleam#<not explicitly mentioned but heavily implied. being quailcalls sister and all#littleleaf#fallenart
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can everybody PLEASE stop fucking lying about fanfic contents??? i just read a fic tagged as fluff that ended in explicit fucking suicide, and in the end notes the author wrote “i said fluff? i lied :P” LIKE THAT’S OKAY.
i don’t usually do vent posts but fucking hell, is it so hard to tag something as it really is?!
#tw suicide#suicide mention#cw sui mention#log’s shit#vent post#sorry for venting but this triggered me so hard#it wasn’t even implied#it was described so explicitly and UGH
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You Speak Basic, Doc?
So. As a follow up to this post about the 2.08/2.09 HNL lights, I want to talk about something Wilbur just brought up in the server:
Very good fucking question. Why did he leave? And how did he end up in the stairwell that leads down to the basement?
Specifically, it's the same stairwell Bob just went down to reset the breakers and take the lab off lockdown:
(Which also, coincidentally, seems to be the same one El runs down in NINA to get to Henry and the tunnel out of the lab)
So...okay, cool. He was on his way to or from the basement after having left his little safe space in the upstairs security room.
That, however, brings me to another question: What is there for Owens to do in the basement?
Bob, as I said, went down there to reset the breakers and unlock the doors, because when the power cuts in HNL, the doors all lock. It's a lockdown.
So really...what else is there to do in the basement, besides no-scope demodogs and go "ooh" at the weird, pulsing mega-pussy gate? Owens doesn't have a gun, and he's been staring that weird, pulsing mega-pussy gate in the face for like a year now. Which means...it's probably not that.
So...could he have been trying to reinstate the lockdown by flipping the breakers Bob had fixed?
Well. Let's think about the "why"s of that.
First off, Owens knows firsthand that a lockdown isn't going to do shit against the demodogs.
A) The tunnels already allow them to circumvent the lab exits. Owens is aware of said tunnels.
B) The demodogs can smash through polycarbonate. Owens literally sees one do so.
So they could easily just tear right through any doors in their path. A lockdown makes no sense...for creatures.
No. Lockdowns are primarily for humans.
In fact...If I had to bet, the lockdown protocol in HNL has to do with the whole "keeping people from escaping the child torture basement" thing we see in ST4.
But...the prison-basement ended with El in 1983, right? So the question remains: What would Owens be locking down in the basement, and why hide his reasons for going downstairs?
Unless, of course, the prison-basement didn't end in 1983. And, of course, unless there's something worth securing down there that we're not yet privy to.
And along those lines: Why are so many demodogs staying in HNL? Why concentrate in the lab, when the tunnels will take them anywhere under Hawkins in pursuit of Will? There were more than enough to spread out and search. If it was about guarding the gate against El, they'd just leave some at the entrances, or swarm wherever she happened to be (which is where Will is, coincidentally). I thought Vecna could read minds even without an open gate. If he's supposedly involved in this...then why not just swarm the Byers house? Why still concentrate in the lab after they find out where Will is?
That is to say...what are they looking for, specifically in HNL, after they've found out that Will's left the building?
TL;DR: Owens...there wasn't someone down there that you needed to lock down, right? Someone to be retrieved later? Someone the democreatures might have a vested interest in finding?
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Oh! I nearly forgot, but can I ask the significance of this panel?
It comes directly after Dee explains that he can’t come and see her from the future whenever he wants. (Which is one of my favorite moments where Dee’s true eldritch horror leaks in to the story), so I assume it’s��� sort of a metaphor? How Emily finds herself at the foot of something she realizes is much, much bigger than she contemplated before?
(Also, I just wanted to compliment you for this panel)
(The first time I saw it, I imagined Dee was showing her this on purpose, time traveling from sometime the same day to really show her what it would be like. An object lesson.
The second time I saw it, I started to wonder
Because Dee himself doesn’t really look aware of what is going on behind him.
And maybe, just maybe, this one moment in time has become the only moment that Dee allows himself to come back to to see Emily, the one moment where he can get lost in the crowd with every other time he came back to look. The one moment where he’s explaining why he can’t come back.
Just… Makes me sad, and I wanted to say thank you for that too, because I love these characters and the story they tell, the sweet and bitter.)
Oh!!!
(Quick test of my ability to find which chapter stuff happens in)
I love your reading of that Uluru panel!! I think I probably didn’t intend anything that deep with it; these time skip montage style chapters are pretty choppy and I’m usually trying to figure out a way to touch on all these brief scenes or moments that I don’t want to spend a whole chapter on for whatever reason, and arrange them in a way where the cuts aren’t too hideously abrupt. For visual reasons I try to contrast different locations and not put 2 dialogue heavy moments directly next to each other. Mood wise, I don’t really want to cut from something serious and angsty to something that’s a complete backflip on that. I also sometimes just feel like drawing a nice landscape and hope it achieves my aims on these fronts haha.
I think also here I was trying to move from that final sentence, “The present is more than enough”, to demonstrating them appreciating having that present together - being able to go do cool and enriching stuff, something not completely mundane but not completely fantastical either. (I mean... sightseeing within your own country is extremely normal, but going to Uluru from Melbourne... not a convenient day trip, since it’s 2000km; 25 hour solid driving, or you can fly in a few hours but I think you have to go via Sydney, so that makes it take at least twice as long I guess. Not that it's specified how long they're there for. I haven’t been myself but I’d love to one day...)
So, yeah!! More of a mechanical/compositional rationale than an intentional metaphor, but I think your reading makes complete sense and actually improves the page! (Sometimes I do intend visual metaphors... but sometimes they’re just happy accidents.)
And thanks for the compliment re the crowd of Dees!! I also love the moments I can lean into his eldritch qualities... they’re sadly few and far between but maybe that helps them be more surprising?? Definitely your first reading was what I intended, that he zigzagged back pretty quickly, probably even from within the conversation, but there is an inherent ambiguity to Dee’s time travelling where unless I take pains to spell it out, there really is no way to know when he’s come from. Even if he can be assumed to be taking every interaction chronologically, there’s no knowing how much time has passed for him between each visit. I don’t even know how to estimate how long his experience of time is, when he’s zigzagging back so densely all the time; even the number of living things on Earth any moment is an incomprehensibly mind-boggling number. That eldritch horror again!
Truth be told I hadn’t thought of him coming back to this moment and blending in with the crowd for the rest of the future ;_; but that’s so real... he could well be, the sad sack...
I had a different sillier thought from slightly misreading your question on first pass, which is that maybe he doesn’t originally know what’s going on behind him, but then later on as he’s just going about his business he goes “oh I know exactly how to punctuate that thing I said earlier!!!” and then does it as an afterthought. Oh to have the ability to add the things you wish you’d said to an earlier conversation 😂
#kind words#man i could ramble on about dee's time travel for so many words but i PROBABLY shouldn't#there's a page coming up (in chapter 54) where on one panel i have drawn dee multiple times#and for this ONE panel it's supposed to be showing time passing while he does stuff#but because he's a time traveller and every single other time i've ever drawn him multiple times in a panel it's been him doubling up#it's way less obvious a use of that device than it is when I do it with emily!!!#i have also commented on this on the alt text on that page#because i think it's fun and whatever i'll repeat myself i guess#ALSO. deciding when i can imply that dee has teleported off panel and when i feel it needs to be drawn explicitly... tricky!#for the panel above i decided i didn't need to draw it but it sure leaves that ambiguity#on a different page in chapter 54 i originally left it implied but then changed my mind and added it explicitly to the page#idk. ask me about which moment later if u remember and/or care to lol.#and the funny thing is i think there is an in universe version of this#where - in my head at least - dee can teleport and return with great subtlety and precision when he wants to#such that he could do it without people noticing unless they're watching very closely maybe#so he adds a bit of performativity to when he teleports so that emily always knows (or doesn't know that he can be sneaky)#BUT this will probably never come up unless i can either find a clear way to indicate it or for some reason Dee decides to mention it#so it will probably remain non-canon#i only consider the comic itself canon. i say all sorts of stuff outside the comic that i change my mind about later#plus death of the author and whatever
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I was blessed with writing hands not drawing hands but I'm feeling mentally ill about Remuria and how Remus' desire to save it brought it to ruin and how Egeria warned him he couldn't defy fate but her successor did that so imagine if you will, the dialogue from the last song in the autoharmonic music box score and the scenes I'll paint for you
"The ocean where tears converge shall never dry, but shall rise to the sky and fall as rain once more."
Neuvelitte with his back to the viewer, looking over a flooded Fontaine as he forgives its sins.
"Please tell me that all of our labors have not been in vain..."
Furina sitting on her chair, despondent, in the water, just as prophesied and shown in one of the cutscenes.
“Rest in peace now, after all has ended…”
The sword of Indemnitium rests on a stage, the focal point of a single spotlight.
Alternatively, you could put the last one in the second space and have the third one being Furina stepping out of the Opera de Epiclese, the sun shining down on her with the darkness of the Opera literally and figuratively behind her. Just, the parallels make me crazy!!
#Genshin Impact#Fontaine#Furina#Neuvelitte#Focalors#(implied but not explicitly mentioned)#I have been listening on Whispers of Domus Aurea on repeat I'm mentally ill#If any artists want to use this as inspo please tag me when it's done! No pressure tho obviously
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i think the way rhinealice is universal in the fandom is incredibly funny. Do most people actually know about rhinedottir and alice beyond base level info? No. Do most people even care about them outside of vague jokes about either klee and albedo referencing them? No. But does anyone to interact with them automatically go "oh yeah. klee and albedo's two moms"? yes. yes they do
#rhinealice already being so brutally implied while not being mentioned (outside of an off handed comment from skirk) in main story even ONCE#is. insane#-> they get released and their first on screen moment is them kissing#LMFAHOSAOO#i think rhinealice is great because you cant fucking argue it at ALL#alice wants albedo to call HER mom. when he has a mom.#alice refers to rhinedottir by an explicitly affectionate nickname#rhinedottir explicitly trusts alice with albedo ;; her MAGNUM OPUS!!!!!!!!!!#they sit together at the hexnzirkel tea parties.#alice makes horribly homoerotic remarks about her during the windblume event#Need i say more.#rhinealice#you will always be canon to me
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Had like 8 beers last night, after the movie ended we started talking about cults that people have been in, also transsexual politics and Italian feminism.
#saint speaks#About me#Getting drunk at the 9/11 party and discussing Silvia Federici with trans women should be a part of your life goals#Getting drunk at the 9/11 party and explaining that Moore's V for Vendetta was originally supposed to be an explicitly transsexual characte#And not just heavily implied to by FTM to a group of trans people debating if the movie was good (it was) should be a part of your life#Having apple pie and pizza with your friends should be the end goal and baby I'm already there and that's why the haters can't win#Alc mention
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Why do we not talk about the incredibly frequent vague to explicit suicidal references in like all of akitos comm songs more. Is my boy ok
#especially in kashika damn boy had it rough :((#but seriously why do we not talk about how often he explicitly says he wants to die and also all the many many times he’s implied it#prsk#akito shinonome#suicide mention#ask to tag
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Not gonna lie, my favorite part of reading Batman-related comics is the way, from an outside view, it always gives off that dark and gloomy and very, very serious vibe. Since Batman doesn’t crack smiles while on the job.
But then you read into it and meet the fam and this man is just surrounded by some of the most dramatic bitches ever written in fiction, I mean gods damn it I just read the first meeting between Jason Todd and Tim Drake and this grown-ass man genuinely got a replica of his own Robin costume made so he could dramatically tear his clothes to shreds to reveal it before fist-fighting Tim in the basement of the Titans Tower.
Which had so much more impact because literally the comic I read before this was the Outsiders story where Jason Todd calls up Dick Grayson because he has evidence that proofs Jefferson Pierce didn’t kill anybody, but instead of telling Dick that like a normal person, he points a gun at Dick’s head. And instead of staying calm like a normal person, Dick immediately starts fist-fighting Jason.
Bruce Wayne, when picking Robins, was not looking for the most heroic, or the most orphaned or whatever, he was looking at them and going “this bad boy can fit So Much drama” and then signed the adoption papers.
#DC Comics#Robins#Jason Todd#Dick Grayson#Tim Drake#listen here this boy is currently living on a boat and sharing a mantle with Damian#HE IS JUST AS UNNECESSARILY DRAMATIC AS THE OTHERS#Damian Wayne#while not explicitly mention. he is IMPLIED#I'VE READ BATMAN BEYOND#I KNOW YOU AND YOUR RED FLOOF DRAGON AND ATTEMPTS TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD YOUNG MAN#though also all of this DOES explain why#Stephanie Brown#was ALSO a Robin. she had too much dramatic energy to be confined by the Batgirl mantle#(this also explains while Duke never took the mantle#that boy is The Most Normal of all the BatFam members stg he hoards the sanity)
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good morning it is so very important to me that Nico canonically joined CHB before Will and also ran away after only a week, whereas Will couldn’t have feasibly joined any earlier than immediately before the events of BoTL.
#AALV TSATS liveblogging#tsats#the sun and the star spoilers#the sun and the star#tsats spoilers#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#Mark said that they re-read the entire series with annotations right before working on the book so im blaming this error on Rick#im trusting you Mark#if anyone's curious as to *why* Will couldn't have joined any earlier than BoTL at most:#basically he physically was not in TTC. we know that. at that point even if he *was* a camper he wouldn't have been a year-rounder yet#which means he would have had to join in SoM which *doesn't work*. because that's when we know *Michael* joined chb#we know that because in Ultimate Guide Clarisse mentions that Michael is new. and in SoM we're introduced to an unnamed brash new Apollo kid#and knowing the timeline and the fact that CHB's numbers dropped significantly post-SoM due to the Titan War#that means that Michael. having joined at that point. was the second senior Apollo kid to Lee#which means Will couldn't have joined then because then he'd be equally senior to Michael *if not more.* and been counselor instead#''but what if they went with Michael cause he was older'' we know thats irrelevant because of Annabeth and Clarisse!#both of them are counselors in their cabins despite explicitly having or being implied to have older siblings!#but that also raises the other point of - Will is the same age as Nico. Rick has said that. Which means he would have been *NINE* in SoM#and it is INCREDIBLY RARE that campers join chb (or cj!) before age 12 (in CJ presuming they werent born there of course)#we only know of THREE INSTANCES OF THIS *EVER* AT CHB. Annabeth (age 7) - Nico (age 10) - and Harley (age 8)#not counting Luke's first visit (indefinite infant age)#and we *know* that for Annabeth and Nico (and Luke!) that these were EXTREMELY unusual circumstances and very rare cases#every other camper joins CHB around age 12 or older. there is no reason to believe Will is an exception#especially BECAUSE he's introduced only in TLO! when he *would be 12!* so it makes the most sense for that to be his first year#and he became ''hastily appointed counselor'' because he was LITERALLY 1 OF 3 LEFT IN HIS CABIN and both his siblings are about his age!#he is probably only BARELY senior to Kayla and Austin and thats PART OF WHAT MAKES WILL SO COMPELLING! DUDE'S NEW!#this does also mean Will never met Lee unless he joined RIGHT before the events of BoTL which is also interesting#cause that means the only counselor Will ever saw was Michael (brash and fighty) and hes only ever HEARD about Lee (significantly chiller!)
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Post-Yellow Jacket Ethan calling Duke as the reality that Lex and Hannah are never coming back hits him like a truck because I felt like it and crying at school is so fun /silly
[READ THE TAGS BEFORE YOU READ THIS‼️‼️‼️‼️]
Duke groaned as he opened his eyes, ripped from a dream he was already forgetting by the sound of his phone ringing. He didn’t get up for a moment, hoping the phone would eventually stop, but once the call automatically declined whoever was on the other end immediately called again.
He sat up, shivering at the cold of his room as he picked up the phone, putting it on speaker.
“Hello…?” He spoke into it, trying to sound a little more awake than he was, but failing, rubbing his eye as he held the phone. The other end of the phone wasn’t comprehensible for a second before he realized what he was hearing was sobbing, and some frantic talking. The speaking became maybe a fraction more legible, and he could tell who it was now.
“Ethan? Hey, hey buddy, what’s- are you okay? Ethan?” He sat up, standing off his bed and looking for a shirt from his side dresser, his voice barely doing anything to make Ethan stop talking.
“Mr Duke- they’re- Hannah- they’re gone, they’re gone and they’re- they’re not coming back- they- the car-“
Duke felt like he was about to have a heart attack at the few words he could make out. He got on a shirt quickly and left his room, trying to find his keys and grabbing his jacket off the hook, half running out of his house to his car.
“Ethan, slow down, who’s gone? Hannah? Do I need to call the police?”
Ethan wasn’t responding with words, even if he was trying. Duke started driving, his phone linking to the speakers on the car as he put his phone down, pulling out of the driveway and starting down the road ten over the speed limit towards the apartment building Ethan had very proudly managed to somehow buy recently.
He hung up his phone as he arrived, running up the stairs and forgetting the elevator even existed, trying to remember where their room was. He didn’t need to remember too hard, since the door was open. “Ethan! Ethan?” Duke came in with a run but slowed down the second he got inside, closing the door and walking with haste around the house. He could hear Ethan’s panicked breathing from the kitchen floor as he entered, his hands around his shoulders as he tried to make himself smaller, hiding himself from the reality of his own world.
“Ethan, Ethan, hey… hey darling, what’s going on..? Hey, are you okay?” He kneeled down next to Ethan and put a hand on his arm, trying to look around the kitchen for a clue of what was happening, looking at the paper curled in Ethan’s other hand.
“Can I see that, buddy? Here, gimme that for a sec… I’ll give it back, don’t worry.” Duke spoke with some firmness even if he was speaking softly, making it clear the best he could that it was important he got the paper. Ethan whimpered a little in panic as the paper was removed from his hand, but didn’t actually try and take it back.
“It’s okay…” Duke repeated it twice as he read the paper, but trailed off as he began to absorb the words on it.
The whole house was mostly silent. Mostly, give or take Ethan’s still uneven breathing cutting the ambiance of the house. Duke didn’t hear it anymore, too focused on the paper, his brain trying to fill in gaps in the timeline, context he didn’t have.
He lowered the paper back down and looked at Ethan, like he would fill him in on what the hell was happening. Ethan met his eyes and almost sounded more distraught just being observed. Duke didn’t drop the paper, but without even processing the letter himself he put a hand on Ethan’s shoulder, his other hand hovering near his side like an offer for comfort - which Ethan took. Duke would’ve been grateful in any other circumstance that Ethan was being so open. He was always one of the hardest people to get through, too cautious for his own good.
Not now, not as he sobbed in Dukes shirt, his hands holding onto the back of his shirt like he would slip away if he didn’t make sure he was close. Duke wanted more than anything to provide some words of comfort, but the only words in his head were the ones still echoing from Lex’s handwriting.
Ethan never stopped being closed off. Eventually the shock of the afternoon wore off him, though it had been two days before he spoke to anybody again, thanking Duke for having been there. And two weeks later, Ethan disappeared as well, leaving nothing behind for anybody but Duke.
Unlike Hannah and Lex, he didn’t take his car, but nobody could find him in town. Maybe somebody did. Maybe somebody found him on a walk in the woods or playing hide and seek under a bridge somewhere, but nobody said anything. It was Hatchetfield, there was an unspoken bond if you found something, you kept quiet.
Duke kept the letters.
Both of them.
#uhm this got darker than I intended so PLEASE read the tws in tags#Yellow jacket spoilers#Nightmare time spoilers#TW suicide mention#tw suicide#Yeah I never explicitly said it#But it’s hella implied#That’s what the second letter was before anyone asks
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You rag on people who can't properly cook (or can't even cook at all) and I'm going to fucking gouge your eyes out.
Yes, I may be able to grab snacks for myself and simple microwaveable shit but even then I need assistance some of the time and I can barely make shit that actually properly counts as a meal. My disabilities fuck with my ability to properly feed myself and if I run out of food I don't have the ability to hop in a car and get more, or even get something like Instacart because I'm rural as shit and we don't have things like that out here. To put it simply if I don't get help making and obtaining food I will starve. I consider being able to cook a privilege. I don't care if it's considered a basic life skill to most, not everyone can fucking cook.
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Listen. I think my argument is going to be that contemporary playwriting shows a desire for stories about and referencing incest and part two, backed up by the varying levels of covertness in varying (forms of) plays we've read, is that it is seen as so alienating or as so requiring a specific audience that there is a known (monetary) dis-incentive to being direct about it. in hindsight I don't know if this is debatable
#Idk a majority of the plays we read had some reference to incest and there were interesting patterns. first play we read in the year#centered around a Very Specifically Implied family without saying anything direct. next week we go see the only play that explicitly#mentioned it#which is a one woman show about domestic abuse!!!!!!! with a very specific audience and intention#vs the first play which was recently on broadway#The people love indirectness!!!!!!!!!!!#This is not a bad thing#^I feel like everything is so obvious once I type it out
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Finally watching Overlord with AD. Already noticed an interesting choice of wording, with the narrator using "Nazis" and "Nazi soldiers" instead of "German soldiers." You could argue it's less technically accurate, but serves a purpose, and it's a reasonable decision in the context of the story. Audio description is cool.
Edit: They use a combination of "Nazis," "Nazi soldiers," "Germans," and "German soldiers." The choice is still significant.
#so far boyce (the only prominent black character)#is the only character whose race has been explicitly mentioned#which is usually a problem#(i've seen some ad that's really bad about treating whiteness as an unremarkable default and only signally out poc)#but on the other hand there have been two minor black characters#one who was described by the most prominent unique trait “bald”#and one who was immediately given an name and was never time to physically describe#the other white male characters are given quick descriptors#“scrawny” “fresh-faced” “dark-haired” and “blond”#(the last of which does imply race)#the “scrawny” (tbh i'd've gone with gangly) soldier is quickly named rosenfeld and he calls attention to the implications of that name#it's true that there are people who will consciously or unconsciously equate “fresh-faced” and its implications of innocence with whiteness#but i don't know if that's a fault or in the control of the ad itself#boyce is of average height and build with no striking physical features like scars or a distinctive haircut#“dark haired” would have been the only non-racial description available but also applies to another character#and it's impossible to deny despite the movie's general stance of colorblindness#that it is significant that the hero of this ww2 movie is a black soldier and the plot doesn't center on his race#so in whole it's interesting#the choice would in a vacuum be problematic#but in context is i think probably the best choice for smoothly providing the necessary information#which is the purpose of media accessibily tools like ad#like i said#ad is really interesting
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Going through the Utahim.e tag had me checking several times if at some point I had clicked on the G.ojo/Utahim.e one instead
#It's mainly the ship and mainly ship art. Very pretty btw. There's people with gorgeous styles there#There isn't even a lot of x reader fics haha I guess people don't want to bang Utahime?#Anyway... lowkey wished this happened with Ijichi lol#I so wanted Ijichi to mention or even hint at a mention of Gojo one last time like they did with Nanami#If nothing else for the weight of it all. The weight of feeling your youth dying piece by piece alongside the people who made it out#And everything it implies#Art of Shoko dealing with Gojo's death even in a cold way always strikes hard for that motive but I always love it#with pretty much everyone of those years. There was one piece I saw once that was not explicitly or necessarily romantic about Utahime#being hit by Gojo's death and I don't recall exactly how it was (I think I may have queued it?)#but it moved me more than any piece more clearly emotional that I had seen before#I don't know. I thought it held the potential of that. That weird uncomfortable heartbreaking feeling#of hearing bad news about old friends or classmates and how it makes you realise the weight of time#They suffered and accident. They tried to kill themselves. They are very sick. Their sibling or parent died. And you knew these people#You saw them daily for years. Maybe you weren't close but you knew these people. They cut my bangs when I was eight and I punched them#I tripped over them playing hide and seek and we both lost at the same time. We both hated each other's favourite teacher#They borrowed my pen once and then never gave it back. I once drenched them at the fountain after PE and it was winter but they laughed#Their mother got mad though. Now she's dead. We were made to sit together in French class in middle school. They loved to keep their hair l#Now they're sick and have lost their hair#Their little sibling was so annoying always trying to make us play with them during recess too. It was kinda cute. Now they're dead#I don't know. That kind of stuff#Utahime boosts Gojo and then he dies. Shoko opens him up to make a tool of his body#Ijichi accompanies another kid to clean after him in the meanwhile. And then the realisation hits. He is dead#He was annoying. He was my friend. He was so rude#He had such a sweet tooth. He laughed so loudly. He used to lean over people when talking with them#We were kids once. We are here now. He isn't here anymore. Some of us haven't been here anymore for a long while. It's been so long#He was still young. I am still young. We felt so old. At times it feels as if the time back then didn't happen at all.#And now he's dead and oh it's true he was so annoying but he also had such a sweet tooth. I forgot. What do I do with this memory now?#At times it felt as if the time back then didn't happen at all but then at times it shone through. He brought it back#He asked me a favour knowing I wouldn't betray his secret. He still teased the same way. He still leaned on people. But now he's dead#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well xD I think it's a pretty common emotion when it happens.Oh I forgot to censore words again sorry
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