#(im not that old im just 2.5 times that age :')))

[ofcowardiceandkings]

if people dont know that Billie Piper was a pop singer then do yourself a favour and go listen to that shit and revel in a chunk of the late 90s early 00s musical background to my childhood lol

[jj-one]

A MODERN LOVE STORY.

this is smut, do not interact if under 18

when your tinder date who was supposed to be just a hook up becomes your boyfriend within a week.

pairing: han jisung x f!reader genre/tags: pwp, smut, fluff, jisung is such a gentleman, fingering, oral (m receiving), piv, unprotected sex (wrap before u tap), major size kink, slight daddy kink (not surprised), jisung has huge dick, jisung cums on readers face, i think that's it Imk if i missed any o_0 words: 4.5k

**old repost from my deleted blog

Dating apps were never really your thing, you’ve always been an “old fashioned” kind of girl. You’ve secretly dreamt of meeting your lover in a grocery store or bumping into them at a library where you instantly fall in love. Unfortunately, you can’t be delusional forever, your Prince Charming isn’t going to just come knocking for you at your doorstep. Unless…you find someone who can come to your doorstep but through an app, Tinder. You decided to give it a try and see what all the hype was about after your best friend Ryujin raved about all the hot guys she was meeting— and banging.

You often found yourself quite jealous of all the good sex she was getting, she could have anything she wanted all at her fingertips. You were always horny and looking for the next toy to play with but you decided maybe it wasn’t such a bad idea to try and find a cute guy to hook up with and relieve some quick stress. You may be old fashioned but you weren’t too uptight to have a hook up once in a while.

You downloaded Tinder for once in your lifetime and wrote in all your info, chose your best photos, and made a silly little bio. Your bio was just ‘looking for a fun time, need someone who can break my back, not my heart’ you know it super lame but most guys like corny shit like that anyway. You swiped for ages and ages, barely giving anyone a right swipe because you were way too picky. They had to be top tier in the visual department even if they were just a one night stand, you’ll always have standards. You were getting tired of swiping and just about to call it a night up until you swiped on the next profile. His name was Han and he only lived 2.5 miles from you.

As you were scrolling through his profile, you couldn’t stop thinking how hot he was, his hair was blonde, and he always wore the same cross necklace in his all photos. You read his profile some more and saw that he has a dog named Bbama and you smiled at how adorable his dog was. You instantly swiped right after seeing the dog pics and you couldn’t believe you matched with him already. Your heart kind of skipped a beat for a second and you closed the app immediately. You didn’t think he’d be so quick to match with you and you wanted to message him but your pride got in the way. You figured he’s way too fine to even message you back, he probably gets floods of messages from girls asking. You decide to play it cool and not say anything, instead you took a screenshot of his profile and sent it to Ryujin.

She texts you back a couple minutes later and says she thinks he’s really hot, you’re glad she approves but you’re not surprised that she wouldn’t. You go through his profile again and see that he has his Instagram linked to his Tinder, you go to his Instagram account and continue your stalking spree. You see a bunch of pics of his dog, food, and mostly outdoorsy stuff. You didn’t figure him to be the wilderness type of guy but he was, he’s been hiking all over different mountains and has photos of him at the very top. You were in awe of how fearless this man was, you were swayed already by how he presented himself.

Your phone buzzes with a new notification.

‘Han sent you a message’ Tinder alerts you of 2 new notifications from him. You open the messages immediately, a huge grin plastered on your face as you read what he said to you.

‘Hi y/n’

‘What’s your favorite food?’

‘I’m taking notes on where I need to take you on our first date’

That was very smooth but also straightforward, you liked him already.

‘Pho, I could eat it everyday’

‘You’re already planning our date? lol’

You sent the messages and texted Ryujin straight away, telling her how much of a success this was already going. She tells you how much she was right all along and how you’ve been missing out this whole time, you just giggle at her shenanigans.

You get another notification from Tinder and it’s from your favorite new guy already.

‘Yes, how could I not? You’re a 10/10’

You smile to yourself when reading at that comment, you never really saw yourself as a perfect 10 but if someone this highly attractive sees you that way then you must be a smokeshow. Han sends you another message,

‘I can pick you up tmrw at 5? Dinner is on me babe so no need to bring a wallet ;)’

You bit your lip at that last sentence, who would’ve known someone this sexy could be your sugar daddy AND fuck buddy? Ok well maybe the sugar daddy part was just a joke. It definitely turned you on knowing that he’s willing to spend his money on you without you feeling guilt about it though.

‘See you at 5 <3’ you reply to him.

The very next day you’re in the car going to your date with Han. The moment you laid eyes on him there was a lustful nature that came out of you. You didn’t even think it could be possible but he looked even better in person, the pictures didn’t do him justice whatsoever. His jawline was insane, it was sharp and looked absolutely perfect from his side profile. His hair was a little messy but in a really cute way, he had a small silver stud in his ear and wore his cross necklace like the one in his photos. You couldn’t believe it was really him in your driveway, he had to be the most beautiful you’ve ever seen. He wore a plain black T-shirt with baggy jeans and converse, he looked effortlessly cool. He was driving with one hand on the wheel and the other was playing with his radio. He was trying to get the Aux cord to work properly but it just wasn’t cooperating with him, he decides to just leave it alone.

“So uh.. anyway is this your first Tinder date?” He asks trying to break the awkward silence.

“Yeah, actually it is,” you tell him “I’m not the hugest fan of dating apps but I decided why not give it a shot.” You say as your shrug your shoulders.

“Ah I see, well you met me so that’s a good sign so far right?” He asks with a goofy grin on his face, you couldn’t help but giggle at his quirkiness.

You talk for a bit more in the car and get to know each other, as you’re getting nearer to the destination he comes to a stop into a parking lot. He gets out of the car first and opens the door for you on your side.

“M’lady,” Han says in a funny voice, taking your hand in his as you get out the car. You’re loving his silly and fun energy so far, it’s definitely bringing your mood up as you had no expectations for how this would go.

The date ended up going extremely well, you both couldn’t stop laughing and cracking jokes together. Everything felt super lighthearted and easygoing with Han, you felt like you could say just about anything with him, feeling like you’ve known him for much longer than a couple of hours. He bought so much expensive meat for the both of you at the restaurant and the pho was fantastic. You’ve never been to this particular restaurant before as it was a bit too out of your price range, you were surprised when he told you he ate here frequently. You wanted to ask him what he does for a living but you don’t want to seem rude. You ate as much as you could and he definitely ate way more than you, lightly making fun at the way you eat. You do eat pretty slow so you aren’t shocked by the way he’s noticing that already.

You like the way Han eats because he stores food in his cheeks like a squirrel, usually that action would give you the ick but with him you find it quite endearing. Once you both finish eating at the restaurant he takes you to a pier where there’s pretty lights near the water. It was a nice day to go out on a walk so he grabbed your hand and led the way down the path. You guys talked so much for hours about any and everything, you talked for so long that you ended up watching the sunset together, then looked at the stars. When you looked down and noticed that you’ve been holding hands with him this whole time, but you didn’t want to point it out to Han incase he’d let go.

You’ve spent a total of only 5 hours with this man but you really do feel as though you’ve known him your whole life. He was so fun to talk to, handsome, and literally the sweetest person ever, it made you question how someone this perfect could even be single. You really couldn’t wait any longer for him to end up in your bed tonight and that’s exactly what you planned to happen. As the night progresses you ask him if he wants to come back to your place for the night. He looks surprised yet obliges and drives back to your apartment. It was pretty late at night and you only had your tiny lamp in the kitchen on, so you couldn’t see much of where you were going. You turn around to face Han who’s been staring you up and down this whole time.

You didn’t even have much time to take off your jacket before Han’s lips were all over yours. His hands roamed all over your body and yours were now tangled in his messy blonde hair. He startles you for a second when he picks you up and lifts you onto the marble kitchen countertop, not breaking the kiss once. He bites down on your lower lip slightly, making you gasp so he can easily slip his tongue in you. His movements were gentle and he kisses you so passionately, one of his hands comes up behind your neck and the other is stroking the apex of your thigh. As you both pull away from kissing, he stops to stare at you for the longest second.

“You are so beautiful y/n,” he says, stroking your hair and tucking some behind your ear, then he kisses your ear and licks it. He continues peppering a few more kisses downwards and to your neck, beginning to suck lightly, causing you to let out a quiet moan. He leaves a couple small hickies around your neck and kisses your lips once again. You tug at his T-shirt and motion for him to take it off, he does as he’s told and removes it from his body. You get a faint look at his chest since it’s a such little bit of light in the kitchen, from what you can see however, he looks perfect. When he comes closer, you can feel his rock solid abs, you know he works out but you weren’t expecting him to be this fit.

You go back to making out for awhile and his hands are now laid on your chest. He cups both of your boobs in his hands and kneads them through your thin shirt, he realizes this isn’t enough for him so he slides his hands underneath your shirt. He ran his fingers against your nipples and starts to pinch them lightly, making you moan directly into his mouth. He groans when you bring your hand lower to his pelvis, trying to locate his belt so you can tell him to take it off. You finally reach something you presume to be leather and you grab it, bringing his body closer to you in the process.

“You want me to take this off huh?” Han asks, pointing to his belt but all you see is his erect dick print through his jeans.

You nod your head profusely, “yes pleasee, right now!”

He grins at you while slowly taking off his belt, throwing it down on the floor and now he’s stroking his cock through his pants. You hear him groan a little bit as you can see him palming himself, wanting to take him in your mouth so bad.

“Let me give you head,” you say almost desperately, you didn’t mean for it to sound so needy but you really wanted— no needed his cock.

“Okay,” he says smiling back at you, “sounds great to me.”

You get up from the kitchen counter and now position yourself on the floor, on your knees. You never pictured yourself to be the one sucking a random guy off Tinder’s dick but hey, things just so happen to turn out that way. You unzip Han’s pants and gently pull them down, he was wearing pink supreme boxers and you expected nothing less from him. You pull down his boxers too and his erect cock springs up out of them like a slinky. Eyes growing wide in awe as you couldn’t wait for his giant, thick cock to go into your mouth. You start to stroke his length and realize that one hand won’t be enough to do the job, you have to use two to get a good firm grasp around it and even then it’s still a few inches off.

You contemplate how you’re even going to fit all of him into your mouth but you think of the consequences later. You continue pumping his cock with your hands and he moans lowly under his breath. You lick the tip of his cock and he winces a little, that must be his sensitive spot. You suck on the tip and guide your mouth to slowly take in more of his cock, keeping a suction-tight grip on him as you keep lowering your head. You get to a point where you start to physically choke and gag on his cock, your saliva was getting everywhere now, all over your chin, your chest, his cock, and some even spilled on the floor. You know you have to be a good girl and take all of him but you never had someone this big before.

“You have such a nice dick,” you blurt out while taking a break, wanting to please him more than anything.

“Thank you baby,” Han smiles down at you while you bring his cock back into your mouth, this time breathing through your nose you have a better chance at taking him all. You were successful and managed to get most of it inside your mouth, maybe just a couple centimeters off. You kept at it, sucking his cock like your life literally depended on it, shooting your head back and forth making you feel dizzy.

“Mmm yeah… that’s it baby… just like that-” Han moans out for you with his eyes closed shut and head thrown back, you’re making him feel so good right now.

“I think I’m gonna cum y/n…”

You continue what you’ve been doing for the past 15 minutes or so, sucking his cock at an even faster rate. You look up at him and give him a sultry look with your eyes, you need to feel his cum all over you.

“Please cum on my face daddy,” you tell him, you used to let your ex cum on your face all the time and you were craving for that kind of thing at the moment. You keep deepthroating him and making gagging noises in the process, wanting him to know just how hard you’re working for his cum. He lets out a long moan and keeps saying he’s about to cum, you tap his dick on your tongue so you can get a taste of his load shooting out and then… you suddenly go blind. Han’s load comes out so fast that it got everywhere, causing some of it to get into your eye. You couldn’t see for a bit and rubbed your eye, feeling a thick, sticky substance on your left cheek. Han’s cum was now painted all over your face, some even got on your shoulder and landed on the floor. You smiled at how much cum you caused to come out his dick, feeling awfully proud of yourself.

You get up from your knees and start kissing again, he brings you back to the counter you were originally sitting on and he toys with the waistband of your skirt. He pulls your skirt down and begins rubbing your pussy through your underwear, dragging his fingers along your slit and teasing you. You whimper as you buck your hips up, wanting to feel his fingers on your clit. He finally moves your panties to the side and starts rubbing his middle finger against your swollen clit.

“Damn, you’re wet as fuck…” he says, looking at your glistening, wet pussy. He circles your clit and spits on it, mixing your juices with his saliva. He then dips his finger inside your hole, you let out a moan as he starts pushing his finger in and out. The sound of his fingers going in your wet pussy sound so dirty yet so blissful. He kisses you as he keeps fingering you, spreading you open with another finger. You’re such a moaning mess and it’s all thanks to Han’s wonderful fingers. You were arching your back at the sensation you were feeling, his thumb is now rubbing your clit while two of his fingers are still inside. You wanted his cock so badly, but you were going to have to ask nicely for it.

“I need you…” you whine to Han, you don’t know why you were too shy to say what you needed the most though.

“Need what baby?” He asks with his fingers still deep inside your sopping cunt, you were aching for something bigger and it’s making you go crazy.

“Your cock… need your cock, please!” You practically beg at this point for it. Han’s smile grew wider as he saw how needy you were already acting for him.

“As you wish pretty girl,” he says, taking his fingers out and licking the juices off of them one by one. He takes his cock in his hand and rubs it along your folds, he feels how soaking wet you are and it’s already enough to make him want to burst. He doesn’t think he’s a fast cummer (is that a word?) but for you, he’d nut instantly. He slides his thick, long cock into your little pussy, making you audibly gasp in pain and pleasure.

The size of him is enough to make you want to never be able to walk again, but you think once he’s done with you he’ll be leaving you permanently bed ridden.

“Just relax baby, you can take it all trust me..” Han assures you as he continues to slide his length inside, your wetness mixed with the sounds of his dick makes for the perfect porn audio. Your legs were spreading wide open and rested on his shoulders, he was taking nice and slow strokes at first. He wants you to become more adjusted to his size, he’s finally able to get all of himself in. You look down at your stomach to see a giant bulge, his cock was so big that he practically took up half of your torso.

“Ready baby?” Han whispers in your ear, asking for the okay to start thrusting deeper into you. You nod as you were finally getting used to him, he goes a little faster and starts to build a steady pace. His cock is hitting the back of your walls nicely and you feel every inch of him inside you. The cross necklace he was still wearing dangled over you, which was pretty ironic for the sinful act you two were committing at the moment. Wrapping your arms around his neck as he moves deeper into you, stretching you out like the little whore you are. You feel yourself growing wetter with each thrust and he’s grabbing your waist tightly with both hands.

“Your pussy feels so fucking good… my god..” Han says moaning, his eyes are closed again as he keeps fucking your tight pussy. You took his cock so well, you were so proud of yourself.

“Your cock feels amazing daddy,” you whimper out to him as you continue moaning his name, feeling like you’re about to cum already. Han’s breath becomes more irregular and his strokes are getting messier, you can tell he’s reaching his climax as well.

“Let’s cum together.” Han coaxes, holding your hand while fucking into you, his cock fits all the way inside without hurting you now and all you feel is immense pleasure. You nod your head in agreement with him and focus on reaching your high. A wave of ecstasy washes over you as Han hits a certain spot in you, his dick is so big that it can reach little places you never felt before, it’s an incredible feeling. Your head swings back as you feel your orgasm approaching, you let out a few curse words and catch your breath. Han feels his release coming too and quickly pulls out, he pumps his cock for a little bit with his right hand and watches his load shoot out onto your stomach. He lets out an erotic groan as he finishes off his last bit of cum and strokes his cock a little more.

“Fuck that was the best sex I’ve ever had..” Han says while panting, grabbing your face to pull into you a breathless kiss.

“Yeah, that was definitely amazing,” you respond after pulling away, smiling at his first impressions of you.

It was now midnight and you were both exhausted, you two were too fucked out to do anything else and Han was way too tired to head home that night. You didn’t mind Han staying over at your place, to be honest, it felt pretty normal. As you both got into bed he gave you tons of forehead kisses and cradled you to sleep, his embrace felt safe and protecting. You never wanted to leave his presence and neither did he.

It was the early hours of the morning and the sun is beaming on your face through the sheer white curtains. You wake up to a familiar smell coming from your kitchen, it was the smell of eggs and pancakes cooking. You put on some clothes quickly to head to your kitchen, you see Han in nothing but his underwear cooking you breakfast. You looked at the clock and saw that it was only 7:04 am, how is he already awake at this time of the morning? You make your way on over to him and give him a chaste kiss, telling him good morning. He finishes up cooking and grabs some plates for the both of you. You couldn’t believe your eyes right now, your Tinder date that you just hooked up with last night is now cooking you breakfast. You want to feel like you’re living in a dream but the more you keep blinking the more real this situation feels.

“Ready to eat babe?” Han asks, handing you a plate full of food. You nod, still trying to process everything that’s going on but you don’t want to keep questioning it. You sit at the table with Han and eat your food. You both talk as though everything is normal, still making little jokes with each other like yesterday’s date. The food he made was pretty good and you were wondering what other hidden skills he may have been hiding. You’re now questioning what could be wrong with him since he’s so perfect, why hasn’t someone like him not been snatched up yet? As you finish eating you head back upstairs, Han follows you.

“What’re you doing?” You ask him, turning around to face him in confusion.

“Im just following where you’re going,” he admits sheepishly.

“But why?” You genuinely want to know why he’s considered still being here and isn’t fleeing after finally getting what he wanted.

“I want to stay here for a while,” he says while looking away at something else, he was a bit shy to ask if he could stay over for another day.

“For how long?” You ask, wondering if he’s serious about his infatuation with you.

“I- I don’t know, can I just stay for one more night? Please y/n?” He holds your hand, gently caressing and rubbing it.

You feel conflicted, on one hand you want someone you can feel connected to on a deeper level but the other hand is making you want to keep this relationship as no strings attached. You sigh as you see the glint in his eyes, his eyes were all it took for you to give into him.

“Okay” you say, he smiles as he hears your swift response. He presses a soft kiss against your lips and lets you lead the way back to your room.

Four days have passed and Han is still staying in your apartment with you. You decided you didn’t actually hate his company and that it was just the fear of commitment that made you reluctant. Han was different though, he brought a side out of you that no one else has. He brings you flowers, makes you laugh until your stomach hurts, listens to your problems/needs/wants/desires, shuts up when he’s supposed to, and does anything you say at the drop of a hat.

He’s the perfect guy for you and you met him on something you wouldn’t have tried if it wasn’t for your best friend. You’re still in shock by how you and Han are basically in a relationship now, I mean who stays at someone’s house for almost a week if they weren’t falling in love? You should be happy yet you’re nervous, you’re nervous about telling Ryujin, what if she thinks you’re moving too fast? You didn’t tell anyone about this “relationship” yet since you’ve never rushed into things this quickly with someone.

Han was a great person and you knew that with every fiber of your being, you just didn’t know if others would see that through just a few days of talking. You know you’re going to have to do it at some point since you’re actually thinking about getting serious with him. Han has been nothing more than amazing to you and if everyone else doesn’t see that then they’re crazy, you can’t convince everyone to like him but you start to feel as though it won’t be an issue for him. You think he’ll fit in just fine with everyone in due time ♡

[leonsleftbicep]

Okay I am eepie but! Before I go honk shoo! Fluff prompts!

(vessel = any of the guys ; Ves = it him 🫶)

vessel is sick and the others have to take turns taking care of the boyfriend

someone comes home with a bouquet flowers and!! flowers on the hair!! on the mustaches!! inside their books!!

Ves playing piano while the others watch? dance? (i am a sucker for piano V sorry 😔)

matching outfits please. pijamas. ridiculous socks. idk. it's cute 🥺

OOOooooOooOooooohhhhhhh first kiss? any pairing (iii or ii would be funny with whomever)

honesty just ii flustered. he's so Sensible and Responsible, it's funny when he gets all sillay hehehe

ivy peach.... being poked like a marshmallow

vessels taking a nap 🥹

vessels sharing a meal 🥺 food is so!!

vessel reading a book/story out loud while the other three are all cuddled up against him mehehehe :3

Oh! someone's birthday!!!! that's fun!!! party hats yeaaa

Dilfs! ivy and ii doing Old Men activities together (like idk feeding birds) while iii and Ves are destroying the house (either because they decided to cook and things went wrong ; or because they are exploring each other's bodies yeaaah weee woooo)

bakery au! ivy decorating cute heart-shaped cookies (maybe the Echoes are helping) for the guys 🥹💙

With Lotus!

she had a bad day and is being comforted and lulled to sleep by her dads 🥺

they are all spending the day at the beach collecting shells and pretty rocks 🥹 Ves is info dumping about Ocean Facts™ ; iii is annoying ii and trying to splash him (and failing. ii is loving it though) ; ivy is making a sandcastle and using Lotus' pebbles and shells as decoration 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Liddol Lotus visiting the recording studio for the first time and sitting on ii's lap at the drums. Her head barely pops up 😭 iii says she's almost as tall as ii. He gets hit in the head by a drumstick.

Uhhhh is this. Enough? Okay? Usable? Idk but there you go! I got Extra Soft on Lotus, just can't help it 🥹🪷

*SLURP*

yeah i just ate that

and yeah i am using it

oh and you wanna know what else!

i am going to line this up in my milanote with a set day on the calendar for each prompt and i am going to draw the hell out of it…

well i might have to rearrange it for the 4th 7th and 8th because i have some stuff to do those days but eh

IM GOING TO DO IT

heres a bonus! i might draw lotus at different parts in her growth because of the wacky fact that she ages 2.5 years ever year

Thank you Darya!!!!! 😘

edit: i wanted to add that on the dilf prompt i read out the “or because they are exploring each other's bodies yeaaah weee woooo” and then tehe’d like a teen girl in an early 2000’s disney film

[just-a-carrot]

Helloooo!!! I was looking for inspo for my own visual novel a little while back, it's set in a ballroom so eventually the keywords lead me to discovering save the last dance (and itch.io in general im a total noob to this lmao) i dont know what it was but it just like took a vice grip around me INSTANTLYY.

So I downloaded the main game today and I am actually silently cursing you because I got nothing done all day I was just like transfixed. The artstyle grew on me alot, and oh godd the character designs... God I love the designs, espcially Genzhou's. There's just so much love (even in every gruesome death scene lol) put into this it's almost difficult not to get obssesed...

Also sidenote I found it kind of encouraging almost to see that you're (self-proclaimed) older, I found that really inspirational lol. There's something that just makes me want to create and actually sit down and learn when I play your games. I guess I've always had this feeling of having all the time in the world but recently I've been feeling almost like it's too late to learn new skills (which is kind if ridicolius since I'm like smack dab in the middle of gen z). Regardless I guess your work made me realize the artistry in visual novels, I could keep going but I tend to ramble lol

ahhhhhhhh this is so sweet!! i got very weepy reading this, especially as i'm already feeling quite soft today as it was a bit of an anxious one... 😭💕

that's fascinating that you found StLD first searching for ballroom stuff!! i am always curious how people first find out about any of my games. i'm happy you enjoyed it, especially enough to go play the main game sob. i'm incredibly touched

and i'm even more touched that you've been enjoying the main game so much 😭💕💕💕 especially all the kind words about the art!! i've grown more confident in my art more recently but especially in the beginning stages of the game i was incredibly self-conscious and worried about it because it was rather odd-looking and didn't match any other typical VN styles. so that's really sweet of you to say. this game certainly has had a lot of love put into it (and blood, sweat, tears, my entire life... etc.). it is very much a big passion project and my eyes were perhaps too big when i got started, but because it dug itself so deep into my psyche and i also made some good decisions like releasing in parts, etc., i've been able to keep working on it until the end despite it taking me like 2.5+ years so far. i'm not even sure i can put into words what this game and chars have done for me and my life and the many journeys and discoveries i've made along the way

dkjfalsdkf yes... i am a millenial, i will say that much. though i don't often feel like one. except for the fact that i often have no idea what people are talking about or referencing and tend to be awkward and confused most of the time LOL this is also why my characters are all older, as well. i sometimes feel a bit strange since i feel much older than many of the others in the VN dev sphere (well, perhaps in age only, not really in mental maturity maybe LKDJAFLKDS). if this can give inspiration to others that are also a bit older though, then i am glad 🤣 i have spent much of my life going from thing to thing and never really knowing exactly what i want to do. case in point my current job has nothing to do with my master's degree. though the one constant has always been creation of some kind, whether it's drawing or writing (and now with games, doing both of those on top of scripting and coding and a bajillion other things lol). i don't think you should ever feel "too old" to do something. or to get started doing something. or to feel like you "haven't done enough" etc. i say this so strongly because i also try to reassure myself sometimes perhaps LOL it's also ok if you don't know what you want to do so you're just trying out different ideas that you're passionate about. so many of us just wanna find something that makes us feel fulfilled and passionate, that makes our hearts ache, that fills us with joy and motivation. so if you can find something that does that for you, no matter how old you are, grab it and don't ever let go lkdajfalskd

at any rate, i'm glad i could also help you discover more about VNs in general. i hope it will be helpful as you work on your own games!!! 💕

[babybulbasaur920]

Changed my mind. Bird Family au or bust

basic ideas

In this au Neige is the older brother to Yuu. i hc Yuu as around 16, same as the first years which is why that's their main group, as well as Niege being around 18-19 like Vil. they entered showbiz around the same time so i think they are the same age

The mom is not really important so far. I may think up a story for her but just imagine like, Roe Deer from Ellie and the Harp maker. In that she's dating Crowely and has Neige secretly. She sends Neige to live with her parents but when she gets pregnant again with Yuu she breaks up with Crowley and gives them both to him to raise. Idk honestly she doesn't really come in and that's the easiest way i could think of to keep her out

SO yeah Crowley fought in the fae war on the side of the fae despite being human himself. Maybe he's like Sebek and is half fae. Anyways an old enemy of his found him, Neige and Yuu and took Yuu and sent them to the non magic world as revenge. Note Niege is like 2.5 at this time and Yuu is like 6 months old

Crowley gives up 2 yr old Neige to the dwarves in guilt and grief, believing his is not worthy to raise his child after losing the other and being in a mad mental place that he couldn't even properly care for Neige.

16 years go by and Yuu lives as a non magic person in the non magic world. They have been adopted by some family or was taken in. they are skilled with music and plays in the school band or orchestra

 Anyways one day Yuu wakes up a mysterious coffin face to face with an odd cat thing (Grim)

Stuff goes on as the game

Whenever Yuu asks Crowley about going home he of course brushes it off but instead of just neglect, its that he recognizes Yuu and wants them to stay and be family again

This is how the au deviates from the game. Crowley still gives Yuu a lot of work but its less free labor and more grooming them to help him run the school as he gets old. Giving them the experience dealing with headmaster-y problems

I don't have any current thoughts for chapter 5 and Yuu and Neige reuniting but it’ll be a story im sure (except Vil’s gonna scream if he hears about the relation between his headmaster, his weird little friend, and greatest rival)

[meh-kris]

Nobody has been waiting for it but who tf cares??!! Anyways let's give it up for MY campcamp ship ratings !!! (And no im not adding the campers x counselors ships like maxvid bcuz istg if I hear it one more time I will fucking throw a truck at you) so yea let's go first with the adults

Gwenvid- 9/10 I'm honestly loving the dynamic between these two becuz like gwen is like the grump of the two and David's the sunshine that everyone adores and ugh its so adorable like cmon don't tell they wouldn't end up together it's overall cute

Danvid- 3or4/10 idk how to feel abt this because it's a bit odd to me I mean Daniel tried to kill David like yea but it would be a decent ship if Daniel wasn't THAT weird pretty meh ship tbh (sorry danvid shippers but ily)

Gwen x Jen- 4/10 I honestly never knew they would be shipped but I guess it would be nice but I don't think it's the best tbh

Daniel x Jen- 4/10 not bad of a ship idea but it's not my cup of my tea either

Jasvid- 10/10 it's such a wholesome dynamic tbh but good only if Jasper alive AU or kid versions it's cute ^_^

Okay camperinos time

Maxneil- 7/10 tbh it's not that bad of a ship it's legit nerd x edgy kid I can see it happening, not a big fan but I support it

Makki- 7/10 could possibly happen I mean I like opposites attract it's cute although max is a bit manipulative but they're nice to eachother so it's cute ig?

Maxpres- 6.5/10 I lowkey like this ship I have no idea why but it just seems interesting like the dynamic would be fun to watch but I have mixed feelings abt it

Neilson- 6/10 I kinda shipped this back in mind freakers but then I didn't really see it much but it would be a nice ship

Neil x Preston- 3/10 idek this ship existed but ig it does for me I guess it wouldn't be that bad but I don't rlly see it either

Neilki- 1/10 I don't like the ship because of parents day(ruined me mentally) would be better as siblings like nerdy bro and energy sis (gravity falls much)

Nerriki- 7/10 okay this would low-key be really cute like I love dynamics like this it would be a very awesome ship

Presnik- 6/10 haven't seen this ship much but it would be adorable tbh loud couple goals fr !!!

Nerrison - 100/10 tf your expect I MAKE ART OF THEM they are just the best ship in camp camp fr like their dynamic is good even as platonic or romantic it JUS WORKS I love how they bicker abt their interpretations of magic but they're still friends even if they don't admit it ITS SO ADORABLE ahem anyways they are my favorite

Harriston- 30/10 I love this ship sm!!!! The dynamic is so adorable they would be bfs fr like LOOK at them (even if they lack the interactions)

Presner- 9/10 20/10 okay don't get mad at me for this but I'm saying it WOULD be cute because they won't stop talking abt their intrests together but like idk it doesn't really hit me as much as nerrison and harriston does?? I mean yes they are pretty close to eachother in some scenes wait yknow what nevermind I'm giving them twenty

Nerriston- 101010209339390/10 yes.

Nurf x Preston- -15/10 this ship is toxic af actually all nurf ships are tbh so no.

Nerred? (Nerris and Ered)- 5/10 personally not a big fan of this ship but it could be a really good ship since they hung out in the show so it has some potential for me but not hitting the spot

Ered x Dolph- 0/10 fuck no Dolph is like what 8 yrs old and ered is (my hc) 14 ffs THATS SUCH A BIG AGE DIFF

Ered x Nikki- 2/10 Nikki probably has a crush on ered but those like childhood ones besides Nikki is like 10 yrs old ered is probably a teen so it doesn't work for me

Dolph x Space Kid- 7.2/10(yes that exact number) if they interacted a bit more maybe then I would ship them like it would be cute but platonically works too tbh

Space Kid x Max- 2.5/10 a bit toxic tbh :/ but like ig it's not bad also I wouldn't give this much if it wasn't wasn't the fact their VAs are married so yea

Space Kid x Neil- never knew this existed??? Not the ship for me sorry 1/10

Okay other camps too !!

Maxsha or smth- 5.5/10 I hc sash as a lesbian but if I didn't then I'd probably make it higher I guess they're like manipulative assholes who are dominant not bad tbh both have the power to rule over everything so I wouldn't mess with them

Sasha x Vera- 9/10 power couple fr they got along well so I think they'd date tbh not a bad ship (wlw solidarity)

Sasha x Erin- 7/10 idk what to think of this it is cute though idrc abt this ship much so yea

Sasha x Tabii- 3/10 a bit of a toxic ship imo becuz like Sasha is manipulative of tabii abit but overall not bad

Sasha x Pikeman- 4/10 dumbass x dominant one is hilarious to me but it doesn't really spark for me yknow it'd be a cool ship ig

Erin x Neil- 8/10 I actually really liked this ship because it was like smarties in love LIKE LOOK AT THEM if only Erin saw Neil's face while she was trying to see who liked her :(( Also malewife girlboss slay

Erin x Tabii- 7.5/10 I don't ship it much but I love their dynamic they would be with eachother 24/7 tbh it's a good ship

Erin x Snake- 2/10 it's a bit weird for me I feel like there's better people for Snake tbh so yea

Snake x Tabii- 6/10 eh ship but it would be cute cuz its like crazy girl and dude who's like woah she's so cool it would be very nice so yea

Tabii x Neil- 1/10 this ship makes me uncomfortable I'm sorry

Lastly my fave ship David,max and Gwen x therapy my fave 1000000000/10 <33

Okay folks gn it's literally 1:30AM in the morning for me so ysa byeee love you guys

[fulane-de-tal]

I'm not the anon you replied to, and can't tell when the original ask was sent, but I'm also thinking about starting T but not in a binary trans man way and would love to hear more about your experiences!

absolutely!!

disclaimer: i haven’t been on T for very long so i can’t give you information i don’t have experience on but i’ll tell ya what i know!

disclaimer #2: this is going to be a very long post. sorry

if you have specific questions please please please DM me or send asks and i’ll answer them :)

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the good the bad and the ugly:

one of the first things I noticed on T was the way if affected my menstrual cycle. (i’m just going to use those words for it because i can’t think of any better). i have really fucky hormones already, and a super inconsistent period, and after about a month and a half of T i got a period that lasted about 3 weeks. That freaked me out enough that I went off T for like a month, before realizing that i really needed T and got back on. I haven’t had a period since December, though, so we’ll see how that goes later.

thing #2 that I noticed: bottom growth. this and my voice change started at around the same time, so it was a really interesting few weeks while those two were starting out. you will feel it. all the time. like. all the time.

thing 2.5: the voice. this has been such a wonder for me. the first few weeks of voice dropping came sooner than i expected (around 2ish months in) although I had been noticing tiny minuscule changes since around month 1.5. the first real drop for me came February, or month 3, after my month-long pause. in about two weeks, my voice dropped a noticeable amount. it started cracking and my throat started hurting like a motherfucker. my voice has also dropped a bit these past few weeks, so ~ month 6, and people have started commenting on how different my voice is. it’s really great for me- my voice has finally started matching what i thought my voice should sound like.

thing 3: HORNY. i’m so fucking horny. im horny every hour of the day night and in between. i spent a whole day just jacking off and sleeping. you grow a second brain and it’s located in your pants. anything will get you horny.

thing 4: facial hair. hallelujah. i have a mustache now, enough for gas station attendants to call me “young man” and for some guy to ask me if i’m old enough to drive. i’m getting weird little scraggly beard hairs, the stuff about asscrack hair is true, and im getting hair on my stomach and toes????? it’s wonderful. it’s what i’ve waited my whole life for. still waiting for the chest hair, though.

5: fat redistribution. idk what to say about this just that everything is achy and my pants fit different and i know full well i haven’t been changing anything else about my life

6: here’s the sucker punch. sweat. i’m so fucking sweaty and horny all the time. i drove my truck for 15 minutes with the windows down yesterday and sweated through my undershirt. if you don’t have undershirts, get some once you start T. i used to wear the same undershirt for two days in a row (i know it’s gross shut up) and now i can barely wear one for a whole day. get good deodorant. old spice body spray is your friend. sorry

thing 7: emotions. i have a hard time crying now, but i can’t tell if that’s hormones or dehydration. i have your average pubescent mood swings on steroids. my tolerance for bullshit is at an all time low.

things 8-? : social perception

i am a fat butch dyke. i have short hair, a resting mean face, and very brusque hands. i’m very affectionate with people i trust in a way that gets me often labeled (by outsiders) as pushy or desperate. i’ve never been feminine but i’ve put on an affectation of femininity to make myself less threatening. with testosterone that went out the fucking window. people see me the way middle aged church mothers see pitbulls. i got called violent for tossing a shirt into a car with “too much aggression.” people are starting to interact with me the way they would interact with a man. it’s rough, and it’s lonely. but it’s worth it, to me.

i’m having to be more aware of myself in order to not get read as a creep. stuff i would have done when i passed as a girl has become, in a very short time, stuff i absolutely cannot do now that i pass as a weird deformed man. the affectation of femininity has returned in full force, although i’m trying to get rid of it and just talk.

i miss my singing voice.

i have a new singing voice that i love. i’m still surprised when i listen to recordings of myself and they’re not how i expected them.

i’ve found a lot of solace in captain america fanfiction.

i am so dazzlingly happy with my stupid scraggly mustache. i like looking at myself. for a good few weeks i couldn’t stop talking just to hear myself talk.

i need to drink gallons of water now.

people have started defaulting to “he” for me. a stranger let me pet his dog and asked me if i was a “feminus man,” to which i said absolutely.

i’ve become so comfortable in being myself. i can’t wait until i figure out what to do about my tits. i’m slowly getting the upper range of my singing back. i’m having to restrain myself from using vocal fry every three seconds. i go to a barbershop and feel completely out of place, but get a nice haircut. i don’t think i’ve developed the cis man brand of self consciousness yet, and i hope i never do. someone recognized me from high school and i’m glad i’m still the same.

testosterone has made me so connected to the person i thought i was going to grow into as a kid.

on a topic i never got to hear from anyone about:

injecting testosterone.

i chose intramuscular injection for my first T prescription. i went in with almost zero guidance aside from my friend (who offered to do it for me) and my adoptive dad (who told me to close my eyes and jab). i nearly cried the first time.

i kept doing intramuscular until my break, and at that point called the doctor and told her i could not keep doing that. she told me to inject subcutaneous until next appointment. i did. it was a wonder. i now have the specific needles for subcutaneous injection, and am so used to doing it i can even play music during the injection. i used to have to do it in total silence, with the door slightly ajar, and the pamphlet they gave me open in front of me, in case anything went wrong. now it’s easy. i still tell my cis man friends i’m more man than they are for being able to do it.

here’s how i do it, because no one told me how to:

check your T. it should be clear or pale yellow. there should not be granules, chunks, or cloudiness. if there are, call the pharmacy. don’t inject it. if it’s clear and chunk-free, you’re good.

fill the syringe with your dose of hormone. use a thick needle. get the air bubbles out. pull the plunger way down, switch needles, and push the plunger slowly back up to get the air out. you’ll figure it out.

to uncap a needle, you might need a little more force than you expect. i still haven’t figured out how to do this easily.

i inject into my stomach, always, so: i rotate injection sites every week. don’t inject above your navel, and it’s best to inject at least an inch away from it. if you pinch the area you want to inject in you should feel the difference in how pain is experienced. pick a spot where you almost don’t feel it when you pinch yourself. hold the syringe with your thumb on the plunger and your first two fingers on the finger rests. hold it at a 45 degree angle with the needle tip’s open end facing up, so the needle slides in easier. take a deep breath and push the needle in.

it’s easier to go faster just to get the tip in, and after that you can go as gentle and slow as you like.

if you’re like me and your stomach is covered in stretch marks, that’s ok. stretch marks don’t go deep. it might hurt a little to get the needle in, but you will be okay. i promise. you’ll feel the needle hit the fat and slide right in and then you’ll be okay.

some people say to pull up a little to check for blood but i don’t do that and it’s fine. my med student friend said you won’t get internal bleeding or other severe damage from not doing that, and if you do, the big ugly bruise will let you know real quick.

take a deep breath and push the plunger down. if your hand shakes that’s okay and if the needle moves a little that’s okay. just don’t pull the needle out mid-injection.

if you have to test a few spots to see where you want to inject, that’s ok too.

some days will hurt more than others.

it’s okay to have to use more than one needle if you chicken out of the first jab. you usually don’t need a new syringe for this.

don’t pierce the skin with the same needle twice. for sanitary reasons and also because a blunt needle hurts like a motherfucker.

pull the needle out gently and press your finger to the injection site. slap on a bandaid. get the stretchy real bandaid branded bandaids. they’re good.

give yourself a treat! youve probably been a little tense for this. relax.

the injection site might get a little red and a little itchy. it might hurt when you put briefs on. it might hurt when you move or touch it. there might be a tiny little bump where you injected. that’s fine. you will be ok. call a friend if you need.

i hope this all helped! if you want more deets or have questions please let me know :0)

-naf

[omegasmileyface]

If half the population had a genetic advantage like Michael Phelps, and all athletics world records set by people without this advantage were beaten by people with this advantage by the time they were age 16, we 100% would categorise by it. But Phelps' supposed advantage is minuscule. Out of the 39 world records he set, he still holds only 4. Whereas a woman has never broken the 10sec mark for a 100m sprint, though countless men have and do, including teen boys and 40 year old men. All women's athletics world records are matched by boys age 14-15. Men can punch 2.5 times as hard as women, all else being equal. That's insane! Not to mention women's necks and skulls are less robust and cannot take punches as well. Males like Khelif should not be in the ring with women, ever, it is both unfair and extremely dangerous, not to mention demoralising as hell. Go and see how upset the women were in the 2016 women's 800m, where gold silver and bronze all went to XY 5-ARD men. They knew there was no hope of winning vs that.

...no we wouldn't? biological sex (or at least one aspect of it— typically we divide by genitalia but you're proposing dividing by chromosome? and these things don't always go together, and i think the ADVANTAGE you're talking about comes from hormonal balance, which we'll talk about in a bit) is almost entirely the ONLY feature-correlating-to-success that we segregate sports by, except weight (only in the case of wrestling) and certain types of disability (in the case of the paralympics).

the vast majority of track records, for instance, are won by Black athletes, but if you said that means runners should be separated by race, people would correctly call you a racist— not to mention that means drawing a line on where Blackness starts and ends. uh oh! and we face the same problem if we decide to segregate by hormonal balance. there are people with vaginas and unaltered chemistry who have MORE testosterone than some people with penises and unaltered chemistry. It's not two disparate numbers, its an overlapping spectrum that just has two modes.

for a second example, synchronized diving gold medals are almost exclusively held by Chinese teams. does that mean, for non-Chinese athletes to have a fair shot, we should make them compete separately? and most of the best skateboarders are under 20, should we have "The US Olympic Older Skateboarders' Team"? and high-jumpers are almost exclusively tall. I'm 5'3" but i deserve a fair shot too, should they make a Short High Jumpers team i can try out for? in the Olympics? the celebration of the best athletes on Earth, many of whom have freaky body abnormalities that make them better at sports?

if i, a perisex-to-my-knowledge AFAB person who has never undergone any hormone therapy (well, other than a monthly birth control that pumps me full of estrogen for 21 days and then takes it away so as to regulate my period), trained my whole life to be the best hurdle jumper I could, and fantasized about being the champion, and then I went to compete against the champion and they said "no- you were born differently, you're not allowed to compete against the champion" i would be FUCKING PISSED.

and thats talking about desegregating sports ENTIRELY. we're just talking today about a person who has gone her whole life being told "youre a woman, a cis woman" due to her having the things we use to categorize a person as female, and people being mad at her for... what? complying with a system that says "genitalia determines team"? because of an attribute that cannot be seen without genetic testing? would you have had her say "no! ill play on the men's team, despite being a woman AND cisgender"??? or just not compete at all? after training her whole life? its the OLYMPICS. some people are gonna have an easier time hitting recirds than others. thats WHY WE HAVE A FESTIVAL, is to gawk at those people. THATS SPORTS. thats the endlessly diverse human condition.

anyway, im confused and flattered that you came to ME for this seeing as i havent actually said anything on this subject myself before, unless youre just sending this to everyone who reblogs a certain post. i dont expect you or anyone to read this, but everyday justice dies in silence. anyway, the olympics has way worse problems than this. go put up some posters about masking for the physical safety and health of women amidst covid, or explain to your friends how the genocides in Palestine and Sudan are destroying and maiming thousands of women. what you're doing right now is not protecting women, just an arbitrary status quo. i promise that NO policy they choose to implement or not implement at the olympics will have as much impact on the wellbeing of women as a whole, however you define that word, than volunteering at your local food bank or raising awareness about the way the Olympics plays with the lives of the homeless to function.

[fairestwriting]

Do you write for siblings? Because imagine Vil with a little sister whose sense of self maintenance is the Complete Opposite of his. Her idea of a skincare routine is splashing water and nothing else on her face to get the sleep sand out of her eyes. Her daily makeup is colorless, flavorless chapstick. She hasn't (willingly) gotten a haircut or gone clothes shopping in 2.5 years. Her idea of perfume is deodorant and a good laundry detergent. Etc etc and so forth. It would drive him insane and I LIVE FOR IT

yes!!!! sibling asks are so funny i love them. im living for this too

Vil Schoenheit

When he was getting more into beauty, he tried to get you into it too. He’s your older brother, it’s his role to look out for you and teach you how to care for yourself properly. He thought you might enjoy it even, because he knows it does make him feel rather nice.

Then you refuse it so bluntly, and since that day, he’s never known peace. Vil gives you your very first scolding regarding the subject, trying to explain to you the importance of caring for your appearence...! And you’re staring at him with these completely dead eyes, laughing as you go okay, sure. He’s about to bust a vein, but he’s determined to get you to see the importance of beauty, which is something he... fails at, even now.

Never stops fussing over you. When he sees you tie your hair up all messily or put on an ages-old jacket, he wants to cry. Because you’re his sister, he never goes too heavy on the scoldings, it’s more like complete despair. Everytime he sees you washing your face with just water and calling it a day, he offers you his products so many times, asking if you really didn’t want them, are you sure?

At one point he’s given up hope, even though it breaks his heart to see you just going around like this. The message that you’re not up for changing may have gotten through, but he’ll still invite you to go shopping with him, and when you say no, he just sighs. Maybe, one day...

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[boop-le-snoot]

OH OH OH OH YOU WANT DISTURBING BOOKS THAT MAKE YOUR SKIN CRAWL? YOU HAVE SUMMONED ME SAY NO MORE . HERE ARE SOME OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVOURITES , I'LL PUT STARS IN FRONT OF THE ONES WHICH ARE EXTRA AMAZING. i sound like im screaming im just really excited. HAVE FUN THESE ARE SO AMAZING.

Wasp Factory and Complicity. Both by Iain Banks.⭐

Zombie , Joyce Carol Oates , all of her books basically.

A brief History of seven killings , Marlon James

The story of the Eye , Georges Bataille

The butterfly garden , Dot Hutchison⭐

Filth , Irvine Welsh⭐(had to take a shower after this)

Johnny Got his gun , Dalton Trumbo⭐(very disturbing would recommend)

Naked Lunch ,William S. Burroughs.

Marabou Stork Nightmares, Irvine Welsh.⭐

Exquisite Corpse , Poppy Z Brite.⭐

The Painted Bird, Jerzy Kosinsky

The Ritual , Adam Neville

Crows , Matthew Stokoe⭐(fucking disgusting actual shivers)

Rites Of Burial , Tom Jackaman

im so torn , all of these are amazing ! I hope you read atleast one

First of all, thank you! Soooo much 😭🥺

To ppl who want to read these books, spoilers ahead!!

Wasp Factory was interesting enough, certainly disturbing. I found that forcing, what essentially was a FTM transition, was a little strange because it wasn't explained in any way and I struggled to find any meaning in it. Was the author demonizing trans people or was it just a stepping stone with no meaning, other than additional shock value? Either way, 3/5.

Complicity - I couldn't get past first 60 pages. I'm not a big fan of anything that involves Gonzo journalism in any way.

A Brief History... It's the Bob Marley book! Read it ages ago and it didn't linger in my memory. I think it was a solid 3/5 as well.

Story of the Eye is old, and to me, old erotica is more funny than anything. It always makes me feel like a sort of peeping Tom, looking into old people's bedrooms and finding joy in the fact that at times, they're just like us. Decameron goes in the same category. (also salo, 120 of sodom the movie. it's weird and gross, but also kinda funny. absolutely meaningless torture porn)

Cows by Stokoe was gross! A study in the human condition, and we're all sick with it, some more, some less. Matthew went a tad overboard (the dog part, and the meals-) but I see his point. Kind of. Empty Mile by the same author is just as eerie and thought-provoking, but without all that... Stuff. 2.5/5 for Cows, 4/5 for Empty Mile.

Naked Lunch is giving Twilight Zone. I liked it. 4/5.

The rest of them, will look into 😌 Thank you nonnie.

[musubiki]

im curious, isnt Lumine 15 and Childe 20??

ive seen people say that but heres a couple things!!

1) theres no real canon ages (the only explicitly stated one is venti being like 500+ or whatever, and lumine/aether being 500+)

2) the whole “lumine is 15!!” argument came from the fact that mondstadt is inspired by germany, and while in mondstadt venti says lumine is “underage,” but visual/regional inspiration doesnt mean mihoyo took up the laws from germany too!! if youre making a game IN china, the laws inside said game will most likely follow the laws of china, where the drinking age is actually 18!!

2.5) (and this is also confirmed in the comic ive heard, where at dilucs 18th birthday they get him his first drink and it says something about him finally being an adult or something). so i think shes more like 17(physically)!! (but again, the traveler is 500+ years old so....if teenage body 500 year old venti can down 37 drinks, so can we) (of course it could also be venti KNOWS we’re super old and is just harassing us for fun as usual)

3) point #2 also reminds me of that scene in GSNK where creators can get in trouble for breaking laws in their creations, (the episode where he had to give the delinquents juice and lollipops instead of drinks and cigarettes), which is another reason mihoyo would probably just implement the laws from china to be safe. 

4) ive seen people say she LOOKS young, which is kind of a bad argument because theres only 3 sizes of playable character model to choose from, also short people exist. amber was drinking in jeans quest and she literally has the same look and build

4.5) edit: another point on “looking young” - in childes story, childe is stated to be the youngest harbinger in fatui history. hes #11, scaramouche is #6. Assuming childe is 19-20, this makes scaramouche AT LEAST 20-21. hes probably older, since there are 5 whole harbingers between him and childe, most likely some time passed between when he became a harbinger, and when childe became a harbinger. yet, he also has the “young boy” model. so another example of looks ≠ age.

5) again, the only canon age we have for lumine is 500+. (or whenever that bigass war was a long time ago at the very least), and most chilumi shippers see the age gap as 17 lumine 19 childe, which is actually very realistic and other ships like xiaolumi, lumine/zhongli, or literally any other lumine ship thats not, like albedo or something, go without hate so you know what!! just do whatever you want!!!

i personally also see it as 17 lumine, 19 childe so thats what im going with!!!!!

(also sorry i hope this doesnt sound like im yelling at YOU, its just a lot of things ive been thinking about whenever i see people bring up the “age gap” argument!!! )

EDIT: I FORGOT THAT IN DAINSELFS QUEST SHES WALKS INTO THE BAR AND THE GUY IS LIKE “oh, apple juice for you?” and she mugs on about “another day, another lack of alcoholic options” implying she SHOULD be able to drink but other people just think shes too young!!!

[queer-and-colorful]

Anamoduke Sk8ter boi au ramblings

Slight trigger warning for lowkey homophobia and maternal abandonment but it's like 2 sentences

Ok so it's highschool, Patton is very closeted, very conservative family and is in love with Remus, Remus likes him back tries to swoon him.

Patton keeps telling him no but like in a playful way.

Then on the day patton is finally like "im going to say yes and confess my feelings", his parents tell him they found him a nice girl from a good family and like it's clear he has no choice in the matter.

He's devastated and shuts Remus down for real, the girl happens to be with him when he doesn't and sayssome mean thing and patton is too spineless too stick up for Remus.

Like a week later in the lunch room patton is walking by with the girl on his arm sad and tired and he looks over to see Remus with his arm around Virgil. They lock eyes and Remus glares at him.

This does not help pattons sad

It's been 5 years since the last thing.

The girl has accidentally gotten pregnant after graduation, didn't want the kid. Patton did. So she left the baby with him and ran off somewhere.

Patton came out to his parents after she left, it didn't go well, they haven't spoken since.

In present times the baby is Remy and he is 3. So Patton's taking care of baby remy when he sees an ad for concert and Remus is on the poster.

He panics and buys a ticket for the show and meet and great afterwards. Immediately regrets it but he can't get a refund so he might as well go.

He gets all dressed up, but like dad dressed up, gets his babysitter (im thinking teenage elliot) and goes to the concert.

Patton is nervous as all hell. And that's multiplied by hundreds when halfway through the set remus locks eyes with him.

And patton can't help but think how beautiful he is and he's transported back to highschool when he was still working up the courage to tell remus yes. But that daydream is quickly shut down as the band bundles together in a little meeting.

Remus announces they're going to perform a brand new song for the first time.

Then like they hang out some, Virgil doesn't like patton at first,

They play Skater boy, Virgil is the lead. Remus and virgil are being very affectionate on stage, they kiss after the song, patton is crushed but not surprised.

Patton waits to be the very last person to have theyre meet and greet. Virgil and Remus are immediately hostile. Patton understand why.  Its kinda goes like "you guys had a great show tonighy it was very nifty."

"Thanks for the money what do you want, [slightly insulting nickname here]?"

Patton explains that he just wanted to come and apologize for high school and tell them he was really happy for them and wished that if the circumstances had been different back then they could have been friends

Remus says something along the lines of "dont you have a wife and 2.5 kids to get home to?"

Patton laughs sadly and goes "only one kid, no wife. Your were close though."

Re and vi are confused and shocked. Patton says its a long story and not suitable for now but they were right and he needed to get back to his baby.

Remus stops him as he goes to leave, gives patton his number like ", this is our last show of the tour then we go on break. "Maybe if's you were serious back there and really less of a prick than you were in highschool we can try to hang out"

one time eliiot gets sick so patton is forced to bring remy on one of their hang out sessions where they finally learn pattons side of everything and patton says somthing like "even though i feel guilty about it, i dont think id do anything different given the chance cause it all led to me getting him. And hes my whole world."

Queue remus and virgil suddenly being very gay for patton cause holy shit that was cute.

Maybe some tension in the middle where patton tries to start dating again but he can't find a guy that's willing to date a 22 year old with a kid so dates don't last long after that.

Maybe some paparazzi angst in there.

And he starts getting really gay for remus and virgil cause of how good they are with remy

Obvs ends with all of them getting together in the end

Misc details

-remy has so many little punk clothes cause remus and virgil keep giving them as gifts

-patton is a waiter and they live in a small one bedroom apartment

-they dont have a lot but patton is doing his best to take care of his son

-connected to the last one the reason he was able to afford the concent is partially cause re and vi try to make tickets as accessible as possible and partially cause pattons coworker gave him some money like "dude please for the love of god do something nice to yourself for once.

-little remy loves to head bop to re and vis music

-logan and janus are part of the band

- they also love little remy

-emile is virgils little brother who is around elliots age

Asfhsfgsaf if anyone wants to write this theyre free to just please tag me!

[scoopsgf]

hi so i love your writing more than i like breathing and i just devoured the paul anka au (not for the first time) in one night. you have such a talent, it’s unbelievable. kind of an abrupt change of subject here, but what ages do you think we’ll see the twins at? they’re too cute.

HI YAY IM SO GLAD!!! also!! they’re currently about 2.5 in pt 6, and I think for the first time skip they’ll either be 6 or 8, and after that i was thinking around 12-13 years old :’)

[ducknotinarow]

Bailey Richard - 👫

|Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

1. If Bailey and Richard could have stayed in contact from when they were kids babies im pretty sure these two would have been crushing on the other likely long distance friends considering there ages would have had to send hand letters between them and have phone calls here and there but as tech would advance im sure email and cell numbers would be exchange for better keep up. But these two are idiots and im.sure the distance would have been enough for them to never admit to again thing.

2. Richard would have started to draw when they met as kids and I'm sure your guessing g what this is. Richard 110% definitely has old attempted protiats of opal, Benedict, sue and Bailey. Clearly drawn by a child who was learning to draw in sercet but none the less and likely forget he even drew them but deff has the sketchbook they are in.

2.5 he totally has one of Bailey with a heart next to it not thinking much of why he put a heart by Baileys

3. Bailey and Richard definitely text or speak over the phone/ FaceTime each other even if they are in the same place but different rooms because they are love sick fools who jist need to talk to husband u_u im sure many times people think the other isn't at home or where ever they are at that time but clearly aware thay are talking to thier husband in thw moment only for Bailey/Richard to walk into the same room seconds later X'D

4. I'm pretty sure Bailey to this day still believes Pollito is just his name in spainsh and Richard refuses to tell him other wise cause hes his pollito to him anyway xD

[selchwife]

i want to keep writing my fic and i keep alternating between being very thrilled at ff14 and very upset that my insane person focus on fallen london has been temporarily broken. anyway im going to talk about my self insert now

his name is pfeil nehwa! he’s a keeper of the moon! he’s from gridania!! his “canon” jobs are bard & dark knight! AND he comes with lore!!!! his backstory is changed very little from the self indulgent silliness it was when i was 17, but here goes.

FIRST OF ALL, he’s half-hyur. his dad is. thancred. (this was established between when 2.0 was still current and when canon ages for the scions came out in 3.0; given his age in 1.0 and according to somebody i used to know he was SUPPOSED to be in his late 30s and then he got retconned younger, so I just pretend that never happened and that he’s in his 40s now. To make it make sense. i’ve been playing this game a long fucking time lol)

anyway the issue with this is that thancred did not Stick Around. when pfeil was born his mom’s partner was keenly aware this was Not His Kid and pretty incensed about it, so pfeil was treated badly at home until he was about 10 and ran off himself. he spent a while as A Little Urching until he was old enough to pick up a bow and make his way as a hunter and odd job doer, and eventually became an adventurer. the rest, as they say, is history!

when pfeil joined the scions thancred almost IMMEDIATELY figured out the situation, more because of recognizing pfeil’s last name than anything else (clearly he doesn’t look a damn thing like his dad). he didn’t tell pfeil, though, and pfeil only found out because LAHABREA told him while he was possessing thancred. not a great way to figure out who your dad is

pfeil was EXTREMELY pissed at him for all of the post-ARR patches and only finally started mending things around 2.5. (this is despite the revelation of his parentage causing him to see minfilia as his sister during the same timeframe. he contains multitudes.) by the whole feast thing he was more or less ready to forgive thancred and then the. crystal blades situation. when it comes to family stuff pfeil is just cursed with the worst timing.

anyway going into heavensward he’s so ungodly the pressed he can’t really do bard stuff anymore; he’s crushed inside and can’t sing, so he picks up dark knighting and Becomes Emo. this is actually a positive change. i still can never quite decide but it’s definitely sometime during heavensward that he transitions. Gender. that’s when he chooses the name pfeil, and it’s specifically not lore-compliant for miqo’te bc he wanted to pick a hyur name. Because Of Thancred.

btw thancred is very shocked in like 3.2 or whenever the fuck he comes back and he has a son now. lives in the wilderness for a while and then the next time he sees his kid the little fucker’s gone and transed his gender!

[badscooter]

kinda basic but top 5 movies 😌

nooo not basic at all!

1. the producers 1967 dir. mel brooks... its just so funny and definitely a comfort movie for me. apart from the horribly aged gay jokes but i will let that slide on account of it being over half a century old. mel brooks is one of the only straight comedy director that makes me laugh :) king

2. dog day afternoon 1975 dir. sidney lumet. i think lumets my fav director i could interchange this with network or 12 angry men but. al pacino. trans rights. and the only song featured is by elton john. literally the perfect movie

3. boogie nights 1997 dir. paul thomas anderson. i only watched this recently but i love it i love it so much. its like 2.5 hours long but i wasnt bored once. absolutely banging sountrack.

4. once upon a time in hollywood 2019 dir. quentin tarantino. im literally just a slut for movies set in the 60s/70s that have a banging soundtrack and i love movies that are just characters doing nothing its so chill. i watched it like 5 times in the months after it came out i was kinda obsessed 😳 some say its boring but idc the payoff is worth it. if you've never seen it probably look into the tate murders before watching thats what i did and it made the ending much more satisfying

5. american psycho 2000 dir. mary harron….. i know i know its like the most basic filmbro movie ever but in my heart of hearts its one of my favs... ive just liked it for too long ive grown attached!! i watched when i was like 14 and its the movie that made me love movies. its just so funny and a legitimately interesting commentary on yuppie culture. and i like seeing jared leto die