#(i'm finally feeling better tho whew)

[cherubchoirs]

[persona 5] [bad end au]

can you hear church bells ringing?

[otakween]

Digimon Tamers - Episode 37

This episode was decent, but had a major case of the uglies. Everyone was off model, but Lopmon and Terriermon got it the worst with their faces changing drastically from frame to frame. It was actually kinda charming in how derpy things looked, but it definitely took away from the drama.

Notes:

I understand Jian's frustration with Shiuchon, but he crossed a line when he hit her. Not cool >:/ Glad Hirokazu and Kenta did something useful for once and offered to stay behind with her and Juri. Finally they serve a purpose!

The best looking thing in this episode was definitely all of the background art, but that's because they didn't need to animate it lol. Still, I like this "ominous final boss" setting

So the "God" all the deva have been referring to was Zhuqiaomon (what a mouthful). Aren't there like multiple Gods though? What are the other digi Gods doing rn? Are there multiple "religions" in the digital world?

Sooo Culumon is a "Digi-Entelechia" which, according to Google, is Latin/Italian for entelechy which is a concept Aristotle came up with that boils down to "the inherent force which controls and directs the activities and development of a living being." Whew! I guess that pretty much fits what Culumon does to a T. Seems like a ridiculously grandiose term for such a silly creature tho lol

I kinda think Zhuqiaomon is a little too close to a Birdramon/Phoenixmon combo in design. It's a "meh" design for me. I felt like I couldn't appreciate it much in this episode because it was mostly obscured by flames/hard to make out in general

Was glad to see that Terriermon wasn't perfectly fine after falling into a pit last episode. That raised the stakes a bit.

The scene where Guardromon just watches Shiuchon fly off into the abyss made me laugh out loud. Hirokazu's partner would be a big dumb idiot lol

Shiuchon wanting to fight for Lopmon but not quite knowing how was adorable.

Whelp, I was wrong. I guess everyone's fusing with their digimon partner now. Why are they still calling it "Matrix Evolution" that's confusing...Really liked the transformation sequence and I like SaintGalgomon's design too! I think the ultimate forms are looking much better than the perfects. Kind of feels like more care was put in.

With the ultimate forms, I wonder how much of the designs were inspired by the human characters? I don't really know that Dukemon gives off Takato vibes (same for SaintGalgomon and Jian). I guess they are more human-shaped though.

I was glad to see that Zhuqiaomon wasn't defeated so easily (I'd be mad if just SaintGalgomon was enough), but I'm also really sick of the "okay, we win! -pause for 2 seconds- OH NO! He's actually totally fine!!" twist. You're not fooling anyone Digimon, you've done this a zillion times.

[starofhisheart]

MAJOR SPOILERS FOR OFMD S2 EP6-7 under the cut

Ok, that was A LOT. I have so many feelings but no coherence so i'm gonna do this bullet point form but def not in order, just in order of me remembering wtf happened lol

-IZZY AND WEE JOHN IN DRAG!!!!! Wee John looked STUNNING with that Divine-esque appearance and Izzy had that transmasc drag king kind of thing going on (iykyk) that made me love him even more

-Izzy singing LA VI EN ROSE took me tf out!!! i'm glad he got to finish it after the *ahem* distractions bc Con's voice is so beautiful I could listen to it forever. We better get it in the album!!! Also someone posted the lyrics translated and i cannot get over the lyrics:

"It's him for me,/And me for him, for life/He told me, he swore to me, for life"

-But not only was he singing the second half had fucking gentlebeard doing the dirty in the next room asdfghjkl which.....was hot, ngl. The passion was electrifying. I'm sorta glad we didnt rlly see it with everything that happened after bc it all kinda left a bad taste in my mouth.

Also Stede Bonnet canonically gets turned on by violence confirmed

Or trauma. Whatever.

-What else happened in ep 6 cause all i can think of is drag and singing and sex-

-oh yeah there was that shortlived sexually-charged torturer who i distinctly recall him being in another scene in the promo so unless that got the cut perhaps he's not dead...?

-Lupete missing all the action cause they were doing the nasty all night lmao so real

-Jim best wingman (gender neutral)

-Stede...Stedey boy, can I call u that? Now i'm gonna say this nicely, but WHAT THE FUCK DUDE? Stede in his white guy w undue confidence era fr. Zheng Yi Sao was so right for what she did truly

-But in all seriousness i feel like this whole thing in ep 7 was such a parallel to s1 but also a very necessary bit of conflict in their journey together that was bound to happen. THey want different things and neither is wrong or right for that. Stede did react poorly tho but like he just had sex w the love of his life, his first man, and Ed the very next day is like "aight i'm out". I'd be pissed too. After killing someone which we know is a big trigger for him historically.

But Ed also had a valid reaction. He's wanted to retire for a while and stede knows this but it hasn't seemed to have sunk in quite yet. He fears that Stede only sees Blackbeard and...its fair of him to have that impression tbh. These are two messy, traumatized dudes who have never had a real relationship and there's gonna be bumps. I hope we get s3 so we can better explore that like Djenks wants.

-Ok back to the fun stuff:

-Izzy barging in on GB and the docking joke. love his cringefail ass.

-IZZY IS HAPPY FOR ED EVEN IF ITS NOT WITH HIM

#growth

-the edizzy apology which was so typical of them. i expected it but bc i'd been building it up in my head all week w twitter pals it felt a bit anticlimactic but thats not the shows fault. it was very much in character and if they're satisfied so am i. i always have fic for more

-stizzy commiserating over losing ed pls thats all i've ever wanted!!!!!

izzy: "when i told him i loved him he-"

stede, like he's heard this story before: "shot u yes"

and the look they gave each other after!!!!! stizzy nation how we feelin?!

-izzy being like "stede no" when he was on his macho bullshit w zheng yi sao (also motivated by trauma bc he just lost ed, he cant lose MORE family!!!). i just like how protective iz seems of stede now.

-izzy''s "you're good for him" CRYING THROWING UP ETCETERA

-ed catching 1 fish and deciding thats his life now. adhd realness fr

-the swede whew is it hot in here or is that just jackie's effect on her husbands?

-jackie and ed actin like old friends. swede highkey shading ed adfghjkl

-anyway im sure there's more but i need to rewatch. there r things i wont go into bc its possible spoilers for the finale (tho its mostly just speculation some is based on bts not everyone may have seen). i am looking forward to and terrified for the show to end next week thats all i'll say

[malimaywrite]

writing update 8/28 (very ramble-y whew)

gahhh, i haven't been around. sorry, but i finished the narrative distance revision (edit?) on saturday finally then immediately started on the 'get this to 99k' edit on sunday (trying to go from 104k to 99k...in google docs because that word processing system is the lowest of scrivener/word/openoffice and idc i just need one of them to say 99k for me to be able to feel comfy putting it idc idc lmao).

i got rid of about 400 words from 4 chapters sunday, about 200 words from 1 chapter monday, about 1200 words from 7 chapters yesterday (yes it took all day omg), and about 300 words from 1 chapter today.

i'm gonna try to balance this better lmao. i have 12 chapters left and i'm gonna spread them out into 3 chapters a day (trying to get rid of about 150 words per chapter) and finish on the first.

then i'll do a final typo read on the 2nd, 3rd, and 4th and start querying officially on the 5th after an appointment for my caregivee.

well, "continue" querying...i technically started today but i only sent one query to one agent because she closes for the rest of the year on the 1st and she was going in my first batch lol (i kept her because she doesn't get back to you with a rejection or request for at least 3 weeks so it felt safe to still send even tho i'm not done done until next week).

i wasn't nervous oddly enough, but i think that's because i was trying to edit at the same time and i'm not finished editing so i figure it doesn't feel like i've started querying really tbh lol. i'll see how i am when i do the rest of the first batch on the 5th.

i hope you all have been well!! <3

[thedeathdeelers]

https://www.tumblr.com/xiaofengs/751645650747326464?source=share

Helloo! I just finished lovely runner like 2 days ago and the way it has grabbed me by the throat uffff

I just wanted to talk about this scene and the way he calls out for Sol (also how it's someone else but he thinks it's Sol eeeeeeekkkkkk!!!!) Just the pure devastation on his face, like look at his eyes man!!! I'm trying so hard not to start my rewatch right away 😭😭

(Also i just went through your blog and liked a bunch of stuff because I'm obsessed with the show and I need to cope 😂😅)

My friend was pushing me to watch it for a while but I just couldn't find the time to watch it. And I was a bit apprehensive at the first episode but then- but then, they showed how he liked her firsttttt!!!!!!! And then it just kept getting better and better!!! Sun jae was just such a cutie and an absolute loserrr (affectionate) and then threw in some good angst 🥹😭😭 it was just amazing!!

And then I decided, oh I need more, so i decided to look up the drama on here and see people (like you!!) writing such amazing commentary on the show that it's making me even more obsessed whew! 😆😅

This is getting long I'm sorry, but that salon drip youtube interview where the host is just squealing is literally me, they're super cute together, i hope they do more projects where they're the leads together!!! I need it!!!

Okay have a lovely day/evening! 😁

hi hello!! welcome to the “holy crap that was the best kdrama im going to be obsessed with this for a WHILE” club!

ugh yes that scene!!!! byeon woo-seok did such a good job at portraying so much just through his eyes!! it’s years and decades and timelines of memories just fully pouring in all at once — all the feelings he couldn’t explain and the weird scenes he kept seeing and the dreams!! all of them finally making sense! every puzzle piece falling into place

and then he gets hit with the emotions - falling for sol for the first time, witnessing the first timeline where he doesn’t save her on time, where she hates him and doesn’t want to live

to then jumping to the next timeline where she’s hugging him out of nowhere and knows his name- to falling for her even more and more. to more timelines and more precious moments with his sol; to confessing once twice three times and finally getting that reciprocated. it’s just-

he’s been living his entire life (4th timeline) walking this earth not realising this precious thing he’s been missing out on…even tho deep down he’s known. something was missing, was somehow longing for something but he just didn’t know what

and suddenly it all makes sense!! because of course it’s sol!!! ofc it’s her. she’s the reason. she’s what’s been missing

and he’s happy he’s remembering and devastated he ever forgot and lived 34 years without her without her memories or presence or existence. he’s so conflicted and everything is a mess but all he does know is he needs to go to her immediately. he needs to find her and hold her and never let her go.

no but honestly this show has grabbed me like no other show has in a looooong time- i know what you mean by the rewatch hahah! i tried to delay it as much as possible (i lied to myself) thinking it would feel more like watching it for the first time..but i caved so quickly

(also hahah i love that!! glad my slightly unhinged posts could help! 😂 it’s what they’re there for!)

yeah the first couple episodes are bit questionable when you don’t know what’s happening but as soon as they hit you with the end of ep2 plot twist…..you’re hooked. there’s no going back- and it’s so so worth it! so glad you kept going

please never apologise for coming into my inbox to talk about LR i’m here 24/7/365 for this

(sorry for the essay :$)

[thisdreamplace]

Hi dream! How was your time away? I hope you’re doing better now and life is treating you kindly.

I wanted to have a good update for when you got back, I kinda do lol. I used to have celebrity crushes. They would be my sp (it was always kpop idols). However, I am black. Despite every kpop idol I “wanted” having said or did something offensive to my race.. I still wanted them. That bothered me. I the law says we can manifest anything, but I had to realize how f*cked up that truly is. 😭 Imagine having a sp that is potentially racist, but you still want them? I had to ask myself, how desperate can you be? What is wrong? (not in a condescending way, but truly) I recognized that it came from an insecure place. Placing everyone and everything on a pedestal, when it should be me there for my life. I don’t know these people, but I do know what they have shown me on camera and it hasn’t been good. The person I dream of being wouldn’t want this. She would live and know that she could have the most perfect person for her. For some reason, it was a hard concept to grasp. I was so stuck on having a kpop sp. I guess I viewed them as perfect (EVEN THO I COULD CLEARLY SEE THEY WERE NOT) and if I could have them, then I must be on their level. Whew. Thankfully, I have come to my senses lmao.

I saw the Barbie movie last week. I do not regret it. I wanted to have fun for once. Everything was okay until I took pictures. Let me tell you, I had the worst breakdown ever. I’m still currently having it. So I took pictures that day and I fell apart. My appearance has always been a struggle to like within. However, it made me feel much worse this day. So much worse that I have not looked at myself on camera since then. I do not look at my reflection anymore. I have been too scared to see myself because I know I will be reminded of how it hurts to even look at myself. I used to check myself whenever I could to see if I finally manifested, but now I can’t handle doing it. I have always been uncomfortable with my appearance (I didn’t even go out because of it). I know we can’t force what we truly feel away, but because of that, I am not sure how to get out of this. I try to live but a part of me truly feels that I deserve to be nowhere or do anything I like because I am not worth anything. I should be embarrassed of myself. I remember my mother playing a video of me yesterday and I wanted to cry because I had to hear my voice………See how bad it is? 😭 I feel lost because I am allowing what I truly feel and think to come forward, but it’s not easy. I don’t know what to do with it all.

One of my parents has also been a problem in my past and now (due to my mind). I still carry resentment from the way they were in the past. I understand it, but I don’t want to deal with it anymore tho. They are better now, and sometimes I am able to let it go but then I think about how much stress they caused but I really just want to let go. When I tried to get an apology, no one listened tbh. I do not care about that, I just want to be released. I am not sure how to release myself from the anger and resentment. I do not need an apology but I do need to free myself. I realize that I can forgive and let go without an apology. I don’t know how to get to that point.

Despite circumstances, the Barbie movie made everything better. I stepped out of my comfort zone, I got a Barbie outfit and I went out. I know my entire message has been such a rollercoaster. It was a little up and then it went down. 😂 I was still happy that I tried. I love the movie.

Its nice that you are back tho, dream. Have you watched Barbie or are there any movies you have watched/will watch? I want to go to the movies again, just for the snacks LMAO.

-😵‍💫 anon

hiiii <3 i'm so happy to hear from you !! 🥹

my time away was... really, really lovely. although it wasn't such a long time away, so much changed and materialized in my life. it was such a reminder how... natural this all is. how the things we want most, that align with our heart, really aren't anything we have to strive for. it's so weird to think, to the ego that,,, we have to do nothing. but my time away was just a really strong reminder of that, as i experienced it all happening so effortlessly. now, i'm just remembering how it's safe to believe in the best outcomes for myself, to sit with everything through the practice of indifference. 🫧

first of all, love how that all came full circle for you !! like seriously, i love how you were able to realize what you truly wanted vs what the ego thought would fulfill some idea of lack within you. thats the thing. our true wants, our true desires, don't ask anything of us other than to just be. to embrace ourselves and who we are, we dont have to bend or anything for them. it's actually really lovely, and i'm glad you realize that for yourself now.

awwwe i wanna see the barbie movie but tbhhhhhh ive been really busy and when im not busy i just wanna lay around hehe :3 its just that kinda end of summer for me rn ! i'm really glad you go to go and dress up and enjoyed it !! i'm really sorry how it ended though. you remind me a lot of myself though, many years ago now. but i lived like you for most of my life. i remember i wouldnt dare look in mirrors, and theres many years of my life where i have no photos to show for it because i absolutely refused to let myself be on camera. sadly, i hated myself to the core and i thought i was so disgusting and terrible. so actually, i understand your pain in that way. but for me... my advice is that kind that might not help you because it's extremely straightforward. the truth is that... i just realized one day, when i began my self love journey (before i even knew the law or anything), that there's really no point in hating my looks bc like. literally. what does it do ? actually nothing. so overnight i decided to think i'm pretty because it literally costs nothing and it literally does no harm... while hating myself actually did a lot of harm. now, i accepted i'm pretty to myself but when i came back into the world (this all happened around covid time) i realized i still think others can think i'm ugly, so i wasn't fully comfortable but... slowly, i just allowed myself to build my confidence. the more i looked in the mirror and hyped myself up, liked what i saw... the more i stopped being afraid to be seen. and it's not always perfect but... you just have to remember it's a daily practice. there's ebbs and flows to life, and safe to be wherever you are.

anyway, thanks so much for your update !! honestly, that's how it is sometimes !! despite everything, i can't say everything these days has been totally easy for me. i can see how my life is beautiful, but the anxiety within me doesn't really care these days. but that's just part of it. and literally, yes. i love movie theatre snacks sooooooo much. thats 75% of the reason i love going hahahah

take care !! xo <3

[silvertsundere]

Silver Talks AniManga (02/07/23)

whew quite a bit late this time cause I was catching up to something and then didn't want to post this without also having watched the fate special and the ryza premier but anyhoo

blue - finale/completed green - new series/new to me pink - catching up

Anime

Imas CG: U149 Ep12 (Finale)

before anything else, also wrote a review for this on mal, was on the edge about it but did it cause some people convinced me, which most of what I say here but better structured wow. that's all I can say really. like a lot of people I was put off by the premise for this like "damn imas anime with just the kids? who asked for this?" and I'm not even a hater, I already liked a lot of the cast before this, albeit not nearly as much as older idols. but again, wow. it really surprised me and made me feel silly for ever doubting it and thinking it'd just be "imas for kids". it's an imas ofc it was gonna be good what was I thinking. Story: Just like the OG anime, each episode focused on each one of the girls, an issue they were having and ultimately overcoming it, from nina's fear that no one likes her unless she has her kigurumis to arisu's crippling anxiety when it comes to her parents which was planted little by little throughout the whole show with the huge payoff that was ep11, and a lot more in between. the overarching theme for the show was growing up, overcoming your fears not only with your own strength but also with the help of not only your friends around you but also the adults, which makes a lot of sense for a show about kids right. Art/Animation: honestly really really good, the anime was done by cygames' in house studio, just like the newest uma musume anime and it looks incredibly good, there was not a single point where I thought it looked cheap or could tell they were cutting corners in terms of animation, quite the opposite, I was surprised more often than not, like the chie episode that I mentioned all the time with the really good hand acting, but there's a lot more things outside of that Music: it's imas ofc the music is good, every episode had one or more insert songs around the halfway point and a different ED every week, again, just like the OG. hell some of those insert songs were brand new for the anime like kiryu's chara song or LiPPS's Nightwear that was added to the game in an event coinciding with the episode airing (huge brained). ofc I'm just being a simp for the idol music, what about the background music used in the episodes? that was good too don't worry, it was done by Miyazaki Makoto who also did OPM and SxF, and it always fit perfectly tho I couldn't point out any stand out track but it's also not the type of show where the music should stand out too much over the dialogues and stuff so that's a good thing. oh but I also wanna gush about how they're really good about when to NOT use music, there was a long scene in ep11 with 0 dialogue and music, only sound effects and it was soooo good, and there's more scenes like that sprinkled throughout the show. Overall: incredibly good ofc, I gave it a 10 when it's not that, but its imas and it's close enough that I couldn't give it anything else. idols just got me in an iron grip man this is known. if you like the OG imas, watch this; if you like any of the cast members, watch this (even if you think you dislike some of them like I did, do it, you'll prob change your mind); if you like idol shows, watch this; you've never watched an idol show and don't know where to start? well you should watch the OG imas from 2011 but this is a good starting point too

Mashle Ep12 (Finale)

you're better off reading the manga than watching this. that's really most of what I have to say about it. from start to finish it was barely animated outside of the crumb of sakuga in ep11, and the audio didn't add anything to it either, with the music being forgetable at best and overly distracting at worst (looking at the rap track). the voice performances were alright for the main cast and some of the final villains but outside of that they left a lot to be desired too. not the worst adaptation out there surprisingly enough so it gets at least a 6

Jigokuraku Ep13 (Finale)

unlike the mashle anime this is a great adaptation! I'd be totally ok with recommending this to someone if they didn't want to read the manga (tho you should still do that instead if you prefer the latter like me). I wanted to give it an 8 but the lack of sakuga held it back, I had high expectations with it being mappa but I guess juggling jujutsu, csm and snk meant that this was never gonna get the love it deserves. s2 has been confirmed, with no date, so hopefully it'll be at a time where it can have some more attention tho not holding my breath for it. anyway despite the lack of actual sakuga the action scenes still looked good and they did a good job capturing the colourfulness and creepiness of the island the ost was also really good, it really added to the ambience, especially some of the more creepy tracks and all the seiyuu did a great job, I was very excited when I saw takarie was gonna be yuzuriha and she did not disappoint and all the tensen sharing the same 2 seiyuu between male and female forms (as stated in the manga) and still being distinguishable was nice, ofc this is not to detract from the rest of the cast they were good too the anime ended at around where I expected, tho I didn't expect to see a shugen tease after the ED so that was neat, if they keep up at this pace we'll get at least 2 more cours, so like I said hopefully those get a bit more love

Fate/strange Fake: Whispers of Dawn

holy moly I'm used to fate anime being good but I still prefer to keep my expectations low in order not to get disappointed and WOW the special was so good. like the only complaint I have is them skipping some stuff (like rider's summon) but I'm sure those'll be in the actual tv anime that was announce after the special (crazy). very curious to see what all they'll cover since the light novels aren't over yet but it'll prob be up til before a certain baddie shows up. anyway, back to the special. it looked amazing, with some juicy sakuga near the end, it's got an all star voice cast tho uchida maaya stole the show near the middle and the OST was great, to be expected from sawano. very pogged up for the anime now god bless

Atelier Ryza Ep1

that double lenght ep got hands huh? it felt longer than the FSF special despite being shorter, I guess to mimick that early jrpg feel huh? but anyway it was.. decent really. I didn't expect much and it didn't deliver much, just looked average. I'm just happy to see my beautiful ryza animated 😊tho there we nearly not enough thigh shots outside of the OP and ED :(

Manga

Mashle Ch162 (Finale)

it's finally over huh. kinda wild to think about. it was, alright. I had it as an 8 after I caught up to it and up until the end but had to knock it down a bit. it's a shame the final arc got stretched so much cause of them wanting to end the manga alongside the anime but I don't believe that was the author's decision. overall it's a fun series, like OPM meets a magic school. it took a bit for it at the start to find it's groove but when it got there (right after where the anime ended), it was a nice series to read weekly with a lot of cool looking fights. the cast was fun, albeit a bit annoying at times for me. if you just want a goofy series with good action give it a try cause that's it all it is

My Hero Academia Ch218 - 392

SHEEESH that was quite a lot to catch up to huh, I thought it'd take a lot less time, and it could've if I totally focused on it but still anyway, I started mha right when it began, well not exactly, it had like 10 chapters or so? so close enough and I've always loved it a lot. I know it gets called a mid a lot cause the anime made it super mainstream but it's actually quite good. horikoshi is definitely the best artist in the magazine currently by a long shot, tho it takes quite a toll on his health :( the last time I had read was like right after deku got the whip power and right before the my villain academia arc, and shit's been popping off since then. horikoshi went on record to say fans don't like the villains so he cut it short and stuff, and I understand where people're coming from (not gonna get into it), tho I liked that arc. after that we had the training arc with endeavor which was kinda short, followed by a huge battle culminating in a big fight between all the heroes and almost perfect AFO. after that we had dark deku was which was very pog, with him becoming basically a vigilante and showing off his greater control over OFA. and then we're basically were we are right now, the big climatic final fight where everyone gets their chance to be cool and shine. like I said at the start, I've loved mha since the beggining and that hasn't changed at all, despite how long it might take I trust horikoshi to do a good job until the end, maybe in 2024, hang in there buddy!

Dandadan Ch112

just an action filled chapter as expected but very cool nonetheless, it was great finally getting to see okarun fighting with his new upgrades also I say it all the time but it's crazy how a weekly series can look this good, this wasn't the only spread either

Kindergarten WARS Ch22 - 24

nice chaps, not only did they have some great action but also served to introduce an overarching plot to break the series away from it's formulaic structure so far, just a couple more months til we're caught up with jp so that'll be nice

Shuumatsu no Valkyrie Ch79

most of the chap was just leonidas' backstory which is like, one of the most well known in history but it wouldn't make sense to not include it regardless. we're only at the start but I still don't think he's got a chance of winning but we'll see

Ice-Head Gill Ch2

an ok 2nd chapter tho coulda been a lot better, it was just a little self contained story, if it keeps going like this it's gonna suffer the same fate as ginka

Do Retry Ch9

weird chap tbh, and idk if it's just me but it feels like the art took quite a hit, maybe it's just the new guys' design being weird. I figured this fancy book they introduced would've been written by his dad, and that he had some connection to the gang, but didn't expect it to get revealed so early but, gotta do what you can when ratings are so low

Kill Blue Ch11

figured we'd be getting the next challenger soon, tho it is refreshing that he isn't just after noren. series has been doing p decently in ratings so there's no risk of it going anywhere currently but I would still like to see some more exciting stuff, maybe this duel will have something to satisfy me

Witch Watch Ch115

the 1v1s start in WW and with a bang. having keigo not transform into wolf right at the start is very good, it'll be even cooler if he actually got to beat her without transforming but I don't see that happening

Blue Box Ch107

another very good chap, continuing with things as normal without any forced drama or anyting, thank you miura. it was fun seeing natsu get teased by karen like this

Martial Master Asumi Ch3

some nice action in this chap and they also introduced the brother that's been mentioned a million times so that's nice, it's still too early to know how the series is doing in rankings but with it coming from a veteran and do retry seemingly flopping I think it'll be fine

Sakamoto Days Ch125

very cool action packed chapter again, I'd been hoping heisuke would be part of the fight so it's nice to see that finally happen, tho I don't have high hopes for our order friend here surviving

Undead Unluck Ch165

chap was mostly just set up for the shen vs mui fight, kinda sad we didn't get to see billy or fuuko fight but oh well, this fight should be cool tho I hope shen actually gets to fight feng for real and it doesn't just end in one shot or something

Akane-banashi Ch68

a nice chap, mostly just a cool down after hikaru's performance which landed her a 93 score. I had originally predicted her to get 96 and akane to get a 93 so it'd be funny if it was the other way around. I still don't feel akane is gonna win this competition at this point but we'll see if I change my mind after the first performance chap next week

[perfectionts-virgo]

KEVIN DAVIS

"What happen the other day ?" Tiana asked touching up her hair

"I just chilled with him till he drop me off" I replied looking up from my phone

"Well I'm hearing y'all will be having a little slumber party"

she said turning to face me

"Yeah ? Why you staring at me like that" I asked

"Be careful Kev" she said walking out the bathroom looking through her closet

"I know I will be careful" I respond getting up from her bed leaning on her closet door

"Y'all wondering why me & boo not talking anymore because this street shit" she said putting on her platform slides

"That's why" looking at her for a answer "I was about to say something because you was ducking him"

"I do like him but I will not be the next "Lauren London or Asian da brat" she replied walking past out her closet

"I understand" I said walking out her room with her

"It's too much in the streets I will be damn to start falling for someone then lose them over the streets" she replied shaking her head

"But you have to let boo know tho he really have feelings for you" I said looking at her

Making our way to the living watching reruns of love & hip hop...

Then out of nowhere my phone vibrate.. I grabbed my phone from my pocket seeing a text from him..

"He's outside" I said getting up grabbing my bag

"Remember what I said" she replied giving me a hug

"I will" hugging her back " but remember what I said he need to know"

She just her nodded her head... I opened the door seeing him out his car waiting for me with a smirk on his face... feeling butterflies in my stomach

"Wassup kev" he smiled his plump lips pulling across his straight white teeth. And let's not forget the fucking gold.

(I always have a weakness for a man with a mouth full of gold) whew

"Hey" I said making my way for him to grab my bag opening the passenger side door for me

( a Gentleman) NOTED

"You Hungry?" He asked closing the door opening the backsit to put my bags down

"Yeah I can eat" I replied

He got in the driver side... driving down the street.. strolling on Instagram I looked up from my phone seeing his Side profile...

(I guess I was staring little too long)

" I know I'm fine but damn can I have my face back" he joked with a smirk

"Bye" I laugh shaking my head looking out the window looking at the palm tree's moving by

"I'm about to order Mexican restaurant" I turned looking at him " what you want ?"

"A Shrimp Burrito" I replied turning back to the window

"You sure I'm not sharing my shit" he said

"Okay Super Shrimp Burrito with side of rice" Avoiding eye contact "That's it"

He just nodded his with a sly smile... dialing the restaurant to place a order..

15 Minutes Later

Pulling up the driveway I was to busy reading what sky just text to the group chat..

"We here" he said taking the keys out the intuition

Seeing him walking my side opening it for me

"Thanks" I said

I grabbed my bags and making our way to the front door... waiting on him to unlock so we can get in it's freezing outside...

He finally opened the door making sure I went in first... making me feel special

"Thank you" I said with a sly smile making my way to the kitchen putting the food down

"Ur welcome" he replied with a smirk

After putting my bag in his room.. walking back to the kitchen grabbing my burrito...

"What you want to watch ?" He asked looking at me with the remote on his hand

"I want to watch euphoria season finale if it's good ?" I replied looking at him for his approval

He nodded his head handing me the remote... playing the last episode of euphoria getting myself ready for a wild ride.

15 Minutes later

I'm shook... Not our little cousin ashtray and free my nigga fezco

"That's shit is crazy" he looked at me with a side eye "what kind of shit you be watching"

"It's better than the shit you be watching" I said looked back at him

He chuckled shaking his head, moving closer to me

"Is that so ?" He asked feeling his arm on my waist moving me closer

"Yeah" I answered still focusing on the tv

"Don't be act shy" he said with a smirk

"I'm not" I replied lying threw my teeth

"Cap" he said staring a hole on my face

"Okay but you know" I side eyed him

"I don't" he answered turned to face me

"You know I have a crush on you but I know you are dl" seeing him turn on Bmf " Im just trying to play safe for my feelings"

"I understand that but I'm learning" I felt his hand on my Chin to face him "I'm not going to hurt you"

We will see about that

"Okay I understand" I replied turned to face the tv

I kept feeling him staring at me... so I face him but before I said anything...

He Pulled me closer to him my hands glide of his hard muscles. Fingers tracing on his tattoos. Feeling his hands roaming all over my body. He didn't let me protest, he pressed in closer to me. I felt my heart drop to my ass, placing his arms on the bed over me, to trapped me.

"What are you doing ?" I asked nervously looking at him

"Showing you what I'm really feeling" he replied looking into my eyes

My hands went to his face, moving closer to cradling him as urgency soar through me. Electrifying each touch.he pulled me closer and begin to kiss me..pulled me deeper in the kiss.. his tongue darting into my mouth, darting in and out as if he was fucking me. I could feel his dick harden against my front. His big hands grab my ass, grinding his dick with my front. Sucking on my bottom lip, his hand went to my ass, Squeezing and then slapping lt.

"Ty we need to stop" I said pulling away from

"Why ?" He asked confused

"Do you like chilli dogs ?" I asked looking at him

"Huh ?" He said with a confused expression

"Do you like chilli dogs" I said again looking at him

"Do I like chilli dogs ?" He at my blank expression " oh you mean that"

"Yeah" I burst out laughing "this your first same sex anything I have to Prep for sex or you'll have chilli on your hot dog"

"Don't won't that" he replied chuckling

"It's the same thing that have don't like ketchup on your hot dog" I said facing the tv

Feeling wrapping his large arm around my waist, I'm against his large chest.

"Don't worry I'm going to take my time" he said against my ear

We are really cuddling... I know I have to be on my guard but I'm really feeling him

[thegeminisage]

ok, i'm fucking BACK. sitting position. tv on. god i missed this game

the stable i saved at has a cucco finding quest. this is a huge move it's a big deal there was one of these in ocarina of time. great job zelda devs made me feel super nostalgic

did my first backpack korok vehicle. crashed hilariously, but it got me most of the way there

found a chasm! not today, satan

i see a geoglyph, but it's near lake hylia and i'm scared of the gleeok lol. maybe it's time.......

well, this will certainly do no favors for my heart rate but let's give it a go

OH MY GOD???

i can't even get NEAR it...i don't have any high-temp gear

i had to dive into the lake. no choice at all lol. that thing shot at me almost until i reached the edge. terrifying!

there's a chasm i wanted to check out in the lake but i am So Sick of being underground. geoglyph first

i like how theres always a korok in one of these lol

ok. im prepared. im bracing.

oh holy shit okay sonia is dead fr. check THAT off the old bingo square

"i came to you after finding a man underground" and ganondorf's theme comes in >:)

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SHE SAID

HIS NAME

SHE SAID HIS NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE FINALLY HEARD THEM SAY HIS NAME.............

not "the demon king," GANONDORF!!!!!!!

oh boy. we are in it now. ok. unpausing

oh no if zelda cries i wont be able to deal with it

OH THIS IS THE SCENE FROM THE TRAILERS.......

not the main theme coming in when they say links name 😭

oh my god DONT cut it off there...WHY IS SHE HERE........

ok, i also wanna check the whirlpool before bed

COOL.................... "underwater" shrine. no idea how to get up to that island though lol

oh!!!!! painter sheikah is here!!!!!!!!!!! mc who will likely never see this i agree w you so much he SHOULD remember link >:(

UGH i guess i'll check out the chasm while i'm here

oh, wait...there shouldn't be anything down here? this island is srrounded by water on the surface, which translates to walls here...no wonder i can't make out any landmarks or lightroots to head for...at least i won't be down here long???

doesn't seem right tho. theres gotta be SOMETHING or why would they put it here

i found a........tunnel? maybe??

oh! and there's the tree. whew. i was starting to worry i'd find the scary hand thing everyone keeps talking about down here and i am just not prepared for that rn.

omg i backtracked to see if there was anywhere else i could go (i dont think so) and found some of those little frog mfs DIGGING UP MY BRIGHTBLOOM SEED...............evil

very last stop b4 bed is lookout to get my quest reward for going down in the mines 😭 i worked hard for this one so it better be good

YOOOOOOO a hot air balloon.......ok worth it <3

[muddyorbsblr]

omg omg omg there's so much that's got me rolling and giggling and just overall giddy over this chapter. But lemme start with Wanda, the absolute little menace that she is I love her so much 😂 From her donating a bra for charity and wearing the busty red dress?? Bestie knows what she wants and how to get it and she's just gonna go all in I see 😏👏

Wanda rolled her eyes. “You always say that. And then the next time I see you, the hair’s all fucked out and you have a big dopey smile on your face and something new he’s said or done that’s driving you crazy. It’s your thing. Your couple thing.”

And she's really the fact-spitting bestie we all need in our lives and I love her even more for it.

Now for Loki's outfit. The suit already took me all the way out but this was just the whipped cream & cherry on top of the sundae:

His hair was drawn back in an unkempt bun, messy strands hanging by his carved cheekbones. The contrast between his refined ensemble and the muss of his hair was not coincidental. It couldn’t be. A gentleman in the streets, a ravenous Asgardian whore in the sheets; it screamed.

AND THE CANE?? Deceased. Dead in the water. Get help but also don't get help I would like to stay right here, drowning in a puddle of my own drool.

Also I'm glad to see Barton back to human form 😂

But the whole thing of him auctioning off a night with him?? I'm just glad that "Amanda" wasn't outbid because that could have been an entirely different scene that played out 😮‍💨 Now Ma'am…the striptease?? On stage?? In front of everyone?? In an auction for the children?? Absolutely inspired, it was so on brand for him especially since Tony was encouraging it and being a better host than Steve could ever even dream of being. That entire sequence was just perfectly tense with a side of comedy from Tony's A+ hosting to Scott's bid of 150k…and don't think I didn't notice that dude that bid 65k and shoved Agent out of the way like I get it, my guy, but you really didn't need to push 😤

Now let's go to the confession because MY FEELS. MY FEEEEEEEEEEELS 😩😩

“Then do not return it.” he said, carefully wrapping your fingers around the cool metal. His hand clasped your own, squeezing gently as he lowered to your ear. “It is yours.” he whispered.

The way that it was so ridiculously obvious at this point but she still found herself in so much denial that she couldn't even say the words herself? Like it's so infuriating but at the same time so relatable because honestly if I were in Agent's shoes? Same? Like you wanna tell me that this object that you're making a metaphor of your heart is mine? What do you meaaaaaan, tho? 🥴

A rogue tear rolled down your cheek, making you look away. “No, darling...no-” Loki murmured, confusion lacing his tone as he wiped it softly with his thumb.

But this had me screeching like he dropped all the games and riddles at this moment because he saw his bb cry?? Whew noise complaint here I come…🏃🏻‍♀️

And apparently the police are definitely gonna come knocking at my door over another noise complaint because HE SAID IT FIRST!!!

And now they finally know and they can be together without all the hate fucking games (but still with the costumes because that's their couple, thing, Wanda lol) and just be lil softies to one another without giving a damn who's looking. AAAAA FINALLY THEY CAN BE HAPPY 😩😮‍💨

Now…Amanda--I mean THOR. Yes I know that he has been a dickhead for the last 2 millennia and for that and that alone he deserves having to live with the memory of having to be flirty with his brother for a few minutes, complete with the hand kith, the cheek kith, and the arm around his disguised mortal woman shoulders while said brother was shirtless. You hear me, Thunder?? You're not gonna get any sympathy from me in this series! 🤣🤣

“I think it’s time you finally saw my chambers, Agent -don’t you?”

I'm jumping right into the next one, aren't I? 🫠🫠 Yes, yes I am.

I'm so happy for these two finally letting the truth out you have no idea. I'm gonna keep saying it until the day I decease, this story was so well-crafted and put together and weaved this intense and spicy frenemies to lovers plot line with so much care and attention to detail, and I just know that if you one day decide to turn this into a novel (or in the spirit of this series, a set of novellas, one for each duology), that BookTok and BookTube and whatever else book-centric platform would be all over it and the second I see it I'm leaving one of those annoying comments on every video I find going "My biggest flex is that I read this while it was Loki fanfiction on Tumblr" 👏👏👏

Final Bids [Avenger!Loki x Fem.Reader]

Part of the Hostile F*cks Collection A link to my (new) Masterlist is HERE Summary: (19) Stakes are high and mischief is rife at Stark's charity auction. Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI. Auction trope. Smuttish. Language. Mild Angst -> Fluff. (w/c 4.7k)

Loki hadn’t shown up fighting his way through customs at the airport. There was no dramatic kiss on the runway, and no hint of his theatrical presence at the other side when you landed at JFK. He’s never text you before, he won’t start now; you thought, staring at the blank phone screen resting on the bar of the Tower’s event suite. You stared at it, hoping for a miraculous flash. This is mad.

“Hey.” Wanda said, sliding into the seat beside yours. “Hey.” you replied flatly. She was dressed to the nines tonight, cleavage bursting from a sinfully red strapless dress. “You better be careful in that thing, Thor will get the wrong idea.” you muttered, taking another sip of your drink. “Oh, I’m counting on it.” Wanda winked. “Have you seen him?” she said, flipping her hair over one shoulder as she scanned the room.

“No...I need to talk to him, actually.” you said, joining her in scouting the bustling crowd. Wanda hummed, distracted. Needing to talk to Thor, you chided yourself; say you’re desperate without saying you’re desperate. “I still think you should have given Stark a pair of used panties for this thing.” the redhead mumbled coyly as she turned back to you, satisfied her audience of choice was not in the direct vicinity. “I don’t think anyone wants my dirty underwear, girl.” you laughed, happy for the distraction. “Please.” she scoffed. “Whatever pheromones you’re pumping out had two gods fighting over you. Lit-e-ral-ly.” she said, emphasising with four slaps of her palm on the bar. “People would pay good money to wear that shit like perfume. Mark my words.” You shrugged, seeing Wanda’s eyes narrow. “I think my pheromones are officially out of business, honestly” you sighed, “Rome didn’t exactly go to plan. I think we’re done.” Wanda rolled her eyes. “You always say that. And then the next time I see you, the hair’s all fucked out and you have a big dopey smile on your face and something new he’s said or done that’s driving you crazy. It’s your thing. Your couple thing.” “We’re not a couple.” you snapped.

“If you say so.” Wanda murmured coyly, manoeuvring the tiny straw hanging off her cocktail into her mouth.

There was a pause as you both ran your eyes over the elegant guests returning from intermission. So far, the charity auction had been a roaring success. Your combat belt went for a respectable forty-eight large, while a pair of Banner’s ripped shorts and Bucky’s unwashed sweatband had both garnered over fifty thousand. You knew the world had gone officially mad when Rogers’ notebook of patriotic mindfulness ramblings reached double that. Tony was working his magic on a group of shareholders near the head of the hall, raucous laughter splitting the gin-soaked air. Steve stood at the podium, frowning. As expected, he was taking the duty of auctioneer very seriously.

“What did you hand over to Tony’s fund, then?” you said, crossing your legs on the barstool. “A bra.” Wanda shrugged, as you spluttered on a mouthful of diet coke. “What?!” she postured innocently, “it’s for charity.” The two of you burst into peals of laughter, your gaze drawn back to Captain Rogers squinting at his cards on the stage. “Oh, Steve’s gonna love that.” you gasped, wiping a tear from your eye. Wanda shrugged again. “They said a personal item that people would want – so I complied.” Clint peeled away from the edge of the crowd, leaning on the bar beside you. “Ladies.” he said solemnly, letting his stare wander from a distance over the pulsing mass of people. “Have either of you seen Laufeyson?” Wanda shook her head. “I don’t think he’s coming, he’s not on the auction list – hasn’t even submitted anything.” she said casually, fiddling with her straw. Your stomach dropped, as Clint grimaced. “Good.” he said, letting out a sigh of relief. You frowned. “What’s the problem?” A forced smile stretched across Barton’s face. “Oh nothing! Just...trying to lay low that’s all. He and I had a little...never mind.” You shifted your handbag on the bar, feeling the weight of Loki’s seal rolling gently against the sides. He wouldn’t want to lose it, you thought; remembering the awkward conversations with airport security in Rome. A flash of green caught your attention out the corner of your eye. Whipping your head towards the entrance, you watched as a polished and preened Amanda sashayed around the edge of the crowd like a shark. Green, you scoffed. She’s really laying it on thick. Amanda teetered on her heels before pausing, forehead creased as she plopped down on a chair and hoisting one leg over the other. Clint cleared his throat. “They’re starting again, Tony sent me to get you guys. Shall we?” The next forty-five minutes went by in a haze as your gaze flickered intermittently to the main doors. Loki never missed a chance to schmooze with the higher echelons of Midgardian society. He enjoyed the look of abject terror on Steve’s face too much. You clapped dryly with the others as each lot was closed: Thor’s silk nightcap, Natasha’s make-up case, Lang’s personalised hip-flask and of course...Wanda’s bra. Where is he? You couldn’t help but notice Amanda glancing over her shoulder, meeting your eyes each time before quickly turning away. She made no bids, you noticed; but her stare wandered to the main entrance with suspicious regularity. The same as your own. Steve rumbled on, pausing for laughter as the crowd graciously indulged their host for the evening. Tony heckled from the side-lines, making the captain’s cheeks flush pink on each occasion. As he began the speech he had rehearsed for the closing remarks, you saw his blue eyes widen. The tell-tale shuffle of bodies parting behind you was the only other sound you registered as whispers ran through the crowd like the rustle of leaves. “Good Evening, Agent.” a low voice drawled softly over your shoulder. Wanda elbowed you teasingly in the ribs, her hands still folded on the high circular cocktail table. You elbowed her sharply back.

Tilting your chin casually to the side, you saw the blurred edge of Loki’s profile as he hovered at a respectful distance. “You’re late.” you hissed, heart thundering in your chest as the scent of him infused the air. You could have sworn the holy incense from the Roman church still clung to his hair. Loki chuckled lightly under his breath, hot air ghosting your ear. “I think you’ll find I’m right on time.” he purred, before peeling away to a space at a standing table to your side. Suddenly your mouth felt dry, flickering your eyes to the side covertly. Loki was wearing a suit tonight, but not just a suit; you whined internally. Never just a suit. Snug trousers of darkest forest green clung to his legs, the straight hem tailored flawlessly to the tongues of his dress shoes. A jacket of green sateen was wrapped around his exquisite musculature, biceps bulging beneath the glossy fabric as he conjured a drink to his open hand. You ran your eyes over the black lapel, his strong chest flat beneath the trussed layers of propriety you wanted to rip from his body.

Beneath the jacket, a silk waistcoat hugged his broad torso; the buttons glinting in the low atmospheric lights. A matching cravat wound around his long neck, fastened with a peculiar brooch you could only assume was Asgardian.

His hair was drawn back in an unkempt bun, messy strands hanging by his carved cheekbones. The contrast between his refined ensemble and the muss of his hair was not coincidental. It couldn’t be. A gentleman in the streets, a ravenous Asgardian whore in the sheets; it screamed. In his free hand, he held a cane; the tip heavy and ornately carved. Completely unnecessary, of course. Of course, you thought – watching him sip his drink with a knowing smirk. People were staring. And among them, Amanda. Steve cleared his throat pointedly, trying to recapture the section of the crowd engrossed in the unexpected late arrival. Your gaze swung back to the blushing blonde just as a stagehand crept sheepishly to his side, handing him a note.

“-and so in conclusion we would like to thank...to...wait wha-?” he raised his hands towards Tony, waving to the note with undisguised irritation. You saw Stark shrug, closing his eyes as his eyebrows raised. Just go with it, the gesture said. Steve frowned. “It seems we have one final item for auction, folks.” the captain said sourly, his feelings on the matter abundantly clear. “Courtesy of Loki Laufeyson apparently...which is..is-” He trailed off as he flipped the prompt card in his hand over, before waving it subtlety to the man who had delivered it, hidden offstage. The stagehand shrugged, making Steve purse his lips. “Well...I’m sure whatever our newest member has submitted for tonight’s fundraising efforts will be top notch. Why don’t we get the man himself up here to tell us about it, since he’s being so coy?” Steve looked smugly towards towards the god in the crowd, before he frowned. Loki was already sauntering towards the stage, tipping the ostentatious cane to excited applause before he began to climb the steps. You could see Steve’s lips moving, the rest of his face a stoic warning. He spun on his heels towards the audience, whipping the microphone cable once. “So, why don’t you tell the generous people here what they’ll be bidding on?” he announced through gritted teeth, an air of joviality barely masking his anxiety. Rogers gaze ran suspiciously over the god's placid features before turning back to the crowd with a showman smile. Loki clasped his hands behind his back, leaning forward to the microphone clenched in the captain’s fist. “Me.” he said, slowly.

There were gasps as the guests leaned to each others ears, hands impulsively travelling to the bidding paddles discarded prematurely. “Ha-ha-ha he’s only joking folks. Let’s not get excited.” Steve chuckled, extending a hand to pat down the enthusiasm on the air. “Why don’t you tell them what they’ll really be bidding on.” he said with a maniacal fake smile that looked like it hurt. Loki’s smirk was a masterpiece of mischief, flirting at the dimples at the base of those devastatingly high cheekbones. He bent forward to the microphone, and you saw the exact moment that Steve realised it was too late to pull it away. “Me.” Loki repeated with a growl, his voice even richer and more seductive the second time. His long fingers wrapped around Steve’s white knuckles, holding him steady. “For one night, for the highest bidder; I will show them what it is to be brought to the precipice of sanity through pleasure. My complete and utter carnal devotion. An unlocking of your basest and most debauched desires. That is my submission to this affair.” He straightened, his eyes flickering to Steve’s face now pinker than his fuchsia tie. The poor captain’s eyes were watering. You felt sick. “What the fuck is he doing?” Wanda hissed, before downing her drink. “This is ridiculous, how dare he... he needs a knee in the nuts-” You turned, shushing her. “No, just...I need to..think.” you muttered. On one hand, if he didn’t go above fifty thousand...you could probably afford it. Just. But then, why should you? The arrogant, cruel prick that he was. If there was ever a way to show you that he was over it, over you – then this was it. Fuck him, you thought; blood thundering as you saw Amanda twirling the paddle between her fingers. And he’s definitely going above fifty-fucking-thousand. You saw Tony begin to squirm as Steve took a few tentative steps to the front of the podium. “You know...ladies and gents I gotta say this is pretty heckin’ unorthodox right here and I’m not sure-” In a handful of frantic bounds, Tony was on the stage; his arms spread wide before he clapped Rogers harshly on the back. “-OK, thanks Cap.” he announced playfully. “Captain Goodtimes over here doesn’t think it would be proper to support tonight’s great cause with this...fine specimen on the bidding block.” He motioned up and down Loki’s long body, his endless limbs wrapped in the exquisite green suit that shimmered like blackbird feathers in the light. “Do you agree with him?” Tony yelled incredulously, winding up the baying crowd with a circling fist as chants of No filled the air. Steve was incandescent with embarrassment, redness flushing down beneath the collar of his shirt. “Are you ready to get a piece.of.this?” Tony roared, as Loki spun slowly on his heels, hands clasped behind his back before he raised them outwards with faux sheepishness. A smile tugged his lips, eyes smouldering across the crowd becoming steadily unsettled as friends became adversaries in the face of competition. Chaos was brewing.

You suddenly felt yourself jostled, Wanda’s hand grasping at your forearm before it slipped away. Swathes of guests crowded forward, each trying to be subtle and failing miserably. Men and women crushed together towards the stage, elbows popping dangerously close to eyes as they readied their paddles for action. “Let’s start the bidding at...twenty thousand.” Tony postured towards the fizzing audience, casting an appraising glance back towards Loki who met his stare with a tilt of his head. His lips pursed, a silent 'ooo' sliding between his lips as he feigned offence.

Tony grinned, pressing the microphone innocently to his chin. “Number seventeen, I see you.” he pointed. “Twenty five thousand.” a strangled voice shrieked behind you. “Twenty-five, not bad.” Tony mumbled, beginning to pace. Loki swung the handle of his cane casually, before making it flip in the air and land expertly back in his grip. The crowd groaned in unison, the scent of mass arousal beginning to hang heavy in the air. You felt your pussy clench beneath your party dress, beads of sweat beginning to form on your collarbone. In a flash, the cane disappeared, as Tony let his forefinger trail down the silk of Loki’s waistcoat, toying with a chain hanging from the pocket. “It’s a nice suit Laufeyson – you’ve got quite the wardrobe, but I think your bidders are more interested in what’s underneath all that slutty satin am I right?” he said coyly, raising an eyebrow. Feral roars of approval sounded around you, as you were shunted back and forth. The man beside you shot up his hand. “Thirty-five!” he yelled, waving the paddle in the air. The increments came like bullets as Loki’s fingers toyed with the silk cravat wound around his neck, sliding the material teasingly from the curve. He threw it into the audience, two women falling to the floor as they became a squabbling mess of bare legs and dishevelled Chanel.

This can’t be happening, you thought with a wave of panic. You clenched the paddle in your fist to your chest, watching the smouldering sweep of Loki’s gaze run like treacle over his captive audience as he began to shrug the satin jacket from his shoulders.

“Fifty!” you heard yourself gasp, arm straight in the air. Tony’s face scrunched, his amusement palpable as he acknowledged the desperate bid with a nod. But it was white noise. “Sixty-five!” the man beside you blurted immediately, shouldering you roughly to the side as he squeezed forwards. You cast a pleading look towards Wanda, who shook her head in disapproval. Tony didn’t have to say a word, pointing to each bidder as they continued to come thick and fast. Loki held his waistcoat with one long finger, dangling it teasingly to the side before letting it drop. It vanished before hitting the floor. Seventy. Eighty-two. Ninety-five thousand. The devastatingly erotic god treated each button of his shirt like an act of foreplay. His fingers caressed the curve before releasing another sliver of fair skin to the sound of baying moans of desire all around you. Beginning to force your way against the tide of bodies to Wanda, you collided with Scott. “Oh hey.” he grinned, eyes wide with excitement. “This is fucking ca-ray-zy right?” Another wave of squeals told you Loki had reached the end of the line of buttons. Suddenly Scott raised both arms, throwing his head back. “A HUNDRED N’ FIFTY BIG ONES!” he yelled, returning to his previous stance as if nothing had happened.

“What?” he quipped casually, giving a shrug of resignation as he was immediately outbid. “Just shooting my shot. Plus, this is legend already. Iconic. No way I ain’t gonna be part of that.” You rolled your eyes, beginning to press against the mass of bodies to the side. “We should get t-shirts. ‘I bid on Loki Laufeyson’…” he joked to no-one. “’And all I got was this stupid semi.’” he added wistfully as you finally reached Wanda. “I saw your bid. It was kind of lame.” she drawled. You shook your head. “I don’t know what to do Wanda.” you whined, wringing your hands. You heard a commotion as the crowd parted over near the doors – a woman had fainted. Loki’s smirk was pure drama as he showed off the endless length of his body with finesse, bare chest glowing beneath the stage-lights. His legs were wide – a perfect triangle wrapped in tight, luxurious cotton that creased against his thighs. The bulge of his cock was clearly visible, every subtle sway of his hips making the fabric stretch against the outline. The bladed angles of his face flashed tantalisingly beneath heavy-lidded eyes as he reached for his belt buckle. Five hundred thousand. Five-fifty. Six hundred.

Wanda rolled her eyes again. “Look – if he doesn’t say it back? Well then he’s the same asshole he’s always been. Nothing ventured, nothing gained and all that.” she mumbled, taking another sip of her drink. “But the auction-” you whined, feeling Wanda’s other-worldly grip tighten on your wrist. “You’re an Avenger, dumbass.” she growled. “Fuck the auction.” “Fuck the auction.” you repeated unconvincingly under your breath, turning to face the source of your undoing. Loki’s eyes met yours across the room as he ambled forwards, ignoring the hordes of guests who had lost all sense of decorum scrounging at the stage’s edge. They were feral. Over the chaotic din, you could swear you heard the clunk of metal as his graceful fingers toyed with the metal fastening at his hips. He slid the leather out of its loops slowly. Tony wolf- whistled. “Hoooo-eee folks, do I hear seven hundred thousand for a night of debauchery with this actual...real life...bona-fide sex god. Think of the orphans, people.” he jibed, working the crowd into a frenzy. Eight hundred, eight-fifty, nine hundred. You watched the constant flash of frenzied paddles rise and fall, your breaths becoming ragged under duress. “Do I hear one million?!” Tony smarmed, unfurling his arm towards Loki who had placed his hands on his hips, working the waistband of his trousers down to reveal the V of his muscles. “Come on, we’ve all seen the Twitter photos...don’t pretend you haven’t read the tabloids - you know he’s worth it.” Loki flicked a strand of hair back from his eyes, throwing Tony a slow wink as a paddle for the one million bid rose tentatively in the air. Fuck, Tony. you thought, slamming your paddle down to the bar table. “Are you gonna use that?” a woman behind you mumbled inaudibly, before sliding it away. Your frantic eyes found Amanda, still seated elegantly at one of the high stools. There was something different about her tonight, you pondered; as she waited with a look of unbreakable concentration. Waiting to pounce.

There were gasps as Loki reached one arm up, the mouth-watering curve of his bicep matched only by the tight stretch in his obliques. He tilted his chin down, the coquettishly slutty pose making you realise a flood of wetness had begun pooling traitorously between your thighs. He slowly dragged the hair-tie from his messy bun, letting waves of curls fall around his collarbone. “Final bids, folks.” Tony sighed. “I don’t think Laufeyson can take off any more clothes without Steve-y boy going into cardiac arrest.” he quipped, fighting to contain laughter as he glanced at Rogers concealed off stage. Final bids. A wave of nausea rolled in your belly. Who had bid last? Was it the stockbroker, the mayor’s wife? Obama? You couldn’t tell, the mass of jostling bodies melding into one horrible sludge of jealousy. “Two million.” a clear-cut voice called over the carnage. Every head in the room turned to gape at the owner, but you didn’t even need to look. It was her. Tony released a low whistle, spinning on his heels and patting Loki on the shoulder with a commiserate shake. “Two million. No pressure, bud. Hope the royal sceptre has been resting recently.” he mumbled with feigned secrecy into the microphone. Loki chuckled, leaning over. “A veritable bargain, I assure you.” he smirked. “That’s my boy!” Tony chuckled gleefully, spinning to the front. “Two million going once…” Your eyes were wide, turning to Wanda who nudged her head frantically to the head of the room. Tackle him, it said. “Two million going twice…” - “Where’s my paddle…?” you gasped, not thinking straight, “I..fuck.” “Sold!” Tony yelled, to moans of disappointment and reluctant clapping. “To the beautiful Amanda Goldberg for two...million...dollars. Come get your prize, m’lady.”

You saw red, the room starting to spin as the applause grew louder. The flow of Amanda’s dress swirled towards the stage, a bare-chested Loki down on one knee to welcome her with a kiss on her outstretched hand. “Loki, no!” you gasped quietly– pushing the crowd to the side as you elbowed forward. His arm slid around Amanda’s shoulders, planting a lingering kiss on her cheek with a secret smile. “Loki!” you yelled, shoving the final obstacle from your path. Tony. He spluttered, waving his hands dramatically as you hopped onto the stage and took three stumbling steps to where Loki waited with hands clasped behind his back. Even in his stripped state, messy curls hanging devilishly around his chiselled features dark with the lust of baying adoration – he was a prince. Your prince. The crowd began to whisper, awkward murmurs of dissent bubbling like lava at your back. You could feel the heat of their confusion wafting against your skin as it rose in your cheeks. Loki stared unblinking, his eyes narrowing for a split second as he analysed your stricken features.

“Can I help you?” he purred innocently, drumming his fingers around Amanda’s bicep. She gave a loud, cartoonish giggle. You swallowed harshly, throat dry. Loki tilted his head, feigned-confusion painted on his ethereal features. You grasped at your clutch bag, feeling it click open with a fumble of your moist fingers. “I wanted to give you this...back.” you stuttered, arm outstretched with his ancient seal in the flat of your palm.

Loki looked at it for what felt like an eternity, before his eyes finally rose.

“Are you sure you wish to return this to me?” he murmured, arm dropping from Amanda’s shoulder. His chin was tilted to his chest, ropes of muscle flexing at his neck. The growing whispers of the crowd faded to nothing, the beat of your heart the only sound as it thudded in your ears. “No, actually.” you heard yourself say, voice trembling. Loki inhaled sharply. His chest puffed, hard abdominals clenching as he braced himself. Reluctant tears stung your eyes, fingers shaking as the heavy seal began to quiver in your outstretched hand. You tried to blink the impending flood away, glancing to the side. Steve stood behind the wings, wringing his hands with a deep frown. Your eyelids fluttered shut, wishing the ground would swallow you whole. You could hear Tony trying to clear the crowd, tempting them to the bar with the offer of free booze, before Loki’s warm breath fanned your forehead. “Then do not return it.” he said, carefully wrapping your fingers around the cool metal. His hand clasped your own, squeezing gently as he lowered to your ear. “It is yours.” he whispered. It is yours. Maybe it was the scent of him, maybe it was the heat of his naked skin so close, the warmth with which his fingers intertwined with yours, holding his sacred mark. Maybe it was the faint plead in his voice. But as your eyes rose along the carved lines of his chest and up the curve of his neck, savouring every inch – you somehow knew what you would find. Loki’s eyes shone with nervous anticipation, brows slanted upwards as he licked his bottom lip. His teeth caught the curve, pulling gently. They swam with worlds unseen and words unsaid, long lashes framing the endless chaos you had lost yourself within. Hopelessly.

A rogue tear rolled down your cheek, making you look away. “No, darling...no-” Loki murmured, confusion lacing his tone as he wiped it softly with his thumb.

He cupped your face, drawing it towards him. “Please, Loki...don’t.” you gulped, swallowing the force threatening to humiliate you in front of the whole of New York high society. He sighed, pressing his forehead to yours. Tendrils of his hair grazed your cheeks, curtaining you from the crowd at your back as his fingertips slid from your jaw to your shoulders; gently at rest. “Agent, I…” he started, breath trembling. His grip tightened, a staggered exhale making his stomach clench. Three loud slaps sounded by your feet, making you jump. Loki released you with a growl, as you spun towards a very pissed-off looking Tony resting casually on the side of the stage.

“Can you guys hurry up? Trying to save this thing, here. Thanks, Laufeyson, by the way, for the added theatrics. Very amusing, as always.” he scoffed dryly, inspecting his nails. “Will you desist?” Loki hissed, crouching forward. Tony shrugged. “Better get the two mill for the orphans. That’s all I’m saying. Little Loki’s got his work cut out tonight.” “Little?!” Loki snarled indignantly, sweeping his hair back from his forehead as he rose to his full height once more.

The vein in his temple twitched, anger flashing across the sharp profile you knew so well. You grasped his bicep, feeling the tight bulge soften as his breaths steadied. Nerves twisted in your belly like acid, the room beginning to swim as you felt the moment begin to pass. Not again. You took a deep breath; “Loki, what were you going to-” The god whipped round, jaw set in a grimace as he swiped against your forearm with his own. Your hand was swept from his bicep, caught in a millisecond by the warrior grasp of his long fingers. “That I love you, you infuriating woman.” he yelled ferociously, brow furrowing as he realised he had said it aloud. You gaped, frowning as you fought lacklustre against his iron grip. Breaths quickened in your chest, panting as you looked at the abject fear beginning to creep into Loki’s eyes. The gazes of a hundred confused spectators became nothing but a blur, their mutters fading. You stilled, letting your hand become limp. It couldn’t have been more than a few seconds. Suddenly, you lunged towards him - hooking your free arm around his shoulders. Loki swallowed a gasp as your lips met his with force, a low sigh breathing into your mouth as he melted into you. The god’s hands travelled to your ass, hoisting you around his hips as his tongue massaged your own with wild intensity. A palm slid up your back, winding in your hair as he pushed your face roughly to his. You could hear the PG-curses of Rogers as he frantically hoisted the stage curtains closed, his inane blustering audible over the gasps of intrigue from the crowd beyond. Loki’s feral kisses had moved to your neck, the desperate adrenaline coursing through him as he devoured your soft skin in messy sucks. You found your fingers curling in his lengths, pulling his head back gently. Just like the old days, you thought with a thrill. He frowned, panting. Loki wet his lips, preparing to speak before you covered his mouth with a flat palm. “I love you too, you infuriating whatever-you-are.” you enunciated slowly, lips feeling heavy with the force of his affections. The god’s brows slanted, deep lines appearing in his forehead as he shook his head from side to side; making your hand slip away. “Truly?” he growled incredulously, peering up through ebony lashes. “Truly.” you whispered, watching a smile as radiant as an April sunrise creep slowly across his face. “What happened to ‘I know you love me, Agent’…” you coyed, impersonating the timbre of his voice as he lowered you to the ground. His arms wound around your waist, pulling you flush to his bare chest. “Knowing and feeling are two different things, Agent.” he purred, before placing a languishing kiss on your forehead. “What would be the point in your love for me...” he murmured, muffled against the skin, “if you did not believe it yourself?” There was silence as Loki’s fingertip tenderly grazed your collarbone, steady breaths rising and falling between you as he nuzzled into your temple with a low sigh. You opened your eyes over Loki’s shoulder. “Oh – shit, what about her?” you groaned, giving a small, awkward wave to Amanda several meters away. That’s weird, you thought; frowning. She’s smiling. Smiling like...

Loki’s hand rose, a click of his fingers making the emerald skirts of Amanda’s dress begin to smoulder with bright green flame. “My brother owed me quite a few favours, Agent…” he murmured apologetically with a smile against your cheek.

Your eyes widened as a bulky frame peeled into view behind the mirage of Loki’s magic. But the grin – the grin was still the same. Thor flicked his hair, running his palms down his torso. “That’s better.” he rumbled, throwing you a wink. “Sorry about that…” he chuckled. “Motivation was required, apparently.” He folded his meaty forearms. “I still think you’re mad for being in love with him, by the way. But there’s no accounting for taste.” “You better not have started another Oath of Most Ass-yoor-red Recompense scenario.” you muttered dryly to your dark-haired lover, making another smile stretch across his face. He pulled you tight. “No, darling. This was purely fraternal reparations. Isn’t that right, brother?” he growled. “I have been reliably informed that I have been, what you call, a dick-head.” Thor grumbled penitently, scuffing his foot on the floor. “Indeed.” Loki hummed coldly, before his voice softened. “But tonight has gone some way to mending said wrongdoings. Along with your agreed donation to the orphan-fund, naturally.” “Naturally.” Thor grumbled, averting his eyes. Loki’s fingers toyed with the shell of your ear, the tips exploring the angle of your jaw lightly as if for the first time. “I believe that we should..talk? As is the custom I believe? If you’ll permit it.” You nodded, giddy disbelief still coursing through your veins. “As long as it’s not in this fucking ballroom.” you scoffed, before squealing as Loki gathered you effortlessly against his chest bridal style. “Gods, no.” Loki purred, capturing your lips in a wet kiss before his tantalisingly moist lips grazed your ear. “I think it’s time you finally saw my chambers, Agent -don’t you?”

To be continued in Final Bids: Love Wins (coming soon) Part of the Hostile F*cks Collection

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[18002dheauxs]

Hello! I loved your fire force headcanons! ^w^ (I'm not sure if you're taking requests already, if not feel free to ignore this) Could i request some general nsfw headcanons for Joker and Charon? Take your time, hope you have a good day!

I am taking request! Sorry this has been sitting in my asks so long! I was trying to be thorough then I started a new job and it's just been WHEW but here we go! I really hope you like it anon!

-about: NSFW headcanons for Joker & Charon

-with: Joker & Charon (both Fire Force), gn! reader

-wc: 1.5K

-⚠️warnings: NSFW, fingering, oral (on him & you), a lil degradation, a touch of breeding & I think thas it, as always minors you bet not interact

Joker:

So I don't feel like Joker sleeps around as much as people think he does. Like he doesn't do actual relationships but for the most part he only sleeps with a couple people at a time he just don't got the time for it to get messy

That being said he's really good at keeping the fwb situation as just that. Growing up how he did, he's pretty skilled at keeping his emotions in check

Ok now to the freakier deakier stuff 😗 first things first. You know what they say about tall, skinny guys.. if you don't they say they're packing.. he's packing that's what I'm trying to say.. I'd say like 7 inches and it's pretty thick. He's cut, a grower and despite it being such a monster it still looks nice. It's got a nice curve to it and the shaft is the color of his normal skin. The tip tho is pink and sensitive it's a wonder he actually went through with the frenum piercing right under the head. He keeps himself trimmed tho (he does it for him more than you tho sorry)

Joker is better with his hands than his mouth! Granted he's very good with his mouth too (multitalented mf 😒) he just can do it with those magical hands so much easier.

With him being so multi talented comes with him being a fast learner so he learns you and can have you coming apart for him in minutes at one point and yes it is as frustrating as it sounds.

He loves doggy and you riding him so he can get handfuls of that ass and I do mean handfuls like even if you don't got that much he'll grab what he can and loves to land some nice firm spanks to it when he's not grabbing

Idk if you caught this but this man is an ass man he loves him some ass. Touching it, smacking it, and if you'll allow him fucking it. Ofc he eats ass too but I didn't feel like that needed to be said this man is a freak

He spent so much time locked away training & having to keep his distance from people once he finally started being able to actually do stuff he wanted to do everything so in the wise words of the late great Pop Smoke he's "widdit all whatchu wanna do? He's a slut what's up? Get him lit. He dares you."

Joker really is pm down for whatever you wanna do as long as he can hear you whimpering, moaning, damn screaming his name. That's what he likes. Your body at his command, those sweet sounds you make and the way your beautiful face twists up in pleasure. It gets him absolutely rock hard.

Speaking of sounds, Joker doesn't really make that much noise. He'll let out grunts and a couple groans when it really feels good but for the most part he's quiet other than the dirty talk.

And oh does he talk dirty! He's got this thing where he can simultaneously praise you and degrade you at the same time and it's.. it's actually pretty impressive. He'll be telling you things that would make the devil blush but he's saying that you're doing a good job at it so now you're kinda like… "ah thanks you really think so…🥺"

The one thing he may say no to is tying him up and relinquishing too much of his control. He's a bit traumatized by that.

He's a tease too! Such a bad tease this mans is mean! He loves to see you all worked up and that mf doesn't even care where you're at he'll be getting you worked up enough that you're the one pulling him away for some kind of relief. Now everyone thinks you're the one that's down detrimental when he started it. You should really stop fw him but I don't blame you if you don't. That dick is a 10/10.

He's a master with it so when you need to pay him back give him head and pay attention to that sensitive head and the piercing this is when you get the most sounds from him. Between your teary eyes looking up at him with his dick between those pretty lips and his sensitive tip being massaged by your throat, he never stood a chance.

He gets better at aftercare the longer yall sleep together! When yall first started fuckin he was in & out (no pun intended.. kinda) but after a while he would stay for a lil whiskey, cigarettes & bad Tubi movies. If he doesn't switch you out, he may even actually be there in the morning after a while. We'll see..

Charon:

Ok so Charon doesn't sleep around yall are together ok what does he look like a whore? Actually don't answer that..

He's not tho! He's not got time to waste on quick pleasures. He's a very busy man building a whole new world order and such.

Now let's get the stats out the way. The man is big everywhere. He's 6'7.5 & nearly 300 lbs. "I know his dick is big. I know it. I know it's big" but so are his balls. Big weighty balls and he's got a wild tuff of white hair above his horse cock. I'd say about 9 inches hard bit of a grower in his own right but it's just going from like an average 6 to that. It's thick too same color as his skin but his tip is a pinkish color and it's thick too 🥲. He's got one prominent vein that runs from the side to the top and you feel it when it's in you oh you feel it.. my chest hurts let's move on.

He's got stamina for days. That refractory period is damn near nonexistent. This man can nut, still for a beat and keep going. You're sweaty and teary and have lost count of the times you've cum already by the time he stops. So you know he's filled you up full.

Is this a good time to mention his breeding kink? He's only 11 years older than Haumea and has been watching her since she was so small. His whole life he was a father/older brother figure so he's very down for making kids with you if possible. If not we'll he's still down to practice.

He's a big guy and he sometimes doesn't know his own strength so there are many a broken bed frame but he wouldn't hurt you. He may land a lil slap on ya buhtt if your acting up.

Oh yea that reminds me he's a dom. Such a dom this man is so in charge he's "fixing you with one look and a low 'y/n..'" in charge. He loves it too. Loves the control he has over you and how much you love it.

Not big on quickies or toys. His body should he enough and he likes to use that body to take his time on yours.

He'll use hands more than his mouth. He's so good with his hands tho and them bitches BIG so it's like how is this prep? Can I get some pre-prep? Damn.. anyways he's down to learn how to thrum your body in ways that make you scream and cry and once he's learned it well he's definitely gonna put those lessons to use.

He doesn't go down on you often but when he does he wants you to sit on his face. And PLEASE don't give him any "buT I'm tOo HeAvy" bullshit either have you seen him? Idgaf how much you weigh he will legit fling you off if he can't breathe and he never can't breathe.

He likes a good blow job tho. Gets off on tryna put the whole thing down your throat. Throws his head back and holds your head down until you tap out. He's training you slowly but surely to get your nose in his pubes. Go little cockstar 🥲

He makes more noise fucking you than anything tho. He's not incredibly vocal but he makes a variety of sounds if that makes sense? Grunts, groans, moans, maybe even a growl or 2 but they don't happen all throughout sex just when it reaally starts feeling good. He talks you through it when you cum tho it drives you crazy! Like I'm so sensitive rn those whispered "right there always squeeze me so fucking good. So fucking good." are bad for my health sir!!

He has a couple favorite positions he loves. As I said his strength is one of his pride and joys so he loves to fuck you in positions that demonstrate that. Full Nelson, fucking against the wall, he'll even sometimes bounce you on his dick when you're riding him especially if you're not going the pace he wants you at

Pretty good at aftercare tho! Will give you water, snacks, maybe a massage (that may lead to something else), maybe y'all take a bath to soak away the knots he put in you (that may also lead to something else).. what can he say he loves the way your body reacts to him and he's willing to see it as much as possible.

[mistahgrundy]

finally used a free government covid test

it's negative. whew. did that yesterday. feel way better today. I felt like shit there for two days. I think I picked up some bug in a grocery store on the 3rd even tho I was masked up with an n95 (one of the 10% of people who were lol)

lately I'm picking up all manners of colds and viruses and I think it's just cause I've been so isolated for 3 years. I normally only get sick like once every other year, but now it's like a couple times a year. I still haven't caught covid itself, I'm one of the few I think. Which makes me anxious. Like a horrible waiting game.

but on a positive note even though my immune system is now kinda unpracticed and just picking up every joker ass bug it seems to squash them real fast when it does.

[starcloud-nova]

omg bestie u read trc!!? tell me ur thoughts!! or not <33 i hope ure well <33

MOON HI omg i missed u how are you

YEAH yeah i finished call down the hawk like two days ago it was so ugh like UGH. im gonna have to find mi somewhere bc idk how i'll be able to wait until school starts back up. it's been like sooo hard for me to read books lately so it took me like a month to get through all of them minus blue lily which was my favorite and took a week but i still loved these shits so much.

favorite characters were like. gansey because he's gansey but also NOAH 💖💖💖💖💖 noah was soooo fucking. i love that kid so much and i'm so sad we'll never get to see what he was like before he died :(. noah also continually reminded me of @ aries so much and that's part of why i loved his character so much. he was so much like aries. ily aries.

my fave book was blue lily, lily blue. god blue lily was so good i loved every bit of it but the raven king !!! fuck shit that was some goooood horror like damn i wish there was more horror in novels like that i absolutely died at That One Scene with adam. henry was also a welcome change in pace from the chaos of the rest of the characters. i didn’t like him in bllb but he’s better now <3

let me tell you the books were naaaaawt at all what i expected because mostly i knew them as Those Gay Books that tumblr liked or maybe it was just this one blogger who liked them so anyways i was surprised at the plot. like. psychics :0 magic :00 not what i thought it would be. also the person i followed really liked gansey and adam and ronan and so when i read the summary of the raven boys i was like surprised that there was this random chick named blue. shocked, even. who was she.

they were incredible books tho i'll admit like genuinely would have me hooked if i could stand reading for longer than an hour at a time. like the plot was so well written and worldbuilding was so amazing and the characters were all so mwah mwah blorbo. it's only been like 6 months since i started book 1 (im pretty sure it was late december) i feel so nostalgic for the early days :). stupid fucking gansey with his stupid fucking notebook, ronan who had chronic “im obnoxious" disease. adam and his whole thing:(.

i find it so kind of funny sad how ronan and adam and like. and he. and. him punching adams dad like that was whew. also spent the entire book in distress that adam was sticking around so that he could ask glendower for the favor. :(((like that broke my heart ADAM YOURE STRONGER THAN THIS I SWEAR YOU CAN DO IT you are capable of great things babey:((((((.

as for book two. hmmmm. hmmmmm. im forced to admit i didn’t like the dream thieves as much. not that it was a bad book it was a great book but adam was like having a mental breakdown and so he was being mean to everyone and then ronan was taking drugs like candy under kavinsky’s supervision and that also made me sad. to quote myself “i always want more complex characters and storylines with realistic trauma and reactions until my favorite character is mean” snsjdjdnd. mr gray was like 🔫🔫🔫 i didn’t like him but then he was redeemed i suppose. he’s aight, esp with how he protected the kids in later books.

when i was reading i liveblogged in kestrel's server because @littlebluejane had read the books before me and provided excellent reactions to my reactions. was reading out of a paper book so i have like several pictures of pages of the best lines and ouch it hurts so bad. like the dynamic between blue and ronan was so good :(((asshole who cares and asshole who doesn't. the “wrong demon" line from when adam and ronan were driving around town haunts me to this day, and then blue and noah <333 they were in love but platonically.

[SPEAKING OF NOAH when i finally connected the dots in book four and got to the scene where NOAH is the one telling gansey that glendower saved him i lost my god damn mother fucking mind. like holy shit. HUHH. i will never recover. ever ever.]

i would mention shit from like cdth but i just finished it and the series isn’t done yet so we can’t find all the fun easter eggs and. mostly i’m just sort of reeling. so much happened in this book but mostly the summary on the inside was misleading because it implies hennessy and farooq-lane and ronan are all going to coincide but i don’t think farooq-lane even gets to look at the two of them. very misleading smh. parsifal was on my shitlist at first but after he died he’s off the hook ig. matthew and his whole THING killed me absolutely slaughtered me. also the implication that aurora was based off someone else. yeah. a Lot of stuff happened in this book. yeah.

ne ways this got so so long i’m sorry i had to relocate to my notes app bc i was like wait this doesn’t make any sense this is all jumbled up so then i regrouped i rearranged i rescouted and now we are here. at the end of this post. sorry moon sorry followers have fun reading all of this. read the raven cycle. four books all roughly 400 pages by maggie steifvater. good yes yes good.

[eolewyn1010]

Whew, what a rollercoaster. Although, as I suspected beforehand, not much surprise plot-wise. As in, I could predict the central crime almost step by step (B plot made not much sense tho). But there were unpleasant surprises in the execution. I want these bitches to finally bring up trigger warnings. Anyway.

I swear to god, Torsten Michaelis has had a blast with this role. I thought he was going ham the last time, but this episode he just kept speeding up. Congrats on being a fucking creep, man. You're probably a nice guy IRL, but I will forever feel hatred upon seeing your face.

Was Adam in therapy or something? Yeah, he was a mess, but he was also a lot less bitchy and onto everyone's throat than he was so far. Hell, the only time he yelled this time was at his father, which, fair. Here's to him getting progressively better now that some shit's come to an end.

Same for Pia btw, she was strangely subdued. Where are your teeth, girl? Yes, she didn't get any sleep, but that seemed like a total character 180. Poor lady, let her sleep so she'll get back up to full power. Also, I really wanna read that "Spätzchen" in a flirty way, but with Pia's eager-to-overachieve and submissive behavior this episode, it seemed kinda like a cutesy thing, like an older colleague being sweet to a newbie barely out of the kid boots. Don't know how I feel about this.

I'm suffering "recognizing random German actor from another Tatort" syndrome. That smug, shady lawyer guy was already a smug, shady lawyer before, back in TO Stuttgart "Eine Frage des Gewissens". They could at least give him some variety in the role to play. Germany and its thirty actors.

Glad for the Spatort guys that y'all can still enjoy the booty you're getting; I'm honestly way too traumatized by the amount of physical and psychological torture to appreciate all the skin. And by the ham-fisted, misplaced symbolism. Ah, German TV.

Speaking of German TV, we still can't have gay things. (No, I'm NOT gonna shut up about it; when it's Münster, I constantly have to endure the shippers' wails, so there.)

At this rate, Adam's hair will be white next episode. Not from stress, just a natural progression of his hair bleach. That's not a compliment.

Why did he say he's not smoking? Of course he's smoking; that's, like, a whole kink in the fandom? But he didn't this episode. Did he quit? How many people did he kill in that time frame?

What's he gonna do with the money? Donate it to an anti-abuse charity? Or pay for his and Leo's wedding.

So much for now. I might get back to this when I'm not as freshly freaked out anymore. For those of you who are not Saarbrücken-exclusive, see my previous reblog for therapeutic sweetness aka my Married Old Gays being fluffy. For the rest, stew in your misery, as I shall.

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xnonie present! (i realized i forgot to sign the anon ask but then i realized that u 1000000% know it's me b/c i'm just talking about marvel with a splash of kpop LOLKDSN)

WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT ICEMAN I WAS LIKE O_o b/c i never expected him to be so op!! hansol's powers are so cool like he can just DO THAT. for fun?!?! speaking of powers, i'm a biiiit curious! if you could have any marvel power what would it be? :D i think sersi's powers are soooo cool b/c matter manipulation? real op!! so i think that's the one for me, but as far as tech goes i'd go with falcon wings just b/c it's been a dream of mine to fly (even though i'm terrified of heights HAHAH)

MATT IS JUST- he's so fun & cocky & confident in himself. honestly if i was him, a walk of shame would NOT even be a walk of shame b/c i'd NEVER be ashamed of myself if i was THE matt murdock. he & druig are so AUGHHH it hurts. btw, have you seen the ms. marvel show? b/c i need someone to acknowledge the amazingness that is red dagger! he's so loveableeeee

i also like the darker mcu storylines just b/c i feel like w/ everything going on, some angst ought to happen!! the mcu definitely nails the happier, humorous stories but i'm currently LOVING the serious storylines. multiverse of madness felt more like a horror movie i was actually JUMPING in my seat, almost screamed at some parts, & almost had a heart attack ASLFKJF it was definitely an experience, but i'm not sure i'm ready to rewatch it b/c i'll have to prep myself before the watch LOL

u have a favorite movie/show in the franchise?? it's honestly hard, but i love the guardians of the galaxy movies, shang chi is a masterpiece, wandavision's a classic, and ms. marvel was something my family & i liked a lot!!

(p.s. sorry if these are on the longer side, lmao)

XNONIE !!! lol yeah i can def tell when it's u which is a good thing hehe and don't worry if these r on the longer side; i love long asks :') esp when i get to geek out w u >< but i will include a read more tab now for practicality sake :')

OMG THAT QUESTION 😩😩🤌🏻 so many cool options !!!!!! sersi's power is quite op tbh and so r falcon's wings !! i am particularly partial to wanda's chaos magic tho 😅😅 she's so cool and badass, no matter how scary she was in multiverse skcnskdn it was kind of hot but— LMAO ANYWAYS i obviously think all the mutants r super cool as well, and as for the technical things, i really think the ant man suit w the pym particles r suuuuper interesting and cool (dude, paul rudd is such a g like give him the oscar he deserves !!) i also have a love for rocket raccoon so i think his knowledge and skills/usage of projectiles is sick :') and anything w swords is also cool to me @_@

I DID WATCH MISS MARVEL JSJDBSJ AHHH RED DAGGER !! HE WAS SO CUTE >< AND YEAH HE WAS SO COOL AND LOVEABLE AS WELL SCREW THE OTHER GUY BYE 😭😭😭

DID U WATCH MOON KNIGHT?!CUZ THAT SHOW WAS AWESOME AS WELL like all the lore and oscar isaac's dual personality acting ?? the whole concept had me going brrrr like i was so excited for moon knight and i was def not disappointed !!

ur so right, multiverse WAS HORROR but i think it was so well done. it's not ur typical marvel movie, but it was *mind boggling* like chefs kiss i just ,,, whew. it keeps getting better :') AND SECRET WARS IS ALSO CONFIRMED !!!! MAKES ME BITE MY KNUCKLES AND SQUEAL EKFNEKD my family and i r so excited :')

LE GASP I COULD NEVER PICK A FAVORITE wait that's a lie i do have a favorite skcndkd it's capt america civil war 😌✨ i think it was such a good movie tbh like i literally have watched that thing so many times and i never get tired!! i could go on a tangent abt it anytime, any day :') i too loved wandavision and shangchi, like those were both so well done !! i liked the loki series except for the finale tbh 🤕 black panther will forever be a classic cuz i LOVE everett ross and shuri and okoye and CHADWICK 🥲🥲🥲 rest in peace to a literal icon and king wakanda forever </3

below i've included a little treat hehe ^_^

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Ok so.. Since I'm extremely hungry for new people and communication and tagging and being AROUND

I am gonna kinda.. Move pages. Again. I'm coming back with my posting on main

And then I will reblog stuff here as a "bunch of my art in one place"

Because I see people reblog and communicate with people all on main / and no one really cares for arts SEPARATELY/ and I finally realised for some reasons only now that my art is not that good to separately follow my blog AND WHATEVER

I'm so miserable right now ANYWAYS I'm gonna rename this to stuff

Or... Album.. Or idk. Still gonna be hollowinky tho

And just gonna make my main one hollowinky . Yes.

I'm gonna finish the naruto event and

FORBID ME TO USE DIGITAL FOR REAL I only learn shapes and gesture on paper. AND MY LINE WORK SUCKS GOD I CAN'T DRAW STRAIGHT LINES

My body just YELLS NOOOOOOOO

I don't know how to control it. Draw with a pen, maybe??

Whew. I vented and kinda feel better..

Hope I will find some people to share my interest with at least now... I will try Q---Q