#(i have the stupid and it's untreatable)

[ssruis]

(Wrt last post) If only to emphasize how my brain likes to give me insane pronunciations of things I 100% did the Persephone as “purse a phone”, I did Aphrodite as “a pro three dight” (not even the right order of letters???), suddenly had my brain decide yacht was yackt way after I’d learned how to say it, said the word crimson as “crime son”, and pronounced Bordeaux as “bore docks” after taking enough French to know that’s not how it’s said. I cannot highlight enough that I’m not dyslexic, I’ve always scored in the 90-99th percentile for english and reading standardized testing, I read unfamiliar words phonetically automatically, and was always reading both constantly and above my age group as a kid. It just so happens that I’m also dumb as all hell and if you show me a new word I will still find a bizarre and completely wrong way to say it at least 30% of the time. I’m simply stupid and bereft of brain cells or intelligent thought in most arenas of life.

[freebooter4ever]

another fun fact if your dad who you idolized as a kid is intentionally distant from you as an adult, and literally tells you that now that you are grown up he doesn't have to care about you or talk to you anymore, and has had a history of out of character letting you down for the past three years... dont call him when you are at a scary vulnerable point. it'll just make shit worse 😂

[adhdo5]

GUHHH dramatics

[lesbianlenas]

the only thing i wish is that this game came out when i was a child if i could have played as zelda when i was 10 that would have changed me…..i would be a better person today if that.

[betterdonutgalaxy]

Hes had some rough battles

[fagsex]

asked my mother if it was possible when i graduate i could celebrate or have something to celebrate or go somewhere and she went "whats there to celebrate? its not college" :(

[beatx-mavie-archangelx]

I unfortunately do not have any floormaster headcanons to send you, so I’ll ask a question instead: how do you think the floormasters would act if they were participants in the game?

SORRY THIS TOOK TOO LONG BUT I'M STUPID AND I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE WHOLE ANSWER INSTEAD OF SAVING IT 😭

now, without much context it's hard to say... are the floor masters participants and viceversa? or are the floor masters participants together with the main cast? are the floor masters acting like their "floor masters selves" or are they acting "human"? some answers might change depending on that but. ugh. my thoughts can't turn into words.

sorry they aren't very long but I honestly never thought of this and didn't want to leave you to wait for a week </3 also. writer's block sucks :D

[actual headcanons under the cut]

Sue Miley

- bonds with Safalin almost immediately, seeing her as the most normal among the group

- she doesn't like the rest of the group too much but recognizes why they're needed to move forward in the game

- a bit cold

- not the laughing doll in this scenario but laughs at most inopportune moments (nervous laughter)

Rio Ranger

- a bit of an annoying brat

- most people dislike him but understand he's a kid

- he doesn't really leave Gashu's side and vouches for him, showing they can trust him

- he left Gashu's side once and got caught in a trap

- if Kai's there, he'd glare daggers at him the whole time

- comes up with great and brilliant ideas out of nowhere from time to time

- great at minigames (attractions)

Tia Safalin

- she tries to keep an eye on Rio, trying to be the main target of his harassment so that others won't dislike him too much (they're still annoyed by proxy)

- she's mostly patient and nice with everyone, but could easily backstab them (or try to) if the situation allows it

- she's not as much of a crybaby as she is in game since she's not the crying doll here

- but she's still very sensitive

- she cries during arguments (main game discussions)

Gashu Satou

- he has the potential to be very helpful to the group but he gives uncanny valley, so they're mostly uncomfortable around him

- his potential is mainly in the technological/mechanical field

- if Kai is in the group, depending on the Asu-Naro situation in this scenario, he'd either avoid him and be neutral to him as much as he can or try to protect him as much as possible without it being too apparent

- he'd try to protect Rio

- he'd either die first or survive until the final floor (to die anyway)

- someone tried at lest once to rip that crabstache off only to come to the terrible realizzation that it is indeed real

Midori / Sou Hiyori

- he wouldn't have to change his name in any scenario

- manipulates everyone into trusting him, making them believe that he's a good guy who only wants what's best for them, who wants to help them escape, who would sacrifice himself even for them... etc

- then he backstabs everyone, managing to be the only one standing at the end of the game.

- at least that's the plan

- he'd be among the ones with the highest survival percentage, although, as we know, his plans don't always go his way...

Meister

- bro's chilling :D

- he's rather friendly with everyone but something seems off

- he actually takes the situation very seriously but his calm and nonchalant behavior might show otherwise

- no, no one is questioning why he's covered in bandages

- quietly makes it quite far

- although a bit suspicious

[jorvikzelda]

actually when you think about it its so fucking weird and confusing that nobody ever realised i was having migraines (and this is probably why I myself denied it, tbh). in secondary school id come home complaining of gigantic headaches that I sometimes could specifically place as being in the left side of my head, that taking painkillers wouldnt help (in hindsight because i was taking them too far into the migraine), and I correctly identified light and sound as triggers - I'd sometimes come home and take a break before an evening activity by like. Putting in earplugs and shutting myself in my room with the curtains drawn, and it genuinely helped (more than taking painkillers). Like genuinely how the actual fuck

[screambirdscreaming]

ok this is a long fucking shot but does anyone out here know anything about. Allergies but rather than having itchy runny-nose symptoms you just feel systemically like shit. Like fatigue, nausea, vague headache, moderate-to-severe excercise intolerance, that sort of thing. But correlated to like, pollen exposure. Or just air quality in general?

The best ballpark diagnosis I have is asthma, but I've never actually had An Asthma Attack so I don't know if that's.... right. And even if it is, I can't really find good research or resources on managing systematic effects of asthma at this like... non-acute, non life-threatening severity.

Sometimes with weird medical shit like this, there's information that exists if only you can find the right keyword to search.... maybe somebody's got something?

Or even just, it'd be nice to hear if anyone elae deals with this and I'm not, like, completely insane*

*for this. other insanity unspecified.

[vixvaporub]

Every post you make about health care in the US makes me so glad that I don't live there. I recently had a medical emergency that required major surgery, a heap of drugs, a two week stay in the hospital, physio, and that's not to mention the many follow up visits at the hospital, home care nurses for dressing changes, and another major surgery in the not too distant future. I've probably paid less than $200 (prescriptions, medical supplies, postage to get it to my house etc) since I left the hospital. It literally boggles the mind that over there people would have problems getting treated/paying bills for such an essential life saving service.

I'm happy you can appreciate what you have with how I speak about our healthcare system here in the USA. Insurance here is such a scam and it's ridiculous that people are able to make millions working at a insurance company meanwhile its a struggle for insurance to pay for anything

[no-face-no-shame]

Everything's fine as long as I'm trying. Slow progress is still progress :3 ← about to smash his head with a hammer

[jinxpologist]

ppl on pinterest complaining about the sniperscout “age gap” because sniper looks older than he is…. i am so glad i can go back to tumblr whenever i want holy shit

[gardenstateofmind]

i am once again remembering that i had fucking lyme disease, that is just so fucking funny

[sodalite-fulll]

I don’t wanna be that guy but shit I just learned that Inside Job was horrifically antisemitic in a episode and like… people are surprised that it was offensive??Like, it’s a show about conspiracy theories being true. And literally 99% of conspiracy theories are just racism or antisemitism or they’re literally things the US government has done.

Im begging on my knees for someone to create a show about the government hiding stuff from the people but make it absurd shit like SCP or something. Fuck it, Men In Black. Do that again please

[sillimancer]

reading Burnout by Emily Nagoski and I'm not very far yet but the first chapter put words to something I've been kind of intuitively realizing lately about needing to deal with the immediate consequences of trauma and stress to be better-equipped to deal with the cause at its root and it's

well it's actually annoying as hell if I'm honest

[hesitantvampirealien]

a bit important (seriously, just be careful with the shit you read online)

I know it's long, but please read it whole if you're gonna start reading it and if you're willing to interact with the post, it's not just me ranting, it's actually important because it's actually dangerous shit that I'm talking about

i honestly like tumblr a lot, which is not common for me. I've always been a social media extreme hater, but "migrating" to tumblr has been a lot better for me, as I don't have nearly as many anxiety attacks for having an account here than i used to have when i had other social media accounts (I didn't have the choice to leave social media because it was all work related)

but i genuinely feel the need to call this out because this is by far the stupidest thing I've EVER seen being said here. So stupid that it's actually dangerous to people, not only one but many people and the people around those people.

Don't encourage people to not seek psychological or psychiatric treatment by saying "it's okay if you DON'T WANT to treat your illness"

IT'S NOT OKAY

don't ever say something like that. Ever. You don't understand how dangerous that is. You can't just say things like that and act like that's completely acceptable because you think you're "promoting autonomy" or some shit like that, what you really are promoting by encouraging sick people to avoid treatment - and therefore making their case significantly worse - is:

people hurting and killing themselves more often

people with violent outbursts being violent towards other people and causing those people to also get sick because of the violence they suffered and then everything goes to fucking shit again and again

predators feeling validated - because predatory behavior is also an abnormal mental health condition that has to be treated with urgency for the sake of the potential victims, in case you forgot, or deliberately ignored so your "it's okay not to seek treatment" bullshit makes more sense, and by saying that, you're making them feel like abusing people is normal behavior and just "part of their nature"

plus, not to mention that you wouldn't fucking say that shit to someone with a deadly physical illness. Seriously, what the fuck? don't say that shit.

and please have in mind that I'm NOT referring to people who do want treatment and actively make effort to at least help themselves be a bit healthier and get better every day as much as their mind and body allow them to and can't have actual treatment. I myself am untreated because I CAN'T find treatment, decent psychiatric treatment is very inaccessible where i live, but I'm trying really hard to make life a bit more tolerable for myself while being sick. But please, never refuse decent treatment if you're offered decent treatment. Never refuse to treat yourself, never refuse to get better, even if you're trying to get better by yourself due to inaccessibility, and for fuck's sake, DON'T ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO DESTROY THEMSELVES LIKE THIS. If you're struggling to find decent treatment, I understand. I'm not shaming you for not finding the right treatment that you absolutely deserve and should've been given. Hell, I'm not even shaming the people who are unstable and decided not to treat themselves because THEY ARE MENTALLY ILL, of course they're not gonna make good decisions depending on how bad it is, but it doesn't mean that those people hurting themselves like this is acceptable because they're putting themselves (and sometimes other people as well, depending on the case) in danger, this coming from a sick person who has been around other sick people and knows what it's like. Who I REALLY want to shame is those people who ENCOURAGE NOT WANTING TREATMENT AND ENCOURAGE SEEING ABNORMAL AND DANGEROUS CONDITIONS AS NORMAL AND ACCEPTABLE

and i know someone's gonna be bothered that i mentioned people with health conditions with predatory or violent behavior. It doesn't mean I'm comparing cases as if they were the same, but we have to acknowledge that those cases HAVE to be considered too. I've been in a psychiatrist clinic for severe mental illness treatment and I've been taken to a hospital, and the mental health treatment here is very limited in resources. All that to say: i know what mental illness looks like once it reaches a point so severe that it becomes visible, both on others and myself. It's not pretty. Mental illness genuinely changed my life permanently for the worst, and those people's lives too, those people that I used to see all the time in the clinic. Some of those with cases significantly worse than mine.

So don't tell people not to treat themselves. You clearly don't know what mental illness really is like, and saying something like that is just... so cynical - and even cruel - that it's inhumane.