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charleemoon · 3 months ago
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don't talk to me if you majorly dislike any of the bau for seeing will as nothing more than a case consult. will intentionally and purposefully makes himself unavailable to others to the point that their only way of connecting with him half the time is over a case. i guarantee you they have tried time and time again to invite him to things, start conversation, and he hits them with "we're at work." katz, zeller, and price foster a very lighthearted, inviting workspace that you see him both emotionally and literally PHYSICALLY distance himself from. i'm sure there's plenty of things they could've done, more of something. people see what they want to in will, pieces of him. a tool, an advisor, something to pity, something to understand. a dog who is trained to hunt, yet fitted with a muzzle. but will is what stands in his own way of human connection, every time. too afraid of what rests beneath his surface
#i just think its a very complex thing his relationships#but i dont think any of the bau are bad people. nor is will entirely a victim of anyone in his life#. except maybe jack#but will's need to be good is a self fulfilling torture cycle#his guilt motivates him. it consoles him. it torments him#jack isnt too concerned with why. but knows will cant say no. and he uses that against him#he also is one of the only people who is close enough to almost see him#hes complicated. theyre complicated#but will is aware of his own choices and always makes them#will LETS people see him for his use. for his bits and pieces. the parts of him that work for them. lets them discard the ones that dont#because its safer. its better for everyone. if someone gets too much of him they might start to put it together. see what he is#and ALSO. WILL USES PEOPLE TOO. very often does he interact with people based on their benefit to him#attracted to alana because he wants a sense of control. molly for her grief her comforting normalcy#his low empathy and lack of social connections... his AUTISM. he's very absorbed in his own life and struggles#we dont really see him make space for anything else#and i dont think he wants to for a longtime. until. until (gay man manifests in the room) hes right behind me isnt he#honestly correct me if im wrong because ive seen it ONCE and i cannot remember their interactions as well as i should#just. hannibal side characters get behind me. when you look at the things hannigram gets up to and think about their place in it holyyy shi#like leave them alone they already have to live with those gay men#hannibal#will graham#bau team#hannibal meta#also this isnt like. actually that serious igdaf if you have a different opinion than me. media is interpretable#and your experience with it will be individual and different than mine because we are different people#go forth my fannibal. have your own opinions and likes#i just dont like when people victimize will more than is necessary. that man is . hes something okay#charlieog#also i really like to think of them all as friends but tbh will does NOT fuck with their vibe half the time hes so rude#hes like ugh. everyone is so boring. i am going to go flirt with my psychiatrist who i think is gaslighting me
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itstimeforstarwars · 8 days ago
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Thinking about the Mandalorian, something that got me into star wars and yet I haven’t thought about for several years now.
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egregiousderp · 17 days ago
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Sweets recced the Goblin Emperor and I finished it in like a day (obviously, since everyone’s seen me reblogging bits of fandom from it for the subsequent day.)
As a result my (incredibly patient, long-suffering) good bro @bittersweet-sss has been getting physically grabbed by the shoulders and shaken by my unhinged self going “Am I crazy or is Ceredin fantastically autistic?”
#to be clear she is my favorite character#but the whole arc with her goes from ‘of course I’ll follow the rules and do my duty.’#to ‘if I show you my whole self I’ll certainly frighten you’#to a message on your door in the style of a WARRIORMALE post in all caps like ‘I WOULD DUEL HER ON THE SPOT AND WIN’#to ‘ah. I see I was wrong about you. sorry. that won’t happen again#complete mask drop on the spot#straight to attempting to woo a man through your hyperfixation which is obviously swords#dropping a thousand year old museum piece that’s your best sword on the desk of the nicest most bewildered boy in the planet#(who DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ONE BIT while everyone else in the room freaks out because GIRL THAT’S TOO MUCH)#to ‘oh. you don’t know how to do this? my father made me take lessons so I could be a normal girl. I’ll teach you.’#Maia you asked for open speech and friendship and you opened the floodgates of autistic loyalty and affection#this woman is going to drop the corpse of an enemy on your desk and address you as ‘thou’#absolutely giving every proper fellow in the place a heart attack#it’s so perfect#like you already have the unusual premise of a male main whose main ability is he’s KIND.#like. Maia’s already not so good at anytning except he always believes in addressing people as autonomous and he never wants to be cruel#if he were a female character this would be very generic and his fiancée would just be a boisterous well meaning knight type#but because he’s a male lead and she’s a female love interest character the implications for why they are the way they are changes#and she looks borderline UNHINGED but in the best way#but like. all the little implications she mastered or tried little things until she got bored of them#and that she tolerates things until she gets overwhelmed and hits them#the defiance of social conventions that seem arbitrary in the pursuit of something she likes (dueling/warrior culture)#even the slightly over-direct way of her talking to him the six or seven times she appears gave me Autism Vibes#and she’s GREAT#she’s so great because of it! utterly sincere and absolutely ready to throw down once she realizes Maia’s sincere#and she’s such a good balance for him too!#so many good characters in this series but she’s a genuinely refreshing lady love interest#plus the absolute fantasy of having a competent secretary. bodyguards who like you. and a grandpa who wants in on your life?#fantastic. gonna go read it again so I have a clearer grasp of the characters#the internal spelling of the names is a dyslexic nightmare until ai can internalize their sounding out in my head so
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ducks-and-stuff · 2 months ago
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“I don’t like this anymore”
Quick little doodle I made of the season 6 finale, devious duo enjoyers rise up 💪
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rasoyas · 1 month ago
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ok i just stumbled across the stargazing post on my dash and i immediately love them and reading your tags they are so relateable and correct and also i think fall into a thing my wife and i like to call 'messy platonic', where the relationship is just like Big and Important iiregardless of romantic or sexual attraction to each other (those can also exist within it, but the actual thing is BIGGER than only those things), and usually it's like they are the most important people to each other even if they have other love interests and/or close friendships, and the messiness usually comes in with just like. caring so much about someone when you don't exactly have a Defined place in their life and it fucks you up and is also great. ANYWAY i love the vibes bout to go back and read the whole thing brb 🫡
i’ve been genuinely marinating on this ask bc its stellar and i’m obsessed with everything you’ve put into words here!! ✨
i’ve definitely explored relationships like that in other playthroughs (dallas and lori @gothoffspring’s cliff were Soulmates regardless of ever actually being Together) but piper & flux definitely bring it into the forefront for me. i’ve never been hard set on bringing any like… “concrete establishment” to them, they’re very haha silly gameplay atm but what sparse characterizations they have really stand out to me 😭
when piper woke flux up, she wasn’t intending on him becoming “her servo” or anything. she wanted to explore the lab, found a servo broken down and abandoned, and adhd hyper-focused on bringing him back until she did - he stayed with her because of what he learned about her when he was only conscious in his head and couldn’t do anything but listen to her ramble to him
her allowing him a sense of self beyond his “prime directive” allows them a very real bond to me idk 🙂‍↕️ piper is unapologetically herself in any circumstances, and while she’s not necessarily overly-positive or naive, she’s just… Here For The Experience, Man. she’s my manic pixie dream girl what can i say 🙂‍↕️
so YES all this nonsense rambling of mine to say that piper & flux’s platonic love for each other does go miles and miles deeper than i think i’ve shown successfully, and atlas being born just became a lil beacon that they could pour their love into — it’s only in realizing they genuinely love their lil mango that they get more serious about their feelings for each other 🙂‍↕️
i very much appreciate this comment, lovely 😭 it means so much to me that my silly little story and my silly little sims can stir so much thought!! i hope you like the rest of it dhdhf its all over the place for sure
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dont-offend-the-bees · 1 year ago
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Anyone else just not feeling like a real person much lately?
#'lately' he says#as if he's not been feeling this way for the last 28 years#idk man#maybe it's bc I'm getting older and so are the people i hang/chat with#but it feels like everyone else has a real life and real interests and experiences and things to say#and I'm some kind of hollow scarecrow person just full of memory loss and sadness#i feel very stupid and very boring#which i know is too harsh. and i know i should be kinder to myself bc life and covid and shit can't have helped the brain situation#and i should absolutely believe my friends when they say they wanna hang with me bc it's mean not to take them at their word#but I'm still like... why though?#genuinely what's the appeal of being around me. my head is empty i have nothing to add and I'm not interesting or that funny#it's been creeping up on me. this feeling like i just genuinely have nothing to offer.#i don't even know who i am#except for a person who like. lives vicariously through fictional characters experiencing feelings I've never had cause to feel#i can relate to emotions SO vividly except i myself haven't even felt the half of them#i just sort of quietly exist somewhere on the spectrum between content and discontent#with occasional drops into the despair zone#and even if the stuff i think is keeping me here went away tomorrow. like if mum stopped being an issue and i was free#like... what would i even do?#i don't even know how to want something#anyway. this has been morning mental breakdowns with newt#I'm going to go make some made up guys live the life i haven't now#mr. bees speaks#negative
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aquamaggot · 4 months ago
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hate when people say "i miss the old internet..." boy how do you miss something you werent even there to see.
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nintendont2502 · 8 months ago
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spending more than a few days around your family and no one else truly does cause a certain type of madness. and baby they call me the joker
#ughhhh#travelling with other people after travelling solo is exhausting#wdym i cant just go do my own thing#what do you mean i have to spend this entire time doing shit other people want to do while i just kinda stand around awkwardly bc i dont#have anyone to talk to#what do you meani constantly have to mask more than i ususally do bc i cant look at all neurodivergent or queer or. unhappy. or bored.#or tired#im so tired.#ive got a couple of days in london alone thank fuck#but ugh idk#its just constant 'you should appreciate this!! not many people get to do this!!#cant have a real conversation. treated like a child the whole time. cant even swear.#misgendered and deadnamed the entire time but whats new there#constantly surrounded by people#constantly have to be performing happiness because otherwise youre called rude and told to snap out of it#cant talk to people because everyone interrupts or talks over you or doesnt hear you#cant go on your phone at all if theres anyone around. and theres always people around#constantly on the border of being overloaded at all times but you still have to talk to people !!!#its not even my family this sucksss#'come to england so you can sit in a pub for 3 hours while everyone drinks beer and talks to each other you cant join in on any conversatio#you cant do anything else and if you dont look happy to just be sitting there doing nothing then you get yelled at!! and maybe this is a lit#paid for my own tickets) but#im not. this isnt *fun*. im sitting around surrounded by someone elses family who dont know me and i dont know them#doing shit i actively hate all day#and i constantly have to be performing and acting like im habing a great time the entire time or im spoilt#even thouhg i. i paid for my own ticket here#man i couldve gone to japan again#'isnt england amazing!!" yeah idk it seems like it is!! too bad weve spent this entire goddamn time in some tiny village in the middle of#fuck ass nowhere going on walks that are identical to the ones at home#love to actually go experience it outside of the. one full day. i get in london
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faunandfloraas · 6 months ago
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seeing a HB vid that was like *american flag FREEDOM ugly tommy hilfiger clothes lee know and felix* 👏 they 👏 will 👏never 👏be 👏american 👏 get them OUT of there
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banfiyunna · 4 months ago
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i just remembered i found an actual list of plant symbolism a while back
thought i'd share bc i think it makes for fun details in writing :3
YAAAAYYYYYYY I LOVE LOVE LOVE PLANT SYMBOLISM ITS ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS EVER
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idiot-draws · 1 year ago
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she's finally visible again!!!
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trans-estinien · 1 year ago
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i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.
#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY????????????#can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before#is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people#i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this#was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something#“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT????#bruh i can barely make eye contact w people...#my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever.#i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries#“men dont smile at people.” well they should.#ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet#“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART#i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself#i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit.#at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are#my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing#im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that#shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them#i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like#in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves.#its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like.#regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like???#you can do what you want???? why do we care????#and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism#i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people.#i cant wrap my head around it at all#not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing#(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way)#unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason
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calmtheham · 1 year ago
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I have this headcanon for Elias in that he has this borderline obsessive meticulousness for everything both inside and outside the institute.
It's already made clear in canon that he's a lover of paperwork/ bureaucracy. There's just no doubt that bleeds into every other aspect of his life.
I imagine almost a Patrick Bateman level of care into his life. Skin care routine. Impeccably tidy house. A man terrified of dying would have a strict meal plan and gym routine. Elias is a man going through the motions just to get him to his end goal.
If everything superfluous in his life is well practised and maintained, it makes keeping an eye on everything and specifically Jon much easier.
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crimsonshadesblog · 2 months ago
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Speaking of Siete in crossovers, it's actually a shame he wasn't in the JJK one because then maybe the writers would've put in Sukuna if they weren't such cowards
You clearly haven't considered that if Seofon and Gojo met, the world would collapse though. Their combined smugness would be too much for any universe to bear.
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chainsawworld · 5 months ago
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Thinking about jason my friend jason I fucking love this guy he is just completely unstoppable when he decides to be my guy knows what he wants to do and he does it. Respect.
#gamer txt.#my guy has a kill count well into the hundreds#past even 150 i think#that fucking rocks#part 2 to 4 all take place within like a week jasey boy just does not stop if there is a person in his vicinity they are dying#part 6 again he just kills everyone he can in his vicinity the second he wakes up. respect#part 7 it has been like 7 years but hes up and at it again fuck those kids#part 8 i think its only been a year this time fuck those kids#part 9 isss 5 uears later i think i think? jason is on a mission this time to specifically a female family member of his#but this does not stop him from killing everyone else in his general vicinity. fuck em#freddy vs jason happens like a few months later my man does not even spend a full year in hell hes too cool for that#he goes to springwood and fucks up those kids and then freddy#jason x they have a whole facility to contain him and he still manages to kill 6 people in there fuck yes#and then he kills almost 20 more on a spaceship 500 years in the future whilst having no clue whats happening but he doesnt need to.#there are people in his general vicinity. he is going to kill them. respect#i know people will say freddy is more dangerous and i agree in some aspects he absolutely is#but he will never and can never be just as fucking scary and unstoppable as jason is#freddy schemes and plans to kill this group of people like every year or so he can add to this group if need be and they end up killing him#hes a concept so it doesnt work but it does still take him about a year to get back to it#and hes going for specific people#if freddy holds no particular grudges and isnt bored he doesn't kill and if the only people who know about him are on hypnocil he Cant kill#jason ways finds some way to come back and then he just fucking goes#he goes after specific people sometimes yeah and he can get a bit tunnel vision about it but he also just fucking goes#theres nothing you can do to stop this man from killing everyone he can get his hands on#you can try. and it might delay the inevitable for a few years but the second hes up and he will be back up hes back at it#i cannot even begin to detail fully how much of a legend jason is#i love freddy too bjt for very different reasons i love his pettiness and open sadistic glee at killing people#but jason is just like a force of nature at this point he is dedicated he knows what hes doing and he has fun with it#fucking love this guy
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poisonoyous · 4 months ago
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Cordelia not giving a shit that Buffy can read minds is so fucking funny. Girl is so goddamn over it
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