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cockroachesunite · 6 months ago

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I think this one speaks for itself

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questionably-audhd-oracle · 21 days ago

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I feel a little better today, I think. Still not great. Mostly stressed and frustrated with myself. I hate identifying problems that I know I can’t fix.

#I think I need to talk to my boyfriend #and try to be honest with him about how I’m feeling #but I tried to earlier and I couldn’t really get anywhere #couldn’t find words #didn’t really feel like he was listening #it’s easier to just let it go

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shikai-the-storyteller · 8 months ago

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Aypierre just said his mods will ban any idiots in the chat being stupid about the QSMP situation, lmaooo. Absolutely based, get their asses.

#i talk #qsmp talk #I'll be honest. I do not understand the ''Boycott QSMP'' thing #like. if Quackity wasn't doing anything to resolve stuff I'd get it #but. he IS doing stuff #the ccs confirmed he's doing stuff #it feels very much like a:#''Hey we saw you did something wrong and instead of letting you remedy the situation we're going to punish you forever for this.''#''There is no absolution for your sin''#it's frickin weird dude #like don't get me wrong -- I was a freelancer for like... 5 - 7 years?#And I've seen my fair share of awful bosses and terrible power structures + people in power taking advantage of workers #but this just isn't comparable because like I said: Quackity is actually DOING things. He fired the idiots who did stupid stuff #and they're working on doing things for the admins + Egg admins #which once again: was confirmed by the CCs #idk man I just see the whole thing and I'm like ''???'' about it #I think it's just a matter of misinformation + strong emotions + language barriers #plus a side of what I said earlier- ''you made a mistake once which means I get to be an ass to you even if you're trying to fix things''#and in this specific situation that just seems so stupid #advocating for workers rights while getting mad about the owner of the project working on workers rights.#idk man it's mostly Twitter people being stupid but I genuinely almost want to sit down with folks and talk things out #which I will not do because I value my sanity. but I do think a lot of things can be solved with communication #I; however; simply do not have the energy for that #anyhoo that's my two cents and will probably be the last I say on this matter #goodnight y'all I'm EXHAUSTED #For the record even though Q didn't know about what was going on it does suck that it happened #but we can't change the past #not every mistake is fixable or forgivable but this one can be. in my eyes anyways #We'll see how things resolve in the end but it's going in the right direction and that's enough for me to be content for now

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un0vian · 1 year ago

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Meows morales

MEOWS MORALES. Anon it’s very funny to me that you basically intuited that I’ve seen the spider-verse movies/read the miles morales comics; here is a quick doodle

#although let’s be honest who on tumblr hasn’t at least seen into the spider-verse #my art #spiderman #into the spider-verse #across the spider-verse #miles morales #meows morales #I haven’t read any Spider-Man comics yet unfortunately #also if you managed to see my post earlier #I gave up #tumblr wasn’t letting me reblog my post with more videos ofc so.

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 11 months ago

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Pokémon said bisexual rights 🫵✨✨✨

#fluff binges !!!#treating myself to more Horizons eps since I had a pretty awful past week mentally and need a pick-me-up #I keep smiling so wide while watching this series it's just so lighthearted and sweet #and can get unexpectedly resonant at times (I'd honest to god tear up from Liko's moments early on because right now identity's something--#--I'm deeply struggling with - so seeing her always want to try and find out more about the kind of trainer she wants to be hits close)#this series is comforting to me and I get to enjoy it at my own time and pace 💖💕✨#(that may seem like a superficial thing but I've been through a lot lately aight I'm taking the little joys I can)#(and frankly I've been............... hiding out from other places because I just. need time away from things)#(so let me be silly on my lil blog here this is like a safe space heehaw 💃💃💃)#but anyways Horizons is for the queers amen #I'm not going insane right like . y'all see the queer-coding in other episodes tooSDKJFSJNDFNS #I also say bisexual Orio because of her talking about Friede earlier on there were sparks aiiiight they're cute #pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #orio pokemon

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papillaee · 1 year ago

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I understand the sentiment of wanting more gore and blood in the fnaf movie, I really like that kind of thing too. But we all have to agree fnaf never was an adult horror franchise in the first place.

There are pretty heavy themes on fnaf yeah. But the games never had a whole lot of explicit gore. I never expected the fnaf movie to have blood and guts all over. If you expected the movie to be fnaf analog horrors levels of gore and horror honestly that's on you lmao

#fnaf #fnaf movie #fnaf movie spoilers #i think?#I love when people make fnaf more disturbing and violent #but let's be honest the games where never made with those intentions in mind #not even the earlier games #as disturbing as they were #isa.txt

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marc--chilton · 7 months ago

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(mgv) john house was an alpha, blythe was a beta. house presenting as an omega was another layer of disappointment to john, who didn't bother learning to sympathize with his son. this also led to a small amount of ire from house that he still can't quite shake towards his mother for not understanding how his problems aren't the same as john's. greg knows it's childish and petty, but he's a bitter man, sue him.

#house md #idk when they present and i don't really want think about it to if i'm completely honest #generally is probably around puberty age/little later i guess #some people present earlier/later of course there are always outliers #blythe tried her best but she couldn't relate at all and it showed and thanks to surging unregulated hormones greg resented her 4it at time #just yknow. more bullshit for god's favorite punching bag #john probably tried to stop house from going into heat with the ice baths :/#new presenters can be given drugs to help ease the transition but when house was younger the method was to just let them tough it out #and even if it was an option i'm not sure john would have agreed to it #he'd be more into just giving him suppressants which are like super dangerous especially to youngsters #can severely harm their growth and stunt them physically and socially #mgv

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wildevenusian · 1 month ago

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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?

can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit

#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me #i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to #me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited #still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free #and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk #and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted #tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt #and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought #that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners #bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever #especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but #despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people #or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend #i’m just. noticing behaviors #they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i #idk what to do!! i’m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it #so like. who tf knows when we��ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all #bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting #ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel #discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all #and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth #which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about #but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them #humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol

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getupthestairs · 9 months ago

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okay okay i am going to try get an appointment with my gp so she can send me to a gender clinic, wish me luck gang :p

#ach i told myself if i was ever gonna try use nhs gender services (or lackthereof lets be honest) itd be after i move out #but yknow what i have fucking zero faith theyll even refer me so. its not like i lose much by trying now #since i could always try again when i move out i guess #and in the very unlikely event i get put on The Waiting List itd be better to start earlier right?#ach maybe i dont want the government to know im trans but diy is Expensive. so ill try anyway. whatevz #man fuck everything i wish i was a mouse! mice dont have to care abt the nhs or gender or whatever theyre just little critters!!#alastop

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omarwolaeth · 6 months ago

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It's such a tiny innocuous thing that really doesn't matter, but I feel like calling duel monsters a children's card game (when it's fundamentally baked into everyday life, and your social existence is judged by what you play and how you play it so very intensely, for everyone in-universe) is an absolute injustice to what it is for that universe of people.

#marwospeaking #The following tags are a rant. please skip if you are not interested in reading a whole rant #to be clear. actual real life ygo sure. you can call that a children's card game (even if card game is just easier anyway)#but. in universe you Would Not call it a children's card game. not even sure you'd call it a game at that point #ygo worldbuilding fascinates on different levels. and to be honest this thought came to be via the abridged Shun compilation video #because he does mention children's card game (paraphrased) often earlier on in reference to in-universe duel monsters #but. for some people it literally defines if you die or not (Shun Was/Is In A War). for others it's your ticket to not go to jail because #you're too powerful to not be let off the hook (survival of the fittest kinda stuff really)#if you even dare not show up to a match. with crowds Equal To A Football/Soccer Championship. your family is in social ruins (Yusho)#these cards house spirits. and can be used for so many varied things between ending the world. starting the world. and coldblooded murder #and treating all of that as though its below a character. not because they're untouchable. but because of an age demographic #I feel misses a point about Arc V that I'm not sure I can quite articulate without sounding fully manic #in other series too! Synchro causes the world to end because it attracts some giant anti-synchro bois (meklords)#Numbers can either possess or take the form of someone's personal desires and feelings (Titanic Moth and Hope Harbinger are the same card)#(just different monsters because two different people used the exact card)#The God cards. the sacred beasts. the whole of GX's dimensional shenanigans and most definitely Yubel and Winged Kuriboh #Even in Vrains. which is very mild compared to the previous 3 installments. its still baked in their society. Its just aggregated #into cyberspace. That's not mentioning the Tortures that revolved around duelling to train AIs on children's brains so you could have..#.. cyber immortality. and then you choose to kill the AIs that you see as like children to you - mentioned directly to your biological son #ANYWAY. tldr. Having an in-universe character calling Duel Monsters a children's card game outside of DM specifically is a fundamental..#.. misunderstanding of how important it socially is in-universe. and it'd be much more understandable for someone whose life isn't dictated #by how well he can play it to say anything along the lines of 'its beneath me!!' than fuckign Kurosaki Shun are you kidding me.#We won't make an actual point at how the social lives of people don't seem to be solved by talking as much as duelling. no. we'll say..#.. its for children so we can point and laugh at how weird it is!! Buddy I Have Fallen Asleep.#in other news exploring the navigation of a world where talking out problems would be weird without a duel to communicate should be..#.. done way more often. This world is as anti-talk no jutsu as much as it is very pro-punch no jutsu.#arc v #< because part of this was inspired off of some of Shun's abridged lines early on

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margottrek · 1 year ago

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when it comes down to i dont really care that much about wesley one way or another. hes just kinda there hes not bothering me but i dont love him either

however when im with my friends I Love That Kid Hes My Son. gotta do something to cancel out all the negative energy from everyone else there hating him so much. what did he ever do to you

#my post #tng #we watched datalore earlier and gonna be honest it felt Not Great when he got told to shut up #why the fuck did you let him on the bridge if you werent ever gonna listen to him #and his own mom too! what the fuck beverly thats not cool

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rosicheeks · 8 months ago

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i have been following you for a couple of years now, mostly silently. you are so beautiful, inside and out! the few times i have seen your face uncensored have made me swooon! the even fewer times i have heard you sing, my heart overfilled with such joy!

your honesty about your struggles and how you keep going are simply inspiring. thank you for sharing.

i am manifesting love and joy for you! 💕

#don’t mind me just sobbing over here 😭#I don’t even know what to say #thank you so so much for all the kind words and taking the time to send me this #it definitely made my week 🩷#this filled me with such warmth and joy and love #thank you 😭#I’m starting to get back into singing and was thinking about posting covers on TikTok before this whole ban bullshit 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️#I think it would be fun to learn new songs and share my version with everyone #the last bit was the part that made me tear up tbh #I’ve stopped being super duper honest about everything ever since I got that shit ask awhile ago #I know I blocked them and it doesn’t matter but then it just made me think there’s probably more who thought the same way #but I do miss going off in the tags and just letting it all out lol #thank you so so so much for this ask #you have no clue how much this means to me and how needed it was #thank you thank you thank you #I’m manifesting peace love and happiness your way my sweet anon 🩷#ask #anon #fav asks #I’m gonna keep this ask with those compliments I was talking about earlier 🫶🥰

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patrice-bergerons · 2 years ago

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So in January I met this girl online (though not strictly in a romantic context) and we really hit it off; I honestly don't connect with people like this almost...ever.

But in the last few weeks she went quiet on me; and when I said so when can we meet again I got a sorry work is crazy rn type answer.

But! Where yours truly would usually take this as a rejection and mope this morning I texted her to ask what was up, whether she ever wanted to hang out in the future, and as it turns out, life has been balls to walls crazy on her end which is why she dropped off but she absolutely wants to see me again (next week in fact 🥰) and I'm proud of myself in this chillis tonight for choosing honest, direct communication and giving people a chance rather than assuming the worst because I believe I deserve the worst.

#do you know what that is? GROWTH #to be fair- anyone else i would have let go probably #but im genuinely so fond of her #i was like my dignity be damned if im being dropped the least i deserve is an honest text #esp bc she made such a big deal earlier on being honest and direct

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mercgaydes · 1 year ago

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also I still haven’t forgotten how dirty y’all did nyck like …

#he should’ve had the whole season u fucks #and then u could have switched him out for Liam #feel like he was def scrapped earlier than he would have bc of the raging hard on Red Bull has for Daniel bc lets be honest #Daniel’s performance at mclaren didn’t exactly inspire confidence

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dreamyghostie · 2 years ago

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#one thing i just was not prepared for is the lack of clear and honest communication #i mean that was a thing earlier in life as well #but it seems to be just normal now that ppl dont really tell their thoughts and intentions #and u just get to know them by chance some time later #or maybe not #really bad if that happens in a professional environment #cant be so hard to just be open and honest about what u want and what u think #instead of just letting ppl guess that like some sort of weird game #its always the same #sigh #personal

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