#(because youre such an amazing writer Fran)

[timothylawrence]

well folks........ weve made it to the end of the line.....

long ass review below...

wowza. okay. gonna start this by saying this'll probably be mostly a review about bridge to the turnabout...!!!!! before i get into anything juicy, i wanna start with the biggest shoutout to my partner in crime and bestie, @katagawajr... literally could not have played this game without her. hats off to the best edgeworth impersonation on the planet. <3

OKAY. TO start. I knew trouble was about when it had to do with the fey clan and channeling of spirits... i could just feel it. i was waiting for it and bam. its like the worst thing that could've happened lmao.

-ahhhhh..... when ive said it before and said it again... the love and friendship everyone has for each other!! are you kidding me!!! phoenix running across a burning bridge and addressing his worst fear ever for Maya!!! Edgeworth immediately hopping on a private chartered jett cus your man friend needs you.... man. so good. and for edgeworth to take the place of pheenie at first..... (also. sorry ill admit some cringe. i cried at the thought of not playing phoenix i was so distressed LMFAOOO i missed himmmm)

-and of course can we forget the best character in this game this franchise the star of every scene in which she presents herselfffff

-dude. the showdown we've been waiting for. the fact she quite literally flew in per miles request. their back and forth. oh my god. ohhh my godddd. oh my god. their back and forth, the way she acts all tough but would do anything miles asks of her (and DOES). easily one of my favorite moments.

-(takes long drag of my cigarette).... oh you two. oh you two. do i die or what. they care about one another so much. its literally so sickening. franziskaaaa milessss can we hug onceeee

GROUP SOBBING SESSION STARTS NOW!!!!!!

-okay skipping ahead a little because if i sit here talking about miles and fran i'll be here all day. um miles and phoenix... yeah you two are tied by the red string of gay fate... the way they constantly check in with either throughout the investigation was so cute to meee sorry.... esp with miles' little panic attack :(. awe. also phoenix wanting to hug miles AWWW

-okay wait i lied jumping back to Franziska for a second I LOVED HER FOLLOWING PHOENIX AROUNDDDD IT WAS SO CUTEEE... im glad she was as involved as she was that is my GIRL.

-ok idk what peoples thoughts on larry are but i think hes fucking funny as hell a lot of the time. love when a character is just useless but funny with it. his little loser shack with Pearl LMFAO (also... he looks like august borderlands so i might be biased- WHO SAID THAT)

-yeah. okay. this is the worst sprite in the history of sprites. genuinely so terrifying. my poor girl. my poor baby. when does she get a break?? she looks genuinely mortified. frozen in fear. quite literally a deer in headlights :( she went through SO MUCH and even her testimony was so heartbreaking. she was so scared and just. just wanted to get away from it all. the way phoenix screams into his hands when Dahlia says that Maya is actually dead. UGHHHHH

group sobbing session neow....

-okay... onto the story.... the actual case itself... im gonna be honest, i was very confused and still am about the whole channeling stuff. it feels like theirs a gap between when maya was in the cave?? and then when she was suddenly out and swapped with iris?? because dahlia wasnt there the whole time?? idk it hurts my head to think about. but i will say something.

i never saw this fucking coming.

-hoooolyyy shit. holy shit. amazed this was never spoiled for me but never ever did i even THINK Godot was responsible till the very end. till it was spelled out. and even then i wasnt fully convinced. holy shit. kudos to the writers again cus i never ever expected him. his story is so fucking heartbreaking. i feel bad for him. but damn. damn. his monologue at the end was so good. the way he goes on about how he wasnt even sure if he did this for the right reasons, that if he did, he would've told Phoenix from the start... (Damn id pay money for that reaction lol). It just... it felt so raw and real. and when he cries. man. man. just sorrow all around. the only time a lawyer can cry is at the end. while he bleeds/cries, the callback to what he told mia. just harrowing and sorrowful.

-okay. okay. the final witness being maya. my god. my god. the anguish. the pain. the way both maya and phoenix know the truth, and the way he knows she's lying and she knows he knows. its just so painful. its so fucking sad. maya knows its fruitless and she knows whats coming because the only person on the whole planet who knows her better than she knows herself is phoenix. its so similar to how in farewell my turnabout, maya was telling him to speak the truth no matter the cost, and now, phoenix was telling that to her.

speak the truth, let it be revealed. as godot and phoenix both said "Once you've eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, no matter how improbable, must be the truth." no matter how painful. damn

-the connection between maya acting okay for pearls and miles acting okay after dl-6 because someones they cared about would be in pain if they werent... oh miles and franziska... oh miles and franziska... oh i know this next game is gonna hurt....

-maya is the heart of this game, but Mia is the soul. their connection, their love, it was the beginning, the middle, and the end. it all came back to them. and i couldn't have been happier.

-all in all, this whole journey was a BLAST. i had an equal amount of laughs that i did cries, i was surprised, i was puzzled, and i was in awe. genuinely such a good fucking series no wonder it has had a fanbase that spans decades.... my fav episode was definitely farewell, my turnabout, but i enjoyed nearly every episode i played for one reason or another.

I'll miss Maya and Pheenie so much, i already do, but I know i'll have fun doing who knows what with Miles next.

[themsource]

Frans, Shipping, and Me

A bit of context before we start.

For those that don’t know: I don’t like shipping myself. 

While a majority of my stuff has been and is for the insert enjoyers, I personally don’t like self shipping. It hits on that same nerve that makes me squeak at RPF (real person fiction), it just crosses a line for me. Because those are people with real feelings, and I can’t bring myself to objectify myself or others just for an imagined storyline or scenario. Even when reading it I don't truly insert myself into it.

Don’t get me wrong, I love and have a major crush on a ton of characters, especially Sans and I can ramble all day about what I would do or say in a relationship with him. But actually putting myself in the situation?

No, I can’t do it.

I managed to get one insert art made that I actually paid for myself and… while it did do things for me on both a good and bad level, and felt amazing to have, I wouldn’t do it again. 

It felt very personal, like I had been cracked opened and exposed on a level I didn’t want others seeing just for their entertainment or just because there were parts of myself that I wanted to keep just for me. 

I had received insert art and writing in the past from very close friends at the time, and while I loved them and they touched me very deeply, there was always a bit of uncomfortableness that came with it. Which is why I only willing accepted insert art with my OC Oreo from people I knew and trusted. But even that was and still is a bit much sometimes, because I’ve had Oreo since I was young, very young, so she’s as close to me as you can get without inserting me directly.

When I write insert, “y/n”, is a character. It makes it easier to write as I have a detachment and can enjoy what happens like watching a tv show or play, I’m just along for the ride with my fingers on the gas pedal. If people connected on a level with “y/n” and were able to see themselves in what I wrote, then that was amazing! That’s what I wanted… to be able to affect people and help them feel or experience things that they couldn’t or wouldn’t want to otherwise in a safe environment: so they could expand their perceptions or thoughts on certain subjects or view a topic in a different light.

My insert writing has always been about helping others explore, and even exploring myself.

I’ve learned so much about myself and how the world works with the stuff I’ve written and drawn, the good, bad, and the ugly. There were things I never dared to try and explore for personal reasons… until I started insert writing, because then it was like bringing a friend along, a friend who couldn’t actually get hurt by going on a journey with me. 

A journey that could help both me as a writer and those as a reader to think and reflect, to learn empathy and grow by maybe learning something about yourself you didn’t like or did like, and embracing yourself as a flawed human being just like each one of us are so you can be at peace and live your best life or even to work on yourself if that’s what you were inspired to do.

My insert writing is about learning, and having fun while doing so.

And this all leads into why I love character shipping more.

Characters aren’t real, no matter how many of us might wish that they were. Characters can be objectified, characters can be harmed or loved without committing a wrong against those that really matter, people. There is also yet another distinctive wall of division between a person and a character than there is an insert that makes me more comfortable.

And characters have a solid personality that can be worked with and challenge you as a writer to make work or have fun experimenting to see how they’d react in a certain scene even if it’s in a way you end up disliking.

They’re more limited but so much more versatile.

So when I fall in love with something I fall in love with the characters not the possibility of what I could do in the world.

Characters are what draw me in.

Well, one day I… discovered some interesting fanart of Sans, featuring him and his “light saber”.

And that sparked a curiosity for context.

When I first played Undertale, I had no interest in shipping “the human” with anyone, in fact I had no interest in shipping at all or what have you. Like I said it was like watching a tv show, just something for entertainment. 

The message of undertale did touch me deeply though so I did go looking at fanart and stuff as I was at a point in my life where grief was all I felt and Undertale had managed to make me feel something else other than that, but I was also more into Moana at the time. It’s honestly difficult for me to get motivated to create fanworks for something, to just create. I never made anything for Moana, and never made anything for Persona, which I was ADDICTED to at the time.

I had tried making fanfic in my youth but yeah… 14-19 year old me was awful.

And then the pacifist ending happened.

The absolute SHOCK I felt at seeing everyone call the human “Frisk” rather than what I had named them and learning the name we gave was actually Chara’s…. It made me watch replays, made me spend hours looking at everything I could have missed.

And that’s when I started falling for the characters, when I started falling for Sans and then Frisk.

Frisk, this character who had been possessed by “us” in a word, and “us” that was actually another character we just happened to give an identity to in yet another but milder form of possession, all fitted together like Matryoshka dolls. 

Do you realize how tragic that is?

Frisk was a puppet… of a puppet… for US.

My heart was stolen as soon as that realization was made. I have a weakness for broken and damaged characters, characters that have gone through hell or have been hurt in ways that people normally don’t come back from… because I love more than anything seeing them bounce back.

Combine that love and sympathy I found in Frisk, with the humor and comfort I found in Sans…

And there you have it: My love of Frans and why it’s my OTP.

That love has only gotten stronger as the years went by. 

Another truth I have to share, is I started initially doing insert because I didn’t feel confident enough to portray Frisk right, and character shipping and insert shipping have since drastically evolved into two different things for me with different meanings and reasons for why I do them. 

I really gained confidence in my Frans writing once my dear friend Shay introduced me to several broken down and researched articles by nochocolate that showed me exactly what Frisk and Chara’s personalities were like and how they were separated from “the player”.

And I’ve been on a nonstop Frans high ever since, and will be until the day I die. They are my OTP and I will ship them more than any other pairing, even Insert.

I am very much a “ship and let ship” person, and I have and will support people shipping whatever they please, in fact I tend to ship everyone because these characters are just so great you can’t help but find dynamics where they just work no matter the previously established bonds or relationships, and the same goes with good AU derivatives.

But Frisk and Sans were the ones who drew me in and kept me here.

I’ve made jokes and called other ships OTP in a show of support of fellow writers, however frans is it for me. If I was asked what ship’s hill I’d die on in a war, it’s them.

For me, Frans will always come first.

So now we get to what exactly my dynamics are for Frans.

I like portraying Frisk as female, because I am female. I find it easier to write emotions from that perspective than others, and I want people to love Frisk and feel what Frisk is feeling. I have written Frisk as nonbinary and male before, but I feel those pieces weren’t as good as my writing when I had Frisk as female, simply because I’m not actually of those genders. I will take genuine characterization over a subpar attempt at accuracy that undermines the experience the writing is supposed to give you.

I also like writing Sans as strictly male. Can he change his equipment if he pleases? Yes, he’s made of magic after all, but I don’t see him preferring or actively wanting to do that, he’s male and identifies as a man, pure and simple. You’d have to be pretty fucking special for him to honor an equipment swap request.

A bit of a TMI personal note for this too though in why I like this interpretation with Sans the most… is the fact I don’t like vaginas. 

I have one, and all I care about is the fact it can make me feel good. It’s not pretty or “looks like a flower”, it’s a hole that’s a direct opening into the body… gross. And no, before anyone starts, I would not feel better with a penis or think I’m trangender in any capacity. I’m a woman and I feel like a woman one hundred percent, I just don’t like that one part of my anatomy.

So while I’m willing to write about one vagina for smut, I’m not comfortable writing about two and creating the image that… two working together would make. Can I write two vaginas in a smut scene sure… if there’s a penis involved. I could even write lesbian sex if I wanted if there’s a dildo, vibrator, hands, or whatever. Just no vagina on vagina action. It’s my preference and for my comfort. I’ve read plenty of fics that include that but I happily ignore it in favor of the plot and interactions.

Anyways…

For me Sans and Frisk…

They are soulmates, they are always meant for each other. 

No matter the time, place, ages, personalities, or circumstances, they are always supposed to be together. I may write or make pieces where they’re not soulmates, but they still very much are in my head if that makes sense. This is why I love to indulge in any and all content involving them.

Now do they actually end up together? 

That’s a different story. Not all endings are happy ones. But what matters isn’t the ending but the journey. What matters is the time they have together and how they affect one another. What matters is the fact that they met.

Sans could be a complete asshole to Frisk, a deranged psychopath, and Frisk could be as equally messed up with them both going at each other’s throats, or one of them could be a complete sweetheart that suffers in the name of love and hopelessness, or they could even be in a perfect balance where they’re in a healthy relationship filled with compassion and consideration, but in someway, somehow, they will still just work. 

Even if it’s not in the way others would hope for.

I personally can write pure healthy fluff, I have before, but what I really like writing about is them struggling to overcome something. I generally like writing like that in the first place. 

But with Sans and Frisk…

I always write about change.

What I like most is a Sans who struggles with his emotions, whether that be displaying them or feeling them while hiding behind a calm and collected mask. I like it when he’s carrying that mysterious air about him that makes you question what he’s really thinking or if he really understands what’s been told to him. I like him leaving someone in doubt and constantly on the tips of their toes, before making them laugh with a joke.

And I like Frisk being able to crack that mask, to read through his charade.

She changes him by bringing more of him out from behind the curtain, making him more in tune with his SOUL and even his humanity and all the complications that come with it.

If that’s a good thing or not, depends on the situation and context, but yes always this.

For Frisk, I like her shy and innocent. Someone who’s learning the world at the same time that she’s learning herself, and is forever merciful and forgiving towards those that wrong or hurt her sometimes to her own detriment because she’s just that kind hearted and hopeful for that kindness in others. But as much as she forgives, she certainly doesn’t forget. Frisk remembers and counts the scars she carries.

I enjoy when Sans manages to push her into becoming stronger, to not let herself continue to be silently walked on, and to fight back.

That’s the basis for my work with them.

Sometimes, Sans makes her stronger by pushing her to an edge with abuse until she finally reaches a breaking point and fights with all her strength, and in her rebellion Sans slowly begins to see where he’s gone wrong to have changed her so and gradually becomes kinder, more open as he seeks forgiveness.

Other Times, Frisk sees Sans as nothing more than an empty shell just costing by in life with a false grin on his face and slowly starts overcoming her shyness and reluctance in other to try and help a friend facing down depression, and this slow build of strength and show of kindness is enough to cause Sans to start reacting more honestly to jokes or statements, to dare smile for real even though it hurts to do so.

Then there can be times of bloody revenge - where one becomes stronger to take out the other while the opponent seeks to manipulate their perception on what they knew was right or wrong, and both end up more broken than from when they started, but still irrevocably changed in a positive way that was negative between them.  

Times of tragic love not meant to be.

These are just a few scenarios, but with the same theme: change.

And I apply it differently each time depending on the scenario or idea, depending on who is in the wrong or not. The theme can be subtle to the point you have to read between the lines and really think on what’s happening to see it, or it can be really obvious right from the start and is fed to you with every action and word.

Every time I look at Sans and Frisk together no matter who’s portraying them, I see change.

The potential for it.

And that’s what I love most.

So that is how my Frans works, and incidentally, why I love the ship so much. 

I will continue to love that ship til the day I die and I will continue to write for frans no matter what, even if I lose interest in all other ships including insert you can bet I will continue to write about the funny skeleton man and the sweet hearted human.

They’re my ultimate power couple.

And if hearing this at all upsets anyone, more so my insert readers who I’ve heard the majority of backlash from since I first came out about my love for frans… (Seriously the DMs and anon hate was unreal - especially the... material I got sent and had to report at one point) Well, let’s just say that If you can’t handle me in my character shipping moods, then you don’t deserve me in my insert shipping moods, sorry.

Like I’ve said before, I love my readers and friends regardless if you agree or disagree with me, including on the ship or ship(s) I make stuff for, you’re allowed that right as people. And no I still won’t love you any less for your thoughts. Because again that’s how we’re supposed to be as people, mature enough to let bygones be.

I’m just saying, frans is life for me, and explaining why that is and always will be.

[causenessus]

hi hi ness!! just dropping by to let you know how much of an amazing person you are!!! I said it tons of times when i sent in an ask about your akaashi fic but I feel like it still isn't enough 😞 I look up to u so!! so!! much!! and many many others!! but I really do adore how you seem so passionate abt something you liked or how genuine you are at leaving tags on fics you liked (I'm so sorry if that's weird I'm unfortunately a chronic tumblr user so i see lots of posts</3)

not only that though but also as a writer?? the way you write characters always has me wanting to cry my eyes out in the best way possible ☹️ i don't show it enough bcs sometimes i couldn't get the motivation to read for the life of me but this would be a reminder that i always love love love whatever you post whether I've read it yet or not 🙋🏻‍♀️

I apologize if this is weird too but I see you as a great example for others that want to start writing and for me myself!! it's actually crazy because sometimes when I'm writing something I motivate myself to do my best because I always want it to be something that you (wyr and ree because i look up to them sm too) would like 🙏🏼 and this is not something I'm saying to make you read my works or so!!! it's really not, because I really do look up to you and I just wanted to let you know that you're one of my motivations to keep writing 🫶🏻

I genuinely did NOT intend to make this so long but idk it's late and I can not for the life of me get some sleep, but pls pls have an amazing night or day🤲🏻🤍

Literally me when you when ypu whrn dyiou

ME WHEN YOU :(((((

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE ALL THIS FRANS nothing about this is weird and please don't apologize!! i am so honored to be someone you look up to i feel so undeserving of your praise and i cannot believe you do but i love you so much <3 i again have you to thank for your banger masterlists for really pulling me into the world of smaus in the first place!!! please do keep writing because it is something you are so talented at and thank you so so much for all your love and support <3333

[malka-lisitsa]

My blog may be only like 5 months old, but I managed to hit a pretty big milestone for followers anyway! Wanted to say thank you to all of you who follow me and subscribe to the cult of Katherine. Even if we don't interact or write I really do appreciate your follow and support. I adore all the random anons I get, you guys make being here so much fun and Im so glad that you chose to follow me.

While I love all of you there are a few people I would like to escpecially thank for my rpc family wouldn't be the same without them!

@baby-royalty - You were my first follow on this site, we were DRAWN to each other. It has been a pleasure and a privilege helping Lizzy develop more into her own person. As far as OC Dathrine children are concerned you will always be my one and only, I love you endlessly. Obiche tem Zvezdichke.

@multi-royalty - Dat my bes fran, she a rl bad bitch. The Caroline to my Elena. Seeing you grow and improve as a writer while you explore your wide range of characters has been so heart warming to see. You have a knack for being able to pick up just about any character youre asked to and do them proficiently, which is a skill not everyone posesses! But no matter who youre writing, you will always be my favourite Caroline. xoxo

@hybrid-royalty-main - U R A SCRUB. But despite that I have to admit I am impressed with how fully you have dedicated yourself to the RPC and become such a large part of my affilliates circle. You play all of my boys and then also my tormenter and you do them all so well. Red string Stefrine is what the world DESERVED in tvd, and I am so pleased to give you the chance to write it with me <3 muwah muwah.

@sonofmikael/@bunnyblooded - I WAITED THREE WHOLE MONTHS from the moment I joined and found your blog I waited with baited breath to see if you would EVER come back. Then I was alerted and worked my way into your notifications and then BOOM. Follow back. I was so excited, and then YOU HAD A STEFAN BLOG TOO??? I mean, mostly built for a klefan AU which i mean i guess I forgive you Stefrien supremacy but really where its AT?? Our Stelena is something special. Idk how or why, but I write my favourite Stelena stuff with you, it just flows so beautifully. NOW IF ONLY YOU WOULD DO YOUR DRAFTS- jk. I love you. But really.

@faiththesinfulslayer - GIRL????? GIRL???? When we first started interacting I did NOT expect their relationship to evolve into what it has. Faith and Katherine are just one of my fave pairings because they GET each other in a way not many other's can. Its so important to them and FOR THEM you know? I adore seeing you on my dash and even tho she will deny it to the end of time Katherine and I DO notice when youre gone and we DO miss you both. We are always waiting to see our girls active and killin it on the dash <3 know that you are very loved.

A few other mentions that make my dash amazing. I love seeing all of you pop up in my notifications and my feed. All of you are amazing writers with wonderful grasps on your characters and you all have made my experience here on this blog more amazing than I could have asked for. From banter to deep dive angst and character development, writing with you guys has made my experience amazing. I am very happy to be mutuals and write with all of you.

@tobeblamed @touchedbydestiny @ladamedemartel @lordofthestrix @deceptivemorals @witch3d @townwxtch @siiinfultemptation @jeremydied @wonkrugona @tricursed @viikingwitch @seesgood @langdhon @tormentias @demone-volpe @sindicate @hcpemikaelscn @roshale @ofwaywardsunshine @salvatoraes @klaeus

And just a quick shout out to a few more special people-

The OC hall of fame, the love and devotion you have for your characters is inspiring and I am heavily invested in them on my dash.

@unbearablyindifferent @ravenskeeper @demonstigma

Katherine ESPECIALLY adores bothering Sarah and Alice. &lt;3

Thank you all again for your love and support! If you weren't mentioned don't worry! It's nothing personal, these are just the blogs that have been my faves for a large part of my 5 or so months in this RPC. I can't wait to see what the future holds for me as a writer and on this blog, but I hope you all are a part of it <;3

[sweetheartsaku]

SAKUUU CONGRATS ON 200 MY LOVE!! I say this to everybody, but I mean it more than any other time I've said it, you deserve every single one of those 200 and many, many more!! AAAAAH I'M SO SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!

you're such a genuine writer, and I could tell that the things you write are just so you, yk? 🙇🏻‍♀️ that's what makes you special over anyone and everything else!! from your short smau's to the tooth rotting sweetness of the headcanons you write, I've expressed my love for all of them because they're just so good?!?!?? AND because I could tell you're the one that wrote them and I mean that in the best way possible!! I feel like seeing the author through the pieces they write is such a genuine part of being a writer bc there's just something so real about it and idk how to explain it 😞😞 BUT WITH YOU AAAAAAH YOU'RE JUST THAT GREAT????

ANYWAY every time I see you interact with a follower or a moot by responding to their asks, just backs up my claim of you deserving the 200 and so much more ☝🏻 you're always so kind and sweet how could people NOT like you???? that's like impossible you guys c'mon now

you really are one of the best souls I've ever met on this planet and I could only hope that in my next life, or in another universe, if there is one, we know each other irl and we could spend every waking moment together</3 speaking of other lives, i really don't know what I could've done in my past life to deserve being friends with someone like you ☹️☹️ honestly I'd do anything and everything in the world just to return the kindness you've always treated me with ☹️

didn't mean to get too sappy there, woah LMAOZHAHAH BUT ANYWAY, I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE YOU AND YOUR BLOG GROW EVEN MORE!!!! I'll be with you through every milestone, darling!! know that i love you soooo much, MWAH!!<33

FRANNNSSS FRANS FRANS FRANNSNSSNSN :((((((( UWEHHHHHHHHHHHH thankyu soososososoos much soulmate </3 you too 😭 deserve anything good thing ever imaginable😭YOI ARE SO SWEET I CNAT DO THSI

ackkk thank you frans!!!!!!!!! i do try to make my fics as genuine ands authentic as possible so seeing someone recognize that makes me feel all lovely inside D: !!!! AAAA mayb i should start writing more lil smaus habent done one of those in a while 🤔nd one of my first fics u found was my shu one... maybeHAHAHA!! AHHH why is the extremely popular crazy talented writer FRANS TALKING ERMMMMM how else do u rthink i found u 😓(UR AMAZING WRITING AND MOODBOARD DUHH) i will continue to do my best!!! and write!!!!!!! in the most REAL way ever done!!!!

ACKKKK YOURE TOO NICE MY SKIBIDI FRANS </3 im js being that version of me ykyk where i can be cringe and free and all of the above and im super hapi so many ppl like that side of me bc i feel so 😓 accepted!!😣.i lOVE U ALL SO MUCH GANG GANG

WHY TEH FREAK ARE. U TALKING RN FRANS. ur actually beyond the word best bc words cant describe how epic and cool and sweet u are😤i too, hope in every life, universe and everything in between that were out somewhere having the time of our lives!!!!!! YOU DONT NEED TO DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE PPL☹️ ESP ME.☹️ we are just girls in a world yk 😔✊we were js meant to be friends for real!!!NOW. I WOULD DO NYTHING TO BE ABLE TO SEND ALL UR LOVE BACK BC U DESERVE IT SO MUCH U SWEETHEART!!!!

its okkkk pookie to get sappy in here yk safe space 🥰💗I TOO AM EXCITED TO SEE WHERE LIFE AND THE TUMBLR ALGORITHM TAKE UOMG!!! WE'LL BE NEXT TO EACHOTHER THE ENTIRE TIME WOOOO!!!!!! thanku love, expect the same !!!!<33 I LOVE U SOOO MUCH

[whenanafallsinlove]

HIII ANAAA!! CONGRATS ON 150 FOLLOWERSSS<33 you 100% deserve it and so much more!! my word might not mean much because I'm way younger than you, but I really do think you're such an amazing and talented writer!! I don't just think it actually, I KNOW it 🙇🏻‍♀️

I also look up to you so so much!! ever since I saw you interacting with my blog you've always been so sweet and kind, and I really don't think i deserved any of it</3 tysm for all your kind words, though!!!! I may think I don't deserve them, but I really am grateful for them!! they're one of the things that's kept me motivated to write, so THANK YOU SO MUCHH!!

ALSO ALSO I think I've mentioned it before, but I was so glad you trusted me enough to ask for my opinion for under investigation!! SPEAKING OF IT AAAAGH I'M GONNA READ CHAPTER 1 RIGHT AFTER I SEND THIS ASK!!!

keep doing what you love and never let anyone tell you otherwise!! you're such a beautiful person inside and out, and I couldn't ask for anyone better to look up to as an older sister figure!! (praying that's not weird 😸) BUT ANYWAY CONGRATS AGAINNN I'LL BE SENDING IN A REQUEST FOR THE EVENT SOON!! LY LY<33

FRANS babyyy!! Thank you so much for all your kind words, they literally mean the world to me!! You’re younger but extremely talented, that’s why I admire you so much! You deserve all the recognition you get too!

You’re the sweetest!! I look up to you too! I love everything you write, you’re so creative and well spoken! I’m so glad we found each other; let’s keep hyping each other up! 🥹💕

AAHH I really appreciate you so much, you’re the cutest little sister!!

Love you so so much! Thank you for supporting me all the time!

[lillianrs]

Hello Tumblr! ➶

I thought I'd make a proper introductory post since I want to start actively using my blogs more, rather than just being a lurker. Despite being on this site for YEARS I've never really interacted with other users. I wanna change that!

So, hi! My professional name is Lillian RS, but you can call me Max or Lian. I'm a queer writer who likes to write queer stories (of course). At the time of writing this, I'm currently 21. I identify as genderqueer and genderfluid, and use they/he/she pronouns. I'm a bi grayromantic graysexual, but LOVE fictional romance and sex (when it's done well). Just don't touch me IRL for the love of the gods.

My art blog @lillianrs-art

My photography blog: @lillianrs-pics

My book series / writing blog: @multimagical

My whump blog: @whumping-valentine

My YouTube channel: Lillian R.S.

This blog is my main blog, so I'll have a bunch of miscellaneous stuff on here. If you wanna hear about writing and my book series specifically, check out my Multimagical blog! If you wanna see some personal photography and all of my character art, you know which ones to follow. Below the cut are some facts about me (which may be edited in the future) 👇🏻

Name: Lillian (Lian) // Pronouns: They/He/She

Age: 22 // Birthday: November 7th

Height: 4'11 

INFP-T // Scorpio 

Genderqueer / Genderfluid

Bi Greyromantic Greysexual

Mildly disabled though still very much disabled

My favorite colors are navy blue and sea green! :D

My native language is English 🇺🇸 // I know a good amount of French (learning on pause) 🇨🇵 // Currently learning Japanese 🇯🇵 (because I'll be going to Japan with my brother!)

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Likes

Writing, Musicals, The Ocean, Pirates, Clowns and Jesters, Circus Vibes, Theater Vibes, Rain and wild weather, Language learning, Daydreaming, Music, Collecting sea shells, Traveling, Digital art, Watercolor, Cloudy days, Autumn and Halloween, Cats, Butterflies and Moths, The moon, Enemies to Lovers, Lovers TO Enemies! W H U M P !!

Tortured characters (see above), Short, frail characters with scars, glasses, freckles, red hair, dark circles, and buck teeth >>>> All of those are technically considered imperfections but God damn it I fucking LOVE imperfections then!! I'm a slut for anyone who has all of those features. Or any of them.

Dislikes 

Writing, Direct sunlight, Hot sunny days (though actually I'm coming to appreciate them recently!), My damn anxiety, My height (shortness is only good on OTHER people!!), Stink bugs, Cynical people, Cynical discourse, Drama, Cringe culture, Man I hate stink bugs.

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Favorite Media

Shows (Animated): My Little Pony Friendship Is Magic, Gravity Falls, Star vs. The Forces of Evil, Invader Zim, Helluva boss, Hazbin Hotel, The Amazing Digital Circus, Tangled the Series, The Owl House, Amphibia, She-ra Netflix reboot, Bojack Horseman, Avatar the Last Airbender, The Legend of Korra

Shows (Live-Action): Squid Game, Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul

Movies: Coraline, Nimona, Wolfwalkers, Song of the Sea, How to Train your Dragon

Games: The Sims 4, Minecraft, Little Nightmares Franchise, Fran Bow, Little Misfortune, Sally Face, Slay the Princess, Vampire Survivors (HELP), How Fish is Made (specifically for the parasite musical because that changed my brain chemistry)

Youtubers: Dan and Phil, Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, Drew Gooden, Brandon Rogers, Nick Crowley, James Turner, Kitboga

Bands: Twenty one pilots, My Chemical Romance, Get Scared, Of Monsters and Men, The Crane Wives, Mother Mother

I'm also just a general enjoyer of fairytales and old stories. I'll enjoy any kind of adaptation of Brothers Grimm fairytales, or adaptations of stories like Alice in Wonderland.

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[princemick-archive]

i hope it's okay if i send you this but i'm pretty new to the f1 side of tumblr and don't really know the ins and outs yet and you're literally the first blog i came across and you seem really popular and talented so i thought i'd ask you for some blog recommendations? and maybe you'd know if there's any like fandom etiquette one should follow on f1 tumblr that's different from general tumblr etiquette because i know some fandoms have some extra unspoken rules and all that

Hi nonnie ofc it's okay!! so here's:

kyle, princemick's beginners guide to f1blr!

basic rules to f1blr:

please always tag any kind of crash, they happen, theyre scary please remember to tag them with 'crash tw'

don't cross tag keep the right drivers in the right tags, we dont wanna see max in the ferrari tag or charles in the merc tag etc

tag your hate with 'anti *insert driver*' (use first name not both first and last so it doesnt show up in the main tags) and don't go looking in those tags for ur fav just to defend them that's annoying ass hell

basic things to remember:

rpf is very likely to happen, if you dont enjoy it no worries to blacklist or not follow people who are active in it BUT rpf does happen a lot casually as jokes etc so dont take it to seriously

everyone has their favs and critize everyone, the block and unfollow button is right there, its still sport. curate your own experience.

NOW kyle's blog rec list below the cut!

go and support and show some love, they're all incredible creators and organized by fav driver/genre of content so please take some time to check them out!! (tried to explain what they mostly do but some just rb and post so ajksdb theyre still all amazing though)

a lot of these are also mixed in who they support, I put them in the catagory of people I identify them w most.

also tumblr is a dick so has a tag limit which means half of these are links so there are a bunch of people in here who didnt get a notif that they're in this post, so rip.

FIRST OFF follow my most beloveds @milflewis and @yeericcihaw theyre two of the most important people in my life who are on their own incredible creators, niamh is an incredible writer and fran a wonderful gif maker. both of them make tumblr so so much better for me and I love them dearly

general f1 blogs/people i think everyone should follow:

@race-week should be in everyone's following if they call themselves an f1 fan // @maranello THE ferrari blog (and incredible editor) // @brawn-gp incredible editor, ferrari main // @formulaoneisajoke lando main // @h-f-k amazing graphic designer // @alpinegasly insane f1 poster designer // @f1-stuff mosttly ferrari gifs that are incredibly and high quality // @yukierree irl friend and wonderful graphic designer // @husbono amazing writer and graphic designer // @hakkinens one of the source for classic f1 stuff also lew/seb/charles main // @greenliketheskyf1pics the classic f1 blog // @edoardo-mortara one of the non f1 motorsport blog // @josefnewgayden also one of the non f1 motorsport blogs // @oscar-piastri one of the best gifmakers/editors on this website

artists:

@souriadraws incredible artist // @alboncat amazingly stylistic and cute artist // @stoffelwdc incredible artist // @russilton incredible artist with a really distinct style // @absurdt funny and cute artist // @livetogether--diealone amazing charles main artist // @ruszhou incredible artist and george/yuki/guanyu main // @sebsxmp amazing linework // @mangocito incredibly cute artist // @cedobols the seb artist // @hyonibee one of the cutests styles

writers:

@stuckonspidey one of the mick writers in the fandom imo // @effervescentdragon insane (affectionate) and incredible writer // @schulott amazing schullot writer // @redpaint charles fan and writer

mick:

@acrosstobear 1/3 of the pilars of mickblr // @boomacher 2/3 of the pilars of mickblr // @mickstart the schumacher blog on this side of tumblr // @userhamilton funny, creative and gifmaker // @grussell63 funny and insane (affectionate) also big merc fan // @guanyu-ilott mick/callum main

charles:

@leqclerc incredible editor // @16whispers writer // @lukamodric wonerful editor // @mssr-monagato dramatic and a tifosi // @dobbiamo-capire tifosi and local italian translator // @monacoprince amazing editor // @ferrariprince16 major tifosi // @lileclair charles main // @lolaleclerc charles main // @finalgirlcharlesleclerc charles main // @c2stan one of the charles blogs // @balaclavacharles another one of the charles blogs

seb:

@lisandro-vettel very funny seb main // @teamgreenheart seb/lew main // @4xmulti21champion the ted kravits source // @005seb seb/alex main // @multi-2-1 seb main // @unhinged-vettel incredible designer // @youjustwaitsunshine funny ass seb main

lew:

@teamroscoes the lew blog // @lewki lew/yuki main // @xiaozhous guanyu/lew main // @danielssmile danny/lew/george main // @alexanderalbons seb/lew/alex main // @andreagrimes val/seb main also nando but won't admit it also incredible artist

other:

@spygate nando main, very funny // @beparwah96 yuki main, v creative // @formulaonedirection lando main, very funny // @pierrelli pierre main, cool ass editor // @its-always-silly-season funny ass hell // @dilfgrassi danny and lew main also fe fan // @tsuchansworld one of the yuki blog on this site // @gcsly the pierre giffer // @lesellieknope danny main // @estebanbicon este main // @raceweek the alex blog // @robinfrinjs one of the FE blogs // @estiebestieban este main

I think that's it!! go and support all these amazing blogs, this is bascially just my following list so it's how I've curated my tl and it's a wonderful place so highly reccomend.

[whiskeynwriting]

January Fic Recs

Hello my lovies! 

January 2022 fic recs are finally here and I am so so excited!!! I was going to do five every month, but this month I’m doing six because I just couldn’t help myself; they are all SO amazing !! 

Also, these aren’t rated “best to worst” or anything, they’re entered in by the first one I happened to stumble upon, then the second, and so on (:

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2022 Fanfiction Recommendation List

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1. “Buttons” Frankie Morales x F!Reader

@littlepadika @beskarprincessjenny

Oh my god, I have never read a daddy Frankie fic that was THIS GOOD. I also don’t usually see him this way, it honestly takes a certain writer to really convince me to see him that way, and lord did Pad’ika do it! PLEASE go check it out!!! 

Favorite line: He chuckled, "Nuh uh, you're wearing daddy's cum as a reminder to be his good girl."

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2. “Protect You At All Costs” Dave York x F!Reader

@absurdthirst

Seeing Dave do anything to protect his wife and family makes me wanna throw my panties in his face. But then again, when does he not do something that makes me want to throw my panties in his face? 

It was also a really, really interesting take. We usually see him in scenarios where he cheats on his wife, which is still hot as fuck lol, but this way was also unbearably sexy and I appreciated the change-up (:

Favorite line: “I didn’t - I haven’t ever told you what I do because I thought you’d be disgusted and leave me. I never imagined you’d get wet.”

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3. “The Vest” Marcus Moreno x Female Reader

@radiowallet

HOLY. SHIT. This was hot as FUCK. Never been a super huge Marcus fan, mainly because I haven’t seen the movie yet, but dear GOD did this do it for me. This was so sexy and sensual and honestly, for some reason (maybe its because I’ve dated sporty boys, idk) I could really see the locker room scene happening irl. 100/10. 

Favorite line: “Shit,” he murmurs, his hands finding your waist, squeezing hard. “That’s it, sweet girl. Use me.”

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4. “the grand tour” Javi Gutiérrez x F!Reader

@softpedropascal

JAVI MY BABYYYYY UGH he is so so sweet, a literal baby. And then he gets all dominant and sexy? FUCK YEAH JAVI. I love the elusiveness to this whole fic, truly adds a lil bit of mystery to it. And the sexual tension leading up to it all is just SO GOOD.

Favorite line: He continued for a little while longer on one breast before moving to the other. “She wants attention too, hm?”

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5. “Say that you love me” Javier Peña x f!reader

@supernaturalgirl20

Oh my god, this was just *chef’s kiss*. The way this writer managed to put so much fluff and angst and history within a single one-shot astounds me. Truly astounds me. When reader confessed her original intentions to Javi, his reaction legit made me tear up. So. Good. 

Favorite line: “What’s wrong hermosa? Tell me what you want. I want you to beg for it.” 

And also,

Hola bebé, es tu papá aquí. Te quiero mucho y a tu mamá. Hello baby, it’s your daddy. I love you so much and your mama.

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6. “tell me” Din Djarin x Fem!Reader

@221bshrlocked

Holy fucking shit. I mean, holy fucking shit. This was everything, EVERYTHING. Dominant Din always has my heart but like, how needy he was for her so quickly? Like how overtly turned on and open he was during their very first intimate endeavor? Jesus Christ, this had me sweatin’. So fucking hot. 

Favorite line: Fuck, I’m so fucking hard for you right now mesh’la. I could smell you before, could smell how much you wanted me, how wet you were…how wet you still are. Please baby girl, I want to fuck so goddamn badly, but I won’t know what you like unless you tell me. Go on, let me make it all come true.”

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February fic rec’s coming 2/25/22! 

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Taglists below the cut (:

General Taglist: @anaaaispunk @dihra-vesa @sweetangel0069 @coaaster @pepascalhoe @evyiione @bport76 @tanzthompson @littlemisspascal @mswarriorbabe80 @just-here-for-the-moment @nagassia @phnyx @woomen23 @hotchlover @balekanemohafe @misscampacyn @practicalghost @pedrostories @xxxroxsxxx @thatpinkshirt

Francisco “Catfish” Morales Taglist: @almaascencio @https-austyn-com @stuck-on-writing @vanered15

Dave York Taglist: @thisisdeftheway @almaascencio @singular-itae

Marcus Moreno Taglist: @almaascencio @https-austyn-com @stuck-on-writing

Javier Peña Taglist: @thisisdeftheway @almaascencio @https-austyn-com @bbyanarchist @stuck-on-writing @singular-itae @vanered15

Din Djarin/The Mandalorian Taglist: @amirra88 @almaascencio @https-austyn-com @bbyanarchist @stuck-on-writing @singular-itae

[thistle-and-thorn]

Hi! Thank you @queen0fthenorth I am breathing deep breaths.

1. Are you named after anyone?

My first name is after a book; my middle name is after my mother’s grandmother, and my initials are a pun because my parents are extra.

2. When was the last time you cried?

I finished Maps of our Spectacular Bodies by Maddie Mortimer today and it just absolutely floored me and I cried as much from the emotional impact of the narrative as I did from how brilliant it was. Wow. Just wow. Like, human genius is an amazing thing?!?! and this book is like…a reason that stories exist? I don’t know. Just still crying about it.

3. Do you use sarcasm?

Ummm. Technically yes, I guess? I don’t love the implication of sarcasm which is…being derisive or being really overly ironic or making someone feel stupid. I think I’m quite dry though.

4. What's the first thing you notice about people?

Hands (and if I’m being honest, boobs. I’m sorry. It’s respectful I promise.)

5. What's your eye color?

BROWN

6. Scary movie or happy ending?

Happy ending?! I guess?! Honestly, I want the horror to come from human folly and the happiness to be undercut by some inevitable tragedy. 🤷🏻‍♀️

7. Any special talents?

I can play Fur Elise with my toes on the piano.

8. Where were you born?

In the same hospital as my mother! Which is cute, I think!

9. What are your hobbies?

Reading, painting, biking, hiking, wandering into places I definitely shouldn’t go, and burning stuff in my oven cooking

10. Do you have any pets?

I had a goldfish named vanilla ice cream who ominously died on New Years Eve and I think it was an omen 😂😂😂 the fish was super old so like good for her but her timing was dramatic. I would expect nothing less from a pet of mine. At the same time…I wish it had happened 24 hrs earlier or later.

11. What sports do you play/have played?

I was in marching band?! Does that count?!

12. How tall are you?

Tall enough that I have to get stuff for my mom on the top shelf and short enough that I feel compelled to wear heels to work most days

13. What was your favorite subject in school?

History and English!

14. Dream job?

I’ve said this before but I just want to be Fran Leibowitz. It’s all I want. Truly. Get paid to be a writer who doesn’t write.

or dramaturgy.

But mostly Fran.

[albino-whumpee]

Jonah is still twisting in the ground like a worm when he hears the car start. 

All air leaves his body in one terrified gasp that starts a frenetic rush to drag himself to a window as his tied up limbs and hands on his back let him. Which is quick enough to catch a flash of Vincent´s car leaving a trail of smoke as it drives away. That twisted bastard, Robert, waves at it as they go before promptly turning back to the house. 

Jonah scrambles to slide when the man catches him staring. 

His heart pounds so loud in the overwhelming silence. 

“You gotta be kidding me” He pants, chest heaving with the strain of trying to keep a scream down. Jonah´s last time with Robert had been enough for a lifetime. He had showed Vincent what he learnt with the pet...No, no he hadn´t. He had jumped out before it even started. 

At the realization, a sob escapes his lips before he grits his teeth to silence it.

His “lessons” had been disgusting enough, regardless of how careful and gentle the pet had been with him. 

“Fuck” he curses through the lump on his throat, defeated. 

“Not yet, I´m afraid” Robert says leaning on the door frame with an annoyingly 4/4wide smile on his face. He peels himself off the door and walks towards him “You have rules to learn first”

“Get away from me!” He shouts. “Don´t touch me!”

Without thinking Jonah paddles back, bumping against the wall and sliding across to get away. The man doesn´t stop and simply laughs at his efforts to escape his grip. 

Inevitably, he catches up. 

With a swift kick to his ribs, Jonah hits the wall before curling into himself with gritted teeth. Robert squats down to wrap a large hand around his neck, careful to not squeeze too tight. Just enough, so the boy´s terrified eyes fall back on him. 

The man whistles “Such a fiery look doesn´t suit you”

The boy bites back his reply. Vincent would simply gag him to keep him quiet, but this man might bust his teeth. He clenches his jaw tightly, until his head buzzes with the strain. 

“Nothing we can´t fix with the proper installments and tools” he says rising to his feet and looking down at him “It is a shame I cannot use ways that will assure your silence” the man says and a shudder goes down his spine when he remembers the gesture the pet had made. His fingers slashing his throat, right over the scars. 

“Last time was such a rushed work, no wonder you´re back. However, it´s nothing to worry about” the man beams before lifting his chin, forcing a wince out of him at the force used. The man´s voice is deep and playful when he talks again. “We have plenty of time now”

Robert would sure love to have Jonah again for further "training" :)

"No, nonononono, I won't go back to him!"

He takes a step back and holds up his arms in a defensive gesture.

"You can't make me, even Vincent said that it was a onetime thing and that I don't have to go back to him."

You remind him that this was said on the condition that Jonah did what Vincent wanted him to do, that he applied what he learned when he was with Robert. You ask him if that was the case when he was back with Vincent.

Jonah's face turns pale.

"I- what? No, I... of course I... I mean..."

"Are you ready, darling?" Vincent asks in a sickly sweet tone and takes his keys from the kitchen counter. "Let's go, Robert's already waiting!"

[albino-whumpee]

I want to tell you how happy I am that I got the chance to get to know you so much better this year - I've been following your blog for quite a while because I love your art and your writing, but actually talking to you made it even better! And doing that collab with you was one of my highlights in 2021, ngl :D

I hope 2022 will be kind to you, my dear friend! 💕🤗

That was one of the best things in 2021 for me too ❤️ Hope we can do it again sometime! Tho sorry for being so slow 😂

You’re an amazing writer and person Fran. I hope next year is a great one! ^^

[galacticidiots]

Fran, dearest, I’m going to ask you a tough question, but I know you’re a tough cookie so you got this: Other than diastarisms (who is canon), are there any other fic writers that are your absolute fav? Like everything they write is beautiful and full of everything a reader can ever want? I’m looking for good, hearty fics to read but also want more of diastarisms’ type of fics and I trust your judgement 1000% so, help a gal out? 💕🥺

My immediate answer is Celia. Her words never, ever fail to break my heart and put it back together better than it was before. Her stories are so full of emotion and depth. Each one is a little treasure trove and I love them all very much.

Hi_raeth writes the kind of fluff that my dreams are made of. She’s the one I go to when I need a boost of serotonin. Her stories are a balm for the soul.

englishable’s writing stole my heart the first time I read it and hasn’t given it back yet. It’s very rude. Sometimes all it takes is a single paragraph to know you’re going to fall in love with the story. That’s what happened when I read Janus and then it kept happening with every other fic they’ve written.

Ever_So_Reylo is a diasterism-era classic Reylo author. Every fic is a perfect delight. Amazing writing, great humour, steamy smut. Everything you could ever want.

voicedimplosives writes the kind of epic stories that you can easily sink into for an hour or two or eight without even realizing it. The kind of stories that make your heart race and your eyes water. A true talent.

Anysia nails characterization every single time. It’s hard to pick a fave from their catalogue because they’re all fabulous but there are two in particular I know I will never, ever forget. You’ve got a nice blend of both canonverse and modern AUs to choose from as well, which is always a plus.

Violetwilson, too, has many wonderful stories I’ve sung praises about on multiple occasions. The Idiot’s Guide To Flirting continues to be one of my comfort reads that I always go back to when I’m feeling poorly because it just makes me happy.

akosmia writes the kind of stories you wish you could live inside of. It’s the most wonderful mixture of deeply heartfelt fluff with a pinch of angst and hurt, for flavour. Her words are pure magic.

I could go on, and on, and on and I probably should because every writer in this fandom deserves to be given recognition for the wonderful work that they do. We’re truly blessed to have such talent among us!

[fact-fictionx]

F M and U 🧡🧡🧡

F: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

omg dialogue is really one of my least favourite things, and I try to avoid it as much as I can lol. but this is probs my favourite just because it's just ant and ben being brothers, but it also fed so much for this story and their relationship in it. It's from The Core of You

The two brothers continued to sit in silence, only the sounds of their breaths filling the room. “I remember when you bought this place,” Anthony reminisced, “We all thought you were stupid for not remaining it,” “Yeah,” Benedict let out an airy chuckle, his eyes still planted firmly on his now empty glass, “But I like it,” Anthony added, finally settling back into the armchair with comfort, “I think dad would have loved it.” He whispered, mainly to himself, but Benedict heard, “He would have taken over, sighting that I was too young to own such a property,” Benedict smiled as he thought of his father, “only because I found it before he did,” Anthony laughed, “Definitely,” Anthony shuffled in his hair slightly, his legs now hanging over one arm and his body resting sideways into the back, his glass still cradled in his lap, “He’d taken over your garden, you’d have all sorts of flowers growing in there, for mother obviously,” he added, “I’m sure Mrs Crabtree would have loved that.” Benedict finally looked up at his brother, both of them with smiles on their face, but Anthony’s eyes still looked at Benedict with sadness, pleading for his brother to forgive him.

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

Loads. I have a Fran/Michael one-night stand one shot idea. a Bridgerton family @ Italian Villa plan which includes a part for all the relationships (minus Greg and Hy). It basically is gonna be 6/7 parts of smut ngl. Um yeah and my Benophie Hallmark WIP

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much

gonna be 100% transparent, I'm terrible and reading fic because I just am greedy and want it all at once, so if it's a WIP I'm like no. and then if it's a multipart I can get myself overwhelmed by the word count when it's finished so yeah it's a fun little circle, but sometimes I read stuff so here's my thoughts.

@hallownight89 / hallownight89 - she's not affraid. She'll write what she wants to write, and writes it wonderfully. I have the honour of knowing how her brain works by working on a fic together and it's wonderful. Just truly wonderful 🥰

@sirphillipcranestanaccount / djcwrites - truly the number 1 reason that Philoise are now like second on my favourite couples. They were quite high anyway, but her Lost and Found fic is so wonderfully written, she manages to capture beautiful humour and the couples relationship and I just 😍

INTPSlytherin_reylove97 - I've only read one of their fics, and I haven't even finished it because I am terrible. But, having read their work in the Ton Discord writing sprints, and read one fic, I am just amazed. Truly and utterly amazed at the quality of the content they produce. It's just 👌🏻

fanfic ask game

[corpse-art]

hello there!

i’ve been sitting on this ask since i read chapter 14. chapter 15 is out already and i told myself that if i don’t send this now, i probably never will, so. here it goes!

before i get to the point, i want to say that i absolutely adored ch15. it might actually be my favourite chapter, ever. part II definitely started off on a great note. (also, while looking for a citation i stumbled upon a sentence in ch6 about tommy painting the smile that i somehow forgot about?? i already though the hoodie thing was very... let’s call it neat because i have no other explanation to the amount of feelings it fills me with, and to think it goes so far back... *headinhands* y’know?)

now.

i LOVED chapter 14. i was pretty hyped about it after ch13 – tho tbh i’m hyped over every single one, so... maybe that doesn’t say as much? – and it DELIVERED. i love the way you write tubbo and ranboo (and everybody, but their interactions with tommy this chapter were just... *muah* chef’s kiss) and the banter was especially great – my favourites are probably ‘i beg of you not to’ ‘then beg’ and Tommy Licking People part... two? i think?

besides that, somehow you make your relatively fluff (i think you can call it fluff? like they’re just.. passive-aggressively making pies. that should count as fluff) chapters/scenes have this sense of upcoming doom and- i’m a big fan. a GIANT fan, even.

and then the PLOT TWIST. can it be called a plot twist? see, my favourite kind of plot twists are those that make you go ‘of course! that makes so much sense looking back!’ and this one definitely falls into this category, or even a better one! because... hush now is a goldmine for theories. (i’m not saying i have a google doc specifically for hush now theories but... that’s exactly what i’m saying.) there’s so much unknown (tommy’s ability, what’s going on with dream) and so much we, as readers, can anticipate will happen in the future (the Reveal) in one way or another and the best part is that there’s so many hints you can work with?? it makes it so fun to come up with reasons why something is mentioned, be it off-hand or not. and it’s not like the theories being wrong take away from the fun! (hell, half of my theories about the Reveal have already been proved wrong, and i don’t doubt that even more of them will be soon. ch15 kind of convinced me that it will actually have something to do with the fiancés, though i wouldn’t be surprised if you came up with a completely different way!)

the hints are kind of the reason why i don’t know if i should call the Plot Twist a plot twist? i can’t find it right now but i’m pretty sure there’s a mention of the reason (or one of the reasons) why tommy chose sam and fran’s being a weird(?) feeling, and a similar thing is mentioned when talking about techno in ch8. it’s primarily these two things that made me think about the possibility of tommy being a hybrid himself way back then, and i’m so glad it wasn’t just me reaching for things that aren’t there. i just- i really love the way you’ve written it.

i wonder if the power dampener somehow influences the hybrid thing. i’m mostly saying so because of that one line about how it took away something tommy found to be so closely tied to his being? i know it’s talking about his powers but... just something for me to think about.

...reading back, this ask probably doesn’t make as much sense as i thought it did while writing it. well.

tl;dr: you are a big inspiration and it’s a joy to read hush now.

have a great day, please don't find me too weird :D

ps: kind of sucks that tumblr won't let me send this from my dsmp account lmao. please let me send asks from my non-main, tumblr

Pls, all of this makes me so happy, you make me happy.

Can I just begin with how delighted I am that you liked my Tubbo, Ranboo and Tommy interactions? Hush is forcing me to work with a lot of characters I haven't written before, and that's fun, but it also leaves me staring at my docs at 3 am wondering if I'm doing it right, you know? So getting that kind of feedback is absolutely golden for me because it means I can go on writing peacefully.

I have to say, I didn't exactly set out to make Hush now a mystery of sorts? But it kinda shaped itself that way with the way I structured it and I realized pretty quickly how much fun you guys were having putting the bits and pieces together in the comments and on here. It made me pause and-

It's been a really interesting journey for me as a writer, making sure that the pieces are there.

That feeling of "of course!" that's really what I want to be consistent with Hush Now. The pieces are there, and then I introduce more, and then I pin things down and I know several of you guys are going to !!! when reading it. And that's honestly amazing to me.

I'm so so glad you're having fun with Hush, it warms my heart in all the best ways <3

[dobbyjen]

Tiny Dancer

Pairing: Frankie “Catfish” Morales x F!Reader 

Rating: M

Word Count: 1900

Warnings: some swearing, kisses, a tad of drinking, cute dad Frankie 

Summary: Frankie comes home just in time for his daughter’s dance recital

A/N: So I’ve never written a fic before so this is my first one. Grammar and all that crap is probably wrong but whatever. I am no writer at all. If anyone does read it please be nice. It was just a cute little idea that popped into my head because the world needs more dad Frankie fics. Might write something else in the future in this universe if anyone reads this. 

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“Mommy when daddy come?” your 3 year old pouts as you help her into her ballet outfit. You sigh and grab the 2 fuzzy yellow scrunchies off the bathroom counter and start parting her hair into two.

“I’m not sure Franny.” she frowns even more and wiggles are head out of your hands.

“I wike daddy do hair!” she screams and stomps her foot onto the bathroom tiles. You groan as you look into her teary big brown eyes. Frankie’s eyes. Frankie has been gone for 6 days and it was getting alot harder to deal with the mini Frankie. Francesca Morales was the splitting image of her father. Looks and personality wise. And she was the BIGGEST daddy’s girl. She’d been wrapped around his finger the second she came out. 

“Daddy should be home soon and then you can show him pictures of how beautiful you look today.” her frown gets a tad smaller and she scoots back in between your legs for you to do her hair. “Maybe if you do your pretty toes so well we can get a treat after the recital?” you barely have time to tighten the last scrunchie as she whips around and crushes your neck into a hug.

“Yay mommy! Get pupcakes?! I so good at pwetty toes!” she skips around the bathroom practicing her pretty toes as you finish packing her little purple dinosaur backpack.

“Of course princess. Let’s get going before we’re late.”

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“Frankie you said you were done with this shit! I’m going to personality kick Pope’s ass.” you huff as you plop down on the bed. Frankie sighs and comes over, bending between you legs.

“It will be 3 days...max babe. We need the money. I’m doing this for you and Francesca.”

“Frankie...i swear to god if you don’t come home...i...i don’t know...”

“Hey hey hey everything is gonna be okay. Pope said there’s no way this can go wrong. It’s go in, get the money and we’re out home free. I promise.”

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“Do you want me to wait here in case she throws you out?” Pope snickers as he pulls up outside the Morales house. Frankie glares at Pope and smacks his hat off his head.

“Fuck off. If anything she’s gonna kick your ass.” Frankie mumbles as he gets out of the truck and runs up the front porch. He twists the doorknob and whacks his head on the door as he realizes its locked. “What the....” Frankie panics for a minute wondering why its locked. They only just moved into the house 2 months ago and hadn’t gotten around to getting a spare key hidden. Frankie wracks his brain for why you wouldn’t be home. There’s no way you left with Francesca was there? “Hey what day is it?” Frankie yells back to Pope who is still sitting in his truck.

“Uhhhh...Sunday June 12th?” Pope yells back and Frankie feels like he just got slapped in the face.

“FUCK!” Frankie yells and runs back into Pope’s truck. “Drop me off at the civic centre NOW.”

“What why? They’re not home?” Pope sputters as he rips the truck into drive.

“Today is Franny’s first dance recital and i think it already started. Fuck she’s defiantly gonna kill me now.”

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Pope doesn’t even have time to put the truck into park before Frankie is jumping out and running through the doors of the civic centre. He stops as he reads the sign looking for the room with the dance recital. Auditorium 5. He runs down the hallway and stops when he sees a table selling flowers.

“How much for all of them.” Frankie huffs as he grabs outs his wallet. The young boy stares at Frankie with a gaping mouth.

“Uhhhh.....they're’ a-a dollar a-a fl-flower sir.” Frankie nods and throws him a 10. The boy swallows his nerves and hands Frankie a bouquet of rainbow roses. Frankie murmurs a thanks and sneaks into auditorium 5. There’s no seats available so he just stands against the back wall. There’s a group of 2 year olds on stage at the moment attempting a hip hop routine and Frankie chuckles to himself thinking of how Franny would look hopping around to the upbeat music. He looks down at the program and sees that her group is next.

The hip hop group run off the stage and the crowd cheers for them. Two young girls come out and take away the previous props and set out 8 pairs of yellow pom poms. Walking on Sunshine starts to play as the 8 little girls coming skipping out to find their spots. Frankie’s face begins to hurt from smiling so much as he spots Francesca. Wearing her yellow dance onesie and yellow tutu with her hair up in two messy pigtails. She does the little 2 minute routine so well Frankie can feel his eyes welling up with tears. Fuck he’s proud of her. This is why he needed to get home. He couldn’t fathom missing another experience like this. You and Francesca were the reason he kept pushing though the hard days. You both were his entire world.

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The recital comes to an end and all the parents wait around in the main foyer waiting for their little dancer to come out. 

Frankie fidgets with the bouquet of flowers in his hands as he looks around the crowd for a glimpse of you. He looks down at his watch and panics that he missed you guys and you went home, until......

“DADDY?!!!” You look up startled by your daughter’s random outburst and Frankie spins around as he hears his little girl screaming. He drops to his knees as Francesca comes flying into his arms. Frankie wraps his one arm around her small body and cradles her head with his hand and holds her close to him. The flowers drop to the ground long forgotten.

“Hi princess. I missed you so much. You did so good with all your twirls.” he whispered to her, smothering her head with kisses. She giggles uncontrollably and moves her head to kiss Frankie’s face all over as well. Making sure she kissed away the couple of tears away that snuck out. “These flowers are for you Fran.” Frankie smiles and puts the giant bouquet in her tiny arms.

“Woooow!! Mommy look!” Franny squeals and Frankie finally looks up and is met with your tear filled eyes. He stands with Franny in his arms and walks over to you.

“Hi.” he whispers. You gasp as you wrap your arms around the both of them. Frankie sighs as he buries his face into you hair, breathing in your scent. Fuck he missed this.

“W-when did you get back?” you sniffle and pull back to look into his brown eyes. Francesca looked between her parents confused and pawed at both their faces to dry their tears. Frankie chuckled at her gesture and tickled her side a bit making his favourite sound ring through his ears. A very high pitched giggle.

“Uhh...like 2 hours ago? I stopped at home first and then realized what day it was. I won’t miss this day for the world.”

“You shaved.” You said as you rubbed your hands over his bare jaw. You don’t think you’ve ever seen his face this bare before. You loved his patchy beard so dearly but you could probably get used to this face as well.

“Daddy no more pokey.” Franny scrunched up her face and placed a sloppy kiss to his cheek. You both laugh.

“Do you like it love?” Frankie questions.

“As long as your home and safe that’s all that matters to me.” you whisper as you lean in to kiss his lips.

“Ew yucky kisses!!” Franny squeals as she pushes your faces apart. Frankie chuckles as he moves his kisses to all over his daughter face. “Mommy we get pupcakes now?”

“Mommy promised you cupcakes?” Franny nods her head and Frankie looks towards his wife.

“Well i guess you did do an amazing job princess and i did promise this morning. She barely let me do her hair. Wanted you to do it.” you said rolling your eyes at Frankie. Frankie chuckled as you all walked out to the parking lot. 

“I mean i would have done a way better job.” you rolled your eyes yet again and smacked his shoulder lightly as you unlocked Frankie’s truck. Frankie buckled Franny into her car seat and then shut the door. He turned and grabbed you in a bone crushing hug. “I’m so sorry it took so long love. Nothing went as planned and we didn’t even get the money. And I-I dont...”

“Frankie stop. You don’t have to talk about it right now. Let’s go get our little ballerina a cupcake k?” Frankie smiles and captures your lips in one last kiss. “I love you to the moon and back.”

“I love you to the moon and back even more.”

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“I think she finally crashed” Frankie says as he grabs a beer from the fridge and plops down next to you on the couch taking a big swig.

“I swear to god if she doesn’t sleep through the night again I’m gonna...ugghh” You mumble into your wine glass. 

Frankie turns towards you and raises an eyebrow. “She hasn’t been sleeping?”

“Umm not since you’ve left. She wakes up around 2:30 every night crying for you. So i bring her into bed and she sleeps on your pillow with one of your shirts. It soothes her back to sleep. She also naps with one of shirts.” You sigh and look away from him, blinking back the tears. Frankie frowns, puts his beer on the coffee table and grabs your wine glass too. 

“Cmere.....i’m so sorry i left babe. I didn’t mean for it to be so hard for you. I’m never leaving again.” You cry into his side as he rubs his hand through your hair.

“What-what happened Frankie....I know you’re not okay. You don’t just disappear off the face of the earth for a week. Pope said it was going to be okay....I wouldn’t have let you go if...”

Frankie shudders and looks up at the ceiling trying to blink the tears away. You sit up and grab his face gently in your hands, forcing him to look at you.

“I’ve got you honey. Whenever you want to talk i’m here.” you give a small reassuring smile and wipe the silent tears falling down his face. That breaks Frankie. He begins to sob and explain the terrible events of the last week. You hold him and listen. 

When he’s finished you both just lay on the couch holding each other.

“When- when we lost Tom....all i thought about was you and Francesca and how I needed to get home. I swear to god I am never doing anything like that again. Pope said the money should free up by Wednesday so we’ll be good for a while. Will and I were thinking of opening up a shop, keep is busy for a while. I’m never leaving you guys ever again. We can take Franny to the shelter next week and she can pick out her dog finally.”

You giggle at the dog comment. That little girl has been asking for a dog the second she could talk and Uncle Benny put that idea into her head. “She’d really like that. And i’m also still kicking Pope’s ass next time I see him.”

Frankie laughs and kisses you head “Oh babe I’ve already warned him.”

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