#(at least for now but i dont even want to jinx it)
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I know I'm sort of rapid-posting here a little bit but I've been really wanting to read the Chasing Storm book again but because I can't at the moment I'm rewatching Cars 3 and I'm realizing more and more I have less and less proper reasoning if I get questioned why I like him.
Which I'm now giggling over remembering how I used to skip over the entire middle part of the movie because I just wanted the bits of him in the beginning and ending segments. First movie that I learned every entire bit of dialog to. I used to do the dishes to that movie playing.
#“irritating. prick. What an ass.” I say contently with my heart full.#He's not even doing anything horrendous he's literally just a pain.#I can't even say that it's the book that made me like him cause it was the second he started speaking I cracked.#I was immediately like “I like a car romantically yup I'm going to Hell” /joking.#I used to recite “My taste can't possibly get any worse” years ago in middle school when I had a TMNT phase.#I would love to tell past me about current me behavior.#I'm getting more and more shameless about it. On my blog at least. So don't worry(or do).#Am I going to start hyper Jackson Storm posting now is this what is happening here. I've been sloely thinking about him more and more.#I. hold on. hoolddddd on. Im going to shout. Have I never posted art of him here. Do yall not know what he looks like how I see him.#I mean I've been planning on posting art of him with all the art things I've been vagueing at and mentioning wanting to do.#But wow I can't believe that. That's actually gonna make me go bonkers.#Then again it took me who knows how long to finally get art of Lightning on here. Nonetheless one that I actually enjoy and think properly-#-looks like him.#I suppose it makes sense it took me this long to get art of Jackson out now.#Have I. Have I even posted any screenshots. This blog is seriously lacking in the Storm department.#Especially considering obligatory mention of him being the first one I started liking and.#I will save my life story of liking him for later.#Now im not gonna say anything to jinx anything here but.#I so wanna draw him right now if it wasn't for me being in a car right now and. It is impossible for me to draw while in a car.#I can barely write while in a car! I dont know how some people pull it off.#self ship#selfship#selfshipping#self shipping#jackson🖤💙
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thanksfortheflaglove · 2 years ago
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#have been an anxious lil piece of shit since my mother walked past/then in my room bc she smelled something-#this was yesterday btw .. first thing she said was 'u dont vape do u?' and i was like 'no' *queue john mulaney voice: like a liar*#ok well technically only on occasion like if i dont have w**d#anyway she steps into my room and starts fuckin sniffing around and goes 'it smells like .. weed 😐' and just looked at me and guys ..#i am the WORST but my mothers brother aka my gay uncle got kicked out when they were younger bc he smoked too and my mother has grown to#not be fond of it since . so BASICALLY i lightly gaslit her and was like 'mom. seriously ? 🙄'#bc we joke about it on occasion like she went to denver and came back with a fuckin pot that says 'a little pot from colorado' meant for#weed and in my head im like 😭 bro i could actually use this 😭#so thats how we joke but obviously for me its genuinely funny bc of the irony but anyway .#my anxiety was so high after that bc i literally had my pen on me and i just left the situation and started petting my dog and filled up my#waterbottle trying to think of what the fuck i was going to do next but that was literally the end of that#(at least for now but i dont even want to jinx it)#to be proactive tho bc newsflash i do smoke! i got smart as shit and wrapped my smell proof combo bag to make it look like a gift for my#my friends when i go back to school so she wont think anything of it#and then put my pen old battery and vape in a box hidden away so i can still access them if i need but god DAMN#i was def just being stupid tho bc i forget when im at home i cant be so lax and rip the shit out of my pen with my door closed and no fan#anymore like 😐 u dumb fuck i was smarter at 16 with this shit#anyway. its definitely on me and im just mad at myself for it and hope it doesnt come up again/that she isnt overly paranoid with me like i#am with myself rn#also just for some more background my mom and i have never been super close but im really close with my dad but i love with my mom ? so#after this semester not just bc of this situation but i might be like. ive never had a room at dads and id like to at least for summer#and go from there. they just moved and its so cozy and id love to make my room mine over there for once even if it means moving in for abit#but the one thing that would absolutely break my heart is that my dog lives with my mom and its not like i couldnt still see her but i feel#like id feel guilty/like im abandoning her or something :'(#idk if anyone read this far pls lmk ur thoughts#oh and i work right by my moms so its not like i couldnt still visit her but it would break my heart#kylas thoughts#drugs /
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ganondoodle · 29 days ago
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okay i do have to do a mini (i call it mini now.. this is just letting my feelings about it out, so its spelled agressively bc im just so .. frustrated ... also not hate to the studio or the people working on it .. obviously >_>) rant about arcane-
SPOILERS AHEAD FOR ARCANE SEASON 2
its the most beautiful show ever produced, i mean it, its style, fortiche's (the studio) style, is just .... impossibly pretty, 3d and 2d, the animation is just so GOOD, the designs largely (like 95%) are too, the acting and sound design, the voice acting (at least the english one) is so emotional and good, the show in general is just good ... until the last episode
i have my own problems with riot declaring arcane the new canon out of nowhere and for no good reason since it was, im very sure, never conceived to be that, its a reinterpreation and works best as such, now literally everything is once again completely messed up, no one knows whats real and what isnt, no champion or story is safe, especially with the weird hexcore bullshit potentially erasing the VOID (whish is like ... half on which the canon was built on tbh) AND hextech- multiple champions being impossible to exist now .... but thats not what i wanted to talk about
i was pretty on board with everything the show did, though i wasnt a big fan of the whole hexcore stuff, but it all spiraled so far out of control, it just kept making everything worse, also with bringing in the black rose and leblanc, it kept piling stuff onto the plate despite them already compressing everything so drastically; espeically regarding viktor, but i kept my hope up even after season 2s act 2 bc it still seemed 'fixable', though not easily so
what i liked about it (in its writing) despite its pacing issues was that it was rather .. self contained for the longest time, focused on the characters and the class struggle of piltover and zaun, and doing so rather well imo, like it did and said things i did not expect riot to let through
i was worried with the alternate universe stuff that came with the escalating hexcore bullshit but held onto hope even until episode 8 and then ...man .. the last episode ... the fuck was that- like i hate timetravel and multiverses and whatever but the thing with ekko was done rather neatly ... they made all those chaarcter models and sets just for that short stuff and really .. was of little use other than getting heimerdinger out of the picture as well lmao maybe he will get his own series to advertise for 200 dollar skins in league hahaaaa but i guess the main point was to give ekko the z-drive ... which feels alot like what i feared about them forcing it to comply with the characters in game ,,,, even though that wasnt for everyone like warwick was done SO dirty after giving me hope in act two
everythings focused on the hexcore/arcane shit, theres the black rose shit (honestly i think it was a mistake bringing them in too bc .. noxus is its entire own region with so many champs and story itself that got connected via ambessa .. which was a new character the show made up until they made her a champ now .. its just too much to put into this one show already going at a breakneck pace), mel doing her bit with them then bam she mage now which felt like a champion teaser more than an organic part of the story, especialyl with how hard it got pushed later (poor little riots gotta sell more game cosmetics uwu), jayce just taking over control again and everyone going with it, singed reviving stupid version victor via using vander/warwick WHO WAS STILL ALIVE AFTER ISHA BLEW HERSELF UP TO STOP HIM FROM KILLING EVERYONE (which was ALREADY pretty cheap, but i guess jinx had to be even more suicidal than she already was heehoo), dont even ask me HOW, viktor was just whoops from corpse to im a cocoon now, ambessa being so obsessed with it, the entire class struggle being """"solved"""" by piltover and zaun fighting stupid viktors weird ass robot shitheads together and then acting like giving sevika a seat at the council is the solution to it, half the cast just dying horribly for honestly no reason?? ORIANNA being now i guess some weird viktor robot but without the mindcontrol part and singed just kinda ... winning i guess by giving her cocoon some goo of stupid viktors cocoon
it just all ... turning from this so drama, character and class struggle thing into weird ass dimension hopping magical world war that all gets solved bc we fought together once uwu AND it being a fucking timeloop WITHIN what ONE episode? and that being the ENDING (i know i know the hexcore bs was building up throughout the show but it still felt so .. unearned and sudden ... )
also i got personal gripes with the 'ending' bc .. was it REALLY an ending like they kept saying?? was it?? viktor, jayce, heimerdinger, jinx are just disappeared i guess, mel going back to noxus- the fucking 'our story isnt over' tease???? the last minute appearance of swains fucking raven???? pecking at something blue and shining like idk a hex crystal??? SHUT UP i dont want more to come, this story should have had its self containing ending, not this open ended bullshit that just reeks of corporate meddling bc they want their game to connect to their popular show as much as possible now so we gotta bring in as many teases and connections to other champions YIPPIEEEEE (yelling)
also if jinx is dead, wow, what a way to end her story, the traumatized suicidal character being tortured and tortured especially after seemingly having something good for once (i liked act 2 except for its ending the most bc ... man jinx was so enjoyable there, i loved her dynamic with vi and isha and half wolf vander warwick with the beast and man struggle i love alot, that part was genuinely beautiful, i wasnt a fan of the idea of idk ekko doing time stuff and them having a happy ending bc i just dont like going back in time to fix everything kinda stuff, but i would have much much prefered that, not changing the existing story into the perfect world where everythings happy (though i liked that part ... vander silco being gay husbands like that is just so goood) but to fix what is fixable in the present- them still having gone through alot but being able to live with it, so act 2 setup was honestly my favorite way to not invalidate everything and still have something happy .... but no we gotta kill the kid to make jinx even worse and vander/warwick too while we are at it
if shes not dead (given you see a blimp(?) flying away and her scribbles showing up and caitlyn looking at the blueprints of the hexgates) then ... ??? oh yeah lets make her leave zaun and just idk go be the main character in noxus or soemthing for the next show they are gonna do bc jinx is popular so putting her everywhere is a good idea!!!1!!11
ALSO since vander/warwick is my favorite .. i thought maybe after isha doing that, if they dont reverse it, hed get taken by singed again or ran away and turned fully werewolf like he is in the game (though i would have liked if they were able to be a weird family like in act2)- but no he just gets used as fuel for stupid viktor cocoon and then mind erased and made into the ugliest weird robot thing that looks more like galio than him JUST and i feel like it really is JUST to have Vi at the end do the scene that gets jinx 'killed' .. to lead into the 'more to come' teaser.. idk about you but that scene felt so .. forced, the typical oh no platform is slowly falling down but Vi suddendly gets emotional about weird ugly robot warwick (who conveniently comes back to life as ugly robot beast since his human mind got erased but not the beast??? i guess???) and completely ignores jinx yelling at her to get to safety, it felt so WEIRD to me (if you gotta do him like that at least let Vi listen to jinx, them embracing and then watchign emotionally as robo vanderwick falls into the hexgate thing .. that was still active somehow i guess??)
(poor viktor got done so dirty too .. i liked him .. until it all went weird wit hthe hexcore stuff ....... ..... also jayce weird speech to him .. why the FUCK did you not do that back in the cult camp instead of blasting him to bits, i get it he was fucked up from seeing the future, but then later hes just ... okay???? pretty fine all things considered??? and pretty aware of everything?? also his weird speech being all like vitkor actually you were perfect in your imperfection BITCH HE WAS SLOWLY DYING AN AGONIZING DEATH???? idk ??? it all feels so weird to me, like there episodes literally missing- ambessa dying also felt so unnecessary .. just so mel can take her place and go to noxus and have more shows maybe- )
i just .... and just like how i cant enjoy botw anymore after them fucking it all up with totk ... i dont know if i will rewatch arcane knowing it ends like that, what was that for, the most beautiful show ever made just to do a game of thrones ending in a single episode?
im so tired of it all ..... im so tired of being disappointed and feeling let down over and over no matter with how little expectations i go in with
this willl be the only arcane rant unless theres some .. big stupid reveal that gets me more frustrated than i am now, which i hope there isnt .. im tired of being and feeling like this .. i just want to enjoy things, everythings going to shit IRL and i cant even find something enjoyable to watch
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grimdarling69 · 3 months ago
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Spencer Reid is a bat Good Mom!Talia Editon One-shot
Spencer Reid has been an enigma for as long as Derek had known him.
Eidetic memory, never wore matching socks, love for statistics and math, and a special interest in languages, etc. Reid was one of his closest friends in the bau for years now, but he'd never have guessed how hot his mom was.
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Spencer was having a terrible day. Firstly, he forgot his lunch, missed his stop, had to wait for the next, and then almost ran to work, and when he finally made it, the coffee machine was broken. The only thing that was going to save it was the fact his mom was coming into town for a mission and wanting to meet up after work.
"You're late, pretty boy!" Morgan laughed at him. He attempted to ruffle his hair, but he dodged it, knocking himself against his desk. That would leave a bruise. At least his family wasn't here, Dami would tell him he was embarrassing the family name despite the fact he didn't even have the family name.
"Fuck..." he grumbled clutching his leg and limped behind his desk to collapse into his chair.
"Definitely not my day." He complained.
"Come on, boy genius! At least we dont have a case!" Penelope exclaimed.
"Pleaee for the love of God dont jinx us." Prentiss begged, lining up her paperwork on her desk.
"Bad day, Spencer?" She queried amused." Don't even get me started." He complained, throwing his arms back.
She snickered at him but returned to her own work. Garcia continued past to her own office after stealing her pen he borrowed yesterday, and Morgan simply smirked and sat back down.
The day continued with occasional questions or jokes. Some of the paperwork had begun to stack, and they were taking the day to complete it, but the rhythm of paperwork was drolling.
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Penelope had made a deliciously delightful and creamy pasta dish for dinner last night and taken the leftovers to split with her chocolate thunder. Derek and her were currently on their way to the closest microwave when they saw her.
Her being an incredibly good-looking older woman of possible Middle Eastern descent approached them.
"You two look like you know your way around the building, care to show me the way to the cafeteria?" She spoke with a calm and fluid voice with slight humor in it and an Arabic accent. The kind of voice, the words, that just roll together, and you just know they sing heavenly. Her eyes were sharp and intelligent, and it raised a slightly uneasy feeling in her stomach.
She was dressed simply but richly. The kind of clothes she could only dream to buy and never pull off.
"I don't know who's asking?" Derek attempted to flirt.
"I don't appreciate my time being wasted by shameless dogs like you. I'm already spoken for, and even if i wasn't, i certaintly wouldn't waste my time with you." She spoke harshly, shoving past between them barely avoiding bumping shoulders.
"Good lordy, what her problem?" She attempted to joke, trying to pick up her slack jaw.
"I don't know, but i don't like it." Derek warned in that sexy and mysterious voice of his.
Derek turned around and trailed behind that woman's expensive pencil skirt. She unfortunately realized that she wasn't going to be able to heat up her pasta and would have to eat it cold again. She lamented for a second, then followed him past the few people milling about.
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Derek had been in the fbi, police, and marines way too long to not be suspicious of a woman like that. He's seen plenty of men underestimate pretty women and miss the sharp keen eyes and get stabbed by their sharp keen knives, and he wasn't going to let that happen to any of his friends. Mostly Reid and Baby girl, the others don't need his help all that much.
She was walking fast, suddenly with a mission, and Derek somehow lost her in the lunch crowd. Eventually, he realized he couldn't see her and was getting nowhere, so they made the decision to head back to the bullpen she was probably long gone anyway.
By the time they made their way back after they found a microwave , they had all but forgotten about the mysterious woman until they saw her perched on Spencer's desk stealing his food.
Henquicku catologed the others in room watching in the room. Rossi and Emily were shamelessly watching a few desks away while Hotch and JJ were near his office on the railing, both pretending not to notice.
"What's going on?"He whispered to them. "That is apparently a woman close enough with Spencer to go to his apartment while he's gone and notice his lunch is on the counter so she made him homemade to replace it and brought it to his work." Rossi stated without looking away.
The woman was smiling lovingly at Spencer, and sharing a large dish of some Middle Eastern dish, he'd butcher the name of.
They continued shamelessly staring, but the woman would occasionally look st, then from the corner of her eyes. Spencer was laughing with her and smiling wider than he's seen him smile in years.
" I can't do this anymore. I'm asking them." Emily suddenly announced stsndingnuo and taking the room in great strides.
" Wait, Prentiss-" both he and Rossi tried in vain to stop her and were outmatched by Garcia folding shirts after her much slower.
"Hi, SSA of the BAU Emily Prentiss." She introduced herself with a kind smile and an outstretched hand.
"It took you all long enough to end your blatant eavesdropping." She spoke harshly, staring at the hand as if it had personally offended her.
"Talia, please not now." Spencer hissed at her, his voice scandalized.
"But habbibi-," the newly dubbed Talia tried defensively, attempting to explain himself.
Habbibi? Wasn't that some kind of Arabic word for love or something like it. He really wasn't as languidly gifted as the others.
"These are my friends and coworkers. Please play nice for my sake." Spencer pleaded. He could see Hotch and JJ finally making their way to them from the corner of his eye.
He turned to look questionably to look at Rossi but only got a shrug and a grimace all in one.
"Talia, pleased to make your acquaintance." She spoke as if her words poked at her own being.
" I'm-" He attempted.
"I already know who you all are, kalb." She spoke disdaned.
" Mom!" Spencer shouted suddenly incredibly offended.
"Mom...?" He heard Garcia mutter under bresth. You and me both baby girl.
" Reid, who is this?" Hotch questioned.
" Why I'm his mother. Don't you see the resemblance?" She spoke smoothly, her chin coming to rest on her hand. Her crossed legs and one hand on her lap while the other rested on her leg holding her head up directly contrasting Spencer's scandalized face, but the way he was now leaning backward arms crossed staring her down started to seem a little familiar.
While their mannerism were similar, their everything else was different. Spencer face shared no Middle Eastern features, and with light curly brown hair and chocolate eyes, her straight dark brown hair, and almost glowing emerald eyes, they were far from having any family resemblance.
"I thought your mother was Diana Reid?" Garcia asked hesitantly.
"Well, genetically speaking, yes." He answered, cringing st his own words.
"And legally." Hotch spoke deeply.
"Well, my beloved never cared much about laws anyway." She waved it off, disinterested.
"Mom! We are in a federal building!"
" What? You know he kidnapped Jason off the streets. That's far from the worst law he's broken anyway." She continued.
"He was later legally adopted. I never was." He spoke, his voice wavered slightly.
"Oh, habbibi, he would adopt you the second you asked. He keeps all the papers up to date in his office." She comforted.
" I... Um Hotch?-" His eyes were becoming suspiciously damp.
" Take the rest of the day, Reid." Hotch spoke simply before turning bakc to his office talimg Rossi with him. What a softie.
And as he watched Spencer and his mom walk out, he couldn't help but think more on the enigma of Spencer Reid.
A/n I loved writing Penelope and tried to bleed her cooky personality into her pov. The reason why Talia is a little bit more harsh is because she knows they weren't really there for her son when he was struggling with like Hankle and the other stuff so I wanted to make her have a bit of a grudge against them.
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pinkpastels113 · 28 days ago
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Tell us how you feel about arcane. Use your emotion words! Use a visual aid if you must, too lol.
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that describes perfectly ab how i am feeling rn
first of all the LESBIAN SEX SCENE????!! I-??!! i knew that something was bound to happen (esp after meljay and the rated for sex warning in season 2) and i celebrated when they (finally) kissed but oh my god?? an actual lesbian sex scene? in a prison?? in vi's sister's prison?? after a parallel about how cait is always finding her in a prison and expected her to be there?? (with dramatic music and banter and soft giggling and the ANGLES and HAND PLACEMENTS??) I AM NOT OKAY
just that scene alone is enough to nudge me off a cliff. but moving on
how is JAYVIK more homoerotic than now-100%-canon caitvi?? that's all i have to say. (what do you MEAN that love conquers all?? that he loved and admired viktor for all his imperfections and that was what made him special and beautiful?? GET OUTTA HERE)
i did not know that i needed timebomb until this season but HOLY FUCKING SHIT why must you make ekko fall (surprisingly, even to himself) in love with jinx/older powder and have that ripped away from him not like two days later?? WHYYYYY (the dance. the "can we pretend it's like the first time?" the "oh and he's got lines." the nervous wave after he fucked up in that scene with dead vi and powder was like hmp and he goes :(. the mural. im sent. im gone. nobody speak to me.)
ISHA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (she was just trying to be like jinx and copy everything that she does and is and looked up to her as a hero STOP WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME. also the song?? IM CHINESE BRO AND I WAS SOOOO EMOTIONAL OVER THE LYRICS like hit me where it fucking hurts why dont you)
i cried at how vander suffered a fate worse than death. @becasbelt can attest to that
caitlyn adfshjk i knew she would come around and she was and always has been my blorbo (even if she stayed evil) MWAH my female rage filled, slightly wild, grief clouded, confident, "im an excellent shot," sexy, " i am a decorated officer, leader of house kiramman, address me with respect, or keep your mouth shut." dictator, vampire, badass, mofo. YES
the way she said "no amount of good deeds can undo our crimes" hit me bc she's acknowledging that she went off the rails and did some pretty bad things to justify and achieve (which she didn't. not really) her goals
i LOVED jinx in this season. she single-handedly made it a comedy show and was the sole focus of a lot of the emotional damage the storytellers and animators wanted to convey
the way jesus came to be and then quickly became evil SDFHSDKJ i was legit like WEEO WEEO ABORT ABORT JESUS HAS TURNED EVIL (also want to point out the "no you wont" sky dialogue bc DAMN she really called you out huh viktor)
that alternate universe timebomb episode had me gasping so much (like SILCO?? WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE?? WHERE DID YOU COME FROM?? what do you mean everyone is well and happy but at the cost of vi's death???) i think i had asthma for a split second there
MELLLL MY GODDESS MVP PLAYER you saved cait's ass so many times it's not even funny and ugh the way you finally stood up to your mom (very cleverly too, i might add) ugh i applaud
EKKO MY KINGGG the way he hurts himself so bad turning back time and specifically saving jinx from offing herself BYE
HEIMERDINGER MY TINY ANNOYING/affectionate FURBALL WHYY
no but yea i am ruined and my emotions have faded away into numbness and i hope this post was relatable to the people in the arcane fandom and i also agree that this season was way too condensed and rushed and the last episodes in particular needed at least a couple more to drag out the events and character development bc at times when i am supposed to be cheering i am crying and at times i am supposed to be crying i am screaming and at times i am supposed to be screaming i am Horny and at times i am supposed to be Horny my heart is wrenching but only a few tears slip out bc IT IS CUT TO THE NEXT SCENE AGAIN??? does that make sense??
(also do we think jinx is actually dead or no. im still not sure but obv i would hope/am hoping that she is lmao)
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eternalera · 8 days ago
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we need to talk about mel because out of pretty much everyone in arcane ive been seeing the most drama with her and just... god is it all so fucking stupid. so for the next few paragraphs im gonna be talking about haters of mel, 'defenders' of mel, jayvik, meljayce, and just... everything going on with that because god is it a lot and god is so much of it bullshit and just plain old toxicity. so yeah...
dang still here? alright lets begin.
so first off we're starting with with the haters and defenders of mel and honestly this is some of that dumbest fandom shit ive seen in a while? why? alright let's bring up some argument stuff that ive (and youve most likely) seen before. one of which being that her haters define her as 'problematic' and a villain which is not true well at least not more true than jinx being a villain. jinx is a worse character than mel but people hate on her because 'oh shes supposed to be portrayed as good!' when this was never the case.
in s1 mel was portrayed to be a politician and from what ive gathered she was meant to represent the upper class of piltover and the council members in general (with the exception being heimindinger). she was supposed to be a corrupt and morally ambiguous character just like what? politics, politics are not black or white all of the time. mel strived for her own goals and used people to get there. do you have to like her for this? no. you dont. in fact when i first watched s1 i hated this about her and her relationship with jayce gave me the ick (i did not ship jayvik at all during this time). but we'll get more into that later
now the 'defenders' of mel. where to begin? well first off if you dont like her you get called misogynistic, if you ship jayvik well then youre writing her out and therefore are misogynistic, if you criticize mel for any of her actions guess what you are? yeah misogynistic. they really like throwing that term around for no other reason than mel being a woman. what if she was a guy? would there be a problem with it? and what if people are still doing what they are with mel being a guy? is it still problematic? the answer is most likely no. also the problem with calling people misogynistic is that youre not attacking their argument but them as a person.
thats like if you said '1+1=2' and i went 'no youre stupid' or if i said 'the earth is round' and you told me that i was a conspiracy theorist. youre not attacking the argument but the person themselves. youve done nothing to disprove their argument, sure you called them a mean name but whats that going to do? people hardly ever even argue why thats the case and why its wrong, but they throw around the world mindlessly. i would be fine if people were saying that their argument was misogynistic and therefore they would be misogynistic for supporting it but even then just leave it.
not to mention that mel was written to be morally ambiguous in a sense (in s1 and in s2 she gets better but still is... eh on morals imo) and if you bring this up these 'defenders' will go rabid over you. calling you names and saying how youre 'part of the problem' and that you cant handle a strong female character and this is just by you criticizing them keep in mind. maybe you dont agree with their actions but that doesnt matter to them and its horrendous.
now moving onto jayvik and... yeah it has its issues, i will NOT lie and say that there isnt an unreasonable dislike for mel in certain parts of the community because believe me there is and its almost always uncalled for and their reason is lacking to say the least, once again mel is a complicated character and to put her in a box and say that she's the big bad is entirely and fully unreasonable. ive seen large parts of the fandom also hating on mel just because she 'gets in the way' of jayvik and i guess that this is true but also people do forget something really important
THIS IS ALL FANDOM
SHIP WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT CANON OR NOT ITS NOT MEANT FOR THE CREATORS BUT THE CONSUMERS AKA FANS
whether or not she 'gets in the way' of jayvik in canon (which she really does not as she encourages jayce to spend more time with viktor and viktor and jayce still have a bunch of meaningful scenes together DESPITE her) doesn't matter one bit. your fanon does not need to be canon in order for you to enjoy it. and tons of people tend to gloss past that because they just have to have things their way and then they throw a pissy fit over it. HOWEVER this is not the only drama with jayvik, once again if you ship this rabid mel enjoyers will say how youre misogynistic which... yeah it fucking sucks.
tbh everything with mel has got to be some of the most toxic shit ive ever seen in my life (not worse than mha and ochako but hopefully as a fandom we never get there). because mel enjoyers if they dont ship jayvik tend to ship meljay or jaymel or- whatever its called and since its canon to some extent (they did kinda break up) they will use that as a way to discourage jayvik shippers and once again call them names that do not make any sense to the argument that they are giving as they are just spewing out random ass insults to people who disagree with them
good job internet. proud of ya
NOW MELJAY AND OH BOY DO I HAVE SOME WORDS-
... yeah it was meant to be a morally grey thing. sorry to everyone who looked at it and was like 'omg they care for each other so cute!!!' mel manipulating jayce into a relationship to take advantage of him and get what she wanted is meant to be a bad thing and you wanna know why? CAUSE SHES A COMPLICATED CHARACTER. if i had to place her on the alignment chart id say that shes most likely lawful neutral and on a good day lawful good.
now if you still cant see the problem with mel and jayces relationship lemme do smth called the good 'ol gender swap
theres a smart girl inventing stuff and trying to change the world, a man comes along and supports her endeavor fully, throughout the way makes heavy advances towards her in order to trap her and get her to do what he wants. this happens and in order to trap her even further puts her in a position of power which she knows nothing about and therefore relying more and more on him and his knowledge. advances are made and they fuck but to him she is just an investment. of course as the relationship carries on he might start caring more and more about her but the manipulation never truly leaves
see what makes it so bad? me and my friends talked about this for hours thinking about it and finding out what made us not like the ship in s1 (keep in mind we did NOT ship jayvik only started after their divorce). we loved mel's characters, she's a strong woman a strong character with flaws and she's compelling. but she was never written to do morally good decisions 100% of the time and thats what makes arcane so good ignoring all of this is not understanding mels character or her actions
anyways thats all i have to say. if you disagree or have any other news feel free to share lol and thanks for listening to my rambles <3
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m00nw0l · 1 month ago
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ARCANE ACT2 SPOILERS BELOW
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I am just so fucking confused about Cait's writting desicions troughout act 2.
We start with her having a strong dislike for the people of the undercity and her quite literaly beTRAYING the girl that she supposedly loved by, for example, sleeping with another girl. Also we see her giving in to corruption, being an authoritarian figure, threatening to use fascist torture in order to get what she wanted, basically, slowly turning herself in to an opressor.
And good for her, i mean, im pretty sure most of us were exited to see her corruption arc, and how she gave herself up to power because it would have been so interesting to see her exploring grief with rage, a rage that, because of her position, was going to hurt those "below her", something that we often see in our society but it's not so much explored in media: How personal and individial traumatic acts impulsed by a stigmatized minority of some sort can push someone to create a hateful (and wrongfull) vision of such group, and how, if they are in a powerfull position, they can use the system that privileges them at their favour to cause harm to said minority.
But somehow along the way, this arc gets interrupted by a rushed moment were Cait and Vi reunite and here are some points that to me, made this scene and overall change in Cait feel forced.
1. We dont have hints that Cait is against the things that she's doing, if something, she reinforces her practices, as i said before, she threatens to use prison torture, and aims a gun at Singed, she doesnt show regret when imprisoning Zaunites, etcetera, till the very last moment she's shown decisive over her choices and it bothers me because, aside from me wanting to see a more complex side of her, if you want her to change, fine, change her, BUT do it appropiately: Show foreshadowing, show regret, a conversation that makes her flinch about her principals, at least a shot of an expression that shows her doubtness, but we see nothing.
2. You can make a character take rushed desitions that dont quite go with their train of thought, but you have to aknowledge the hipocrisy of such desitions, because if you don't you can fall in to making them feel nonsensical, wich is the thing that is happening with Caitlyn right now.
3. She supposedly hated Jinx guts, but somehow Vi saying that she is trying to save her father makes Caitlyn plans to kill her lover's sister collapse, OUT OF NOWHERE, once again, not a phrase, not a conversation, not even a single sHOT that shows us that Caitlyn decides to make a temporal truce with Jinx, just "alrighty that makes sense ill help ya"
Idk, guys, i love arcane just as much as the next guy, but this has been bothering me since yesterday, but maybe i'm wrong, i would love to open up a discussion about this, so if you happen to stumble upon this post, let me know what you think :)
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kurthummeldeservesbetter · 26 days ago
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questions i want answered/things i want to see now that arcane (at least the Piltover/Zaun, Vi/Powder-Jinx, and Jayce/Viktor stories are over for now)
how did jayce find out viktor was in the hospital? (did he like go and get some water and an assistant was like hey your bro is down? did he feel it like a partner-to-partner connection?)
did vi ever mention to jayce that they were the ones who robbed his apartment (and therefore set in motion literally everything) or did jayce just mention it and one point and vi was like nope. never letting him know.
how did jesus!viktor 1.0 get out of Piltover with no one really noticing? he was naked, purple and glowing. had one sheet and a giant shepherd's crook. surely someone saw him pass and was like...was that the guy who helped Jayce Talis build the hexgates?
Mel origin story of when she got to Piltover. Actually just more Mel. Mel kicking ass and taking names politically before she even gets the magic upgrade. Yeah. I want to know more about her. Mel <3.
Sky's journey from Zaun to Piltover. Did she have a similar story to Viktor (basically pretending you were always there)? Heard Jayce/Viktor hired her to promote Zaun connections but what else?
Also more Sky and her thoughts and ideas. Sky <3
who taught jinx about periods and other healthcare. did she get the talk? was it sevika?
what ambessa and singed thought would happen if they succeeded (well, if ambessa succeeded, since singed got off scot-free in the end). cause like. viktor straight up told yall his assimilation plan. you think the guy who went from gay magic jesus to eldritch being was just gonna go "everyone except yall : )"
if jayce ever found out about singed being the dude viktor knows. like hey buddy maybe dont take advice from the guy who does crimes against nature (its not his fault jayce viktor didnt have any good adult support growing up he doesnt know better).
how tf singed got away with everything. did they just all decide trying to find him is way worse than him being arrested? did he just say look i have my daughter now i wont try anything as long as you leave me alone
how did viktor 3.0 get to the hexgates without anyone noticing. did he go underground? hes literally 11 feet tall glowing and so unhuman looking. literally the most noticeable thing.
more about steb. <3 love you fish guy.
how did mel retire from the council? like. hey my bf ascended to a higher state of being after him and his bff doomed the world together and i found out i have magic and my mom is dead so now i got to go lead noxus. have fun cleaning up tho lol <3
sevikas thoughts on literally everything. losing jinx when she finally started liking her. teaming up with the firelights and piltover. getting on the council. finding out she almost assimilated cause two dudes didn't tell each other they loved admired each other soon enough. id be pissed fr. least she kept her arm this act
vi's thoughts on everything. just more vi.
ekko's thoughts on everything. just more ekko.
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thetinylittlespider · 2 months ago
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The Playground of Gods. (Halloween Story!) It is finally here after a miss of 1 hour! I dont think I did as good as I could have, but Idk if the reception for this is good I might think of a sequel! Or else is the last time I try doing smn like this xhjasfdgasfdas Anyways! Enjoy your candies people! and this humble mess of a story!
CW: Death, dehumanization, cruelty, angst, post-apoliptic scenario, probably slight mention of v0r3.
5 years ago, with no time to answer, people from around the globe took a change that had no explanation even to this day. They grew to gigantic sizes, their eyes started glowing like the stars in the night sky, their skin turned gray and some factions of their bodies adopted scales similar to the snakes, their teeth became sharper and the worst part of it all, their minds were not the same.
In the first week, the people who grew...once friends, family, and even lovers, lost all sort of empathy towards the people below, and they were most likely killed among the countless victims that came soon when the giants started their rampage around the world.
Cities fell, civilizations vanished, governments lost meaning, and armies were just a pause for the civilians to get as far away as they could...
Nuclear weapons were tested in Europe as the last resort, to see if that could finally put an end to the giants, but after the sacrifice of one entire city to the blast, the giant that resided survived, wounded, but quickly healing and regenerating the damage, the burns.
The last thing everyone recalls hearing on the radio was the use of nuclear weapons to terminate all the 100 identified giants dispersed around the globe, risking that our planet's atmosphere became a living radioactive hell, with no chance for long-term survival.
It took a few months for the giants to finally manifest just the surface of their goals by causing so much pain.
"To create a perfect world, the last one must fall."
Those words were painful, a ringing bell next to my ear when I managed to evacuate my city, I was 17 back then. And the giant that took over our region, I'm glad I never saw that thing...Otherwise, my nightmares would been plenty.
Ever since the giants created small cities with a handful of humans who were called "cultists". People who had lost all hope for freedom, and who accepted the giants as the rightful owners of our planet, and species. Their minds were broken, willing to sacrifice their own to feed the giants, to track, expose, and eliminate any rebel group they could find. And taking every resource on the outside back to their fucking human farm...
As for now, I'm just a rebel.
1 year after every official military shelter fell, I managed to find a group of crazy bastards that have been my new family ever since. We stopped using our real names, and instead used code names to prevent the cultist from getting any information, just in case we are recognized.
As for our name, we recently chose to call ourselves "Jackpot" over the radio when we talked to other rebel groups. The reason for it...
ーIt's because we are so goddam LUCKY!ー Said Omega, a man who was around his early 30s, our leader. He was the oldest around and had far better ideas to survive, the only one who had at least some military relatives to show him how to manage in this type of situation.
ーDon't jinx it, last thing we want is to find useless crap in this place...ー Charlie, on the other hand, was quite the opposite of that, yet he was the youngest at just 19 years. Made sense he was usually so moody. He might've lost most of his life far younger than any of us.
ーWe could use some ammo, Alpha said that he almost ran out of it, we can't have one of us unarmed. ー Zulu, she was our scout. Older than me with 27 years on her. She had brought us to this city with remains of the old civilization, resources could be plenty, after all, most people didn't have time to even loot shops or take valuables when the giants started their killings. And as for now, rebel groups could be counted with a hand. Cultists were far in the regions in deep nature. We were supposed to be fine.
ーIt's not my fault, that bear back at the last resting point almost ripped my head off! It was my life or his!ー And me, the waste of resources that somehow managed to stay alive ever since the crisis started.
My parents had traveled on some vacations before the giants started murdering people like ants, it was a boat thing for rich people, of course, they didn't want me to come and ruin their fun, after all...I was meant to have a life already built...And now I couldn't stop thinking if they were somewhere in the world, maybe alive on a little island. But that was far too positive for me to imagine.
As for friends, I only had two of them in my hometown, Eric and Tania. They both were at a party the day this nightmare began, none of them answered their phones. And like my family, I had given up hope to ever find them, at least...alive.
Tania had plans for me to come live with her in an apartment, that was as good as life treated me. She didn't care I had trouble with keeping a job, or that I was useless to even cook my meals. She always had hope things could turn out good for me. Maybe those wishes kept me alive for this long. But some days I barely understood why I kept going when there was nothing of my life I could return to.
But these guys...they were a good reason to keep living on.
As we got inside the remains of the city, I released a small sigh. I usually got melancholic seeing the destroyed buildings, and recalling what they used to be, and how many people there were. And now, this place was our little sanctuary for the next 2 days before we had to move again. Our giant overlord is said to enjoy walks to hunt people or animals, and that was not a risk we were willing to make by standing in one place for too long.
ーOkay, I'll set down the camp, Alpha and Zulu, go get whatever you can from the remains, food, water, guns, new clothes, go wild. Just get back here with something useful, Charlie, you get a high spot and go on watch until I'm done, take your rifle, see any cultist, you shoot, rebels, you give me a signal, our giant "queen" makes any sign of getting close to the area, you get back to us and don't let yourself be seen. ー Quick as always, we never had to be asked twice whenever Omega designated our chores. And so, everyone got to it.
Charlie managed to find a building, originally, it probably had more than 20 floors. But the structure collapsed, destroyed, and he had to manage to take the 8th floor. It was as high as he could get now.
Zulu and I took a little tour around the streets, I just simply kept walking, looking at someplace that could resemble a shop, even a destroyed mall. Lifting a few boxes of ammo that the military left years ago was a very mechanical task. I did my best to ignore the dried blood of the citizen's remains, the colossal footprints that branded the ground, and the flattened vehicles that were now unrecognizable. But I didn't even realize I had company until Zulu got ahead of me a few steps. Without speaking a word, she quickly let me know her question by staring at me for minutes, trying to make eye contact.
ーYou are having one of those episodes, are you? ー She asked in a soft yet concerned tone.
ーWhat are you talking about? I'm just doing what I'm told. Is not that weird. ー I say in a useless attempt to avoid the subject.
ーBack in the cave you didn't shut up about how much you missed seeing a city again ever since we targeted this place. But right now I just see you like an old guy wondering where the great years went. How does an excited puppy turn into a silent robot all of a sudden? ー She said making a stop, and I did the same.
ーWell- Ugh. I don't even know how to tell you. But every time we go into these ruins...I just get hit with nostalgia, I start missing my school, college, my friends, and sometimes...Sometimes I see all of this and think of it as a museum, one that tells and shows us that none of it will ever come back. It's history. ー My tone was broken, to think about how far I had come to survive this whole apocalypse, I even wanted to be ignored by Mom and Dad instead of not knowing if they were dead or alive.
Zulu kept quiet and looked down at the ground, a tired smile drawing on her face as her eyes went back to me, filled with kindness and care.
ーHey, listen...I know this isn't the life you want. And is not the life any of us wants. Every day I try to sleep...I can't stop picturing that fucking bitch's face out of my mind. But you tell me you haven't seen her yet, right? Then why not keep the happy memories? Not like a burden that is going to be taken away from you. ー She was suggesting something I never quite put my mind to. I always feared that even if I had good things now, one day everything would be gone, and it tortured me to think about it, present or past, the future would crush it.
ーWe are the only ones that can carry on those memories, is a way to make the people we lost come back at us, a company to bring joy, to make us go forward. ー She finished, giving me a light pat on the shoulder, and I replied with a small nod and an awkward smile that tried to defeat my negative thoughts.
The afternoon came to an end, and the night was setting in. We were back at the provisional camp that Omega prepared. A fire, some cans of tomato soup from our reserves ready to go, and he had made a small tent from some nearby bags and damaged clothes he found around.
ーSo you two found anything good? Or is this place as empty as it looks? ー Said Omega before starting to eat, hitting the ground next to the fire for us to do the same.
We told him everything, of course. Ammunition was not a problem anymore, some cans of tuna survived the rampage of the giant here, and we had some sodas that were close to expiring. At least we had something different to drink today, and maybe the last artificial flavored drinks on the planet.
Charlie remained on his duty, I handed the boy a warm can of food and his drink before heading to sleep with the rest. Observation duty was awful, I've been there my fair share of times as well.
And as soon as I started to finally get some rest.
Boom
Boom
Boom...
I moved slightly, groaning, annoyed by the sound...
Boom
Boom
Boom...
I hear the tent opening, and a fast breathing trying to be under control.
ーGuys, wake up! Now! We gotta go! ー Charlie, out of his post...This wasn't good.
Everyone got up immediately, Charlie quickly started putting all the things we gathered today in our bags, desperately.
Boom
Boom
Boom...
The ground started to shake under us, this was more than bad news. And they got closer, and closer.
Before any of us could hope to get out of the tent, crashing like a meteor, a massive foot fell right beside the exit of the tent, making the entire team freeze.
"Hm. How dull."
The giantess above us spoke, and her thunderous voice made our bones tremble, it was the first time in 5 years I heard that voice. Her tone was deep, yet feminine, piercing but with echoes of every word she spoke. One of the things that changed about her when she turned into a giant.
As she started to walk into the streets, Omega opened the tent slowly to prevent any sound from escaping. He then saw the giant walking, knocking off the tallest buildings with her arm, and they fell as if made of sand...
ーI'm gonna make a run to the other side of the street, hopefully, I'll try to get further into the city and bring her attention. You go the other way, get out, back to the forest. ー Omega whispered, flaregun on hand, Charlie looking disturbed at the idea, after all, we never had this close of an encounter with the giantess. And it was for a good reason, there were no tales of people who survived being close to them, not rebels.
ーN-No, Omega...I-I didn't see her coming, I swear I don't know what happened Charlie got interrupted as Omega covered his mouth with a free hand.
ーIt doesn't matter, if we go together she has a higher chance of killing us on the spot, hiding isn't a good idea if she ends up destroying what is left of the city and us alongside it. She is looking for entertainment, so I will give it to her, and you all get the fuck out of here. Got it? ー Omega tried to give us a reassuring smile after we all agreed to follow the plan. As much as he promised to be okay, to try and hide. At least Zulu and I knew how things were ending, our duty was to follow the plan and keep Charlie safe.
The giant walked aimlessly towards an abandoned parking lot, she was giving us her back, and that moment was perfect for Omega to quickly move in between the streets, and soon, he was nowhere to be seen...
The rest of us moved as well, out of the tent towards the opposite direction the gigantic entity was moving, we tried to ignore the ground shaking beneath us as she just casually kicked one of the corners of the building she had in front of her. We kept Charlie in front of us, trying to be quick on our feet while also not making noises that the fine ear of the giantess could catch.
ーThis is all my fault, I don't know what happened...I could've sworn we were clear I-I...ー The young one kept blaming himself for the presence of the giant, but it was not in my position to judge or criticize how well he did. He was just a kid, after all. This was too much, even for me.
And curiosity be damned. I never saw our overlord, besides a hand in the distance, a voice changed to a so-called divinity tone. A part of me asked me to look at her, to give a figure to that one I had to hate, for everything we lost, for everyone we lost.
But instead of hate, I'm greeted with confusion, her figure, her hair, they resulted as something terrifying...
Something familiar.
My steps became slower, as this information made room in my mind. As things tried to make some sense. Zulu and Charlie both turned back to whisper at me.
ーHey! Let's go! There is no time to waste! ー
I shook my head as I noticed the giant woman picking a vehicle in between her fingers, she observed as if it was a toy of extreme details, and it seemed that it wasn't exactly of interest to the woman, as she just sighed and threw the car from the parking lot behind her, almost reaching us in the impact, but missing by a few meters.
I fell to my back, trying to get away from the now-destroyed object. The bored "divinity" started to shift her position once more, with one swift move of her arm, she made the entire building collapse, she was turning around. And we were in the middle of the street.
We all hid behind the collapsed car, and the absolute darkness of the night ceased for us as the light finally reached us, it was her eyes. During the day we wouldn't notice, but her eyes emanated a glow like a big flashlight, and she focused on her recent destruction. She wanted to get closer, probably to check what else she could find, her steps felt closer.
Zulu held Charlie and we all kept our mouths shut to prevent even a gasp from coming out. Before the light from her eyes could be above us, a distant sound of a small explosion was heard, the glowing eyes moved aggressively as she turned in the direction of a new source of light. A flare, bright red decorated the sky, and she took no hesitation to check what was it that shot it. Given her size, she didn't bother to go around the buildings, and instead, she went right against them, concrete got turned into dust as she came in contact with the structure, her hands pushing aside the closest constructions, and making a rain of debris fall upon us, who shielded with only our arms and bags.
Omega had made the distraction. And we had to take advantage now.
"Now what do we have here? What game are you playing?"
She was being coy, she knew what his fate was, and so did he. The gunshots came soon, and she only released an amused chuckle.
We had to keep going, trying to ignore the background noises that resonated in the empty and dead city, she kneeled, making our world tremble once again, like a cat, that sick monster played with her food, and eventually, after ceaselessly shooting, Omega ran out of bullets. We were just 3 streets close to the bridge we came in, the forest was near. We could still make it.
ーFuck, Fuck...She demolished the fucking bridge! ー Zulu said in anger, she started to get stressed, our options were getting limited by the second, our only way out was either get to the coast and hope to not be seen, or cross the gap between the city, the river with savage waters, and the forest...
ーWe have to get down, the coast is not safe we will be exposed and she will kill us all. ー I thought it would be better to take our chances crossing the river instead of going to the coast.
ーAlpha, the waters will destroy our resources, mess with our guns, and we will be injured if we take the wrong step, I'm not taking that chance! ー Replied Zulu, crossing her arms, thinking to herself some other possibilities.
Charlie, out of our sight. Gave a few steps back to watch the city, listening to what seemed to be screams of pain, and then, he saw a fist rising above the crumbling buildings, and then the falling of it.
A loud booming came to us, and a shockwave of air almost made us lose our balance.
That was the moment we knew Omega had died, his screams could reach us no longer. And the piercing feeling in our hearts only filled us with dread. Charlie was the first one to manifest his pain, crying out loud the name of the man who had taken care of him after losing everything, in a way, in this world of injustice, Omega was the closest thing he had to a father figure.
But both Zulu and I knew there was no time for grief. Quickly we both placed our hands on top of Charlie's mouth again, with his muffled screams barely coming through, and his tears falling on top of our palms. It hurt to do this, but noise was the last thing we wanted.
"And you had friends, of course."
Unfortunately, we were late...she heard. She knew. She stood there, a figure in the shadows of the night, eyes enlightened, looking, wandering.
The impact of familiarity struck me again, but this time, I made a horrible decision, my mind was playing tricks with me, and for some reason, I had the need to prove something to myself. And the fact that we were cornered like rats didn't help my thoughts.
We moved towards a building, hoping we could sneak in between the next one, but it was an abandoned mall, at least the structure resembled one. Footsteps that shook the earth soon followed, the crystal dome upon us let some moonlight in, as well as the silhouette of our predator. Her hands now trying to bring down the entrance from top to bottom.
Zulu and Charlie followed me, and just by a few steps we managed to get away from the collapsing structures, reaching a small stand that was barely holding on for safety. But the giant curious hands did not give time to rest.
She knew we were here. And it could've been far too easy to kill her fun by just collapsing the entire building over us. Instead, she treated the mall like a small box, and we became her toys, our lives were in the short term now.
Now, the wall of collapsed concrete that sealed the entry fell apart as a clawed hand made its way through, crashing to the floor and searching for us.
Her fingers, as long as our entire bodies searched with precision every object, every piece of concrete, and every single thing that could be her attempt at catching us started with a careful hold, even the plastic trash bins that lay there were picked with the greatest of care I could never imagine from this monster, but reality set itself back once she crushed whatever she had caught, as soon as the contact made clear she hadn't caught us yet.
Zulu couldn't handle staying in the same spot waiting for me to move, and Charlie still was too afraid to react on his own. So this time, she took it over herself to be the leader. She used a flashlight she kept on her waist to point a direction, a fire exit door, apparently the only way out of there, since the light also showed us rubble blocking every other visible path in the mall, it was our only chance. Maybe we could use it to reach the next building, while the giantess kept trying to fetch us blindly.
Zulu held Charlie by the arm, and I soon followed them, trying to look backward at the movements in the fading light consumed by darkness, the hand kept clashing with the environment, and the stand we used to hide, was reduced to nothing once it passed close to it.
Inside the fire exit, there was a corridor. Before another door, the last one we could cross. We would have to sneak a little bit in the streets before reaching the next place.
But then, dust fell over us as we heard a thunderous annoyed groan, the earth-shaking movements once again made us stop completely as the noise of broken concrete, glass, and metal increased around us before finally seemed to stop in a matter of seconds. Had she destroyed the rest of this building?
Was she gone?
The minutes passed, no more movement, no more chaos.
ーThis is my fault...Everything is my fault, I should've been more patient, I should have been more careful. ー Charlie kept lamenting, while I only could try to think what our next step would be.
ーWe have to go if she is truly gone...we can make it out of this damn city...ー Zulu was in a hurry to get us safe, the team was falling apart without someone capable of taking decisions, and for both me and Charlie it was the first time we found ourselves in such proximity to get caught by a giant.
ーWe can stay the night here...Even a few hours will do...ーI suggested, I saw nothing wrong in waiting a few hours more. Especially if we could bring Charlie to calm himself down
ーNo, if she just left, is probably going to send some cultists to search around the perimeter, and recover stuff. We would be found. It's better to go now. ー She replied before walking up towards the door, it seemed stuck at first. So she left Charlie in my care while she forced it.
I tried to give some comfort to Charlie by just giving him a small hug and some pats on his back to reassure him everything was going to be fine. That we would manage to get away, live to see another day.
After some tries, the door unlocked, Zulu released a small smile of accomplishment, and I for once felt everything had finally passed.
ーC'mon dorks, the river will be our only concern-...ー
Without warning
Without realizing
2 fingers plucked Zulu away from us to the exterior.
"Wow, I never imagined patience could work with your type..."
Her voice, booming, yet soft. Amused, and with a slight sense of cruelty. She was so close, she was right there waiting for us. She never needed to even cast a sound. How!? How something so big could be so silent!?
ーLet go! You fucking bitch! ー I could hear Zulu's screams, she was alive. For the moment. And only a chuckle escaped this self-claimed deity's mouth. She never addressed Zulu or her insults. Many, given the stories we had, would've died at that instant. But there was something weird about the situation
"I know you are in there, Aaron. Come on out now, I wish to have a word."
My face turned pale, confusion invaded Charlie's face, and Zulu's insults went to a stop.
Did she know my name?
ーAlpha...What is she talking about? ー Said Charlie, taking a few steps away from me. I stood frozen, not knowing what was happening. But I could see in the light reflecting on the ground, thanks to the gigantic eyes looming outside, he thought of betrayal, orchestrated by me.
"Come out now, or this woman dies right now."
I felt a knot in my throat, unable to speak, to answer the doubts from Charlie. Someone who I saw as part of my new family now kept staring at me as if I had planned this whole thing. As if I had sold them to the devil.
Like if I had planned for Omega to die.
I stepped out, crossing the door, greeted with those glowing white eyes, and a smile with teeth that could grind my bones into dust. She was on her knees, one hand holding Zulu in a tight fist. And her face...Now I could understand where the sense of familiarity came from.
The rain started to pour, and a lightning bolt nearby showed me, even if by a fraction of a second. The person who turned into this giant oppressor, into this monster whose tales are of death and suffering.
It was Tania, someone who I thought dead all this time, alive. One of the sparks of hope in my past life now was goddess, a merciless and terrifying one. How did she know I was there? How did she after 5 years recognize me? How could she kill Omega if she knew I was around them?
"You seem upset to see me, I thought my ascension and presence would bring you comfort."
ーYou knew her all this time!? You cultist piece of shi-Agh!ー The hand that was holding her tightened, and the smile from Tania's face vanished for a second just to look at Zulu.
"Quiet, bug...I have not permitted you to speak to him. Try that again, and your blood will be wasted in the ground."
ーDo not hurt her! Please! Tania! ー I begged, holding my gun out at her, ready to fire. But not sure if I wanted to cause anger. Charlie was peeking from the corner of the door. And my arms were trembling.
"Well, your little friends have been killing my subjects, running and taking things I never allowed you to. For how many years have you had the chance to join willingly to my new foundations?"
ーYou have killed people...Murdered in cold blood, you have a following of batshit insane idiots who worship you out of fear! I've heard more than enough to know you are far from a viable option! What about Eric? Is he one of your toys at the farm you built? ー
"Eric died a swift end when I was given this precious gift, a sacrifice for a better future I'm afraid. But so it is the life of your kind. The people from the capital city understand this. They are given everything, a perfect life, but I need their flesh and blood as well. An exchange."
ーLives...people's lives are not a thing. Eric was our friend and his death means nothing to you!? ー I was frustrated, confused, furious. To see the friend who I thought was a salvation at one point, now being the cause of my suffering, the suffering and demise of others. It was hard to believe. And even harder to accept.
"This conversation is pointless, I can see your thoughts. And you will never understand my duties or my nature. Your rebel group ends now, you are coming with me to the capital. And these pests are to never act in my lands again."
She was serious, but taking me to the capital? Why? She didn't have a reason. For all I care I could very well die like Eric and she would give zero fucks. Yet, she didn't seem reluctant to the idea of leaving me.
ーI'm not going anywhere, i-if you want me...You leave them alive, both her and the boy inside the mall. ー My voice was weak, and my grip tightened around my gun, in a futile attempt to feel safe.
"One rebel back to the capital means redemption of your ways, more than that creates a danger for the civilization I'm creating. I did promise you in past life to improve your life. This is what I'm doing now."
Zulu, as hurt as she was, remained confused about the apparent mercy Tania, the goddess who took our region, had over me. But she saw an opportunity, and her eyes as always, allowed me to get that.
ーThen let them go...They will go away, and hide, but don't harm them, a-and I will go. ー I replied. Finger on the trigger. She looked at me in disbelief, as if I was sinning by trying to negotiate. 2 things could come out of this. Either I die here along with Zulu and Charlie, or I manage to at least get Charlie out by distracting Tania long enough.
"Put down your weapon, AND THEN pick one to spare."
She said cold. Zulu already sweating, staring at me with tears in her eyes.
We both knew what our only option was. My only option. As Charlie awaited my answer. Zulu had already broken into tears but gave me a nod to go ahead with the same messed-up idea I had in mind.
Se both had to die, so he could survive.
In the end, they were like my family. Zulu and Charlie were my brothers for so many years now, and this time it was up to the oldest to make sure the young lived.
My throat hurt. My mouth was dry, tasting dust from all the rubble that almost crushed us before. And my legs felt weak.
ーYou let the boy on the building survive this...You don't kill him. You promise! ー I say with a shaky voice.
Tania's eyes sharpened towards me, she was not amused by my answer. As she expected something else. As if I had somehow disappointed her.
Her grip tightened around Zulu's body, enough to make her groan in pain, before getting lifted to an open mouth, greeted with sinister white teeth as big as a person. A pearly gate of a cave of doom.
I reassured Charlie everything was going to be fine, pushing him lightly inside the building again, repeating the same words as I hugged him, with a response born of desperation and despair. With his tears drenching my coat's shoulder. While in the background, I could hear Zulu's last words. Her body and cries fell into the jaws of the beast, and instantly his body crushing to nothing as Tania chewed her up...An echoing "gulp" being the last of our sister. I was next, needed to make sure Charlie knew what to do.
ーStay here, okay? It's going to be fine, find the camp radio, contact a group, a safe place...You will be fine. I promi-...ー My time was up.
Soon, I was plucked by 2 fingers pressing my body, quickly ending the farewell hug I had with my brother. Lifted into the skies, out of the dark.
I closed my eyes, but I was never greeted with a wave of warm humid air, nor the sight of a cavernous mouth awaiting me. Instead, I fall delicately into an open palm, eyes wide open in shock as Tania just held me there, staring at me. Thinking...
ーIf you are killing me...Don't dwell on it...Fucking do it! ー I yell, as her gaze turns to the building where Charlie hid.
She lifted her free arm. Aimed it to the top of the fire exit of the mall.
ーNo, Wait! No, NO, WAIT! ー I screamed in desperation.
I could only hear Charlie screaming before the entirety of that side of the building fell to the ground, now reduced to a pile of broken concrete and steel.
"Don't worry for him, he will survive that, after it...depends on him. And you, come with me."
I fell to my knees, as I released all the pain that I accumulated in my lungs. Silenced only by wrapping fingers, a fist that became my enclosure. No matter how much time I kicked, how much I struggled. Her skin, impenetrable, her strenght, unmeasureable.
Her steps were audible, she wanted me alive.
And I didn't know why.
I was being taken away to her capital.
Were my freedom would die.
Because my will had left me,
along with my second and last family.
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azurlily · 2 years ago
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Day 6 of 31 of the yandere month May challenge. This yandere is extremely creepy in the sense that it's sort of non-con, but not at all at the same time. I also think Sevika is naturally a very intense almost yandere, so this isn't like the others. You'll see.
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Sevika gets pissed when you go out on a mission with Jinx. She teaches you how to obey orders.
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Yandere!Sevika SMUT
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There are many dumb things that you can do in your lifetime. Stealing from someone important, lying about your job details, and worst of all pissing Sevika.
How did this even happen? Well you and Jimx have been getting more buddy buddy. So...why not go up to Piltover with her?
You told Sevika about your plans, she insisted you stay home. You told her it wasn't a big deal, and that it'd be good for you and Jinx to get along.
"No, and that's final. Your aren't going anywhere princess, so don't even try. Besides, you're in better condition, and our relationship has been doing better. Let's not ruin it."
Sevika and you had been fighting these past couple months. She wouldn't apologize for taking you from your house suddenly. She said it was just because she wanted fo see you. It took about 2 weeks for her to apologize and when she did, it wasn't very conventional. For her at least.
"Yes- flowers. They're yours, I-uh. I apologize."
That's all she told you before forcing you into a hug. Sevika only apologizes once in a blue moon. The apology ended in sex, of course.
Anyway, she gave you a bad vibe when she looked at you like that. Sevika for the life of herself would never hurt you, but she would intimidate. Sevika loving you basically secures you safety.
You fought with her saying that Jinx isn't a child and that neither are you. You both can do what you want. She rolled her eyes and slapped you ass.
"Mhm, you ain't a kid, but you act as stupid as one. Now, no going with her, I'm serious."
You asked her why and she kissed you on your forehead and left. You didn't get an answer and now you were frustrated. So, of course, knowing it'll blow up in your face later.
You and Jinx were almost caught. You got grazed by multiple bullets, and were in a good bit of pain. You were in a lot of pain, and Jinx felt like an ass for taking you with her.
When you two got back Jinx was teln by Silco for a "short" lecture. You laid on the bed Sevika and you share when you come over.(or when she abducts you) She came in about an hour later, she'd thought she was getting a small moment of peace.
"Oh- you're back. Listen about earlier with the whole Jinx thing. I'm not gonna say it, but I'll take you out- HOLY SHIT!"
She stood there for a second, trying to figure out- what the hell happened? It took her a minute and then it hits her. You fucking idiot.
Sevika thinks about how badly you're hurt, obviously there had to be more than one person. This was more than likely a surprise attack, which was cowardly and not something she was all into.
She imagined for a second the blood she's going to have on her hands later. It's going to be a lot, she intends to bathe in it. How dare some Piltover scum hurt you!?
She doesn't say anything and stares at you for a moment. She turn around and leave the room, only to come back with bandages.
Sevika gives you a cold stare and forces you up. She knows it hurts, as it should. She's pissed, and you dealing with the pain is her way of saying fuck you without opening her mouth. She refused to talk while fixing you up, she knows if the did the only words she'll be saying are: who and why?
She watches you wince and whimper, she sees you eyes glaze over in tears and watches as you shake in pain.
"It hurts, dont it? Well good. Now you know why I didn't want you going out with Jinx, she's a damned trouble maker."
Sevika was finally able to say something without straight up yelling. She watches your reactions, sees the fear, anger, embarrassment, and finally you start to cry.
She watches you cry for a good second, she moves you robotic arm up and pats your head. Then she grabs your hair and tilts your head up roughly.
"I try, I really do, but you seem really intent on pissing me off. So, this behavior needs to be punished. I'm giving you the choice on the punishment, it's easier for me. You have two choices, overstimulation or edging."
You groan as her mechanical hand squeezes your hair. Sevika is enjoying this, and evidently so are you. You choose overstimulation, it's better than being denied. At least you get what you want, even if you get too much of it.
Sevika stands up, putting the bandages down and looking at you with a glare. You know the drill, and in situations like these it's best not to brat off. You begin to undress, keeping your underwear and bra on. Sevika likes to take those two peices of clothing off specifically.
You watch her flex her mechanical arm, giving you a disgustingly smug smile.
"Lay back."
You lay back, putting your arms over your eyes. You feel cool metal run up and down your thighs. A second, warm hand unclasps your bra from me front/back. She didn't need to see her to see the smug look. She knows just how to handle you.
"Hands up, I want you to watch."
You do as Sevika commands and move your arms above your hands. She warns if you try to stop her she will tie you up. Her mechanical hand slowly rubs your thighs, she grips it roughly. Deep red marks starting to form. You look at her, tears in your eyes.
"Nuh uh, I don't wanna see them tears. You have brought this upon yourself, so lay back and- safeword. If...you need to."
Sevika pulls your thighs apart, opening them widely. Her warmer hand moved from groping me to rubbing on my thighs. She lowers her head, pressing it against my thigh. She hums quietly, you can feel the vibrations, shaking slightly you look down at her.
Her eyes are a beautiful, silvery grey, you couldn't stop staring. She notices and gives you thighs a tight squeeze, the smirk never once fading.
"My, my, my, you're shaking. I wonder, are you as exited down there too? Well? Are you slut?"
Sevika doesn't hold back on the insults, maybe the praise, but she loves to degrade you. Sevika runs her mechanical finger up and down your panties, the wetness and slicks becoming more apparent.
She growls, oh god. Sevika, no longer being able to take it, practically tears your panties off. She originally intended to come home and take you out, then she'd probably end up fucking your brains out in some alleyway in Piltover. She's been pent up all day thinking about it. Now she can fully relax, and take good action on you.
Sevika moves her head until her face is just hover over your pussy. You groan and whimper when she doesn't start. You didn't agree to be teased, dammit! That's why you chose this option!
"Oh hush. You'll get what you want, princess."
God that nickname turns you on, plus feeling her hot breath against you only makes things worse. You grind you hips up trying, hoping, to get some sort of friction. When Sevika slaps you thigh, hard enough to leave a mark. You know to stop, for not at least.
Finally Sevika herself is tired of waiting too, she presses her tounge into you. The way you squirm, feeling her hot, long tounge tear you open. It does something to her, in a way you will never understand.
She grabs both of your thighs, pulling you so you're hips are right on her face. You wrap your legs around her head, squeezing harshly as she eats you out. Sevika goes from small licks, to sucking on your clit, to pushing her tounge inside you. She does everything she can to hear you scream, and scream you do.
How can you not? This woman is skilled with her tounge in every way, she knows just how to tease you, and just how to make you cum in minutes. That's exactly what she's aiming for now, she wants to see your freshly fucked face, as soon as possible.
Sevika doesn't pull back when you begin rocking your hips, on the contrary. She tries pulling you closer, although you can't really get any closer. As you're stomach begins to tighten and your breathing begins to quicken. You both know what's coming, you, to be more specific.
As you feel piping hot bliss rush over you, you shake and spasm. Sevika doesn't let up though. No, in fact she continues as your orgasm begins to slowly die down. That's when the fun really starts.
Sevika can feel you fighting, slapping, pushing hitting. She said not to use your hands, but she knows you cant help it. You're a dumb slut, and sluts don't know how to think. Especially not you.
You start grabbing and pulling on Sevikas hair, you knew this was the outcome. Didn't stop you from acting like you were innocent. Doesn't matter anyway, the more you push, and pull, and bite. The more fun Sevika is having. You can practically feel her grinning.
You scream and cry, feeling yourself build up once more. Your hips spasming uncontrollably, your entire body was shaking. You knew it was only a matter of time before you came for the second time. After that she'd keep going until you passed out.
You really are stupid, but that's okay. Sevika always cleans up your messes, and after she finishes up with you. She's heading to Piltover to rip some heads off, she might even bring you a souvenir.
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seepy-sucker · 14 days ago
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i originally liked powder a lot, i thought she was a bit whiny sure but yk. most kids are and she was a sweet little thing who was literally always trying to help and be included and enough. but nobody really wanted her i guess. vi loved her sm but treated her of more as a responsibility than a sister which i get. powder was a responsibility to vi and i understand vi’s pov too, dont get me wrong. but powder’s eight-ish and wishing she was just a little better, faster or smarter or just a little bit more because she wants to be enough to be loved and wanted. she ends up heavily traumatized (for the second time because she got caught up in the explosion her parents died in with vi) by messing up and killing her second dad, and her brothers. and she did fuck up. big time. but it was an accident. it wasn't her fault, how was she to know how much of an explosion her gems would cause? and she fully fell apart and i also understand some of it was because her big sister was angry at her to her face for one of the first times— but she’s also just killed her family and she’s got to be terrified yk? and even as she grows into jinx, we see she probably has something like bipolar and potentially schizophrenia, which are both pretty serious things that can be issues and they definitely are for her. her only support system is silco, and he’s pulling and pushing her into his successor, in a way. he wants her to be his main weapon and while he does love her, he also sort of loves the idea of having just jinx. when she isn’t just jinx. she does a lot of things that are pretty much unforgivable in a sense. but she’s also not just a crazy lady yk? at least not how i see it. she’s heavily emotional, because i fully believe she never fully mentally got to the age that she is, sort of like stuck in this state of constant disarray because she doesn’t really know who or what she is. she relies on people and when the person she originally leans so heavily on (vi) leaves her, she never really gets a chance to learn how to be her own person because silco pops in and takes vi’s place. i like her, not for her actions, but because she’s a little lost like so many people out there. she would’ve been so good if everything had let her, but it didn’t. jinx, as powder and as she is now, just needs to be enough and to be wanted and loved and i can relate to that to a certain degree. idk if that quite makes sense but i love her, because i love the way that her character is written. because eventually, in the end, she just wants to help. to fix things. we see this sort of with sevika, not to a huge degree- but her little "it was something i could fix" i feel like we get to see just how much jinx needs to be needed. she got better when she had isha around because isha needed her. for protection, company, love and all of that, but isha needed her. she needed jinx and powder together and i really think that if isha hadn't died, jinx would've found a way to let herself be pulled into that learning period of self-reliance. not in the sense that she doesn't have any help, but in the sense she'd have gotten to see who she is, instead of who zaun, or silco, or vi, or vander even, wanted her to be. we see with ekko, when what finally gets her to at least stop pulling the bomb, is "us"? she may have wanted to hurt people before, but maybe. just maybe, she grew and didnt want to then. maybe that's a long shot, but i really do think that even inside all of the confines and restraints jinx has, meant to be perceived or not, she grew. as a person, a friend, a sister and a caretaker. she learned how to love and be loved, but she lost it too quick. so yes, i love jinx. she's a hugely complex character and while she may not have done what was conventionally right, she did what she thought was right. whether that was right for herself or otherwise.
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blueguydraws · 23 days ago
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I just finished Arcane season 2. While Arcane is still revolutionary, sadly i think i have some unpopular opinions.
So yes, Arcane changed our idea of what an animeted series could be, i kept pausing it to admire its art, but i think the story itself fell kinda short in season 2. Most of all they tried to shove WAY too much into 9 short episodes. This story definitely needed to be at least 3 seasons long and i dont know why couldnt have that been possible? Yeah its very expensive and takes years to make, but it is as popular as it could be, i tought it made back its cost, so why did they wrap it up so fast?
Plus because the story of so many characters had to be told in such a short time, none of them could get enough time and all of their developments happened in flashes so it all felt sudden and unnatural.
The first season was way more streamlined. It had only 3 major general lines. Viktor and Jayce creating hextech, Vi and Cate looking for Jinx, and Silco's gang preparing for war. And somethimes these story lines met each other. It was straight forward. Now in season 2 so many things wanted to happen at the same time that it was hard to follow at some points.
To be fair i should propably watch it again in one sitting to form a proper opinion on it, since i am sure i missed or forgot some details, but here we go.
Viktor first of all, i was very curious to see how will he turn into the "glorious evolution" cyborg guy. When they introduced his illness and showed how he tried to cure himself with hextech, i tought i knew how this all gonna go. Plus he was already in conflict with Jayce since he wanted to take things more slowly and safely, their first argument happened over not revealing the perfected crystal to the public. I tought because Viktor knows he is running out of time he will hurry the development more and more even if it comes with dangers and eventually ditches piltover to get free of regulations. I felt reassured in this idea when he met up with Singed, it made sense for them to team up since the doctor was already making serums that enhance people so it felt natural for the evolution guy to join him.
Except none of his sickness and struggle matters too much because he gets blown up regardless and then revived with the hexcore. Like okay? And then we barely see him except for one episode where he is Jesus now and then at the end where he turned into a god. ???
Stories where friends grow apart and even become enemies are great, it makes for great drama and tragedy. Except it has to be properly fleshed out othervise it will not feel satisfying. Except here it felt like the writers took a quick shortcut and just made both of them instant enemies with magic. Viktor didnt even felt like the same person, yeah i know that is how character development works, but it happened so suddenly it was as if he just got replaced with a diferent character.
Even his cult leader arc still could have happend if we went with a closer adaptation. Lets say he grows desperate and impatient so he leaves piltover and joins up with Singed, eventually he starts healing and fixing up people with a mix of shimmer serums and hextech augmentations. Meanwhile his condition gets worse so he has to complete himself with hextech too. Before he knows it he has loyal followers. And when push comes to shove between Zaun and Piltover, he decides that his place is with his people, so him and Jayce become enemies for a while. Maybe Viktor even already kept steeling crystals from Piltover thus making the tension between the two sides worse. And as he becomes less and less human, yet way stronger, its only natural that he compares that process to evolution.
But in the actual show it felt like the writers tought "oh shit we are running out of time and Viktor is suppose to be an entirely diferent character, quick, make him say the line" it felt kinda random.
Its a hot take but i never liked Jinx, yeah i know all of Silco's gang is just a bunch of murderers, but at least they have a plan and reasons. In season 1 most of the time Jinx acted on impulses or based on what her own halucinations told her. She somehow kept screwing over both sides at the same time. I tought she is way too far gone and there is just no way she is getting out if this all alive. Plus i cant see Vi and Cate being together with Jinx still in the picture after what she have done, how would that work? Even tho they were clearly meant to be endgame.
In this season they were giving her somewhat of a redemption arc, she almost felt like a diferent character wich is fine, except how much could she possibly change in this few short weeks after years of being the local joker? I guess the child was there to anchor her, but then when the writers had no more purpose for her, they made a 9 years old pull off a fucking kamikaze attack??? How? Why? We are gravely overestimating toddlers here.
Plus Vi and Cate made up odly fast, they had a very nasty breakup, like after an argument Cate just hit Vi on the stomach unpromted (wich was kinda weird), then they didnt see each other for months, i assumed it would take a bit longer and a bit more talking to restart their relationship, but then they immediately just start fucking in Jinx's prison cell WHILE JINX WENT TO KILL HERSELF??? Like i hated Jinx but not that much XD
And if the writers insist that Jinx is a changed person why are they also want to punish her as if she was still that psycho? And even if she is getting herself together why does she acts like a whole diferent person? She told Cate that she didnt knew that her mother was in there implying that she is sorry for killing her. But what is that even suppose to mean? At the time she didnt even knew who Cate was or that she existed a day ago, or who was on the cuncil. And either way someones mother was still there, the same way all people had relationships who Jinx killed but for years she didnt give a shit and all of a sudden she grew a concience? (Plus why did she gave herself up?)
Allright i guess good for her, but then why did she got killed at the end? I guess it was to atone for her crimes, wich is fine. But i wish it was a bit more meaningfull. Of course saving her sister is pretty meaningfull, but at that point the whole battle was over, the drones were dead, except somehow the beast still came back to life. I wish Jinx's sacrifice was more important to the whole general plot not just a little side event. Maybe she should have sacrificed herself in a decicive moment for the undercity, and then maybe it all could have been connected to Silco as well as he dedicated his life for it, and now so does Jinx.
Btw does anyone know why the ginger girl was suddenly about to kill Cate? I either missed it or totally forgot.
Halfway i remembered that wait, wasnt this suppose to be about the struggle and conflict between the two parts of this city? That original premise got pretty derailed with all this Viktor turning into a god for some reason and a foreign army attacking nonsense. I guess its not the worst idea to have the two sides join against a common enemy, we saw this trope before, but isnt it a little convinient?
The peace between the two sides should have happened because and thru people who had connection to both sides, like Viktor or Vi and Cate.
We still could have had Ambessa meddling with the whole situation but that ultimately should have only ended in the conflict between the two cities escalating. In season two Zaun basically just took the bullying form Piltover and then they were suddenly friends at the end. I am actually not criticising that they also fought against Ambessa, she was their enemiy too, but now the story became something else than what it was initially supposed to be.
The alternative universe. Yes paralell worlds are a fun concept, and they work in certain stories like spiderverse where that was the whole premise. But i really dislike it when its just added to stories suddenly. The fact that there are infinite worlds that are just as important and valid as the one we have been following really cheapens everything that have been happening, because now the stakes arent even that big, who cares if this universe blows up, there are billion others that are exactly the same.
Plus why was that universe all good? What changed, what was the diference? At first i tought maybe here Zaun and Piltover just allways had a better relationship? But then Silco shows up with the scar wich means that the revolution and the attempt at his life all happened. So once again, why and how this world is just better? Why did Silco forgive? What is this even trying to say, that it all would be fine if everyone was just nice to each other? I bet they never thought of that in the main universe. It felt very fanfic-y and disrespectfull to the whole story so far.
Plus what was even the point? It just took from the very limited and precious time of the story. Yeah this is how Ekko got his time travel device, but couldnt have he just built that in the main world maybe while making weapons just in case the whole worsening situation will get even worse? Jayce also could have just got a long lucid nightmare-vision of the future from Viktor (wich could have been the exact same) instead of literally getting transported into a failed world.
And am i the only one who thinks that its kinda stupid that the parents of Vi and Jinx knew Vander and Silco closely and personally? If so why did silco wanted to kill the kids of Felicia. In season 1 it seemed like they were just totally random kids to him. Yeah he is evil but still. What are the ods that its her kids? Zaun is a big place.
Oh and i just remebered, i find it a little funny, how at first the setting seems like its about these dastardly capitalists opressing the undercity, wich is kinda true, except the council members kinda just idiots and naive. Ignorant at worst. While Zaun keeps spitting up pshychos and freaks. And at every point the council allways votes for caution. Even when they kept getting attacked, they decide against violence because people would be caught in the crossfire and its actually Vi who calls them out and wants an army to march down there and cleane out the place. I really would have expected it to go the opposite way. Even when they got hit with a whole missile, first they still just vote against any drastic measures and decide to simply put a bounty on Jinx's head. I am not saying this is bad, its actually an interesting subversion of expectations, but its still a little funny.
Oh and i cant belive what Jayce said at the end. Did he really told Viktor that his illness and other imperfections are not something to fix because they are part of him and imperfections make people unike? My brother in Christ, you are talking about his crippling condition that made him live with pain and was actively killing him. Are you serious? And i heard this "imperfections make us who we are" bullshit multiple times before, but its one of those nonsense tropes that sound nice with music in the background but make zero sense if you think about it. Idk why writers insist so much. People are made up of positive, neutral, and negative traits. Why do people keep saying that out of the three its the negative ones that you have to hold on to or ignore. Imperfections are being insecure, quick to anger, jealous, or in this case being sick. None of them are good and all make the life of people harder.
I propably forgot about a few things, and i may change my opinions as it all settles down. But these are my initial toughts.
Plus its just me or was it hard to follow how much time supposed to pass between each event?
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redrum-alice · 1 year ago
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A dumb TimeBomb Highschool AU headcanon...
Because I've been listening to some personal playlist reminding me of it...
So like the premise is that Ekko saw Jinx crying with her hair a mess as if someone tried to put a gum on it, etc.
...this is gonna be long bc i dont know how to write properly lol...
When Ekko and Powder got out of middle school and into highschool, he noticed how drastic her looks have changed in a course of the whole summer: a long braid reaching nearly down to her knees and some bangs proudly protruding at the side of her face. He also noticed how she often uses make up to flatter her pale features she used to despise. Above anything else, she changed her name to "Jinx" and insists him (and everyone) to call her that instead.
Ekko guessed this may be because she doesn't wanna be that "weak girl" she once was (what Mylo insults her with + "jinx") and wanted to prove something. He wanted to disagree, but she already set her mind.
Even with these changes, it doesn't change the way he sees her; a friend. They've been friends ever since kindergarten, challenging each other on who can solve math problems faster. He's the only friend she had all those years growing up.
He's aware that she may not want to be with him most of the time since both of them have/are in different cliques. But even so, he checks on her every now and then.
Jinx loves her newself, but finds it hard to get along with people because of her new personality. As much as she wants to admit she likes to be with Ekko, she wanted to stay away from her old self and any remnants of it. She eventually found "friends" that liked her style...
It was all good until...
One day, when Ekko was finishing up cleaning the chalk board after school, he heard Jinx crying somewhere at the back of the school.
She was sitting down and hugging her knees with her hair loose and messily cut off- tufts of blue hair with a gum stuck on it was on the ground. There was a scissor in her hand, opened as if it was ready cut another chunk of her hair the moment she raises her head from her knees
"Jinx?" Ekko called out gently and quietly approached her. She knew he would appear in moments like this, so she didn't lift her head anymore.
"What happened?" She felt him laying his bag aside and sitting down in front of her. He scanned the gummed hair and assumed, "Did they do this to you?"
She wanted to hit her head several times for being a fool to trust people blindly. How did she not see red flags theyre only using her to get their stuff done? She wanted to scold herself, but all her strength was spent from crying.
"Uh..we can still braid it--"
"Mom wore a braid once." Her answer stopped Ekko for a moment. "...at least that's what Vi told me..."
Ekko understood her predicament and proceeds to sit beside her. He carefully brushed her hair with his fingers and parted it in two main sections before braiding each.
"Don't worry, we'll fix it. I bet it'll even look better than before."
From then on, she began to wear her hair in two twin braids, along with hair cuffs Ekko lended her.
No matter how much she wanted to change, Ekko will always be there to make sure she's doing okay :)
...that ending was lame lmao
@starry-nights12 imma tag u as thanks for the food you bring to TB
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cherripieee · 1 year ago
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Made For You💋
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pairing: Robin Buckley x fem!reader
summary: Nothing between you two was serious, it was meant to be lighthearted fun. But you don't want it to be that way anymore. You need her. You need Robin Buckley. You were made for her.
warnings: mentions of spicy times, angst, established relationship between robin and vickie, sad ending
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She's the love of your life? That's putting it mildly. You were head over heels smitten, fallen in love with the one and only Robin Buckley. You didn't know how or when these feelings started hitting you like a dump truck, but it was definitely recent.
Back when the two of you would hook up on the daily, it was casual. It was a simple relationship: I give you what you want, you give me what I want. Nothing about it was complicated. But you broke the main rule of your relationship. DONT. GET. FEELINGS. INVOLVED.
Now that you think about it, it started when Robin didn't call you as often to hook up. And when she did, you realized that she wasn't fully into it. She'd lose interest and leave as soon as she was done with you and wouldn't contact you for a few days. You thought nothing of it at the time. She wasn't your girlfriend; you could care less about what she decided to do.
But now you did. You cared about every move she made, every decision she would make...you cared a lot. It's been almost a month since the two of you have spoken, and it's been almost three since you've hooked up. You were tired of this silent treatment.
So here you are, standing in the crowd of a bunch of people. But you didn't care about this group of people, you cared about one person in particular. You waited and waited for her to show up, hoping that Eddie didn't somehow jinx it with that dumbass wink he gave you earlier.
You're about to give up and just watch the show until you see someone walk in with a very familiar shirt. 'Treat Your Girl Right' was plastered on the shirt with big red letters. That shirt was familiar because you let Robin borrow it the first night you two hooked up. And you were right.
The girl turns around to reveal a smiling Robin, her hair swishing to the side as she whips around to speak to the girl she came with. But you can't even see that girl, you only see Robin. You're pretty sure that there's hearts in your eyes as you look at her, she's so fucking pretty.
You feel as if everything has stopped when you look at her. How can a person get more and more gorgeous every time you look at them? You didn't know how, but you weren't complaining.
You don't even stop yourself from pushing past all the people to get to her, not getting a single second thought. You needed to speak with her urgently and just...see her again. Feel her again... No, those weren't the right words at all. You craved her.
"Robin...hey." Are the only words you can manage to get out of your throat as you stand right in front of her. From a distance, she was gorgeous. But up close? You felt like you were about to faint. She's just so...perfect.
Robin's smile suddenly fades as she sees you, a look of awkwardness and annoyance that makes your stomach churn. The girl she's with is staring at you, her eyes darting between you and Robin.
"Hey." Robin replies, giving you a small wave.
The eye-contact is awkward yet alluring at the same time. You want to walk away, but you also want to get closer...
"Hi!" You snap yourself out of your thoughts as the red-headed girl next to Robin gives you a big grin. It's too big. You already don't like her.
Before you can even speak, the girl keeps talking. "I'm Vickie, Robin's girlfriend!"
There's a pang in your chest.
Girlfriend.
GIRLFRIEND?
You're confused, but everything adds up now. Robin hasn't spoken to you in months because she found someone else. Even if it was a friends with benefits situation, she still could've at least warned you, right?
You're not sure what your first reaction is. Hurt? Anger? Betrayal? Or are you just being dramatic? Or even delusional?
Robin realizes that you didn't respond right away, so she pats Vickie's shoulder and gives you a solemn look.
"Look, I-"
You cut her off, not wanting to hear her explanation. At least, not in front of Vickie.
"Can we talk in private, please?" If she refused, you don't know what'd you do. You'd resort to fucking pleading, begging on your knees for her to at least have a conversation with you.
Luckily, you don't have to resort to pleading anytime soon. Robin slowly nods her head, telling Vickie that she'll be right back before following you through the crowd of people to the back entrance. As the two of you slip out, the cold night air hits you. It's summer, but why did it feel so chilly? Maybe it wasn't the weather, it was just you.
Robin's back is against the brick wall, staring deeply into your eyes. You can already tell by the look on her face that this conversation wasn't going to be a good one.
"Why didn't you talk to me, Robin?"
She shuffles her feet, looking down at the ground. "I'm sorry. I should have called you."
Yeah, well no shit.
“Does Vickie know?”
She stays silent, and now you instantly know the situation.
Vickie doesn’t know that you and Robin hooked up, and in an attempt to save her relationship; she dumps you and distances herself.
You’re hurt.
You’re angry.
You’re betrayed.
“…I’m so sorry, I-”
You let out a dry snicker, waving her off with your hand as you walked away. That wasn’t the conversation you were hoping for, but it was the one you had gotten.
You were expecting something way different than this.
And now, your friendship with Robin is ruined.
You watched the show in silence, while the lively crowd is jumping and dancing along to the band’s music. Looking over to your side, you see Robin and Vickie smiling and jumping along with the crowd…
…it’s like she doesn’t even care about you.
With every beat of the music, it feels like your heart is shattering into a million pieces and weights of jealousy and anger are pulling you down.
After a long, miserable two hours, the concert has ended and you’re backstage waiting for Eddie since you promised to take him home.
He hops off stage along with his bandmates, patting each other on the back and smiling. He turns to you, he’s sweaty and there’s pieces of curly hair sticking to his forehead. “So, did you get your girl back?” He asks, enthusiastically.
…you burst into tears.
Eddie instantly wraps his arms around you, trying to comfort you. He honestly knew that something bad was going to happen, but for your sake he needed to be positive. You were head over heels for this girl.
You told him every single detail. On how you saw her with Vickie and she looked happy without you, how your conversation didn’t even last that long, and on how Vickie didn’t even know about you and Robin’s relationship.
The two of you were just hooking up, why couldn’t you get that in your head?!
There was two reasons.
You’re delusional.
And in love with Robin Buckley.
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destinygoldenstar · 4 months ago
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☀️SHAKING SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP-☀️ - Total Drama Viewer Reacts to Disventure Camp Season 1 Episode 10 “Medal Of Dis-honor”
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💗🍉Cuties, that's what they are🍉💗
There's no Jam emoji so I'm using watermelon instead.
I've jinxed how many people now with these headings?
This time, I'm kind of expecting Tom to go this episode. I'll be surprised if he's not. So like, at least I can CONTROL the jinx I guess?
Whatever. They're happy. That's what matters. They're leaving the show, somber goodbye after this elimination, and after the show they're gonna get Chinese and watch the sunset by the lake.
But yeah, I think this heading is jinxing their separation due to elimination. Fiore and Alec are DEFINATELY finding an idol, and that's gonna get Tom out. And Jake and Ellie, being good friends, are gonna agree "We gotta take them out."
That's my prediction, anyway.
Both my best girls left back to back. Someone's gotta avenge them.
So, let's get into it.
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Oh they're actually strategizing. Okay.
"Hey, we're outnumbered, maybe voting off Grett wasn't a good idea... even if there wasn't any way we could've saved her."
"Even if we can persuade Ellie to vote with us, we need someone else."
Which she won't do cause YOU GUYS betrayed her TWICE
"We must find a way to divide them."
Get them to split the votes on you two maybe?
"Hey, you shouldn't vote me! Vote Alec! He's the bigger threat!"
Then Alec can tell another person the same thing!
And if you ARE gonna convince Ellie to vote with you (somehow), that's 3-2-1, and BOOM. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
...I keep saying I'm bad at this game, but think about it.
"But they won't listen to them"
Okay, then SHOWCASE your abilities in front of their faces and paint two narratives on who is the bigger threat.
"I recall Grett saying something about Jake having some drama with his ex."
"We can use that to our advantage!"
"From what I've seen, Jake isn't exactly the sharpest tool in the shed."
OOOOHHH...
Oh NOW I know what they're gonna do.
And they KNOW Jake is gonna fall for it because of said trauma being ignited...
You two are BALLSY for PERSONALLY SCREWING WITH SOMEONE'S PTSD.
"But first, we have to give Ellie back on our side."
She WON'T. If she's SMART, she WON'T.
YOU TWO HAVE BETRAYED HER TWICE
I think convincing JAKE to vote with you is a better option if I'm being honest. And he might not even be AWARE he's voting with the villains.
"Miriam, these cupcakes are delicious!"
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THOSE DON'T LOOK APPETIZING.
But look at them! Look at them being so cute!
"How old are you?"
"Rude to ask a woman her age, but I am seventy two years old."
I WAS CLOSE.
First episode I said 70. I WAS CLOSE.
"Ellie, can we talk?"
"No."
"Why? So you can betray me again?"
Yeah exactly. She ain't stupid!
NO. DON'T GO WITH HIM. I JUST SAID YOU WEREN'T STUPID-GODDAMMIT.
"Don't forget LYING to me AND voting out Gabby!"
THANK YOU.
"This game is much more than grudges or friendships."
"Meanwhile, we're planning to toy with one of your friend's grudges and friendships."
Just saying, there's A LOT of ways you can play this without getting into personal stuff and psychologically torturing someone.
But they're villains, so you know, they would do this.
"But I want you to consider what happens once me and Fiore are voted out."
FINAL FOUR. It LIKELY wouldn't matter if it was social status.
PLUS I think Miriam would gladly take an L for these kids.
So no, your point does not work.
"Fine. I'll think about it."
"But if I'm gonna flip, I'm don't have to hurt them personally. I have more dignity than to stoop that low!"
So... if she IS siding with them, (which I dont agree with), she's gonna protest hurting Jake THAT way, but reluctantly do it, and she's gonna come clean once it's over out of guilt and apologize and realize her mistake.
I DO NOT see Ellie as this sociopathic emotional manipulator that will stoop to Fiore's level of psychologically tormenting people for her own selfish benefit.
There's a way to win this game and NOT hurt people that way. JUST SAYING.
"I trust that you're smart enough to make the right choice here."
And that's NOT ditching the majority alliance you're apart of because THESE FOLKS CAN'T BE TRUSTED.
I DON'T KNOW. THAT'S JUST MY THOUGHTS.
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Oh good god that's a lot of challenges.
Well this is gonna be a long episode.
How is it raining? Wasn't it CLEAR at night just a minute ago?!
"Looks like the Disventure Camp gods are not having a good night."
Are you talking about me? Cause I didn't do that this time.
What happens if it's a tie?
ACTUALLY THAT WOULD MAKE SENSE IF THEY'RE FORCING ELLIE TO FLIP
"Well shit, they both have immunity. Guess I HAVE to flip to save myself. Sorry guys."
THAT makes sense.
"There, you can look for a newly buried immunity totem."
CALLED IT!
I didn't think TOM would find this though.
"I didn't come here to play the game, but I'm glad I did cause I got to meet Jake."
Aw, that's sweet.
Yeah, Tom's not gonna take it personally if you vote him off. He's not winning anyway.
He will gladly give this idol to save Jake, any day.
"How are you doing Jake?"
"I've been trying to knock over this stupid vase for five minutes!"
You sound like me in math class fr.
"I've been trying to solve this math problem for THREE HOURS."
"Why don't you teach me and I'll get us both necklaces?"
Yeah. That's sweet.
See? He's not selfish. He's helping.
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This is so cute, I love them 💗
THE GRANDCHILD SHE NEVER HAD!
"So this is what it's like to have a grandson."
💗
"I found the clue to the location of an immunity totem. It should be right here."
NO WHY WOULD YOU TELL HER THAT-
Okay he doesn't know of her thinking about flipping, to be fair. But still.
"I sure hope no one STEALS this idol or anything!"
They're gonna steal it.
Ellie's gonna tell Fiore & Alec, "Hey guys, I know how to save you guys. Tom has an idol. Steal it from him and use it for the council."
That's definitely a plan!
CAN YOU TELL I'M PARANOID SINCE THE START OF THIS EPISODE?
"This is Golden speaking in your head. There are impersonal ways to play this game and save yourselves. You DON'T have to hurt Jake that way. DON'T YOU DARE. I WILL give him slay pass and I WILL torment you the rest of this season!"
"COME ON! Why Jake?! What did he ever do to you?!"
"This is not good. That totem gives Tom more power than he already has."
THEN STEAL IT.
PROBLEM SOLVED.
"That money will fund my dreams of fashion school! No more sleepless nights, barely making rent, working from dawn to dusk... whatever I need to do to win, I'll do it!"
I DO sympathize with Ellie.
I don't want to make this come across like I don't. THAT is a perfectly understandable and routable motive to want to win.
But you gotta ask yourself: What do you mean by 'whatever it takes?' Are you really willing to destroy your morals, relationships, and put people in bad mental places, to make this happen?
IS THAT WORTH IT??
And I'm not even saying she shouldn't side with the villains if that's a game move that works for her. There's just a dozen impersonal ways to play this game.
You can win, AND keep your friendships!
Just find out who the target is, steal the idol from Tom when he isn't looking, use it to prevent the tie, and then FLIP.
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He's got it!
"I need to ask about the votes tonight."
Okay she's gonna tell them.
"If I vote with you, won't it just end in a 3-3 tie?"
"Not if we find a way to split that alliance."
OR STEAL THE IDOL.
"You talk to Jake a lot, you must have noticed how insecure he is."
"If you can trick him by telling him some lie about Tom, he'll surely believe it."
SHE'S NOT GONNA DO THAT.
JUST STEAL THE IDOL. YOU KNOW WHO HAS IT.
"But how would they steal the idol?"
Just tell Tom and Jake to go hang out and be all cute, like go swimming or something. Tom will have to leave his stuff behind for that. And when they're gone, STEAL THE IDOL.
"But he'll notice"
MAKE A FAKE ONE AND SWAP THEM.
Ellie KNOWS what these idols look like. Gabby used one for her!
YOU DON'T HAVE TO HURT JAKE.
"Is that gullible idiot's friendship worth losing a million dollars? And for what? To go back to the same pathetic life again?"
😬
Goddammit Fiore...
She's gonna do this? Isn't she?
Well this is FIORE'S plan, so I can't really blame Ellie...?
So yeah, the hate goes to Fiore. Ellie's just trying to survive.
"There's no other way Ellie."
I CAN THINK OF SEVERAL OTHER WAYS AT THE TOP OF MY HEAD-
"SHUT UP GOLDEN, VILLAINS DON'T LISTEN TO YOU."
...I'm gonna save this till the end.
Cause YES, this is A LOT of ways she can survive and NOT do this.
"If I do this, I want something in return."
"I want two necklaces."
I mean what makes the difference if Ellie gets immunity? She's not a target for the other guys right now.
"If I win immunity, I'll vote for whoever you tell me."
And so she's turned...
Goddammit.
I do understand WHY though... I don't agree with it, but I understand WHY she'd want to do this.
"I'll also make sure Jake never trusts Tom again."
WHAT?! NO!!!
YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO THAT FAR!!!!!
JUST STEAL THE IDOL FROM TOM AND FLIP
I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA SAY THIS ALL THROUGHOUT THE EPISODE
YOU DON'T HAVE TO DESTROY SOMEONE'S RELATIONSHIP!!
Oh god...
This is totally why they're targeting Jake as well because they KNOW he'll get paranoid.
I don't care what anyone says. I WILL say it. Whatever happens for the rest of this episode. NONE of it is Jake's fault.
It's Fiore. HATE ON FIORE FOR STOOPING THIS LOW.
...I am going to hate this episode, aren't I? Strap yourselves in.
"I trust that Ellie won't throw her own game with her silly friendship with Jake."
Watch her actually do that and own up to this.
"Yeah, um... so I REGRET what I did. And I would rather us be friends and win this together than split apart and become a monster like Fiore."
Again, Ellie is NOT a sociopath...
Right...? She's not a sociopath...
RIGHT??
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AWWWWW 😢💗
OH THAT'S SO SWEET, OMG
DON'T DO THIS TO ME. THEY WERE WORKING THINGS OUT! THEY WERE DOING WELL!!
LEAVE THEM ALONE
I don't want them to be pissy again 😭
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Why is Fiore shivering?
No. I don't feel bad for you. FREEZE.
"Tom possibly has an immunity totem."
Okay. Steal it.
"We need a plan to counter it."
NO YOU DON'T. STEAL IT.
STEAL THE FUCKING IDOL
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Oh boy...
Guys, I already KNOW this is gonna BREAK me. So HEADS UP.
We're not even halfway through the episode. This is gonna be UGLY.
"I heard something I shouldn't have... I'm sorry Jake, this may not be the right time, but..."
*DREAD*
"Have you seen that Tom has a radio?"
"I saw him using it in private. I heard him talking to his... boyfriend."
*DREAD*
I HATE IT CAUSE THAT'S SO PERFECT TO MAKE JAKE PARANOID WITH...
GODDAMMIT
"He said some horrible things about you. Things I can't repeat."
YEAH THIS IS GONNA TRIGGER SOME SHIT FOR HIM
(I don't think I need to tell anyone this, but for morality sake. DON'T EVER DO THIS. If you aware someone has PTSD and anxiety, and you know their specific triggers. Don't ever trigger it. For any reason. You are screwed up if you ever think this is a good idea to use on people. You can SERIOUSLY HURT the person in one way or another.)
"The second this season ends, he'll be out of all our lives."
*DREAD*
That's what Tom said about his spy mission too...
"No... he wouldn't say that. Maybe you heard wrong."
Oh?
He's NOT gonna believe it??
Okay I didn't expect that. I expected him to be stupid and fall head first into it. But he's ACTUALLY QUESTIONING this.
"Trust me Jake, you're my friend, and I'm only saying this because I don't want you to get heartbroken."
OOOOOWWWWWW...
"Tom is a scumbag. You can't trust him."
GODDAMMIT ELLIE. DON'T MAKE ME HATE YOU. I WAS LIKING YOU. DON'T DO THIS.
Why Jake, man?! I get he's an easy target. Why him?!
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*coughs laughter*
Okay you can't make that up.
"Tom's a scumbag."
"I got breakfast!!" 💗😄
"Jake, those fish are poisonous! He's trying to KILL YOU!"
"Fish? Is that really what you were up to?"
Oh boy, here we go...
"Don't you get tired of lying to my face?!"
Goddammit...
"...huh?"
*snicker*
"HUH?"
Oh god... I get it though. I get why Jake would believe this.
"Jake's being his usual self."
That's his usual self? He yelled ONCE before, AND apologized for it MULTIPLE TIMES.
"Jake's so gullible! He believes everything he's told! After all this time, you'd think he'd at least talk to me about it!"
Okay, I'm gonna defend here. I'm sorry if this annoys you.
When Grett told Jake Tom was a spy, he actually DIDN'T instantly believe that. He thought it was a joke. It was only when Tom blew his own cover and said the wrong thing that he realized she was telling the truth.
That is the ONLY incident throughout the season that MIGHT imply Jake as this 'gullible moron'. And even THEN, 'gullible moron' implies he believed that shit right away, when he DIDN'T.
And I'm not using a headcanon. There's TEXT PROOF.
2) He JUST yelled at you and Ellie dragged him away. "You'd think he'd talk to me about it". Yeah. He WOULD.
IF HE IS GIVEN THE CHANCE.
BUT CURRENTLY, HE IS NOT.
3) Jake DIDN'T instantly believe Ellie. She had to gaslight it further for it to work and had to drive home some personal shit to get him to snap. Which, snapping like that, IS a PTSD response to a trigger.
If Ellie ONLY said "Tom cheated on you lol" and that was all it took, then YES, YOU'D HAVE A POINT.
Look, if THIS is the episode that is supposed to trigger me to despise Jake or something, IT'S NOT WORKING.
I mean, WHY would he believe a FRIEND over TOM?! THAT MAKES NO SENSE. TOM DIDN'T LIE ABOUT SHIT TO JAKE AND HAS BEEN COMPLETELY 100% HONEST WITH HIM THE ENTIRE TIME.
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OH WAIT.
THIS IS A GASLIGHTING PLOT. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. AND YOU'RE GONNA BLAME THE PERSON BEING GASLIT?!
Okay. Sure.
Look, I'm not saying Jake is flawless. Hell no. And I'm not even saying he's doing the right thing here. HELL NO. I'm saying it's believable he'd act this way given what we know about his character, and it's not the fault of him, it's the fault of the people gaslighting him to act like that.
If he acted this way WITHOUT their help. That'd be a different story.
But he's not. So... am I supposed to hate him now??
"I know Jake can be dense, but he's a good boy."
"You keep on saying that, but he never learns!"
Learn WHAT?
To talk to people and tell them everything that's happening? He's been doing that throughout the season FAR MORE THAN YOU, TOM.
I'm not hating Tom, btw. Just making a point.
If he's gotta learn something, then teach him "Choose who you trust." "Don't let your emotions get the better of you." "Don't let other people take advantage of your paranoia and anxieties to control you." "Sometimes the problem is you and you have to apologize and make things right." "Don't be stupid."
Just so you can't say "Golden is completely ignoring Jake's flaws." NO I'M NOT.
And "NEVER" learns? THIS IS THE SECOND TIME. WHAT DO YOU MEAN "NEVER"?
"Does my care and affection mean nothing to him?"
Aw, Tom. I'm sorry.
It means the world to him! JUST TALK.
"Every day I'm here, I like being around Jake less and less..."
What?
You guys kissed last episode. You spent a month in a zombie apocalypse together.
Where the hell is this coming from?
He yelled at you TWO TIMES. And the first time he tried to make it up to you.
And it just cuts. Okay. Sure.
"Yeah! Fuck Jake! He's a piece of shit! I guess..."
Are we seriously gonna say this whole thing is ALL Jake's fault?
Cause um... NO.
"Why do they always see me as an idiot they can lie to?!"
"I don't know."
Ellie says as she treats him as an idiot she can lie to.
"I should confront Tom."
SEE?!?!?! WHAT HAVE I BEEN SAYING?!?!?!?!
"But last time, I promised he we had problems, we would talk things through. Something's not right. Tom would never do this to me."
ATTA BOY.
HE'S AT LEAST 'TRYING' TO THINK STRAIGHT.
He's still not, but that's on Ellie for gaslighting him to not think straight.
If she wasn't gaslighting him to think irrationally. It would be a different story.
"He's been lying to you, and you're worried about keeping your promises? He's cheating on you Jake. It seems like he's been cheating for a long time."
🔥"Lemme just uh, casually ignite some more fuel to this fire. Hey Jake, remember when you got cheated on in the past? Remember how much that HURT you and DEVASTATED you? Doesn't it HURT BEYOND BELIEF?! DON'T YOU WANT TO BUILD YOUR WALLS AND NEVER TALK TO ANOTHER GUY AGAIN?!?!"🔥
"So he's been making me make these promises so he could keep me under control?"
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"I'm an idiot!"
"You're not Jake."
"I'm just gaslighting you to BE an idiot."
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Fuck you Ellie.
I think she's gonna regret it though and try and make up for this.
"I feel so bad that I have to lie to Jake, but I know when I win the million dollars, it'll all be worth it."
Right, so she's just ditching her morality AND her friendships for money.
I get it. But WOW.
(This is a LONG Tribal Council. And there's a lot of screaming going forward. So... there's your warning.)
Elimination already? Damn...
This is gonna be UGLY...
"I did my part. Now who are we going to vote for?"
You know what the weird part is? I don't even know how this benefits you guys.
Tom has an idol.
You didn't even have to gaslight Jake. You could've just stole the idol.
I'm pretty sure the game NEVER said that the person who got the idol was the only one who could play it.
😭Just steal the goddamn idol...😭
"Vote for Jake."
What?
Oh my god, what are you doing??
Why gaslight him then?!?!?!
"Jake, we need to talk."
"Fine. I guess I should give you a chance to explain yourself."
PLEASE. PLEASE TALK.
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NOOOOO DAMMIT
Don't break them up, please... 😭🙏
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"I don't know what's wrong with Jake this time, but I'm sure it was your fault."
YES. YES IT WAS.
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So they are voting Jake...
So they're gonna keep their mouths shut and not worry about the idol?
I mean if they don't know Jake's in danger, they can't play the idol, right?
I THINK that's what they're doing.
"Wait. I have something to say to Tom."
...what are you doing?
"It's about Jake and all the drama surrounding him."
What are you doing? I thought you were gonna keep your mouth shut.
What's your plan? You WANT Tom to realize you're using Jake?
"Oh wait, shit! It wasn't Jake's fault this time! Welp, guess our alliance is back!"
But they already voted, so... goddammit...
"I care because it was all a lie."
"Ellie told Jake that Tom has a boyfriend and he was cheating on him. She kept them from speaking to each other all day."
WHAT IS YOUR PLAN HERE?!?!?!?
WHAT WAS THE POINT OF GASLIGHTING JAKE THEN?!?!?!?!
"Wait, what?! Is this true?!"
Oh shit now he realizes.
"Goddammit Jake, you promised you would talk to me this time!"
DID YOU NOT HEAR HER?! ELLIE WAS PREVENTING HIM FROM DOING THAT!!!!
IF HE COULD, HE WOULD HAVE.
WHY ARE YOU GETTING MAD AT JAKE?!?!
"Tom, I didn't know! I tried to talk to you, but Ellie told me not to!! Please you have to believe me!!!"
HONEY NO...
"Why are you listening to her?!"
"I thought I could trust her. I'm sorry Tom..."
"And you didn't think you could trust me?! After everything we've been through?!"
💔
I mean, okay, that is valid. That is on Jake.
"Children, children, stop fighting please!!"
Aw Miriam 💔😢
"Wait, this doesn't end here."
OH MY GOD WHAT NOW?!?!?
"Tom, we know about your totem."
WHAT IS YOUR PLAN HERE?!?!?! I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
DO YOU WANT TO GET ELIMINATED?!?!?
"Alec, Ellie, and I voted for Jake. So if you don't use your totem to save your little dumb boyfriend, he's gone tonight."
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!?!?
SO YOU'RE ASKING TOM TO USE THE IDOL. WHY?!???!! THAT SCREWS YOU OVER.
Unless she's lying and she and Alec flipped...
But THAT WOULD BE EVEN WORSE.
You betray Ellie, YET AGAIN. You LOSE HER as an ally.
Unless you're trying to boot her and have her be 5th place. BUT THEN YOU HAVE JAKE AND MIRIAM AS AN ALLIANCE TO WORRY ABOUT.
YOU DON'T NEED TO DO THIS. YOU DON'T NEED TO GASLIGHT JAKE. YOU DON'T NEED TO SAY ANY OF THIS SHIT.
Just convince Ellie to be on your side to get her to flip, vote for who you want out, convince Tom & Jake to go do something that forces Tom to leave the idol behind...
AND THEN. STEAL. THE. MOTHERFUCKING. IDOL.
THAT IS THE EASIEST AND CLEANEST SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR DAMN PROBLEMS.
AND YET YOU CHOOSE TO DESTROY THESE PEOPLE INSTEAD AND MAKE THINGS TOO BLOODY COMPLICATED.
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WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!?!?!?!?
"I'm sorry, I just can't leave here 4th place. I know if I stuck with you guys, I'd never make the finals."
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"And you decided you'd mess with my personal trauma just to get further in the game?!"
YESS!! BE PISSED!!!!!!! CALL HER OUT!!!!!
"You're screwed up Ellie. You need help!"
"Actually... yes."
*snicker* Okay, that was good.
"I don't ever want to talk to you again!"
"No need to yell like that."
UM, LET'S BE HONEST. I THINK JAKE DESERVES TO BE VOCAL HERE. HE WAS GASLIT BY YOU GUYS.
"Times running out Tom. What'll it be?"
Don't play it Tom.
They're tricking you. Don't play it.
Though that's kinda bad on his end, cause that'd be him saying "Nah, fuck you Jake. Go to the bus and drive it to hell."
"Tom, please, I know I've been bad, but I promise, if you save me, we can talk tomorrow and work things out!!"
I don't think that's gonna happen...
He's begging so bad here 😭
You screwed up Jake. You screwed up...
"What's stopping you from believing another lie they tell you tomorrow?"
Insert my rant before here.
"Tom, I get that you're mad at Jake, but if he goes, you and I will go right after."
No I don't think that's how it's gonna work...
My heart is HURTING right now btw. I'm actually shaking.
"Why are you so relaxed?! If Tom plays the idol on Jake, we're screwed!"
EXACTLY. WHAT'S YOUR PLAN HERE?!??!?!?! IT MAKES NO SENSE.
"Can I please read the votes people?!"
The host is just done with it...
"I'm going to use my totem to save Jake."
Aw....
Even after everything he loves you... 😭
No...
They flipped. They HAD to have flipped...
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Oh no...
*I'm burying my face in my hands to hold back wet eyes*
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They flipped.
She's so unbothered. They flipped.
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They flipped.
*DREAD* THEY FLIPPED.
Is the next one Tom?
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I KNEW IT
I KNEW IT OH NOOOOOOO...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
I have a bad feeling... Jake voted Tom cause he was mad.
He was trying to throw his vote on Tom to save the trouble, AND IT BACKFIRED HORRIBLY.
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*Buries face in hands again*
I can't... I can't... no...
"I wonder whose fault that was."
Yeah...
"Tom, I'm sorry, please, you have to forgive me-"
"SHUT UP."
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"YOU AND I ARE DONE. DON'T EVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN."
💔😭💔
Oh my god...
Oh my god no...
No...
Oh god...
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So... I'm not welling up bawling or anything...
But I am SHAKING.
I am SCREAMING.
I am on the verge of CRYING.
I fell nauseous, so add THROWING UP on that list too.
I'm so upset.
I mean I get it, villains gotta villain, but holy shit...
They were doing so well too. They could've been so great together!
THEY COULD'VE GOTTEN CHINESE TOGETHER LIKE THEY WANTED
GODDAMMIT...
This is some shit Heather would do.
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And did.
I mean... compare that episode to this episode as much as you'd like. I don't really care.
My heart is actually sunken right now.
That hurt.
I think this elimination broke me.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST WATCH?!
Is Jake pissed? He's gotta be.
"The plan worked out great. We kicked out the biggest threat in challenges, the totem was misused, and now Jake hates Ellie."
YOU SUCK FIORE. I HATE YOU.
I HOPE YOUR KARMA COMES SOON.
"I was playing with fire when I sided with Fiore and Alec. I should have seen through their tricks."
Yeah Ellie. YOU TOO.
Though I don't necessarily HATE YOU, cause you were just following a plan, but GOOD LORD YOU FUCKED UP YOUR ENTIRE GAME.
WHY WOULD YOU SIDE WITH THE BACKSTABBERS YET AGAIN?!?!
AND NOW BOTH SIDES WANT YOU GONE.
YOU ARE AN IDIOT. I'M DONE SAYING YOU'RE NOT.
"I won't rest until Ellie is sitting on the bus of losers!"
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YES JAKE! GET REVENGE!!!!!!!
So... yeah. We stan Jake in this household. And he deserves this.
He gets slay pass from me.
And he BETTER get revenge!!!
I SUPPORT HIM.
He's stupid, but I SUPPORT HIM.
🔥OPERATION GET REVENGE ON ELLIE IS A GO!🔥
...and I deserve it too because I put them in the heading and destroyed their ship with it. So you know what?
🔥OPERATION GET REVENGE ON GOLDEN IS A GO!🔥
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Awww Tom 😭
I'm so sorry Tom. YOU DID NOT DESERVE THAT.
I SHOULDN'T HAVE PUT THEM IN THE HEADING.
I SUNK THE SHIP.
I wish I could give you a virtual hug but I'm out of images... 😭
I WOULD be happy to see Gabby again, but also... I'm too upset right now 😂😭
Oh my god...
You know, I compared that to the TDI Episode for a reason. I see the similarities. The one where Trent gets booted.
And THAT was my least favorite episode of that season too!
...okay I mostly just hate THIS episode because of the feels. So it's completely subjective. Objectively I'd have to think about it.
I mean at least in this one there wasn't any sexual harassment involved. So that's a plus.
Um... so couple things.
Ellie flipped. Didn't see that coming.
I'm very mixed on how I feel about this.
On the one hand, I think her plan was dumb. This is the THIRD TIME Fiore & Alec betrayed her. And by the first time, stretching the second, she should've known damn well that siding with them was a bad idea and would lead to an even worse outcome than if she stayed with the Tom Jake & Miriam alliance. If she stayed with them and they were final four, yeah she probably would've been next pick to go, but also, she doesn't know what the Final Four challenge is. There could not be an elimination ceremony. If it's a sudden death round, then I'd say she'd beat Jake no problem. And even if there was an elimination ceremony, Tom wasn't here to win, Jake lost his motive, and Miriam turned over a new leaf. If you were all on good terms, one of them would've understood and dropped out for her sake as a sign of friendship. Course I can't guarantee that, but think about your odds with Fiore and Alec, two people known for betraying and screwing people over. Take your pick. And by doing all... THIS. BOTH SIDES don't want her, and now unless she gets immunity, SHE'S FUCKED.
On the other hand, she has a sympathetic motive. I can admit that. She has a reason for what she does, and it's completely understandable. Her lifestyle and circumstance sucks. And she NEEDS this money more than anyone else. So yeah, she has to play the game the best and most strategic way she can with the hand she's been dealt. And in circumstances of the social game, there was a disadvantage she had. So her resorting to "I'll do WHATEVER IT TAKES to win that money" IS a very interesting route to take for a character in this kind of show. And I am very fond of that idea.
Are you willing to ditch your morals and your relationships to get that money? It seems like to her, that answer is yes.
I DO NOT HATE ELLIE. Okay? I get her POV and I took it to account. This is a VERY complicated situation.
My problems aren't with Ellie as a character, my problem is the strategy she decided to go with.
I already said this, but there's gameplay, and then there's being personal. Which that DEFINATELY was. She re-ignited a guy's traumas that she KNEW about, just for her own selfish benefit. She ruined his relationship. She REALLY broke him mentally. IT IS NOT OKAY.
Cause let me say this: It is possible for her to have been strategic, AND not personally hurt anyone with it.
There were A LOT OF WAYS, actually.
Stay in the Tom/Jake/Miriam alliance and make it to the Final 4. They're good people who are taking the time to understand you, and so long as you are on good terms with them, you're more likely to make them helpers to your victory rather than as enemies to defeat.
"But what if she can't trust that and Fiore and Alec is the better option?" Okay, then flip. Cause a tie. So long as they think you're on their side, they won't vote you, they'll vote either Fiore & Alec. You can explain your reasoning in the tiebreaker and claim you'll side with whoever wins said tiebreaker.
"But what if a tiebreaker is too risky and you have to have Fiore & Alec's side win?" Then lie and deceive to all three members of the other alliance. Make them think "Oh, Fiore is the better option to vote" "Alec is the better option to vote", so there's no communication. Jake is at least gullible enough to believe something like that. So he throws his vote, your 3 vote with Fiore & Alec is the majority, and one of the people in the other alliance get out.
"But what about the idol?" In this universe, Tom got the idol. He told Ellie he was getting it. She could've convinced Tom "Hey, give that to me, I need it more and I can help you if you take me to the finale." If Tom agrees, you have an idol and you are in a much more protective position than you were previously.
"But what if Tom doesn't want to give anyone his idol?" Are you ready for it?
STEAL. THE. FUCKING. IDOL.
The game NEVER says that the one who finds it is the only one who can use it. So if you STEAL it, you can use it to nullify the other alliance's votes and get someone there the boot instead.
You didn't need to pull any of this flipping bullshit that Fiore & Alec did here. It was a complication that was not necessary.
"But what if Tom doesn't ever part with his idol?" Then MAKE HIM part with it! Invite Tom and Jake to go swimming or something, a situation that forces Tom to not take the idol with him, and when no one is in the cabin, make an excuse to leave, and steal the idol.
"But what if Tom notices the idol is gone?" Make a fake idol. Ellie knows what the idols look like. Gabby used one for her. You can find some twigs and sticks to craft a fake one. You can swap out the two.
And if you're really gonna side with Fiore and Alec, which again, is not the option I would go with but whatever, then you successfully get one of the other alliance's members out, and you get majority and power. AND you don't sour any relationships that put a TARGET ON YOUR BACK.
I'm just saying, there WAS a way out of this mess.
She CHOSE to go along with Fiore's plan to hurt Jake and Tom to that degree. So either she's stupid for thinking there was no other way, or she's a sociopath.
And when it comes to Jake, I would ESPECIALLY not go the personal route because Jake is a very emotional person! You hurt him to that degree, HE WILL GUN FOR YOU AND YOU WILL NEED TO SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN TONIGHT 🔫
This is a pretty morally complicated situation. Fiore's obviously the worst of them all and she's a psychopath and she did everything wrong morally. That's something I think we can all agree on without much argument.
And Jake...
Um, with some of the scenes and discussions in this episode, I FEEL like this episode is trying to make me HATE Jake. They keep slandering him quite a bit here.
And like... he WAS stupid and emotionally impulsive. Traits that have been there since day one. He did not do the right thing here and he made a mistake and suffered the consequences for it.
But I'm sorry, this is gonna annoy some people, I WILL BE A JAKE APOLOGIST
He was GASLIT this entire episode. By a friend he trusted with some very personal information. Said friend ignited his PTSD, that CLEARLY affected him, and purposefully did so, so it would CAUSE his flaws to be ignited.
Yes it's his fault those flaws are even there. But when he was getting better and finding people he could work on something with, others took advantage of him and brought them back with triggers.
Yes these are PTSD triggers.
Trust me. I've been gaslit in my life multiple times in the past. I know these are very appropriate reactions.
And on top of that, he DID try to see through this lie, questioned it, and DID try to talk to Tom about what was going on. But the episode both told and showed that Ellie was preventing him from doing that and putting more fuse in that fire each time he questioned it.
THAT IS GASLIGHTING.
He also, AGAIN, realized his mistake, apologized for it, and WANTED to make up for it. BUT IT WAS ALREADY TOO LATE.
So OF COURSE Jake is gonna believe this shit and act the way he did. I DO NOT BLAME HIM, PERSONALLY.
So... yeah. If you thought this would be the episode where I hate Jake, you thought wrong. My thoughts became the opposite. XD
I'm on his side. I completely understand why he's pissed and in my opinion, he has EVERY RIGHT TO BE PISSED.
What these people did to him was FUCKED UP.
I SUPPORT HIM WANTING REVENGE.
I said this during the reaction too. If Jake was actually whining 24/7 before this, if he never questioned the lie whatsoever and Ellie never needed to add more fuel to it for it to work, if he didn't apologize for shit, if he had the chance to talk to Tom and chose not to, IT WOULD BE A DIFFERENT STORY. But the evidence is there that... I just fail to see how this was his fault.
He got gaslit and taken advantage of.
AND WHAT DID HE EVER DO TO YOU?!?!
I'm not saying Jake doesn't have flaws he needs to work on. It's because of said flaws he became a target. I'm saying the reasons why these flaws were ignited were understandable here and thus completely fail to convince me that I should hate him.
He needs to get better, but it's not his fault if other people are pulling him away from doing that.
But sure, let's blame the target for the gaslighting and manipulation and not the people DOING said gaslighting and manipulation.
If the dog is being abused by the human, I guess you blame the dog because it let itself be abused. Therefore the dog deserves all the hate and blame.
"Fuck Jake! He did exactly what we wanted him to! What an asshole! He deserves the worst!"
(If you hate him though, I can’t stop you and its wrong on my end to claim you’re wrong when it’s an opinion)
Tom, my sweet, I am so sorry, you don't deserve this treatment.
I knew he was gone, but I didn't think he'd go like THAT. That was BRUTAL.
I thought they were gonna be happy! Gosh NOOOOO...
Oh god... so I think my reactions just got ten times more polarizing. I'm sorry. This is a very morally complicated and polarizing situation. What do you expect?
If you guys want me to continue these reactions, be sure to let me know.
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kindred-spirit-93 · 4 months ago
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*succinct & eloquent opening line. maybe a clever joke or quote* :D
do you ever sit there and contemplate your life choices after like a certain experience or a talk with a loved one?
do you ever come across a quote or a piece that seems like it was written for you in this particular moment in time? an anecdote that mirrors your current situation perhaps?
well im currently going through it & after a double whammy of mama lore TM during some resurfacing anxious & assorted crises, i dont even know what im going through anymore. but we shared a really sweet heart to heart and reminisced over good and less good times aw!
i am reminded that there is still much to life, light to be sought and found, good times yet to be had. its bittersweet. its mature. its scary? its like coming to terms with your mortality but on a smaller scale. or bigger whos to say...
i wont be venting anything, i think for now at least im content to vague post lmao. also my dad bought me some stress eating treats so i might need to go wallow in my feels for a bit
after i jinxed myself by saying im going on hiatus but failing to stay off the website lol (i had moot withdrawl symptoms sue me), i wont be repeating the same mistake, but with context clues i trust u can see where im going with this
it might sound presumptious to state so confidently that this next month of my life will be the hardest in my career, especially since im not even half way there yet, but the truth of the matter is that it is.
ive been struggling for well over a year now (mostly academically) and im both succeeding in places i didnt before (alhamdulillah!) but failing in the exact same places elsewhere. guys i may have anxiety lol
self fulfilling prophecies, nocebo effect, whatever it is & regardless of what you want to call it, its rough. its hard. im tired. theres still so much left and im tired. i shouldnt be this tired. or this empty. or careless. what have i let myself become? why am i punishing myself still?
this coming month will dictate the rest of my future and ill have no one to blame but myself if i let the opportunity slip through my fingers. but if all goes well inshallah i can put this all behind me and start anew so theres that silver lining :D
i kinda lost direction of this post about half an hour ago lol. my point is im going to try harder at balancing several life aspects bc i really cant put it off any more. i need to establish balance because ive been out of the loop for too long now. *shudders in python*
anyways there are plenty of things i have to work on, both in my studies and life, so i have that going for me *party kazoo noises*
id love to grace you all with some wise words or a life lesson or something but i dont have a neat one liner to sum up anything. despite that im writing this because sometimes letting thoughts float in my head isnt enough, i need to articulate and write it out because to let them roam in the vast expanses of my mind under the pretense that i achieved something is frankly silly as it is counterproductive.
a n y w a y , to anyone and everyone reading take care of yourselves and your loved ones. i wish everyone the best in life and in their endeavours. i will probably pop back in every now and again to catch up on messages and make sure everyone is alive and nothing burned down. i will however attempt to exert self control. (key word: attempt)
aight imma head out before i get too emotional or combust with the need to say something stupid like i love you be more unserious XD
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