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da2 posting again. I'm so normal about Merrill
#started as a study but I got carried away#merrill#dragon age#dragon age 2#da2#artists on tumblr#my art#da2 fanart#something something hawke commissions a portrait of her to be put on the wall in the estate#merrill da2#merrill dragon age#merrill sabrae#digital art#dragon age fanart#da fanart#bioware
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Templar Carver cracks me up. Man is working for Cullen "mages cannot be our friends" Rutherford and Meredith "I protect you mages from your curse and your own stupidity" Stannard and when Merrill starts stressing about being caught he hits her with the softest most sincere,
"Don't you worry. It wasn't - and won't - be me. Have your fun :)"
HAVE YOUR FUN. Like she's knitting tea cozies in her free time?? Baby that's blood magic you are a TEMPLAR Carver you're so fucking funny. The man that you are
#he said: cute gwirl.. 🥺#simultaneously the worst and most based templar to ever exist#i usually put him on the warden path. but this one's worth it for irony and his sexy bible verse recitations alone#carver hawke#merrill#dragon age 2#dragon age#legacy dlc#carver x merrill
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DATV explaining the 'Regret Prison'
A REGRET PRISON IS STUPID AND I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING THAT ITS NOT
TL;DR: a prison can serve as a metaphor but it shouldn't be entirely comprised of a metaphor.
From what I understood from what the game gave us: Solas has made a new prison to move the God's too - since bringing down the veil would free them from the Black City. This new prison is separate(?) from the fade or so far removed/contained that bringing down the veil would not compromise it...apparently. We interrupt his ritual, Solas gets sucked into the new prison he made, and the elven gods are free.
When Rook gets kicked into the fade they're physically there - which means it's a physical place in the fade, like how it was a mixture of physical/thought when we entered it in DAI. Which makes sense - the gods are real and living beings, they need to be in a place, there must be some aspect of physicality to it.
Alright, cool, it's a Black City 2.0 - I assume it's better defended to prevent people breaking in/out again?
NOPE.
We get there and it's a 'regret prison'?? It's tied to the regrets of those within it? Composed of regrets??? Solas had to wait for the right moment for Rook to be sufficiently 'full of regret' that they could switch places?
So is the prison tied to Solas's regrets? If so, how can Rook escape? The prison seems to work around the idea that it relies on the regrets of the person it's holding to work - which is how/why Rook was able to be trapped and later free themselves (along with whatever remains of the team apparently being able to do something on their end, not that we hear about it).
WHICH IS STUPID!
Are you telling me the prison intended to hold to megalomaniac elven gods was going to imprison them based on their own regrets? Is Solas assuming that Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain are as self-pitying as he is? They'd break out quicker than Rook did! He made a time out corner for the elven gods to sit in and gave them an out if they reflected on their emotions/regrets or decided that they don't regret what they did. Elgar'nan, a spirit of tyranny, is not going to 'regret' his actions - he is going to justify them by telling himself and others that he knows what's best.
We can come across some of Solas's regrets in the prison if you run around a bit and explore:
Remnant of Failure - talking about the orb from Inquisition.
Remnant of Parting - talking about Mythal
Remnant of Reflection - more vague, talking about the Titans I believe.
So maybe he altered it - maybe he intended the prison to be 'locked' with his own regrets because after a millennia of having a pity party he still can't bring himself to self-reflect and look to the future. But what if Solas died? Or if his guilt lessened - would it diminish the strength of the regret prison?
We already have pre-established lore (though DATV has shown they don't really give a crap tbh) that once the being that has claimed/altered an area of the fade is slain, it's influence diminishes both in and outside of the fade. So if the prison was tied to his regrets then it would require Solas to basically live forever to keep it stable - especially if he brought down the veil and removed the one barrier that kept the world and the fade apart.
Rook and Solas needed some assistance to exit - but it doesn't seem like it was much! Solas used his dagger and Rook just...got out through a fade tear? This is Solas's 'more secure' second prison? It has a worse track record than the Black City! If Rook - who is not an elven god - managed to escape the regret prison what is to stop anyone else from breaking in and out of the prison?
And what did Solas intend to do with the blight - the bulk of which is apparently in the black city?? If bringing down the Veil would free the gods in the black city doesn't that mean that the blight would also be released?! Did he have a plan? Why does he go fully ahead with bringing down the veil at the end if the black city is still there and filled with blight?!
I get it: the 'regret prison' is a metaphor for how Solas holds onto the past and how Rook can move past their regrets and grow. He's trapped by the past - it's a prison. Cool. But this prison is supposed to by a physical place to contain the gods - not just to solely contain Solas. The mission is literally called 'A Cage for Gods'.
The Black City is an actual place that's so far out of reach of anywhere else in the fade that no mage can ever reach it while in dreams - let alone physically, which was only done once and took tremendous effort/blood sacrifices. It made sense - it was cool to see floating in the sky in DAO!
Though it's not said specifically, it's strongly implied that Arlathan is the Black City. You can see in the concept art that floating elven city is exactly the same as the black city in DAO! It's this foreboding thing just lurking in the sky - a constant reminder of the sin that led to the horrors of the blights and darkspawn. A real place with lore and history that also serves as a metaphor for the hubris and destruction of those who call themselves gods and act as tyrants -> for both the evanuris and the magisters.
I WANT TO UNDERSTAND THIS BIOWARE!
WHAT IS THIS KINGDOM HEARTS NONSENSE???!!
#we'll need Mickey and Donald to break us out of this one#this screams 'this sounds so cool lets put it in' and not 'how can we do something cool that works with the world we've established'#“it's metaphorical-” it can be metaphorical and make sense!!!#trying to invoke 'emotion' with that black and white tone and only succeeded in getting me to feel pure confusion and rage#THE FADE IS GREEN TINTED - THE LAST GAME WAS LITERALLY COLOUR THEMED AFTER IT#i'm passionate about the fade being green the same way i'm passionate about Aurora's dress being blue and Cinderella's being silver#solas's more secure second prison literally has a worse track record than the black city - why is he so dumb???#I regretted no choices in datv besides the decision to actually play this game lmao#if the game actually acknowledged that Rook's actions led to thousands of people dying maybe I'd feel something in the regret prison#no mention of treviso/ minrathous/ or southern thedas??#the team all knew the risks of what they were doing! they volunteered/made their own choices - ME2 did this so much better#played as an elf so I didn't even feel bad when Harding died because of the weird elf specific dialogue she had#I'm not sorry for the titans/what Solas did - I wasn't even there! Doesn't justify the shit that happened to the elves after either!#this game made me apathetic to LACE HARDING and i loved her in Inquisition#i'm sorry but I had more regret for choosing to speak mean to Merrill once than anything I did in this game#currently writing about the magisters sidereal in my lore post and I needed to blurt this out because its so stupid#typed out the word 'regret' so much is has no meaning in my head anymore lmao#datv critical#datv spoilers#bioware critical#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard critical
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Every time I see someone earnestly say that Carver hates Hawke, I have to exercise such restraint to not scream.
Every day I get closer to writing a deep dive about him because that's my guy. He's so interesting. He feels so much. He tries so hard when talking to the other companions and some of the dynamics he has with them are so good. He can be so fucking funny and sweet and awkward. He so badly wants to be wanted and appreciated and to protect everyone he loves.
Carver Hawke, they could never make me hate you.
#da2#carver hawke#i may have stumbled across someone complaining about how mean carver is to hawke and the companions and i just... huh??#whattya mean?? first of all if you're upset about companions being jerks to each other then boy do i have bad news for you#about the other companions--if you want 'mean' then put anders merrill and fenris in a party together#hell if you wanna see 'mean' then look through aveline's companion dialogue--she straight up calls merrill stupid to her face#and secondly carver is not MEAN... the only companion he's hostile toward is anders and that makes sense#and don't get me started on carver and hawke he does NOT hate hawke even if he's a templar and at full rivalry#hawke can be the worst piece of shit to him. max out his rivalry. leave him behind where he becomes a templar.#just say the worst shit to him and he will never betray you. he will never agree to kill hawke for meredith. ever.#but reminder that a warrior/rogue hawke has an option to let circle bethany die when siding with the templars#JUST SAYING#one day y'all.... one day i'm gonna write it and then what? WHAT THEN??#also yes... I'm replaying da2 now. i'm still in act 1 so i have hawke siblings on the brain so...#apologies in advance for not shutting up about them
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my mom picked up a stand mixer for me and the cats are all extremely thankful for it because it came with a wonderful box
#Merrill Kenny and Arthur all went inside of it within 15 minutes of me putting the box on the floor#my post#Merrill#Arthur
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merrill dragon age isn't The Character in terms of being the guy with the juiciest backstory details or protagonist material but she is The Person. The Heart. she was working on one of the most important researches of elven history and no one believed in her. not her keeper, her teacher and mother figure. nor her clan, the only family she's ever had. nor hawke's friends, the only people who were surrounding her for six years. the only person who can actually place their faith in her is hawke but if they don't she won't mind. she is used to it, being on her own. and, despite everything, she believes in people. she knows it matters. better than anyone.
she has never heard a nice word from fenris, but she still tries to cheer him up from time to time. she has never heard a nice word from anders either and she still feels for him. varric annoys her when he tries to distract her from the eluvian, but she appreciates it because she knows he means well. aveline refers to her work as senseless and potentially dangerous for the city, but she is still happy for her when she falls in love.
if hawke sides with mages in the last straw merrill is the first to support them. "I believe in you, hawke", she says, when everyone else is consumed by doubt. and then she's the only one who openly suggests sparing anders. so he can put things right.
she knows the feeling. when you're on your own and everyone thinks you're beyond salvation, undeserving of compassion or understanding. and this is the best she can offer for people she cares about: her unconditional faith, her sympathy, a second chance. the things she was desparately looking for and never had. she believes in people because she knows: there's no one else to believe in them
#going through my screenshots and every time i see 'i believe in you hawke' i want to explode#she's an unacknowledged genius but also she's the brightest person in kirkwall with the heart of gold#and i wish we talked about her smartness and willingness to discuss and defend her opinions more#but she's also genuinely such a good person. not in the 'haha silly pretty and clueless naive girl' way#but in the 'thoughtful and caring and compassionate woman who tries to learn from her mistakes and deepest regrets' way#her banters are full of these themes. believing and second chances and atonement and it just makes me feel things#if i were to put it all in this post it would be practically endless because i really lack the ability to shut up#spiraling back into my merrill brainrot. i love her i love her i love her so much#merrill#dragon age
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In honor of me trolling through a billion pages of discord messages sorted only by "has:image" for unrelated reasons; some roach!Riches from the long-ago that I somehow never ended up posting when I first started this blog. Feat. Rich's cute little mouse cuff tattoo
#rich merrill#I don't know if I just didn't get around to grabbing these from the discord messages they were posted in? they are quite old so#I think I just didn't look back carefully enough haha. we didn't even have a blog to put them on when roach sent them to the group chat
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Playing BG3 honestly makes me nostalgic for DA2. It’s the thing about being a little group of funky queer people, doing little quests and stealing anything that isn’t hammered down.
#iz rambles#Bg3#da2#if we put everyone in a room together the bisexuality would be off the charts#Lae and Fenris would be comparing big swords and she’d be hella impressed by the ghost trick#Merrill and Gale are having a convo about blood magic and Merrill is thrilled to find someone willing to hear her out#isobel and Astarion are flirting with 0 intent of following through while playing cards#Karlach is wasted and has varric also wasted on her shoulders#Wyll is retailing aveline with his misadventures because Karlach stole varric#and anders and Shadowheart are this close to killing each other in a convo about organized religion
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Dallas just trying to go to sleep when a spider crawls on his arm. He's cussing and screaming trying to murder it until Buck eventually goes upstairs and gets rid of it for him.
He refused to sleep in that room until it got thoroughly cleaned of all spiders.
#this happened to me#last night actually#i thought it was a fly#it wasn't#dallas winston#steve's actually putting all the spiders in dally's room#buck was like “here we go again”#dally winston#dallas the outsiders#the outsiders#dallas is afraid of spiders#the outsiders dally#buck merrill
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"why are they bringing back this character that absolutely has to be brought back because OF THE HUGE CHOICE AT THE WELL IN DAI when they could bring back this other character that can die and they'll have to waste an immense amount of resources to replace them with another character for those world states"
#dragon age#people they can't put merril in an important role because she can die#they can't put any da2 companions in an important role for that same reason#it's not that they're being racist about elves it's just that morrigan can't die in game and merril can like it's pretty fucking easy#i don't like this either! if#someone has a bad world state it's unfair i have to suffer for their bad taste but that's how it is! if a character can die putting them in#a game after requires double the work! there's nothing else behind it! varric keeps showing up because he always sides with hawke that's it!
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i find it hilarious how yall are so eager for asexual relationships in dragon age but sebastian vael asks for a sexless marriage and yall go 'ew, prude'
#i think its genuinely funny#sebastian vael#i like him#i think he shoulda been gay and thats his only flaw ngl#dragon age#he shoulda been gay and he shoulda ended up with fenris#not to discount isabellas romance with fenris i just dont like it#i think theyre kinda incompatable and isabella works better with other people like merrill#isabella works best in a tense toxic yuri situationship with aveline truthfully#anyways thats not what this post is about let sebastian be gay#oh thats not what this is about either#i think something about the idea of religious chastity squicks a lot of people and yknow. thats fine i guess#but sebastian is very clearly asexual and not interested in sex regardless of the reason#but we dont really tend to consider him as such cause a lot of people hate him#i dont hate him except for the fact he shoulda been gay or bisexual but especially gay#i really love his banter about religion with fenris he is so gentle with fen#and fenris responds really well to it. like he definitely needed to hear a lot of that stuff#ALSO#just to add#i think if lucanis genuinely didnt wanna fuck then yall wouldnt like him as much#hes asexual yeah but hes demisexual so it means that now that hes in love with the player he wants to fuck#but yall would be so put off by a sex repulsed asexual relationship l#like sebastian is literally that. he says i dont ever wanna fuck and if you marry me we wont ever have sex#and yall are so put off and offended by that#or you think its like a 'if i tease him enough he'll break' thing#thats nasty yall let him BE#dragon age 2
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when Petrice is getting absolutely shut down by the Grand Cleric and then suddenly she gets shot in the chest with an arrow
and then it’s revealed a Qunari archer has snuck in
and then he shoots her again in the fucking head
and then you’re all just standing there looking at each other
and then Grand Cleric just calmly and coldly goes “Please, send for Viscount Dumar” from the staircase
FUCK
game of all time for real
#dragon age 2#put this in my drafts last night after playing this sequence and like pacing around my apartment for a few minutes bc ITS SO GOOD#i think Act 2 is really just the best section of the whole game#like it just feels like the ideas they had were coming across clearly and there’s such good fuckin payoffs for the setups in act 1#like with Isabela Fenris Anders and even Merrill#agh i love this game sm#truly if i someday become a famous director and the producer people are like ok what do you want to make#i’m gonna be like let me make my feature film adaptation of dragon age 2#and it would be like super controversial bc what a doomed idea right but IT WOULD BE SOO GOOD
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My draft and unfinished artwork for the @dragonagereversebang last year, which I unfortunately had to drop out of. Hoping to finish this someday, and colour it in. 1920s AU Carver/Merrill!
#i'd kind of been hoping to put an art deco background on it and make it properly 1920s but i don't know if that would work#1920s fashion#carver hawke#merrill#carrill#1920s!AU#carver x merrill#merrill x carver#hollyand draws#my fanart#dragon age 2#1920s AU#roaring twenties#dragon age#carver/merrill#merrill/carver#my art#alternative universe
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the way fenris wont even consider turning in mages in the team bc it would upset hawke.
the way sebastian DOES considerate but struggles because there is no middle ground.
#grapecase plays da2#maior hawke pt#drawing lots.#huh pretty interesting way to try and get out of it while trying not to look like youre getting out of it#which one of us. did fenris say he would? were you hoping that you and your fellow 'fuck apostates/malifecars!' bud would help bolster your#waving? what you feel should be right - aka what you believe and what youre taught - vs what your heart wants#the chantry says this. aand with the danger it brings to the grand cleric - and likely friends he's made at the chantry - OFC he's#talking about what SHOULD be done. ofc he's like this SHOULD be done. and he's all like 'we're gonna do it1'#but he CANT bc his heart belongs to hawke to [whether in romance or friendship or just gratitude of having an ally]#he cant find it in himself to BETRAY that#but he “KNOWS” what is “RIGHT”! [he knows he shouldnt put his desires before what is right]#but could he bare to turn in merrill? who he likes? could he bare to turn in merrill - and even anders -who matters so much to hawke?#no he cant so he tries to pass the buck or share responsibility ... or idk what im looking for but i think he needs / wants#a similar minded person's convictiion.#tl;dr sebastian didnt let jack stop him from avenging his family. bc when his heart and his sense of duty are in line. it is easy and he#jumps in. but when it doesnt [starkhaven vs chantry. hand in hawke's loved ones vs dont/hand in people who may be a threat to the grand cle#ic vs dont] he wavers#i feel fenris' uh huh is also like im not gonan decide for you#[but also bc fenris is ride or die even if he doesnt like it#lmao 'fellow you to hell and back with mild complaining']#im just vibing emotions its probs all wrong lmao#sebastian vael [and even fenris] feelings hour#.... day rofl
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if they were going to go "but the lords of fortune looting historical sites arent that bad, they have a Sensitivity Consultant TM!", they couldve at LEAST made the sensitivity consultant merrill so that the merribela truthers get thrown a bone
#dragon age#veilguard lb#veilguard spoilers#merribela#i choose to believe that whats-their-name is a friend of merrills that she Insisted isabela bring along#and that isabela is just putting up with them until her gf returns
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I got these self grooming cat things specifically for Petunia since I can’t pet her but Merrill understood what they’re for right away
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