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Do you have any final theories/desires for Book 7 Part 12?
(slamming fists on table) I DEMAND MORE CHE'NYA
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#to be fair i am always in a state of lowkey wanting more che'nya#let him crash cater's pizza party!!!!#i wanna see cater skateboard up that big ol' tower to slam some za with a neon purple cat#truly this is the most radical dream yet#golly. i do try not to speculate too much but the 3-part split has me VERY intrigued#like yeah it most likely is just because hearts has a lot of boys#so it's probably cater and one of adeuce -> trey and the other adeuce -> riddle#but i am curious what's gonna happen after riddle's dream. because we'll have the party all together#and we gotta segue back into malleus somehow...#man i was wondering if the subchaptering of the subchapters was a one-off or if it was gonna be a consistent thing from here on#i guess we're gonna be getting smaller but more frequent drops from now on?#i am into that (keep up the hype!) but i'm surprised that it'll be happening just...around other events#main story has become unstuck in time and is just floating around the schedule now#we're gonna be locked in battle with cater's subconscious while deuce is over there in a parallel timeline trying on crop tops#makes me wonder what's going on in that production schedule...#lemme see those gantt charts twst
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#sneak peek#whew this next update is taking me longer than I thought I was going to#I have a two hour time limit for my drawing app. And I don’t always draw every day. So it can be a slow process.#and I also don’t really have future pages like- up and ready to make so it’s idnfdfvdvddv it just takes me a while#I wish I had a better upload schedule rather than just like once a month. But it just kind of be like that. :(#I’m a busy college kid. I’m truly surprised. I’m even still doing this comic. I’m glad I am.
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Greetings, Nia~~~ Hope you're having a pleasant day <3 I saw your latest post about TS LIs, and I'm here to talk about certain demon gentlemen we know and love ☺️
Even though Ais only had minor changes in his part, I think the "It's a nice laugh" scene hit hard for all of us Ais lovers (or maybe some idk)I'm still recovering from that scene as we speak. The "..brush away a tear with a MADDENING SOFTNESS" really has me in a death grip. Because wdym by that? Is he afraid his touch might hurt us?? like his touch could burn or something????//// inhale exhaaalllleeeeee
Ok but hear me out, what if; he didn't touch but just stared and you noticed this and asked, "What?" This startled him and his pupils go slit. He wants to say smth but words choke in his throat so he just looks away, rubbing the back off his neck, like he's nervous, covering his mouth with his knuckles. Then he looks at you, eyes softening into crescent. It's subtle but you can see blush paints his cheeks and even his ears. The corner of his mouth lifts slightly, then you heard a whisper, so soft it feels like it was meant only for you to hear it; "It's a nice laugh." ///PUNCHES WALLS-- crying and throwing up
I know of this feels like an OOC but yknow! what if he does hve this side of him? reserved for someone tht he finds truly interesting?? He becomes a bit shy and maybe awkward when trying to show genuine feelings? It’s such a contrast to someone who jst knocked a guy half-dead
IM SO SORRY W THE SUDDEN BABBLE gksajdgas I need the man blush ok,, cuz we got none in this update SOBSSS Aight Imma go back to my basement🧑🦯 Have a good day~
KEN!! hi hiii!! my good day has gotten better with your visit! :3 and not just any visit but one with the Sensational Idea of genuine/blushy ais?!?! 🤯😭😵 and now i, nia wifeiy, am here to expand!! >:3 **so sorry this got so much longer than intended. i got Lost in the Sauce idek what my goals were here.
i think it's hard to imagine awkward or shy ais because he's So. Steady and Confident and Open with his emotions. cool considerate consent and communication king. he's just Like That smh /silly. for someone he's truly interested in, in my mind it (sharing genuine feelings) manifests less as shy awkwardness, and moreso pauses before speaking to think about what to say.. 🤔 which i guess is his own way of being shy and avoiding said awkwardness actually. LMAO
so mMMm i see what u mean with feeling OOC. but it's nOT because flustered genuine ais is impossible!! THAT SIDE OF HIM IS REAL! TO ME! but at the start.... harder to find.
like, in the ocudeus scene specifically i think that, to some extent, ais wanted to amuse/relax mc with his comment.. so he'd have to be off-guard/unexpecting to be flustered :0
also ais's base level composure means he bounces back quickly from being flustered.. esp earlier in the relationship (pre-dating) he's more conscious about tucking away that softer side of him? he likes you, but it can't be That easy! THOUGH he might still blush or soften before deflecting/carrying on >:3
SO!! to FIND a stumbling, genuine ais, imo it'd be later when he's realizing the depth of his feelings. Before he reaches the point of trying to cut you off (iirc he was the one who got too attached to vere?). maybe you find him while he's having a Crisis about it and seeing you magnifies everything he's feeling, and for once he struggles with what to say or do. though that's not a fun fluffy scenario anymore... orz
to BRING OUT a shy blushy ais i would attack with sincere affection after an emotionally vulnerable conversation!! or when emotions are already heightened!! his guard's down, his attention is on you, all he can think about is you, etc. like: you saw straight through him/shown How well you know him and he's like [ ! ], you've both shared something really vulnerable, had a near-death experience, or even (gasp!) saying "i love you" for the first time, etc. etc.
YOUR DESCRIPTION OF HIM IS SOOO 😭🫶 Ais... I need him bad. i am here to share some More thoughts !! >:3
the ais in my head is. Hm. i don't know how to explain my ais. he walks the line of having his heart on his sleeve in a specific way that means. a lot of the time if he Is flustered or hiding from you, he doesn't hide the fact that he's hiding from you .? he's not wholly exposed, but to some extent he always lets you see him.... i don't think i make sense. Sorry .
like if it's a sincere compliment. there's the Eyes widening and stare and words getting stuck in his throat (ur a genius 4 that. cool witty guy Can't be cool and witty?? HELL YES!). and then. he doesn't Turn away from you . But he brings his hand to his face and covers his eyes while he softly laughs in disbelief. he covers his eyes instead of his laugh because he wants you to see it. and when he lets his hand fall YES there's a faint blush and his eyes are soft crescents and his smile and voice are gentle YEAS!!
not 2 say he never looks away. i imagine him doing that a lot w his. Emotional Crisis portion of the relationship at least.
covering his laugh with his knuckles.. that's so beautiful to me. i think it's if you do something and his own laughter catches him off guard. and you're like AIS and he's like sorry (not sorry).
^ and wouldn't it be so nice if you said something that caught him sO off guard he covered his mouth but failed to hide a bright smile and laugh. ais's laugh... can u imagine it... i just fell to my knees
also shy flustered ais might appear if you baby him. just being so so sweet on him kissing his face and being affectionate LOLLL like. to be nsft i guess. if it's during or after sex or something.. flustered and flushed ais oh my goodness. HELP ME!! HELP!! orz o(-(
blushy ais when princess exposes him somehow. i don't know how. it doesn't even have to be princess i just think that'd be an incredible move
pouty blushy ais is so cute he looks like he just got in trouble. or, again, you saw straight through him and he's like >:/ because he can't deny it BSJAHDJSHD
& the 'maddening softness' KILLED MEEE like, he told us about ocudeus in a sort of joke-y tone, but probably still prepared for Some sort of Bad reaction just in case—only to be met with Laughter??
that must've been a relief. that it wasn't a bad impression, that talking about something that's probably fucking him up can be a source of reprieve for you (and joke copium for him at the same time). of course he'd wipe away your tear with maddening softness this guy probably can't believe you're still here and he likes the fact that the shitty curse that brought you to him the seaspring hasn't prevented you from laughing like this!! OH MY GOD!! OHHMYGODD OH MY GODDDD MY
#touchstarved game#touchstarved ais#nia thinks#ts#inbox#<3 ken#i hope U are having a good day when u see this ken!! >:3 I am free and happy 2 think of ais any time Oh my goodness..#im so sorry i started to ramble. was thinking hard. such specific circumstances for things#U ARE (ALL) FREE 2 DISAGREE. i didnt open the game/any wiki stuff while thinking so i wouldnt be surprised if i forgot crucial details. LOL#also. i feel like i swerved from ur thoughts please feel free 2 say Nia u are so off topic rn can u try again. I CAN!!😭🪩#TRULY GOT LOST IN THE SAUCE IMSOSORRYBBFBD I HOPE U ENJOY SOME OF THE POST EITHER WAY.. orz
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For the Spirits —Chapter XI: Into the Depths
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Like that man
I looked down into the depths when I met you
I couldn't measure it
—Through Me (The Flood) by Hozier
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Before, Zuko had seen the endless blue of his dream on Amarok's eyes and thought he had found purpose. He had found fate.
Now, as Zuko's gaze was held coldly by eyes even brighter than those he had dreamed of, he learned he truly knew nothing. . “Who are you?”
#atla#zutara#avatar the last airbender#zuko#prince zuko#katara#zutara au#for the spirits#new gods au#Spirit Touched Zuko#FTS#atla fanfic#atla fic#atla fanfiction#zuko fanfic#agni#amarok#Mother Wolf#atla zuko#katara of the southern water tribe#southern water tribe#avatar aang#For the Spirits Chapter XI: Into the Depths#AKA The One In Which The Southern Arc Begins To End And The Real Story Truly Begins#Also mind this post's tags! They foreshadow quite a few surprises ;)#This chapter was hell of a ride to write. It's all coming together for the first time in the story!#I hope you enjoy it because—oh boy—do things take a turn here.#One of these huge scenes I've been planning since the very first chapter. The other Big Moment was a surprise even for myself!#Next chapter should be the aftermath... And you KNOW an event is a Big Deal™ if it needs an aftermath.#Am I laying it on thick? Perhaps. Do I regret it? Hell no! (Also spoiler warning: Zuko still doesn't have a good time in this one.)
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EIGHTIES, Part I Requested by @papermint-airplane Starring Caleb and Lilith Vatore
I think this was a good decade for them. Most people thought the goths might be vampires anyway, so they blended right in.
Only Caleb was requested, but we all know they come as a package deal, and I must admit I was already working on these looks anyway. I initially had Caleb in more punk attire (e.g. patched leather jacket and Mohawk), but it just didn't feel like him. I got suggested this hair, and it all fell together then. I imagine this is when he first discovered that buttoning up shirts is an unnecessary expenditure of energy. I'm not sure if it reads as quintessentially '80s, but I think it's perfect for him. This might be my favorite version of them I've done so far, and I have some story plans brewing for this era that could involve crowd participation, so keep your eyes peeled. 👀
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#the zhaoverse#caleb vatore#lilith vatore#surprise post!!!#i'm FERAL over this#i am TRULY UNWELL#can't keep it to myself a second longer#and it gives such nighttime energy anyway#i turned the second pic into a new portrait for their collection then made it my desktop AND phone background because i have no chill#new vatore peak has been unlocked#*tbw
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out of curiosity, would you consider yourself butch?
used to be a blonde underweight twink and now I'm a based jock still got the chanel bag and the sick albeit matured mind of a suckpig to prove it so I'm gonna let you decide whether you wanna call me that word just cuz I got a pussy and short hair. I promise you that there have been enough advancements made in the art of lesbian sexual dynamics in the past 50 years to broaden the vocabulary used to describe the plethora of types of masculine females.
#being called butch just reminds me of how much males have the freedom to navigate between male archetypes and how people pay attention to#the distinguishing features of these varying masculinities#but when a female is seen as masculine it all gets lumped under the “butch” category#her masculinity is seen as unnatural and therefore incapable of being considered genuine or taken at face value as it is with males.#its always brought into question instead of taken in consideration with the rest of the woman's life and experiences and her particularities#Hence... Butch is still being treated as though its a huge lesbian cultural phenomena instead of a specific niche thing#also i dont mean to invite the “you dont pass!!” anons again bc that idiot is missing my point entirely (which is that im truly not trying)#but the fact is that for the past 3 years i have found myself increasingly navigating the male social world#and discovering what it means to me as a female to have access to the ability to take my “masculinity” for granted... relax#forget about it#etc#i think thats entirely antithetical to the Butch thing which seems to rest on the tension of other peoples expectations of her#people broadly are more surprised to find out that im interested in women just as much as they're surprised that im a gym queen iykwim...#ive worked hard for this and now that ive gotten the Woman Social Role thing pretty much entirely out of the way i am living the dream#i think a large part of that is learning as a dyke to appropriate the language of gay men theres a reason their terminology had#staying power even when their scene was *literally* dying meanwhile all that seemed to survive from dyke spaces was butch n femme ??#its because theirs didnt necessitate the building and maintenance of a scene in order for the subculture to hold its head above water#their labels *largely* weren't predicated on their relationships to gender roles and its telling that for dykes it was#their labels rested on the need to simply show up anonymous n be able to easily flag whether they were looking to fuck or be fucked#alongside the set of circumstances under which they would be fucking or getting fucked or what have you#it all comes back to the restrictions of female social blah blah blah and i think the sooner we collectively set down what we see as our#responsibility as lesbians and as feminists to Be A Woman the sooner we can step outside of that#n start thinking clearly about our individual circumstances and the necessity of putting on your own oxygen mask first before helping others
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Every time I see Odysseus described as any of the following:
"Simp" (God forbid men actually healthily love their family and wife a completely reasonable amount.)
"Wet Cat" (What does that even mean exactly?? But whatever it means the vibe does not match up at all.)
"Bottom" (This man honestly has more top energy than literally every other character in this musical including the gods.)
"Homeless man" (He did not spend 20 years trying to go to the home that he has and that wants him back just to be denied his belonging there.)
"Monster/Villain/Evil" (He calls himself that enough. Can we please stop with the Odysseus demonization I am literally begging as hard as Poseidon did in 600 Strike.)
I lose a piece of my sanity.
Obviously I'm not personally attacking anyone btw. I'm just venting. Joking around is one thing but why do I see so many people treat these as canon traits? Am I in some weird corner of this fandom that I shouldn't be in?
#epic the musical#epic musical#epic odysseus#the oddyssey#odysseus epic#jorge rivera herrans#if i had a nickel for every time a strong assertive leader man got uwu-fied i would be a very sad millionaire#it happens every time and i am seriously wondering why#is it wishful thinking??#if so y'all have very different wishes from my own#leave him alone please he has suffered enough#truly ANYONE topping odysseus is cursed asf to me#have you seen him??#did we listen to the same musical?#it genuinely shocked me to see how he was perceived when i first entered the fandom#i had listened to the musical in my own time before coming here#maybe considering this happens every time i shouldnt be surprised#but somehow i am every time
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I'm not too late to make this joke, am I?
#i spent more time on this than i would like to admit but also am surprised it turned out decently well#also HOLY FUCK I ACTUALLY DREW SOMETHING#FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIKE#THREE YEARS#truly the world has gone mad#my art#echo project#adastra vn#echo vn#amicus adastra#cassius adastra#chase hunter#chase echo#barbie 2023#oppenheimer 2023#barbenheimer#meme
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just to make sure we are all on the same page in this corner of the internet, i want to be explicitly clear about my stance/feelings on some things:
if i come across "content"/fic in this niche that i absolutely do not like, do not vibe with, am not interested in, that icks me out completely and totally—i scroll past it as quickly as i can and i move on with my day.
in the case that it's "content"/fic that really bothers or triggers me in any way, i make sure that i have blacklisted/blocked certain tags and keywords so that in the future i may not come across those things again.
i also understand that there is a variety of tags used throughout the internet and that websites are not perfect/things slip through the cracks. people are also human, and mistakes are also made.
in the event i am exposed to something that i do not want to see, point blank, i would never and will never believe it is my right to harass and terrorize the person writing said thing/s, and if i witness this kind of behavior being celebrated among the people around me, whoever you are, i will be removing you from my space.
to be perfectly and abundantly clear: i will always be a supporter of dark content, and its right to be written. even if i don't understand it, even if it "disgusts" me, even if i never want to read it.
please understand that i do not say this with hostility, nor do i mean it as a threat or to be confrontational. you should protect the space that you are in; this is me doing that, this is me making sure that you do that, even if it's against me.
#this is my honest and true opinion regarding this topic: if you need to block me for it then i made this post for you#i want you to be aware of my feelings so that—if they don't align with yours—we can protect OURSELVES#AGAIN i do not mean this with any hostility or anger#but i am continuously surprised by the behavior that a large amount of us exhibits time and time again#really and truly and sincerely: don't like ? don't read. block and move on.#quit attacking people. educate yourself. grow up.#HONESTLY with all the love in the world i want that.#i understand that sometimes people don't tag the things they should; that IS their fault and they SHOULD do better#but that does not give you the pass/excuse to be hateful to them. it just doesn't.#if you can't be a decent adult and have a conversation with someone then you need to block them and move on
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so many gomens fans worrying about the show’s ending being bad. rip to you but I’m over here ready for any eventuality. you wouldn’t last a day in the asylum bbc sherlock raised me
#truly nothing can surprise me anymore. nor can it break my heart#i am here to see my two British actors be gay on screen that’s all#good omens#bbc sherlock
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idk guys like zhao yuanzhou trolling zhuo yichen and wen xiao and everyone is funny and for sure he is just doing it for fun sometimes and to create safe distance other times but definitely a good chunk of the time he is genuinely like being vulnerable or trying to connect and being met with of course skepticism or some other refusal and then haha of course he was acting, he was just messing with them. Like he makes things jokes that didn’t start out as jokes. Right? Like even on day 1 when he was generally trying to be sinister and confusing like he was so happy to see wen xiao as happy as he could be about anything in that headspace anyway and really tried to tell her about his promise to protect the wilderness and then even after she scoffed and he decided to make it a joke, the “if even you don’t believe me—“ that part too came from something real, that is a real desperation that he is tamping down, and i think so many times pre-ep-17 wen xiao or zhuo yichen giving him that look, like ‘wait that seemed maybe real, or is he fucking with me again’ it’s not just because they’re naive, he’s really not so much more worldly than they are, i think it’s because they feel or see for a second that this isn’t a joke, and then either they decide no it cant be real that would be too— (too sad, too absurd, too much right now) or he decides first and either way haha what a good actor what a tricky demon. Can’t believe he got me again!
#this isnt really that subtle and not a controversial read i just was much like zyc and wx Fooled#to the point where when wen xiao Found Out It Was Her (? shige?) i was like wtf why is he crying#fangs of fortune#here i am. made into a surprised pikachu by this show yet again#it was the ost choices that finally fully convinced me of this#like he really wasnt an impenetrable wall up to ep 17. like in effect he might as well have been kinda but#you know what it is it’s how people act when they’re REALLY lonely#like ‘havent confided in a safe person in years’ lonely#you’ll just suddenly tell the truth regardless of who’s around hoping someone will see you#and if no one does or you’re afraid of letting it sit long enough for someone to (bc where did that even come from) you cover it up somehow#Deeply Lonely Person Gets Really Truly Loved is not the only angle of this show but it is Up There
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I love when a game has you truly grow along with the character you play. Legit fucking hated Johnny's guts for the first half of the game because he's Like That, but I kept trying for the bare minimum civility with him because despite slashing people with a katana at every opportunity I'm also trying to play a decent person with a modicum of compassion in this shitty world I've been thrust into. And by making those choices, slowly Johnny warms up to me. I start to see the cracks in the "I Don't Give a Shit Fuck Everything" front he puts up. Half of it isn't even a front. I see how filled with hate, how deprived of any deep relationship with another he was by his own shitty attitude, and now by being forced to interact with me, be in my head, letting ME be the one calling the shots, he mellows out some, sees Night City through new eyes, literally. I start to resent his existence less, we have our bonding moments, and now 80 hours into the game I'd fucking die for the bastard that's destroying my brain and he'd do the same for me. 10/10 character development on all fronts.
#cyberpunk 2077#lineko.txt#i fucking hated him#also bc keanu reeves jumpscare and it took a while to stop seeing him as 'just keanu talking to me like an asshole' and actually as johnny#something something giving up control learning to trust idk its 4 am i slept like 3 hours yesterday#his character truly clicked for me when i let him take control for serious reasons and he ended up getting drunk getting a lapdance#and getting the stupid ass johnny + v tattoo#and then i give him another chance and he finally. FINALLY. starts to seriously think about how to be less of a selfish prick#that there's a certain amount of consideration for others that he needs to exhibit#bc no one else would put up w his bs this long but you did bc you know him and he knows you despite both of you being forced into this#gah he's in my brain now and i cant even slot him in there#tangentially related rambling in the tags no surprise there from me but yeah just#i really did feel what v was feeling as you grow to know him#you grow along w the character i love that
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New devastating insult: You're not being the Aminah the world needs right now.
OUCH BRUTAL! Be the sunshine butch you want to see in the world!!
[throwback to some old Aminah sketches, before we even drew Lunar Boy! I think we were still scripting at this point]
#askjesncin#lunar boy#trivia: the 2 statues in front of the Bhinneka center are traditionally meant to be a man and a woman. But they're two women instead!#they're meant to symbolize a harmonious couple in Javanese culture~#read Lunar Boy where I truly just let it all out and drew all the things I wanted and am still surprised I got away with#what do you mean I got to add a transpuan butch into a middle grade book
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My verdict on Wicked Part 1: actually pretty bloody good. Does not/could not take the stage version's place in my heart, but I've quietly retreated my crankiness over the splitting into two movies.
#mostly because what was added/fluffed was pretty good!#i have truly been in a work hole - bar new zealand trip - for months now so am only barely aware over the chitter chatter discourse#but i absolutely had my own eeehhhh reservations#but it was good!#love going with low expecations and being pleasantly surprised#cried during defying gravity because OF COURSE
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it's the day before my birthday, and my girlfriend surprised me with an outing to a local bird aviary/botanic gardens in the mountains!!!
this was an absolute delight for me, known bird enjoyer, and i got to have many cute and phenomenal birds perched on my head (which i loved and plushie magolor 'tolerated', on account of it being my birthday). i even got to see a nicobar pigeon, which i had never seen in person before!
they also surprised me with an early birthday present to use at the incredible mountain-top picnic spread my gf planned (😭😭) of this extraordinarily cute kirby themed liquid-glitter cup!!
and of course, in true starflung fashion i injured myself twice
once, not three minutes into the outing when my umbrella (which i only require because i'm allergic to both the sun and sunscreen) bit me, and my gf had to run to reception to get me a bandaid. later, when i just totally fkn stacked it on some loose gravel on a slope and i got the umbrella back by slamming it into the ground, along with my knees and one palm. but not the other palm, which was holding plushie magolor, who touched neither gravel nor dirt and never will while i still breathe!
#i am so accident prone and also stupidly fragile in every way. but i'm fine and i found both of these incidents hilarious!#i feel it is important that everybody know that my mum (who has dementia but recognises plushie magolor) asked “is that magolor” when-#she saw meta knight on the cup. i said “no that's meta knight” and she replied “oh i should have known. he's not as cute as magolor.”#and magolor's ego grew THREE TIMES that day let me tell you#the cup is also extremely important as a gift actually. i recently accidentally smashed a childhood glitter cup i've had my whole life#i adored it to bits; comfort item; it had toucans on it. i was quite devastated when it broke#but it's been impossible to replace (despite my gf's best efforts) and we knew no substitute would really hit the same.#but THIS is similar enough yet different enough and so *perfect* in its own right that it really... fills the spot.#my gf is phenomenal at gifts and surprises. truly she is unfathomable. i am so spoiled 🥺#7inch plushie magolor return to dreamland#he does have other bows btw!! he's been dressing up for halloween and christmas and such but this is his Party Bow!#starflungs personal tag
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Did I paint your bluest skies the darkest gray a universe away? And when I got into the accident the sight that flashed before me was your face, but when I walked up to the podium I think that I forgot to say your name, but just say when, I'd play again, he was my best friend down at the sandlot. I felt more when we played pretend than with all the Kens 'cause he took me out of my box, stole my tortured heart, left all these broken parts, told me I'm better off, but I'm not.
#this was the moment my third eye opened at the back of that fuckass stadium#truly like one of the most creative mashups she's done#and yes I'm saying that because I was there lmao#surprise songs#london n6#eras tour#I made mp3 versions of my videos to listen to on a playlist to feel something lmao#which I am now listening to
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