#(also i block liberally so dw abt that)

[twipsai]

ive been getting like a TON of ghost notifs recently??? like i get notifications and the note count on the posts but i cant. see them. i cant see the person thats doing it or see them in my notifications

[apatheticlexicographer]

does anyone else have ppl they Really Strongly Dislike but would absolutely never say a word of it anywhere where they might find out about it or is that just a me thing

[putriddivine]

𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝚑𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓…

adult (20s) - mdni - any pronouns - this post will be updated as needed

this serves as an archive+inspo/public"private"space/mess+dump

i also think+talk a lot about existing on the edges of society/personhood+being lgbt+nd+settler/indig mixed+trying to let the soft animal of my body do its thing, yk.

♡art of all kinds(especially traditional art+outsider art)♡MUSIC ! i love all music+music history+music production+experimental music+noise+other audio projects♡spirituality+esoteric spirituality+occultism+theology(especially the sects of christianity)♡alt+street+high fashion♡pop culture+internet culture+modern weirdness♡sexuality+the erotic vs the pornographic+sex generally♡cars+computers+planes+weapons+any other machines♡japanese language+media+culture♡wrestling+video games+anime+webdev+other nerd shit♡film(especially horror)+literature(especially russian)+other obnoxious philosophy+sociology+poetry♡

i am not any kind of philosopher/expert/scientist/doctor/theologian/public figure/sociologist/academic/authority/educator or similar. i am, first and foremost, a thinking sensory organ. please interact and/or ignore accordingly.

you'll absolutely see me reblogging from weirdos, i doomscroll+mass follow+use for you+am not scared of people in the computer. this blog also runs on a queue to avoid random waves of spam when i log on, lol.

i sometimes randomly unfollow if i notice our blogs don't overlap much anymore, so dw abt that. no hard feelings in this webzone.

i don't have a dni. that said, i also block liberally. if you are annoying+come up on my for you too often+are any kind of ethnonationalist/similar bigot+etc. i don't check my notifs often (if at all) so tread lightly+be respectful, you'll be fine.

look at my pretty bible

my tags aren't always straight forward (#cars includes motorcycles, #wrestling is all fighting, #film includes tv and #anime includes manga, etc) blacklist #clutter and #meme to ignore personal+ugly and/or #g0re #fet1sh and #idk for sensitive content, i dont tag for triggers but that is where most would be.

[ecto-writes]

💛 intro post!!! 💛

🛸 hello I'm ecto! they/them, viet nb lesbian, and 21. also got the adhd brain so yippeeee. 🎊 cancer sun, libra moon, sag rising, since that matters /j if you know me feel free to stop by and say hi, or feel free to do that if you don't know me either lol

💫 been writing for fun for a long time, but I don't usually ever post; a lot of my ideas are more for long, overarching and/or multichapter works but I wanna practice and take joy in writing again without the pressure of such big projects :)

🛸 probably gonna post hcs, imagines, drabbles, one-shots, or general word vomit straight from my brain. whatever I'm feeling at the ig...I wanna post some actually stuff like smaller fics/one-shots but wanna have the space to post more casually too 💖

💫 just gonna write about the things, series, or characters I currently have brainrot for cause otherwise I probably won't have the energy or will. feel free to send in asks just to chat or talk abt whatever, even your own hcs and stuff (as long as we all stay respectful ofc)!

🛸 might not be able to reply to everything (I say as if I'm popular but still jic lmao) or in a timely manner but dw I most likely would've read it!! I see you trust 👁👁 will be deleting any asks that are hateful or sent in bad faith and blocking liberally!

💫 minors dni please, don't think I'll be posting full on smut (if I do it'll be tagged tho) but I am an adult and there will probably be suggestive/mature things on my blog. basic dni criteria; just be someone who interacts with media (or other things) critically and constructively, be nice, etc etc absolutely will not tolerate bigotry/proships/terfs/zionists/anything else in the same vein. all in all just don't be weird in a harmful way, go ahead and be weird in like...silly ways like how much you love worms or smth 🎶🎷🐛

🛸 tbh I wanna use this blog to be kinda self-indulgent too. let's unlearn shame together 🤲🤝💕 expect oc x canon or reader x canon stuff maybe. will probably write about canon x canon too if I feel like it. whatever goes lol gotta gave a lil whimsy in our lives

💫 really into dungeon meshi rn but I also love wanderer from genshin and rika from pokemon!! always loved pokemon tho, also VNs/dating sims/otomes, RPGs or other games, cats (I have a cat of my own <3), astrology/tarot, music, and more :D idk maybe I'll just ramble abt random stuff on here too?

☆ yeah idk what else to add I'll probably just update this post (idk can you even do that can you edit ur own posts?? I'm not used to posting like this...) or if not copy this all and make a new one and pin THAT or smth idk. anyways if u read through all of this ty ilysm; the password is soup 🍜

[sociallyawkward--fics]

hi xy time for what is becoming my annual checkin! how are u! i feel like since its been abt a year i have to infodump abt all my character development hold on i'll speedrun it. my pronouns r it/its zhey/zhem or (less preferred) they/them. and i have settled on those. it/its is the only one thats ever given me gender euphoria, took 4 years but i got there. ummm realized i have autism (undiagnosed). love the stimming and the being insane abt fictional characters the rest isnt that great. got anxiety meds!!!!! oh my god xy!!!! life is so good now antidepressants r a girls best friend. also. hold on ur never gonna believe this. i have adhd meds now. the crowd goes wild. was like yea doc idk i just think the anxiety meds r not improving my ability to focus what was that u said abt adhd^__^ n she was like hmmmm ok i cant diagnose u but i can give u this adderall u dont need a diagnosis for n if its like glory hallelujah we'll just assume u have it and GLORY HALLELUJAH. ive cleaned my room like more times in the past few months than i have my entire life im WINNING. i cant rly feel if its working but i'll sit down to write or smth n i wont get distracted every 5 seconds n the mental block that keeps me from doing things is gone!!!!! life changing stuff just wish i had it before my grades fuckin woooo splat. um my gpa is 2.2 weighted im like. ok well now that i have adhd meds im working on it -H (i feel like. ok i think tumblr made it so ur asks can be longer but fuck all those liberals n their woke agenda (joke) i am all abt tradition babey i'll be back for a pt 2 rq)

ummm rly into books love books. "thats old news h everyone knows that" but like im being wonderfully unnormal abt them<3 there was this one series the ascendance trilogy n i was fucking OBSESSED w it when i was younger n i learned there was a 4th n 5th book recently so like. the trilogy thing was a fuckin lie. but i obviously had to reread the series so i could read the new books n im still so obsessed w the series its so banger for a middlegrade series. got so unnormal abt it i made a 7hr playlist for the main character bc everyone elses sucked so much ass i just had to. still in the process of rereading but yeah. also theres this OTHER series the raven cycle i read recently n im also obsessed w that these series r all like my ideal books they hit all my favorite tropes. yeah just being rly unnormal abt books thats my current obsession. also. drawing. im so good at it u wouldnt believe. next fuckin van gogh right here. n honestly i dont even care abt going off anon it just bothers me bc my ROUTINE. the TRADITION. its just not the same. but i'll go off it just for u to show u some of my banger art. at a stage where im pretty frustrated at my limitations but that doesnt mean i cant recognize that im fucking awesome ok hold on again -H but yea ok to finish up what have u been up to! tempted to just ask what shows/game/etc uve been into but also i am exerting a little of my brain power to realize some ppls lives dont revolve around those. so just liek what have u been spending a lot of time doing. how is writing going! wait what r ur drawing skills just out of curiosity draw smth for me (if ur comfy ofc n dw i completely understand if it fuckin sucks taht was me just over a year ago) -H (when i was younger i used to think that ppl couldnt be good at writing n drawing they had to choose one. exerted my baby brain power to be like. it takes too long to get good at them u can only do one. then saw a book w the cover art credited to the author n i was like woahhh this is fuckin crazy living my younger selfs pipe dream)

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The way I have had a reminder on my phone to answer these asks for MONTHS but my executive function has been GARBAGE i am so sorry my friend it was not intentional to leave this sitting for so long i am so sorry!!! (also between the two of us this got Long so i am putting a read more so i don't take up a big block of people's dash in my return from the dead lol)

thank you for pronouns update! congrats on meds!! i gotta get me some of those so i can Detroit: Become Functional lol. I am rooting for you with your GPA!!! Also lol, love that we are following tradition of multiple asks still even with the tumblr updates letting asks be way longer now lol, it is just Familiar To Us

I will have to look into the ascendance trilogy!! My sibling is also obsessed with the raven cycle, but i have not read it yet (still debating if i want to or not, have been for YEARS lol, because i keep hearing "author problematic" and then never remember Why because i have Goldfish Memory). I will not post your off-anon ask with the artwork unless you want me to (want you to feel comfy on the blog and sending asks and I know you prefer anon!), but i will say that your art is AWESOME, my friend!! you are SO good and you're only going to keep getting better! I am glad you enjoy it!

Also bestie. This is a neurodivergent space lol, my life also revolves around shows/games/books/etc. they are the only thing that make the monotony of life and job-having under a neurotypical capitalistic society bearable lol. I actually have been getting back into reading ACTUAL BOOKS lately which feels GREAT (because reading Actual Books when i am so tired and Non-Functioning all the time is Hard lol), i am finally going through my seemingly-endless TBR and also have reread some old faves this year. Games-wise, the only thing i ever think about is still the Dragon Age games, Alistair is the love and light of my life lol. Show-wise.... i am in Limbo because of the Exhaustion, tragically, and also just waiting on new seasons (OFMD). Witcher has a new season out, but i have not watched it yet because Energy and also i have no motivation to because the last season they put out was so bad (even if i hear this one is good, i have lost trust lol)

Writing is. Not quite going lol. I have not finished a fanfic in ages, and also have made little to no progress on any of my original work attempts either, tragically. Hopefully things look up for me soon cuz I wanna get stuff DONE again lol, this blog has become so quiet and near obsolete because i cannot FINISH anything and it is TRAGIC.

Also, I have little-to-no drawing skills, but I also unfortunately do not have much energy to apply to drawing you a picture atm :(( maybe someday. Sometimes I can draw something that makes me go "omg i am not Awful, maybe I could actually put thoughts and energy into learning this as a skill" and other times it is like "i will never put pencil to paper (or stylus to screen) ever again" lol. Maybe someday when i am doing Better again i will hopefully have the energy to draw you something!!

[jejesart]

real talk what you said on the last anon is true. in this case i see that the anon might be young or new to the pkmn fandom or franchise coz this whole shipping this -- esp protag/anyone -- is THE most common thing in all of pkmn. literally this is nthing new.

the fun thing abt pkmn is how we are so free to interpret hwever we want. its been like that since pokemon + fan interaction was born n its not going away as long as the franchise n fans exist. literally u can choose to ignore what u hate and focus what u love and share them w people

also yea sadly ive seen...not so fun things applied to volokari bt u know. id rather not talk abt it or god forbid contact the artist abt how i Hate it coz really thats nt good for my mental health. hell i focus on things that i love n share and that is really fun lmao.

anon im saying this in the nicest way possible: dont like dont look.

n jeje if theyre still stubborn just block coz trust me that shit liberating as hell lmao

SO TRUE QUEEN!!! honestly its easier for anon since they disagree with the whole ship they can just simply block the tag and keyword. meanwhile we have to brave through the contents we dont like to get some food :')

anyways to repeat the extremely important thing : dont like dont look

dw i love myself so i definitely will do it if necessary👌🏼