#(Rewatching while cleaning 😌)

[i-may-be-an-emu]

I need to clean so naturally I’m gonna rewatch the Bitter Sweethearts wish me luck

[winryrockbellwannabe]

✨1/30 days of routine✨

[im trying to implement a morning and night routine to hopefully improve my productivity and get a regular sleep schedule😌]

today, since I'm at my parents house, it's a little bit different (and more time consuming) that it would be back at my college bedroom.

7:15 🛌 get up (won't say wake up, since i woke up at 6:30 but was too cold outside for me to move) 7:20 ☕ breakfast + ep from a tv show/youtube video (rn im rewatching haikyuu!! but i'll probably start a new anime soon/continue one i left on hold) 7:40 🍽️ dry dishes from yesterday and tiny clean up around kitchen 7:50 🏋️‍♀️ change clothes + workout (aprox 35 min: today i did 25 min bike + 10 min arms workout while listening to my anime playlist) 8:30 🚿 writing this tumblr post bc im really happy about my workout and wanted to share lol (but aftewards I'm going to brush my teeth and shower lol) 📚 afterwards, Im going to study for a bit until my mom wants my help around the house/wants to hang out lol

And that's basically what i wish my morning routine would look like, rn. (tho today it wasn't my most time efficient one)

Today's to do:

⬜ Email my project advisor if I can't find the material she was talking about

✅ Study biomechanics [5 exercises from worksheet]

⬜ Study eletronics [3 exercises from worksheet]

✅ Study SI - java tutorial

⬜ Clean up my bedroom (especially my bookshelves)

[grimalkinmessor]

Mikalight for the ask game! :D

Hi Moon :D

AYYYY MIKALIGHT 👓🖋️🍷

when i started shipping it: Before I'd even finished my Death Note rewatch honestly—I only binge a max of six episodes a day so I didn't even remember what Mikami looked like when I started reading fics that mentioned him. Deadass I thought he had a moustache, I was so convinced in my old memories before I saw him on screen again 😭 BUT YES I read TrashKing's Composure before I finished the series again and found their dynamic there intriguing :3

my thoughts: They just bring a sort of Riza & Roy, Barty & Tom, Crim & Alessio, Aro & Jane vibe to the table that I really enjoy ✨ The Mastermind™ and their feral attack dog—Light says "Bark" and Mikami goes "At what tone, pitch, and volume; poodle or rottweiler?" and that's just SO much to play with >:3 IT'S ABOUT THE SERVITUDE 🤌🤌 THE IMAGE OF LIGHT SITTING CLEAN AND ARROGANT IN HIS THRONE AND MIKAMI STANDING PROUD BESIDE HIM COVERED IN BLOOD 😩🙏 Mikami is Light's favorite little pet and Light is Mikami's everything.

what makes me happy about them: They are soooo unwell your honor 💕 Two freak ass nerds both thinking they're more righteous than they are. Mikami could probably snap Light in half over his knee (dude is JACKED) but he won't 🥰 They're what I need when I want Light pampered and spoiled and getting everything he wants.

what makes me sad about them: THEIR DEATHS. DEAR GOD CANON DID THEM SO DIRTY, MIKAMI ESPECIALLY 😭😭 There is no dignity in death INDEED

things done in fanfic that annoy me: Honestly? (Don't hate me for this one Moon (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•)) I don't like how often L is brought up or mentioned in Mikalight fics. Like Mikami is L's replacement in Light's heart, like he sees L in Mikami—they're literally nothing alike 😭 They both have black hair but if that's the only thing you need to be L's replacement then Matsuda would make the cut. Besides; if I open a Mikalight fic, I want the focus to be on Mikami and Light :') If I wanted Lawlight I'd have gone to the Lawlight tag instead, you know?

things i look for in fic: Mikami being obsessed and Light viscerally enjoying his obsession. That's it :3 I want Mikami to be the devoted pursuer and Light to be the deity deigning to touch him out of amusement and curiosity. I like Light in control and Mikami being super horny about it ✨

who I'd be comfortable with the ending up with: For Light, I like him with pretty much everyone lol (have that man running from his harem 24/7), though L and Ryuk are definitely at the top of the list ;3 For Mikami.... it's harder, because I only like him with other people in situations where Light isn't a factor at all, such as they've never met or Light just doesn't exist. Save for maybe Near, because I think captor/captive is always a fun trope 💫 But with Light there (and specifically in Kira Wins AUs) I tend to like him with either Matsuda or Misa, because I can see both of those relationships turning antagonistic >:3 Mikalight is pretty much the only DN ship I have that doesn't have SOME form of chafe to it, so anything else would need to be made interesting for me to ship it.

my happily ever after for them: Kira wins, Mikami uses his eyes and tenacity to become Light's right hand man, and then they spend the rest of time being righteously evil with Light directing and Mikami wielding the scythe—which he is then reward for by Light allowing him to use his mouth and hands and sometimes cock to make his Kami-sama feel good 😌💖

who is big spoon/little spoon: TOUGH QUESTION. Because if it's in a No Death Note AU and they were both,,,normaler, I'd say Mikami. But in any other circumstance I'd say Light, if only because Mikami kneeling between his legs while Light works is practically the same thing as being the little spoon when you think about it :3

what is their favorite nonsexual activity: Not to get super soft all of a sudden, but probably talking. Mikami is canonically very intelligent as well, even if I think his smarts come more from diligent study than any born-in ability like Light's—they've probably read a lot of the same books and I imagine them sitting in comfortable quiet reading together and occasionally looking up to speak their thoughts about the book aloud, which leads them into calm but intriguing discussions. When they're not being murderous psychos, I think they're both actually quite calm and content people, so things like going for a morning run, drinking coffee together, and reading in the same room are definitely their favorite moments otherwise 💗

[nocoastposts]

Things I can do today:

1. Lose my temper and wind up in jail because my ex husband is a terrible father and person.

or

2. Rewatch RWRB and make a playlist of Nick’s covers of songs while I fury clean my apartment.

I’m going with option two. 🙃😌

[madame-wilsonn]

Solace

Summary: Tommy is in pain but his wife is here to help him get through it

A/N: okay this is something I’ve wanted to write for a while, I’ve rewatched some the last episodes of s4 and this is kind of a continuation of this scene (the last minute of the video). It’s a scene I love, Cillian’s acting is just phenomenal and yeah very sad Tommy means Anna has to write something to fix it 😌✨ if you haven’t watched it yet, don’t worry, there aren’t any spoilers in this! I really hope you all enjoy! 🥰

Warnings: ANGST but with a semi fluff ending, mention of blood, ptsd and a very sad Tommy 🥺 also English isn’t my first language

You sat in front of your piano, slowly reading through the sheet in front of you as your fingers reached for the right keys when Frances rushed inside the room.

« Mrs. Shelby, I’m sorry to bother you but… » 

Although she was looking at you, you noticed she was fiddling with her fingers nervously. Clearly, something was upsetting her so you offered her a gentle smile and spoke softly, hoping this would appease her.

« It’s alright, Frances. What’s going on? »

« It’s-It’s Mr. Shelby, he… »

Your maid’s worried voice was interrupted by a loud crash resonating in the whole house and you closed your eyes, sighing. You approached Frances and, putting a reassuring hand on her shoulder, you told her you would take care of it.

You left the room in a hurry, you heart pounding in your chest, worry spreading in your body, your mind racing. By the time you arrived in front of the parlor, you had to stop and remind yourself to breathe.

Tommy had had an awful time enjoying the long vacation his family had decided to grant him. Even if most people would’ve been thrilled to be away from work, it wasn’t the same for your husband. Besides you, his work was the only thing that could keep his mind away from his dark thoughts and with all the recent events, being away from work only meant drowning in other troubles. And because it was the first time since he came back from France he didn’t have anything to worry about, his mind would often slip and lead him in the darkest depths of death, war and other buried memories.

When you pushed the slightly opened door, you realized how bad it was this time. You were welcomed by the intoxicating smell of alcohol mixed with tobacco in a dark room, where only a beam of light came through the closed blinds. Tommy was on the ground, surrounded with bottles of gin and whiskey, shattered right next to him.

You crouched down in font of him, reaching for his hand to help him up but he moved back abruptly, knocking his back against the wooden desk. He managed to put himself on his feet, almost falling again but he clung onto the furniture behind him.

« Tom? » you called out softly

You took one step towards him, slowly, as if you were approaching a scared animal.

« I’m fine. » he slurred, his voice raw.

Taking a closer look, you noticed the blood on his forearms and the redness of his cheeks. Your heart clenched in your chest but you knew you had to show a strong face if you wanted to get him through the night. 

He was still a bit far from you so you took another step forward, carefully avoiding all the glass pieces on the carpet. You extended your hands slowly, expecting him to react like before but he didn’t budge so you gently took his bloodied hands in yours and guided him to the nearest couch. You reached for one of the only bottles in the cabinet and grabbed the napkin Frances had left next to the now cold dinner. You poured some gin on the cloth but before cleaning your husband’s wounds, you warned him gently:

« It might sting a bit »

Of course he was all too familiar with the feeling of alcohol being rubbed into a wound but you didn’t want to startle him. He didn’t even nod, he only kept staring at your hands, incapable of looking at you in the eyes. When you made sure his arms were clean, you began taking out the small shards of glass with your fingers. Thankfully, the cuts weren’t deep enough to require stitches and the shards of glass were big enough for you to grab them with your hands.

You rubbed your thumb along his hand, soothingly and asked:

« Where does it hurt, love? »

You both knew you weren’t talking about physical injuries but over the years of being married to him, you had realized in some moments, it was easier to guide him with questions rather than let him explain himself alone.

He stayed quiet for a while, you thought he might have not heard you but before you could speak again, he mumbled a small « everywhere » before his shoulders began shaking and a sob escaped his lips. You didn’t even think before bringing his body closer to yours, you hugged him with one hand in his hair and the other movie up and down on his back. For a second, you wondered if he could hear your heart breaking in your chest because seeing him like this, so broken and in so much pain shattered it. The only thing you wanted for him was to see him genuinely happy and it seemed like he was getting further away from happiness as each day passed.

Tommy kept a tight grasp on your waist, your body like a lifebelt keeping him away from drowning into his demons.

You didn’t move until his body stopped trembling. You stayed quiet, giving him the time he needed to calm down, your hands still around him, offering him a never ceasing support. 

After a while, you couldn’t say how much time had passed since you came in the room but you felt the exhaustion washing over Tommy’s body. You gently squeezed his shoulder, dropping a kiss on his temple.

“Let’s get you to bed, yeah?”

He didn’t answer but he didn’t object either so you took this as a sign and got up first, then you helped him up as well. You kept an arm around his waist as he wrapped his around your shoulders to keep his balance. 

Finally, you reached your shared bedroom. You briefly let go of Tommy and took a look at his face for a second. He was exhausted, his shoulders were slouched, his face still red and his eyes swollen from the tears. You knew he couldn’t speak for now but it was okay, you would always wait for him to be ready.

You gently started opening the buttons of his shirt, took off his suspenders and unbuckled his belt. He was moving like a machine, like he wasn’t really there and his brain was just doing tasks because it had to.

When he was only wearing his underwear, you pushed off the covers of the bed and let him lay down. You caressed his cheek tenderly before getting up to change your clothes as well. You did as fast as you could to quickly join Tommy but even then, he felt terribly cold in the huge bed without you by himself. When finally you pressed your body against his back, he sighed in content and closed his eyes.

He turned around, resting his head on your chest and you wrapped your arms around him.

For the first time today, Tommy didn’t feel like he was suffocating, he didn’t feel like his mind was too loud while it was numb as well, he didn’t feel the abysmal void inside his chest that threatened to swallow him at any given moment. For the first time today, Tommy felt the loved you and he shared, he felt the comfort you brought and the hope of better things coming up you carried. For the first time today, Tommy felt he was safe and he knew he could always find solace in your loving arms.

[sincerelyovercast]

goodbye quarantine / samurai / long hair. 💇🏻

03.03.20 — 06.26.21

a photo dump of the few photos I have over the past 15 months that show my hair growth.

decided when quarantine hit that I wasn’t going to cut the top of my hair cause I didn’t feel safe going to a barbershop at the time (still cut the sides & back though at home to clean it up).

i figured if there was a time for me to try it out and feel like an anime character, it would be during quarantine.

second, i felt that this quarantine was a time for growth, a time where everything was paused, a time in between chapters. if my life was an anime, quarantine would be the arc where the main character went away for awhile to grow as person and train their skills — thus resulting in hair growth. 🌱 and in a weird symbolic way, i wanted to represent that with my hair. lol

the moment I decided to cut it is the moment I was going to be ready for the next chapter. *insert clip of Korra (from The Legend of Korra) chopping off her hair here* 😅

Lol & also, I was rewatching Avatar: The Last Airbender at the time and I wanted to be like Sokka, haha. 😂

I also dressed up as a Kinja / Shikamaru (from Naruto) hybrid for Halloween, but didn’t really get any pictures of myself. note to self, I needa do better at taking pictures for memories.

right before cutting it, I asked my friend to measure my hair with a ruler and it was 10 inches long! without a doubt, the longest my hair has been (& probably ever will be).

it was fun while it lasted, but ultimately I decided to cut it now that:

1. quarantine is over

2. i’m finally vaccinated

3. it’s gotten so long that styling it and dealing with it in general was such a hassle

4. i missed having a clean cut and looking presentable/professional lol

as corny as it sounds, cutting all that hair off felt freeing, to be honest. all that weight off my head /shoulders, both literally and metaphorically. there’s just something about carrying something with you for a long time, learning to grow and live with it, and then finally letting it go and being at peace with it. realizing that something you held onto that you found comfort in even though it wasn’t necessarily what was best for you, ultimately doesn’t hold any power over you or make you who you are. ✌🏼😌

other notes: wish I had taken more pictures with it but I never really had the chance or the time to. also wish I had gotten it braided more and took photos while my hair was braided. a jedi tail would’ve been dooope! oh well, maybe someday! 🤷🏻‍♂️

[lunawritesaa]

Alright u asked for it *cracks knuckles* prepare for spam. I have to clean myself of bl*ckmadhi anyway, that shit physically hurts my soul but I'd rather not rant abt how much I hate it on ur blog. ANYWAY - dadquill would def not let his daughter watch just about anything. Oh no no, she only must watch true quality cartoons (coughs anime) be it dbz, pokemon or anything of the sort (actual classics come in later when shes older, like fmab for example) (1/?)

aight mod taka i’ve been waiting for all the parts to come in and i just got the last one. so let’s get on into it! im gonna break it up and take each ask that you sent in on its own, so its broken up into parts!

under the cut bc there’s a lot to digest here~ but i’m so excited to talk more about dadquill ✨😌

lets start with this first message you sent in! (tbh i had to look up what blackmadhi and i have a thing or two to say abt it myself but we’ll save my dislike for shipping for another time) but i completely agree! blackquill would totally watch anime with his kid, as long as they are kid friendly. then when his daughter is older, they’d get into the more mature ones. but blackquill is a huge weeb and totally watches anime in his spare time. so of course he wants to share one of his favorite past time with his child!

“He would teach her, like any good parent, to only have good taste in media, and so the whole family would be a bunch of weebs having late night binges of their favourite shows (he'd learn to like other classic cartoons with time, as parents must suffer for their children as they rewatch their favourite cartoon over and over) (2/?)”

YES YES especially if his s/o like anime too. there’d be so many nights where him, his s/o, and child(ren) would chill on the couch and just watch anime for hours on end. blackquill isn’t going to let his kid have shit taste so you bet he’s going to be showing them only the BEST anime. 

“Dadquill would be a strict parent, sure, but only for his daughters sake. Maybe she'd plead him to take her to work but he'd have to keep a stern face and always firmly say "no" while he's secretly dying inside. He doesn't want to be the strict parent but he ends up fulfilling that role, while the other parent s/o then seems a bit kinder in comparison, but only bc they really can't say no to those puppy eyes (3/?)”

blackquill is such an overprotective parent that he naturally falls into the strict parent role. he’s gone through so much that he’d hate for his child to end up anything like him, or deal with any of the stuff he went through. so i could see him trying to keep his kids away from the law or the courtroom as much as possible. he hates saying no to his kids, but he does it with their best interests and so he can keep them safe. 

“The other parent s/o would dress her up in a panda onesie just because they know Simon wouldn't be able to retaliate. And thats true because the moment Simon sees his lil baby girl dressed up as a cute panda, runnin up to papa with her lil grubby hands, how could he possibly be mad at her and his s/o?? Later he buys her all the cute onesies and dresses he can find - cute things are his weakness after all (4/?)”

MMMMM YES! prosecutor blackquill and dad blackquill are two completely different people. dad blackquill has such a soft spot for his family and literally has the most difficult time telling his s/o and kid no. and he loves seeing his daughter in a onesie?? like he’s usually not one to take pictures but you can bet his entire phone camera roll is pics of his kid being cute. and then he goes out and buys and endless amount of outfits for his kid. (can you imagine simon checking out at a store with a bunch of baby/toddler clothes?? omfgg)

“He'd often use nicknames for her (as all dads do) from "my little feather" to "baby bird". Of course he'd only use it at home, because if somebody heard the devil prosecutor baby-talking to his lil girl I think he'd die on the spot. Same with his s/o, people MUSTN'T know that he's secretly soft as heck for his family (5/?)”

yess!!! he hates seeming sensitive or soft to anyone other than those close to him (his s/o, kid, athena). but in private he’s totally such a softie around his kid and calls them the most adorable names AHHH i feel like he rarely uses his daughter’s first name because he’s calling them cute little nicknames all the time!

“Is Simon playful? Fuck yeah he is, from chasin his lil girl around the house to having teatime with biscuits. Her favourite thing in the world though? When Dadquill scoops her up so she can give him tiny kisses, and then lifts her up so she can pretend she can fly! Later is naptime where she sleeps on his shoulders, or they both fall asleep on the couch. Ofc the s/o is gonna take pics how could they not?? He makes those pics his phone background afterwards (6/?)”

i feel like simon would be the kind of dad who would let his daughter do his makeup if she asked. or have little tea parties with her?? god he would literally do anything his daughter asked if she asked him to. he would hate to not be a part of her life so anytime she asks him to do something he always says yes!! and can you imagine the amount of photos his s/o would have on her phone?? they have to have at least a hundred of simon being all cute and soft with his daughter 

“Someone picked on my daughter? Murder time. What, no? You can't stop me my dear sweet s/o, they chose their fate. - yup dadquill would be the most feared dad on the block, protecting his lil sunshine like a hawk (of course taka would play a major role too, you think he'd send her off alone WITHOUT him? He's always there.... Watching) (7/?)”

NOBODY WOULD DARE MESS WITH HIS FAMILY. he is not taking any shit from anyone when it comes to his family. no one has gotten away with talking shit about them. ever. lmao i can honestly imagine taka just always watching over his daughter to make sure she’s okay when simon can’t

“Though he loves his daughter, he doesn't always have much time. Ofc when she came into the picture he took less cases to dedicate himself to being a good dad and a husband, but he still has lots of daily work. After an exhausting trial he usually comes home lookin cold and lifeless, and gives her a lil kiss before going to rest. The parent s/o assures her that dad doesn't love her any less, and that he's just very sleepy - which is true! He just needs a bit of time for himself, is all (8/?)”

yeah! he actively tries to be a part of his s/o and daughter’s life, and hates that he is so busy with work at times. he tries to manage his time well enough so that on weekends he’s completely free to do something with his family. it doesn’t always work out, but he tries. but i could see his daughter as being super understanding! she knows that her dad still loves her all the same, he’s just busy! but simon still never fails to at least see his daughter before going to bed, whether that be giving her a kiss on the forehead or reading her a story if she’s still awake by the time he gets home!

“The fact this big scary man has a sweet lil daughter barely the height of his legs? My favourite fuckin trope. Imagine him comin to pick her up from kindergarten and a lady is CONVINCED to the core that this is some shady kidnapper or smtin, until the daughter upon seeing him shouts "Daddy!" and runs up to him just to be scooped up in a loving embrace. The shocked lady is jokingly approached by a caretaker who just says "yup thats her dad. Hard to believe huh" and slowly walks away (9/?)”

LMAO I LOVE IT TOO!! plus its nice to think that simon gets to have an actually happy life after everything he’s been through with the UR-1 incident and whatnot. but omfg simon going to pick up his daughter?? chaos. the first couple times he went the people didnt believe him so they had to call his s/o to confirm that yes, his big stoic cold man is in fact her dad. 

“Simon loves the dad life. Shirt with the lines of "the best samurai dad"? Check. His office filled with photos of his family and drawings from his daughter? Check. Dad and bird puns along with showing up with a katana to a parents meeting? Check. Asking her classmate to prove themselves in a duel even though they're just here to drop off their notes bc she's been sick? Check. Having cute keychains and his suitcase being littered in stickers? Check. ALL while he looks stoic as fuck? Check. (10/?)”

simon never expected to be a father, and was honestly quite nervous to become one. but goddamn, hes so good at it?? i feel like he’s just naturally a very caring and good father and everything about parenting comes relatively naturally to him. he lives for all aspects of it: the little drawings and notes his daughter leaves him, the “best dad” shirts (someone please draw that i stg i will cry) and just getting to see his daughter every day. he feels genuinely happy with his life for the first time in a while. 

“Alright thats all for now, maybe I should've written how he would parent along w his s/o (I don't wanna think of solo dadquill thats sad angst that I will never be ready for). I exclusively use the headcanon that he has a daughter and not a son bc I find it cuter and bc I want a lil girl. Also the last parts came late (especially this last post) bc tumblr doesn't let me send more than 5 asks at a time so I apologize. But yeah, enjoy the spam 😌💅 - mod taka”

yeah i agree! i feel like simon with a daughter is just the cutest thing in the world and im in love with the concept of it! i really appreciate you writing all this out because i loved reading all of it!! i love simon and i feel like he deserves the world. 

thanks for the spam mod taka! i love talking about blackquill with you 😌❤

(i didn’t edit this so if anything is misspelled or sound weird i’m sorry lol)