#(I’ll try to come back tomorrow)

[icemintfreeze]

sigh hello everyone, it’s been a while but I’m going to be stepping back from all my socials- for a year I’ve been getting stalked, and the perpetrator nabbed all of my information as well as my family’s, and he is actively threatening them (and threatening to lie and get them in serious trouble).

Im.. At a genuine loss here? I’m sorry for being gone for so long but I’m genuinely terrified (tags below)

[syundae]

my v3 bluray came in and i’ve started watching it! this time around it’s being subbed by tokutime and i’ve noticed a pretty interesting deviation in one line compared to the subs i originally watched v3 with.

so, i originally watched v3 with the glamrick subs and during the scene where kazami visits his family’s grave in the second episode he says this:

this scene stuck out to me on my first watch for a handful of reasons, but specifically the line “I have given up the body you gave me”

now, with the tokutime subs (forgive me i don’t have an exact quote of this scene or a screencap of it 😭) they translated this line as “I have lost the body you gave me” which gives you a different impression compared to how it was translated previously

with the tokutime subs he’s lamenting to family about the loss of his humanity, apologizing for losing the life that was given to him now that he’s a cyborg.

whereas with the glamrick subs kazami apologizes for giving up his body, he asked to become a cyborg and apologizes for giving up what he had

it’s a pretty small difference but to me it leaves two very different ideas about how kazami feels about becoming a kamen rider

[proshipconfessions]

Responding to your last post about proshippers complaining about other proshippers. You didn't provide this option, but I really think it should depend on the content of the ask... And yes, this is a confession blog for proshippers/profic, etc. aligned people. Telling us to go to antiship confession blogs is horrifically stupid and is only going to put us in dangerous positions.

The proship community is not immune from being shitty. There are proshippers who act just like antis. People who think they can change their race and give themselves disabilities are straight up infecting the community as well. There are proshippers who are horrifically ableist against pwOSDDID, schizospec disorders, etc. There are proshippers who straight up use slurs they can not reclaim. There are proshippers who call people the r slur. I especially think proshippers with these disorders (including myself) should have a safe outlet to talk about the toxicity and abuse within our own community without telling us to basically become an anti. Because what the hell???

Of course, I can't read every single anon that you get, but if they are anything along the lines of what I'm talking about here, consider not deleting them. Especially don't tell people to "just become antis" or "just go to antiship confession blogs." That's harmful as fuck.

If anything, these confessions should serve as a reality check that our community isn't perfect. Or serve to remind people that this behavior shouldn't or won't be tolerated in the proship community. Not every self-proclaimed "proshipper" is actually a proshipper, especially if they act abusive, ableist, or harass people like antis do. I will die on this hill.

If you don't want to house confessions about these topics, that's fine. Just say so, and I'll make my own confessional blog where these topics are allowed.

You’re right that there are plenty of people who are proship and also shitty af. It’s something that I’ve both posted plenty of confessions about and have actually even—in case you haven’t been familiar with my blog for a while—made my own post about! It’s like one of just a few posts that I have made speaking directly from my mouth and not a confession. It’s just a post that I wrote about behavior that I hate seeing pop up far too commonly in this community. I literally can’t count how many people I have blocked, which includes not only antis, but also shitty proshippers and pricks who claim to be them while supporting harm caused to others in real life.

You’re also right that you can’t read every anon that I get. I would have much preferred that you even just ask what kind of thing I’m talking about instead of acting like you’re some secret second mod and I’m just some asshole who refuses to hold anyone or any behavior accountable as long as I agree with them on some level.

I really do wonder what you would think about one of the (many with a similar tone) asks that inspired this post.

Do you know how many anons I get with the same fucking attitude and the same fucking insistence that they’re right and I’m wrong and evil, and yet I’m somehow the perfect mouthpiece for their beliefs? What reality check is this supposed to be giving me? Please either stop assuming that everything I say is in bad faith or genuinely try to explain to me what the good content for my followers is in this ask. This is the behavior that I mocked in my post. I also have an old one that I think is somewhere in my drafts(?) where the evil behavior that they’ve seen among a bunch of proshippers that has made them hate all proshippers is venting about harassment from antis. The fake post I made mocking them is an amalgamation of those two, but you only get this one since I’m way too tired to go find the other one rn lol. If someone reminds me, I can reblog it with it later.

Also, I really can’t tell where I said in my post that I would tell these people to go to antiship blogs (other than my reference to a comment where I said that if all that people send to my inbox is how much they hate proshippers and basic proship ideology, then they should probably take that to an anti blog) instead of just deleting the ask, like I actually said in the post. The post that was really more of a way to let off some steam while getting some use out of the Tumblr polls that I practically never get to do anything with. Do you think that the person in those screenshots that I put above is more at home here than they’d be sending this to some anti’s blog?

But like to try to put myself in your shoes, you could’ve been having a shitty day when you sent this, you could be young, or hell, you could’ve seen someone say something similar to my statement recently while meaning this shitty completely different thing. Or maybe you’ve never seen my blog in your life and have no clue what kind of stuff I do/don’t post. My response might sound super defensive, and I hope that it doesn’t, and that I’m not jumping to conclusions, too. I’d hate to blow this out of proportion over what could easily be just a misunderstanding. If I’m being too harsh, sorry. I aim any coldness towards all of these bigoted ideas and the idea that I hold them, and not at you as a person, as I’m willing to believe that you’re an entirely rational person who just misunderstood me and lashed out at me bc of it. But if there is a next time, please try to give me the benefit of the doubt. I don’t ever intend to do anything harmful, and what I said wasn’t intended to imply anything like what you’re saying here at all. I’m not talking about proshippers venting. I’m talking about actual antis coming into my inbox with the “I’m like TECHNICALLY a proshipper, I guess, but I just despise proshippers and think that people who engage with certain types of fiction are inherently bad!!!” So unless you’re one of these people coming into my inbox, then I am NOT telling YOU to go to antiship confession blogs. And if you are… well, then you’re probably not gonna see this, since I’m going through and blocking all of these dickheads soon.

[flawlessassholes]

so daniel stopped taking selfies literally as I got inside and then left out the back while I was checking out so I ran to try and get a selfie but no lol so then I spent over $200 to get a chance at the stupid fucking claw game to get a badger or helmet and fucked both of my tries and started crying and the girl who was helping ppl at the claw game (Celine) was sooo kind to me and even gave me another go which I fucked again and then I went up to the ppl running the popup and told them how nice and helpful Celine was and then gave me ANOTHER token and I fucking didnt get it again so i left the enchante popup freezing cold, never seeing daniel’s face, and like $250 poorer. and then i did almost get hit by the enchante bus

i got an nyc popup beanie, tote, and the enchante gray cable sweater, I think embroidery was last night only.

so like a mixed experience!

[lyrebirdswrites]

The evil demon in my head says I’m a terrible horrible no good very bad writer and I MUST NOT let it win. Even if this wip is not knocking anybody’s socks off right now I have to trust it will become good eventually!!! Just keep swimming!! Just keep swimming!!

[phantom-of-the-keurig]

Not doing so good. Gonna be gone for a while. I’m sorry.

[knightofleo]

Oliver Coates | Ultra valid

[a-concert-just-for-me]

no yeah I’m getting def getting reassessed for adhd because this ain’t it, chief

[kimtaegis]

this weekend was…absurdly miserable lmao

[crybaby-bkg]

writing a slow burn enemies to lovers fic is. a lot harder. than I had expected.

[notveryshrugemoji]

I’m experiencing the men treating you different once they find out you’re a woman thing. Wild.

[sssoup-sonata]

oh my gosh i keep forgetting it’s already halloween for some people

[dykefever]

i was editing n writing n i was like why do i hate all of this why does this sound terrible to me now. and then i was like oh maybe because i’ve been doing it for. eight and a half hours.

[milo-is-rambling]

Most of the time I think life is so so good and then I have one minuscule moment of pain again and it’s like nvm I need to die

[yoohyeon]

I barely slept today and I feel like I won’t be able to sleep again tonight cause my nose is BURNING

[fingertipsmp3]

My conspiracy theory is that Christmas is sponsored by Big Battery