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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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sometimes
hearing other people talk
is overstimulating
it’s ok to take a break
#Inspired by how I get over stimulated#I tend to get pretty irritable#So I just remove myself from the situation before#I snap at someone#rottmnt#rottmnt fandom#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt fanart#rise donnie#rise of the tmnt#I think I’m getting a hang of drawing donnie#Not so much the others#<<<I’ll have to work on that#ALL HAIL#DONNIE WITH EYELINER#mini comic#Jay txt#♥️literaladhdart♥️
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hello website of neurodivergents, can you give me some insight into how your medication & management of ADHD has been?
#i just got diagnosed after thinking i could will my way into doing things at all for over a decade 🤪#i just started in strattera until i can properly get an evaluation done to possibly get on stimulants#i definitely feel 'on' when i'm taking strattera but not in a way that actually moves me to do things?#more just feel an anxious feeling that manifests in my chest#and i'm still tired not super wired
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Danny: You saw them, too, huh?
Herman: Yeah
Danny: ...
Danny: Is it weirdly hot?
Herman: Yeah.
Danny: Okay good I thought it was just me
Disclaimer I have been holding back, so be warned I kind of took the gloves off so um... Mind the tags.
Okay but hear me out, Ghostface x Doctor X Fog Monster!reader. these two are sitting around the killer campfire talking about their thoughts the tension finally broken. As they talk about not being sure if they wanted to be blight or be his survivor. Going on and trying to talk it out. Meanwhile, you are in the woods watching them listening, something intriguing about their words.
You purposely get caught in one of The Doctor's traps. Your body is ensnared painfully before Herman comes to check on his trap. Dragging your hulking body to his lab chaining you to the table. The shadows of your body falling off. You're not the most unique monster he's strapped to the table, he knows a bit about your species, but he's never caught one before so he's curious to see how you'll react to painful stimuli. So he's just mindlessly setting the operating theater up Ghostface appearing in the window of the observation floor.
You just smirk giving the masked killer a wink as your form breaks apart getting out of your bindings and swirl around both, both of them startled as they're pulled from their respective spots. Glowing red eyes and a blind white grin leering at them through the thick fog. "A little birdie once told me that you both wanted to experiment." Your voice surrounds them from all sides. "I can be whatever you want, have whatever you want. All you need to do is ask." You purr.
The two killers frozen turning to each other as they're set on the ground the fog still swirling around them. As if sensing their confusion your fog pulls in tight forming two solid naked bodies one of a beautiful woman and the other of a strong and attractive man. Both bodies walk around touching the two in a seductive manner, your feminine body pressing tightly against the doctor's chest letting him get a good look at your cleavage while your masculine body comes up from behind Ghostface one hand grabbing his hip, another his chin. Your tongue licking along the length of his mask.
Taking the hit you can feel it, feel what they actually want. Both forms growing larger more and more monstrous traits doting your bodies. Teeth growing too sharp, smiles too wide, extra eyes and mouths blooming on your body, Tentacles erupting from your backs. You feel both of their hearts racing under your grip their forms now dwarfed by your own. Your feminine form picks the doctor up placing him on the exam table you were once strapped to your teeth tearing at the fabric of his pants and ripping the crotch of his pants. Why the fuck did he find that hot? His dick was already hard as you mouth him through his briefs.
Your masculine form pins Danny up to a wall tentacles undressing him slowly as you lick along his throat biting the mask and taking it off with your teeth discarding the useless thing as you nip and lick along his lust-drunk face. "Such pretty boys both forms coo. Masculine form grinding your large and girthy tapered tip cock rubbing against his heat. "Such nasty boys." Your forms take on more monstrous traits. Your feminine form sprouting webbed wings and your masculine form's cock changing from stiff to prehensile writhing and eager, a groan escaping your lips.
Both men whimpering, feminine form pulling out The Doctor's cock feeling your long tongue wrap around it, jaw open wide; sharp jagged grazing the dark sensitive skin. Herman's knuckles lighten as he grips the edge of the exam table. His cock drooling in your mouth. He felt like a damn virgin with how close he was and you've barely started on him. The masculine form turning your head pausing your ministrations on Danny to grin at Dr. Carter, "There is no shame, relax. I'm here to make you both feel good. Give in." Voice turning dark, a chuckle rumbling in your chests feeling them both shiver. "Good boys."
Claws tearing Ghostface's pants open tentacles prodding at his tight puckered hole. "Relax." Your male form purrs trying to bite back the moan; feeling Herman cum right down your feminine form's throat, but you don't stop working the softening cock with your mouth encouraging it to drag on to an almost painful level you'd stop if it wasn't for the good doctor thinking about how he didn't you to. How he wanted more. Your tentacles wrap around those strong beefy legs letting him cage your head as you still yourself. Purring around his length.
Danny whined feeling you pulling him apart, grunting as your tentacle cock in, slowly, centimeter by centimeter enjoying the frustrated whimpers that fell from his lips. "You want this sweet boy, I can hear your thoughts." You whisper against his ear. "You love the way it hurts, you love the way it curls as I push in. I can hear those secret thoughts. I am whatever you want me to be. I am whatever you crave me to be." The words a growl against his ear causing him to clench along your length. "I know you want so much more and I can promise it'll be everything you've wanted."
Gasping for breath he feels you swell something round and bulging pushing inside him causing his eyes to roll back, causing his already neglected cock to drool more. Spilling down his length. The two killers enjoy the monstrous attention they seemingly attracted.
#dead by daylight#monster fucker#dbd x reader#dom!reader#herman carter#herman carter x reader#Herman Carter x Danny Johnson x reader#the doctor dbd#dbd killer x reader#dbd#dead by daylight x reader#the ghost face x reader#the ghost face dbd#danny “jed olsen” johnson#dbd danny johnson#danny johnson x reader#Fog monster!reader#GN!reader#<- I think though gender flexible might be accurate#not gonna lie this was an experiment to see how monsterous my followers are willing to let me get#um... i was possessed by something unholy writing this and it will happen again#sorry not even remotely sorry#egg laying#over stimulation#ovipositor#fishy is rambling
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Hiii I'm alive! Here, have a work in progress for a piece I'm really excited about!! Sorry about the lack of art lately, my brain has not been easy on me 😅 but I would like to tentatively get back to sharing stuff and having an online presence again.
Thanks everyone for ur patience (*´▽`)
#art#mp100#my art#wip#arataka reigen#mob psycho 100#real talk i have been trying to get an adhd diagnosis for like 5 years#i finally have an appointment in January but i have been dying of scatterbrained malaise in the meantime#i just want a stimulant other than coffee :')#ok complaining over lol
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This show is so good at small little details to reveal what's going on in the characters headspace eventually. The way that he was so obviously in that blank stare and space feeling god knows what fighting a silent battle of what is probably profound suffering if you love deeply, which obviously Rick does, and then instantly bumbled up and made a little quirky joke and then smiled and went back to having that mellow but distant tired look on face, which we've seen him do plenty of times before-it just goes to show that it's all just a performance, and that he probably has been feeling this way the majority of the time.
I know that we already know that Rick is miserable, obviously, for a multitude of reasons, but this just really said in stone the extremely and deeply deeply depressed in pain that he's carrying around with him all the time.
#I feel like I'm an outcast consumer for feeling this way#but if you suffer from severe depression or from grief in some way#or alcoholism etc#these shows can be so cathartic to watch or at least as much as watching a show can be#rick and morty#rick sanchez#my baby ❤️#I'm so content to grieve with him for the rest of my life#I don't know how to explain it but with the way that he's written I can feel the stimulation of his pain as if it's a real person or as if#it's my own.#it's probably because we both feel and love and not get over things incredibly similar ways
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Big mistake to go into a career that is 50% reading contracts, when sometimes, the very sight of a contract makes me physically ill.
#though to be honest I think I'm just....burnt out. the last couple weeks have felt like I'm dragging myself from day to day#I literally read 4 books yesterday trying to essentially over-stimulate my brain into getting something done#I woke up at 5am this morning! I will wake up at 5am tomorrow too!#I need a vacation very badly and I'm not even going to plan anything for this one. just quietly sit at home.#sleep past 5am! the dream.#no wonder the company has to secretly manipulate you
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I think that comparisons between access to prescribed stimulants and medications like insulin are categorically inappropriate, and I will personally hand to anyone a card to mock people making that comparison. However, today I called Walgreens to ask whether they'd gotten Adderall in (because I called last Wednesday and they were out of stock, and I know from having experienced this multiple times over multiple months that they get new shipments on Wednesdays) and the woman on the phone told me they were out of the generic (which my prescriber only began prescribing because the name brand was out of stock) and that the name brand would be $326 unconvered, but that my insurance would cover a 5 mg dose, which, due to the laws around schedule 1 substances, means I would have to call my prescriber to have them resend the Rx to the phamracy, but this time for 3x daily 5 mg capsules. And I just said thank you and hung up but inside I was like ma'am, I know it isn't your fault but this is actually exactly what one would cook up if the intention was to torture a person via the process of accessing their stimulant prescription.
#and the first step of getting the rx sent in a new form would be typing in the name of my current prescriber#which i literally do not know offhand because i have been being shuffled between various PAs or whatever for over a year since my og dr left#which has been fully fine because the Adderall man does not need to know my business and the only times theyve poked at my personal life ive#been like excuse me...i am here for stimulant and we do not need to discuss that but thank you very much#so it is fine except when i need the providers name to start a like 4 step process#which also involves me calling walgreens specifically to fill the rz#bc they cannot fill the rx without the patient calling directly first for schedule 1 substances#as in yes the prescriber can send the rx and they can have it in stock and they will not fill it until the patient calls to fill it
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Ahahaaaa oh my goddd can you not make "ADHD undereating" and "ADHD overeating" into a competition of who has it worse and who has nothing to complain about, that'd be awesome
#im not even going to reply to that person im not gonna argue with someone who clearly is fucking#grading my symptoms on if they're as bad as their#guess what i also feel like fucking shit when i overeat and it causes my body a lot of stress#and it fucks with my hormones and it fucks with my mood#and i live a piece of shit horrible terrible life whenever I can't get myself out of that and somehow#but my brain makes me do it and it's hard to stop and sometimes i have to eat even when im in pain#cause that's the only way i can concentrate on something or the only way that i can stimulate my brain#even though i feel sick and I don't want to do it anymore so maybe shut the fuck up#oh my godddd#fuck that person#oh i would take overeating any day maybe shut the fuck upppp#overeating especially on foods that stimulate the brain well PUTS YOU IN THE STATE OF UNDERNUTRITION JUST LIKE UNDEREATING#YOU IDIOTTTTT#sorry this is so personal to me and someone just went on a tirade on how much they have it worse cause they don't eat#good lord go fuck yourself#that post was just because i never see anyone talk about this i only ever see the other side of the coin and it makes me feel alone
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sometimes I just forget that everyone isn’t autistic.
#I think it is bc living with tobias#has really given me a space#where I don’t have to fear#rocking if I’m excited#getting over stimulated and having to sit in the dark#talking about my special interest and not being#treated like I’m weird#and then I go#AH#not everyone is accomodating#and not everyone gets it#and it’s like#FLAT MAN TIME#ooc.
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Trying to put my feelings for Tommy Kinard into a post but all I can manage to put into words is AAAAAAAAAARGHHH and PLEASE and THANK YOU and then AAAAAAAAAARGHHH again
#im over here like marry me destroy me hold me gently throw me around smile at me just once please or give me that intense stare#i want to explode into stardust#i swear if i get adhd meds and they make me feel stuff less intensely i dont want them#bc my brain is so deliciously stimulated by everything thats going on up in there rn#911 abc#911 spoilers#bucktommy#tommy kinard
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nerevar being tied up and eaten out. by multiple ppl. call that a royal banquet
#nsft#sorry ill see myself out#i just want him over stimulated as he's passed around#he gets fucked afterwards too as dessert
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The more times I re-watch Lost the madder I get that ANYONE still wants to leave the island once they discover there are showers and processed foods. What more do you even need? Smartphone-induced insomnia?? Office jobs????? Robocalls??? Vacuuming???? INCOME TAX????????
#I am specifically referring to the characters without any family or decent relationships back home lol#but like#I have parents and a sister and nephews and a cat#and I'd still be like. Not in a massive hurry#sure if you're not a main character there's like a 1% chance you get offed by an Other or Smoky or dynamite but is it worth it? Maybe!#and I would be forced to redirect my stimulation-junkie ADHD brain away from stupid shit and just obsess over learning new skills lol#teach me how to butcher a boar or something I'll get SO good at it just WATCH me#it will be all I care about for weeks until I find the next thing like throwing knives or tying knots or hand-to-hand combat#I won't have to grind my teeth over not being able to contribute to my Roth IRA EVER AGAIN#Do you even KNOW how many cool spiders they have in tropical locales?#My skin and my curls look SO good in humidity#JACOB#I WANNA GO#DO YOU HEAR ME JACOB????#Lost
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Bro I wish i could be like u how can u keep doing this readings w/o getting tired my lazy procrastinating ass could never
Naurrrr 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 it’s 5 am for me rn and you got me cackling lmfaooo ,, nah but I get what you mean. 100000%. I’m also on adhd meds so it does help a ton! as for getting tired, yeah I get tired but take breaks too! Unfortunately the grass is not greener on this side fam my sleep schedule has been shit for days 😅
Buuut i personally find pretty fun learning these card thingies as a beginner- a total clean slate. If you are into tarot or interested, i would recc giving it some time yk? It’s a whole ass journey haha
#ngl I think my adhd likes tarot reading? I think it’s bc it mentally stimulates me and I get to learn new things constantly as I go#could be a profession that I don’t completely fail at in life? maybe? 😅#got a lil deep there my apologies sire#teddytalk over n out
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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........
#MOTHER FFFFUCKER#to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants#im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night#at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn#to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS#the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori#but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey#consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick#outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to#animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better#at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH#i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc#im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over#where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands#there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE#ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles#but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your#health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves#also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet#im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to#have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to#to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up#their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ#yapping
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#thanks everyone for your suggestions on the last post! some ive already tried but got some new ones to look into#ordered some stuff on amazon and will pick up an appetite stimulant tomorrow and hopefully HOPEFULLY that will get us over the hump#in the meantime if i must buy and dismember a greasy chicken carcass every day so be it#i was rly hungry when i got back from the store so definitely had a caveman moment me and the dogs chowing down#boone
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