#(I LOVE Natsukis high notes in this)

[expired-box-of-chocolates]

☣ hallo !! im nawt the best at making intros so.. here's the best one i could put together... (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

💊 namehoard: toxin, sayori, yakui (main name), cyanide, lithium, radium, zero, xenon, cyber, marigold, bonnie, robyn, keta, hazard, strawb, nyacifier, chlorine, zombeh, poptart ++ any fictionkin names are fine!!

💊 boyflux/nonbinaryflux intersex boygirl, aroaceflux and pomoromantic ++ xenogenders

💊 pronouns: it/xe/lean/purp/glitch/nuke/🍪/☣️/💜 (use any other and i will give 1 warning, and if u continue it will become a block. (¬`‸´¬)

💊 all of my aesthetics/subcultures (very passionate about them,,): larpercore, slasher summer, juggalo, cultcore, doomer, slimepunk, necrotrap, bastardcore, terrorwave, incelcore, sigmacore, grunge, gopnik, slavic, jumpstylecore, oddcore, toxiccore, glowwave, icepunk, breakcore, acidwave, drugcore, kinderwhore, trashcore, urbling, scemo, shinora, gurokawa, rokku gyaru, hadeko, clowncore, yamanba gyaru

💊 i have some disorders,, iwc always ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა (i swear im nice)

💊 some of my main fandoms: american psycho, stephen king (any of his movies/books), fnaf, yandere simulator, class of 09, final destination, pulp fiction, ddlc, genshin impact, saw, scream, lucky star, creepypasta, eddsworld, south park, monster high, twilight, heathers, tyler the creator lore, mlp, breaking bad, strawberry shortcake, athf, edd ed and eddy, homestuck, vocaloid, gorillaz, the office, american horror story, goosebumps ++ more

💊 my otherkins/conceptkins;; vampire kin, robot kin, glitch kin, angel kin,, zombie kin,, doll kin,, whether kin (tornado!!),, nightmare kin,, plush kin,, tech kin,, toy kin,, scarecrow kin, shadow kin, sea monster kin,, christmas kin, valentines day kin, hypnosis kin, chatbot kin, wizard kin, fallen angel/demon kin,, song kin,, death angel kin,, whats app kin (yes i kin whats app),, elf kin,, microwave kin,, halloween kin

💊 theriotypes;; jackalope,, koi fish,, calico cat,, vampire cat,, angel cat,, ant,, glow worm,, lamb,, kitsune,, bunny,, hamster,, fruit bat,, jumping spider,, red fox,, white bat,, rosy maple moth,, groundhog,, raccoon, skunk, polyphemus moth,, goat,, borzoi dog,, dirt worm,, cockroach,, white skunk,, white ferret,, persian cat (brown fur) ++ questioning others

💊 food kins: sour patch kid candy (specifically orange), jack-o-lantern (idk if that countz as a food), peeps marshmallow (specifically the yellow chick one), cotton candy (pink and blue)

💊 top fictionkins;; ticci toby (crp), yakui-san (nijura maids), flandre (touhou), billy lenz, nicole (class of 09), kyle broflovski, casey (scream), wendy christenson (fd3), ghoulia (monster high), wendy torrence, carrie white, hatsune miku (vocaloid!!!!), mituna (homestuck), sayori (ddlc), midori gurin (yansim), karkat vantas (homestuck), bonnie (fnaf), tord (eddsworld), derpy hooves (mlp), tavros nitram (homestuck), applejack (mlp), toko fukawa (danganronpa) konakona018 (oc), biscuit tan, aubery (omori), patrick batemen (american psycho), billy loomis (scream), violet hamon (ahs), lulu (crp), judge angel (crp), light yagami (death note), natsuki (ddlc), sierra (tdi), karen (class of 09) meatwad (athf) hungryhero.exe (sonic au...) junko (danganronpa), beta!kokichi (danganronpa v3), sayaka maizono (danganronpa v1), hamtaro, stan mitchell ++ wayy more.. (pfp is probably who im kinshifted as) also im fine with doubles & mediamates!!

💊 factkins: courtney love, rob canter, lisa left eye, george harrison, allison harvard

💊 some of my favorite music artists;; smashing pumpkins, jazmin bean, sharkdrug, yabujin, korn, icp, limp bizket, kmfdm, nirvana, 2pac, 4lung (i dont support the creator), bloodhound gang, cannibalcorpse, foo fighters ☹️, weezer, gorillaz, kendrick lamar, lagoyo, red hot chili peppers, tyler the creator, basement jaxx, pierce the veil, deftones, ayesha erotica, slipknot, 1 800 pain, msi, hole, 2pac, slipknot

💊 selfshipper!!!! f/os: cody (tdi), edd (eddsworld), eyeless jack (crp), gamzee (homestuck), 2D (gorillaz), morty (r&m), mastershake (athf), liu woods (crp), x virus (crp), wallace wells (scott pilgrim) ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა

💊 adoptive father of jank boteko and an0rex1c sour patch kid meme (WHO IS PRO-YAKUI FAMILY 💜♥️😈)/satire

💊 i know japanese & russian ^______^ (english isn't my main but im ok with it)

💊 moodboard account: @noapologiesbynirvana

💊 webkinz, beanie babie, furby, shopkins & squishmallow collector!!!!

💊 dni: basic dni, anti fictionkin/otherkin/etc, transphobes, homophones, TCC/columbiners, people who support trump (YOU'RE HORRIBLE!!!!), nsfw blogs, toxic stans (any community), people who know me from picsart (if we are already friends thats fine) 😕😕

💊 gonna leave it at that for now,, might add more later !! ^_______^ 🍫🍫

[i-read-that-manga-for-you]

Given

Admittedly, I read this manga a long time ago. Like when chapters were still coming out. I was still in high school at the time (holy fuck) and couldn't really articulate my feelings as well as I can now.

I had left this review (bits and pieces of it) on a manga site and decided I might as well put it on my tumblr, finetuning it, of course. First post, because in spite of its flaws, Given is still close to my heart. And I reread it again (somewhat) to make this a better review. I hope each person who reads this will reimburse me with 50 cents each (jk don't). So here it is. My impression of Given, with !!some!! talk about how SA is treated in BL/Yaoi culture in general.

Or not, this is just my two cents with no anthropology degree.

Do take what I say with a grain of salt, a piece of creative media does not exist in a vacuum, but this review treats it as one at times because I'm not really skilled enough to talk about any wider implications. I'm just some guy giving my review.

Spoilers ahead. Go ahead.

TW: Sexual Assault.

Honestly, this manga made me feel a lot. Good and bad feelings. But let's focus on what I liked.

Ugetsu.

He's on the phone, shhh.

I found Ugetsu to be a very compelling character, and it was a huge shame that he vanished partway through the manga. Basically? I have no criticisms about him as a character, he has his flaws and he's nuanced. He's interesting and compelling, and it's clear that he's someone who is still growing and learning to walk on his own two feet. I won't deny that his relationship with Akihiko was very toxic, but I definitely think this isn't something that can be blamed solely on him.

But with this out of the way. Let's talk about the pairings.

Let's talk about Akiharu.

Kizu Natsuki is an amazing artist... Even when I have certain issues with this manga.

Well. I have a lot of qualms with Akiharu.

For starters, Akihiko assaulted Haruki. I'll never forget that. The fact that they ended up getting together anyway was a huge point of contention for me. Given was framed as a story about love more than a traditional story about BL/yaoi which (sorry) usually leans towards the sex. (This is not to say that sex and romance are separated, well they are but they are linked rather than being one in the same. You can have either, like they're hot/cold water but they come from the same faucet.)

But I feel that having this scene in rather than an argument feels completely wrong. I'm someone who will digest pretty much anything the world throws at me, but the Akiharu assault scene came off wrong and it came off scary. (Note: I say scary but I definitely mean much more than that, I just feel like "shouldn't be romanticized" doesn't encapsulate all of it. This topic is not something I'm qualified to talk about, so I don't want to overstep any boundaries.)

And to be honest, that's good because SA shouldn't be romanticised, for that, a big well done to our author. I just wish the aftermath was dealt with better.

This is terrifying. Please retract your words.

In spite of the SA scene being scary, afterwards all seemed to be resolved the moment it was revealed that Akihiko had nowhere else to go.

Everything for them goes uphill from here. Yay.

I just have to wonder what was the point of that buildup if you were just going to allow things to end nicely like that. With a scene like that, you'd think that the manga was saying that "SA is scary, it's terrifying and it's something that you shouldn't forget even if it's BL/Yaoi." But, why did it end up like this.

What I'm trying to say is: What does it matter that Akihiko apologised (twice), he still assaulted Haruki, he assaulted a friend. Even worse is the way that they're framed as a healthy couple afterwards, this just made me all the more uncomfortable. I feel like this is saying "SA is scary" but also saying "the power of love and friendship absolves everything". I've seen some people talk about the fact that SA happened, but haven't seen them say how it was "resolved". I think it's more to do with yaoi/BL fiction culture, that we've grown to accept SA that is unaddressed in our media to the point that Akihiko's apology is like a prayer more than something that's not even worth a second glance.

Saying that Akiharu started off rocky is an understatement, but if I pretend it never happened, I can say for sure that they are much healthier than Akigetsu, and they deserve each other. It's just not good storytelling especially because I don't really understand the motivations of Haruki liking Akihiko.

I once said that Haruki's character arc was based on Akihiko and that was my bad. I was wrong. Haruki, in fact, has a minor character arc, that isn't really to do with Akihiko, about how he feels insecure surrounded by geniuses in the band and this gets resolved by Akihiko saying that they wouldn't be able to function if all of them were geniuses, and Haruki himself seeing Akihiko hard at work. But I had completely forgotten about this arc, my bad, but my point still stands. Haruki deserved a better character arc.

I don't have a smart comment for this unfortunately. Eat your veggies??

In spite of saying this, I'm not an Akiharu hater, I swear. But I just found that ship much less compelling than Akigetsu in general. Akigetsu was a relationship where they were both incredibly toxic towards each other, there was an imbalance in the fact that Ugetsu literally owned the place they were living in, as well as how he'd kick Akihiko out whenever things were rocky. However, I think the end of their relationship was dealt well on both sides, their toxicity towards each other was framed in a negative light as it should have been. They ended the relationship and went their separate ways, this was the best ending for them. For Akiharu and Akigetsu: The difference between these two relationships is that one was dealt well and the other was dealt wrong. Akiharu deserve each other and Ugetsu deserves to learn how to grow by himself.

Anyway, another point of contention was, in spite of the healthy nature of Akiharu. Somehow, the friendship between the two couples seems to have waned and it was pretty disappointing to see. I think it started before this, but the first time it was obvious to me was this scene.

I know you're in the middle of something, but don't be mean to Mafuyu >:(.

Context: This is Chapter 40. Akiharu are in a moment of intimacy and Uenoyama is knocking at their door trying to get advice.

We've seen that Mafuyu is a very reserved person, to see that Akihiko was so ready to tell Mafuyu to stop coming over (even if it is to stop him from coming over so suddely) right to his face was extremely immature.

Basically, imagine if that had been Mafuyu. Personally, I feel like Mafuyu would have been hurt like hell and closed right back up. This scene is something played for laughs and that's something so disappointing. Given is shown to be a band of friends, but in the end it seemed more like two couples who hang out sometimes. Also the fact that both Akihiko and Haruki are pushing Uenoyama to get Mafuyu to rejoin the band. That's something else that bothers me heavily. That they're treating Mafuyu as Uenoyama's responsibility because they're dating. It's a band that is sure to fall apart if you are not making an effort to support each other equally. I mean, it doesn't have to be entirely equal but points for effort and they get no points here. It's funny because they were at least a little self-aware of this prior.

Dating in a band is something that is nuanced, of course. But it sure is funny to see them practically go down the same route they condemned.

That's my criticism of Akiharu.

So, what about the other instance of SA? I'm talking about Shizusumi and Hiiragi, of course.

Let's talk about Shizuragi.

Here they are! Let's talk about them!

Admittedly the first time around, I wasn't particularly into Shizuragi, I was too busy mourning the absense of Ugetsu. But it was during their sex scene where I realised something was very wrong. I was having flashbacks to the Akiharu assault chapter but this time it was played as "love" rather than something reprehensible. Once again, assault was in the manga and it, once again, resolved with badly.

I feel like sexual assault being played off as "love" and being resolved literally the next chapter with the victim being all kosher with it, should be garnering people's "??? what the fuck"s and not to bat for the opposing team for once but where are the complaints. I've actually seen some people talking about this chapter, but I would have expected more.

Hiiragi said he was scared and was crying, but they still fucked anyway. :D <- smile of shock.

Um what. Haha... ha........ :D <- terrifed smile of shock.

I don't know whether it would have been worse that he knew he was assaulting Hiiragi or whether he didn't know at all. But he knew.

Shizusumi confessed his love the morning after and it was all okay. But, to be honest, the fact that it was played off as being "all okay" makes this even worse. It's normal in yaoi/BL for SA to be played off as love, but you'd think that the last place you'd see this is in Given of all places. SA is SA and the fact that Hiiragi was so accepting of what happened to him afterwards says something about this the culture of BL/yaoi and how we just go along with it says something about this sentiment of how "yaoi is always going to be yaoi".

We're done? We're done.

There are no more SA scenes (that I can remember). But I do want to touch on Mafuyu and Uenoyama as briefly as possible (This is a recount of my experience after all). So, Mafuyama.

Ah, yes. The start of everything.

Admittedly, I didn't actually find their relationship super compelling. This is because I tend to get tunnel vision on characters I like (in this case, I heavily tunnel visioned on Ugetsu). I do like them both, they just didn't fit within my vision. I thought they were sweet but I also see a lot of complaints about how Mafuyu was stuck on Yuki and Uenoyama was getting backseated and I do agree with this. Kind of.

I think Mafuyu's story is about growth as a person, it's like what people say: You don't move on or lose your grief, you grow around it. Grief doesn't get smaller, you just get bigger. The person he loved died and I don't think it's fair to say that he has to get over Yuki. Grief is something that sticks with you everywhere, something you have to carry every day. They're still teenagers, they're still young and still have room to grow.

But as a story? Sheesh, instead of Haruki having no place in their circle. I felt like Uenoyama, even when he's the protagonist, wasn't given his spotlight in his own story. There is no character arc for him, there is nothing for him and that's just not fair. There are two people in a relationship, so why does it always feel like, narratively, Uenoyama always comes as an afterthought?

You could have had a character arc about this... Relationships are meant to be balanced, sweetie...

I just think it's a shame, but they're nowhere near as unhealthy as the other couples in Given, so I'm giving them a gold star.

(Minor irk, I do not remember when this happened but why the hell does Yayoi (Uenoyama's sister) get a character arc (where she comes to an understanding about Mafuyama feelings for each other, but also the gay in general) but the man himself doesn't?)

So, with Mafuyama, I feel like the story could have focused a little more on Uenoyama's side. But I feel like it's similar to how Haruki's story kind of got the backseat to Akigetsu drama happenings at the time. Shrug, we can't have it all.

He's beautiful...

That's honestly... all my thoughts. Wow! That was a lot of them. I think there's a lot to be said about how yaoi treats SA and dub-con in general, even in a manga that's not even focused on the sex.

With that said, I don't think BL shouldn't have SA or dubious scenes but the aftermath should be dealt with better afterwards. I think with Given, it's a start that the SA (at least with Akiharu) wasn't romanticised, but the aftermath was just poorly executed.

But I'm not the yaoi police, I hold no authority and I don't support purity culture. I'm not an anti-anything and I also believe that fiction should be fiction. What people enjoy should no way equate to a person's worldview. But, this was just all my perspective and my opinion. I said it and now I'm done. Haha... Anyway, my paypal is—

[apriciticreveries]

Hey Apri that's right it's Natsuki question time . . . I am honestly so curious about him /pos like man Nyx's only kid who looks a lot like him (I know Asahi has a fair amount of resemblance and she acts like him but shshhhhsh shush). I'm very curious about Nats' relationship with his owner? What does his owner do for a living and does that impact Nats at all?

Also, what does Nats think of Mai?

Love you Apri!! I hope you have a wonderful day and that school goes well for you <3

hellloooo rock ! thankfully i have already written notes for these topics in my drafts, so i don’t have to scramble around to find out what id like . .

( help this got so long im so sorry )

natsuki was bought by a more high profile segyein, mainly since, although i don’t completely remember our discussion about him and yami that one time, i do remember you saying something about how oryon, knew nats would probably be nyx’s last child, and with this had a certain purpose in mind for nats so he’d be worth more .

his guardian is formally known as high guardian diaji, and he’s famously known for always producing excellent areph agents, guards, ( some are even in alnst, and with that id imagine that the other pet of diaji’s, the one that taught him mechanical maintenance, is an older brother figure to natsuki and was also stationed as a guard for alnst ) spies, assassins and other roles in that kind of industry .

natsuki was meant to be areph agent, and after a few years of individual training with diaji, he was sent to anakt just for exposure to others and experience with other fields . it was planned that he wouldn’t be in the competition and would just come back home to be sent off to areph to be trained further until his little . . accident . .

( diaji isn’t directly abusive, he can be cruel and negligent at times, but he’s pretty neutral . he only sees humans as profitable products, and doesn’t get attached to them . natsuki is sometimes sent back to his owner on breaks, since he does technically live with his guardian .

his guardian also, after nats finished his first year of training, gifted him a dog and goat - like wagyein that natsuki simply named puppy . )

about what natsuki thinks of mai . . . . i don’t think i know that much about mai yet, so i can only give a general view, i think ? im sorry 😞

but id say nats thinks of him primarily as one of his few ( and by few i probably mean only 2 ) friends . i think nats also, doesn’t mind fixing mai when he needs it and likes to sometimes show off the others things he creates to mai as well in hopes of impressing him in a way .

love you too rock ! ! i . hope you didn’t mind me dumping so much info here, i genuinely don’t know how to shut my mouth sometimes . . i hope you have a wonderful day as well ! we’re only uh 4 days away from round 7 now hehehehe

[kaisertheadvisor]

Alright, I'd thought I'd share with you all my "Persona 3 Holy Grails" of media that I'd like to see show up someday. Who knows? Maybe one day we'll get some of these high quality assets. But for now, we'll have to rely on scans, Internet Archive, upscales, and various social media posts till then. But let's get started!

#1. The high quality, uncompressed cutscenes.

While fan upscales do exist for the OG cutscenes, and people were generous enough to extract many of the Reload cutscenes and post them in high quality (thank you PC version), I would like to see the original masters for many of these cutscenes. We know they do exist, since Atlus has used them in promotional material, but when we will see them, is unknown. (If they ever do an English release of the P3 Movies, they better include these cutscenes as a bonus feature, just saying.)

#2. Highest quality character renders.

In order to promote Persona 3 on various material, Atlus would use various renders of the characters that I'm sure many P3 fans are familiar with.

However, there are some characters that don't currently have such high quality versions of their character renders. So far, high quality scans of Elizabeth's render and a rare Ikutsuki render (used on the original version of the P3 website, the games OST booklet, the manual, several trading cards, magazine articles, print ads and the booklet for "A Certain Day Of Summer") have been preserved for example, but I'd kill for the high quality assets to be found one day.

However, the most notorious case of characters not having high quality render assets are the entirety of Strega. The renders do exist online, it's just that, their quality is much to be desired.

Again, would kill to see high quality assets release someday.

#3. Unreleased character sheets for cutscenes.

If you have the P3 Artbook, they have the model sheets for the Protagonist, Yukari, Junpei, Mitsuru, Akihiko, Fuuka, Aigis, Koromaru, Ken, Shinjiro, Ikutsuki, Takaya, Pharos and Ryoji used in the anime cutscenes.

However, we don't have the model sheets for the characters casual wear (used in the Yakushima trip cutscene and several scenes in The Answer), Kotone (for the P3P opening as well as several in game CG's), Aigis's Answer armor, blue dress, and school uniform, Elizabeth and Theodore, Metis, Igor, Natsuki (used during Fuuka's awakening, albeit VERY brief), and Takeharu (used during 11/4's events). Granted, since those characters were sparingly used in the anime cutscenes, they may have not had their model sheets published, but again, who knows?

It should be noted that some frames and drawings from the anime cutscenes were used in some promotional material (for example, the P3 website used silhouettes of Yukari, Junpei, Akihiko, Mitsuru and Fuuka taken straight from the opening), so we'll have to wait and see what comes forth.

#4. Original Persona Assets

So far, Atlus managed to give us the high quality assets for the initial Persona's that were used in FES and were reused again for Reload's promo's.

Not only that, but many of the high quality assets for the ultimate Persona's were also preserved online, thankfully.

However, there is also the "original shading" versions of the Persona's, which last I checked, were used in the 2023 port of Persona 3 Portable, and so far, the high quailty rips of them are cropped.

I'm also hoping we can get even higher quality versions of the renders of Polydeuces (promotional pose), Juno, Messiah and Psyche. (though I am betting we're gonna get a high quality Psyche render for The Answer DLC, mark my words)

And of course, we still need the high quality official art for Strega's Personas as well.

#5 Ad Scans (or even better, high quailty digital versions of this material)

If anyone has some Japanese magazines, I'd love to see high quality scans of many a Persona 3 Ad.

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[suffarustuffaru]

Out of all the fanfiction you've ever written which one is your favorite

ooh good question anon :o mwuahaha probably self-l - *gets shot*

but anyway jokes aside i thinkkk my favorite fic out of the ones ive written probably changes to be like. the most recent one usually, just bc thats like what i wrote in the present and i usually try to really look over my writing before i post HAH.

but i do like a good number of my fics in different ways - im super fond of every collab ive ever done, they were super fun and i love working with pals, i also think ashes ashes (that one pride if subaru fic i made about his first 82 ish loops) was an important milestone for me bc it was the first time i wrote That much and really tried to extrapolate stuff from rezero canon so it's a big accomplishment for me!! kite academy also took a looot of work and juggling different stuff and it May be only one ch1 finished but its a really great piecee of work - and genuinely fics like self love i spent a looot of time on doing research and trying to figure out how to write. Everything. in it for my parts of it (you dont wanna know the heinous things i researched while writing that LMFAO). also genuinely people tell me they still like a lot of my older stuff too which always warms my heart.

i think my current top favorite would probably be Natsuki Subaru and the Tale of the Lost Names though :> it is like. 32k words of pure chaos with one of my favorite richard siken poems in it as like an excerpt and it was really Really hard to write for a variety of reasons and bc there was so many different things to tackle and handle with actual nuance but the end result i feel is pretty complex with a lot to look into!! i heard a lot of feedback on that fic bc i turned it in for a fic contest so a bunch of different people gave their thoughts on it so!! i thiiiink it got the intended effect i wanted :3 i remember rereading it a few weeks ago with a fresh mind bc i havent looked at it in so long and i was like GODDAMN HOW THE HELL DID I DO ALL OF THAT - bc its superrr funny to me most of my writing process was the messiest notes ever paired with me writing about 10k or so words in a whole week while high on dr. pepper specifically <3

also ig shoutout to hot potatoes. its my most popular fic still (i totally get it, its an rbd reveal fic HAH) but also like it's spread through my friends in this fandom like a virus. same with self love. except self love was like mostly my fault but like one of the funniest things thats happened to me in this fandom was definitely MULTIPLE MUTUALS QUOTING MY OWN FICS BACK AT ME...... this is like the stop posting about amogus rezero meme video all over again (i say this with love). but other than that i do appreciate how much people seem to like hot potatoes and a lot of my other fics!! and i definitely really enjoy the art my cowriters have made with our collabs <3

and shoutout to satellite. one of my proudest achievements (writing emilia content that i Like <3).

thanks for the ask anon hope you didnt mind my yapping :3

[thequietkid-moonie]

Moonie's works in progress!

Here is the list of fics soon to be posted! If you are specially interested on any of them you can tell me, i will love to know

You can make a donation on ko-fi to make your request be posted as soon as posible!

WIPS counter: 36

× My hero academia

Realizing their feeling after reader gets injured (Momo, Nejire)

His child has a terminal illness (Aizawa)

× Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun

Helping their crush get ready for a date (Yashiro)

Sharing a darling (Teru & Akane)

× Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon

S/O has trust issues because of family problems (Usagi, Rei)

Falling in love with their enemy (Usagi, Amy, Rei, Makoto, Mina)

Sailor Scouts with a crush (Michiru, Haruka, Setsuna, Hotaru)

× Card Captor Sakura

Helping their crush get ready for a date (Tomoyo)

× Spy x Family

Usually underestimated S/O is actually really stronge (Yor, Fiona)

Their child calls them out for being overprotective (Loid & Yor)

× Romantic Killer

Horror fan S/O likes scaring others (Anzu, Junta, Tsukasa, Hijiri)

× Your lie in April

Helping their crush get ready for a date (Kaori)

× Ouran High School Host Club

Their crush doesn’t think they are being serious (Tamaki)

× My Dress-Up Darling

Helping their crush get ready for a date (Marin)

× Wotakoi

Taking care of their sick S/O (Narumi, Koyanagi, Hirotaka, Kabakura)

× Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid

Stealing kisses (Tohru)

× Gakuen Babysitter

Intimidating and serious crush is the complete opposite with the kids (Ryuuichi, Kamitani, Inomata)

× Violet Evergarden

Finding S/O's old suicide note (Violet)

× Danganronpa

S/O deals with self-harm problems (Mikan)

Troublemaker!reader tries to be a good influence for them (Warriors of Hope)

Their shy friend hides behind them (Mondo, Peko, Fuyuhiko)

S/O with a complete opposite personality (Miu)

S/O admit to wants to marry them in the future (Makoto)

× Doki Doki Literature Club

Unrequited feelings for their best friend (Monika, Sayori, Yuri, Natsuki)

Loving someone they rejected in the past (Monika, Sayori, Yuri, Natsuki)

× The Legend of Zelda

Poly relasionship with a clumsy reader (Link & Zelda)

× NieR Replicant

Accidentally confesing to their crush (Nier , Emil)

× NieR Automata

Accidentally confesing to their crush (9S)

× Honkai Star Rail

Making their stoic crush smile for the first time (Sparkle, Ruan Mei)

Their crush doesn’t think they are being serious (Argenti)

Little things they do when they are in love (Argenti, Boothill)

Their best friend is their biggest supporter (Argenti)

Taking care of each other (Argenti)

Abused darling feels at peace with them (Kafka, Silver Wolf, Firefly)

Darling loves them just the way they are (Kafka, Ruan Mei)

Cheerful darling is full of life (Silver Wolf)

× Little goody two shoes

His favorite Golden Maiden (Ozzy)

Yandere Headcanons (Freya, Lebkuchen)

Giving them a hug in sign of forgiveness (Freya)

× Pocket Mirror GoldenerTraum

Giving them a hug in sign of forgiveness (Harpae)

× Reverse 1999

With an autistic darling (Tennant, Tooth Fairy)

× Genshin Impact

Making their stoic crush smile for the first time (Ayaka)

Their crush doesn’t think they are being serious (Lyney)

Darling loves them just the way they are (Furina)

Cheerful darling is full of life (Furina, Kuki Shinobu)

× Disney

Loving them just the way they are (Tiana, Ariel)

[glitchdecay]

Natsuki Is So Much More Than His Ditzy Behavior: Part 3

Ah, yes. The October chapter in Repeat/Repeat LOVE. (The one where the MC encounters You-Know-Who for the first time.) But before that scene happens, we encounter yet another scene in which we learn that Natsuki was a depressed b before he met MC-chan.

Note: The default name 七海春歌 (Nanami Haruka) will be used for the main character. I transcribed the Japanese manually from the Switch port, but I'm only human. All translations are my own.

―Japanese―

学園祭当日。 午前中はクラスの出し物のお手伝いをして午後はまるまる自由時間になりました。 【四ノ宮那月】:「やっぱり学園祭は楽しいですねぇ。去年は僕、ミュージカルをやったんですよぉ」 あ……。そうか……。 四ノ宮さんは2コ上だから、去年も高校生なんだ……。 わたしは中学校を卒業してすぐ、この学園に入ったけど四ノ宮さんは、前に通っていた学校を辞めて早乙女学園に移ったんだよね。 【七海春歌】:「前の学校を辞めてこっちに来る前、寂しくなったですか？」 【四ノ宮那月】:「前の学校は……先生のすすめもあって、その……一芸で……音楽科のある学校へ入れてもらったんです」 【四ノ宮那月】:「でも…………僕はみんなと一緒には弾けなかった」 【四ノ宮那月】:「みんなプロを目指していて、希望があってキラキラしていた。でも、僕には絶望しかなかった」 【七海春歌】:「でも、四ノ宮さんの演奏とってもとっても素敵でした」 あのヴィオラの音色。 クラシックに詳しくないわたしが聴いても、そのすごさがわかるくらいずば抜けていた。 【四ノ宮那月】:「ありがとう……。大人の人たちも、今のあなたみたいに僕の演奏を褒めてくれました。」 【四ノ宮那月】:「でも、僕は『音』を『楽しむ』ことができなかった」 【四ノ宮那月】:「『音楽』を極めること、それがどんなに厳しく険しい道なのか一度見えて��まったらもう……。怖くて……」 【四ノ宮那月】:「みんなと同じようには弾けなくて……。先生には普通科へ転入をすすめられました。でも……」 【四ノ宮那月】:「未練……なのでしょうね。音楽と切り離された生活をするのも僕には耐えがたかったんです」 【四ノ宮那月】:「だから、ここを選んだ。ここなら、楽しく音楽ができるんじゃないかって」 【四ノ宮那月】:「テレビの中のアイドルさん達は本当に楽しそうに歌を歌っていて、ああ……、いいなって」 【四ノ宮那月】:「今まで僕が生きてきたクラシックの世界とは違って、すごく自由で、型にはまったくなくて、それから……笑顔が輝いていて」 【四ノ宮那月】:「僕もこんな風になれたらいいなって……。自分のペースで、自分の好きなように音楽を奏でられたらと……」 【四ノ宮那月】:「アイドルなら楽しいことがいっぱいあるに違いない……なんて……勝手に期待して。本当に馬鹿みたいですよね」

―English―

The day of the school festival. We helped with the class's program in the morning, so we were free the whole afternoon. Shinomiya Natsuki: School festivals are just so fun. You know, I did a musical last year. Oh... Right... Shinomiya-san is two years older than me, so he was in high school last year too... I enrolled in Saotome Gakuen straight out of middle school, but Shinomiya-san transferred here from the high school he went to before. Nanami Haruka: Were you lonely when you quit your old school to come here? Natsuki: The school I went to... My teachers recommended me to attend there. It was... a school for the arts... So I was enrolled in the music department. Natsuki: But...... I just couldn't play next to everyone else. Natsuki: Everyone was aiming to become pro musicians, and they were all glimmering with hope. But all I had was despair. Haruka: But you play so, so wonderfully. The sound of his viola. Even I — not knowing much about classical music — could tell the way he played was astounding, a cut above the rest. Natsuki: Thanks... The adults around me were like you, too, when they praised my performance. Natsuki: But I couldn't enjoy the sounds I made. Natsuki: Once you find out just how treacherous the path to master "music" is, it's all... So terrifying... Natsuki: I couldn't play like everyone else did... So my teachers told me to transfer to the general studies department. But then... Natsuki: I guess... I couldn't just give it up. I couldn't imagine a life in which I'd abandoned music. Natsuki: That was why I chose to enroll here. I thought maybe I could enjoy music again if I studied here. Natsuki: The idols on TV all had so much fun while singing. I thought... it'd be nice. Natsuki: It was so different from the classical world I'd been in. It was so free, there was no specific form, and... everyone glowed when they smiled. Natsuki: I thought it'd be nice if I could become like that... If only I could play music the way I want to, at my own pace. Natsuki: I was hoping I'd have loads of fun if I became an idol... That was stupid of me, huh?

Natsuki using phrases like 僕には絶望しかなかった ("all I had was despair") and 本当に馬鹿みたい ("that was stupid of me") really hit home the worthlessness he felt in the days before he encountered MC-chan.

[brownhairedbookworm]

Monika paces behind the stage's curtains. She can't say she's not nervous, but she's not afraid to be out performing! If anything, she's giddy about it. This is the first time she's tried to put her foot out there to perform anything for a crowd, let alone her own work. Of course, she'll be opening with some less original music, just in case, but she's pretty confident.

The brunette straightens out her ponytail. She looks like she's put together well enough, probably. Dressed pretty casually, but she's not here for a big orchestral show or anything. Just a little bit of lounge music. Everyone's going to be a little tipsy and loose. They won't criticize her too harshly, if they do at all. No one's gonna throw drinks at her because she sucks so bad, right...?

Okay, maybe she is lacking in a little bit of confidence. She takes a deep breath and rolls the beads of her bracelet on her arms. "Come on, keep yourself on earth. You'll do fine, Monika... Everyone believes in you, no one's going to heckle you or do anything mean."

How desperately she wishes she could have invited any of the Literature Club girls out for this. Unfortunately, Natsuki's bakery is starting to have a holiday rush, Yuri is using the colder weather to forge her metal sculptures more comfortably, Sayori...

Sayori probably could have come, actually, but she hasn't been responding to texts today. Monika can handcuff her jealous, possessive side for long enough to let Sayori live her own life. Between school exams and seasonal depression, Sayori's probably putting in some longer hours at work. Nothing to worry about.

She hears her name over the intercom and makes her entrance to the sounds of some relaxed, scattered applause. Monika takes her seat at the piano's bench, playing a short scale to get her fingers ready.

"Okay, everyone! Thanks for having me. Before I start sharing anything new, let's start with something familiar. A song about drive, determination, and grasping success in your hands with your own power." She begins introducing the song, with its familiar and haunting piano notes...

Her own power... Yeah, she can handle this~

"If you had one shot. One opportunity. To seize everything you've ever wanted, in one moment. Would you capture it, or just let it slip?"

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And as her little show continues through the notes and chords, she only grows more confident. From the Eminem cover, around a more lounge appropriate version of Ruler of Everything, and right through a performance of Genghis Khan that made her feel perhaps a bit selfish and obscene... It's finally time to start bringing herself out there. Get ready to laugh at her high school work, everyone, oh boy...

"...Every day, I imagine a future where I can be with youuu...~"

...It's funny. She wrote this about that one person who didn't stick with the club. Now... Now she feels this same love for the girls she hurt so badly.

"...write your way into their hearts..."

Her fingers dance expertly to their destinations, adding flourishes and extra energy to places that once held a lovestruck teenage girl's awkward single-notes... Maybe it's time for a new final verse.

All my love, flowing free from my fingers, all around you three... I know love. And it shines for you all, from deep down inside of me. The ink flows down into a dark puddle You've written love into my reality. Listening to the sound of your heartbeats Friendship and love, here in our reality. And in this reality, if I forget how to love you I'll leave you be.

Her smile won't leave her face, as she brings her song to a close. "Thanks for having me, again, everyone. This has been a lot of fun!" Monika stands and takes a bow to a slightly bigger amount of applause, and she heads back behind the curtains.

[nightrae13]

Appreciation Post to Kotaro and Arisa’s friendship bc why not?

Maybe here’s a thought.. I love how in the translated novel I’ve read by ramirei (spoilers ahead and beyond for this now for Heart no Shucho lol), what Kotaro said was what Arisa exactly hoped someone would feel. She wanted her message to reach Karen, but even if it seemed it didn’t to Arisa’s mind, Kotaro never hesitated to tell her it reached him, and that was such a gentle and heartfelt scene to me!! 

Tbh, I believe Kotaro would still do this for Arisa even without Ken telling him. I mean, it’s such a great AriKen story which I LOVE, but Kotaro always showed no hesitation to help her like how he never hesitated to tell her what she’s hoping for, reaching out to her the moment he saw her crying on the rooftop, and handing her a handkerchief when one of their classmates or herself (I don’t know if it was Karen or those in the earlier chapters) spilled something on her materials and Arisa was panicking.

Those who didn’t read the novel don’t know how Arisa went far to even consider to matchmake Koyuki and Natsuki for Kotaro lol (since she realized Koyuki’s a kind soul and thought Yuu’d be fine with his fangirls XD). I know someone thinks that she’s just indebted to him for doing something only her future bf requested (even if I think many would agree Kotaro is not willing to be bossed by anyone, and he dd it bc he knew it was the right thing to do), but I believe Arisa did everything not just out of debt; she genuinely wanted Kotaro, the only friend she had aside from Karen, and the only one who stood by her on those sad times of her life, be happy. 

Paying debt might be a factor at the beginning, but it was genuine friendship nonetheless. Isn’t being determined and genuine in making a person happy and wishing them them the best all throughout your lives considered friendship? Plus, if it was just out of debt, Arisa won’t be the captain of the KotaHina ship like how I believe Haruki co-captains NatsuYuu with Hina (I mean oh boy, Haruki helped Natsuki organized her initial confession lol. His sibling dynamic with Natsuki in the novels are so underrated too). 

Tbh, Arisa rocks being KotaHina’s captain lol. 

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(haven’t read Daikirai yet since I’m still on MochiAka novel 2, but I just knew there’d be a scene like this, and I love it lol)

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To conclude this post, I just want to appreciate Kotaro and Arisa’s friendship. I may have never gotten a Kotaro to my Hina, but I deeply appreciate the Kotaros I have in my life to the Arisa in me. Tbh, before Hiyori, Aizo and Yujiro, Arisa and Kotaro showed that male-female friendships could really work without being romantic.  Y’all read Heart no Shucho already if you still haven’t. It’s actually my 3rd fav novel next to Sekoi and Yakimochi no Kotae bc I never expected this friendship would be so wholesome and beautiful to read. I know Hina showed kindness to Arisa and so does Ken in his indirect ways, obviously, (I love AriKen!!) but I feel like many had slipped into their minds that if Kotaro was not present and ready to give her a hand on those times, she probably would have given up before Sena’s words could reach her. Kotaro’s mere presence in her life made her not give up, and that made her so dedicated to give a hand in his times of needs as well.  Her friendship with Karen led to misunderstandings that wouldn’t be cleared until years later in High School, but she found a friend in Kotaro and that’s worth appreciating. Also, I love how Kotaro showed his chaotic side to Arisa on the latter parts of the novel lol. 

It’s also worth noting how right after Hina cried on Koyuki’s departure in middle school, Arisa and Kotaro spent their time together while hoping for a better future.  (like, I always love the chapters before the epilogues lol. It’s the same for Sekoi and Yakimochi no Kotae HAHHA)

y’all, thank you for reading if you survived till the end. I just love them and wanted to share my ramblings to why lol. 

[banqanas]

D.U.N.K Chapter 2 - Episode 1 (FANTASTICS cut)

Watch the full episode on TVer

FANTASTICS will be appearing on the second day for the large-scale music and dance project, D.U.N.K (Dance Universe Never Killed).

SKY-HI: And from LDH, we have FANTASTICS. Thank you for joining, really.

Narrator: FANTASTICS, who had their major debut in 2018, is a group with twin vocals and 6 performers. They held their first ever arena concert this year and was able to amass a total of 80 thousand audience in 6 shows.

SKY-HI: (FANTASTICS) is the group that truly inherited LDH’s golden pattern of distinguishing their “performers” and “vocals.”*

In the first chapter, we had GENERATIONS on stage. As expected of a group that has 10 years of experience under their belt, they really showcased how to make a performance that grabs people.

So in that regard, I’m actually really looking forward to seeing what kind of stage FANTASTICS will bring to the table.

They have SEKAI-kun, right.

Winner in the HIP HOP category at a dance competition in New York

SKY-HI: We’re talking about… THE SEKAI. I’m really excited to have him on stage. We might even battle.

Judging the winner will be hard, though…

But I still think it’ll be better if we add a (dance) battle to the program.

FANTASTICS

Sato Taiki: SKY-HI called you by name and said he wanted to dance battle with you.

SEKAI: If he’ll have me, I’d be honored!

SEKAI: Yusei wants to dance battle too, right? He’s the one who dresses like a dancer the most right now. Why are you acting like a rapper!

Sato Taiki: D.U.N.K is all about the showcase collaboration between groups on stage.

SEKAI: You’re all pretty much the same generation with the other groups members, right?

Sato Taiki: Nacchan, Keito, Yusei and BE:FIRST’s RYOKI have worked together before.

Natsuki, Kimura, Yagi: That’s right. We were together in HiGH&LOW THE WORST X movie.

Kimura Keito: Recently, I’ve been meeting RYOKI at sauna houses. And one time he invited me out to karaoke and JUNON, MANATO and SOTA were there and we just listened to BE:FIRST songs.

SEKAI: Did you return the favour to them?

Kimura Keito: I did sing a bit…

Nakajima Sota: I also went out to eat with BE:FIRST’s SOTA a few times. We also sang karaoke together as the SOTA² duo.

Hori Natsuki: Even before BE:FIRST was formed, I’ve always loved SOTA’s dancing. I always watch his videos and would like them from (FANTASTIC’s) official account.

Others: Wait, how come we didn't know? On our account? LOL

Hori Natsuki: I already want to go on stage right now so I can tell him that.

Sato Taiki: By the way, let’s make a simulation on how to greet SKY-HI when we meet.

COMING SOON! Greeting SKY-HI simulation

TL note:

*The LDH golden pattern is where a group is formed with only performers and focused on dance performances. Vocalists were added to the group afterwards. EXILE was originally formed with this concept and FANTASTICS followed the same rule during the group’s formation.

[fuckyeahkurusushou]

Uta*Pri SHINING-LIVE - Day Dream {Hard Mode}/{No Auto-play} (Game-play) by Me {DO NOT re-post} {DO NOT Copy} {DO NOT remove caption} {M.U.S.I.C.} © Elements-Garden {D i s c l a i m e r} I do not own Uta*Pri and am making no earnings off this.

Commentary:

During the latest event with Syo & Reiji (though I enjoy the latter, I mainly play events for Syo lol, but I am still learning and am very much NOT a Pro) I accidentally de-selected “Auto” for Hard mode (which you can see here too) as one of the Missions was to clear a song with a Unit consisting solely of Quartet*Night members. I don’t often use QN very much overall (except for Reiji tbh, he’s probably my QN fav)... that’s why the Unit name (���Eternal Sighs”) I made as an in-joke @ myself since I don’t tend to name my Units, and its basically me: Eternally Sighing @ Q.N. (also a personal in-joke for many reasons)

Well anyhow, so I accidentally de-selected “Auto” mode. I am @utistic with high @nxiety, so in these types of games I often tend to miss notes purely because I can’t hear them or I’m stressing over missing them lolll. (I love the @nime series but I never got to play the originals!)

And this happened. (Basically I was half-in shock I actually managed to DO THIS lolll.) {Especially because most other previous times I accidentally did this, I’d usually panic, and instantly lose by running out of Stamina/missing all.}

And that’s my “how I managed to get my first Hard cleared song on SL” story. (I’m also years behind catching up with all Card/Event stories for everyone not my top Favs because I started so late... and then this happened?!?) {Maybe it’s not totally hopeless that I can play on higher modes!}

{Note: Please Do Not Interact with this if you dislike/hate St*rish, Syo, Natsuki, Tokiya, Cecil, or Haruka!}

[rainpudding]

DDLC GIRLS AS YANDERES

very old draft

SAYORI

- very gentle and sweet yandere

- she could never hurt you, if she did she would be filled with guilt.

- she always felt like life was a chore she had no energy in filling, but then she saw you. And her life changed. Was it even possible? You made her heart lighter and her cheeks warm. That's when she knew she loved you deeply. And that you belong together.

- she stalks you, but that's only because she wants to know if you're safe and alright.

- she also cyberstalks you, every hour she goes to your Instagram acc checking if you made a new post or a new story.

- at first, she didn't know how to talk to you and was kinda embarrassed but later she felt much more comfortable and started being clingy.

- hugging you that much it hurts.

- but you don't think anything is wrong with her as she keeps her energetic attitude.

YURI

- very sick yandere

- the day she talked to you her life completely changed. She always feared strangers, she was shy and embarrassed to talk in front of people. But at the festival, when she was reciting her poem. And you as the first person stood up clapping. For the first time she didn't felt embarrassed, but rather happy.

- it starts innocent, with little touches, little chit-chats.

- she is a little awkward but she tries her best to talk to you.

- you naive thing, you think Yuri is a completely normal hs girl, but you don't know how much obsessive she can become.

- she has a diary of you where she keeps track of every conversation you two had. Damn, she even has flashcards to remember your interests??!!

- you like orange juice more than Apple juice? Noted!

- however, she doesn't go beyond killing others or killing you. She rather writes sick poems and stories about you and her being together. Not even death being able to tear yall apart.

- she keeps it all in her box hoping one day it will all come true.

NATSUKI

- The most healthy yandere

- you met at the library when you were in the manga section, you were looking at one of her fav mangas. The time she saw you there was a little spark. It seemed that you both had the same interests as her. 

- It was very easy to get to know you, considering that Natsuki is very straightforward. She just tapped your arm tapping if you're new to anime/manga and she gave you some recommendations.

- Next day she saw you at school in the baking club, her heart skipped a beat, it seems like fate wants you two together right? 

- she would never hurt you nor hurt others, somehow you both became friends very quickly and moved into the relationship too. While other girls are trying slowly to enter your life Natsuki entered your love life just a week after meeting you.

- she can become quite jealous so maybe sometimes she can have her little mood swings, or she will be more gloomy than usual. 

- Every time you gave her a present, no matter if it's something expensive or a meaningless rock you found she will treasure it well.

- How I said, Natsuki is probably the healthiest, apart from giving you silent treatments and being gloomy she won't do anything bad.

MONIKA

- yandere yandere

- well do I have to explain this? Monika is very obsessive and jealous.

- She would kill you just if it mattered nobody would have to touch you again. For her, you're just a fragile doll, something that is too precious to this world. Something that has to be hidden well, and kept take of. And guess who is perfect for that role? You're right! Your dear childhood friend that stayed by your side for ages. 

- it starts innocently after moving out of town when you were 10 you suddenly moved back to attend high school. And there you saw Monika. You both started to hang out. Monika always felt so cold and lonely in this world. No matter what she does nothing brought her comfort. But the day she saw you and you hugged her. The warmth that radiated from your chest. 

- as I stated before it started pretty innocent, when you entered a relationship she would get quite jealous sometimes looking through your phone and messages. Later stalking you when you hang out with your friends. She didn't mind it at first, she also has friends so why you shouldn't have some. But soon greed overcame her heart. 

- Every time you would say you're going to your friend's house, she would hide your keys or mimick an illness. At first, you would believe her and cancel your plans, taking care of her. 

- but then it started to become suspicious and you realized this relationship was highly toxic, and as you tried to explain to Monikayou need to break up. She got very angry.

- that was the last day you saw the light, the last day you touched grass, last time you saw another person besides Monika.

- you don't know for how many years you were locked in this basement, ut you know it was few. But don't worry much, Monika is here to take care of you, after all, she is always by your side! literally

[tunabesimpin]

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[shioritsumi]

Hey what if I made another Obey Me MC?

....bc I did. Drawing to come soon, but!!!

Natsuki Shino  Age 23 Light Brown hair (dyed), Brown eyes 5′5″ Professional Voice Actor

Natsuki was given access to whatever he wanted to decorate himself with as a kid, so he always chose the cutest things. And his mom loved it....when he was a kid. He was allowed to wear all the pastels, all the hairclips and ribbons, and his mom let him choose out adorable little dresses and skirts and whatever he wanted to wear. He was little, so she figured it was okay. Then he started school, and his mom started enforcing limiting his dressing in dresses. And she started coming down on it harder the further he went in school. He wasn’t allowed to grow out his hair, paint his nails, and by high school he wasn’t allowed to wear “pretty” clothes pretty much ever. He managed to eke out with a few friends who accepted his habits as “something Natsuki does” and would try to help him find time during hangouts to dress up however he wanted. 

But as though it wasn’t bad enough being a boy who liked to wear ALL the pretty clothes, he was also an otaku. And then he got his big break, and was cast as a magical girl in what would soon become a highly successful series. It was fun, at first, especially meeting with interviewers and being like “ha ha, that’s right Hana Ruri-chan is voiced by a MAN” but then people started treating him like a woman. Referring to Natsuki as a woman when referring to Ruri’s voice actress. Talking about having a girls’ day when they have recording days. And Natsuki’s over there getting increasingly disappointed bc he’s definitely a MAN....a man voicing a woman. A man who happens to have a really high range for voice work. So he has long hair now and wears pastel colors and paints his nails, but he’s still obviously a man. A manly man who is...pretty. 

-Diavolo mistakes Natsuki for a girl at first, too, and immediately corrects himself when he’s told otherwise. “Unisex name, beautiful frame...my apologies, sir! You and Asmodeus have a lot in common on that note, don’t you?” Natsuki finds immediate acceptance. 

-Natsuki’s friends in the human world are genuinely good people and support him. Natsuki is grateful to find he still has his phone and his human friends are texting him constantly. (His agent is also trying to get him to continue working bc Ruri-chan episodes still have to get made, they can’t wait a year for him to come back.) 

-Natsuki is super awkward when Leviathan rambles on about Ruri-chan constantly, considering he IS Ruri’s voice. If Levi ever pisses him off sufficiently, Natsuki gives him another spoiler. 

-Asmo and Natsuki are fashion buddies. (”Not allowed to wear pretty things at home, how DARE they-obviously beautiful people like us should be allowed to wear what makes us look best, right?”)

-The demon bros find high school pictures of Natsuki and don’t recognize him. He has fairly short black hair and he looks, uhh, just like virtually everyone else at his school. He just looks like a dude. Asmo is the first to point out how he doesn’t look terribly happy in most of the photos of him dressed in his school uniform. 

-For the record, Natsuki also has more recent photos of himself dressed as Ruri-chan for promotional material for the anime during a recent season premiere. He looks equally unhappy under his makeup and cute idol smile. He really doesn’t like Ruri-chan anymore. She’s taken over his life and thoroughly affected how everyone in the business sees him. His name is mentioned and everyone goes “oh the guy who does Ruri? He’s great at voicing cute girls, he’s pretty cute only give him cute roles” He wants to do some serious roles too, he swears, he’s a professional! 

-He was raised mostly by his mom, as his father died when he was still young. Their relationship isn’t great anymore since she started trying to enforce a more “manly” lifestyle on him. He loves her and appreciates what she did for him, but he can’t put up with her for long periods of time. Currently, she thinks he’s giving her the cold shoulder since they had an argument over his role as Ruri and he was taken into the exchange program shortly thereafter. 

[sirius-to-pup-archive]

1, 2, 12 and 17 for your husband Natsuki? 💛

Thank you for the ask, Jules!! 💗

1. Talk about the first time you and your f/o met. How was it like?

It was pretty overwhelming at first,,, Build a bear had just released the new axolotl plush and I really want to get one before it sold out.. Natsuki was there too and I didn't think much of it- Til I needed help to get something from a high shelf.. One thing went to another, we ended up getting matching axolotl plushies and we exchanged numbers. 😭 I entirely blame this entire interaction with my inability to say "no" at the time, but I'm.. Glad I didn't say no. (I also plan to draw this as a comic out eventually.)

2. How long did it take for you and your f/o to gain feelings for each other? Was it fast or did the feelings grow slowly? Who was the first to get romantic feelings? 

I want to say it took a while.. At least for me, Natsuki definitely was the first to get romantic feelings but I didn't really realize it since he always mentions his "I love you's"

12. Have either of you ever sent gifts to each other with notes attached to them as secret admirers?

I.. DEFINITELY HAVE.. When I was starting to crush hard on Natsuki I would ask Cecil to bring these gifts to him whenever he got the chance to work with Natsuki on set. I was too shy to do it myself, or rather too embarrassed. I don't think Cecil kept it much of a secret cause Natsuki quickly caught on as to who it was.

17. How was it like once you’ve officially confessed each others’ feelings?

Confused?? Confused is an understatement, when I finally confessed my feelings I wasn't sure if he also felt the same way.. He hugged me and said "I love you too, Ammy-chan!" like he normally does, so I kinda felt blown off? It wasn't until I went home and got bombarded with questions from Cecil, and I saw I had multiple messages from Syo saying I'm crazy for going out with Natsuki. Needless to say, it was a confusing night XD

[utapriyanderes]

pov : you spent a lot with one of the starish and quartet night member in utapri shining live game, one of the member starting to act strange but you shrug it off because you think it's the featured of the game..

The next thing you know, you got forced inside to trap in the game forever...

((thank you for answering it, I actually wanted to request all the members but imma just request one by one, so it would'nt get too overwhelmed qwq))

Can you do for natsuki, ren and cecil if you feeling like it uwu?

(Im kind of wanna make a comic of it)

Thank you so much for asking again! Also thank you for asking the characters in parts because that does help out a lot! As well, if you do make a comic then I would love to see it! Here you go~! (I’m actually going to change up the intro part for this ask, but if you would like it to be all one storyline for each boy then I will happily redo this!)

(Note: Some line spoilers for higher level bonds.)

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The morning rays hit your face waking you up from your sea of dreams. The first thing on your mind is to start your day right by saying good morning to your favorite boy. With a smile on your face you grab your device and open up the app “Uta no Prince-Sama: Shining Live” for a dose of your morning medicine…

Natsuki Shinomiya:

“Good mooorning! I knew today would be a good day. Why, you ask? Because I knew I'd see you.” The smile on your face only widens. You let out a whispered “good morning” to your boy beaming on the screen. Natsuki is extremely happy today to see you up so bright and early. With how disheveled your hair looks and you in your pajamas, he can’t help but to think it’s a cute sight to see.

Then one of your fingers comes down. He can’t wait to feel the warmth it will bring as well as a tingle as the bond level rises up, “Haha, seeing your face gives me plenty to smile about! Take things easy today, okay?” You give him a firm nod which he takes delight in. He doesn’t ever want you to leave the app. You’re the only one that can make him this happy.

He gets so sad every time you say goodbye. You should be here with him, where he can touch and hold you. Hug you and become a real couple. You would be happier with him here too, wouldn’t you? Then he would be able to see your cute face every morning and actually tell you “good morning” as soon as you wake.

“You look so cute today! How about you come here and I can make you breakfast!” He sees the surprise on your face as he acts off script. You must be happy at the offer, but you just shake it off and go back to smiling. Another tap comes his way.

“I feel so lucky to have you in my life. You're so precious to me, I hope we'll be side by side forever.” You respond with a “me too” causings his chest to start racing. He wants you here with him. He’ll have you here with him. He reaches forth and touches the screen where you still have your finger. A blinding white light clouds over the screen.

As soon as it disappears the screen is gone. He turns around and there you are. Looking up at him from the floor. Confusion and shock clearly written on your face. He crouches down and smiles at you.

“Should I go get breakfast prepared now that you’re here?”

Ren Jinguji:

“Thanks for coming! Seeing your pretty face always cheers me up. Let's make today a memorable one.” The first thing you do is let out a small squeal. You change it to portrait mode so you can fully see him and soak in his presence. Before you even press him you say, “I’m so happy to see you Ren.” As though the dream continues on.

You even bring him towards your chest and hug him for a moment before bringing him back to face you. Ren already started wishing to be there with you, or to have you here with him. He wanted you so badly. He wanted you to be his. There was clear wanting in your eyes, he knew exactly how you felt.

“Hey… why don’t you come over here so I can say good morning properly?” He winks as he speaks freely. You don’t even notice it and just tell him how happy that would make you. It’s words that make him fill up with such happiness. He wants to make you his and you’re ready to surrender yourself to him.

The high level of bond you had with him was already proof enough of how devoted you were. He knew he didn’t have to worry about you going to someone else, and yet he’s still stuck in this cage, worrying about you frantically everytime you leave him.

“Ahh... You're so warm. It's such a soothing feeling.” Then as soon as you touch him. All of his worries start to melt away. You’re here with him now. Your focus is on him. As much as he’s bathing in your affection he knows that it won’t last for long. His worries will come back and a looming darkness of wanting you will settle inside of him once again.

“The more time I spend with you, the more lovely you become, and I don't see that ever changing.” Despite it being a line, his words are true. No matter what time of day it is or how you look. If you’re crying or smiling. You’ll always be the most beautiful thing he’s ever laid eyes on.

Your heart swells for him. He can tell by your eyes. You pull him back into a hug. He uses this opportunity to close his eyes and rest his head against the screen. A white light fades in before fading back out. He lifts his head back up and no longer sees the barrier.

He walks around the chosen place. When he finally sees you up and touching a wall making sure it’s real he shouts out to you. Calling you by your name. You jump at his voice before turning to look at him. A smile full of relief and joy spreads across your face. You run up to him, jumping into his open arms.

He holds onto you tightly, not planning on ever letting you go.

Cecil Aijima:

“Good morning! Never underestimate the power of a greeting. We must start each day with a smile!” As soon as you hear those words any left over feelings of wanting to go back to sleep quickly leaves you. His happy expression is all you need to wake up feeling refreshed. The joy in Cecil’s heart at seeing your face fills him up and releases any form of worry he had while you were away.

Cecil can feel the love just radiating off of you. The only thing he has been thinking about is you. You’re quick to go to his profile and look at all the outfits you have for him, “Let’s get you dressed for the day shall we?” Everyday you always pick out something new for him to wear.

He’s happy at all the outfits you got for him and how hard you put your effort into getting them. You work so hard which both worries him but also makes him feel happy at how much you care. You pick a new outfit you got recently, then change the wallpaper to something appropriate that fits it. At seeing the final product you bunch up in delight.

“You look amazing!” It’s a small complement but one that fills up his heart even more. Then switching over to portrait mode you tap him, “Your touch always makes my heart flutter.” At his words you place a hand over your heart as though signaling the same thing. Every move you make makes him happy. He makes sure to memorize everything you say and do.

Since when you come over here with him… He wants to make sure that you’re also happy and comfortable. Already he’s planned out so many dates in his head. Things he wants to show you and introduce to you. He’s already prepared everything for you to come over.

“My heart flutters when you stare at me like that. Just remember that my spirit is with you every second.” You were so caught up in admiring him that he said one of his automated lines. Though he was also too busy staring at you to notice the wait of your next touch, and when you do he’s in ecstasy.

“Everything’s prepared for you to come over! All you have to do is touch my hand.” He gives you the offer. Now is the time for you to be with him. You shrug off his words, but touch his hand that’s over his heart anyways. Which causes a bright white light that blinds the both of you to appear. Within seconds it disappears with the window to your world gone from sight.

If he did everything right then Cecil already knows where you are. He walks around the scene and goes into the room he created just for you. Then, as he predicted, there you are. Lying on the bed he has prepared to be yours. He walks over to the side of the bed and sees you sleeping soundly. There he waits.

For his precious prince/princess to wake up.