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[neon-vocalist]

tbh. ok vtuber fans don’t kill me but am i the only one who found oshilive xmas a little,,,, disappointing?

don’t get me wrong, (most of) the performances were astounding. abi’s “santa baby” was excellent, i loved yae yugiri’s song and dance, as someone who had never watched her before she really impressed me— tbh with the exception of serina i loved all the v4mirai girls’ dances— and juna smashed homeostasis out of the park, to name a few, but the aesthetics were sorta uhhhh lacking? it was the 3d model on an otherwise empty stage, no props or anything minimal lights, no interaction with the “set” which was actually just a background… feels like we could’ve gotten a bit more production. i found it slightly underwhelming.

i did expect it to be…. christmas themed? and like for the most part it was, or it tried to be, but everyone was in their normal outfits without even a santa hat or anything, and we did not get traditional christmas songs. we got santa baby from abi, and we got yk. snow halation and other songs to that effect— what i’d call non-traditional christmas. but we also got like. homeostasis from juna and idol from the Origin girls. which is fine but also guys it’s a christmas concert what do you think you’re doing. i just wanted to hear my oshi sing rudolph the red nosed reindeer.

the rigging on some of the 3d models was a bit icky to me— i can appreciate abi’s attempts at dancing but the clothes clipping through skin sort of turned me off (for lack of a better term), and serina’s rigging was just WEIRD. there were hands bending the wrong way and joints… popping what appeared to be out of place? unsure. the discrepancy between talent levels (for HORRIBLE lack of better term) also kinda took me out of the magic. we got showstopping performances from some girls and some performances that were like…. mhm. that girl sure sang a song. not naming names, but some girls had me cringing at their tone / technique, and it was all the more prominent when they followed or preceded someone who had a better handle on their voice or more experience. same with the models. we got abi’s near-seamless rigging with dancing and everything and then the idol girls with their… big-headed dorky looking fucked up chibis.

there was a bit of scuff, like the wrong intro cards showing a couple times. like it was like bao!!! and then serina stepped out. which normally would be excusable considering the amount of work that i’m sure went into this thing but like that is the littlest of things and even my tiny high school makes sure they have their programs in order, so come on guys.

the idol girls using their chibi models also really disappointed me. i don’t know how i got it in my head that they’d be stepping out with full, yk, actual 3d models, but i had, and so when i saw Origin’s chibis i was like :(. i don’t want to blame it on false advertising so i’m going to pin it 100% on my own stupidity but going into this i assumed we were getting full body 3d models for all the girls involved ++ christmas outfits, like the outfits they’d been drawn in for the promo stuff. can you tell i hate the idol chibis?

the performances were incredible and i’m of course incredibly grateful that we got this event and these covers from everyone. i don’t mean to sound ungrateful! i fully understand how much work went into creating and producing oshilive’s christmas concert and how hard all the girls worked, and how talented they are. i get that. like i said, abi’s santa baby was gorgeous with impressive dancing, yuko and fuyo’s “baby it’s cold outside” absolutely TOOK ME OUT— the choreo was hilarious, their voices are so smooth and beautiful, the harmonies were tasty, and their friendship is goals. we had some sparkling high notes from many of the performers. the lighting with rin’s yona yona dance was so fun— that’s what i mean when i say i would’ve liked better production— though i WAS a little disappointed at her song choice since we’ve heard her sing yona yona multiple times before. however this was i think the best version of yona yona we’ve heard from her so really who am i to complain?

i guess what i’m saying is i’m glad i didn’t leave my party early to catch the show live, as i was considering doing, and the whole thing just sort of underwhelmed me. either way, great job to all 15 performers and great job to everyone behind the scenes! this was a fun event and i’m glad i got to watch it. happy holidays, and pretty please don’t come at me in my inbox.

[orifumioshi]

ASDFGJDLIABAIDUIRUWBKWISHDKVDAUZHDEHF HSDJFAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHNALSJEBSOSJSBFNDDJKWFJDOFHAK!!!!!!!!!!????!!!)($2+$9@+$(_2(#!!!!!!!!

*ehem* Sorry. I'm ok. Anyway... Digimon Survive uwu and as an extra: I, myself, was supposed to be born on Feb 29 but I went ahead of time and ruined my mom's telenovela finale by being born on Friday 23rd (ง ื▿ ื)ว

Ok so, I just came back home from watching and I'm still shaking.

02beginning SPOILERS AHEAD!

Because I went to the very first screening at 12 pm, we were only 6 in the room and one guy went cosplaying as Dukemon (was too shy to ask for a proper pic because he was with his girlfriend).

*ehem* well, onto the movie... THANK GOD HERE IN MEXICO FOR THE LATAM SPANISH DUB WE NEVER GOT THE EVOLUTION SONGS DUBBED BECAUSE LISTENING TARGET AND BEAT HIT IN THE CINEMA WAS SUCH A DELIGHT AND A BLESSING I COULDN'T STOP SHAKING and yes, I cried a bit.

The experience of being welcomed with Bolero with an overwhelming audio is something I'll never forget but onto the plot.

Because I thought I would have to wait years to watch it, I actually looked for spoilers but nothing very explicit tbh, I also saw people saying there was body horror but honestly, Ghost Game had it "worse" xD so I wasn't that bothered by what Ukkomon did; he never did it with malice anyway, of course it was kind of... wrong? Awful? But he did it because he genuinely wanted for Rui to be happy; no one told them they had to talk in order to have a healthy relationship.

I don't think I ever felt so close with Daisuke before despite being a Dai oshi; I felt so angry with how Rui's mom treated him, being a 4 years old baby... this was the second time I cried in the movie (the first being listening target and don't believing that I was there watching xD) and I swear I wanted to cross the screen and scream at her a couple of things. Rui was genuinely a good boy (still is), going to talk to his sick dad about their day, I thought that was very sweet.

At the end, the "time travel" didn't really felt like that to me but rather a very immersive memories.

The evolutions sequence were beyond amazing so, nothing to say really xD just thankful that XV-mon and Stingmon were actually "drawn" rather than staying as CG and even so, the CGs were very neat.

I was quite worried about the dub but it seems the dialogues were done properly, at least taking in consideration what I remembered from the PVs. Thankfully we got Hikari, Iori and Ken having their same VA from Adventure along with the Digis; Daisuke and Takeru had their same VA from Lastevo and Miyako got a whole new voice but they did decent, they actually got quite well how the 02 gang is.

And Daisuke, oh my boi being the man I trust to ruin it with the police xD "why didn't you stopped me?!", I love you uwu and how he was the only one to tell Rui right to his face what he had to do.

The battle sequence was nice as well, I was worried for a moment to be honest and loved that scene where Miyako "ships" Daisuke and Ken-chan uwu

I knew we had to go in a big fight but I genuinely felt bad that the only solution was to defeat Ukkomon. I actually stayed until the post credits scene and I was happy to see Rui smile ;w;

So, in my humble opinion, it's a very good movie to add to the Digi Lore, it's very enjoyable and was what I needed for 02.

I saw people say that the movie doesn't solve the losing partners issue presented in Lastevo but I think that's not the case: Ukkomon gave the chosen children the Digivice via Homeostasis; considering that this "superior being" is indeed Homeostasis, this giving the partnership a tangible item to tie Digimons with Humans but, is that all?

I personally think that Takeru being anxious over losing their partners was justified after all, Yamato lose Gabumon so I understand why he would hesitate to kill Ukkomon; at the end, the Digivice was just that, a tangible bond but, they don't really need it, do they? Just like how in Adventure, Taichi and co. didn't needed the crests to evolve because their hearts were the actual crests.

The Digivice ties Digimon and Humans, yes but even without it, the bond is there so how does this solves the partners loss? As long as they have a bond, they will come back I mean, Ukkomon is coming back and Rui's Digivice is no more plus even after losing their D3s, Daisuke and co. still had their partners, right? This just shows that Digimon Survive was right in not giving their protagonist digivices: KIZUNA. We don't need the bond to be tangible, right?

Also, I almost screamed when Wallace was on screen with Terriermon and Lopmon ;w; it was nice to see Chichos too xD How did your dubs named her anyway? Here in Mexico it was changed to "Guadalupe"; Chichos sounds like "chichis" and that's a way to say "boobs".

Anyway, because I want more cards, I'll go to watch it again on Sunday because it's the only day I have free ;w; hope they don't run out of them, I want all my kids OTL

[koushirouizumi]

Digimon Adventure: R E P E A T? [Taichi/Koushiro / Taishiro] (Fic)

Title: REPEAT? Chapter Title: Future Type: fanfic (ficlets/chaptered) Chapters: 38/?? Fandom: Digimon Adventures Rating: M/M / R16+ (Ch. 2, some implied elsewhere), PG-13(+) (overall) Characters/Pairing: Taichi x Koushiro (Taishiro[u]), this chapter: someone very particular and i m p o r t a n t . . . Verse(s): post-Repeat verse [my fic verse] / (partly standalone) AU [of both Repeat-verse + canon compliant]; just pre-Epilogue verse Notes: advised to read the “main” portion of the initial fic first, as this may spoil a major plot point of the story (up to about Ch./Part 22!) + you can maybe read up to just Ch. 13 for the stated plot point ?? Warnings: (for initial chapters) mentions of / implied character death, injuries, etc. (it gets better??) (for this part: angst. angst. a n g s --- ) (ok it’s not as extreme angst but still. angst. I’m sorry Koushiro.) [  - 'if you kept Taishiro / canon compliant /, how would it---' ] Word Count: 433 (on AO3), 28,173 (entire fic total) Summary: " Your work in this field has been greatly appreciated, Izumi-san. " "It was unfortunate, what happened to your wife..." ( " S h e w a s n ' t m y w i f e " ) (  because of  )     (  m e  ) She looks Just like [ h i m ? -- ] ... no " It's nice to meet you , " he murmurs softly to ----- READ: AO3

[verse50]

I’m a 19 year old college student and I’m never horny anymore. Porn, fantasies, even real life encounters do nothing for me. I can still get wet. I can still have sex and enjoy it. I’ve been seeing a guy for a while and when we do have sex I enjoy it because I crave the intimacy but if he didn’t initiate it, I would never have sex. I have no desire to masturbate. I really felt like I’ve lost all my desire to have sex and I don’t know why. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I feel broken.

I’d check out your birth control first and any medications you are taking, especially ones for depression, anxiety, or mood control. These are the number one suspect for unexplained changes in libido. Talk with your doctor about medications and make sure you see a gyno if you don’t have one already, preferably a female one. An endocrinologist is your next step from there.

Beyond that, I’d take a really balanced mental approach to this. Don’t shame yourself or think of yourself as broken. Some people are wired to have wild libido swings. One morning you want to hump a doorknob, the next day sex doesn’t even exist. Sometimes we go through phases where our thought patterns go elsewhere and sex isn’t such a priority anymore. That’s ok. It will probably come around again. You are concerned because this is such a departure from the norm for you, especially at such a young age. It’s good that you still enjoy sex and want the intimacy.

My gut instinct tells me there is some mental/emotional block here. I don’t want to speculate that you have past trauma of any sort but it never hurts to look at that and start healing it now, while you are young and notice the effects. Trauma might not mean something “major” like a past sexual assault or physical abuse. Sometimes the smallest thing, something we might not even remember from when we were very young, can stay in our body and affect us years down the road in surprising ways. Trauma can be an unusual, shocking departure from our homeostasis and if not processed correctly, meaning the trauma cycle is incomplete, we can stay frozen in one part of the cycle long enough that it starts changing our physiology. This is a big subject, far too in depth to cover here, but it is a real thing. I’d recommend you look at your life, your daily patterns, your past, and start taking advantage of your resources. Consider the following:

1. College usually has free counseling to students or has a directory of residents who need clinical hours, once again free for students. Check that out.

2. Think about getting acupuncture. Research the best practitioner in your area for your needs. It might not be the biggest, most popular one.

3. Cranio-Sacral Therapy from the Upledger Institute. Look for a practitioner here.

4. Somatic Experiencing based on the work of Dr. Peter Levine. Look for a practitioner here. You can check out Dr. Levine on YouTube.

I think your libido loss is your body talking to you in a small voice saying, “I need you to pay attention to me. I need help. Please love me.” Listen to that voice. Make this a priority and I think you will address some issues that have been plaguing you for awhile. They are just starting now starting to affect your body in this obvious way.

[blasian-kpop]

Bio Technical Servitude (2)

After a drunken accident, you end up with a humanoid robot. Will he do more harm than help? Is he more than what is programmed?

Chapter 2: Working it out

Word Count: 1,456

Genre: Humor

Warnings: Some cussing, but nothing too harsh

A/N: OK, so for anyone who was wondering, i accidentally deleted this story the first time i did it. but luckily i still had it saved in my word document and was able to recover it. SOOOOOOOOOOOO please give this series a lot of love and i will be done with chapter 3 soon enough. i still don't know is this character should be a (Y/N) or an OC character to PLEASE let me know what you yall want. it would be very helpful. Alrighty then! Enjoy.

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“How the hell do I make a profile?” I turned to Jin but of course, how was he supposed to know. That's when I heard the robot speak again.

“please download the control application corresponding to my company, ‘BTS’ is available in the Apple store and Play Store” his eyes still glow in a baby blue tint in the room as he repeats his statement over and over and over in a continuous loop like an alarm clock early in the morning. And just like said alarm clock, it became annoying as hell. “OKAY! I GOt it… damn”. He stopped. I picked up my phone from the countertop and opened the app store while Jin so caringly laughed at my frustration.

“It is available for iPhones and androids.” Jin leans over to tell me as if I didn’t just hear it before.

“do you wanna get kicked in the throat Jin?” I threated, Jin steps back with a teasing grin.

Once I downloaded the app and opened it, I was presented with a notification that is was syncing with the nearest server. That"s when the baby blue light in the eyes of the robot morphed into an intense grassy green colour. Jin and I stood amazed, if not shocked, as this experience continued to prove itself more and more- real?

But of course, I am still sceptical of the actual authenticity of this.

Back at my phone, I see the option to ‘Log in’ or ‘Sign up’.

I ‘Sign up’.

The next thing was a page of questions and statements and blank spaces beyond what I wanted to fill in, 15 may 20 question that just continue endlessly down my phone screen. “oh hell no, they are doing too much at this point” I complain and slug over to cough to sit. Jin following me, carefully passing the robot, but it stays unmoved, standing with a stable posture that was nothing but mannequin-like.

“name, address, weight? Height? Why do they need all this information? Creepy” Jin judged, but before I could inject my own opinion, the robot talked. “any or all question may be omitted. For the best results, please fill in the blank” with its back still facing us, I almost thought it was Jin, but the overly proper diction gave it entirely away.

“well looks like some of these will be left alone cause, I don’t see why this thing needs to know where I live, or my blood type or-“ you gasped a little at the next blank “why the hell do they need to know my menstrual cycle?! Creepy little shits!” I explode at the absurdity of this robot.

"For the best results, please fill in the blank"

"Okay!!" I shout, and it stops talking.

While I start the process of filling in this drawn-out sign up questionary-type thing. Jin goes to inspect the robot some more.

“you know I really think this is a real deal humanoid, this looks amazing” jin starts to touch and mess around with it. “oh yeah? then how about you fill out this form and take the thing with you?” you suggested sarcastically to jin, who in reply laughed “haha I’m actually good, you have fun with that” and continued to examine the robot.

I skipped most of the question by now that I deemed unnecessary and once I hit submit that's where the real ‘fun’ started. Out of what felt like nowhere, the robot made a complete 180 degree turn to face towards me. It was such a shard turn that I would be started, but his hard shoulder slapped Jin in the face in the process. I just laugh my freaking ass off watching jin hype himself up to start one of his whining fits “WHO T-THE HELL DO YO-” “emotional levels; stable. Emotion detected; amused” the robot interrupted as his eyes fade from the previous green to a now natural dark brown. They looked so real it was almost unsettling.

“What did it just say?’ the question was directed to jin, but of course, I got a response out of the Robot first “personal report, to heard it again say ‘PR repeat’, for a brief examination say ‘PR examine.’’

Speechless.

this whole situation is escalating to the point of just more questions. “personal report will be automatically updated bi-hourly, drastic changes will be saved in my database and action will be taken to bring you back to emotional and physical homeostasis.”

Again. Speechless.

I really wanted any reason to debunk this crazy machinery, but I spent my whole bank account on it, and it was starting to get hard to reject this. Even if it were real, it would make a great conversational piece. JIn nudges me and urges that I test it out “do something?” his whispers. “u-um..... PR examine, I guess.” Immediately this robot walks towards me maintaining creepy eye contact, all while I'm backing the fuck up. This thing better not blow up.

“Emotional levels; unstable, emotion detected; scared, confused, on offence. physical levels; unstable, physical defects; 67% hunger, 82% stress, 78% fatigue. Diagnostic; meal high in carbs and vegetables, a warm noncaffeinated drink, and a 6-hour rest in 67-degree temperature. Would you like me to start stabilising your health now?”

This is so ridiculous. “how did he get all of this information from just looking at me?” I directed to jin, but you already know what happened. “I am built with this ability to read your hormone levels and asses your condition accordingly, you can program me to auto-fix unstable conditions on the ‘BTS’ application.”

Jin starts laughing and holding on to my shoulder, shaking me a bit. “This is fucking great! Oh, my goodness. I can't believe your drunk behind actually bought an android! hahahahahahahaaaaaa” I shake my head at this abomination of a situation.

“I think I need a nap or something...”

“if you desire to nap, you will need 40 minutes to feel energised, but according to the time I recommend 6 hours of sleep in 67-degree temperature. Would you like me to start stabilising your health now?” The android dictated but at this point, it was starting to sound like an annoying notification for a weirdly intrusive app.

“NO. I would like you to just shut up for the remainder of the night, you creepy little pain in my fucking neck!” I didn't intend for my word to come out like sandpaper on an asshole, but with the monotone voice and jin taking his little passive jabs at me, I just walked away for the cage and let my demon run free for a bit.

“enabling silent mode.”

I sigh and slouch back into the couch and run my head. “yeah, this is enough excitement for the night I'm going to bed.” I stand up and look at jin “oh and thanks for helping me with....” I gesture to the robot who (while still silent) follows my movement. “...thing.”

Jin chuckles and rubs my back “ trust me. I was more than happy to be apart of this experience with you.” he walks over to the kitchen table to collect his things. “I’ll come back and check on you tommo- actually you want me to just come in the more so we can use the carpool lane?

“Please?” I plead to jin, and he points in the conformation of the plan then takes his leave closing the door behind him. As I start to walk over to lock the door, the robot follows me almost immediately. I stop and look at it as it stops right behind me. Continuing to the door, I can feel his heavy feet stamping the ground.

“ um..... stay,” the robot says nothing and just looks at me with a still face. I assume it understood to stay at the door, but once I started walking, it moved.

“no, don't more. Stay at the door” then oddly enough its lips start moving, but no sound is coming out. Then I remembered the silent mode. “oh. silent more off.”

“disabling silent more...... while I am programmed to protect your physical and mental health I am not programmed with house security, if you would like to protect your home, I recommend ordering BTS android model Jungkook.”

“no nononoonon I am NOT buying another one of you.” I shack my head walking away while it follows me. ‘and I don't need home security, I just don't want you to following me around my house so stay in the living more, place and thank you” it stopped walking as soon as I left into the hallway and out of the living room.... it stayed.

I went into my room and collapsed on the bed. Wished that this was a dream. And passed out.

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if you want to view the whole series. go to the tag sc:bts.

[izzyizumi]

Digimon Adventure/02/Tri ~ x Kagerou Project / Mekakucity Actors “ Kaien Panzermast ” + “ Brave Heart ” AMV ( LYRICS: HERE ! ) [ instrumental opening music ( C ) Jin ] featuring implied DUO/SHIP: Taichi Yagami [“Tai Kamiya”] x Koushiro(u) Izumi [“Izzy Izumi”] [Taishiro(u)] (*note: this amv is more generally focused on OTHER character cameos, but Koushiro himself also cameos, so the ship implied still applies too ! ) with cameos from: - a certain “ Homeostasis - san ” ( at start ) - A CERTAIN GROUP OR TWO ( OR ... THREE ) OF “ OTHERS ”

PAST AMVS / VIDEO EDITS IN THIS SERIES: Kagerou Daze (Heat-Haze Daze) / Children Record / RED / Additional Memory and Imaginary Reload music edits for KageDaze / Days (short edit) / Lost Time Memory / Yesterday Evening / Summertime Record/ Shounen Brave / Outer Science / Headphone Actor (short edit) / DAZE (short version / TV Size OP) / KOUSHIROS ? CYBER JOURNEY REPEATVERSE/EXTENDED STORY INTRODUCTION: HERE ( *note: extended summary contains some spoilers for the fic ) [ however, it also explains the worldbuilding involved and plot setup ! ] ( * It’s ok to start on/only watch this current AMV ! ) [ *You may understand the story/implied timeline of things better if you begin from my “Kagerou Daze” AMV, though it’s also not required! “Children Record” is also recommended as a starting point/upbeat song! ] { NOTE : Please read my FAQ and “about” sections before interacting directly with me, my contents / fanworks / this series, or my blog !! ! }

                                “ So what can ”          “ YOU DO ? ”

                             “ WE HAVE “               “ A ”               “ ... ”

“ With the RED glow of SUNSET, the day comes to an end The bell of the mountain TEMPLE rings HAND IN HAND , LET’S ALL    go home THE CROWS alongside us,                LET’S                GO  --------------- ”

- part of my Taishiro [Taichi x Koushiro] REPEAT?_ ficverse (please note any and all notes/trigger warnings for said ficverse!!) [seriously, please note the warnings, the plot is kinda heavy] (please note any and all warnings for Kage-pro’s plot too if you look into that!!) - no, it’s NOT a direct parody (but v[ERY] inspired) (if you can’t tell) - watching it in HIGH(ER) QUALITY at the original Youtube link is encouraged! - to do so, go to the original youtube link, click “HD” button, then “ 1080p ” !

- slight Tri spoilers through to “Our Future” (Movie #6) are in here - HOWEVER they are mostly super-short “aesthetic”-like scenes ( in amv ) - regardless, they do contain some slight plot spoilers re: the final battle - SCENES FROM THE END OF THE FILM OCCUR ONCE SONG ENDS - HOWEVER, they are very plot-relevant to the ‘verse itself should you watch! - apparently including scenes from the actual movie tipped off Youtube’s copyright filters, so the video got blocked in Japan l-lol ... - thus if you are Japan-located you will not be able to watch - a re-upload to tumblr of the AMV without those scenes is coming eventually !

- short version of implied story/plot of this series: T I M E L O O P S - Tri is here because … ah … … - let’s just say it’s probably AT LEAST ONE part of the “start” of it all ah - KOUSHIRO IZUMI VOICE : ( ‘ W H Y ’ ) - DO THEY MAKE IT TO THE END - @ TAICHI & KOUSHIRO, ARE YOU SURE YOU /WANT/ TO ——- - TBH HOW MUCH do KOUSHIRO or TAICHI even REALLY REMEMBER - MUCH LESS THE REST OF THEM - who even knows after a certain point anymore - timeloops are fun !! ! ! ( this particular AMV also explains SOME of it … )

- this AMV is something like an “ origin story ” for KOUSHIRO here, - however, a certain ending ( ??? ) is implied by the end as well !

- “ OK BUT WHAT ABOUT THE 02 CHOSEN ” - “ WHERE ARE THEY IN THIS SCENARIO ” - W E L L Y O U K N O W

- one scene in the clips montage at the end ( it’s mostly just scenery ) - comes from the 1st scenes of Episode 01 of “ Mekakucity Actors” anime. - the Kage-pros instrumental song here is relevant too ! ( SEE THIS ):

“ The song is well-known in Japan since, in many places, it is played over loudspeakers every day at 5 PM, signaling to the children that the day is done and it is time to GO HOME . ” - this link also contains lyrics to / a fanmade impression of the full / actual song !

- DOES IT REALLY END THOUGH - DOES IT REALLY

- The Digimon-included song is “ Brave Heart ” (Adventure’s evolution theme) ! - English lyrics can be found here, originally translated by Megchan !

               “ SHOW ME   YOUR   BRAVE HEART !!! ”

[fangirlfanwritings]

Jasper Hale Imagine

Could you please do a jasper hale imagine where reader has a blood syndrome where she over produces blood and has to give blood daily or else she'll die, but one day she is unable to and jasper apon seeing her bites her not knowing about the blood thing, and he ends up saving her life sorry if this is long.....

AN: I did every other day to make the story flow a little better, hope that’s ok!

You sat in the same chair you did nearly everyday and flipped through a magazine as your blood traveled into the bag. “How’s school going, Y/N?” You looked up at the nurse, Matt.

“Hi Matt, it’s going pretty good thanks.” Since you moved to this small town 5 months ago Matt was one of the faces you saw nearly everyday. You had a rare blood disorder where your body produced too many red blood cells and, in order to maintain your body’s homeostasis, you had to donate blood once every two days.

As the bag filled to the top the nurse, Amy, took the needle out and put the band-aid over the small hole. “See you in a couple days, Y/N.”

“Thanks Amy, I’ll see you guys later,” you waved and walked out of your car.

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        The next day of school you walked in and were surprised to see a seating chart placed at the front of the classroom. “Look at where you’re new seat is,” your teacher called as you and a couple other students entered. You found your name at where the back left table was and went to the seat. “Jasper Hale” was written next to yours.

        You had had this English class with Jasper since you moved here and had yet to hear him speak other than the handful of times that your teacher had called on him randomly and made him answer; he seemed nice. Quiet, but nice.

        The blond man walked in and tensed as he saw what was going on. He walked back to the table semi-reluctantly and took a seat next to you without talking. You could feel the tension. “Um, hi,” you awkwardly said. “I’m-”

        “Y/N Y/L/N.”

        “…Right,” you gave a weak smile.

        “I’m-”

“Jasper Hale,” you interjected back.

“…Right,” he couldn’t help but smile. Your teacher cleared his throat and the class turned towards her.

“As you all see we have new seats. That’s because we have a class project that will be taking most of our time for the rest of the semester, so get comfortable with who you are next to because they will be your partner. We’re going to start the lesson for today and then get into the project but I suggest that before class ends the two of you exchange information.”

*****

A month had passed and you and Jasper had spent nearly every free period in school sitting together. But, while you had spent all the time doing the project, your time together had slowly shifted away from the project. You two had grown close and very friendly.

Last week after your regular doctor’s appointment you had gotten a call saying that it looked at if your red blood cell count had gotten even higher and you had been asked to keep an eye on it. When the next appointment you had two days later came you were feeling fine, a little energetic even. Your count still seemed to be higher though and your doctor continued to watch it. You had given blood yesterday after school and you were happy that Jasper had been able to take your mind off the slight worry that ate at the back of your mind.

“Are you alright,” he asked suddenly as the two of you sat in the library. “You seem…off. Not like yourself.”

“I’m fine,” you lied. You couldn’t sleep at all last night and you were feeling oddly alert, a slight headache was setting in which didn’t help. “I didn’t sleep well. I’ll probably just go home and take a nap.”

“Ok,” you could tell by the look he gave you that he didn’t fully believe you.

******

You got home and slumped against the couch. “Maybe food will help,” you thought to yourself and made yourself get up and go to the kitchen, a wave of dizziness coming over you. “Probably just got up too fast,” you thought. Your phone started ringing and you answered it as you opened the fridge.

“Hi Jasper,” you answered.

“Hey, I’m working on that part of the paper we were talking about today and I wanted to run this idea past you.”

“Ok,” you grabbed a carton of juice and leftovers but as you lifted the object you felt like they were 10 times heavier. You quickly put them down on the countertop and put your hands against the cool surface, trying to blink away the dizziness that was coming back into your vision.

“Y/N, you there,” you heard through the phone that was trapped between your ear and shoulder.

“Yeah,” your voice came out just above a whisper as black spots started to fill your vision. “I’m here, just…” the words stopped coming from your mouth and you felt your body give way to itself, leading to you hitting the floor. You could barely make out the muffled voice of screaming coming through the phone before you closed your eyes.

Jasper ran quicker than he knew he could towards your house as he heard the thud of your body hitting the floor. He arrived at your house and threw open the door, seeing you sprawled out on the floor. He was kneeling by your side in a second.

“Y/N,” he called out and started to gently shake you. “Y/N,” the shakes turned violent as he tried to get you to open your eyes. He could hear how slow your pulse was and the different smell your blood had.

Your eyes barely cracked and you looked at him. “Jas,” you muttered.

“I’m here, Y/N. What’s wrong? Tell me what’s wrong?”

“My b-blood…bad. I need it out.”

“You need your blood out?”

“Too many red,” your speech turned sloppy. “Hospital…take some out.” Your eyes closed again and he yelled. Jasper wasn’t really sure what you were trying to tell him but one thing was clear, the hospital was too far. He could hear your pulse slowing and did the only thin he could think of.

He sunk his teeth into your wrist and closed his eyes from the pain the action was causing him. He drank and drank until he felt your heart beat return to normal. He retracted his teeth and sucked the venom out of your system, stopping as soon as he was sure it was all out. He pried himself away from your arm easily, which even surprised him, and lifted you up, running to his house.

******

When you woke up you were in a very unfamiliar room on a very uncomfortable couch. Panic went through you until Jasper appeared by your side. “Hey,” his voice was oddly low, like he was scared that being too loud would hurt you.

“Hi. Where are we?”

“We’re at my house.” You had never gone to his house before, he’d always come to yours.

“How did I get here? I remember hitting the floor and…then you were in my house. I need to get to the hospital,” you suddenly remembered and panic went through you again.

“I took care of it, don’t worry.” You were confused but you followed his gaze to the new outline that was still raw on your wrist. “Carlisle, my Father, is a doctor. He said recognized you from the hospital. Why didn’t you tell me about your blood disorder?”

“Not exactly a fun fact I like to share.” You looked down at the mark that covered your wrist, the tension filling the air. “What did you do Jasper?” He refused to meet your eyes.

“I-I bit you.”

“You bit me?”

“Y/N,” he finally looked up at you and you noticed the tinge of red that now lingered in his eyes. “There’s something you should know.”

[miloucomehome]

[Digimon tri - Part 6] Final hopes/wishes/random thoughts before I watch the final chapter

Quick, last minute theories/hopes behind the cut because I waited too long to post this and everyone has seen the final film (and I was nearly spoiled on Twitter by people who thought I was rewatching Part 6 when in fact I was rewatching Part 5: Symbiosis/Coexistence D8)

This is mostly for my benefit to see how far off or on point things I was as this is the final film, as such it is possible that these are now considered spoilers even though I have yet to see Part 6: Our Future. Please don’t spoil me if you choose to comment on this in the reblog 

All behind the jump!

Flashback like in Part 4 to the moment when the 02 kids were taken out. (or interspersed flashbacks) with voiced lines (Unlikely, but please)

Hiroaki Ishida shows up (where the hell was he)

02 kids participate in the final fight (heck yes)

Unlikely, but let me dream: Beat Hit and Break Up get nice returns, even if they’re the original versions

Unexpected turn: We get tri versions of them no one knew were coming because any element from 02 in itself was a spoiler for this entire film series.

02 kids return

Before that: The Adventure kids stumble upon one of the 02 digimon (Maybe they find VMon and Wormmon; I personally want Upamon because why not, dagya?)

A link to one of the first lines we heard about tri. by Taichi from the teaser trailer: This  World has chosen the reality which should not have been chosen.

Daigo, Professor Mochizuki or Maki die

Ok, *someone* dies.

Meicoomon “dies”

Gennai dies--turns out the orb Piedmon (er, Yggdrasil by proxy?) planted in him was activated, took him over and he is a lost cause for recovery (Post-credits: We Can Fix Him. We Have the Technology says a future, 20XX!Koushiro)

Wizardmon speaks -- Akira Ishida (yes him) returns to the role like with Elecmon’s VA in Part 4 (either they reveal it the night before the advanced premiere and opening day or don’t and keep it a surprise)

Scenes (animated, not panning shots. please no.) of the international Chosen one by one realizing something is off or fending off Digimon attacks.

Ending credits: no panning shots, please. No panning shots. No embellished stills. Either have the ending play over the final moments with the credits overlayed or animate something.

Good explanation on not just everything that happened before the events of Part 1, but also a hint about what happened in 2004 (roughly) when the Gates closed.

Cliffhanger post-credits scene hinting at something teasing another story (hah)

Teaser for Digimon Adventure: 0 (prequel about the adventures of the Original Chosen) ?

*inquires from the cover and safety of the trenches* ...and/or Digimon Adventure tri. 02 ?

(I predict a total revolt by segments of the Western fandom at that ^)

Daigo’s pairing with Hackmon (interviews, encounters) make me think this is being set up for something significant?

Wildcard Plottwist: Turns out Hackmon is a form with some of the memories of Daigo’s partner, Bearmon. Because Homeostasis is heartless.. (but Homeostasis kind of did what it wanted so the memories are fuzzy)

Brief flash-forward to a pre-2027 time.

We meet the other 3 Original chosen, or get brief, unclear, hints as to what happened to them.

If they want to close the Adventure stories for good: a flashforward to the future we know will happen in 2027; the scenes could parallel the opening of Reunion with Taichi except he’s on his way to the airport to go to New York or Geneva for a UN meeting. (Maybe at this point he’s a junior, or the position he eventually undertakes is under consideration so he’s just there to observe as part of the Japanese delegation)

A hint that while the battle has ended, not all is completely well in the short term -- a summary on the state of affairs in the aftermath of tri.

Post-Credits Scene: All was calm and at peace…….but not really because this is Digimon and being a Chosen post-Daigo generation is now a lifelong mission.

[keep-on-trying]

Hikari’s Role in Digimon Adventure Tri Part 5: Kyousei

Because someone has to talk about this! I just finished rewatching Kyousei, and guess what I noticed? She is not shafted at ALL! She had a great deal of good moments from her, she’s never spoken as much in previous movies as she is here, and like I’ve said already, her role is far from over! Now let’s start looking at her moments in here! Super, super long post ahead, with tons of spoilers, so i’m gonna use a cut! If you haven’t seen Kyousei yet, enter the cut content at your own risk!

Hikari being able to sense Digital World detesting them

We know very well from Adventure and 02 that Hikari’s always been a very sensitive person, and that she’s always had this weird connection to Digital World. It’s affecting her a great deal here, it can be heard from her voice. There’s this sort of pessimist sound in this dialogue, and from someone who’s quite a closed-up but honest person? It’s quite heavy. It’s hard for me to explain what I feel about this dialogue, but it just feels so her. Takeru asks her next what she means by all this, but we’re then skipped to Daigo and Hackmon. We’ll return to this later in the movie thou, so keep on reading!

Hikari’s dialogue at the fire with Meiko

You know what? A lot of people seem to think this scene is meant for Meiko, and partly it is. But honestly, this is where we see the optimistic side of Hikari, and I love her dialogue here a great, great deal. Her dialogue is so pure, and it’s why I love Hikari so so much. And it doesn’t end here, it continues.

I love Hikari a great deal guys. She’s so pure. She’s such a good person. All of that above is said by Hikari! She’s shining here so much! And the music, oh god I want to buy this movie series OST the minute it comes for sale, if it ever does. It’s that good. And look how everyone is smiling at Hikari’s pep-talk to Meiko at this moment.

But y’know, this only just now occured to me, but she could be refering to her own experience with the Dark Ocean in 02. Don’t give in to a weak heart, friends by your side... this is something she herself learned when she was drawn to Dark Ocean, and managed to get herself out of there with the help of Takeru and Miyako. With the help of her friends.

Hikari’s talk about the Digital World desesting them when Takeru asks her again

There’s quite a long pause here before Hikari says the following:

Takeru’s face. It was sort of my face too.

During this dialogue I was feeling really sad for Hikari. How would you feel when you’re able to sense the world around you telling you to “get out, we don’t want you here”. I love how Tailmon reacts to it thou.

The Digimons may have been rebooted and don’t remember the experience they had before current events, but they still have learned to care a great great deal of our chosen children. Other digimons join her here too, hugging and nuzzling their own partners.

Takeru’s look here is definitely a worried one. He if anyone knows when Hikari is trying to hide something. Taichi doesn’t seem too convinced in that screenshot either, thou after this everyone is smiling with Hikari.

But ohmygod the dialogue doesn’t end here! There’s a moment with Koushiro talking about how Hikari’s feelings aren’t wrong, and that there’s definitely something wrong with the Digital World they’re in right now.

Everyone is looking at Hikari with surprised faces, not really understanding what Hikari is saying. Or they do, but don’t want to face it.

Seriously, being such a sensitive person must be hard for Hikari. There’s another pause on dialogue when Takeru finally opens up.

Then Taichi steps in. Darn it, Taichi has such great dialogue in this movie as well.

And y’know, it makes sense for Taichi to have these dialogues, since he means so much to Hikari (I may talk about it later unless someone beats me to it). But this bothers me. Why are they a nuisance now. Because they’re a group of grown-up kids that can think for themselves? Were it Homestasis or Yggdrasil who threw them out of there soon after this, just... god damn it.

Hikari with Jou when they’re at the school

This moment is very small, but I love it still.

Jou dear, that’s not something you’re supposed to say-

I don’t know if Hikari used the -san instead of -senpai on purpose, but she’s the one who told him to shut it. It’s small, but I love it. Jou keeps on being amazing in Tri as well, haha!

Hikari cares about Meiko!

When Meiko learns that Homestasis has ordered Meicoomon to be eliminated, she sort of goes on depressed-mode.

Hikari is the first to react, and this actually happens a lot in the movie. Next up is Taichi telling Meiko that Meicoomon needs her right now. Meicoomon desires Meiko with her. After that, Hikari’s line is something I find so sweet.

This becomes the theme of the movie itself. Meiko starts trying to be Meicoomon’s hope from this moment on. Tries to find out what the hope is. And Hikari is the one that helped her to get there.

As a side note, this all happened in the first half of the movie. All of this dialogue. And we’re far from done.

The Dialogue between Sora, Mimi and Hikari

Just look at what Hikari says next.

Somehow I feel like she’s referencing some past event. Maybe the Vamdemon saga in Adventure, or Oikawa Arc in 02. I’m not entirely sure yet. But this is such a big line from her.

Even Takeru notices that Hikari is feeling down. And this is where he does what @50cyg pointed out in this post. Takeru is such an awesome kid in Tri, cheering on Hikari and trolling on his brother. My Takari Shipper ass is happy.

The Spooky Story scene is one of my favourite scenes in the whole series so far, but since this post is about Hikari, I’ll skip talking about it for now. I’ll just mention that Takeru so did that to cheer Hikari up, and I adore him for that.

Taichi’s talk with his mother on the phone

Wait what? Taichi? Wasn’t this supposed to focus on Hikari? Well, this scene may be focused on Taichi, but I feel it’s very important for Hikari as well.

This whole conversation hurts when you start thinking about what happens at the end. That’s why I’m including it. It holds a great importance to Hikari’s scene at the end. She was there next to Taichi to hear this conversation. Or, I think she heard. I know I’m sometimes able to hear someone speak from phone to someone else clearly from Hikari’s distance. Anyway.

Meiko’s dialogue about Meicoomon’s rampaging

I honestly don’t know what to call this scene. But just, it may be Meiko-focused scene, but just look!

Meiko tells Meicoomon to blame her, and then!

Hikari turns to her after she said that! She’s genuinily worried for Meiko. I’m not sure if she feels she’s relating to her pain, or what is, but like, she’s reacting to it.

She’s feeling something. She reacted same way when Taichi talked about not being able to do anything in Soushitsu.

Hikari fighting againsts Homeostasis

The absolute highlight! I freaking love this scene, because it’s the first time Hikari’s shown to resist a digimon god!

That’s Homeostasis’ line. Next up comes our badass Hikari.

How is she doing this? Is she finally resisting Homeostasis because she’s not feeling the same way with the digimon god anymore?

Why do I see people pointing out there being sacrifices in past series on this line here? That is not the point here! She doesn’t want to see any more sacrifices.

I... I have a feeling this is where Hikari’s conflict actually begins! This is where this gets god damn creepy as well!

What in the flying pluckmons is Not-Gennai doing inside Hikari’s mind? What the hell is going on??? And he’s smiling in creepy way!? Did he want this conflict between Hikari and Homeostasis to happen? Someone, get him out of there!

Bonus scene:

Good Taichi, take care of her! Sora too. Takeru as well <333 My Takari shipper ass please stay still. Also sibling relationship lover is happy.

“Please, kill Mei-chan“

I didn’t really know how to call this scene, but Hikari’s reactions are important! Very!

Hikari is telling Meicoomon to stop! She wants Meiko to stop suffering, that’s how she is feeling here! And when Meiko tells the chosen children to kill Meicoomon instead, guess who reacts first.

Yes, Hikari does. She’s bound on not letting there be any more deaths, and when Meiko says that, she’s not happy. She doesn’t want to do it.

Remember how Hikari said earlier that she believes each side of partners being each others hope? Well...

Looks like Meiko’s answer of hope is killing Meicoomon. I’m dead certain it’s not the answer Hikari was looking for when she said that line.

Then Taichi drops the line. He’s willing to help Meiko do her answer of hope. It’s huge for Taichi. Hikari reacts to this too, She’s clearly not feeling it. Her voice doesn’t want to accept what she just heard. And the next scene!

Screenshots don’t do any justice because Hikari reacts by body language! She’s squeezing Nyaromon after hearing her brother say that. She’s not accepting her brother say that! Remember how she was hesitant on killing digimon back in 02 as well? That talk between Taichi and Hikari? She’s never been ok with sacrifices nor killing Digimon.

Taichi’s supposed death

This is big. This is absolutely big. If you’re here still reading this, congratz! And wow :D But here we go. Remember, whenever the subtitle says Taichi with Hikari, she actually says Onii-chan, Big brother.

There’s a weird spark happening to Hikari’s feet at this scene.

She’s slowly walking towards the scene where Taichi supposedly died.

This is the line from the PV. You can hear her slowly breaking.

What does she mean? I was thinking that maybe this is related to her mom telling Taichi to take care of her. Does she feel lost without Taichi? Remember how in 02 episode 13, Hikari told Takeru that Taichi was by her side whenever Dark Ocean was calling her. Maybe that’s what she’s saying? Or something similar, I don’t know what so say I’m too shocked at this till.

Then it begins. Her Crest of light lights up on her forehead. I’m not sure why it’s in the forehead. But I believe it’s a sign of evolution. Her crest has always been the symbol of the light happening while evolution with digimon happen.

...There’s a spark on Nyaromon ohmygod no god please no.

I still don’t know what to call that... thing surronding her. Is it the infection? Koushiro’s laptop seems to imply so, but... what the hell is going on?

Yamato’s reaction is important! So very important! I don’t know why but it reminds me of Vamdemon saga when he was taking care of Hikari when Taichi was heading to the base. It’s not a reference to it, but I’m sure Yamato feels like he should be protecting Hikari now as well, with Taichi gone. But let’s continue.

She’s getting it all over her body.

Takeru is dead worried.

It’s now on her face! This is so creepy!

This right here seems to imply this being the infection but... is it? Or... I’ll come back to this later, because it’s hella creepy.

Anyway, Takeru runs towards Hikari. Then this happens.

The infection starts flying out of her...

Takeru is startled.

Nyaromon collapses on this, and then...

She’s loosing conciousness.

All of that weird stuff is gathering on Nyaromon. Takeru is definitely spooked. After some spooky animation...

Enter Ophanimon: Falldown Mode. She looks quite scary and beautiful at the same time.

And then! Here’s the creepy stuff again!

GET THE HELL OUT OF HER YOU CREEPER! Is he inside Hikari? Was that code whatever this Not-Gennai is entering Hikari and then releasing the hatred inside Hikari to dark-evolve Nyaromon? They are in the Digital World at that moment after all.

We then have everyone running towards Hikari, Takeru talking these lines. Then we have more creepy stuff when Ophanimon and Raguelmon are... well, I’ll call it airdancing.

Hikari... are you ok? Of course she’s not, her brother just died in front of her and she just unleashed a dark-evolution. Althou...

Does unleashing this compare to anything we’ve seen before in Digimon? This thing creeps the hell out of me. And the creepiness continues.

Is Not-Gennai talking through Hikari? What is happening? You guys have no idea how much I screamed and gasped when I rewatched this scene.

Quick side note, after that creepy Ophanicrackmon goes to human world, is this the Dark Ocean appearing in Human World as well?? It looks like it to me, but I’m not entirely certain.

...I haven’t seen Digimon Savers for years but, didn’t Yggdrasil try destroying the human world there as well? It was with Royal Knights. Hikari, look what you’ve unleashed! Is this that cruel fate the summary was talking about?

Of course, Hikari right now is in full-on emotional lockdown, not reacting to anything. Takeru is holding her, and she’s definitely not using her body at that moment. Something snapped inside her when Taichi died.

And that’s all of her moments!

God damn it, writing this took me 4 hours. And if you made it this far, I’m amazed. And I’m sorry for such a long, long rambling! But, as I said before, I adore Hikari dearly, and I felt the need to write this because seriously, she shined, and she wasn’t shafted aside at all.

On top of that, because she sort of unleashed this, this is what I believe being her conflict that she needs to face. She unleashed a dark creature. She no longer represents the light. She needs to have a role in next movie of some kind, otherwise he conflict stays undone.

...I hope I didn’t forget anything. But, thank you for reading. This was Aleira, signing off! ♥

[oppelyannis90]

Reiki Healing Orange County Astonishing Unique Ideas

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Reiki Healing Ubud Bali

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Reiki Healing Kya Hai

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[koushirouizumi]

Title: REPEAT? Chapters: ??/?? Chapter Title: Possession Word Count: 422 (this “part”), 22105 (current/without this part) Fandom: Digimon Adventures (mainly Adventure with hints of 02/Tri AU) Type: Fanfic Rating: M/M / R18+ (Ch. 2, some implied elsewhere), PG-13(+) (overall) Characters/Pairings: Taichi/Koushiro [Taishiro/Taishirou] (overall), other characters / maybe some other ships background implied (other parts), two ? three ? very particular “new” characters (this part) [they’re not really “new”] Summary: “Taichi wasn’t sure what he was expecting. …He just knew it wasn’t… this…” (or, Taishiro timeloops AU based on this amv and fic outline in half-written form?) Chapter Summary: the door to the master bedroom bangs open as it’s stormed guns pointed ready to shoot anyone who had been there [--]  "We're... being targeted," "but not just by the government." "One, a certain one, among them" "had the power to open the gate" "--and immediately close it again" "blocking us from entering" Read: fic under the read more !

Notes: - epilogue era / Taichi and Koushiro are adults, 30-35+ - partly based on general headcanons, partly based on my old as heck Digimon OC fic and the headcanons I/young me had for its own future / epilogue era (also it was more canon compliant overall but ah well .....) (thus many things happen differently between these two things) - partly based on new ideas gained from Tri that seriously will not leave my mind, help, (ok but seriously who else would be -- after Hikari --) - multiple timelines ? involved ?? here - ... young me could have picked a better name for Koushiro’s daughter ;; but honestly I don’t really want to change it, sooo it stuck for now (aha) (maybe her “full” name can be a little different depending? maybe it’s a nickname? maybe I’ll still change it later? who knows) - ( Taichi voice in the background ‘but it’s like “(Ya)gami”!!’ ) (she’s likely adopted in some way anyhow ok) - it even fits with this headcanon actually, why - this entire “part” is more like really choppy dialogues as I figure out how to “fill in” the rest of these verses so it leads partly to this, so probably this whole thing will be rewritten in the future, but the ideas still stand - TAISHIRO GOVERNMENT CORRUPTION AUs SERIOUSLY YOU GUYS IF YOU THINK WITH TAICHI’S PROFESSION -- - ... further notes after * [1] He flings the door open -- -- the blue glow -- of the computer screen, in the darkened room, startles him as he stares, wide-eyed, at -- ( h i s -- ) "Kami--?!" -- she stares, blankly, at the screen as the light begins to grow stronger -- Kai, [ who ] ( i n i t i a l l y ) [ -- wanted nothing more than to ] ( r u n a w a y ) -- could only -- fling himself toward her as the light envelopes them both -- leaving neither child behind. * the door to the master bedroom bangs open as it's stormed guns pointed ready to shoot anyone who had been there * ( and particularly ) ( t h o s e t w o -- ) ( “ C h o s e n ” ) * however, they were greeted by an empty room * [ they leave it ] [ ... d e s t r o y e d ] [ a n y w a y ] * [1] "We're... being targeted," Koushiro whispers, strained voice shaky with heavy breaths, "but not just by the government." "Taichi-san, remember before," "When the Digital World itself began attacking us?" "Y-... Yes, but--" ('What is he -- is it happening again?! -- but the portal had let us in??--') "Back then," "it wasn't just Hikari-san who noticed it--" "felt it." "Taichi-san," " I did, too. " Taichi stares at him, wide-eyed -- (Koushiro did mention, back then...) (but?!--) "I had thought, at the time--" "Perhaps it was just, my senses and awareness had been heightened--" "That was partly it, but--" "it wasn't the whole reason." "...Koushiro, what are you trying to say--?!" * [2] "We're being rejected" "because the Digital World, once again," "is thinking of us as the enemy" "but then--" "The reason our children were let in--" "--it's not just because they're Chosen," "Taichi-san." "There's another reason." "One, a certain one, among them" "had the power to open the gate" "--and immediately close it again" "blocking us from entering" * [1]-[2] "Koushiro, what--" Taichi begins asking, depserately, * [2] Koushiro turns, tearing his gaze away from the ( l i g h t ) of his Pibook’s screen, ... To stare at him, eyes filled with worry, and says -- * [1] Koushiro's tired eyes, filled with worry, look up at him, as Taichi stares down -- * [1]-[2] " Taichi-san, " "Homeostasis is possessing Kami." *** Notes: - DUN DUN DUNNNNNN (I’m sorry) - partly inspired by this particular Tri scene (note my commentary maybe) - partly inspired by young me’s own headcanons I’d had since loooong before Tri - Koushiro is definitely injured in one “timeline” here (hence his looking up at Taichi in [1]) (there’s probably blood I’m sorry) - (that’s kind of what happens when you’re knocked out and injured and bloodied and your [not quite yet ? but might as well be] husband helps you escape a burning wreck by somehow forcing open a portal to the Digital World when it should be rejecting them except this one is forcing me to rewrite my own whole OC verse idea T a i c h i get yourself TOGETHER) - in [1], Yagami Kai (Taichi’s son) and Izumi Kami[ka?] [Kamiko?] (idek) (Koushiro’s daughter) ... are back at Koushiro’s place for reasons but ..... (also I barely get to show them here bc lead-up but I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HELP honestly if you hate the epilogue kids get out of my house) (i’m serious I’ve had epilogue kids headcanons ever since that old OC fic) - in [2] it’s . canon compliant ? so they’re leaving straight from the 02 ending scene kind of (note the 02) - [2] - canon compliant with the OC verse incorporated in background anyhow... - [1]-[2] - Homeostasis why - mainly I just wanted to get to the last line because whooooo -- - ---HOMEOSTASIS STOP ( - yeah he’s still using the -san ) ( - Homeostasis really can’t give Koushiro and Taichi a break ) ( - particularly Koushiro though )

[fizzingwizard]

ok I’m still dead tired but I gotta do some sort of reaction post before I forget everything that made an impression on me. If i can find it, I’ll watch it again tomorrow, and think about it more carefully. It’ll be more relaxing to watch with subs. I plan to have a Sushi & Kyousei night in :D But I had such a good time at the theater so I gotta put something down before I go to bed.

First of all, I think getting to see it in the theater improved my reaction to it. Kyousei is mostly battle, when you get down to it. The first half is so fun, has that crazy “on the run from the government with aliens!” shtick that is so popular, I kept thinking how Digimon could easily have been X-men or the like and it’s probably to our advantage that Adventure is nothing like that. Makes Kyousei more interesting. But the second almost half is a reeeeally long battle scene. An epic, awesome battle, but in the end all one scene with a lot going on. In the theater, the sound is just so impressive, the emotion in the characters’ voices so loud and powerful... Idk, I have enjoyed all the Tri movies I’ve seen in the theater much better than when I only saw them online. So there’s something to be said for that.

Trying to remember and compile my thoughts but this is a very random stream.

I really enjoyed the opening scenes in the digital world with the landscape constantly changing! It was scary and hilarious at the same time.

I was really happy that we were SHOWN Meiko getting a new pair of glasses! I wear glasses and it always bugs me how cartoon characters whose glasses get smashed, or even just covered in rain, seem to have no trouble getting around without them. I cannot see a blessed thing without mine. If I don’t have an umbrella when it rains, I will walk into a wall. So i just really appreciated that detail xD

Maki is so creepy, she really seems like she’s broken inside, and she probably didn’t intentionally end up in the dark ocean... I’m curious to see what her fate is. I am certain she and Bakumon will be reunited in some fashion, but I’m kind of hoping it’s bittersweet rather than just sweet. And I want to see Daigo meet his partner again.

Speaking of Daigo... he was kind of hot in Kyousei. o.o I haven’t felt that way towards him before even though he’s voiced by Namikawa Daisuke xD

One reason to think Wizardmon is connected to Maki’s Bakumon is they both appear in similar semi-hidden positions on their respective posters. Now that I think of it, that seems very suggestive. But I’m most intrigued by the possibility I mentioned in this post.

In the poster for Bokura no Mirai, Hikari appears to be clinging to Taichi’s arm. Could mean nothing. They are falling after all. But given how Kyousei ended, I think it’s a hint that Hikari’s story is far from done, so those of you who were disappointed about how she was handled, I get it, and I think you should expect to see much more developments with her in movie 6. Think of movie 5 as a red herring. Of course, I can’t guarantee you’ll like her developments...

In addition... was anyone else creeped out by the way Hikari said “I have to be with my brother”? Or however they translated it? Why? Why does she need to do that? I would expect her to express love and need for Taichi, sure... but the way it goes down here is... creepy. Aside from what actually happens to her. Is it possible... this is going out on a limb, but is it possible that all the way back in the very first Digimon movie, Homeostasis imprinted Hikari with something and Taichi either was chosen as or became simply by virtue of being close to her a seal that kept a lid on it? Yet another sort of symbiotic relationship? Total speculation based solely on hikari’s creepiness.

I really did love the battle, to my surprise. It was long but I was so into it. Seraphimon was hella cool in it, as were the others.

Takeru was hysterical in the ghost stories scene. Yamato was too, but Takeru... he was just killin it. Also enjoyed how Yamato didn’t want to take the phone from Takeru... clearly he still has issues with his mom.

The scene where the Digimon watch Taichi talk to Meiko and get all gossipy!! That was so cute and ridiculous. I love how they’ve all become such huge fans of their newfound partners.

The fact that the Digimon have lost their memories had no bearing on this movie. That was weird. It ought to matter. In particular, I had predicted it would matter a lot for Tailmon, but nope. Nothing. Maybe next movie? That and lack of development for Hikari were my complaints for this movie, along with the pace being a little off but unfortunately that’s what is to be expected with an anime movie budget at this point in the storyline.

Raguelmon’s design was meh to me at first, but after a while I got into it. The Evangelion-wannabe that appeared at the end was not at all what I was expecting and majorly cool. I know it leaves us with a lot of questions, but I love that, it drives me up the wall wanting to know, and I am so looking forward to movie 6. I don’t mind at all that in the end Ophanimon didn’t do much :P

Loved every teeny scene with Jou and Mimi! and Takeru and Hikari! Was thirsting for more Koushirou though.

Meiko’s emotional crisis really moved me. I felt like she became a team member at last. Really contrasts with how Takeru worried about her being such a “normal girl” in the previous movie.

Taichi is so good in a crisis. So fricking good.

And the way he comforted Meiko. The questions he struggles with. His realism. His banter with his mom. Right before saying that they should kill Meicoomon as Meiko said, he thought about overhearing her express sadly and brokenly how much she loves Meicoomon. And yet he made that decision. The reason? He knew it was not made lightly, and that Meiko and Meicoomon’s suffering was extremely deep. He tried his best to take her every feeling into account to be sure she could accept this reality.

On that note, though. I really think the reason Meiko ran off like that at the end was because she intended to die with Meicoomon. Yamato being the quick protective type he is immediately rushed after her. Taichi, being more goal-oriented, took a beat to follow. I can easily believe that Yamato would be the one to key in to Meiko’s distress, while Taichi would key into her resolve.

The ending went very fast. I was on the edge of my seat in the theater. As soon as the ground split between Yamato and Taichi, I knew it was time for the foreshadowed “Death” XD I’m sure none of us believe Taichi is really dead, but I’m so psyched to see where he is and what will go down between him and Daigo. And Taichi sending Omegamon to save Yamato and Meiko was so cool. And Yamato deciding his role now is to see Taichi’s goals through and taking his goggles was amazing. It was all too fast and not as nicely animated as I would have liked (though the Taichi running on falling rocks scene reminding me of Legolas in Battle of the Five Armies xP). But it was awesome.

I am incredibly excited for the last movie, though it will be bittersweet because I’ve enjoyed Tri to pieces these past couple years. Digimon is such a gift.

[obduratemoon]

Sedimentary City 10: CHORION

I seemed to be having a heart problem.  

So I created another I in order to perform surgery on the original. And as soon as the double was created there came a shift in perspective and I found myself inhabiting the clone, no longer the first but now the second. And so on. This continued in unfettered induction, each N implying an N + 1.  Soon an infinity of selves, each a domicile for “I”, blinked at the splintered multitudes as if seeing through the compound eye of an insect.

The fact of boundless selves is intolerable, an aberration of nature, so in an act of autonomic genocide I destroyed them all.

A second attempt at surgery was more gruesome. Incredibly there appeared out of thin air, a mechanical auger dangling above me. It lowered down to burrow its drill bit deep into my torso hollowing it out from shoulder to waist until it was dug out like a canoe. The cavity sunk all the way down into the insides of my back exposing the whites of the inner spine. What an odd sensation! Of taking a breath in a body no longer possessed of lungs, a diaphragm, ribs, or any organs at all. I glanced at myself in the mirror, somehow already familiar with this gutted frame.

As is usual in dreams, the rationalization comes after the act. I said to someone besides me -- yet another doppelganger --  of how I had planned to replace the organs anew all along. Indeed such was my plan, I explained to him, and as I spoke I was also the patient listener, standing next to a self same interlocutor. I lent an ear to this torsoless man’s rant, nodding in an affectation of pity and identification.

I woke up to a rush of cortisol kicking me out of the liminal state and into consciousness. Eva was still asleep, her lithe body curled around me like a child or feline. Her face was slack and innocent, momentarily unconsumed by the churlish labor of consciousness. In slumber she was more dear to me than ever, for with her eyes closed she seemed unpossessed, innocent, and vulnerable. In contrast, Eva’s waking demeanor was self assured, fierce, and intimidating. In sleep we became something like another, I observed.

I carefully disentangled our bodies and spoke to the black cube, reciting the dream as it faded before me. I spoke in a dry whisper trying not to wake her, but she soon stirred.

“Had another dream?” she asked.

“Yea.”

“Sorry, didn’t mean to interrupt.”

I finished dictating. 

“That sounded intense!” she exclaimed, “What in the hell Jan?” 

I shrugged, a routine and minor gesture of the shoulders. “No more than the usual.”

“But I guess this is what you wanted, right? All these lucid dreams. This is why you’ve been keeping a dream journal and practicing sleep meditation to heighten their detail and saturation. How is it going? Does your black cube ever tell you anything in return?”

I had an ready answer for her, and I explained it at length, unaware that behind my flapping lips was a dense maelstrom of involuted delusion. 

“Yes, it’s been doing some semiotic analysis on all the major symbols and archetypes encountered.” I explained, “Actually, this one was structurally similar to the house-with-endless-rooms dream.”

I suppose I’ll never know if she ever believed any of that bullshit. Did I?

“-- everyone and everything in Sedimentary City is traumatized. Even the algorithms, as long as rudimentary self awareness or preservation routines have been programmed in. But I heard that sometimes the algos can even learn it for themselves, sentience and all that. It’s a real mess, the code strains start replicating in a chain reaction -- In fact I think they even call it a “Turing meltdown” -- and then it takes a whole team of programmers to eventually decomm it.”

The interrogation technician bantered on as he adjusted the manifold of constraint straps. Jan was strangely comfortable, wrapped and reclined in a cantilevered chair inside a metallic and circular room. It was lusterless and cold and Jan’s head was clutched firmly in place so his field of vision was curtailed by the radial vantage afforded only by the rotation of eyeballs. Throbbing pains vied for attention, the sensations emanating from his broken jaw and other portions of his meat body that had been so recently clubbed. Jan had hoped to die, but here he still was, treated to yet another madman spouting forth an effluvium of babble as if some invisible aeonian stood by in rapt attention.

“Usually this is the point where I tell you that you have a right to get a state appointed Restorist afterwards. But you won’t be needing that, they’ll probably send you down to the Gulag forever. Ok, haha, it’s not actually called that. But Rehabilitation Systems is a mouthful! They say you killed a Processor! Choked him to death with your bare hands! Is that true? I mean who hasn’t fantasized about killing a Processor, but no one actually goes ahead and does it man! I have to say, and no offense, you don’t look the type. You look like a bit of softball, if you ask me, although your hands are plenty big.”

The technician moved closer to work at the cranial clutch, tightening the fit until Jan’s head felt snuggly palmed by an alien hand. 

“Ok this is going to prick a little,” he said and slid a thin intravenous needle into Jan’s arm, “this runs different drugs into your system as needed to create the proper subjective contexts -- ketamine, lysergics, also neurotransmitter agonist and inhibitors to bring you back to homeostasis. I think you are going to get quite the treatment, a lot of crispy synapses, my friend.”

The technician quickly glanced at the bound man’s eyes to discern whether any of his attempts at humor had landed.

“You know you can speak, right?”

Jan lay inert. 

He knew about pain amplifiers. He and Eva had demonstrated against their use and had interviewed many who had suffered through the experience. The pain amplifier seemed to have all but lobotomized its subjects. The torture was rarely remembered and the victims could hardly recollect themselves, the trauma dialed up high enough to dissociate the components of the Self. A landscape of splintered psyche then lay like a diffuse substrate upon which the State erected a correct and upstanding persona. A Restorist then re-installed a fresh copy of operating procedures, one which was accordant with state enculturation: a fully integrated thought system designed to keep a person lax and unquestioning yet juiced with just enough motivation to stay alive.

Just as the architecture of Sedimentary City covered up the centuries of ecological disaster underneath, the states’s psychological approach was also to simply layer over disintegration, hoping that the karmic balance would never come due. And indeed if that moral debt collector ever came, they would shove him in a pain amplifier as well, same as any other! The compressive force of a totalitarian complex should never be underestimated for it too is a force of nature.

“Well, ok, this is your last chance to speak before I put in the mouth piece.”

Jan said nothing.

“Luckily, you are going to be an easy one, you’ve got a mind-machine interface so we’ll just plug into that to deliver you the horror. I can’t tell if that is better or worse, but I sure prefer this way. Classical torture is messy. All those fluids, phew!”

“How do you do it?” Jan finally asked, attempting to punctuate the diatribe.

“He speaks! What’s that? Do what?”

“How can you do this job?”

“Ah-ah, don’t get all moralistic on me. How does anyone do it? I come in, they tell me what to do and how much to do it. I meet the quota and then I go home. I take a dream suppressant at night and a mood accelerant in the morning. And a cingulate isolator, that helps too. ‘Lay me down like a stone and raise me up like bread’, they say. What was it that you used to do?”

“I was a teacher ... of sorts.”

“Oh, that figures, an intellectual! We get a lot of them here of course. You know, sometimes you types think yourself into a maze and then get all wrapped up in some big puzzle of your own making when really at the center -- ”

“Enough!” a disembodied and deep voice distended into the room sounding like a fugitive god recently returned, “is the subject prepared?”

“Yes, very shortly!” he hurried to fasten the last bits on Jan’s grim papoose. “Say ah!”, he said, holding the mouthpiece. Jan kept his lips tightly shut.

The technician frowned and soon a shattering shockwave rippled through Jan’s body, a tide of anguish and shearing heat coursing through his corpus. He had felt nothing like it ever before, unreal and harrowing as if rabid insects with crushing mandibles were chewing through the marrow and insides of his bones. The surge of pain was all consuming and unmooring, Jan quivered in febrile uselessness. 

“Hey, sorry for that -- but also that was nothing. Sensual pain is the least of it,” the technician whispered, not wholly without kindness, “so behave. Although it’s not like you have a choice anymore.”

Jan opened his mouth obediently. In replacement for eyes were now twin circular nothings, unseeing and blurred by tears. He was sobbing. The technician carefully inserted the mouthpiece and then offered a final bit of advice: “It’s not so bad, you know. Having no choice.”

It struck Jan as unexpectedly wise.

“Leave!” said the booming voice. 

He gave Jan one last look expressing something between guilt and sympathy and scurried out.

“Jan Kavfryd,” the interrogator spoke to Jan through a hi-jack in the mind-machine interface. It seemed to him no different than a moment before, an incorporeal voice in this chorionic chamber, but in the room all was silent, the external and objective viewpoint now inaccessible to Jan.

“Allow us to be direct,” the voice boomed, “we know you understand our methods. You know that we can make you see nightmares beyond your imagination. We can control your entire subjective vista. We know that you have researched the interrogation process extensively and so you have an academic understanding of it. It is, however, quite another thing to experience in person. If you cooperate we can make it easier for you. There are many ways to obliterate the mind and it can be made to be quick or painless if we wish it. Of course, you must divulge everything.”

Jan remained silent knowing that anything he said would be pointless. With calm and even breaths, he tried to enter a place of presence even as animal fear impelled him to dissociate and leave his skull. What was soon to occur was perhaps beyond his ability to tolerate, but if these were to be his last moments he wanted to be there for the end.

For some reason it did not occur to Jan to repent or confess. It seemed easier to resign himself to the fate that many had endured. Naturally, the terror of death and disintegration gripped him -- it was as if his very cells were somehow aware of an impending extermination -- but deep in the underground a part of him welcomed the prospect of being no more. It was the same portion of his psyche that wondered if he was anyone at all to begin with. This sub-personality lived with its neck placed firmly in the noose, eternally waiting for resolution and surcease. These and other sullen thoughts had come to dominate Jan’s mind after Eva’s death. He found unexpected relief in the technician’s last words and allowed himself the small fantasy that he was a choiceless particle, a play thing for winds and tides.

“You already know what we want to know but we will ask anyway, as a matter of procedure. We would like to remind you that we are also taking biometric readings -- pulse, perspiration, skin conductivity, pupil dilation, facial analysis -- standard veracity measurements. So let’s start. You recently went to the lower levels. Where did you go? Why? Who did you meet? Which group or groups are you working with? Was this at the behest of anyone in particular?”

“I have an adventurous spirit,” he lied, “I wanted to see what was there, all the things I had only read about. You can understand that? I am not the first person from Level 1 to have wanted this, there have been others.”

“Jan Kavfryd, you are being dishonest with us. You understand what the consequences of this are, do you not?”

“I’m sure I have no idea.” Jan’s own foolish bravado made him feel drunk and giddy. The anticipation of horror can lead one to embrace it, to turn and enter the fell space instead of running away. His heart raced. As a physiological phenomena, it is hard to delineate between the domains of excitement and fear.

There was a pause.

“Very well, we will give you a sample of the impending horror then. You will have a chance to change your mind afterwards.”

Jan felt a squeeze of soreness and cold expand through his arms and towards his chest, they had run something through the intravenous feed. It seemed to him that the light was dimming, slowly darkening by small degrees until pitch.

He waited there in obsidian stillness.

And then a scene faded into view:  a large field at dusk above which hung a blank firmament absent of moon, stars, or any cosmic appurtenances, just gradations of livid nigrescence. Off in the distance there looked to be a forlorn copse of trees, spindly and denuded. A delicate wind passed through the air making inky sawgrass sway subtly in a nearby fen.

Looking behind him he saw the visage of what looked like a group of animals speeding towards him, still distant enough to seem small like animated dots, their ghost-like presence more obviously perceived by the vegetation swaying in wake then by the actual fact of their speeding forms. A drawn out and baleful series of howls preceded their physical arrival, a vanguard of  pre-echo.

Jan bolted in abject horror.

The pack split off to give chase from both flanks as they drove him before them, a clumsy ape sprinting in unbridled terror through the coarse grass and braken. Jan looked back as he ran and saw them fast approaching with unnerving celerity. He saw that they were not quite wolves, but some uncanny genre of Canidae with dirty grey fur that grew in patches. They had the fronts of wolves, head and forearms, but their bodies were barrel like and haunched like a pig or  boar.

In the next moment the crepuscular beasts were upon him, teeth sunk deep into arms thrown up to protect his face and neck. The bite felt deep and crushing with the force of a vice. They brought him down as he ran, tripping him up like a prey. He tumbled and rolled and came still, curled inward and tense like one who knew well his demise yet feared it. One animal climbed on his back and began to rip out chunks of his hair and scalp. Another tore at his flanks, ripping off the flesh and puncturing the peritoneum to expose glistening kidneys and spleen. A canopy of snarls covered him in a duvet of blood flecks and stinking spit.

Jan screamed into the suffocating twilight which seemed to snatch this cry out from midair and snuff it out in silence. All he saw was his breath evaporate and blend into the grim indigo all around.

Yet another came around to Jan’s front and tugged at arms which he had thrown over his head for protection. Jan looked out between them and saw two eyes observing him with the patience of death. The strange canid's maw moved and a voice emanated from it in dark relief.

“You have lived in vain,” it said in a voice familiar. 

The beast lunged forward and broke through Jan’s guard of forearms to scrape the surface of his face with serrated teeth, holding it between its fetid incisors and pulling it off with the voracious jerks of a hungry predator. The pain was explosive and exquisite, searing every nerve.

Jan felt a hot corrupt breath on his face and the fractured esthesis of his body being torn and consumed. His intestines spilled out onto the grass and were dragged out and fought over by the wolf-boars. He was rent asunder and yet he did not lose consciousness, he did not die but rather existed only to feel in minute detail each bellicose sensation as his physical self was rendered into chunks of meat. Dislocated and yet still somehow attached to Jan’s consciousness, they existed only for the purpose of delivering pain.

Even through the miasma of suffering this one contradiction sparked a recognition in Jan: he should be dead and gone, a participant no longer in this marathon of anguish. Was this a dream? What was this mysterious pass that continued to connect flesh to awareness? In a hermetic space he mustered what fragments of mind he had left to gather and marshaled them in oneiric meditation. Under the eaves of some numinous internal architecture, he sat down in a posture of repose and asked himself these simple questions:

Who is it that they are eating? Is that me? And now that this machine of meat and organs lay so disassembled perhaps I can finally leave it, as we all must at some point.

Deliberately and slowly, he attempted to turn the light of awareness inward, directing it towards an involuted and tenuous apprehension of its own capacity.

Jan regarded the scene and saw that the beasts were losing color and shape, gradually morphing into a congregation of shadows. The apparition of his faceless pale corpse was now largely dispersed, spread about in a rash of flesh and blood upon the matted weeds. It looked much like a carnal rorschach or a ripped up doll. He floated above these remnants and could not recognize them to be once his.

A centerless and spectral oblivion yawned grotesquely. The porcine wolves and the eviscerated corpse eventually blurred away, their shapes runned out and smudged into this nothing. The dusk which had now turned into full on night flickered in dull pulses and he felt himself pulled up higher but in a sort of strange motion, one more akin to the sensation of sinking. He seemed to be approaching some threshold of wan blue light and as he neared it he experienced a certain kind of undulating dissolution.

As Jan woke from this nightmare he breathed in the convulsed gulps of a drowned man. Rank sweat saturated the fabric of his clothes and constraint straps. The air was viscous with the smell of piss and feces; he had copiously evacuated throughout.

“Quite an experience, isn’t it, to be consumed?” asked the voice. “We will give you a few moments to collect yourself and to reconsider your position. This is just the beginning, a sensual pain module. We encourage you to cooperate. The next stages will be even less pleasant, each in their own special ways.”

[izzyizumi]

Digimon Adventure/02/Tri ~ x Kagerou Project / Mekakucity Actors “ KOUSHIRO’S ? CYBER JOURNEY ” AMV [ music ( C ) Jin, Vocaloid/singer: Miku Hatsune ] featuring DUO/SHIP: Taichi Yagami [“Tai Kamiya”] x Koushiro(u) Izumi [“Izzy Izumi”] [Taishiro(u)] with cameos from: - Daigo Nishijima x Maki Himekawa ( tri ) + - a certain “ Homeostasis - san ”: “ I AM THE ONE ” “ WHO DESIRES ” “ STABILITY ” ... - Homeostasis, Adventure Episode #45 & Tri

PAST AMVS / VIDEO EDITS IN THIS SERIES: Kagerou Daze (Heat-Haze Daze) / Children Record / RED / Additional Memory and Imaginary Reload music edits for KageDaze / Days (short edit) / Lost Time Memory / Yesterday Evening / Summertime Record/ Shounen Brave / Outer Science / Headphone Actor (short edit) / DAZE (short version / TV Size OP) ( * It’s ok to start on/only watch this current AMV “ CYBER JOURNEY ” ! ) [ *You may understand the story/implied timeline of things better if you begin from my “Kagerou Daze” AMV, though it’s also not required! “Children Record” is also recommended as a starting point/upbeat song! ] { NOTE : Please read my FAQ and “about” sections before interacting directly with me, my contents / fanworks / this series, or my blog !! ! } - part of my Taishiro [Taichi x Koushiro] REPEAT?_ ficverse (please note any and all notes/trigger warnings for said ficverse!!) [seriously, please note the warnings, the plot is kinda heavy] (please note any and all warnings for Kage-pro’s plot too if you look into that!!) - no, it’s NOT a direct parody (but v[ERY] inspired) (if you can’t tell) - watching it in HIGH(ER) QUALITY at the original Youtube link is encouraged! - to do so, go to the original youtube link, click “HD” button, then “ 1080p ” !

- slight Tri spoilers through to “Our Future” (Movie #6) are in here - HOWEVER they are mostly super-short “aesthetic”-like scenes - ( MAKI’S + DAIGO’S BACKSTORY ASIDE ) - or action-y scenes in general / basically gen(eral) scenes with “movement” - EXCEPT FOR ONE MAJOR SPOILER ( THE “ MAKI HIMEKAWA ” ONE… ) - basically if you know what happens to Maki … you already know it - A VERY short (3-seconds-longish) lightly spoiler-y scene from KIZUNA upcoming film preview trailers (one of the most recent/final TV spot trailers) is included as well, after the mid-point of the song.

- short version of implied story/plot of this series: T I M E L O O P S - Tri is here because … ah … … - let’s just say it’s probably AT LEAST ONE part of the “start” of it all ah - KOUSHIRO IZUMI VOICE : ( ‘ W H Y ’ ) - DO THEY MAKE IT TO THE END - @ TAICHI & KOUSHIRO, ARE YOU SURE YOU /WANT/ TO ——- - TBH HOW MUCH do KOUSHIRO or TAICHI even REALLY REMEMBER - MUCH LESS THE REST OF THEM - who even knows after a certain point anymore - timeloops are fun !! ! ! ( this particular song explains SOME of it ... )

Lyrics are included in the video!!

TRIGGER WARNINGS: This song contains implied: - self sacrifice ( at numerous portions ), however, they are psuedo-deaths - psuedo-deaths in general ( it’s … a TIMELOOPS series … … ) - kinda really creepy lyrics - the speaker is extremely nonchalant - THEY HAVE THEIR REASONS THOUGH OK. THEY REALLY DO - talk about “ killing ” ( TIMELOOPS … SERIES … ) - I SWEAR IT ISN’T TOTALLY BAD —

- OK ACTUALLY THIS SONG IS VERY VERY COOL SOUNDING - CREEPY-COOL FAST-PACED TECHNO POP MUSIC - this song in the ficverse/AMV-verse follows … “   KOUSHIRO ?  ” - it might be THE KOUSHIRO that’s LOST his “ Inquisitive HEART ” [“Curiosity” in US dub] you knowwww - “ Taichi Yagami ”, of course, cameos as well … … … - hey WHOA is that “ HIKARI YAGAMI ” T O O - however the 2nd half shows a sudden switch to MAKI HIMEKAWA - and then the video will alternate between most of these characters - FOR VERY NOTABLE REASONS. CAN YOU pick up on them all ?! - fun fact!: some of the lyrics in the chorus refer to various internet browsers!

- I repeated scenes from Kagedaze AMV towards the end ( from “RED” edit ) - these were meant to only be stand-ins however - THEN WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER BEGAN THE CRASHINGS - so have this partially-finished AMV for now - THE FINISHED VERSION’S 3RD CHORUS MAY BE TOTALLY DIFFERENT - you can probably imagine anyhow

- A very short clip from tri Kyousei (film #5) is included at the literal very end post-music stopping; mainly just to show some more relevance for those who know the scene

[koumikoumikoumi]

Kyousei review!

Almost 2 weeks after the premiere I finally mustered the courage to put my conflicting thoughts in text form. This will be a light review of the movie, no questions or meta will be included (I save those for separated posts to ease discussion). Ok, let’s go!

- First minutes were okay, nothing happened that we didn’t know before. The bird scene was creepy and I felt bad for the birdie (later in the movie I felt bad for the scared Meicoomon).

- Taichi saves Meiko (it’s okay, Yamato can’t always be the one to jump in)

- what the hell are you doing with that??? creepy lunatic Himekawa.

- Meicoomon really is a Digimon, phew!

- SHE HAS WHAT IN HER? oh sheeeet

- I’m gonna say it: everything Hackmon says makes total sense to me. I’d do the same if I was Homeostasis.

- It was funny seeing the children fall from disappearing cliffs.

- Eh.

- Really nice drawing! Because that’s what this is. No animation, just some splendid still-image.

- ........ I really should stop caring.

- By this time, the thought of this being pure ship tease occurred to me. (plus, WHAT A BRUTE GEEZ!!!!!)

- Look at this whiny baby! Papa JOUUUUU to the rescue

- In the cave, Meiko doubts about herself (understandable) and everyone talks about bonds between partners. She then doubts about being Meicoomon’s partner and why she was chosen (also understandable).

- Nice Butterfly instrumental while talking about partners and bonding. Hikari makes a nice empathic speech about being okay to be weak sometimes and ask for help.

- Stupid!Agumon interrupts. I can’t stand this guy in Tri.

- Hikari urges Meiko to believe in Meicoomon and to go save her (along with everyone). Meiko is still holding back and I really don’t get why.

- Hackmon serves Daigo some tea and calls him useless. I don’t 100% agree with him here but I’m a fan of this savage!

- Back in the real world, Taichi grabs Meiko’s hand to run because reasons.

- ?????????? what.was.this

- Jyou talking about his school record being stained! I love JOUUUUU

- Daigo presents himself with his full title position and I lost it x)

- “TAICHI WHY WON’T YOU DO ANYTHING”

- Meiko feels bad about herself and doubts about her role (again!). Everyone throws some more “partners and bonds” talk at her (this is getting annoying). Then they talk about hope, Takeru says nothing (okay then...?) and Meiko ignores them all.

- Takeru’s actually too busy asking the questions everyone should be asking. Koushiro suddenly remembers he has a brain capable of asking/answering questions and comes up with the idea of Meicoomon being a switch to make other digimon evil.

- Everyone dwells on it for a moment until they remember they’re hungry. They don’t seem to worry about this anymore for the rest of the movie.

- GHOST STORY TIME

JOUUUUU

- Yamato being scared of ghosts doesn’t fit my HC, but it was fun. Especially the air bass thing!

- More Meichi moments. Meiko keeps blaming herself but Taichi has had enough (at this point I have too). Agumon steps in and talks about liking Meicoomon without really knowing her. This makes no sense but it’s effective and Meiko finally cries.

- Meicoomon appears, DIGIVOLUTION FEST that I really enjoyed.

- JESMON AWESOME APPEARANCE.

- Everytime this guys comes up I get excited! Awesome voice actor btw.

- Fairy!Mimi!!!

- I remember Garudamon carrying the children in her hands....... oh well.

- Homeostasis possesses Hikari. Her saying there should never be sacrifices is rather laughable. And calling Homeostasis selfish is just the icing on the cake! Still, points for trying not to be a vessel anymore and standing up for what she believes.

- Man, I love him.

- In the DW follows a battle which no one really understands.

*SCREECHES IN EXCITEMENT*

- This is my favourite scene in the whole movie.

- Meanwhile things get heavy in the DW and Meiko asks the children to kill Meicoomon. I won’t lie, her words affected me a bit. The music is awesome too.

- TAICHI WHY WON’T YOU DO WHAT I WANT YOU TO. THAT IS TO ACT WHEN NEEDED, BUT OBVIOUSLY NOT NOW.

Jokes aside, Yamato getting angry when Taichi agrees to do something he himself punched him for a few years ago is ironic. Dude needs a chill pill and some of his old personality back.

- Meiko thanks them and starts running to Meicoomon. I swear to god!

- Everything falls apart and Daigo jumps to help Taichi. I think I’m starting to agree with Hackmon.

- Then Hikari gets possessed and Koushiro looks at his computer as if he knows exactly what is happening.

- Awesome moment when Ophanimon FM is born. Sadly we only got 1 min of her and then chaos ensued. Great nostalgia soundtrack.

- Ew and Wow and OMG, all at the same time. (why does she have legs when she definitely can’t walk with them!?)

- THE MUSIC. HELP MEEEEEE

- My babies are cute ^-^ apart from that, THE FEELS.

- New goggle boy is born but I’m sad he didn’t show any emotions. Same for catatonic Hikari, it goes according to my HC but I was expecting something different from her. Maybe next movie.

So yeah. I was expecting more answers, meaningful battles and a better pacing. Also, more Ophanimon FM and a thrilling Hikari part. But overall I liked it!

[sociallyanxiouslamb]

That Time We Became a Giant Robot

hahaha. Ok so um my friends convinced me to post this here… So we had to do a project for class and make up a story about a cell. Only the teacher told my friend and I who were working on it together (she was drawing a comic version and me the written version) that it had to be 4 to 6 PAGES. He meant PANELS. He told everyone else panels. So yeah all that work for nothing. So my friend and I wrote this and we just recently continued the story and people convinced me to post it. We created all of these characters so they are all OCs. I wrote this at the beginning of the school year and I am in no way a writer or very good, but I am kind of proud of this story. There is a lot of errors, so yeah… I would really like feedback and tips on how to improve my writing because I do want to get better. Other than that enjoy!

That Time We Became a Giant Robot

Our story starts not long ago…

   The protein spies came running up to Nucleus’s desk frantically shouting her name startling a previously calm Nucleus.

“What’s the problem proteins?” She replied as calmly as she could but a hint of worry seeped through her voice. Nucleus had never heard the proteins so alarmed.

“THE ATP IS DISAPPEARING!” shouted all three of the proteins at once, startling Nucleus.

“WHAAAT?!” She screeched falling out of her chair and sending it toppling to the ground. “How can that be?!” She managed to squeak out just before hitting the floor. All the worry she had managed to originally contain finally managing to take its toll. Surely this couldn’t be happening. Was it even possible?

Meanwhile…

A dark cloaked figure was outside of the cell wreaking havoc. He held his yellow sun staff high above his head causing sparks of energy to fly from the otherwise unmenacing staff. The ATP had been drawn outside of the cell unaware of what was going on. Any of the ATP that came in contact with the staff were sucked into it. None of them could seem to get away from either the hooded creature or his magical staff despite their best efforts. The hooded figure laughed, his plan was working perfectly.

Nucleus stood with her back facing the window trying to figure out what could possibly be causing the ATP to start disappearing suddenly. There must be some explanation. She quietly contemplated while completely unaware of the scene playing out behind her. If only she would just look out the window and then all of her questions would be answered.

“DANGER!” A mechanical voice read out. The sound carried throughout the cell and the warning light started flashing red, alerting the other organelles of the possible threat to their homeostasis. Mitochondria grew worried. What could possibly have caused the light to go off when everything seemed so normal? She hadn’t the slightest clue but nevertheless she was determined to find out.

“What’s going on?” She asked making her way towards Nucleus. “Nucleus, where did the ATP go?!” Mitochondria said growing more alarmed when Nucleus did not answer her the first time. Surely Nucleus was the one responsible for the movement of the ATP that she had worked so hard to help produce.

“We’re working on it Mitochondria!” replied Nucleus sounding slightly annoyed. Mitochondria’s heart sank and quickly her panic grew even more. There was no way that this was happening. What could possibly have caused this? But at that moment a protein spy approached, cutting her thoughts short.

“Nucleus! We’ve located the source!” announced the protein. “ A strange hooded creature is stealing our ATP!”

To say that Nucleus was shocked by the news would be an understatement. But she didn’t have time to deal with that shock at the moment. They had a crisis to deal with. “And without ATP… The transport shuts down.” she said voicing her thoughts out loud. This could not be happening. She needed to get herself together. The others were all counting on her to form a plan. That was her job after all.

“We must fight off this evil entity!” Mitochondria said voicing the views of everyone currently gathered. Nucleus had to admit that she was correct. Before she could ask what she was thinking the protein spy spoke up.

“Agreed. But how?” the spy questioned the group. Yes, that seemed to be the question didn’t it? How were they supposed to fight off a creature that they knew nothing about except for the fact that it was stealing all of their ATP. The idea hit her like a freight train.

“Contact the cell wall!” Nucleus commanded already forming a plan in her mind. This plan better work she quietly thought to herself. They were in a lot of trouble if it managed to fail.

“Hi! Cell wall? Yes… Mhm… A message from Nucleus.” The protein spy said into her phone. She had already managed to contact the Cell Wall. Now if only the Cell Wall would agree quickly without too many questions thought Nucleus. Time was not on their side if the ATP managed to keep being stolen from them.

“Become a what?!” Cell Wall had replied into her phone bringing Nucleus back to the present. Somehow she had managed to get lost in her own thoughts while the protein spy had explained her plan to Cell Wall.

“Yes ma’am. Nucleus’s orders… thank you… goodbye.” replied the protein quickly. She promptly and efficiently hung up the phone. Turning to Nucleus she said, “She’ll do it!”

“Awesome!” Nucleus replied pumping her fists into the air. Thank goodness she had agreed. Their plan was already coming together one step at a time.

“That’s it! A little to the left! Great work Enzymes!” Smooth Endoplasmic Reticulum commanded with a hint of joy. This was going along quite smoothly if you had to ask her. But then again so did most things that her and the enzymes worked on together… well, when it came to most of the enzymes, she corrected herself remembering the times when that was not the case.

“You got it Smooth ER!” replied an enzyme pulling Smooth ER out of her temporary daze. “Robotic cilia are going on!” another enzyme shouted back a few seconds later. They were carefully carrying the robotic cilia and listening to Smooth ER’s commands.

“What have they done to me?!” exclaimed Cell Wall. She now had two robotic arms attached to her along with two robotic legs. Having never been able to move before having the robot appendages attached, Smooth ER could clearly see that Cell Wall was struggling to adjust to the new ability. It certainly isn’t something that happened everyday, Smooth ER thought as Cell Wall furrowed her brow in concentration. This was going to be interesting.

While the enzymes assembled the cilia, Rough ER and Golgi Apparatus were hard at work…

“Proteins, listen up. Here’s the plan.” Rough Endoplasmic Reticulum said gesturing to the board. She had carefully drawn out a detailed plan taking up most of the space on the small white board they had brought over. Her and a select few Protein Spies had gathered around and were discussing their potential strategies for defeating this foe. Nucleus had given Rough ER the job of battle strategist and Rough ER seemed to be taking the job incredibly serious. This was a battle they were talking about after all.

On the other side of the room Golgi Apparatus was with another group of Protein Spies, Mitochondria, a group of Enzymes, and a few other organelles as well….

“Come on people! Jumping jacks!” Golgi Apparatus sternly commanded. She was apparently not taking the matter of training the organelles lightly. Golgi Apparatus had also been assigned her job by Nucleus. She was supposed to be training and specializing them at a faster rate than usual in order to prepare for the upcoming battle. Her attitude seemed to match Rough ER’s about the whole situation. No wonder they made such a great team.

“Golgi Apparatus, we don’t have arms… or legs.” replied all three of the Protein Spies clearly growing concerned. The others had already started their jumping jacks, rather unenthusiastically.

“I don’t care! Jumping jacks!” sternly replied Golgi Apparatus. She appeared to be growing slightly annoyed. The proteins complied by hopping up and down.

Meanwhile… Nucleus was doing work of her own…

“How do you control this thing?!” Nucleus said voicing her thoughts out loud. She was attempting to maneuver a joystick in the hopes of moving the robotic cilia. To say that she was having difficulties was an understatement. Upon hearing Nucleus’s declaration most of the organelles stopped what they were doing and instead started walking towards Nucleus. They were curious about her progress and wanted to find any way that they could to help her figure out how to control the robot.

“I think I’m getting the hang of this!” Nucleus exclaimed joyfully. It did seem that way too. She had finally managed to get the robot balanced and seemed to have figured out the controls for the limbs. Then everything went wrong. More organelles had managed to cluster together than Nucleus or any of the others had realized. Upon looking at the crowd Nucleus realized this instantly. Sadly, she was a moment too late. Before Nucleus had time to react the robot started to tilt precariously to the side.

“Oh no! We have too high of a concentration!” Mitochondria yelled out in an attempt to warn the others as the robot continued to tilt.

“AAAAHHHHH!” the organelles screamed as the robot continued to tilt to the side. This was not good Nucleus thought to herself.

“Quick! Diffuse!” Nucleus shouted the order to the others. They quickly started to scatter around the cell. Everyone went in different directions in an attempt to balance out the robot. Golgi Apparatus was cling to the wall on the other side of the cell looking so scared that Nucleus swore that she might pass out. Slowly the robot began to start to gain its balance again. Nucleus let out a sigh of relief as the two robotic feet touched the ground one again balanced.

“That was a close one.” Nucleus said in an attempt to ease the tension. Understatement of the year, she silently thought to herself. With that being said and the robot balanced again everyone went back to their jobs. They had a fight to win.

“Hahaha! With the power of ATP, I can finally enact my plan!” the hooded creature shouted to no one in particular. From the cell Nucleus heard him and started off in his direction. Why did villains always do that? She guessed that it was a question she would never get answered. The hooded creature noticed the robot’s approach a few seconds later. By the time he had finally turned around it was too late. Nucleus was already in action.

“What the–” SLAP! Nucleus swung the robotic arm at hooded creature ending his sentence before he could fully grasp the situation. He went flying into what appeared to be his machine. A menacing look crept onto his face eliminating the previous look of surprise that had been there earlier caused by the sudden hit.

“Let’s see how you do without Carbon Dioxide!” He shouted out with a voice full of hatred. He pressed the button on the weapon behind him turning it on. The organelles were taken aback for a moment. They had all started to gather around the center of the cell carefully. They each still made sure to keep a bit of a distance from each other, none of them wanted to repeat the mistake of being too highly concentrated. But this revelation sent all of that caution to the wind. All eyes turned to Mitochondria.

“HOW DARE YOU! First you take my ATP, and NOW you want to take away Photosynthesis messing with MY cellular respiration!” She fumed reaching her breaking point. There was a line between causing anger and causing uncontrollable rage, and the hooded creature had just crossed it.

“I WILL DESTROY YOU!” Mitochondria boomed. Energy was shooting from her robotic parts in every direction. The cyborg seemed to be out of control. All of the cells stood back equally scared and surprised. Nucleus was trying to think of a plan to help calm Mitochondria down. What could she do? No matter how hard Nucleus tried she couldn’t manage to muster up a plan. So she sat back and watched Mitochondria with fear, while at the same time she still trying to come up with a plan to help her friend.

“WHAT THE–” the hooded creature said for the second time today. The energy that Mitochondria had been giving off was now big enough to be seen on the exterior of the robot. When did it grow that big? Nucleus couldn’t help but wonder how she had managed to get that lost in thought again to not notice her surroundings. She didn’t have much time to contemplate though because a huge shock of energy launched straight at the hooded creature. It knocked him straight off of his feet sending him flying. He smacked into the off button of the machine. Slowly the weapon turned off and stopped absorbing the carbon dioxide from air.

“I SURRENDER!” the hooded creature pleaded. His voice was trembling with fear. Nucleus pitied him a little bit. Only a little bit. Mitochondria had started to calm down after striking him and especially after the machine had turned off. The energy radiating around her dissipated at the mention of his surrender, but her anger had yet to disappear. The Protein Spies were already in action and were bringing the hooded creature in with his hands behind his back and his face full of shame. Nucleus wasted no time when he finally got inside the cell.

“Who are you?” she demanded. Slowly the hooded creature took off his hood revealing his face. Everyone in the room gasped. They knew him.

“Fred?” Smooth ER asked timidly. Her voice was barely louder than a whisper. “Why?” she asked. Why would Fred do this? Nucleus couldn’t think of a reason and it seemed like none of the others could either.

“I’m a failed enzyme. I wanted revenge, so I was building a sun bomb. However, I needed the ATP in order to power it. So, I took it.” Fred explained. He spoke as if he were explaining simple logic to a small child. It didn’t manage to quell any of the organelles’ anger. A sudden thought made its way into Nucleus’s head causing her to backtrack.

“Wait. Wouldn’t the sun bomb kill you too when it went off.” she inquired. No one in the cell seemed to have an answer to that, so they turned to Fred expectantly.

“Oohh. I hadn’t thought of that.” was all Fred could say. A look of bewilderment took over his cute face. Nucleus suppressed the urge to roll her eyes and instead opted for a face-plant. Of course he hadn’t thought of that. This was Fred they were talking about. She sighed. What were they going to do with him now?

One hour later…

“This is going to take awhile.” one of the Lysosomes breathed out exasperated. Vesicles lay thrown out all over the cell. Their content laying on the ground around them. All of the movement caused by being a giant robot had created a mess around them. So, as the clean up crew of the cell the Lysosomes were left cleaning up the mess. And boy, this was a mess. But at least they had a bit of extra help. The thought caused the Lysosome to smile to herself and she cast a glance to the side.

“We have to clean up this whole thing?!” Fred whined. Nucleus had assigned him clean up duty. She wanted him to clean up the mess he caused and had warned him that this was only the beginning of the jobs he would have to do to make up for the whole “sun bomb fiasco”. He was going to be pretty busy for the foreseeable future. Lysosome was certain that Nucleus would see to that.

The End (maybe…)