#(FUCKING OBSESSED W THEM ALWAYS)
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i’m obsessed with the idea of cult leader!geto pining for a reader who just fucking hates him. i don’t know why just. maybe it’s someone from his past that he left behind when he defected, maybe they’re bitter and spiteful and all they do is hiss and bite but he’s so smitten. you can do no wrong in his eyes. he deserves the curses and anger, he knows, and he receives them with a smile and eyes full of hearts. he gets giddy when you scowl at him. he just thinks you’re love personified. he’s so gentle and patient that it’s infuriating because nothing you do or say will get him to bite back. it’s like you’re a kitten gnawing at his fist but he does nothing but coo at you even when you draw blood
#SAVE ME MAN CAPABLE OF IMMENSE CRUELTY WHO TURNS INTO A PUPPY IN YOUR PRESENCE…. SAVE ME……….#im thinking abt a kind of sort of sequel to there was no place in nature we could meet….#where reader DOES go with geto and join his cult but they’re still soooo bitter and hateful. there’s so much anger left#and geto is just endlessly patient he’ll wait as long as it takes for them to melt into his embrace again…..#doesnt even mind if they scratch at him or tell him to fuck off he’s in LOVE#im obsessed w cult leader geto and the idea of him being a puppydog w his s/o alone it’s canon to me#ari noises ✩#geto x reader#<- clout chaser moment I JUST WANNA BE ABLE TO FIND THIS AGAIN IF I WRITE SMTH ON IT… :’3#thinking abt him always <33 my silliest little mass murderer
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he's such a fuckin nerd
#qkdraws#id in alt#best thing abt drawing characters with canonically terrible fashion senses#is that i (bad at fashion) can draw him in Whatever I Want#bc the result will either be comments like ''oh my god look at that fit that's so ugly and on brand /pos''#OR ''YO TERU'S WEARING SMTH GOOD FOR ONCE THANK GOD''#i always win. there is no losing here#that fit in the corner ? idk if it's good. i have no fuckin clue#maybe it's bad. maybe it's rly cute. i don't fucking know#and i never will. and neither will teru#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 teruki#teruki hanazawa#typoed his name yesterday as ''teruki bananzawa''#so . what with that what u will#im kind of obsessed w him a lil bit#u know it's a good show when u can't even pick a fav character bc u love them all sm#is it reigen is it mob is it ritsu is it teru who knows#one thing i do regret with my fic is that i wish i had included more teru#he needed more screen time .... i robbed him
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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WODtober 14 > Lines Drawn In Blood ⥄ RVBtober 14 > Crossover
"He and I are closer than friends. We are enemies linked together. The same sin binds us."
So. Here's some possible bg/lore mixing - idk if normal, 'non-secret service/intelligence agency' humans in this universe know vampires exist but disregarding that -
I think a lot of the vampires, esp the ones in space, are pretty high generation or thin-bloods (i.e. they're weak). Originally Locus + Felix were on the v edge of being thin-bloods (like gen 13) but... they're not anymore. The wonders of diablerie - not that they really advertise it. Views on that haven't really changed. They're also autarki aka freelance/mercenaries, but I dunno when they were Embraced; could've been before, during or after the War. Doesn't rly matter that much, they can all work imo but at least for Locus post-War works best
Locus could have either the Blood Addiction bane or the Noxious Blood bane since I think both could work for him, and Felix would have the classic Ravnos Bane of needing to move around.
I'll post more thoughts abt why I chose those clans for them + more abt sharky etc a bit later bc I don't want this to be too long lol <3
#red vs blue#rvb#wodtober#rvbtober#vtm#locus#felix#sharkface#mine#lolix#*23#cw blood#you knew this was coming you've always known. multitrack drifting#you can't see it but imagine that i'm doing the 'you know i had to do it to em' pose.#anyway this might not make any sense to rvb folks but. if they're the same clan i imagine they'd be lasombra.#also if theyre the same clan they killed their sire together (and maybe they also diablerized mason later. just a thought)#if theyre different locus would be banu haqim and felix would be ravnos. i was debating some other clans for felix but c'mon. tempting fate#your honor you KNOW they're in a fucking blood wedding!! helloooo dysfunctional obsessive addiction!!! also theyre autarki obviously.#outside of them bgc would all be kine/humans or at most thin-bloods. the freelancers could be hunters if i had to class them#originally i was thinking of vamp pfl but i dont think unsc would rly approve + the whole ai thing would be even more of a mess w/ kindred#sharkface kinda has to be a mariner gangrel. their symbol is literally a shark. + insurrectionists were an anarch movement#whats the crossover between vtm and rvb fans? like a handful of ppl? well whatever i think u can enjoy vampire lolix w/o vtm knowledge#esp since i dumped some info on there + some of it is 'modified' from wod and rvb/halo lol#might post a more in-depth thing later. i know i always quote this from locus but. ['im doing this for Me' speech here]
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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these two make me so violently homophobic ew /j @alex-dontknow @beans2cheese @appallinnballin (hi appa do we fw tagoti bc i fw them HEAVY)
so i redrew this specific piece bee cee i can and let me tell you this was a struggle and a half THIS TOOK 16 HOURS TO DO AND THE COLOURING PROCESS WAS A FUCKING NIGHTMAREEEEEEEEE but it was worth it! also i impulsively did sumn w my goti humie's hair and i lowkey dig it eye bee are
#i am tagotipilled atm i am genuinely obsessed w them#whenever i draw these two either individually or together i always find myself listening to random ass vocaloid songs#either that or very heavy metal#but yeah agoti wears lipstick and kisses tf outta my bro tabi for the hell of it#look at how red tabi's face is what a fucking LOSER /aff#also i love my glasses agoti hc far too much i am so happy you all see my vision#my art#digital artwork#fnf#fnf tabi#fnf agoti#tagoti#🦇 human!agoti#🦇 human!tabi
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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“I’m dead,” Kiriona said, again. Her tongue felt swollen in her mouth, heavy as a rock before a tomb. “I have loved the dead before,” Harrow murmured. “Death could not stop me from loving you."
(or: The Corpse Prince is dead, and no power above the River nor below can make her alive again. Harrow shows her that she can still be loved.)
(or: Kiriona is having mad body issues and Harrow is like "darling that is NOT a problem for me, watch this" rolls up sleeves and gets to work)
(or: i listened to the new Hozier song Francesca 2 nights ago and promptly became possessed)
4k words; Rated E (18+); Chapter 1/2
#tlt fic#the locked tomb fic#griddlehark#my fic#I HAVE SO MANY OTHER PROJECTS BUT THIS JUST GRABBED ME BY THE THROAT#im. obsessed w this song new fve hozier song!!!!! griddlehark VIBES!!!!#also i realized like hm. we are always healing gideon up and then having them fuck what if gideon can't be healed. she still deserves to fu#k#anwya songs u can hear in your BODY!!!
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Hi it's been 9 years and the first episode mcwexler shares smoke still makes me fucking crazy
#mcwexler#also isnt that so fucked ip that the fiest wpisode was in 2015?#anyway#obsessed w them and always will be#guess who just made soup at 3 am and isnt entirely sure how to store it so im watxhing bcs until it cools down enough to put in the fridge
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btw. exploding everyone with my mind who thinks neuvillette and furina are father/daughter or some other crappy stupid strict familial structure
#you don't have to ship them whatsoever. but im SO OVER NUANCED RELATIONSHIPS GETTING WATERED DOWN INTO THIS STUPID SHIT#'shes his daughter' 'he's her uncle' exploding rn. they are neither they are transcending familial boundaries brother.#ALSO THEY WERENT RELATED IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY R PPL SO OBSESSED W MAKING THIS RELATIONSHIP SO CUCKED#literally this is zx but swapped and put through a funhouse mirror. dragon subordinate w existential crisis stuff trying to figure it out#and a god who's trying to move on and got some major issues and trauma#vs a dragon god who moved on and figuring it out + subordinate who's got some issues but trying#STUPID. why does this always happen is it like the godforsaken height difference????? they are both 500 years old. nobody is nobody's child#ok goodbye i hate found family actually. they are not fucking finding their family here.#ramblings!
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like out of all the many, many traumas ive given elspeth my favorite has gotta be the deep roads lol. and specifically the way she never really got OUT of them. yeah so maybe her body did but not HER. shes still down there with ruck and helspith every time she closes her eyes. and during future expeditions when she goes down into the deep roads for real, it doesnt feel like some horrible nightmare it feels like REALITY and its the surface and love and warmth and alistair thats nothing more than a pleasant dream. one shes always going to wake up from. bc even in her happiest moments she's never not aware of the darkspawn digging up towards her just a few miles under her feet. and never not feeling the eyes of the deep roads looking at her, gleefully waiting for her, and knowing its not going anywhere
#i love shale but for elspeth's worldstate i dont recruit her bc im so obsessed w the dynamic of it being elspeth/alistair/oghren/the dog lol#oc: elspeth#tay plays dao#she got SEVERE shell shock being down there in the dead trenches after the realization that came from helspith's poem#why shes never seen any female darkspawn and why there apparently arent as many female wardens either#and like. Understanding that death is the absolute best case scenario for her.#alistair had to 100000% step up as the leader because she was completely out of commission. barely able to breathe let alone fight or lead#going from this unstoppable warrior who NEVER loses her nerve or control on a battlefield#to nearly dying to the broodmother bc she was so fucking terrified. bc all she could see was her own fate mirrored back at her#finally FINALLY understanding what it means to be a grey warden. and then trying to reject that reality with her entire body and soul#she pulls herself out of it enough to get out alive but she never had a moment of like... triumph over the deep roads where she had a burst#of courage and saved the day or whatever. thats not usually how trauma works and so alistair carried them thru that#thru the broodmother and the anvil and branka and back to orzammar just as elspeth was beginning to put herself back together#afterwards the lack of closure to what was one of her ''weakest'' lowest moments rly weighed her down with guilt and shame#and its only a year later during awakening when she finally reconciles with having NO choice but to go back into the deep roads#and being able to kill the mother. THAT helped. that restored some small part of her#gave her the strength to start going back down there when the need arose. resigned to an early death but ready to put up a fight#but ye. still such a fundamentally devastating thing she went thru which altered her entire personality to the point where she starts fully#embracing being a warden (bc how can someone who's seen what shes seen and done what shes done be anything else???)#and INSISTING alistair take the throne despite having always been supportive of his desire not to. even if it means she loses him.#bc its a last ditch effort to save him from the fate she's completely surrendered herself to#sigh. this game man.#i need dadw to Confirm that the grey wardens have found a cure and alistair and hof are safe because jesus christ. my girl NEEDS a win
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what if instead of messaging me in the middle of the night about your stupid fucking girlfriend and your stupid fucking problems with her you actually act like my fucking friend and message me like how you message everyone else in our group
#bye ignore my venting bigger problems what fucking ever#im sick of her ass she only messages us for us to help her with her fucking girlfriend problems like we arent even friends atthis fckn point#and i love her shes so funny whatever but god shes literally the worst because i just want to be friends i dont fucking care ab her goddamn#selfish ass gf thats shes obsessed with. be obsessed tell me about it but cant we be friends ab other stuff too#we used to be her 'favorite friend' cause we shared so many interests and we hung around what fucking ever but fuck that right#get a gf and just use us to help better yalls relationship without even telling her you're sharing her private msgs w us huh yeah sure#what fucking ever im so done with this bitch and i cant even get my contacts out cause i have long nails and im js poking my eye#AND SHE WOULD NEVER BE SORRY if our friendship fell apart she would tell everyone i was jealous of her gf or what ever i literally dont care#she was like an older sister before i dont get why getting a gf would have to change shit like ok good for u but what ab us#what about me its not even fucking fair like is it that hard to keep up w ur friends?? NO its fucking not#taking me so long to write a post bc im still fucking helping her with her stupid dumb selfish idiotic gf omfg#just BREAK UP i literally dont fucking care just leave her if she makes u unhappy its literally online tf is she gonna do to u nothing omfg#why am i the one being punished when shes the one with the stupid dumb gf that hates her and herself i dont fucking care i js want m friend#and i cant tell any of our mutual friends cause she dont do that to them its js me so itd be like im being dramatic#and like shit i guess i am but i dont care atp thats all she ever talks to me ab like ok i get it i helped u but stop jfc#but if i said that we'd never talk again bc what fucking ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause im just dramatic whatever#if u cant resolve these simple problems of communication on ur own then maybe u shouldnt be in a relationship idk js my thoughts! die#sry the 1 person who knows what xactly i mean is asleep and im so tired of getting late night msgs being like hii can u help me SHUT UP#id love to help if we were actually still fucking friends but we arent so js leave me alone bruh#post#nickpost#will delete in morning my mom keeps telling me to put my phone down bt i need 2 say smfh 2 some1#i hate change i hate slight differences in my normal day to day i hate everything i hate not having smth to rely on i hate change i hate it#sry im alg now im js sick of her ass js leave bruh#nimbhe my moms yelling im tired anyway i need to js isolate myself forever no problems if im on an island alone#living my best life in the shade drinking idk water or whatever and just talking to myself bc who even needs friends right!!!!!!!!#its 11:11 make a wjsh#adding more cz whatever im deleting this ltr anyway#its so clear where i stand with everyone cause its always close but not close enough friendly but not friends and i guess its the same w her#bye im out of tags etc whatever nobody matching my freak ever never comfortable in any friendships
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the way this line had me gagged the first time i watched this episode, like this is a line you hear in an obscure queer indie film
#radio free roscoe#the longer season 2 goes on the longer i am CONVINCED#that travis and ray are in love with each other#which is so funny bc before season 2 ray didnt give ANY queer vibes#maybe thats bc he was always in love with lily#but like for almost all of season 2 hes been completely obsessed w both river piece and travis#even though we're supposed to believe hes still in love with lily#he still feels entirely preoccupied with travis#trying to get in his head . trying to figure him out and learn more about him#even their feud over lilys affections quickly became less about lily and more about the two of them trying to fuck with each other#likeeeeee im not crazy right. there is gay behavior here#not to mention lily dont even gaf about either of them bc shes dating parker#and they go on quirky weirdgirl dates and kiss at flaming lips concerts and go thrifting together#theyre so cute and uncomplicated compared to the intense homoerotic rivalry between travis and ray#like . they are living in each others brains RENT FREE
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still reeling over seeing a comment on a Facebook post the other day saying that places that allow children should have to allow dogs because kids can be just as dirty as dogs. I honestly do not even know how to explain to self centered weirdos that their dog just straight up doesn't deserve the same rights as an actual human being. you can't leave your kids in crate in your house when you go out and far fewer people are allergic to and terrified of children than dogs. also it doesn't take a whole lot of thinking to figure out that complaining about children being in public, especially because they're "dirty", is just an inherently classist argument because poor people also need to be able to go outside and can't afford nannies to watch their kids when they do this, whereas people generally get dogs with the knowledge that they will be leaving them home alone sometimes. please use common sense.
#i cant be friends w people who are this obsessed with their dogs bc first of all theyre always the people who dont bother to train them#anyone who thinks they should be allowed to take their dog anywhere and everywhere that people are allowed doesnt respect boundaries#when it comes to their dog. like 95% of the time#ive never met someone who felt this strongly about their dog that respected people who dont want to be around dogs#these are always the people who let their dog jump all over me and then hit me with a 'haha hes friendly tho!' when i tell them to stop#i know your dog is your child or whatever like i have had pets my whole life and i get it#but im not trying to take my cats everywhere i go. when people tell me theyre uncomfortable around cats i keep my cats from them#i dont try to force my animals on everyone befause im a normal fucking person who understands boundaries#also just in general i do not know a single cat person who acts half as entitled as most dog owners i know#literally never once had a cat owner try to force their cat on me while this has happened dozens of times with dog owners ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Tarot question, the high priestess!
The high priestess: what is your dream date?
Well, since it didn't say it had to be a first date I'm gonna say this would be with someone I've come to feel safe with but I'm still getting to know: we have a whole day set aside, and with a parameter of going at most maybe 2 hrs outside our city, we each pick a place that represents something abt the core of who we are. So I take them to the closest biggest body of water and tell them about growing up in Florida and how the ocean knows me in ways humans never can. Maybe they take me to a random town they've never been to before and we go antiquing bc they like seeing new places rather than old, and antiquing is what they did with their grandma growing up. Or, idk, they have us hike to the highest point within the radius and tell me how they like hikes with a challenge because when their legs burn and their heart rate increases they feel wild, like they belong there in the forest. And while we're driving we both play songs for each other that have meant something to us in our lives, taking turns, telling stories, their song reminds me of one from when I was 9 that I forgot existed, they haven't listened to this genre in ages and start remembering all the songs they used to love. When we get back to our city we get ice cream. I go home buzzing and dance around my apartment with my cats to one of the songs they shared.
#i thought deeply about this and cant tell you how perfect it sounds#maybe doing all that in one day would be a lot but the adventure of it is half the fun#we're on the way to my spot and i see a waffle house and im like. wait. detour. my mom thinks WH is the best restaurant in the u.s.#we get bad coffee and waffles and then when we're going to their spot we pass a sign for the town where weiner cars were started (idk)#and theyre like fuck we were gonna go hiking but i was obsessed w weiner cars as a kid. i dressed up as one for halloween when i was 7.#so we go nd take pictures w the OG weiner car and then they drive us around until we find an abandoned building w vines in the windows#and we sneak in and they tell me how they always wanted to be a ghost hunter and still kinda do so we try to hunt ghosts w/o getting tetanus#and so the day could go way off plan and it'd still be on plan#(we hold hands in the abandoned place but wont admit we were creeped out until we get back to the car)#(we take our shoes off and stand w our feet in the water and our shoulders touching and i say close your eyes nd breathe deep 3 times#and tell me what the water tells you)#(and they dont hesitate or look at me skeptically. the water tells them beautiful things its never told me.)#Charlie mail#me#anna tag
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me and my brother competing to see who's more schizophrenic but i'll give it to him he won this round
#going on about theres some evil forces controlling him 😭😭😭😭😭😭 yeah been there done that#im glad im on the right meds but this guy is going thru meds like fucking candy#and he doesnt even take them right bc hes obsessed w attention and he doesnt actually wanna heal#so hes changing his meds every other week#im glad i convinced myself i'll melt and explode if i forget to take my meds on time 💖 always works#also god bless quetiapina
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