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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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HAAANK DON'T GET MAD AT SCIFI FOR NOT MAKING SENSE HAAAAANK !!! IT'S A METAPHOR FOR REAL LIFE THAT'S MEANT TO MAKE YOU ASK QUESTIONS HANK YOU DON'T NECESSARILY HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THE EXACT MECHANICS!!!! HAAAANK
#added these tags as an addition in the rbs so go in the notes if you wanna read them more easily ->#so many takes i saw abt the new dw season (almost exclusively from ppl who just started watching it) were#about the resolutions not making sense or how not understanding how the plot (esp 73 yards and the finales) was annoying#and like...i absolutely see how it can be annoying if u approach it like you would any#other media but the reason it's different is coz it's scifi... specifically the ghost of extreeeemely old scifi. foundational scifi even#a lot of criticism i keep seeing is really like. person who's never interacted with proper extreme scifi#like maybe the genre isnt for you and that's ok too... but also u can make the effort to#open your heart and accept that scifi has always been really out there concepts and#bad special effects that ultimately just say stuff abt regular life#like for example umm idk like... you dont have to take sutekh clinging to#the tardis literally. he just represents the doctor causing death. or the 73 yard woman as anything#she just represents ruby's fear that there's something deeply wrong with her that makes#everyone abandon her that she will never ever get to understand. & so on....#like you can (and should) take them at face value too ofc but they also represent things. there's layers...#scifi#doctor who#science fiction
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bsd fandom has always mischaracterised kunikida to hell and back but the fact that i am seeing SO MUCH hate for his character right after his 'death' is insane
#'kunikida is a boring character' 'dazai doesnt even like kunikida' 'kunikida has never suffered through trauma' DO U HEAR YOURSELF...#on one hand yeah studio bones butchering ln1 so bad will always be a main source of the misinterpretations#but EVEN THENNN you dont HAVE to read ln1 to get it. you just need to use your brain!!!!!#i dont care if you dislike kunikida or dislike knkdz or whatever. you can have your own opinion#but dont make up bullshit reasons for why you dont like them??????#and also ship wars are so stupid if i see ONE MORE POST comparing skk and knkdz's partnerships#which while have some good parallels#are ultimately not the same#then i will FIND YOU#skk and knkdz involve dazai in two very different stages of his life and you cant compare them#'oh this is healthier. oh this is more interesting. oh this partnership carries more weight. oh--' SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR FIVE SECONDS#LET PEOPLE LIVEEEEE#sorry for being petty but ive gone seven years without a knkdz manga interaction and so many skk shippers still wanna whine about how their#ship is better or whatever. like you already own so much content. so much of the fandom is skk tunnel visioned#why are you threatened by other shippers just having fun. calm the fuck DOWN#and also STOP PUTTING YOUR BASELESS HATE IN THE KNKDZ TAG I DONT WANNA SEE ITTTT#tag it as anti or whatever but dont shove your hate into the ship tag lol thats just basic etiquette#ok sorry im done now goodbye#this went from being annoyed at bad knkd takes to stupid knkdz hate but. those always seem to come together#smiles through the pain#bsd spoilers#sorry forgor to tag that
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Stolas's CoinVember extravaganza❗
Coiners of all kinds! Come one come all and join my silly November event 🍂
There are no rules except you can't post a day ahead, you can join on any day, skip any day, etc etc
This will combine the vibes of October and December, so if something seems a bit off then it's that!
Day 1 - October holiday !
Day 2 - Something based off your fear(s)
Day 3 - Horror
Day 4 - Death / Undead
Day 5 - Monster
Day 6 - Candy
Day 7 - Blood
Day 8 - Fog
Day 9 - Pumkin
Day 10 - Based on a comfort movie
Day 11 - Coffee
Day 12 - Leaves
Day 13 - Pet
Day 14 - Sleep
Day 15 - Bugs
Day 16 - Fruit
Day 17 - Time
Day 18 - Spice(s)
Day 19 - Based on a favorite book
Day 20 - Forrest
Day 21 - Memory or nostalgia
Day 22 - Related to someone you look up to
Day 23 - ID for someone else (DarlID, PetID, etc)
Day 25 - Based on a comfort drink
Day 26 - Warm / Cozy
Day 27 - Believer / Mythical winter or fall creature
Day 28 - Snow / Cold
Day 29 - Gift related / Making a term for someone else in the community ! (Gift giving)
Day 30 - December holiday !
And one last thing
PLEASE TAG YOUR POSTS WITH #COINVEMBER !!! I WANNA SEE YOUR STUFF !!!!!
#i do encourage making more than one flag per prompt if you wanna#fall always gives nostalgia#rq safe#radq safe#rq 🌈🍓#pro radq#pro rq 🌈🍓#radqueer#radq interact#radq coining#radqueer 🌈🍓#transid coining#pro transid#transid#transid please interact
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Having a very ' everyone secretly hates me ' kind of day smh
#logically i know its not true#probably#urgh maybe#that is not curbing the urge to ask tho#and i really dont wanna ask#cause that almost always makes me feel wotse#i also might just be hungry#hrm#idk#its weird cause ive had more social interaction than normal lately#not a vent#just hrm#thinking out loud#srsly its not a vent#saying cause i dont really need the 'nobody hates you' messages rn#it'll just feed the worms#im gonba delete this later
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jesus ive been reading this comic 4 like 5 yrs
heres some emilio doodles bc bc idk
emi; “oh tobias! u dont have 2 b flawless 2 b perfect!”
yes im thinking about that 1 panel where tobi was just like “THATS A LIE”
#IF U RECRONIZE ME FROM TT NO U DONT#emilo is not my favorite but he is the most interesting#imo..IMO!!!!!!!!!#also he was my 1st character i went POINT POINT OMG LIKE ME FR!! BUT NOT IN THE WAY UR THINKING#NOT IN THE AY UR THINKING ISTG#more of omg asian mother white father rhats so!#ugh whatever#so glad my father doesnt call me soybean#anyways emilio sparkle sparkle#wolfie u will always ahve my heart#ghost eyes webtoon#ghost eyes#emilio murkmere#puppee art#srs tho emilo is soo interesting 2 me#he makes me hmmm sm#i care sm about him but i also want him 2 fucking get stuck in a fence post#ESPECIALLY WHEN HE INTERACTS W/RUDY OH GOD ITS THE MOST LIKE *SHAKES HIM* Y R U LIKE THISSSS Y R U LIKE THIS?!!!!?#there was a period of time where i considered doing someosrt of ge x dc au thing & i had 2 shut it down bc theyre both 2 fucked up#jk i might still….it will just need a lot of brain power which i dont have#if any1s reading this plspls ge moots i need u i dont go on tt rlly kshfkks#rip my acc the animatic animation things i made were fun kinda wanna make more but hm
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a little game I like to play called "block all popular ship tags" that makes tags for any big show become unusable :)
#the older i get the more i dont give a shit about ships or shipping#its all everyone cares about. like sorry for being joyless or whatever but why does a tag become unusable when i dont want to see shipping#plus i wanna see my favorite little guys but theyre almost ALWAYS drawn in the context of ships like i lowkey dont care#like drawing characters interacting and stuff is fun (ship or not) i like those#but i mean the stuff abt how one person is too stupid/oblivious to see the signs of pining makes me so mad#or shaving down the edges of gruff or awkward or lame characters to make them fit a cute shippable mold where theyre always blushing#like please. i want more fun/interesting character interaction that doesnt involve shipping . wheres the drama
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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such
#yes I’m making all these posts in a row#it’s bc I’m obsessed atm#mypost#Bodkin#bodkin netflix#PLEASSEEEEE#WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT#CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUND—HIS#STORY (HIS pov. however ‘abstract’ and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM#. LIKE#OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS#AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT#IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf#WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lost… bc wolves actually have family and I’m p sure the#lone wolf thing is a myth… after she realizes that she’s not alone and she can choose to interact#GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW#other things I’m thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES#BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar space… bc she’s vulnerable to her past here…. hrahhh#. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy#hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamus’s friendship oughhh#ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) —was it always#blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm there’s so much there I think#another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why#would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig#into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole ‘her needing to release her anger’ thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more
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Sometimes I'm like "am I being too annoying with twinduo on main?" And I stop talking about them then I get asks questioning if something happened since I haven't talked about them and I'm like "aw hell yeah people like it lets gt back to my sillies" and then im like "what if its annoying" the then-
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#confession#series: dsmp#group: twinsduo#wilbur soot#technoblade#hold on i think its time for a bit of a jack yap#post whatever you want#its your blog!#if people get annoyed they can always unfollow or not look at your blog for a bit#post about what makes you happy and youll find people that also like it! more friends!#and also i completely understand being anxious about being annoying but know that theres no way that you'll never be annoying#chances are you'll annoy at least one person! probably more! and they can unfollow or stop interacting#if you wanna post about something that makes you happy do it. and if you annoy someone then that's life. there's no way to get through life-#-without annoying someone. its bound to happen#and obviously if people send you asks then they like it!#sorry for the yap. its to be expected from me#also name reveal yay! I'm jack :D
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rivers if he was absorbed by poisonous gas but didn’t care too much
#weezer#rivers cuomo#poison gas#poison#maybe i’ll get more fans#THE WEEZER ARMY MUST GROW#THE WEEZER LVOERS !#please send me asks guys am so bored!!!#plus also dms are always open for any of u! i love u all n would love to talk to any of u#i took this pic and Wonderfront#i miss it. i wanna see them again :( but im broke!#i have to spend my money on my anniversary gift for my boyfriend which i’m NOT complaining about bc i love him obviously but am seriously SO#broke. i will draw whatever you guys want actually#for either 1) a follow (or if you are already following ; then free) 2) a little kiss#not on the lips though#but ya! please send. asks i always love interacting with you all! you guys r so sweet <3#there’s this tiktok user#maladroitlover579 and i love their videos so much they’re genuinely so silly n funny#i love commenting on their videos you guys should check them out they r huge weezer fan too!!! if you couldn’t tell by the name#omg today someone complimented my hair and i got so happy#MY OUTFITS HAVE BEEN SO FIRE LATELY🤤🤤 today i wore a short denim skirt with an off the shoulder black long sleeve with white leg warmers!#then yesterday i wore a black tube top with a long black skirt which hugged me#before i wore my brown sweater with my black skirt (which has POCKETS.) so it was super cute.#then monday i wore black yoga flares; white tank top with cute buttons; and a red shrug!#i got compliments on my style. 😎 guess i’m just the cutest girl on the block#or should i say… ON GHE BLOG??!#cuz it’s weezer blog… and i’m the only girl posted on here consistently….#always between my words i wanna add ‘da’ in the middle of them because that’s a running joke w my boyfriend#like da obviously! 🙄 da seriously? 😒 da Lol 😂#idk he’s silly and i’m silly
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Shameless Self Promo
I've never been any good with these.
This is my nerd, he's a demon boi, like the look of him? curious? You should totally interact with him. Majority of info you might want can be found on the links below this text. Please be sure to fill in the interest tracker! I beg of you.
Rules || Bio || Background Hints || Perma Call || Interest Tracker
As for me, you can call me Steeb or Steven. I'm a human being with 0% redeeming qualities. always happy to chat and chill assuming I'm around and love throwing this dork of mine into various situations and stories. I've been doing this for at least 14+ years now and the quality has never improved, how about that?
So feel free to share this around if you'd like, a reblog/like would be appreciated and I'll check you out! Thanks for reading, I'll get out the way now.
#OOC#Self Promo#Mun talks#(Always wanna interact with more)#(I'm just really bad at navigation)#(And this site doesn't help much there :P)
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so. the line of tape. it's existence makes me lose my marbles to no end, but probably not in the way you'd expect. it's the fact that even with this clear divide they STILL spill over into the others space. i've see a lot of people talk about it as if it's this clear divide in the lab that hermann and newt steer clear from but that just isnt the case!
if it was, you'd expect the lab to look something like this layout
but look at the actual movie
it looks like more akin to something like this
newt's samples, tables, and stands for his dissection tools spill over the line right into hermann's space. there's definitely room on his side of the lab for everything, he's just. spread out across the entire lab instead. AND it seems like this is what the lab usually looks like, hermann only makes to point out the entrails on his side and not the rest of newts things, it's a shared space— not a divided one. what i'm saying is that even though hermann makes a big deal out of his side of the lab versus newts side vis-à-vis the intestines, he definitely doesn't care that much about separating himself from newt OR his space from newts space in general. the way i see it, they argue and bicker a lot but ultimately they find comfort in the others presence, hermann just doesn't want to deal with potentially-hazardous kaiju intestines right by his things ^^;
#pacific rim#pacrim#newmann#hermann gottlieb#newt geiszler#newton geiszler#benny beeps#should i tag this as newmann?????? unsure but im tagging it anyway because the intent is there#also yes i spent way too long illustrating the floor in a stylized and simplified yet faithful manner— what of it#anyway i love them and i'm thinking of them always#shoutout to gay scientists#and also to my friend toad for being willing to talk to me about these guys so often ^^#AND ALSO TO MY FRIEND ATLAS. because he read me the most beautiful think piece about pacrim that he wrote the other day#and im still thinking about it#and one more shoutout to everyone who's interacted with me irl in the year of 2023#because i have not been able to reel in my hyperfixation infodump terror radius at all ffdgjkdlkjg#anywho. uh. have a nice day/night if you're reading this!!!! i'm still working on those fic recs i promise!!!!#just taking longer than expected fjdlfgk i wanna make sure i do each fic justice
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alright, if yall don't hear from me by the end of today, assume my date went horribly south so i ended up hiding myself in my blanket wallowing in shame and despair
#rin rambles#dressing more casual than anything bc i didn't wanna seem *too* eager hahdsjhd#going by the soft jade green aesthetics today 🍀#also a side note but always so interesting to see the numbers go down when the blog becomes interaction heavy lmao#sorry yall i won't ever stop culling the weak this is my precious sanctuary after all
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i cant believe my semester starts tomorrow and ill need to go back to pretend to being neurotypical.
#i assume by the amount of art i post people know im kinda neurodivergent#but im so anxious about drawing in public/where people can see#so basically i cant draw the whole day and it drives me actually insane it feels painful#aaauggghghgh ghghhhhhghgaaaaa[#ill need to go back to interact with people i dont wanna intereact with and go to a classroom that has a funky smell#and the ac is never in the correct temperature#and people are alwasy talking. and the professors repeat stuff too much or say shit thats too obviuous#im whining. drama ass bitch moment.#but its so real#the first week is always the worst cause i gotta readjust#and just. learn to be okay with that god forsaken building and people#oh well!!!!!#at least ill see my friends more
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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GOING ON A PERMANENT HIATUS. TYSM EVERYONE FOR THE LOVE & SUPPORT U HV GIVEN ME SO FAR 🥰🥰🥰
#pls dw tho! nothing rly happened to me or in my life#i js wanna focus on my studies and career a bit more than now#plus i don't enjoy writing fics as much as i did one year back tbh#maybe because of the very little interaction i receive nowadays#or maybe it's this saturated feeling overwhelming me these days#i js don't wanna write anymore— tht's for sure#i will always cherish y'all and the time i spent here very much tho#pls take care of urselves! and i love u all so so SO MUCH!#*mwah mwah mwah*#kit interacts 👋
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