#((tysm for the ask i appreciate u!!!))

[catsxratsxbats]

✨️when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️

Thank u so much bestie!! Some of my favorites let's go 🎵🎶

☆ Your Love (Deja Vu) - Glass Animals (all time fave ^^ I think I listened to it over 400 times last year)

☆ Self Destructor - Chevelle (from a movie I like it's a banger)

☆ Beauty School - Deftones

☆ Six Shooter - Coyote Kisses

☆ superdeadfriends - Yungblud (also a movie song)

Tagging 10 followers (if u want) !!!

@13-lucky-tapeworms @strawberrychainsawz @hey-sinamka @cthonic-the-hedgehog @scaredypunk @whereserpentswalk @boldlykrispytragedy @fluffnfuzzxoxo @pricemarshfield @thanos-the-dad-titan @plaguecarthallucination @a-strawbebie @foolishrats and @silvershewolf247 ^^!!

[crushedsweets]

starting this off with saying how much i LOVE UR INTERPRETATIONS OF THE CHARACTERS I LOVE UR DRAWINGS SO MUCH <333

...anyways, back to normal, if u have time, a close up doodle of toby's piercings? curious to what u think he hasssss

💞💕💞💕💞💕💞💕💞

hope i got all the names right ... here's all the piercings, most r self done or done by friends.

HE NEVER HAS ALL OF HIS PIERCINGS IN AT ONCE THO hes always taking them out and losing them. only the eyebrow, tongue, and lobe piercings are constant (this is also bc i dont always like drawing them all cuz it gets cluttered lol)

theyre all silver but i usually draw them black because i want them to contrast for art reasons

[phinjeet]

HEADCANONS FOR PHINJEET MATCHING HALLOWEEN COSTUMES GO !!!!

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* OKAY FUCK

* 1st of all ik itz a silly 1 but therez literally an episode where baljeet dressez az phineas so i think dressing az each other iz completely plauzible IDC

* and they also both cozplay az space adventure characterz in nerdz of a feather but idk if theyd go that nerdy 4 halloween …

* in thatz the spirit baljeet dressez az a daizy , and i hc he lovez beez cuz of hiz lil bee infodump in bee day , so i think itd be STUPID CUTE if phin dressed up az a bee 1 year 2 match !!! A FLOWER AND A BEE CMON . CMONNNNN . or alternatively if jeet doeznt wanna repeat costumez , phin likez spiderz so , bee and spider . (either spider phin + bee jeet or spider jeet + bee phin can work !) IF U CARE💥💥💥💥💥 BUG ATTACK

* i also associate jeet w black catz a lot but im uncertain what phin would match az , perhapz a dog or a witch …. or a spooky bat (he already went az dracula !) …………. that would b cute ………..

* ik angel n demon iz maybe a basic 1 but u cant stop me no1 can stop me . angel jeet and demon phin ! THE CUTEZ !!!!!!!!!………….

* thatz all the 1z that came 2 mind rn , we dont really celebrate halloween much in latvia so . EUEHHU IDK . BUT . FUCK IT WE BALL💥💥💥

[faaun]

i love tumblr + all the dms and asks etc etc it makes me feel so much less alone like this whole process would have felt sm more lonely without all the kind anons and ppl who were being supportive the entire time

[evelili]

okay I’ve been reading your magnum opus fic and I’m at the chapter with fluttershy and the manticore and GOOD GOD this fic is amazing. Your writing of twilight is stunning. Her steadfast belief in science at the start seemed odd but now that her past bullying has been revealed it feels like she was just clutching to the one thing that couldn’t hurt her. God sunset getting possessed is so cool and I am TERRIFIED of when twilights going to be forced to see her like that. Your characterization of Celestia blows me away, she’s this perfect mix of a loving mentor and a woman who would do ANYTHING to keep her demons locked away. I really like how you write that there’s this shift between her when she is talking to twilight normally vs when she’s talking about magic. She goes from loving to almost cold, it’s brilliant! I’m halfway through fluttershy’s chapter and good god. Applejack’s speech about it not being Twilights fault she got bullied and having to trust her in spite of all that has happened nearly brought me to tears but GOD. Twilight being a bit possessed by the manticore is such a cool shift from the original episode it makes it all so much more intense. Fluttershy and twilight talking about how twilight didn’t deserve to be bullied and it’s alright that she didn’t get over it!!

“Something’s wrong with me,” she whispered back, her mouth dry with guilt. Fluttershy nodded carefully, the stinger still inches away from her throat. Twilight didn’t trust herself to move, and instead added, “I don’t mean just right now. There’s still—” She choked on her words. “I didn’t get over it,” she said instead. “I couldn’t. Not like you.”

Like!!! This bit right here fucked me UP. Your descriptions of the emotions she’s feeling and how she’s expressing it physically between her mouth and her voice and how the wings and scorpion tail are reacting are BRILLIANT!!

Twilight didn’t try to move away. “But I’m not better,” she admitted. Fluttershy’s hand brushed against her cheek, gently tucking a piece of her hair behind her ear. “And I don’t know why.”

This line is the one that broke me and made me write this. GOD. I don’t have words besides just. oh my god. Fluttershys gentleness is so good and so heartbreaking and I love it

I’ll be honest I’m not yet sure how to write long comments on fimfiction, but when I finish this fic you’re eithering getting a long ass ask in your inbox or a comment on there if I figure it out. Love this fic so far!!! Ah!!!!

AHHHHHH tysm for taking the time to write such a lovely comment!!! like holy shit you have just given me enough serotonin for WEEKS omg, it makes me so happy to know that you're enjoying the story!!

celestia is a rlly interesting chara to me, and im super happy w how the version of her in the fic turned out! actually, most of the reason for the 30k epilogue jumpscare is that i really needed to properly resolve her "arc" with twilight, so if you are a fan of this version of her please look forward to that! and, sunset as a "villain" was something we only saw briefly in eqg1 (and for my tastes, i wasnt a huge fan of how it was done) but there's so much POTENTIAL there i couldnt help myself in exploring it :)

chapter 5->act 2 is the real "turning point" i guess of the fic in terms of tone, and even tho it was a struggle to write shy's chapter i think over time i've rlly come around to liking how it turned out :D in the fic i ended up writing fluttershy as more of a later season version of herself (less cowardly maybe?), but the essence of her chara to me is someone who can be kind even in situations when she is receiving unkindness in return. and sometimes, this "fighting fire with kindness" is actually the only solution, and one that only shy can find.

wahhh i never know how to properly express how much i love and appreciate these sort of detailed responses, so please also accept a little doodle of the scene you mentioned liking as part of my thanks!

[ask-shittilydrawn-blackspace]

PSA

//And then there's asks I want them to see later/have M!As I don't feel equipped for, or I think will be more fun with Mari. And also a big ask backlog of about 60-70 asks from even before the hiatus. Don't feel too confused if your ask goes unanswered for awhile - I'm either keeping it for later or in some worse Anon cases I yeeted it (rare)

[wikitpowers]

new kitty anthem let’s fucking gooo!!!!

gotta hand this one to @tessasilverswan <3

[sports-on-sundays]

First of all love all ur work !! I love binge reading what I haven’t read yet !!! 😭😭 second of all how have u been ?! I also wanted to request another cross over but I can’t remember so I’ll get back to you on that !

You! 🙏🙏🙏 You are like one of my greatest fans! 😭 (Because of that I'm one of your greatest fans 😘) Thank you so much for reading literally everything I write. Whenever I write something and I see you in my notifs I'm just like there's user dessxoxzworld again 🤭🥹!!!

I'm pretty good. I've been getting ideas, beginning to write them, feeling like they're stupid, and deleting everything I've written. Vicious cycle. Usually I don't care and I just write it anyway, but when i tell myself it won't be good, I lose motivation.

So, yeah! I've got to get out of that hamster wheel!

But thank you so much for checking in and giving me something to do other than scroll pinterest mindlessly (in responding to you 💖), and if you want to be a lifesaver for me like that anon from earlier, I'd love to write another crossover for you; your requests always go so hard. 🔥🔥🔥

-belle💖

p.s. other people can talk at me too please

[gotchibam]

Im a bit worried. Are you okay? Are you putting too much on your workload? I understand money is tight but I always get a sense of worry when I notice you apologizing for being late on art and then open commissions a bit more... Please make sure to take breaks and not overload yourself!!

Ah thank you sm for the concern anon! ;_;

I'm doing okay now but yeah I admit, I did do that at some point 😔 But I think I can manage a bit better now so don't worry!

I do take breaks every now and then, it's just sometimes I can't help but worry abt money since I don't have a stable source of income atm. I do have patreon now tho so the monthly support I get from it helps ;w; It's not much atm tho so I still have to take commissions but hopefully I'll be able to fully support myself thru it in the future!

[isawken]

to the anon that sent me an ask several weeks ago recommending i play balatro: tumblr ate the ask but i want you to know you are nearly single-handedly responsible for this

[suhnandmoon]

you are the reason why I love loser heeseung, I ain’t never knew this could be a thing but your loser hee series really got me laughing

hi ily. thank you for this..

just preaching the Goodwill and Prosperity 💐 im so glad he's reaching the people like he should be. i miss him like crazy

[bunnihearted]

hiii i just wanted to say happy birthday!!! 💖💝 (we are bday twins btw)

hii thank u sm 💗💗 (omg we are?!? all the other bday twins i've had have been my enemies haha but im actually happy to have the same bday as u. so happy birthday to youuu as well 💗💗🎀)

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Waves !!!!! Not like the sea like hello !!!! Ok so. Suguru knowing how to play acoustic guitar and gently singing you to sleep while playing some soft tune, something from adventure time probably. That’s it. That’s the thought. Suguru would sing you to sleep or to just calm you down if you wanted it and I will die on this hill. His voice would be so soft n gentle and kinda deep but also sorta gravelly and. I’m in love with him sosososososo bad <3333 him in one of his baggy sweaters with his hair down, guitar in his lap, and his absolutely gorgeous hands just doing their thing. Imagine the sunlight peeking in through the window and his signature pretty smile as he’s just playing away happily…. if any artists see this I am begging you. BEGGING YOU. I AM NORMAL I AM NORMAL I AM NORMAL I AM NORMAL I AM NORMAL I AM NORMAL I AM NORMAL — stsg anon !!! :3

STSG ANON I AM WAVING BACK SO HAPPILY <333 pls take a seat have a drink n a snack !! 🧁🧃 im pretending to be normal rn BUT THIS IS SOOO… i am nomnoming this thought. i feel so blessed to have u in my inbox ur hcs NEVER fail to make me a lil insane

AS ALWAYS YOU’RE A GENIUS YOUR BRAIN IS BEAUTIFUL ETC ETC THIS IS SO….. yes. i agree we all agree SUGU W AN ACOUSTIC GUITARRRR ohhh that’s so canon to me. AND HE WOULD 100% PLAY FOR U PLS :((((( singing u to sleep…. waaa 🥺🥺🥺 stsg anon this is so perfect im super sleepy rn. need me a sugu fr…..

AND HIS VOICEEEE STSG ANON HOLY FUCK no bc i agree WHOLEHEARTEDLY. soft and silky but w a hint of something raspy / gravelly <333 it goes sooo deep when he’s tired i just know it…… no but he genuinely has the loveliest voice on planet earth he would sing SO beautifully and i would pass out immediately <33 WITH HIS BAGGY SWEATERS YES PLEASEEEEE STSG ANON WE ARE HOLDING HANDS RN WE NEED HIM SO BAD :(((( this cant go on.

ALSO ALSO ALSO consider :333 sugu letting you sleep on his chest while he’s playing. it’s a little awkward holding the guitar when you’re all snuggled into his neck but he doesn’t mind as long as you’re comfy <333 and he sings sooooo so softly it’s almost a whisper. a lullaby just for you!! aaaaa and he rocks you a lil side to side to coax you into falling asleep :((((( babyboy. i think especially if his s/o ever had trouble falling asleep he’d get a hot cup of tea ready, wrap you up in a blanket, pull you close and just sing you to sleep…. wouldn’t even need his guitar, he just sings you a little lullaby that he remembers from his childhood :<

ONE MORE THING maybe he’s a lil shy abt it <33 like he’s confident in his singing but i can imagine him being just a tinyyy bit embarrassed when it comes to singing in front of you…. especially when you’re just looking at him w the most awestruck eyes LIKE HE’S SO FLUSTERED????? but if you need it to calm down or fall asleep he pulls himself together <3333 i love him. AND I LOVE YOU STSG ANON thank u for stopping by as always my sweetie

[faaun]

I'm not sure if you were after advice re adhd and Vyvanse, only read through your recent posts enough to see you are having thoughts about it but I'm not sure your dose and 'type' of adhd (inattentive/impulsive/hyperactive/combined etc) but see you're just over a week using it. I'm on day 21 of Vyvanse and wanted to share my experience if it's in any way helpful because I've been diligently documenting each day. Day one I took 30mg and found the dose was awful -- like I was at a club long after the music had stopped you know, hands clenched, music hurt, awful. I have since been taking half that dose and before a week didn't feel like I was "on" anything, but my mind was quiet and I could focus on my tasks / my moods were regulated - more linear / over the continued use I can tell it's waning earlier, but I do have 5mg Dexy's to supplement when that happens and it's still a process to find the dose balance (I suspect it will change throughout time anyway), I was prescribed those along with the Vyvanse but it's none of my business why you don't have those atm ofc. I've learned about so many things in relation to my mind since getting this diagnosis, I really had no idea I could attribute certain things to it and consequently feel so much less shame than I've had my entire life. You probably know there are other medications and maybe this one wont be for you (and maybe you'll find other strategies too) but I can say I'm glad I took the approach of allowing the process, documenting what I feel in my body each day AND MAKING SURE TO EAT A MEAL WITH THE VYVANSE IMMEDIATELY BEFORE TAKING IT (which no doctor advised me, I had to find out from reddit fml) I also eat really small portions of fruit / tuna during the day, and have heard others say that doing that helps the 'comedown' sensation too. I think I only felt compelled to send you this because I really relate to the 'can i choose not to have adhd' post, but maybe it will help to consider this an experience worth tracking in detail, really giving it a go and not considering each avenue an all or nothing sort of pursuit, like there are options and you should trust your body and discuss with your doctor. Bravo for figuring this out about yourself at 21, I'm 30 and my psych said a lot of people come to her in their 40's! I don't know if any of this helps at all, but I will say, the silence in my mind is a little weird and spooky while also relieving and interesting -- I heard someone basically say that the meds help you focus, but don't help you choose what to focus on, if that makes sense. I think that's where a sort of self-determination / planning comes in and seems significantly easier with the clarity of mind. This is all probably crap, but good luck wah!

hi hi ! this is def helpful thank you! right now i've been taking meals (well...nutritionally complete meal replacement shakes, with vitamins, because food does not register as food to me on vyvanse) just anytime after taking a dosage, so maybe actually having a meal beforehand would help!

also got magnesium + vit b, oredered omega fish oil so maybe that should help too ? i've known i've had adhd since i was maybe 15, it's just been really hard to get medicated and now that i have the medication the fear is that it's worse than being unmedicated (ritalin didnt work) 😭 but currently on a trial phase, as you said i'm documenting everything and just switching out lots of variables. i've learned going to the gym helps me too :)

my problem is that around 3-4 hours a day are essentially hellish. i started off on 50mg bc i usually have a high tolerance to...mostly everything, and quickly learned that it was too high - from 9-2pm amazin, 2-4 meh, 4-7pm horrible no good hell time, 7 onwards very relaxed and gentle. it's the midway stage that really sucks for me. i reduced my dosage to 30g and everything was more mild, but it still was impeding my ability to think between 3-7:30pm ish, which really sucks because that's when most of my seminars are...

my biggest problem for 3-7:30 except inability to process things is emotional bluntness and a complete lack of whimsy. my perceptions seem so indirect. like mild dissociation?

today i'm at 35, i'm seeing how it goes :) tomorrow i'll try the thing w eating before the dose, and also i'll try to implement more fish-related stuff into my diet bc i've also seen ppl say it helps them!

tysm for the ask btw i rly appreciate anyone's advice and just their experiences or feedback or thoughts !!

[piplupod]

Hi! No pressure to answer this or anything but I wanted to let you know, cause I saw you were feeling rough: I have never found you posting annoying at all, and I am glad whenever I see you on my dash. Even when you're goin' through it, it gives me a little spark of joy just to see you post and know you're still hanging on.

Sorry if this is over-familiar, I just wanted to let you know when I think of you, it's in a positive light. I feel like you deserve to know that.

🐈‍⬛ <- (little black cat emoji to cheer you up, cause my cat does the same for me when I need)

this isn't overly familiar dw omg 😭💗

^^^^ silly goober redraws w my sona to show how i feel seeing this ask fhfjdkdl thank you so much augh 😭😭

this is genuinely so kind, I really appreciate it sm oughh 💗 I'm really glad and relieved to know I'm not just irritating everyone fjdksl, I try to logic my way into convincing myself of that bc I don't want to rely on asking for reassurance or anything along those lines from others but it really does help to get outside reassurance every now and then :') 💗 (as much as I wish I could just do it all myself alone fjdkdl)

I love the black cat sm omg djdksl I will treasure them !!! 🎷🐛 <- here is a very talented worm for you in return!!

I hope you have a good weekend !!! and I hope something really lovely happens for you, something that can brighten your day over the next few days!! :] 💛🌤️

[mariusroyale]

hrgmghk, because- because- uhhrrgkk.... yeah. I don't know how to show appreciation like a normal person, so please take this instead

(｡• ᵕ •｡) ♡

it's a mix of "thank you" + "i hope you feel a little better/well-wishes" and a bit of "if i could fist-fight depression and life itself, i really would"

IM?!???????!?? I?!??!!!??

TEI!?;!:!/?/!

ITS THE!! THE SONG!! THE SOMNG I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!!!!! AAAAAAAGGHHH!!!!!

this is genuinely so beautiful and gorgeous i cant. i cant 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

also- THANK ME?!?? THANK YOU!!!!

TYSM!!!!! i had to take a second to just stop myself from screaming when i saw this 😭😭

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY IM SO BAD AT WORDS I JUST. FEELS. FEELS ARE TOO STRONG

everything about this is so 😭 like are you kidding!?!!! ARE U JOSHIN ME

ur art is as beautiful as ur writing and everything abt this makes me so SOFT and WEAK AND AGHHHHH

HOW DO I PUT HAND FLAPPIES IN WORDS AND THIS BIG OL SWIRL OF LIGHT IN MY CHEST IN WORDS HOW DO U ;; HOW DOES- *dies*

this made my day- truly 😭😭

ur such a peach for making this, thank u so much 💙💙💙💙💙

and the lil turtle and bird in the corner- im gonna collapse. i cant;;; 😭😭