#((in short.....time for the grinding))
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My fave Booster look so far was when Superman died (I know, it wasn't a good time for him since he also lost his future suit and Ted was in a coma). He should wear crop tops all the time 🔥🥵
#jerry draws#booster gold#i have no words. i just saw long haired guy in a crop top and blacked out. next thing i know i was staring at those drawings#hands shaking. teeth grinding. mouth foaming. that was roughly how i felt. if only Ted was awake to see all amazing Booster fits#(he did awaken to the best crop top short shorts combo though. maybe that's what really awakened him though)#also i know booster doesn't look like booster on those drawings. he looks hot tho. and i like them any way#so i am hitting share button to hopefully infect someone with the brainrot. being down bad for a blonde guy is so embarrassing#visit this blog to watch me going insane in real time#and for next posts I will actually scan my sketchbook because taking and editing photos to look decend is tiring
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facing the gods
#art#fanart#drawing#digital art#doodle#artwork#pokemon#gen 1 pokemon#gen 4 pokemon#wartortle#chimchar#pkmn#pkmn fanart#pokemon fanart#starter squad#shipiddge#render#rendered#rendered art#fully rendered#pokemon gen 1#pokemon gen 4#gen 1#gen 4#2 rendered pieces in such a short amount of time#i am GRINDING
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every day i struggle to make choices
#i should invest into some kind of education but cant make up my mind#mostly because options suck#i cant do trades unless my body sucks less which is sad because id love to be an electrician#cant even think about getting a pilots license cuz im not passing the med cert#i think id rather die than be a med assistant actually#working clinics at all makes me nervous tbh but probably where im headed in the short term#surgical tech would be cool but i cant do a Real program while working full-time#which is what limits most of my choices#i need to find more paid training programs i guess#if i had to pick a miserable but fulfilling job id go into education itself#but the teaching profession has always been in a downward spiral esp as of late#i dont want healthcare because i hate seeing dysfunctional glorified murder machines grinding around and around endlessly#acute care sucks id rather be in an icu for function but then im depressed because our patients are always dying#it was better as a phleb but this hospital doesnt have phleb and like i said im nervous about clinics#but i need to fucking commit to outpatient phlebotomy i think :/#the most fun ive had at a job ever#i wish i had more widely applicable skills but i cant be an emt/para even just for the training#because half of it is unpaid and the other half you pay for#and again#a job NOTORIOUS for being exhausting dangerous and traumatizing#if i was 17 again and wasnt escaping the tar pit of my mother id go for an english degree and i wouldnt even regret it#thinking about school in terms of a job i have to have forever vs for the sake of learning is so different#id like to know everything. i wanna read and write forever. and do research and have real technical skills that help people#im still riding off of the high of getting 5 ccs off of an oncology patient who desperately needed a port#they were able to run like seven tests off of it#i had to use a couple ped tubes#she only had to get poked Once and barely noticed it bc the doc team came in and im so happy i made her admission that muvh easier#labs are so miserable#checking back on the blood and seeing all of the results came through made me more pleased than anything else in the world
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good morniiiiiiiiiiiiiiing they are the nerd boyfriends can you believe it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
(if this is from the same night as the other snippets we've seen of this moment, why is he posting it now? 🤨 babyboy were you in too much denial to post it before?? was your in-denial ass too scared your crush might show?? well it kinda does, but don't worry sweetie, Olli's kinda does too 💖💗💓💞💕)
AHHHHH YES YES YES YES YESSSSSS boyfriends are boyfriending!! 🥺💖💞 I just know Allu thought Olli looked cute and he just HAD to capture the moment 🤧 (and he is looking very cute and hot and so happy 😭)
and yes I was wondering the same thing! I’m sure he wouldn’t have posted this if Joel hadn’t posted anything first 🙄
also! I wonder if they were having a late night chat again and were talking about this and that’s why Aleksi posted it now and Olli also took this pic of Aleksi and they were sitting so close and Aleksi had his arm resting on the backrest behind Olli and he also got butterflies and and and- 😭😭😭💞
#I love the nerd boyfriends 🥹💞#I bet they used the studio thing as an excuse just to spend time together 🙄🙄#also definitely not looking at the thights and definitely not imagining olli and aleksi grinding with those shorts on 🥴🥴🥴#olliallu#answered
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I am so beyond ready to quit this job. Wednesday cannot come fast enough.
#to be fair it's bc school starts again in a few weeks#but idk. every day at this office feels like sandpaper on my skin. people always ask me shit i dont understand#and every case is so individual there's no set checklist to follow to troubleshoot#so most of the time I just grind my gears and get stuck#it'd busy more days than not.#and it was advertised to me as data entry only. client interactions was not what i signed up for.#it's all client interaction.#we're short staffed so nobody gets to take the back office and have a break.#when we weren't short staffed i was the new guy and only got 1 day in the back a week while everyone else got 2.#all my coworkers are conservative but talk like they're apolitical.#i thought it'd be fulfilling bc im helping people get benefits#but many are rude or impatient as any other service job. I'm constantly trying to direct people that don't want to listen#or explain the intricacies of something i barely understand.#and i don't want to lead people astray bc you have to start over if you blow a deadline.#but there's just nothing redeeming that i enjoy.#i hate customer service. i hate constantly asking questions. i like seldom few of my coworkers.#i can't be me at work.#and i don't care about the work itself anymore.#this job made me cry every day for weeks last month from sheer stress and overstimulation.#i almost cried myself sick several times.#the only reason I'm not there anymore is bc i dont fucking care anymore.#it took me 2 months to burn out. 2 months!#i was training for half of that!!#idk. everyone decided i was smart and could pick it up quickly so. even though everyone else got 4-6 weeks of shadowing#you can make do with 3 before you start doing stuff solo.#which feels unfair. i wasn't ready for it. and i resent the decision quite a bit.#plus it's been a nightmare for me in terms of external stressors and my generally deteriorating mental health. so.#all in all. i hate it here.#and i can't wait to turn in my notice so i can gtfo in 2 weeks#i am so tired. free me. let me go back to my music please
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lies face down on the floor and doesn't get back up again for a few hours
#i'm fucking free.#for non gw2 moots#this is one of the best qol unlocks in the game short of legendary items#it is also EXTREMELY expensive and time consuming#even if you're doing the baby mode iteration of it that i got to do#i had the hard mode version open for over a year and could never force myself to finish it#however all unlocks are account wide so i never have to do this again#and i have a dragon friend#...........now i have to start another grind to get the siege turtle lmao#thank you to the guildies for helping w the grind <3#razolutions
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Thinking about my dragon bunny buddy up in the mountains :}
AWWWW. Me yesterday!!
BUT TODAY IM HOME!! HURRAH. My current state as I try to recover from travelling around for half the month
Wishing you an amazing day, curly! :]
#i actually cant believe how much ive travelled in such a short amount of time#note to self: avoid putting trips back to back#tbh i didnt have much of a choice it just happened that way#but omg this dragon bunny is TIRED#socially mentally physically TIRED#legit wish hibernation was a thing for me#i have done no work today and im trying to keep it that way#this doodle doesnt count shhh#resting so i can get back to the grind#pixel replies
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when I was in high school and college I had a thing for dressing in short shorts and cut off shorts, it felt … really nice
For a while I wondered if what was going thru my head was like, I learned about being attractive by seeing attractive women, so maybe I just skipped the part of realizing it didn’t usually work in reverse 😅
What I understand now is that like, fundamentally what I was/am looking for is the feeling of being desired, I think
#anyway the shorts don’t fit anymore#that said the one time I let my friends take me to a club#I absolutely ended up grinding *my* ass against *her* lmao#I will never be normal#memories 😌
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at first, it was coarse
then, without warning, a warm
ache flooded my ears
#I always have this horrible pain in my ears (but nothing's physically wrong apparentlyyyyyyyyy)#and it first it was the usual cruel grinding pain#but at some point when I was running for that short amount of time#this horrible WARM feeling flooded my ears and I wanted to DIEEEE
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so true of mona to choose b-kun over a-kun and c-kun thoughhh
#funny coincidence in light of recent *event*s#every time i close my eyes i see mz5… (the event grind continues)#this event is p a i n f u l i need the occasional monachan for emotional healing shush—#love how everyone on mz5 twt (regardless of language barriers) have banded together against a and c#the way everyone just agrees that the 2 dudes from the story recap anime short are a and c th o u g h#great teamwork guys let’s all protect mz together~~~~~~~~#ok now back to the grind bye guys remember to manifest ckun and kimikawaii mvs ok byeeeeee
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Post COD Hector:On a scale of 1 to 10, how hard it was to craft that Laser Sword? You know gathering the materials and all
*sigh* It cannot be quantified. I was lucky enough that my Tiramisu was able to decipher an ancient inscription in the Aiolon Ruins. If she weren't by my side, I would have never noticed it.
It is a long, tedious process. The swords required are all built over each other, meaning you have to forge multiple copies of the same sword. And some of the materials come from monsters that are reluctant to drop their treasure... I killed them over and over until I could not feel my arms attached to my body. Good thing I wasted most of my time in the Infinite Corridor, where time does not pass...
But it was worth it. The Laser Blade is as indeed as Sage Eneomaos promised. And Isaac seemed to agree...
#akumajou dracula#ask hector and isaac#hector castlevania#this is a lie btw#the laser blade is not worth the absolute fuckery you have to go through#the 7-bladed sword is already a bitch and a half to forge because you need 6 short swords and the beelzebub's seal#the latter having a pitiful drop rate#but at least it's dark elemental! it works against enemies weak to dark!#and *also* you need one to create the death's scythe!#so if you want to get some of the best weapons in the game you need to forge this fucker 3 times! and grind for the seal 3 times!#the laser blade has +55 atk which is not bad but it has nothing going on for it#unlike say the force gloves and their fuck you explosion#or the chauve-souris and the ability to create the end#or the estoc and its final attack#bruh it's worth it for the hilarious image of hector going around with a lightsaber but that's about it
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Been thinking a lot about the way Nihil says “I hope sister is proud of me” in the SIOSP promo live and it’s destroying me
I do think she’s proud of him and always has been. There was definitely some part of her that was excited for Nihil when it was first decided that he would be going on for the Miasma solo, reveling the period of time where she got to see both of her boys share a stage. She was his og supporter!!! Fangirl and band manager and girlfriend and wife all in one!!!!!! She’s literally the only reason he had the chance to live that dream in the first place. Sister wanted to make that dream happen for him because she loves him and believes in him and even though she’s a bit pushy with her suggestions, she does value his creativity even when it clashes with clergy business. They’re opposites and that’s the beauty of their relationship! Imperator loves the stupid free spirit, artist, rockstar thing he’s got going on she loves how stupid and silly he can be and she wants him to be happy.
UGHHHH Sister standing waiting backstage for Nihil to join her after his solo is finished and once the stagehand has helped get the oxygen mask/tank set up for him (who tf thought giving an 80 year old with copd a saxophone was a good idea), she gets to stroll up to him and smooth down the front of his chasuble. She doesn’t compliment him or anything, just stays quiet as she straightens the vestments and makes sure everything is orderly and Nihil always stays deathly still until she finally leans forward and kisses his cheek when she thinks the stagehands are too busy to notice. This is his sign to go for it and try to pull off the oxygen mask to give her an actual kiss while she insists that he needs to rest first (but gives into him anyway). It’s a routine, they do this after every ritual and each time they act surprised by each other. They’ll spend the rest of the show glued to the other’s hip on the couch backstage as they either rewatch their favorite awful horror movies or just talk about everything and nothing until it’s finally time to make it back to their hotel room.
#for a short period of time imperator got to see both of her boys on stage and that rlly hurts me#i know she’s always on the grind but i mean i don’t see any additional monetary gain in giving nihil a single solo#they’re probably making more money parading around his dead body for viewing#ugh when the reverence and resurrection exhibit happened and they had those stupid mannequins of nihil/the ghouls and imperator set up#i looked at the photos and sat crying in my car after my night shift because imperator WAS there for him and to support him#they’re so super trouper to me.#i really really wish there was more stuff about them being old and happy together :-((#ghost#sister imperator#papa nihil#ramblings
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new war can already just go fuck itself
#im sure the story is fantastic it always is with warframe#but the experience with warframe for me also is always supremely frustrating#i can only play for short bursts before i want to throw the controller through the tv#just little sections that are Just hard and annoying enough to make me (an extremely mid gamer) want to cry#this and grinding is why i give this game up for like years at a time#atom made me a nezha nuke build so i could play it#but nezha doesnt help me in a stupid railjack or as some corpus desk jockey#fel's warframe
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sorry thinking about how i wrote an entirely lovecraft themed poem about transgenderism for my beginning creative writing class last semester and one single person besides the professor in that room full of english majors recognized that it was referencing lovecraft. i do not mean this in a way that shames people for not having read stuff or for not having the means to read stuff. but oh my god guys does anyone who is getting a higher level education in literature even look at the literary sources of common phenomena in media nowadays
#sorry i know i did not directly name drop cthulu so maybe it was too subtle.#and sure like. miskatonic university and the necronomicon are visible enough terms in the collective consciousness that you maybe wouldn't#consider that they had even really come from anywhere else.#i'm not gonna say that i'm a huge classic literary horror fan or anything but i am a freak in a way that is conducive#to doing further investigation into things like that for reasons of personal interest.#however i was talking about sleeping horrors and going mad and the great ones in the sea the whole poem 😭#like if you guys didn't know it was lovecraft what the fuck did you think i was talking about that whole time 😭#anyway experienced an indescribable emotion when the professor went 'raise your hand if you knew this was referencing lovecraft'#and that One Guy put his hand up... austin we're in this together for real. i did not think that the fantasy epic poem you wrote#for the final was particularly groundbreaking. but i respect the grind i really do#anyway english majors watch some overly sarcastic productions videos on classic literature i prommy it's good for understanding references#i've read like three lovecraft short stories in their entirety. but cultural osmosis and general interest in a topic#will do so much for you in terms of literary illusions. i prommmmmyyyyyyyy#valentine notes
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bro i did it
#that was so much frontlines in such a short amount of time.#dawg i HATE samurai limit break. like fucking. come on man.#but it's ok i locked IN that last match and we ended it in under 5 minutes. got the win too.#now i help my partner grind out from level 18 to 25 and then i can REST.#anyways look at her. she's so cool.#oc: iverelle vauvenelle
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/obey me! vent/
#jessamine rambles#before i start. pls keep in mind that this is fully subjective and could just be a 'me' problem. i just want to get this off my chest#ngl i've been contemplating on whether i want to stop playing obey me. both the og game and nightbringer#idk i've been playing the game since its first month and while it's given me a lot of joy + memories + chances to befriend other ppl. i'm#pretty burned out. not to mention TIRED of my consistent disappointment with the game#the main story.....where do i start?? i actually enjoyed s1-s3 despite my qualms with the fillers and pacing but s4 disappointed me. i was#rlly looking forward to simeon's storyline and the new characters but ultimately. the devs tried to squeeze too many things into one season#not to mention that there is a notable difference in how the characters are written. i.e. beel's hunger and asmo's beauty#being watered down to running gags instead of the complexities explored in the old dg stories and chara songs#gameplay-wise. i was there when the devs raised the rewards price of the event urs and removed the demon ssrs completely#but nightbringer was the last straw for me. the amount of time it takes to grind for two games. knowing that the og app has essentially bee#abandoned by the devs?? not to mention that while the plot is interesting. i haven't touched the main story ever since the coma arc#i will give credit to the devs for improving the event stories by choosing to focus on 1-2 demons. but it has always felt like a quantity >#quality situation. esp if i were to compare it to my other fandoms#it also doesn't help that i'm currently at a point of my life where i'm questioning if i could use my time on obm for better things#seeing how the game is giving me less reasons to believe it is worth my time#idk this may also be a short-term phase since i DID get back into twst after a long hiatus and i recently got into whb#which btw has felt like a breath of fresh air despite my frustrations with the bugs and current gacha#but yeahhhh........as much as i love the obm characters and fanfics. i'm just tired#at this point i feel like the only reason why i still play the game is due to the nostalgia and so i don't waste the years of grinding#aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#this is what i get for being the type of player who only plays a few games so they can rlly dedicate their time and passion to it#that's all
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