#((and emily gets up to check on the twins; and instead of finding two sleeping babies; she finds a pair of sleeping pups!))
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"We...we were."
Susannah was very surprised to hear he was envious of her friendship with Doreen growing up: In many ways, she expected he'd have a host of friends by his side, that he'd never been lonely a day in his life, unlike her...to hear that that wasn't the case, that he'd never had as close a friendship, a bond as she did with Doreen...it was so strange to think about. Frankly, she couldn't understand why-even in just this short time she'd spent in his presence, she really was enjoying his company! It seemed just...odd to think someone so warm could be so lonely, in some ways.
For a moment, she felt herself relax, and for the briefest of moments, she toyed with asking if he'd be interested in being friends with her...
...only to discard that notion as quickly as it came. Sure, he was being nice tonight, he was being polite now, but would he feel the same way in the daylight hours? Would he want to be seen with the likes of her? Not likely. No one else did; why should he be any different?
She tried to ignore that nasty feeling swirling around in her gut as she fidgeted with her fingers for a moment, a little unsure of what to say now. A part of her was greatly curious to know more about him, to get to know him further, but she also resisted out of shyness. Instead, she replied, "I'm...I'm just glad to hear Doreen is doing well. I-Is Belle, the head maid, i-is she still working for the Gracey's?" She was always very maternal towards Susannah, just as much as she was Doreen...
#((oh man...that'd be such a wild sight for her! it's a full moon; randall's in the fenced-off backyard burning off some energy))#((and emily gets up to check on the twins; and instead of finding two sleeping babies; she finds a pair of sleeping pups!))#((i wonder if it's something she and randall would discuss before having kids: wondering if lycanthropy is hereditary))#((and deciding to roll those dice? maybe in some ways they kind of thought it was a possibility))#((but tried not to worry about it too much-sort of a 'we'll cross that bridge when we get there' kinda deal!))#((OR; for an arguably less-likely-but-still-funny scenario; neither of them considered the possibility))#((and so when emily sees the pups she is just FLOORED! not only does she have an overactive werewolf husband))#((she's gonna have two overactive werewolf babies; twins no less; to look after!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Genderbent
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Pinocchio AU
Okay people want the explanation for this comic so here it goes. Itâs long and complicated and MESSED UP because of course it is, this is me. Iâm going to write in points because my small tired brain canât handle good english atm but basically to sum up the Adrien was a sentimonster theory or Pinocchio AU as I like to call it:
Young married Emilie and Gabriel canât have kids. Gabriel reluctantly accepts this fate and even brings up adoption as a possibility once, but Emilie doesnât want to hear any of that. Sheâs a bit of a Marinette in the sense that she pictures this romanticized ideal life for herself and a childâher flesh and bloodâHAS to be in it.
They keep trying to get a baby while other young families Emilie knows keep growing. She feels left out and hurt and depressed, then her newlywed twin sister announces sheâs expecting a baby too and something within Emilie just unhinges.
She eventually lies to some of her friends, who she was out for coffee with, that sheâs pregnant too. She mostly does it just to see their reaction and feel what it would be like but it quickly spirals out of control where she just starts pretending sheâs pregnant until you canât even tell if she believes it herself.
Gabriel is confused at first because he hears the news second hand (a friend/family member congratulating him) so heâs apprehensive when he approaches his wife but she convinces him that they really are getting a baby and Gabriel is ecstatic.
Itâs only later at a doctorâs check up that Gabriel learns that she indeed is not pregnant. The doctor even speaks to him alone explaining that his wife is in denial and that he should make sure she goes to see a psychiatrist, something she definitely wouldnât do alone.
Gabriel is unsuccessful with that because heâs not entirely persistent, doesnât want to be the guy with the crazy wife having to tell everyone she lied about being pregnant, and hopelessly believes sheâll just get over it eventually.
That is until her âpregnancy is near dueââher sister already had FĂ©lix in England a few months agoâand he stumbles on her transformed with her peacock miraculous (they already have both of them) creating a sentimonster newborn.
They have a huge fight about it but because Emilie refuses to destroy it, wonât tell Gabriel where the amok is, and Gabriel canât just hurt the baby with his hands, Emilie just⊠wins. Fucked up, yeah?
Now she tried creating kids before this one, using her imagination to try and blend her and Gabrielâs looks but it just wasnât working. So she decided to copy of photos of baby FĂ©lix because he already looked almost like a copy of his mother, and AmĂ©lie and Emilie already looked alike so itâs not so weird?âis what her mind was telling her.
She didnât dare alter his looks but she decided to give the baby Gabrielâs eye color to include the âfatherâ in some way. (Yes in that comic I made I gave Adrien a mix of green and gray but that was mainly to get the point across to the perceptive readers)
Now we got Adrien, a normal baby boy to the whole world except for Gabriel whoâs forced into his wifeâs fantasy through social expectations.
Why are we only at this point and this post is already so long AAAAAAAA!!!
Adrien physically basically grows in a way where Emilie just keeps changing his appearance to match what FĂ©lix looked like a few months prior.
Mentally heâs like a robot just taking in information without really needing to learn it. So Emilie decides when he says his first word, she decides when he learns to walk,⊠He knows how to walk, he just wasnât given the command to do so yet.
But even so he does develop a personality over time, just slower, because unlike a normal child whoâs always testing his boundaries, how far theyâre allowed to go until theyâre in real trouble, Adrien just canât misbehave. At all.
But he does have his favorite foods and favorite toys, and jokes that make him laugh the most. The problem is just that Emilie could just decide that his favorite food is strawberries and heâd just start acting accordingly, rewiring his belief.Â
He also isnât allowed to argue or be mean to others which is why FĂ©lix thinks heâs a goody two-shoes weirdo while ChloĂ© the brat adores him.
This behavior isnât so hard to hide with a toddler whoâs fickle but itâs harder and harder as the kid grows. Which is why the family becomes very secluded over time.
Gabriel always keeps distance with his âsonâ. Heâs not Dad, heâs Father, he doesnât do hugs and cuddles, he doesnât say I love you. But Adrien knows he loves him because his mom told him so and he loves him back unconditionally because Mom said thatâs what families do.
Now even though Gabriel is traumatized by this whole ordeal and knowing Adrien âisnât realâ freaks him out he does soften a bit over time. Iâm going to give an awful example but like someone who hates cats softening for a cat that their partner/roommate decided to get/had from before. Continuing with this example: But still becoming appalled when the cat starts acting odd/unusually.
Okay I think you get the gist. Letâs move onâŠ
Emilie loves her son more and more as he grows and his sentimonster behaviours start bothering her more and more too. She hates being reminded that heâs not a real boy by people mentioning he looks young for his age because Emilie forgot to make him grow for a while. She hates when he does everything like heâs told. She hates that he has no real friends because theyâre afraid to expose him to the outside too much and without supervision. She hates to think about his future.
Her desire for him to be real keeps growing and is what drives her to search for a solution in the miraculous spellbook.
She cracks the script after years, when Adrien is nearly a teen, and finds a way to transfer the creators soul into a sentimonster.
Itâs a long process that takes time and while she falls ill to everyone around her, Adrien becomes more real.
Gabriel starts realizing whatâs happening when he notices Adrien hesitate for a second when heâs playing a video game and Gabriel wants him to do something, groan when he gets bothered watching TV, huff, complain, have slightly opposing opinions to his and Emilieâs, when he argues with his mother when she tells him sheâs feeling fine; when he notices his sonâs eyes are greener. Or is it all in his head?
He confronts his wife too late, when sheâs extremely ill already, her normally vibrant eyes dulled match Adrienâs bluish gray, and he pieces together in his head what sheâs doing.
Before Gabriel could properly think what to do to stop the love of his life from turning into a lifeless doll, in a fit of panic he tries to take her wedding band (where he knows Adrienâs amok is) to get rid of Adrien instead, but is unsuccessful in getting it off her so he snatches her peacock brooch instead (which she needs to complete the spell obvs) and breaks it. (Heyoo! broken peacock miraculous. things are coming together)
Because the spell was almost complete anyway itâs Emilie who falls unconscious. But she doesnât disappear because sheâs not a real sentimonster, she just becomes dormant like one.
This is the point in the story where Gabriel makes it seem like Emilie ran away or something like thatâbasically disappear. Now heâs living knowing he has an almost sentimonster wife in the basement, knowing he almost killed his son (or her), and having to care for a son that suddenly became much more alive, questioning, arguing, angry, screaming, not accepting, crying, grieving, staring at him with Emilieâs eyes.
Instead of becoming a real parent, Gabriel shuts him out.
Soon Adrien evolves desires for socializing, company, getting away from the suffocating home which eventually leads to him going to a public school.
He slowly starts to live life freely without the restrictions that were put around his thoughts.
Gabriel has an even stranger relationship with Adrien now because he still loves him in a way but also holds resentment toward him. But mostly he sees him as something valuable.
The show happens hereâŠÂ And now finally we get to the comicâŠ
Gabriel gets a hold of the ladybug and black cat miraculouses. (Thereâs no epic fight in his lair as you see thereâs no Ladybug in the comic but thatâs not really important)
Whatâs important is that Gabriel had deciphered the miraculous spellbook with the help of Emilieâs notes and had decided to use the unificationâs âwishâ power to awaken Emilie.
Heâs aware heâll need to sacrifice something for the wish to come true and heâs certain Adrien should be enough because the soul inside him is literally the one thing Emilie is missing.
âšAdrien (poor boy just lost his miraculous) is taken to Gabrielâs lair, where he finds out his father is Hawk Moth, sees his mother, learns heâs a sentimonster, and that heâs going to become a sacrifice âš
Of course the last part is not what happens. Itâs Gabriel who ends up being sacrificed.
I canât decide if Gabriel ends up sacrificing himself because he changed his mind in the last moment while Adrien was screaming for him to stop, OR  because he didnât love Adrien enough for him to be considered an equal exchange for his wife⊠O.O
But anyhowâŠ
Emilie wakes up with Gabrielâs soul within her (hence the bluish gray eyes in the comic).
Adrien is traumatized for life.
This took me hours to write⊠I knew there was a reason why I didnât want to do it. I hope I didnât forget anything and my brain made sense of it all
Well there you have it, peeps. The Pinocchio AU. Itâs as messed up as my sleep schedule. Good night.Â
#and they all lived happily ever after. the end#ml#miraculous ladybug#sentimonster adrien theory#sentimonster!adrien#adrien agreste#emilie agreste#gabriel agreste#pinocchio au#answered#my art
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Shut Me Up
A/N:Â Hereâs another smutty one-shot. I felt like something a little cliche so here it is. This was so fun to write! Iâm still finding my footing in this fandom as a writer but I think I wanna start taking requests, the next fic I have coming out will be a request and Iâm having fun with it so shoot me a message if thereâs something you wanna see. Iâve just put together my Masterlist so you can check out my other fics there :)
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Summary: Spencer and Y/N donât exactly get on well. Will they be able to work out some of their frustration when theyâre forced to share a room for the night?
Category: Pure smut baby
Warnings/Includes: smut, graphic descriptions of sex, dirty talk, oral (female receiving), penetrative sex, name calling, light choking, hair pulling, scratching, please let me know if thereâs anything Iâve missed!
Word count: 3850 words
The hotel is somehow worse than usual. Itâs got so few rooms that they just narrowly grab enough for the whole team. But few enough that they have to bunk. Y/N didn't love sharing a room but it was better than having nowhere to sleep at all.
Prentiss tosses her a key, âThatâs you and Reidâ she says it so nonchalant that Y/N almost doesnât notice it. Once in clicks in her head though she races down the hall.
âHey, hey wait!â She calls out, a little too desperate, âEmily you canât put me with Reid. Weâll kill each other.â
She laughs at that, it was on open secret amongst the team that Y/N and Spencer had something of a rivalry going. Bitter sworn enemies apparently. No one really bought it though. People who really truly hated each other would be a lot better at avoiding one another. But Y/N and Spencer could never seem to keep apart for very long.
âIâm sure youâll be able to put your differences aside for a night.â she waves Y/N off as she heads into her own room, leaving her stranded in the hallway. Contemplating if the reception area might let her crash on the couch, she could even spend the night in one of the SUVs, the seats reclined far enough.
But that was stupid, why should she be the one who had to be uncomfortable, why not Spencer.
When she arrived at the door of her own room Spencer was slumped up against it, he stood up straight once he saw her coming.
âTook you long enoughâ he spat, reaching to take the key from her but she pulled it back before he had the chance.
âI was on the hunt for alternative sleeping arrangementsâ she huffs, unlocking the door.
âTo no avail I presume?â he jokes but heâs just met with an eye roll.
âIâm taking the bed by the windowâ she stakes her claim before they even get through the door. Once theyâre inside he lets out a chuckle.
âYouâre welcome to the side of the bed by the window?â he jokes.
This was infinitely worse than she thought it was going to be. Where there were usually two generally uncomfortable twin beds in these standard small-town motels, instead there was a queen sized bed, staring at them as they stood at the foot of it.
âI get the bedâ she says like sheâs calling shotgun.
âBullshit you get the bed, thereâs nowhere else to sleep!â he complains.
She takes a second to scan the room, no sofa, no arm chair, the floor is a scratchy carpet. Thereâs no real option here. âYou can sleep on the desk?â she suggests, and sheâs not serious about it, but she wouldnât say no if he agreed.
âAre you kidding me?â he almost shouts.
âSoft mattresses are bad for your back! Maybe itâll sort out your posture?â she adds.
âThereâs nothing wrong with my postureâ he groans, massaging his temple.
âOkay sure, you tell yourself thatâ
They donât say anything more about it as they unpack. Showering and changing for bed in silence. When Y/N comes out from he bathroom, Spencer is sitting up on one side of the bed, reading through case files by the light of the bedside lamp.
âAre you serious?â she whines.
âLook, we both need rest, just shut up and get over yourselfâ he says it without looking up from the file in his hand, his finger running over the lines at speed.
She doesnât respond, she just climbs in on the other side, keeping herself as close to the edge of the mattress as possible to keep the distance in between them.
She lies like that for about 45 minutes but sleepâs just not coming.
âAre you ever gonna turn off that fucking light, I thought we âneeded restââ she mocks, turning over to look at him, still combing through the files, mumbling to himself every once in a while.
âWeâll both be useless tomorrow if we donât get any sleepâ she tries to convince him with a slightly more sincere tone.
This case wasnât easy, the unsub had been abducting victims heâd met in online BDSM chatrooms. Bodies had been turning up murdered in ways that the victims had previously expressed were turn-ons. Suffocated, whipped, tied up in peculiar ways. There wasnât much information to go on now, they just had to wait for the next body to turn up but that didnât keep Spencer from pouring over everything a hundred times.
When he wasnât being purposefully irritating Y/N honestly admired his work ethic. Just not when it was interfering with her much needed sleep.
âThe bare minimum of sleep most humans need to live is just 4 hours in a 24 hour periodâ he blurts out, still not looking up.
âWell Iâm not most humans, so knock it offâ
He finally concedes, chucking his files onto the bedside table and shutting off the lamp. Itâs now eerily quiet, and all she can hear is the steady breathing coming from the other side of the bed.
Enough time passes that she really should be asleep but itâs still not happening. So sheâs already beyond irritated when she feels a slight shove against her shoulder.
âHey, you still awake?â he sounds mischievous, she knows that tone of his voice and she doesn't like it.
âGod! I am now! What do you want?â she mumbles into her pillow.
âIâve just got a questionâ he says defensively.
She hums and rolls over to face him, heâs wide awake, âWell? Out with itâ she encourages, the sooner this is over with the better.
His mouth twists into a smirk as he takes a minute to study her face, âWhat turns you on?â he asks it sincere, and she has no idea what to do with that.
Rolling her eyes on instinct she groans, âUgh, are you serious? I was so close to getting to sleep, goodnight asshole.â she turns back around to end the conversation but he canât leave it there.
âIâm serious actually, just all the talk about it earlier, I wanna knowâ
She doesnât move as she speaks, remaining with her back to him in a bid not to engage, âYou couldnât handle that information.â She deadpans.
âTry meâ he antagonizes, and thatâs enough to set her off. He just didnât know when to quit.
This could be a fun new way to tease him, is her first thought. Turn him on, leave him wanting, yet another game to add to their repertoire of spite.
âFine Iâll give.â she turns back to him, staring intently this time, âHereâs one, I really get off on having my hair pulledâ she scoots closer so she can lean in and whisper the next part, âlike when Iâm getting fucked from behind, or Iâve got someoneâs cock down my throat. I love having my hair pulled, just the short sharp pain of it.â she sort of moans the last little bit right by his ear before settling back on her own pillow.
âThat good enough?â she asks, and she can practically see his breath catch in his chest.
He takes a steady gulp, âYeah, that was, informativeâ he breathes.
âAnd what about you?â she poses, heâs not getting out of this one so easy. He looks shocked, like he didnât see this coming a mile off.
âMe? Uhââ he stutters, âMy back, I get reallyâ I get turned on when someone digs their nails into my back, like scratching and markingâ something about seeing him flustered like this is almost endearing.
âI guess weâre both suckers for painâ she winks as she says it, making a move to turn around again in a bid to let the conversation die but he doesnât give her the chance.
âTell me anotherâ he pleads, and sheâs not sure what his expression means but she might just draw this out, see how far she can can tease this.
âHmm, nosy aren't we?â she smirks, he doesn't respond, just waits for an answer. She thinks for a moment, âHave you ever choked anyone Dr. Reid?â
His breath hitches, and he shakes his head. She likes this new Spencer, the one that doesnât seem to have some quip for her every two seconds.
âWell I think you might like it, youâve got nice strong hands, long fingers too. I feel like they might make it the whole way round my neck if you tried?â her voice is soft like velvet as she speaks. He lets out a short pant, and she can see his eyes flicker down to her exposed throat before quickly coming back to her eyes.
âDoes the idea of that turn you on Doc?â she teases.
âIâ umââ heâs at a loss for words yet again.
âThatâs not an answer now is it?â She taunts him, and moves to turn around once again. Feeling accomplished in her goal, finally about to get some sleep. But sheâs barely closed her eyes when she can feel him move. Heâs so close behind her that she can feel the heat radiating from him. His hand slowly reaches around and grasps her throat gently, she moves herself further into his grip on instinct and he runs with it. Using the leverage to pull himself right up behind her, and she can feel it. Heâs hard, and she can feel him pushing himself right up against her ass.
âIs this a satisfactory answer?â he moves in close and whispers against her ear. Sheâs changed her mind, maybe this is her favorite Spencer.
âMmhmmâ she hums in response, and his fingers tighten around her neck. She pushes her ass further back, moving it up and down slightly to create some friction and she can feel him twitching through the thin layer of her nightdress. He starts to move with her, grinding against her, his other hand resting on her hip, fingertips digging in so that he can pull her closer.
She tries to moan when she feels his nails dig into her but it gets stifled in her throat.
âYou sound patheticâ he whispers, âIâve barely even touched you and youâre whining like a little slutâ her hips buck involuntarily at that. âYou like it when I call you names?â he teases.
The hand on her hip starts to pull at her nightdress, inching it up higher and higher until his fingers are on her bare skin. He digs his nails in just slightly and drags them around her thigh, letting them settle right at the hem of her panties.
âI bet if I put my fingers in here Iâd find you soaking wet for me already?â When she doesnât answer he tightens the hand around her throat so that itâs almost cutting off the air supply, then loosens immediately. âAnswer meâ he demands.
âYes! Yes!â she moans, anything to get his hands to move where she wanted them.
âThatâs what I thoughtâ he laughs and lets go of her completely. Her dress hiked up, breathing ragged. She snaps back around to look at him and heâs already curled up on his side of the bed as though nothingâs happened. Left in shock she sits upright, crossing her arms across her chest.
âWhat the fuck was that?â she has to stop herself from outright shouting at him.
He turns back to look at her, taking in her sullen expression, âDisappointed are we?â he teases with a smirk. And that look makes her want to kill him.
âYouâre such a dickâ she huffs, and he sits upright next to her.
âYou say that like I didnât just beat you at your own game?â he tries to fight back.
âYou didnât beat me!â she protests
âOh really, and howâs that?â
âI could feel you, you were rock hard before you even touched meâ she spits it out, because if she turned him on first then somehow this didnât feel as embarrassing.
âYeah! Because you were teasing me!â he looks frustrated now,
âExactly! Because I was teasing you, and you fucking liked itâ he just rolls his eyes at that, pretending like itâs somehow not true.
âShut the fuck upâ he groans, running his hands through his hair and letting his head fall back against the headboard.
She quirks an eyebrow and looks straight into his sleepy eyes, âMake me.â
In less than a second his hands are on her again, grabbing and pulling her into his lap. One hand is firmly on her back, holding her tight against his chest, the other is tangled in her hair already. Grabbing fistfuls as their lips work against each other.
Itâs heated, and ferocious, full of pent up aggression, or tension, or both.
As his tongue works against hers, she lets her own hands wander over him, finally coming to rest at the back of his head, tangling in his curls. When she grinds down into his lap she can feel his cock still hard beneath her, straining against the fabric of his boxers. She thought it was impossible but it felt harder than it had been earlier.
He breaks apart the kiss and they both take in wrecked breaths, chests heaving. He pulls at the hem of her nightdress, pushing it further up her thighs, grabbing a rough handful of her ass as his hands find the exposed skin there.
âWe gotta get this offâ he whispers, and she nods, pulling it off over her head so that sheâs exposed now. Perched in his lap in nothing but her panties. âFuckâ he moans at the sight. His hands come straight up to grab her tits, rough and exited for a moment before easing up, kneading them, getting used to the weight of them in his hands. He brings his mouth down, leaning in so that he can place sloppy open mouthed kisses along her neck and collar bones, trailing down to the valley between her breasts. He takes one of her nipples in his mouth, sucking on it gently then teasing the bud with his teeth. When he releases it and looks up at her his eyes almost look glazed over, dreamy.
âIâve always had a thing for your titsâ he confesses, his lips coming down to repeat the action on the other nipple.
âYour turn to take your shirt offâ she whines as he removes his lips, the cold air hardening her nipples now that heâd teased them. He drags his eyes away from her for a second so that he can peel his shirt off over his head.
On pure instinct she rakes her nails across his now bare chest, leaning in close to place kisses into the crook of his neck, moving up painfully slow, kissing along the column of his throat, landing on the soft skin beneath his ear. She can feel the moans rippling in his throat against her lips. While heâs stilled beneath her she takes the opportunity to tuck her hands in behind him, digging her nails into his back and dragging them across the skin with force. Certainly leaving harsh red lines in their wake. The noises that escape him might be the best thing sheâs ever heard.
âYou like it when I mark you up?â she moans into his ear, âWhen I make you mine?â she can feel wetness pooling between her own legs as she says the words. The very thought of it turning her on more than she ever thought it could.
Clearly he feels the same, something erupts in him and the hands that had been resting on her hips were now lifting her up and laying her down on the bed. He was on top of her now, his hair framing his face as he looked down at her, and she was biting her fucking lip in anticipation.
He almost canât even look directly at her so he snakes down her body, littering her torso with kisses and licks. Once he lands at her hips he takes the elastic of her panties between his teeth, pulling it up and letting it go so that it snaps against her stomach. She lets out a low moan.
âLetâs see if I was right earlier, how wet are you for me?â his voice is low as he places small kisses over the cotton, making his way right in between her legs. He pulls back for a second to inspect the fabric, thereâs a damp patch covering the majority of the area, as if he didn't know already. âYouâre fucking soaked Y/Nâ he groans and presses his fingers right up against it, forcing the fabric between her folds so that it soaks up even more, âSuch a needy little thing arenât you?â
She can only let out a small whine in response, her teeth biting into her lip so hard she was afraid she might start bleeding.
âBetter get rid of these, donât you think?â he hooks his fingers into either side of her panties, sliding them down her legs. He takes them and places them on his pillow before returning to his position between her legs.
Heâs slow and deliberate in his actions, teasing painfully as he places sloppy kisses on the delicate skin inside of her thighs. Stopping right at the top to nip and suck enough to leave a bruise. Taking the time to stop and leave a matching bruise on the other thigh.
She was starting to grow restless, she felt like she was literally aching for any stimulation at all.
âSpencerâ she whines, âPlease, Iâm so fucking turned on alreadyâ. She can feel him chuckle, his exhale sends a burst of cold air right against her pussy.
âSo impatientâ he chastises, but gives in anyway. Laying his tongue flat against her, taking a moment to taste her before he starts to move. Licking deft strokes along her folds, alternating with sucking softly on her clit.
âSpencer, fuck, oh my godâ is all she can muster as her back arches up off the bed, her hips squirming as he pins them down. âYou feel so fucking goodâ
He takes the encouragement and brings a finger to her entrance, pushing it in at an agonizing pace, curling it upwards against her once itâs fully inside. âYouâre so fucking tight Y/N, do you think you could even handle another finger?â he has to take his mouth off of her to speak but itâs worth it for the downright filthy sounds she makes in response. He takes that as a yes and slowly pushes two fingers in this time. Bringing his lips back down to wrap around her clit and suck.
Her hands fly down to his curls as he works his fingers in and out of her at a relentless pace. She grabs handfuls of his hair and pulls them harshly, not knowing where else to put the energy. âFuck Spencer, feels so good, donât stopâ she mutters between gasps.
He continues his ministrations and he would be lying if he said the feeling of her hands pulling at his hair werenât doing something for him.
A moment later and sheâs barely able to control her movements, thrashing in the bed as he continues to work his fingers in and out of her, relishing the feeling of her walls tightening around him. Once sheâs relaxed again he takes his fingers out, bringing them up to her lips, without telling her to she opens her mouth, taking the two fingers in, letting her tongue move around them to taste herself.
Itâs one of the many memories from tonight he knows he wont forget anytime soon. Or ever.
âI can see why you like itâ he says, leaning over her, talking into the crook of her neck, âhaving your hair pulled, feels fucking amazingâ she lets out a weak laugh, regaining her strength.
âTold you you liked painâ she reaches down between them, grabbing his cock through his boxers, âYou mustâve really liked itâ she teases, squeezing as his eyes flutter shut and he nods.
He maneuvers a little so that he can take off his boxers, and finally she gets to see it. Itâs perfect, bigger than she expected, it looks painfully hard, precum leaking from the tip. He moves back to hover over her, lingering for a minute to take her in. She thinks there might be something almost sweet behind his expression.
âJust fuck me alreadyâ she smirks up at him and he rolls his eyes without even meaning to.
âWill you ever stop antagonizing me?â
âIf you fuck me maybe?â
With that he leans down to capture her lips in a heated kiss, she can taste herself on his tongue as it tangles with hers. She can feel him push up against her, the head of his cock just teasing at her entrance before sinking in so slowly she was almost angry.
âFuck Y/N, you feel so good, so fucking tight, so fucking wet for meâ heâs whispering right into her hear and she can barely string together a sentence.
âSpencer, youâre so big, fill me up so good with your fingers, with your cock, fuckâ as he starts to move they both start to lose it, her hands digging into his back, her nails sinking into his shoulders leaving small half-moons in his skin. He finally starts to build a steady rhythm, thrusting in and out of her, filling the room with the pornographic sounds of skin on skin, coupled with their moans.
Once she can feel the familiar feeling building within her again she starts to lose control completely, her nails scratching marks into the expanse of Spencerâs back, hearing the little breathy gasps he lets out each time she does might be enough to make her cum all on their own.
âIâm closeâ she mewls, letting her head fall back against the pillow, exposing her neck, eyes screwing shut.
âFuck, me tooâ he takes the opportunity presented to him, and wraps one of his hands around her neck, squeezing ever so slightly.
âAhh, fuckâ she breathes out with the little air that she has, âgonna cumâ and she does, he can feel her tighten around his cock, her body writhing beneath his and arching up off he bed as he continues to fuck into her.
Heâs following behind just a second later, spilling into her as he collapses back down, releasing his grip on her throat completely and settling on her chest.
They both take a moment. Melting into one another, steading out their breathing.
Itâs Y/N who breaks the silence, âSo youâve always had a thing for my tits then?â
He cranes his neck up to look at her, âShut upâ he breathes, laying his head back down on her chest. She cards her fingers through his hair, smoothing it back down.
âNow you know how to make me.â
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Behind Closed Doors
Keanu Reeves x OFC (A/n- I hate these moodboards sm)
Masterlist. Behind Closed Doors Masterlist
Warnings- Angst, medical emergency, sexual tension
Chapter 3 Taking Blame
One month later After they'd gotten engaged, Keanu had been politely adamant in insisting that Miranda get to know Matt and Poppy better; take them out, spend time with them after their tutors left for the day and drive them to swim and ballet occasionally. As expected, she'd been reluctant, and even when Miranda did begrudgingly agree, Emma had been asked, or rather persistently urged, to join her. Of course, Miranda had dismissed Keanu when he protested that the entire purpose of her taking them was to spend time with the twins alone, arguing insistently that it was Emma's job to take care of them.
That had been nearly a month ago, and after one trip to the mall, two swim meets, three weekly ballet practices, spent with Emma trailing three paces behind Miranda, holding the children's hands along with whatever bags they had, Miranda had finally agreed to watch the children on her own and Keanu had let Emma have some time off.
Using her time liberally, Emma had gone to lunch with a couple old college friends, and then for a few drinks after. It was past seven when she finally returned, and from the minute she walked through the side door from Keanu's huge garage, the strong aroma of baked goods washed her senses, peaking Emma's curiosity, drawing her towards the kitchen. She didn't think Zelda had stayed that late.
Much to her surprise though, it wasn't the older woman in the kitchen, instead, it was Miranda standing amid the mess, a tray of grayish brownish cookies laid out on the the breakfast bar, dressed casually in white lounge pants and loose lace blouse, some of her hair pined away from her face. Surrounding the tray, was an assortment of ingredients, most of them looking like they'd been bought at a high end organic food shop. "Miranda?" Emma said slowly, beckoning the older woman's attention.
"Emily!" She spun on the absent heel of her ballet pump, and Emma gnawed on her lip to quell her annoyance. It was still extremely irritating when Miranda got her name wrong, but she'd given up on correcting her, deciding that she was more than likely doing it on purpose. "You're home, finally. Zora leftâŠ.." she trailed off, waving her hand dismissively, "Some time ago, but thankfully you're here to clean up. Try one, they're peanut butter cookies. Totally organic," she shoved the tray closer to Emma.
"Okay," she cringed, wondering how bad organic desserts could be. She'd heard the stories, how they tasted like cardboard, grass and other things that most people wouldn't readily put in their mouths. Miranda stared at her intently, clearly waiting for Emma to take a bite and so, deciding that a cardboard cookie might be easier to endure than her boss's fiancĂ©e whining, she nibbled to the edge, just enough to get a taste. Eyes widening in surprise, she went in for a bigger bite, humming at the surprisingly good taste, "This is actuallyâŠâŠ"
"It's good right? Apparently Keanu thinks you baking is the gold standard or whatever," and once again, Emma wasn't sure if Miranda's compliment was actually a compliment.
Stammering, she just nodded, "It is good, you made them for the kids, do they like them?"
"Mhm!" With a triumphant grin, Miranda started walking out of the kitchen, reaching the mouth of the hall, "Theyâre in the playroom, and since you're here you can take over now!"
Not even bothering to respond, Emma just shook her head, shrugging off her leather jacket, draping it over a chair at the kitchen table, knowing the sooner she got to work, the better. The first thing she did was start clearing the remaining ingredients from the counter, barely glancing at names and labels until something caught her eye, "Miranda!" Emma yelled, panicked, not caring how upset she'd get, "Miranda!"
Seconds later, she came hustling into the room, muttering about how rude and incompetent hired help could be. "What do you want now?" She spoke through gritted teeth.
"Did you put this in the cookies?" Hastily, she held up a bag half filled with wheat flour, the plastic packing clutched tightly in her fist. Her heart was probably beating a mile as Emma anticipated a response.
"Yeah," Miranda scrunched her nose, still upset by Emma's scolding tone, "So what, it's good-"
"Didn't you read the list?" Already she was dropping the flour, not caring if it spilled, making a bigger mess than before, lunging for her handbag and rummaging for her keys, "Matty, Pop!"
"What list?"
"The fucking allergy list!" Emma sneered, too jolted to stop and worry about Mirada's precious feelings, "It's right there on the fridge,â she pointed hurriedly, and just as she was about to call for the kids again, Matt came running into the room, his face pulled with fright.
âEmma!â He ran past Miranda and straight for her, grabbing her thigh to get Emma's attention, âCome quick, somethingâs wrong with Poppy! She started coughing and-â He was on the verge of tears and there was an anxious bounce in his stance.
âHey, sweetie, itâs okay,â Emma quickly kissed his hair, standing again to go get Poppy, âEverythingâs gonna be okay, but I need you to be a big boy and wait by the car for me,â after that mishap, there was absolutely no way in hell that Emma was leaving Matt alone with Miranda, not when she was pretty sure she had a case of anaphylaxis on her hands, âIâm gonna go get Pop, okay?â
Nodding he ran off, and Emma went in the other direction, choking a sob when she reached the playroom, finding Poppy on the floor, gasping for breath, angry red patches on her skin. Without thinking twice, her instincts took over and she scooped the girl up in her arms, laying her head on her shoulder. Cradling Poppyâs head, she ran out to the garage, almost slipping on the tiles in the process, âItâs gonna be okay baby, Iâm not gonna let anything happen to you, okay?â Tears were hot on her cheeks, but Emma knew that she had other things to worry about, her own emotions could be seen to after.
âWhat should I do?â Miranda came to stand beside her, wringing her hands as Emma got Matt into the car seat. âI swear I didnât know that she was allergic-â
âLook I donât have time for this,â not even realizing that she wasnât wearing a jacket, Emma was already in the driverâs seat, getting the posh SUV started. Ideally, she should have taken Miranda with her to keep a check on Poppy while they drove to the nearest hospital, but she couldnât bring herself to deal with the woman while she was also trying to keep Matt calm and his sister alive. Not without starting a fight at least. âJust call Keanu, lock up the house and then meet us at the hospital.â
The automatic door started reeling upwards, and Emma was backing out, âAre you sure I canât-â
âYouâve done enough Miranda,â She backed out, âWeâll be at L.A General,â and with that, Emma backed into the street, shifting gears and then speeding off, hoping that sheâd get to the E.R before it was too late.
Curled up next to Emma in the pale green sofa of the pediatric waiting room, was Matt, fast asleep. It was just past eight, and if they were at home, she knew heâd still be bouncing off walls, nowhere near ready for bedtime, but Emma had passed his tire off as a consequence of the hustle and trauma, it was certainly enough to have her eyes heavy. But Emma couldnât sleep, not when the doctors hadn't yet come to update her on Poppyâs condition. By then, in just about an hour, she cried, hyperventilated quietly and almost screamed several times. All she could think of was how Poppy having that life threatening reaction was all her fault. She shouldnât have left Miranda alone with them, she should have told her to read the list, checked on them instead of stalling in the kitchen. Something, anything.
Sitting across from her, on one of the single seats was Miranda herself, worried, though not half as frenzied as Emma. Maybe she was just good at keeping it at bay. They hadnât spoken since sheâd gotten there, instead, Miranda had opted to anxiously flip through magazines provided while Emma had struggled through trying to get Matt to have a sandwich from the cafeteria and a little carton of milk for dinner, almost losing her mind when he fought her, but eventually getting him to have some of it. And like she couldnât bare to sleep, she was also too sick to her stomach with guilt to eat.
Her thoughts had left her sinking, and when Matt had succumbed to slumber, Emma had let the rest of the room fade to nothing, one mantra playing on loop in her mind, âjust let that sweet little girl be okay.â Keanu had been unreachable, so they'd left several voicemails, and Emma vaguely remembered that heâd mentioned that he had a meeting about a movie he'd worked on as a producer and then another with his agent, though, when he came though the white double doors, motorcycle helmet in hand, his eyes were red, his hair a mess there was an urgency in this long strides. âWhat the hell happened?â Were the first words that tumbled out of his mouth as he looked between Emma and Miranda, who both stood at his entrance.
Immediately, Miranda rushed to his side, sinking into his side and letting his arm go around her waist. Before Emma could process his question, Miranda was the one speaking, âI have no idea,â she shot Emma an unreadable look, though at the last second, there was devilish glimmer in her green eyes, âEmma came home and made them snacks, and next thing I know Poppyâs having a reaction.â Figures that out of all times, Miranda would remember her name, it would be then.
Her jaw hung slack and for the longest minute, Emma was at a complete loss for words. Though, her mind came up with a long list of the things she wanted to say, what the fuck? Being at the very top. âIâŠ.â She stuttered, wanting to instantly clear her name. But then, in a rush, Zeldaâs words came back to her, Miranda always gets what she wants and stay out of her way. âIâŠâ Even if she did tell the truth, Miranda was Keanuâs fiancĂ©e, who would he believe anyway? The hired help or the woman who he wanted to be the mother of his children. Emma was pretty sure she already knew the answer, best not to fight it, especially since she was clearly already on Mirandaâs bad side. âIâm sorry,â fighting tears was hard, and the anger that heated up Keanuâs face was frightening, âI didnât mean to- to- I just-â
Cutting off her stammering, moving his hand from Mirandaâs waist, tossing his helmet to a chair and finally running both his hands through his hair. âHow could you be so careless?â He hissed loud and venomously, âYou could have killed my daughter,â the only reason he wasnât full on yelling was because Matt was sleeping nearby, but Emma could tell that it was barely holding Keanu back and the low tone didnât make his words sting less. âThereâs a list for a reason, you know that. But now, my daughter is in the hospital because you were careless! What do you have to say for yourself?â
âI am so, so sorry Keanu,â hot tears streamed down her face, from tired burning eyes. Her hiccupped breaths made Emma feel like a child being scolded at recess and all she wanted to do was have a fissure in the floor open up and swallow her. âI would never hurt Poppy, not intentionally, and I swear, as soon as it happened-â
âShe came and told me,â Miranda interjected, intent on only making the situation worse, a hint of a smirk threatening to twist her lips, âAnd I told her that she had to take the children to the hospital immediately. Poppy could have died, for Godâs sakes!â
A strangled sob threatened to wake Matt, and Emma had to clasp her hand over her mouth. How could someone be so outrightly vicious, going as far as shoving the blame on another person. âMaybe hiring you was a mistake,â Keanu determined, and Emmaâs eyes went wide, definitely not prepared for what came next, âMaybe we need to reconsider you as their nanny.â
âWhat?â Emma swallowed thickly, that couldn't be it. From the minute they met she knew that Miranda hadnât liked her, but fired? Never seeing the twins again or Keanu, she didnât think it would go that far. âPlease donât-â
âI think youâve said enough,â Keanu raised his hand, motioning for Emma to stop, passing it over his face before turning away.
Emma needed that job, and she adored those kids. Hell, she might have even been falling for Keanu, but she was not prepared to be humiliated even further. And maybe, if Miranda was going to be a permanent part of the Reeves household, it was better that she didnât stick around. She could put up with a lot, but being someone for an entitled celebrity to cast undue blame on wasnât one of them. Passive aggressive insults, snide remakes, being a bag holding mouse and walked all over, she could take. But being humiliated in public, for something she hadnât done? Being treated like she was an inept child and not worthy of having an explanation or a chance to clear her name? That was where she drew the line.
âYou know what Keanu,â Emma felt around her bag, eventually pulling out the keys for the SUV that she used to drive around the kids, âMiranda,â she hissed vehemently, âMaybe I should save you both some time,â finding a spot of courage, she strode up to him, Emma shoved the keys to Keanuâs chest, not caring if he got a hold of them or not, âCause I quit.â
From the minute he held the keys in his grasp, feeling her fingers brush his and subsequently watching Emma walking out of the waiting room, Keanu knew heâd made a mistake. Emma couldnât just leave, his children adored her, heâŠ...well, he wasnât too sure about what he felt for her, but he did know that he didnât want to lose her. The whole firing quip had been an empty threat, fueled by stress and anger. âShit,â he muttered under his breath, âMandy, you stay here,â he started walking off, hoping to catch Emma before she could leave the hospital.
âWhere are you going?â She grabbed his bicep, âYou canât just leave me here with him,â Miranda gestured to Matt, still curled up sleeping, not knowing that the nanny that heâd started looking up to had just walked out on them, and it was all his fatherâs fault. âBesides,â she reasoned, tone even and cool, âIf she wants to leave, you should let her. Sheâs lazy and irresponsible.â
âWha- no,â Keanu shook off Miranda's grip and by extension, her words, âEmma is not lazy, she works her ass off for my kids, and irresponsible? It was a mistake,â in an instant, his mind was changing and Keanu was regretting the way heâd handled things with Emma. She was obviously devastated knowing that sheâd put Poppy at risk, and he had just made it worse, âAllergies happen, she has to learn. And I do too. I'm sorry,â he began the walk to the doors, âBut I have to go find her.â
Keanu hadnât meant for things to go awry, or to force Emma to quit, but he had just been so upset; worry and fear morphing into anger, causing him to lash out. In her three months with their family, that was the first time that sheâd made any sort of mistake. Emma had probably committed the list memory and believing that she could make such a careless mistake was becoming increasingly hard. It just didnât make sense. Emma treated his kids like they were her own, and that was only one of the many reasons why Keanu couldnât lose her.
Thankfully though, he was able to catch up to her just as she was headed for the curb, arms wrapped around herself to combat the nightâs chill, her sleeveless cotton shirt, with a little knot over her navel not really doing her any favors. âEm!â He jogged up to her, speeding up when she walked faster, âEmma, please, just wait.â
âWhat?â She turned, olive cheeks tear stained and taking on a reddish tint, illuminated by the street laps lining the parking lot, rage and hurt intermingling, âWhat do you want?â She heaved, and Keanu hated that heâd made her cry. She didnât deserve to cry, she didnât deserve anything heâs given her back there. Emma was a marvelous person, who was exceptional at her job.
âIâm sorry,â Keanu breathed, shaking his head, stepping closer, âYouâre the best nanny Matt and Poppy have ever had; they love you, they listen to you and theyâd miss you a damn lot if you left. Iâd miss you,â his features softened, his eyes pleading, âI shouldnât have flipped out on you like that, I wasnât even there and mistakes happen. I know that you wouldnât put either of my kids in danger,â he slumped his shoulders, and Emma looked away, swiping at her eyes. She was fighting shivers too, Keanu could see it; it had rained earlier that day, and a distinct dampness along with an uncharacteristic chill still hung in the air. Not thinking much of it, just not wanting her to catch a cold, Keanu shrugged off his riding jacket, stepping closer and reaching around Emma to drape it over her slender shoulders, taking the opportunity to grip them after, âPlease donât leave us Em. I'm begging you.â
âIâll stay,â she clenched her jaw, wiggling out of Keanuâs grip, âBut not for you, Iâm staying for those kids. And next time you want to accuse me of trying to kill one of your children, maybe you should dig a little deeper first."
âWhat?â Knitting his brows, Keanu watched as she started towards the hospitalâs entrance, his coat swallowing up her frame, not even offering one backwards glass before going through the automatic doors.
Three Days Later The house had been exceptionally quiet since theyâd returned from the hospital, Keanu had asked Emma to tell the tutors to take the rest of the week off, and Poppy had been recovering with her brother almost constantly at her side. The doctor warned them that Poppyâs allergy to wheat could have been deadly if they hadnât gotten there sooner, and when Keanu had hugged Miranda in relief, while Emma was still wearing his jacket, she had to pretend it didnât sting.
As a direct, though relieving side effect though, Miranda had been actively avoiding her, and Emma could tell that Keanu was too. That was, until late one evening, after Emma had put the kids down for an early bedtime and had resigned to her own room, getting into comfortable shorts and a loose camisole after her hot shower, deciding that a glass of wine and a movie on her laptop would be the perfect end to an easy Friday. The knock on her door and been soft, lacking urgency, and when she pulled it open, seeing Keanu on the other side, she was actually surprised, âKeanu?â
âHey,â he smiled sheepishly, dressed like heâd just come home, still in his jacket and everything. The same one heâd lent her back at the hospital. She wondered if heâd washed it, or if he had let the fading scent of her favorite perfume linger against his skin.
Before he spoke again, Keanu faltered, almost losing himself as he drank her in, tiny cotton shorts boasting her smooth, toned legs, the fabric of her top stretched across her chest and Emma's long, drying tresses swept over one shoulder, leaving the slender column of her neck exposed. A wedding band that hung on a thin gold necklace settled against her skin, Keanu knew it was her father's, she'd mentioned when he asked if it belonged to someone else, someone like a husband. Remembering himself, Keanu took in a breath, trying to pull himself out of the trance that he'd fallen into, âCan I come in?â
Nodding, Emma stepped back, pulling the door open a little more, âYour house, your bedroom,â she tried to return his smile, still feeling the tension between them, not sure if it was a good tense or a bad one.
âItâs your room,â Keanu countered, serious, though not harsh, âAs long as youâre here with us, its your home too, and your room.â Stuffing his hands into his pockets, he bent his head, dark mane curtaining his handsome face, smile fading. âI think I owe you an apology,â he shuffled his feet awkwardly, âNo, I know I owe you an apology.â
âKeanu-â Emma tried to stop him, though he cut her off, not the way he had the last time, that night, it was softer, as he pleaded with her to just hear him out.
âI really need to say this,â Keanu raised his head, his whiskey gaze meeting her hazel orbs, and he tentatively toed a step closer, âWhat I said the other night at the hospital, I was way out of line,â he sighed, going slow so so he wouldnât fumble over his words, âWhat Iâm trying to say now is; I know it wasnât you that caused the reaction.â
âWhat?â Baffled, and immensely relieved, Emma felt a mountain of stress that she hadnât known was there, rolling off her shoulders, âHow?â
Chuckling dryly, Keanu shook his head, moistening his lips, âWhen I came home, and saw those cookies, I knew it couldnât have been you. I mean, you bake, but not with organic peanut butter and almond milk. I had my suspicions back at the hospital, you probably know that list better than the back of your hand,â he raked his nails through his beard, âAnd then I asked Matt, and he told me that it was Miranda that made the cookies. So I'm really, really sorry, about all of that.â
âOh,â the soft exhale left Emmaâs parted lips, and truly, she couldnât believe that she was actually getting an apology from her boss. Not sure of how to proceed, she gnawed on her lip for a second, âWhatâre you gonna do?â
Huffing, Keanu smirked, âNothing. Knowing Mandy, sheâd just deny it anyway. Besides, it was an accident,â If Emma wasnât mistaken, she could have sworn he sounded a little bitter.
âThank you,â Emma smiled, happy when Keanu returned the gesture, âI know you didnât have to apologize, but it means a lot to me that you did.â
âUh, yeah,â grinning breathlessly, they lingered like that for a moment, until the air grew flustered, and Keanu noticed her wine glass on the nightstand and computer on the made bed, mumbling about how he should get out of her hair.
Though, when he was on his way out of Emmaâs room, he absently grabbed his right shoulder, rubbing and rolling the joint, âYou okay?â She halted him, âThat looks like it hurts.â
âYeah,â he winced, trying to downplay it, even if Emma could see right through his façade, âWent to the gym this morning, now Iâm starting to think that my trainer was right when she said Iâve stayed away for too long. Nothing to worry about though, just a little sore.â
âMaybe I can help,â she had no idea where the suggestion came from, or why she hadnât tried harder to keep it inside, but there was really no going back anyway. Clearing her throat, Emma blushed, âWhy donât you take off your jacket, and sit on the bed?â
Just as flustered, Keanu inhaled deeply, wanting to oblige, but not sure if he should, âYou donât have to-â
âI want too,â taking initiative, Emma approached him, leaning up on her toes, her eye line barely meeting the back of his neck as she urged his jacket off, folding it in half and draping it over the arm of an accent chair. His biceps strained against the sleeves and Emma swallowed the little flirtatious comment that sat at the tip of her tongue. âSit, please. I insist.â
Nodding, Keanu went over to bed, sitting on the edge as instructed and then watching intently as Emma crawled up behind him. Her bare knees grazed him as she adjusted herself, and it wasnât long before he felt her small hands on his shoulders, kneading slowly. Her fingers applied the perfect amount of pressure, and when she rubbed the base of her palms over them, the sensation was close to orgasmic, âShit, EmâŠ..â Keanu groaned, feeling the tension start dribbling away, âThat isâŠ..amazing.â
Giggling musically, she just carried on. The muscles beneath his t-shirt were far firmer than what she expected from someone his age, and touching him like that, seemed more intimate than Emma had intended. âThatâs good, cause you are so tense. Youâve gotta take it easy Keanu,â she chuckled.
âI know, its justâŠ.Iâve got a lot on my plate,â he voice dropped lower as he closed his eyes, submitting to the pleasure. It had been a long time since heâd let someone take care of him like that, since someone even offered to take care of him like that, and not even Mirandaâs touch felt that way, so warm and soothing. Keanu would be lying if he said he was okay with it ending. âIâm just glad I have you though.â
âOh?â Emma slowed down, leaning forward so her unrestrained breasts were pressed against Keanuâs back when her face reached the side of his. By the time he turned to face her, their lips were a mere inch apart, and it wouldnât have taken much for her to just kiss him. âWell Iâm glad Iâm here for you,â she whispered, her hot breath fanning his face.
âI need to ask you something,â Emma could have sworn that Keanu was leaning in, and his eyes searched hers, longing reflected.
Mesmerized, Emma barely registered his words, only anticipating what she thought might come next, âOkay.â
âI uhâŠ.â his gaze fell on her perfect, plump lips, âI was just wondering, would you go to Paris with me?â Her heart leapt and while it wasnât the question sheâd been hoping for, Emma was already excited, âWith me and the kids I mean.â Suddenly, as fast as it was created, the moment was gone, and embarrassed, Emma pulled away, trying to refocus her attention of Keanuâs stiff shoulders, âI have to be there by next month for a premiere, and since Iâm gonna be spending my birthday there, I thought Iâd take Matt and Poppy too. Obviously, if you have other obligations here, I wouldnât want you to leave them.â
Disappointed and confused, Emmaâs response was void of enthusiasm, âNo, no I donât,â swallowing tightly, she tried not to cry, hoping her shame wasnât audible, âIâd love to go, part of the job, right?â
Keanu took a minute before he responded, though, when he did, his somber tone seemed to reflected hers, âYeah, I guess so.â
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Made another dragon Beetlejuice drawing. With the added bonus of Lydia, and a dragon Barbara and Adam!
Read below the cut for an entire AU.
Okay, so it takes place in a universe where dragons exist (...obviously). There are drakes, wolfhound to horse sized wingless dragons that are quite common pets. Then thereâs the rider dragons, which can only be owned by members of certain special guilds and orders. And then thereâs the monster dragons, vicious, untameable, and told to poses powers.
Lydia is the child of a dragon rider, and thus she had a right to get a dragon of her own. So her mother, Emily, helps her pick out the egg of her future dragon and instructs her how to take care of it. But one day while out flying, Emily's dragon Sunny got struck during a lightning storm, killing them both.
Lydia devoutly continues to take care of the egg, but weeks after it was supposed to hatch, there is still no movement. When they get to the guild to get it checked out they find the hatchling had died just a month into development.
They instantly see it as a bad omen, that first her mother and then her dragon would die. Surely it is too mean that death will follow the child everywhere. Because if this they are seriously considering to banish the grieving girl.
Charles and his new partner Delia come to her defence though, the later insisting that maybe the dragonâs death means that she was never meant to have a common dragon. After all the first riders and some great heroes found their dragons in the wilderness. So with that, Lydia is sent to the forrest, not to return until she finds herself her âdestined' dragon.
But, having lost her mother, having her father replace her, and with the last connection he had to her gone, Lydia has already lost her will to live. Instead, she has set path for the cliffs of a mountain nearby.
Barely the second day into her journey she meets two drakes, a copper brown one and a teal one, who instantly seem to get attached to her. They accompany her on her travels, hunt for her, make sure she stays warm at night. And honestly, Lydia is glad to have friends on her last few days. She calls the teal, female dragon Barb (because her spines point in the wrong direction), and the male Adem (âAdd âemâ because of his extra pair of limbs). While camping out in a cave to hide from another thunderstorm, they hear a threatening rumble. Out of the darkness slowly crawls a monstrous dragon with a fiery red mane and jaw, gleaming green eyes, and twin striped tails. Both Barb and Adem crawl back and curl up in fright, trying to pull Lydia with them, but she simply stands there staring at the beast thinking: "Hu, guess this is how I die than.â It blinks at her a few times, confused that she isnât running, before making a lunges at her. Still no reaction. He towers over her, paws at the ground around her, snarls and snaps his jaws, but she doesnât even flinch at the flames from his nostrils, and the deep roar that sends saliva flying at her simply getâs a dry: âGrossâŠ" And as Lydia stares at the brute with a: âYou gonna kill me yet or what?â look on her face, it suddenly flops down, mane turning green in a flash, and only one single mantra going through the monsterâs head: âNew best friend, new best friend, new best friend, new best friiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeend!â And thus the party became four.
At first Lydia tries not to care, but itâs annoying how the giant dragon just keeps following and âpurposely badly hiding every time they turn around to lookâ. He doesnât even seem to mind Lydiaâs gloomy mood, and takes every frustrated scream and smack she gives him a delighted grin. But the times she apologises for her outbursts or plays with his mane, he looks downright over the moon. Eventually Lydia reaches the cliffs. She looks down over the edge, causing Adem to nervously takes her dress between his teeth so she wonât fall. She backs up again, making the drake let go, she takes a few steps awayâŠand makes a running leap into the deep. This is it, this is what she came here for. She can hear Adem and Barbâs frightened cries behind her, but theyâll be okay. Dad and Delia will figure it out, maybe theyâll have a kid of their own, and theyâll be non the wiser about what happened to her. And sheâll be okay too. Wherever her mom is, sheâll be there soon too. And then a pair of red claws wrap around her, thunderous wingbeats in her ears. At first Lydia is furious that, whatever she tries, BJ (Big Jerk) wonât let her die. Anytime she jumps, he catches her. Anything deadly she tries to attract he scares away. Venomous plant spotted? Oh, itâs on fire now. But then it sorta becomes a game, and honestly sheâs mostly just challenging him now. She tries to deprive herself of sleep, but he just curls his tail around her to keep her still and despite being dirty and smelling weird, his mane is supper soft and warm. Hard to stay awake under those conditions. At one point when they sit down to eat, Lydia hesitates, puts the roasted rabbit back down, and gives BJ a smug look. Next thing she knows she blinks back to consciousness, fat and meat juices smeared across her face and hands, Adem and Barb looking at her with wide, horrified eyes, and BJ giving her an equally smug look back.
One day another rider flies over the spot where they are resting. Lydia stares after them with wistful eyes. Suddenly she is snatched up by the back of her dress and plopped down to grab hold of think green fur. There is a moment of calm while Barb and Adem get plopped down between the larger dragonâs shoulders too. And then they launch into the air. Lydia used to fly with her mom now and then. It never failed to make her laugh, to lift her spirits. Sometimes theyâd fly to close over another riderâs head to give them a good scare. Sometimes her mom would take her hands off the leads with a loud âDonât wanna fly anymoreâ, so Lydia could take over and try it out. Those were some of the few places or times that felt like she belonged. Sure, BJ isnât Sunny, neither Barb nor Adem is her mom, but for the first time since that fateful storm, she feels a tiny bit closer to home again. So she gently spurs BJ on and pulls his mane, and the curious dragon lets himself be steered right on top over the other rider. They notice the dark shadow appearing over their head, despite the clear skies. They darn near soil themselves when they notice the giant predator hovering over them. Lydia canât stop laughing at the reaction, and âBFFFF forever!' keep echoing progressively louder through BJâs head. Deciding that maybe continuing to live isnât too bad after all, Lydia steers BJ back into the direction of her village.
When they return, at first the council is disappointed to see Lydia walk in with two drakes. It doesnât last long though, as a gargantuan form follows on her heels. Because you know, the monster dragon she brought with her is a Striped Demon. They posses great powers, even to twist the world around them to their wishes. Only the cruelest and strictest of men had ever attempted to tame them. Needless to say, the only people who ever managed to ride one quickly became dark lords. And most of them didnât live very long. Now, with one of those legendary dark beasts happily doing as she asked, they fear that that dark omen from before is less âbad fortune will strike those around herâ, and more ânext dark queenâ. (Which way it will go depend on whether youâre a âstep on me dark ladyâ lesbian, or a cottage-core one.)
#dragon Beetlejuice#beetlejuice#beetlejuice the musical#beetlejuice on broadway#sketch#traditional art#creature#AU attached#You can clearly see which beings I'm more used to drawing
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Unexpected Switch (Part Four)
Summary: Reader starts building relationships with the team members... except JJ.
A/N: I feel like this part is kind of boring but it is all very necessary. I hope you all enjoy.
https://90spumkin.tumblr.com/post/631510673272274944/summary-yn-struggles-with-the-memories-of-the
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader
Warnings: slight swearing, panic attack, talk of mental health, criminal minds talk
Word Count: 2487
Spencer stood in the doorway to Emilyâs office watching y/n sleep. She looked so peaceful lying there with her hair splayed out around her, and her soft snores feeling the room. He had his head laid against the wall lost in thought. He probably looked creepy to anyone passing by, but he had to come check on her as soon as he got to work. Emily had sent out a text late last night informing the team that her and y/n would be staying there for the night, but that the team needed to be at work no later than 7 am for a debriefing of the new information Garcia had found.
Someone clearing their throat behind him made Spencer jump and hit is head on the wall with a loud thump. He turned to see that it was Luke who was giving him an implying smirk. Spencer went to scold him when he heard movement coming from y/n. She had sat up and was rubbing the sleep out of her eyes. She smiled at Spencer and he felt his heart stop for a split second. Why does she have this effect on me?
She stood up and stretched, her shirt raising enough for a strip of skin above the waistband of her pants to show. Luke cleared his throat again snapping Spencer out of his thoughts once again.
Y/n smiled again, âGood morning boys.â Both men smiled back and muttered a âgood morningâ. Spencer cleared his own throat trying to gather himself before he said, âWe have 20 minutes before we all have to gather to go over everything if you want to use the showers in the gym beforehand. Emily left and brought you back some fresh clothes.â
While he was telling her all this Luke handed her the bag Emily had instructed him to give her. âHere you go. Iâm going to run a few things by Garcia and try not to get on her bad side first thing this morning. I trust youâre in good hands with Spencer.â He gave y/n another smile and Spencer a knowing look as he passed him going out the door.
Spencer chose to ignore Luke and instead told y/n, âFollow me.â.
The walk to the gym was a trip made in mostly silence. Spencer could not help but to glance at y/n every few seconds trying to get the courage to start a conversation.
Y/n saw him of course, âGo ahead and ask me whatever it is you are wanting to ask.â
Spencer could only wonder how she is so calm, no anxious twitch or sudden burst of tears. Emily had said the first thing she did was ask to sleep after receiving the new information from Garcia. Instead he asked, âDo you need to make a phone call to anyone? Iâm sure someone is worried about you.â
Y/n just laughed but her laugh was full of sadness, âNo one is worried about me. I have no home do to losing my job because some asshat though trying to put his hand up my skirt was a good idea, both my degrees going down the drain. The friends I have been staying with are drunk constantly and barely have a clue Iâm there to begin with. My adoptive parents died in a car accident two years ago, and my twin sister I didnât know existed is a murdering psychopath. So, I think I will pass on that phone call.â
Spencer stopped which made y/n stop. He placed his hand lightly on her shoulder, the germs there only an afterthought, âY/n, you do not have get so defensive not with me. I can only imagine what you are going through, but I would like to be your friend because you are going to need one to get through this.â
Y/n looked a little shocked at Spencerâs kindness but nodded and gave him a small smile. Spencer nodded back and began walking again. Once they had reached the showers Spencer said, âIâll be right here. And donât worry they can wait a few minutes for us to get back.â
Y/n nodded once more and started to walk towards the showers when she stopped and turned and said, âThank you Dr. Reid.â
He was caught off guard by the sweetness in her voice where anger had been not but minutes before. He gathered his thoughts and instead of a traditional response he said, âPlease call me Spencer.â
She smiled and turned and began to walk away, but not before he heard her whispers, âThank you Spencer.â And he would think about the way his name sounded coming from her lips the rest of the day.
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I stood looking in the mirror after showering and changing. Making it through without a panic attack was a relief. The woman that stared back at me was looking less and less like myself every day.
âY/n, you okay in there? Emily just texted they are ready for us.â Spencerâs voice rung out through the room. He always has such a stern way about him since I met him, but something about they way he smiles softly and often tells me he hasnât always been that way. Instead of answering I throw my old clothes away and make my way out the door.
Spencer clears his throat and begins the trot back towards the bullpen. Emily and I are pretty much the same build, so her black pants and red blouse hug my body in all the right places. Iâm pretty sure Spencer noticed too by the blush that rose up his neck and into his cheeks. I chuckle and begin to walk behind him, enjoying my view I might add.
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Once we reach what Spencer called the round table room, I took a seat between Spencer and Luke and accepted the cup of coffee Garcia offered me. Not long after Emily and another woman who I had not met yet came in. The newcomer had lovely dark skin and hair that matched. She sat across from me between Matt and JJ. Emily took her place with Garcia at the front of the room and started the debriefing, âOkay so I got approval for y/n to be a consultant on this case considering she has worked in the justice system and has the psychology certifications. However, anything in the field is off limits unless I see fit otherwise, is that clear?â
There were nods and sounds of agreement from everyone around the table. Emily then took her seat at the table allowing Garcia to go over the major points of the case and the information she had found on my biological family.
âOkay you lovely crime fighters. So, what I found on sweet y/n family is nothing but sad. They were on their way home from the hospital only a week after y/n and her sister were born, when a drunk driver lost control and hit them. Almost identical to what happened to her adoptive parents. Only ones to survive were the two babies which local PD said it was nothing short of a miracle. Now the official police report can be found in the files on your tablets saved for our Boy Genius.â Garcia took a breath meeting my eyes to see if I was okay in which I gave her a swift nod before she continued. âNow about y/nâs sister. They were both put in the foster system with no next of kin able to take them in. Y/n was 3 years old when she was adopted, and well her sister grew up out of the system. That is where her trail goes cold except the paperwork, she had done to get her name changed.â
I finally say something when I asked, âGarcia what was her name and what is it now?â I wasnât ready to look at file in depth.
She gave me a soft small before saying, âOh it was Sarah Jones and now it is Tessa Delarosa, but weâre pretty sure she has used alias over the past few years which is why she has no paper trail.â
Emily spoke up next, âOkay Garcia, pull up everything we have so far on the murders.â
Penelope nodded towards her boss and pulled up the picture of all 14 victims. Rossi glanced my way and said, âY/n I hate to be the one to say this, but it looks as if the victims are surrogates for you.â The new comer who I have yet to learn her name kept on with the profile, âThere could be many reasons behind that but the fact that these victims show signs of over kill I have to say thereâs anger behind her reasoning.â
JJ was next to speak, âShe probably feels anger for being left behind in the system or for being forgotten by her sister. Thereâs many things that could play into this.â
Luke added the next part of the profile,â Her jumping state lines and killing within different races shows she smart it kept the police off her trail this long, but it looks like she was making her way to Massachusetts so that plays back into y/n being the ultimate target.â
Emily ended the briefing with, âOkay Spencer I need you to work on a geographical profile since we know she what her end game is we just need to figure out where her next stop is. Garcia, I need you to work on finding out her alias and any other information you can dig up. JJ and Rossi, I want you to get on the phone with corner and have them send over the report and then compare them to the other victims. Tara, Matt, and Luke I need you guys to talk to the families of the victims see if anything had changed the last couple of days involving the victims. Iâll be in my office talking to the foster home the girls were in.â
Once the team dispersed to do their jobs, I felt a hand on my should, it was the lovely newcomer. She stuck out her hand which I took in a firm handshake, âHi Iâm Dr. Tara Lewis, but please call me Tara.â I smiled and nodded not trusting myself to speak after hearing all I did for the second time. She continued on with sitting in the chair Spencer occupied moments ago, âI canât imagine what you are going through, but I just want to offer you a listening ear if you find yourself need to let anything go. I know Iâd have a few choice words to say in this situation.â I let out a small laugh and thanked her. She squeezed my shoulder as she took her leave to go do the job Emily directed her to do.
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I sat for a while watching Spencer work on the maps trying to pinpoint the area my sister would kill next. For most of the time I would zone out trying to remember Tessa from a young age but all I get is blanks. How could I have serial killer as a sister? Could I have prevented this? Is this my fault?
I couldnât breathe again, my vision started going dark, but before the abyss took me fully, I felt a hand on my knee and soothing voice telling me âto breatheâ.
I look to find Spencer in the same position as he had been on the plane. I lay my hand over his where itâs still on my knee and say, âThank you. I am sorry you keep having to pull me from the edge like that. I keep getting trapped in my own thoughts.â
He gave me a sad smile and said, âY/n donât ever apologies for this. It is not something you can control, and I will never be upset for being able to help you escape the abyss.â Does this man know what his words does to me?
I squeezed his hand and we stayed like that for a few minutes before Emily came in, âHey Spence did you- oh Iâm sorry I didnât mean to interrupt.â
Spencer stood up quickly and walked back over to his maps. I looked up at Emily and told her, âOh hey Emily. I was wondering if I could speak to you about a few things. Something about the profile seems off and sense Iâm not a profiler I wanted to run it by you.â
She gave me a nod and said, âYeah sure thing I need to discuss somethings with you also, just meet me at my office I need to speak with Dr. Reid a moment.â
I took my leave and made my way to Emilyâs office getting an eye roll of JJ as I passed.
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Spencer watched y/n leave, worry clearly written all over his face. He wished there were some way to save her from having so many panic attacks. Emily cleared her throat and Spencer was brought out of his thoughts.
âSo, you have a thing for troubled pretty woman or something?â Emily asked him with a smirk.
Spencer just scoffed at her, âI have no clue what youâre talking about. What did you need to speak to me about?â
Emily went on to ask about the geographical profile, but not without teasing Spencer a few more times before she left. He couldnât help but let his mind wonder, could he have feelings for y/n so quickly?
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Once Emily came back to her office, I was pacing the length of her desk lost thought once again.
âY/n you okay? Iâve said your name like 5 times.â Emily said while taking her seat behind her desk.
âOh yeah sorry keeping zoning out. Anyways what I was wanting to ask you is that is there anyway the reasoning behind Tessaâs murders jealousy and not just anger? The way the bodies where discovered it was almost in a humiliation type of way.â I sat down across from her bouncing my leg trying to channel my nervous energy.
She nodded, âYes actually it is a big part of it. I spoke to the foster home you both stayed at. Tessa was not a nice child and your foster parents said she was an envious little girl all the way up until she left.â I nodded taking in everything she was saying. âNow y/n I want to take a long shot and conduct another cognitive interview but this time focusing on when you were younger.â
I looked at her with panic clear in my eyes. I do not want to have two panic attacks in less that 10 minutes of each other. âIs that even possible?â
She gave a slight shrug, âItâs difficult and not as reliable in court, but in this case, it is worth trying.â
I took a shaky breath and said, âOkay letâs dig up some memories.â
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#spencer reid#dr. spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x y/n#criminal minds#spencer reid fanfiction#fanfic
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Whumptober (Sickfic) Day 7 - Break
Patron Saint AU (@themetaphorgirlâs sandbox, in which I love to play)
Read on AO3
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James Blake would confidently say he could handle most situations.
This was not most situations.
He ran a hand down his face, very much done with the day even though it was barely three in the afternoon, and spoke without opening his eyes. âAl, I swear to god, if you donât sit down Iâm going to make you sit down.â
âI told you, James-â
âAnd I told you, Alex. Last I checked, Spencer wasnât the only one that looked like they were going to keel over at any moment.â
Alex was sitting on the floor against the wall, one hand rubbing furiously at her eyes while the other was latched around her middle. âBut Spencer-â
âIs fine,â James interrupted again, gesturing to where JJ was sitting on the bed with Spencer laying in between her legs, his head on her stomach while she gently ran her fingers through his hair. Just like sheâd watched Alex do. âYou on the other hand need to take a break. Whatever virus you three picked up at the playground can only work itself out of your system if you slow down.â
He gestured over to where Hotch was sleeping, quite literally slumped against Alexâs side. He was pale, and trembling slightly, and he had been fighting with James until he fell asleep mid point, stumbling and slurring through a sentence that was half formed and made no sense.Â
Alex glared up at him with glassy eyes, but he could see her resolve crumbling. She growled quietly before shaking her head. âIâm okay, Jamie, he needs me.â
âHe needs you to kick this so you can help him kick it, but thatâll only work if you slow down for a second. Look at Hotchner, he literally worked himself up so bad he passed out.â
Alex rolled her eyes, glancing at Hotch before mumbling, âThatâs not what itâs like when he passes out.â
âWhat?â
âNothing, James, I told you, Iâm okay, I just- I need to stay with Spencer.â
âAnd Iâm telling you that I need you to go take care of you and Hotch. JJ and I can worry about Spencer for a few hours.â
âNo,â Alex huffed, pulling her other arm around her chest and squinting up at him with a challenge in her fever bright eyes.Â
James sighed, rubbing at the back of his neck and trying to think of a way to get Alex to back down. He looked between Alex and Hotch, the âWonder Twinsâ as Emily liked to call them, and an idea started to form. But she was stubborn, the most stubborn person he knew, and he didnât know if he was going to be able to pull it off.
âWake up Hotch.â
âHuh?â She asked, blinking at his sudden shift. James sat down on the floor across from her. âWake up Hotch.â
She raised an eyebrow. âWhy? Heâs sick.â
âHe is?â James said, feigning surprise. âI donât know, he looks okay to me. Better than you do. Wake him up.â
Alex clearly was unsure of what James was playing at, but he watched her brain try to focus on it before she shook her head, shaking gently at Hotchâs shoulder. âBubba, wake up.â
âHmm?â Hotch hummed, eyebrows furrowing as a shudder ran up his spine. James sighed unhappily as he started to pay closer attention, noting the flush across both their cheeks.
âWake up,â she said again, giving him another shake.
He started to sit up. âIâm awake,â he mumbled, before turning and coughing sharply into the elbow of his hoodie. Alex turned on James. âSee, Jamie? I told you. Why did you have me wake him up?â
âIs Spencer okay?â Hotch asked, not quite latching onto their conversation, but with his eyes locked on Spencer and JJ. âDoes he need me?â
âNo,â James said quickly, âHeâs okay. I just need a favor.â
Hotch took a moment before blinking up at James slowly, emotion very clear on his face. Hotch kept his feelings bottled up tight, but James and Alex had seen with time that if he had a fever, it was all over.
âWhat favor?â
âI just want to take your temperature,â James said gently, and Hotch looked between the two seniors before nodding. âOkay.â
James stood up and walked the length of the room, picking the thermometer off the bedside table before shooting a nervous look at JJ. She shrugged, giving him a lackluster thumbs up, and he let out his breath with a humorless chuckle.
He settled himself back on the ground across from Alex, nodding at Hotch before reaching forward and sticking the sensor in his ear. He pulled it back a few seconds later when it beeped, and turned it so Alex could see it.Â
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She frowned, immediately grabbing for Hotch and trailing her fingers at the nape of his neck. âI didnât think you felt that warm, Bub,â she mumbled, and Hotch sighed before nuzzling his face into Alexâs shoulder.
She rounded on James. âSo what did that prove? That I was right?â
âNo,â James said. âThat youâre wrong. Turn your head.â
She furrowed her brow at him, looking down at Hotch before looking back up and saying, âWhy would I do that?â
âSo I can take yours. You said youâre okay, right? So it should be a perfect 98.6, and you can go sit with Spencer.â
They were at a stalemate, Alexâs glassy, unfocused eyes meeting Jamesâs calm, still ones. It was almost an entire minute before she nodded. âFine.â
âFine,â James said back, gesturing towards her ear. She swallowed and turned her head for him to place the sensor. When it beeped, he glanced at it before humming, turning the screen to show her.
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âShit,â she breathed, âI⊠I didnât think-â
âI know,â James said quietly, putting a reassuring hand on her shoulder and rubbing his thumb across her too-warm skin. âHey, JJ?â
âYeah,â she called quietly, eyes coming up from Spencerâs face to lock on James.
âIâm going to go put these two somewhere theyâll actually rest. You guys good?â
JJ nodded, looking back down at Spencer as she raked her dainty fingers through his bangs. âYeah, weâre good.â
âOkay,â James said, rising to his feet, âGood. Come on, you two.â
He helped pull Alex to her feet, then Hotch. Both looked small and frazzled - Hotch from being awoken, and Alex from the discovery that she was not okay like she anticipated. He sighed, walking over to the closet and pulling Hotchâs spare blanket down before turning towards the bed to find another.Â
âDonât bother,â JJ said, âTheyâre going to do that thing they always do, where Alex is asleep on the arm rest, and Hotch has his face in her belly.â
James sighed, but nodded. He hated the word belly. âRight,â he mumbled, âRight. Iâll be right back.â
Surprisingly, Alex and Hotch quietly followed without a fight. Hotch seemed to be concerned with not crying, his eyes flooding with unshed tears when he stole a glance back at Spencer. Alex was staring down at her feet with one hand protectively gripped around Hotchâs forearm, as if she was afraid he was going to drop to the ground at any second.
He got them into the common room, laughing quietly when Alex sat down on the couch first, swinging her legs up and letting Hotch curl into her side with his head on her stomach. James draped the blanket over the two of them, shaking his head, but smiling.
âYou two are going to run yourselves into the ground, you know that?â
Alex shook her head slowly, a hand already carting through Hotchâs bangs. âNo weâre not.â
âWhat do you call this?â James asked, gesturing vaguely to their prone forms. Alex shrugged. âCollateral damage?â she offered, but James just frowned, fidgeting with the blanket heâd draped over them.
Alex reached out a hand, letting her fingers wrap around Jamesâs wrist gently. âThank you,â she said quietly.
James looked at her, eyes softening. âFor what?â
âFor taking care of us when we wonât take care of ourselves. We get so distracted with Spencer. Heâs our whole world.â
James chuckled, pulling his wrist out of her grasp and instead squeezing her hand. âI know.â
âWeâre teen parents.â
âI know,â he said again, âbut parents take breaks too.â
She stared at him for a moment before she nodded, squeezing his hand with finality before she said, âYouâll come get me if heâs crying for me, right? If he wants either of us, I want you to come get us. No exceptions.â
âNo exceptions,â he assured, stroking the back of her hand with his thumb before pulling away and straightening up. âGet some sleep, Al.â
He watched as she nodded gently, closing her eyes and visibly relaxing, before he left them to rest.
#Brenna writes things#or at least she tries#Whumptober Sickfic 2020#patron saint of lost causes#psolc#sickfic#Criminal Minds fanfic#day 7 break
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OK, March 15
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Cover: Britney Spears' revenge
Page 1: Big Pic -- Melissa and Joe Gorga during a beach day in Miami
Page 2: Contents
Page 3: Contents
Page 4: Tiger Woods on the mend -- Tiger is counting his blessings as he recovers from a terrifying car crash
Page 6: Queen Elizabeth announced in a statement that her grandson Prince Harry and his pregnant wife Meghan Markle wouldn't be returning as working royals, noting that it was no longer possible for them to continue with the responsibilities and duties that come with a life of public service, and almost immediately, Harry and Meghan shot back with a seemingly rude reply, saying we can all live a life of service and service is universal -- no one was more disappointed in Harry's response than his brother Prince William and William finds this behavior both baffling and sickening and he can't get his head around it and William feels the family has been understanding and fair while Harry and Meghan continue to sit on their high horse flinging insults and from William's perspective there is simply no excuse for snide and ego-driven swipes made towards the queen -- especially right now, since three days prior to Her Majesty's statement, Prince Philip was rushed to a London hospital and the queen's been worried sick about her husband and should not be dealing with this added stress -- the whole situation has left William feeling hopeless and he fears Harry is too wrapped up in his own self-importance to see the hurt he's caused and that is unforgivable in William's eyes
Page 7: As Soleil Moon Frye's messy divorce drags on, a loyal pal from the past is providing a shoulder to cry on in Brian Austin Green who she reconnected with while shooting her upcoming documentary Kid 90 -- Brian can feel her pain because he's still hashing out his split from Megan Fox so he knows exactly what Soleil is going through -- they've been friends for more than 30 years and they're going to see each other through this tough time
* Tom Cruise got all pumped up for Mission: Impossible 7, but now that filming has wrapped, he's desperate to stay in fighting shape for the next installment -- Tom was thrown for a loop when the studio postponed filming M:I 8 instead of shooting the movies back-to-back so now he's putting himself through the wringer doing crunches, pullups, squats and weights but Tom's brutal, military-style workouts have friends and loved ones, including his rumored new girlfriend, M:I7 costar Hayley Atwell, worried that he could be pushing himself to the breaking point and everyone wants him to take it down a notch, but he won't listen -- physically, Tom still thinks he's invincible, but the fact is he'll be turning 60 in less than two years and if he keeps going at this pace, there's a big change he's going to do some serious damage
* Life has been twice as nice for Christine Quinn since she found out she was expecting -- the Selling Sunset star, who's pregnant with her and businessman husband Christian Richard's first child, isn't holding back when it comes to treating herself -- the famously free-spending realtor has been splurging on designer maternity clothes and lingerie to lounge around in at her L.A. mansion and she has flowers delivered daily for every room in the house
Page 10: Red Hot on the Red Carpet -- stars rock statement-making halter dresses -- Lili Reinhart, Camila Morrone, Brie Larson
Page 11: Chrishell Stause, Naomi Campbell, Rosie Huntington-Whiteley
Page 12: Who Wore It Better? Uzo Aduba vs. Drew Barrymore, Charlize Theron vs. Kaia Gerber, Bella Hadid vs. Naomi Scott
Page 14: News in Photos -- Steve Martin did what he does best while filming scenes of his upcoming mystery-comedy series Only Murders in the Building in NYC
Page 16: Nicole Scherzinger stepped out for lunch with beau Thom Evans in West Hollywood, a casually dressed Reese Witherspoon matched her shirt to her Draper James canvas tote while boarding a private plane in L.A., Paris Hilton and Carter Reum
Page 17: Rebel Wilson stopped by the gas station to fill up her car in L.A., Mariska Hargitay took a selfie while shooting Law & Order: Organized Crime in NYC
Page 18: Sarah Jessica Parker assisted customers at her eponymous shoe line's store in NYC, Chrissy Teigen at lunch at Wolfgang Puck in L.A., Naomi Osaka with her trophy for winning the Australian Open in Melbourne
Page 20: The Masked Singer panelist Jenny McCarthy in a golden tiara and caped dress before taping a new episode, for a recent date night Outer Banks stars Chase Stokes and Madelyn Cline whipped up a cozy plant-based dinner in L.A., Jason Sudeikis filled up on a sandwich on the set of Ted Lasso
Page 22: Bella Hadid strutting around Manhattan, Helena Christensen and her dog Kuma in NYC
Page 23: In partnership with Ziploc Janel Parrish created the Hot Mess Makeup Line in Vancouver, Cara Delevingne in Puma's new eco-friendly line
Page 24: Usher stopped by the dry cleaners West Hollywood, Padma Lakshmi and her pooch braved the cold weather in stylish jackets in NYC
Page 25: Tia Mowry for Late July Tortilla chips, four days before filing for divorce from her husband Kanye West of nearly seven years Kim Kardashian looked somber while out and about in L.A., during a stroll Busy Philipps stopped to check out something on her phone in NYC
Page 26: Scott Disick matched his 'do to his drink at the Sugar Factory in Miami, Justin Long stocked up on groceries in L.A., new couple Mod Sun and Avril Lavigne were inseparable after a date night in L.A.
Page 28: Inside My Home -- Claire Holt's airy abode
Page 30: Zooey Deschanel and Jonathan Scott have taken the next step in their almost two-year relationship: they've secretly tied the knot -- they've been talking about getting married for about a year and just decided to go for it and the intimate ceremony took place in front of a few family members at Jonathan's Las Vegas home on Valentine's Day and it was spur of the moment, but that's how Zooey likes to do things and now Jonathan too and they put it together in a matter of days and everyone got a verbal invite to come -- Zooey wore a Bohemian-inspired gown and flowers in her hair while Jonathan wore an all-white suit and Zooey serenaded Jonathan with a love song she had written -- guests including Jonathan's twin brother Drew Scott and sister-in-law Linda Phan were treated to a gourmet buffet and video and arcade games -- now the couple's eager to grow their family and Jonathan will be a great stepdad to Zooey's children Elsie and Charlie but he's been saying for months that he can't wait to have kids of his own and they've already started trying
Page 31: Blake Lively and husband Ryan Reynolds are one of the most charitable couples in Hollywood and now the big-hearted duo are ready to take the next step by adopting a baby in need -- Blake and Ryan who share daughters James, Inez and Betty have donated millions of dollars to organizations working to protect the rights of immigrant children separated from their families and awaiting deportation -- day by day they've been warming up to the idea of providing an orphan with a forever home -- Ryan jokes that Blake is a baby machine who would have no trouble getting pregnant again, but their hearts really go out to these kids
* Ever since Bridgerton became a monster hit, the sizzling chemistry between Rege-Jean Page and costar Phoebe Dynevor has fans convinced that they're an offscreen item as well, but Rege-Jean's girlfriend Emily Brown is fed up with keeping their real-life romance under wraps and she's starting to feel like Rege's dirty little secret -- Emily has been dating Rege for two years and shares a home with him in East London -- the show's producers have been happy to let the rumors about Rege and Phoebe fly because it made their steamy sex scenes that much more believable -- Emily, a part-time soccer player and copywriter from Manchester, loves to go to pubs and party, which she and Rege used to do before the show came out -- Rege insists that keeping their relationship on the down-low is no big deal, but Emily wants everyone to know that the hunky Duke of Hastings is spoken for
* Mila Kunis and Ashton Kutcher have got the parenting thing down pat, and they're ready to share their know-how by penning a how-to manual -- their friends have been begging them for advice for years and Mila and Ashton make having kids look like a fun adventure and for them, it really is -- now that Ashton has wrapped up shooting his new thriller Vengeance, he and Mila finally have a little downtime and the handbook will include the duo's dos and don'ts for raising their children Wyatt and Dimitri like they never argue in front of the kids and make sure to treat them equally -- Mila's the stricter one and Ashton's the softie, but it's a team effort and it works and they admit it can get a bit chaotic, but they don't sweat the small stuff
Page 32: New parents Kit Harington and Rose Leslie may be in baby heaven, but they're dealing with the home renovation from hell -- the Game of Thrones alums, who recently welcomed their first child, have been up to their ears fixing up their 15th-century country manor, which is turning out to be a huge money pit -- Kit and Rose bought the $2.4 million spread shortly before tying the knot in 2018 and had no idea what they were getting into and the couple got hit by sticker shock when they finally got their plans approved to put in a new kitchen, master bath, pipes and flooring and it's going to cost them an extra half a million at least -- they still think it's the perfect place to raise a family, but overseeing an army of builders and designers with a newborn at home is leading to some serious sleep deprivation
* As Olivia Wilde and Harry Styles' romance heats up, the couple is planning a heart-to-heart with her ex-fiance Jason Sudeikis -- after filming wrapped on their movie Don't Worry (for the love of all that's holy, please put in a comma) Darling, the lovebirds flew to London to meet with Jason, who's been on the set of Ted Lasso in England because Olivia, who shares two kids with Jason, wants to clear the air and have a calm conversation about how everyone moves forward from here, and she wants Jason to realize that Harry is here to stay and Olivia needs Jason to understand this is a serious relationship, whether he likes it or not
* Baby Boom -- these celebs recently welcomed little ones -- Wilmer Valderrama and fiancee Amanda Pacheco welcomed a baby girl, Kansas City Chiefs QB Patrick Mahones and fiancee Brittany Matthews welcomed a daughter named Sterling Skye, Mandy Moore and Taylor Goldsmith welcomed a son named August Harrison
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Page 36: In the wake of the #FreeBritney movement, Justin Timberlake who dated Britney Spears from 1999-2002, and publicly insinuated her cheating ruined their relationship, took to Instagram to offer a mea culpa, saying he wanted to apologize to Britney who he cares for and respects and he knows he failed -- he also contacted Britney directly to express his regrets over how he handled their breakup because he wanted to do the right thing and Britney accepted his apology and she was touched by the gesture and thought it was absolutely sincere and they had a nice little chat and it made Justin feel better knowing that Britney didn't hold any grudges
Page 38: They're So Grown Up -- the kids of some of Hollywood's biggest celebs are striking out on their own -- Ava Sambora is the daughter of Heather Locklear and Richie Sambora, Maya Hawke is the daughter of Ethan Hawke and Uma Thurman, Damian Hurley is the son of Elizabeth Hurley and Steve Bing
Page 39: Lily Sheen is the daughter of Kate Beckinsale and Michael Sheen, Jack Depp is the son of Johnny Depp and Vanessa Paradis, Lola Consuelos is the daughter of Kelly Ripa and Mark Consuelos
Page 40: Interview -- Dwayne Johnson -- with a new TV sitcom based on his early years, The Rock reveals all about his rollicking adventures growing up
Page 42: Slim Down for Spring -- how these stars got their best bodies ever just in time for the warmer weather
Page 46: Style Week -- Sara Sampaio is fronting Michael Kors' new campaign for its latest perfume, Gorgeous
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Page 50: Gift Guide -- self-care session -- pampering gifts that benefit body and mind because, hey, there's never been a better time to treat yourself -- Miranda Kerr
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Male Orc Raum x Female Reader Part 1 (SFW)
Hereâs my second contribution to the OkCryptid Collab, created by the amazing @thetravelerwrites.
Its the third story in my series Modern Monsters: In the City. Since its Orctober I wanted to do a story featuring an orc.
Wordcount: 2,665
Please enjoy!
You had download the monster/human dating app, OkCryptid, months ago. Youâd spoken to some nice people and had gone on a few dates; The first was with a great big Minotaur, who was only interested in a fling. The second was with another human, who also wasnât interested in anything serious. And the third and last, was with a fae, who was a total pompous ass. You had returned home from that date, very unhappy and swearing off all men for the foreseeable future.
You hadnât however deleted the app from your phone. Despite your experience with the app so far, you still had hope that you would eventually meet someone with the same desire to be in an actual relationship.
You wake up one morning with a notification from OkCryptid, you have a match and a message from a user named Raum. Opening up the app, you see that itâs a relatively high match, and go to check his profile before reading the message.
Straight away you see that Raum is an orc, his profile picture is a picture of his face, and heâs wearing a great big grin. Heâs light green in colour, with big brown eyes and brown shoulder length hair which is braided with lots of beads. His twin tusks are relatively short for an orc, decorated with a gold ring on each, and you see that he has them capped. He looks very handsome, you think to yourself.
Youâre disappointed to find he doesnât have any other pictures and reading his bio, you find it short. He claims to love children and dogs and it also says that heâs looking for someone to settle down with. Sounds like your kind of man. Checking your messages you see that heâs sent you a greeting and asks if you would like to chat. Deciding you do, you fire off a response.
You: Hi, Raum. Iâd definitely like to chat! How are you this morning?
Needing to get ready for work, you leave your phone on your bed and go shower. Upon returning, you find that Raum has replied to your message.
Raum: Iâm really good thanks! Happy to hear back from you⊠How are you today?
You: Iâm okay, getting ready to go to work, so could be better haha.
Getting dressed, you hurry and grab some breakfast, before running out the door. While you donât hate your job, it's not what you really want to do, just a means to an end. Work drags, but once your on your lunch break, youâre pleased to see another message from Raum.
Raum: Ah well⊠I hope you have a good day. Iâve got to get to work myself but message me tonight?
You wonder what he does for a job, but decide to wait until tonight to message him. Once you get home that evening you feel exhausted, deciding to order take-out instead of cooking something, you get out your phone to order online. That done, you open the Okcryptid app to message Raum.
You: Evening. Thatâs me home. Did you have a good day at work?
Waiting for his reply, you throw your head back closing your eyes, feeling like all you want to do is sleep. Itâs not long before you hear you phone buzz, struggling to open your eyes, you see a message from Raum.
Raum: I did, thank you. Did you?
You: It was alright, tiring⊠So, what do you for work?
Raum: I work in a nursery, for three-four year old children. Tiring but really fun :-) What about you?
You spend the rest of the night chatting to Raum about your jobs, you tell him what youâd rather be doing and he encourages you to follow your heart. He tells you that he only started working with children the year before, when he got his qualifications, and before that he worked as a doorman at a bar. He says it was always his dream to work with children though, as an older brother and cousin, he would look after all the younger orcs and he found he enjoyed it so much he wanted to do it for a living.
Over the next two weeks, you and Raum send messages back and forth, chatting daily. Some days itâs just to say good morning, sending funny memes and saying goodnight, other days you chat at length, about a variety of topics. While youâre really happy heâs taking his time getting to know you, itâs got to the point where you really want to meet him. Deciding to make the first move, you send a message asking if he would like to meet up for a drink and he replies almost immediately.
Raum: I would love that! Have anywhere specific in mind?
You: I know of a great bar called The Bears Den, if that suits?
Raum: Haha! I know it too and if you donât mind, I'd rather not meet you there... Not only am I a former employee but my two little cousins work there and weâd never get any peaceâŠ
You: Ah⊠fair enough, haha. Where would you recommend then?
Eventually you arrange to meet that evening at a smaller bar called The Boneyard Bar. You thought it had a bit of a strange name but if Raum recommended it, you assumed it must be good. Just to be safe, you text your best friend the name and address of the bar and she tells you to stay safe.
That evening the weather is warm and the sun is still shining, so you decide to walk to the bar. Your feeling relatively calm you think as you gaze around the streets, watching all the different types of non-humans walk by. You were expecting to feel anxious about meeting him when you first asked, but youâre actually just really excited about meeting him in person finally.
As youâre approaching the bar, you see an orc standing waiting outside, who you assume must be Raum. Turning his head your way, he spots you and grins widely waving. He looks really good you think, wearing tight black jeans and a t-shirt with a band logo, you donât recognise. You see that heâs shorter than most orcs youâve seen, standing at around six foot. He looks lean and fit but not as muscular as those youâve seen down the gym. Youâre happily surprised by this and return his wide grin with one of your own.
ââHi, Raum,ââ you say, âItâs nice to meet you in person.ââ
ââHey, likewise,ââ he replies. You watch as he scans you head to toe and swallows thickly. ââYou look beautiful.ââ
ââThank you. You look really good too,ââ you smirk. ââShall we go in?ââ
Nodding, he opens the door and holds it open for you, indicating for you to go ahead. When you enter the bar, you see that itâs quiet with only a few patrons. The atmosphere is really nice though and the bar has clearly been decorated by someone who has good taste. Serving behind the bar is a vampire, who likes heâs just walked out of the eighteenth century and a gnoll that has a rip in his ear.
The gnoll greets Raum by name and swiftly gets your order. Finding a table, you sit down and smile a Raum.
ââSo⊠Come here often?ââ You say, laughing.
Laughing, he replies, ââOnly about once a week, they have a quiz night here every Friday, before the karaoke.ââ
ââDo you sing?ââ You ask questionly, sipping at your drink.
ââOh no, not me. I canât sing, a few of my mates do though and theyâre really good,ââ he replies. ââYou should come join us one night.ââ
ââI donât know... it sounds a bit like a boys night.ââ
ââNot at all,ââ he exclaims, his nose scrunching up in a way you find adorable. ââThere's usually five of us in our group and two of those are women,ââ he adds.
ââWell alright then, maybe I will one night,ââ you chuckle.
You spend the evening chatting, he tells you about the children he works with and how they make it laugh. Then about his dog buster, a great big dobermann, who thinks heâs a lapdog. You tell him about your work and about the people you work with. The night goes really well and itâs undoubtedly the best date youâve been on in a long time.
The first date soon leads into a second, where you go to the beach and then a third date where he takes you to see a theatre show. Soon youâre on the fourth date, for which heâs asked if you would like to go to the quiz night at the bar and meet his friends. You agree and tell him youâll meet him there.
When you get to the bar, you see Raum is already sitting at a table and beside him is the gnoll you recognise as the barman you saw on your first date and another orc, this one a girl. It looks to you, like their having an intense conversation as Raum is leaning over the table, scowling at the female orc and pointing at her. Your a bit taken aback by this, as youâve never seen Raum with a scowl on his face. Walking over to join them, Raum looks up and when he notices you, he gives you a huge grin.
Standing when you reach the table, he pulls you into a hug and kisses your cheek, one of his tusks scraping your ear slightly. Sitting on a chair beside him, he introduces you to the two at the table. The gnoll is called Kert and he explains heâs just on his break and that heâs the one who will be quizzing you all. The orc is called Britt and she introduces herself as Raumâs cousin, which surprises you as Raum never mentioned anything about meeting a family member.
Youâre soon joined by the rest of the group, a friendly satyre who introduces himself as Ixi, a fully transformed werewolf who hugs you straight away, giggling and introducing herself as Emily and finally a demon with six eyes and four arms, who appears more reserved, introducing himself as Pepin. They make an interesting looking group you think to yourself.
You all make light conversation until Kert gets up and says that he has to get back to work, warning you all that the quiz will start in five minutes. Britt suddenly points to you and says that she hopes youâre good at quizzes, you make a so-so gesture and she huffs. You find the orc a bit intimidating to be honest, sheâs twice the size of Raum and looks a lot tougher too.
ââDonât mind her,ââ Emily laughs, ââShe just really likes winning and we hardly ever do. The group of gargoyles over there, pretty much always win,ââ she says, pointing over to the group in the corner. Looking to where she pointed you see a group of eight gargoyles.
ââI really hate those guys,ââ Britt exclaims scowling with her fist clenched. You smile seeing Pepin rolling is six eyes at her.
ââIsnât there a limit to how many can be in a group?ââ You ask, you see Ixi shaking his head but itâs Raum who explains.
ââNo. You can play along with any number of people, itâs really not that serious, prize is a free drink for every member in the group.ââ
ââItâs time guys,ââ Emily says, sitting up straighter. You hear a hush comes over the bar and looking over to the stage you see Kert up there fiddling with the microphone.
ââAlright folks, hope you have your pens and paper ready because itâs time to start⊠First question; Which sign of the zodiac is represented by the scales?ââ He asks.
A brief discussion and then Ixi, who has control of the pen, is writing down the answer. Thereâs twenty questions in total, a mix of easy and difficult ones but your team has got an answer for each noted down. You even manage to answer a few of the questions, when the others get stuck. At the end, Kert goes around all the tables collecting the answer sheets.
ââIâm glad you joined us tonight,ââ Emily says, looking at you. ââYou were a big help.ââ
ââThanks,ââ you say, smiling as Raum half hugs you and gives you a grin.
Your team ends up losing to the gargoyles by one point, and the group groans. Britt swears and bangs her fist on the table.
ââCalm down,ââ Emily giggles nervously, ââItâs just a game.ââ
Soon the karaoke starts and Ixi is the first one up on the stage, as with most of the satyres youâve encountered heâs really talented and holds a note well. Emily and Britt join him up on stage for the second song, and Britt surprises you with how good she is. Raum leans down to tell you that Brittsâ always been gifted musically and is the lead singer of her band.
Britt and Ixi sing the next one together, some slow ballad, and Raum pulls you up to dance. As youâre swaying along to the song, you laugh as Raum leans down to nuzzle at your neck, lifting you slightly, so that your feet arenât even on the floor. Out of the corner of your eye, you catch Pepin watching you both with a sad smile and you make a mental note to mention it to Raum later.
As the night comes to a close, Raum says heâll walk you home. Pepin has already left but you say goodnight to the others, getting another hug from Emily. Outside itâs dark and cold, and as you shiver, Raum tucks you into his side with his arm around your shoulder.
ââDid you have a good night?ââ He asks.
ââI did, I really like your friends,ââ you say, hoping that they really liked you too. ââI wasnât expecting to meet your cousin though.ââ
ââOh⊠yeah. Sorry about that,ââ he replies, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. ââI probably should've warned you about that eh?ââ You just nod and he continues, ââI think she really likes you though.ââ
ââReally?ââ you say dubiously, ââShe spent most of night scowling at me.ââ
ââThatâs just her resting face,ââ he chuckles. ââSeriously, she likes you for sure and I think you even managed to impress her.ââ
You chuckle in response, then remember the quiet demon. Looking up at Raum, you ask, ââWhat was up with Pepin? He was really quiet and seemed sad half the night.ââ
ââHeâs always quiet, but heâs been having a difficult time recently. Him and his partner broke up a couple of weeks ago,ââ he says sadly.
ââOh⊠thatâs a shame.ââ
Raum nods and squeezes you tighter to his side. ââSo⊠I was thinking⊠and you can say itâs too soon but I have to go home next weekend, itâs my brothers eighteenth⊠and I was wondering if you wanted to... come with me?ââ he says nervously, looking somewhere over your shoulder.
You consider it for a moment. It is rather soon to be meeting his family, but you really do like him and it means youâll get to spend the whole weekend with him.
ââIâd like that, sure.ââ you say.
ââReally? Youâll come with me?ââ he says, looking at you, grinning in surprise.
ââYeah, sounds like fun,ââ you smile. Reaching your front door, you turn to say goodnight. You see Raum is still looking surprised at your willingness to go away with him. ââI had a really good time tonight, thanks for inviting me,ââ you say.
ââThatâs good, Iâm really glad you came and that you had a good time,ââ he smiles.
Stretching up to give him a kiss, you wish him a good night and say youâll see him soon. He gives you a crushing hug and kisses you again. Telling you to sleep well, you watch as he turns around and heads home.
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All Those Things They Couldnât Say - A Runaway Baudelaires AU
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Chapter Twenty - New Allies at Prufrock
âSo youâre transferring from⊠Wade Academy?âÂ
Violet smiled, wishing quietly that Klaus hadnât chosen a real school he could check up on. âYes, sir. Our papers should have arrived last week. Perhaps theyâre in your desk?âÂ
âPerhaps theyâre in my desk! Well, I will check my desk.âÂ
Violet and Klaus shared exasperated looks as the Vice Principal bent over, rifling through the drawers that Violet had shoved their forged papers into several hours before. It hadnât taken long for Klaus to get them into the school under assumed identities- this time, Emily and Liam Sonnenfeld- but fuck if dealing with the shitty Vice Principal wasnât the hardest part. Violet swore she was a few minutes away from just stabbing him and calling it a day.Â
Nero pulled out some papers, his brow furrowing as he scanned them. âYes, these seem rightâŠâ he muttered. âThough I canât quite remember contacting your previous school.âÂ
Violet quickly smiled and said, âWell, Iâm sure a genius like you has more important things to worry about than some boring transfer students. Like your violin practice.âÂ
âYes, indeed.â Vice Principal Nero nodded, smugness creeping across his face. âItâs nice to be appreciated. The last transfers- these two annoying orphans- wouldnât stop bothering me. Weâre not quadruplets, weâre twins. Why do we have to go to a shack? Such ungrateful children.âÂ
âSuch ungrateful children.â Klaus echoed, looking like he wanted to die and also like he wasnât paying much attention.Â
âNow, I see your parents have signed here, and we luckily do have free rooms in the dorms. Boys is to the immediate right of the gym field, girls is to the immediate right of that. Emily, you will be studying with Mr Remora in Room One, while Liam, you will be with Ms Bass in Room Two.âÂ
âWe can remember that, thank you.â Klaus said.Â
âWere you told the rules of the school before you transferred?âÂ
âWe are aware.â Violet sighed, remembering the list sheâd managed to slip from the desk. âAnd we look forward to your recital tonight.âÂ
âYou should! Itâll be six hours of pure delight.âÂ
âAbsolutely.â Klaus nodded. âThank you, Vice Principal, weâll head to our dorms now.âÂ
âYes. Liam, you will be rooming withâŠâ Nero looked down at the list in front of him, as if he had no idea what student he was talking about. âChase⊠something-or-other, Iâm sure heâll tell you. Emily, you will be rooming with Carmelita Spats.âÂ
Fuck. Roommates. Well, theyâd figure something out. âThank you, sir.â Violet said. âWeâll head out now, so you may get back to practicing.âÂ
âYes, do.âÂ
Nero pulled out his violin as the children left, their plastic smiles falling once their backs were turned. They could hear his horrible playing even after they closed the door, and Violet said, âDo you remember what Father said, that one time we spent your birthday sleeping in the orchestra pit?âÂ
Klaus nodded, and then recited, âChildren, there is no worse sound in the world than somebody who cannot play the violin who insists on doing so anyway.âÂ
âWeâre skipping that recital.âÂ
âHell yeah.âÂ
âLetâs check on Sunny.âÂ
âGood idea.âÂ
They knelt by the edge of the hall, and Klaus pulled his bag off, flipping it open. âHow tight are you in there, sunshine?âÂ
Sunny glanced up at him, huffing a little. She did not like the fact she had to hide, as Prufrock did not admit toddlers. âAmygdala,â she said, which meant something akin to, âItâs quite claustrophobic.âÂ
âWell, youâre alive. And you can keep biting that can.â Violet sighed. âJust stay quiet, okay? Weâll find out which of our roommates is cooler and then let you out.âÂ
âUgh.â Sunny groaned.Â
âItâs this or live in that weird shack by the cafeteria.â Klaus said, before closing his bag again.Â
The siblings stood up, and Violet said, âAlright, to the dorms. Weâll find our way there, then⊠should we skip class? Our teachers wonât actually have our names down for attendance.âÂ
âYeah, fuck that.âÂ
âFuck that.âÂ
They went to Violetâs dorm first, managing to find the right room after swiping some fruit from some bowls in the hall and occasionally stuffing something small and expensive-looking into their jacket pockets. Violet slid the door open, walking in and making a face. âThis roomâs awful.âÂ
âThose windows donât seem to lock.â Klaus observed, shaking his head.Â
âCloset is fucking tiny.â Violet said. âWhere are you supposed to hide?âÂ
Klaus knelt by a bed, flipping the blanket up. âNo room under here.âÂ
âThese plants look fake.â Violet moved to the sidetable, lifting a leaf. âOh, yeah. Plastic. Wonder what this dirt is made of.â She stuck a hand in. âOh my God, Klaus, I think this is coffee.âÂ
âHoly shit.â Klaus started to giggle. âThat sounds like a dream, though. Secret coffee.âÂ
âYou donât like coffee.âÂ
âYeah but itâs still fun. Secret coffee.âÂ
âSecret coffee.â Violet giggled.Â
Before they could do more, the door opened, and a girl skipped in. She stopped dead in her tracks, her tap shoes slamming onto the ground.Â
âWhat are you cakesniffers doing in my room?âÂ
Violet sighed, sharing a glance with Klaus, the two of them considering. Then she smiled and turned back to the girl- she looked about the same age as her brother. âHello. Iâm Emily Sonnenfeld, Iâm your new roommate.âÂ
âNo!â the girl dropped her bright schoolbag on the ground and then stomped in frustration. âI donât need a roommate! And I need the second bed for mid-day naps! What the hell? I told Vice Principal Nero that I didnât need anyone else!âÂ
Violet and Klaus both watched each other as she continued to rant, silently communicating different ideas. Finally, Violet walked in front of the girl and said, âCarmelita, right?âÂ
âOf course. Only the smartest, prettiest, humblest girl in the whole wide school.âÂ
âIâm sure youâre right about that.â Violet smiled. âNow, listen. Youâve made it clear you donât want a roommate.âÂ
âUh, yeah! Iâm going to go straight to Vice-âÂ
âNo need for that.â Violet smiled, and patted her on the shoulder. âListen, thatâll just be a whole thing, heâll have to rearrange shit, and that gives him less time to practice the violin. He gets so angry when heâs interrupted.âÂ
Carmelita paused, something flashing across her face, and then she crossed her arms and huffed. âBut I donât want you here!âÂ
âWell, how about a deal?â Violet pulled her hair back, and smiled down at her. âIt turns out, I would much prefer to room with my brother Liam. We donât like being separated, because we know too many secrets about each other. So how about you let me know where we can find an empty room, and I pretend weâre roommates so none of us get in trouble?âÂ
Carmelita narrowed her eyes, looking the girl up and down. Then she said, âYou wonât bother me?âÂ
âOnly if you bother me first.âÂ
âDeal, Em. Follow me, thereâs an empty room near the storage closet. Drafty, but I sometimes practice dance in there. Guess I can practice in here instead.âÂ
âDonât worry, Carm, sweetie.â Violet smiled, before smirking at Klaus. âWeâre not staying long.âÂ
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?âÂ
âWeâre only here til our parents are back from their trip. Then weâre out of your hair.âÂ
âGood. Less cakesniffers in this school.âÂ
âWhat does âcakesnifferâ mean?â Klaus asked.Â
âIt means youâre stupid cakesniffers.â Carmelita huffed. Then she marched out of the room and said, âItâs this way, come on.âÂ
âI donât think âcakesniffersâ is a compliment.â Klaus muttered.Â
âYeah, no shit.âÂ
Carmelita shoved them towards the empty room and then skipped back to her room, grumbling about stupid new kids. Violet strolled in, smiling at the empty space; a few pillows and blankets were shoved into the corner, and there were some dark blinds over the window, but aside from that, the room was bare.Â
âWe can sleep right here, by the door.â Violet said, swishing her foot across the space she indicated. âI can block it. As for the windowâŠâ she pulled her ribbon out, tying her hair back excitedly. âI can make us a break-in alarm. A string and a bell, shouldnât be too hard. Weâll have knives under our pillows if someone gets in- not you, Sunny, youâll sleep inbetween us.âÂ
Klaus was pulling the infant from his backpack, finally releasing her onto the floor. She huffed and crawled over to the window, biting on the edge of a blind.Â
Violet pulled on her ribbon and said, âI saw a stairwell to the roof. We can camp out there and watch for our parents- or, well, other pursuers. There looked like a library building, Klaus, so you can swipe books from there to keep you and Sunny entertained.âÂ
âWhat about you?âÂ
âIâll find something to invent, donât worry. Or I can just be the one keeping watch.âÂ
âNo, youâre gonna swap out with us cause weâre a family and we work together.âÂ
âNo, weâre a family and Iâm in charge.âÂ
âViolet, come on-âÂ
âGac!â Sunny shouted, pointing out the window.Â
Violet ran over, lifting up her sister and immediately retreating a few steps. Klaus ran to the window, lifting up the blinds to see what Sunny had noticed.Â
âThereâs a couple kids.â he said. âTheyâre⊠going towards that old shack. Probably wonât stay long.âÂ
âThat reminds me, what do you thinkâs in there?âÂ
Klaus shrugged. âSupplies?âÂ
âWhy donât we find out?â Violet slid Sunny onto the floor.Â
âViolet, come on-âÂ
âWe wanna know every inch of this place, right? And if thereâs weapons in there, we wanna know about it.âÂ
âWhat sorta school would store weapons-âÂ
âDonât you remember what Mother said? Anything could be a weapon. And if theyâve got supplies- shovels, wrenches, odd tools-âÂ
âAlright, I get it.âÂ
âSunshine, stay here.â Violet said, looking over at her sister. âGuard our shit. If someone comes in, either hide in the pile of blankets or bite their toes off.âÂ
Sunny saluted her. âAye-aye!âÂ
âShould we really leave her-âÂ
âWe canât take her outside. Do you want to stay with her while I investigate?âÂ
Klaus hesitated, looking between his sisters. Sunny looked up at him and said, âNef,â meaning something like, âIâll be fine, Klaus. Iâll scream if I need help, youâre only a few feet away.âÂ
âIf youâre sure-âÂ
âYe!âÂ
âOkay⊠be careful.âÂ
Sunny nodded, and Violet opened the window, jumping out. âCome on, Klaus.âÂ
He followed her out, sliding to the ground while she waited for him, bouncing on her feet. When he landed, she said, âHey, race you to the shack.âÂ
âWeâre not babies, Violet.âÂ
âYeah, but-âÂ
âReadysetgo!âÂ
Klaus laughed and took off, and Violet froze in shock and indignation a moment, before shouting, âYou little cheater, get back here!âÂ
She tore across the lawn, trying to catch up to his head start. Klaus was never the most athletic Baudelaire, but even he could run pretty well and pretty fast, mainly due to their parents making sure all their kids could survive well enough alone. Still, Violet managed to catch up just before they reached the shack, though she did smile and slow herself a little so Klaus could hit the side. It creaked slightly, and he laughed. âI win!âÂ
âOnly cause you cheated.âÂ
âItâs not cheating, itâs strategy.âÂ
âYou little shit.âÂ
âHey, you owe me, I got hypnotized.âÂ
âFine, fine, you win. Now letâs see what weâve got in here-âÂ
Violet opened the shack door, and then stared, absolutely astonished.Â
The shack had fungus dripping from the ceiling, as well as crabs scuttling across the floor. It also had two piles of hay, upon which were sitting the two kids whoâd passed by before. A small photo was tacked to the wall, looking like itâd been clipped from a newspaper, and schoolbags were tossed haphazardly onto the floor. The shack barely looked big enough for both children, who were now sitting up and staring in bewilderment at the girl standing in front of them.Â
Violet stared a moment, and then said, âUh, Klaus? I think this is a dorm.âÂ
âWhat?â Klaus looked in the doorway, and then stepped back. âWhat the fuck? Is this some kind of⊠what was that movie we saw? Where the bad kids had to sleep in the creepy basement?âÂ
âThis isnât a basement, Klaus, itâs a health and safety hazard.âÂ
âExcuse me?â the boy said, sitting up straighter and rubbing his eyes. âWho are you?âÂ
âNew kids.â Violet sighed, leaning against the doorway. âWhat are you doing in this deathtrap?âÂ
âItâs our shack.â the girl said.Â
âWhat do you mean, itâs âyour shack?ââÂ
âWe mean itâs the Orphans Shack and we have to live here.âÂ
âWhat the actual shit?âÂ
âOkay, listen,â Klaus said, stepping away from the doorway. âGet out here. We canât talk to you while youâre sitting in there.âÂ
Carefully, the two students walked out, very confused. Violet bit her lip to keep from asking why they left their schoolbags in there, and instead slammed the door and said, âOkay, explain. Whatâs this shit?âÂ
âWho the hell are you?â the girl snapped.Â
âEmily and Liam Sonnenfeld.â Violet said, gesturing between them.Â
âYou just called him âKlaus.ââ the boy said.Â
Violet shut her eyes, stifling a groan, while Klaus started rapidfire swearing under his breath.Â
âLook. Tell us who you are and about your shack, and weâll tell you our shit, okay?â Klaus said.Â
The two students glanced at each other; in the light, the Baudelaires realized that they must be siblings, as they were pretty much identical, the only difference being the girl having longer hair and the boy having a green notebook instead of a black in his pocket. Eventually, the girl turned back to them and said, âIsadora Quagmire. This is my brother, Duncan. Weâre in the Orphans Shack because weâre orphans.âÂ
âI donât follow.â Violet said.Â
âYour parent or legal guardian needs to sign a permission slip for you to sleep in the dorms.â Duncan said, glaring at the ground. âAnd we donât have parents, and the executor of our parentsâ estate dumped us here cause orphans arenât In, so we have to sleep out here.âÂ
âWell that is absolute pigshit.â Violet said. She kicked the side of the shack and said, âThereâs plenty of empty rooms in the dorms.âÂ
âThere is?â Isadora asked, a spark of anger in her eyes.Â
âYeah.â Violet shrugged. âWe just found an empty room to ourselves so we donât have to split up.âÂ
âSon of aâŠâ Duncan muttered.Â
âIâm going to kill Nero.â Isadora said. âThat bastardâs days are at their end / He wonât last til next weekend.âÂ
Klaus hesitated, and then tugged Violetâs sleeve. Let me try something. âYou said you were orphans?âÂ
âYeah.â Isadora sighed.Â
She fell silent, so Duncan was the one who eventually said, âWe lost our parents in a terrible fire.âÂ
Violet and Klaus exchanged a look. âVFD bullshit?â Violet said.Â
âVFD bullshit.âÂ
âYou guys say the word âshitâ a lot.â Duncan noted.Â
âWhatâs VFD?â Isadora asked.Â
âLong story.âÂ
Isadora hesitated, then reached into her pocket, and pulled something out. âDoes it have something to do with this?âÂ
She held out, to their astonishment, half of a VFD spyglass. The Eye was etched into the front, and she pointed to it, saying, âThose initials are kinda⊠there.âÂ
Violet and Klaus exchanged a look. âDo you think-âÂ
âIt was the last place our parents told us to go.âÂ
âMakes sense to gather possible recruits together.âÂ
âShould we lead a jailbreak?âÂ
âThatâll just get them grabbed faster. Not everyone can last on the streets, and if their parents-âÂ
âAnd they leave orphans outside where they can get grabbed.âÂ
âWeâre going to have to do double lookout.âÂ
âNo sleep for us, then.âÂ
âOur main goal is to protect Sunny. And-âÂ
âWhat the fuck are you two talking about?â Isadora snapped.Â
The Baudelaires paused, having been lost in their plans. They turned back, scanning the kids over.Â
âDefinite targets.â Violet said.Â
âDefinite.âÂ
âSo weâre gonna wanna jailbreak them first.âÂ
âYeah, we can do that.âÂ
âCome with us, Quagmires.â Violet said, gesturing for them to follow. âYou can sleep in our dorm. The more the merrier.âÂ
âExcuse me, what?â Duncan said.Â
âWeâll explain in there.â Klaus said. âGet your bags and your stuff.âÂ
âWhat the-âÂ
âWeâll explain everything there.â Violet said. She reached out, putting a hand on Isadoraâs shoulder. âPromise. But youâre going to have to come with us. Also, youâre going to have to not talk to anyone about us at all.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âHurry up.âÂ
The Quagmires glanced at each other, and then Duncan said, âCan we trust you?âÂ
Klaus, in response, pulled Josephineâs spyglass from his jacket pocket.Â
The Quagmires stared at it, and then Isadora said, âIâll get our bags.âÂ
âSo, let me get this straight.â Duncan said.Â
He flipped his commonplace book back a page or two, whereâd heâd taken notes on the Baudelairesâ explanation. The children had split the pile of blankets and pillows between each other and now had them all in a circle, sitting at the edge to face each other. Sunny, who had taken an immediate shine to the newcomers, had crawled onto Isadoraâs lap and now was chewing on her jacket. Thankfully, Isadora didnât seem to mind, and in fact was currently fixing Sunnyâs ponytail. Violet rocked back-and-forth slightly, hugging her bag, while Klaus fiddled with his shirt and glanced between the Quagmires.Â
âOh, buddy,â Violet sighed, âYouâre not getting anything straight with us.âÂ
âSame.â Isadora smirked.Â
âSo, your parents were in a cult that has these spyglasses. So, apparently, that means our parents were in the cult, too.âÂ
âSeems like it.âÂ
âThey tried to leave and got framed for a crime- except they did commit the crime so it wasnât framing, technically.âÂ
âTechnically.â Klaus nodded.Â
âYou all have been on the run your whole lives, except now your parents were kidnapped by this Olaf guy, and he wants to kidnap you so he can torture and kill you in front of your parents.âÂ
âPretty much.âÂ
âAnd youâve been jumping from place-to-place waiting for them to escape on their own, and you forged papers to get in here and hide out.âÂ
âThatâs it.âÂ
âOlaf and his troupe can and will kill anyone near you.âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
âSo weâre in danger.â Isadora said.Â
âWell, yeah.â Klaus said. âWhich is an issue. But consider, would we rather keep you near us until we can find out how to break you outta here, or leave you alone in a shack to inevitably get kidnapped by a cult?âÂ
âThat does seem reasonable.â Duncan said.Â
âNo, it doesnât!â Isadora said. âDuncan, Iâd rather not be hunted by a psycho!âÂ
âAnd Iâd rather not be grabbed a cult.âÂ
âLook, maybe- maybe itâs different, if Mother and Father were there-âÂ
âWould explain why they were gone all the time.âÂ
âSeriously? Youâre going to doubt them?âÂ
âIâm not going to join a cult just because of them, no!âÂ
âAnd Iâm not losing another brother!âÂ
Violet and Klaus scooted back, a little startled. Sunny paused her biting, staring up at Isadora in confusion. Duncan gasped a little, and then he slid his commonplace book into his pocket, fighting back tears.Â
âBro?â Sunny asked.Â
Isadora swallowed, taking slow breaths and trying to calm herself down. Then she nodded. âWe- weâre triplets.âÂ
âOur brother, Quigley, died in the fire.â Duncan said.Â
Violetâs eyes widened in sympathy, and then she moved over, taking Duncanâs hand. âIâm so sorry.âÂ
âThat must be horrible.â Klaus said. He looked over at Sunny, who crawled off of Isadoraâs lap and over to him, lifting her arms so he could pick her up. He did, cradling her close. âI canât imagine losing a sibling.âÂ
âItâs- itâs bad enough being separated from our family.â Violet shivered. âBut⊠deadâŠâÂ
Isadora stared hard at the ground, and Duncan slowly leaned over, putting his head on Violetâs shoulder. She wrapped an arm around him, and Klaus scooted over to Isadora, holding out his hand for her.Â
Isadora, however, said, âYou recognized we were VFD before you saw the spyglass. It was when we said our house burned down.âÂ
Klaus hesitated. âUh-âÂ
âDid the fire- did that have something to do with it?â Isadora looked over at him, pleading with her eyes. âWhat about the fire tipped you off?âÂ
Klaus and Violet exchanged another look. Be careful. âHouses burning down and orphaning children are⊠common. In VFD.â Violet said.Â
âWhen Firestarters find out where Volunteers live.â Klaus said. âOr⊠or in some, some extreme cases⊠when Volunteers wonât give up their childrenâŠâÂ
Duncan and Isadora looked up sharply, and then stared at each other. âSoâŠâ Isadora said, her voice breaking, âSo it was their fault?âÂ
âI- itâs probable-âÂ
âThen they could kill Duncan, too.â Isadora shivered.Â
âWell, I mean-â Violet stumbled. âProbably not intentionally, you know? But like- I wonât lie-âÂ
âWhy did you tell us this?â Isadora looked sharply at her. âWhy would you tell us all of this? Why do you trust us?âÂ
Violet opened her mouth to answer, and then paused. Why had she trusted them so quickly? Did she just want a connection? Was she just full of righteous fury at seeing them in a shack? Was she just so desperate to talk to somebody about what was going onâŠ?Â
She looked up at them again, and then her eyes flickered to the half-spyglass in Isadoraâs hands, and then she realized.Â
âI guess I just would rather have you with us,â she said, âThen leave you alone to suffer with no preparation. IâŠâÂ
She looked to Klaus for help, and he nodded, understanding. He edged Sunny off of his lap, and then leaned forwards, grabbing a hand from each triplet.Â
âOur Mother told us once,â he said, âThat if youâre in danger, itâs better to know you are so you can prepare. If you donât know, then it hits you by surprise. It might be a better buildup, because youâre not living in fear, but then when it happens, you have less a chance of getting out alive. And the most important thing is to stay alive. Live to fight another day, becauseâŠâÂ
âSpero.â Sunny said.Â
Klaus smiled, and translated. âBecause if you live another day, that day might be the one that makes things better.âÂ
Duncan and Isadora both stared down at his hands, and then Duncan started to cry, followed quickly by his sister.Â
âBesides,â Violet added, hoping to lighten the mood, âIâd rather you be in here than dying in a shack.âÂ
âYeah.â Isadora nodded, smiling slightly as tears rolled down her cheeks. âYeah, I- I wouldâve done the same- the same thing-âÂ
âQuigley wouldâve done the same, too.â Duncan muttered.Â
Violet held out her arms, and everyone scrambled into a group hug.
#asoue#asoue netflix#a series of unfortunate events#asoue au#runaway baudelaires au#all those things they couldn't say#the austere academy#mine#my fanfic#asoue fanfiction
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A Rose For A Valentine
Part 1/Part 2/Part 3/???
Word Count: 1504
Cast:
Lochesis Lodgick (logic). Lo, Lochy, Sisi for nicknames
Pandora Morralitie (morality) Panda, Pan, Dora, Pancake for nicknames
Rose Kreativve (creativity) Ro, Princess for nicknames
Valentine Anxxiatie (anxiety) Val, Valen for nicknames
Dahlia Desceat (deceit) Dahl, Di, Dahli for nicknames
Ruby Kreativve (Remus/intrusive thoughts) Ru, Ruru for nicknames
Riley Sleapp (Sleep) Riy, Lili for nicknames
Emily Picani (Emile) Em, Emmy for nicknames
Trigger warnings: Verbally fighting, Breakdowns, mentions of sex, uncensored swearing, fake friends
Chapter 3
  Rose walked out of the classroom, knowing Pandora would be calling her later to ask why she'd lied.
  Rose didn't ride the bus home.
  She never had.
  She just didn't want that stupid emo nightmare trying to talk to her, no matter what the reason.
  "Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupidâŠ!" Rose muttered to herself as she stormed out of the building. So much for a good first day of schoolâŠ
  What had happened at lunch was a nightmare that wouldn't be easily forgiven, regardless of the fact that Valentine wouldn't have had any way of knowing.
~~âą~~
  "It's none of your business who Pandora is friends with!" Valentine shouted. "And who's to say that maybe she'd rather be friends with someone who's deeper than a puddle on the sidewalk!"
  Rose's mind jumped into action. This emo was starting to cross over the line of things Rose was willing to put up with.
  "Are you calling me shallow?!" Rose yelled, holding a hand up to her chest dramatically on instinct, having her friend's joke and tease with her about the subject in the past. This was different.
  "If by shallow you mean that I wouldn't get my feet wet if I stepped in you with no shoes on then yes."
  Rose was furious now. "Bitch!! Who the hell are you to tell me who I am?!"
  "I don't have to; it's written all over your everything!"
  "At least I try and be friendly instead of hiding in the back of the classroom and sulking like someone just killed my dog!!"
  "Well at least I know my friends want to be my friends!!!"
  Rose stopped and fell back on her fears.
  They're just sticking around out of pity.
  They're not real friends.
  They'll all leave eventually.
  They don't really want to be around you.
  Rose didn't hear the emo try and keep the fight going, she just turned and walked off, unable to get a grip on her emotions. She clenched her fists and held her breath, fighting down her bitter thoughts.
  Lochesis finally caught Rose's shoulder, snapping the redhead back to reality.
  "Rose, hold on-" Lochesis started but was cut off when she saw Rose fighting back her tears.
  "What if she's right thoughâŠ!" Rose finally choked out, her voice just barely a squeak.
  Lochesis didn't hesitate in embracing the golden eyed girl, letting her friend take a few shaky and choked sobs into her shirt. The tall girl lead Rose over to the stairwell a few steps away and say her friend down on the bottom steps, soothing her long-time childhood friend with coos and quiet shushs.
  Pandora jogged up to the pair and struck Rose with a soft and tight hug, comforting the girl back into reality.
  "I'm okay nowâŠ" Rose said, swallowing down her tears.
  As her distress fell away, anger quickly rose to replace it.
  Rose clenched her fists again. "That stupid bitch is gonna get what's coming to her, just you wait. I'll-"
  Pandora quickly jumped up. "NO!!" She shouted. Seeing Rose and Lochesis startle, she calmed her voice. "No. Listen I know Val hurt your feelings, but she didn't know that, A, you have self esteem issues, and, B, that it would hurt you that much." Pandora's big blue eyes pleaded from behind her glasses. "Please give her at least a chance? She's been my best friend since I was like two years old and she's got no other friends. And if you two ended up fighting, wellâŠ" Pandora paused, thinking about the situation and shook her head as if clearing it of unkind thoughts. "It'd be sad!!" She stated plainly.
  Rose slouched her shoulders. "Did you even hear what she said?" Her eyes glared down at the tiled floor. "And I don't think she'd be one to actually even want to make up with me." Rose gestured down the hallway back to the cafeteria. "I mean look at her!! She looks like Tim Burton hand crafted her and through some satanic experiment brought her to life!!"
  Lochesis looked at Rose curiously. "Didn't you mention this morning how much you love Nightmare Before Christmas?"
  Rose waved a hand at her friend. "Shut up, just...shuuu."
  Pandora pouted. "You're not even gonna try?" She asked dejectedly.
  Rose looked down and picked at the holes in her jeans. She finally stood up, throwing her hands over her head. "Fine!" She huffed. Pandora started clapping her hands before Rose pointed at her. "But I'm still not talking to her today! It'll have to wait till tomorrow or something."
  Pandora still bounced a little. "Yay~!! I'm glad you're not giving up on my strange dark daughter!!"
  "What even-" Lochesis started to question before Rose's huffing interrupted her.
  "God what a shitty day this is turning out to beâŠ" Rose groaned.
  Pandora gasped and stood on her tiptoes to cover her girlfriend's ears. "GASP!! Watch your language, Rose! We don't want the human computer learning it, you don't know WHO she'll start repeating it to!"
  Lochesis pulled the honey haired girl's hands off the side of her head, settling for them draping over her shoulders. "I'm not a child, Pandora, I know swear words," she leaned her head back to smile at the short girl. "But thank you for worrying, darling." She winked and Pandora nearly fell over herself.
  Rose rolled her eyes, smiling widely. "You two are sickeningly adorable." They laughed together as the bell rung and they parted ways.
  As soon as her friend's were out of sight, the bright smile faded from Rose's face entirely.
  "Well at least I know my friends want to be my friends!!!"
  Was Valentine right?
  Rose couldn't help but feel that maybe she was.
~~âą~~
  Rose waited outside the school thinking about the day. Rose had only grown more upset when she'd found out that the emo was in her chemistry class as well.
  Rose shook herself and stood straighter. C'mon, I bet she's not that bad. She's just a little prickly, thatâs all. We can make up tomorrow and then everything will be fine! She told herself.
  "Ro-ro!!" A girl that looked strikingly similar to Rose ran up to her. "Guess What?!"
  Rose have an exasperated sigh and rolled her eyes. "Please don't tell me you damaged my reputation again, RubyâŠ"
  Ruby giggled and shook her head. "Oh no, I do that on the daily, I don't have to try to do that!" Rose made an offended noise before Ruby had to dodge a playful battering from her sister. "I got a GIRLFRIEND!!" She shouted gleefully.
  Rose stood shocked in the middle of the walkway as she watched her sister. "You What?!" She nearly shrieked.
  Ruby nodded up and down. "Yep!! You heard me right! Duchess Trash-Bitch landed herself a date with only the most suave girl in school!!"
  Rose snorted. "Pah-lease, Ruby, I don't think that's possible seeing as we're sisters, so go check your facts."
  Ruby pushed Rose so hard she fell into a bush. "You think you're so high and mighty but whatever. Besides, Dahlia is way cuter than you'd ever hope to be, loser."
  Rose stopped. "Dahlia? As in stage director Dahlia?" Rose thought to their student director for last year's winter play. She had known that Ruby and her had become good friends after that year, but she didn't know they'd become that close.
  Ruby nodded happily. "Yep!! That's my girl!!" Ruby sighed happily. "Heheh...Imma fuck her so-"
  "GROSS, RUBY!!!" Rose shouted, shoving her sister. "I don't wanna hear about your gross fantasies!! Keep them to yourself, will ya?!"
  Ruby cackled maniacally. "I was kidding!! MostlyâŠ" She added the last part a bit quieter.
  "In any case I still don't want to hear about your gross sex fantasies! Keep those and whatever other disgusting thoughts you have to your self!" Rose said.
  Rose and Ruby were twin sisters, the only thing telling them apart being a small mole under Ruby's left eye and Ruby's slight height difference, Rose being just a tad shorter. They were best friends- partners in crime! Ruby was always the one to mature up and console Rose after failed auditions and fights, and Rose would always sit there listening to Rubyâs bad days and grievances. They were as close as two sisters could be. A team.
  As Ruby went on and on about how wonderful Dahlia was, Rose was finding it harder and harder to keep up her smile.
  First Lochy and Panda, now Ruby and Dahlia⊠Rose thought. Everyone seems to have someone in their lives but me...I wonder who else will beat me to the stage of romanceâŠ
  The two girls finally got home where Ruby very excitedly and loudly announced her new girlfriend to their parents, who delightfully listened to her rant about her day till dinner was done.
  Rose picked at her food and got up before it was finished. "I'm gonna go take a shower."
  "Don't drown!!" Ruby called after her sister.
  Rose turned on the water and stepped inside before curling up and hugging her knees to her chest.
  She thought of the entire day and what Valentine had said.
  And Rose began to cry, letting the sound of the water mask her sobs as she let the day wash over her and down the drain.
 Hey yâall, sorry this is so late! Itâs a short chapter I know, but I hope you liked it! I donât really have much of an excuse for having this out so late, I just kinda had life catch up to me and lost a ton of motivation. despite that, I had fun writing this in the last hour-ish or so! Hope you liked it!!
 Okay so I just edited this and wow there were a lot of things I messed up. In my defense, I wrote and posted this at like midnight. In any case I fixed it, so I hope you find this version a bit better!
 And one last thing before I go; I drew all of the main cast for A Rose For A Valentine (Valentine, Rose, Pandora, Lochesis) Would all of you like to see them all?
 Okay thatâs it, love you all byyee~!!
#thomas sanders#logicality#prinxiety#sanders sides fic#gender bend AU#highschool au#virgil sanders#roman sanders#logan sanders#patton sanders#remus sanders#sanders sides
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Growing Pains. Part 8c
"We treat addicts every day but you just don't think it's gunna happen to one of your own kids."
âHmm.â
"After everything that's happened this evening I'm almost scared to call Millie's mum in case I find out that the twins have done a bunk instead of being at a sleepover there..!" She grimaced.
Charlie laughed, âOr thereâs one child sleeping soundly and the other has gone awol.â He joked.
"Tilly!" Duffy giggled.
Emily wriggled and stretched on her mum's lap her eyelids fluttering open. "Daddy?" She mumbled.
âHello gorgeous. Are you okay?â He stroked her hair.
"Yeh." Emily's tummy rumbled loudly.
âAre you hungry? When was the last time you ate something?â
Emily nodded, mumbling her reply to her dad's second question.
He stroked her cheek. âIs my princess ok?â
Emily glanced up at her mum and nodded.
"Given time I think you will be." Duffy encouraged.
âDo you want something to eat?â Charlie asked.
"Please." Emily replied. Though there was still a lot of things whirling around in her head she felt a little calmer after seeing Beth and talking to her mum.
âWhat would you like, Princess?â
"A sandwich?"
"I can get you one Em. You go be with Louis." Duffy told Charlie.
âAre you sure?â
âIs he ok?â Emily sat up rubbing her eyes.
"Yeh, Louis needs you." Duffy replied.
âI didnât expect all this to happen.â Emily spoke in a barely a whisper.
"Emmy?" Duffy prompted gently. "Did you know what Louis was doing?"
Emily chewed her lower lip. âPromise you wonât get angry? Either of you?â
"I promise." Duffy replied, anxious to know what Emily knew.
âI know heâs smoked weed a few times. Just weed, nothing else.â
The realisation hit Duffy instantly. "That's what you were trying to tell me about that time!" She gasped.
Emily smiled sadly, âI promised I kinda wouldnât say anything. I didnât think it was such a big problem.â
"Its ok, its not your fault." Duffy soothed her daughter, looking pointedly at Charlie who had so far remained silent.
âItâs not your fault sweetheart.â Charlie kissed Emily's forehead.
"When Jake and Krystal dragged him through the door earlier I was so scared." Emily admitted.
âI wouldâve been scared too. But Iâm so proud of you for calling an ambulance and making sure he was ok.â Charlie praised his daughter.
"Peter just suddenly arrived. Is he OK? He seemed really upset."
âHeâs got a lot on his mind too. I think heâll be ok.â
"Will Louis be OK?" Emily asked nervously.
Charlie nodded, âHe will be. When we get him the help he needs.â
"Let's get you a sandwich princess." Duffy prompted. "I'll call Krystal's parents." She told Charlie. "You go be with Louis."
Charlie kissed Duffyâs forehead and then Emilyâs before getting up off the floor.
Louis was still in resus waiting for a bed upstairs to become available so he could be transferred.
Charlie returned to Resus and sat down beside Louisâ bed. He stroked his thumb over the back of Louis' hand.
The teenager was lucky to be alive.
Charlie sighed, where did he go wrong again? Everything seemed to be falling apart, quickly spiralling out of control. He moved and kissed Louisâ forward before sitting back down again.
Various staff wandered in and out of the room going about their daily routine but Charlie barely noticed them. He was too preoccupied with trying to take in all that had happened this evening with his children. So much had happened in such a short space of time.
He took small comfort in the fact that his youngest children seemed to be ok and happy.
A while later Duffy came into resus. "The kids are sleeping in your office." She told her husband quietly. "How is he?"
âStill asleep and lucky to be alive.â
"What made him do it?" She sighed. "I think Peter and Jake will both have a hell of a hangover in the morning."
âI donât know. Heâs got a lot on his mind by the sounds of things. I just wish he could have come and talked to me.â
"Maybe he will. Maybe this will have given him enough of a fright."
âI hope so.â
She grabbed a chair and sat down next to him, fidgeting with edge of the cast on her wrist.
âHowâs your wrist?â He asked gently.
"Itchy." She frowned. "I feel like such an idiot walking around with it on."
âAccidents happen. Least it didnât break using those handcuffs of ours. It could be worse.â
"I would have died having to explain that to Zoe." She cringed.
âItâs Zoe. Sheâs probably a secret kinky one too.â He smirked.
"I'll tell her you said that!"
A period of silence descended over them before Duffy sighed. "We're gunna have to deal with Sarah's parents again aren't we? What's the bet they end up making it all out to be Peter's fault?" She grumbled.
He shrugged, âIt takes two to tango and Sarah was just as willing by the sounds of things.â
"Oh was she now? How would you know?!"
âHe was talking to me. A while ago, when it happened. Said it just happened. They went outside the pub to talk and they ended up you know, shagging.â He paused, âIt was probably then.â
"Of all the stupid, irresponsible..!"
âPot kettle...â He raised an eyebrow.
"They're supposed to learn from our lapses in judgement, not repeat them!"
âI know.â
"I really thought he was finally getting his life together. That he'd settle down with Holly. Don't get me wrong, I've always liked Sarah but she's caused him so much pain."
âIt might not even be Peterâs.â Charlie replied without thinking.
"What?!" Duffy gasped, her eyes wide.
âSarah has a boyfriend.â
"Oh... Oh!"
Charlie shrugged, âMaybe Peterâs just doing what he thinks is right?â
"I swear if she's lied to him..!" Duffy's temper was bubbling.
âHey. We donât know if she has.â He reassured.
"She's been determined to trap him for years and she's finally succeeded." Duffy was close to tears, the evening's events were starting to overwhelm her.
Charlie pulled her into a hug and rubbed her lower back, âSsh babe. Youâre getting yourself all worked up.â
Feeling his arms around her she finally gave in and let the tears begin to fall.
He held her tightly as she cried on him.
After a few minutes Duffy pulled back, wiping at her damp cheeks. "I'm sorry. Here I am crying when it's your son who nearly died this evening. You must think I'm so selfish."
âNo I donât.â He kissed the top of her head, âItâs been hard for us both. Heâs your son too.â
"Not as far as he's concerned." She sighed.
He sighed. âHe does love you, Duffy.â
"I wish I believed you."
âHe does. I just think sometimes that scares him.â Charlie said sadly.
"He still blames me. He always will."
âBlames you for what?â
"His mum."
âHis mum dying?â
"You and her splitting up, moving to Canada, her death, being made to come back... All of it." She sighed.
âHas he told you that?â Charlie asked gently with a sad smile.
"He tends to save the worst of his outbursts for when you're at work."
âI think heâs confused and doesnât know what to do. Or feel.â He frowned, âHeâs never hurt you, has he?â
"Not physically. Though I can't say it doesn't hurt when he repeatedly yells 'you can't tell me what the fuck to do, your not my mum!' at me in front of his younger brothers. That has raised some difficult questions."
âIâm sorry.â Charlie kissed her cheek. Just as Louis stirred, beginning to wake.
The teenager's eyes were glazed and unfocused.
âLouis?â Charlie touched his arm.
Though Louis was awake it was clear that his body was struggling with the come down.
Charlie sighed, âItâs okay son.â
Louis roared, lashing out to throw his father's hand off his arm. His glazed eyes scanned the room, why was he here? Where was here? He was hot and shaking.
âLouis, itâs dad. Youâre in hospital.â Charlie moved closer to Louis, hoping his voice could calm him.
Louis tried to get up. He needed to get out of here. He needed to find his friends.
âYou canât go anywhere Louis, you need to stay here.â
"No!" Louis managed to get off the bed and stumbled across to the counter pushing things around, clearly searching for something.
âSon, please. You need help.â Charlie begged.
"Louis, please, listen to your dad!" Duffy begged.
"Bitch!" Louis screamed, picking up the sharps box and launching it at his stepmother.
Charlie stood in front of Duffy, âYou donât want to hurt her, Louis. Youâre just scared and confused.â
"Get me what I need." Louis demanded though his words were stuttered and somewhat jumbled.
âYou donât need it. Youâre trying to escape something, what is it? Why are you using?â
"Fuck. You." Louis replied, his rage increasing.
âTalk to me? Please? You used to tell me everything.â
"Then you chose her." Louis slumped to the floor, the shaking getting rapidly worse.
âWeâve been through this.â Charlie sat on the floor and grabbed the blanket, wrapping it around Louis. âThereâs something upsetting you, what is it?â
"Wish she was dead. Not mum." Louis mumbled.
âYou miss your mum, itâs only natural.â
"I've tried my best Louis. I know I can never replace your mum." Duffy replied sadly.
Louis shook his head but didnât verbally reply.
Duffy sighed. "I'm going to go check on the others. Me being here clearly isn't helping."
Once again, Louis didnât speak. His body was shaking a lot by now.
"I'm going to get Dylan." Duffy added as she left resus.
âThank you.â
After finding Dylan and sending him to help Charlie Duffy was surprised to find Peter awake as she entered her office.
âMy head hurts.â He mumbled, rubbing his forehead.
"I'm not surprised." Duffy sighed, taking a bottle of water from her handbag and handing it to him.
âWhy do you always have water in your handbag?â He asked with a smile.
"Hydration is important." She shrugged.
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đđŒ, I was wondering if you could do a prompt where Alison and Emily finding out that this time around theyâre having a boy? I love all of your prompts, thank you for writing them đâșïžđâ€ïžđą
Itâs been a while since Iâvedone a prompt (ie, Iâm out of practice with them). But I have a lot of nice asks in my inbox, and this one has been asked more than once. These prompts have been in my inbox for a long time. Iâm pretty sure theyâve been sitting in my asks since before âThe Perfectionistsâ aired. All my AU family prompts take place in a universe in which Alison did not go to Beacon Heights. If you want a refresher on where my AU Liars are with their families, check out THIS prompt or THIS one. But this one can be a stand-alone.
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Family was everything to Alison DiLaurentis-Fields. Sheâd spent so much of her youth trapped behind fake smiles that hid tumultuous secrets. Sheâd been suffocated by the pressure of existing in a picture perfect family, unable to tell her friends that behind all the jewels and riches there was a twisted sinister world in her household.
It had taken her years to build up the trust to let people love her. But when she finally found her chosen family in her childhood best friend, Emily, she realized that even broken children could become whole again. Their love story was anything but textbook. Theyâd been through hell together. But they managed to come out the other end.
The circumstances behind the conception of their twins sent both girls careening into a dark place. It had been the most trying time in their lives. But when the girls were born they loved them.
Grace and Lily were conceived in the dark, but they were raised in the light. They knew the strength of family. And Alison loved that family. Extending the family, however, was more than a little nerve-wracking. Yet, thatâs exactly what they were doing.
âThatâs definitely a penis.âGrace stared at one of her motherâs ultrasound photos.
âThatâs a finger, Grace.â Lilyrolled her eyes. âYou see the other four just like it?â
They were studying all of theultrasound photos of their new baby sibling to try and make their decisions aboutthe sex before the gender reveal party their moms were having that afternoon.Grace looked at the photo again.
âMaybe heâs an alien and heâs gotfive little willies.â
âThis explains why youâre failingBio.â
âExcuse me, what?â Alisonpeered in through the kitchen doorway.
âOh, shit.â Grace jumped, knockingover her books. She glared at her sister. âYou woke the sleeping dragon.â
Alison walked into the room. Shehadnât gained a ton of pregnancy weight yet, but she was already showing,though it was mostly in her face and chest. Her stomach was a rounded pouch.She was carrying high. If she wore loose fitting clothing no one could tellthat she was pregnant. Though her mood swings rivaled that of a hormonalteenage girl. When she lost her cool she was like a volcanic eruption, leavingdisaster and disarray in her wake.
âGrace, what have we told you aboutthat mouth of yours?â
âIâm going to stand really stilland hope it doesnât see me.â Grace muttered through her teeth. She had animpish grin on her face.
âYouâre hilarious,â Alison saidflatly. She pointed to a container on the counter. âSwear jar.â
âShe said âdamnâ earlier, too.âLily smirked.
Grace whipped her head over towardsher sister, fire in her eyes.
âLily, why?â
âCuz Iâm bored.â Lily shrugged.âAnd itâs funny when she gets mad at you.â
âYouâre like the worst sister ever.I hope it is a boy. And I hope he pees on you every time you change hisdiaper.â Grace gave her sister a nasty look as she walked towards a jar on thekitchen counter.
She muttered under her breath asshe pulled a crumpled up dollar bill from her pocket and shoved it into thejar.
âWhatâs this about you failingBio?â Alison gave her daughter a disapproving look.
âIâm not failing exactly.â Grace replied. She had a sheepish expression onher face. Sometimes she felt a little inferior to her sister. Everything cameso easy to Lily. Grace wondered if the new baby would be as smart asher sister. It wasnât really a big deal, but she did act out because of it. âIjust got a few points knocked off of my grade for getting in trouble in class.â
âWhy? What did you do?â
Lily snickered from where she wassitting at the kitchen table. Grace shot her a dirty look.
âGrace, Iâm not going to ask youagain.â Alison glared at her.
âI glued boobs on the anatomymodel.â
Lilyâs little snickers turned intofull blown cackles. Alisonâs mouth dropped open, but she didnât say anything.She was conflicted between being pissed off or laughing at the situation.
âLily dared me.â Grace pointed anaccusatory finger at her sister.
âHowâŠâ Alison wasnât sure shewanted to know the details. âWhat did you even use forâŠjustâŠhow?â
âI found this humongous bra in thelost and found. I cut out the pads and filled it with ziplock baggies full ofpudding and then glued the backs closed and stuck some pepperoni on the centeron each side.â
Alison wanted to be mad, but shewas impressed with her childâs ingenuity. If she only applied herself in otherareas she could be running the worldâŠ
âIâŠmay or may not have given ademonstration on lactating women with your pumpâŠâ
âYou took my pump to do this?â Alison exclaimed. âThat was brand new!â
âItâs only slightly used now.âGrace shrugged.
âYeah, with a hint of stalepepperoni smell.â Lily added with a laugh.
âYouâre not helping.â Gracefrowned.
âNot trying to.â
Grace cut her eyes at Lily. Shegrabbed another dollar from her pocket and shoved it into the jar beforelooking at Lily and proclaiming,
âBitch, I will cut you.â
âKeep talking. Iâd love to go onvacation on your dime.â Lily grinned.
Alison looked at her two bickeringgirls and realized that she and Emily were officially certifiable for wantingto bring another child into their lives. Alison rolled her eyes and walked overto where Graceâs books had landed on the floor.
Lily and Grace hustled to get themup before Alison could lean down to grab them. Theyâd been overly protectiveabout her pregnancy.
âI can lift a two pound book,girls.â Alison frowned in annoyance.
âTotally.â Lily nodded. âWe justdidnât want you to see whatâs in them.â
âBanned books havenât been a thingsince the 1980s.â
âNot true. I read a news storyabout how To Kill a Mockingbird and Harry Potter were both banned this year.â
âWhy would anyone ban Harry Potter?â Grace questioned. âItâs amagical journey of friendship and love.â She thought about it for a second.âDumbledore was kind of a dick, though.â
âGraceâŠjar.â Alison pointed.
âCrap.â Grace muttered.
âYouâre not wrong though.â Alisonnodded. âHe was a dick.â
âHey, how come you can say it, butI canât?â
âBecause Iâm your mother. Do as Isay. Not as I do.â
âCan I write my English paper on Harry Potter and quote you on DumbledorebeingâŠuhâŠthat part of the male anatomy?â Grace asked.
âAs long as you use the propercitations.â No child of hers was going to get points deducted for not doing herworks cited page right.
Lily put Graceâs books on the tableand then looked at her mother.
âSeriously, donât look in these.The boobs were nothing in comparison to whatâs in these things. We donât wantto warp the babyâs fragile little mind.â
âYouâre the babyâs sisters. This kid doesnât stand a chance.â
âYouâre the one that raised us.âGrace smarted back.
âGrace Estella DiLaurentis-FieldsâŠâ
âGrace, donât taunt your mother.âEmily walked into the kitchen with a water bottle in her hand.
Her brow was lined with sweat andher cheeks were bright red. Sheâd been running on the treadmill for nearly halfan hour.
âWhy? Is it bad for the baby?â
âNo. Itâs just that I have to deal with the hormones.â
âIâm going to kill every single oneof you in your sleep.â Alison glared at her family.
âYou see? You see what youâve done?âLily looked at Grace and then motioned towards their very agitated mother.
âSo? Weâll just feed her somechocolate and let her be for a while.â
âGo get ready for the genderreveal.â Emily lightly smacked Grace on the back of the head. Grace smiled ather mom before she walked out of the room. Emily looked at their otherdaughter. âYou too, Lily.â
Lily grabbed her things andfollowed her sister.
âEveryone is going to be here atfour.â Emily put her water bottle down. âHanna has the supplies and Aria ispicking up the cake.â
Alison walked over to where Emilywas standing. Emily grabbed a glass and filled it up with water. Alison assumedEmily was going to drink it, but instead the brunette gave it to her.
âHow was your nap?â Emily asked.
Alison had been taking a lot ofpower naps, because she didnât sleep well at night. She had indigestion and hadto pee almost every thirty minutes. And when she did sleep she had weirddreams.
âShort.â Alison took a sip ofwater. She put the glass down on the counter and reached up and rubbed herneck. âOur little darlings weresniping at one another loud enough to wake the dead.â
Emily gently put her hand againstAlisonâs neck and slipped her fingers against her shoulder. She could feel themuscle tension in Alisonâs neck. She gently started to massage a knot shefound. Emily rubbed her shoulder, trying to work out the kink in her neck.
âEverything okay? Youâre really tense. And you seem a littlejittery.â
âIâm fine. Itâs justâŠI canâtbelieve weâre really doing this.â Alison moved her neck to give Emily betteraccess.
âI know theyâre kind of tacky, but theyâre apparently all the rageâŠâ
âNo, not the reveal.â Alison cut Emily off. âThis.â She motioned to her stomach. âWealready have two little Tasmanian devils we canât control. Why did we think weneeded a third?â
âHow can we have a three-ring circus if we donât have a trioof children?â Emily quipped.
Alison couldnât help but laugh.
âI have no doubt that Grace would be front and centerleading the show.â She looked over her shoulder to face Emily. âDo you have anyidea what your child did at school?â
âOh, sheâs mychild when sheâs in trouble?â Emily chuckled
âI still maintain that the reason sheâs such a ham isbecause you encouraged her bad behavior when she was a baby.â
âHow?â Emily scoffed.
âDid you or did you not laugh until you cried every time shedumped food on her head or slung it at Lily?â
âOkay. Thatâs fair.â Emily didnât disagree. âBut come onâŠa baby covered in spaghetti? Who doesnât laugh at that?â
âThe parent who has to pick noodles out of the bathtub drain.â Alison replied dryly. âDid you know sheâs acting out in school now?â
âWhat? You mean the boob thing?â
âYou knew?â
âYeah, the school called me.â
âWhy didnât you tell me?â
âBecause I havenât had a chance yet. It just happenedyesterday. Grace and I had a conversation last night. Iâm handling it. I wasgoing to talk to you about it tonight after the party.â
âWhat are we going to do with her?â Alison shook her head.She felt a flutter in her stomach. The baby was moving. She moved her hand toher stomach. She smiled. âWhat if this one is just like her?â
âWe would be so lucky.â Emily moved her hand down next toAlisonâs, waiting to feel their little one move again. âMaybe the third timewill be the charm.â Emily leaned down and pressed a kiss against her hot skin.
âYou know we could have just borrowed one of our friendâskids if we were desperate enough. Finn is still young and cute.â
âAria says he bit Ezra the other day.â
âAnother reason to love him.â Alison laughed.
They both felt the baby kick, drawing their eyesight downtowards Alisonâs belly. Emily smiled.
âSo, are you thinking boy or girl?â Emily asked.
âIs it bad that I hope itâs a boy? I just donât know if Ican handle any more estrogen in this house. So that probably means it will be agirl.â She peered at Emily. âWhat about you? What do you think?â
âWouldnât it be something if it was twins again?â
âEmily Catherine DiLaurentis-Fields, I will smother you witha pillowâŠâ
Emily laughed softly. She kept her palm against Alisonâsstomach. She was silent for a few seconds.
âI think no matter what the sex is, this baby is going to bebeautiful, just like its mama.â
Alison felt blood rush to her cheeks. She shook her head.
âNo, you donât get to get out of the question that easily.The whole point of this gender reveal nonsense is that we get to lord it overpeople when weâre right.â
âOh? Is that whatthis is about? Not about celebrating bringing another life into the world?âEmily teased.
âCome on. Just make a call. Boy or girl. You have to.â
Emily moved down until her eyes were level with Alisonâsstomach. She lifted her shirt and kissed her belly. The baby responded. Alisonwasnât surprised. The baby always responded to Emily. Emily stood back up andtook Alisonâs hands in hers.
âI think Grace should have hung a hotdog off of the anatomydoll instead of boobs.â
âSo, you think itâs a boy?â
âI do.â
There was a beat of silence and then Alison grimaced.
âShit. I donât know anything about how to raise a boy.â
âAria says itâs a lot like raising girls, but with more dirt,more wiggling, and more geysers of pee erupting like Old Faithful.â
âI think Iâd prefer that to the hormones in this family.Grace is already testing my last nerve and Lily is moody as hell.â
âThatâs because theyâre growing up. Relax. Weâve got thisparenting thing down. They may get into trouble every now and then, but theyâregood kids.â
But Emily was singing a different tune two hours later afterall of their friends and their kids showed up for the gender reveal party.
Theyhad refreshments and then went outside for the reveal, which Spencer and Hannahad set up with the help of their husbands and daughters.
Spencer had been in charge of the gender reveal, mostlybecause they knew Hanna couldnât keep a secret if her life depended on it. Theyhad set up a large dart board with several opaque balloons filled with paint.There were darts on a tray near the patio.
Emilyâs mother Pam gave a beautiful speech about the day sheand her late husband had found out that they were having a girl. Hanna told a similarstory about her daughter while her husband Caleb pinched their little girlâscheeks and annoyed her. Spencer talked about both of her girls while sharingloving glances with her husband Toby.
The kids fidgeted, because they were ready to get to thegames. It was Ariaâs little boy Finn who drew the attention away from theadults.
âI didnât grow in my mommyâs tummy,â Finn said quietly. He looked sad.
âBecause you grew in her heart.â Lily tapped his nose.
âAnd that makes you more special than all of us.â Grace added, tousling his hair.
The shy little boy smiled at them and then hugged them. Hestayed attached to them until their mothers called for them.
Lily and Grace jogged over to where the adults were standingin front of the dart board.
âI donât know if arming these two with darts is such a goodidea.â Emily frowned.
âOh, but theyâre goodkids, remember?â Alison shoved Emily with a teasing smile on her face.
âDonât worry. Iâll behave.â Grace threw her hands up in theair, palms forward.
âYou donât know the meaning of the word.â Lily laughed.
âWould you be mad if I accidentally stabbed her?â Gracelooked at Alison.
âWe want to see pink or blue. Not red.â Alison warned her.
âSweet. Our blood is technically blue inside of our body because of our oxygen. Loophole.â
Alison glanced at Emily, impressed that Grace knew that. Perhaps she wasnât doing as poorly in Biology as they thought.
Spencer handed them each a dart and then she gave one toEmily and one to Alison. They lined up next to one another and took aim at theboard.
âReady?â Spencer asked. She glanced at everyone watching,making sure all the cameras were rolling. âAimâŠâ
âFIRE!â It was Grace who made the final call, and hers wasthe first dart to go sailing through the air. It landed a few inches next to aballoon.
Lily, Alison, and Emily threw their darts. Alisonâsbounced off the side of the board. Emilyâs dart landed right next to Graceâs.And Lilyâs hit the top of the board. They all grabbed another dart and threwthem again. This time, two darts hit balloons. Graceâs and Emilyâs. Blue paint splatteredall over the place.
Alisonâs face brightened in joy. Emily threw her hands up inexcitement. Grace turned to Lily and exclaimed,
âI told you it wasa penis! IN YOUR FACE!!â She yelled.
Alison and Emily embraced one another and shared a kiss.They were so wrapped up in the fact that they were having a baby boy that theydidnât notice that Hanna was handing their children water pistols.
âHey, moms?â Grace called mischievously.
Alison and Emily faced the twins and saw them both aimingthe guns at them. Emily saw the huge grin on Hannaâs face and she knewimmediately that the guns were filled with paint.
âNo. No, donât you dare!â Emily ordered.
Lily and Grace looked at one another and then aimed theirweapons and pulled the trigger. A stream of blue paint shot out across the yardand splashed off of Emily, hitting Alison in the process. Alison made a noisebetween a squeal and a laugh. Emily looked down at the blue paint coating herclothes. Lily and Grace ran off, spraying one another with the pistols.
âThis was your doing, wasnât it?â Emily looked at her best friend.
âConsider it payback for helping Cami get her hands on those glitter bombs for my birthday. Iâm still cleaning confetti out of my carpet.â
âWell, I guess we need to get used to messes again.â Emilychuckled.
She felt Hanna needling her side.
âHere.â Hanna handed Emily a pistol filled with paint. Shetossed one to Alison, too. âGo get âem.â
âWhat do you say?â Emily looked at Alison. âJust like oldtimes? Weâll tag-team them. Iâll take Grace. You take Lily.â
âNo. Leave Grace to me.â Alison grinned. âSheâs going to goto school looking like a smurf when Iâm through with her.â
The two of them felt like children again as they sprintedafter their daughters.
The adults passed out paint guns to everyone. It became anall-out war. First it was parents against their children. Then it split up intoboys versus girls.
The backyard was filled with more laughter than theyâd everheard. They had a ball. Hannaâs daughter Cami dive-bombed Spencerâs girlsBailey and Violet. Finn ran up to his dad and smeared paint all over him beforeEzra picked him up and tossed him over his shoulder, eliciting a loud squeal oflaughter. Caleb threw a balloon filled with paint at Hanna, but it accidentallyhit Toby. Toby retaliated with two balloons, painting Caleb blue.
Alison and Emily cornered their girls and all four ofthem doused each other in paint. Most of it managed to miss Lily. But Alison,Emily, and Grace all ran in at the same time and trapped her in a family hug,dousing her with the blue paint they were covered in.
Alison took a moment to pull away and look at the hugesmiles on their faces. After the party she started to feel better aboutparenting in general. She was excited about meeting their son.
Later that night when she was lying in bed with her wife shecouldnât stop touching her stomach. Every little hiccup felt like an entirelydifferent experience.
She felt the bed shake and when she looked up she sawEmily leaning on her elbow, smiling at her. She still had a hint of blue in herhair. She wasnât surprised. By the time they had finished the paint war the backyard had looked like the movie Avatar had exploded.Alison peered at the blue paint. She smiled when she thought about their son.
âWeâre having a baby.â Alison smiled at her. âWe did this.Weâre doing this.â
âWe are.â Emily rubbed Alisonâs belly with a smile onher face. âOur baby boy.â
Alison thought about the pure joy sheâd felt with her familywhen they were playing outside, and she realized what bliss it was to have themin her life. She couldnât wait to bring her son into their lives. She couldnâtwait to start making memories with him. Because family was everything to Alison DiLaurentis-Fields. And her family had her heart.
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[fic] Baby, Weâre Really In Love (Arcade/Courier Six)
 Happy Holidays!
Here is @enclaveoilrig âs submission for @gaydeliverydriverunion.
Pairing: Arcade Gannon/Courier Six Summary: Prompt: âI think something sweet with Arcade and Courier six sort of having their own celebration of the new year together would be nice. they're away from their friends (a few months after an independent vegas ending i think) and sort of enjoying each others company. i think some sign of celebration in the distance would be cool. something sort of sappy would be really lovelyâ Word Count: 3.3K Rating: SFW Warnings: Alcohol usage
Within the glow of the Strip, Arcade works a late-night shift at the Mormon Fort. The power has gone out again, which is something almost all of Freeside has gotten used to by now. His collogues quickly adjust asking for portable lights or anything that gives off a glow. The patients do the same, a few making jokes to humor themselves. A couple of months ago he would have just grumbled under his breath about the unfairness of the NCRâs hold on Freeside, but now he briefly smiles. After all, the reason they even have a dedicated line of power in the first place brings back memories that have a sentimental attachment to them. Also, itâs their power, something they own, not the NCRâs or Houseâs.
Arcade isnât tucked away in the corner of the Mormon Fort much anymore. Sometimes he misses that slower pace, but ever since New Vegas gained independence, the Followers have stretched all their resources to the maximum. Heâs let himself take a bigger role within the Mormon Fort, too. His inspiration and motivation for this change stems from his experiences with Six and everything that comes with the other man. That âeverythingâ is a complex grab bag of unsaid words and feelings, but somehow between the two of them, there is an understanding that Arcade is grateful to have.
âItâs almost tranquil if it werenât for the lack of good supplies, tents, and organization.â Itâs Julie Farkasâ voice that pulls Arcade out of his inner monologue. âThis is your third late night shift in a row, isnât it, Arcade?â
âAnd your fourth,â he doesnât say that to shut her down or purely point out her hypocrisy. Itâs still a habit he has that makes him feel like he should deflect the conversation back on to the other person, especially if theyâre following his behavior and actions more closely than others. âItâs fine. We need the all the people we have, and I doubt any new graduates from the Boneyard are lining up to be sent here.â Itâs well known by now that the Followers have it tough out here, far tougher than before. Besides the NCR purposely making things more difficult for the Followers and anyone out in the Mojave, the aftermath of Hoover dam is overwhelming enough already. Â
âIâll stop putting off my vacation to San Francisco.â Heâs heard that line from Julie before, and by now, itâs a running gag. It might have been possible for her to leave the Mormon Fort back in September or August, but not now.
âEventually,â Arcade added, returning the humor.
âOf course.â The conversation between them feels comfortable, something Arcade did not often feel when talking to others until more recently. âI still have some time before the Shi celebrate their New Years; I want to see the blooming flowers that decorate the main gate into Shi-town.â
âItâs nice.â If he closes his eyes, he could envision the flower petals falling onto the ground. âSo Iâve heard.â The second part of his statement comes after a delayed pause, but Julie doesnât give him a strange look or say anything. Or maybe he just doesnât notice as heâs distracted.
The sun will rise in a few hours, and Arcadeâs age and fatigue are catching up to him. He could go back to the Lucky 38, but the place is like an Old World museum meets well preserved archeological gravesite. The only people who reside there these days are Six and him along with Sixâs eyebot and cyberdog. Arcade knows the suite will be empty tonight and has been for a few days. If someone were to hypothetically correlate the fact Six being away and him staying these late night shifts, he would say correlation does not equal causation. Yet deep down, something Arcade doesnât want to admit aloud, is that he doesnât want to return to an empty room without Six when the whole place reminds him of the man.
Arcade finds himself back in the tent he used to spend most of his time in at the Mormon Fort. While itâs tucked away, the tent is open enough to let sunbeams pierce through. Heâs not even sure when he went to sleep or how he ended up here. Those details donât matter as he has a feeling he should have been awake hours ago to help.
He starts to get up, a hand feeling he has his glasses on already before running a hand through his hair. More than just his back aches right now and the pains of hunger and thirst are starting to weight on him. He wonders briefly how presentable he looks right now, and if itâs bad, he would either have to borrow another coat and shirt from one of the other Followers or drag himself up to the Lucky 38.
He catches his reflection and he doesnât look like death walking. He actually appears softer around the edges most likely due to the fatigue. In his current level of sleep desperation, he might even be more personable and more passive to converse with. He knows within a minute or two of being outside the tent heâll find something to do no matter how he looks. Heâll either be pulled to help with someone who got mugged or tugged to help a child with malnutrition.
Even before he fully leaves the tent, someone is calling out to him. Itâs a familiar face, but one he isnât expecting. Itâs Emily Ortal, someone whose reassignment got approved and was moving to work closer to her hometown.
âLong night, huh? Well, Julie wants to pick up some supplies that came from Vault City through the Garett Twins.â
âSo, she wants me to take a break.â Supply pickups arenât the best use of his skills nor something he does that often. Sometimes doctors would volunteer to get a break from the Fort for half an hour or so.
âPretty much. Take it easy, Arcade, and make sure the Buffout and Med-X arenât watered down like the last time. You know how to tell, donât you?â He just nods at Emilyâs question, not wanting to really engage in anything further. âOh, and happy New Year, Arcade. Donât work through it unless you have to.â He continues nodding without realizing her exact words, muttering something along the lines of âyou tooâ or âsameâ.
He only realizes that it really is New Yearâs Eve when heâs close to the Atomic Wrangler. Thereâs a good amount of people going in and out of the place. The atmosphere is even slightly different, more of a celebratory tone rather than a suffocating burying-oneâs-trouble sort of feeling. Heâs never been too fond of this place and what it does, but the Followers have become dependent on the Garett Twins for supplies now the NCR isnât bringing as many traders and caravans.
When Arcade enters the Atomic Wrangler, a few of the locals recognize him and holler his name. He just waves back, feeling that too many eyes are staring right at him. Too much attention from others kicks in an instinct that he has to be careful, and that sort of instinct has paid off in the Mojave. Now if only he could cut down on the awkward rambling that causes others to look at him like heâs a brahmin with one head.
He notices that itâs Francine managing the front of the house instead of James; it is a relief in all honesty. He doesnât even take a seat at the bar or have eye contact with her before she starts talking to him.
âThe supplies came in early this morning.â Arcade gets a feeling sheâs saying this to him to point out sheâs waited a while. âIt was supposed to come in a few days ago, but the caravaneer said somethingâs going on between Vault City and some neighboring town.â
âThereâs always something going on.â If he were the overtalkative stage of fatigue right about now, he would have started a tangent on the injustice and corruption on Vault City. Luckily for the Francine, heâs either past that stage or not there yet.
âAnd we manage.â Francine cuts him off early, probably expecting Arcade to say more.
âWe do.â A quick reply and Francine gestures to the staircase. In the back upstairs is where the supplies are kept, and once Arcade gets a quick look through for quality assurance, heâll be hauling it back.
Checking supplies isnât Arcadeâs specialty, but heâs gotten a lot more practice now that the Followers and New Vegas as a whole doesnât have the NCR to rely on. New Vegas is still rumbling and finding itâs groove with being independent. That means plenty of conmen and people willing to take advantage of the situation to make quick caps.
Even checking the supplies reminds him of Six, and he feels pitiful about this. Isnât he old enough that seeing boxes of Buffout wouldnât make him feel this way? Or maybe it is nostalgia from being his age. Itâs so easy to get lost in that memory of when he first met Six, how the other asked him for some advice on Buffout and dosage level.
He doesnât want to describe and assign how heâs feeling to emotions because if he does itâll remind him that this isnât some casual affair between him and Six. No, in fact, itâs something much deeper than the two of them have clumsily found themselves in. He never expected to form a relationship with Six in this way, beyond just feelings. Theyâve been working together to help New Vegas rebuild and strengthen local governments. Six has given him the opportunity to actually help people rather philosophize and read Old World economic policies. Thatâs why heâs so grateful for Six in his life, that he truly brings out the best in Arcade.
Though, right now, Arcade doesnât look so great and paler than usual (and that is saying something).
Arcade decides he really does need some rest, which means going back to the very empty and haunting Lucky 38 to get some proper sleep. He drops off the supplies at the Mormon Fort before walking towards The Strip. This time the supplies are mostly in good condition, only about five or six of the Med-X syringes are dysfunctional versus any major problems. Maybe Sixâs talk with the caravaneers who go through Vault City paid off. Arcadeâs talks with the Modoc caravaneers and the Klamath ones proved fruitful so far.
Entering the suite still is unsettling to Arcade, and part of hopes that Six will come up in the elevator after him. Yet a minute later, no one is there and no one has greeted him. He takes his coat off and anything that smells like it needs to be cleaned. Heâll get to them later he tells himself, just wanting to sleep.
He lies down on the bed he shares with Six, but the warmth of another isnât there. The sheets are cold and the room isnât filled with him talking. Itâs too quiet, for a change, and Arcade wishes the silence could be filled. He could fill it himself, talking about supply-side economics, but itâs New Yearâs Eve, so heâll spare himself.
He does let his mind drift to a memory of Six and that lets him fall asleep a bit more easily.
âArcade,â the first thing he feels is a warm breath around his neck. Then he feels a squeeze, arms wrapped around his torso.
He doesnât have his glasses on this time when he wakes up, and from what he can tell, the room is almost pitch black anyway. His brain is telling him he should feel more alarmed, but his body feels relaxed. Itâs not long after he realizes whatâs going.
âWere you trying to wake me up?â Arcade knows Sixâs presence and voice, and the laugh confirms itâs him.
âMaybe. Maybe not. Whatâs the best answer?â Arcade feels a soft kiss planted on his neck. âIf I donât want to upset you.â
âAnd makeup sex was so last month ago.â Itâs easier to be the pleasant sort of sarcastic with Six here with him.
âWhat a shame. I guess Iâll have to find another way.âArcade turns around to face Six, even if he canât make out his face without having his glasses on. âMore fun for me.â They share a kiss, and itâs still surprising Six can be this tender and affectionate. Especially with how Arcade first perceived and judged him.
âIâll be patient.â He might not be able to see Six smiling, but he can somehow feel it. He canât explain why or how but he just can.
âGood. Iâll make it worth your while.â Six buries his head in Arcadeâs chest snuggling him. Arcade canât make out the exact words he said, but it sounded like there was a âmissed youâ and âI love youâ muttered into his chest. Arcade doesnât say the words back but he feels the exact same way.
The two of they just lie together in bed for maybe ten minutes or so in silence. Six is always doing something or moving about, but occasionally in these intimate moments together, itâs like Six is just focused on him and time and the Mojave are waiting on them rather than vice versa. The two of them touching each other and feeling each otherâs presence is enough, the sound of silence isnât a distractor but something positive. Â
âHappy New Year,â only now it feels like he can truly celebrate the new year with Six here. âFor auld lang syne.â He isnât sure, but he has a feeling Six has fallen asleep. Â Itâs a reflective moment Arcade wants to appreciate.
The two of them wake up again, and by then, The Stripâs lights seem brighter than usual. Activity on the Strip has picked up, Arcade watching people from the window. The Lucky 38âs penthouse is where most of the alcohol is stored, and Six suggested they go up here to get a better view, something the presidential suite lacks. Arcade hasnât been here too much since everyone went their own way. Itâs probably the most well-preserved parts of the hotel and thus the place that feels the most unsettling.
Six pours Arcade a drink while Sixâs eyebot hovers over the both of them. Arcadeâs gotten more comfortable with the robot, and theyâve even formed a kinship with each as they are both forgotten fragments of Enclave made anew to help New Vegas. It feels nice that Six is sitting next to him since he was gone for more than a week.
âYou didnât bring me up here just for drinks, did you?â Arcade takes the drink anyway, not waiting to hear Sixâs response.
âIâm trying that whole, uh, whatâs it called? Being âromanticâ thing.â
âGood luck with that one.â Arcade knows Six is really trying his best at being a good lover, something Six was honest with him about. Arcade knows he isnât the easiest person to be with, and sometimes he believes the struggles outweigh the benefits.
âI need all the luck that I can get, but we are in a hotel called the Lucky 38, soâŠâ Six pours himself a drink but just holds onto it for now. âYouâll tell me if I mess up or whatever wonât you?â
âI never exactly pictured you to be the type to recite Ovidâs Amores in perfect Latin, so youâre off the hook.â He watches Six make a face thatâs heâs all too familiar with. âI am kidding. Please donât do that. I might think that something in that Old World science laboratory finally got to you.â Â
âFine, fine. I was really going to see if I could find whatever you wanted me to recite.â Six seems eager and not ready to let this go.
âAnd recite it?â
âWell, first Iâd want to see what itâs about before sacrificing a part of my dignity.â Six doesnât seem embarrassed at all but instead seems to have embraced it.
âIt would be a rather large chunk, and very not you.â He doesnât want to have Six feel itâs something Arcade wants him to do. He prefers Six just be himself, so instead, he makes an offer. âIf I find a copy, Iâll read it to you.â
âReally?â Six actually seems happy, something Arcade is surprised about.
âHaving someone willing to listen to my attempt at making Latin poetry be entertaining? I think youâre the only one.â Arcade remembers nights in the Followersâ library when he was young where he would read as much Latin poetry as he could under Nicoleâs portrait.
âProbably.â They both laugh.
âAnd also itâs not every day Iâd sacrifice some of my dignity, but Iâll let that go as itâs for the cause of knowledge.â Arcadeâs glad to have someone like Six to talk with like this, where he doesnât feel like he has to hide or compartmentalize parts of himself for.
âOf course. Thatâs the only reason.â Six finally takes the shot he poured for himself earlier. âI love you, Arcade.â
âBecause I am willing to sacrifice some of my dignity?â He knows thatâs not the reason, but sarcasm as a deflection still is a habit he canât break. Maybe in time, heâll be able to say he loves Six back as easily as Six tells him.
âThat and plenty of other stuff. Want me to start listing âem?â The one good thing about their relationship is that Six is pressuring him, just him.
âNot for tonight. Weâve have a few drinks in us and that might lead us into the dangerous territory of emotional dumping.â Drunkenly telling Six he loves him over and over isnât how he wants to spend New Year. Â
âRight, right.â Six points out to the landscape in front of them âLuckily for you I got something to show you, and it should be starting soon.â
Arcade stares out the window, looking at the dark night sky and the softening glow the Strip has on Freeside. The view of the Stripsâ lights looks different from up here than from down below from the Mormon Fort. The darkness doesnât last so long, as a loud, almost thunderous, popping explosion sound goes off. Bright lights fill the sky, and while non-big city Wastelanders might not know what this is, Arcade does.
âMuggy found a stash of fireworks and I thought Iâd bring them back. I wasnât sure what to exactly to with them, but Yes Man thought itâd be nice to celebrate the New Year with.â
âItâs very traditional.â Itâs the first thing that popped into Arcadeâs head, and he wishes he would have said something else
âTraditionalâŠâ Six looks a bit confused, not expecting that word.
âI mean, itâs something before bombs fell that families and couples did. Watching fireworks and spending time togetherâŠitâs all very sentimental and romantic.â Arcade tries to recover, hoping the conversation gets back on track.
âWell, at least I got the romantic part down.â Six grabs onto one of Arcadeâs hands, spending this moment connected physically and emotionally with his lover.
âYou did, and the fireworks are a nice touch.â Arcade kisses Six this time, the sound of fireworks being drowned out by ED-E playing Auld Lang Syne in the background on cue.
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A/N:Â Before you yell at me, I ask you to remember that my lesbians *always* live and typically get a rather happy ending.
Chapter Text
âExcited to have two whole days off?â Maggie whispered, her fingers flitting beneath Alexâs sweater as she wrapped her arms around her.
âYou have no idea,â Alex sighed. âJust need to make it through tonightâs high school reunion madness at the bar, then you have me all day for Thanksgiving.â
âNow when you say have youâŠâ Maggieâs voice dropped in time with her hands, feeling more than hearing the way Alexâs breath hitched as Maggieâs fingers skimmed beneath the waistband of her jeans. âIn what way do you mean?â
âWhatever way you want me.â And god, how true it was. Alex couldn't tell if it was the impending holiday season or the way Maggie had been so supportive of her work, listening as she talked about her research, asking questions, holding her hand when thinking about some of these projects being put into action just got to be too much, but she couldn't help but feel like something had shifted between them over the past couple of weeks. Sure, she'd felt something building, like there were emotions creeping in that went beyond the comfort of having someone who understood and the overwhelming attraction that exploded into some of the best sex she'd ever had on a fairly regular basis. But thisâthis was new. This felt an awful lot like the kind of relationship worth fighting for, even if she knew it had an expiration date come the end of this assignment.
âAcross from me at the dinner table it is," Maggie teased, her laughter light and free as it rang through the air. She'd picked up ingredients to make mashed potatoes, cornbread, macaroni and cheese, and roasted veggiesâeverything they needed for a relatively stress-free, vegetarian-friendly Thanksgivingâand had plans to prepare everything while Alex was working at the bar that night, helping to make sure she didn't have any more work on her plate, though Alex volunteered to pick up a pie to bring home for dessert at the very least. Maggie had to admit, everything felt rather domestic, but unlike with Emily and the others, she found she didn't mind itâquite the opposite, in fact. She didn't dwell on the reasons for that change, though she found herself replaying Alexâs sleepily muttered confession in her mind before she fell asleep at night, when she let her thoughts wander in the shower, when they kissed goodbye and bit their lips and said nothing more than, "See you when you get home."
âTease.â
âMm, but you loâlike it.â
âOn occasion.â
âTell that to my next door neighbors.â
âHush, they could use a little nighttime entertainment.â
âDidn't know you were such an exhibitionist, dear.â
âOut of the lab," Alex declared, shooing Maggie toward the door. "You're distracting me.â
âJust gonna keep pointing out that I don't normally hear you complaining...â
Shaking her head, Alex laughed. âIâve got work to do. You know I told Sam I would get her something before our long weekend. I just want all four days to be left alone with youâno Sam or Victor or even the bar.â
âMm, it does sound rather delightful, doesn't it?â
âCurling up in sweatpants and watching old movies. Eating too much food and findingâŠinventive ways to work it off. Yeah, I think it sounds pretty amazing.â
With a nod, Maggie left Alex to her work. She'd found herself beyond impressed with just how driven Alex was, especially once she realized she would be able to bug the device at a structural level. The news that they might be able to eavesdrop on Lillian, get ears into the very heart of Cadmus, had left even Jâonn and Kate celebrating together without sniping about their respective organizationsâa true holiday miracle if Maggie had ever seen one.
Content with the results of her final round of testing, Alex sent a text to Sam letting her know that she would be able to get the prototype for Project Helios whenever she wanted it. The idea that they might finally fall one step ahead of Lillian, might finally get the jump on her instead of the other way around, left her exhilarated. After a quick stop by Maggie's office to give her a kiss goodbye and leave the prototype with her for Sam to pick up later that evening, Alex slung her bag over her shoulder, pulled on her gloves and helmet, and took off on her bike, shivering slightly at the brisk late autumn wind that whipped at her face as she turned into traffic.
One short stop at an absurdly crowded bakery later, Alex had her pie and finally made her way down to the bar, groaning at the sight of the packed tables and long lines. It came as an unpleasant shock, even though she knew ahead of time just how crowded the bar would be with everyone back from college and their first years in new careers and eager to escape their families and the bedrooms that either felt like shrines to their high school selves or had been converted into workout rooms and home offices, the tiny twin-sized air mattress crammed into the corner the only reminder that someone was meant to sleep there for the next few days.
"Cat!" Waverly called out to her, waving as she slung a round of beers down the bar. "Thank god you're here!" Nodding and waving back, Alex steeled herself for the night ahead.
Several long, taxing hours later, Alex and Waverly slumped down into one of the relatively clean booths. "That was insane. And who the hell was the chick that ended up taking shots on top of the bar?"
"Oh, Wynonna?"
âAs in your big sister Wynonna?â
âThe very one." Waverly bit at her lip and pushed her hair back from her face. "Sorry, I would've introduced you if we had a secondâI kind of forget that there are people who don't know her yet. I'm sure she'll be by again before she leaves.â
âI'm sure,â Alex muttered, closing her eyes and imagining, just for a moment, that they didn't have at least half an hour of intensive cleaning in front of them. She was beyond grateful for the busboys in the back doing the dishes. If she still had to wash all those glasses⊠She shuddered at the thought.
âSo, uh, how's, you know, everything," Waverly said with an exaggerated wink, "going for you and Maria?â
Gritting her teeth, Alex forced a smile. "Just fine, thanks.â
âAlright, well, you let Nicole and me know if you need any help."
âMhm, of course." She had no intention of letting them any closer, but she tried to remember that Waverly was simply trying to be helpful, that she probably wasn't someone they needed to be particularly suspicious of, even if she and Nicole knew a bit more than she would have liked.
Eventually they pulled themselves up, grumbling about having to be back on their feet once more, and split up the tasks, finishing sooner than Alex had expected, though much later than she would have liked in an ideal world. After all, she had a pie to deliver and a woman to snuggle.
"Have a good night!" Alex yelled from the doorway, making sure Waverly was on her way out too. Just because she didn't necessarily want her working the case didn't mean that she didn't care about keeping her safe. Though after last weekâs rather impressive display of physical strength, she supposed she didnât have to worry too much about run of the mill intruders. Cadmus on the other handâŠ
Hustling to the door, Waverly took it from Alex, locking both the top and bottom and pulling it to check for good measureâthings always got a bit crazy when everyone came back to town. "Happy Thanksgiving, Cat."
"You too. Send my best to Nicole."
Waverly nodded and with a wave she was off. Alex pulled her hat down a little further in an attempt to ward off the chill she could already feel seeping under her clothing as she fumbled with her bike lock. Throwing her bag over her shoulder and making sure the pie was as close to secure as it would get strapped to her rear rack, she kicked off and began her ride back home. Even with temperatures that felt much closer to wintry weather than she would have liked, she couldn't help the giddy smile that spread across her face at the knowledge that she was heading home to Maggie, getting ready to spend a holiday weekend curled up together, a temporary reprieve from the anxiety of their work and the need to be constantly vigilant, constantly not themselves.
Speeding down the hill and trying to focus on how nice it was not to be pedaling up it rather than on just how raw her face felt or the way her eyes watered painfully at the rush of cold wind, Alex barely noticed the driver's side door of the SUV parked on the side of the road fling open right in front of her, blocking the bike path. With only a moment's notice, the brakes barely even slowed her down before she went crashing into the inside of the door, bracing herself for the impact as her helmet slammed into the window and her body fell sideways, leaving her halfway inside the car.
"What the fuck!" Alex spat, anger rising quickly from somewhere deep inside of her. All she wanted was to get home to Maggie, to have one fucking day off. "Fucking look before you open the goddam door!" Alex yelled, finally managing to pull herself out of the vehicle and up onto legs that trembled with adrenaline and shock. "Sam?"
"Mm, sorry dear." She didn't sound sorry, and as she stepped out of the car and shoved a still shaken and confused Alex into the backseat, she definitely didn't look upset. "Need to borrow you for a moment."
"My bike! My pie!" Alex stammered uselessly, her head spinning and her thoughts fuzzy as she tried to figure out what exactly was going on. When Sam hit the gas and the engine roared to life, however, Alex snapped into focus. "Where the fuck are you taking me?" She scrambled for her bag, which Sam had thrown up into the front seat, before finding herself pushed back with an elbow to the chest.
"I need you to stay calm. You may come up to the front seat if you promise to behave."
"What. Is. Going. On." Alex asked, her voice firm and steely, even as her heart raced.
âI need you to help me with something in your lab.â
âThen come by during the day like a normal human," Alex huffed.
"âNo one else can know."
âWhy?"
Ignoring Cat's question, Sam regarded her in the rearview mirror. "Lillian was impressed by Project Helios."
âGreat."
âYou don't sound enthusiastic."
âI've just been kidnapped."
âOh, Cat, don't be so dramatic. You're being borrowed for a few hours."
âAgainst my will."
âIt's not as though you're being held at gunpoint."
âAh yes, just thrown into a car door and shoved into your backseat. Definitely consensual."
âLillian is ready for you to get started on the next project."
âAre you fucking kidding me? Is all this about a fucking project? I have a life! You people arenât paying me!"
âOh, but now that phase one can be completed, Lillian's happy enough to start bringing people on at a...higher level."
"What's phase one?" Alex asked, trying to keep her voice steady. Surely a defensive measure couldn't constitute an entire phase of an operation.
Sam waved off the question. "You sound suspicious."
"What? No."
"Are you sure? You certainly wouldn't be the first to...question her methods."
âJesus fucking christ, Iâve more than proven myself to the fucking cause,â Alex growled, sick and tired of the sheer amount of effort she was being forced to put into joining a terrorist organization that wanted nothing more than to kill her baby sister and everyone like her.
âIâm not questioning your commitment, Cat. MerelyâŠwondering if you have thoughts about Lillian.â
Alex thought back to the recordings from Samâs home, to the few bitter phrases thrown out before all she and Maggie could hear were the grunts and moans that left them both cringing. Figuring it was worth taking a chance when she was already kidnapped, Alex shrugged. âIâm not really working for her. Iâm working for a cause.â
Hiding her smile, Sam nodded. âMhm.â
âI donât know what you want me to say. I like working with you, isnât that enough?â
âHow much would you say you like working with me?â
Figuring it was better to sound off base in a more innocent way than to guess wrong in a direction that could actually put her in trouble, Alex glared. âIâm perfectly happy with Maria, and weâre not open to adding a third.â
Samâs bark of laughter echoed in the car, chilling Alex in a way that no amount of threats had. âLuckily Iâm not asking.â
âSo what are you asking?â
âWhat are your thoughts on Project Hydra?â
Blinking rapidly, Alex tried to clear her thoughts; she suspected there was absolutely something she was missingâsome hint as to what Sam was really getting at that her sleep-deprived and possibly mildly concussed brain wasnât catching. She thought back to the brief conversations sheâd had with Kate and Jâonn, to the suspicions theyâd had that Hydra might be for controlling Cadmus agents, rather than alien threats, and the way Sam had seemed less than enthusiastic when she first brought it to her. âI donât knowâŠseems odd that weâre looking for something for human hosts when the whole point is getting rid of aliens.â She hoped it sounded innocuous enough if Sam was only testing her loyalty.
The look on Samâs face suggested she had just passed the first test. âYes, this earth is for the humans, isnât it? And what are we doing if not making it better for humans?â
âYeah, exactly.â The thought turned Alexâs stomach.
âIt does seemâŠodd that Lillian would put so much time and effort into a project that really doesnât further our ends.â
Alex nodded in agreement, looking around in confusion when she realized that they were nearing the office.
âI have something Iâd like you to testâthen I promise, you can go and enjoy the rest of your holiday weekend.â
âMariaâs going to want to know where I am.â Sure, she had left the bar earlier than she expected to, so Maggie wouldnât actually be nervous just yet, but she would wonder if Alex didnât text soon.
Parking the car a block away from Mariaâs office, Sam grabbed Catâs bag, fishing in the front pocket for a phone. âIâll let her know youâre okay.â
Alex grimaced as Sam held out the phone for her to unlock in, knowing she wasnât in a position to deny her request and risk looking suspicious. If Sam were planning a coup, sheâd want to know that everyone on her side was perfectly loyal. She tried to think about what their last texts were; she knew they were smart enough not to use real names, but she just hoped there wasnât anything that could ring alarm bells.
âMaria texted you several times,â Sam noted, scrolling through what felt like an endless reel of notifications, her brow furrowing. âThey areâŠexplicit.â
Alex had never felt quite so grateful to have been caught sexting. âWell if thereâs pictures, you donât get to look.â
âYes, yes, the jealousy of young love.â Shaking her head, Sam texted, âBe a little late. Picking up something from the lab.â
Alex prayed that Maggie would know her well enough to know something was upâhell, prayed sheâd know her well enough to know sheâd never just ignore a string of messages she assumed were all about the many filthy things Maggie wanted to do to her the second she got home.
Across town, Maggie furrowed her brows in confusion. Sure, she hadnât expected the great American (erotic) novel in response, but she thought she might get a little something for telling Alex just how wet she was thinking about tasting her instead of a note with periods and all. And why the hell would she be going into the lab when sheâd made such a point of wrapping up the project before she left? Clicking on the monitors, Maggie loaded the camera feeds, watching as Alex was led into the office, still wearing a helmet and her bike gear, Sam close behind her looking much too in control.
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oh wonât you be my livewire
so your heart is warm for ever more // pt. one
âSheâs thinking about the way she feels warm when Emily sits close to her and practically leans over her to watch her try to mash up songs together for a setlist. How Emily likes to smudge up Becaâs laptop with her fingerprints due to excited suggestions. Sheâs thinking about the afternoon Emily found Beca cleaning off the smudges and apologized exactly nine times in less than ten minutes about it and promised not to do it again.
 Beca kind of doesnât mind if Emily smudges up her screen again.â
a bemily series featuring ace spectrum!emilyÂ
ao3 / ffn / the playlistÂ
Beca doesnât really know Emily.Â
The girl has only been a Bella for two weeks.
Itâs not like she should be glancing at her phone like a teenager. She reasons that she knows Emily from the two bonding sleepovers Chloeâs been requiring since Emilyâs recruitment. She reasons that she knows Emily from watching her practice and texting her minute details about impromptu practices and meetings; receiving a series of text when really just an âalrightâ or an âokayâ would do.
 So really, she shouldnât be letting her mind wander about Emilyâs date tonight.
 She should be thinking about the messages she has from several people about hooking up or meeting up for food (if sheâs going to think about something else other than how boring the movie is that the girls are watching, that is).
 But she isnât.
 Sheâs thinking about Emilyâs optimism, thinking about the way Emilyâs eyes gleam with happiness, and how Emilyâs voice enthralls her. Sheâs thinking about the way Emily says âoh my starsâ instead of swearing and the way her brow furrows as she rubs the top of the eraser on her pencil against her cheek when sheâs thinking really hard.
 Sheâs thinking about the way she feels warm when Emily sits close to her and practically leans over her to watch her try to mash up songs together for a setlist. How Emily likes to smudge up Becaâs laptop with her fingerprints due to excited suggestions. Sheâs thinking about the afternoon Emily found Beca cleaning off the smudges and apologized exactly nine times in less than ten minutes about it and promised not to do it again.
Beca kind of doesnât mind if Emily smudges up her screen again.
Feeling her phone buzz repeatedly, Becaâs hand searches out her phone before lifting it above her head to see whatâs going on with her phone. Brow furrowed, Beca sits up from her spot and Stacie asks her who it is.
âItâs Emily.â Beca simply says before sliding her finger across the screen to answer it. âHello?â
âBeca?â Emilyâs voice sounds raw.
âEm whatâs-â she puts her hand up at Ashley whoâs quietly asking whatâs going on â-whatâs wrong?â
Beca notes Chloe pausing the movie and while Emilyâs explanation comes in a jumbled mess of words, Beca pulls herself away from the girls and towards the front door to grab her jacket. âWhere are you?â
âOutside the West Wing dorms.â
âAlright,â Beca checks her phone for an Uber, âcan you go to an RAâs room? Itâs like,â Beca looks at the time on her phone, âlate.â
âI- I donât know where they are. Iâm not part of this dorm.â Right, Beca thinks, of course, Emily is in Baker Hall with all the other freshman.
Biting her lip, Beca puts her hand on the speaker and looks to the girls, âIâll be back Iâm going to pick up Emily.â Pressing the phone between her ear and her shoulder she asks Emily to go towards the entrance and go up the stairs on the left that lead to the desk where the RAâs usually hang out when theyâre not in class. âStay on the phone with me, alright?â When she gets a broken whimper for a response, Beca checks her phone to see if the driver is nearby and when she seeâs the driver is close, she practically runs out the door.
By the time Beca gets Emily to the Bellaâs house, sheâs shifted from being upset to being absolutely exhausted. Beca doesnât give the Bellas a chance to question whatâs going on, she just gives them a half glare and they return to the movie with hesitance. She watches as Emily just looks through her, like sheâs not all there and Beca ushers her up the stairs, following close behind.Â
Beca opens her door, watching as Emily just flops down on her bed, face first. âDo you,â she taps her fingers against her palm, âwanna spend the night or, like, talk now?â Huffing a soft laugh at her own awkwardness, Beca adds, âTalk at all?â Sheâs worried and sheâs not even sure what to do with herself other than to stand there by the door. Â Waiting for a response.
When she does, several beats later, all she hears is a bunch of mumbled words.Â
Smiling softly, Beca closes the door before walking over towards Emily and sitting down at the end of the bed, making sure to cause Emily to bounce a little from the force. âI didnât catch that.â
Emily moves her head, her hair now covering her face, âI said I donât know.â When she yawns, Beca makes a decision for her.
âGet some sleep.â Beca tilts her head as she tries to think of whether or not she should stay or return to the girls. Really, Emilyâs safe now from whatever was going on, but Becaâs not even sure what Emily wants from her. Sure, the girl called her, but the Bellas have always called each other for various things and sometimes all they needed was someone to make sure they get home safe or have back up.
Emily moves to sit up with her hands in her lap and her head down, âMy head hurts.â
âDo you want something for it?â
Emily nods, âAnd then can you,â she takes a breath, fiddling with her fingers, âstay with me?â
Beca offers Emily a tight lip smile and a nod, âYeah. Iâll go let the girls-â
âOh my stars.â Emily puts her hand to her forehead.
Becaâs eyes go wide, âWhat?â
âI interrupted your night with the them.âÂ
Beca has to bit her lip to hold back the bark of laughter try to escape her. She blinks, gathering her thoughts before smiling. âItâs totally fine. I donât even like movies. Chloe jus-â
âYou donât like movies?â Emily looks at her incredulously.
âNope.â Beca emphasizes the âpâ, having gotten that look too many times.
Emily just bobs her head up and down along to a silent beat.
âIâm gonna go get something for your head.â
When Beca walks back down stairs, sheâs immediately met with the girls looking to her for an explanation, but Beca doesnât even have an answer for them. So instead of going over by the couch and saying anything at all, Beca goes straight into the kitchen to grab a glass of water before looking for pain meds. She can hear footsteps and when she turns around from the medicine cabinet, Becaâs met with none other than Stacie.
âWhatâs the heck's going on with Emily?â Stacie asks, hands on her hips.
Beca opens her mouth, but for a brief moment, nothing comes out and she furrows her brow, cocking her head to the side, âI donât know.â
Stacie looks at her with a furrowed brow, crossing her arms, âHow do you not know?â
âI - Sheâs tired and I donât even know if she wants to talk.â
âWhen has Emily not wanted to talk?â
âDude, sheâs only been a part of the Bellas for a few weeks.â
Stacie just puts her hand out, her fingers sprawling out as if Becaâs supposed to understand something suddenly. âExactly. Give her a chance to talk and she jumps at it.â
Beca frowns, âI- Look, Iâll find out, alright? Sheâs really tired from whatever happened.â
âYou better update me, girl.â Stacie warns with a pointed finger, before walking away to probably go join the other girls.
âDonât wait up for me!â Beca calls out, fishing out two pills before walking back to her room.
Sheâs met with Emily under the covers, staring up at the ceiling.
âYou alright?â She asks, closing the door and setting the pills and water on the nightstand.
Emily simply shrugs with a short, exaggerated frown.
Beca twists her mouth to the side, unsure what to do with herself (yet again). Part of her wants to lay down next to Emily and get closer to her than she normally would with anyone. The other part of her just wants to run even though Emily had asked her to stay. Even after having her walls slowly broken down by just being with the Bellas and her year and half with Jesse, sheâs still not great at comforting people. So she stands there for a moment, her hands up near her chest, nearly clamped shut except for her thumb rubbing against the inside of her ring finger.
âCan you come here?â Emily looks at her and Beca can see the distance in her eyes.
It makes Becaâs heart clench.
So she flips the duvet over and sits down next to Emily, letting one leg hang off the side so Emily has enough space on the twin bed. She puts her hand down behind Emilyâs head and then other on her thigh. Emily turns her head towards Becaâs leg, her hand pushing herself off the bed so she can rest her head in Becaâs lap. It causes Becaâs hand behind her head to come up, unsure if she wants to put it on Emilyâs head and run her fingers through her hair.
Sheâd liked to.
âThanks for picking me up and staying with me.â Emily says softly.
âOf course.â She wants to say sheâd do anything for Emily, but she bites her lip and forces the thought away.
She ends up putting her hand gently on Emilyâs head.
Beca wakes up the next morning with her head nearly hanging off the bed and her legs scrunched up so she can fit her body across the bed horizontally. She feels something on her side, but hears someone getting up to move. Blinking to figure out what situation she is, Beca realizes Emily stayed the night.
âDid you figure out what happened to the Giraffe?â Beca has to keep herself from scrunching her nose at the nickname.
Beca strains her eyes to look at Fat Amy quietly getting ready. Not wanting to wake Emily, Beca just shakes her head.
âWell,â Amy starts, this time in a softer tone, âhope you figure it out. No one gets to make the Legacy cry except us.â Â
Becaâs about to protest to that, but Amyâs already out the door. She feels Emily move a moment later and then hears her grumble something. Beca tries to move but Emily sort of has her trapped between the wall and her, so she waits until Emily finally sits up before she pushes herself up so sheâs sitting on her knees.Â
âSorry.â Emily mumbles.Â
âFor what?â Beca asks, maneuvering so she can sit with her legs hanging off the bed.
âI made you sleep funny.â
A smile tugs at Becaâs lips, she wants to explain that she doesnât mind.
âYou probably have questions.â Emily rubs at her eyes with the heel of her palms.
âIf you want to explain you can, if you donât then thatâs fine too.â Beca shrugs, âI donât mind.â
She kind of doesnât mind as long as itâs Emily.
Not that sheâs going to say that.
Beca doesnât really know Emily.
She wishes she did.
âI thought he would be different.â Emily pulls her knees up to her chest and wraps her arms around her legs, resting her chin on top of her knees. âI thought-â Emilyâs voice breaks â-he would understand.â She clears her throat, âBut he didnât.â
Beca moves so sheâs sitting next to Emily in the same position, but resting the side of her head on her knees so she can see Emily.Â
âI told him who I was and he got so,â Emily shakes her head, her fingers flexing out, âangry. It scared me when he kept insisting and- and guilt tripped me about it; how weâve know each other since high school so it should be fine, that I should want him the way he wants me. That I should-â Emily sighs and hides her face in her knees.Â
Becaâs jaw clenches with frustration. Sheâs not entirely sure what Emilyâs talking about, doesnât want to make that assumption, but itâs there.
Itâs in the back of her head.
âHe kept,â Emilyâs voice is slightly muffled, âtrying to persuade me, so I stood my ground and said ânoâ and pushed him away. He- He just stood up and he knocked over his desk chair and yelled at me. Thatâs when I left.â She fidgets with her fingers, âI could hear him calling after to me, so I ran and then I called you. I have four texts from him saying heâs sorry he scared me. That he just couldnât understand why I wouldnât be with him even when we have,â Emily shrugs, âhad,â she corrects, âa connection. He thinks that Iâm afraid, but Iâm not. I just donât want,â Emilyâs fingers flex again and she finally lifts her head up from her knees, âthat.â
When Emily looks at her, Beca tries to school her features so she doesnât look pissed. She tries to empathize with Emily instead. She can think about the ways to beat the guy up later. Right now she at least knows that she should focus on what Emily needs from her in this moment.
âI donât think anyoneâs out there for me anymore.â Emilyâs eyes lower towards the duvet and Beca wants to tell Emily sheâs wrong. âI mean maybe halfway across the country, but not here. And you canât say I havenât tried, I have, but when I explain this part of me, when I say Iâm not interested in,â she trails off, âthe conversations end and people lose interest.â Beca opens her mouth to say something, but Emily says one last thing that connects the pieces. âI didnât ask to be ace or whatever, but here I am.â Emily laughs sadly.
âSo, youâre,â Becaâs careful with the next word, âasexual?â
âI think,â Emily sounds frustrated, âon some level I am. I thought if I knew someone, someone like him, I would feel differently. Maybe we werenât emotionally connected enough?â Emily puts her fingers to her temple, âI donât know. Iâm tired of thinking about it.â
âHeâs a jerk for doing that to you, you know.â Beca bumps her shoulder against Emilyâs. âEspecially if he knew how you felt.â
Emily doesnât say anything, she just stares at the duvet.
Beca blinks several times, trying to force something out of her mouth that will help, but sheâs entirely sure thereâs nothing she can say. Her chest hurts with the revelation that sheâs thinking twice about her thoughts from last night.
Which is stupid because Beca doesnât know Emily.
She shouldnât really be affected so much. Especially since this isnât high school.Â
Sheâs feeling it anyway.
âSorry.â Straightening out her legs, Emily tucks loose her hair behind her ears and looks sheepishly towards Beca. âThis is probably too much, huh?â Beca watches as Emily tries to play it off with a soft chuckle and tight smile. But in the end, Emily ends up cringing and burying her face in her hands. âWho tells someone they practically just met all of this?â Emily groans.
âHey,â Beca starts carefully, her hand which had been resting beside her moves towards Emilyâs thigh, Â âIâm here to listen to you, you know,â slowly her fingers brush against Emilyâs jeans, âwhen you need to talk.â Beca straightens up and leans against the wall behind her, âI know you have your best friend Sophie, but I, uh, donât mind listening to you. You can come to me with anything.â She offers Emily a genuine smile, ducking her head in hopes of catching Emilyâs eyes.
âIâm still sorry.â Emily lifts her head and puts her hands in her lap.
âWhy are you sorry?â
âBecause Iâm being so uncool,â Emily groans, âand youâre, like,â she gestures vaguely, wiggling her fingers at Beca, âcool.â
Beca snorts, âIâm not that cool. The girls practically made a list of why Iâm not that cool by the end of the first year we lived in this house.â
âNo way, Iâve seen the pictures.â
âWhat pictures?â Eyes wide, Beca tries to think of what pictures Emilyâs possibly seen.
âThe ones, you know,â Emily points her finger at her eyes, âwith the makeup,â then gestures to ears with fingers spread out, âand the piercings.â
âYeah, I had a lot more piercings. Aubrey kind of drilled the whole makeup thing out of me that summer.â She brushes her index finger against the bottom of her nose, briefly smiling at the memory.Â
âYou were a badass.â Emily explains simply, smiling after.
With a simple shake of her head, Beca smirks, âI guess I kind of was.â
They fall into an easy conversation about what they were like in high school. Emily mentions being holed up in music department most of the time and Beca talks about she was âone of the guysâ and how, really, Barden had changed her a lot. Beca asks what got her into songwriting and Emily offhandedly mentions about not relating the the boy crazy songs her friends were listening to. Â
In turn, Beca makes a snarky comment about songs like that, Emily laughs, and Becaâs mesmerized at the sight.
Beca hopes sheâs helping, but she doesnât really know Emily.
But sheâs going to work on that.
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