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im gonna steal
andrew garfield’s gender
hes a millionaire he doesn’t need it.
#dear andrew garfield#u long neck bastard#give me ur gender#donate now or i will eat u during tbe revolution#love laine#ps i hate u#laine.txt
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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I hsve an idea. Could u draw rose and ianto as besties
absOLUTELY I CAN
they’re chatting shit (lovingly) about their tall, long-coat-wearing, time-travelling, death-cheating, alien boyfriends who have spikey hair
#Jack is nursing 10s broken nose off screen from where Ianto decked him imo Ianto would not let 10s nonsense with Jack slide#jk Ianto would not punch him he would just make him instant coffee instead of The Ianto Special and then stew silently#doctor who#torchwood#torchwood fanart#rose tyler#dwmmm.ask#ianto jones#SORRY I DISAPPEARED FOR AGES EVERYONE IM BACK HELLO !!!!!!#apologies to all the people who have sent asks that are sitting in my inbox im getting to them soon!!!#also I’m working on a big cool colab which I’m v excited about >:)#this is meant to have the vibes of the school reunion scene with sarah jane and rose laughing at 10!!#Ianto would be besties with all of 10s companions actually#him and martha are already besties & him and donna would get on so well snarky secretary duo#him and rose would not only bond over stories about the 9/jack/rose tardis team but also over being estate kids !!!#him rose and martha hanging out being the only under 25s 🚶♂️#s1 Ianto is the type to still get IDed for redbull#maybe that’s why he really wears the suit so people stop thinking he’s a 16 year old#anyway I digress thank u for the ask I hope this appeases you I love this vision and also hate drawing roses hair it’s SO hard#killer side part#but I loved drawing this bc I love ianto and rose friendship#ps theye matching colours on purpose bc they’re bffs#also like ianto in the audios constantly makes friends with random side characters you can’t convince me this man isn’t extroverted at heart
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Oh no, unwanted hate disguised as constructive criticism! Whatever shall I do?
Ooh, ooh! I know: I don't care. Get a life, and I hope your pillow's always warm on both sides.
#ps im like 99% sure of who u r.#ur not subtle.#btw i do NOT condone rayla haters. if u dislike her go away#like i am clearly not the fic writer you want and i never will be.#imma be honest: i normally care SO MUCH about everything.#but now? i couldnt care less. im laughing at you. it feels so good.#thank you therapy#tdp#the dragon prince#my fic#hate comments#someone with more expertise plz confirm/deny if this is who i think#ao3
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doctober day 3: gun fight
aka "if i had a nickel for every time a bttf character got shot, but was wearing protective clothing (unbeknownst to their friend), i would have two nickels"
(bonus bc i didnt think id finish this one in time:)
#back to the future#bttf#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#michael j fox#christopher lloyd#doctober#doctober 2023#my arts#my sketchy wip arts#this doesnt technically have doc in it (unless u count the bonus) so my bad king :(#but 'like scientist like assistant' am i right guys#also technically YES this is late. i was gonna post the bonus one but the proper one was almost done#so to be on the nose. i figured what the hell. as it were#anyway youre welcome guys. TWO CAKES#lol jk#PS i love drawing docs hair and hate drawing martys hair </3 perfectly balanced as all things should be 😔
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That was close, idiot! My hands are so damn cold right now. Hell will warm them right up.
FAH YONGWAREE and PAT CHAYANIT as May & Wanwan
P.S. I Hate You (2022)
#my gifs#thai series#thai drama#p.s. i hate you#ps i hate you#fah yongwaree#pat chayanit#lakornladies#lakornet#userellis#i think this sums up the show pretty well wouldn't u say?#thaidrama
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i don't ever want to come down from this west coast rush and summer high and easy, peaceful sense of time i feel so alive at the moment any place i go is beautiful because in my mind i, i am miles and miles away
the maine; miles away
#glitch /#okayokay okay Okay okay. idk#i offer u all this. please accept#idk. i just know this is a FUN and HAPPY and SUMMER-Y song thats always screamed billy to me except actually its now fucking depressing so#billy literally got possessed and was like okay well. off to my happiest memory i go. i live there now.#the wave!!!! was seven!!!!! feet!!!!!!!!!!!! and he RAN back to his momma!!!!! to tell her!!!!! and beg for more time!!!!! in the water!!!!!#what the fresh fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!#billyhargroveedit#m#gifs#ps i hate fonts i hate selecting fonts i hate pairing fonts i hate typography i love Billy. so u can imagine the amount of stress i am under#billy hargrove
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What I see when a goal goes to review…
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favourite eurovision 2023 entries (4/?): tattoo – loreen; sweden
#eurovision#eurovision 2023#flashing tw#loreen#sweden#escsweden#esc23#favesc23*#esc*#gifs*#ok listen... ik this looks awful but it isnt my fault and if it is then it's like 20% ok??#not only was this a fckn live performance it also had two thirds covered by 'cinematic bars'#and that's why i ask 'why do u hate ur local gifmakers huh??'#bc in order to crop that out the quality suffers even more#the only reason i didnt close ps after seeing the first gif's quality was that i actually like this song#k byeeee#edit: i made this before may and now i hate this song so no this isnt my fav esc23
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FIST OF SELÛNE — CASSANDRA GRAYTHORNE
soon i'll come around lost and never found waiting for my words seen but never heard buried underground but i'll keep coming
#meaghan plays bg3#my gifs#my edits#oc: cassandra graythorne#she is technically also#oc: cassandra#BUT this is a different iteration of her because i missed her so so mach#also i have not touched ps in so long this was a nightmare#i hate coloring. that second gif was my worst nightmare bc it was a vastly different environment from the other two#it's so fine though i am sooooo normal#userdekarios#usermooyn#userserenedy#fuck what is everyone else's tag#u know what. whatever you three get to be my tags i'm too tired to go searching <3#good bye i am going to sleep now i think
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oh you know it's all latestage capitalism but the thing is. how are you supposed to be a person inside of this. a person trying to be a better version of yourself.
oh, you started working young, which was kind of hard, but it's just the way stuff works sometimes. and it was 2008 and your family couldn't afford heat. but it's fine, you grow a spine and get used to the professional world and besides it was the suburbs we're talking about here, like, your life could have been actually hard, so what if your father lost his job and you can't afford to move or turn the lights back on. and once you start making money, it's good. you keep doing that. because now they're relying on you. so you have to do that.
oh you were in thousands of dollars of debt at 17 years old so that you could go to school, because you have to go to school if you want to get a "real" job. you even did it "right", you worked parttime and attended community college before you transferred to a public school. you were under so many merit scholarships.
which is fine. you pick yourself up and you say like, okay. i graduated college. i'm holding down a job. i'm doing the Adult Thing, which looks and acts like this, according to all the books i've read. you start with the shitty job and then you climb that corporate ladder.
but the shitty job doesn't cover rent and you stretch yourself too-thin so you get sick. good luck with that. the shitty job no longer pays for your meals. everyone asks why you don't just move, but there's nowhere to move to. and with what money are you going to be moving? and then the loans come back, because they were never going to forgive them, because you were 17 and trying to do the right thing, which was stupid. people are now saying you shouldn't have even gone to school.
which is fine. but because you have no other option, so you do the shitty job, and you apply every day for like 5 new ones, and despite the fact everyone says "there's no one who wants to work!" it's actually just that nobody is fucking hiring so you can either work for 13 dollars an hour in the shitty place you know (where at least you have a passingly friendly relationship with the manager) or you can start from scratch again with a different 13 dollars an hour without knowing how much abuse from the new job you'll be taking.
and if you quit you lose your insurance. if you quit you lose your housing. if you quit, you'll be another burnout kid. the lazy ones. these assholes, look at them!
and you come home to a family dinner and you hear from your father the same old thing. how he worked hard at his job and yes it sucked for a while but he was able to provide for the family and then the house and the dog and the rest of barbie's dream vacation. how the insurance did cover some of it. how you just really need to start speaking up more in manager conversations so they know you're a go-getter. you want to tell him - did you know we're actually doing more now hourly than any previous generation? - but you can't remember where you heard that statistic, and you're far too tired for the fucking argument. and then he starts in on his usual bit. where's the house? where's your kids? where's your ambition.
the same job the same money the same hours doesn't do it anymore. the same nose-to-the-grindstone now just shreds your face off. there's no such thing as upwards mobility, not really. and as far as you're aware, the money certainly is not trickling. you do the soulless stupid shit you signed up for because you fucking have to or else you literally risk your life (food, the apartment, the insurance), but it's not getting you anything. you download the stupid "save more" app and you budget and you do every right thing and then the price of eggs is 7 dollars and you say - oh great! another thing i have to fucking worry about now!
and you go to your stupid job and everyone in your father's generation just tells you to be better about being an adult. they have their homes and their savings account and their bailout and they say. well have you tried not drinking starbucks. well your generation just spends too much on clothing. well you might just be too addicted to travelling. and you - because you need the job - you bite your tongue and don't say i am being held prisoner and you're suggesting i stop pacing my cell if i don't like the scenery and you don't say what the fuck do you think i've been doing with my money and you don't say i haven't spent a cent on something nice in literally forever much less coffee you arrogant asshole. you open and close your bank app and check your loans and check your credit score and check fucking zillow and ziprecruiter and apartments.com just one time more. and still they give you that demeaning little grin and say - see, what you need is -
what you need is for your meds to stop being so fucking expensive. what you need is for the housing bubble to explode into dust. what you need is for billionaires to choke on their wealth. what you need is actual help. what you will get is more economic advice from people who are older-and-wiser.
and above you, almost in a glimmer, you can see the wedged smile of your debt getting toothier, wider.
#i hate when people try to tell me i didn't do it right#what should i have done better#i did it ALL the right way#(not that there is a right way)#it's just that others feel comfortable believing that THEY did it the right way and that's how they made money#whereas i must have just committed a sin somewhere in there! i MUST be doing it wrong!!!#and i'm not a victim!!! im simply experiencing consequences!#and im like. where . where. wherewherewherewhere#i graduated top of my class. i was almost the student speaker.#i have always excelled at work and i work hard#i have been working since i was 13#WHERE !!!!! IS MY FUCKING !!!! MONEY!!!!!!#ps please do not make the assumption i am ablebodied or neurotypical.#i am neither of these things.#it DOES get worse if u are either of those things. so fuckin much#but @ the one anon who was like ''u could be X that would be worse u don't know how lucky u are''#.... don't i?#do i need to be luckier than someone else#or is it possible we are BOTH victims?#and that we need to work TOGETHER to resolve it#not just wave it off since it COULD be harder for someone else... it can be true we BOTH deserve better
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me, frothing at the mouth excited when i get a new comment notif on ao3 and its someone who has read the whole series and now it actually feels over. This fucking thing has been stuck in my brain since 2020 as i was writing the original. i dont think some people who read fanfic get it but comments are real important. i am just getting up in my feelings rn.
this is ur reminder to engage with the author!! we wanna know what you think or we would just keep that shit to ourselves!!!!
like this legitimately intimidated the fuck out of me and i got all weepy over it lmao
OH! also!! someone finally mentioned the art in it, I was starting to worry that was a mistake ;__; and THAT'S why commenting is important lol i was so ready to nuke all of the drawings out of the fic
#the amount of people who have contacted me to be like “i cant believe you made me like finnfern i hate you” is rly funny btw ily#a wonderful commenter is back and you gotta understand i am so flattered whenever they post on my stuff jfc blushing HARD#they didnt even like the ship and here they are leaving better comments than finncest shippers lol#ps u can get those ugly ass mismatched glasses on zenni i am in love with them it takes forever for people to notice lol
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sometimes you gotta take in the lil details
#non sims#i'll come up with a skyrim tag#in my tes era again#(always i just go sleeper agent on it ig)#still in my modding skyrim era i'm sick so that's not v conductive to me actually playing morrowind so this is what i've been doing#sad bc nammu made some good progress he joined house redoran he's actually level 3 and somehow keeps invading every vampire tomb#(i run away bc i cannot deal w that right now)#his slave bracers finally broke off <3#i'll compile some screens and post tomorrow maybe#i truly am the people todd coward thinks about when bethany esda is concocting the latest installment of weird ass lore told through#environmental storytelling and esoteric books and an open world crafted with meticulous detail cursed with bugs up the wazoo#but yeah modding skyrim is being surprisingly fun after i figured out mod organizer#i have bookmarked some mods that require me to regen lods dyndolod or whatever it's called but i'll do that at the end#at least in morrowind that's how i do it#i did my engine fixes my bug fixes my graphics and sounds overhauls my model replacers enb landscapes and now my cities and locations mods#armor next and then i'll start overhauling combat#i'm gunning for dark souls like bc that combat style suits me rly well and i always hated melee in skyrim#(re: armors sforz i looked at your imitations previews and i'm in love i'll have fun experimenting w/ them i owe u my life)#but yeah...... 99% of my skyrim experience has been in ps save for a brief moment i pirated it on release on my shitty laptop i had then#it's been wonderful to actually mod it
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apollo 15
#for all mankind#fam#molly cobb#ed baldwin#sonya walger#joel kinnaman#the goods#little style test for my design class that got out of hand LOL#'whys mollys flag patch so much bigger than eds' girl idk i only just noticed that too! whatever lol who cares#also not sure why molly's hand and cig are so big. i repeat: whatever lol who cares#just a drawing innit#im so sad the texture on the brush i was using worked sooo well at uni but my version of ps at home really fucked it...#rip rougher textured helmet shading that i had to cover up for consistency. u will always be famous (to me)#edit turning off rbs on this thing cause i hate it LOL
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im so sorry, but saying "tomtord shippers dni!!!" while making tomtord posts saying that the ship sucks, i'm pretty sure YOU'RE THE ONE INTERACTING WITH THEM. that sounds funny. if you do that... i'm so sorry, but you're a toxic shipper indeed.
#tomedd shippers makes me so mad its not even funny </3#cherry talks#pls dni with me if u do that btw#this is mostly about wander/tomeddcanon but ik there's lots of people out there who do that#and i hate that#thank god i am blocked by wander cuz their content makes me uncomfortable asf/neg#ps: as long as ur a tomedd shipper who isn't a toxic little shit then u should be fine to interact
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also if youre wondering the subtitles on that set are blurred because if you don't do that you just can't read them without a headache :')
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