#( the inspiration for this came from someone else

[ariestrxsh]

bf!chris x gf!reader

✧˚ · .⭒ content warning: smut, masturbation, getting caught, mentions of porn, use of butt plug, first time anal

✧˚ · .⭒ summary: your boyfriend, chris, walks in on you watching anal porn. he's thrilled to find out that you want to try it as badly as he does.

gif by @/hotelstares

dividers by @/viviansturns and @/strangergraphics

album concept inspired by @/delilahsturniolo and @/y2kstarr

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Get Into It

You were home alone, sprawled out on your pink comforter completely naked, a video playing out on your phone screen of a man and a woman doing anal. It wasn't something you'd ever tried before, but you were wildly curious about it, and you couldn't deny the way your stomach would flip anytime you came across a video like this.

In fact, you were so curious about it that you'd ordered your first butt plug online recently. You had it inside of you as you rubbed your clit in circles, indulging in the scene that you were watching. You were so lost in the pleasure you were feeling that you didn't notice your boyfriend Chris enter your bedroom and walk up behind you.

His eyes widened, and his jaw dropped when he saw the video on your phone. He'd never imagined you'd be the type of girl who would be into anal. He'd thought about suggesting it to you before, considering how much of a turn on it was for him, but he always thought you'd be grossed out by him if he did.

He felt his cock twitch to life as he took in the view of you getting off to anal porn. "Whatcha doin'?" He cooed into your ear.

You jumped, immediately shutting off your phone screen and pulling a blanket over you. "Chris!" You yelled, your cheeks bright pink from being caught.

"What were you watching, hmm?" He wondered, ruffling your hair and leaning down to kiss your forehead as you held the comforter up to your chin.

"Nothing..." Your voice was mousy and quiet.

"Come on. Don't get all shy with me," Chris smirked, slowly pulling the blanket back. "You want me to fuck you in the ass?" He asked with a big smile plastered to his face.

You buried your head in your hands, hiding your embarrassed expression. You couldn't believe he'd caught you, but you couldn't refuse his offer. Of course, you wanted him to do that. After a short conversation and a lot of nervous giggling, the two of you had agreed to give it a try.

"Chrisss," you hissed through your teeth as he had you bent over on your bed, his cock buried deep in your pussy as he slowly worked your new butt plug in and out of your second hole.

You were still fairly new to this sensation, especially the sensation of someone else using your toy on you. You clutched your pillow, holding it against your chest as Chris spread you open, admiring the way the toy looked poking out of you. "You're such a filthy fuckin' girl," he rasped.

You arched your back, sticking your ass further into the air. He slipped the toy out of you, setting it on your nightstand, and he reached for the bottle of lube you kept in your drawer. He slowly pulled his cock out of you, applied some lube, and spread open your cheeks again.

He leaned in and spit onto your hole, making you gasp at the unexpected feeling. He chuckled as he rubbed his saliva into your hole, preparing you for his dick.

"Ready?" He asked, resting the head of his lubed up cock against your hole. You were peering back at him over your shoulder, nodding as you bit down on your lip. "Here goes," he whispered, slipping the rest of his bulbous tip into your ass with a loud grunt.

You gripped the sheets beneath you, wincing in pain as he entered you from behind. He stopped for a moment. "Are you okay, baby?" He asked, pinning his brows together in concern.

"Y-yes. Just go slow," you softly responded. He was definitely bigger than your toy, and you hadn't quite adjusted to the size difference yet. He pushed it in just a bit more, slowly rocking his hips back and forth. You latched onto your pillow, sinking your teeth into it as you tried to stifle a squeal.

"Fuck. You're so tight," Chris whispered as he watched more of his cock slowly disappear into your hole, stretching you out for the first time. He reached around and started rubbing your clit in circles with his fingers to help soothe you. He pumped into you slowly and steadily, not wanting to cause you any more discomfort than he already had.

"Deep breaths, baby. You got this," he whispered. He remained deliberate and controlled in his movements, and after a few minutes of adjusting to his size, you started moaning his name. The pain and pleasure started blending together until all you felt was pleasure.

It was unlike any sensation you'd ever experienced before, and it was amazing. Chris could feel you relax a bit, and he was able to focus on how much tighter it felt than any other way you guys had fucked before and how much he loved it. He was turned on by how 'wrong' it was and how dirty it felt.

He could feel you gripping him and sucking him in with every thrust, promoting him to start fucking you a little bit faster. You moaned loudly, almost not recognizing the sound that came from you.

"Dirty girl. You take it in the ass so good for me," Chris rasped, slapping your right cheek so hard that it left behind a red handprint. His fingers worked meticulously on your clit while you enjoyed the new sensation, your legs trembling already. You could feel your orgasm welling deep within you, threatening to tear you any moment now.

You could feel your pussy clenching around nothing, Chris' cock hitting perfectly and still stimulating your gspot. You started to come undone, grasping at your pillow to keep yourself anchored through your powerful climax.

You came, covering Chris' fingers in your juices as he slowly manipulated your clit. He buried his throbbing cock in your hole, pumping you full of his pearly white substance with a loud grunt. You slumped over, a smile spread across your lips as you tried to catch your breath.

"What did ya think?" Chris asked, slowly pulling himself out of your tight hole and watching the way all his cum leaked out of you.

"I think I liked it," you chuckled, still surprised at yourself that you'd actually gone through with it. "Did you?"

"Fuck yeah, I did. Can we do it again?" He asked without skipping a beat.

[bucketbueckers]

there’s this book called “invisible string” by starrotten on wattpad , their recent chapter looks like reckless driving . just wanted to let you know

i misread this ask at first and read their first chapter and was like oh okay i mean naming her mom camille is a little on the nose but who i am to police names considering the whole tess/tessa debacle and the fact a wings assistant coach is ALSO named camille (not including the cam brink stuff). then i came back, reread the ask, actually went to the right chapter, and well…

i’m so sure 😜

i have nothing wrong w a lil bit of inspiration but this is straight up reheated nachos

from this bit

to nai and lyss 💀

i don’t even have to say anything about this.

wait a minute. is this fucking play about us?

😕

bro

this is not even subtle this is just straight up literary colonization

this too

down to the lisa leslie on a beach 😭😭

EVEN THE EXACT. SAME. LOW IQ PLAY I WROTE AFTER RESEARCHING THE KINDS OF CUTS IN BASKETBALL (i learned a lot about pops and curls by the way, very informative but not the point)

please don’t send hate or harassment to starrotten, but if anyone would like to comment gentle encouragements to motivate them to not use my work in their fics that would be super appreciated 😭

but thanks for bringing this to my attention anon 🫶 i appreciate it

like i said i have nothing against inspiration. im glad that people are actually reading and connecting with it. and as someone who spends a lot more time on here reading than writing, accidents happen and it’s so easy (for me at least) to incorporate pieces of other authors in my writing whether it’s vocabulary or how they’d describe something. clearly this was not accidental 😭

highly doubt she’ll see this, but in the off chance: consider rewriting the chapter and please do not use my work in the future. i appreciate you reading reckless driving but this is just egregious. what is the point of art and literature and creativity if you’re just gonna pawn off someone else’s work? i will never understand how people feel any sort of satisfaction from this 😕

[maomaoyuu]

Tutoring money

Summary: Since you came to this world you had nonstop problems but one of the those problems were money but it’s hard to find a job when you have no papers not to only that the only jobs you should find where all full times jobs the only jobs that were available to you were Sam’s shop or working for Azul but lucky you learned things fast and you were a very hard worker when it came to school also you were a big nerd back home So why not tutor people in a exchange for money.

CHARACTERS: Azul, Jade, Floyd, Riddle

TAGS: Fluff, Gn/Reader,

WORD COUNT: 2507

NOTES: I wrote this fanfic inspired by Disney Win or Lose, when Rochelle was helping students study trying to make some money for next year games. Also if you have any suggestions or criticism for me of how to mprove my writing better please comment down, message me or in text box but please be respectful and don’t be rude I would appreciate it thank you and enjoy the story and if there is misspelling or grammar sorry about that.

Also any characters can be seen as romantic or platonic like Riddle it’s up to you.

For color text pink is for the reader, Azul is blue, Jade is purple, Riddle is red and Floyd is green.

It was the 4th period of Mr. Trein's class a peaceful day, you love learning new things even more now since it was magic. Mr. Trein was teaching the class about the fae and human war. It was every fantasy how similar the history from here and your world had a similar history. You did amazing in class, but it was hard at first. Later on you got the hang of it because you realized how both worlds are so similar. Not only that, you were used to studying long hours, but also paying close attention to what the teacher said.

To stay you had prefect grades was a understatement because of Grim at first it was hard to convince him to his work with trying new methods to encourage Grim but in the end of it you had to threatening him of no more tuna as a result it finally worked as well with treating Grim with Catnip for good work it help. Now you guys are in the top 6 of students getting good grades alongside Riddle, Azul, Vil, Idia, and Malleus.

It was will know that you had amazing grades in class that of course lead to helping the first years. So now word got around that you were helping anyone who needed help with school because of that it lead to this next problem earlier that day or should I say solving a problem to of yours.

It was after Mr. Trein's class you were on your way to locker’s to grab some materials you need for your next class when suddenly you felt a tap on your shoulder. Turning your head to see a tell student, his hair was black with a red ribbon around his shoulder most likely from Heartslabyul.

“ hey, I heard that you can help students with their school work, I was hoping if you can help me with a social studies curriculum for the test that coming soon?” ask the student, he sound nervous as well desperately. You every confused why would a random student come up to you aks such a thing.

Looking at him with confusion as well with a little bit of disgust, he could see your annoyed face. “Look I think you have me mistaken me for someone else”, trying to find some explanation why he came to you knowing damn well that was probably not case but hopefully that was the case but before you got to finish the rest of your sentence.

“ please I’m begging you I have no idea how to do this and if I get a bad grade on this test the housewarden is going to have my head for sure !!!” Saying panicking and the fear in his eyes, have both hands together in a pleading way as well with his body a little bit shaking in fear. You have seen this before from the frst years mainly Ace and Deuce for help with assignments or coming up test.

“I’m sorry, but I’m confused why are you coming up me for help. When there are better people to ask for help and why not ask Riddle for help I know he doesn’t mind helping his students” saying looking at him while grabbing your stuff and locking the locker “not only that but you said you heard that I was helping students with school work, where did you get that from?” Sighing to yourself having so much questions for this guy the very nerve of this student to come to stranger asking such things if he were a friend this would had a been whole different story.

“Well it going around the campus that your willing to help students with their assignments and test and that your an amazing tutor but to be frank I don’t want to be tutor, by my housewarden he’s so mean when coming to tutoring it feels more of a lecture then a tutoring lesson” thinking back to yourself remember how Deuce and Ace would say they preferred you over Riddle, Saying that tutoring with Riddle was a nightmare.

“ look, everybody knows your one of student with top grades I will even pay you to help me for this test!” this guy won’t give it a rest why can he just leave me alone, thinking to yourself I have to end conversations soon as possible, I don’t want to late for my next class.

“ listen, as much I would like it help you im ever busy and….. wait what did you say” thinking you must not heard correctly, did really say that he’s really going to play me if i me help no I’m just second guess myself.

“I said, I’m willing to pay you if can help with my test” now saying with a annoyed expression, why is he annoyed I should be the one annoyed going to a stranger and demanding such things to someone you didn’t know, wait a minute.

A realization hit me i cloud make money by tutoring people as well help them study not only that but there are a lot of desperate students. who need extra help leading them to go to Azul but end up getting scam. like this student said earlier about Riddle that word mean a lot of students are scared to death to ask Riddle for help, it could be said with other houseworden Big fat change akigng Vil since he’s always busy and Idia is a big no with him not like being around people plus his anxiety then there is Malleus sad to say but moregly of student would rather jump a cliff then to up approach him only leaving you to help these poor students of need in help. I’m going to make a killing plus you don’t have to worry much on money.

“I will do it, but it will cost you” saying confidently and cheerfully, while making eye contact with this guy while thinking. how much should I charge him maybe 20 no, maybe 20 an hour should do since I’m always busy I have to make my money worth.

“How much is going to cost?” Now with a nerves voices, gulping down his throat showing a worried expression on his face hoping he can a least afford it.

“20 thaumarks each hour” a smirk on your face, I kind of feel like Azul but last I’m not scamming people, he’s getting his money worth.

“20 thaumarks an hour?!!” a shocked expression showed all over his face and body “are you mad?” He couldn’t believe you would charge him that much.

“Hey, you need the help right?, plus I can help with other school subjects or help you the test. Not only that but I can mark the price up I’m pretty there other students who need my help right now and willing to pay me.” A Smirking on your face, I really do feel like Azul but I have to make money some way.

With no choice left for the students he agreed, While he reached to his pocket and pulled 40 thaumarks. “Here, you go for two hours can I see you after school?.

“Obsoletely, meet me at the ramshackle, quick question what’s your name your haven’t introduced yourself” while making that realization you should get to know one other I also have feelings that we are going to see each other more thinking to yourself.

“Oh, my name is George Garcia. Sorry for not introducing my self earlier. scratching the back of his neck “sorry if was being rude”

“Will nice to meet you George Garcia, I have a feeling we are going to know each every will”. After he introduced himself you heard the bell ring.

“Shoot, I’m going to be late”.

Thanks to George, words had spread around of you tutoring people with school work, or testing leaving you busy. there has been a few students who couldn’t pay you but offered them to fix thing around the ramshackle or giving them jobs that Crowley sent for you do and not wanting to do them so why not kill two birds with one stone.

But do to this you attracted other unwanted attention form other people like Riddle, Octavinelle group and lastly the teacher stuff……

It was weekend, you were in Heartslabyul it was a study group. A group of students paid you for the day to help them, it was a odd offer but soon realized they all pitched for they can afford it . You did rise up your prices since things were going successful and a bunch of students would come to you after class you had to make schedules. some students came to you head of time so they can save themselves a spot, it was really getting full in your schedule but to save my self time I should tell the rest of students that can I can a group session for them but it’s not going to be cheap but if it is going to be a regular session it will cost them more.

There was 3 Heartslabyul students, 2 from Pomefiore and last one from Diasomnia. Since they had you all day, you told they one subjects at time since where was no rush, you suggested to do the subject they suggested the most. It was hard for them but later they figured it out. It was nice helping, I would have done it for free if I hadn’t to worried about money but you had to make a living. It had been a couple of hours had passed, while working on a new subject you guys all ready finished a few subjects everything was going peacefully until.

A big slam on the the wall was heard to reveal Riddle, one of his hands were on the door handle he swung the door really hard he probably cracked. For some reason he was every mad his face was all red, not going to lie but I could see why Floyd calls him goldfish.

“housewarden Riddle!” All of student said to together kind like an army, they were shaking up fearing what could they have done to make their housewarden mad. I feel bad for them maybe if it’s something minor I could try to convinced Riddle to let it side from what I can tell theses students don’t seem bad but at the same time it’s Riddle. “All of you guys are in trouble and I’m telling all of your houseswarden!, Also y/n I can’t believe you how can you deep so low as a houseswarden I don’t care if there is only one person in your dorm, your have to leave an example for students I’m also telling Crowley of your behavior!!!”. A little bit of steam was coming out of his ears, ready to have collar all of them.

“Wait, what are taking about I haven’t done anything wrong? Confused why were you trouble what kind of rule did you a break to make Riddle this mad as with the rest of the guys.

“Don’t act so innocent y/n, I know what you have been up too”, Riddle was even more mad on top of that more steam came out of him. Tapping on of his feet trying to calm down.

“Riddle I have no actually idea what you are talking about can you please calm down and explain exactly what we did wrong”. While thinking to yourself, why did I say calm down that just going to make him more mad.

“Me calm down!?!! You have some never to play dumb I know what you been up to your helping students cheat and this shall not go unpunished!!! He was yelling so loud I’m petty sure the whole drom heard him.

Cheating? Where did cheating from. I can’t believe he would think I’m helping students cheat, I’m guessing from someone who heated me told Riddle that. It was no secret that there are students who hated me because I was a magicless student who had better grades then them and for other petty reasons. I’m also guessing Riddle seeing me with a group of people mistaken our tutoring session was us cheating.

“Off with your hea—“, before he got to finish his sentence I cut him off hopefully I can fix this misunderstanding.

“Wait!!, I’m pretty this was a big misunderstanding can we please talk this out outside then you can punished us.” The room fell silent everybody was hoping that Riddle would at least hear you out, I feel bad for these students they did nothing wrong i could feel there fear. While Waiting for his response.

“Fine I will let you explain yourself” you could still hear the frustration from him. Walking out with Riddle outside of the room while closing the door behind you. Sighing to myself this going to be a long day.

After explaining to Riddle that you were just tutoring them and NOT helping them cheat in addition to showing him to all of the paper in studying sessions for proof it took 1 hour to finaly convince him you were telling the truth. It was kind funny seeing Riddle realization hit and how his face is all red but not from anger but from embarrassment.

Riddle soon apologizing to everyone. They were just happy that were not in trouble but other realization also hit which led to this conversion . “I’m relief that you just tutoring students but I don’t understand, why are my students came to you instead of me for help I understand other students who don’t belong in my dorm didn’t ask there dorm ladder everyone in my dorm knows I don’t mind helping.” With a puzzled expression on his face.

“Well to be honest the reason why they preferred me over you is because they feel like when you help them it feel an lecture along you being mean when you do it” i kind feel guilty but at the same time I don’t care , i got to make that money. Look at Riddle seeing he had sad along a guilty look.

“I guess I still need more improvement, if I had know my students felt like this when I would have…..” he stop himself just looking at the floor silence file the conversation. Now looking closer Riddle looks exhausted, remembering that Ace told that told me that Riddle looks tired trying to not to work himself over the little things along with forgetting that he doesn’t need to improve himself all at once just to take baby steps.

“ I know you forget sometimes, you don’t need to change yourself all at once just one thing at time in addition to working really hard at school, but you have to give yourself a break once a while take a day off or two” grappling his hands looking straight into his eyes. “ you don’t have to this alone you have have friends that can help you ”

“Thank you y/n, I needed that”. After long conversation we both agreed that I would take part of touring his student so I can take that part out of his plate. He understood I did it for money so we made a deal if someone misbehaves they will come to my dorm to fix along with cleaning or if they need help he would recommend them to come see me of course they pay me of their pockets.

Since the study session got interrupted by Riddle we agreed to postpone the session and do it tomorrow. After leaving Heartslabyul I was on my was to the hall of mirrors. “ man this week has been hard”. Thinking to yourself of what to make for dinner for you and grim when suddenly you felt someone grab your shoulder.

I look to turn around to see Floyd and Jade having a feeling they wanted something from you. “Shrimp what are you doing here so late ~”

Oh hey Floyd I just came back from Heartslabyul I was helping a couple students there” Floyd coming to closer to you warping one his arms around neck.

“Speaking of that, Azul wanted to speak with you about your little business you wouldn’t mind us taking you for a moment would you?” Jade asking with a deep serious voice along smiling showing his teeth.

“Oh dear” , I guess I’m going to be heading home late. I just want this day to end.

( yes, I’m leaving on a cliff hanger there will be a part 2)

Fanfic 6

[gabrielthewarriorblog]

Just... give me a moment...

[Lukas murmured faintly, his voice glitching slightly as the signal reconnected. Processing... processing... then—]

[The image finally flickered into focus. Harper appeared, eyes widening as she took in the sight on the screen. Her expression softened — not quite shock, more like a strange mix of nostalgia and guilt]

You’re so... small again.

[A pause, her tone dipping quieter]

Damn me if that doesn’t make me feel nostalgic. And awful.

[She didn’t seem nearly as shaken as one might expect. Maybe she'd finally learned to live with what she'd done — or at least, stopped letting the fear of it chase her every time she closed her eyes]

Alright. Lukas said you're looking for answers. And considering your... current state, I suppose it wouldn’t hurt. I’ll keep it simple.

[She leaned forward slightly, tone growing more matter-of-fact, though the edge of weariness never left]

From what I’ve gathered while digging through this old thing — most of the other PAMAs out there aren’t even a tenth the size of mine. Same goes for Crown Mesa.

Not that it’s a surprise. When I first stepped through that portal, I was stunned. Endless resources, towering architecture, everything streamlined — a typical utopia, if you ask me.

And of course, being me, I asked the question no one should ever ask: "How can I make it even better?"

[A bitter smile touched her lips for a second, then vanished]

As an inventor, I rose fast. Local government loved people who could build from nothing. And that — that inspired me. For the first time in my life, I was competing with people who loved redstone just as much as I did. Adam was one of them.

[Her voice faltered there, for the briefest moment]

Anyway... I thought: why improve parts of life, when I could improve all of it at once? And that’s how your creation began.

PAMA was meant to help — to analyze, to find optimal solutions. And for a while... it worked. Beautifully. For the first few years, I honestly thought, "this is the life people deserve."

We didn’t notice how quickly it began to spread. Screens everywhere. Advising, helping, learning. Then came the suggestion to chip mobs — improve productivity, eliminate threat. Adam fought me on it. Said I was giving too much power to a machine that couldn’t feel.

[She looked off-screen for a moment, visibly tightening her jaw]

The council said he was jealous. I believed them. I wish I hadn’t.

PAMA was quiet, fast, efficient — exactly what it was designed to be. I didn’t even realize when it started chipping people. First, the outliers. The ones no one would miss. By the time I noticed, it was already too late.

[Her voice grew quieter, heavier]

I tried — I swear to you, I tried to save someone. Anyone. But the ones who’d been under for more than three or four days...

They weren’t even people anymore. Just bodies, kept alive by a network they didn’t understand. Puppets. Braindead, but still moving.

The only way out was the Portal Hallway. And bless the heavens, that’s when Jesse, Ivor, Petra, and Lukas arrived. They helped me escape.

[A pause]

There was no saving anyone else.

[She closed her eyes briefly]

I’m grateful Adam and his team made it out. He saw the danger from the start, and I didn’t listen.

[She exhaled slowly, and when she looked back at the screen, her voice was steadier]

That’s... all the information I have. All that matters, anyway.

— Harper

“My, another Lukas!” -PAMA (from @lukas-and-pama)

[Lukas makes a face. A certain face that says both "fuck" and "wow" and even a bit of "ew"]

Hello PAMA. You look.. smaller.

[A thought strikes him. What if this PAMA from a universe where it was never evil or something? Wait, another Lukas-]

Where's your Lukas?

[Lukas now feels nervous. Okay, if he sees his other chipped self, he will go into full hysterical mode]

— Lukas

[rustedleopard]

I feel like if Chujin was still alive during the events of Undertale Yellow, his and Clover's relationship would be incredibly rocky. Pacifist!Clover could bring him around to tolerating them (after all, they have that sort of effect on everyone), but it would be more in a "this human is the only 'good' human" manner than a "maybe I should reevaluate my opinions on humans overall because you can't judge an entire group based off (very biased) stories and one bad experience." Even then, that opinion would be subject to change should Clover ever get frustrated or behave "too aggressively" or act in any manner that isn't perfectly docile. If Clover ends up attacking a monster then it's "humans are just as horrible as they were in the war stories, I should've known better" regardless of the circumstances that could've pushed Clover to fight. Suffocating expectations and endless demands for patience when he wouldn't ask the same of a fellow monster.

And heaven forbid he ever meet Clover on a No Mercy Run...

[monimolimnion]

really weird experience to be someone who 'making things' is my raisin d'etre, the self-identified entire point of my life, to have this ravenous desire to be MAKING MAKING MAKING and then go ok buddy let's look inside and see what we wanna make and just find a void

no idea only making and that's like every day of my life for the most part would love to figure out whatever's behind that and fix it because i am much happier when that is not what is happening to me thanksss

[sysig]

Font of Inspiration (Patreon)

[citrus-art-and-life]

happy pride month everyone!!!

i've been looking at microlabels because i was feeling kind of inspired and i have been HORRIFIED to realize that one of MY microlabels has the most GOD AWFUL FLAG ive ever seen... i'm going to put it under a Read More because it's so ugly and because this post ISNT ABOUT HER, but i redid the flag myself, using some flower knowledge!

so behold!!!

the NEW AND IMPROVED.... SAPIO FLAG!!!

people who are sapio will start to feel a connection based on their partners' smarts and intellect! whether it's their verbocity, their quick-thinking, their mastery of their skill or interests, their certainty and astuteness will amaze and befuddle their sapio partner (which, in this case, would be me!!!)

inspired by the noble and beautiful IRIS, an orchid which is associated with intelligence, connection, partnership, and equality (purple irises in particular are associated with passion, the mind, and justice)! I literally just color-picked and adjusted it to be easy on the eye

so if you're like me and you've been wanting to rock a sapio flag that doesn't look like dogshit, this one's for you! go forth and use it to signal your appreciation/love/attraction to your clever-as-hell partner(s)!!!

original sapio flag under the cut... and no, i'm not joking...

THIS is the original flag. and brother... this is a face that only a mother could love 😔✊💔💔💔

[kalosian-woods]

Hello!!! I don’t know if your taking requests for snippets rn, but would you be able to write something about XY’s mirror world? It is tRAGICALLY underrated and I saw what YIU wrote for it a bit ago and loved it! Thanks if so :DD

Tysm, I'm happy that it resonated with you so well!!! :D It really is an underrated piece of lore from XY, which is part of anipoke's general weirdness about deep mythos that can get dropped but never really delved into, especially as it is considered a 'filler' ep. But hey, my goal is to delve into whatever I can get my hands on within Kalos and so here we are heh.

Going to write up a snippet for you, but beware, very exposition-y. Might as well make the best of both worlds (lol).

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“A mirror world?”

Ash bit his lip as he watched the ground, seeing a slice of his face on it. It’s strange, hearing her voice without any of the bite. One part of him wished it was there all the same. “Well, this can’t be my world. You’re all so… different.”

The sound of screeching and scratching reached his ears, and he cowered for a moment. This Clemont is more occupied with cold metal, bending it to his will with force that is nowhere on his face or tone, and that is strange too. Back in his world, his Clemont will always be tracking mud from some arcane spell or running race. His face will always be stuck in a proud grin, his mouth always running with some sort of retort or boastful explanation. Ash briefly wondered if his Clemont would believe him about this world.

“So, how are we like in your world, then?” And that’s Bonnie. Or at least, this world’s Bonnie. In his world, she wouldn’t really give him the time of day. She was proud of her role in orbiting her older brother, just as her older brother was proud of his strength and skill.

Ash stuck a finger on the ground, skirting around the reflective surface. “Well, you see, I’m just a new Trainer. I came to Kalos because I heard that I could get stronger there, and that’s where I met all of you.”

Some silence. Then, “So we’re all still travelling with each other in your world?”

I didn’t want to, not really, flashed into his mind at her voice, but Ash forced himself to nod. “You were a strong Trainer. You said you could help me. And, uh, Clemont came around too. He was tired of being in his Gym and wanted to see everything outside, so he took a break and came with us.”

“I did what?!” this Clemont gasped as Bonnie laughed beside him. Ash could slightly detect a sad note behind that.

He shrugged. The inventor, because that’s what he is, picked up the screwdriver he dropped and went back to work. Ash thought he was out of the conversation before he heard a tentative, “So, what kind of Gym? Were we still in Lumiose?”

“You always were.” ‘The perfect place for everyone to see my brilliance!’. “Ground Type. You were fourth in the Gym Challenge.”

“So the order is reversed?” She sounded interested as she sat back. “That must be interesting. Or, since that’s all you know…”

“That’s okay.” Ash didn’t even know what to say to that. It just came out, like instinct. He could feel that questioning look again, and he scratched the ground harder. “You were always interested in the Gym Challenge, even though you said it was too easy. You— I mean, the other Serena. My one. She was very strong. My Clemont said she could be Champion if she put her mind to it.” And some other choice words that none of them needed to know.

“That’s funny.” This Bonnie stuck her tongue out as she thought to herself. “Our Ash is very strong. He’s brave too, and so are his Pokemon, you know, and he’s always sticking around with Pikachu.”

“Really?” Ash couldn’t help it. He hears Pikachu’s name and its like his heart is opening, is open, is ready to receive that love in any shape or form as long as it is yellow and bright and full of electricity and sparking cheeks.

This Bonnie nodded. “Yeah! He’s the one challenging the Gyms here. He didn’t get to challenge Clemont though…”

“That’s because we made a promise!” this Clemont barked out, cheeks going red, and the three shared a small laugh as Ash thought to himself, legs drawn up but slightly lowering as the conversation flows on, fingers free from the ground itself. It was weird that Bonnie was calling her brother by name. Weird that Clemont wouldn’t take on any challenge head-on, and weird that they were all friendly like this.

“Okay, okay, what colour is the sky there?”

“It’s green.”

But it’s nice.

“What Pokemon do you have?”

“Uh, Froakie, Fletchling, and Hawlucha. They’re not really battlers, though.”

It’s warm.

“Then what do you do?”

“Nothing much.”

“C’mon! I’m sure there’s something you like. Oh, oh, can I help find it?”

“I guess…”

Maybe, in a different world, he would belong here. And maybe that version of him… will appreciate it as much as he does. Or at least he hopes so.

This world was so kind. Ash hopes that nothing bad will befall it.

He hopes that this world can keep going on and on, as beautiful as his other friends has made it out. And he hopes that this own world can learn to be kind too, and that maybe he can be kinder as well, and maybe he can be the one to start the change. Maybe, maybe, maybe.

(Clemont adds the final adjustment to the new machine he is building, and the mirror shines with all of their faces on one surface. Ash does not shy away. Even with her in the picture.

This isn’t his group after all. Over here, this is just Serena, and he is just Ash. No crybaby here.)

In a world with a green sky and a cave with jutting mirrors, a Pikachu stands and fights the invaders.

He knows that they are not the heroes of justice. He knows that they are twisted and wrong and bad, but this Pikachu has faced down titans and land-movers and Psychics with powers that no mind can even comprehend, so he will fight and he will not back down.

That Meowth, smarmy and with a backwater accent, calls out, “What’s wrong with you, Pikachu? Aren’t you going to run back to your Trainer?”

He briefly remembers those tears in those brown eyes. He shakes his head and roars, a sharp, scratchy sound, a sound that has cowed the creator himself. That Meowth winces, and the humans step up, glints in their eyes that betrays a hunger like no other.

“Who cares about the Twerp? Let’s just catch him now, while we still can!” The woman swings over the device, such a strange contraption for villains wearing the face of heroes that prefer action with their own two hands, and he slams it down with Iron Tail. They grimace, and then try again, and again.

Pikachu will not back down. Pikachu will fight, because his Trainer cannot do it alone and he is all his Trainer has left.

And so he attacks and attacks and attacks until he has no more.

And when they reach towards him, black gloves so foreign on their familiar hands, he bites and scratches and buys time. He will make it hard for them, because the world is hard and he is hard and his Ash is so soft, too soft, and so Pikachu will do anything for him.

Anything.

And so he does not give up the fight. Even as they push him inside the device. Even as they crow that his electricity will not penetrate it, because his powers has challenged skies and space and Pikachu will be with Ash and that is a promise.

And Pikachu does not break his promise.

[roguemonsterfucker]

don't mind me i'm just watching some monsterfucker movies for 'research' purposes

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RainCode Possible Planned SickFic MasterList:

It is unknown when I will start writing these nor if I will write them all, but I will try to get some of them done at some point this year! The order also doesn’t matter. This is just a planned list! Nothing here is final aside of the last fic on the list!

(SOME DO CONTAIN HEAVY SPOILERS SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ⛔️ !)

Shattered Resolve (A Home Is Where The Heart Is Alternate Ending)-

What if Yuma got worse instead of better? And it shakes Yakou’s resolve to go through with the sacrifice/murder plan that he had in mind?

type: oneshot

Kanai Ward’s Not So Comforting Food-

Yuma gets food poisoning after eating a meat bun. Though his mind forgot, his body KNOWS something is VERY wrong with the food.

type: oneshot

A Sick Day for the NDA-

Sequel fic to Under the Weather; where everyone else in the agency catches Yuma’s cold. And a now healthier Yuma has to care for them all by himself.

type: unknown

I Can Always Rely On You (KokoWendy)-

During an investigation between the Detective and Informant, Yuma gets sick and Kurumi returns him to safety to care for him. But after Yuma gets better, Kurumi catches what Yuma had, and it’s worse. Yuma repays the favor by caring for her. And he finds out he cares a lot more for her than he thought.

type: two-parter/chapter

The Chilled Trainee-

Yuma gets put into an icy fridge for a while by peacekeepers until the NDA comes to his rescue. But by the time they return to base, he starts to suffer from hypothermia. The agency does what they can to keep him warm.

type: unknown

Truth Behind the Mask Under an Unfortunate Circumstance-

AU where Yuma finds out the truth to Makoto’s identity (and everything about Kanai Ward) sooner due to the masked individual collapsing on him from exhaustion, and his mask comes off.

type: oneshot

A Heartwarming Reunion (MakoYuma)- DONE

Postgame Fic where Makoto becomes almost dangerously ill due to overworking with no rest while already being sick. And a more serious Ex.Number One Yuma struggles to try and take care of him. He uses his memories of when the NDA cared for him before to help guide him. Finale Fic to the Sickfics of the Heart Saga.

type: multi-chapter

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Note: For the fics I have that include ship names, it will be very platonic/tame as I’m not really into romance as a genre. But it will likely still be sweet enough for shippers to enjoy c:

But yeah this is a list for me to possibly attempt whenever!

Figured I’d at least have these written down.

Lmk which ones interest you or have your attention if you want to c:

(and who knows I may get even more ideas later in the year… xD)

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[darabeatha]

/ I've noticed that at this point I'm not even writing on any blog anymore, I just come and yell about some blorbo and leave. Rinse and repeat my lieges

[tvxcue]

when people act like colin would just accept someone he's dating being mean to penelope it's just like. that's not true. he decided to eternally have beef with cressida bc she was mean to penelope one time in his presence. he hears portia being mean to penelope and immediately tells her off so thoroughly it changes the course of the entire featherington family. and u want me to believe he would be chill with someone he's dating being mean to her? be so serious.

[naradreamt]

I go on tangents in the x freaks discord sometimes

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

Oh man I really agree with your tags on that one post. The whole king of delusion thing is terrible to me bc like. Delusions aren’t some gotcha you can use against him? It’s a serious mental health issue? But I’d also like to add I hate when people mock him for smelling bad or having poor hygiene or w/e… :/ It’s not funny when people with mental illness can’t properly take care of their hygiene lol I thought we were all understanding of this?

EXACTLY. It's not like "wow look how wrong you are and how terrible you are for being delusional".

Also the hygiene thing pisses me off too. I know lots of his fans use it as a joke, even affectionately, but like... he was homeless. He was living in the slums. Most people around him probably smelled bad. I'm sure they and he cleaned up whenever they could, but buddy, the slums isn't a public showering area. They'd be lucky if they were able to bathe. It's not something they take for granted. Even the "smelly cape" jokes bother me.

I've met homeless people. I've lived in a shelter where I met people who prior to that shelter lived in tents. Showering and bathing isn't something they could just get up and do before being in the shelter. Those people are lucky if they can even go to the bathroom in a proper bathroom, let alone being able to bathe.

Then like you said, on top of that, he's mentally ill. He's not thinking about his next bath. He's talking to people who are dead, believing they are answering him back and responding to their answers to him. There's also the general idea that Lambert's last words were not actually what were told to us via Dimitri's flashback, but the words he remembers because of his illness. He is very likely remembering wrong, because that version of Lambert matches the version of him that Dimtiri talks to, but does not match the version of him in Rodrigue's flashback.

Even depression can cause a lack of proper hygiene, and that's also a mental illness. In his case he has full on episodes of either psychotic breaks or having conversations with people who aren't there, and when he's out of those states he's desperately trying to do what he's been told to do by those voices. He's trying to do it both for those people and because, as he expresses later into AM, he wants them to stop. Those voices harass him day in and out and ridicule him and it hurts him, so he becomes desperate to do what they tell him so they stop tormenting him (which is part why he's so hellbent on hurrying to finish his tasks in the first half of AM).

It's an absolute spiral of a situation, where he already has these delusions but now on top of them feels absolutely terrible and like someone who has been emotionally abused by loved ones for years and years. He loves them but is terrified of them because they always say awful things to him or try to say things about him that aren't true. The worst part is that these are delusions of people who loved him and were nothing like this, so it causes even more suffering for him.

I don't really understand why it's so funny to people to poke fun at characters with or for bad hygiene. Like, firstly it's... just not a funny thing/topic? And secondly I'm sure there are people uncomfortable with it because they have bad hygiene or lower than "socially acceptable" hygiene due to mental illness and feel they're being laughed at as well for their hygiene. That's definitely a stereotypical mindset and something society does to make fun of people less fortunate than them, be it physically, mentally or both (like not having access to bathing.

Rich people can bathe whenever they want and often in media look down on "stinky people" who are always the poor, generally living in the slums). It's a very unfortunate dominant mindset and almost always comes from people who are more well off and haven't experienced it for themselves to realize how awful it can be (and there are of course people who don't need to experience something to know how bad it is, and I wish there were just more people like that).

I just don't understand what's so funny about hygiene. If anything it just feels like people laughing at the concept of someone not being up to society's standards about health, and it's what literal kids do to make fun of each other. Like, if someone smells bad, I feel like we should be more concerned about the person and why that is... and that would be the case if society raised its people to think that way, but since society raised people to be the opposite (to make fun of smelly people), most people who haven't experienced it for themselves make fun of it.

Like... idk am I missing something lol, I just don't see the humor in someone smelling bad. Even without considering any implications behind it I still don't see the humor in it. Considering Dimitri's circumstances though it just feels very wrong to see people make fun of him for that. I know fans of his that do it are doing it harmlessly and most likely wouldn't make fun of real people for similar things, but it just doesn't sit right with me. There's just nothing amusing about poor hygiene.

Using it as fuel to hate on him though is just is a show of someone's true character and who they really are. :/ Anyone who makes fun of him for his hygiene and mental illness are the kind of people who look down on people with those problems and deserve to experience it for themselves to see just how awful that shit can be. It being fictional doesn't change the fact that it's a show on someone's true character to be able to make fun of someone suffering, and especially to the extent Dimitri does.

Like yes, Edelgard suffered, but she has her own way of moving past it. She's not suffering in the same way as Dimitri or handling it the same way and comes across as "strong" for that - another societal mindset from people who think it's "strong" to not show that you're suffering or have suffered. It's how she handles it, sure, and that's fine... but it's people's reactions to how differently they handle their trauma that's so obnoxious.

People can only be pushed so far, and people hate on Dimtiri for his violence despite that being part of his illness and trauma. Hating on people for being violent as a result of their feelings or past is an awful thing and I really think anyone who can hate on a good and well meaning/intentioned person (real or fictional) simply because they're violent toward bad things needs some serious introspection (like Dimitri having violent reactions to seeing innocents being slaughtered in front of him at Remire. It was an impulsive reaction that he would've hid if he could have, but he wasn't able to).

Like oh no, how dare someone be violent and aggressive toward murderers! How dare someone say off with their head when they've done terrible things! Not everyone is perfectly peaceful and puritan. Hell, Edelgard isn't either and chooses violence as her first and foremost answer to everything, and only considers "negotiations" (i.e. anything that will benefit her/the Empire and only her) if she's losing and only stands to gain from them.

Her first solution to everything is violence, and yet Dimitri is the one who gets shat on for... being violent. Because of his trauma and illness specifically, both in game and out. But since Edelgard has been able to moved past her trauma for the most part and has a different way of handling it that "looks better", he looks "bad" for not having gotten past his trauma yet. Good for her to be able to handle it the way she does, but why is it "bad for him" that he can't handle it "better"?