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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)
im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in
#yes the 🍑🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human#now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot#SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas#like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing#THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME#'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape#if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin#in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism#of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah#the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat#like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one#where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex#look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon#(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS#i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!
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hot take: nico is the most normal character in the series. close seconds are percy and luke
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i wake up in a cold sweat. it is three am. i frantically check spotify, tears streaming down my face. my hands are shaking as i type the words: “malevolent musical lin manuel miranda.” there are no results. i sigh with relief. it was all just a bad dream.
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i can't stop thinking about how in the end of the queen of nothing, jude says that neither her nor cardan know how to be happy. they don't know how to live without lying and scheming and fighting and plotting: with each other and with other people
so now imagine jude and cardan after the dust has settled. they wouldn't know what 2 do with each other. like just imagine them now getting to know each other. it's like they've never met because ofc they still bicker and everything, but they are married and they just fought and almost died for each other. and yet jude can't say what's cardan's favorite color and cardan doesn't know her favorite snacks
with the court of shadows as matchmakers it starts turning into a whole ass romcom. one night jude wakes up and cardan is just pacing the room nervously and she immediately panics and thinks something is wrong but no. cardan is taking her to one of the places he used to hide in as a little kid and he's. stressed, to say the least
it's one of the rare times jude gets to see elfhame without some pressing responsibility on her mind. she worries about the state of the palace in the hours they're gone and cardan tries ( as well as he can ) to reassure her that the court of shadows is there and she can let the court go for like,, 2 hours. and then jude is a little quiet and she's just staring around her like yeah this land that she has given her life and body for is so beautiful. she knows about cardan's mother, so she tells him about her own.
anyway i'll go more into depth later but like. it's a very rocky journey. jude sleeps fitfully and has nightmares; cardan tries to avoid sleep by getting drunk. jude's from the human lands and tells cardan to sober up. they both kinda just hold each other during a really bad night. cardan finds out balekin made jude kiss him and is so ashamed and shocked and horrified he can barely look her in the eyes except mutter apologies
cardan also persuades jude to drink btw. she's a very clingy drunk ( not weepy, she's not emotional or anything but she refuses to let go of him )
#꒰ ✿ ꒱ — rose.#UGH THESE TWO#my heart is always aching i miss themm#i need more soft jurdan can u tell#i will elaborate more if asked :3#( i will elaborate even if not asked )#the cruel prince#tcp#the queen of nothing#the folk of the air#tfota#jude duarte#cardan greenbriar#jurdan#jude x cardan#the court of shadows#< i guess? i kinda mentioned them
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Ooh, now I have a new question!
And what hypothetically Michael, who would read minds, could see in the head of, say, a severely ill schizophrenic, or with dementia? Or is there no difference in mind-reading between healthy people and sick people? Probably a stupid question, but now I'm curious heh.
For context! I hesitate to answer this, since I have no experience with either of those and it's not to be taken lightly. Plus, this is in discussion to a fictional ability in regards to a condition that is very much real in our world.
I'd say there is a difference, but MR!Mychael would still react the same. His aversion is due to how humans treated him in all his years of living, not because of any one individual.
#mushroom oasis vn#mychael ask#MR!Mychael#i wont elaborate further to avoid misinformation or talking out of my ass#it would be interesting to discuss but i have absolutely zero right in talking about it or even speculating#anyways MR!Mychael's a freak and he hates everyone <3
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Boob window aside, having an avatar who fucking sucked is such a cool idea???????? The possibilities and the worldbuilding consequences???????? Your minds??????????
(also im not sure how i'll cope with waterbending megumi, the concept is making me go 😭💙😭💙😭💙😭)
HFJJGF YA sukuna....a symbol of peace...in charge of maintaining the spiritual balance of the world............truly What cld go wrong (lots) . Fire nation absolutely reeling they want to reroll so bad he did them so dirty
also re: waterbender megu ,,, heeeeheeeehhehhehehe ok listen. ik this means nothing coming from me bc im chronically obsessed with megumi no matter the context but . let me just say tht out of everything we have planned, the stuff with megumi is BY FAR my favourite :)
naturally it will still hurt tho :3
#answered#cradle-songs-of-comfortt#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#megumi#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#atla!au: misc#lmhs#don't ask wont elaborate !#tbh this is referencing a possible plot point i threw on th table Literally today... minimally fleshed out ! might not even end up used !#i fr one am eating it tho i hope it is i hope it makes it :)#hes literally a wet cat....an obviously traumatized wet cat.......#2 megumi enjoyers co-create an au...the result WILL shock you!!#megu ily <333
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A doodle of a couple misc hcs I have about Gman's anatomy
#half life#gman#g-man#body horror#eye contact tw#shmorps art#My mindset with this hc was “what if you like. somehow cut him and there's just no blood”#“how freaky would that be”#Also I like the idea that Gman makes his eyes all glowy to fuck with people sometimes#Kinda like an intimidation tactic#Other times it's just a subconsious thing that happens sometimes when he's stressed out#I don't think he stresses out very often though. He doesn't feel like the type to be scared by much of anything#I just wanted to draw his goofy eyes again#I also hc that even if a limb is removed from him he can still move it#And also reattach it if necessary#so thats fun#How does he function without blood you may ask? Who knows. It's not meant to make sense#Eldritch horrors for the win#I dunno. he's neat#edit to elaborate cause I have thoughts: this is purely for his human disguise#In reality he's something else mimicking human anatomy through and through#Like. even the weird muscles are just fabrications. his entire human appearance is false#As for what he truly looks like. it's unknown and incomprehensible
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I've seen the last '"g-d made you perfect" that I can handle, and it's led me to a realization about how I think of g-d.
I don't think we were made perfect. We were made human. And, if I'm honest, the only perfection in my mind is g-d, and that sense of perfection is what differentiates humans from g-d. If humans were as perfectly-made as g-d, I for one wouldn't see the point in following, believing, trusting, caring for, or loving g-d.
I guess for me, I see the ways in which humans alter the Way We Were Created that I really don't think it's right to speculate as to if there's a limit to altering our abilities or bodies. For instance, as a trans person, I've definitely been inundated with this idea that because g-d made my body "perfect" that I shouldn't alter it ever, but isn't that a dangerous precedent? Is it really so, that our bodies are magically made perfect, as g-d that to even tamper with the idea of change would be the same as cursing g-d? I really don't think that's compelling.
I love thinking about just how much g-d is placed into people, but I don't think it warrants restricting the ability to learn, create, grow, or change. Thank g-d that He created the ability to change!
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#you don't want to know what sparked this (lighthearted)#i just get very angsty still reading 'but g-d made you PERFECT 😢' because it is never about g-d it's about one's feelings#but it is compelling to think... wait but ARE we made perfect#it's a fair question to ask i think#and this might be a messy post. it's almost 03:00 and i have class and i'm feeling angsty#i have such a bad habit of saying 'dont ask me what sparked this' and then elaborating even when Nobody Asked#and that's because i think it's hilarious#so i'm going to force myself to just let it go and make this post even if it's messy#like a middle school friendship my relationship with g-d is messy and complex and nuanced and kind of petty sometimes#what does g-d expect from man? i'm sure He was well aware of what i am Like
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ok new oc ask game
Send me 📻 + an oc and I'll give you a random song off their playlist + an explanation of why it's there
#It doesn't have to be that emoji it can be a 🎵🎶🎙🎷🎧🔊📢 🎤📣 or even 📯#I just like the old timey radio emoji#oc ask meme#oc ask game#character playlist#This almost certainly already exists but I haven't seen it yet and I want to do it#And I cant be the only one with elaborately crafted character playlists#And a burning desire to talk about Characters#I'll reblog this later w/ a list of ocs I have playlists for but until then. I release this into the world#Take it and tag it with your ocs so I can send you asks
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↠ Tim & Lucy ↳ 2x10 - The Dark Side
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#therookieedit#tim x lucy#jesuis-assez edits: chenford season 2#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 2x10#I really didn't want to gif a single frame of Caleb. But I did want to gif this scene. So sacrifices had to be made 🤣#Absolute INSANE behavior Tim. INSANE! and yet justified given how much of a piece of sh-- Caleb turned out to be. He had creepy vibes#from the get go. It's interesting how Tim said that Lucy hesitated with Caleb.#The only hesitancy (and frustration) I detect is this conversation taking place while Tim is there and Lucy being very aware of that.#And Tim at the end handing her the paper. Lucy observing how he's acting and how quickly he shifted into protective mode. Tim standing#there with a part of him not feeling right about this whole thing & later projecting that as Lucy being the one who didn't.#He was overwhelmed by his guilt and in such anguish. Just falling apart at the thought of losing her because he gave her advice#as a friend and not as her training officer. Something awful happening to someone else. To Lucy... collecting more guilt#and piling it on top of all the other times that happened. That someone suffered because of 'his actions'#Neither Tim or Lucy saw this sadistic monster coming. And Tim may not have suspected him...#But there was something about Caleb and that interaction that had Tim stepping into that role of the fierce protector.#And Tim isn't only emitting protective energy here...🟢 * Puts a green circle there and doesn't elaborate * Yaass queen give us nothing 🤣#The green circle of jealousy and Tim is standing inside of it.#But he's also coming across as distrustful of Caleb's intentions which is not alarming as they're in the midst of the chaos#surrounding a serial killer. It's rather expected to be that way. It's how Tim said he should've known. He should've suspected him.#He's a cop. And yet he started interrogating like a cop would & as if he were a suspect. Asking for a last name. What he does for a living.#He behaved in that way for a reason. So something definitely felt off but the need to be Lucy's friend in that moment#that he encouraged her to go out with him came before his instinct to be a cop or even her T.O .#In other words... He prioritized Lucy and what he thought she needed. He shifted the focus from the case onto her by#suggesting she focus on something else. And when she was taken... that focus on her became heightened by the gravity of the situation.#+ The EYE CONTACT. Tim & Lucy having their own private moment. The silent communication between them while Caleb rambles on#in the background about something unimportant. I have so much more to say but I've reached my tag limit 🤣*whispers with feeling* f**k..
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#using 'them' because obviously not all transfem folks (myself included) use she & her#add this one to one of my more super hot takes even if it's true#stop canceling trans women over stuff you absolutely get it up for#also making this because of recent events & no I won't elaborate even if you ask me to#and no I won't debate the ethics of adults playing pretend with you as that's silly; a waste of my time#and is also just not what this post is about; you'd think that'd be obvious but watch people not care anyway#feel free to send asks though It's up to me whether or not I want to answer them#this double standard is never done in good faith & is most assuredly transphobia 100%#marking this post as all of the things because I know the people on this site can't behave; I've seen it before#yes you should reblog this btw; this also happens on twitter & reddit I'm sure though I have no twitter#mine#op#fauxcest#sibcon#step mom#siscon#brocon#sibcest#trans memes#transgender memes#cw adult things#cw adult stuff#tagging all of these just to be safe
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~Fishy Comic Update~
I’ve learned that my characters, lore, and world building are going to continue being used for a collaboration that I am no longer apart of, even though these things are extremely personal to me, and are well known and have been stated to be very personal to me many times.
Over the last month, I was removed from the project without the ability to communicate or improve on any of the reasons as to why. It deeply hurt me, and though I wished things could be different, I understand it won’t be, but I also thought that with my removal from the collaboration, that my characters, world, and lore around it would be as well. Out of the respect and knowledge that my connection to these characters are very deep, I thought my inability to provide input on their inclusion would result in it’s inclusion being removed as well, or at least wrapped up immediately.
I am hurt and uninterested in continuing this story. It’s been tainted by the talks happening behind the scenes both to me and not with me in the discussion. Now that these characters, settings, and lore, all things explicitly said to be based around my life many times, are still being used, I feel the need to state I am not comfortable seeing this happen. I don’t feel comfortable maintaining silence as if I am comfortable with this continued usage, so I want to be clear that this is not my writing, and this is NOT my choice. I did not get one in the matter.
#its fun to find out on a public post that my characters settings and lore are still going to be used#even though I was never directly asked for permission or how I felt about that..#It just feels deeply uncomfortable to see things so deeply personal to me continue to be used#without any communication to me or even ask if it was okay to do so?#I have no idea how this arc will develop#how my world-building and elements will be used#and with it implied that it’ll be elaborated on.. I just feel... ahh???
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op will we ever see more of your old au or the new one?? I’m salivating to see a drop of content please theories are waiting to be made🙏 also trick or treat (slight malicious intent/j)
I was gonna delete all anon trick or treats bc I said to be off anon when trick or treating but. Hey. I love my messed up little au. Anon consider yourself lucky 🤲
YES YOU WILL BE SEEING MORE UTL I'm just,,,, head empty at the moment
#jenniaskzies#anon ask#jennicatzies art-chive#hamilton musical#alexander hamilton#aaron burr#utl au#untitled timeloop au#the question in question [lmao] is anything along the lines of#“can I even trust you anymore”#they both got some crazy trust issues ever since they became aware of the stage being a really elaborate set!
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💫FIRST | PREV | NEXT | COMICFURY💫
🌟updates Saturday and Sunday🌟
✨(read tags for extra info!)✨
#p5 pmd au#p5 pmd comic#persona 5#pokemon#pmd#shuake#(if that gets annoying in the tag after a while shoot me an ask and I’ll take the tag off lol just trying to advert)#((not putting that warning in every page tho 😗))#WOOOOO first thirty pages done !!!! this will encompass only the first chapter ofc#the next three chapters are going to be merged into one bc like. the drenched bluff chap and gatekeepers chap are like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also in my playthrough I never got the gatekeepers chapter notification ….. even tho I clearly remember it being a thing….#loudred was just like. HEY. gatekep.#ALSO HMMMMMMMM mightyena guild……. I wonder who the Guildmaster is…..#I never really understood why it freaks the partner out to step on the gate . like. babey. It’s not that serious#akechi does have a reason tho and I will not be elaborating at this time
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#lmk#lego monkey kid#six eared macaque#text post#funny#its even funnier with the theory that he wants revenge on Wukong but does not remember exactly why#like#“I hate you don't ask me to elaborate”
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I love 2p japan
CHINA: 日本さえ恋がしたいということ、考えられないことではないねぇ。(It’s not unthinkable that even Japan would want love, right?)
JAPAN: 闭嘴。(Shut up.)
#hetalia#hws china#hws japan#aph china#aph japan#2ptalia#2p hetalia#china speaking in japanese just to make japan mad so japan responds in chinese just to retaliate LOL#as always please let me know if theres any errors with the translations! with regards to japanese esp since i always want to improve it.#i am totally lost with chinese however so i am forced to rely on short simple phrases that are easily verified... such as shut up.#and its always so fun to read about other languages. like apparently italians dont use many acronyms#and korean has a tendency to just drop pronouns and make you infer the subject... according to my bro who is studying it currently.#ENOUGH ABOUT REAL COUNTRIES LETS TALK ABOUT HETALIA !!!#with regards to china... i really want to make him kind of floaty strange offputting... hes so old and hes seen so much...#a mix between 'ive seen so much it doesnt matter' and 'you never really go numb'...#but hes also silly and a little volatile...#yeah hes smiling but inside hes [GLASS SHATTERING SFX] What was that..#china isnt well elaborated upon even in canon so im excited to put him thru the wringer here...#he should constantly have a smile and dead eyes. ouo <-- like this#hes so old you guys hes so tired.#anonymous#2p china#2p japan#ask
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