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When Love is Left Unspoken pt. 2 (MV)
max verstappen x reader
pt. 1 here
I could be talked into a pt. 3 if people want it
It had been a week since the Austin GP and forgetting about what happened had been impossible mostly because Max would not leave you alone.
He didn't reach out directly, but every morning this week, you had woken up to a new gift outside your door. Flowers, chocolate, coffee, pastries, clothing, etc. You had no idea how he even knew your address.
You struggled with what to do. On one hand, you had missed your best friend for a long time. You missed the inside jokes, the comfort you found in him, and supporting one another. But on the other hand, you couldn't stop thinking about how he threw it all away because he was scared of loving you. You had never been scared of loving him, even if you never said. Well maybe that was hypocritical.
Saturday morning an envelope accompanied the box outside of your door. You opened the box first, revealing a vintage RedBull racing bomber jacket that cost who knows how much. It was cute, you'd give it that. Opening the envelope you froze as you read the letter that sat next to a paddock pass for the Brazil GP.
I know you hate me and you have a good reason to but I will do anything to have you back by my side even if you refuse to look at me. Please come to Brazil, I know it's your favorite track. You can stay on Checo's side of the garage if it makes you feel better.
Love, Your Max
Brazil was your favorite track and in the past you had always travelled down early to experience the culture for a bit before the racing started.
You facetimed Carmen, hoping to talk this through with someone else.
"Hey girl, what's up?" She asked, clearly in the middle of a workout.
"Oh, I can call later if you're busy," you said and she shook her head.
"No, it's okay!"
"Max invited me to the Brazilian GP," you told her slowly and her eyes widened.
"Wow."
"I know, I don't know what to do."
Carmen was silent for a little bit, clearly thinking. "Is there any part of you that wants to make up with him?"
"Yes," you admitted quietly. "But I hate myself for even thinking that. I don't want to just forget about everything that happened and take him back with open arms."
"I don't think you necessarily have to forget what happened but maybe focus on the people you both have grown to be in these last few years. Maybe treat it like you are starting over."
"So you think I should go?"
"Selfishly yes of course," she said grinning and you couldn't help but smile back. "You don't even have to spend time with him. Just see how it feels to be around him."
After hanging up with Carmen, you texted the number Max had given you for his assistant in order to get flights and a hotel figured out.
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You landed in Brazil on media day and didn't plan on going to the track until Saturday. Max was pulling out all the stops even when he couldn't see you as evidenced by the ridiculously nice hotel he put you in. The view was amazing and laying on the bed was a variety of your favorite snacks and drinks with a card that read "I'm so glad you're here -your Max."
The 'Your Max' thing was working even though you hated to admit it. You spent the next two days traveling around the city by yourself and then with Carmen.
Saturday rolled around and you found yourself nervous to be at the paddock despite Carmen's constant reassurances. You hadn't seen Max yet and you weren't really sure what to say when you did.
Funny enough, the first person you ran into when you made it to the RedBull garage was Christian Horner.
"Y/n!" He said surprised to see you. "It's been a while, how are you? You know my wife is obsessed with your tik tok channel."
"Ahh tell her I said thank you," you replied kindly. "I've been doing well."
"We're glad to have you back," he said and your heart swelled. "It's been a rough year for him."
"I'm not sure I can change that," you said politely and he gave you a look.
"You just being here might," he commented before leaving you to go talk with the mechanics. You wandered around the garage, catching up with a lot of people you hadn't seen in a long time.
Max spotted you as he was coming out of his drivers' room and his heart stopped. Of course he knew you were in Brazil, but he still wasn't 100% sure you'd show up. He didn't think he should approach you so he just lingered by watching you. You felt him watching you and looked over at him, trying to control your breathing and gave him a small smile.
He smiled back before being called off to get ready for the sprint. Leaning against the back wall you pulled your headphones and settled in to watch. Max was doing pretty good, battling with Charles for most of the race. Your face appeared on the broadcast and you smiled to the camera, giving it a small wave.
After the race you checked your phone to see that you'd been tagged in countless tweets.
@.username12312: Was that y/n y/l/n in the RedBull garage? I thought her and Max had a falling out???
reply to @.usernam12312 @.user345: Yeah they haven't been friends for a long time. It had something to do with Kelly
reply to @.user345 @.username12312: oh yeah, you're right! I always liked y/n better anyways
You were amused reading the speculation and decided to stir the pot further. While Max was doing interviews you found Checo in the garage and asked him to take a picture with you. The confused man agreed and you quickly posted it to your Instagram story with the caption: My favorite RedBull driver, good luck tomorrow!
Carmen and Lily both slid up with laughing emojis and you walked back to Max's side, trying to avoid the rain. It was really coming down now and you weren't sure if they would even be able to go out on the track. You found Max a little while later sitting against the wall, legs sprawled out in front of him. You sunk down next to him, holding your knees into your chest.
"Think you'll be able to go out there today?" You asked casually and he looked over at you, clearly excited to hear you speaking to him.
"I would say probably not," he replied. "Maybe tomorrow morning."
"How much longer until we know?"
"Another half hour would be my guess," he said. "I can call for someone to take you back if you want to leave now?"
"No, I'll wait," you said looking down at your phone. You sat in silence for a while and the rain was starting to make you very sleepy. Losing the battle with yourself, you rested your head on Max's shoulder and he stiffened.
Max smiled to himself as you dozed off and the two of you caught the attention of the cameras, the photo soon to be splashed everywhere online. Quali was called off and Max nudged you awake, reaching out to help you up.
"Ride with me back?" He asked hopeful and you nodded. You ran into George and Carmen on the way out and she gave you a knowing look to which you rolled your eyes at.
"You guys should come out to dinner with us," George said. "We're meeting up with Alex and Lily too."
You hesitated, not wanting to miss out but at the same time your social battery was dead. You could only handle so much social interaction before you were craving your warm bed to snuggle into. You started to give in and agree but Max cut you off.
"I think y/n is done being around people for the day so I'm going to take her back."
You looked at him surprised and the realization that he still knew you so well just added more fire to the internal turmoil you were facing. Bidding them goodbye, you followed Max out of the paddock and into the car he had rented for the weekend. The car ride was silent as well as the elevator ride up to your floor.
Max followed close behind you as you made your way to your room and it was starting to irritate you.
"You don't need to walk me to my room Max," you said and he looked at your sheepishly.
"I'm in the one right next to you."
"Are you fucking serious?" You asked frustrated. "I need space Max!"
"I just want you to be safe," he defended and you rolled your eyes.
"From what?" You exclaimed. "Oh yeah, your girlfriend I mean ex-girlfriend is from here. Think she's sending people after me?"
"I don't think that's funny," he said, eyes darkening. "Sue me for wanting you close to me. I'm not going to apologize for that."
"You are the worst," you bit out before shoving into your room, slamming the door.
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Stepping out of the steaming shower and back into the bedroom you glanced worriedly out the window. You wouldn't necessarily say that you had a fear of thunderstorms but they tended to make you uneasy.
Trying to distract yourself you put on South Park, your favorite show to watch in a hotel, but it didn't work. After a couple of booms you were still on edge. Sighing you got up and left your room, hoping a small walk around the hotel would ease your mind. By the time you made it back, Max was leaning against the wall by your door, waiting for you.
"Can't sleep?" He asked and you nodded.
"The storms."
"You always were scared of them," he teased and you scoffed.
"I'm not scared of them!" Right as you said that, a streak of lighting flashed by the hallway's window followed by a loud crash of thunder. You jumped a little and Max smirked.
"Come on," he said gesturing back to his room. You hesitated and he sighed. "We both know you won't fall asleep alone to this."
Giving in, you followed him into his room. It was a carbon copy of yours and you were amused to see South Park playing on his tv. He climbed into his bed but you stopped short; the scene in front of you reminded you of so many times before. When you traveled with him back in the day you'd often find yourself in his room at night hanging out. You always fell asleep and woke up in his arms, neither of you ever saying anything about it.
Max sat up in the bed looking at you, he knew what you were thinking.
"Y/n," he said softly as he watched you wipe a tear from your eye.
"This is so hard Max," you said, voice breaking. "How am I supposed to just forget?"
"I don't know," he confessed. "I'm sorry."
"It's not even like you broke my heart that day," you said meeting his eyes. "You had chipped away at it for so long that there wasn't even anything left to break."
Max's heart dropped and he moved over closer to where you were standing, so that you were now eye level.
"I was so scared back then y/n," he said and you put your head into your hands. "So scared of failing that I did things I shouldn't have done, like pushing you away to protect myself."
"Protect yourself from what?" You said, looking back at him.
"Your unconditional love," he said sadly and you tried to compose yourself, taking a deep breath.
"You acted like nothing happened, I watched you move on with your life," you accused, whispering to him.
"I did not move on, I was a mess. I couldn't eat or sleep for months and I latched on to you in whatever way I could through your videos or podcast. Every picture or video you saw of me was strictly PR."
"But you never reached out, not once in these past few years," you said, starting to grow angry with him.
"Neither did you!" He exclaimed.
"That's not fair Max," you retorted, moving away from him.
"Isn't it though? You accused me of moving on but I watched you do the same. I watched your popularity grow, watched you start to travel around the world, watched you post with other guys. You didn't need me to be happy."
"I needed my best friend!" You yelled and he flinched. "I needed you to be there to call when I got a new deal! I needed you to be there to lean on when I had self doubt! You ruined everything Max. I could never be truly happy celebrating something because in the back of my mind I was thinking about how you should have been there with me!"
Max squeezed his eyes shut, sitting down on the bed.
"I don't know how to fix this schatje," he whispered and you flinched at the term of endearment. "Everything has been so dark for so long. I am okay with you hating me forever. Because even if you just look at me, it'll be a better day than what I've had."
Sniffling, you stared into his red rimmed eyes. "I want to forget about you so badly Max but I can't."
He smiled softly at you before patting the bed.
"Please sleep here tonight, it will make me feel so much better knowing you were well rested. I'll sleep on the pull out couch," he said standing up.
"Just sleep in the bed with me," you said sighing, wiping the tears from your face before climbing into the bed. Max slid in next to you, leaving a healthy distance between the two of you and you drifted off to sleep.
The sound of his alarm woke you up at 4:30 and you groaned sleepily. Max's arms were wrapped tightly around you, his head buried in your hair as he refused to open his eyes.
"Max, you have to wake up," you said and he mumbled incoherently into you. You pried his hands off your body and stood up, stretching. He watched you lazily from the bed, wondering if this was a dream.
"I'm going to go get ready and then I'll meet you back in the hallway in 30 minutes okay?" You asked him and he nodded. Leaving his room you headed back into yours to get ready for the day. Your eyes were still a little swollen from last night but that was nothing a little makeup couldn't fix.
Pairing the new RedBull jacket with a black jeans you gathered all your stuff before texting Carmen about what had happened last night. All she responded was that we would discuss it in person and sent a winky face.
Max looked more awake standing out in the hallway and you both left for the track.
Qualifying was a mess to put it simply. Crash after crash after crash. It was spiking your anxiety to watch and you were just praying that Max would make it out unscathed. He did make it without crashing, but not without controversy.
You grew furious as you watched everyone in Q2 get to finish their laps following Lance's crash except for Max and Esteban. This made him miss out on Q3 for the first time in forever. You knew he was pissed when he got out of the car and his eyes met yours for a brief second. He talked to his engineers before grabbing your hand to drag you with him to over where he had to do interviews.
Standing behind the reporter you watched him try to contain his anger.
âIf a guy goes straight into the wall, it is a straight red,â he said. âI don't understand why you need to take 30, 40 seconds for a red flag to come out...â
His voice was rising as he said it and both you and the reporter braced for the impact of whatever he was going to say next. He started to say something but then looked over at you and stopped himself, taking a deep breath before waving off the question.
âI donât care in all honesty, it is so stupid to talk about. Itâs ridiculous.â
He answered a couple more questions about the race happening later and you waited patiently. Christian came to join you and gave you a knowing look.
"I told you that being here would make things better," he said with a glint in his eyes. "I'm giving you credit for him avoiding more community service."
Things got even better after that with Max winning the Grand Prix in what you could only describe as a complete masterclass.
As the celebrations wrapped up, you and Max found yourselves alone in the quiet of the garage, both still processing the day's whirlwind. He glanced at you, a hesitant warmth in his gaze.
Max reached for your hand, gently holding it, as if afraid you'd slip away again. "I'm glad you came, I've needed you here for a long time."
"I'm still not sure where we stand Max," you said unsure of how to deal with what you were feeling.
"As long as your standing next to me, I'll be okay," he said cheekily and you smiled. You knew that your relationship had a long way to go but maybe, just maybe, it was finally starting again.
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size kink pt 2!
warnings: mean!jj, smut, rough sex, size kink, mild slapping, finger sucking, daddy kink, neck biting, choking, allusions to aftercare
pairings: mean!dom!jj x thick!reader
requested by @jjmaybankssurfergf i hope you like it sweetheart đ (meaner jj has me feralđ©)
it was 12:06 at midnight, everyone in the chateau was asleep, but jj just had to get his hands on you. he pushed you down onto the bed of one of the empty rooms, and pinned ur wrists above your head.
his other hand worked to pull your lacy panties off. his grip on your wrists still remaining firm. when he gets them off, he shoves them in your mouth to muffle any protests.
he pulls his cargo shorts and dark blue boxers off, tossing them off to the side. he slaps his hard, girthy cock against your clit, causing you to shudder.
he teases your folds for a moment, before thrusting his cock in slowly. he grabs the back of your plushy thighs and pushes them up to your chest so he can get in deeper.
he leans down and bites your neck to muffle his own groans, he sees some drool trickling down your chin from around the panties, and he yanks them out of your mouth, replacing them with his fingers.
when you gag around his veiny fingers, his dick twitches slightly inside of you.
"dont make a fuckin' sound." he whispers in your ear lowly, before slamming into you roughly, his balls hitting your ass with every harsh thrust.
you try your hardest not to make noise and to be good, because you knew what would happen if you disobeyed him in this moment.
you try to speak around his fingers, earning a slap on your cheek from jj, the sting only doubling your pleasure.
"what did i jus' say, hm? be quiet baby. you dont want daddy to punish you, do you?" he emphasizes his words by, shoving his fingers farther down, making you gag and cough.
when he doesnt get a response, he slaps you again, a little rougher this time. "do you?" he repeats, his words more firm.
you shake your head quickly and mumble a "no." around his fingers, trying not to choke.
jj speeds up, pulling his fingers out your mouth to squeeze your throat. "no what?" he questions.
when you look up at him, you dont see those pretty ocean eyes, you see them replaced with dark blue, lustful eyes.
"n-no daddy." you cough out, your voice raspy and broken from the impact of his fingers and the ringed hand around your throat.
"thats exactly what i thought baby." he says, then removes his hand from around your throat, giving you a second to breathe before shoving three fingers down your throat this time.
he looks down at the big buldge his making between your pretty thighs.
"yur' gonna shut that pretty little mouth f' me, and cum around my dick. can you do that for daddy?" the last part of his sentences has a underlying tone of teasing to them.
"yes daddy." you moan around his fingers. but his pace never falters, he keeps rutting into you, moving your feet on his shoulders, and moving his hand from your plushy thighs to rub your clit as he keeps slamming into you.
"mm look at her squeezin' my cock like that. looks like shes turned on by daddy bein' mean, hm?" he adds with a smirk.
he chuckles darkly, as he watches you still whimper lowly around his fingers. not long after, the band in your stomach snaps, all the pressure leaving your body, and soaking his cock.
he leans down and bites your neck to muffle his groans as he cums inside you. little "mm"s and "ahh"s vibrate against your neck, for a few moments before he pulls out of you with a pop.
he pulls his fingers out of your mouth and admires the fucked out look on your face. the mascara dripping down your squishy cheeks almost makes his cock stir to life again, but he refrains himself.
he squeezes your thigh, and presses a firm kiss to it before getting up. "cmon sweetheart, lets get you cleaned up. maybe ill give you a reward for being so good and quiet for daddy."
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3.35 Sticky Situation
Itâs the second day of our camping trip and Iâm realizing that even when sheâs on vacation, Lucy is still in work mode. With the spotty cell service on the mountain, sheâs not able to do any actual work so sheâs channeling all of her energy into making sure things run smoothly on the trip.
She was up before the rest of us this morning cleaning up our mess from the night before and now that everyoneâs awake, sheâs been looking for things to do. âWe should gather more firewood,â she says.
âWe have all day to do that,â I tell her. âJust relax. This is a vacation, remember?â
âI know, but I canât relax when there are things that need to be done. I always get like this when IâmâŠon vacation.â I have a feeling thereâs more going on but before I can ask her about it, Paul jumps in.
âWell, if you canât relax until things are done, then at least let someone else do it,â he insists. He turns to me. âJohn and I can gather up some firewood while you get in some relaxation.â
I start to protest the suggestionâI always hate it when I get roped into hard labor just because Iâm a guyâbut Lucy looks so relieved that I decide to let it go. âYeah, weâll take care of it,â I say instead, and Paul and I head off into the woods.
We barely make it a few feet before Paul starts droning on about how you want to make sure you get the right type of wood, and you have to make sure the pieces you pick arenât too wet, and blah, blah, blah. âYeah, yeah,â I cut in. âIf I have to do this, then Iâm gonna do it my way.â
âOh? Whatâs your way? If you have any insights, Iâm happy to hear them.â
âItâs pretty simple. Is this wood? If yes, then I pick it up.â
âHmm, ok,â he says, sounding uncertain. âI suppose weâll see how that goes tonight.âÂ
âI guess we will.â
âYouâre kind of competitive arenât you?â he asks.
I feel my face growing hot, remembering how I triedâand failedâto show him up on our last hiking trip. âUh, not really,â I mutter.
âOh, so, itâs just with me then?â His words would sound confrontational if not for the softness of his tone. He seems more curious than argumentative.
âLook, Iâm sorry about all of that. I was just feeling a little insecure with all of the attention you were getting from the girls. Iâm trying to be more mature about it, though.â
âAhh, the girls,â he replies. âThatâs what that was about. I donât see what youâre so insecure about, though.â
âWell, I mean, youâre going to be a doctor, and youâre more athletic than I am.â Spelling out my insecurities isnât exactly making me feel better about them.Â
Paul shrugs. âI donât even start med school until the fall,â he counters. âBesides, you had everyone laughing and thatâs something Iâve never been good at. In fact, Iâm famous in my family for telling the worst jokes.â
âOh, really?â I ask, excited for an opportunity to pass on some advice about something Iâm good at. âIn my opinion, the main thing people get wrong about comedy is that they try too hard to be funny instead of just finding opportunities naturally.â
âYou think so? Maybe thatâs where Iâm going wrong.â
âIt could be. Go ahead, just say what comes to mind without thinking too much about whether or not itâs funny.â
âUh, ok, whatâs brown and sticky?â he asks.
âI donât know, what is it?â
âA stick!â
This is not a good joke. Like objectively itâs not, but he has this huge grin on his face like heâs standing on stage at a sold out comedy show, and I canât help but laugh with him. Not in a mean way; heâs so pleased with himself that itâs kind of endearing. âIt was good?â he asks eagerly.
âWellâŠâ I choose my words carefully. âMaybe the joke wasnât the best, but I think you have the right attitude. Iâm sure if you start looking out for the humor in different situations then itâll start coming naturally to you.â
âOk, well, thanks for the feedback.â
âNo problem. We should probably start gathering up that wood. What did you say we should look for again?â
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It Was That Easy?!
Jaune, and Coco:
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Velvet: That was fucking it?!!
Coco: Yeah...
Velvet: You two have been dancing around each other for months! And, what finally gets you two to start dating was the fact that you two wouldn't hang out as much if you started dating other people?!
Coco: Yes...?
Velvet: We tried to set you up for months! A simple conversation got you together?!
Coco: You tried to set me up?
Velvet: We locked you in a closet!
Coco: Oh, I remember that closet... That was quite cramped...
Velvet: The time we stole all his clothes so you would walk in on him naked!
Coco: My man looks like a marble statue. Mmmh~! Those abbs~!
Velvet: The tickets you gave you guys to go to that resort in, Vaccuo! You two were all alone, and you didn't do anything?!
Coco: We defiantly had plenty of beach suit fashion shows. For the record: Speedos do not word on, Jaune. That bulge... I have various mixed feelings after seeing that...
Velvet: We spiked your food!
Coco: You spiked our food?!
Velvet: There was faunas grade aphrodisiacs in your food! And, nothing happened?!
Coco: Wait, was that in the fish dish you made us. Because we had the runs after eating that.
Velvet: All that planning, all that work, all our scheming, and none of that work?!
Coco: Sorry...?
Velvet: That's it! You're going to the closet!
Coco: What?
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Velvet: Get in there!
Coco: Whoa hey, Vel, what are you...?! Ooph!
Jaune: Uhh... Hey, Coco...?
Coco: Jaune...?
Velvet: This time you better do it!
Nora: Or, I'll spike your food again!
(Slam!)
Jaune: ...?
Coco: ...?
Jaune: So... I take it, Velvet let you know about her schemes to get us together too right?
Coco: Yeah, apparently she was the reason why were locked in a closet for the first time. And, she stole all your clothes so I would walk in on you naked. Got us those tickets so we could stay at that resort. And, she spiked out food.
Jaune: Oh, it was , Velvet who did that. Nora told me a different story about what she did.
Coco: What did she do?
Jaune: That resort we were staying at actually had two beds in it, Nora some how got rid of one of them.
Coco: What? The bed was made into the wall; How did she do that?
Jaune: Best not ask. She actually go that distress call from when we got stuck in the cabin in the mountain.
Coco: She did?
Jaune: Yeah, she wanted us to... mingle to stay warm before she rescued us the next day.
Coco: Posing naked in furs was certainly a way to mingle...
Jaune: And, she spiked our food...
Coco: And, after she learned that we got together because we didn't want to stop hanging out, she shoved you in the closet as well...
Jaune: Yeah... And, while i wouldn't mind us having some fun here in the closet~!
Coco: Oh, really~?
Jaune: But, they put us in the wrong closet...
Coco: Eh?
Jaune: It's too cramped, I can't move...
Coco: Grr... come one. I can...?! Grrrr...! I'm stuck too...
Jaune: Can you reach my scroll?
Coco: Nope, my hands our stuck here feeling up your broad chest~! You?
Jaune: Maybe...? Let's see if I can... Ahh found it! Uhh... Password?
Coco: 0-2-2-4.
Jaune: Okay... Calling...? Glynda...
Coco: Good choice.
Glynda: Hello, Coco do you need something?
Coco: Hi, Triple G! Uhhh... So, Jaune, and I started dating...
Glynda: You two started dating?!
Coco: Yes... and...?!
Glynda: Fucking finally!
Coco: ...
Jaune: ...
Coco: We should have started dating months ago...
Jaune: Yeah...
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Thank you, I love you - C. Keller
pairing: Clayton Keller x girlfriend!reader
summary: Three times when she helped Clayton and one time when Clayton helped her
warning: NSFW, graphic sex (+18), swear words
words: 2.4k
note: ahh my first ever request work! i was so excited to write about clayton, enjoy itđ
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When Arizonaâs franchise was suspended
In April, the big news hit that Coyotes wonât be in NHL. This was a shock for Clayton. He knew about the problems, but he was pushing away the thought that club, who drafted him and gave him a chance to play wonât be existing. His head was spiraling, he was uncertain about his future.
When Clayton got back home after coach told them about this, he hasnât acknowledged his girlfriend sitting on a kitchen chair, waiting for him. Like always, she asked him questions about the training, but he havenât heard anything. It was uncommon for him to ignore her. She started wondering if she has done something to piss him off.
She felt like the right call is to give Clayton space. When he went straight to the living room and turned on a movie, she went to their bedroom. As much as she wanted to confront him and ask him whatâs going on, she preferred to stay out of it and wait for him to talk.
The evening came and she decided to leave the room and go to the kitchen to cook for both. She knew that Clayton canât prepare any meals and probably haven't ate anything since he returned. She stepped into the kitchen, and he saw her. He immediately stood up and rushed to her.
âHi loveâ. Clayton said and kissed her. âSorry for earlier but Iâve got weird news and couldnât place my mind in the right spotâ. He hugged her and placed his head on her shoulder.
âTalk to me babyâ. Thatâs all she said while running her hand down his back.
âOur franchise is suspended which means weâre not existing since next seasonâ. He admitted to her. She felt the wet spot on her arm, but she didn't care about it. âI donât even know if Iâm gonna play hockey next season. Every club has good players on my position. I donât want to retire in the age of 26, thereâs still so many things I want to achieveâ. She pushed herself from him to look at him. She grabbed Claytonâs face in her hand and kissed his lips.
âBaby, youâll be playing next season. Stop doing this to yourself. You are great player, and youâll find a new club. You wonât be in Arizona anymore, but youâll stay in NHL. Trust me. This is all new and thatâs why you feel this way but thereâs gonna be club to take you under their wingâ.
Clayton looked at her with love in his eyes. He knew sheâs right. Heâs good player and heâll find a new club. He grabbed her waist and pulled her to another hug.
âThank you. I needed this pep talk. I guess I just started overreacting after hearing the newsâ.
âThatâs why Iâm always here for you. Just try not to shut me off. I genuinely thought I did something to piss you off and thatâs why you havenât spoke to me since you got back homeâ. She laughed. He kissed her passionately.
âYou, my love, could never do anything wrongâ. He kissed her again. âNow, where are we going on dinner?â He asked.
âI planned to cook something. Why would you want to go out?â She asked confused.
âYou deserve to be treated like a princess so weâre going outâ. When they were going to the car, to lighten the mood, she joked.
âBesides, without Arizona thereâs gonna be 31 clubs which is unpaired. They have to create a new team to make it evenâ. Clayton laughed when he heard that.
âYouâre impossibleâ.
âMaybe, but you love me for thatâ. Before he opened her door, he grabbed her cheek and kissed her.
âYou donât even have a clue how much I love youâ.
When theyâve moved to Utah (NSFW)
Whole summer, Clayton and his girlfriend spent on moving out from Arizona to Utah. It was stressful time for them because they needed to pack all their years of life into boxes. Both had fun finding out old things and getting all retrospections while looking at them. When the house was empty, they felt sad. All their relationship was moving on from the place where they fall in love.
Despite it, she and Clayton were excited for their new chapter. They started new adventure together in Utah. When they bought new house and stepped in, they sheer a tear. This was the place where theyâre gonna be a family. She was the first one to look around. Clayton was going after her like a puppy. He saw how sheâs gonna be taking care of her their kids in this place. He could already imagine that.
âSo, what do you think?â He asked her.
âI love it. Itâs beautiful. Canât wait to start our new life hereâ. She said and placed her hands behind his neck. âWhat do you think?â
âItâs great. Iâm so happy that you moved here with meâ. He leans down and kissed her. âWe need to celebrate thisâ. He kissed her again.
âMhm, and what do you have in mind?â She asked knowing exactly what he has in mind.
âLet me show youâ. Clayton grabbed her under her knees and took her in bridal style to the bedroom. He placed her on their new bed and started to kiss her.
âWaitâ. She pulled out from him, and he looked confused. âWeâre celebrating new life thanks to your transfer here so let me do the workâ. He smiled at her words.
âAnd how are you gonna do it?â
âLet me ride youâ. She blushed at her words. No matter how many times they had sex or even conversations about it, she was shy.
âUndressed love and Iâll do the same. Later, Iâm all yoursâ. She obeyed his words. He undressed immediately. She took off her shirt and pants. but when she wanted to unclip her bra, he stopped her. He was standing naked in front on her when he reached for the bra clip to take if off. Later, he kneeled in front of her and took off her panties. He placed kisses on her lower stomach.
âStop teasing babe, I really need your dick in meâ. Clayton laughed at her words.
âSomeoneâs eagerâ. He kissed her lips and sat on the bed. âThen ride me like you wantedâ.
She sat on his thighs and spit on her hand to run it over his dick.
âNow, you stop teasing me or Iâll get my way with youâ. He said in serious tone. She grabbed his cock and placed her entry on his. Clayton grabbed her waist and helped her to fully sat on him.
âFuck, youâre huge Claytonâ. He smiled at her words. He hasnât done anything. Just kept his hands on her waist and let her adjust to his length. When she was ready, she started jumping on him. He took off his hands from her waist and played with her tits. She was moaning his name. When she got little tired, he pulled her to his chest and grabbed her ass to helped her in the movements. She started to kiss his jawline until she moaned again from the new angle.
âClayton⊠Iâm closeâ. She said while making hickeys on his collarbone.
âHold on, Iâm almost there loveâ. He speeds up and soon after he could feel her coming all over his cock. He thrusted couple more times and cum in her pussy.
She fell on his chest tired. Clayton stayed in her and kissed her temple.
âI guess we just christened our new houseâ. She laughed at his words. He felt that sheâs shivering from the cold. âCâmon, letâs take a bath and order some takeaway. The boxes can wait until tomorrow. I love youâ. He picked her up and kissed her cheek.
When Clayton had been named a captain
Everything was going smoothly in Utah. Most of Claytonâs teammates were transferred there and heâd been hanging out with them. With his teammates, their partners also came here so she had friends here too. They started new life in new state, but they stayed in the same circle.
When Clayton started trainings with new team, there was still big unknown; whoâs gonna be a captain in Utah Hockey Club. Everyone was wondering about it but all their focus was on preparation for upcoming season. Almost every preseason game, Utah played without captain. It changed a week before start of the season.
Day after game against Anaheim, the coach named a first-ever Utah captain. He decided that Clayton is the best option with his knowledge, help and understanding. He was over the moon, grateful for the trust and opportunity. In Arizona, he had been alternate captain but now, he was the leader of this ship.
When Clayton returned to their house, he saw her laying on the couch, watching a tv show. He dropped his luggage and laid on top of her.
âGet off meâ. She said giggling at his affection. âWhatâs with you babe? Had a good trip?â She asked curious about what heâs gonna say to her.
 âTwo wins and two lost games but thatâs not importantâ. He gets off her and stand up next to his girlfriend.
âOkay, now youâre scaring meâ.
âIâve been named a captainâ. Clayton announced proudly to her. When she heard that, she screamed from joy and throw herself into his arms. He caught her trying not to fall at the coffee table behind them.
âIâm so fucking proud of you babe. Oh my gosh, this is huge. I⊠I donât know what to sayâ. She looked into his eyes. He saw the tears coming down her cheeks, so he dried them off with his thumb.
âThanks love butâŠâ He looked at her with serious expression. âWhat if I fail them?â
âStop. Youâre the right person on the right place. Youâve already been a captain in Arizona, and you did greatâ.
âAlternate captainâ. Clayton corrected her.
âStill a captain. Look, I get it that youâre scared that you might fail them, but you have coaches and team behind your back. Youâre not alone in this. Youâve proved yourself in the past 8 years. Youâre great player but most importantly youâre intelligent and you know what youâre doing. You know those guys very well and they trust you. Youâre not gonna fail. Not on my watchâ. She kissed him.
âThank you. I needed those words. I donât know what I would done without youâ.
âThatâs why Iâm here, to help you and support youâ.
âOh, I love youâ. He kissed her and hugged her like his life depended on it.
âI love you too captainâ.
When she found out that sheâs pregnant
She had been feeling sick when Clayton left on a roadie, but she didnât wanted to bother him. She was certain that it was just food poisoning. When Utah was playing against New York Rangers, she invited other girlfriends to her and Claytonâs house to watch the game. Soon after, game was forgotten, and they had a girlâs night.
She refused to drink wine with them, and questions started floating about pregnancy. She explained that she feels sick and thatâs why she doesnât want to drink but other girls tried to convince her to take the test. At first, she was skeptical, but she knew she has nothing to waste. The next day, she went to the pharmacy to buy pregnancy test.
Sitting in the bathroom and looking at it, she got scared. She knew itâs a bad timing for them to have a kid. They just moved to their new house. She was searching for a new job and Clayton just became a captain. She took a deep breath and took the test.
The next three minutes went super slow. Her mind was floating around. When she grabbed the test, she saw that itâs positive. She started to cry but didnât know if itâs from happiness or sadness.
She and Clayton always dreamt about having kids, but they wanted to wait until theyâre married. They havenât even been engaged. Will Clayton be happy? What if he leaves her? She started to have all the dark scenarios in her head. She didnât want to break the news to him on the phone. She hasnât even said to him that sheâs sick because she was confident that heâs gonna freak out.
When Clayton returned from roadie, he immediately knew that something is off with his girlfriend. She haven't came to welcome him, and the house was dead silent. His steps lead him to their bedroom. When he opened the door, he saw her sitting in the middle of their bed biting her nails, habit she had, when she was nervous.
âHey, hey, hey. Itâs okayâ. Clayton approached her, grabbing her hands and placing them down.
âNo, itâs not okayâ. By her voice, he knew she was crying.
âTell me whatâs wrongâ. She took a deep breath.
âIâm pregnantâ. She whispered. Her head was looking down, she hasnât had the bravery to look into his eyes.
âLove, thatâs a great newsâ. He grabbed her under the chin, so she was looking at him. âWe wanted to have kids. Why are you sad about it?â
âItâs the timing. I donât have a job; you are a captain. We just moved here. Itâs all happening too fastâ.
âMaybe fact that you donât have a job is a good thing. You can stay at home and rest while you are growing new life. You know that money is not a problem. I know that this might look like a bad timing, but we can do it. Together. Iâm not leaving you alone in this. We can handle itâ. He said and hugged her. He was over the moon by the news, but her reaction scared him. âBut if you donât want to have a kid now, Iâll be fine with that. Itâs your body so youâll decide. Although, Iâm willing to be part of this adventure with youâ.
âI want this kid but⊠I donât know. I guess I freaked outâ.
âWeâre a team love. Iâm here for youâ. He kissed her.
âWeâre gonna be parents. This sounds insaneâ.
âTrue, but Iâm excited for the new journey, especially with you by my sideâ.
âI love you Claytonâ. She kissed him deeply.
âI love you too future mommyâ. He joked and kissed her back.
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#clayton keller#clayton keller x reader#clayton keller fanfiction#clayton keller imagine#clayton keller oneshot#nhl#nhl fanfiction#nhl imagine#utah hockey club#v' work
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tboys w hyperandrogenism wya make some noise đŁïžđŁïž
#lgbtq#lgbtqia#trans#transmasc#trans boy#trans man#ftm#trans ftm#hyperandrogenism#this is so depressing#i have to start taking estrogen ?? what#any tfem wanna switch#like this is the OPPOSITE of what i wanted#one step forward two steps back#bc tell me why i finally start passing and this shit happens#'all that work and what it did get me' ahh#im tweaking guys#pcos#intersex
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share my love to you. share my heart for you
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#carmen lobcorp#just a quicker one that i did. i was going to originally do anatomy studies or the sort with her but this works too#i think i still might depends on what i have on me . im a few hours away from my room so none of my diagrams or models....#ahh depends. i do have another piece similar to this one ill likely post soon. probably will end up posting older art as i get this whole#anyways i wanted to try to have some aspects added but i didnt quite fully add all of them#the body melting towards and blending into the water like substance tinged red but also the green prominent inside still a little#uhh brain jar reference. yayy..#it isnt quite clear what is happening. she was supposed to be opening herself so the heart could be seen#organs do NOT look like that but in my defence i didnt have connection at the time to look it up#...should i add something for gore or the sort?... uhm#tw: gore
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I love going out with friends, but it almost always ends with me having a breakdown in my car afterwards
#it's mostly with groups of friends i just get to my car and just breakdown#some of them are older than me and some of the younger some the same age#but they all have their life so much more put together and i end up feeling like shit afterwords#older friends have partners in life and are looking/have aprtment/house#same with friends my age#friends younger than me excel academically and have had experiences overseas or hold multiple jobs at once while fulltime student)#then there's me - struggles to keep mental health up while 3/4ths part time living at home reading when im not doing school/work/chores#doesnt know when she's going to graduate and has literally nothing to talk about#i love seeing friends and have so much fun being with them but i hear everything they're up to and then they ask me and i just gotta laugh#say nothing much and try to move the convo back to them bc i have nothing really going on - which is not their fault at all#this is 100% on me - but i see their lives and i wonder what its like to actually be living a life instead of just going through it#i've wanted to join clubs and stuff at school but its all so intimidating - people are intimidating and i always end up alone in a corner#bc i never did learn how to make friends - my friends growing up were friends of a girl who befriended me#i feel like a little kid (in a bad way) compared to everyone else and am afraid i won't ever catch up#---ahh looking online to see what to do has turned up the term socially inept - which i hit most of the checks on...great
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No. No, it couldn't have been a dream The escape, Rowan, the ship to Terrasenâ
A dream. An illusion. Her escape from him, from Maeve, had been another illusion.
Had she said it? Had she said where the Keys were hidden?
Then a cool, cultured voice purred, "All that training, and this is what becomes of you?" Not real. Arobynn, standing on the other side of the altar, was not real.
"Even Sam held out better than this."
Fenrys snarled.
You could get out of these chains, if you really wanted," Arobynn said, frowning with distaste. "If you really tried."
No, she couldn't, and everything had been a dream, a lie.
"You let yourself remain captive. Because the moment you are free..." Arobynn chuckled. "Then you must offer yourself up, a lamb to slaughter."
Only hearing the King of the Assassins, unseen and unnoted beside her.
"Deep down, you're hoping you'll be here long enough that the young King of Adarlan will pay the price. Deep down, you know you're hiding here, waiting for him to clear the path." Arobynn leaned against the side of the altar, cleaning his nails with a dagger. "Deep down, you know it's not really fair, that those gods picked you. That Elena picked you instead of him. She bought you time to live, yes, but you were still chosen to pay the price. Her price And the gods'?"
Arobynn ran a long-fingered hand down the side of her face. "Do you see what I tried to spare you from all these years? What you might have avoided had you remained Celaena, remained with me?" He smiled. "Do you see, Aelin?"
She could not answer. Had no voice. Cairn hit bone, andâ
Aelin lunged upward, hands grasping for her thigh. No chains weighed her. No mask smothered her. No dagger had been twisted into her body. Breathing hard, the scent of musty sheets clinging to her nose, the sounds of her screaming replaced by the drowsy chirping of birds, Aelin scrubbed at her face.
The prince who'd fallen asleep beside her was already running a hand down her back in silent, soothing strokes.
A dream. Just a dream.
She twisted, setting her feet to the threadbare carpet on the uneven wood floor.
"Dawn isn't for another hour," Rowan said.
Yet Aelin reached for her shirt. "I'll get warmed up, then." Maybe run, as she had not been able to do in weeks and weeks.
Rowan sat up, missing nothing. "Training can wait, Aelin." They'd been doing it for weeks now, as thorough and grueling as it had been at Mistward.
She shoved her legs into her pants, then buckled on her sword belt.
"No, it can't."
A gathering storm to the north had forced their ship to find harbor last nightâand after weeks at sea, none of them had hesitated to spend a few hours on land. To learn what in hell had happened while they'd been gone.
The answer: war.
Everywhere, war raged. But where the fighting occurred, the aging innkeeper didn't know. Boats didn't stop at the port anymoreâ and the great warships just sailed past. Whether they were enemy or friendly, he also didn't know.
Aelin scowled. "What." It wasn't so much of a question as demand.
His gaze was unfaltering. As it had been when she'd returned from her run through the misty fields beyond the inn and found him leaning against the apple tree. "That's enough for today."
"We've hardly started." She lifted her blade.
Rowan kept his own lowered. "You barely slept last night."
Aelin tensed. "Bad dreams." An understatement. She lifted her chin and threw him a grin. "Perhaps I'm starting to wear you down a bit."
His canines gleamed. "You need to eat."
"I need to train."
She couldn't stop it-that need to do something. To be in motion.
No matter how many times she swung her blade, she could feel them. The shackles. And whenever she paused to rest, she could feel it, tooâher magic. Waiting.
Indeed, it seemed to open an eye and yawn.
She clenched her jaw, and attacked again Rowan met each blow, and she knew her maneuvers were descending into sloppiness.
Knew he let her continue rather than seizing the many openings to end it.
She couldn't stop. War raged around them People were dying. And she had been locked in that damned box, had been taken apart again and again, unable to do anything.
Rowan struck, so fast she couldn't track it. But it was the foot he slid before her own that doomed her, sending her careening into the dirt.
"I win," he panted. "Let's eat."
Aelin glared up at him. "Another round."
Rowan just sheathed his sword. "After breakfast."
She growled. He growled right back.
"Don't be stupid," he said. "You'll lose all that muscle if you don't feed your body. So eat. And if you still want to train afterward, I'll train with you." He offered her a tattooed hand.
But Aelin said, "People are dying. In Terrasen. In-everywhere. People are dying, Rowan."
"Your eating breakfast isn't going to change that." Her lips curled in a snarl, but he cut her off. "I know people are dying. We are going to help them. But you need to have some strength left, or you won't be able to."
Truth. Her mate spoke truth. And yet she could see them, hear them. Those dying, frightened people. Whose screams so often sounded like her own.
Rowan wriggled his fingers in silent reminder. Shall we?
Aelin scowled and took his hand, letting him haul her to her feet. So pushy.
Rowan slid an arm around her shoulders. That's the most polite thing you've ever said about me.
Elide's eyes widened. Widened further as he opened his mouth, and took a bite. His swallow was audible. His cringe barely contained. Elide reined in her smile at the pure misery that entered the Lion's tawny stare. Aelin and Rowan had been finishing up a similar battle when she'd entered the taproom minutes ago, the queen wishing her luck before striding back into the courtyard.
Elide hadn't seen her sit still for longer than it took to eat a meal. Or during the hours when she'd instructed them in Wyrdmarks, after Rowan had requested she teach them.
It had gotten her out of the chains, the prince had explained. And if the ilken were resistant to their magic, then learning the ancient marks would come in handy with all they faced ahead. The battles both physical and magic.
Gavriel met her stare, and Elide again restrained her laugh.
She felt, rather than saw, Lorcan enter. The innkeeper instantly found somewhere else to be. The man hadn't been surprised to see five Fae enter his inn last night, so his vanishing whenever Lorcan appeared was certainly due to the glower the male had perfected.
Indeed, Lorcan took one look at Elide and Gavriel and left the dining room.
They'd barely spoken these weeks. Elide hadn't known what to even say. A member of this court. Her court. Forever.
He and Aelin certainly hadn't warmed toward each other. No, only Rowan and Gavriel really spoke to him. Fenrys, despite his promise to Aelin not to fight with Lorcan, ignored him most of the time. And Elide ... She'd made herself scarce often enough that Lorcan hadn't bothered to approach her.
Good. It was good. Even if she sometimes found herself opening her mouth to speak to him. Watching him as he listened to Aelin's lessons on the Wyrdmarks. Or while he trained with the queen, the rare moments when the two of them weren't at each other's throats.
Aelin had been returned to them. Was recovering as best she could.
Elide didn't taste her next bite of porridge. Gavriel, thankfully, said nothing. And Anneith didn't speak, either. Not a whisper of guidance. It was better that way. To listen to herself. Better that Lorcan kept his distance, too.
Whether the others knew what propelled her, they hadn't said a word. Aelin sheathed Goldryn and loosed a long breath. Deep down, her power grumbled. She flexed her fingers. Maeve's cold, pale face flashed before her eyes. Her magic went silent.
Fenrys sat in wolf form at the edge of the nearest field, staring out across the expanse.
Precisely where he'd been before dawn.
She let him hear her steps, his ears twitching. He shifted as she approached, and leaned against the half-rotted fence surrounding the field.
"Who'd you piss off to get the graveyard shift?" Aelin asked, wiping the sweat from her brow.
Fenrys snorted and ran a hand through his hair. "Would you believe I volunteered for it?" She arched a brow. He shrugged, watching the field again, the mists still clinging to its farthest reaches. "I don't sleep well these days." He cut her a sidelong glance. "I don't suppose I'm the only one."
She picked at the blister on her right hand, hissing. "We could start a secret society-for people who don't sleep well."
"As long as Lorcan isn't invited, I'm in."
Aelin huffed a laugh. "Let it go."
His face turned stony. "I said I would."
"You clearly haven't."
"I'll let it go when you stop running yourself ragged at dawn."
"I'm not running myself ragged. Rowan is overseeing it."
"Rowan is the only reason you're not limping everywhere."
Truth. Aelin curled her aching hands into fists and slid them into her pockets. Fenrys said nothing didn't ask why she didn't warm her fingers. Or the air around them. He just turned to her and blinked three times. Are you all right?
A gull's cry pierced the gray world, and Aelin blinked back twice. No. It was as much as she'd admit. She blinked again, thrice now. Are you all right?
Two blinks from him, too. No,
They were not alright.
They might never be. If the others knew, if they saw past the swagger and temper, they didn't let on.
None of them commented that Fenrys hadn't once used his magic to leap between places. Not that there was anywhere to go in the middle of the sea. But even when they sparred, he didn't wield it. Perhaps it had died with Connall. Perhaps it had been a gift they had both shared, and touching it was unbearable.
She didn't dare peer inward, to the churning sea inside her. Couldn't.
Aelin and Fenrys stood by the field as the sun arced higher, burning off the mists.
Aelin shook her head. Another dream, or hallucination. "If she's on our heels with this army, I'm just ... trying to understand it. Her, I mean."
"You plan to kill her." The gruel in her stomach turned over, but Aelin shrugged. Even as she tasted ash on her tongue.
"Would you prefer to do it?"
"I'm not sure I'd survive it," he said through his teeth. "And you have more of a reason to claim it than I do."
"I'd say we have an equal claim."
His dark eyes roved over her face. "Connall was a better male thanâthan how you saw him that time. Than what he was in the end."
She gripped his hand and squeezed. "I know."
The last of the mists vanished. Fenrys asked quietly, "Do you want me to tell you about it?" He didn't mean his brother.
She shook her head. "I know enough." She surveyed her cold, blistered hands. "I know enough," she repeated.
#Chapter 44#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Aelin Galathynius#Rowan Whitethorn#Fenrys#Rowaelin#Throne of Glass series#no spoilers please this is my first read to read along with me there will be book & chapter spoilers in post & tags with more in tags etc.#Fenrys and Aelin#the Mistward references are getting me man everytime they go full circle ow my soul but aw my heart but ahh my brain#YOU DID NOT JUST REFERENCE SAM CORTLAND IN COMPARISON OH MY GODS MY SOUL IM DEAD NOW HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO US BB GIRL NO#the fact she canât tell reality from nightmare because of Maeve is truly so cruel and utterly heartbreaking#the fact Cairn uses her name oh hell no it hurts on another level and the horror each time Rowan the ship a dream an illusion I didnât brea#the fact sheâs worried about if she gave up the keys then Terrasen better be kind to her now or else#Not real. the fact itâs almost a comfort to see him in horror because at least she knows itâs a nightmare with Arobynn#thatâs why the little folk also worked because Maeve doesnât know that part of the story to twist in the first place cause she isnât an hei#the way Rowan is already there rubbing her back waiting for her on the run Fenrys is right heâs all thatâs keeping her#but even in the nightmare Fenrys is there please donât make the name Rowan calling out whatâs going on in reality no fire please#new blisters for a new body oh my heart breaks every time itâs giving white pig inn vibes babe got the braid back sheâs trying but he knows#his gaze was unfaltering-which one said had dreams?-I miss the easier Mistward days#truth-the way Fenrys and Aelin are both finally honest that their not okay-she is one of her people-their brain talks are back#yes elide learning where marks-the lions tawny stare- oh Elide & Lorcy#HER court-better at a distance-what had Maeve done to her magic?-graveyard shift-they know-the fact he shifts for her so they can talk#the lil Lorcan jokes lol this cadre of hers-itâs also Fenrys magic-she knows Maeve is off-the power difference-no not another attack-hurry#but Aelin could walk away from it-her vs Maeve-bitch going down in the flames of the true queen bb#Her former master gave her a half smile. Even Sam held out better than this.#So pushy. Rowan slid an arm around her shoulders. That's the most polite thing you've ever said about me#We could start a secret society-for people who don't sleep well. As long as Lorcan isn't invited I'm in.#Rowan is the only reason you're not limping everywhere.
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the music in the fc house is a little evil except for civilisations. yes agent of inquiry is evil
#ffposting#im responsible for like all of it im pretty sure. save for two. didnt do to the edge or agent of inquiry.#what i DID do was everything else. one with the weary. scream. athena the tireless one. i worked hard on these. ok?#working on hic svnt leones next. & then ill do p11. alongside trying to get dedicated to moonlight & the motr minions#i already have azeyma though teehee... lets go girl!! oh & in the balance ofc i got both in the same raid i felt so lucky#i think id like silent scream embers & also the p8s one too... but thatll be for later#as for eden. um.#well. uh. uhhh. hm. i dont know mate. maybe. eventually. i dont want to think about it rn. eden scares me.#why is eden the hardest raid series (i havent odne arcadion dont look at me.) im always scared there unless its e2 or e7#im good at those. okay?#im also decent at e5 i think? getting better at e4 but god im fucking scared there for real#e6 was a lot easier than i remembered when i did it recently. e3 is... yeah im better at it now i think... probs bc im just overall better#from e8 onward i dont want to think about it. i dont. i dont. im scared. ahh! im scared
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I think that ending is gonna stick with me for a whileâŠ
#it was a really good show#not the type of ending Iâd expected but still really good#but as I got to the last episode I was like Iâm really scared theyâre not gonna be able to wrap everything up#and then they somehow did most of it#but in a way I hadnât seen coming that left many things way more open#but in a way that still worked with the story#especially Augusts ending is wild to me#so fucking happy for Willy and Simon and Sara and Felice tho#very good show I didnât see that coming#did I get so embarrassed by some of their actions I had to cover half the screen? yes#did I also love it a lot and their decisions made sense for the characters? also yes#me#young royals#for a long while I really wasnât sure if he would abdicate mainly bc I didnât think August deserved the throne#but just making August realize the throne is actually not a good thing just as he gets it is a whole other solution I didnât see coming#and in so glad Sara dumped him bc she deserved way better#ahh it was very good#I think I cried like three times during the last episode#good for them good for them#not really sure what piece of fiction to head to now I canât really focus on smt new yet#which was a problem as I finished yr at 4 pm today and had no other plans besides chill#and itâs not even a show I need fanfic from bc it all played out so well
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ahh.. I have tickets for a small music festival tmr which I went to last year + had a whale of a time but this year theres only like 2 artists I wanted to see but they released the schedule a couple days ago and neither are playing before 9:30pm. since I don't live local anymore I'd have to leave to travel back home around that time or I'd miss the last train... and there's not rly anywhere I can crash overnight there (and I was planning on going alone anyway like I did last year). so I think im gonna have to let this one pass me by :-(
#its not the end of the world like theyre not artists i LOVE love just ones i know and like a few tracks of#last year i had so much fun bc one of the artists there was an all time fave of mine. but yeah im not missing out on that this year#but its still a shame. i miss living there and being able to walk to gigs to easily like the music scene was so up my street!!#and i was kind of looking forward to it. but i shouldve planned it further in advance if i was serious abt going#i just didnt think theyd BOTH play so late???? i swear they had an earlier schedule last year#i guess i could just go and mill around some of the shows earlier in the day even tho ive skimmed most of them on spotify and theyre-#not rly my thing. sigh#im v tired + starting to feel quite sad this evening for some specific reasons i dont really want to think much about bc it is what it is#so its hard to imagine going out and having fun tomorrow. maybe ill just aim to get my chores done instead and see how i feel after that#i might fix my bike up and check the other local climbing gym out bc i havent visited that one before and itd be nice to mix it up#and i need to go out on the bike at some point this weekend so i dont build up anxiety abt it after yesterdays crash. hmm#man. its hard trying to do things solely for my own enjoyment sometimes. im usually pretty ok at making myself do it#and im grateful that i am! but i think im just feeling quite lonely. and not in a way where being around other people rly helps#like its more of a core thing. i feel kind of unseen by people in my life at the moment and that makes me feel like im not quite real#and i dont really know what to do about that. i think its why im still on my discord hiatus i just dont really have anything to say rn#ive felt this intermittently throughout a lot my life i think. but most of the time i can distract myself from it enough not to notice it#and i put the effort in socially regardless + usually when im in the moment it doesnt matter. but the stretches inbetween those moments..#its not unbearable and i dont feel that depressed at the moment either. just a bit lost i guess. i know itll pass eventually#but yeah it just keeps nudging up against me bc im feeling every little misunderstanding and slight quite keenly atm#ahh.. well its okay. ive never really needed much anyway im good at taking care of myself and thats enough to get by#ill do something nice for myself this weekend one way or another. im gonna go take a long shower rn i think and then read a bit#ah and i said i didn't rly want to think about it! but i guess i did... well i feel like i exist a little more for typing it out anyway#okay yes shower time now :-)#.diaries#maybe someday ill have ppl in my everyday life who i do feel seen + safe around. a girl can dream.. i have a lot of work to do before then
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#my art#some bg elements... who am i#once again posting bc i am filled w thoughts and feelings#i feel so nostalgic...#its a warm night and im lying in the dark#the light of my computer glowing blue in the corner#listening to music from my childhood#i was staring at the ceiling.. and i really felt the presense of night and remembered how endless it used to feel#made me wonder#when was the last time i could go to bed without worrying abt the things i should do the next day#i dunno. these days night has felt so burdensome and limiting. so much pressure and so little rest#i remember looking out the window at night and seeing the sky tinted pink with light pollution#honestly i always thought it was beautiful. the whole night was dawn.. and there was so much time to enjoy it#and i would explore all my little thoughts and ideas and worries and fears and wishes#and somehow id fall asleep#idk what i even think about these days#i just stress about the small stupid things and how i need to sleep and how desperate i am to distract myself from that anxiety#so ofc i cant sleep lol#ahh i miss hearing the sound of the train in the middle of the night#i need to work on letting my thoughts flow freely again.. instead of all these controlled thoughts about what i should do and how and when#i can just feel my little brain shrinking from the lack of breath#i miss thinking and reflecting and dreaming and imagining and all that shit#what am i doinggg man#how did i let my head get this clogged up#fuckkkk ok well anyways im glad im having this time in my feels lmfaoo#ahhh i miss going to the beach at night and lying in the sand and seeing the darkness stretched out endlessly and the city lights in the#distance and just talking about anything thru the night without a single worry about sleeping early to go to work or whatever#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#i miss wasting time pointlessly and enjoying it without being so painfully aware of the time going by#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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BESTFRIEND SATORU HELPING YOU COPE WITH YOUR BREAKUP!!
Degradation n praising, Satoru likes you. Not proofread. I hate this sm and it was rushed but oh well
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You made your best effort to compose yourself, attempting to suppress the sobs that threatened to overwhelm you as you gently rapped on the sturdy wooden door looming in front of you. Hastily trying to put yourself together before you were met with Satoruâs familiar, handsome face.
His eyes gleamed with excitement as soon as he caught sight of you, a mischievous grin spreading across his face.
"What are you doing here so late babe, Shouldn't you be uhhhâhaving boring phone sex with your little boyfriend?" he quippedâhis playful chuckle hinting with pride and maybe even jealousy laced with it.
His expression quickly changed to concernment when he saw the tears escaping your eye line. Instantly, his face softened and he moved closer, gently gripping your shoulders to get you to look at him.
"Woah, are you okay, sweetheart? Did something happen?", he asked worriedly as warm tears streamed down your face, he gently moved one of his hands to the back of your head, guiding your face into his chest for a tight embrace.
"What happened? C'mon, talk to me" he softly mumbled, feeling your sobs resonating against his chest, you sniffled and finally broke down, "No Satoru, He cheated! he fucking cheated on meâI donât know what to doâ. You gripped onto his shirt tightly as you held onto him.
His mouth gaped in shock and anger as he hugged you impossibly closer, The scent of his minty cologne enveloped you, clouding your thoughts and senses as you continued to cry in his arms.
âWhat??? I'm so sorry sweetheart, knew that fucking prick didn't deserve youâI'm so fucking sorry. What can I do to make you feel better?"
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âAhh, shit gonna lose my fucking mind in this tight pussy.â he lets out a throaty groan that resonated in the air.
Pure sweat glistened from his body, his biceps, his chest, his backâall fucking sticky and damp almost as if he was working outâ well it coulddd count as a workout, technically.
âNo fucking way, that dumb fucker cheated on thisâ, he gasped, anger coursing through him as his hand instinctively gripped onto the headboard for stability while he loses himself to the warmth of your soppy pussy compressing the life out of his cock, each squeeze pulling him deeper into your core.
His white bangs stuck to his forehead as the ends tickled his face with dampness. You mewled loudly as your face distorted with unanticipated pleasureâPleasure that you'd never thought you could ever felt before, until this day.
He had you folded in a fucked-up mating pressâinsisting that the closer he is to you, the better he'd be able to comfort you.
âFuckk! Toruu~â you moaned pornographically, your toes involuntarily curling against his toned back as your knees knocked against your bouncing tits.
His beaming blue eyes piercing through you feverishly as he stared down at youâhis face just mere inches away from yours. "Fuck yeahh, moan my fucking name just like that sweetheart, that's right. I'm the one pounding this perfect little pussyâ he purrs softly, smirking as drool escapes your lips.
Of course, he was unhappy and worried to see his poor best friend miserable because of the breakup. But deep down, a part of him feltâŠrelieved?
It's not like that dumb, immature scrawny bitch could ever give you what he has to offer.
Never, Never never never. You deserved better, way better. Someone like himâŠ
âMmm Fuckkk, Satoruuu. stretching me sâgoodâ you cried out in pure ecstasy as the tip of his cock rubs against your g-spot so rawly and naturally in a way that felt heavenly âyour boyfriend was never able to find it.
âYeah? You like me splitting open this pretty pussy with my cock? When was the last time you had a good fucking like this, babe?â Satoru laughed breathlessly, his cock throbbing with each thrusts.
The bed sinking as a result from his weight as he bullied his hefty cock into youâfucking you absolutely dumb, deeper into his mattress.
Your glassy eyes were now obscured by a hazy blur, the overwhelming pleasure coursing through your veins as your eyes rolled backâSatoru thought the sight of you like this was so so beautiful. Seeing his precious little best friend whom he loveee so much getting dumbed down from his dick etched something primal in him.
His mouth gaped slightly as he moaned, his eyes full of desire and passion. He brought his face closer, his warm breath brushing against your skin before he smashed his lips onto yours.
His mouth completely devouring you as the both of you moaned in unison, lost in the intensity of the kissâyour tongues tangling together as your tummy fluttered in excitement.
His skin stuck to yours disgustingly as your boobs bounced against his chest, your fingers laced through his hair. The sensation made him groan before he eventually pulled away from the passionate kiss.
He quickly switched positions, hauling your body closer to him so your ass could slowly be arched upâresting against his thighs as he pounded your sloppy, messy cunt at the deeper angle.
A rhythmic series of âHahhh!â fills the roomâalmost like a chant of pleasure escaping his lips as his gaze is fixated on where the two of you were connectedâhis cock completely disappearing inside your warm core at the snap of his hips as his snowy pubic hair lightly nudges against the sensitive bud of your arousal.
âThis pussy is taking me in so well, fuck he could neverâdunno why you were even with himânghh! in the first placeâ he emphasizes on the last word with a deep, hard powerful thrust.
âI could treat ya so much better than he ever did sweetheart, better forget about himâdon't ever wanna see you crying that fucker againâ he smirks down at fucked out faceâso cute and pretty all clumsy from his cock.
Thick balls slapping against your asshole as your slick coats both of them, forming a slippery layer that gradually dripped down onto his sheets.
âOr don't worry, hehâiâll just fuck you into a brainless little slut, that'll surely make you forget about himâ he laughs out. His tongue dragging against his lips as his fingers kneads into the soft flesh of your thighs.
Your eyes rolled back uncontrollably to his words, it was obvious to you that Satoru had a little crush on you for a while now and fucking hated your boyfriend but hearing him actually vocalizing his feelings in such a vulnerable, intimate moment made you lose your mind.
His lengthy cock dug into your pussy in such a mean manner in the new angleâhis relentless thrusts hitting your cervix over and over, making your pussy overflowing with juices all over his dick, facilitating to force his dick into you.
You squealed, feeling his finger suddenly rubbing fast circles on your clitâcausing your inner walls to flutter around his shaft in a euphoric response to the new wave of pleasure that surged through your body.
âMmmfp! Yesyesyes! don't stop, sâcloseâ you exclaimed, your fingers tightly clasping onto the sheets to anchor yourself.
âYeah? Gonna cum on my dick baby?â He inquires with a toothy grin, his bicep muscles prominently bulging, emphasizing his toned physique as his abs flexes because of the angle. Giving you the most delicious view of his body.
âYes! Ahh, Toruuuâ Your eyebrows furrowed together as you felt your orgasm approaching. Your body trembled in ecstasy. The feeling of good sex was so so refreshing to you that you started questioning yourself why you werenât with Satoru instead in the first place?. He was charming, rich, and funnyâdespite his annoying personality and teasing, he was almost perfect, but maybe because you two have been best friends for all those years, you just havenât thought about him like that.
Before you knew it, milky white rings coated his cockâoverlaying every inch of his shaft and painting his balls. âMmmmm!â You breathe heavily, almost losing your mind as you watched Satoruâs eyes roll back at the feeling of you messing up his dick.
âYessss, thatâs it babyâGod, fuck, making such a pretty mess all over meâ he tried to keep his composure but he miserably failed, he just fucking couldn't, hell he couldnât even pull out quick enough before spurting his hot cum directly into your womb, making loud squelching noises filling the room as his warm, sticky cum overflowed out of your pussy.
It was so so messy, thereâs no way there wasnât a big wet patch of cum below the two of you.
âSo do ya prefer our date being tomorrow or the day afterâIâd prefer tomorrow because Iâm not working, plus I wanna take you out as soon as possible,â he said in a cheery, out-of-breath tone, managing to catch you off guard as if he wasnât still balls deep inside of you.
âSeriously Satoru? We can discuss this laterâ you muttered with a hint of annoyanceâcausing him to pout in response before picking up your upper body to sit on his lapâcockwarming him.
He pulled you into a sweet, passionate kissâhis hands groping your ass as you tangled your fingers through his hair.
âFineeeâ he playfully whisperedâyou giggled lowly, feeling his smile forming against your lips as he held you close.
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Hear me out..Jealous!kinich x reader smut...also I love your writing style it makes me wanna explodeđ€
ââââ bet you feel it now, baby
â ÛȘ â ⧠synopsis. you didn't have to laugh that hard at his joke. it wasn't even that funny. he's better, it's fine, he'll just show you how much better he is.
â ÛȘ â ⧠pairings. kinich x gn!afab!reader, !!NSFW CONTENT AHEAD!!
â ÛȘ â ⧠director's notice. posting wip list in a bit plus brief overview of 800 special fic (it'll probably be genshin/hsr :3)
ÛȘ â ⧠warnings. possessive behavior (kinich), jalosi /j, kinda ass/pussy eating (see to it however you like, i used no real specific term, reader is blindfolded for some parts, jealous behavior, rough sex, sex itself, y'all get walked in on (be ready for this to be implied into more of my kinich works LOL), establish relationship
"ahhn- kinich i said 'm sorry.. pleasef- slow down!" your face in the pillows, your words muffled and long gone into the night. the black-haired man's raspy voice spoke from behindâ your boyfriend, kinich, of course. "he wasn't all that entertaining, why laugh like how you do with me?"
it was torture to him, seeing how it went from an awkward laugh, a polite smile, to a more genuine appearance to the stupid guy that just had to come up to you while he was busy getting a little snack for ajawâ even ajaw wouldn't comment on how his face looked this time, keeping his own silence as he ate the delicious candy.
"fffuck- he was an old classmate i had at the akademiya- 'm sorry, i-i really am kin-!" he almost laughed at your words. classmate? doesn't mean you should be playfully hitting shoulder like that. or teasing him like that. it's all his, no one else should be able to have it.
you shuddered, what felt like cumming again for the umpteenth time in a row, he hadn't stopped pinning you against the wall, and making you see stars over and over again ever since you saw your "classmate".
"doesn't matter." he groans, finishing inside you once more, your eyes were blindfolded by his headwear, previously on his forehead. he carries you onto the mattress, laying you down a little roughly. "w- what are you doing?"
you shivered once more, feeling warm exhales near your entrance, his cheek resting suddenly on one of your thighs. "all mine, right?" the blunt tone present in his tone definitely made it out as if you couldn't tell him anything other than yes (because it was true). his lips start to scatter a plethora of glossy little kisses all over your thighs, the sensation of getting him to cover every inch of your legs felt like a fever dream.. was this really a punishment?
you could feel his other hand snake to one of yours, which was somewhere on the bed. holding it tight as he started to place wet pecks over your hole. "hhnnn.. kin stop- ... stop teasing me.." you felt yourself moan into his touch, your other hand reaching out for wherever his head was. your fist grabbing at his hair, almost trying to push him into you further.
you felt him groan into you, you could sense he was whipped for your taste. the way you moaned his name. his.. name. "ahh- ahhh fffuck!â kin it's all yours, i promise!" his hand left yours, and stopped lapping at your hole for a moment- you heard a small grunt, and two things landing on the floor.. was he taking his gloves off?!
you could feel him sitting you up with one of his other hands, arms setting you down onto his face, arms locking around your thighs. straddling you over his mouth, as he started to devour what was his. no other guy could do this to you, not without making you feel as good as he did.
shit and he definitely did, the way he made you feel wasn't like the stupid losers who'd try to hook up with you back in the akademiya. or tried to pick you up in the streets. they can't make you feel turned on as much as you did when kinich blindfolded your eyes with something he doesn't usually take off and hear his belt buckle start to come off- ahhh nothing was better!
oh you felt yourself almost creaming on his face just thinking about it. not to mention how good he worked his tongue into you, definitely tasting every little bit, every little nook & cranny his tongue could reach.
he made a small sound, looking up to see you slowly riding his face as is, trying to rub yourself near against his nose. his authorative hold was more than enough to stop you from moving again, one of his palms moving over your stomach to feel the way his tongue moved inside you.
his head busily buried itself more into your scent, glossing his tongue so carefully, making sure you feel it. you started to feel something pool in your stomach- ssshit you were gonna cum again! your hands trail back down to his hair, gripping it harshly again, him seeing signs that you're close, he fastens his pace, licking as much as he could, no longer concentrating on the taste, more on your facial expression.
"ahhn- kin i'm g'na-!" "mmm there it is, such a good kitty." were the words he moaned into your hole, as he gladly lapped up every inch of your delicious juice/cum.
as he placed a kiss onto your entrance once more, he places more than just one kiss onto your lips, making out with you for a bit. letting him taste what he's been tasting for the past hour, the shared, mix of both of your cum.
your lips finally parting from his, your eyes still shut close 'till you feel a fist of your hair being gripped, "not done yet." is all kinich whispers, his voice a little coarse as he continues to kiss you. "all.. yours," you feel him take your hand, putting it over his heart while you both pull away from the kiss, a string of saliva being created. "and all mine, please?" he points to where your heart is in your chest.
his blunt attitude could only make you laugh, planting a kiss onto his head, and nodding to an agreement. "mmm- yeah. all yours."
"you guys are reaaaaaaalll corny! you're lucky i like your partner this time!" ajaw butts in as you laugh, while kinich simply scoffs- looking the other way and burying his face into your chest.
not as cool as my other works, and it's more cringe if i keep looking back on it, cute request tho !!!!<3333
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Best Friend!Yang Jeongin x Afab!Reader
⊠Genre: Friends to Lovers - non-idol - [18+ Only]
⊠Content Description: 6.6k + 11 screenshots
⊠Summary: Your best friend finds out about your OnlyFans account which leads to you discovering how you really feel about him.
⊠CW: Unintentional exhibitionism(?), Unprotected sex [wrap it up party people] ⊠A/N: This is my FIRST Jeongin fic and I am hella excited! (and nervous) I really hope that you enjoy it! This is a hybrid of fake texts and story so make sure to open it all the way to see it all! AHH I'm so nervous.+ reader is depicted as chubby/plus size and is a POC ⥠⧠Masterlist â§
Sleep abandoned you after you and Jeongin spoke, your thoughts were everywhere and nowhere and your body was working against you. Why does the fact that your best friend thinks that youâre hot turn you on? Why are you imagining him touching himself to the sounds of you moaning while you fuck yourself?
 Is he big?Â
How would he feel?Â
Wait - how did he not recognize your voice?Â
You never show your face, only the shoulders down, but youâve uploaded voice notes. Youâve done tons of horny rambles that he had to have listened to. Okay, wait wait wait, does he only get off to you? He said that youâre the only girl that he follows on the site⊠Okay, stop, brain shut the fuck up.Â
The next day you tried to operate how you normally would. You went to the gym, you got your morning coffee, you thought about Jeongin moaning at the sight of you, you screamed in your car and you went back home. Honestly, this is working out great.Â
You did everything that you could to distract yourself from the unending thoughts. You did laundry, watched TV, skipped rope on your balcony, you even started color organizing your closet. Thatâs when your phones started ringing with that tone that you know all too well.
 You stared at it for what felt like a second, you tried to calm yourself down and cursed yourself out in your head for making this such a big deal. He said that he doesnât care. He wonât mention it, heâll just get off to your videos and thatâs that. Jeongin is your best friend who finds you hot and touches himself to your videos, thatâs so normal. Youâre so normal about this.Â
By the time you finally hyped yourself up to answer his call the phone stopped ringing and you let out a huff of heavy air that you werenât even aware you were holding. Youâll call him backâŠlater.
Not even three minutes later thereâs knocking at your front door and you rush to open it. Youâre expecting a package today so this must be it. You swing the door open and your heart jumps out of your chest and runs down the hall. âAre you okay?âÂ
Jeongin waves in front of your face to grab your attention as you stare at him, unmoving. âI called, you didnât answer.â You clear your throat but end up choking a bit from how dry it is. You opt for nodding your head while you desperately swallow your spit to try and save you from further embarrassment.Â
âRight, yeah yeah come in, whatâs up?â You hastily stumble to the side as you open your door wider. He stalks in like he always does, comfortable and confident. âYou have my green jacket, Felix hyung wanted to borrow it tonight.â
âI gave that back, didnât I?â You smooth down your skirt, suddenly feeling super self conscious. Heâs seen you in this exact outfit more times than you can count but itâs different this time, right? No, itâs not supposed to be different. Weâre acting normal. Weâre so normal about this.
âNoona?â His fingers wrap around your wrist and you jump out of your thoughts, literally. âIs everything alright? You keep spacing out.âÂ
Has his hand always been this damn big? Thatâs all that you can think to yourself as you stare down at where heâs holding you. âIâm fine, Jeongin,â
âYou usually call me Innie.â He retorts with furrowed brows until it all clicks for him. âIs this about last night?âÂ
You pull away from him like heâs on fire and start power walking to your bedroom before he can say another word. âIâll go look for that jacket.â
You slam your room door closed behind you and sink to the floor against it immediately after. This is crazy, youâre acting crazy and horny and - and - fuck, has his hand always been that big?Â
Has he always called you noona that smoothly? Has he always been like⊠that? Wait, no, pull it together. Find the jacket and send him away so you can spiral in peace.Â
After about ten minutes of searching through the mess you made and battling your inner demons you find the jacket that Jeongin came for. When you leave your bedroom you expect to see him sitting on your couch but you find him in your kitchen instead. Heâs washing your dishes while he hums some song that youâre sure that you could identify if you concentrated but you canât think straight. Your brain isnât working at all because your best friend is standing there, at your sink, washing your dishes⊠In only a white tank top and gray sweatpants.Â
Your eyes find the discarded sports sweater he arrived in thrown sloppily over one of your counter stools before they quickly return to Jeonginâs toned back. This shirt should be illegal. He shouldnât be allowed to look this good.Â
You stand there, jacket in hand and thighs pressed together while you try to muster up the courage to say something, anything. Just as youâre about to speak he turns around with a cup full of water but itâs only full for a second before he jumps with a scream and pours it all over himself.
âYa, noona!â He huffs, bracing himself against the counter. âWhat the hell? You scared the life outta me.â He drops the now empty cup into the sink and braces himself with both hands against the marble.Â
âWhy are you just standing there?â You donât even hear his question. You canât hear anything except for the fast beating of your heart and incoherent screaming from your last brain cell as you take in the sight before you.Â
The front of his shirt is soaked and you can see right through the fabric sticking to each and every dip and contour of his unbelievable body. Has he always been⊠so hot? âNoona, seriously, what is going on with you? Do we need to talk about something?âÂ
He steps towards you and you take a clumsy step back. âI uh, found the jacket.â You sit the jacket on the stool where his sweater is then look back at him. You look him in the eyes this time to avoid possibly fainting but you quickly discover that his gaze is just as intoxicating.Â
âForget the jacket, Iâm trying to figure out if -â He takes another step towards you and you take two back.Â
âOkay, so Iâll see you later, right? Awesome, later Innie.â You rush back to your bedroom just as he takes another step to try to stop you. You slam the door shut and repeat the same routine as earlier. When did he get so hot?
What the fuck? Did he just ask you if you like it?âŠWhy is the answer yes? Why does that make every thought that youâve been thinking for the past 12 hours way worse? You gotta pull it together, you canât let a simple question cause you to spiral. He probably didnât even mean it like thatâŠright?
You spend the next three hours trying to forget that text. You take a shower and cook yourself a dinner that you barely even touch because itâs not what you want. Itâs not him, do you want him?Â
You drag yourself to your bedroom after you stuff your leftovers in the fridge and plop down on your bed. You scream into your mattress once or twice before you decide that you canât take it anymore, you need to do something. Anything.Â
Before you can even really think about it youâre in your closet that should honestly count as a second bedroom but you're fine with it being your mini studio. This is where youâve filmed every video, where you capture every picture and record every ramble. This is where you are when you make the content that Jeongin loves. Maybe heâll love this too.
You make yourself a bit comfortable in front of the large mirror on the wall and turn on your voice recorder. âHey thereâŠDo you have a second? I just wanna get something outta my head.âÂ
You settle into the fluffiness of your bean bag chair and spread your legs in front of the mirror. Your pajama shorts ride up a bit and the thin gusset exposes just enough of your cunt for you to take in. âIâve been thinking about you all day, yeah you. I canât get you off of my mind and itâs driving me crazy.âÂ
You sigh into your phone, glancing down at the recorder to make sure that itâs still running. Your free hand runs over the scarf tying your hair back and trails down the side of your neck. Your fingers brush over your sweet spots slowly and carefully kinda how you think he would do it.
âI want you.â Itâs more of a whisper than you intended but you keep going. âI want you so badly that itâs driving me mad. I bet you know that though, donât you?â
You nearly say Jeonginâs name at the end of that sentence and you nearly moan it into the air when your fingers brush over your nipples. âTell me that you thought about me too.âÂ
Your hands start moving faster, grazing your covered and exposed skin with a hungry haste that youâre sure that Jeongin would recreate. Heâd explore you with a lust driven by curiosity and desire. Heâd rip you apart and take his sweet time putting you back together. Heâd be rough and gentle, slow and fast, shallow and deep. Heâd be everything.
You didnât even realize that you were still talking into the recorder when your eyes snap open. You have no clue what youâve said and you have no clue when you started rubbing at your clit but you donât care. Moans are tumbling from your chapped lips as drool threatens to spill over the corners.
Thereâs nothing but pure carnal desire lingering around you and itâs all for your best friend. All for a man that youâve never looked twice at until today, or have you? You always knew that Jeongin was attractive. You always felt a tingle when heâd hold you or play around with you but youâve learned to push it down. It was manageable until last night. Thatâs when the dam broke.
âIn- I - I need you.â You almost said it, almost let it slip. âTouch me please, please.â
Your fingers are slipping inside before you can even process it. Youâre stroking up against your g-spot at a pace that should be painful but you feel nothing but bliss because youâre thinking of nothing but him. Him him him.Â
The slick sounds of your cunt are loud enough to be caught on the recorder but you wouldnât be surprised if theyâre completely overshadowed by your moans. âMake me cum, please please please, mâ gonna cum.âÂ
Your vision is going white before you can even take a deep breath, it gets caught in your throat as you cry out. Youâre panting, mumbling curses left and right and then right as youâre ending the recording it finally slips. âInnieâ
After sitting and staring at your reflection for maybe thirty minutes you finally pulled yourself up off of your bean bag chair and freshened up. You plopped down onto your bed face first and screamed, this seems to be becoming a routine.Â
Once you get a grip you sit up against your pillows and stare at the new audio. How could you make this while thinking about Jeongin? Are you a terrible friend? Can you blame him for being hot? Can you say that itâs all his fault and just live life hating him for ever finding your account? No, I mean, yeah you could but that would be stupid.
You load the audio into your Only Fans account and put together the new post. You usually wouldnât think twice about uploading a ramble, youâd usually listen to it in your headphones to check the quality and then throw it online for your subscribers to enjoy but this one feels different. This one feels wrong to post. After a bit of debating you take a deep breath and go for it. It canât be that bad right?
Nevermind
Itâs been about an hour since you posted the audio and itâs gotten back to back likes and comments. Youâve even gotten some chat requests with tips that you plan to reply to later but the one that just came in caught your attention.Â
You donât know what it is about it, maybe itâs the username or the energy behind their message but youâre almost a thousand percent positive that itâs Jeongin on the other side of this chat.Â
You sound so pretty in your new audio. Youâre really fueling my imagination tonight. I.2.n.8 Sent a tipÂ
You stare at the message for so long that you forget to blink. This is so obviously him. The user name is a dead giveaway. Jeongin is messaging you about your new ramble⊠you shouldnât reply.
Fuck.
You replied. You replied and you flirted so fucking hard that youâre sure that heâs blushing in his bed just like you are right now. Youâve talked to plenty of guys like this. You flirt and make them feel special and then boom more tips but you donât even care about the money right now, not when youâre having so much fun texting - sexting - the only man thatâs been on your mind. Your best friend.Â
When you see Jeongin the next day at a small get together you expect it to be awkward. You expected for him to give you knowing looks from across the crowded restaurant table but he didnât. He acted completely normal like he hasnât been sexting his best friend for the past eight hours.Â
You tried your best to mimic his demeanor. You spoke to him as normally as you possibly could and as the night went on it got easier to ignore the elephant in the room. You stole some food off of his plate and even sang karaoke with him at the bar that you went to afterwards. You almost forgot about the messages, until you got home.Â
Care to help me with a situation, sweetie? Iâll make it worth it, I promise. I.2.N.8 Sent a tip
Holy Fuck, thatâs a big tip⊠like, money⊠that kind of tip. You sat on the edge of your bed with a messy cocktail of cheap liquor running through your veins and giving you confidence to do things that will surely have you screaming into your mattress later, and not in the way that you really want.Â
You strip down and head to your closet, clicking a few pictures in poses that youâve never tried before and some that are your tried and true classics. You hold your breath as you organize the album and attach a price to it. If he really wants to see it he can pay, youâll be needing the money to fund your therapy sessions after this anyway cause this teasing is driving you insane.
Right when you send the set to the âmysteryâ guy a text from Jeongin drops down into view and youâre instantly covered in goosebumps.
Ayen đ„âŁïž: I had fun with you today, missed you. Ayen đ„âŁïž: I work late tomorrow but Iâm free the day after, wanna come over?
This is suspicious⊠right? You should decline. Yeah definitely decline, you donât wanna risk anything happening that could ruin your friendship.Â
Youâre screaming into your mattress again.
 You accepted the invitation as you were thinking about declining it.Â
You never stood a chance.Â
You donât sleep, instead you plan a cute but chill outfit to wear when you go over to his place. Itâs not a date but you still wanna be cute, this isnât weird. This is normal.Â
Whatâs not normal is the way that youâve been glued to your phone since this chat with Jeongin popped up. Youâre not neglecting your other messages but you do spend extra time on his chat. You give him exclusive content that barely costs a thing and youâre fucking enjoying it. Youâre addicted. So much so that when you get to Jeonginâs house the next day for your hang out itâs all that you can think about.
Youâve been here for about an hour and a half. You thought that it was just gonna be you and Jeongin. You thought that it was gonna be a nice best friend date. Itâs not.Â
âYou seriously never saw that video before?â Jisung asks Felix with a mouth half full of whatever he ordered a bit ago. Youâre sitting next to Jeongin on the couch with his roommate Seungmin next to him and his other roommate Felix on the floor with Jisung. âNever.â
They fall into some conversation that everyone seems to be paying attention to but you. Youâre too busy staring at your blacked out phone screen as you try to cope with the fact that youâre sitting next to the man that youâre secretly sexting.Â
He hasnât made anything weird just like he promised, everything is fine. You just need to calm - what the fuck?
Your phone chimes and your screen lights up to show a browser notification. An OnlyFans notification. You look over to the man next to you to catch him stuffing his phone in his pocket while he laughs at something that Felix said. Did he seriously just text you?
He did. You open your browser and the message is right there. Staring at you while you stare at him.
Bet youâre lookinâ so pretty today, sweetie. I.2.n.8 Sent a tip Mind showing me what youâre wearing today?Â
You gulp down the spit pooling in your mouth and choke a bit but you hide the cough well, you think. Why would he text you now? Why here? Maybe this is a good chance to see if itâs really him. Yeah, this is your chance.Â
You type the cutest reply you can think of while your heart does the cha cha slide in your chest and hit send. You hold your breath as you wait for the ding but youâre choking once again when you actually hear it.Â
Jeongin reaches into his pocket and smiles down at his phone. He doesnât unlock it. He doesnât check the message. But you know what he does? He fucking smiles at you.Â
âYou okay, noona? Youâre spacing out again.â Seungmin is replying before you can even open your mouth.Â
âMaybe if you actually spoke to her instead of texting that OnlyFans girl she wouldnât have to daydream.â The other two instigate Seungminâs teasing and Jeongin only rolls his eyes with a smile.Â
âYouâd be obsessed with her too if youâve seen what Iâve seenâ He settles back into the cushions a bit, extending his arm to the back of the couch behind you. He feels so much closer to you like this, or maybe itâs just because heâs talking about you to all of your friends. âSheâs worth obsessing over.â
âShare her account then.â You jump a bit at the suggestion, it was quick but it was enough to gain Felix and Jisungâs attention. Jeongin is the opposite of you. He isnât phased by the suggestion one bit, he just smiles down at his lap and shakes his head. âNope, sheâs a treasure that I plan to keep to myself.â
Seungmin scoffs and the other two start with the teasing again but Felixâs gaze keeps floating back to you. You try your best to relax, no one knows that youâre the OnlyFans girl so they arenât actually talking about you. But this on top of Jeongin texting you while sitting right next to you is starting to be too much.
âYeah yeah, tease all you want, Iâm getting a drink.â Jeongin asks if anyone else wants anything from the kitchen and collects requests from almost everyone except for you. You just sit there quietly staring at your lap, quietly dying inside until the burning in your chest gets your feet moving.Â
âIâll be back.â You mumble but only Felix replies, heâs the only one that heard you and his eyes follow you as you take the same path that Jeongin did a second ago.
Your friend is looking into the open fridge when you get to the kitchen. Heâs grabbing a bottle of water when he notices you come around the corner.
âHey, did you want -âÂ
âNot here.â You whisper through clenched teeth, itâs quick and quiet enough for you to get the point across and then escape. âDo not message me here, are you insane?â Jeongin closes the fridge, water bottle in hand and a grin on his lips.
âWhat?â You look back to make sure that youâre still alone before stepping closer to him. âDo not text me here.â
âWhy would I be texting you when youâve been right next to me?â He sips from the bottle in his hands before sitting it down. âI think that youâre confused about -â
âYouâre I.2.n.8, I know you are. Youâre the one whoâs been tipping me and texting me on OF for days.â Jeongin looks down at the tile in an attempt to hide the smug grin on his face. âYou promised not to make it weird.â
âI kept my promise.â He shrugs, looking back up at you with a different gaze, a darker one. âI havenât made anything weird. I havenât brought it up. Itâs you who thinks that Iâm texting you.â
He steps closer, leaving little room between you two. You can feel your face getting hot, the temperature is rising with each second that your eyes are on his. Your thighs press together and you take it as a desperate plea from your body but you donât know what for. â Do you want it to be me texting you?âÂ
The air feels too thick with him so close, you canât breathe. Itâs too much. You turn away, desperate to retreat back to your safe space on the couch but he grabs your wrist before you can escape.Â
His other hand finds your waist and guides your back against the marble counter next to the fridge. âDonât run away from me again, noona.â Thereâs barely an inch between you two and the air feels dry at this point. Your tongue feels too heavy to control in your mouth so you dip it out to skate across your bottom lip. Jeongin watches the movement carefully, too carefully.
âTell me, do you want it to be me, hm?â He shifts, caging you between his arms as he leans against the counter. You catch the flex of his muscles from the corner of your eye and it makes you feel dizzy, what is going on? âDo you want it to be me who tells you how badly I wanna ruin such a pretty thing like you?âÂ
You bite back a groan and sink into the surface behind you. He steps forward, now impossibly close as he moves to whisper in your ear. âIs that what you want, sweetie?â
Oh fuck, it is him. Itâs really him.
âJeongin, we canâtâ Youâre whispering to him so he whispers back. âCanât what? What are you thinking about? Iâve only asked you a question.â
âYou canât be this close to me.â Your words feel forced and your limbs feel heavy as you try to find a way to settle against him. âThis isnât right.â
âYeah? So you touching yourself in your closet and moaning my name is fine? But this isnât right?â Your eyes widen the second those words leave his mouth, how did he know that you film in your closet? Heâs been there a couple of times of course, heâs sat in your bean bag chair and heâs helped you pick out outfits but he never knew that you do Only Fans. So if he knows that youâve been filming in your closet that means he recognized it from one of your videos⊠which means that he also had to have recognized you.Â
âYou knew that it was me the whole time didnât you?â Your eyes flick from his to his lips and back up. âYou knew that it was my account.â His lips spread into a wide mouth smile as he mimics your previous pattern with his dark pupils.Â
âMaybe I did.â He moves his hand to your arm, running his fingers over the exposed flesh of your wrist. Every touch feels like fire as the pads of his fingers glide up your forearm. âMaybe I hoped it was you.â
His fingers press into your flesh every so slightly, itâs enough to make you shift into a firmer press of your thighs. âMaybe I only subscribed to the account because it looked like you.â
His fingers take their time going over the curve of your shoulder. They tease the strap of your top for a second, before dancing up the curve of your neck. âGuess I got lucky, huh?â
That was what tipped the bucket. That is what had you crashing your lips to his and wiping that smug smile off of his face in an instant. He moans into your mouth before you can moan into his, his hand cups your neck, pulling you closer as his other hand grabs at your waist.
Itâs heated and sloppy. He feels just as desperate as you do with every clumsy swipe of his tongue over yours. Youâre panting into his mouth, only pulling away for half a second to breathe before youâre tasting him again.Â
Your hands grab at his flexing arms, scratching and kneading the flesh before you move to make fists into the fabric of his shirt. He feels unreal, heâs more than what you dreamed of. He feels so strong and soft and he tastes like lust itself.
You press your body further into his, taking in the matching thump of his heart to yours as your lips move in an impossible rhythm. Itâs clear that you both feel the same hunger, the same longing, the same need for each other. Maybe this was driving him insane too.
âJump.â His command is muffled and wet against your lips but you understand him and swiftly obey. His hands move to the back of your thighs to help you up onto the counter and he briskly fills in the space between your parted legs with his slim waist.Â
You wrap your arms around his neck as his hands wander up your clothed thighs, his fingers dig into the plush flesh with a deep groan. âFuck, do you know how long Iâve thought of this?â He trails kisses over your cheek and over the shell of your ear.Â
âI watched every video.â He moves down the curve of your neck, nipping and kissing the flesh to milk moans from your parted lips. âI listened to every audio. I saved every picture.âÂ
He sucks bruises into your clavicle, licking over the rising cherry marks and planting sloppy kisses. âBut none of that is as good as this.â Youâre panting and moaning into his ear. Words donât make sense. They jumble and disappear behind your eyes with each rough grab and desperate lick.Â
âDo you feel as good as you look, sweetie?â Your eyes flutter open when he pulls back from your neck. Both of your lids are low and your eyes have a lustful haze fogging them. âCan I please feel you?â His hands explore you while you fight with your tongue to form words. They skim over your curves and make you feel like youâre electric. Youâve wanted this, you wanted this so badly.Â
âWe shouldnât.â Your mouth forms the wrong words and you curse yourself for it. Jeongin just nods at you, hands still exploring your body until they reach your breast. He cups them, squeezing a bit and running his thumbs over your hardened nipples.Â
âWe shouldnâtâ He repeats after you, massaging your breast more intensely and pressing the prominent bulge in his sweatpants firm against your cunt. Your breath hitches and your eyes flutter shut.
âWe canâtâ It comes out as a moan as he leans in and sucks on the flesh on the other side of your neck. Your fingers rake through his hair and he groans at the slight tug you give. âYouâre my best friend.âÂ
âDonât worry about making things weird.â He whispers between kisses to the shell of your ear. âJust worry about what you want.â
He pulls away again, fox eyes staring into yours. âYouâre not gonna lose me, donât worry.â Your eyes search his for a second and you can feel your resolve breaking.Â
 âTouch me.â Your voice is barely above a whisper but he heard you, heâs just going to act like he didnât. âSay it again.â
âTouch me, Innie, please. I wanâ it.â His hand is slipping down the front of your shorts in an instant. Everything is back to being clumsy and rough, fast and desperate. He moans when the pads of his fingers run over your slick folds.
âNo panties, sweetie?â His eyes roll back and he bites at his bottom lip to try to control himself.Â
âIâm sorry, I canât do this.â He hooks his fingers into the side of your shorts and starts trying to work them down your thighs. âI need you, itâs driving me mad.âÂ
You lift up for him and when you come back down his lips are on yours. âYouâre driving me insane.â He whispers against your spit slick lips, his forehead is pressed to yours as his fingers roam your slippery cunt. He covers you in your own slick, dipping in and out of your folds and teasing your waiting hole.
âPlease, no teasing, I canât take it.â He rubs your clit, once then twice before slipping back down. âInnie, please Iâll be so good. Iâll be so good for you please just fuck me.âÂ
He pushes a finger into you slowly, taking in the soaked warmth that he caused. This is all because of him and his cock twitches at the thought. You moan and arch your back, your nails dig into his forearms as he moves. His rhythm is steady and unfamiliar, it makes your body sing in a way that no one else ever has.
âYouâre so tight, noona. So wet.â His eyes are glued to where his finger is disappearing inside of you. He adds another, pushing in slowly before taking his previous pace. âOh fuck, this is how it looks when you fuck yourself. When you take those toys and stuff your cunt. Shit, itâs so hot.â
Youâre grinding into his hand, meeting his fingers when they fill you to the knuckle. Your tongue is poked between your teeth in an attempt to keep yourself quiet but youâve already failed. Each thrust is met with a whining whimper that Jeongin eats up like candy.Â
âInnie, Innie, c-can you curl them please? Curl your fingers inside of - holy shit, yes yes yes.â He watches your eyes roll back as your orgasm builds and builds.Â
âDid you think of me?â His voice is thick with lust as he watches you. âWhen you made your last audio, did you think about me?â Youâre shaking your head before you can even filter the question. You admit it shamelessly as you chase your high thatâs dangling in front of you.
âYes, I did I did, I thought of you.â Your orgasm rushes up your legs and blurs your vision with one more stroke of his fingers but heâs pulling out before you can ride it out. You whimper at the loss but a gasp quickly follows when youâre filled with something thicker.
âI know.â He moans, bracing himself against the cabinet behind your head as he pushes into you. âYou said my name in the audio, you know that?â
He bottoms out with a groan, your cunt is spasming around him as your previous orgasm rips through you but you can already feel another one building as the first one subsides. His other hand settles at the nape of your neck and he pulls you in for a searing kiss.Â
You canât breathe being this full of him. With his tongue exploring your mouth and his cock stretching your walls. It feels like you're suffocating in the most delicious way. âShit, your pussy takes - takes me so well.â You can feel his control dissolving. Itâs evident in the way he pants against you and how his dark eyes droop lower and lower with each unsteady pull of his hips.
âI wanna take my time with you.â He whispers against your lips. âI wanna but I canât.â Heâs whining, moaning and cursing into the air as he drags against your walls. You canât even really hear him if youâre being honest. Between the sloppy sounds of your cunt being fucked, the rapid beating of your heart and ringing in your ears youâre completely clocked out. Utterly brain-dead.Â
âPlease, let me hear you. Please, I wanna know what you sound like when I fuck you.â Your voice shakes with a moan of his name as he switches his pace. His thrusts become faster and deeper, his breathing ragged, heâs doing his best to fuck you how heâs seen you fuck yourself. Heâs doing his best to ruin you the same way that he imagined every time that heâd jerk his cock to your content.
 âMore more more, please. Deeper, I wanâ it deeper.â His hands move to your thighs at your request and he pulls your ass to the very edge of the counter. He supports your legs on either side of him while you brace yourself against the side of the fridge.Â
He pushes into you until his pelvis is flush against you. Every single thick inch of him is buried inside of you. Your pussy swells around him, squeezing him so perfectly that he lets his head fall forward with a moan. The hand that isnât against the fridge balls the fabric of his shirt against his chest and slowly pulls it up until his torso is exposed to you.Â
âOh, fuck.â Your eyes snap shut once you feel him twitch inside of you. You let your hand run over his toned core, taking in every firm dip from under his fallen shirt. âMove, please. Please, Innie.â
ââM gonna cum if I move.â His voice is strained as he rummages for any last bit of self control but heâs lost it all. He pulls back slowly, swirling his hips to hit every spot that you could imagine and more. Your pussy clenches around him as he sinks back in and he nearly busts at the feeling.
âI can feel you in my fucking stomach.â Thatâs all that you had to say to break him. Thatâs all that you had to say to have him pushing deeper into you then pulling back with every intention of ruining you. The only sound that you can hear is skin against skin decorated by your harmonizing moans.
 His eyes are shut tight as he moves, heâs biting his tongue, trying his best not to whine and moan like he does into his hand while watching your videos. You on the other hand are loud. Youâre so fucked out and dazed that you can barely remember where you are. You couldnât answer the first question asked to you even if you tried, the only thing that you can think of right now is Jeongin. Everything is him. Him, him, him.
âInnie âm gonna cum, youâre gonna make me. Gonna make me cum, fuck fuck fuck.â You scratch into his abs, leaving pretty red marks for him to remember this moment. Your head falls back as you float in the feeling of being dumb with pleasure. His hips slam into you at their own accord and you just take it. You let him fuck you just how he wants, just how you need it.Â
âCum, please cum. You feel too good. sweetie. Gonna make me cum.â His thrusts become more frantic, his movements more erratic. Your body is trembling and your mind is blank. A familiar fuzziness takes over your vision as you lose control, you welcome it. You savor it and quietly beg for more. âCum on my cock, noona.â
Heâs begging and youâre complying. Your vision blurs with a hazy white, your breathing hitches, and your body trembles with pleasure. Youâre more than positive that your damn near screaming his name as he fucks you through what might be the most intense orgasm of your life. âThatâs it, Thank you for your cum. Thank you.âÂ
His fingers dig into your thighs as his thrusts become unpredictable. He canât take much more and he knows it. As much as he wanted to savor you he just canât help but to get lost in the way you feel. He can swear that you were made for him. âOh fuck, oh, fuck, Iâm cumming.â With one final thrust heâs pulling out and milking his cock of thick ropes of white that settle on your inner thigh and drips down to frame your glistening cunt.Â
He slumps forward, forehead resting against yours as you both pant hot and heavy satisfaction into the air. The silence is loud, almost louder than your pounding heart and racing thoughts as your eyes flutter open to meet Jeonginâs.
You stare at each other, itâs soft and almost comfortable but thereâs still this looming uneasiness in your chest that makes you feel like you made a big mistake. It makes you feel like you just lost something. âHere.â He speaks first, pulling back from you to reach for the water bottle that he had earlier.
âDrink this, please.â Heâs gentle as he opens the bottle and raises it to your lips. He tips your head back with a bent finger and turns the bottle up for you. âAre you okay?â
You swallow hard, panting for another second before you try nodding your head but you donât know what to tell him. âHey.â He grabs your attention, pulling you out of your thoughts for a second and calming you with his touch. âEverythingâs alright. We didnât ruin anything.âÂ
He smiles softly, pressing a soft kiss to your lips that you canât help but melt into. Maybe heâs right. Maybe youâre just nervous to confront all of this, maybe youâre just scared to admit to yourself that you want him. You want him so badly and so much more.
He pulls back and you sigh, nodding your head with a whisper. âIâm okay.âÂ
âLet me clean you up and we can talk?â He starts fixing himself up and you canât help but to snort a laugh. âI feel like we did this in reverse order.â
He smiles as he moves over to the sink. âYeah, maybe.â The two of you laugh softly as he wets a couple of paper towels. Itâs quiet again. It's comfortable. Everything will be alright.
âYour bedroom is literally right down the hall, you couldnât fuck there?â Seungmin yells to the two of you and you freeze, Holy fuckaroni, you forgot that they were here.Â
âYou never even brought me my drink!â Jisung follows and Jeongin rolls his eyes and comes back over to you with the paper towels. Felix yells right after Jisung and you canât help but to break out into laughter with Jeongin as he cleans you up.Â
âAre you two not confused that they just fucked? Is it just me?.âÂ
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