#🪽 angel cove sys

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dumb of ass

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hellaoow hii hello!!!! we're the angel cove choir and we're a fictive-heavy audhd system of 12!

our collective pronouns are They/Them (capitalized) and cher/cherub/cherubim! here's all the info we're willing to list here:

ashel / box | they/them | host, body wilson | he/star | caretaker solly / maverick | he/him | protector engie / dell | he/him | protector, mediator sonic | he/they | protector, nostalgia holder rory | he/they/it | protector, anger holder spindash | she/her | nostalgia holder, little eden | she/they | middle odo | he/they/it | protector, gatekeeper, regulator rarity | she/thou | social functions papyrus | he/they | cheergiver, caretaker benny | he/mus/mic | nostalgia holder

this isn't a fanart blog!!! we'll basically just post sillies or small vents or documentation of what we go through on the daily, innerworld or otherwise. specific alters will be tagged by their names and/or roles.

please do not repost any of our art elsewhere, on site or otherwise. even if you crop out my username, please do not steal our art

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in light of recent events I realised I have misclicked and did not notice. Somehow. ANYWAY the question was. if I may ask. what are switches like for you guys? out of curiosity from a fellow system /nf

here's a visual since it doesnt go well in words :)

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RARITY RETURN YAYYYY

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It is a struggle to get this little bastard to relax. Especially with headspace anxiety. And social anxiety. And general anxiety. And - oh, heavens.

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i drew this with my mouse

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hey guys. my post got a good amount of love, so i wanted to make another. with christmas fast approaching and new years around the corner, i know depression and paranoia can get pretty high, especially for people like us.

i really hope these holidays are easy on you if you celebrate, and if you don't, i hope it's just another couple of peaceful days.

take care of yourselves, mind the scrolling, and stay cool. 👍

-sonic

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new host experiences what its like to have adhd and have racing thoughts 24/7

THIS IS NOT FANART IT IS A PERSONAL VENT

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Wilson, in the body: Why is my voice so deep? (growling) Hurrr.

Our psys: I think it's cute!

Wilson: It doesn't sound right.

Our psys: It'll wear off soon.

Wilson: (flexing, in Solly's voice) This is Soldier by the way!

Solly, in headspace:

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i posted this to the wrong blog

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a repost of an old comic we made when wilson first resurfaced post-discovery. we couldn't find it on our system blog, so we figured we'd just put it here!

original creation date: 3/28/24

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hate and love have the same number of letters, so it confuses me

i'm thankful for these guys no matter how much my gut tells me to make them hate me. without them i wouldn't have anyone

being a system isn't pretty and i wanted to portray that here.

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scribbled this together in like 5 mins we are so low energy rn

strange happenings in the lab tonight..

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we wanted to give the psys's middle a different appearance for privacy reasons, but yeah -ashel

Eden talked about enjoying being bodily an adult and living alone away from our parents - and furthermore living in our system - because now not only is she allowed to outwardly express herself, but she is, in her words, "surrounded by a bunch of adults that actually treat me like a person, not a kid".

We have our rough patches but we get by. -Wilson

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talking about my system with people i've known for years is kind of difficult because support is always backhanded

i'll catch up with old friends and mention that i want to pursue a diagnosis, and they'll always say, "that's good, you should do that before you're sure"

it feels like a "you don't know what you're talking about, so don't say anything about it until you have a diagnosis confirming it"

diagnoses are expensive, they're scary, they take a while, there's a lot about me that could make it harder to get a diagnosis. (afab, trans, mixed, autistic.)

it could take me years of trying to prove to some stranger with a degree that i've been living like this since i was a child, or have at least had a similar experience to what others account for, and thousands of dollars.

i don't claim to know enough about the disorder to give myself a concrete diagnosis (hence why i've been shying away from terms like DID and OSDD), but i do know what i'm experiencing, and i do know that it's not normal. and i do know that i've never been normal.

what am i supposed to do in the meantime but accept ourselves and try to cooperate?

it just feels so disheartening to see the people that supported me through everything else get clammy when i say i think there's something seriously wrong with me, and that i'm trying to deal with it.

it feels so disheartening to feel people cringe and think me an attention-seeking liar through catch-up texts and updates. you've known me for years. you don't trust me enough not to fake something so serious?

i just think maybe we're not damaged enough. maybe we didn't show enough signs because we were convinced everything was fine. maybe we've been too happy about it all.

i don't know.

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a comic about being inhuman

transcript in alt text in case my handwriting is screwy