#🪷 Weirdos! (/aff) ➕👤

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Some sysboxes I made!

We tried to research exactly how old littles and middles were, but it seems every system has their own interpretation of the age range. Therefore, these may not be 100% accurate to your system, sorry!! ><;;

Hopefully someone enjoys this anyways!

Please give credit if you use!!

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NERD 👉👉👉

Stem academics, save me stem academics

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When I formed in the system this was the first thing I sent in our Simply Plural chat 😭

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... Have I ever mentioned that I kinda look up to Rise Leo?

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Some introject sysboxes I made! 🩷💚

I got bored so I decided to make some ^^

Please credit if you use!!

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That's how it was with me!

When I was formed I already knew everyone's names, despite just being made (though that may also be because I got my memories from another headmate)

Is it possible to know other alters’ by name and yet be fresh out of the oven, so to speak? I think I’m new, yet I know the names of the other alters here with me.

- Unsure of who I am

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This is something my friend said to me the night I was formed. I had no clue who I was or any information about myself. I was in a panic and she said this to me to try and help calm me down. I still think about what she said

So this post is to any new headmates/alters out there who feel bad about not knowing themselves yet. It's going to be okay, I promise. You don't have to know everything right off the bat. Take your time and allow yourself to just exist

"You're a blank canvas, you have to paint your story"

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Spreading more uncle Raph propaganda

He would absolutely try to use Leo's kid against him just to be a jerk

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I'm not exactly sure what kind of headmate I am...? Because I do have a source, but I'm not an actual character in the source if that makes sense?

Like for example, Leo is a fictive from 2012 TMNT. I split off of him so I still feel very connected to the same source and my identity is pretty much centered around it. I present myself as species from the source and etc. But I'm not any existing character from it

So I'm just not sure if I count as a fictive or not since I'm not really based on a character, but rather the world they live in

Sorry if this sounds silly I'm still new to this and am trying to learn

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So.. about that...

+1 child obtained

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This is a good idea me thinks

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I think the funniest thing about reblogging my dad's (@genderqueerturtle)'s posts is that last time he fronted he in fact was not a father. He was just a casual aroace doing cool aroace things

Now next time he fronts he's going to see this just tiny gremlin blowing up his notifications. Bro took asexual reproduction too far and now has to reap the consequences

Good luck it's too late for an abortion

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I love you, so much

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Training

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I drew myself just being a little creature

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Self-doubt

Sometimes we wonder if starting our blogs were good ideas. Maybe we're just faking or flat out wrong about being a system and all of this is just gonna fall apart in the end. We wanted to make separate blogs to organize our thoughts, but now were wondering if it was a bad idea. Are we just attention seeking? Perhaps what we thought was DID/OSDD was just our possible bipolar/shizoaffective-bipolar type disorder. Maybe we're just thinking too much into it

If we're so sure about being a system we should want to get tested, right? Then why are we so scared? What's there to be afraid of? Why are we so scared of being told "you're wrong"?

Even when countless people have told us "things about you make so much more sense" when we came out as a system it's still not enough. We still worry that we're just faking it

Why?