#🧩 mal

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ooh this is so hard.. thankfully i got 3 of these (thank u to beloveds @psyoungs and @taeraenomuyeppeo) so i will just do 15 here

roses (jaehyun)

savior (the boyz)

playing god (paramore)

crash (EDEN)

icarus (bastille)

blue (kai)

love me a little (shownu x hyungwon)

reset (p1harmony)

dangerous (ten)

passionfruit (nmixx)

dive (jooyoung)

paragraphs (luke chiang)

jetpack blues (fall out boy)

caffeine (kiro akiyama)

daydreamer (adele)

[jackiequick]

Joshua Nolan - As sweet as honey but forgetful as a wish 🍯

= Note: He is also considered an Disney/OUAT OC

-> Christoper Robin — Joshua C. Nolan

-> How lucky I am to have something, that makes saying goodbye so hard

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Full name: Joshua Christopher Nolan-Morozov

Character titles: Christopher Robin, Daring Charming, The Knight, Lost Boy

Nicknames: Josh, Col, Colten, Robin, Charming Jr, Monkey, Silly Ol’ Bear, Sweet Boy

Age: 16-22

Height: 5’9

Birthplace: The Enchanted Forest

Job: Peacekeeper, Knight, Prince

~~~

Parents: Snow White & Prince Charming — Amelia Parker & Nikolai Morozov

Uncles: Alexander Morozov (The Dark Prince), Cole Lensherr (Rumple), Captain Hook (Jeremy)

Aunts: Cinderella (Rochelle Romanoff) , Michelle Danvers (Charming) , Mal (Liane Felton)

Best Friends: Belladonna St. James — Golden Believer, Author, Black Swan

Sexuality: Into guy, girl or both?

~~

Face claims: Jacob Tremblay (young), Alexander Calvert (older)

~~~

— Personality 🧩

He teenager with a heart of gold, yet his journey through life has been marked by shadows of loneliness and uncertainty. Despite his innate kindness and compassion, Joshua often finds himself navigating the world with a sense of hesitancy and clumsiness.

He tends to be shy in unfamiliar situations, his steps cautious and his words often tinged with a hint of passive-aggressiveness as a shield against his own insecurities. Joshua's tendency to act before he thinks often leads to moments of forgetfulness and clumsiness, with questions arising either too late or too early in conversations.

Despite these challenges, Joshua possesses an unwavering determination to put his best foot forward, even if it means following someone else's lead. However, this inclination to defer to others sometimes lands him in trouble, as he struggles to assert himself in moments of uncertainty. Nevertheless, Joshua perseveres, his resolve unshaken as he strives to overcome obstacles and find his place in a world that often feels overwhelming and unfamiliar.

In addition, he is an invitation of light with a mere sense of darkness within due to be alone for so long and fear of being shut down for being an orphan. But he has an ability you can say, he can see people’s heart sometime’s before their action.

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Skills:

Swordsmanship

Marksmanship (with guns)

Archery (Bow & Arrow)

Negotiation

Quick Thinking

Light Magic?

Favorite Things:

Music

Reading & Writing (he has a knack for taking down notes and references to his latest research)

Movies (comedic and acclaimed action movies)

His silly old bear

His blanket with a monkey imprint

Blueberry pie

Honey with a dash of salt (or any other favorite snacks)

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—Playlist 🎶

—Yellow - Coldplay, ‘For you, I’d bleed myself dry’

—Somewhere Only We Know - Keane, ‘And if you have a minute, why don’t we go talk about it somewhere only we know’

—Slipping Through My Fingers - ABBA, ‘What happened to the wonderful adventures, the places I had planned for us to go?’

—It’s Time - Imagine Dragons, ‘Now, don’t you understand that I’m never changing who I am?’

—You Are My Sunshine - Johnny Cash, ‘You'll never know, dear. How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away.’

—Dear Theodosia - HAMILTON, ‘Pride is not the word I'm looking for. There is so much more inside me now.’

—Lost Boy - Ruth B, ‘There was a time when I was alone. Nowhere to go and no place to call home’

—Fight Song - Rachel Platten, ‘Take back my life song. Prove I'm alright song.’

—Stand By You - Rachel Platten, 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you. Even if we're breaking down. We can find a way to break through’

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—Background 🎞️

Growing up in the real world, he just a newborn when he came. The only thing he has of his bio parents are a blanket with his name 'Joshua C.' that had a tiny little monkey imprinted next to his name. He kept it over the years and never let it go hoping to find his parents one day and understand what happened. Growing up, he was put in the system being raised by families here and there, he found people who cared for him and others who didn't.

He was close to be adopted once by it didn't go how he might've wanted due to a few legal mix-ups that happened. He was fine with it. He stayed with a couple of good friends who's parents were more than happy to have him live with them.

There he would read comic books like marvel & dc, watch a a lot of movies like Peter Pan, Tangled, Real Steel, The Dark Knight, Avengers, Star Wars. He would grow up mixing himself with ways to escape reality by watching shows, hanging out with friends and always trying to be a good person by the end of the day. Despite it being hard, he sometimes stole from stores to survive which caused him to be treated badly for his crimes.

He wasn't the best at Math or Science to a certain extent, but he was rather good with English and History for some reason. He did trouble reading for a while, a teacher told him it’s problem with ADHD that he would have to work on later in life.

He liked art too, always doodling in his notebook. Over the years he did trying searching for his parents and wondered about his name but never got a clear answer. His last name was given by the first ever family that took him called 'Nolan' and it kinda stick with him. He liked it but he always went with the flow of it all, feeling a little numb by the world around him watching everyone pass by as he stayed in the same spot wondering what’s wrong with him.

Did he screw up somehow?

—Despite the goodness he has gotten, being lucky with things. He did have his harsh moments like shaped him into keeping a guard up every once in a while. Poor kid has had his ass handed to him more than once.

Some families that took him one just wanted the money, he tend to get bullied at school for not knowing he was, he was shy so he didn't always stick up for himself so he ended up a little bruised growing up, but he had a mouth on him for sure. He was a kid, so he may act like a baby when he's hurt or something.

Joshua may be shy, kind, a little bitter like a lemon and like to maintain a positive outlook on life but he is strong willing, doesn't like to listen at times and destroy orders if allowed to survive, he will talk back in his own way and have his mind tinkering with other ideas. He has a small drive within him to go with the flow but keep his head up and make sure to things turn out alright.

He was a trooper!

———

—Little flashbacks 🌌

In the enchanted forest, when the land found out about Amelia’s pregnancy, people were overjoyed and curious. Gifts were brought by friends, polls were made on names, some of their friends went overboard with designs on the nursery and so much more.

The parents were most excited of all. With the plenty of things that happened in their world, they thought children were out of the question but fate stepped in to say otherwise. Plenty of names were made in the polls, adding middle names for good measure.

When it came to gifts, a certain women in purple couldn’t help the urge but to go shopping in the very markets for stuffed animals and clothes of all kind.

Prince Nikolai Charming walks into the nursery one afternoon as his jaw dropped finding stuffed animals of different kinds all wrapped with a bow. A bear, a tiger, a small pig, a rabbit, and plenty of others. For a moment he thought his wife went overboard when a sweet cloud of purple smoke came popping in beside him as the women inside it grinned.

“You love it?” She said picking up one of the stuffed creatures playing with it’s jaw and said, “This one is Eeyore! Isn’t he cute?”

“You spoiling my child, they haven’t even arrived yet.” He replied with a chuckle reaching for a silly ol’ yellow bear, “Aww.”

“But aren’t they darling?”

“They are. Very are more than welcome to stay in this castle.”

“Wonderful! I also have a stuffed owl being brought up soon.”

The lady of the home walked in to see her husband and friend playing with the toys as if they are were children. She smiled asking, “Did you buy the whole market?”

“Hey! When you marry a prince, you understand the life of shopping for glory items.” Said Mal with a grin, “You love it?”

“I do. Cole will have a say about this, thinking you’re doing this to have your name on the poll.”

“Oh please, we would never..I like Liana as a name.”

“I knew it.” Responded her husband with a cheeky grin, looking over at the blanket laying over the crib the the stuffed bear in hand having an idea for later. He smirked to himself.

Charming moved behind his wife, using the paws of the bear to play the drums softly of her belly hoping it would get a kick out of their son or daughter. And to their surprise, a small kick came in return that startled his wife but got a laugh out of him. Liane laughed too.

Charming laughed, “Our kid seems to like the bear. Hmm, how about Winnie..?”

“..Pooh bear..” She added running her fingers across the stuff toy.

That same night as the two parents were crawling into bed, Charming hasn’t let go of that bear since, using it to tap over his wife’s belly as she laughed telling him to stop.

But he didn’t listen as he said, “Shh we are having father and baby playtime.”

“You’re a menace to society.” She repiled in between giggles.

“I know. I was thinking, for names..Joshua?”

“Joshua? I like it—no, I love it. Our little Josh and for a girl..Nadia?”

“Oooh Nadia..how about Robin? Nadia Robin”

“Pretty works for both!”

The two of them thought name list for a moment as their child kicked their mother again. Charming laugh finding it silly how his baby thinks it funny to frighten their mother as she glared at him not finding it so funny.

She spoke up this time holding up the list as she said, “Joshua..Christopher or Colton, as a middle name?”

He thought about it and snort pretending for a moment a scenario, “Joshua Christopher go to your room, young man..yeah I like it.”

“And Colton?”

“Hmm..Colton Robin, come downstairs for dinner we’re serving chicken!”

“Oooh Robin this time?”

As the parents talked issuing out names and combinations, their son or daughter kicked every once in a while. He was like their little monkey inside their mother’s belly.

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It was a late night, Amara Snow sat in the rocking chair of the nursery sewing together fabric to craft the blanket for their newly announced son.

She hummed a little tune instead of sleeping being careful with the needle saying, “You are gonna love it out here, bubba. You can jump around, learn how to read and write, have picnics outside theses walls, go to balls where you can dance past your bedtime..oh and you can hear your father sing.”

As if on cue, the man of the house walked in carrying designs he had for the blanket hearing the last part of her words.

He joked, “I don’t sing, my son.”

“Yes you do.” She replied noticing the papers in his hand, “What’s that?”

“Drawings I made for the blanket to put right next to his name.”

“Oh let me see.”

He reaches down to sit beside her, holding out the drawings to be made into patches for the blanket. One of a monkey, the other of a bear, a bird, a leaf, a crescent moon and a lovely sun.

The two of them choose the monkey to fit their little man best, deciding to place the right next to Joshua’s name in a sweet stylish handwriting. Cole wanted a settle for a stylish font for the name which was a darling choice.

“Our little monkey.” Nikolai joked resting a hand on her belly as a little punch was given in return causing him to gasp, “I thought you were asleep. Go to sleep!”

It was as if their son refuse to listen and kicked his father’s hand again. It was Snow’s turn to laugh at his reaction hearing that their son would be ground til he’s 2, if he doesn’t go to sleep. Her husband sent her a playful glare asking if she found it funny as she nodded.

“Then again, we aren’t much sleepers either hon.” Amelia added mid laugh.

“Not helping.” He respond trying to hide his smirk but failed.

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They had their good times and they’re bad with little Joshua despite not being born yet. Times Amelia would feel tired, other moments across during her pregnancy having gotten into some delicate cravings and or not fitting into her old dresses.

It kinda actually kinda cute sometimes, with their friends laughing. Cole would walk into her craving salted caramel cookies in the kitchen stealing one out of her hand taking a large bite as she pouts and glares at him. Charming would admit his one of his favorite moments were the fact that she had theses cravings, which meant he can buy as many treats as he liked. She would sometimes find his stuffing his face with leftovers in the middle of the night instead of resting and he would just give her a witty comeback in return.

Rochelle sometimes find her trying to sew a dress that would actually fit as she giggled wondering, if she’s alright and needed any help as the brunette would only nod.

“Your son is killing me.”

“Don’t talk about my child that way.”

“Joshua is trying to use my body as a punching bag resulting in my sore back and the other times, I’m carving something like pie or pasta.”

“Atta’ boy, he’s going to grow up and have an amazing taste in food like his father.”

Nik would hold back a laugh at his wife’s glare knowing she means well, just tired. Other days she was rather relaxed and chilling like nothing happened, enjoying her time. Other time he would get a glare from her that was rather hilarious to him.

“Are you serious?” She added with a half smile.

He cup her face and smile, “I’m kidding, love. I know you tired but think of this as his way of entertaining you while I’m gone.”

“You’re right, I’m sorry..I’m being a whiny wife to you.”

“It’s not your fault, love. You have every right to be this way.”

“But, I sound like a little bitch..I love our son, I’m just tired..”

“It’s okay. You need to rest.”

“So do you! You have been riding your horse, watching over our friends and practicing you’re fighting with Marlene for weeks now.”

“I’m fine.”

“Nicholas. You need to sleep, I’m worried about you.”

He smiled at how his wife was able to create life and worry about him all the same time despite her tiredness amazed him sometimes. He pressed a kiss to her forehead and then one to her belly promising to draw himself a bath then get some rest later that night after dinner.

~~~~~

The day Joshua was born was an unexpected one. Within their friend group—found family—nothing is ever normal. Despite the circumstances of his birth and having only a few mere moments with him, a promise stayed true. Their son is a trooper no matter what and even if he felt alone in life, he never was due to his parents being there in spirt even if he didn’t know it.

Heck his dad was fighting knights with him in the hallways, holding a sword in one hand and his son perfectly safe in the other. He wiggled a bit didn’t cry, only whimpered softly at the sudden movements. Nik grinned to himself as his gaze fell to his boy.

It also helped that before closing the door to protect their son from danger, Nik reaches for his stuffed bear gently placing it right next to him, as he kissed his forehead. He smiled softly at his son sweet little face, remembering the framed photos of himself as a child at his old home when he just born.

His beautiful boy.

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— Christopher Robin Era 🧸

The years when Joshua grew into his teenage-hood, he became more angsty and spiteful than ever before. Yes he was kind, humble enough and honest to everyone he spoke to. But he never felt truly valued or part of his pack. Despite being told time and time again by his father and mother, he was loved. He couldn’t fully comprehend the fact that he was meant to be home, safe and secure with them.

Especially with having an uncle so villainous as Alexander, and his adventures to different parts of the universe.

He decided to have faith in the possibility that he would get there someday and become worthy of the title, a part of the family. Because behind the awkward charm, clumsy tendencies, witty humor and gentle sarcasm held a lost boy from Neverland who was searching for comfort. And he found that comfort in old stuffed bear, Winnie The Pooh, who was there with him since day one of coming into this world as he never let go of him. He will forever be grateful for his father, Nikolai, for placing Pooh in the wardrobe that day, as that bear stayed with since birth.

-> He named Pooh bear, Winnie The Pooh, after the first kind person who treated him fair when he was only five. His kindergarten teacher Winnifred Robinson, as she was known to be a sweetheart towards him and his small set of classmates.

She could see a lot in someone by just the slightest hint of affection in her eyes. It instantly made Joshua smile and want to see the world instead of staying silent, allowing himself to explore creative ideas such as drawing and writing.

Due to spending so much time in her classroom, he would ask him about her thoughts on life and she would respond by saying whatever was on her mind in the most profound positive voice. Her voice was like honey.

Pooh brought support, reassurance and encouragement for him. Sometimes he would cuddle up with Pooh, looking up at the ceiling and just staring down at his chocolate brown buttons as the bear listened to him. It was like Pooh understood him in more ways than one.

Growing up, Pooh became his friend, as the two were going everywhere together. Hell, Joshua would eat his honey salted caramel cookies and play pretend that Pooh’s favorite treat was honey. When he was younger, he lost his silly old bear a couple of time in foster homes, as kids would throw the bear around and try to keep him away in the backyard to be dug up later. Which resulted in him having to wash the stuffed bear later on carefully and then put him on his bed for safety reasons.

-> When he was 14, Pooh ended up with a small cut on his chest and despite all of Joshua’s efforts, his sewing skills weren’t the best. He knew Pooh deserved a chance to look good and dapper in the eyes of his peers. So he found some cherry red fabric from the store across the street and kindly asked a friend, his caregiver at the time, to help him sew a shirt for the stuffed animals.

A few days later, Pooh was given a gift for his efforts, being a little cherry red shirt that covered his chest but left his belly open in the cutest way possible.

Joshua would muttered with a smile, “..silly old bear.”

As Joshua grew older, he became a bit colder than he expected to be but underneath that toughness, he was just as kind and loving as he used to be.

It just takes time for someone to see it, to listen and appreciate him for who he is. However to make sure he didn’t have his feelings hurt, he kept his guard up and watch his surroundings as much as possible. Which resulted in creating personas and short term alias with people he came across.

Some of alias came and went, but others stayed.

It’s how he met his first crush, Ginny Sullivan and her friends. Joshua was unsure of the girl and her two friends, so he decided to make himself an uneasy target and lie about himself.

He remembered he was rushing out of a store after stealing a small toy train, when he bumped into Ginny as she asked, “Woah, watch where you’re going, dummy.”

“So-sorry.” He said picking up his phone that fell on the ground.

“It’s cool. You’re in a rush?”

“More or less..”

“Where you headed?”

“Home.”

He left her on the streets alone until she crossed paths with the blonde girl again at the same spot. The second time, she stopped him, wanting to invite him out for a quick slice of pizza. He was 14 years old, he has nowhere else to be, no harm done right?

Wrong.

After that afternoon with Ginny, he grew to have a small crush on her. He never admitted it because he wasn’t interested in any relationship or anything, but he did regardless. She realized mid conversation she never asked him about his name, as Joshua blinked and said his name was Tim Robins.

And she surprisingly brought it.

Little did he know, Ginny was just using him to get something from the store across the street from the pizzeria. She wanted a pretty little bracelet from the back of the store. Because two weeks later of seeing each other, after a small date at McDonald’s, Ginny wanted to go to the store to buy some extra lipstick and Joshua shrugged deciding it would be a quick trip. He knew he wanted to sneak into that park on the other side of town later on, and she agreed to his request. Ginny grabbed her lipstick, an extra pair of sunglasses, a keychain and that cute little bracelet.

They were out of the store within a few minutes flat, sometime later the two of them were sitting lazily on the swings at the park, chatting and laughing. The two shared a small connection, with his parents always being busy and not having time for them (again, another lie on Joshua’s part), how they wished they could stop time and get a moment to breathe. Ginny smiled holding up the bracelet with a small chain of a flower on it, talking about how everyone is a flower and they just needed time to bloom.

Joshua felt that piece to his core and leaned in to kiss her cheek, taking Ginny by surprise as she pressed a small kiss to his cheek back.

However the moment was cut short, as two police officers found them, taking both teens to jail to be held overnight. Ginny lied saying it wasn’t her fault, that her “boyfriend wanted to treat her nice” as Joshua scoffed telling the officer the truth about what happened. That he had no idea that she stole the bracelet…

Let’s just say the next morning, Ginny didn’t talk to Joshua again and left the guy alone to take the blame. Once he got back to his foster parents, Joshua got a stern talking to and slapped for his actions, grounding him for a long period of time. Thankfully they didn’t press charges on the boy per say.

He climbed into his bed that day, laying down holding up Pooh and said, “Winnie, never fall for some dumb girl..she will just play you.”

He sighed to himself muttered, “..what am I doing? I barely go to school, don’t even bother to have friends..hell, I talk to my old stuff bear, no offense intended Pooh, I’m pathetic..”

“What does pathetic mean?” Said a tiny voice, who open the door to his bedroom with mousy brown hair, green eyes and wearing a blue dress.

His foster sister Darby, only 7 years old, who entered the room, allowing herself to sit on the bed without his permission to do so. Joshua just sighed and rolled his eyes at her explaining what the word meant as she nodded. She asked if he was in trouble and he just nodded.

“How long?” She asked pushing her bangs out of her face.

“No idea..” He answered with a sigh.

“..wh-so what are you gonna do now?”

“I don’t know. I’m screwed here..and I lied a lot about who I am..”

“Maybe you can find someone to tell you who you are?”

He scoffed, “Yeah right. The papers aren’t easy to find, Darb, I tried.”

“Well um…how about you make up a story?” She asked again digging her fingers into Pooh’s belly, “..like the drawings..”

“Like my drawings? Darb, I can’t just do that.”

“Yes you can! Like when you created those characters in your story like..um..Piglet, Tigger..and-and..”

“And Roo? The ones with Pooh I tell you about?”

She beamed and nodded, “Yes! Yes! Like the one where Pooh has a tea party with his friends and you invite me!”

He chuckled at that remebering that story, “I remember that. Pooh got his head stuck in a hole and his friends had to pull him out afterwards.”

“Yeah! You can do that!”

“..okay. Okay, I’ll bite, what would my name be?”

“I don’t know..”

Eventually he did figure it out. It took him a while, especially after his time with Darby’s parents were up, but he did. Joshua would spend time with his friends and the foster care workers, crafting little details of stories to tell one day in his book. He would sent the little drawings to the girl as she would write back in letter in appreciation for his stories.

He even wrote himself into the story as Carter Robins.

Of course, over the years after turning 15 and meeting his family, being his parents, aunts and uncles. Essentially spending some time Belladonna, finding his faith in people and understanding the truth to his history, he grew into changing the name.

He learned small details about his past experiences and hidden memories he had no idea about. Such as his full name, his skill set, his role in the world as peacekeeper among his friends and challenging his own thoughts on who he was meant to be.

It was nice yet difficult as his thoughts, opinions and feelings ate him away in confusion. He was always comparing himself to everyone else and wondered if he did belong there.

And he did. Because like anytime in Joshua’s life, it took time and patience to get to that point of acceptance in order to appreciate that account in his existence. As during an accidental encounter with Belladonna’s discoveries, two of them were sent back in time to the Enchanted Forest, before they were ever even considered ideas in their parent’s minds.

In order to get back and restore the small damage they done, the pair of friends had to go undercover as royals themselves. Thanks to Cole! Bella was not up for the challenge of disguising herself in some snarky little outfit in the beginning but as time passed she began to accept the plan.

Joshua took the lead during beginning of their trip, entering a Royal Ball (Princess Michelle’s party to where she would meet Rochelle for the first time) with Belladonna using fake names.

He announced them as Princess Leia Swan and used his middle name to refer to himself as Prince Christoper Robin.

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— The Eye Are Windows To The Soul 💫

Joshua's ability to perceive discern the intentions of others through his eyes is indeed a remarkable skill, one that sets him apart and adds depth to his character. His eyes serve as a mirror to the souls of those around him, reflecting their true nature and motivations with uncanny accuracy. Despite this extraordinary ability, Joshua remains humble and compassionate, using his gift for the greater good rather than personal gain.

His keen insight into human nature allows him to navigate complex social dynamics with ease, as he can see beyond surface appearances to uncover the underlying truths. Whether it's detecting deception or sensing genuine sincerity, Joshua's eyes serve as a guide in his interactions with others, offering him a unique perspective on the world.

One look into his eyes and you might as well served yourself a chance at being his friend or foe. It’s a pool of curiosity his eyes carry, that might even make the other wish they looked the opposite direction.

This skill not only enhances Joshua's ability to connect with people on a deeper level but also underscores his innate sense of empathy and understanding. By recognizing the complexities of human behavior, he is able to offer genuine compassion and support to those in need, making him a trusted confidant and ally to many.

In a world where words can often be misleading, Joshua's eyes stand as a beacon of honesty and authenticity, shining light on the darkness and illuminating the path towards truth and understanding.

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— Overall Tale 📖

Joshua never thought himself as wanted, valued or respected enough to be cared for. As his journey from childhood to adolescence is marked by a profound sense of longing and displacement, coupled with moments of resilience and self-discovery.

Despite growing up in various foster homes and experiencing the transient nature of relationships, he finds solace in the companionship of his cherished stuffed bear, Winnie the Pooh. Pooh becomes more than just a toy; he is a constant source of comfort and a silent confidant in Joshua's tumultuous world.

Throughout his teenage years, Joshua grapples with a sense of identity and belonging, often feeling like an outsider looking in. He struggles to reconcile his desire for connection with his fear of rejection, leading him to adopt personas and aliases as a form of self-preservation. Despite his attempts to shield himself from hurt, he remains inherently kind-hearted and compassionate, traits that define his character amidst the chaos of adolescence.

Joshua's journey is also marked by pivotal encounters and moments of self-reflection. His brief but meaningful connection with Ginny Sullivan offers a glimpse of vulnerability and yearning beneath his guarded exterior. However, it also serves as a reminder of the complexities of human relationships and the importance of trust and authenticity.

As he navigates the challenges of adolescence, Joshua discovers the power of storytelling and creativity as a means of self-expression and healing. His alter ego, Christopher Robin, becomes a conduit for his imagination and a way to explore his own identity in a safe and nurturing environment.

Yes it will take time, however he is willing to take a step forward and make himself known to the people around him that he’s here to stay.

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Ahh wow that was a lot! Sorry if it was long (i might add more stuff later you knows?)

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Enserio crees que puedes destacar más que cualquiera aquí? No lo tomes a mal pero sigo blogs que aunque no tengan los números ya por solo compartir su pasión los hacen especiales para destacar en tumblr y tú solo estás siendo prepotente con un blog que ni siquiera lo iniciaste.

R: Si, si lo creo ya lo he demostrado antes. Entonces cuando alguien me dice “Que yo misma me lanzo hate” me enfureció, porque uno aquí trata de ser uno mismo y estar bien de algún modo. Para que llegue un hijo de puta por anónimo a escribir mierdas que no son. Por eso respondí así.

No fue prepotencia, sino arrogancia e irá. Es difícil querer ser y no poder, a causa de tener a un hijo de perra acosando.

Igual forma sostengo lo que dije, por no es mentira más que cualquier siempre he buscado conectar 🧩 si vez que esto es molesto, puedes bloquear este blog y es cierto yo no lo inicie, pero he sido quien ha usado este blog en los últimos dos años, y no creo que no se haya notado la diferencia.

Feliz día 🎉.

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[neuropri5m]

call us prism ⋆ 20, any pronouns

queer+trans+genderfluid+boygirl+xenogender+t4t

plural+autistic+mentally ill+schizoaffective+phys disabled

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disability, plurality, aesthetics, fashion, queerness, activism, nonhumanity

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dni: basic criteria, radqueer/transid, ddlg/abdl+supporters, “alter economy”/“alter pack” users, lesboy antis, cripplepunk/madpunk antis

byi: do not send chainmail, tone tags preferred when necessary, we block freely

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art sideblog: @pri5m-png

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syscourse code - 👇/💜/📘/🔸/🔵/🌖/🟩/🌲/☁️/🥖/🐊/🐌/🐬

alter intros under cut

the mansion

alexei ⋆ he/she/it ⋆ 🍇

amira ⋆ they/she ⋆ 💍

callum ⋆ he/they ⋆ 🦄

cyan ⋆ he/they ⋆ 🧊

dorian ⋆ he/they/it/thou ⋆ 💉

eos ⋆ they/it/she/he ⋆ 💕

eros ⋆ he/she ⋆ 🏹

five ⋆ he/any ⋆ ☕️

glitch ⋆ he/they/xe ⋆ ⚡️

linkin ⋆ they/he/it ⋆ 🔪

lucy ⋆ she/it/they ⋆ 🎀

mal ⋆ she/it ⋆ 🥀

mars/lucky ⋆ any/all ⋆ ✨

micah ⋆ they/he ⋆ 🧷

nilla ⋆ it/they/he/she/dream/pink/soft/rip/gore ⋆ 🍰

oliver ⋆ he/him ⋆ 💿

piper/robin/quinn/reece ⋆ they/h3 ⋆ 🪀

silas ⋆ he/she/they/it/thou ⋆ ⚰️

soleil ⋆ she/her (+he) ⋆ 🌤️

valentine ⋆ it/he/she/they/xe ⋆ 🍁

the underground

connor ⋆ he/they/it ⋆ 🍨

incubus ⋆ it/he/they ⋆ 🧨

lace ⋆ she/it/they ⋆ 🍧

mia ⋆ she/it ⋆ 🍥

red/damascus ⋆ he/it ⋆ 📌

silver ⋆ he/they ⋆ 🔗

the laboratory

ericka ⋆ she/they/xe/it ⋆ 💊

joker ⋆ they/it ⋆ 🃏

junie ⋆ she/they ⋆ ✏️

kellin ⋆ he/they ⋆ 🧩

mercedes ⋆ they/he/she/it ⋆ 💵

nathan ⋆ they/he ⋆ 🔬

prince ⋆ he/it ⋆ 👑

the experimenter ⋆ he/it ⋆ 🩻

the overseer/celia ⋆ they/it/she ⋆ ���

zacharie ⋆ he/xe/they ⋆ 🧪

zinnia ⋆ she/they/he ⋆ 🐛

the observatory

archelaus ⋆ he/they/it/thou/thon ⋆ 🏛️

aster ⋆ they/it/rainbow ⋆ 🌦️

nova ⋆ she/they/it/thou ⋆ 🌙

the city

alex ⋆ they/she ⋆ ☄️

asra ⋆ he/any ⋆ 🪄

digi ⋆ they/it/bit/byte/0 ⋆ 🎮

ellis ⋆ he/they ⋆ 🎫

emery ⋆ they/them ⋆ 🧸

gabriel ⋆ they/he ⋆ ⚖️

julian ⋆ he/they/it ⋆ 🍷

kaz ⋆ any/all ⋆ 🫧

lazarus ⋆ he/it ⋆ 🫀

léon ⋆ he/him ⋆ 🍯

miles ⋆ he/they ⋆ 🕸️

thomas ⋆ he/they ⋆ ♟️

the forest

bingo ⋆ she/they ⋆ 🧁

bluebell ⋆ he/they/it ⋆ 🪻

clover ⋆ he/she ⋆ 🍀

eli ⋆ they/he ⋆ ☀️

lily ⋆ she/they/nym/vaer ⋆ 💐

lottie ⋆ she/they/it ⋆ 🪽

lynette ⋆ she/her ⋆ 🕷️

owen ⋆ he/they ⋆ 🦕

pixie ⋆ any/all ⋆ 🧚

sylvie ⋆ she/they ⋆ 🔮

[schorschidk]

🍂🎉 Hallo, ihr Lieben! 🎉🍂

Ein neuer Monat beginnt – und was gibt es Schöneres als… na klar, SHOPPEN! 🛍️✨ Ich weiß, der Sommer ist vorbei, aber dafür gibt’s was zu Feiern: Am Mittwoch habe ich nach Ewigkeiten ENDLICH mal wieder etwas auf eBay verkauft! 🥳 Kurze Euphoriepause… 😅

Und jetzt kommt ihr ins Spiel: Ihr könnt das auch! 💪

Ihr fragt euch, was es bei mir gibt? Alles, was das Herz begehrt: 🧩👗📚🖥️. Von Vintage-Schätzen bis zu nagelneuen Überraschungen – für jeden ist was dabei! Und hey, Weihnachten ist ja quasi um die Ecke, also ran an die Geschenke! 🎁🎅

Wer hat also Lust, diesen magischen Verkaufs-Moment weiterzuführen? 🌟 Schaut vorbei und findet euer nächstes Schnäppchen – meine eBay-Schätze warten sehnsüchtig auf neue Besitzer! 🙌

P.S.: Selbst, wenn ihr nur mal vorbeischaut… eure Klicks sind die beste Motivation für mich. 😉 Und wer weiß – vielleicht findet ihr genau das, was ihr schon immer gesucht habt! 🔍💡

Kommt gut in den Oktober und lasst uns diesen Monat extrem erfolgreich starten! 🚀🍀

👉 Direkt zu meinen Angeboten:

Den Link zu meinen Verkaufsangeboten findet Ihr in meinem Profil!

Gruß zum Dienstag & einen fröhlichen Oktoberbeginn! 🎃🍁

[cseller]

🔍🧠 ¿Sabías que detectar el Alzheimer temprano puede cambiarlo todo? 🧩🚨 Descubre cómo identificar los síntomas y los tratamientos más efectivos. 💡🔗 ¡Haz clic en el enlace para saber más! https://tusaludtotal.com/sintomas-del-mal-de-alzheimer/

[recitando-leitura]

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“Acho que ele quer me mątař, mas ainda não chegou a hora.”

Uma história que me fez pagar com a língua 🤌

De início eu achei um tanto boba a premissa, não me leve a mal mas eu tenho muita dificuldade de engolir enredos nos quais adolescentes soluciona casos que nem os melhores investigadores do FBI conseguiram finalizar. Mas Jennifer Lynn Barnes veio pra mostrar que às vezes dá certo.

Talvez pela protagonista ser um tanto peculiar, afinal, ela tem uma habilidade natural absurda de identificar os perfis das pessoas, isso acabou casando muito bem com o ponto central da história, o que mudou completamente a minha primeira visão para com o livro.

A escrita da autora é muito ágil e isso, juntamente com capítulos bem curtos, explica muito bem o porquê que Jogos de Herança, outra série da Lynn Barnes, é muito bem falado por aí. Eu devorei metade desse livro em pouquíssimas horas.

O desenvolvimento da história também é bem amarrado, e nada parece exatamente o que é de verdade. Então temos personagens nada confiáveis, um ser¡al k¡ller fazendo mais e mais vít¡mas e tudo isso interligado ao pasado de Cassie, nossa protagonista.

Eu fui pega de surpresa com o plot, principalmente por, desde o início já ter uma opinião formada de quem era o assass¡no, mas no final, a autora conseguiu me deixar de queixo caído e claro, com o papel de palhaço nesse espetáculo todo 🤡

Além disso, a edição é linda — ela brilha no escuro gente, não tenho condições com um trem desse — e eu não vejo a hora dos outros livros da série chegar ao Brasil, quero saber o rumo que essa história vai ter.

É o primeiro livro de uma série e, se os demais forem no parâmetro desse, tenho certeza que vai ser mais um sucesso da autora. 🧩

Mas e vocês, já leram Academia dos Casos Arquivados? Ou outro livro da autora? Me conta aqui que vou amar saber 💜

[kimsuyeon]

Happy birthday my dear lili 💘 I hope you're having an amazing day.

thank u mal 🫂🫂 it has been great so far :D

[jogallice]

Feu de forêt à Annecy à cause d'un barbecue : « C'est une alerte, il faut une prise de conscience ».

See on Scoop.it - JamesO

Un arrêté d'interdiction des feux jusqu'à fin septembre : 7.000 mètres carrés de forêt ont brûlé le mardi 11/07/23 dans le vallon du Fier, poumon vert de l'agglomération d'Annecy. Un barbecue mal éteint serait à l'origine de l'incendie. Les élus locaux appellent à une prise de conscience du risque incendie en territoire de montagne.

JamesO's insight:

Via l’agence JamesO Média❗️N.D.L.R. : article de presse publié par France 3 Auvergne-Rhône-Alpes le mercredi 12/07/23.

  🌍 Informer et former 🖋

🌏 Informer tout en formant 🧩

🌎 S’informer en se formant 🎯

  #montagne #forêts

#incendies #pompiers

#environnement #nature

#Annecy #GrandAnnecy #HauteSavoie

  ℹ️ JamesO.InfO 🏞

📨 Un nouveau média local 📧

  🔴 Le fil rouge de JamesO.InfO

Annecy, le Grand Annecy et la Savoie.

[yorkbcompany]

„Nothing is black and white, and there is no purity and there is no such thing has justice.“ Zitat: Banksy

Einen kreativen Sonntag für euch 📱🧩🎨 Und schaut mal wieder vorbei www.york-b.com

#art #sowhat #yorkb #shirt #banksy

[blogmalapink]

Hoje foi dia de desvendar enigmas e nos dar “mal” haha. Faltando ainda 3 pistas para escaparmos, o tempo acabou 🧩⏳. Muito maneiro! #escape #escaperoom (em Escape 60’) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpTeEJePFSu/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ghoostiie]

My neos!!!!

Abyss/abysself

Bone/boneself

Bun/bunself

Bow/bowself

Bee/beeself

Beep/boop

Berry/berryself

Blub/blubself

Button/buttonself

Blood/bloodself

Bat/batself

Blaze/blazeself

Blue/blueself

Bright/brightself

Bubble/bubbleself

Bloop/bloopself

Bang/bangself

Board/boardself

Blare/blareself

Bud/budself

Blyss/blyssself

Chaos/chaosself

Clover/cloverself

Chain/chainself

Clock/clockself

Clown/clownself

Cloud/cloudself

Color/colorself

Card/cardself

celes/celeself

Cosmo/Cosmoself

Comet/cometself

Der/de

Dream/dreamself

Doll/dollself

Dust/dustself

Dull/dullself

Dark/darkself

Ecli/ecliself

echo/echoself

End/endself

Fluff/fluffself

Fizz/fizzself

Fog/fogself

Flow/flowself

Frog/frogself

Flag/flagself

Gem/gemself

glitch/glitchself

Gravi/graviself

Ghoul/ghoulself

Gloom/gloomself

Grim/grimself

Gold/goldself

Heart/heartself

Honk/honkself

hope/hopeself

Haze/hazesel

Jam/jamself

Joy/joyself

Joke/jokeself

Knife/knifeself

Kit/kitself

Ko/koself

Key/keyself

Light/lightself

luck/luckself

Leaf/leafself

Love/loveself

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Mal/malself

Mew/mewself

Milk/milkself

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moon/moonself

Map/mapself

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Moo/mooself

Myst/Mystself

Mystic/Mysticself

Mage/mageself

Ne/nyim/nir

Nebula/nebulaself

Nova/novaself

Night/nightself

Portal/portalself

Pebble/pebbleself

Purr/purrself

Pup/pupself

Pix/pixself

Pe/per

Paw/pawself

Plushie/plushieself

pixie/pixieself

Pearl/pearlself

Pika/pikaself

Pastry/pastryself

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Pop/popself

Plush/plushself

Pin/pinself

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Rain/rainself

Rot/rotself

Rem/remself

Rose/roseself

Spark/sparkself

Shell/shellself

Star/starself

Snow/snowself

Seven/sevenself

Squid/squidself

Sol/solself

Sun/sunself

Solar/solarself

Sweet/sweetself

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Sprinkle/sprinkleself

Sparkle/sparkleself

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Sin/sinself

Shroom/shroomself

Soft/softself

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Shine/shineself

Tree/treeself

Thee/thy

Twig/twigself

Tomb/tombself

Thorn/thornself

Ve/ver/vis

Void/voidself

Vamp/vampself

Velvet/velvetself

Witch/witchself

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Web/webself

Xey/xim

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Ze/Zim/zir

<3/<3self

★/★self

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8/8self

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☀/☀self

🪄/🪄self

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🍄/🍄self

☄️/☄️self

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☁/☁self

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🧩/🧩self

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⏳/⏳self

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🕹/🕹self

🎞/🎞self

🍭/🍭self

☘️/☘️self

🫐/🫐self

🧁/🧁self

🍰/🍰self

🎂/🎂self

🍨/🍨self

🍩/🍩self

🍬/🍬self

🍯/🍯self

🏵/🏵self

🗝/🗝Self

[schorschidk]

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🍂🎉 Hallo, ihr Lieben! 🎉🍂

Ein neuer Monat beginnt – und was gibt es Schöneres als… na klar, SHOPPEN! 🛍️✨ Ich weiß, der Sommer ist vorbei, aber dafür gibt’s was zu Feiern: Am Mittwoch habe ich nach Ewigkeiten ENDLICH mal wieder etwas auf eBay verkauft! 🥳 Kurze Euphoriepause… 😅

Und jetzt kommt ihr ins Spiel: Ihr könnt das auch! 💪

Ihr fragt euch, was es bei mir gibt? Alles, was das Herz begehrt: 🧩👗📚🖥️. Von Vintage-Schätzen bis zu nagelneuen Überraschungen – für jeden ist was dabei! Und hey, Weihnachten ist ja quasi um die Ecke, also ran an die Geschenke! 🎁🎅

Wer hat also Lust, diesen magischen Verkaufs-Moment weiterzuführen? 🌟 Schaut vorbei und findet euer nächstes Schnäppchen – meine eBay-Schätze warten sehnsüchtig auf neue Besitzer! 🙌

P.S.: Selbst, wenn ihr nur mal vorbeischaut… eure Klicks sind die beste Motivation für mich. 😉 Und wer weiß – vielleicht findet ihr genau das, was ihr schon immer gesucht habt! 🔍💡

Kommt gut in den Oktober und lasst uns diesen Monat extrem erfolgreich starten! 🚀🍀

👉 Direkt zu meinen Angeboten:

Den Link zu meinen Verkaufsangeboten findet Ihr in meinem Profil!

Gruß zum Dienstag & einen fröhlichen Oktoberbeginn! 🎃🍁

[splinterwrites]

Mal shook like a leaf, swaying back and forth on her heels, doing everything she could to not make eye contact with the man in front of her. He unsettled her. He felt wrong. Most of the people on the base she understood. She had met others like them before. Different people felt—well—different. But no one she’d ever met gave off the same aura as Revolver Ocelot.

His expression and stance now reminded her of when she had gone to the Animal Conservation Platform, and she’d seen the caracals. They had looked so soft and inviting, like sweet housecats but with tufted ears and russet fur. One of the conservationists had told her that the wild cats could leap ten feet straight in the air to catch birds and had an incredibly strong prey drive, sometimes hunting and killing animals larger than themselves.

Deceptive appearances, like the man in front of her. Like the caracal, the ocelot was no tame housecat, no matter how convincingly it pretended to be.

“I-I-I—was j-just telling s-stories—“ she stammered, staring at the metal grate beneath her. It wasn’t a lie. It was a story. But her stories weren’t fiction.

Mal had seen the man with a skull for a face. And, as she was apt to do, she asked questions. Apparently too many of them.

@specteredjackal​​ ;; starter call

these kids are rough to deal with. children always are      what with their inherently egocentric tendencies and complex against authority. it’s a moral mess but luckily ocelot has never been particularly concerned with morals. HIS EYES ARE SET ON WHAT’S IMPORTANT, vague as that descriptor may be, and what was important now was knowing. this is a diplomatic interrogation, characterized by the softness of his hands and the low of his voice.

he looks at mal with the right pair of eyes: the kind a trustworthy adult has. acting is natural to ocelot but this time around he didn’t exactly need to force a lie. the subject piques his interest on his own (GHOST STORIES       oh, how long it’d been since he’d seen the figures beneath the white sheets and felt the coldness of their breath!), so the line between kindness and questions is SEAMLESS〝it’s not that you shouldn’t know what you know,〞he starts, bending forward to meet her at eye level. they are faux equals now. 〝but that you don’t fully understand it. the more you’d tell us, the better we could all make some sense of it.〞