#🧠 ;; angel writes ☆

[pixelatedraindrops]

RAINCODE SICKFIC FINALE (SPOILERS)

My awaited finale to my RainCode Sickfics of the Heart Series is finally done at last!! This took me a couple of months to put together but I figured since I mentioned it months before and delayed it, I had to get it done as my next project. It's the MakoYuma sickfic where Yuma takes care of a seriously ill Makoto.

This fanfic is officially my longest RainCode fic to date, even beating HIWTHI's word length, so make sure to read it only if you have time! It's the final sequel to that fic as well.

Be Warned: This fic is on the angsty/extreme side with a few trigger warnings. Such as Vomiting, Psychological Trauma and Implied Suicide. Please take caution/care if you read!

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Also yes! This is the second commission I received from FTAngel! (if I'm gonna commission someone for official looking work, then I'll ask for both my targets getting cared for hehe :3) This illustrates a scene toward the end of Chapter 7 (the fic will feature it as well)

There are actually a few people I'd like to shout out/credit for this fanfic's creation. So thank you all for unknowingly inspiring me ^-^

@gardenofskeletonss

Your art and thoughts of Makoto's past as a test subject were very helpful fodder to make this fic super angsty and tie to how much this poor thing has likely suffered. Helped me write down some good dialogue for the hallucinations and freakouts in the delirium stage. So Thank you for that!

@alfiely-art

Your small fic where Makoto age regresses when he got stressed gave me some good thoughts for writing Makoto's delirious behavior. Although I'm not a huge fan of age regression, reducing Makoto to a vulnerable and needy child-like state when super ill was a lot of fun! I love the idea of him being reduced to that since he never could be a child (and he is 3 freaking years old lmao)

@shiut

Those sprite edits you made really fueled my juices to continue wiring this fic. Having a picture in my head of what a vulnerable Makoto looked like was such an inspiration boost so thank you for taking the time to make those edits! I hope you don't mind me using some of them in the fic's 5th Chapter. Also your theory and thoughts of homunculi not being able to die from illness was briefly mentioned as well.

@draconicsparkle

Thank you for being my beta reader. I usually don't trust others to read my work but given how well your reading does with the community and in general, as well as you being a Makoto superfan, your encouragement really helped me feel more confident in continuing and getting this done. Thank you so much again.

With that out of the way, I hope you all enjoy the story!! I will still write more sickfics for RainCode, but this is the final one that I consider to be canon/post canon.

So I hope it delivers well!

Eat up RainCode and MakoYuma fans!

Hope the meal is to your liking~ ^-^ ♡

[m-matias]

↳ SOMETHING ABOUT YOU ☆

## WARNINGS ;; this is jus a wip oops, i might go on hiatus after a while LMAOO, implied male reader oops, male terms directed to reader (good boy, pretty boy), not proofread, maybe ooc brahms?? idk, this is just a little wip that i plan to turn into a fic

i just had to write about my babygirl brahms heelshire giggles and twirls hair

imagine BRAHMS just being all sweet and stuff w you <33

- you're cupping his face, and you swear his pupils are in the shape of heart; his mask is covering his lovesick expression, but he's just soo in love with you, he can't help it :( !!! he's absolute putty in your hands!!!!

- when you suddenly say that he was "the prettiest boy you've ever seen", he was fighting the urge to just kiss you right then and there with the mask on <33

OR

(i saw a post on this from someone, but i forgot what their @ was, so ctto !!

EDIT: I FOUND THEM!! THEIR @ IS m00nb34r, and here's the link to the post <33)

imagine BRAHMS changing up the roles randomly <33

- LIKEE you wake up to find that brahms is suddenly using his normal voice instead of his little voice, and he's the one taking care of YOU

- you're confused because isn't is supposed to be the other way around?? you try asking hin about it, but he just shushes you and hokds a finger to your lip like OMG

- he's making breakfast and cooking for you, he's dancing with you, HE CALLS YOU HIS GOOD BOY OH MY GOSIEJDIDUXJNSIXJCJJRJF HHHHHHHHHHHH

- he does the same thing you did: he cups your cheeks and he decides to call you HIS pretty boy, and he just mumbles about how pretty and perfect you are, and how he never wants you to leave him

"such a pretty boy, such a perfect, pretty little thing.. you won't leave, right? you wouldn't leave me right? my good boy.."

OH MY GOD FJDIDDUEHHFURJEJFNURISMASHHHHSJFINRJFRIJGJRJ

[ang3lofdivinity]

Um, hello there! I love your works. May I ask if requests are open? Your a good writer btw 😍

Thank you sm! :DD I try my best with my writing, so I hope you all enjoy it!

And, to answer your question if my requests are open:

As of currently, they’re open. But, you have to understand that I will be slow with posting each request and writing very slowly because as of right now? I have 6 drafts (including this one) and 6 requests in my inbox, 3 of them being INCREDIBLY long ones for tcoaal (I’m going to slow down on tcoaal content btw).

My next writing post that will be out, it’s Anxiety x Reader because I LOVE INSIDE OUTTTT and i’m hyperfixating. (+ My Hamilton and slowly growing Indigo Park hyperfixation).

So, I’d appreciate if you guys could really SLOW DOWN with the requests? I’m sorry if it sounds like i’m whining, but back in this previous post that I made I think it kinda shows that I just wanna slow it down with all of my content and the requests.

I’m not mad at you guys/srs, I just wanna establish this-

LOVE YOU GUYS./p

[ang3lofdivinity]

Wife reveal guys.

I’ve fallen in love….sighhhhhhhhh

[zvdvdlvr]

Aaron Hotchner forehead kisses 🤩 yes please omg like just imagine him kissing you on the forehead when he finally convinces you to get some sleep after you've been injured in the field. Or when you get home from a long case and you're finally standing together in the privacy of your own kitchen just having a little moment or when you're sick and he checks your temperature by pressing his lips to your forehead

🤭

Yesyesyesyesyesyes!!!!!!!!I knew you would get the vision!!

I can already hear his “i think you should stay home today, honey” as he comes up behind you as your struggling to get your shirt over your head due to your injured arm. You want to be mad, you want to protest and tell him you can do your job just fine, but as you open your mouth, Aaron presses a sweet kiss to your temple and you just know you can’t argue with him.

Of course the smug bastard chuckles as you relax into him, but hes too in love to actually say something. So instead he gently unthreads your shirt from your arms and turns you around to face him by your waist.

“Does that mean you’ll stay home with me?” You ask, hands restinf on the back of Hotch’s neck, playing with the baby hairs on his nape.

He hums. “I guess I can call in… only if you admit you’re in pain.”

You groan and shove your face into Hotch’s chest. Of course he would manipulate you into admitting something is wrong.

“Come on, baby. Give me a reason to stay home,” Aaron muses.

You’d be a fool not to give Aaron what he wants, wouldn’t you?

— 🧠.

YES IM TELLING YOU HOTCH WOULD TAKE ANY OPPORTUNITY TO KISS YOU PERIOD.

aaron kissing you on the forhead after you tell him you don’t feel well :’’)))

You were normally a trooper, pushing through illness. But when you could barely get out of bed and your teeth were hurting, you knew you wouldn’t last the day at work.

“A?” You rasped, throat dry. “Gonna have to stay home t’day.”

Aaron looked at you from the mirror, already concerned that you hadn’t moved from your spot on the bed. “What’s wrong, sweetheart?”

“Jus’ an infection, probably. I think I should stay home,” you explained.

Aaron abandoned his tie. He rounded the side of the bed you were on and brushed aside your hair to gingerly kiss your temple. “You have a fever, honey,” Aaron stated, looking at you with soft eyes.

“Don’t kiss me, A, you’ll get sick.”

Your husband only shrugged. His eyes glinted as he pulled off his tie and started unbuttoning his shirt.

“What’re you doing?”

“Someone’s gonna take care of you, honey. I’ll be damned if it’s not me,” he said coyly.

You felt a smile tugging at your lips as you rolled your eyes.

— 🧠.

KISSES IN THE KITCHEN!!!! YESYESYESYESYES.

hotch pulling you closer to him by your hips, memorizing every glint and speck in your eyes as his own welled with unshed tears. It was a tough case, but you were both safe. That’s all that mattered in Aaron’s eyes.

A single tear races down Aaron’s cheek only to be gingerly wiped away by your thumb. “I know, angel,” your murmured, letting Aaron kiss your temple before leaning over to rest his head in the crook of your shoulder.

— 🧠.

IM CRYING I LITERALLY NEED TO WRITE A FIC ABOUT THAT GOOD GRAVY IM A GENIUS

[laudaddysmitten]

Stunning View

Ch 5: Binary

by LaudaddySmitten

(GOAD Writer's Guild Official)

CW: Rated Explicit (eventual smut; see tags on AO3)

Summary

An angel and a demon walk into a private room at an inn, for more of that closeness they crave. They are safe from Heavenly and Hellish intruders…right?

This chapter is sweet, things are heating up, and wait, is that some plot simmering beneath the surface? As usual the boys can't help but think in science- because I'm the one writing them.

😈 🌈🔭 😘 🧣🧠 😇

Excerpt

While Aziraphale worked on undoing the tailcoat's large buttons fastened on the right side, he began to talk — a light, running patter, as much to calm and distract himself from the dull murmur of inner turmoil fighting to break free again, as to tease Crowley.

“You know, Crowley, this clothing of yours excels at being inscrutable. So many overlapping portions or at least the illusion of such. Even the human body is easier to figure out.  All the muscles are completely hidden by skin, but even then I can find where a muscle begins and ends. For example, when I kissed down your neck and up the other side…”

Crowley nodded and let out a long hum of pleasure at the recent memory.

I was tracing the path of one of my favourite muscles, especially on you.

Continue reading on AO3:

Pssst, it's the neck chapter, folks, featuring my favorite (and Aziraphale's favourite) muscle. Calling all members of the Neck Club of GOAD!

Credits:

@goodomensafterdark @paperclipninja @kotias

Thanks to my VERY patient beta readers. This chapter and the next proved what saints you all are. @olfactoryventriloquism , @outrageousring5655   @happynachohologram @adverbian, @nosferatini astrophysics

Art banner by @lexarturo

[smoothpowerforthestreets]

🧠 🔇I finally stopped using subliminals 🔇🧠

Hello everyone! It's been awhile...

I made another post about the dangers of using subliminals and I finally given up trying to find good subliminals makers. I'm pretty sure there's good people out there but I spent months trying to make the perfect playlist of subliminals and it's almost impossible.

If two subliminals are good there's always one that ruins the effects and I didn't get my desired results to last or get them at all.

So I stopped using subliminals for 2 months and I recently started creating my own subliminals. SO PLEASE, BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY IT'S THE BEST ADVICE I CAN GIVE YOU. I got results the same f- day, that's when I finally face off the reality that the subliminals comunity is NOT SAFE.

MAKE YOUR OWN SUBLIMINALS!!!! IT'S THE SAFEST OPTION.

How do I make my subliminals?

Audacity app (easy and simple)

Be clear about what is the subliminal for

Write the affirmations

Find a silent place to record your voice (preferably with headphones)

Find a song that matches your energy (be careful with the lyrics)

The songs I used for my subliminals:

Cheri Cheri Lady by Modern Talking -> magnetic energy and power

The girl from Ipanema by Frank Sinatra and Antonio Carlos Jobim -> physical glow up and magnetic energy

Dragon Slayer by Lana del Rey -> protection and angelic energy

I'm a woman by Peggy Lee -> body glow up and powerful energy

Love to love you by Donna Summer -> attracting true love and passion

All of them slowed + reverb

Feel free to ask anything or suggest any topic!

[yourlocalrandominqms]

You introduce Melly to winnie the Pooh (your pet bear)

Melly and you met while she was observing the bees 🐝🐝🐝 pollinating flowers... 🌺🐝💨 Girl was SPOOKED 😰 when you came out of the bushes 🌵 Holding up honey 🍯 Girl definitely rose a brow at your sudden appearance (It's true, I was Melly's veil) 🤨 You notice her STARING 🤔 which made you feel... Weird cuz, uhm... You weren't supposed to look like a hobo 😃 coming out of nowhere with sticks and leaves in your hair, acting like you were bear grylls, minus the fact that you looked ✨QUESTIONABLE✨ Coming out nowhere, looking all sneaky 👻 like that...

You awkwardly asked for directions to the forest's exit, while trying not to look EMBARAZZED 😔 for thinking you were the only one in the forest... 🌲🌲🌲 Girl,,, Luckily, miss gurl was willing to LOOK past that and gave you directions just like you asked. Ah, Melly you are an angel 😇 You thanked her and handed her some interesting 🤔🤔🤔 set of insects... You revealed to her about your secret career of being a bug catcher 🦟 You refused to elaborate and left. Now, you DEFINETELY caught Melly's EYE 👁

The next time you two meet, the QUEEN was at your POOKS territory... 🐻🏡 The way you immediately DASHED over to her 🏃‍♀️💨 like you was Sonic ⚡ Warning her about entering bear territory. Needless to say... You and Melly became a reoccurring visitor in the forest after that... With you touring her around spots where you show her different types of insects, and her being MYSTERIOUS but like, also sharing a thing or two about her being an Entomologist. You two were now practically BESTIES! 🤝 except for the fact she wasn't saying stuff about herself much 🤐🤐🤐

Since you both have reached to that point, you decided to finally introduce her to your Pookie bear, an actual bear 🐻 Girlie was not convinced that the bear was tame... 💔 But you managed to prove her wrong that she ended up sharing her ability to make bees obey her as well... Making you impulsively ask if the bees can be like pixie dust 🧚‍♀️ Girl did not get the reference. And she was not impressed AT ALL 😐 But you decided to explain and she ended up following your idea, making the iconic "She was a fairy 🧚‍♀️" moment...

The day ended with bear, bees, you, and Melly walking around, as if ya'll were going to have a pokemon battle with one another due to the fact they were following you guys around... 🐾🐾🐾 She mentions about receiving letter from an unknown manor, asking you if you knew anything about the manor. You mentioned receiving a similar letter as well. But decided on not going. You learned she decided to go weeks later after not seeing her in the forest for awhile. You didn't want to go to the manor, having multitude of reasons why not to; You didn't explain or elaborate to her about the ongoing rumors and the experience of a friend who once went in the manor. An: First post! But like, I ended up writing an Half crack half serious type of post lmao but look forward to the next installment! (Either a new part or a different one because the 🧠 is not braining rn...) TOODLES! 🥰

[yinyuedijun]

tw drugs (this is a tokyorev writing shitpost nothing serious)

I have a confession. the only reason I never finished fallen angels (sanzu fic) is because I can no longer do drugs thanks to my meds and I do not know what being on md/ma is like. If someone would like to share their experiences please feel free to do so 🙏 because sometimes I miss writing stockholm syndrome 😔 but can't take on the psychological damage 🧠 or cancellation risk ❌ of hell fic 👿 so fallen angels is all I got 💔

[crushingcasanova]

🫂🧠🫀(secret 3rd thing...)💿🌷🌻🌵💧🕹️🕰️🥊(for you)🍁🐚

I hope you know every time you say our dynamic isn't platonic an angel gets its wings. (also, I feel the same way towards you about all of this!) (In other words I have to make a dev blog response to that one writing you did about that ...)

[yurozo]

ali, angel, light of my life:

💖, 🏅, and 🧠 for the ask game!!

vi, my love, my sunshine, my erato. the carlos pic makes me visibly giggle at work in front of a customer

what do you like most about your own writing? i like to think i have nice prose! i'm a yapper to my core, and i need to set a specific mood and vibe for each piece, so i think it's the flexibility in my description that i really like about myself. maybe also dialogue? but only for certain characters

what is something you recently felt proud of in regard to your writing (finished a fic, actually planned for once, etc). honestly, just getting the balls to finally post my writing online. s/o to the many amazing re writers ive been stalking for months for inspiring me. i've been writing for a long while, but i was always scared of letting anyone else see it, so i'm very happy to have a nice lil community here! (also writing the monomyth still is my magnum opus. writing sex is so hard.)

what’s an idea you have that you can’t quite call a WIP yet? i've been studying 18th century literature for a good couple months now, and i so badly want to write a time/prose-accurate amorous fiction about leon. its just been swimming in my headspace but i havent written anything for it yet. maybe based off fantomina?

[sirensea14]

Commissions are open

💀💜💗💜💗💜💗💜✨💗💜💗💜💗💜💗💀

Welp, take 4... Redrawn

Socials

Instagram - sirensea14

X (twitter) - sirensea314 [inactive]

Tags i use:

#sirensea - my art/writing tag

#siren screams - other stuffs and random shit

#fishies<3 - anything related to followers (may include some asks and fanarts)

#tiktilaok - kickin answers an ask

I love games/series/shows like:

Bendy and Boris in the Inky Mystery/Inky Mystery, Poppy Playtime, Batim/Batdr, Little Nightmares, In Sound Mind, Cuphead, Kimetsu no Yaiba, Still Wakes the Deep, Mr. Hopp's Playhouse, mouthwashing, gravity falls, Tadc, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, and skibidi toilet (yea yea no shit, leaf me a lone)

I post art and fanart, writings and yap about game reviews (from ytbers i watch)

Random masterlist because I like lists :P

(these are my personal favorite posts :] )

🖤Inky mystery🔧

Book 10 cover || Book 5 cover

300th chapter celebration art

Double Trouble the Comic

Angel of salvation || AoS the fancomic

Damsel of distress

My IM inktober 2023 prompts

Vicerion sisters + Heartbreak comic

My bbg's new outfit

🌊My og works🖋️

Sona ref sheets: SIREN // A-Clone //

Self/Sona inserts: bendy poster // ship art(NMT) // ship art 2 (El fili) // cuphead boss // poster ep frame // Inky Mystery // PPT player-sona // batdr sona // batdr cutout // fnf //

Antagonists lore (S & AC)

Oc's: poppy playtime (1) // poppy playtime (2) // hazbin hotel // ppt oc infocards // LN child (smile) // LN enemy (the seamstress) + the Boutique // RJ (gravityfalls) //

📼In Sound Mind🧠

In sound mind :333

🎀Poppy playtime🧸

My Bright Star: (part 1), {part 2}, [part 3], Milo

parent!reader // bullied!reader

the hour of slay💅

Cartoon shenanigans (smiling critters mini comics): 1 , 2 ,

A Distant memory

Feel free on asking me anything, but NOT incest, racist, pedophile, proships or anything inappropriate.

[ang3lofdivinity]

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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐋𝐞𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐲

Andrew

Ashley

.⊹ °ʚ☆ɞ°.⭒₊

𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐬

Mono

Six

Seven (Runaway kid)

๋࣭ ｡₊☾ ⊹⋆｡ﾟ⭒ ࣪ ๋⭑

𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐎𝐮𝐭

Anxiety

Riley

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𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐤𝐚𝐢: 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐑𝐚𝐢𝐥

Astral Express: Dan Heng (Both normal and IL)

Stellaron Hunters: Kafka, Blade

Penacony: Aventurine, Sunday, Acheron

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𝐈𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐨 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤

Rambley the Raccoon

Finley the Sea Serpent

✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

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Wally Darling

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Alastor

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Essays + Intro + Masterlinks

Essays

My featured essays: [one] [two]

Other women's essays: [one] [two]

(These change on no set time frame, I will post on Tiktok and on here when I change them)

Introduction

Online name: Squiggle

Name: Auxilia

Age: 21

Sex: Female ♀️

Ethnicity: Igbo Nigerian 🇳🇬 / Igbo Biafran ❤️🖤☀️💚

Country: Ireland 🇮🇪

Sexuality: Lesbian ❤️🧡🤍��💜

Religion: Lotiri Witch 🪷⚔️

Politics: Politically active radfem Socialist (gender critical) ✊🏾♀️ 🥀 + Disability activism 👩🏾‍🦽 + Pan-Africanist 🌍

Disabilities

Autism (medium support needs) ♾️

ME/CFS 💤

POTS 🫀📈

Fibromyalgia 😣

HC DID 👥

BPD 💫

NPD (boo 👻) with ASPD traits

Hobbies & Interests:

STEM

→ Mechatronic Engineering, (also interested in biomedical engineering, biomedical mechatronics, and mechanical engineering) 🏥⚙️

→ Physics and space 🌌

→ Architecture and structural engineering 🏤🏛️ (especially classical/neoclassical and islamic architecture)

→ Urban planning

→ ROBOTS 🤖

→ Interested in AI including LLM AI when it's actually used to improve people's lives e.g using AI to support medical research or make robotic AI helpers for disabled people. Hater of all this other shit (used to think AI was good/neutral overall, I've learned since).

→ DINOSAURS 🦖🦕

Writing

→ Fantasy and sci-fi worldbuilding

→ Creative / original fiction writing (ofc, nothing published LMAO)

→ Nonfiction writing (essays)

Misc interess

→ Socialism 🥀

→ Theology ☯️

→ Mental illness 🧠

→ African lesbianism 🌍⚢

Background: Survivor of multinational child sex trafficking, survivor of childhood torture, and Chrislamic (Christian & Muslim) cult/ritual abuse survivor (multiple countries, both western and non-western).

→ Survivor of RAMCOA (ritual abuse, [torture based] mind control, and organized abuse).

→ Mom of seven angel babies 👼🏾💔

→ Non-contact with parents 👩🏽‍🤝‍👨🏿🚫

→ Some contact with some other survivors of the same ring 🤳🏾

→ Besties / sisters in covenant with another survivor 🎀

Disability Masterlinks - Updates over time

General: [one]

MECFS, Fibromyalgia and POTS Masterlist

Autism: [one]

Radfem Masterlinks - Updates over time

General: [one] [two]

Anti-pornography: [one]

Anti sex industry: [one] [two] [my post/3] [my post/4] [my post/5]

Male violence & misogyny receipts: [one] [two] [three]

Patriarchal lies: [one]

Gender critical: [one] [two]

Pro-choice: [one]

Separatism [one]

Gimme time to put all of these links in, I am very often tired 😩

[ultrainfinitepit]

🫂 & 🧠 for Sam :)?

I'll use my other protagonist Mick as the second character for these prompts :))

🫂- How has your relationship changed recently?

While they will always get on each other's nerves, they secretly care about each other and want (what they think) is the best for each other.

Sam will always some resentment for how Mick treated him in the past, and he hates being told what to do by Mick. But Mick has proven he's changed, he understands Sam's motivations now, and has helped Sam a lot recently - so Sam can't be too mad at him. There's part of him that wishes they could've gotten along from the beginning. Sam considers Mick a brother-in-arms and his friend, he loves him like family - and with not too much prodding would admit it. It sends chills down his spine to say it out loud though.

Mick however will only ever admit similar sentiments to make Sam look ungrateful, even if it's truly what he feels, in fact what he's felt for a while. In the past he was cavalier about Sam's lives and deaths, but is now much more protective of him. He regrets a lot of his poor treatment of Sam but feels there's no way to fix it and they can only move forward.

🧠- What’s your best memory with them? Worst?

Mick's worst memory with Sam: When Sam's adoptive nephilim sister Lucifer began to corrupt the angels, Mick was forced to stop her. And Lucy's most ardent guard was her brother Sam. Not only did Mick have to put down Lucy, who was just a child, but Sam as well - who was not much older and had been twisted by Lucy's magic into a horrifying monster. While Mick killed them both, he could hear Sam's song in his mind: an anguished, confused screeching, pleading with Mick not to do this - they both loved Lucy so much. That horrible death song would echo for lifetimes after in Mick's mind.

Mick's best memory with Sam: Sometime after the rather traumatic birth of Mick's daughter, Sam visits with an offering of beer. He pulls Mick aside and the two of them sit in the fire escape, smoking and drinking, while Sam recalls various stories of his own babies. Mick had been so caught up in trying to take care of Talia and Vivian and having no clue what he was doing, he didn't have time to think about what might happen next, that they all might even make it through this. But hearing Sam's stories of his own mishaps and how he and Zipporah made it through them, made Mick think it might actually be possible. And it was the first time in many weeks that Mick had been able to just breathe, and even laugh! In that moment he saw Sam had really grown up, and was very proud of him, and grateful for his company.

Sam's worst memory with Mick: I could write about one of Sam's many deaths by Mick's hands here - or perhaps the agonizing wait outside Theo's study while Mick and Zipporah met and spoke for the first time, Sam wondering if it would turn into a fight for their lives. I could even write about Lucy's death. But instead I will write about a memory that in the grand scheme of things is not so bad, but has stuck with Sam the longest as one of his worst moments.

In the few years they lived together, Mick started getting into a new hobby involving building little miniature models. Sam thought it was kind of silly but didn't care much what Mick did as a hobby, so long as they stayed out of each other's way. One day for some stupid reason he can't remember anymore, Sam was mad at Mick and in a careless mood, and wrecked Mick's little table where he kept his models and supplies. Sam felt a bit bad about it immediately but, Mick had never cared about "human stuff" before so surely this wouldn't be a big deal.

However it was. Mick blew up at Sam, way more than in any previous incident in this lifetime. Mick yelled that he barely had anything for himself and what little he did have, Sam just ruined. Sam could have sworn tears were in his eyes, he had never seen Mick so upset, he didn't even know he could cry. Then abruptly, Mick stopped. He was calm as he shoved all his supplies into the trash. Sam felt horrible, he still feels horrible when he remembers that. He didn't think to apologize at the time and now feels it's too late to bring it up. He realized that those models were more than just models to Mick, they were an expression of what little free will, wonder, emotion, humanity he had. And Sam watched Mick throw that all away because of him.

Sam's best memory with Mick: Again I could choose any number of poignant and significant memories for this, but instead I'll choose a sillier one that Sam likes to remember.

In the few years before they lived together, Sam and Mick engaged in various adventures out west. One day they found a "renowned monster hunter" who even made big claims about having trophy wings from hunted angels in his collection (fake but even still, just the insinuation rubbed Sam and Mick the wrong way).

After being restrained in their dealings with this hunter for far too long, Sam chomping at the bit to beat him up all the while, Mick finally snapped too and even held the hunter while Sam got to punch him. In that moment they were perfectly on the same wavelength. Mick even admitted that Sam was right about hating the guy from the start! It makes Sam satisfied to think about even now.

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I've been tagged by the amazing @devondespresso and my most favoritest @carolperkinsexgirlfriend

I'll do one I'm working on and one I have no intention of following up on!

1. My favorite WIP is my fic The Babysitter Chronicles, which feels obvious because I post about it the most! It's a 5 + 1 Steve asking all of the parents of the Party if he can officially watch their kids. I've got Dustin, Lucas, and Will finished. I've got outlines for Max and El. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do for Mike and it's holding me up tbh. I want that one to be a bit angsty and come with some Nancy closure, but it's a hot mess in my brain still so idk. My other WIP is single dad Steve and teacher Eddie which is basically finished I'm just sitting on it.

2. My first Steddie idea ever was a Stranger Things x Supernatural crossover. I'm not planning on writing this, but I am currently outlining a post explaining my idea.

Basically through Angel Shenanigans, Dean ends up an invisible observer of STs2 and realizes that each person in The Party contain fractions of Souls from his world. So Steve is part Dean. Dustin is parts Sam and Ash. Max is parts Jo and Claire (you get it; i've got all the characters mapped in my head). So, with Cas's help, Dean can sometimes interact in short bursts, while Cas works on a way to save him.

Dean helps Steve with his concussion and tells him to look for the bits of Cas, Charlie, Sam and Bobby by describing their defining traits. Dean watches Steve find Robin (Charlie and Sam and Cas) in s3. Low key Dean is confused bc Steve is 100% older brother!Dean, protector/self sacrificing!Dean, and car!Dean, but none of his other qualities.

Cue Eddie: metal music!Dean, also big brother self sacrificing!Dean, two halves of Dean drawn to each other (surprise! Steddie Soulmates AU) but it's not quite right bc where is the rest of Cas (so far just Robin, El)??

Finally: Cue Kas!Eddie as Leviathan!Cas and Dean/Steve have to save him.

Ok hopefully that's legible! This was super fun tbh, who doesn't love a good rant.

No pressure tags (I'm a day late so I won't tag too many people): @lingeringmirth @cuips-not-cute @harringtonwinchester (it's all in the name!)