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whats the craziest umie story ... 🤲🤲
:O UMIE QUESTION? AND ZEN ? cradling this ask in my hands …. very carefully. then decorating it with little heart stickers … thank you zen zen 🥺🤍 love u sm
the craziest…. it would probably be the last ayce sushi place we visited > < idk how crazy it is but i can say it was definitely an experience! the original plan was me vs umemiya: how many pieces of sushi we could eat while still avoiding the leftovers fee of course ! no sushi wasted. um so long story short, we ended up joining forces at the end ): it went from “i already ate this many!” to “okay you get that one, and i’ll get that one…” “okay we just have those two left….”
#umie!#🦢— mail !#🤍 from: zen !#cw food#tw food#i genuinely do not know why i blanked so hard for this ask BAHHAA i loved it so much !!!#brain farts but i would try to answer this at least twice a day#SORRY ZEN ): I THOUGHT OF ONE!!!#thank u for sending umie question > <
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TS3 - Lush Retreat Spa (No CC)
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Lush Retreat Spa is a haven of tranquility where luxury and nature blend seamlessly to create an unparalleled relaxation experience. Each treatment is thoughtfully designed to nurture your body and soul, set in an environment crafted with care for your ultimate comfort. Immerse yourself in serenity and escape the everyday at Lush Retreat Spa, the perfect sanctuary to renew, restore, and find your balance.
Features:
Lot type: Community, gym
Lot size: 30x30
Location: Sunlit Tides
Furnished lot value: 266.333 §
Unfurnished lot value: 164.004 §
Packs used in this build: EP01, EP02, EP03, EP05, EP06, EP10, EP11
Requirements:
Infinite Zen Massage Table from the store.
Steam-It-Up Sauna from the store.
Yoga Mod by @twinsimming. ✨
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DO NOT claim my creations as your own.
If you want to use any of my builds in your custom world or save file, you are allowed to do so, BUT make sure to credit me as the original creator.
DO NOT re-upload my content under any circumstances; share it with your friends using my own links.
If you experience any issues, let me know and I’ll try to fix it as soon as possible.
Download it here. 🤍
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Lush Retreat Spa es un oasis de tranquilidad donde el lujo y la naturaleza se unen para ofrecerte una experiencia de relajación inigualable. Nuestros tratamientos están diseñados para cuidar de ti en cuerpo y alma, en un ambiente cuidadosamente creado para tu confort. Déjate envolver por la serenidad y escápate del mundo en Lush Retreat Spa, el refugio perfecto para revitalizarse y encontrar equilibrio.
Características:
Tipo de solar: Comunitario, gimnasio
Tamaño del solar: 30x30
Ubicación: Sunlit Tides
Valor del solar amueblado: 266.333 §
Valor del solar sin amueblar: 164.004 §
Packs utilizados en esta construcción: EP01, EP02, EP03, EP05, EP06, EP10, EP11
Requisitos:
Mesa de masaje "Zen infinito" de la tienda.
Sauna "Mil vapores" de la tienda.
Yoga Mod de @twinsimming. ✨
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Any couple of your choosing is stuck inside an elevator!
The way I'm feeling right now, Luigi Mangione x Elon Musk ❤️🩷🤍
But in less seriousness, Yor and Twilight/Loid!
I'm picturing that Anya is at school, but Yor and Twilight have the day off for whatever reason (this is mainly for my own peace of mind - I don't want her all alone in the apartment for who knows how long :( ). Or, Yor has the day off and then Twilight unexpectedly has to go on a mission which requires him to stop at home first. Yor is planning to spend the day trying to cook something edible, so she is just getting back from the grocery store as Twilight is arriving back at the building.
He, of course, puts on a pleasant expression even though his gut is grumbling over this unexpected mission. There are a lot of logistics and he's on a time crunch! He gives her some excuse about needing to get something from the house in order to treat a particularly challenging patient. Yor tries to imagine what weapon he'd use for concussive therapy and concludes that one of their heavy stone bookends might be the most therapeutic (I don't know if they own a set of bookends in canon, but let's say they do).
They get in the elevator together, chatting, and then, on their way up, that is when the power goes out and the elevator stops.
Yor is startled but generally pretty chill about the setback. Loid is Not Having a Good Time™️.
Yor settles in to wait, hoping that the elevator gets back up and running while Loid is climbing the walls because he has a mission.
He wants to open the ceiling hatch and climb up, but let's say for some reason he can't. Perhaps it's padlocked? Why would it be padlocked? I don't know! But he would obviously try to go up the elevator shaft so something has to prevent him so he can enjoy this accidental romantic date with his wife.
Let's blame it on his digestive issues. I mean, I know that half the time he makes them up so he can pretend he's on the toilet for three hours while he does espionage, but sometimes he really does get a tummy ache and this is one of those times. He cannot climb up the shaft because his belly feels yucky because he's so stressed that he can't complete the mission he doesn't want to do in the first place.
Yor is very zen about the whole thing, though, and that starts to rub off on him. She starts going through the groceries and trying to figure out if she got anything that could be used medicinally to help his digestion.
Loid slides down the wall of the elevator until he's sitting on the floor and thanks her but tells her he's all right. He just hates to cancel on a "patient".
She sits down next to him and says the power probably won't be out long. They've had a lot of outages in recent weeks but never longer than a few minutes.
Loid is comforted, but only for about five minutes. Once it's clear the power is not coming back on, he gets antsy again.
Yor starts going through the groceries again and pulls out some bread and cheese and starts making a sandwich. She offers it to Loid, then makes herself one. She is smiling to herself and she tells him a story about how when she and Yuri were orphaned children, they would do rainy day picnics whenever the weather was bad, and eat a picnic lunch inside and how much fun they had making a dreary day more bright. She wishes Anya were here to enjoy the picnic with them, especially since she bought a whole bag of peanuts while she was out.
Loid, as usual, is touched and soothed by her ability to live in the moment and find the good in a situation. He puts his hand over hers and thanks her for being so chill, but he stares at her a little too long and she gets embarrassed. Suddenly, they realize how small the elevator actually is and how close to each other they are. This is hardly a problem for Loid, who is already justifying to himself that continuing to hold her hand is good for the mission. He starts to lean in, but Yor springs to her feet, launches through the hatch, and shimmies up to their floor. She starts hauling the elevator up (maybe there's a manual lever or something. I don't know how old timey elevators work - I also don't really know how new timey elevators work), hyperventilating and also a little mad at herself for running away. She's been curious about kissing Loid and thinking about it sometimes at night, but she is afraid of doing it wrong and disappointing him, so when it looked like he was going to go for it, she bolted.
Now that she's got some distance to think about it, she realizes maybe Loid thinks they should start kissing to sell their ruse better.
Loid is stunned when she wrenches the doors open with her bare hands and, apologizing, frees him from the elevator.
He says it's fine, somewhat bemused by her feat of strength, and they go into their apartment. he grabs whatever he needs for his mission. She is putting the groceries away when he comes out and he can tell she feels embarrassed and confused.
He apologizes if he made her uncomfortable in the elevator.
She says he didn't, she just isn't very confident because she was too busy raising Yuri to do anything else. If kissing is to be a part of their marriage ploy, she will do her best.
Loid is a little taken aback. He tells her she doesn't have to do anything she is not ready for.
She says something about wanting to be ready and they should just do it and closes her eyes so he can kiss her.
But Loid can tell by how she's trembling that she's liable to high kick him in the chin if he's too bold and tries to push it too far. So instead, he kisses her on the cheek and says he'll be home as soon as he can.
Her hand flies to her cheek and her face turns red, but he doesn't see it because now he is hurrying away, his own cheeks burning and his heart hammering in his chest, because maybe he's starting to lose sight of the mission after all.
#my asks#ask me things#answered asks#twiyor#agent twilight#loid forger#yor forger#spy x family#stuck in an elevator
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Um I just found an iphone on the street and some guy is texting it telling me to go to an apartment nearby. Might die but he's kind of hot and I'm feeling wild so
#Has anyone heard from her? I'm a little worried! #UPDATE: my friend texted me to let me know she's fine :)

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it's actually insane how many fans jumin han has considering his dad is literally the chairman of a global conglomerate. do you realise how much money these people have that they could be putting to better use
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op doesn't realise the money is part of the appeal
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the money is why everyone at the top of C&R is also at the top of the 'to eat' list
#i can't even begin to form a response to prev tags #also inb4 you say something like 'j*min will be eating something else iykwim' #moving on!

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if 'lordofthecattower' joins your party block them they'll throw
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Wait that's my friend T-T I know he's not great but it's ok! We all start somewhere!!!
#me and our other friend have been trying to teach him! #i didn't even know he was playing without me lololol

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anyone else think that soloist that just debuted looks scarily like the president
#delete later

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It must be so hard for Zen's friends not to hit on him every time he sends them selfies T_T T_T
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Haha you flatter me but I'm mostly friends with guys!

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it's actually insane how many fans jumin han has considering his dad is literally the chairman of a global conglomerate. do you realise how much money these people have that they could be putting to better use
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op doesn't realise the money is part of the appeal
#he's also insanely hot but i digress !! #...and don't quote me on this but his dad could kinda get it too 👀

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we can't decide in the gc so
#league of loneliness of life #lolol

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has anyone heard of "mint eye" I just got handed a flyer for it but it's so vague and I can't find anything online lmao. are they trying to recruit me into a cult or something
#he also gave me some sort of drink(?) but if it's from a cult I don't really want to drink it #mutuals lmk if I should do a taste test

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Zen selfie from today (via an anonymous source).
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Related to Nagito being really smart, I'd like to share a headcanon with you. (I thought you might find it interesting since it is based on the culture and circumstances of a Japanese high school. XD)
As you know, he does not wear a school uniform in DR2. I think this is because he is smart enough to attend a high school that does not have uniforms. Most Japanese high schools have uniforms, but there are some high schools that do not have uniforms and students attend in casual clothes, and such schools tend to be the elite ones. This is just to say that there is such a tendency, not to say that all of them are like this, but there is a reason for it. The less intelligent students tend to behave worse and often don't dress properly, so the high schools these students attend have uniforms and stricter rules regarding uniforms. For example, all accessories are prohibited, jackets must be buttoned all the way up and skirts must be at least 2 inches below the knee. They also tend to be very strict about hairstyles. Not only are students not allowed to dye their hair, but they are told that their bangs must never extend below their eyebrows, and that girls must tie their hair back if it is long enough to touch their shoulders... But the more elite schools do not have these rules. The students are trusted not to do anything wrong without such rules. (In fact, I have a friend who says she got into an elite school because she really wanted to wear earrings. 😄)
I guess in other countries, more elite high schools tend to have uniforms, so it might be a little surprising that the smarter high schools in Japan tend to allow students to go to school in casual clothes. I think Nagito is smart enough, so he probably attended a high school where he was allowed to go to school in his own clothes. Hope you find this interesting! Have a great day, Zen!
Oh Wow!!! :0 I did not know that! That is an awesome fact and fun headcanon thank you for sharing with me, it’s the complete opposite where I’m from. That being said, I don’t think I’m the best to talk about what truly is normal in schools here since I’ve been some form of homeschooled my whole life haha! But I digress, I think that’s very interesting! I’m sure Nagito would have enough money and intelligence to be able to go to one of these elite schools! I think I’d die if I had to deal with such strict dress code… I’ve never dealt with school in person before in the first place 🥲!!! Nagito seems to care about his fashion sense a lot, I wonder if in this scenario he would have had a similar motive to your friend haha! I like your headcanon a lot, and I learned something new today! Thank you very much for sending me this :) 🤍
#danganronpa#nagito komaeda#sdr2 nagito#danganronpa nagito#sdr2#danganronpa komaeda#sdr2 komaeda#komaeda nagito#danganronpa goodbye despair#nagito#komaeda#headcanon#nagito headcanon#nagito komaeda headcanon#nagito komaeda headcanons
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Miyeon x Zen 🤍
Zenny hc time 🤍 I think he's bi, with stronger preference for women. However, he doesn't even consider this a possibility until he falls for someone who's NOT a woman. Or if he doesn't like in my case, I like to imagine that he gets called out on his ignorance (*cough* "gay people have their own aura" *cough*) and/or someone points out that hey, dude, the way you compliment/appreciate other male actors is kinda fruity 👁👁 so he does his research (and has a small existential crisis lmao)
Other characters: 💛 💜 🧡 💗 ❤️ 💚 💙 🤍 🤎
Miyeon's story under the cut ✨️
🤍 Miyeon So ♡ she/her ♡ 22 yo ♡ queer/questioning + ambiamorous
(I forgot about the other flag sorry;;)
Miyeon never placed much importance on labels, or relationships in general. Being a trainee since she was 12 didn't give her much room to experiment.
She felt attraction to multiple genders though, she was sure of that. And while she couldn't really come out or talk about it freely without risking a scandal, she always felt uncomfortable with people assuming she's straight. When talking about ideal types or writing lyrics of her songs, she used gender-neutral language whenever it was possible. Some fans caught on and speculated she's a part of lgbt community, some believed she's an ally, and of course some couldn't accept that their fav idol could be anything but straight and strongly "defended" her from any rumors.
She wishes that one day, when her career is more stable, she'll be able to find a label she's the most comfortable with and share the truth with the world.
She also considers herself ambiamorous - meaning that she'd be able to enjoy either mono- and polyamorous relationship depending on the situation, with no preference between the two.
Miyeon met Zen when both of them were casted for the same musical, a year and a half after her debut. She fell for him the second their eyes met in the backstage room. However, she never acted on her feelings, in fear of ruining both of their careers. Besides that, it's not like she even had a chance - he had a lot of other, more attractive women around him, why would he even look at her? (He looked. She was just oblivious).
A few years later, when she found herself in that apartment with a weird chatting app on her phone, her heart skipped a beat. Zen was here. Does he remember her? Will he recognize her? He knew her only by her stage name after all. Did he follow her career as closely as she did his, or was she just one of his coworkers, forgotten after the last performance ended?
#cmc pride series 🏳️🌈#mystic messenger#mysme#mystic messenger zen#hyun ryu#zen#zen x mc#mystic messenger cmc#custom mc#original character#headcanon#mystic messenger hc#my art#pili oc#oc: so miyeon
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Forgive me father for I’m nosy as hell and I desperately want the lowdown on all of your yoga substitutes and why they’re trying 😂🤍
Bahahah, okay okay okay, so I go to five yoga classes a week and have four teachers across them (I see one of them twice in a week because I love her classes). Three of them are currently on leave - one's on an advanced yoga retreat in Thailand, one's moving house, and the other one has a son who just graduated from highschool (the Aus school year is jan-dec), so they're on holiday. They'll usually actually all backfill for each other at my gym, but since they're all away, there have been a lot of new subs. The ones I've had:
Danielle - extremely fit, model-esque German woman. Runs a yoga class like it's the military. Very intense about how long you stay in a pose, strides between the mats and watches you in a way that's both a little disconcerting and ultimately very helpful, because she gives you very good advice. Intense!!!
Enya - very chill, low impact classes that veer more qigong than yoga. She incorporates a bit of Tibetan Sound Healing into a class which I'm quite enjoying? People literally fall asleep during meditation though because the classes have been that zen lol and you can hear them snoring loudly as Enya uses the singing bowl.
Avril - blonde British woman in her late 40s, vibes intensely with the moon goddess and will make everything in the class about her to a degree that feels a little like you're in a cult? Especially because she has a tiny fanclub with her who are not regulars in the class. She's almost entirely about core work exclusively which is good in moderation, but not really what I'm into yoga-wise.
Monique - my favourite. Beautiful woman about to turn 50, very funny and chronic oversharer. She has a running commentary in every class that she teaches where she talks about the fact that her doctor husband has just left her for a 26 year old while their daughter's in the hospital. She jokes about it a lot, but it's obviously affecting her. Runs an excellent yoga class though, and lies down on the floor next to you while you're in difficult poses to talk about how your energy is helping her heal. I can't tell if she's joking or not when she does this, but it makes me laugh and then she starts laughing too. She's been subbing the most, and is always a wild time, but I like her, hahah.
#two out of three of my yoga teachers will be back by the end of the week though#but yeah they've all got a lot of character haha#they make for SUCH different classes too#rl
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RFA with an MC with DID pt2 Zen
🤍Zen
*To Zen he noticed the problem much sooner.
*You acting like everything was fine and dandy wasn't enough to genuinely convince him you were fine. He's an actor after all, he can tell when someone is pretending.
*Not to mention he's played the role of someone with DID before, as well as he's met people with the disorder.
*While he was no specialist, he certainly suspected something was up.
*He actually assumed something was off from the start. In the chatrooms your typing style would change, you'd forget things as easily as the drop of a pin. Maybe you just had a bad memory? It happens to some people! Surely that was it.....
*When you first joined the RFA he would ask about your past, trying to get to know you better, only to be met with either excuses or "I don't want to talk about it."
*He called asking you to come over, that he'd like to talk to you. He sounded serious. While you were nervous you knew you couldn't just dismiss your lover's request.
*He confronted you about the last thing you've ever wanted to hear.
*He found out....
*You couldn't help but cry, despite such strong urges to hold back every emotion you could possible feel it all just spilled out.
*You loved him, you promised to be honest and open even if it was hard. So you told the truth. You were diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder, and that you had gone through hell and back from such a young age.
*He was pissed someone hurt you during a time of innocent, that you were forced to go through drastic survival measures. That because of someone you can't even remember your own life.
*Despite his own emotions he knew yours were much more important, and you needed him more than anything right now.
*He promised he'd do everything he can to help you. To get you the help you need and guide you along the way when you struggled.
*He even dedicated some RFA parties to people struggling with DID, and donated to charities to help. Any role involving an evil alter he denied, he knew it would do nothing but harm to contribute to the stigma.
*He loved you, all of you. No matter which part was in control he was there for all of it. He would help you start fresh, in a hell free life. You were free and safe now thanks to his help.
#mystic messenger x reader#mysmes#mystic messenger#mysmes x reader#zen#hyun ryu#mystic messenger zen#zen mystic messenger
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LETS TALK ABOUT YOU AND UME... whats your favvvvv selfhisp hc about you guys....
omg zennn i am feeling very similar to a starved / feral animal who was just presented a plate of fresh food 😭😭
okok so i know a really good spot to stargaze !! i go here all the time whenever the sky’s clear and i always go by myself hehe. when i first told ume, he was kind of disbelief bc ? ur telling me u go out in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night to stare at the sky ?? yes !! so he started joining me after (he’s such a sweet boy >: ). i don’t wear my glasses even when i stargaze however !! i know where all the stars r supposed to be so i can point them out.
we made a lil game of me pointing where a star is supposed to be, then ume’s supposed to connect the stars and guess the constellation im hinting at !! i got the direction and he’s got the vision <33 he also starting bring snackies msmsms he’s got them hidden in his pocket and pulls them out like “ta-da!” im gonna burst into tears
#umie!#🦢— mail !#🤍 from: zen !#THANKYOU😞#I LOVE YOU ZEN#ITS SO BAD TODAY#SO BAD#staring at him with heart eyes rn
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Compact Mirror with Zen! 🤍
Love ya!!
Hello hello! Thank you for the request! I hope you enjoy the fic 😊
I've taken this one as another excuse to ramble about my own personal Zen lore hehe
✧ Compact Mirror ~ Self-reflection and growth/progress
Zen's trailer is roomy, rigged up with anything he might need while on set. It's bigger than any other dressing room he has had while working on previous projects and certainly more lavish than the rooms he used to have while working on theatre productions.
It's surreal.
Unchanged from those days though, are the pictures he has tacked up on the walls around the mirror. Of his friends back home, of audiences full of fans, and of her. If he’s being honest, they’re mostly of her. His driving force, his biggest supporter, his great love. She’s in nearly every picture, smiling down at him as he gets ready between scenes.
On days like today, it’s those pictures that bring him comfort. He is a long way away from home working on this film (his biggest role yet, as she often reminds him). A few hours earlier he had phoned her to chat before he had to get back to work. At this moment, he’d guess that she’s at home in the living room, winding down after her own day of work.
Home. Over the past few years, the two of them have worked hard to turn their first house together into a proper home. They had moved out of the basement apartment not long after she became his manager, due to worries about their safety and his career taking off after the RFA party.
Now, despite how much luxury he has been exposed to while filming, he misses home more than ever.
Feeling homesick is a new experience for him. His parent’s house never really felt like home. His space was often invaded, he was never allowed to let go and be himself for fear of disappointing them and being told off. His most prized belongings were often hidden away to prevent them from being found and confiscated. As a child, his school music room often made him feel more comfortable than his own bedroom.
Then, when he left, he spent some time crashing on peoples’ sofas and leaky inflatable mattresses. Till this day he is endlessly thankful for the generosity of the people who took him in, but those spaces weren’t his to begin with. There wasn’t much to miss when he left.
That was the time he had started landing roles and found himself spending a lot of time in the rooms backstage. Before shows, warming up and resting and spending time with his fellow castmates.
He might not miss his couch surfing days, but he definitely misses the feeling of performing in theatre productions. There was something special about the communal feeling of a group of actors preparing for a show together, especially when he was still landing smaller roles and didn't ever get his own dressing room. The chaos of the last-minute costume changes, dashing around backstage to make it to places on time. The inside jokes the actors had between each other and the familiarity of old faces in new productions. His eyes search the pictures around his mirror for them now, pictures taken on a banged-up camera he had bought at the charity shop with one of his first pay checks.
The memories of the ambiance in those pictures forms a startling contrast to the silence of his trailer now. He’s the only one here, in a room that could fit so many of his friends and colleagues. While the peace is calming, it also serves as a reminder of how lonely he can get.
Landing film jobs has been a dream come true for Zen, and he is forever grateful for all the people who helped get him there. That being said, making the jump away from a scene he has been a part of for ten years was bittersweet. He knows he wouldn’t be where he is now if it weren’t for the people he worked with back then.
He can still remember the director of the first production he worked on. The one who gave him the job that would eventually allow him to rent his first apartment. He was kind, and saw what talent Zen had before most of the industry did. The job he gave him was the one that allowed him to leave his gang days behind and establish a real home for himself.
He will always be fond of his basement apartment. The box of belongings he had managed to bring with him when he left home, the letters from fans he had put up on the wall, his little keyboard (another gem from the charity shop) and the slow accumulation of things that were his. Nobody could tell him what to do with that space except for him.
Over the years, that apartment became the monument to his personal and professional growth. A few years in, he managed to buy himself a computer. His bedframe is one he bought and put together by himself. He even managed to afford a decent TV a year after moving in.
In the living room there was a stack of CDs from some of his favourite artists, a collection that stretches back to when he was still a teenager. Beside it, there was a stack of DVDs from his performances that were recorded. The day he got the first one, he put it next to the CD stack and then sat on the sofa, just to look at them side-by-side. His own performance, recorded for ever, bought by so many people to live in their homes forever.
It was the first time that he felt like he was leaving a mark on the world.
Since then, the stack has grown to include official cast recordings, performances, and now even the movies he has starred in.
He is fond of that apartment because it was his in every way. Paid for by his own hard work, furnished the way he wanted it to be. By contrast, he loves the new house because it is something he built together with his partner. The space is not his, made to accommodate her, but theirs in every detail.
He can find her touch in the paint on the walls (a job she insisted on doing herself) and the pattern of the bedsheets. Her belongings sit next to his on the shelves and their photos are clustered together on the walls. It's a home built on their love, and it's the one he misses the most when he's in this strange space.
Sometimes, in quiet moments like this, it's easy for Zen to lose himself in how far he has come and how much around him has changed. He stares at the pictures he has hanging up and loses himself in the memories.
He can vividly remember what he was feeling through each of those moments in his life. On the upper corner, there’s a picture of him sitting on stage surrounded by castmates, taken during rehearsals. His hair is messily tied back and his face is flushed but he’s smiling widely along with the rest of them. They had just worked through a big dance number and this was the first time they had gone through it properly on stage. He remembers how badly he wanted to do a good job and impress the actors he was working with.
Next to it, with the corner slightly overlapping the first picture, is one from the first RFA parties. Everyone looked terribly young and they were all posed so stiffly. They were still strangers then, without a clue of what they had stepped into. With some difficulty he remembers Rika calling out to them from behind the camera, reminding them to smile.
Then, there’s one where he’s surrounded by a group of fans. They had waited until after the show to ask for pictures and of course he had agreed. He remembers them giving him small gifts and flowers and he returned home with his hands (and heart) full. Then, when he finally made it back into his apartment – opening doors with your hands full of trinkets is harder than it looks – he was hit with a wave of loneliness. So many people liked the work he did, and they were so kind. But he still ended up at home alone every day, without anyone to share the joy with.
Little did he know how soon after that moment he’d meet the love of his life. It’s funny how those things work out. He wishes he could reach out to the person he was at each of those moments, when he was struggling and unsure and scared, and tell them that it would all lead to this moment.
His phone screen lights up and he is momentarily distracted. It's as if she can hear his train of thought, he thinks, as he answers her call.
"Honey! I was just thinking about you!"
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whenever youre free i wannaa hear moree about alexxx and youuu 🤍🤍🤍
okay okay so
here's a link to a carrd i made for alex (that way you know what he looks like at least)
me as an idol: - composer, producer + kind of writes lyrics? (barely ever) - dancer! and choreographer - in a group, no solo work beyond song writing for other artists
idol alex: - boy group, also a solo artist - composer, producer, lyricist - rapper + sub-vocalist - yk those idols who stay late after practice and spend late nights in their studios? him - v v dedicated to getting better at dancing especially - soothing singing voice, small range - sounds amazing singing in pop rap songs - his solo work leans more towards k-hiphop than kpop - we've collabed on a song before <3
us secretly dating: - HE'S SO BAD AT HIDING IT - zen you have no idea exactly how terrible he'd be at hiding it - boy gets sooo blushy and red it's insane - so in public he kinda avoids me entirely - even tries to avoid thinking abt me if he's on camera - this def changes as the relationship goes on but in the beginning, oh lord, he's a mess - we met and started talking when our groups covered a song together for some award show - the song we collabed on came a bit less than a year later - we spent so much time (over)thinking abt whether fans would guess we're dating or not, so we finished the final version much later than we thought we would - we've both got a more personal version of the song saved (for our ears only <3) - AND AND!! SITTING IN THE STUDIO TOGETHER SQUISHED NEXT TO EACH OTHER WHILE WE WORK - STAYING LATE CAUSE WE HAVE NO SCHEDULE FOR THE NEXT DAY AND WE TAKE A BREAK & WHEN I COME BACK FROM GETTING A CUP OF WATER I FIND ALEX ASLEEP ON THE COUCH (i mean, he says it's big enough and comfortable enough so let's both spend the night in the studio) (true to alex's word, the couch is comfortable enough and our backs and necks don't hurt in the morning) - when we're recording together we keep some of the parts we won't use in the final song just cause we like how the other person sounded there - SENDING EACH OTHER SNIPPETS OF OUR TRACKS WHEN WE GET HIT WITH SUDDEN INSPO AND MOTIVATION TYPING LIKE THIS! IN ALL CAPS! CAUSE WE'RE SO EXCITED - sending our schedules so we can see when we're free to call for a bit - watching each other's vlives and teasing abt the fan service (he, yet again, gets embarrassed abt it <3 i like to think i'd take it in stride but who knows)
mm yes that's all i can think of for now :>
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Hey y’all!
As my first post I wanted to share my @mysticmessengerenglish submission for their literary & art contest (I’ll be posting my art submission on the next few days 👀) Also don’t forget to check them out 💗✌️.
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Characters: Zen (Mystic Messenger) and Melanie (MMED)🤍💙
Word Count: 200-210
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The evening was going great, just as expected. It was a lovely day of June. And Zen, one of the wedding’s guest, had something really special planned for his girlfriend, Melanie. He, being really close with the groom, had made an agreement so that, when the bride threw the bouquet, it could be easily catched by Zen’s beloved girlfriend, Melanie.
As most of the guests had finished eating, the bride decided it was time to throw the bouquet, of course, no one suspected a thing. When she threw it, Melanie catched it, everything was going according to Zen’s plan.
He was standing right behind her. As the flowers were catched by her, Zen was kneeling, with a ring in his hand.
Melanie turned around, wanting to show her boyfriend the beautiful bouquet, but it almost fell from her hands as she saw Zen smiling at her from the ground.
“Melanie, my princess, would you make me the happiest man in the world and marry me?”
Tears of happiness began to form in her eyes.
“Hyun.. Oh my God- Yes!”
He smiled, got up and hugged her, they stayed like that for a few seconds.
After that beautiful scene, the bride and the groom congratulated them, and the evening went awesome.
The End 🤍💙
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To be honest I thought this would turn awful, but I really like it, hope yall enjoyed too! 💗
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hey sailor!!! HIIII!!! HRU?!?
for the ask game.. 3,6,18zzz ly 🤍
Hi Zen! I'm doing pretty good, just trying to get through this day, haha. Answering these asks are helping.
What fic of yours do you think is underrated?
Honestly...none of them, haha. I get love for most of my stuff - it's not tons, but that's ok with me. However, I have noticed that multi-chapter fics aren't as popular on Tumblr as one shots, which is a shame, because I'm so proud of The Better Man and North Star. I wish they'd get more exposure.
Do you outline your fics? If so, how?
I do..but I'm not as organized as I'd like. For The Better Man, I have a timeline of events because it is set in the canon world, from Levi's Underground days to the Battle of Trost. I'm a bit OCD about keeping my plot in line with canon events.
For North Star...I actually haven't done much outlining. I have notes of character and place names, but this story is so embedded in my heart, I haven't felt the need to outline. If that makes sense.
What's the most obscure thing you've researched for a fic?
I nerd out about research, and just like it's important for me to keep in line with canon events when I'm writing in the canon universe, I get very serious about writing things accurately. I wrote a fight scene between Levi and Kenny for The Better Man, and I spent a whole day research how to fight with a knife. For North Star, I researched how to train a wild horse. For my Actor!Levi one shot, I'm researching how actors do sex scenes, hehe. I don't know if the reader cares, but it's important to me to be somewhat accurate in my writing.
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Thanks for sending these! I'm glad we're moots and I'm looking forward to getting to know you more. <3
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Hyun let me take you away from all these cats♡ I'm the only kitty that won't make you sick,I promise💞
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Oh~
Pleeeeease let that be true please please please…
Hjhhhhjjkhhj&&$&//$$:8
Oh my god 🤍
-Zen🤍
#mama zenny ♡#in character#ask#zen’s admirer#ask blog#mystic messenger ask blog#age regression ask blog
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to my numero uno supporter and my first friend on tumblr........ i am gonnnaa make something you like... anything you want.... oc ship, fanart, personal art, anything, some paneled drawing or something? anything you pick... okay? take your timeeeeee and tell me! something from reference anything! anything from your stories. the bar is your imagination.
Zen,,,, I'm going to cry. You're literally the sweetest and you were my first friend here as well ❤️🩹 I'll always be your número 1 supporter ✨
If you ever have inspo to draw something related to the Haitanis or Inui, that'd be great! but if not, don't worry because I enjoy whatever you draw!!
And If I ever ask to do draw something, I'll definitely pay you, because art must be appreciated as it should💌
You made me really really happy with this message, i hope you have the day ever love 🤍
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Thank you 🤍
V.C.
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heart chakra, pumpkin seeds, orange, yellow, pink hearts.
'lmfao song' - party rock anthem
get up and go out and have a good time!
enjoy a slumber party with friends, a pool party, get into zen mode and just VIBE.
your spirit guides want you to go out there and shine and be in the moment. don't waste away your energy by just being to yourself a lot.
pink - you'd look good in it. its an essential piece to your vibe. your aura is pretty.
yellow - yellow dresses. pink skirts. fashionable. the yellow chakra, the solar plexus.
orange- pumpkins show up here. but i see a halloween carved pumpkin. get ready for that time of the year, plan a day to wear the coolest outfit that YOU come up with.
be a creative super star ! model etc.
323 - 444 - 777 - 888 - 999 are your numbers from your guides. watch out for them. travel is abundant.
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