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[moonchild-in-blue]

Have you ever noticed how Vessel has never actually said the words "I love you"? Like. He says it many, many times - each breath he takes is a confession - but he has never said it.

It's always "my love is / as (...)", "I'm full of the love you want", "like lovers", "your love", "(...) falling in love with me". The closest we get is "I made loving you (...)". Which still isn't quite the same as saying I love you.

It's almost like he needs to put some sort of barrier between what he feels and what he knows it's the truth to lessen the blow. Because he does love them, and will continue to do so, forevermore. No matter the cost of rain, through death. He's theirs unconditionally, even if it hurts him, right?

But they don't feel the same. He knows that. He begs for it, for them to fall for him, to take a bite, show him what it's like.

Vessel knows that they want his love, companionship, worship, whatever you want to call it, the way a wolf wants its prey. He knows that they keep him around, keep pretending to be falling in love with him, merely as play thing, a means to an end. He knows all of this and keeps loving anyway, knowing that his love doesn't matter.

You don't really love,

you just hate to be alone.

Because hiding behind big, fancy, flourished phrases like "I'll live like I've got missing limbs for you", and "My arms belong around you", and "We go beyond the farthest reaches", and -

And you know I'll be yours Just want to be worth it I will run like the wind till you follow me again

- is much easier than to admit the very simple and pathetic three-worded truth, knowing it is not reciprocated. Not anymore at least (if ever).

If what they say is "Nothing is forever", then what makes love the exception?

[twistedappletree]

[wagairah-wagairah]

Google photos will make a collage of photos from the worst days of your life at 3 am on a random Saturday and be like,

HEY REMEMBER THIS DAY!!?

[riecurrents]

jung eunchae said goodbye to moon okgyeong yesterday and it made me wonder if she meant "bye okgyeong as the maeran's prince" or "bye okyeong thats your last scene in the series" ⁉️

bc if it's the latter im gonna throw up and cry like what do u mean okgyeong's last line is this

[verooquieremimir]

08.30 | Happy birthday Zeno 💛☀️

[ckret2]

Okay, weird compliment: I love how obvious it is that you're familiar with Geometric Literature™, which is a weird-ass niche. You've directly referenced Flatland, of course, but you also give the vibes of someone who knows Sagan style science education and might have read Orphans of Chaos. Usually I read stories with a geometric component and they're kind of reinventing the wheel - Which isn't bad or anything! But you are Part of the Literary Tradition, instead of just writing the literature.

Oh thank you!! I have not read Orphans of Chaos, but that's something I'll have to look into now. Love me a good sci-fi/mythology blend.

When I was in college I took a course on the history of science by a dude with a Nobel in physics—not a class to teach science itself but to teach about how philosophers, mathematicians, and eventually scientists conceptualized the idea of what science is—and that's shaped how I've interacted with science and math ever since. (We also talked about cryptography some! All I remember now is the RSA algorithm lol.)

When I'm writing about the cosmology of the multiverse or Bill's backstory, I'm thinking about how math & science were explored in that class and about physics courses I've taken that discussed how major physics discoveries were made in the 19th and 20th centuries and about Flatland and Plato's Cave and old-old-school pre-Lovecraft cosmic horror, and all that together goes into it.

(If you haven't read it already, you might be interested in Machineries of Empire by Yoon Ha Lee! It's not quite geometric literature, but it's mathematical literature, and I really enjoyed the ideas it put forth.)

[jalluzas-ferney]

WAIWAEAITIWIAA CAN I TOUCH ON THE SUBJECT OF SOME PPL THINKING KAI IS SOME KIND OF BULLY TOWARDS JAY OR SMTH AND HOW STUPID THAT IS

like tbh lately I haven’t seen really any of that LATELY - but I remember some time ago someone had posted a gif of like the fight between Kai and Jay in Crystallized and like I think specifically the part where Jay starts the fight by fucking kicking Kai across the room (for accidentally dropping a glass of water and who btw gen apologized for immediately 😁)

Okok so some, if not a lot of ppl, in the comments/reblogs were like “ouh yeah way to go jay 🤗🥳” “It doesn’t surprised me that he’s finally standing up for himself after all that bullying from Kai after so many years 🥺” “oh Kai deserves it for always teasing-“ yeah yeah BLAH BLAH BLAH you get the GIST

and OOHHH that RREAAALLY pushed some buttons for me cuz WHAT💀💀💀💀💀BAHAH BE SO FUCKING FR IM SORRY BUT WHAT😭😭😭

Y’all the ninja have always made fun of each other like- the whole series. And if it looks like Kai goes especially after jay or whatever- yeah- it doesn’t surprise me that he would be poking even more fun at the man dating his sister 😭😭ESPECIALLY knowing him? Like hello 💀

But he’s even SUPPORTIVE of their relationship - are y’all forgetting how he literally helped Jay practice to propose Nya to be his Yang 😭😭😭😭

And OHH - have we perhaps forgotten ab how when jay was fucking DROWNING while he was trying to get out of the situation- he LITERALLY thought to himself “what would kai do?” LIKE BRO HE LOOKS UP TO HIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 BEFORE THINKING- “oh what would master Wu do or Zane do” -he was like- “no- what would Kai do?”

And YAALLLL wanna erase this bond they have 😨😨 NUH UH NONE OF THAT - y’all are not about to pretended Kai is some kind of huge bully towards your “little baby boy jay “or whatever as if they don’t love each other at all (as brothers/bsfs)

(I’m kinda scared of posting this cuz I don’t wanna come off as aggressive but this legit makes me laugh so damn hard cuz of how STUPID it is 😭😭)

[kaciidubs]

Why 😭 is he 😭 so hot 😭😭😭😭😭 it not fair 😭😭😭😭

[books-books-smolderinglooks]

Beloved prince in purple.. 💜💜

[exycourtbesties]

happy new year!!! some sweet andreil boys 🫶

[winnie-the-monster]

[butchlifeguard]

im up painting and kind of heated about the 'not like other girls' stereotype. 'ohh i pretended to like soccer and playing cod because i wanted to be different from other girls it was such obvious internalized misogyny 💀💀' yes but. girls can like those things why are we pretending like theyre inherently not things women would ever organically do

[gardeninthevoid]

you remember that episode of gravity falls, "boss mabel"?

mabel is sincerely convinced that if she was in charge of the giftshop things would be better for everyone. so grunkle stan says aight bet and leaves her in charge. and she's got stars in her eyes, and she's exceedingly kind and polite to everyone. and then they either take advantage of it or squander it, and she ends up having to run around putting out fires, all with a smile on her face. and the anxiety and rage and exhaustion just build up and build up, until, finally, she SNAPS. y'all remember that?

this is what's gonna happen to aziraphale in season 3.

[quietwingsinthesky]

just going to keep this au tucked into the back of my mind for the rest of the show btw. doctor who if his companions literally would not leave him alone. he keeps getting new companions and they’re just. integrated into the tardis family. bonding over how much they all love this weird pathetic spaceman who has enriched and/or ruined their lives.

[troybarnesbabygirlconfirmed]

if someone doesn’t know what trobed is, this is basically all they have to know to get the gist

[berhudar]

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