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SILVER SPRINGS | MIRANDY
Time cast a spell on you, but you won't forget me.
#miranda priestly#andrea sachs#mirandy#the devil wears prada#someone please take my phone away from me#thank you charot#seriously though#I have been listening to songs that would make me seem heartbroken#girl.....#I have no boyfriend or girlfriend since birth 🙂#I am single by choice#english is not my first language
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i’m beginning to think there’s a kind of indestructibility that comes with the territory of your first heartbreak being from your parents.
like, what are you going to do to hurt me? my superheroes chose religion over me. good try though
#alex talks#not writing#idk how to tag this#parental trauma#toxic family#no contact#if anyone has suggestions for how to better tag this lmk#i was just thinking about how i am relatively unbothered by people hurting me like yes it sucks but is it Worse?#i’ve literally been divorced because the idea of me post Hypothetical top surgery was not worth staying married to#and that was like. ok damn ouch. and it really hurt for a while#but nothing will touch the og hurt!!#(i am thinking about this because i had two facetime calls with my parents in the span of a month#in which it was reiterated that i am an Unreasonable Child for asking that my sexuality and gender id be Acknowledged let alone respected#and that the Love Of God is our example and we can love each other through differences of opinion#finally got to vocalize how hurt i’ve been over the last decade by their bigotry and got Literally ignored)#🙂 (heartbroken)#i’ve been trying to decide whether to even post about this where anybody could see it because it feels very real and raw and scary#but you know what i have no qualms about my own side of this story being public#and i think that if my parents didn’t want to look like villains they should have behaved less villainously#thank u for coming to my ted talk that is all#wait no it isn’t#if you’re reading this and your parents have ever made you feel like who you are is not important: they are NOT always right#you deserve to exist as you are#and that isn’t possible for everyone but it doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to take up space#ok that’s it for real
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we better get a part 2 for that ford fic YOU KNOW WHICH ONE IM TALKING ABOUT
🙂maybe- okay this is my formal apology to those I’ve hurt with the Ford fic by being a little brutal at the end.
Part 1
*a few hours after the confession*
‘You what?!’ Stan exclaimed as Ford finished telling him about his current situation.
‘Stanley please not so loud, they could hear you-‘
‘You walked away from the person you liked, and not only did you walk away from them but you walked away from them AFTER they confessed to you?! What the fuck Stanford!’ Stan ignored his brother and continued to yell, not understanding how badly Ford has truly fucked his chances with you this badly, god knows if Ford will ever get the chance to make up for this because Stan knows from Mabel that you were heartbroken. ‘What were you thinking?!’ He adds, becoming angry on your behalf since you were too distraught to even feel anything other then anguish.
‘I don’t know! I fucked up I get it!’ Ford replied, equally as frustrated at his actions earlier today, feeling his heart break each time he walked past your room just to hear heartbroken sobs and questions regarding your self worth and it was all because of him. Ford then sits himself down on the edge of his bed and rested his head in his hands, his mind replayed what could’ve been the happiest moment in his life, had he not been stupid enough to get up and walked away from you without explanation.
Stupid Ford, stupid. He thought to himself.
‘I thought this was what you wanted.’ Stan said as he calmed himself down upon seeing how bad his brother was taking this as he sat himself down next to Ford. ‘Isn’t being with them something you’ve always dreamed of happening one day? So why sabotage it for yourself and them?’ Stan then asked as he watched his brother with an observant eye, watching Ford as he caress the lucky stone you gifted him when coming across it while walking through the woods one day.
‘They deserve better than me Stanley.’ Ford said softly as he puts the lucky stone back into his coat pocket where it felt heavier than a small stone should, reflective of his guilt in what he did to you, and your hypothetical life together. He had you saying what he’s always dreamt you’d say, but he didn’t feel as though he was worthy of you and that you needed someone better; so he walked away and out of a beautiful, happy life with you because of his insecurities.
‘They wanted you Stanford, they always wanted you.’ Stanley reassures him with a firm hand on his shoulder. ‘It’s why they confessed to you because they want to be with you no matter what, they mustered up the courage to confess to you despite the fear of rejection, hoping that you wouldn’t be the reason their heart breaks and instead be the reason it laughs and smiles.’ He adds in hopes it encourages Ford to seek you out and makes things right, that and he wants to call you is sibling in law one day, not that he’d ever admit it aloud to anyone.
‘And yet I broke their heart by walking away regardless.’ Ford said defeated as he clenched his firsts. ‘What a fool I’ve been, blinded by insecurity and shame of myself that I didn’t see the hurt I was putting them through in the process.’ Ford then stands up with a look of determination. ‘I must make things right.’
‘Yes!’ Stan exclaimed as he stand up next to Ford, smiling widely as pride flooded his chest. ‘Yes you should! Go get them tiger!’ He cheers as he watched Ford march towards the door before looking back at his brother with a soft smile.
‘Thank you Stanley.’
Stanley smiles back at Ford, winking. ‘All in a days work of being the best twin in existence.’ He said jokingly.
Ford could only chuckle at this as he left his room to venture up the stairs and soon find himself outside your door once more as the nerves came back to him tenfold, but Ford knew that he needed to do this, that he needed to make things right with you once and for all. He takes a deep breath as his heart hammers in his chest as he knocks on your door and awaited.
You opened the door, looking worse for wear with dead eyes that were red from all the tears you’ve shed, wearing a fleece hoodie that Ford remembered brought you comfort from a long day at work, and just looking like you just needed a hug. ‘What do you want Ford.’ You said with no affection in your voice but more so annoyance and hurt.
‘I’ve…’ Ford found himself unable to speak again, he couldn’t convey his feelings into words at all and everything was screaming at him to leave you alone once again, to leave before he brook your heart even further but Ford wanted to be by your side to help heal your heart instead. ‘I’ve come to make things right my dear.’ He finally said and god did it feel good to finally say what his heart wanted to say at long last.
‘How?’ You questioned shortly, wanting nothing more than to shut the door in his face to make him feel how you felt, but your heart still beats for him whether you like it or not, even if he were to crush it in his hands you’d still love him regardless and that was the undeniable, undisputed truth.
‘By hoping that you’d let me help heal your heart and your trust in me again.’ Ford began, ‘I was a fool to leave you after you bore your heart to me my dear and I greatly apologise for that, in truth I like you too but to an extent that it goes beyond words to describe it accurately enough.’ Ford then reached into his pocket and pulled out the lucky stone you gave him and presented it to you.
Your eyes widened, you didn’t think he’d keep such a silly thing but knowing he did only made your heart crave him more. ‘Ford…’
‘Until I have earned your trust and heart back, I shall return the gift you have given me in hopes that one day I shall be lucky enough to be given it again.’ Ford continues with a somber smile but when you started chuckling, Ford couldn’t help but be a little confused. ‘You silly, silly man.’ You said as you gently pushed his outstretched hand back towards himself, ‘the stone is yours to keep, not give back and while yeah I’m hurt by what you did but I know deep down I could never hate nor distrust you ever. I like you too much to suddenly hate you.’ You admitted and Ford quickly pocket the stone before pulling you into his arms, holding you as tight as he could while burying his face into your neck.
‘Thank you my love, thank you so much for entrusting me with your heart.’ Ford said, voice slightly muffed but you were happy to be in his arms and found yourself smiling widely as tears of happiness streak down your face.
‘I’ll always entrust you with my heart, why do you think I gave you the lucky stone to begin with?’ You asked and suddenly everything same sense to Ford as he pulls away from you to lean forwards and kiss you on the lips softly, awkwardly but endearingly as you hummed in content, happy to have your happy ending become reality.
#gravity falls x reader#gravity falls imagine#gravity falls imagines#gravity falls#ford pines x you#ford pines imagines#ford pines imagine#ford pines x reader#stanford pines x you#stanford pines imagines#stanford pines imagine#stanford pines x reader
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*In the NRC Groupchat*
Kalim: @Jamil Are we inlove? 🥺
Jamil: ...
MC: He got no time for that.
Ace: Why are you answering for him?
MC: He's my spirit animal. I feel him.
Epel: LOL 🤣
Kalim: But I saw Jamil dancing and he seemed heartbroken...
Ace: ...
Epel: ...
MC: ...
MC: I'm like that too when I'm delulu.
Ace: Bro—
Malleus: Child of man, yours are not delusions.
Malleus: I do love you. 💞
Leona: Ah great. Here comes the big delulu. 😒
Azul: I could smell jealousy.
Idia: MC should just give way to these two.
Idia: They still have plenty to choose from.
Jamil: Yes.
MC: Wow. You were silent for a while.
Jamil: Because it feels awkward being in the same groupchat with you.
MC: ???
Ace: 👀
Epel: Drama.
Kalim: Why? Did the two of you fight?
Leona: I'm going back to sleep. I have no time for this.
Malleus: Good riddance.
Leona: Fuck you.
Idia: Lovers.
*Leona went offline.*
Azul: 🤣🤣🤣
MC: Anyway—
MC: You have a problem with me, Jamil?
Jamil: I have feelings for you.
MC: WHAT?
*Jamil went offline.*
MC: ...
Kalim: ...
Ace: BRO—
Epel: Rook's gonna like this.
Malleus: ...
Azul: ...
Idia: ...
Azul: You shouldn't think of pursuing him.
Kalim: Why not? Jamil's a great guy.
MC: ...
MC: Nah. Azul's right. I feel that he doesn't like his feelings towards me.
Malleus: Thank the great sevens.
Ace: This is not the time for that. 🙂
#twisted wonderland#twst mc#twst jamil#twst kalim#twst malleus#twst leona#twst azul#twst epel#twst ace#twst nrc
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Toman Groupchat
Warnings: swearing, suggestive, "homophobia", mentions of death
Desc:
Smiley: dude
Smiley: i mean, babe
Smiley: nah, i'm gonna stick with dude
Smiley: it's gonna take a while for me to be romantic cause lwky this is weird but we like each other so that's cool but also
Smiley: i never thought i'd date a dude
Mitsuya: you're making it weird
Smiley: but like, i'm less gay than other gay people
Mitsuya: not really
Smiley: no, no, it makes sense
Smiley: you're pretty, and girls are pretty
Smiley: so
Mitsuya: i have a penis
Mitsuya: and i'm a very obvious male
Mitsuya: but if this is how you cope, then sure
Mitsuya: besides. this isn't like, a serious relationship. we're goofing around
Smiley: yeah exactly
Smiley: don't fall in love with me or anything 😁
Mitsuya: you make it very hard to do so, so don't worry about that 🙂
Smiley: ouch, but fair
Smiley: do you wanna, yk
Smiley: wink wink
Smiley: 👉👌 👀
Mitsuya: ...what does that mean?
Smiley: ...are you pretending you don't know
Mitsuya: ?
Mitsuya: oh
Mitsuya: sex?
Mitsuya: dude, just say that
Mitsuya: you also forget that i'm less experienced than you
Smiley: you've been gay for longer though
Mitsuya: i've never dated anyone, Nahoya😐
Smiley: oh shit
Smiley: first name basis
Smiley: we're moving really fast
Smiley: i have commitment issues
Mitsuya: this is kind of funny. why are you tweaking
Smiley: being gay is weird
Mitsuya: you're bi
Smiley: doesn't change anything. liking men is gay🤢
Smiley: ...
Smiley: send nudes
Mitsuya: lol
Mitsuya: no
Smiley: c'mon 😏
Mitsuya: please don't use that emoji
Smiley: 😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏
Mitsuya: dude
Smiley: ok fine
Smiley: come to my place tonight
Smiley: Angry's hanging out with Hakkai and the annoying ass duo
Smiley: they're both annoying duo's, actually
Mitsuya: there are a lot of annoying duo's here. but i assume you're talking about Mitchy and Chifuyu
Smiley: yeah yeah
Smiley: you coming?
Mitsuya: i'm a switch, by the way
Smiley: fuck that
Smiley: nothings going in my hole
Mitsuya: consider it
Smiley: no😐
Mitsuya: how is that fair
Smiley: i'm the man, of the relationship
Mitsuya: we're both men
Smiley: would you stop saying that
Smiley: ...am i being homophobic?
Mitsuya: yeah. i'm not surprised though
Mitsuya: i'll let you off for now. but i'm a switch, so i'll switch eventually 🥱
Mikey: so
Mikey: i'm not sure how you two haven't noticed that this is the groupchat
Mikey: but this is a heads up, cause things are getting 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂
Baji: you fucking idiot
Baji: Mikey i'll kill you
Baji: why didn't you wait till Mitsuya sent the nudes 🤨??
Hakkai: if this isn't a prank i'm going to kill myself 🤣
Chifuyu: LMFAOOOOOOOOOO
Angry: i'm so sad
Angry: why did i have to find out like this
Angry: you said we'd tell each other everything, Smiley 😞
Draken: i thought sworn brothers share secrets but okay
Draken: this is the second time this has happened
Draken: never telling you anything about Emma again
Draken: i'm happy for you, but i'm pissed
Draken: also
Draken: Smiley? of all people
Draken: full offense
Angry: hey🙁
Angry: Smiley's great
Draken: that's a blatant lie
Draken: he's great to *you*
Angry: 😠
Mikey: so you guys are dating huh😋
Mikey: never would've expected the 2 of you, specifically
Mikey: this is so odd
Mikey: i can't even make fun of this. i'm just confused 😭
Baji: Mitsuya should sent the nudes. i need blackmail
Baji: send them
Mitsuya: are you stupid
Baji: we both know the answer to that question
Mikey: can you guys tell me how this came about
Draken: is Hakkai okay
Hakkai: no
Hakkai: just jokes🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Hakkai: Taka-chan, i'm very happy for you 😍
Hakkai: i'm not heartbroken at all😭😭😭💔💔💔😭😭👌💔💔😭👌🫶
Hakkai: this is all okay
Mitsuya: are you okay? i'm confused
Draken: Hakkai's in love with you
Mikey: Ken-chin💀??
Mitsuya: yeah sure
Hakkai: DRAKEN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
Hakkai: that's simply not true😂
Hakkai: that's so absurd
Chifuyu: you are NOT helping your case
Draken: Mitsuya would be dumb, to NOT know
Baji: where's Smiley 💀
Baji: bullied so many people for being gay
Baji: whole times he's topping a twink
Mikey: could be bottoming
Mikey: Mitsuya's a switch, remember
Smiley: i didn't "bully" anyone 😁🖕
Smiley: i just didn't agree with your homosexual lifestyles
Smiley: and i happened to vocalize that 🙂↕️✊️
Smiley: freedom of speech
Draken: didn't you call Takemitchy the f slur
Smiley: no, but i should've
Baji: i call him that all the time
Baji: i can say it legally, though
Smiley: cause you are one
Angry: Smiley😠
Smiley: he is??
Baji: so are you
Smiley: what about it
Hakkai: i'll kill you with my bare hands
Hakkai: who said that, lol😂
Draken: you can't do that. we're texting
Draken: we saw the text
Mikey: please tell me how this happened
Mikey: i need to know in full detail
Smiley: i need to know your mom in full detail
Mikey: first of all, lame👎
Mikey: i guess being gay made you fall off in the humor department
Mikey: second of all
Mikey: my mother is DEAD. the only details she has are her skeleton. now answer my question
Draken: you really need to deal with that, dude
Mikey: no need
Mikey: WAIT
Mikey: is this when we dared you guys to kiss
Mikey: did a switch flip
Mikey: a connection
Mikey: a spark
Draken: man, poor Hakkai
Hakkai: what's your problem with me
Draken: i'm here to talk, man. this is rough
Smiley: you know what, so what if i fuck twinks
Mitsuya: we haven't had sex but okay
Mikey: please break up
Mikey: this is gonna fuck up the group dynamic 😭🙏
Draken: i agree
Angry: guys!
Hakkai: i also agree haha
Hakkai: i'm joking. as long as Taka-chan is happy
Hakkai: 😔🫶
Mitsuya: do we need to talk, Hakkai?
Hakkai: no
Smiley: you snooze you loose, Shiba😁
Hakkai: i see
Hakkai: do you realize i'm in your house
Hakkai: Angry and i are in his room
Smiley: i'm always up for a fight 😈
Mitsuya: no??
Mitsuya: what are you guys on about
Hakkai: Taka-chan, forgive me in advance
Angry: i'll cry 😥😓
Smiley: don't
Smiley: it's a friendly fight 😁
Mikey: is it okay if i come watch
Mikey: is that insensitive of me?
Mikey: idk why i asked, i'm gonna do it anyway 😇🤞
#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers manga#tokyo revengers smau#tokyo revengers texts#tokrev#sano manjiro/mikey#ryuguji ken/draken#baji keisuke#matsuno chifuyu#mitsuya takashi#shiba hakkai#kawata souya/angry#kawata nahoya/smiley#kawata brothers#tokyo revengers groupchat#chat how the fuck do i end these#it's been 3 years😭#this was lwky ass but anyway#smiley x mitsuya
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HOI🖖👽 sooooOOOOOooo can you do a Tom kaulitz x fem! reader
Like were he says sumthing he didn’t mean like:example,he said something about ur past that’s a VERY touchy subject during an argument
Add fluff at the end pls🙏🙏🙏🥺
(IF UR NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THID ITS OK 👌🙂🙂🙂)
MK HOT STUFF GURLYS GOTTA GOOO😜😜😜😜 BOIIIIIIYUHHHH👋👋👋👋
hiii cutie ofc
I didn't mean it
PAIRINGS: Tom 2014 x Female reader CONTENT: ANGST + FLUFF SYPNOSIS: During an argument Tom brings up something really touchy from the past as an insult, you're heartbroken and hurt from his words, he instantly apologises and tries to make it up to you. A/N: AHHH WARNINGS: yelling, !!!!VERY GRAPHIC MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND A SMALL MENTION OF RAPE!!!!!!!!
Me and Tom were yet again in an argument, I got upset at him because he's been neglecting me, staying out late, not even touching me or holding me, nothing.
I brought it up to him this morning and it just exploded into an argument, him being defensive as usual.
"I'm so sick of you being so fucking controlling y/n!" he grunted, storming up the stairs. I scoffed and followed him closely "don't walk away from me Tom! You always do this, always running away when confronted with the truth!" I yelled.
"Because you take things so seriously! I just wanted time alone is that so hard to ask for?" he sighed heavily.
I grunted, him clearly not getting the point, "it's not that I don't want you to have alone time it's just that you're basically avoiding me!" I followed him into the bedroom, he was trying to find something to do to disract himself.
"Listen to me!" I grabbed his arm and turned him to face me, my eyes staring deeply into his, rage washing over them. "There's nothing to talk about!" he pushed past me, going into the bathroom.
I kept on yelling at him, following him into it, he turned around, hand on the doorframe and yelled "no wonder why your friend killed himself, he couldn't fucking stand being around you and neither can I"
My heart shattered instantly, the memories of my best friend killing themselves, him being in my arms as he died.
LISTEN TO TV BY BILLIE EILISH PAST THIS POINT I SWEAR IT MAKES A HUGE DIFFERENCE
6 years ago my best friend Arnie died, he was a gentle soul. He was gay and was heavily bullied about it, drowned in the toilets, food thrown at him, followed home. Arnie had learned to have thick skin, not allowing that to get to him, he knew they were just miserable with their lives and I loved that about Arnie.
The last straw for Arnie was when he was raped at a house party in 2008, the last time I saw him happy was when we seperated, I was hooking up with a random boy and he wished me goodluck. When I finished and tried to find Arnie, he was sprawled across a bed, bleeding from his back side.
I rushed to his aid and discovered that he was raped. Arnie was different after that, didn't insult back, was super quiet, didn't hang out with me after school like we usualy did.
I tried to offer help but nothing worked. One day I went to his house, he wasn't answering my calls or texts and his parents were out of town for the week. I found it weird that the door was unlocked, I went inside and into his bedroom.
I wish I didn't see what he had done, everyday it replays in my mind. I have nightmares about it every few nights.
I walked into his bathroom, he was in the bathtub, wrists on the edge of the tub, cut so deeply. I stood there for a second, shocked, trying to take in what I saw. After 10 seconds I screamed, running to him and holding him tightly, examining his wounds. 7 deep cut wounds, he was bleeding so much, the bathroom tiles covered in them.
My knees smudged the blood around as I held him, sobbing uncontrollably. "No no no..arnie you're ok.." I whispered, stroking his hair gently. He looked at me briefly, the life draining from his eyes "i'm sorry...i love you.." he muttered before taking his last breath, dying in my arms.
I screamed for him, my vocal cords ready to burst. Some neighbours called the police from my screaming, they came in and rushed to the scene, practically ripping me off Arnie.
"No! No no no! He'll be ok!" I sobbed, trying to get back to him, "ARNIE!" I screamed, the female officer held me close, stroking my hair softly, "he's gone baby...i'm sorry.." she whispered softly, I looked up at her, a tear falling down her cheek.
I buried my face into her chest, her vest cold and hard on my face.
They carried his body out, I couldn't bare to look and just stood there frozen. Later on the police women gave me a note he wrote, it read:
Dear my beloved Y/N,
I'm so sorry you have to read this, I'm sorry for even doing this. I know it's stupid and I know i'm supposed to have thick skin but I can't do it anymore, after what he did to me I haven't been able to eat, sleep or do anything properly, it runs through my head all the time, that memory of what he did never leaves my memory. It's driving me crazy Y/N, I wanted to stay strong for you, I wanted us to grow up and see each other get married, have kids, go through breakups together, live our 20s to the fullest, party like theres no tomorrow but I can't do it anymore. I wanted to be your best friend forever, be friends until we die, but I guess my fate is early. You know I love you more than life itself, you showed me it's ok to be me. You helped and guided me through everything but it's time for me to go, I love you and I'll be watching over you. Keep being your weird self and never forget me
Your soulmate, Arnie.
My heart was shattered into a million pieces, I still have that note to this day, I can't leave the house without it near me.
I got a tattoo of the last line, in his handwriting, 'your soulmate, arnie'. (inspired by evieskiess book my one and only <3)
BACK TO PRESENT:
My eyes widened, heart breaking into a million pieces, the heartbreak from that night coming back. My body went stiff, frozen in place. Unable to say anything.
Toms face instantly softened, he rushed towards me and started to apologise profusely, "oh honey no..i'm so sorry, I was just mad and I wasn't thinking straight, you know I didn't mean it", I looked at him, a stray tear falling down my cheek.
"Don't touch me.." I whispered softly, pushing him off me and walking to the bed, sitting on it. I bursted out into tears, sobbing uncontrollably, the tears unable to stop. All the pain I had tried to forget coming back.
He rushed to my side and held me tightly, "no baby..I'm so sorry, I'm so so so sorry" his voice thick with emotion, I could tell he was telling the truth but I was just so shocked, so hurt by his harsh words.
"Why.." my voice broke slightly "why would you say such a thing.." I choked out a sob, covered my mouth with my hands, they were trembling violently.
"I don't know..it was an in the moment thing, I didn't mean it at all, I'm so sorry baby I will do anything to make it up to you I swear, I love you with all my heart" he started to cry, tears falling down his cheeks as he buried his face in my shoulder.
My heart ached at him crying, I really wanted to forgive him but my heart just couldn't. I stood up and sighed, "I'm sleeping on the couch.." he nodded, standing up and brushing stray hairs from my face, kissing my forehead softly.
"I love you baby..." he whispered before letting me go, I turned my head to look at him and sighed "i love you too.." before walking off to the living room.
I sat on the couch, staring into nothing, my heart heavy and my eyes red. I rolled up my sleeve and stared at the tattoo, grazing a finger over it. I grabbed the note from my pocket and held it against my chest, laying back onto the couch, slowly falling asleep.
A few hours later I was woken up by soft arms wrapping around my waist, holding me close. I turned around, placing the note in my pocket and looking up at Tom.
"I know you didn't mean it baby..but I'm still hurt" I mumbled, he nodded slowly "I know baby..I know..i'm so sorry" he rested his chin on my head, stroking my hair softly just like the female officer did. I felt comforted, safe in his arms, again, just like I felt with the female officer.
"Do you want to go back to bed schatz?" he said softly, I sniffled and nodded, getting up and holding his hand, walking towards our shared bedroom. I grabbed one of his shirts and put it on, slipping into bed.
He smiled softly and slipped behind me, pulling me closer and wrapping his strong arms around my frame, keeping me warm and safe. "I'll make it up to you..I swear" he sighed, kissing the top of my head lightly.
"I'll be home more, I'll take you to band practices, I'll take you out with me, I'll do anything for you baby, I'm sorry I neglected you, treated you so badly.." his voice shaky "I love you, you're my world, my beautiful wife, my light. I'll do anything it takes to change, anything at all" I slowly turned around again, looking up at him, looking into his eyes for any sign of deceit, but all that presented was sincerity. Pure honesty. His eyes soft and gentle, willing to do anything for me.
I tucked a stray stand behind his ear, kissing him softly. "I love you..thankyou for that.." I smiled softly.
"I've always wondered though, why do you always keep his note with you?" he tilted his head, genuinely curious. I chuckled softly, "I don't know, it's the only thing I have left of him, something to remember him by" I frowned, tears welling up in my eyes again, "it's a reminder to me that he loved me and to keep going without him" Tom winced at my pain, stroking my hair gently and nodding.
"I understand..I'll keep it safe for you always" he kissed me softly, I smiled "thankyou baby.." I muttered before falling asleep in his arms.
E/N: I sobbed so hard while writing this no joke
tags: @itsmealaiah @tomscumdump @tomkaulitzloverr @tomscumdoll @syylss @ge-billsgf @miyukafujii @charliesgoodboy @20doozers @ballhair @bkaulitzlover
#tom kaulitz#bill kaulitz#tokiohotel#gustav schäfer#georg listing#tom kaulitz x reader#tom kaulitz x you#tom kaulitz x y/n#tom kaulitz angst#tom kaulitz fluff#ilovetomkaulitzhessobaeiwanthimtofuckmerightnow#ilovetomkaulitzmybfomg#i love him#i love tommy#i love tom#tom kaulitz tokio hotel#sad fic#tw depressing stuff#kaulitz twins#cw
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Y’all I finally finished Stone Ocean and I am heartbroken and crying my eyes out. I have never felt such betrayal and sadness from a show why must you do this to us Araki, I don’t even think Diego Brando or Joseph Joestar could make me feel better ☹️
Anyways I love these two with my whole heart and nothing happened to them and nothing ever bothered them for forever and ever and they got married a couple months after they fought Pucci. Obviously. 🙂
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How would the mob boys react to their kid (any genders🙂) being bullied in school bf stalked and harassed because of what they dads do.
Love this so much, they would be fiercely protective for the most part. I'm going to separate it between if they have sons or daughters because they would react differently <3
Mob! Leo
With daughters:
He notices a change, she's more quiet and reserved. Getting up later on school days and dragging her feet when it's time to go in.
He asks directly "what's going on? Is something wrong at school?"
she starts to cry and explains that some of the girls have been calling her names and because the popular boy hates her and they're sucking up to him. He hates her because his dad lost his job due to Leo
Leo tells her exactly what to do: "take. no. shit." They want to name call? He gives her some names she can call back and trust me, they are not playground friendly.
They want to shove past her? Put pins in the shoulder part of your school blazer, see how they like shoving you then.
Do not fight fair, stand your ground and take no prisoners
he pays a visit to the popular kids dad and tells him a few things about how to raise his kid. No body messes with his kid after that.
With sons:
His kid is pretty upfront about it "dad, I'm getting picked on because this kid's dad lost his job because of you"
he's stunned and feels bad but has a plan
This kid is pussying around actually hitting Leo's son, so make the first hit. Make it hard, knock him on his ass and then tell him that his dad's job won't be the only thing he'll lose when Leo finds out about this.
That shut that kid up for good.
Mob! Raph
With daughters:
He's legit heartbroken when he finds out she's getting picked on because she got in a bar brawl with this other kid's dad
he knows it's his fault and that fact his kid is suffering for his actions... Not ok.
He's... Not great with advice for children
"Get 'em in the bathroom. No cameras, no witnesses. The throat is the best place to aim for, just don't let 'em bite you, ok?"
when he gets called into the principle's office because his little girl made another little girl need stitches, he only has this to say "Teach your kids not to be little shits, because I'm teaching mine to break jaws"
end of
With sons:
He's protective but also doesn't want his son to back down and be a coward
a little "come on, kid. Anger is the only emotion that's gonna solve this, don't cry..."
similar advice, tho
"Hit first, leave 'em bleeding. Don't forget to kick 'em while they're down"
He just threatens the principle after that incident, Raph is big enough to always get his own way
Mob! Mikey
With daughters or sons, he wouldn't be different:
He does not beat around the bush
he also does not play fair or like that his kid is suffering because of shit he did
"Bite 'em"
*the child was too stunned to speak*
"Make them regret even looking at you, leave them bleeding and maimed with chunks missing"
that was a speedy call to the school for him
because Mikey's kid is crazy enough (like their daddy) to go through with it
he arrives and his kid has blood on his/her teeth and dripping down their chin onto their white shirt
When Mikey sounds calm, he's most dangerous
"I wonder how the school board and papers would feel about my kid being bullied so badly he/she had to resort to this kind of violence to defend themselves. I think you'd lose your job, I think this school would make every headline for the next two months. I know they'll find you face down in the river not long after..."
No expulsion! Yay!
Mikey is also banned from school ground forever...
Mob! Donnie
With daughters:
He just imparts some psychological warfare tactics
gasslighting these girls, making them question their own sanity
"...And then, when that's all done, you start dropping very subtle hints that you're the one leaving the beheaded pigeons in their bag, on their doorstep, ect. Not too obvious, but so *they* know it was you"
it's pure insanity what he tells them to do
but if they won't do it, they know he will so...
It gets ugly so fast
like, the bully drops out of school for a stay in an inpatient treatment centre bad
he's never been more proud of his kid after that
He really hates bullies and loves making them pay.
With sons:
Similar to Raphael, he doesn't want to raise a "pussy" as he puts it....
More direct as Donnie has no respect for anymore really but values women more then men still
gives his son a knife and gloves and tells him to cut this kid's dad's break line
and to draw a picture in crayon of the kid's dad in hospital with lots of blood and x's for eyes
that gets him called into the school
but Donnie just twists it into a sympathetic gesture (it clearly was not) and his son gets away with it
he Hates bullies. Like, a lot.
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Hello! Did any of brozone brothers (or Poppy or Viva) have a dud egg? How did they react?🙂
Hello to you! 💖
Dud eggs don't happen very often but the timing can be cruel in some cases. 😢
Duds are mostly brought on from stress/adrenaline. Perhaps when something out of the norm affects their head?
The only ones between them that have had dud eggs are John Dory, Viva and Bruce.
Bruce - had three duds before he had Bruce Jnr. I think in a way his body was still trying to figure out whether having babies with Brandy was even possible! He was very excited when the first dud came because he didn't know it was a dud. Then he held it up to the light. No baby. Sad Bruce.
But you know that joke where you're trying to print something, it doesn't print so you bash the button heaps more times? Suddenly all of them print one after the other?
That's what happened to Bruce. 😆 😏 😂
Random thought: 💭 Maybe the eggs eventually turn to crystal? Like how Floyd turned to crystal?
John Dory- had one almost immediately after he left his family. He thought it was a solo egg and he was annoyed. He had just given up a huge responsibility and fate was going to give him another one?!
Big ol' John Dory, so full of himself that he has his own egg.
Nope. Dud.
If he said he wasn't upset that there was no baby, he would be a liar.
Viva - Poor Viva really wanted a baby. She had gotten to a point at the Hole n Fun where she didn't want to plan her life around waiting on the possibility of being rescued or being eaten or anything else! She decided a solo egg was the best choice for her at the time. When her hair started showing symptoms, she was ecstatic!
The dud egg devastated her.
She was heartbroken and couldn't bring herself to try again. She threw herself into working on safeguarding the course. Clay is the only one who knows.
Oh I just made myself sad. 😭
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anon with Q "three of them together":
My guess is that Isabelle will die before Carol arrives/Caryl reunion. Daryl would be depressed, upset, which would also be ambiguous, that he had feelings for her (all these shots where he suffers in handcuffs, sad sitting in the car, sad when we see Carol coming in. He should be happy. But no). Carol will make his condition a little better, but I'm afraid it won't be like the "What did you do?" moment again. Because then I give up... Carol has been through too much to get to him, and he will be depressed for his failed new family and play in the war that is not even his
Hello again anon 🙂🩵
I also think that Isabelle will die this season, however, my guess is it would be later in the season, probably episode 5, but I also think that we won't see much of her after episode 2.
I'm not sure if you happened to read my theory that I posted at the end of my analysis from the other day, but I kind of gave a summary of what I think the timeline will look like and why Daryl looked disheartened in some of the scenes we saw in the trailer.
But to summarise what I said there, I think the reason why he looks upset in those scenes is that he's torn between:
Leaving with Carol while they can, without taking extra risks, which would mean leaving Laurent, Isabelle and the others to fend for themselves, and
Asking Carol to wait a little longer before leaving (risking their lives) so that they can help Laurent and the others.
I wish I knew exactly what to say to reassure you, but in the chance that my opinion carries any weight in the matter, I'll add that I don't expect Daryl to be heartbroken if Isabelle dies; he may feel guilty because he knows that she trusted him and he wasn't able to protect her, and also since it would mean that Laurent would've lost the last of his family, but that guilt won't haunt him. I also don't see or sense him having any romantic feelings or deep affection towards Isabelle.
Once they're reunited, expect Daryl to follow Carol around like she's his north star because that's exactly what she is. We saw how frustrated, lost, and short-tempered he was becoming in Season 1, but watch how he comes back to life once she's around.
And one last thing I'll add is something I haven't been able to stop thinking about since I watched the SDCC panel, which is how Norman said that their reunion scene was his favourite moment from season two and how, he described his feelings while filming it as, and I quote, "fireworks were going off inside of me". What an insanely beautiful way to describe a scene which must have meant so much to both himself and Daryl ♡
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Watching AoT experience pt 11
What do you mean “save Mikasa and Armin” ?!!!!!!
What in the names of gods is going on 😫 I know so much more and yet I am somehow more confused than I was before ✌🏼
I was so blissfuly oblivious watching my happy episode. And now: scouts are mostly dead. Armin ate Bartholomew. Erwin is dead 😩 I was like: you go Erwin 🫶🏼 after his speech so ofc he died 5minutes later. Historia and Ymir… I am heartbroken 🙂my angry boy Eren is going a little cray cray. Oh and he has a brother apparently. Huge monkey is his brother 🤯 At this point I should just read my predictions and just know that everything will be opposite to what I thought. The only thing I got right: Grisha was in fact SUS. But not in the way I thought obviously.
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hi! Just wanted to say that I've read your series "no one can know I don't like sex" and it's great 🙂 I found you through your most recent post and the way your phrase "being confessed to romantically IS what leaves me heartbroken" is pretty on point made me feel really good/understood (I actually reblogged it with a bunch of really personal storytelling on the tags but tumblr messed the order of the tags and I just reblogged the post again without the overexposition, but it did make me think back on it). Kudos! Also congrats on your engagement
Thank you so much for the kind words! Also I'm really glad those words could resonate with other people than myself tbh, I was very much just thinking out loud there (like I kinda always am when I draw those things TwT) and it's always very validating to know I'm not alone in that feeling
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In the modern AU, we know that Tav falls for Shadowheart because she was initially a fan of hers after her hearing her record and later grew to love Shadowheart as a person, her demeanor and then there’s the physical attraction. A lot of it was from Tav’s POV but I would love to hear some of Shadowheart’s POV too! Her attraction towards Tav (how it came to be, was it all just physical attraction? Tav also literally gives a big part of her Shadowheart in a form of a slip of paper) and especially that jealousy bit when Tav was introduced to Alfira by Isobel 🙂
Next chapter should answer much of these questions from Shadowheart’s perspective, too! 🥰
I put my thoughts on this below!
Spoilers for Consonance in its entirety here!!
I think Shadowheart was initially attracted to Tav physically. She’s pretty, she plays guitar insanely well, what’s not to like? When Shadowheart critiques her playing for the first time, and Tav snaps back at her? She liked it. They also make phenomenal music together- which is a deep, intimate way to connect without ever uttering a word!
Then they get to bond. The night at the Last Light is a milestone; Shadowheart opens up for the first time (albeit drunkenly). She doesn’t know why she feels so comfortable divulging that info to Tav- she just does. Tav goes onto be a complete sweetheart and offers to take her home. It feels like a date. Shadowheart is incredibly attracted to her already- but Tav giving her the jacket???? She’s not used to that kind of affection, especially from a lover 💔 she’s not used to someone genuinely being so considerate and thoughtful- yes, Tav is attracted to her- but that’s not why she’s nice. She’s just…good. 🥹Shadowheart has trauma. She’s not accustomed to that kindness, that adoration. Shar was…destructive. Violent, even.
She’s scared and excited, she’s hoping Tav will come by again. And she does, just…at a really terrible time. It kills Shadowheart to act disinterested, but Shar is DEFINITELY eavesdropping. So she pushes Tav away, hoping to protect her. When Isobel hooks up Tav and Alfira??? Of course she’s heartbroken and petty as fuck about it. She knows that’s her childhood best friend (Isobel💕) fucking with her! She knows exactly what Isobel is planning and yet she can’t stand to see Tav almost kissing another woman!!! It’s frustrating!! By this point- she’s moved into her parents’ home and spends her days gushing about “Serena” to them. (That’s why Emmeline calls Tav her “wife”- she’s confused on the details but recognizes Tav from Shadowheart’s incessant pining 🤭)
But Shadowheart really falls for Tav when she makes the effort to show up with a toolbox she just bought 😅 (Tav is not very handy but she wants to be helpful), and shows up with Emmeline’s fave breakfast, without being asked, bc she just wanted to help. She saw them going through a tough time and just…stepped up. Shadowheart is madly in love with this woman. No one cares like Tav. Even in the face of losing the band- Tav just wants to spend time with her and her parents 🥰 The “slip of paper” at the end??? Shadowheart is beyond touched- but she fell for Tav long before that.
Shadowheart has been lonely since Shar. Shar, like a lot of abusive partners, isolated her- from her friends, her family, her happiness. Tav is the opposite. Tav brings her back to life, helps anchor her to her band, her friends, her family. And Shadowheart wants nothing more than to return the favor and give Tav a family of her own 😭❤️ and boy, will she.
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"unfortunately, the whole game won't be fun family times with Callen and Sonia"
I am heartbroken
That's the idea
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Loki Season 2 – Episode 1 RECAP
HERE WE GO AGAIN! FINALLY! LET’S DO THIS, SHALL WE?
As always, HEAVY SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 1 BELOW THE CUT!
Also from now on, as usual, in addition to the keep reading tags, I will tag posts that contain spoilers with the hashtag "#loki season 2 spoilers" and "#loki spoilers" so you can filter them from your dashboard until you're ready!
Did I stay up until 3 a.m. to watch the first episode again? Yes. Yes, I did.
We are starting off so damn STRONG. Damn it, I just wanted to hug Loki so bad. He’s been through so much shit and he was so heartbroken and desperate! Imagine you get to cup his face and just tell him to take a deep breath with you! What made it even more painful was the moment he fully realised that Mobius didn’t recognise him—his one friend, the one person who likes him for who he is��� and he doesn’t remember him… and then the relief on his face when was in the right place again!
Loki was so panicked about the impending war. For good reason, obviously but it truly shows that Thor: Ragnarok lied. Loki wouldn’t be a bad king, now hear me out—in The Avengers, Thanos had the upper hand. You all remember that one scene where he sort of backtracks and says “It’s too late… it’s too late to stop it…” but can’t join forces with Thor because The Other was watching him? Loki understands the sacrifice for sure and in the first Thor film, when he tried to wipe out Jötunheim, what I believe is that he wanted to prevent the war that Thor himself had started by attacking those Jötuns. Loki’s not about violence and causing pain and destruction, he just got caught in the middle of it several times, and circumstances forced him into choices that were not heroic. We knew that already, of course… but it’s nice to see that reflected in the series. Besides, we don’t need him to be a hero. We just need him to be Loki. 🥰
The jokes were spot-on, not too silly, not out of place, in my opinion, but sprinkled in just right so far. Skin? Also, can we please talk about the warning on the floor that said Spaghettification? Come on! 😂😂😂
Now in that sense, O.B. is indeed brilliant. A lovely and light addition to the serious bureaucracy of the TVA for sure!
I really wasn’t worried about Loki making it back safely, somehow. Let’s face it, they wouldn’t have killed him in the first episode of Season 2. With that being said… I hope for their sake he stays safe at the end too, otherwise, I will hurt a lot of people! 🙂
X5… X5, what are we gonna do with him? I hate him. Of course, I do. He’s got something about him that just makes you want to slap him in the face. 😒
Now there are two questions we immediately ask ourselves, right? Where, or rather, when did Sylvie come from? And who pruned Loki? Was it another Sylvie, or another Loki? Another Mobius? B15? An antagonistic character who realised their wrongs? A new character? A Kang Variant? They’ve definitely left us some loose ends! 🤔
And lastly… it’s absolutely heartbreaking to see how much Loki cares for Sylvie despite what happened at the end of Season 1. She basically betrayed him! For reasons Loki understands, of course, but still… it broke his heart… and hence it broke mine. He was so ready to stop the others from going after her even though he was facing the very gruesome time slipping problem. 😭
If you’ve seen the video I posted earlier, you’ll know that I have already seen Episode 2 as well today. I won’t lose a word about that one until next week though! 😉 All I’m gonna say is that we’re in for a treat. 😏
PS: I want that TVA handbook as a notebook for my writing.
#loki season 2#loki series 2#loki series#loki#tom hiddleston#loki disney+#loki spoilers#loki season 2 spoilers
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Hi! I love your Viking headcanons, but I don’t see anything for Floki! Can you do what Floki would be like with a younger female S/O, how they met and what the relationship is like, how he treats her etc?
A/n: You know, I’ve been wondering why the lack of Floki myself too.
Also, I’m doing this as he never left after avenging Ragnar 🙂
Floki is not going out of his way to have another relationship, he’s in fact actively avoiding it, so she’s making all the push.
They’ll meet through the religious practices. Floki is a devout man, so a woman that has a deep belief in the gods and is comprehensive will call his attention.
Even though, he’ll not make a move. He’s already old and too heartbroken to deal with the dating game. Even if she catches his attention, he isn’t doing a thing about it.
She’ll have to be constant and ready to face his standoffish behavior for quite a good time before he shows any signs he’s returning her affections.
It will be something subtle. A simple conversation or maybe just a look, but from there on her presence will be more welcomed.
As it progresses, he’ll be more open to talk with her, share a story from his past, talk about the Gods walk around with her, let her see him work or just share a silent peaceful moment.
When it reaches that moment, Floki will expect her presence and even hope for it.
Even so, she’ll have to make the first move.
He’ll question why she wants to be with him. He never knew why Helga loved him so much, nor did he feel worthy of it. But at least they were both young, which is definitely not his case now.
The best option to convince him is to simply be truthful about her feelings. It’s likely he’ll need some time before making a decision, but by the time that conversation happens, he’s more accepting of a new relationship.
He comes with baggage, a lot of it. Betrayals, jealousy, defeat, tragedy, pretty much all of it, so she’ll have to have patience to get through his very thick walls.
He also comes with an unofficially adopted son with anger management issues, so she has to know how to work with that.
Floki doesn’t want any more children. He never put his foot down with Helga, letting her have her way and look how that played out for him. His new lover needs to be ok with him not wanting children, either his own or adopted. There’s not a single thought that terrifies him more than that and he would rather not.
She has to be ok with a more secluded life. Floki was always a bit of a hermit and that became much more evident in his late years. Even with all the chaos among the Ragnarssons and the war with Christians, he manages to lead a life quite separated from it.
If she’s alright with all his conditions, Floki will welcome her in his life, if not he’ll break it off before it starts because to him, she’ll come to her senses and find a more suitable man.
Floki was never a ladies man, so she won't have to worry about him straying like his bestie Ragnar.
Love for him will be a slow thing. It will be built day by day, but it will be solid.
He never believed he would have love in his life before Helga and believed it even less after her. Part of him is wary that this is another cruel play on him.
Either way, Floki will be loving and caring. He’s a romantic at heart and as such, fully enjoys spending quality time with her and little gestures of affection.
She’ll never feel unsafe after settling down with him. Not only is he a talented carpenter, he’s also a capable fighter, even in his old years. Few would dare facing him either because they’re afraid of his brutality or because they respect him as the legendary boatbuilder.
His unrivaled talent as a boatbuilder provides him a rather comfortable life and he has no problem providing for her. She’ll live comfortably and have nice things.
Given the age difference, it’s likely there will be times she’ll need guidance and support to face life dilemmas. Floki was never known to be reasonable, or sane, but he lived enough to know better and he can read people like no other, so he’ll be happy to guide her and support her through adversities.
Floki is in another stage of his life. He’s not as brash or as radical as he first was. He’s much more understanding and calm, so a life with him would be quite peaceful.
All in all, it’s a solid relationship and one she would feel secure in, appreciated and loved.
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