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Can you draw this but as hunter getting a low taper fade from poppy?
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Internet safety protip: DO NOT MAKE YOUR USERNAME YOUR FULL IRL NAME OH MY GOD PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU
#đđ#if u are under 18 and/or if you have a blank blog ur getting blocked btw#if u are 25+ I am kissing u very delicately on the mouth because we are a dying breed and I love u#squawk tag
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FRIES
FRIWS I HAVE TOY GUN, I AM BECOMING CLOVER/j
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HMMM WHAT A SHAMEâŚ
omg the weather is getting colder would be such a shame if a girl wanted to hold hands to keep them warm haha imagine that
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Saw these at IKEA recently. Are theyâŚmodelled after the Gävle Goat?
Edited-to-add (some time in early 2024): To all the people who have since helpfully added informative comments and links about the history of the Gävle Goat, Thank You! I've learnt so much from your posts!
To anyone seeing this now and in the future, I now know more about the Gävle Goat than I possibly need to, so you can stop flooding this post with the same-ish info now! Thanks!
And to people who cannot fathom someone not knowing about Christmas straw goats, please read this post and have some empathy and perspective. Thanks again!
#Bloody funny if so! đ¸#Let's hope no one sets these on fire! đđ¸#IKEA#Gävle Goat#Gavle Goat#Home Decor
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Ladynoir July 2024, Day 2: Holding Hands
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#the SCANDAL đđđ#ladynoirjuly2024#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ml ladybug#chat noir#ml fanart#ladynoir
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ivy in toronto, 2024
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#me when i see a very unrelated post that i could relate w/ my favorite characters and their dynamics: đŻđđââď¸đ¨âź#johan liebert#kenzo tenma#kenzou tenma#tenma kenzo#tenma kenzou#monster memes#monster anime#monster manga#naoki urasawa's monster#naoki urasawa monster
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Did someone say womenâŚđŠââ¤ď¸âđâđŠ
#tf2#sniperspy#bloody suit#sniper tf2#tf2 spy#spy team fortress 2#sniper team fortress 2#EvanArt#knife party#tf2 fanart#tf2 femsniper#tf2 femspy#theyr French kissingđđđ
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I think itâs because in the OG anime thereâs Milly which is wolfwoodâs true love.
oh worm, she is mine as well <3
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Iâll be watching you | L.H.
Summary: You and Logan broke up two months ago. Yet, he canât find it in himself to move on.
Warnings: Fem!reader, slightly toxic!logan, pet names, alludes to reader being shorter than Logan, (Lo canât regulate his emotions but we love him nonetheless)
Itâd been 2 months since Logan ended things with you. And in those two months, heâd felt nothing but resentment towards himself. He got in the way of another good thing for the sake of his own sanity and your safety. Or at least thatâs what he was telling himself. Did he regret it every second of every hour? Absolutely. You were the best damn thing to happen to him in years. Decades even. You were his world, and in all honesty, still are.
Just because he broke it off didnât mean he wasnât going to leave you alone, however. Because Logan is simply- Logan. And whatâs his is his. He was reluctant to let go of any part of you, despite the better part of him telling himself to get over it and be an adult.
He never was a good listener.
Logan breaking up with you was an end all be all to say the least. Sure, youâd loved before. And yeah youâd had your fair share of experiences with relationships. But Logan, he was different. Never before had you seen yourself with someone for the rest of your life so clearly. He was it for you. He made you wonder if the other times youâd thought you were in love was really that or just basic infatuation.
Loving Logan didnât come without its struggles, though. He pushed you away when he got scared, even if he refused to admit it. He left without a word and wouldnât return for hours, only to come back to you smelling like a dive bar and holding flowers. He was possessive, and still is. Youâve noticed, and it only stings more. Heâd never been controlling, he let you live your own life as he lived his. But, he loved to make sure everyone knew who you belonged to. That there would never be a question if you were available or not.
And god help anyone who dared to try despite that.
In the same respect, you never once questioned his love for you. His loyalty was unwavering, and he never so much as looked in another womanâs direction. He knew you, inside and out. From your favorite song to the reasons you were hesitant to love again. He could gauge your mood the minute you opened your eyes in the morning. He did anything and everything he could to make you smile, even if it made him feel like an idiot. And in some ways, he was a damn lovesick fool. Everyone around you knew it as well. With the way he looked at you like you were the only person in the world, and how he couldnât go a minute without touching you in some way. Needless to say- not only your friends, but the entire mansion was shocked to see heâd ended things.
You felt him all around you. He never truly left. His scent still lingered in your room, just as yours did to his own. His clothes were hung in your closet, things youâd claimed that heâd never dare to take back. Dead flowers from the last time heâd given you them still stood in the corner of your room, unable to be looked at without a pang of hurt ringing through your entire body. He kept all the things youâd given him, pictures, notes, books, music. He still carried a part of you with him daily, whether it be the song he was listening to or the note from you heâd reread a million times over. He was baffled by the way you loved him, and he kicked himself over and over again for ruining that.
He hung around often, walking past your classroom or the common area where you sat talking with Ororo and Jean. The smile on your face that didnât quite reach your eyes. It hasnât since that day two months ago. Logan and you both knew. Neither of you had felt real emotion since then, it was like color was drained from the world. All because of his stupidity.
He watched you interact with Kurt, a kind- soft gaze you always seemed to give people. Even in your worst moments. His knuckles turned white at the scene. You were bantering back and forth over some book you found Kurt had also enjoyed. Logan longed for the days where he was on the receiving end of your limitless tangents. He would sit and listen to you talk for days and not bat an eye. And the fact that someone else now was getting that treatment- it didnât sit right with him. So, the minute you stood and waved your goodbye to Kurt. He shifted behind the doorway, out of your line of vision. And the moment you stepped within reach, a hand clasped around your wrist. A familiar touch that sent a jolt of emotion through you. The most youâd felt in a while.
You simply stopped in place, taking a deep breath through your nose. You shifted to face him- Logan. The man you hadnât spoken to since the day he decided to leave. The man youâd been avoiding so much as breathing towards since then.
âThe fuck was that?â He snapped. His tone was that of a growl and it made a shiver run down your body. You knew what he was feeling. Youâd heard him like this a handful of times.
âHuh? Talkinâ to him like heâs your boyfriend or somethinâ?â
Youâd had enough of his shit. How dare he break your heart and then pretend like you belong to him.
âAnd so fucking what if he is, Logan?â
He stepped closer, now towering over you. Yet, you werenât scared nor were you intimidated. You never would be, not of him. Because even in the midst of heartache, you knew heâd never hurt you. Not like that.
He bent at the waist, his face inches from your own. Everything from his scent to his warmth engulfed you wholly. It made your breath hitch.
âBetter fuckinâ hope for his sake he ainât. Youâre mine, doll. Belong to me.â
You rolled your eyes, pulling your wrist from his grasp. You walked away without another word. The way you left him there, it hurt more than heâd admit to himself. But he was keen on making it known that you werenât to be touched by anyone else.
From that day on, you noticed him around more often than not. He sat on the couch when you were in the kitchen. He smoked outside when you hung in the living room to watch you from the window. He walked past your room, only to hear the occasional hum of a tune or turn of a book page. He was becoming a shadow, borderline stalking you. It would scare you, but you enjoyed knowing you still had his full attention. That you were on his mind as much as he was on yours. And sure- it was toxic, but it was something.
Things came to a head after a heated argument earlier in the day, a few weeks later. Heâd been lurking around and youâd told him to get a life. That you would never belong to him again. And that, above all else, you didnât love him anymore. Which was as far from the truth as you could get, but it was your last shot at being half as harsh as he could be. To break his heart like he did to yours.
You didnât sleep that night, tossing and turning restlessly with thoughts of Logan plaguing your mind. He, too, didnât get a wink of sleep. So after hours of listening to you rustling in your own bed, he made his way across the hall to your room. Not bothering to knock and simply opening the door softly. He shut it behind him, and from the simple way he padded over to your bed, you knew it was Logan. You stayed facing the window, your back to him.
âBaby,â He whispered into the darkness, your figure the only thing illuminated by the moonlight.
He invited himself into the warmth of your bed, knowing damn well youâd come around. As you felt the bed dip, you didnât have it in yourself to be angry. You simply sniffled and shut your eyes. He shifted closer to you, draping an arm around your waist as naturally as he used to. He nuzzled his face into your hair inhaling the scent he loved so much. And with that, he whispered yet again.
âBaby, please.â A silent plea for forgiveness. Enough for you to flip around, face to face with him.
âLoââ You rasped, your voice weak from not only crying but pure exhaustion. He tightened his grip on your waist, pulling you into his chest. You revelled in his warmth, moving as close as humanly possible. Much to his content.
âShh.â He hushed, his free arm now brushing through your soft hair. A tried and true method of comfort for you. âI know, I know. âM so sorry, darlinâ.â He kissed your head and felt the salty tears from your eyes drop to his chest. It made his heart ache all the more.
âYou hurt me.â You spoke out, unmoving from where you resided in his grasp. He sighed, still silent. No excuse or apology would be enough, he felt. You deserved more, but selfishly, he wanted to be the one to give it to you anyways.
âBut I love you, and I canât stop.â
His breath stopped and his movements froze. He shifted to now look at your face. Your tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes. Yet you were still the most beautiful thing heâd ever seen.
âI love ya, baby. Always will.â He spoke, deep and rough.
âAnd âm a damn idiot for fuckinâ this up. Ruininâ the best thing thatâs ever happened to me.â
It was your turn to make a move, and all you could do was allow him to kiss the tears off your face. Maybe it would be a mistake trusting him with your heart again. But when it came to Logan, love won over logic. Every damn time.
#logan howlett#logan howlett x reader#logan wolverine#logan x reader#wolverine#wolverine x reader#james logan howlett#logan howlett fanfiction#logan howlett fluff#logan howlett x you#logan howlett fic#wolverine fanfiction#manicwritesđ
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Eggtober Day 18
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Platonic
Miya Osamu x f!Reader
summary: Osamu knows that thereâs nothing going on between you and his brother. And yet, he still canât help but be jealous.
warnings: minors/ageless/blank blogs dni, don't let the summary fool you â this is basically just 4k words of fluff, jealous!osamu, slightly insecure!osamu, married!osamu, dad!osamu, very normal relationship problems, the importance of communication, kita is always the voice of wisdom, osamu is really just a simp for you, reader and osamu are #CoupleGoals
notes: whenever Iâm trying to get back into writing, stealing plots from sitcoms is always a guarantee so everything from the title to the banner to the plot is at least 80% lifted from platonic (which is such a wonderful show).
words: 4k
part of the Meet the Miyas series
Osamu is jealous. And he hates it. He hates the word. He hates the feeling. He hates what it says about him. He really hates how irrational it is.
But what he hates most is that the person that he's jealous of is his own brother (that scrub).
But maybe he's the scrub. Because it's dumb. You've been together for years. You trust him. You love him. You're committed to him. You're married to him. Youâre the mother of his child. You're happy with the life that you've built together.Â
And he knows that Atsumu is your best friend. You were Atsumu's friend before he even met you. Atsumu is the one who introduced the two of you, who set you up â which he'll never stop taking credit for if his speech at your wedding was anything to go by. So of course you spend a significant amount of time with his twin.Â
Itâs never really bothered him before. If anything, heâs typically relieved that youâre so close with Atsumu. The more you occupy the setterâs time, the less time he has to annoy Osamu.Â
And youâre allowed to have friends and a life outside of being a wife and mother. He wants you to have fun and to be your own person outside of your relationship with him. He doesnât expect you to go from home to work and back to repeat the cycle all over again the next day. Not that you would ever allow it.Â
It wasnât easy and it took a lot of hard work, but over the years, the two of you have built a happy balance between him running the restaurant, you pursuing your own thriving career, being doting parents to a three-year-old son, and still managing to keep your marriage healthy. So this gross feeling of jealousy has no place in his life, especially where Atsumu is concerned.Â
But it creeps up on him slowly, needling its way into him before he even has a chance to stop it. He first feels it over something so small that it embarrasses him.Â
He asks you if you want to go see a new movie thatâs been advertised for months. His mom and yours are always eager to babysit â sometimes eager to the point of forcing you both out of the house for whatâs declared âmuch-needed grandparent time.âÂ
âOh, I promised Atsumu that Iâd see it with him,â you reply with a slight tilt of your head before picking up your phone. âLet me check with him about us all going together.â
Itâs a simple and obvious solution. Youâve already sent your message to Atsumu and are looking up showtimes for that weekend. But thereâs a small voice in the back of Osamuâs head insisting that you should be asking him if Atsumu can come with the two of you, not the other way around. The unfamiliar thought makes him feel uncomfortable and he quickly shoves it away.
But just that small, intrusive voice is like a spark and it isnât long before he finds himself hearing it again, fanning the pathetic, weak flame into something stronger.
One morning, heâs pulled from sleep by the blankets lifting and the mattress dipping. When he cracks open a bleary eye, he sees you doing your best to slip into bed without disturbing him. He canât check the time on his phone without giving away that youâve already woken him up. But from the pale grey light of early morning thatâs already beginning to brighten the bedroom and the fact that Reiji isnât already awake, Osamu guesses that itâs between five and six.Â
He knows that you had plans with Atsumu last night. You told him that you would probably be back late. But âback lateâ feels like an understatement considering the joys of parenthood usually have both of you up in about an hour whether itâs a workday or not.Â
When you come down a few hours later, the bags under your eyes and unkempt hair point to your inability to sleep in even after what he can only assume was an all-night rager. You pepper your sonâs cheeks with exaggerated kisses that have him giggling over his breakfast as Osamu pours you a cup of what heâs sure is much-needed coffee.Â
âYa got home late last night,â he comments as you take the mug that he passes you.
âAh, yeah. Just ended up going a little harder than I meant to,â you reply and something close to embarrassment seems to cross your features. You glance at Reiji, making sure his attention is on his food before you lower to voice to a furtive whisper. âI threw up in a karaoke room and had to sleep it off at Atsumuâs.â
His immediate instinct is to laugh in your face and he has to bite his lips and quickly look away from you to keep from doing so. You weakly punch his shoulder in response before sitting down at the table.Â
But the amusement at your misfortune slowly starts to fade, replaced instead by that same voice, which is growing steadily more familiar. He canât remember the last time that the two of you had a night like that together. He tries to think back on if it was before or after Reiji was born. And while you certainly donât make vomiting in karaoke rooms a habit, itâs not at all rare for you and his brother to have a wild night out.Â
When the voice asks why youâre having them with Atsumu but not with him, the only thing he can focus on is the knot in the pit of his stomach and how it only seems to grow tighter.Â
He hears it again when heâs with Atsumu one day and he asks Osamu what he thinks about you rejecting a new job offer. The question is offhanded â heâs looking at his phone when asks it, barely even giving Osamu a fraction of his attention.Â
But Osamu freezes. This is the first that heâs heard about any job offer. He didnât even know that you were interviewing somewhere else.Â
âWhat job offer?â His voice sounds thin and Atsumu seems to realize that heâs unintentionally stumbled into something much bigger because his thumb stops scrolling and thereâs a line of tension in his shoulders that wasnât there only moments ago.Â
âUh, itâs nothinâ big,â he quickly tries to assure his brother as he puts down his phone and turns to face him fully. âIt just happened this week. Some new place made her an offer and she turned it down.â
Osamu merely hums, his expression betraying nothing, but his twin brother knows him too well.
âLook, Iâm sure she just hasnât gotten âround to telling ya,â he offers and Osamu can see the slight panic in his eyes. âShe had that big meeting. And sheâs been lookinâ after Reiji-kun since heâs been sick, right? Thingsâve probably just been too crazy fer her to even think about it.â
Every excuse only digs the hole deeper. Itâs not just this apparent job that youâve been pursuing only to turn down that Atsumu knows about. Itâs also your hectic work week and how youâve been taking care of Reiji since the restaurantâs been too shorthanded for Osamu to stay home.Â
Whatâs next? Is he going to mention that youâve also been so busy the two of you havenât had sex in almost three weeks? From the guilty look in his twinâs eyes, Osamu would bet good money that heâs already aware.Â
On his way home, he tries to think about the best way to raise the subject with you and ultimately decides that thereâs no good way to ask, âHey. Why are ya tellinâ Tsumu things but not yer husband?â
(He knows thatâs definitely the wrong way to phrase it, but that little voice wonât say it any other way.)
But when he enters your bedroom he finds you slouched against the headboard, fully passed out with Reiji sprawled on top of you as he clings to you even in his sleep. The light and tv are both still on. Youâre obviously exhausted and stretched thin, while Osamu is looking to pick a fight. The guilt he feels is almost crippling.Â
It probably hasnât even occurred to you to mention the job offer with everything else going on. Atsumu is right, which only makes him feel worse.Â
He comes toward the both of you and carefully tries to pick Reiji up out of your arms without waking either of you. But heâs only just managed to pry the sick toddler loose when your eyelids flutter open.
It takes you a moment to register whatâs happening, still feeling the dregs of sleep, but when you do, you give him the softest smile and it makes him feel like an even bigger piece of shit.
âDid you just get home?â you whisper as you help him lift Reiji off of you. But before he can take your son too far away, you shift over and gesture for Osamu to place him in the middle of the bed. âHeâll cry if he wakes up in his room alone.â
âHe doinâ any better?â Osamu quietly asks and does as you ask, gently putting him down before sitting down on your other side on the edge of the mattress.Â
âHis fever broke a couple of hours ago, so he should be back to normal in a day or two.â The news is a visible relief to you. Itâs not just the amount of effort a sick child takes, but also the worry thatâs been weighing you down.Â
âWish I coulda been âround more to help ya,â he tells you, his guilt about both doubting you and leaving you to take care of Reiji by yourself beginning to peek through.
âHey, donât worry about it,â you assure him, lifting a hand to run your fingers through his hat hair. âI know that youâre in a bind since Kimura-san quit. Iâm the one with the flexible hours and schedule. I really donât mind. Weâre a team.â
He doesnât deserve you.
âWell, the new part-timer starts next week so thingsâll finally calm down,â he offers and something mischievous sparkles in your tired eyes.
âGood. Because when you can finally take some time off, weâre gonna pawn Reiji off on the grandparents. Then youâre gonna make it up to me by spending the entire night making me cum so hard I see stars,â you tell him, your tone leaving no room for argument, as if he would ever want to.Â
âI can do that,â he agrees with a grin.
âWe havenât fucked in weeks,â you pout and Osamu canât hold in his laughter, only for you to slap a hand over his mouth to keep him from waking up Reiji.Â
Your own quiet giggles are able to momentarily drown out the small voice reminding him about the job offer that youâve yet to tell him about.Â
But a few weeks later, even after having the house to yourselves for an entire weekend and spending it fucking on every surface that you could like you used to do before Reiji came along, those embarrassing feelings of jealousy are still as present as ever.
You post a series of photos of you and Atsumu at a restaurant. The first picture is of your happy, smiling faces and the matching pair of five-pound gyoza on the table, one in front of each of you. As he swipes through the series, you both look worse and worse as you try to finish your gyoza. When he gets to the final one, youâre proudly holding a certificate from the restaurant for having finished yours in an hour, while Atsumu looks like heâs on deathâs doorstep.
Heâs so preoccupied swiping back and forth through the photos that when the restaurant door slides open, it startles him so badly that he almost drops his phone entirely. He doesnât know whether or not to be relieved that itâs Kita coming to drop off a new order of rice rather than a customer who didnât read the closed sign.Â
On one hand, he doesnât want to deal with a customer while heâs in the midst of indulging that voice thatâs slowly becoming a companion. But on the other, dealing with Kita when heâs in a jealousy spiral is even worse.
âIs everything alright? Ya look like ya just got some bad news,â Kita observes with a small frown of concern.
As Osamu assures him that nothingâs wrong, he tries to hurriedly shove his phone into the pocket of his apron. However, it slips from his sweaty hands and skids across the floor of the restaurant where it comes face-up to a perfect stop right in front of Kitaâs feet.
He picks it up and when he sees the final picture of you and Atsumu on the screen, he shakes his head in amusement.Â
âAtsumu only sent me the picture of them at the start of the challenge,â he wryly says as he slides the restaurant door shut behind him and joins Osamu at the counter. He takes a moment to swipe through the rest of the photos in your post before passing the phone back. âIâm surprised ya didnât go with âem.â
âI wasnât invited,â he mumbled, vocalizing the bitter thought thatâs been taking up so much space in his mind ever since you and Atsumu originally made the plans. But as soon as the words leave his lips, he knows heâs given himself away because he can feel Kitaâs heavy gaze on him.
âDid ya ask if ya could join âem?â is Kitaâs annoyingly reasonable response. After a few moments, Osamu gives the smallest shake of his head, confirming that no, he didnât ask if he could go with you and his brother.Â
âY��know, yer wife is an amazing woman,â he finally says when itâs clear Osamu has nothing else to offer. âBut fer all of her talents, sheâs not a mind reader. Just talk to her.â
Osamu groans loudly at how rational Kita is being. He drops his head down to rest his forehead on the countertop, his Onigiri Miya hat flopping off in the process. While he agrees that itâs good advice, thereâs still one problem.
âKita-sanâŚitâs embarrassing,â he protests childishly and he turns his head to the side to look up at his old team captain. âWhat am I supposed to say? âStop spendinâ so much time with that scrub!â Iâll sound like an idiot.â
âJust talk to her,â Kita repeats calmly and Osamu can only sigh. âWhy donât ya tell me how Reiji-kunâs been?â
For the rest of the day, Osamu finds himself trapped in an internal debate over whether or not he should take Kitaâs advice. The ugly voice in his head insists that he shouldnât have to say anything at all. If you really love him then you should already know. The more self-conscious part of him keeps warning him of how embarrassed heâll be when he tells his wife, the mother of his child, the love of his life, that heâs jealous of how much time she spends with his brother.Â
But a new voice, one that sounds exactly like Kita, simply asks him if heâs tired of feeling like this. Does he really want to keep harboring this resentment? Itâll only continue to fester and grow until it explodes, hurting everyone he loves.Â
So that night, after heâs put Reiji to bed and the dishes are done and the laundry is folded and he has no more excuses left to procrastinate, he collapses next to you on the couch with an exaggerated sigh. You look up at him from your phone with an amused smile, only for it to slightly fall when you see how troubled he looks.Â
âWhatâs going on? Did something happen at work?â you ask, turning to give him your full attention and scooting closer to him so that you can rest a gentle hand on his thigh.Â
He shuts his eyes and gives himself a single moment to steel himself before finally letting out the poison thatâs slowly been building inside of him for the last few months.Â
âI have somethinâ to tell ya and itâs gonna make it seem like Iâm fifteen or somethinâ,â he says and he knows that if he didnât sound so serious then you would be making a joke about him having some sort of wet dream and ruining the sheets. Instead, you give his thigh a reassuring squeeze.Â
âLatelyâŚfer the last few monthsâŚIâve been feelinâ kindaâŚjealous.â
There. The words are out there in the world. Youâve heard them. He can go crawl into a hole and wait for the embarrassment to kill him.Â
âJealous? Of what?âÂ
He hates how concerned you sound. Youâre not making light of his admission. Youâre not confused. Youâre being patient. Youâre gentle. Youâre so much better than him and his childish pettiness and resentment and jealousy.Â
âYou and stupid Tsumu,â he grumbles, slouching down even further into the couch. He glances over at you from the corner of his eye and sees the look of surprise on your face. He shuts his eyes again, balling his hands into fists, and tells himself to man the fuck up.
With his nerves now steeled, he takes a deep breath, sits up straight, and turns to fully face you.Â
âLook, I know that ya got this weird friendship with Tsumu and that heâs yer best friend. And itâs never been a big deal before, but lately, I dunnoâŚ,â he trails off, his gaze darting down before he forces it back up to meet yours. âIâve just been feelinâ a littleâŚcut out.â
âOsamu,â you murmur, lifting a hand to his face but he quickly takes it between both of his so that he can hold it tight and keep himself steady.Â
âI love you and our family and the life weâve built together. I wouldnât change any of it fer anything,â heâs quick to assure you, needing you to know that you make him happier than he ever thought he could be. âBut sometimes I see ya hanginâ out with Tsumu and havinâ fun and it sounds dumb but, I wish I could see more of that part of yer life.â
You softly repeat his name before you climb into his lap. You wrap an arm around his shoulders to hold him close and pull your other hand from his grasp so that you can cup his cheek with a loving touch.Â
âIâm so sorry that Iâve made you feel that way,â you tell him. âYouâre always gonna come first. I donât ever want you to feel excluded or like Iâm trying to keep the different pieces of my life compartmentalized.â
Just hearing your apology and acknowledgment of the irrational jealousy thatâs been plaguing him soothes his insecurities and embarrassment.Â
âI want ya to be able to go do things on yer own and do things with Tsumu without feelinâ like ya gotta bring me along every time. But ya just look like yer havinâ fun when yer gettinâ up to stupid things together and I guess, I just wanna have fun with ya too,â he shrugs. Despite how true it is, he hates how cheesy he sounds. But from the way that youâre looking at him with so much affection, you clearly find it touching.Â
âI love having fun with you, Osamu,â you smile back at him and his cheeks start to feel warm. âIâd love to do more stupid things with you.â
âEven if that stupid thing is spendinâ 20,000 yen at an arcade to beat a bunch of teens for the high score?â he asks and it comes out shyer than he intended. âOr buyinâ out every flavor of chips and every type of snack from the konbini just to rank âem?â
âEven then,â you nod with a grin. âEven if itâs needing to make a cab pull over to throw up after a night of drinking.â
âI thought it was the karaoke room?â he frowns in confusion.
âIt was the karaoke room for me. The cab was Atsumu,â you tell him with a laugh and he snorts in response.Â
But then, since this is a time for honesty, he decides to bring up the question thatâs been weighing heavily on his mind for the last few weeks.Â
âWhy didnât ya tell me about the job offer?â he gently asks, the question curious rather than accusatory.
âJob offer?â The line of your mouth twists down and your eyebrows knit together as you try to understand what heâs referring to.Â
âTsumu said ya turned down a job offer. It was around when Reiji was sick,â he explains and his tone turns slightly hesitant. âDid ya feel like ya couldnât tell me?â
Your eyes spark with recognition before you roll them in annoyance.
âAtsumuâs an idiot. He never listens,â you begin to rant and heâs not too proud to admit that hearing your irritation directed towards his twin extinguishes the last remaining embers of his jealousy. âIt wasnât a job offer. A recruiter reached out about a job opening for a position that involves more work for less pay. I didnât even reply.â
He feels an odd mixture of relief, guilt, and frustration. Heâs relieved that this was just some misunderstanding, but he feels just as guilty for jumping to the worst conclusion and thinking that you were something big from him. The frustration will be dealt with when he next sees his twin and gives him an earful and delivers a slap to the back of his head.
âIâm sorry fer not just askinâ ya âbout it sooner,â he says and you just give him a look of understanding.Â
âYou and me, weâre only human. There are just gonna be times when I forget to tell you something or just donât think to bother with it. But Iâll always do my best to make sure you know when thereâs something going on. Weâre a team, remember?â You run your fingers caringly through his hair with a soft smile and he leans eagerly into your touch.
âWeâre a team,â he repeats quietly, finding the words comforting. He then gives you a slightly embarrassed look. âHey, donât tell Tsumu, okay? Heâll just call me a scrub.â
You place a reassuring kiss on his lips before nodding.Â
âDonât worry. Youâre a scrub, but youâre my scrub and I love you.â He canât help but laugh as he wraps his arms around your middle and hugs you close. âBut, you wanna do something crazy, huh?â
When he looks up at you, itâs to find a hint of wildness creeping into your expression. Itâs the same wildness he used to see when you first started dating â before you both became adults and spouses and parents with real responsibilities.Â
The next day, Atsumu stops by the restaurant in the late afternoon during a lull. His appearance is unannounced, meaning that Osamu hasnât had a chance to prepare himself for what he knows is to come. Itâs as bad as he imagined because as soon as the setter walks in, he freezes, his expression going slack in shock at the sight of Osamu.
Or more correctly, at the sight of Osamuâs hair, which has been amateurishly dyed to be the same shade of grey that he used to wear in high school.Â
âDonât even start,â he warns but doing so is pointless because Atsumu immediately bursts into laughter, finding it so funny that he has to clutch his stomach as he bends over.Â
âWhoâs idea was this?â he manages to ask in between his gasps for air and his cackles. âYa look so stupid!â
Osamu just stares at him blankly, not bringing up the fact that Atsumu is the one whoâs been wearing the exact same hairstyle since they were sixteen, and isnât that even more pathetic?Â
Because for all of the mocking that he receives, he knows it was worth it for the time he spent joking and laughing with you into the late hours of the night in your tiny bathroom as you did your best to dye his hair without burning his scalp.
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