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baby come back i miss you wtf are we doing marvel seriously
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yall im not PLAYING
life as i know it is in shambles if i don't see hugh as logan in avengers doomsday
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thank you for the tag ! @sweetverine
mine is literally something i randomly made up on the spot because not only am i manic but i also obsess over just about everything i like
Tag game🎉
Tag your moots and ask them where they got the idea for their tumblr accounts name!
For my name it was a nickname I was giving back in middleschool! One of our teacher had a system where we worked with 'wifi' eachtime we talked in class we lost a bar of the "wifi" (was a weird joke and we never held count on that) All the kids usually joked if they needed 'wifi' , they would borrow mine if they wanted to talk more. (I was incredibly shy in middle school, I only talked to like 3 people at school;^;)
They called me Ms. Wifi because of that. I just thought it would be funny if I put 'miss' instead of 'ms' because of my terrible actual wifi connection I have at home lol.
That's my story! Now moots, only if you guys want to, tell us your story.
Tags-> @slipping-lately @firequeenofficial @noagskryf @twinklstarrrr @halfbakedspuds @polterwasteist @rokushi-san @mygedagtes +anyone that sees this and wants to do this as well
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need him
Sleep
Logan Howlett X Reader
You wake up in the dead of night


A/N: Um I found this and I don't even remember writing it. Enjoy? I'm gonna guess probably in the middle of the night lol. Picture any Logan you want I don't even know? It's very short
Warnings: Fluff! Sleepy time
Your eyes opened to the darkness of the room.
It was quiet, peaceful. The only sounds in the room was the wind outside blowing against your window, and the quiet snores of the man beside you.
A heavy arm draped across your waist. You turned your head to look at Logan. His eyes shut, hair messy, lips slightly parted as he slept.
You always admired how pretty he was. During the day, you’d watch the light in his eyes- full of confidence and compassion, and sometimes arrogance.
That smirk of his lips, the same smirk you kiss and he melts into you like honey, smiling against your lips because you both know you’re his biggest weakness.
You’d admire his thick hair and mutton chops that lined his jaw down to his chin, styled in the most charming way that you love to run your hands through. The full, softness of his hair only could be compared the fluff of feathers.
He was always there for you.
Here, now, you’re able to admire him in his most vulnerable state. Sleeping, safe, happy. It’s all you want for him.
You walked two fingers up his arm, over his bicep and shoulders. Reaching his jaw, you began tracing those two fingers down his jawline. First tracing his beard, going down to his chin, before gently brushing over his lips. You brought your fingers up to the bridge of his nose, and gently over his eyebrows.
“Trying to paint me or sumn’ ?” Logan mumbles into the pillow, eyes still closed. He finally opens them, heavy and tired- but filled with fondness. You smiled.
“Sorry.” You whispered. “You’re just so pretty to look at.”
Despite the darkness of the room, you could still see the blush on his cheeks, as his lips curled into a smile. His arm resting around your waist moved, wrapping around you more and pulled you to his chest in a spooning position. He brought his other arm to wrap around your shoulders.
“Go back to sleep.” He murmured. You rest your hands over his arms. You felt a kiss against the back of your ear.
“What if I don’t want to? What if I want to keep looking at you?” You speak up again, your voice barely above a whisper. It was silent, and a small grunt escaped from him.
“Close your eyes, and you can dream about me instead.” He murmurs. You smiled, your fingers now tracing the veins of his arms, going down to his hand, gently tracing your fingers in the space between his knuckles. A content sigh escapes him - almost like a purr, as you massaged the area.
“What do you dream about Logan?” You ask. A heartbeat passed.
“You.”
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You’re my lady, I’m your fool | L.H.


Summary: Logan missed his girl.
Warnings: fluff fluff and more fluff, the man is lovesick, cursing, pet names, SUGGESTIVE, mdni please, reader is shorter than logan, based on a wham song, not really proofread im lazy, kind of rushed ending but its still cute
WC: 1.5k+
I had a vision after listening to this song and I wrote this in approximately 1 hour. I’m a wham girlie.
Home. You. Dinner.
That was the mantra Logan chose to repeat in order to remain sane on his drive home. Pedal to the medal, at least 30 over the speed limit at all times. The truck rumbled and groaned with the weight of years of memories and use under him, but he continued his trek home regardless.
Gonna have to change the fuckin’ oil soon, too. He thought. The mere inconvenience adding to his already ever-present irritation.
Every douchebag in Canada had decided today was the day to test his patience. From his dumbfuck coworkers at the lumber yard to the asshole currently riding his tail. He’d had enough. He wanted to be home with you. His girl. His sweetheart, angel, darling, the list goes on. The thought of you was the one string pulling him back to reality. The tether to his life he cherished with every bone in his aching body. He truly didn’t know where he would be if he didn’t have you.
Probably jail.
But you taught him the beauty of kindness. Yours being a beacon of hope for him when he accidentally spilled beer on you at a dingy bar. He’d been staring at you anyways, but humiliating himself wasn’t on the agenda for the night. Yet you didn’t scoff at him, didn’t look at him sideways, not even a curse under your breath. You didn’t bat a fucking eyelash and without skipping a beat, you asked if he was okay. The first example of many showing your unwavering selflessness. It was admirable, you were the better half of the pair of you- in his opinion. He often found himself frustrated with your lack of regard towards yourself, brushing it off like nothing. He’d tried time and time again to tell you to take care of yourself, not to worry about him. And you always, always told him the same fucking thing:
“Can’t control it, Lo. Just care about you.”
Hugging him tightly around the waist, resting your chin on his pecs and looking up at him with that sweet, sweet smile. Your bright eyes and soft face making him huff as he instinctively moved his own arms to hold you closer to him. He never could find himself angry with you.
He reminisced on those memories often. On top of plenty of other moments with you that brought a pleasant smile to his face.
He had no idea that accident at the bar almost 3 years ago would bring him to this point, but fuck if he isn’t overjoyed that it did.
Love was never on Logan’s radar. Written off as another extra thing he didn’t need to bother with. He was certain that life would never be for someone like him- that he’d never find someone to accept him for what he is. For who he is. And you did without a second thought. You’d blown life right back into him, showing him what real happiness is. He swears that when he met you the sun shone brighter each day. Something you would always roll your eyes at, calling him cheesy. But he wholeheartedly believed it- which is saying a lot coming from a man who no longer believes in much else.
The soft glow of your shared cabin came into view, practically calling to him by name. The visual had already calmed his racing heart, knowing you were waiting for him. Probably in one of his flannels and old socks. Your hair flowing freely and your entire demeanor relaxed. It was his favorite look on you, other than when you were begging for him, caged between his thick arms. An endeavor for later, to say the least.
He slammed the truck door shut, moving with a newfound purpose to the front door. He kicked off his boots, leaving them on the front porch. If you took care of the house, the least he could do was be mindful of it.
And laundry, he knew you fucking hated laundry.
The door swung open. Logan made a silent note in his head to oil the hinges of that thing, the creaking got on his nerves.
He’d heard faint music from outside, the notes only getting louder the closer he got to where he needed to be- near you. He knew you were cooking, he could smell the various seasonings and vegetables. But most of all the music. You always had something playing, but it was only ever this loud and upbeat when you were in the kitchen. He’d found you dancing and singing enough times to know what the deal was.
And tonight was no different.
He knew you loved this song, something your dad had you listen to as a kid. A song you grew up on and still loved to present day. He was never a big fan of 80s pop, but whatever you enjoyed he was right there with you. Bopping his head along or tapping his foot lightly, it always made you giggle.
He leant against the wall, watching as you moved with ease throughout the kitchen. How you weren’t an extraterrestrial being was beyond him. He swore you had a halo sometimes.
The grace of your smile, the lightness in your steps, even your voice as you sung along to the music entranced him. Like a siren call. He made his way into the room, smiling when you weren’t even phased in the slightest at him catching you mid concert.
He was however surprised when you pulled him in by his arms, swinging them back and forth as you laughed. He was so caught up in your smile he didn’t even register you telling him to dance with you. Slowly but surely he gave in, a deep, warm chuckle erupting from his chest as you jumped and sang with the energy of a kid on Christmas morning. Your soft hands and sweet scent making him all the more taken with you, if that was even possible.
He spun you, lifting you off the ground in his arms as you let out a squeal.
“Logan!”
He put you down, not bothering to even try removing his arms from your waist as he looked down at you with the most lovesick expression on Earth. Scratch that, every universe. There wasn’t a single one where he hadn’t been head over heels in love with you.
“Hi baby.” He smirked when your face flushed as it always did when he called you that. He loved seeing it, it gave him butterflies. Even after all this time.
You slowly inched your arms around his neck, entangling your fingers with the hair on the base of his neck. He hummed and buried his face into your own, making you giggle. He pressed feather-light kisses on your neck and jaw before pulling back to look down at you once again.
You sung along to the rest of the song, Logan even joining in for one part:
“You’re my lady, I’m your fool.”
He sang, making you smile as you pecked his lips and he drew you in for a much deeper kiss.
“How was work?” You asked as he rested his forehead against yours. He groaned, not bothering to ruin the moment with the laundry list of complaints he’d had about people.
“Hell.” He simply replied, “Missed ya too much.” He mumbled against your lips, kissing you yet again.
You hummed in contentment against his mouth, pulling him impossibly closer. He was so intoxicating you nearly fell to the floor every time he kissed you. Always making you forget your name with the way his lips and tongue moved against your own.
He slowly walked you backwards, not breaking the kiss as he led you to your bedroom. He’d needed to show you how much he missed you since he left this morning. He was a lovesick fuck, and was damn proud of it.
You obliged without hesitation, allowing him to take control and softly rest you on your back on the bed. He kissed your eyelids, cheeks, nose, forehead. Anywhere that was accessible to him, he worshipped it- worshipped you. Your breath hitched, arching into him. You’d nearly forgotten you were in the middle of cooking when he came home. The realization hitting you in the face as you squirmed.
“Lo, dinner.” You huffed, trying- and failing- to push him away so you could finish cooking. Of course, you couldn’t fight off a man with a metal skeleton, let alone want to. You needed him, desperately. But you also wanted to make sure the house didn’t go up in flames.
“Logan.” You groaned, he growled against your skin. Pinning you down effectively as he continued his trail of kisses down your body.
“Logan Howlett.” You said with all the authority you could muster up in the moment. He stopped, lifting his head from your stomach and looking at you with a raised brow and that stupidly handsome smirk.
“Yeah, baby?”
“I gotta finish dinner.” You tried to look as stern as you could, but the way his rough hands were gently stroking your thighs made it impossible. Not to mention the look on his face. You knew him well enough to recognize it. Whatever he was about to say would solidify the one thing you knew: you weren’t leaving this bed anytime soon.
“I’ll cook. Jus’ lemme have this, sweetheart. I missed ya.”
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YUHHHHHH
bi panic is real
gonna go scream into my pillow goodnight
- taking turns.



pairing: x trilogy!logan howlett x fem!reader x ironman 2!natasha romanoff
cw: p in v, spanking, slight voyerism, dirty talk, dom!nat, switch!logan, sub!reader, oral (fem receiving), slight jealousy, spitting, creampie, strap on sex, squirting, bickering
a/n: may or may not be working on a few different logan x f!reader x natasha fics based on their different variants. hope you all enjoy <3
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no matter what it was, logan and natasha couldn't share if their lives depended on it. the three of you have been living together for a couple months now and it seems as if every day they are bickering over something stupid like the television remote, the last baked good that you made, and most importantly, you.
"lo..." you whimper against his lips. "we should wait for nat to come home."
the air was hot and heavy between the two of you. honestly, neither of you two know how it began. one moment you are both watching a movie then the next moment, he has you pinned down underneath him on the couch.
"she won't be back for hours, princess..." he mutters between little nips along your neck. "and i need you now."
ever since the three of you started this relationship, you've set some basic ground rules. one, both parties are solely interested in you; which was easy considering their distaste for each other. two, no one on one time. everyone gets treated the same. both of them liked to watch you crumble every chance they got, even if they weren't the ones doing it.
now, there were a few rare occasions were the rules have been broken. like that time where nat and you did a girls getaway for a weekend or that other time when logan bent you over in his office while nat went on a mission in d.c.
"i can smell how much you want me too." logan groans, grinding his covered crotch against yours. "c'mon, honey... natasha will forgive you."
one of his big hands snakes its way under your shirt to squeeze your breast, distracting you enough to give in. logan then picks you up in his arms and takes you into your guys bedroom. clothes are thrown all around the floor during the process until you're left in your bra and underwear and he's left in just his jeans and boxers. the moment logan lays you down on the bed, you flip the two of you over with a thud against the mattress.
"there's my needy girl." logan smirks, watching you kiss and bite down his neck and chest.
you don't respond in words, only a soft moan as you sink your teeth into his bicep. logan groans, tugging your hair a little to pull you off which only turn you on more.
"dirty little fuckin' thing." he chuckles as you watch your bite mark disappear in seconds. "you needed this more than me, huh?"
he sits up to kiss you but before he gets the chance, you shove him back down against the mattress.
"shut up." you giggle.
once you get his jeans off and he's left bare under you, you slip off your panties and line him up to your entrance. not even fully adjusted to his length yet before logan hears keys jiggling in the door.
"f-fuck, right there." you sigh, slowly moving your hips and finding the perfect rhythm.
down the hall, natasha kicks off her heels and follows the heavenly sound of your whimpers. logan sees nat in the doorway, watching you ride him on the bed.
"so tight for me, princess." he groans with his head thrown back. his thumb made its way down to your button, circling it as he thrusts up into you.
nat makes her way over to the bed, watching you like her prey. too caught up in your own pleasure to realize that it's her hands on your hips, moving you up and down on logan's cock.
"were you this fuckin' needy that you couldn't wait for me to get home?" she asks, breath ticking your neck.
"i-it... fuck, it was l-logan's idea." you pout.
"don't lie, дорогой." she tsked at you. "you'll only make your punishment worse."
without another word, she shoves you down until you are chest to chest with logan. unbeknownst to you, nat and him share a look before she nods; her finger tips trace up your spine until they grip your hair, pulling your head back as logan starts to fuck up into your tight wet heat.
"n-not fair." you pout with a whimper.
"and who said that we have to play fair?" natasha's palm strikes down on your ass.
your back arches at the mix of both pain and pleasure that they give you. her hand slides up your breast, squeezing and pinching your nipples while logan's thumb circles your clit.
"p-please, p-please let me come." you moan, feeling yourself near your high.
"nuh-uh." natasha hissed, slapping logan's hand away from your clit. "you know the rules when you misbehave."
no matter how mean natasha gets, she always makes sure that you're cared for. she is quick to sink her canine teeth into that sweet spot on your neck while rolling your nipples in between her fingers.
"she's so fuckin' pretty, tasha." logan grunts while thrusting harder into your weeping cunt. "should get a look at her."
she lifts up and over you, gripping your chin and pulling your head back to look at you.
"open up, дорогой." she smiles wickedly down at you.
with eyes rolled back, you blindly obey her order as she spits onto your tongue. just as that happens, logan twitches before spilling inside of you. his hands held your hips so tightly, sure to leave bruises tomorrow.
"alright, howlett..." nat glares down at the man. "it's my turn."
logan smirks, not upset in the slightest. if anything he enjoyed seeing this side of the two of you. nat gets up to finish stripping herself of her clothes while logan lifts you up carefully, placing a tender kiss on your lips. you attempt to keep him close, knowing only he can reel natasha in from whatever punishment she has in store for you.
"p-please, lo." your lip quivers as you plead to him with a fucked out gaze.
"sorry, princess." he chuckles. "can't save ya' from her now."
as he gets up, he grabs a cigar off the nightstand and lights it as natasha walks back over to you. the familiar feeling of silicone slaps your puffy clit, making you wince.
"natty, i'm so close..." you whimper, wrapping your legs around her waist. this motion allows the silicone to slip past your opening with ease thanks to logan's release still dripping out of you.
"what makes you think i should let you?" she smiles down at you before beginning her erratic thrusts, almost as brutal as logan's were.
"b-been good, p-promise." you pout, scrunching your nose and trying not to cum without her permission.
"you really think that fuckin' howlett was a good thing?" she asks.
"don't get jealous, tasha." he grins, teasing her.
"she wasn't moaning this loud when you were inside of her." she quips back in response.
"no fighting." you struggled to say, too fucked out at this point.
the sound of your moans broke up their bickering. nat's right hand slides up and around your throat, squeezing just the way you adore.
"g-gonna..." you warn, distracted by a vision of stars as natasha's other hand rubs your clit. never have you felt such an intense wave of euphoria wash over you.
by the time you could even open your eyes again, natasha's abs are covered in your slick and so were logan's thighs from inches over. both of them stare at you with lustful dark blown out eyes. with two fingers running up her abdomen, natasha collects your slick and pushed them past her smeared red lipstick.
"my turn, tasha." logan is quick to say, taking her place.
well, at least they were learning to share.
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RIGHTTTT
i’m the oldest of 5 (a whole can of worms i don’t want to get into) but i always wished i had a role model instead of being that person.
also people our age suck and the dating pool is a joke, i’ve given up on trying and tbh im fine if i never date again so i dont blame you AT ALL. everyone moves at their own pace, plus dating isn’t all it’s made it to be (in my limited experience 😭)
needy pt.1



chapter summary: You're Scott's younger sister and for months you've been secretly dating Logan. How much longer can you and him keep the secret?
word count: 8.3k+ (19.3k+ total)
pairing: Logan Howlett x fem!reader
notes: don't ask how or why this is so long, it was meant to be be less than 10k words but it just kept going. i was having a lot of fun writing this, and if people want to see a continuation or some other part of the story with these two, don't be afraid to ask! for now, enjoy cause there are like 3 smut scenes
there are two parts! tumblr has a word limit so i had to split it up!
warnings/tags: smut, unprotected piv, slight exhibitionism, slight pain kink, creampie, age gap (that's obvi), oral (f!receiving), slight praise kink, fingering, secret relationship, jealously, some possessiveness, peter maximoff being a little shit, fluff, slight angst
❀ part 2 ❀
“That’s it sweetheart.” Logan drawled, his body hovering over yours while slowly thrusting into you. “Doin’ so good for me.”
Your hands clawed at his shoulders, nail indents healing immediately.
Logan let out a low, rough chuckle against your throat. "Feisty, huh?" His voice was thick with heat, lips dragging along your pulse as he thrust deeper. "Go on, doll, mark me up all you want. Ain't like it'll stick—but I like feelin' you try."
Your breath hitched, legs tightening around his waist. "Shut up and move, Logan."
His smirk was all teeth. "Bossy." But he gave you what you wanted, picking up the pace, the bed rocking under both of you.
Knock. Knock.
Your body stiffened instantly. Logan froze too, just for a second, before his head snapped toward the door.
"Y/N?"
Scott.
Your stomach flipped. Logan's grip on your hip tightened. "You've gotta be fuckin' kiddin' me," he muttered under his breath.
"Shut up," you hissed, slapping a hand over his mouth. He raised an eyebrow at you, clearly amused despite the situation.
Scott knocked again. "You in there?"
You scrambled for an excuse, trying to keep your voice normal. "Uh—yeah! What do you want?"
Logan leaned in, lips brushing your ear as he whispered, "Think he knows his baby sister's gettin' fucked dumb by the big bad Wolverine?"
You smacked his shoulder. "You're not helping."
Scott sighed on the other side of the door. "Jean said you weren’t in your room, and you missed training this morning. You okay?"
Shit. "Yeah! I'm fine! I just—I was asleep."
Logan stifled a laugh against your neck. "Not a total lie," he murmured, nipping at your jaw.
You shoved at his chest. "Stop it," you mouthed.
Scott hesitated. "You sure?"
Logan's hips rolled, and you barely bit back a moan. "Positive," you choked out. "Just… tired. Can we talk later?"
A pause. Then: "Alright. Just checkin'." His footsteps retreated down the hall.
Logan didn’t wait. The second Scott’s footsteps faded down the hall, he was back on you—mouth hot, breath rough, hands greedy.
"You shoulda heard yourself," he murmured, lips dragging along your jaw. "Tryin’ to sound all innocent when I got you stuffed full like this."
Your nails dug into his back again, legs still locked tight around his waist. "And whose fault is that?"
His smirk was downright filthy. "Mine. And I ain't even a little sorry."
He moved again—slow, deep thrusts that had you gasping against his shoulder. You bit down on his skin, just to keep quiet, and he groaned low in his chest. "Fuck, doll, do that again."
You did, dragging your teeth over his collarbone, then licking over the mark like an apology. His pace stuttered for half a second before he pressed you deeper into the mattress, forearm braced next to your head.
"You wanna play dirty, huh?" His voice was a growl now, rough as gravel. "You're gonna be real sorry 'bout that."
And then he set a punishing rhythm—hips slamming into yours, his body pressed so tight to you that you could feel the heat of him everywhere.
You couldn't think, couldn't breathe. Every drag, every thrust had you unraveling under him, nails clawing at his arms, his back, his shoulders—anything to ground yourself.
"Logan," you gasped.
He groaned, burying his face in your neck. "Yeah, sweetheart, I know. I got you."
His breath was hot against your skin, his weight solid, grounding. But there was nothing slow or sweet about the way he moved now—his hips drove into yours with an intensity that made your nails sink even deeper into his back.
"Fuck, Logan," you gasped, your voice barely above a whisper.
He chuckled, rough and dark. "S'what I like to hear," he muttered, dragging his teeth along the side of your throat. "All those little noises—only I get to hear ‘em, huh?"
Your fingers tangled in his hair, yanking just enough to make him grunt. "Maybe if you'd shut up and—oh, shit—keep going—"
Logan didn't need more encouragement. He pressed you further into the mattress, keeping you pinned beneath him, his pace relentless. Every roll of his hips sent a sharp, toe-curling heat through you, your pulse thudding loud in your ears.
Then—his mouth was at your ear again. "You still think Scott bought that bullshit excuse?"
Your stomach tightened, pleasure warring with panic. "Shut up," you hissed.
His smirk was pure sin. "Nah. Kinda fun knowin’ he was just outside while I had you like this—"
"Logan," you warned, biting back a moan.
He just hummed like the idea amused him. "Bet he'd lose his fuckin’ mind if he knew, huh? His sweet, innocent baby sister—" His hips slammed into yours, forcing out a sharp, breathless gasp. "—gettin' wrecked by the guy he hates most."
You slapped a hand over his mouth again, eyes flashing. "Do you want us to get caught?"
Logan just huffed against your palm, but his eyes burned with something darker. Amused. Possessive. A challenge.
Then, just as quickly, he shifted, dragging your hand away and pinning it above your head, his fingers laced through yours. "Nah, I like keepin’ you all to myself," he murmured against your lips before claiming them in a kiss—deep, messy, all tongue and teeth and heat.
The knock at the door had long since faded into silence, but the risk still lingered—your brother was right there, just down the hall. The thought alone made something coil tighter in your gut.
"Logan," you whispered, half warning, half plea.
"Shh," he muttered, his free hand slipping down your body, gripping tight at your waist as he drove into you again. "Just focus on me, sweetheart. Nothin’ else matters."
And for now, with his body pressing you deeper into the sheets, his breath ragged against your skin, and his hands branding you in ways that would never fade—he was right.
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Dinner was already a disaster, and you hadn’t even sat down yet. Scott was in full big-brother mode, still eyeing you like he wasn’t convinced by your excuse from earlier. Jean had that look too—like she could hear your heart rate spike every time Scott brought it up. And Rogue? She was the worst of them all, smirking every time you so much as shifted in your seat.
“So,” Scott started, arms crossed as he leaned against the kitchen counter. “You sure you’re okay?”
You grabbed a plate, keeping your expression neutral. “Yeah, Scott. Just tired. I overslept.”
Scott frowned, clearly skeptical. “You never oversleep.”
Rogue snorted into her drink. “Maybe she had a long night,” she said innocently, then flicked her gaze toward you with way too much amusement.
Your stomach dropped. You shot her a glare, but she just smirked over the rim of her cup.
“Long night doing what?” Scott asked.
Jean sighed. “Scott.”
“No, seriously. She missed training. That’s not like her.”
“Maybe she was busy,” Rogue said, taking a slow sip. “Real busy.”
You swore you were going to kill her. Right here. At the dinner table.
Scott’s frown deepened. “Doing what?”
Before Rogue could dig your grave any deeper, Logan walked in like he owned the place, rolling his shoulders and grabbing a beer from the fridge. He barely spared you a glance, but you knew he was enjoying this way too much.
“Doin’ what, Summers?” Logan popped the cap off the bottle and took a swig, looking entirely unbothered.
Scott gestured toward you. “She missed training this morning. Said she was sleeping, but she never oversleeps.”
Logan shrugged. “Guess she needed it.”
Scott narrowed his eyes. “You don’t think that’s weird?”
Logan leaned against the counter, looking unimpressed. “What’s weird is you interrogatin’ her like she committed a crime.”
Rogue let out a cough that sounded a hell of a lot like a laugh.
Jean, who had been watching the entire thing unfold, finally spoke up. “Scott, drop it. If she says she was tired, she was tired.”
Scott exhaled sharply, clearly still unconvinced but finally letting it go. “Fine.” He grabbed his plate and moved to sit down.
Logan smirked over the rim of his beer before taking another sip. You didn’t even have to look at him to know exactly what was going through his head.
As soon as Scott turned away, Rogue leaned over and muttered under her breath, “You’re lucky Jean shut him up.”
You kicked her under the table. She just grinned.
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Later that night you were in your bedroom reading a book when someone knocked on your door. “It’s open!” you called out. You knew it wouldn’t be Logan, not when it was only 9 pm.
Rogue plopped down beside you, stretching her legs out and giving you a shit-eating grin.
"So," she drawled, nudging your shoulder. "How's your nap?"
You groaned, already regretting not locking your door. "Not you too."
"Oh, especially me," she said, grinning. "C'mon, sugar, I deserve some details after helpin’ cover your ass at dinner."
You shot her a glare. "You almost got me caught."
"Please," she scoffed. "Scott's dense as hell when it comes to you. If Jean weren’t there, he’d still be tryin’ to figure out what was ‘off’ about you today." She smirked. "Meanwhile, I know exactly what was off."
You grabbed a pillow and smacked her with it. Rogue just laughed. "Hey, I ain't judgin’! I just think it’s funny how not subtle you two are."
You gave her a look. "We are subtle."
"Uh-huh. Sure," she said, rolling her eyes. "So subtle that I had to watch Logan barely contain his smug-ass smirk at dinner. You realize you got played, right? Scott started pushin’, and Logan shut it down in, like, two sentences."
You frowned. "That wasn’t playing me—that was helping me."
Rogue snorted. "Girl, Logan lives for this. He’s gettin’ off on the fact that he’s sneakin’ around with Scott Summers' baby sister."
You opened your mouth, then closed it. You hated that she was probably right.
Rogue grinned. "Bet he’s got a real nice ego boost right now."
You sighed, flopping back against your pillows. "I hate you."
"No, you don't," she said cheerfully. "But you do love makin’ bad decisions."
"Logan is not a bad decision." She raised an eyebrow. You crossed your arms. "He’s not."
Rogue just smirked. "Whatever helps you sleep at night, sugar."
You groaned. "Are you done?"
"Not even close," she said, kicking her feet up on your bed. "But I’ll give you a break—for now."
"Gee, thanks."
She chuckled, then eyed you for a moment before her smirk softened just a little. "You really like him, huh?"
You hesitated for half a second before nodding. "Yeah. I do."
Rogue nodded, like she already knew. "Then I guess I’ll keep coverin’ for you."
You smiled. "Thanks."
"Don’t thank me yet," she said, grinning. "If you two do get caught, I wanna be front row for Scott’s meltdown."
---
A few nights later, you barely made it two steps into your room before a rough hand grabbed your wrist and yanked you inside. The door shut behind you with a quiet click.
“Jesus—Logan!” You turned, ready to shove him off, but the moment you saw the look in his eyes, your stomach flipped.
His hands were already on your waist, pushing you back until your spine hit the door. His body was flush against yours, heat radiating from him.
“You’ve been drivin’ me fuckin’ crazy all day,” he muttered, voice low, rough. His fingers dug into your hips, holding you in place like he needed to. “Sittin’ across from me at dinner, actin’ all innocent, while I’m still thinkin’ ‘bout the way you came on my cock the other night.”
Your breath hitched, pulse spiking. “Logan—”
“Could barely keep my hands to myself,” he murmured, lips brushing your jaw, your throat. “You think Scott noticed how damn quiet I was?”
You swallowed hard, hands clutching at his arms. “You were quiet?”
Logan chuckled against your skin. “See? You weren’t payin’ attention either.” He pressed closer, one thigh slotting between yours, and you felt him—hot, hard, ready.
“Logan,” you breathed, your fingers twisting in his shirt.
“Yeah, sweetheart?” His lips brushed your ear, teasing. “Tell me what you want.”
A sharp knock made you both freeze. Again? Your stomach dropped as Logan exhaled sharply, muttering a curse under his breath.
“Y/N?” Scott’s voice.
You shut your eyes, biting back a groan. Logan’s forehead dropped against your shoulder, his whole body tense.
“You gotta be fuckin’ kidding me,” he whispered.
You shoved at his chest, mouthing move. He just smirked, staying right where he was.
Scott knocked again. “You in there?”
Logan's smirk widened, eyes gleaming with something smug. You cleared your throat, forcing your voice to sound normal. “Yeah, I’m here.”
“Open up.”
Panic shot through you. Logan just raised an eyebrow, amused. You shoved at his chest harder, whispering, “hide.”
He grinned. “No.”
Your glare was sharp. “Logan.”
He sighed, rolling his eyes before finally stepping back. “Fine.” He moved toward your closet, muttering, “This is fuckin’ humiliatin’,” under his breath.
You didn’t have time to argue. The moment he was out of sight, you exhaled hard and cracked the door open.
Scott frowned down at you. “Why’d that take so long?”
You forced a casual shrug. “I was getting ready for bed.”
Scott squinted at you, then looked over your shoulder, like he expected to find some kind of evidence of your lies. “You sure?”
Your heart pounded. “Yes, Scott,” you huffed, crossing your arms. “Why are you here?”
Scott still looked unconvinced, but finally said, “I wanted to see if you wanted to train in the morning. Just us.”
You blinked. “Uh… sure?”
“Cool. Early morning session. Don’t be late.” He gave you another suspicious look before stepping back. “Night, Y/N.”
You gave him the fakest smile you could muster. “Night.”
The second the door shut, Logan was out of the closet, shaking his head. “You owe me for that.”
You rolled your eyes. “Oh, poor you. Hiding for thirty seconds.”
He stepped close again, hands sliding back onto your waist. “Not the hidin’ part that pissed me off,” he muttered, pressing his mouth to your throat. “It’s the part where I didn’t get to finish what I started.”
Heat curled in your stomach. “Then finish it,” you whispered.
Logan’s grip tightened, fingers digging into your waist as he pressed you back against the door, his body flush against yours. Heat radiated off him in waves, thick and consuming.
"Thought you'd never ask," he murmured, his voice all gravel and dark amusement. His lips traced a slow path along your jaw before dragging down to your throat, teeth grazing sensitive skin.
Your fingers curled into his shirt, desperate to hold onto something as his hands moved—one sliding up your side, under your shirt, rough fingers splaying against bare skin. You sucked in a sharp breath as he pressed his thigh between yours, the pressure making your head spin.
"Logan—"
"You were teasin' me all damn day," he muttered against your skin. "All wide eyes and sweet little smiles like you weren’t sittin’ there with my fuckin’ marks still on you."
Your breath hitched. His teeth caught on the spot where your shoulder met your neck, biting just enough to make you gasp. "Not my fault you left them," you whispered, your own hands slipping under his shirt, tracing over the hard muscle of his stomach.
Logan chuckled—low, dangerous. "Oh, it was on purpose, sweetheart. Wanted you rememberin' exactly where my mouth was."
His lips skimmed your jaw, his stubble scraping your skin as he worked his way lower, pressing open-mouthed kisses along the line of your throat. His hands were firm, fingers digging into your waist, holding you against him like he needed you there.
"You should've finished before Scott interrupted," you muttered, breathless, trying to keep some semblance of control.
Logan chuckled against your skin, the vibration sending a shiver down your spine. "Sweetheart, you really think I’m the kinda guy to rush this?" His teeth scraped over the sensitive spot just beneath your ear. "Nah. You started this game, now you gotta deal with the consequences."
His hands moved—one slipping beneath your shirt, fingers splaying across your ribs, rough and warm. The other slid lower, down the curve of your hip, before gripping the back of your thigh and hauling it up against his side. The movement sent you pressing closer, heat meeting heat, and you gasped.
"You feel that?" His voice was a low growl. "Been hard all damn day because of you."
Your fingers curled into his shirt, pulling him even closer. "Then do something about it."
His smirk was pure arrogance. "Oh, you got some fire tonight, huh?" His hand on your thigh tightened, his other sliding higher beneath your shirt, grazing the underside of your breast. "I like that."
Before you could snap back, he kissed you—hard. No hesitation, no teasing. His lips crashed against yours, his tongue sweeping into your mouth like he was claiming you, like he'd been waiting for this all day. And maybe he had.
Your back hit the door harder as he pressed into you, deepening the kiss, swallowing the quiet moan that slipped from your throat. His hands were everywhere—roaming, gripping, pulling.
Then, with no warning, he lifted you. You gasped against his lips, legs instinctively wrapping around his waist as he turned, carrying you toward the bed like you weighed nothing.
"You just gonna manhandle me now?" you teased, breathless.
Logan smirked, dropping you onto the mattress with a bounce. "Damn right I am."
Before you could recover, he was on you—hands braced on either side of your head, knee pressing between your thighs. His lips were back on yours, insistent, hungry. He kissed like he fought—relentless, determined, and utterly in control.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, nails scraping lightly against his scalp, and the growl he let out sent heat pooling low in your stomach.
His fingers slipped beneath your shirt, dragging it up, his knuckles grazing heated skin as he peeled it over your head. The second it was gone, his mouth was everywhere—kissing, nipping, sucking at the newly exposed skin like he had something to prove.
"Logan—" Your voice hitched as his teeth scraped over your collarbone.
"Shh," he murmured against your skin, lips moving lower. "Let me enjoy this."
His hands found the waistband of your pants, tugging them down with far too much ease, his lips still moving, still teasing. You barely had time to process the cool air against your skin before his hands were on your thighs, spreading you open.
He looked up at you, eyes dark, heated, hungry. "You are gonna be real quiet for me, right?" His voice was nothing but rough gravel and amusement. "Wouldn't want your brother to come knockin' again."
You should've had a smart-ass response ready, but the moment his mouth was on you, your brain short-circuited. A sharp gasp tore from your throat as his tongue dragged slow and deliberate, a teasing flick before he sealed his lips around you and sucked. Your fingers shot to his hair, tangling in the thick mess, your back arching off the bed before you even realized it.
"Logan—"
He growled against you, the vibration sending a shock straight through your system. His grip on your thighs tightened, holding you open, keeping you exactly where he wanted you.
"Quiet, sweetheart," he murmured, dragging his mouth away just enough to speak. His lips were slick, his voice dark with amusement.
You clenched your jaw, the reminder making your face burn—but not enough to stop you from tugging his hair, shoving him back down where he belonged. Logan chuckled, but didn’t argue.
He buried himself between your thighs again, tongue pressing, curling, teasing. Every flick sent heat pooling deep in your stomach, every slow, deliberate movement dragging you higher and higher, the tension coiling tight.
Your breathing turned uneven, fingers clutching at the sheets. "Logan," you gasped, your thighs threatening to clamp shut.
He didn’t let you. His hands flexed, holding you open as he devoured you, his pace slow and maddening, like he knew exactly what he was doing to you.
"You’re close," he muttered, voice muffled against your skin. He pressed a kiss right where you needed him most, almost gentle. "I can feel it."
You bit down hard on your lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction of begging. But Logan had other plans. He sucked, hard and sudden, and your whole body jerked.
A sharp cry broke from your throat, your hands flying to muffle yourself as heat crashed through you. The tension snapped, pleasure rolling through you in shuddering waves, your body trembling beneath his hold.
He groaned against you, like he was savoring every second, like he lived for this.
Only when you finally slumped back against the sheets, breathless and spent, did he pull away, dragging the back of his hand across his mouth.
"Sweetheart," he muttered, his voice thick with heat and satisfaction. "You taste so fuckin’ sweet when you come for me."
Your face burned, but you still shot him a glare. "Cocky."
Logan smirked. "Damn right."
Then he was on you again, lips crashing against yours, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. His body pressed flush against yours, his jeans rough against your bare skin, and—
Yeah. He was still hard as hell.
"You got yours," you murmured against his mouth, reaching between you. "Now let me return the favor."
His breath stuttered as your fingers brushed against the hard length straining behind his zipper, but before you could do anything else, his hand caught your wrist.
"Not yet." His voice was rough, strained. "I need to be inside you first."
Your stomach flipped. He reached down, making quick work of his belt, his jeans, shoving them down just enough. You caught the briefest glimpse of him before he was lining himself up, the heat of him pressing against you.
"Fuck," he groaned as he pushed inside, slow, stretching you open inch by inch until he was buried to the hilt.
Your mouth parted, a soft, breathless moan slipping free at the feeling of him—full, deep, overwhelming in the best way.
Logan shuddered. "You feel so fuckin’ good, doll," he rasped against your ear.
Then he moved. A slow, deliberate pull before thrusting back in, setting a steady, deep rhythm. Every movement sent sparks through your system, your fingers digging into his shoulders, your breath coming in soft gasps.
Logan groaned, forehead dropping to your shoulder. "Fuckin’ hell, I missed this."
You clung to him, your body tightening around him in response. His pace faltered for half a second before he growled—and snapped his hips into you. A sharp cry tore from your throat, and Logan grinned. "That’s what I thought."
Then he really started moving. Deep, rough thrusts, dragging you higher and higher, your nails raking down his back as pleasure coiled tight again, building faster this time.
"Logan—"
"I got you," he muttered, voice wrecked. "Come on, sweetheart, let go for me."
You did. The pleasure crashed through you, your body trembling as you came around him, his name falling from your lips in a breathless moan.
Logan groaned, his thrusts turning erratic before he buried himself deep, his whole body tensing as he followed you over the edge.
For a long moment, neither of you moved, just tangled together, catching your breath.
"You’re heavy," you muttered, pushing weakly at his chest.
Logan huffed a laugh but finally rolled onto his side, dragging you with him.
"You love it," he muttered, pressing a lazy kiss to your temple.
You snorted. "You wish."
He just grinned, pulling you closer.
---
You and Logan rarely have date nights. It was hard to find a quiet, empty space in the mansion that you knew no one was going to go into.
Let alone Scott letting you go out at night, even if you were 25.
But, tonight, you had a way around that. Rogue had already gone out with Bobby to the carnival that was in town which gave you a perfect excuse to leave the mansion.
You walked to the front door and barely put your hand on the doorknob when Scott’s voice rang out.
"Where do you think you're going?"
You froze, forcing yourself to keep your expression neutral before turning around. "Carnival. Rogue and Bobby already went, so I figured I’d go check it out."
Scott crossed his arms, eyeing you suspiciously. "Since when do you like carnivals?"
You shrugged. "Since now." Scott frowned like he was trying to figure out what was off. You didn’t give him a chance to ask more questions. "You gonna let me go, or are we really about to have a whole interrogation over funnel cakes and rigged games?"
Before Scott could answer, Logan came strolling down the hallway, clearly on his way somewhere—until Scott turned to him.
"Logan, drive her."
Logan blinked. "What?"
Scott gestured toward you. "She’s going to the carnival. Drive her."
Your stomach flipped. You had to fight to keep the surprise off your face. This was perfect.
Logan’s expression didn’t change, but you knew him well enough to catch the slight twitch of amusement in his eyes. "Why?"
Scott gave Logan a flat look. "Because I don’t want her going alone."
"I can handle myself," you said quickly.
Scott ignored you, still looking at Logan. "Just drop her off and make sure she actually goes inside. Then pick her up when she’s ready to leave."
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes. "I’m twenty-five, Scott. Not fifteen."
"And yet, you’re still my little sister," he shot back.
Logan sighed like this whole conversation was exhausting. "Fine. C’mon, kid," he said, jerking his head toward the door.
You clenched your jaw at the nickname, knowing exactly why he used it in front of Scott. But you didn’t argue. Instead, you grabbed your jacket and walked past them, ignoring the smug look Scott gave you like he’d just ensured your safety for the night.
The second you and Logan stepped outside, he let out a low chuckle. "Well, ain’t this convenient?"
You shot him a look. "Don’t be smug."
"Too late."
---
The drive was quiet at first, just the hum of the engine and the occasional sound of Logan shifting gears. You knew Scott had probably expected Logan to drop you off, watch you go inside, then leave. But instead, Logan was taking the scenic route, driving further away from the carnival.
"You know, if Scott ever finds out about us, he’s gonna kill you," you said, watching the streetlights blur past.
Logan smirked, eyes still on the road. "Nah. He’s gonna try."
You rolled your eyes, but the warmth spreading in your chest betrayed you.
After a few minutes, Logan pulled into a small lot near a bar you both knew was usually quiet on weekdays. He killed the engine and turned to you. "So, what’s the plan, doll? We head in, grab a drink, then pretend you spent the whole night winnin’ stuffed animals?"
You smirked. "Something like that."
Logan leaned in slightly, eyes darkening. "Or… we could skip the drinks and find somethin’ else to do."
Your breath hitched, heart pounding. "Temptin’."
His smirk widened, but he didn’t push. Instead, he just reached for his door handle. "C’mon, let’s make this date look real."
You followed him inside, the warmth of the bar a stark contrast to the cool night air. It wasn’t crowded—just a few regulars, a couple playing pool in the corner, and a bartender who barely looked up as you both walked in.
Logan led you to a booth near the back, out of the way, and slid in across from you.
"So," he drawled, resting his arms on the table, "you gonna let me win you a giant teddy bear later?"
You snorted. "You? Win a carnival game? Please."
His eyes gleamed with amusement. "You doubtin’ me, sweetheart?"
You leaned forward slightly, a teasing smile on your lips. "I’m just saying… those games take skill. Precision. A soft touch. You’re more of a… smash things and ask questions later kind of guy."
Logan chuckled, shaking his head. "You got a real smart mouth, you know that?"
"Yeah, and you love it."
He smirked. "Damn right I do."
The bartender came by, and you both ordered drinks. Logan, of course, got whiskey. You opted for something lighter. As soon as the bartender walked away, Logan reached across the table, taking your hand in his. His thumb brushed over your knuckles, slow and deliberate.
"Been wantin’ to do that all day," he muttered.
Your heart flipped. You curled your fingers around Logan’s, warmth spreading from the simple touch. He never did this at the mansion—not where anyone could see. But here, away from prying eyes, he was different.
"Yeah?" you murmured, teasing, but your voice was softer than you intended.
Logan’s thumb traced lazy circles against your skin. "Yeah." His eyes flicked up, locking onto yours, something unreadable in them. "Kinda hate sneakin’ around all the time."
You swallowed, suddenly hyperaware of the weight behind his words. "I know."
He didn’t push, didn’t say anything else—just held your hand, like that was enough for now. And maybe it was.
The bartender dropped off your drinks, barely sparing either of you a glance. Logan finally let go, but not before giving your fingers one last squeeze.
You picked up your drink, taking a sip. "So, you actually gonna win me that teddy bear later, or were you just talking shit?"
Logan smirked, reaching for his whiskey. "Sweetheart, I ain’t losin’ to a rigged game."
"You sound awfully confident for someone who doesn’t exactly scream ‘hand-eye coordination.’"
Logan huffed a laugh, shaking his head. "You’re a real pain in the ass, you know that?"
"You’re the one dating me."
"Yeah, yeah," he muttered, but the smirk tugging at his lips said he didn’t mind one bit.
The two of you sat there, drinking, talking, stealing quick touches when no one was looking. It felt easy—like it was supposed to be like this all the time.
You didn’t know how long you stayed, but eventually, Logan leaned back in the booth, stretching his arms across the seat. "Time to make this date look real."
You raised an eyebrow. "Meaning?"
"Meaning we go to the damn carnival, you let me win somethin’, and we make sure Summers doesn’t think you were out doin’ somethin’ reckless."
You smirked. "Technically, I am."
Logan snorted, throwing some cash on the table before standing up. "C’mon, trouble. Let’s get you a prize."
---
The carnival was packed, neon lights casting everything in a bright, chaotic glow. The scent of fried food, sugar, and asphalt filled the air, mixing with the hum of laughter and the occasional shriek from a nearby ride.
You walked beside Logan, your fingers grazing his every few steps, but neither of you reached out. Not here.
"Alright, hotshot," you said, stopping in front of a shooting game. "Let’s see if you’re actually as good as you claim."
Logan stepped up to the booth, rolling his shoulders like he was preparing for a fight. "You doubtin’ me?"
You crossed your arms, smirking. "I don’t doubt that you’re good at a lot of things, but precision? Patience? Not exactly your strong suit."
Logan just grunted, dropping some cash onto the counter. The guy running the booth handed him a plastic rifle, looking thoroughly unimpressed.
"You gotta hit all five targets," the guy drawled, popping gum in his mouth. "You miss one, you lose."
Logan spun the rifle in his hand like it was nothing, raising an eyebrow at you. "Watch and learn, sweetheart."
You huffed a laugh, but then—
Crack.
The first target dropped.
Then the second.
Then the third, fourth, fifth—so fast the guy running the booth barely had time to register it before the last one clattered down.
Logan set the rifle down with a smirk. "Told ya."
You blinked. "Okay. That was… impressive."
"You're damn right it was." He turned to the booth guy, jerking his head toward the line of stuffed animals. "Pick whichever one she wants."
You looked at the rows of plush toys, pretending to think before pointing at the most obnoxious, oversized teddy bear in sight.
Logan’s smirk faltered. "Really?"
"You said I could pick," you reminded him, grinning.
He muttered something under his breath but took the giant bear when the guy handed it over, tossing it at you. "Happy now?"
You hugged the ridiculous thing to your chest. "Very."
Logan shook his head, amusement flickering in his eyes. "You’re gonna be the death of me, doll."
You grinned, looping your arm through his as you walked. "Yeah, but what a way to go."
---
By the time you got back to the mansion, it was late. The house was mostly quiet, save for the faint murmur of the TV in the common room.
Logan parked in the driveway, shutting off the engine. Neither of you moved right away.
He drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. "You know we can’t keep this up forever."
Your chest tightened. "I know."
Silence stretched between you for a beat. Then he spoke, "you worth the trouble, sweetheart?" Logan’s voice was softer, rough in a different way.
You turned to him, meeting his gaze. "You tell me."
His lips twitched, but he didn’t answer. Instead, he reached over, curling a hand around the back of your neck, pulling you in for a slow, deliberate kiss.
It was different from earlier—less teasing, less rushed. Just warm, steady, like he was trying to say something without actually saying it.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead rested against yours for a second before he exhaled and pulled away completely. "Go on. Before Summers comes lookin’."
You rolled your eyes but grabbed the stupidly large teddy bear and climbed out. As you walked inside, you didn’t have to look back to know Logan was watching.
---
"Jesus, sugar. That’s a big teddy bear," Rogue said, leaning against your doorframe with her arms crossed, smirking.
You flopped onto your bed, the ridiculous oversized bear landing beside you. "Yeah, well, I earned it."
She raised an eyebrow. "Oh? Did you? ‘Cause I got a feelin’ Logan earned it, and you just picked the biggest, most obnoxious thing you could outta spite."
You grinned, not even trying to deny it. "He said I could pick."
Rogue let out a snort and stepped inside, flopping down next to the bear and poking its fluffy face. "So, how was date night with our favorite bad decision?"
"Great, actually," you admitted, hugging a pillow to your chest. "We got drinks, he won me this monstrosity, and Scott still thinks I was eating funnel cake and riding the Ferris wheel all night."
Rogue let out a dramatic sigh. "That boy is so clueless, it’s almost sad." Then she shot you a look. "But you know he’s gonna find out eventually, right?"
Your stomach twisted, but you shrugged. "I know."
She tilted her head. "And?"
"And… we’ll deal with it when we have to."
Rogue studied you for a moment, then smirked. "You’re fallin’ for him."
Your mouth opened, but no words came out. Instead, you grabbed the teddy bear and smacked her in the face with it.
She cackled, shoving it away. "Oh, sugar, you are so screwed."
"Shut up."
"Nah, I love this," she teased. "Big, bad Wolverine gettin’ all soft for little ol’ you. It’s cute."
"He is not—" You stopped yourself, because… yeah. He kind of was. At least with you.
Rogue grinned, smug as hell. "I bet he’s outside your window right now, just sittin’ there, all broody, waitin’ for me to leave so he can sneak in."
You rolled your eyes. "He’s not that predictable."
A faint tap at your window made you both freeze. Rogue's eyes went wide before she burst out laughing, smacking your arm. "No fuckin’ way."
You shot her a glare before pushing off the bed, crossing the room, and pulling the curtain back.
Sure enough, Logan stood outside, arms crossed, eyebrow raised. You cracked the window open just enough to whisper, "Are you serious?"
Logan just smirked. "You gonna let me in, or what?"
Rogue was still laughing behind you. "Oh, sugar, I’m never lettin’ you live this down."
---
“Where’d you get that necklace?” Jean asked, looking over the rim of her coffee mug.
You barely paused as you stirred sugar into your coffee. "Bought it for myself," you said, keeping your tone casual.
Jean hummed, watching you for a second longer before taking a sip. "It’s nice. Simple."
You nodded, fingers brushing over the small silver Earth pendant. "Yeah. Thought so too."
Across the table, Rogue smirked into her cup but said nothing. You could feel her amusement radiating off of her, but you refused to look at her. If you did, you’d probably give yourself away.
Jean, thankfully, didn’t press. She just shrugged and leaned back in her chair. "Well, good for you. You don’t usually wear jewelry."
You forced a small smile. "Guess I’m changing things up."
Rogue let out a quiet snort. You kicked her under the table.
Jean’s gaze flicked between the two of you, like she was debating whether or not to ask what that was about, but before she could, Scott walked in, yawning as he grabbed a cup of coffee.
"You training today?" he asked you, rubbing a hand over his face.
"Yeah," you said. "After breakfast."
Scott nodded, taking a sip of his coffee. He didn’t seem to notice the way Rogue was still fighting laughter or how Jean kept glancing at your necklace.
You exhaled quietly, focusing on your coffee. Crisis averted. For now.
---
Later that day, you found Logan in the garage, leaning against his bike, arms crossed as he watched you approach.
"You know," you said, stopping in front of him, "Jean noticed the necklace."
Logan raised an eyebrow. "Yeah? You tell her?"
"Nope," you said, rocking back on your heels. "Said I bought it for myself."
He huffed a quiet laugh. "Smart girl."
You smirked. "I try."
Logan reached out, hooking a finger under the chain and tugging you closer. "Y’could’ve just told her the truth."
You gave him a look. "Oh, sure. ‘Hey Jean, thanks for noticing! My secret boyfriend who my brother would literally kill bought it for me. Cool, right?’"
Logan smirked. "I’d pay to see the look on Summers’ face if you ever actually said that."
You rolled your eyes. "You just wanna see him lose his shit."
"Maybe," he admitted, voice full of amusement.
You sighed, shaking your head. "You are such a menace."
Logan’s grip on the necklace tightened for a second before he let it go, letting his fingers trail lightly over your collarbone. "You still wearin’ it, though."
Your breath hitched slightly at the touch, but you kept your expression neutral. "Yeah. I like it."
His smirk softened, just a little. "Good."
For a second, you just stood there, his fingers still ghosting over your skin, the garage quiet except for the distant hum of voices from the mansion.
"You gonna let me take you somewhere tonight?" Logan asked, tilting his head slightly.
You raised an eyebrow. "Somewhere like…?"
Logan shrugged. "Just a ride. No missions, no Scott breathin’ down your neck. Just us."
Your stomach flipped. You hadn’t had much alone time with him outside of stolen moments in your room or hidden corners of the mansion.
You hesitated for half a second before nodding. "Yeah. Alright."
Logan’s smirk widened. "Good girl."
Your face heated, but you ignored it, turning on your heel before he could say anything else. "I’ll meet you out here at eleven," you called over your shoulder.
"Don’t be late, sweetheart," he said, and you didn’t have to look back to know he was grinning.
---
The night air was cool against your skin as you stepped off the mansion’s back porch, your pulse quickening with every quiet step. You stuck to the shadows, moving with practiced ease—this wasn’t your first time sneaking out. But it was always a gamble. Always a risk.
Still, that didn’t stop the thrill from curling low in your stomach.
Logan was already waiting by his bike, leaning against it with his arms crossed, cigarette glowing faintly between his fingers. He exhaled, watching you with that familiar smirk—half amused, half something darker.
"Took you long enough," he muttered, flicking the cigar away.
“I said eleven," you shot back, coming to a stop in front of him. "It’s eleven."
Logan glanced at his watch like he didn’t believe you, then shrugged. "Close enough."
You rolled your eyes, but before you could say anything else, he grabbed the helmet from the handlebars and held it out. You hesitated for half a second before taking it, slipping it on as Logan swung a leg over the bike.
"Hop on, doll."
You did, settling in behind him, your arms wrapping around his waist automatically. He was warm, solid beneath your touch, the scent of leather and faint cigar smoke clinging to him.
"You gonna tell me where we're going?" you asked, voice slightly muffled behind the visor.
Logan reached down, gripping your thigh just enough to make you feel it. "Nope."
Your stomach flipped. Before you could push for an answer, the engine roared to life beneath you, and then you were moving—tearing down the quiet backroads, the wind rushing past, the world blurring into streaks of light and shadow.
You didn’t ask again. You just held on tighter.
---
Logan didn’t stop until you were well outside of town, pulling off onto a secluded dirt path surrounded by thick trees. The headlights cast long shadows against the trunks as he killed the engine. The night settled around you, quiet except for the faint hum of crickets and the cooling tick of the bike.
You pulled off the helmet, shaking out your hair before looking around. "This is either really romantic or the start of a horror movie."
Logan snorted, stepping off the bike. "Guess that depends on your definition of romantic."
You smirked, handing him the helmet as you stood. "So? What’s the plan, tough guy? You bringin’ me out here to bury a body?"
He huffed a laugh. "Nah. Just figured we could use some real privacy for once." He jerked his head toward a break in the trees. "C’mon."
You followed him down a small path, stepping carefully over the uneven ground. After a few minutes, the trees thinned out, revealing a stretch of open sky and a lake shimmering under the moonlight.
Your breath caught for half a second. You hadn't expected this.
Logan glanced at you, catching the look on your face. "Not bad, huh?"
You crossed your arms, pretending to consider. "It’s alright, I guess."
He smirked. "Brat."
You grinned but didn’t argue. Instead, you kicked off your shoes and stepped onto the wooden dock that stretched over the water, feeling the worn planks creak under your weight. Logan followed, hands in his pockets as he leaned against one of the wooden posts.
For a while, neither of you spoke. The air was crisp, the reflection of the stars rippling over the water’s surface. It was quiet. Peaceful. Something you didn’t get much of at the mansion.
Then Logan’s voice broke the silence. "You ever think about leavin’?"
You blinked, turning to him. "What?"
He kept his eyes on the water. "The mansion. The team. All of it."
You frowned. "Why would I?"
Logan let out a breath, running a hand through his hair. "Dunno. Just seems like sometimes you’re tryin’ to be somethin’ you ain’t."
You stared at him, caught off guard. "And what exactly do you think I am?"
Logan’s eyes finally met yours, something unreadable in them. "Someone who don’t belong in a cage. No matter how nice they make it look."
Your stomach twisted. You knew what he meant. The mansion was safe, sure. But it was also rules, expectations, eyes always watching. You’d built a life there. A good one. But was it really yours? Or was it just the one Scott expected you to have?
You swallowed, looking away. "And what about you?"
Logan tilted his head slightly. "What about me?"
"Do you ever think about leaving?" You asked.
A pause. "All the damn time."
Something about the way he said it made your chest ache.
You didn’t know what to say to that. So you didn’t say anything. Instead, you stepped closer, reaching for his hand. Logan let you take it, his fingers curling around yours automatically.
"You don’t have to stay, you know," you murmured. "If you really wanted to go."
Logan exhaled through his nose, shaking his head. "Yeah, doll. I do."
Your throat tightened. You knew what he meant. He wasn’t staying for the team.
He was staying for you.
For a moment, you just stood there, his hand warm in yours, the lake stretching out endless and quiet beneath the stars.
Then, finally, Logan smirked. "This is gettin’ a little too sentimental. You wanna go for a swim or somethin’?"
You snorted, shaking your head. "It’s freezing."
"So?"
You rolled your eyes. "You go first, tough guy."
Logan didn’t hesitate. He kicked off his boots, shrugged out of his jacket, and before you could even process what was happening—
Splash.
You gasped as water sprayed onto the dock, the surface rippling wildly where Logan had disappeared. You stared at the disturbance for half a second before Logan popped back up, slicking his hair back with both hands. "Water’s fine."
"You’re a liar," you laughed.
Logan grinned, then suddenly shot out an arm—grabbing your ankle.
"Logan—!"
Too late.
You yelped as he yanked, throwing you completely off balance. The last thing you saw before you hit the water was his smug, grinning face. The cold was a shock—freezing against your skin, stealing the breath from your lungs as you surfaced, gasping.
"You asshole!" you sputtered, shoving wet hair out of your face.
Logan just laughed, the deep sound echoing across the water. "You deserved it," he said, treading water.
"You’re dead," you threatened, lunging at him.
Logan dodged easily, still grinning. "Gotta catch me first, doll."
Oh, it was on now.
You lunged again, cutting through the water as fast as you could, but Logan was quick—too quick. He moved just out of reach every time, smirking like the smug bastard he was.
"That the best you got?" he taunted, backstroking away like he had all the time in the world.
You narrowed your eyes. "You realize I have powers, right?"
Logan’s smirk widened. "Then use ‘em, sweetheart. Let’s see what you got."
Oh, he was asking for it. You didn’t hesitate. You focused, letting energy pulse through your limbs, giving yourself a boost as you surged forward. Logan’s eyes barely had time to widen before you tackled him, sending both of you under the water.
Bubbles rushed around you, the muffled sound of movement filling your ears as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, dragging him down with you. You knew he could hold his breath longer than you, but you weren’t planning on letting this turn into a real fight.
Instead, you twisted, using the momentum to flip him over so you were the one pinning him, hands braced against his shoulders. Even underwater, his smirk was there—amused, challenging.
You rolled your eyes and pushed off, breaking the surface first.
A second later, Logan popped up in front of you, shaking water from his hair. "Not bad," he admitted, voice rougher than usual from the cold. "Didn’t think you had it in you."
"Yeah, well, you underestimate me a lot," you shot back, treading water.
Logan’s smirk softened just a little. "Never."
Your breath hitched, pulse stuttering for a second, but before you could dwell on it, Logan moved—closing the distance between you in one smooth motion. His hands found your waist under the water, steady, warm despite the chill.
"You’re shivering," he murmured.
You rolled your eyes. "Because you threw me in a freezing lake, dumbass."
Logan huffed a quiet laugh, but instead of teasing you again, he just pulled you closer. The warmth of him was instant, the solid weight of his body pressing against yours. His hands slid up, fingers tracing along your ribs, your back. You swallowed, heartbeat thudding as his lips brushed against your temple, then down to the edge of your jaw.
"You wanna get out?" he murmured, voice low.
You nodded, but neither of you moved. Instead, Logan dipped his head, lips ghosting over yours, slow and teasing, like he was giving you a chance to pull away. Like he wanted you to.
But you didn’t. You closed the space, pressing your mouth against his, your fingers slipping into his wet hair as he kissed you back—deep, slow, like he had all the time in the world.
The water rocked around you, your bodies drifting, the night air cool against your skin. It was dangerous, reckless—standing there like this, kissing in the open where anyone could find you.
But you didn’t care.
Not tonight.
Eventually, Logan pulled back just enough to murmur against your lips, "C’mon, sweetheart. Let’s get you warmed up."
His smirk was back, but there was something else in his eyes now—something softer, something real.
You exhaled, nodding. "Yeah. Okay."
Logan didn’t let you go as he led you back toward the shore, his grip firm, steady. Like he wasn’t planning on letting go anytime soon.
a few things - one, reader's powers are energy manipulation. two, i think it's in the next part, but reader has a degree in something nature/environmental related. it's not heavily described though. anyways, enjoy part 2!
❀ part 2 ❀
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god i love this. the thrill of it like its teenage love has me SCREAMING. i’m absolutely obsessed with the dynamic too. the banter is so well done ugh.
needy pt.1



chapter summary: You're Scott's younger sister and for months you've been secretly dating Logan. How much longer can you and him keep the secret?
word count: 8.3k+ (19.3k+ total)
pairing: Logan Howlett x fem!reader
notes: don't ask how or why this is so long, it was meant to be be less than 10k words but it just kept going. i was having a lot of fun writing this, and if people want to see a continuation or some other part of the story with these two, don't be afraid to ask! for now, enjoy cause there are like 3 smut scenes
there are two parts! tumblr has a word limit so i had to split it up!
warnings/tags: smut, unprotected piv, slight exhibitionism, slight pain kink, creampie, age gap (that's obvi), oral (f!receiving), slight praise kink, fingering, secret relationship, jealously, some possessiveness, peter maximoff being a little shit, fluff, slight angst
❀ part 2 ❀
“That’s it sweetheart.” Logan drawled, his body hovering over yours while slowly thrusting into you. “Doin’ so good for me.”
Your hands clawed at his shoulders, nail indents healing immediately.
Logan let out a low, rough chuckle against your throat. "Feisty, huh?" His voice was thick with heat, lips dragging along your pulse as he thrust deeper. "Go on, doll, mark me up all you want. Ain't like it'll stick—but I like feelin' you try."
Your breath hitched, legs tightening around his waist. "Shut up and move, Logan."
His smirk was all teeth. "Bossy." But he gave you what you wanted, picking up the pace, the bed rocking under both of you.
Knock. Knock.
Your body stiffened instantly. Logan froze too, just for a second, before his head snapped toward the door.
"Y/N?"
Scott.
Your stomach flipped. Logan's grip on your hip tightened. "You've gotta be fuckin' kiddin' me," he muttered under his breath.
"Shut up," you hissed, slapping a hand over his mouth. He raised an eyebrow at you, clearly amused despite the situation.
Scott knocked again. "You in there?"
You scrambled for an excuse, trying to keep your voice normal. "Uh—yeah! What do you want?"
Logan leaned in, lips brushing your ear as he whispered, "Think he knows his baby sister's gettin' fucked dumb by the big bad Wolverine?"
You smacked his shoulder. "You're not helping."
Scott sighed on the other side of the door. "Jean said you weren’t in your room, and you missed training this morning. You okay?"
Shit. "Yeah! I'm fine! I just—I was asleep."
Logan stifled a laugh against your neck. "Not a total lie," he murmured, nipping at your jaw.
You shoved at his chest. "Stop it," you mouthed.
Scott hesitated. "You sure?"
Logan's hips rolled, and you barely bit back a moan. "Positive," you choked out. "Just… tired. Can we talk later?"
A pause. Then: "Alright. Just checkin'." His footsteps retreated down the hall.
Logan didn’t wait. The second Scott’s footsteps faded down the hall, he was back on you—mouth hot, breath rough, hands greedy.
"You shoulda heard yourself," he murmured, lips dragging along your jaw. "Tryin’ to sound all innocent when I got you stuffed full like this."
Your nails dug into his back again, legs still locked tight around his waist. "And whose fault is that?"
His smirk was downright filthy. "Mine. And I ain't even a little sorry."
He moved again—slow, deep thrusts that had you gasping against his shoulder. You bit down on his skin, just to keep quiet, and he groaned low in his chest. "Fuck, doll, do that again."
You did, dragging your teeth over his collarbone, then licking over the mark like an apology. His pace stuttered for half a second before he pressed you deeper into the mattress, forearm braced next to your head.
"You wanna play dirty, huh?" His voice was a growl now, rough as gravel. "You're gonna be real sorry 'bout that."
And then he set a punishing rhythm—hips slamming into yours, his body pressed so tight to you that you could feel the heat of him everywhere.
You couldn't think, couldn't breathe. Every drag, every thrust had you unraveling under him, nails clawing at his arms, his back, his shoulders—anything to ground yourself.
"Logan," you gasped.
He groaned, burying his face in your neck. "Yeah, sweetheart, I know. I got you."
His breath was hot against your skin, his weight solid, grounding. But there was nothing slow or sweet about the way he moved now—his hips drove into yours with an intensity that made your nails sink even deeper into his back.
"Fuck, Logan," you gasped, your voice barely above a whisper.
He chuckled, rough and dark. "S'what I like to hear," he muttered, dragging his teeth along the side of your throat. "All those little noises—only I get to hear ‘em, huh?"
Your fingers tangled in his hair, yanking just enough to make him grunt. "Maybe if you'd shut up and—oh, shit—keep going—"
Logan didn't need more encouragement. He pressed you further into the mattress, keeping you pinned beneath him, his pace relentless. Every roll of his hips sent a sharp, toe-curling heat through you, your pulse thudding loud in your ears.
Then—his mouth was at your ear again. "You still think Scott bought that bullshit excuse?"
Your stomach tightened, pleasure warring with panic. "Shut up," you hissed.
His smirk was pure sin. "Nah. Kinda fun knowin’ he was just outside while I had you like this—"
"Logan," you warned, biting back a moan.
He just hummed like the idea amused him. "Bet he'd lose his fuckin’ mind if he knew, huh? His sweet, innocent baby sister—" His hips slammed into yours, forcing out a sharp, breathless gasp. "—gettin' wrecked by the guy he hates most."
You slapped a hand over his mouth again, eyes flashing. "Do you want us to get caught?"
Logan just huffed against your palm, but his eyes burned with something darker. Amused. Possessive. A challenge.
Then, just as quickly, he shifted, dragging your hand away and pinning it above your head, his fingers laced through yours. "Nah, I like keepin’ you all to myself," he murmured against your lips before claiming them in a kiss—deep, messy, all tongue and teeth and heat.
The knock at the door had long since faded into silence, but the risk still lingered—your brother was right there, just down the hall. The thought alone made something coil tighter in your gut.
"Logan," you whispered, half warning, half plea.
"Shh," he muttered, his free hand slipping down your body, gripping tight at your waist as he drove into you again. "Just focus on me, sweetheart. Nothin’ else matters."
And for now, with his body pressing you deeper into the sheets, his breath ragged against your skin, and his hands branding you in ways that would never fade—he was right.
---
Dinner was already a disaster, and you hadn’t even sat down yet. Scott was in full big-brother mode, still eyeing you like he wasn’t convinced by your excuse from earlier. Jean had that look too—like she could hear your heart rate spike every time Scott brought it up. And Rogue? She was the worst of them all, smirking every time you so much as shifted in your seat.
“So,” Scott started, arms crossed as he leaned against the kitchen counter. “You sure you’re okay?”
You grabbed a plate, keeping your expression neutral. “Yeah, Scott. Just tired. I overslept.”
Scott frowned, clearly skeptical. “You never oversleep.”
Rogue snorted into her drink. “Maybe she had a long night,” she said innocently, then flicked her gaze toward you with way too much amusement.
Your stomach dropped. You shot her a glare, but she just smirked over the rim of her cup.
“Long night doing what?” Scott asked.
Jean sighed. “Scott.”
“No, seriously. She missed training. That’s not like her.”
“Maybe she was busy,” Rogue said, taking a slow sip. “Real busy.”
You swore you were going to kill her. Right here. At the dinner table.
Scott’s frown deepened. “Doing what?”
Before Rogue could dig your grave any deeper, Logan walked in like he owned the place, rolling his shoulders and grabbing a beer from the fridge. He barely spared you a glance, but you knew he was enjoying this way too much.
“Doin’ what, Summers?” Logan popped the cap off the bottle and took a swig, looking entirely unbothered.
Scott gestured toward you. “She missed training this morning. Said she was sleeping, but she never oversleeps.”
Logan shrugged. “Guess she needed it.”
Scott narrowed his eyes. “You don’t think that’s weird?”
Logan leaned against the counter, looking unimpressed. “What’s weird is you interrogatin’ her like she committed a crime.”
Rogue let out a cough that sounded a hell of a lot like a laugh.
Jean, who had been watching the entire thing unfold, finally spoke up. “Scott, drop it. If she says she was tired, she was tired.”
Scott exhaled sharply, clearly still unconvinced but finally letting it go. “Fine.” He grabbed his plate and moved to sit down.
Logan smirked over the rim of his beer before taking another sip. You didn’t even have to look at him to know exactly what was going through his head.
As soon as Scott turned away, Rogue leaned over and muttered under her breath, “You’re lucky Jean shut him up.”
You kicked her under the table. She just grinned.
---
Later that night you were in your bedroom reading a book when someone knocked on your door. “It’s open!” you called out. You knew it wouldn’t be Logan, not when it was only 9 pm.
Rogue plopped down beside you, stretching her legs out and giving you a shit-eating grin.
"So," she drawled, nudging your shoulder. "How's your nap?"
You groaned, already regretting not locking your door. "Not you too."
"Oh, especially me," she said, grinning. "C'mon, sugar, I deserve some details after helpin’ cover your ass at dinner."
You shot her a glare. "You almost got me caught."
"Please," she scoffed. "Scott's dense as hell when it comes to you. If Jean weren’t there, he’d still be tryin’ to figure out what was ‘off’ about you today." She smirked. "Meanwhile, I know exactly what was off."
You grabbed a pillow and smacked her with it. Rogue just laughed. "Hey, I ain't judgin’! I just think it’s funny how not subtle you two are."
You gave her a look. "We are subtle."
"Uh-huh. Sure," she said, rolling her eyes. "So subtle that I had to watch Logan barely contain his smug-ass smirk at dinner. You realize you got played, right? Scott started pushin’, and Logan shut it down in, like, two sentences."
You frowned. "That wasn’t playing me—that was helping me."
Rogue snorted. "Girl, Logan lives for this. He’s gettin’ off on the fact that he’s sneakin’ around with Scott Summers' baby sister."
You opened your mouth, then closed it. You hated that she was probably right.
Rogue grinned. "Bet he’s got a real nice ego boost right now."
You sighed, flopping back against your pillows. "I hate you."
"No, you don't," she said cheerfully. "But you do love makin’ bad decisions."
"Logan is not a bad decision." She raised an eyebrow. You crossed your arms. "He’s not."
Rogue just smirked. "Whatever helps you sleep at night, sugar."
You groaned. "Are you done?"
"Not even close," she said, kicking her feet up on your bed. "But I’ll give you a break—for now."
"Gee, thanks."
She chuckled, then eyed you for a moment before her smirk softened just a little. "You really like him, huh?"
You hesitated for half a second before nodding. "Yeah. I do."
Rogue nodded, like she already knew. "Then I guess I’ll keep coverin’ for you."
You smiled. "Thanks."
"Don’t thank me yet," she said, grinning. "If you two do get caught, I wanna be front row for Scott’s meltdown."
---
A few nights later, you barely made it two steps into your room before a rough hand grabbed your wrist and yanked you inside. The door shut behind you with a quiet click.
“Jesus—Logan!” You turned, ready to shove him off, but the moment you saw the look in his eyes, your stomach flipped.
His hands were already on your waist, pushing you back until your spine hit the door. His body was flush against yours, heat radiating from him.
“You’ve been drivin’ me fuckin’ crazy all day,” he muttered, voice low, rough. His fingers dug into your hips, holding you in place like he needed to. “Sittin’ across from me at dinner, actin’ all innocent, while I’m still thinkin’ ‘bout the way you came on my cock the other night.”
Your breath hitched, pulse spiking. “Logan—”
“Could barely keep my hands to myself,” he murmured, lips brushing your jaw, your throat. “You think Scott noticed how damn quiet I was?”
You swallowed hard, hands clutching at his arms. “You were quiet?”
Logan chuckled against your skin. “See? You weren’t payin’ attention either.” He pressed closer, one thigh slotting between yours, and you felt him—hot, hard, ready.
“Logan,” you breathed, your fingers twisting in his shirt.
“Yeah, sweetheart?” His lips brushed your ear, teasing. “Tell me what you want.”
A sharp knock made you both freeze. Again? Your stomach dropped as Logan exhaled sharply, muttering a curse under his breath.
“Y/N?” Scott’s voice.
You shut your eyes, biting back a groan. Logan’s forehead dropped against your shoulder, his whole body tense.
“You gotta be fuckin’ kidding me,” he whispered.
You shoved at his chest, mouthing move. He just smirked, staying right where he was.
Scott knocked again. “You in there?”
Logan's smirk widened, eyes gleaming with something smug. You cleared your throat, forcing your voice to sound normal. “Yeah, I’m here.”
“Open up.”
Panic shot through you. Logan just raised an eyebrow, amused. You shoved at his chest harder, whispering, “hide.”
He grinned. “No.”
Your glare was sharp. “Logan.”
He sighed, rolling his eyes before finally stepping back. “Fine.” He moved toward your closet, muttering, “This is fuckin’ humiliatin’,” under his breath.
You didn’t have time to argue. The moment he was out of sight, you exhaled hard and cracked the door open.
Scott frowned down at you. “Why’d that take so long?”
You forced a casual shrug. “I was getting ready for bed.”
Scott squinted at you, then looked over your shoulder, like he expected to find some kind of evidence of your lies. “You sure?”
Your heart pounded. “Yes, Scott,” you huffed, crossing your arms. “Why are you here?”
Scott still looked unconvinced, but finally said, “I wanted to see if you wanted to train in the morning. Just us.”
You blinked. “Uh… sure?”
“Cool. Early morning session. Don’t be late.” He gave you another suspicious look before stepping back. “Night, Y/N.”
You gave him the fakest smile you could muster. “Night.”
The second the door shut, Logan was out of the closet, shaking his head. “You owe me for that.”
You rolled your eyes. “Oh, poor you. Hiding for thirty seconds.”
He stepped close again, hands sliding back onto your waist. “Not the hidin’ part that pissed me off,” he muttered, pressing his mouth to your throat. “It’s the part where I didn’t get to finish what I started.”
Heat curled in your stomach. “Then finish it,” you whispered.
Logan’s grip tightened, fingers digging into your waist as he pressed you back against the door, his body flush against yours. Heat radiated off him in waves, thick and consuming.
"Thought you'd never ask," he murmured, his voice all gravel and dark amusement. His lips traced a slow path along your jaw before dragging down to your throat, teeth grazing sensitive skin.
Your fingers curled into his shirt, desperate to hold onto something as his hands moved—one sliding up your side, under your shirt, rough fingers splaying against bare skin. You sucked in a sharp breath as he pressed his thigh between yours, the pressure making your head spin.
"Logan—"
"You were teasin' me all damn day," he muttered against your skin. "All wide eyes and sweet little smiles like you weren’t sittin’ there with my fuckin’ marks still on you."
Your breath hitched. His teeth caught on the spot where your shoulder met your neck, biting just enough to make you gasp. "Not my fault you left them," you whispered, your own hands slipping under his shirt, tracing over the hard muscle of his stomach.
Logan chuckled—low, dangerous. "Oh, it was on purpose, sweetheart. Wanted you rememberin' exactly where my mouth was."
His lips skimmed your jaw, his stubble scraping your skin as he worked his way lower, pressing open-mouthed kisses along the line of your throat. His hands were firm, fingers digging into your waist, holding you against him like he needed you there.
"You should've finished before Scott interrupted," you muttered, breathless, trying to keep some semblance of control.
Logan chuckled against your skin, the vibration sending a shiver down your spine. "Sweetheart, you really think I’m the kinda guy to rush this?" His teeth scraped over the sensitive spot just beneath your ear. "Nah. You started this game, now you gotta deal with the consequences."
His hands moved—one slipping beneath your shirt, fingers splaying across your ribs, rough and warm. The other slid lower, down the curve of your hip, before gripping the back of your thigh and hauling it up against his side. The movement sent you pressing closer, heat meeting heat, and you gasped.
"You feel that?" His voice was a low growl. "Been hard all damn day because of you."
Your fingers curled into his shirt, pulling him even closer. "Then do something about it."
His smirk was pure arrogance. "Oh, you got some fire tonight, huh?" His hand on your thigh tightened, his other sliding higher beneath your shirt, grazing the underside of your breast. "I like that."
Before you could snap back, he kissed you—hard. No hesitation, no teasing. His lips crashed against yours, his tongue sweeping into your mouth like he was claiming you, like he'd been waiting for this all day. And maybe he had.
Your back hit the door harder as he pressed into you, deepening the kiss, swallowing the quiet moan that slipped from your throat. His hands were everywhere—roaming, gripping, pulling.
Then, with no warning, he lifted you. You gasped against his lips, legs instinctively wrapping around his waist as he turned, carrying you toward the bed like you weighed nothing.
"You just gonna manhandle me now?" you teased, breathless.
Logan smirked, dropping you onto the mattress with a bounce. "Damn right I am."
Before you could recover, he was on you—hands braced on either side of your head, knee pressing between your thighs. His lips were back on yours, insistent, hungry. He kissed like he fought—relentless, determined, and utterly in control.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, nails scraping lightly against his scalp, and the growl he let out sent heat pooling low in your stomach.
His fingers slipped beneath your shirt, dragging it up, his knuckles grazing heated skin as he peeled it over your head. The second it was gone, his mouth was everywhere—kissing, nipping, sucking at the newly exposed skin like he had something to prove.
"Logan—" Your voice hitched as his teeth scraped over your collarbone.
"Shh," he murmured against your skin, lips moving lower. "Let me enjoy this."
His hands found the waistband of your pants, tugging them down with far too much ease, his lips still moving, still teasing. You barely had time to process the cool air against your skin before his hands were on your thighs, spreading you open.
He looked up at you, eyes dark, heated, hungry. "You are gonna be real quiet for me, right?" His voice was nothing but rough gravel and amusement. "Wouldn't want your brother to come knockin' again."
You should've had a smart-ass response ready, but the moment his mouth was on you, your brain short-circuited. A sharp gasp tore from your throat as his tongue dragged slow and deliberate, a teasing flick before he sealed his lips around you and sucked. Your fingers shot to his hair, tangling in the thick mess, your back arching off the bed before you even realized it.
"Logan—"
He growled against you, the vibration sending a shock straight through your system. His grip on your thighs tightened, holding you open, keeping you exactly where he wanted you.
"Quiet, sweetheart," he murmured, dragging his mouth away just enough to speak. His lips were slick, his voice dark with amusement.
You clenched your jaw, the reminder making your face burn—but not enough to stop you from tugging his hair, shoving him back down where he belonged. Logan chuckled, but didn’t argue.
He buried himself between your thighs again, tongue pressing, curling, teasing. Every flick sent heat pooling deep in your stomach, every slow, deliberate movement dragging you higher and higher, the tension coiling tight.
Your breathing turned uneven, fingers clutching at the sheets. "Logan," you gasped, your thighs threatening to clamp shut.
He didn’t let you. His hands flexed, holding you open as he devoured you, his pace slow and maddening, like he knew exactly what he was doing to you.
"You’re close," he muttered, voice muffled against your skin. He pressed a kiss right where you needed him most, almost gentle. "I can feel it."
You bit down hard on your lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction of begging. But Logan had other plans. He sucked, hard and sudden, and your whole body jerked.
A sharp cry broke from your throat, your hands flying to muffle yourself as heat crashed through you. The tension snapped, pleasure rolling through you in shuddering waves, your body trembling beneath his hold.
He groaned against you, like he was savoring every second, like he lived for this.
Only when you finally slumped back against the sheets, breathless and spent, did he pull away, dragging the back of his hand across his mouth.
"Sweetheart," he muttered, his voice thick with heat and satisfaction. "You taste so fuckin’ sweet when you come for me."
Your face burned, but you still shot him a glare. "Cocky."
Logan smirked. "Damn right."
Then he was on you again, lips crashing against yours, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. His body pressed flush against yours, his jeans rough against your bare skin, and—
Yeah. He was still hard as hell.
"You got yours," you murmured against his mouth, reaching between you. "Now let me return the favor."
His breath stuttered as your fingers brushed against the hard length straining behind his zipper, but before you could do anything else, his hand caught your wrist.
"Not yet." His voice was rough, strained. "I need to be inside you first."
Your stomach flipped. He reached down, making quick work of his belt, his jeans, shoving them down just enough. You caught the briefest glimpse of him before he was lining himself up, the heat of him pressing against you.
"Fuck," he groaned as he pushed inside, slow, stretching you open inch by inch until he was buried to the hilt.
Your mouth parted, a soft, breathless moan slipping free at the feeling of him—full, deep, overwhelming in the best way.
Logan shuddered. "You feel so fuckin’ good, doll," he rasped against your ear.
Then he moved. A slow, deliberate pull before thrusting back in, setting a steady, deep rhythm. Every movement sent sparks through your system, your fingers digging into his shoulders, your breath coming in soft gasps.
Logan groaned, forehead dropping to your shoulder. "Fuckin’ hell, I missed this."
You clung to him, your body tightening around him in response. His pace faltered for half a second before he growled—and snapped his hips into you. A sharp cry tore from your throat, and Logan grinned. "That’s what I thought."
Then he really started moving. Deep, rough thrusts, dragging you higher and higher, your nails raking down his back as pleasure coiled tight again, building faster this time.
"Logan—"
"I got you," he muttered, voice wrecked. "Come on, sweetheart, let go for me."
You did. The pleasure crashed through you, your body trembling as you came around him, his name falling from your lips in a breathless moan.
Logan groaned, his thrusts turning erratic before he buried himself deep, his whole body tensing as he followed you over the edge.
For a long moment, neither of you moved, just tangled together, catching your breath.
"You’re heavy," you muttered, pushing weakly at his chest.
Logan huffed a laugh but finally rolled onto his side, dragging you with him.
"You love it," he muttered, pressing a lazy kiss to your temple.
You snorted. "You wish."
He just grinned, pulling you closer.
---
You and Logan rarely have date nights. It was hard to find a quiet, empty space in the mansion that you knew no one was going to go into.
Let alone Scott letting you go out at night, even if you were 25.
But, tonight, you had a way around that. Rogue had already gone out with Bobby to the carnival that was in town which gave you a perfect excuse to leave the mansion.
You walked to the front door and barely put your hand on the doorknob when Scott’s voice rang out.
"Where do you think you're going?"
You froze, forcing yourself to keep your expression neutral before turning around. "Carnival. Rogue and Bobby already went, so I figured I’d go check it out."
Scott crossed his arms, eyeing you suspiciously. "Since when do you like carnivals?"
You shrugged. "Since now." Scott frowned like he was trying to figure out what was off. You didn’t give him a chance to ask more questions. "You gonna let me go, or are we really about to have a whole interrogation over funnel cakes and rigged games?"
Before Scott could answer, Logan came strolling down the hallway, clearly on his way somewhere—until Scott turned to him.
"Logan, drive her."
Logan blinked. "What?"
Scott gestured toward you. "She’s going to the carnival. Drive her."
Your stomach flipped. You had to fight to keep the surprise off your face. This was perfect.
Logan’s expression didn’t change, but you knew him well enough to catch the slight twitch of amusement in his eyes. "Why?"
Scott gave Logan a flat look. "Because I don’t want her going alone."
"I can handle myself," you said quickly.
Scott ignored you, still looking at Logan. "Just drop her off and make sure she actually goes inside. Then pick her up when she’s ready to leave."
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes. "I’m twenty-five, Scott. Not fifteen."
"And yet, you’re still my little sister," he shot back.
Logan sighed like this whole conversation was exhausting. "Fine. C’mon, kid," he said, jerking his head toward the door.
You clenched your jaw at the nickname, knowing exactly why he used it in front of Scott. But you didn’t argue. Instead, you grabbed your jacket and walked past them, ignoring the smug look Scott gave you like he’d just ensured your safety for the night.
The second you and Logan stepped outside, he let out a low chuckle. "Well, ain’t this convenient?"
You shot him a look. "Don’t be smug."
"Too late."
---
The drive was quiet at first, just the hum of the engine and the occasional sound of Logan shifting gears. You knew Scott had probably expected Logan to drop you off, watch you go inside, then leave. But instead, Logan was taking the scenic route, driving further away from the carnival.
"You know, if Scott ever finds out about us, he’s gonna kill you," you said, watching the streetlights blur past.
Logan smirked, eyes still on the road. "Nah. He’s gonna try."
You rolled your eyes, but the warmth spreading in your chest betrayed you.
After a few minutes, Logan pulled into a small lot near a bar you both knew was usually quiet on weekdays. He killed the engine and turned to you. "So, what’s the plan, doll? We head in, grab a drink, then pretend you spent the whole night winnin’ stuffed animals?"
You smirked. "Something like that."
Logan leaned in slightly, eyes darkening. "Or… we could skip the drinks and find somethin’ else to do."
Your breath hitched, heart pounding. "Temptin’."
His smirk widened, but he didn’t push. Instead, he just reached for his door handle. "C’mon, let’s make this date look real."
You followed him inside, the warmth of the bar a stark contrast to the cool night air. It wasn’t crowded—just a few regulars, a couple playing pool in the corner, and a bartender who barely looked up as you both walked in.
Logan led you to a booth near the back, out of the way, and slid in across from you.
"So," he drawled, resting his arms on the table, "you gonna let me win you a giant teddy bear later?"
You snorted. "You? Win a carnival game? Please."
His eyes gleamed with amusement. "You doubtin’ me, sweetheart?"
You leaned forward slightly, a teasing smile on your lips. "I’m just saying… those games take skill. Precision. A soft touch. You’re more of a… smash things and ask questions later kind of guy."
Logan chuckled, shaking his head. "You got a real smart mouth, you know that?"
"Yeah, and you love it."
He smirked. "Damn right I do."
The bartender came by, and you both ordered drinks. Logan, of course, got whiskey. You opted for something lighter. As soon as the bartender walked away, Logan reached across the table, taking your hand in his. His thumb brushed over your knuckles, slow and deliberate.
"Been wantin’ to do that all day," he muttered.
Your heart flipped. You curled your fingers around Logan’s, warmth spreading from the simple touch. He never did this at the mansion—not where anyone could see. But here, away from prying eyes, he was different.
"Yeah?" you murmured, teasing, but your voice was softer than you intended.
Logan’s thumb traced lazy circles against your skin. "Yeah." His eyes flicked up, locking onto yours, something unreadable in them. "Kinda hate sneakin’ around all the time."
You swallowed, suddenly hyperaware of the weight behind his words. "I know."
He didn’t push, didn’t say anything else—just held your hand, like that was enough for now. And maybe it was.
The bartender dropped off your drinks, barely sparing either of you a glance. Logan finally let go, but not before giving your fingers one last squeeze.
You picked up your drink, taking a sip. "So, you actually gonna win me that teddy bear later, or were you just talking shit?"
Logan smirked, reaching for his whiskey. "Sweetheart, I ain’t losin’ to a rigged game."
"You sound awfully confident for someone who doesn’t exactly scream ‘hand-eye coordination.’"
Logan huffed a laugh, shaking his head. "You’re a real pain in the ass, you know that?"
"You’re the one dating me."
"Yeah, yeah," he muttered, but the smirk tugging at his lips said he didn’t mind one bit.
The two of you sat there, drinking, talking, stealing quick touches when no one was looking. It felt easy—like it was supposed to be like this all the time.
You didn’t know how long you stayed, but eventually, Logan leaned back in the booth, stretching his arms across the seat. "Time to make this date look real."
You raised an eyebrow. "Meaning?"
"Meaning we go to the damn carnival, you let me win somethin’, and we make sure Summers doesn’t think you were out doin’ somethin’ reckless."
You smirked. "Technically, I am."
Logan snorted, throwing some cash on the table before standing up. "C’mon, trouble. Let’s get you a prize."
---
The carnival was packed, neon lights casting everything in a bright, chaotic glow. The scent of fried food, sugar, and asphalt filled the air, mixing with the hum of laughter and the occasional shriek from a nearby ride.
You walked beside Logan, your fingers grazing his every few steps, but neither of you reached out. Not here.
"Alright, hotshot," you said, stopping in front of a shooting game. "Let’s see if you’re actually as good as you claim."
Logan stepped up to the booth, rolling his shoulders like he was preparing for a fight. "You doubtin’ me?"
You crossed your arms, smirking. "I don’t doubt that you’re good at a lot of things, but precision? Patience? Not exactly your strong suit."
Logan just grunted, dropping some cash onto the counter. The guy running the booth handed him a plastic rifle, looking thoroughly unimpressed.
"You gotta hit all five targets," the guy drawled, popping gum in his mouth. "You miss one, you lose."
Logan spun the rifle in his hand like it was nothing, raising an eyebrow at you. "Watch and learn, sweetheart."
You huffed a laugh, but then—
Crack.
The first target dropped.
Then the second.
Then the third, fourth, fifth—so fast the guy running the booth barely had time to register it before the last one clattered down.
Logan set the rifle down with a smirk. "Told ya."
You blinked. "Okay. That was… impressive."
"You're damn right it was." He turned to the booth guy, jerking his head toward the line of stuffed animals. "Pick whichever one she wants."
You looked at the rows of plush toys, pretending to think before pointing at the most obnoxious, oversized teddy bear in sight.
Logan’s smirk faltered. "Really?"
"You said I could pick," you reminded him, grinning.
He muttered something under his breath but took the giant bear when the guy handed it over, tossing it at you. "Happy now?"
You hugged the ridiculous thing to your chest. "Very."
Logan shook his head, amusement flickering in his eyes. "You’re gonna be the death of me, doll."
You grinned, looping your arm through his as you walked. "Yeah, but what a way to go."
---
By the time you got back to the mansion, it was late. The house was mostly quiet, save for the faint murmur of the TV in the common room.
Logan parked in the driveway, shutting off the engine. Neither of you moved right away.
He drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. "You know we can’t keep this up forever."
Your chest tightened. "I know."
Silence stretched between you for a beat. Then he spoke, "you worth the trouble, sweetheart?" Logan’s voice was softer, rough in a different way.
You turned to him, meeting his gaze. "You tell me."
His lips twitched, but he didn’t answer. Instead, he reached over, curling a hand around the back of your neck, pulling you in for a slow, deliberate kiss.
It was different from earlier—less teasing, less rushed. Just warm, steady, like he was trying to say something without actually saying it.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead rested against yours for a second before he exhaled and pulled away completely. "Go on. Before Summers comes lookin’."
You rolled your eyes but grabbed the stupidly large teddy bear and climbed out. As you walked inside, you didn’t have to look back to know Logan was watching.
---
"Jesus, sugar. That’s a big teddy bear," Rogue said, leaning against your doorframe with her arms crossed, smirking.
You flopped onto your bed, the ridiculous oversized bear landing beside you. "Yeah, well, I earned it."
She raised an eyebrow. "Oh? Did you? ‘Cause I got a feelin’ Logan earned it, and you just picked the biggest, most obnoxious thing you could outta spite."
You grinned, not even trying to deny it. "He said I could pick."
Rogue let out a snort and stepped inside, flopping down next to the bear and poking its fluffy face. "So, how was date night with our favorite bad decision?"
"Great, actually," you admitted, hugging a pillow to your chest. "We got drinks, he won me this monstrosity, and Scott still thinks I was eating funnel cake and riding the Ferris wheel all night."
Rogue let out a dramatic sigh. "That boy is so clueless, it’s almost sad." Then she shot you a look. "But you know he’s gonna find out eventually, right?"
Your stomach twisted, but you shrugged. "I know."
She tilted her head. "And?"
"And… we’ll deal with it when we have to."
Rogue studied you for a moment, then smirked. "You’re fallin’ for him."
Your mouth opened, but no words came out. Instead, you grabbed the teddy bear and smacked her in the face with it.
She cackled, shoving it away. "Oh, sugar, you are so screwed."
"Shut up."
"Nah, I love this," she teased. "Big, bad Wolverine gettin’ all soft for little ol’ you. It’s cute."
"He is not—" You stopped yourself, because… yeah. He kind of was. At least with you.
Rogue grinned, smug as hell. "I bet he’s outside your window right now, just sittin’ there, all broody, waitin’ for me to leave so he can sneak in."
You rolled your eyes. "He’s not that predictable."
A faint tap at your window made you both freeze. Rogue's eyes went wide before she burst out laughing, smacking your arm. "No fuckin’ way."
You shot her a glare before pushing off the bed, crossing the room, and pulling the curtain back.
Sure enough, Logan stood outside, arms crossed, eyebrow raised. You cracked the window open just enough to whisper, "Are you serious?"
Logan just smirked. "You gonna let me in, or what?"
Rogue was still laughing behind you. "Oh, sugar, I’m never lettin’ you live this down."
---
“Where’d you get that necklace?” Jean asked, looking over the rim of her coffee mug.
You barely paused as you stirred sugar into your coffee. "Bought it for myself," you said, keeping your tone casual.
Jean hummed, watching you for a second longer before taking a sip. "It’s nice. Simple."
You nodded, fingers brushing over the small silver Earth pendant. "Yeah. Thought so too."
Across the table, Rogue smirked into her cup but said nothing. You could feel her amusement radiating off of her, but you refused to look at her. If you did, you’d probably give yourself away.
Jean, thankfully, didn’t press. She just shrugged and leaned back in her chair. "Well, good for you. You don’t usually wear jewelry."
You forced a small smile. "Guess I’m changing things up."
Rogue let out a quiet snort. You kicked her under the table.
Jean’s gaze flicked between the two of you, like she was debating whether or not to ask what that was about, but before she could, Scott walked in, yawning as he grabbed a cup of coffee.
"You training today?" he asked you, rubbing a hand over his face.
"Yeah," you said. "After breakfast."
Scott nodded, taking a sip of his coffee. He didn’t seem to notice the way Rogue was still fighting laughter or how Jean kept glancing at your necklace.
You exhaled quietly, focusing on your coffee. Crisis averted. For now.
---
Later that day, you found Logan in the garage, leaning against his bike, arms crossed as he watched you approach.
"You know," you said, stopping in front of him, "Jean noticed the necklace."
Logan raised an eyebrow. "Yeah? You tell her?"
"Nope," you said, rocking back on your heels. "Said I bought it for myself."
He huffed a quiet laugh. "Smart girl."
You smirked. "I try."
Logan reached out, hooking a finger under the chain and tugging you closer. "Y’could’ve just told her the truth."
You gave him a look. "Oh, sure. ‘Hey Jean, thanks for noticing! My secret boyfriend who my brother would literally kill bought it for me. Cool, right?’"
Logan smirked. "I’d pay to see the look on Summers’ face if you ever actually said that."
You rolled your eyes. "You just wanna see him lose his shit."
"Maybe," he admitted, voice full of amusement.
You sighed, shaking your head. "You are such a menace."
Logan’s grip on the necklace tightened for a second before he let it go, letting his fingers trail lightly over your collarbone. "You still wearin’ it, though."
Your breath hitched slightly at the touch, but you kept your expression neutral. "Yeah. I like it."
His smirk softened, just a little. "Good."
For a second, you just stood there, his fingers still ghosting over your skin, the garage quiet except for the distant hum of voices from the mansion.
"You gonna let me take you somewhere tonight?" Logan asked, tilting his head slightly.
You raised an eyebrow. "Somewhere like…?"
Logan shrugged. "Just a ride. No missions, no Scott breathin’ down your neck. Just us."
Your stomach flipped. You hadn’t had much alone time with him outside of stolen moments in your room or hidden corners of the mansion.
You hesitated for half a second before nodding. "Yeah. Alright."
Logan’s smirk widened. "Good girl."
Your face heated, but you ignored it, turning on your heel before he could say anything else. "I’ll meet you out here at eleven," you called over your shoulder.
"Don’t be late, sweetheart," he said, and you didn’t have to look back to know he was grinning.
---
The night air was cool against your skin as you stepped off the mansion’s back porch, your pulse quickening with every quiet step. You stuck to the shadows, moving with practiced ease—this wasn’t your first time sneaking out. But it was always a gamble. Always a risk.
Still, that didn’t stop the thrill from curling low in your stomach.
Logan was already waiting by his bike, leaning against it with his arms crossed, cigarette glowing faintly between his fingers. He exhaled, watching you with that familiar smirk—half amused, half something darker.
"Took you long enough," he muttered, flicking the cigar away.
“I said eleven," you shot back, coming to a stop in front of him. "It’s eleven."
Logan glanced at his watch like he didn’t believe you, then shrugged. "Close enough."
You rolled your eyes, but before you could say anything else, he grabbed the helmet from the handlebars and held it out. You hesitated for half a second before taking it, slipping it on as Logan swung a leg over the bike.
"Hop on, doll."
You did, settling in behind him, your arms wrapping around his waist automatically. He was warm, solid beneath your touch, the scent of leather and faint cigar smoke clinging to him.
"You gonna tell me where we're going?" you asked, voice slightly muffled behind the visor.
Logan reached down, gripping your thigh just enough to make you feel it. "Nope."
Your stomach flipped. Before you could push for an answer, the engine roared to life beneath you, and then you were moving—tearing down the quiet backroads, the wind rushing past, the world blurring into streaks of light and shadow.
You didn’t ask again. You just held on tighter.
---
Logan didn’t stop until you were well outside of town, pulling off onto a secluded dirt path surrounded by thick trees. The headlights cast long shadows against the trunks as he killed the engine. The night settled around you, quiet except for the faint hum of crickets and the cooling tick of the bike.
You pulled off the helmet, shaking out your hair before looking around. "This is either really romantic or the start of a horror movie."
Logan snorted, stepping off the bike. "Guess that depends on your definition of romantic."
You smirked, handing him the helmet as you stood. "So? What’s the plan, tough guy? You bringin’ me out here to bury a body?"
He huffed a laugh. "Nah. Just figured we could use some real privacy for once." He jerked his head toward a break in the trees. "C’mon."
You followed him down a small path, stepping carefully over the uneven ground. After a few minutes, the trees thinned out, revealing a stretch of open sky and a lake shimmering under the moonlight.
Your breath caught for half a second. You hadn't expected this.
Logan glanced at you, catching the look on your face. "Not bad, huh?"
You crossed your arms, pretending to consider. "It’s alright, I guess."
He smirked. "Brat."
You grinned but didn’t argue. Instead, you kicked off your shoes and stepped onto the wooden dock that stretched over the water, feeling the worn planks creak under your weight. Logan followed, hands in his pockets as he leaned against one of the wooden posts.
For a while, neither of you spoke. The air was crisp, the reflection of the stars rippling over the water’s surface. It was quiet. Peaceful. Something you didn’t get much of at the mansion.
Then Logan’s voice broke the silence. "You ever think about leavin’?"
You blinked, turning to him. "What?"
He kept his eyes on the water. "The mansion. The team. All of it."
You frowned. "Why would I?"
Logan let out a breath, running a hand through his hair. "Dunno. Just seems like sometimes you’re tryin’ to be somethin’ you ain’t."
You stared at him, caught off guard. "And what exactly do you think I am?"
Logan’s eyes finally met yours, something unreadable in them. "Someone who don’t belong in a cage. No matter how nice they make it look."
Your stomach twisted. You knew what he meant. The mansion was safe, sure. But it was also rules, expectations, eyes always watching. You’d built a life there. A good one. But was it really yours? Or was it just the one Scott expected you to have?
You swallowed, looking away. "And what about you?"
Logan tilted his head slightly. "What about me?"
"Do you ever think about leaving?" You asked.
A pause. "All the damn time."
Something about the way he said it made your chest ache.
You didn’t know what to say to that. So you didn’t say anything. Instead, you stepped closer, reaching for his hand. Logan let you take it, his fingers curling around yours automatically.
"You don’t have to stay, you know," you murmured. "If you really wanted to go."
Logan exhaled through his nose, shaking his head. "Yeah, doll. I do."
Your throat tightened. You knew what he meant. He wasn’t staying for the team.
He was staying for you.
For a moment, you just stood there, his hand warm in yours, the lake stretching out endless and quiet beneath the stars.
Then, finally, Logan smirked. "This is gettin’ a little too sentimental. You wanna go for a swim or somethin’?"
You snorted, shaking your head. "It’s freezing."
"So?"
You rolled your eyes. "You go first, tough guy."
Logan didn’t hesitate. He kicked off his boots, shrugged out of his jacket, and before you could even process what was happening—
Splash.
You gasped as water sprayed onto the dock, the surface rippling wildly where Logan had disappeared. You stared at the disturbance for half a second before Logan popped back up, slicking his hair back with both hands. "Water’s fine."
"You’re a liar," you laughed.
Logan grinned, then suddenly shot out an arm—grabbing your ankle.
"Logan—!"
Too late.
You yelped as he yanked, throwing you completely off balance. The last thing you saw before you hit the water was his smug, grinning face. The cold was a shock—freezing against your skin, stealing the breath from your lungs as you surfaced, gasping.
"You asshole!" you sputtered, shoving wet hair out of your face.
Logan just laughed, the deep sound echoing across the water. "You deserved it," he said, treading water.
"You’re dead," you threatened, lunging at him.
Logan dodged easily, still grinning. "Gotta catch me first, doll."
Oh, it was on now.
You lunged again, cutting through the water as fast as you could, but Logan was quick—too quick. He moved just out of reach every time, smirking like the smug bastard he was.
"That the best you got?" he taunted, backstroking away like he had all the time in the world.
You narrowed your eyes. "You realize I have powers, right?"
Logan’s smirk widened. "Then use ‘em, sweetheart. Let’s see what you got."
Oh, he was asking for it. You didn’t hesitate. You focused, letting energy pulse through your limbs, giving yourself a boost as you surged forward. Logan’s eyes barely had time to widen before you tackled him, sending both of you under the water.
Bubbles rushed around you, the muffled sound of movement filling your ears as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, dragging him down with you. You knew he could hold his breath longer than you, but you weren’t planning on letting this turn into a real fight.
Instead, you twisted, using the momentum to flip him over so you were the one pinning him, hands braced against his shoulders. Even underwater, his smirk was there—amused, challenging.
You rolled your eyes and pushed off, breaking the surface first.
A second later, Logan popped up in front of you, shaking water from his hair. "Not bad," he admitted, voice rougher than usual from the cold. "Didn’t think you had it in you."
"Yeah, well, you underestimate me a lot," you shot back, treading water.
Logan’s smirk softened just a little. "Never."
Your breath hitched, pulse stuttering for a second, but before you could dwell on it, Logan moved—closing the distance between you in one smooth motion. His hands found your waist under the water, steady, warm despite the chill.
"You’re shivering," he murmured.
You rolled your eyes. "Because you threw me in a freezing lake, dumbass."
Logan huffed a quiet laugh, but instead of teasing you again, he just pulled you closer. The warmth of him was instant, the solid weight of his body pressing against yours. His hands slid up, fingers tracing along your ribs, your back. You swallowed, heartbeat thudding as his lips brushed against your temple, then down to the edge of your jaw.
"You wanna get out?" he murmured, voice low.
You nodded, but neither of you moved. Instead, Logan dipped his head, lips ghosting over yours, slow and teasing, like he was giving you a chance to pull away. Like he wanted you to.
But you didn’t. You closed the space, pressing your mouth against his, your fingers slipping into his wet hair as he kissed you back—deep, slow, like he had all the time in the world.
The water rocked around you, your bodies drifting, the night air cool against your skin. It was dangerous, reckless—standing there like this, kissing in the open where anyone could find you.
But you didn’t care.
Not tonight.
Eventually, Logan pulled back just enough to murmur against your lips, "C’mon, sweetheart. Let’s get you warmed up."
His smirk was back, but there was something else in his eyes now—something softer, something real.
You exhaled, nodding. "Yeah. Okay."
Logan didn’t let you go as he led you back toward the shore, his grip firm, steady. Like he wasn’t planning on letting go anytime soon.
a few things - one, reader's powers are energy manipulation. two, i think it's in the next part, but reader has a degree in something nature/environmental related. it's not heavily described though. anyways, enjoy part 2!
❀ part 2 ❀
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Screeching because I love your writing and can’t wait to see where you go with this!
Logan Howlett, PG-13 (I’m thinking WW or trilogy Logan, but go where Lo takes you 😉)
Logan walking in on you taking an everything shower or a bath (candles lit, playlist on, etm.), dealers choice on at what point he bumbles in (or maybe NOT bumbles?) and where the muse takes you from there…
— All of You
Worst!Wolverine x fem!wife!reader
tags: fluff, some mentions of Weapon X, pre-established relationship, some heavy-handed innuendo.
a/n: and here it is, the last of my Valentine's Day requests! thanks so much for requesting my favorite variant, honey. hope you like bathtime with Logan! It isn't quiet PG-13, but it's hot enough for me.
☆ ── 💌FROM MARE WITH LOVE
MASTERLIST | NAVIGATION
Logan is aware of exactly two things as he breezes through the front door after a long day on the job.
First, it’s the quiet of the house. Long shadows splay golden fingers of light across the kitchen linoleum from the single light over the stove, curtains mostly drawn across the house.
Typical for the house on a Friday night.
There’s the quiet hum of the fridge and the rhythmic tick of the clock that deepens this sense of loneliness in the shadows, and for some strange reason, it probes the hair on his arms. Shouldn’t, he can smell her around the house – and that’s the second thing he notices.
The scent of her.
Filling up the rooms, plastering the walls. She’s really in every bone of this house, and they’d barely lived here a year. More and more Logan thinks the place was built exactly for them, for this marriage, for this life he, somehow, magically came to possess.
Down to the studs, he believes in his soul there’s no better Eden on earth than this house and all its homey things.
It would never be the life they'd left behind in Alberta, but it was a close alternative — he could outlive a thousand suns here and be just as thrilled as the day they turned the key at the homestead, he thinks.
Her scent, and the fresh kick of mint that manages down the stairs. He smiles. No, he doesn’t just think he could be happy here for the rest of the days God gives him. He knows. Deep inside the adamantium that haunts his better parts, Logan knows. Viscerally.
Anywhere with her is home, and home is the only place he’ll ever actually want to be.
Stopping at the stairs, he coyly smiles at the quiet hum of music floating through the walls, bringing life back into the still haven of their nest. She sings off key, but that’s alright. Most precious sound in the world is hearing her alive after what feels like a lifetime apart.
A sour note makes him flinch, smiling again. His chuckle of amusement hangs out low in his chest as he slips out of his jacket, drapes it over the railing.
At the kitchen island he takes off his boots, toes them over to the corner by the fridge beside the others. Washing the day from his hands at the sink, he scrubs his face with cool water – listens halfheartedly as the water rushes through old pipes rattling with the effort.
The house is old but packed with so much character – he can’t quite bring himself to change anything, not yet. Measurements on the doorway’s woodwork from children that aren’t theirs, worn-away paint from crown moulding.
Everywhere he looks, there’s so much of him in the old bones of this place. Kinship he can’t quite place, familiarities he can’t put a finger on. Maybe it’s age, maybe it’s stepping into a new world from a time he was more than ready to leave behind.
Marriage, family, settling – maybe it’s the wild blood in his veins finally breaking.
He doesn’t know, and maybe he’ll never. It makes little difference.
Scratching through his beard, he breathes deep of the cool air and pauses. There’s a whiff of moisture in the air, humidity that isn’t the norm for their house. Both of them run hot, usually – he keeps this place cool.
And it’s never humid, if there’s one thing Logan can’t handle it’s humidity — that shit is a hard pass.
He’d drowned on air enough in his lifetime. Duty and pride had taken him to Vietnam, China, the Amazon; Weapon X had forced him around the world as a weapon. The X-Men – Charles sent them everywhere, God knew.
Every and all had landed him in the sweaty armpit of the world, and of all the places he’d ever seen, the humid ones burned the worst.
But despite the bad memories the humidity recalls, his lip curls in a smile. At a subliminal level, he knows what this is—his sweet little wife has drawn a bath nearly every day since finishing the remodel.
Logan doesn’t remember a time where he’s ever seen another soul so excited over plumbing fixtures, but she had been – she’d almost been giddy when the claw foot bath had arrived at their doorstep, delivery boys looking strained from just wrestling the thing out of the back of the van.
Another sour note from her happy singing has him shaking his head. Logan allows it to pull him up the stairs, down the hallway. Fusty shampoos and the fresh scent of warm water sirens him to the half-cocked bathroom door.
Peeking inside reveals a half-steamed mirror, shed clothing toed off the side in a pile – gym clothes, from the looks of it.
Gently nudging open the door with his foot, Logan works off his watch, grinning crookedly as he slips into the space lightly, with ghost-like grace.
Her back is to him, looking out the open window – she’d never be able to hear a thing with headphones on, which explained her singing off key.
She has no idea, and at some base level of him, that worries Logan. Her contentment with such vulnerability concerns him in ways he hasn’t worried about before – this visceral, almost instinctual need to protect is so strange. Foreign, almost.
A part of him that isn’t him, demands he look beyond his own skin, protect someone else.
In all his lifetimes he’s never worried about it before, until her. Until this quiet little cathedral of a home he calls his own – this life they’ve resurrected from the ashes. It’s his now, innocent and pure.
Demands a protector, a guardian which returns.
Finally, something worthy of everything he’s been made to be. All the things he is.
Never had he imagined anything in the world would actually demand his abilities, this thing that lives in him and around him. The Wolverine, Logan, James, Patch — this thing, this weapon weaved into his flesh and knocked about his adamantium bones.
His entire life he’s always been better being someone else – one of the X-Men, a living weapon. A killer, a soldier, a fighter. Always spinning out of control trying to take it.
Until her.
She demands all of him, in ways the world never has. She wants him. She asks for him.
She doesn’t demand or require, her words aren’t sentences that enslave him to what he can do. She takes all of him, regardless – she would have him, if he wasn’t everything else. Unconditionally.
If he were just Logan, just James, simply Wolverine.
Logan believes her when she says she wants all of him. Freely. She doesn't love him because he's Wolverine, because he’s an X-Man.
She loves him because he is.
And there’s power in this enough to drive him to his knees.
Quietly he discards his watch beside the sink. Logan begins unbuttoning his flannel, stained with the day’s sweat and grime of the welding shop and a 12-hour day of grinding in all the places nobody advertises in school.
It drops beside her discarded clothes; he works the t-shirt over his head. Fluffs his hair with calloused, thick fingers. Empties the pockets of his jeans.
His pulse picks up a little at the sight of her leaned back against the tub, hand playfully skipping over the luminescent bubbles that catch the light in just enough of a way that it is Eden incarnate.
She’s radiant with a dewy rosiness that sends a punch of warmth to the base of his gut.
It takes every ounce of willpower he possesses not to just haul her out of the bath and have his way with her — it would be fun. It would satisfy the baser, Wolverine parts of him.
Fills that primal ache that gnaws continually at the bottom of his spine, knocks heat into his cock. Would feel spectacular.
And she’d let him do it, she’d enjoy the baser part of his sexual drive.
But that’s not Logan, not today. Not right now.
Right now, he could use a bath.
Slipping up behind her, he chuckles down his nose at the sight of her, naked and fully oblivious to the world around her as her head bops side to side with whatever she’s listening to.
The rumble of his amused chuckle bleeds through his fingers, which dust over the tops of her shoulders lightly. Jarred, her attention snaps upward and she slingshot’s the headphones off.
Her heart rabbits behind her ribs for all of a few seconds—he can feel it beneath his hand as it curves around the back of her neck as he lingers beside the tub.
Smiling at him as a blush creeps up the length of her neck to her cheeks, she moves to face him, arms dripping over the side of the tub. Almost nose to nose, her wrinkles a little with a smile.
“Well well,” there’s not an ounce of shame, just the way he prefers her, as her eyes skate over his bare chest, finger tracing the lines of muscle in his arm. “You’re back a little early,” there’s no clock in the room, but that’s hardly the point.
Her eyes move from her hand on his arm to hold his, their light beckoning him like a lost moth to brazen flames.
Nails catching on his skin, she leans a little over the tub to discard the headphones, Logan’s fingers grazing his beard at the sight of pearlescent soap clinging all the places that belong to him on her frame – his places.
All his.
There’s a little lilt in her voice as she sighs, slinking back into the steaming water.
“I didn’t know what to make for supper – I thought we could go out?”
Her brow lifts as she plays with the wet hair sticking to the back of her neck, rolling it around and off a finger.
“You hungry for something in particular?”
She’s not being flirty, not directly.
Logan doubts she’s even aware that his blood flies with heat at the sight of bubbles and water swirling around her chest, the dewiness on her skin. He can hardly think past the idea of lathing the water from her collarbones, it sends a zing of bestial hunger stabbing into his balls that makes him almost shudder.
Knuckles ghosting white as he grips the side of the tub, he shrugs.
“Nothin’ that requires goin’ anywhere, darlin’,” his hand drops to unbuckle his belt, and her smile quirks a little wider as it falls open with a light jingle.
“Oh. Let’s just order in then,” her shoulder shifts, hand flitting through the foamy bubbles, “I bet if I check, Sylvia's will still be running that special for Valentine’s Day.”
Her brow snaps up at attention as he stands to his full height to peer down at her. He discards the belt with little more than a flick of his wrist. Forgetting jeans and socks, he slowly drops into the bath and beckons her to slot between his legs with a crook of his finger and a smile.
Obedient, she falls back against his chest when his arms wrap around her. Pulling her close, she props her foot up against the opposite end of the tub and he matches her effort, dripping sock making her snort in amusement.
Dissolving into laughter as he gently nuzzles the soft of her neck with his scruff, he hums low and presses a soft kiss to her collarbone.
“You even hungry for pizza, Logan?” Off a laugh, the giggle is soft, light. Strangely it sends butterflies to his chest when she sighs deeply, relaxing against his ministrations fully. “Or is there something else you want for supper?”
His growl is dark, low in his chest. He can feel it ring against her breastbone as his arms snug around her chest, protectively. On fire from the heat of her so close and the temperature of the bath, he ignores the sweat the rises in his beard, as his temples.
“Got everythin’ I need right here, baby,” gently nipping at the soft of her shoulder, she playfully pulls away on a sharp inhale that catches in the back of her throat. Hand skimming her side beneath the cloud of soapy bath water, his palm presses softly to the low of her stomach, making his point.
Chuckling, he sucks in a sharp breath as she gently moans beneath the heat of his hand.
“Who needs supper when I can eat right here, for free?”
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THIS IS WHY IM IN LOVE WITH TRILOGY LOGAN
he’s so boyish but charming in his own stupid way and i would absolutely fold at a mere look in his direction
hi, it’s me again
could you please write something inspired by “but original trilogy logan would be ALL over you with that” as you said in this post
tysm you’re so awesome <3
my mom and i were just having a conversation on facetime this morning about logan and i'll repeat what she told me to the rest of you: "he's not like this anymore, but the old wolverine [referring to triology!logan] used to be SO charismatic and funny." so yes I would be more than happy to explore further on how logan would get SUCH a kick out of teasing you. (not proofread)
⋆˙⟡ Baking for Triology!Logan ⋆˙⟡
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The mansion was uncharacteristically quiet.
The day before, winter break had begun. Although there were a few stragglers who stayed within the building's fortress-like walls year round, the majority had left in no less than a hurry. Most professors would take this as an invitation to sleep in until noon.
You, however, saw the rare opportunity to have the kitchen to yourself.
Before the sun had even risen, the indigo hue of twilight stretching its fingers through your blinds, you were awake. When you had shuffled into the kitchen the stovetop clock had read 6:17 back at you. Now, as a loaf of bread sat baking in the oven while bowls whisked themselves around you- who said telekinetic abilities couldn't be used for baking?- you had lost track of time.
The yellow warmth of the sun had just begun to kiss your skin when you heard the door creak open.
Logan's eyes ran over the microbakery you had established in the kitchen as he turned on the coffee machine.
"You ever sleep?" Logan asked, throwing open the fridge.
"I could ask you the same thing, Logan." You said, picking up a chocolate chip cookie from the cooling rack. "Here, try this."
Logan raised his eyebrow.
"C'mon, it's good!" You urged.
Leaning himself against the kitchen island, he rolled his eyes and accepted your offering.
When he took a bite, the gooey chocolate stained his lips and your eyes grazed his throat, staring as his Adam's apple bobbed when he swallowed. To your relief, he didn't notice- too engrained in the flavor hitting his tongue. You even swore you saw his eyes roll into the back of his head.
Logan groaned, taking another bite.
"Are you tryin' to fatten me up?" He asked.
The timer rang.
You laughed as you went to pull the finished bread from the oven.
"Well I always heard that the way to a man's heart was through his stomach."
You hadn't thought about the words until they escaped your lips. Even then, you hadn't considered them too seriously. It was a phrase, a common one at that, but when said to Logan they carried an all too real weight in honesty.
You bit your tongue, hoping it would blow over. Knowing Logan, you should have guessed that wouldn't be the case.
"Oh yeah?" He asked, planting one hand against the fridge to lean over you. He was so close, so intimately in your space, that his hot breath warmed your neck. "Trying to steal my heart, darlin'?"
Despite the pounding of your own heart against your chest, you feigned annoyance; groaning and swatting Logan with your towel.
"You know what I meant."
Logan told you once that you had a shit poker face. You could hear his voice rattling around in your skull, reminding of how easy you were to read as you turned back to your work, hiding your face from view.
But Logan had time and a prompt. Two hell of a things for an instigator to be in possession of.
He stepped into your path.
"I'm not sure I do, sweetheart." Logan teased, a coy smile on his lips. "Didn't know you thought about me like-"
Maybe you should have let that loaf of bread burn and engulf the kitchen in flames, you thought. Maybe then the heat of the room would outweigh the burning of your cheeks.
"Logan!"
Logan gestured towards the door with one hand while the other rested against his chest. Faux-sincerity.
"I thought you'd be into those square assholes like Red."
You grimaced. Scott was a wonderful guy, but it was difficult to imagine him as anything other than a friend when he stood next to Logan. Scott was a shimmering light in the dark, but Logan hung the stars in the sky.
At times, it was difficult not to be envious of Jean- a woman who casually dismissed the love you so desperately vied for.
"Logan, I'm serious." You huffed. "Stop."
As if your words slid off him like water, he ignored them. Instead grabbing another cookie from the rack.
"Cute gesture," He said waving the baked good in the air. "Cooking f'me."
He winked and took another bite.
"A few more of these and you might get a ring outta me."
Your breath caught in your throat.
You thought of everything you could say- every insult you could hurl at him for making your affection a game, for playing with the feelings you suspected he knew about. But none of them landed.
Instead, all you managed was:
"You're an asshole, Logan."
And swatting his hand away from another cookie.
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Supermarket Scare
This idea is originally from @rosenclaws and I HAD to write it. (They actually did turn it into a fic which is here) I took the idea, changed a few things (Logan is boy dad in this one I fear), and idk I guess this is what came out of it lmfao

Pairing: Logan Howlett x Reader
Tropes: MILF reader <3
Warnings: None that I know of
Other tags: Logan who is GREAT with kids, but doesn’t know it, extra dramatic backstory that may not be legally accurate bc I said so
Background: You’re raising your adopted son, Arlo, on your own. Wade, Al, and Logan live down the hall from you.
Description: While shopping at the grocery store, you don’t realize that Arlo has let go of the shopping cart. When you look down to talk to him, you realize that he’s gone. Thank god for Wade’s new roommate.
“Can we get some of those little donuts?” Arlo asked, his small hand gripping the shopping cart as you walked down the bread aisle. He knew the rule, if he wanted to walk instead of riding in the cart, he had to hold onto the cart.
“Sure,” you hummed, “What kind? The chocolate ones or the white powdered ones?” You asked.
“The white ones,” he decided. “They’re yummy.”
“White ones it is,” you nodded, stopping the cart in front of the bread you needed. Turning away, you reached up and grabbed a loaf of bread. “You wanna pick out some cereal while we’re here too?” You asked, turning back to the cart, only to find that Arlo was gone.
Looking down the aisle, he was nowhere to be seen.
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Logan stood on one side of the aisle, observing the different kinds of granola bars. Why were there so many goddamn flavors anyway? His focus was drawn away from the boxes on the shelves when he felt a tug on his pants.
Looking down, he saw a young boy with tears falling down his cheeks.
“Uh,” Logan froze, not sure how to interact with a child. “Hi.”
“I can’t find my mama,” the boy cried, his tears coming down harder.
“What does she look like?” He asked, kneeling down so he was closer to the kid’s height.
The boy only cried in response, clearly scared and missing his mom.
“Alright,” he replied, looking around as he stood up and tried to decide what to do. “Let’s go to the front of the store. Then they can find your mom, okay?”
The boy nodded, letting go of Logan’s pants to hold out both arms at the man. Grabby hands. How could anyone say no to that?
Logan sighed, debating it in his head before leaning down and scooping the boy into his arms. As he walked to the front of the store, the boy’s tears slowed until they eventually came to a stop. The boy laid his head down on Logan’s shoulder while one of his hands held an iron grip on the front of Logan’s flannel.
“Excuse me,” Logan spoke, walking up to the customer service desk.
“How can I help you?” The woman at the desk asked.
“He can’t find his mom,” Logan explained, nodding towards the boy in his arms.
“Let me make an announcement,” the worker gave the boy a sympathetic smile. She picked up a phone from the counter, putting it up to her ear and hitting a few buttons on the keypad. “Attention shoppers, we have a lost little boy at the customer service desk. If he is your child, please come pick him up.” After the announcement was made, she hung the phone up.
“Alright, kid,” Logan said. “Now you just gotta wait for your mom to come get you.”
“I’m Cherie,” the worker spoke softly to the boy. “You wanna stay here with me while we wait on your mom?” She offered, holding out her hands.
Logan moved to pull the child away from him and hand him to Cherie, but Arlo began to cry again. His grip on Logan’s flannel tightened.
“C’mon kid, you gotta let go,” Logan encouraged.
The boy cried harder, bawling as he tried to desperately stay in Logan’s arms.
“It’s alright, angel,” Cherie hushed. Based on her tone, Logan could tell that this woman had certainly dealt with kids before. She was definitely a better person to watch the boy temporarily, but kids want what they want.
“Okay, okay,” Logan relented, holding the boy close to his chest again. “I’ll stay, just stop crying. You don’t have to cry.” He looked to the worker, “I’ll stay with him ‘til his mom gets here.”
Despite being secure in Logan’s arms again, the tears didn’t stop.
“Shhh,” Logan attempted, gently swaying with the boy in his arms. He wasn’t sure what he was doing, but he’d seen mothers do it with their babies before.
The tears just kept coming.
Logan looked around, spotting a small display of stuffed animals. He reached out with one hand, grabbing the first one he could and holding it up in front of the boy.
“Look at this,” he redirected the boy’s attention, shaking the toy slightly.
Sniffling a few times, the boy in his arms slowly stopped crying. He used his free hand to grab the animal, pulling it to his chest.
“Fox,” he said simply, looking at the orange and white stuffie in his arm. “I like foxes. Thanks.” His voice was barely more than a whisper.
“Yeah, it’s a fox. You’re welcome,” Logan nodded, just happy that he had made the kid stop crying. With his free hand, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a few dollars. “For the fox,” he commented to the worker, who just smiled and nodded.
Logan moved to sit down on a bench in the customer service area. As expected, the boy refused to move from his lap. So, there they sat. Logan, a mutant, and on his lap, a lost kid holding a stuffed fox. Quite the pair.
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“Oh thank god!” You exclaimed as you walked into the customer service area. “Arlo!”
“Mama!” Arlo exclaimed from where he sat on a man’s lap.
“Told you she’d be here,” the man said as he helped Arlo down from his lap. He looked familiar, but you were more concerned about Arlo.
The moment his feet hit the ground, Arlo was running towards you with his arms reaching out.
As he reached you, you dropped to one knee so you could wrap your arms around him. Your arms held him tightly to your chest.
“Honey, I’m so glad you’re okay. I was so worried,” you breathed out, closing your now teary eyes as you held him.
“I’m sorry,” he said softly, beginning to cry as you held him.
“Hey, it’s alright, sweetheart,” you assured, pulling away enough so you could see each other’s faces. “You’re not in trouble. Just promise me you won’t run off like that ever again.”
“I promise,” he nodded, leaning back in to cling to you.
You slowly stood, picking Arlo up as you did so.
“Thank you so much,” you spoke to the man that had been with Arlo, who was now standing. Now that you got a good look at him, you knew why you recognized him. “Wait, you’re Wade’s roommate, aren’t you?” You asked.
Logan gives you a strange look, so you continue talking.
“We live down the hall,” you explained. “Arlo loves talking Wade’s ear off whenever we run into each other.”
“Probably because they’re on the same learning level,” Logan joked. He held out a hand for you to shake as he introduced himself. “Logan.”
You supported Arlo on your hip as you took his hand in yours. As you shook his hand, you gave him your name in return.
“And, of course, you’ve met Arlo,” you added, letting go of his (very warm, very large) hand and squeezing the boy in your arms for emphasis.
“Arlo,” Logan smiled slightly at the boy. He hadn’t expected the little munchkin to grow on him so quickly, yet here he was.
“I knew you,” Arlo stated.
“You knew it was Logan?” You asked.
“I knew he was Wade’s friend,” he smiled proudly. “The big guy with kitty ears,” he clarified, pointing to Logan’s hair and giggling.
“Kitty ears?” Logan asked, raising a brow. “I’ve never gotten that before.”
“I like them,” Arlo hummed happily. “They look like fox ears too,” he observed, holding up the stuffed fox with both hands.
Logan let out a breathy chuckle, tucking his hands in his pockets.
“Thank you again,” you told Logan. “I really owe you big time,” you smiled. “It’s just me and Arlo, I don’t know what I would’ve done if something happened.”
“No need,” Logan shook his head. Now that he’d learned it was just you and Arlo, he decided to try and flirt with you. “He’s a nice kid. And he’s got a very nice mom,” Logan gave you a small grin, which came across as more of a smirk.
You aren’t sure how to react. It wasn’t like you had guys lining up to date you. Most of them didn’t want to flirt with a single mom. You weren’t even sure if he was flirting. What could you say? You were a little out of practice.
“At least let me make you dinner,” you offered. You tried not to sound too hopeful, but you were almost positive that you’d failed.
“Pretty please,” Arlo chimed in, sticking out his bottom lip and giving Logan his most convincing puppy dog eyes.
“Well when you put it like that,” Logan smiled, reaching a hand out to ruffle Arlo’s hair, which earned him a giggle. “I’d love to.”
“If tomorrow night works for you, we don’t have anything going on,” you suggested.
“Sure,” Logan nodded. “I’m free.”
After deciding on a time, you caught a glance of your watch and realized you had to get Arlo to home to make dinner tonight.
“We should get home, gotta finish shopping and get this little gremlin fed,” you chuckled. “Arlo, tell Logan goodbye.”
“Bye!” Arlo gave Logan a big grin. “We can play when you come over tomorrow.”
“Sounds fun,” Logan nodded, smiling at Arlo.
“We’ll see you tomorrow,” you smiled. “And feel free to stop by anytime,” you added as you started to walk away.
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“Mama! There’s someone at the door! I bet it’s Logan,” Arlo exclaimed, running into the kitchen, where you were working on finishing dinner.
“Okay, okay,” you chuckled, making sure nothing would burn as you wiped your hands off on a towel and headed to the door with Arlo. You checked the peephole, confirming that it was Logan, before opening the door.
You and Logan didn’t have a chance to speak before Arlo was jumping up and down.
“Logan!” He grinned, practically vibrating with excitement. He held both hands out for Logan.
“Hey, bub,” Logan greeted, picking Arlo up into his arms with a small ‘woosh’ sound. He then turned his attention to you, smiling softly.
“I’m just finishing up dinner,” you hummed, stepping aside and letting Logan in. You shut the door behind him as he toed off his shoes neatly next to the door.
“Take your time,” Logan replied, not wanting you to feel pressured.
“That means we can go play in the living room,” Arlo giggled. “Me and Fink were just playing in there.”
“Fink?” Logan raised a brow. What the hell was a Fink?
“Yeah,” he nodded. “The fox you got me. His name is Fink.”
“Oh,” Logan chuckled softly. “We can go play with Fink before dinner as long as it’s alright with your mom.”
“Please mama,” Arlo looked at you, giving you his brightest smile. “Can me and Logan go play while you cook?”
“You can,” you laughed softly at Arlo’s excitement. “Play nice, okay?”
“I will!” He promised, wriggling around until Logan put him down. He grabbed the man’s hand, tugging on it. “C’mon, c’mon, I wanna show you my toys.”
You and Logan shared an amused look before Logan let Arlo drag him off to your living room.
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“Hey, you two, dinner’s rea-,” you stopped mid sentence as you walked into the living room. You hadn’t expected the scene in front of you.
Logan sat on the floor with Arlo, who’s hair was now pulled up into two tufts on top of his head.
“Look mama!” Arlo spoke proudly. “I asked Logan to make us match! Do we look cool?”
“You look very cool, sweetheart,” you chuckled softly. “You’re both very handsome. But even cool guys have to eat dinner.”
“Yeah, to be big and strong,” Arlo nodded, hopping up from the floor and rushing off to the table.
Logan stood up from the floor, groaning softly.
“Didn’t know you were a hairdresser,” you joked as he began following you to the table as well.
“Well when he gives me those big puppy eyes, I can’t say no,” Logan defended.
“You’ve got me there,” you chuckled softly. “You can go sit at the table, I’ll bring in dinner.”
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Dinner with Logan felt good. Domestic. Arlo yapped about his current favorite show while you and Logan chuckled. As much as you loved Arlo, you did want to talk to Logan without having every other sentence be about Nubs the pooba boy from a Star Wars show Arlo was obsessed with.
“Alright, bud, it’s time to head to bed,” you hummed to Arlo. After dinner, the three of you had stayed at the table talking, and now it was time for him to get some sleep.
“Do I have to?” Arlo frowned. “I wanna stay up and play with Logan some more.”
“Listen to your mom,” Logan replied before you could. “If you go to bed now, we can play another time. Deal?”
“Deal,” Arlo nodded, accepting Logan’s offer. He climbed out of his chair and walked off in the direction of his room.
“If you wanna wait in the living room, I’ll be back out after I get him down,” you told Logan as you stood.
Logan gave you a nod before you walked off after Arlo to help him get ready for bed.
“I like Logan,” Arlo stated as you stepped into his room. “He’s fun.”
You chuckled softly, getting into Arlo’s dresser to pull out a couple pairs of his favorite pajamas. One was yellow and covered in dinosaurs, while the other was light blue with green stripes.
“Which pajamas do you wanna wear tonight?” You asked, holding up both pairs for him to pick from.
“Dinosaurs!” He grinned.
“Dinosaurs it is,” you nodded, putting the other pajamas back in the drawer for another night.
Once Arlo was changed into his pajamas, you helped him brush his teeth. The two of you went back into his room so that he could lay down.
“Wait!” Arlo gasped before he could climb into bed. “I have to go get Fink and tell Logan goodnight.”
Of course he had to tell Logan goodnight. What had you been thinking?
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“Logan!” Arlo giggled as he ran into the living room. Logan was sitting on the couch as he waited for you to come back.
“I thought you were going to bed,” Logan chuckled at Arlo’s energy.
“Had to come get Fink,” Arlo answered, grabbing the stuffed fox from where he’d left it on a chair before dinner. “And I wanted to tell you goodnight,” he smiled, climbing on the couch next to Logan and wrapping his arms around the man to the best of his abilities.
Logan was surprised, to say the least. It wasn’t exactly a regular occurrence for kids to come up and hug him. After a split second of shock, he wrapped both arms around Arlo and gave him a soft squeeze.
“G’night,” he hummed before letting go of Arlo.
“Goodnight,” Arlo grinned, planting a kiss on Logan’s cheek before hopping up and running back to his room where you were waiting on him.
“You ready to go to sleep now?” You asked as he hopped up on the bed.
“Yep!” He nodded, crawling under his blankets.
As he got settled, you leaned over and flicked on his night light. Then, tucked him into bed, smiling as he wiggled around to get comfortable.
“Do you think we can get ice cream with Logan and Wade one day?” Arlo asked hopefully.
“We’ll see, sweetie,” you chuckled, leaning down to press a kiss to his forehead.
“Goodnight, mama,” he smiled softly at you, “I love you.”
“Night, bud. I love you,” you replied, standing from the bed and heading for the door. “Sleep tight,” you added, flicking the lightswitch and leaving his room, pulling the door closed as you did.
Now that he was in bed, you made your way back to the living room.
“He’s in bed,” you spoke as you entered the room. “He’ll be out in a few minutes. That kid can fall asleep anywhere,” you chuckled softly, plopping down on the couch next to Logan. You left a little bit of space between the two of you, not wanting to make things weird.
“It must be nice,” Logan joked, an amused breath leaving his nose.
“One time I found him asleep halfway through using the bathroom. He had his head leaned over against the toilet paper roll,” you laughed at the memory.
“Jesus,” Logan laughed along with you. “He must keep you on your toes.”
“You have no idea,” you chuckled, pulling one leg up onto the couch so you could face Logan as you talked. “He’s got enough energy for about a dozen kids. But when he’s out, he sleeps like the dead.”
“He definitely has the energy,” Logan agreed. “But he seems like a good kid.”
“He is,” you smiled proudly. “He’s a great kid. One of the sweetest kids I know. Maybe I just think that because I’m biased,” you joked.
“I don’t think so,” Logan smiled. “He’s sweet. When he and I were playing earlier while you cooked, he was always offering to share whatever toy he had. Not a lot of kids are offering to share things.”
“I try my best with him. I wasn’t sure if I was ready to be a mom, but then Arlo came along, and I dunno, it was just, it was right,” you spoke fondly.
“It can’t be easy being a single mother,” Logan started, “You’re doin’ great. He’s lucky to have you.”
“Thank you,” you said softly. Nobody had ever told you anything like that before. You weren’t really sure how to react. “I hadn’t really expected to be a single mom, but I don’t have any regrets. I adopted him when he was just a baby, but that’s a story for another time.”
“I didn’t realize,” Logan replied. “He’s even luckier to have you than I thought, then.”
You smiled at Logan, feeling so grateful that the mishap at the supermarket had happened. You enjoyed having him around.
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“Tonight was nice,” you told Logan as you walked him to the door. It was getting late, and you had to be up the next morning.
Logan put his shoes on while you opened the door.
“I had a good time,” Logan smiled slightly at you as he stood.
You both stepped into the hallway, and you pulled the door most of the way around behind you.
“Thank you again, for yesterday,” you hummed, leaning against the wall next to your door.
“No, thank you,” he replied, “For dinner. It’s not often I get a home cooked meal.”
“Well, feel free to come by for more anytime,” you smiled up at him, “Even if it’s just chicken nuggets and mac n cheese, you’re more than welcome to join us.”
Logan chuckled softly, nodding at your invitation.
“I’d say that you two are welcome to drop by Wade and I’s place, but that is not fit for children,” he joked.
You laughed, unable to help yourself. Joking with Logan felt so natural.
“Well,” Logan spoke again. “I should get out of your hair, but I’ll see ya around, yeah?” He tried not to sound too hopeful.
“Yeah, I’ll see you around,” you nodded in response.
Logan hesitated for a fraction of a second before leaning in and placing a barely there kiss on your cheek.
“I’d really like to see you again sometime. As a date,” he admitted. “I understand that dating is more difficult when you have a kid because you have to consider Arlo when you make decisions, but I’d like to see where this goes.” He couldn’t remember the last time he’d asked someone else, and all he could do was pray he wasn’t making a fool of himself.
“I would love that, Logan,” you grinned. He was the first man to ever consider Arlo when it came to dating you. He seemed like the type of man to know that you had to put Arlo first. “Arlo is having a sleepover at my sister’s with his cousins this weekend. Maybe we could get dinner then? Just the two of us this time.”
“That sounds great,” Logan nodded, trying and failing to fight off a smile. He felt like a goddamn blushing school boy. “I’ll come by at seven so we can go to dinner.”
“Perfect,” you smiled. You leaned up, placing a quick peck on his lips. “I can’t wait.”
Logan was shocked that you’d kissed him, but he certainly wasn’t complaining. He opened his mouth to speak, but was interrupted by a voice from inside your apartment.
“Mama?” Arlo called out for you from his room. He must’ve had a nightmare or want a glass of water.
“Duty calls,” you joked. “Goodnight Logan,” you hummed, stepping back into your apartment.
“Night,” he replied, giving you a small nod as you shut the apartment door to go check on Arlo.
After the door was shut, Logan realized he was smiling like an absolute idiot. He hadn’t been this excited for a date since…. He couldn’t actually remember.
Turning on his heel, he headed down the hallway back to Wade’s. He couldn’t stop smiling.
Walking into the apartment, he groaned as he saw Wade laying on the couch as if he had been waiting for Logan to get back.
“Stop looking at me like that,” he huffed, shutting the door behind him.
“Like what, peanut?” Wade shrugged. “I just wanna know how things went with the hot milf down the hall.”
“Fuck off,” Logan rolled his eyes, dropping his keys on the entry table and walking off to go to bed.
“I’ll take that as ‘It went great, Wade, you officially have a nephew now’. Is that about right?” He called after Logan.
Logan ignored Wade, shaking his head. He had to admit, though, things had gone great with the hot milf down the hall. And it would only get better.
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so sweet and cute i love
THE WILD & THE SOFT — A Logan Howlett One Shot
Pairing: Logan Howlett (comics) x Fem!Reader
Description: How your relationship with Logan begins and evolves.
Theme: Pure fluff and comfort
Words: 2330

You were never afraid of wild things.
Perhaps that was why you came here, to Xavier’s School for Gifted Youngsters, where wild things walked the halls in the shape of children, in the shape of warriors, in the shape of men who did not know how to be gentle.
Perhaps that was why you never feared Logan.
—
From the first day, the school accepted you like the missing piece of a puzzle. The children adored you—your warmth, your wit, the way you spoke to them like they mattered. You were their teacher, but more than that, you were their listener, their protector, their friend.
Even the X-Men—those who fought in shadows and carried their burdens like armor—could not help but like you.
But Logan?
Logan watched.
Not like the others. Not with admiration or curiosity or anything so simple. No—he watched like a wolf circling a fire, wary of getting burned.
He watched you with something sharp, something unreadable in his dark eyes, as if he were waiting for you to be something other than what you seemed.
Maybe he didn’t trust softness.
Maybe he had been burned before.
But you? You had never been afraid of wild things.
—
It started in small ways.
The first time you met him, he had been leaning against the doorframe of Charles’ office, arms crossed, looking like a man who wanted to be anywhere else.
“Logan,” Charles had introduced him, tone dry but amused, “I believe you two will be seeing a lot of each other.”
You had smiled at him then—just smiled, the way you did with the children, the way you did with everyone. Not cautious, not guarded, not expecting anything in return.
Logan had narrowed his eyes like you were some kind of puzzle he didn’t have time to figure out.
That should have been the end of it.
But then there was the time you had caught him in the kitchen at two in the morning, drinking whiskey straight from the bottle.
“Isn’t it a little early to be brooding?” you had teased, stealing a slice of apple from the counter.
He had grunted in response.
“You know, most people actually use a glass for that.”
He had given you a look that was half exasperation, half amusement. “Most people ain't me, sweetheart.”
You had only smiled, biting into the apple. “I know.”
And then there was the time a training session had left him bleeding—nothing serious, but enough that you had frowned when he walked past your classroom, fresh claw marks on his arms.
You had stepped into his path, arms crossed. “Logan.”
He had barely paused, voice gruff. “What?”
You had reached out, tracing your fingers lightly over the already-healing wounds. “Do you ever take care of yourself, or do you just let your body do all the work?”
He had stilled under your touch, not used to hands that meant no harm.
You had felt the tension in him, the restraint, the way he was always ready for something to go wrong.
You had smiled, slow and knowing. “Let me guess—no one ever fusses over you, huh?”
He had scoffed. “I don’t need fussin’ over.”
You had only hummed, eyes twinkling. “That’s what people say right before they realize they kinda like it.”
And then you had walked away, leaving him standing there, scowling after you.
—
He was drawn to you, though he wouldn’t admit it.
It wasn’t just the teasing, the laughter, the way you pushed at him without pushing too hard.
It was the light you carried.
It was the way you made people feel safe. The way you made this place feel like a home instead of just another battlefield.
He watched you with the kids, saw the way they flocked to you, the way you always had a gentle word, a patient smile, a hand on a shoulder to remind them they weren’t alone.
He watched you with the X-Men, how even the hardest among them softened in your presence, how you made Scott chuckle when no one else could, how you knew when to leave Ororo alone and when to pull her into conversation, how you treated Jean like she wasn’t just power wrapped in skin but a person first and foremost.
And he watched how you treated him.
Like he wasn’t something to be wary of. Like he wasn’t just a weapon, wasn’t just sharp edges and violence.
You treated him like a man.
Like he was worth something.
—
And then, one day, he overheard you speaking about him.
It had been an accident—he hadn’t meant to listen. He had just been passing by a classroom, the door slightly open, when he heard Jean’s voice.
“…he’s complicated,” she was saying.
And then—your voice.
“Complicated isn’t bad.”
Logan had paused, instinct keeping him still.
Jean sighed. “I just mean… he’s not easy to get close to.”
You had laughed, a soft, knowing sound. “Jean, I grew up around people who built walls higher than their own heads. You know what I learned?”
Jean hummed. “What?”
“That the people who build the highest walls are usually the ones who want someone to climb them the most.”
Logan had felt something tighten in his chest.
Jean had been quiet for a moment. “You really think that about him?”
And then you had said the thing that unraveled him completely.
“Logan isn’t just claws and growls and bad tempers. He’s got a heart in there, even if he doesn’t like showing it. He protects people. He cares. He just doesn’t think he deserves anyone caring about him back.”
Logan had gritted his teeth, exhaling through his nose.
And then, softer—softer than anything—your voice, warm as sunlight.
“But I care about him anyway.”
—
He found you later that day.
It was after classes, after the halls had emptied, after the sun had started dipping toward the horizon.
He found you in the library, tucked into a chair, a book resting open in your lap.
You looked up when he walked in, smiling like you always did. “Hey, stranger.”
He didn’t answer. Just walked up, stopping a foot away. Looking at you like he was trying to figure something out.
You tilted your head. “You okay?”
He exhaled sharply, then—before he could second-guess it—he reached out, brushing his fingers over your hand. A small touch, but a deliberate one.
You blinked at him, surprised. But then you smiled, slower this time.
Softer.
He swallowed, voice rough. “You really mean all that?”
You didn’t pretend not to know what he was talking about.
You just nodded. “Yeah, Logan. I do.”
He looked at you for a long moment.
Then, gruffly—awkwardly—he muttered, “Guess I’ll have to get used to that, huh?”
Your smile widened. “Guess so.”
And when he sat down beside you, closer than he had ever allowed himself to sit before, you didn’t say anything.
You just let him.
Because you had never been afraid of wild things.
And, somehow, he wasn’t afraid of your light.
—
Logan wasn’t used to tenderness.
He had known heat, sure—fast, reckless, mindless. The kind that burned bright and burned out just as fast. He had known touch, but not the kind that lingered, not the kind that meant something.
And you—God, you were nothing but meaning.
—
It started slow.
Neither of you named what was happening, neither of you talked about it, but something shifted that day in the library when he sat beside you and let himself stay.
After that, he found himself seeking you out more than he wanted to admit.
It was small things at first—passing by your classroom more often than he needed to, finding himself in the kitchen at the same time as you, showing up at your door under the pretense of asking something unimportant.
And you let him.
You never called him out on it, never pushed, never asked him to be anything other than what he was.
You just let him orbit you, like he was some untamed thing slowly finding his way closer.
—
The first time you touched him without thinking, something inside him nearly broke.
It was in the courtyard, late afternoon, the students long gone to their dorms. You had been sitting on the steps, the sun slanting golden over the grass, laughing at something he said.
And then—without hesitation, without thought—you reached out and smoothed a hand over his arm.
It wasn’t much. Just a touch. Just a brush of warmth over his skin.
But Logan had gone still.
Because he realized—then and there—that he couldn’t remember the last time someone had touched him like that. Not because they wanted something. Not because they feared him.
Just because they wanted to.
You didn’t even seem to notice what you had done, didn’t seem to realize that something inside him had gone very, very quiet.
But after that, it kept happening.
You touched him more often, casually, naturally—your hand against his arm when you teased him, your fingers brushing his wrist when you laughed, your knee knocking against his under a table.
And Logan—Logan let you.
Because, against all odds, against all instinct, he didn’t want you to stop.
—
The first time he thought about kissing you, it terrified him.
It was nighttime, and you were outside, standing at the edge of the mansion grounds, looking up at the stars.
He had found you without meaning to, his body drawn to yours the way it always seemed to be.
You had turned when you heard his steps, smiling.
“Couldn’t sleep?” you asked.
He had only shrugged, stepping closer.
You tilted your head at him, something knowing in your eyes. “You thinking too hard again?”
Logan had scoffed, shaking his head. “Darlin’, I don’t think you’ve ever met a man who thinks less than me.”
You had laughed, soft and warm. “You think more than you let on, Logan.”
And then you had reached out—like it was nothing, like it was natural—and brushed a piece of hair from his face.
That was the moment.
That was the moment he felt it hit him like a blow to the ribs—the want, the need, the thing he had been holding back ever since you first smiled at him.
Because you weren’t just kind. You weren’t just soft.
You weren’t just teasing words and warm hands and understanding smiles.
You were you.
And Logan—God help him—wanted you more than he had ever wanted anything.
—
He kissed you two weeks later.
Not because he had planned to, not because he had finally decided it was time.
But because he couldn’t not kiss you anymore.
It had been after a mission.
You hadn’t been in the field, but you had been waiting when they returned, helping with injuries, checking on everyone.
Logan had been the last to come inside, his knuckles bloody, his jaw tight.
You had found him in the hall, eyes immediately scanning him for wounds.
“You okay?”
He had grunted, rolling his shoulder. “Nothing that won’t heal.”
But you had frowned, reaching for his hand, your fingers tracing over his scraped knuckles.
And that was it.
That was all it took.
The moment your fingers wrapped around his, the moment you looked up at him with that quiet concern—something inside him snapped.
He had kissed you without warning, without hesitation.
One moment, he was standing there, aching in ways he didn’t know how to name.
The next, his mouth was on yours, his hands gripping your waist, pulling you close like he needed you to keep him standing.
You made a small sound of surprise against his lips—but then you melted.
You kissed him back like you had been waiting.
Like you had known.
And Logan—who had spent his whole life surviving—felt, for the first time, like he had found something worth living for.
—
Being with you was new.
Logan had been with women before. That wasn’t the new part.
The new part was this.
The way you laughed against his mouth when he kissed you. The way you stole food from his plate without asking. The way you curled against him on the couch, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
The way you made him feel like he wasn’t just a fighter, wasn’t just a weapon, wasn’t just something sharp waiting to cut.
The way you made him feel human.
And God—he hadn’t realized how much he needed that.
—
He wasn’t perfect.
He could be gruff, stubborn, difficult.
Sometimes, he pulled away when he didn’t mean to.
Sometimes, the past got too close, the memories got too loud, and he needed space.
But you understood.
You didn’t push. You didn’t demand more than he could give.
You just waited.
And when he came back—when he found you again—you were there.
Always there.
Like the stars, like the sun, like something steady and endless.
—
One night, months later, he found you in the same spot where he had first wanted to kiss you—outside, beneath the stars, looking up like they held answers.
He had stepped up beside you, silent, solid, familiar.
You had smiled. “You always find me out here.”
Logan had smirked, voice low. “Guess I’m gettin’ good at it.”
You had turned, looking at him fully.
And then—soft, certain—you had reached up and cupped his face in your hands.
Logan had gone still.
Because, even now, after everything, he still wasn’t used to this.
To being held.
To being wanted.
But you only smiled, stroking your thumb over his cheek.
“I love you, Logan.”
And Logan—who had spent lifetimes losing things, breaking things, ruining things—looked at you and finally, finally let himself believe.
He exhaled, voice rough, hands curling around your waist.
“I love you too, darlin’.”
And when he kissed you that time, it wasn’t because he couldn’t not kiss you.
It was because he wanted to.
Because you were his, and he was yours, and for once in his life—
Logan was exactly where he was meant to be.
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as a girl who’s recently come to terms with her sexuality (something i wasn’t comfortable with in myself for years cuz of religious trauma THANKS MOM AND DAD) anyways
i may be late to the game but i feel like logan would be into that shit
like obv he’d accept and love no matter what but if ANYONE dared to say something it’d go down like this:
homophobic pos says something about how they like the same gender or whatever the case may be
logan: “yeah bub got a problem? want the real story? we share.”
and he’d just smirk and walk away and both his S/O and the pos stunned into silence.
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in the least narcissistic way, a lot of parents would kill to have had a child like me. i always did/do well in school, i take care of myself and work and pay for all my own stuff, i did multiple sports for years and stuck with pretty much all of them. i have friends, im respectful to everyone, i know how to stand up for myself. i have basic empathy and i care deeply for people. i find joy in things like reading and writing and drawing, which a lot of people couldn’t say for their own kids. i focus on my own health. i worry for everyone and try my hardest to show i care. i do EVERYTHING for everyone else without question or complaint. i fail to understand why ive constantly had issues with them when every other parent figure or adult in my life tells me otherwise.
then of course i realize mine are abusive narcissists who i’ve survived despite all odds.

#manic rants#not to trauma dump#prob will delete later#i hate it here#ranting#narcissistic parents#can i live???#like can i live
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never disappoints
i love you, always and forever ࿐‧₊ this is me trying


chapter summary: You and Logan try IVF.
word count: 5.9k+
pairing: Logan Howlett x fem!reader
notes: another short chapter!? who am i? (also this gif is 😙🤌)
warnings/tags: reader wears glasses, fluff, angst, talks of fertility and pregnancy, smut, slight sub!logan unprotected piv, creampie, ghost hunting
series masterlist - chapter 7 → chapter 9
“—and we need to… Logan!” You exclaimed, breaking him out of whatever stupor he was in while staring at you.
You were explaining the new calendar you made that coincided with your IVF treatment, meaning no sex some days before retrieval and no sex some time after.
“Yeah, ‘m listening,” Logan repeated, his eyes flickering back to you like a magnet drawn to steel. He leaned lazily against the counter in your lab, but the faint smirk tugging at his lips betrayed his amusement—or distraction. Probably both.
You narrowed your eyes, tightening your grip on the whiteboard marker. "Then what did I just say?"
“You need to… no sex before, no sex after," he recited slowly, as if carefully testing each word to make sure it wouldn’t backfire.
“And?" You crossed your arms, one hand on your hip, the other holding the marker up like a teacher about to deliver a pop quiz. "Do you know why?"
Logan’s gaze swept over you, taking in the way you’d planted your feet and stuck a pen behind your ear in your 'professor mode.' “Because you’re ovulatin’ or somethin’? Or tryin’ not to? Hell, I don’t know what half this stuff means.”
You sighed, turning back to the giant whiteboard on the wall. It was cluttered with colorful timelines, reminders, and arrows pointing every which way, all carefully laid out for the IVF schedule. In hindsight, your meticulousness might have been a tad over the top, but you weren’t about to admit that now.
“It’s because we want to maximize the egg retrieval,” you explained, your tone firm but not unkind. “No sex three days before stimulation so it doesn’t mess with your—ugh, never mind. Just stick to the rules. I made this board so it’s clear.”
Behind you, Logan huffed, a warm, rumbling sound that made you turn sharply to find him grinning.
"What?" you asked, brow furrowing.
“You’re real cute when you’re like this,” he said, gesturing vaguely at you. "Hands on your hips, pen behind your ear—looks like you’re about to lecture me ‘bout quantum somethin’."
Your cheeks flushed instantly, but you steadied yourself, standing taller. “That’s because you’re not listening,” you fired back. "And I have been over this calendar twice. Maybe I should give you a quiz.”
Logan’s grin widened, his teeth flashing. “You gonna give me detention if I fail?"
Ignoring the heat rising to your face, you tilted your head in mock seriousness. “Wouldn’t you like that?”
“Dunno.” He shrugged, clearly enjoying this far more than he should. “Guess we’ll find out if I get somethin’ wrong.”
“Fine.” You capped the marker and tapped it against your hand like a gavel. "What’s the first thing you have to remember?”
Logan straightened slightly, locking eyes with you. “No sex three days before retrieval.”
You nodded, reluctantly impressed. “And after retrieval?”
“No sex for a week.”
“Why?” you pressed, though your voice lost some of its sternness.
“‘Cause it’s somethin’ about keepin’ the process steady—don’t wanna screw up your hormones or somethin’. You didn’t get this doctorate for me to screw it all up.”
You stared at him, unable to mask your surprise.
“Quit lookin’ at me like that,” he muttered, although his smug grin didn’t waver. “Just ‘cause I’m lookin’ at you doesn’t mean I’m not payin’ attention.”
Taking a second to compose yourself, you finally nodded. “Fine, you passed.”
“But what about my detention?” His smirk turned wolfish, leaning just a fraction closer.
You stumbled over your words. “Is this—ugh, is this one of your… you know?”
Logan raised an eyebrow, feigning innocence. "I don’t know, darlin’. What’re you talkin’ about?”
“You know!” you exclaimed, waving the pen for emphasis. “Your… fantasies or whatever it is you call them.”
His grin was practically sinful now. “Well, now it is.”
“Logan!”
“Relax, sweetheart.” His voice softened as he reached out to pluck the marker from your hand, setting it aside on the desk. His other hand slid to your hip, grounding you as he bent just low enough to kiss your forehead. "You’re doin’ great. And we’re gonna get through this—whiteboard rules and all."
You sighed, your tension easing slightly under his touch. “You’d better not fail me on this, Logan.”
“Never,” he said with an almost reverent sincerity, the teasing gleam in his eyes softened by something deeper. "You’re the one thing I’ve always been real good at keepin’ up with."
And damn it if he didn’t mean it.
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Since today was the last day you could have sex before your retrieval in 4 days, you decided to surprise Logan. Though you weren’t sure if this was going to backfire on you or not, you thought you’d give it a try.
You had put on something that was the most stereotypical ‘teacher like’ outfit, a white button-up blouse, a black pencil skirt, and some small heels, and went through the regular motions of the school day.
Then, once classes were over, Logan came to your classroom instead of your office like you told him to earlier in the day.
Logan pushed the classroom door open, his shoulders broad and his hands stuffed into his jeans pockets. His gaze swept over the rows of empty desks before it landed on you. You were sitting at your desk, legs crossed, glasses perched on your nose, and a teasing little smile playing at your lips. The whiteboard still had the day’s lesson scrawled across it, but you weren’t thinking about teaching anymore.
“This where you wanted me?” Logan asked, closing the door behind him with a soft click.
You adjusted your glasses, standing up slowly. “Yes, Mr. Howlett. You’re late.”
His eyebrows lifted, the faintest smirk curling the corner of his mouth. “Didn’t know this was official business.”
“Sit down,” you instructed, gesturing toward your chair behind the desk. “You’ve got some rules to follow if you’re going to avoid detention.”
Logan chuckled under his breath but obeyed, sauntering over and lowering himself into the chair. He sprawled comfortably, his legs spread wide, making it look far too small for him. “Alright, darlin’. What’s next?”
You stepped around the desk, your heels clicking softly against the tiled floor. “First,” you began, fingers going to the buttons of your blouse, “you’re not allowed to touch me. At all.”
Logan’s eyes darkened, his smirk growing into a full grin. “That so?”
“Yes,” you said firmly, undoing the top button of your blouse. His gaze tracked the movement like a predator watching its prey. “You’re here to listen and behave. Understand?”
“Guess I’ll behave,” he murmured, his voice low and rough.
You let the next few buttons fall open, revealing the delicate lace of your bra beneath. His sharp inhale didn’t go unnoticed, but he kept his hands firmly on the arms of the chair, his knuckles tightening as you slipped the blouse off your shoulders and let it fall to the floor.
“Good,” you said softly, stepping closer. “Stay just like that.”
You moved your hands to the zipper of your pencil skirt, tugging it down slowly. The fabric pooled at your feet, leaving you standing there in nothing but your bra, panties, and those heels. Logan’s jaw flexed, and you could see the restraint it was taking for him to stay still.
“You’re tryin’ to kill me,” he muttered, his voice strained.
“I told you, no touching,” you reminded him, leaning down just enough to place your hands on the arms of the chair, your face inches from his. “Think you can handle that?”
Logan’s tongue darted out to wet his lips, his gaze locked on yours. “Don’t make promises you can’t keep, sweetheart.”
You straightened up, taking your time to slip onto his lap. His hands twitched against the armrests, but he didn’t move them, his breathing ragged as you settled yourself over him, the heat between your thighs pressing against the denim of his jeans.
“See? You’re doing great,” you teased, trailing your fingers along his jawline. He let out a low growl, but his hands stayed put.
“You’re evil,” he said, his voice thick with want.
“Maybe,” you replied, reaching between your bodies to undo his belt. His hips jerked slightly, but he stayed obedient, watching as you unzipped his jeans and pushed them down just enough to free him. He was already hard, and you couldn’t help the small smile that tugged at your lips.
“Not so evil now, huh?” Logan quipped, but his breath hitched as you slid your panties to the side, positioning yourself over him.
“Remember,” you whispered, lowering yourself slowly. “No touching.”
Logan let out a low curse, his head falling back against the chair as you took him in. His hands clenched the armrests tightly, the muscles in his forearms flexing with the effort of keeping them there.
“Darlin’, you’re killin’ me here,” he rasped, his voice rough and shaky.
You started to move, your hips rolling slowly against his. The friction sent shivers through your body, and you bit your lip to keep from crying out. Logan’s eyes were locked on yours, dark and hungry, but his hands didn’t budge.
“You’re so good at this,” you murmured, leaning forward to press a kiss to his jaw. He growled low in his throat, his self-control hanging by a thread.
“Fuck, sweetheart,” he groaned, his hips bucking up into you. “How’m I supposed to just sit here?”
“Discipline,” you teased, your breath warm against his ear. “Isn’t that what detention’s all about?”
Logan let out a breathless laugh, the sound strained and desperate. “You’re enjoyin’ this way too much.”
You didn’t answer, your movements quickening as heat coiled low in your stomach. The sound of his ragged breathing filled the room, mingling with your own gasps. You could feel him trembling beneath you, his body taut with tension as he fought the urge to touch you.
“You’re amazing,” you whispered, your voice catching as your rhythm faltered. Logan’s eyes softened briefly, the teasing gleam replaced with something deeper.
“So are you,” he managed, his hands gripping the armrests so tightly you thought they might snap. “But I’m about to lose it here.”
You reached up to cup his face, your thumb brushing against his cheek. “Not yet,” you murmured, leaning in to kiss him softly. He groaned into your mouth, his restraint finally breaking as his hands left the armrests and gripped your hips, holding you firmly against him.
“That’s it,” he growled, guiding your movements now, his strength taking over. You gasped, your nails digging into his shoulders as he set a brutal pace, his lips finding yours again in a kiss that was all heat and desperation.
The classroom faded away, the only thing that mattered was him—the way he filled you, the way he moved, the way he whispered your name like a prayer. And when you finally tumbled over the edge together, his arms wrapped tightly around you, you knew this was worth every moment of waiting.
Breathless and trembling, you rested your forehead against his, your glasses askew. “So much for following the rules,” you muttered, a small smile tugging at your lips.
Logan chuckled, pressing a kiss to your temple. “Rules are overrated anyway.”
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“Honey, if you can’t do it, I can. It’s just a little needle.” You said, holding your hand out for the needle, a simple hormone injection that has to be done before the embryo transfer.
Logan stood a few feet away, the needle in his hand looking laughably small against his thick fingers. His jaw was tight, and his brows knitted together in a way that made him look like he was contemplating defusing a bomb instead of giving you a hormone injection.
“I can do it,” he said gruffly, though his eyes darted between the syringe and your exposed stomach like he didn’t quite believe himself.
You softened at his hesitation, lowering your hand. “It’s okay if you’re nervous. I can just—”
“I’m not nervous,” Logan interrupted quickly, his voice firm but not unkind. “I just don’t want to hurt you.”
A small smile tugged at your lips despite the situation. “Logan, I get stabbed with needles all the time. This is nothing.”
He shot you a look. “Not the same.”
You tilted your head, watching him as his eyes lingered on the syringe. His hands didn’t tremble—Logan was steady, always—but there was a vulnerability in his posture that made your heart ache. This was the same man who had faced armies, wars, and unimaginable pain, yet here he was, worried about causing you the smallest discomfort.
“Logan,” you said softly, reaching for his free hand. He let you take it, his rough palm engulfing yours. “You’re not going to hurt me. I trust you.”
His gaze flicked to yours, and for a moment, he just stared. Then, with a deep breath, he nodded. “Alright, darlin’. Let’s do this.”
You leaned back slightly on the edge of the couch, pulling up your shirt to expose your stomach. Logan crouched down in front of you, the syringe still in his hand. He studied the instructions you’d written out earlier—meticulous as always—before glancing back at you.
“This the spot?” he asked, his voice low and steady.
You nodded, resting a hand on his shoulder for support. “Right there.”
Logan’s hand hovered over your skin for a moment before he finally pressed the needle in with careful precision. It stung, but not enough to make you flinch. His gaze stayed fixed on the syringe, his focus unshakable as he slowly pushed the medication in.
“All done,” he murmured after a moment, pulling the needle away. He pressed a cotton ball gently against your skin, his hand lingering just a little longer than necessary. “That okay?”
“Perfect,” you assured him, your smile warm. “See? Told you it was nothing.”
Logan scoffed lightly as he stood, disposing of the syringe. “Didn’t feel like nothin’ to me.”
You reached for his hand again, pulling him back toward you. He let himself be guided, standing between your knees as you looked up at him. “You did great.”
His lips twitched into a small smile, but his eyes were still searching yours, as if looking for any sign that he might have done something wrong. When he found nothing but sincerity, he finally relaxed.
“You’re a hell of a lot braver than me, you know that?” he said, his voice soft.
You laughed, the sound light and genuine. “I don’t know about that. You’ve done way scarier things.”
“Not like this,” he murmured, his fingers brushing against your cheek. “This is new.”
You leaned into his touch, your hand covering his. “We’re in it together, Logan. Every step.”
He nodded, bending down to press a kiss to your forehead. “Together,” he echoed. “Always.”
For a moment, the weight of the last few years lifted, leaving just the two of you in the quiet. It wasn’t perfect, and it wasn’t easy, but it was enough. And that was all you needed.
---
“I think the mansion is haunted.” Rogue said. “There is no way ya haven’t heard the creakin’ in the night!”
Bobby rolled his eyes, “it’s probably just the AC or someone walking in the hallways.”
Kitty looked over at you as you graded things in your classroom. Though the three of them weren’t technically students anymore and had ‘graduated high school’, they still lived at the mansion because they were X-Men.
“Y/N, do you believe in ghosts?” Kitty asked.
You looked up from your papers, a red pen twirling idly in your fingers, as Kitty’s question hung in the air. The corners of your mouth twitched with curiosity at the way all three of them had their eyes fixed on you—Kitty looking earnest, Rogue mildly skeptical, and Bobby wearing his usual mask of rationality.
“Ghosts?” you echoed, tilting your head. “I don’t know if I’d call them ghosts, exactly.”
“That’s not a no,” Kitty pointed out, leaning forward on her desk as if your opinion held the weight of undeniable truth.
You tapped the pen against your chin thoughtfully. “There’s a theory,” you began, slipping into your natural cadence as a teacher, “about residual energy in spaces where intense events have happened. That energy could, in theory, manifest in ways that we interpret as paranormal.”
Kitty nodded enthusiastically while Rogue crossed her arms, clearly unsure. “What about creakin’ floorboards? That doesn’t sound like ‘residual energy.’”
“Well,” you conceded with a small smile, “this mansion is over a century old, and wood expands and contracts with changes in temperature.”
Bobby smirked. “Told you.”
Kitty huffed. “Yeah, but what about the piano playing by itself? Bobby doesn’t even believe me about that!”
“Probably one of the students pulling a prank,” Bobby retorted with a shrug.
“Or an actual ghost,” Kitty shot back, lifting her chin defiantly.
The sound of Logan clearing his throat from the doorway drew everyone’s attention. “What’re we talkin’ about?” he asked, stepping inside with his usual lazy saunter, his eyes cutting to you instinctively.
“Ghosts,” Rogue said flatly. “Kitty thinks the mansion’s haunted.”
Logan chuckled low in his chest, crossing his arms as he leaned against the doorframe. “Haunted, huh? Sounds like you kids’ve been watchin’ too many movies.”
“It’s not just movies!” Kitty protested, turning to him. “Y/N agrees there could be something! Residual energy or whatever.”
Logan’s gaze flicked to you, one eyebrow raising in question. You shrugged lightly, “how ‘bout this. We meet here at midnight and go ‘ghost hunting’. I’ll prove that it’s just residual energy so Rogue doesn’t have to be afraid anymore.”
“Ghost hunting, huh?” Logan drawled.
You shrugged lightly, capping your red pen. “Why not? Might as well settle this once and for all so Rogue can sleep without thinking she’ll get haunted.”
“Hey, I never said I was scared!” Rogue interjected quickly, her Southern drawl edging her words. “I just think there’s somethin’ weird goin’ on.”
Kitty grinned, nudging her playfully. “Sure, you’re not scared.”
Bobby leaned back in his chair, arms crossed. “This is gonna be a waste of time. But fine, I’ll come. Someone’s gotta keep you all from freaking out over creaky floorboards.”
You pushed your glasses up, a small smirk playing at your lips. “Alright, it’s settled. Midnight. Bring whatever you think you’ll need—flashlights, cameras, whatever—and I’ll bring some equipment from the lab.”
Kitty’s eyes lit up. “Like an EMF detector? And maybe a thermometer?”
“Exactly,” you confirmed. “We’ll keep it scientific, not superstitious.”
Logan snorted softly, pushing off the doorway. “You’ve got this whole thing planned, don’t you?”
“I do,” you said simply, already mentally organizing the tools you’d need. “And you’re coming too.”
“Didn’t say I wasn’t,” Logan replied with a shrug. “Just think it’s funny how serious you’re takin’ this.”
Rogue shot him a look. “You’re not gonna ruin it for us, are ya?”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Logan said with a smirk, but his eyes flicked back to you, his expression softening.
---
At exactly midnight, the group gathered in the classroom, flashlights in hand. Kitty and Rogue had brought a handheld camera and an audio recorder, while Bobby carried what looked like an oversized camping flashlight. You walked in with a small case of lab equipment, Logan trailing behind you like your ever-present shadow.
“Alright,” you said, setting the case on your desk and opening it. “We’ve got an EMF detector, a digital thermometer, and a few other tools to measure environmental changes. If there’s anything abnormal, we’ll catch it.”
Kitty practically bounced on her toes. “This is so cool. I feel like we’re in a movie.”
Logan crossed his arms, leaning casually against the desk. “Let’s hope it’s not the kind where everyone dies.”
“Logan,” you warned, giving him a pointed look.
He raised his hands in mock surrender. “Just sayin’.”
You divided the equipment among the group, handing the thermometer to Kitty and the EMF detector to Rogue. “We’ll start in the east wing,” you said, adjusting your glasses. “That’s where Kitty said she heard the piano, right?”
Kitty nodded vigorously. “I swear, it was playing by itself.”
Logan’s lips twitched, but he said nothing, letting you take the lead as the group headed down the dimly lit hallway.
---
The east wing was quiet—eerily so. The air felt heavier, the old wood creaking beneath your feet as you moved through the corridor. Kitty had her camera rolling, and Rogue was carefully monitoring the EMF detector, though so far, it hadn’t picked up anything unusual.
“So, what’s this ‘residual energy’ thing you mentioned earlier?” Bobby asked, his voice cutting through the silence.
You glanced at him over your shoulder. “It’s the idea that strong emotions or events can leave an imprint on a place. It’s not a ghost in the traditional sense, but more like… a recording of something that happened before.”
“Like an echo,” Kitty added, her eyes wide.
“Exactly,” you said with a nod. “It’s one explanation for paranormal activity.”
“Or it’s just people imaginin’ things,” Logan muttered.
“Not helping,” you shot back, though your tone was more amused than annoyed.
The group reached the end of the hallway, where a grand piano sat in the corner of an old parlor. The room was bathed in shadows, the faint moonlight streaming through the large windows.
“This is it,” Kitty whispered, her camera trained on the piano.
Rogue glanced at the EMF detector, which remained stubbornly still. “Nothin’ so far.”
You stepped closer to the piano, pulling the thermometer from your pocket. The temperature was steady, no sudden drops or spikes that might indicate something unusual.
“Well?” Logan asked, his voice low.
“No signs of residual energy,” you said, your tone thoughtful. “But let’s—”
A sudden noise interrupted you—a faint, melodic note from the piano.
Everyone froze.
“What the hell?” Bobby muttered, his flashlight beam darting around the room.
Kitty clutched her camera tightly. “I told you! I told you it plays by itself!”
Logan straightened, his eyes narrowing as he stepped in front of you instinctively. “Alright, what’s goin’ on here?”
You moved closer to the piano, studying it carefully. “It could be the strings,” you murmured, leaning down to inspect the inner workings. “If they’re loose, they might vibrate on their own.”
“Or it’s a ghost,” Kitty said, her voice trembling with a mix of fear and excitement.
You glanced at her, adjusting your glasses. “Let’s not jump to conclusions just yet.”
Another note echoed through the room, this one softer, almost mournful.
Rogue’s grip on the EMF detector tightened. “It’s doin’ it again.”
Logan’s eyes darted around the room, his posture tense. “Alright, fun’s over. Let’s wrap this up before someone gets spooked.”
Kitty frowned. “But we just—”
“Logan’s right,” you said gently, placing a hand on her shoulder. “We’ve got enough data to analyze. Let’s head back.”
Reluctantly, the group agreed, though Kitty and Rogue exchanged skeptical looks as you packed up the equipment. Logan stayed close to you, his protective instincts clearly on high alert.
As you walked back down the hallway, you couldn’t help but glance over your shoulder, half-expecting to hear another note. But the mansion remained silent, the mystery of the piano lingering in the air like an unsolved equation.
“Ghosts or not,” Logan murmured as the two of you trailed behind the others, “you’re braver than me for stickin’ your nose in somethin’ like this.”
You smiled softly, your fingers brushing against his. “It’s just science, Logan.”
“Whatever you say, darlin’,” he said, his eyes glinting with a mix of amusement and affection. “But if that piano starts chasin’ us, I’m not stickin’ around to fight it.”
---
Two weeks after the embryo transfer your pregnancy test came back negative.
You stared at the single line on the stick, your throat tight as the bathroom tile seemed to blur and shift under your feet. The tiny piece of plastic felt unbearably heavy in your hand. You’d tried so hard not to get your hopes up this time, to remind yourself that IVF wasn’t a guarantee. But after years of trying—after Clomid, after IUI, after the miscarriage—it had been nearly impossible not to hope.
Logan’s voice cut through your thoughts. “Sweetheart?” His knock was soft but insistent against the bathroom door. “You alright in there?”
You swallowed hard, blinking back the tears threatening to spill over. “Yeah,” you managed, though your voice sounded foreign even to your own ears. “I’ll be out in a sec.”
He didn’t push, but you knew he wouldn’t leave either. Logan never did when he thought you needed him.
You took a shaky breath and forced yourself to move. You wrapped the test in some tissue and tossed it into the trash, then splashed cold water on your face. When you opened the door, Logan was leaning against the wall, arms crossed, his expression as steady as it always was—but there was a softness in his eyes that made your heart ache.
He didn’t say anything, just stepped closer and waited. You shook your head slightly, and that was all he needed. His arms were around you in an instant, holding you close as you buried your face in his chest. The tears came then, hot and fast, and he let you cry, his hand moving gently over your back.
“I’m sorry,” you choked out after a moment, your voice muffled against his shirt.
“Don’t,” he said firmly, pulling back just enough to look at you. His hands framed your face, his thumbs brushing away the tears on your cheeks. “Don’t you dare apologize for this.”
You tried to say something else, but the lump in your throat made it impossible. Logan didn’t press, just pulled you back into his arms and held you tighter, as if he could shield you from the weight of the disappointment pressing down on you both.
The rest of the day passed in a blur. Logan stayed close, finding small ways to comfort you without making it obvious. He brewed your favorite tea, even though he always grumbled about the smell of chamomile. He didn’t say a word when you spent an hour re-organizing the bookshelf in the living room, one of your favorite ways to distract yourself when you didn’t want to think too hard. And when the two of you finally went to bed that night, he wrapped himself around you like he was trying to hold all the broken pieces together.
---
The next morning, Jean found you in the kitchen, staring blankly into your coffee mug. She didn’t need to ask how it went—your face told her everything she needed to know.
“Oh, Y/N,” she said softly, pulling out the chair next to you. “I’m so sorry.”
You forced a small smile, though it didn’t reach your eyes. “Thanks, Jean.”
“Do you want to talk about it?” she asked, her tone gentle but never pitying. It was one of the things you appreciated most about her—she never treated you like you were fragile, even when you felt like you might shatter.
You hesitated, then shrugged. “There’s not much to say. It didn’t work. Again.”
Jean reached across the table and squeezed your hand. “I know how hard this is,” she said. “But you’re allowed to feel whatever you’re feeling right now. You don’t have to hold it together all the time.”
Her words broke something loose in you, and before you knew it, you were spilling everything—the years of trying, the heartbreak of the miscarriage, the hope you’d tried so hard to suppress this time. Jean listened without interrupting, her hand a steady anchor in yours.
When you finally stopped, she gave your hand one last squeeze. “You’re stronger than you give yourself credit for,” she said. “And you’re not alone in this. Logan, me, everyone—we’re here for you.”
You nodded, the lump in your throat making it hard to speak. “Thanks, Jean.”
“Anytime,” she said with a small smile. “Now, how about I make us some breakfast? You look like you could use something other than coffee.”
You let her bustle around the kitchen, the simple, familiar act grounding you in a way you hadn’t realized you needed.
---
That evening, Logan found you in your shared office, your glasses perched on your nose as you stared at a stack of papers you weren’t really grading. He leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, watching you for a moment before speaking.
“You don’t have to do this, y’know,” he said.
You looked up, frowning slightly. “Do what?”
“Act like everything’s fine,” he said, his voice low but steady. “It’s okay to feel like shit, darlin’. Hell, I feel like shit too.”
His honesty caught you off guard, and for a moment, you didn’t know what to say. Then, with a sigh, you took off your glasses and set them on the desk. “I just don’t know what else to do, Logan,” you admitted. “If I stop moving, I feel like I’ll fall apart.”
He crossed the room in a few strides, crouching in front of your chair so he could look you in the eye. “Then let me catch you,” he said simply.
You blinked, the tears welling up again despite your best efforts. “Logan—”
“I mean it,” he said, his hands resting gently on your knees. “You don’t have to do this alone. We’ll figure it out, one way or another. But right now, you don’t gotta be strong. Just let me be strong enough for the both of us, alright?”
You nodded, your voice too thick with emotion to respond. Logan stood, pulling you into his arms, and for the first time that day, you let yourself believe that maybe, just maybe, you’d get through this. Together.
---
You and Jean had gone to see your fertility doctor, mostly for the two week check up since the embryo transfer.
When Jean drove the two of you back to the mansion, Dr. Harper’s words rang in your head, over and over.
“We can try again, but I’m going to be honest. My medical opinion is that continuing down this path may yield diminishing returns. That’s not to say there’s no hope—we absolutely could continue to try—but I want to make sure we’re balancing hope with your overall well-being. I know you are a person based on facts, and I’m sure you know that once you hit your early 30’s, your fertility starts to slowly decline. Given that you’re already having a hard time… the choice is yours.”
The truth was, you were getting older. Everything Dr. Harper said was true, and you hated that you couldn’t argue with her. If you hadn’t been able to get pregnant at 28, why would anything be different now? You stared out the car window, watching the trees blur together as Jean drove back to the mansion. Her presence was steady, calm, just like always, but you could feel her glancing at you every so often, as though trying to gauge whether you were on the verge of breaking.
“You’re quiet,” Jean said softly, breaking the silence.
You adjusted your glasses, swallowing the lump in your throat. “I’m just… processing.”
Jean nodded, her hands steady on the wheel. “Take your time.”
For a moment, the only sound was the hum of the engine. Then you sighed, resting your forehead against the window. “It’s just—what if it doesn’t happen, Jean? What if this is it? We’ve tried everything.”
Jean pulled into the driveway and put the car in park before turning to face you. “I can’t pretend to know how you’re feeling, Y/N. But you’re not alone in this. Logan loves you, and no matter what happens, that won’t change.”
Her words should have been comforting, and maybe they were, but they didn’t erase the ache in your chest. You gave her a small smile, though it didn’t quite reach your eyes. “Thanks, Jean.”
She reached over, squeezing your hand. “You’re stronger than you think. And no matter what happens, I’m here for you.”
You nodded, taking a deep breath before stepping out of the car. The mansion loomed in front of you, its familiar silhouette both a comfort and a reminder of all the life happening inside its walls—life that felt so out of reach for you.
---
The evening was unusually quiet, with the kind of stillness that felt heavy rather than comforting. You sat in your office, papers scattered in front of you, though your focus was anywhere but on them. You twirled your pen absently, watching the slow circles it traced on the desktop.
Logan leaned in the doorway, his usual casual stance—arms crossed, shoulders slightly slouched—but his eyes were sharp, locked on you like he could see through the calm façade you were trying to maintain.
"You’ve been quiet all day, sweetheart," he said, his voice soft but steady. "Somethin’s eating at you."
You hesitated, chewing on your lower lip as you adjusted your glasses. "Logan, I…" You set the pen down, unable to meet his gaze. "I need to talk to you about something. It’s… it’s important."
That got him moving. He crossed the room in a few strides, crouching in front of you like he often did when he wanted your full attention. His hands settled gently on your knees, his thumbs brushing idle circles.
"Whatever it is," he said, his voice low and reassuring, "just tell me. You don’t have to go through it alone."
You took a deep breath, gathering the courage you didn’t feel. "I went to see Dr. Harper today," you began, forcing your eyes to meet his. "She said… she said we could keep trying if we want to, but the odds are getting lower. IVF isn’t working. She was honest with me—she said my chances aren’t great. And I know she’s right, Logan. I feel it every time."
His expression didn’t change, but you could see the flicker of something behind his eyes—hurt, maybe, or frustration. Not at you, but at the situation. He stayed silent, waiting for you to finish.
"I’m tired," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "I don’t know how much more I can take—physically or emotionally. But if you want to keep trying, we can. I… I just needed to tell you how I feel."
Logan was quiet for a moment, his hands still on your knees, grounding you. When he finally spoke, his voice was thick with emotion. "Darlin’, you’ve done more than anyone could ever expect. You’ve put yourself through hell tryin’ to make this work—for us. And if you’re sayin’ you’re ready to stop… then we stop."
Tears welled in your eyes, the lump in your throat making it hard to breathe. "You’re sure?"
He smiled softly, the kind of smile that was rare from him but filled with nothing but love. "I’m sure. What I want more than anything is for you to be okay. You’re all that matters to me—you always have been. Kids or no kids, that ain’t ever gonna change."
You broke then, leaning forward as he wrapped his arms around you. The tears came fast, but they weren’t all from sadness. There was relief, too—a heavy weight lifted from your shoulders after years of carrying it alone.
"I love you," you whispered, your voice breaking.
"I love you too," he murmured, pressing a kiss to your temple. "And no matter what, we’ll get through this. Together."
The papers on your desk went forgotten as Logan pulled you closer, holding you in the kind of embrace that told you, without words, that you would always have him—and that was enough.
that is 2009!
i felt like after so many years of trying for a baby, it would get tiring with no progress. and even as a writer, i knew there was only so much i could write about them trying. but of course, we know they have gabby in the future, so don't worry about that!
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