THE GIRL WHO CONQUERED THE MOUNTAIN
KONIG X READER [HUNGER GAMES AU]
You & Konig have been chosen to participate in a twenty-four tribute fight to the death.
18+, NSFW, 144k WORD COUNT, AO3, Virgin!Konig, Outcast!Konig, 18yo!Konig, GentleGiant!Konig, Mentor!JohnPrice, Fem!Reader, Blood & Injury, Graphic Violence, Death, PTSD, Alcohol Use, Slow Burn, Sexual Content, First Time, Smut, Fluff, Angst
· THE TRIBUTES I · THE TRIBUTES II · THE GAMES · THE VICTOR I · THE VICTOR II · THE AFTERMATH I · THE AFTERMATH II ·
†THE VICTOR II
Thereâs a tense pause as you wait for an explanation. He has nothing, frozen in place with eyes as full as moons.
Your eyes flit down to the knife resting on one of the jacketâs sleeves and the tense pause continues.
You must have had the same thought at the same time, because you both make a lunge for it. Youâve gotten your hand to the handle first, but it doesnât matter, because Konigâs right behind and more than strong enough to yank it in his direction. He uses the dead weight of his upper half and leans back to support himself solely on the end of the handle. Your body follows in suit, every muscle in your body tensing to keep your clutch on the handle as he pulls you onto his lap. His other hand pries at your trembling, white knuckles, fingers attempting to wedge a gap between your deadly grip and the knife it holds.
You donât let go - you canât let go.
âYou donât get to decide this!â You grit in between obscenities, throwing every foul word that comes to mind at him.
Heâs got your arms fully extended, heaving sputtered breaths and dawning blown eyes as he claws desperately at your fingers to free it from your grasp.
You suddenly cease your pulling, and with everything you have, grit teeth and a hiss, you launch your body towards him - a technique you picked up from One. Your full weight is thrown right at his vest, knocking him from his lean and back onto the grass, expelling a full breath from him. Every limb scrambles to straddle him at his waist, using your closer proximity to jerk the knife.
âYou canât do it! I wonât let you!â The words tear from the back of your throat while you grapple for the blade, your arms just a blur as you thrash desperately to free it from his powerful hold.
He successfully pries one of your hands off the knife and replaces it with his own. Your hand immediately returns to wrap around his knuckles, but you stop before you can with a better idea. With your now free hand you swing at him, miss, and follow it up by pressing your palm into his face. His eyes pinch shut and he swivels his head to shake from your push with harsh grunts.
You give a stiff yank to the blade, hoping youâve stunned him, but his hold stays firm even when he bats your hand away. Youâve only managed to pull the knife closer to yourself, forcing his arm and upper half into a stretch as you lean away from him. An unskilled, loose fist swings at his guarded forearms in an attempt to break his grip.
He shoots out to grab your wrist, stopping your blows, and you respond by viciously jerking your entire upper body back to both free yourself from his hold and yank the knife away from him.
Instead of continuing to pull away from him, you aim to catch him off guard with another sudden fling of your body weight square into him. The fist that restrains your wrist comes crashing down, smacking himself in the face with the back of his hand as heâs pushed down and flush with the grass. He finally loses his hold of the blade, and without missing a beat he grabs you by the waist and rolls you off him. He might as well have spit in your face when one hand shoots up to the back of your head, a cushion to prevent you from slamming your head on the dirt. This movement is accompanied by a swing of his leg, pinning you to the ground with powerful thighs on your hips.
Youâre pretty useless to do anything about it, no chance of freeing yourself from Konigâs weight on you. You can tell heâs not even using his full strength. Youâve seen him lift weights heavier than you, seen him pick up a boy that was much bigger and much stronger than you, and throw him on the ground with such force he broke his neck. Konig making every effort not to hurt you while youâre fighting him with everything you have ignites a searing heat that boils under the surface of your skin. Your growls are foaming, words engulfed in feral rage.
âYou donât get to have the final say just because youâre bigger than me! Stronger than me!â
Your arms are a blur, one flailing the knife above your head and deflecting his grabbing hands, the other swinging wildly at him. You thrash violently, an accompanying feral grunt with each jerk, spitting out objections and obscenities at him while he carefully times his swipes to avoid cutting himself.
You briefly consider spitefully driving the blade into your chest just to get the last word.
Rationalization returns with a better idea before you can commit, and you give one last whip of your arm. The knife launches over your head, far out of either you or Konigâs reach, just in time for him to restrain your wrists to the grass.
Neither of you are sure of your next move. You pant, swallowing with dry mouths and sharing a stare unlike any other youâve had. Your brows pinched in rage, teeth bared, nostrils flared. He wears an expression thatâs a cocktail of concerned, bewildered, and utterly panicked. Both of you are desperate to out-think the other, but itâs easy to judge by the lack of action that youâve both drawn blanks.
His wide eyes are frantically flitting over your rage, chest heaving with each of his panting breaths.
âSo what?!â You spit at him, ceasing your thrashing and instead projecting your rage at him through a fiery, pointed stare, âYou die and I go home? I have to live with the guilt? The memories?! Priceâs âI told you so?!ââ
Youâre frothing, animalistic grunts with words stitched into them.
âI have to mentor a pair of kids that I watch die every year?! I have to be haunted by your face every night?!â
At the tail-end of your rant, his eyes pinch closed and all of his muscles tense.
âI have nothing!â
Itâs rare for him to raise his voice above a mumble, and he has never, ever yelled at you before.
He notices your wide eyes, the flinch that ends with you freezing. He sucks in a breath, lowering his voice with a stammer before he continues.
âI- I have nothing waiting for me at home. No one cares about me. District Nine doesnât want me as their victor. I-â
He cuts himself off, and you wait with lowered brows for him to continue.
His eyes pinch shut as the grip on your wrists squeezes you tighter. Not uncomfortably, but enough for you to notice.
âYouâre all I have.â
His voice is soft and broken - a plead more than it is a statement.
âI just got you, I canât go home without you.â
His eyes stay closed, tight shoulders rising and falling with deep breaths as he looms over top of you, blocking out the desert sun and casting a shadow on you.
For a moment your voice is as soft as his.
âSo I have to? I have to go home without you?â
Those swollen, hooded blue eyes meet yours again, and he swallows.
He doesnât have anything to say.
Your brows pinch, the anger creeping back into your voice.
âYouâre okay with me living with the aftermath?â
His irises tremble as his gaze switches between either of your eyes.
âIâm okay with you living,â He says gently, a croak in his voice and not a hint of ill will.
For a moment youâre still, your jaw clenching with a nod.
Heâs happy to let you deal with the aftermath.
To let you live the rest of your life in District Nine while youâre mentally stuck in this arena.
To let you be haunted by the faces of twenty-three tributes who fell so that you could live.
To let you cry out his name after every nightmare just for your pleas to go unanswered.
Your voice turns raw around the lump forming in your throat, around the tears springing in your eyeline. You begin to thrash again, kicking your legs underneath him as you grunt through gritted teeth.
âI didnât earn the win and you know it! Everyone knows it! I should have died in that bloodbath - Eleven should have killed me! Titan should have killed me! You should have killed me!â
He keeps his hold on you firm as he frantically searches for the knife. Not with enough force to hurt you, but with just enough to overpower you. This pisses you off even more, so you push up on his hands in rhythmic flails, spitting obscenities at him. He responds by putting a little more weight on you, never enough to cause discomfort or leave evidence of an altercation.
By the look of it the knife has landed somewhere in the fall quadrant, and you can tell heâs deciding if he should make a run for it.
âDonât you dare,â You order with a tone that carries warning, low and out of breath as you still once more.
Itâs an empty threat, because you know that if he took off for the knife heâd make the clearing before you could even stand.
His eyes meet yours again.
You force yourself to be calm, to filter out your rage through the hot air leaving your nose in fear that if you continue to thrash and yell, he will seize his opportunity.
You donât dare look away, donât dare give him what little of a lead he might think he needs to make the dash. As if staring into his eyes is the only thing tethering him to you. Like a wild animal, you will remind him that you know of his presence, that he cannot go in for the attack when he thinks youâre vulnerable.
Youâre locked onto each other, frozen in this restrained straddle. Glaring at him while he tries to work out his next move.
Heâs got nothing, only panicked static for thoughts.
The rise and fall of your chests slow as you both catch your breaths.
Minutes pass, and your brows ease from their pointed position. Your jaw relaxes, and your legs untense as they straighten out in the grass.
Your hostility has fizzled out, and his eyes make a slow transition, each passing moment draining a bit more worry.
As his breaths ease, so do his muscles. He readjusts himself, his legs sliding down in the plush grass so he can rest his forearms as he holds your wrists down. His grip has loosened, no longer concerned about you fighting him, but his hands stay wrapped around you just in case. His face and chest drift closer to you as he relaxes in his position, soft blue eyes studying you in return.
For a moment, though, his face pinches in arrogance, and he takes on a digging and low tone.
âAnd you donât think youâre brave.â
âFuck you,â You say, but itâs clear you donât mean it.
It comes out breathy, so soft and sweet, as if youâve just given him a tender compliment. Youâre too distracted by features you hadnât noticed from a distance. Youâre lost in colorful, hooded eyes. In jaw stubble and slight creases and freckles that have pulled up in the sun. In painting your memory of his body underneath the canvas of his gear.
Your feelings on the way Konig has always towered over you has seemed to take a shift. No longer do you feel intimidated or feeble in his commanding, superior presence.
You still feel small, but in a good way?
Dainty.
You lift your head from the grass, your eyes trained carefully on his, and his worry returns. That familiar unsure stare that youâve come to know.
You give him the faintest nod, and he presses his lips to yours so quick you knock your faces together.
Neither of you know what youâre doing.
It shows.
Your noses bump, he misjudges how big his mouth is compared to yours, and you both slobber all over each other.
When a soft laugh slips out of you, he sits up with a start, his hands leaving your wrists with a sheepish, âSorry.â
You both wipe the spit from your faces with your forearms. He shifts to stand, but your hands shoot down to his outer thighs. You wouldnât be strong enough to hold him down, but he gives in to your silent plea, planting his knees back into the dirt on either side of you.
âIâve never done this before,â He reminds you with those unsure eyes.
âMe neither,â you say, through a smile.
His shoulders relax, and he gives a small laugh thatâs somehow nervous and relieved at the same time.
âHere,â you say, reaching up to rest your palm on his rough jaw. You guide his face slowly towards yours, staring longingly into those pretty blue eyes on his dissent.
You give him a few closed-mouth kisses.
Theyâre curious, light, and you can feel the texture of his chapped lips and coarse stubble. Itâs not as soft as you thought a kiss with a boy would be.
You begin to part your lips, not yet sticking out your tongue, but kissing him with less reserve.
Your smile returns, eyes fluttering open when your teeth show before you pull away with a start.
âHave you had your eyes open this whole time?!â
He sits up again with a start, his hand pulling to his chest, âI- yeah?â
âThatâs weird! Donât do that,â You say through a laugh.
He smiles back at you, his hand coming up to brush a strand of your hair that was displaced by the tussle, âBut I want to look at you.â
You give him whatâs supposed to be an annoyed roll of your eyes, but your stupid grin and bunched cheeks are betraying you.
âCâmere,â You say, slipping two fingers in his vest and tugging on his gear.
He leans down and positions himself in front of your face. You start again with a few light pecks before you carefully open your mouth, tilting your head to the side. You flick your tongue out for just a second before itâs met with his. Heâs eager at first, slipping into your mouth too fast, but he catches himself, slowing down to follow your pace. One hand supports himself in the dirt, the other cupping the side of your face.
You break for just a moment, leaving only inches between you.
âIâve waited so long to do that,â He whispers through heavy breath.
âHow long?â You ask, eyeing his flushed lips before returning his stare.
âIch-â He looks away, âWhen you-â
Your brow quirks at his hesitance.
âSince you stood up for me,â he gets out at an embarrassed mumble, turning a shade pinker than he already was.
You nod slow. You donât say anything, donât bother feeling stupid for not noticing the obvious, and you tug him closer by his vest.
You plant a long, slow kiss on his lips, your other hand finding the back of his neck to hold him close, fingers threading in his hair as you hum against each other. His head gently rocks back and forth as he deepens the kiss, hungrily tasting you. He tastes like citrus, the orange you shared earlier still lingering on your tongues.
You can feel him on your waist.
Itâs strange, how boys work.
How suddenly there is something where normally there is nothing.
Itâs impossible to ignore, and you find yourself curiously pressing your hips into it.
He can tell youâve noticed, and he springs up again so heâs no longer pressing against you. His hands move in front of him, fingers fidgeting and face flushed with embarrassment.
You give a small, reassuring laugh, âI donât suppose youâve changed your mind about all of Panem watching?â
Of course they wouldnât actually display the deed. Brutal slaughter? No problem. Sexual content? Absolutely not.
Theyâll cut away. The announcers will make several innocuous jokes to ease the awkward-ness of it all. Theyâll replay and analyze either the finale showdown or the intimate words shared at your picnic.
You do refrain from reminding him that at least one gamemaker is going to have to watch to know once youâre decent.
Konig makes a noise thatâs a mixture of a scoff and a needy groan, and you can tell by the look on his face youâve won him over.
âHow am I supposed to say no to that face?â
A sly grin creeps on that very same face, âYou donât.â
You kiss again, bumping foreheads before your lips meet, smacking obnoxiously as you taste each other. This is another sloppy, fervorous, wet kiss - but it feels right. His stubble sands against you as his tongue intertwines with yours. The speed quickens, and your hands claw at the front of his gear as you desperately pull him closer.
He presses against you as far as the vest allows, legs straightening to meet you. His free hand finds your hair, pressing it to the side of your head as his thumb strokes the soft flesh of your cheek.
You donât notice that youâve been steadily grinding into him throughout the kiss until you pull away, desperate for air.
âTake it off, take it off,â Your voice is more huff than words, but the urgency of them translate with the pulling at his vest.
Heâs fumbles for it, unclipping the strap before shedding the vest like it was on fire. His fingers claw for his shirt before he remembers the pads pinning his sleeves to his forearms. He blindly swipes at the straps, eyes glued on your needy eyes and parted lips, watching your back arch off the ground to make steady grinds against him. He swipes at his pads a few times before he takes them off with a swift jerk and the harsh rip of velcro. He doesnât take care in tossing them, already scrambling to rip his shirt off.
Your hands move from his outer thighs to the hem of your shirt, lifting yourself up so you can free yourself from the cling of fabric, disrupting your hair as you do so.
Your eyes are immediately drawn to his uncovered chest, memorizing each dip in his sculpted torso. Your hands reach out to touch, to press his chest to yours without the barrier of the clunky vest, but you pull away at the last moment.
âNo, wait,â He says as he stands, grabbing his jacket, âHere.â
A light hand on your shoulder guides you up from the grass. When you sit up, you watch over your shoulder as Konig delicately spreads out his jacket, smoothing it over it before you lay down on its outstretched fabric.
When he moves to get on top of you, he puts his legs in between yours instead of in a straddle. His hands climb up the grass, and once heâs hovering over you again, he stops to scan all the new skin revealed to him. Following the curves of your shoulders, upper arms. Down your collarbones and lingering on your clothed chest. One hand moves to touch your waist, but he stops himself, planting his hand back on the grass as he thoroughly examines you.
Heâs not exactly discreet about his awe, slack-jawed and eyes wide as he drools over you.
A sense of sly confidence wafts over you as you leave him mesmerized with your body, but youâd be lying if youâd said you werenât guilty of doing the exact same thing. Admiring defined muscles yet too afraid to touch them. It was as if you were both masterwork statutes guarded by velvet rope - to be looked at from afar but never touched by unworthy hands.
He lets out a breathy laugh at himself, closes his mouth, and leans until heâs face to face with you, pressing his lips to yours at his return.
While you kiss, your hands hesitantly find broad, strong shoulders. A light touch with the pads of your fingers followed by the flat of your hand conforming to him. Heâs warm and smooth to the touch, his muscles tight and tensed.
Your fingers slide down to his collar bones, palms flush with his chest. You want him closer, though, and your hands snake back around to his shoulder blades, guiding him with a suggestive nudge. He does, happily pressing his skin flush with yours, only separated by the thin fabric of your sports bra. Your other hand finds the crook of his neck and shoulder, feeling the tendons move underneath his skin as he tilts his head for the kiss.
âYouâre beautiful,â He whispers on an exhale, pulling away to catch his breath while he further examines you, âI really like kissing you.â
âI really like kissing you, too.â
âYouâre so soft,â He says, and then his eyes widen, âYour skin, I mean, Ă€h, your lips.â
His face warps, and you can tell he knows heâs fumbling it.
You laugh at him, one that comes from deep in your chest and blossoms with a silky warmth.
âSorry,â He says, rubbing the back of his neck, the crook of his elbow pressed to his chest.
âCâmere.â
His eyes linger on you before he leans down again, planting a peck on your lips. He pulls away, just a bit, and brushes his lips against your cheek. His kisses are so gentle, as if the very weight of them would cause you to crumble to dust at the slightest provocation.
âCan I?â He asks softly, brushing your hair away from your neck and tucking it behind your ear.
You give him a hum in approval, and he begins to pepper kisses along your jawline, working his way down to your neck, where you tilt your head to give him room to nestle. It feels different than the lip or cheek kisses. His lips and stubble tickles the sensitive skin of your neck and his warm breath rolling along your flesh raises goosebumps and elicits a shudder.
He quickly pulls himself off you at the slight movement that may suggest discomfort.
âNo, no. It felt good,â You reassure him with a squeeze, âJust tickles.â
He relaxes with a nod and lowers himself again. The feeling of him on your neck sends a warmth deep in your gut that has your hip jutting into him without thought. Heâs pressed against you now, not just on the front of your hips. An addicting electricity flashes through you with each unintentional grind against him.
You donât expect the sound that leaves you. Itâs an exhale, but laced with something of a relaxing sigh, a pleasurable one even. One youâd might make as you lower yourself into a warm bath after a long day.
A horrified look spreads on your face at the noise, the push of your hips coming to a halt. Konig seems encouraged by it, though. You can feel his smile on your skin before he nuzzles himself further into your neck, the tip of his nose brushing against you while he returns to leave teasing kisses.
His kisses trail lower, carefully down the crook of your neck, veering off to pepper over the healed scars on your shoulder blades, much softer than the others. He moves on to your collarbones, the front of your neck. He nudges your head back with his nose so he can plant three long, lingering kisses where Titan nicked you.
His lips move down to the crest of your chest, where he tilts his head upwards, not interrupting his gentle pecks as he meets your stare.
You know what heâs asking for with those puppy dog eyes.
You prop yourself up on your elbows while he gives you room to pull your sports bra over your head, disrupting your hair as you free it with a half-hearted toss to the side.
When you find his face again, he looks almost scared. The same look he gave the whiskey on reaping day, the same look he wore when you offered him to sit on your bed. Like you were tricking him, like it was too good to be true.
Heâs enamored with your chest. His lips part ever so slightly, eyebrows perking up. The only thing that moves is his irises darting around to devour you, the rise and fall of his chest with each heavy breath.
Your hands find strong, warm shoulders, tracing your fingers down biceps and forearms made of lead, slowing to cup his hands. You carefully guide him to your breasts, and he sucks in a hitched breath on contact, his eyes nervously finding yours.
âItâs okay,â You whisper.
After a moment, he accepts your invitation to relax. His warm hands meld to your skin, letting fingers delicately explore your chest. Heâs holding you like youâre made of glass. Gentle hands and nervous breaths.
His hands find your ribcage, his thumb brushing curiously over your nipples.
You bite your lip at this. Itâs a completely different sensation to touching your own nipples. Unlike anything youâve ever experienced. It makes you twitch underneath him, and he pulls away.
âNo,â you object, finding his knuckles to place his palms back on your chest. With his eyes trained on your face, he gives another singular brush across the bud.
You offer him another nod, eyes softening as he begins to massage them delicately.
You give another sharp gasp, and he understands that this is a good thing. He gets a little too excited, rubbing his fingers faster.
âNo,â You say with a slight arch into his jacket and a squeeze on his forearms, âSlower, like before.â
He gives a nod, meeting your eyes to make sure you know he understands before he starts his gentle brushes over your nipple again.
You let out another sigh, eyes giving the slightest roll. You arch into his touch again, hips giving a particularly drawn-out grind against him.
He starts to speed up again, but quickly corrects himself.
âRougher, please.â
He nods eagerly, and tentatively gives your nipple a squeeze.
Another breathy, high-pitched gasp leaves you.
âKonig - It feels so good.â
You whisper this in a tone that suggests heâs missing out, arching into his touch. You can feel the wet warmth of your arousal as it floods the fabric of your underwear.
He lets out a choke from the back of his throat. Your eyes flutter shut and another soft moan leaves you at his squeezes.
âKonig?â You ask with a breathless whine, unclipping the holster on his thigh, âI need you.â
For a moment he locks up, but as soon as it registers what youâre asking for his hands scramble to his belt. His fingers fumble it multiple times, having to rip his stare away from you to watch what heâs doing. Youâre not making it easy on him either, grinding against the strain in his pants while he pushes into you. After a frustrated tug, he manages to free his belt and stands to slide his pants off. He fumbles this as well, shaking his ankles free from the bunched fabric and awkwardly hopping to free himself from its hold.
You take the opportunity to slide your pants down, lifting from the grass to strip them off much more gracefully, kicking them to the side.
He lets out another choke at the sight of your thighs, panties on display for him to eye. He meets your stare again, wearing that look that suggests youâre setting out a trap for him.
You slide your feet up on the grass until your knees are bent, spreading your legs with an smug, teasing smile. A hand comes up from the grass to curl your finger in a way that orders him to your presence.
He sucks in a sharp breath, and at once heâs hovering over top of you, descending to meet you in another messy kiss.
One of his hands props himself up, half on the sleeve of his jacket, half on the grass, his other squeezing on your upper shoulder to hold you in place as your tongues intertwine once again.
When he grinds into you, only separated by the two thin fabrics of your underwear, you both simultaneously let out a moan of relief. Half your irises disappear with a light roll of your eyes.
He digs further into you, pressing the fabric of your panties inward as he nestles between your lips. He rocks his hips, the tip of him brushing against your clit, sending a jolt of euphoria down your middle that finishes with a pool of warmth in your lower abdomen. When you let out a breath laced with your pleasure into his mouth, he breaks away from the kiss to get a better look at you, letting his hands rest on your knees.
He towers over your like this, blocking out the sun and casting a shadow over you while he looks down at you through half-lidded eyes, soaking in the way you twitch at each of his rocks against you. His huffs to catch his breath cut short with each slide across your panties. Yours arenât much different as you lean into the touch, choking on breaths with each jolt of pleasure as Konig slides across your clit.
âYouâre wet,â He says, as if heâs just made an impossible discovery, sharing his find with you in a tone full of disbelief and wide eyes to match.
A laugh thatâs more breath than air leaves you, a glowing warmth on cheeks that bunch when a smile blooms on your face.
Your hands swipe loosely in the air, wordlessly begging for him to come closer. You watch his muscles flex to lower himself down until you can feel the heat of his chest on yours.
Your voice drops to a whisper, dawning a teasing, soothing tone while you look up at him with eyes sparkling with adoration and mischief. Your lashes flutter as you stare him down, drawing out each purred syllable in a decrescendo as you swirl your finger down his chest, your other hand disappearing into the nape of his hair.
âItâs all your fault.â
His breath hitches and his eyes lull with a drawn out a rut against you, a low groan leaving his parted lips. Itâs addicting, the sound of his pleasure. His harsh voice and intimidating stature unraveling and melting to your body that moves to conform to his long, steady grinds.
Konig eagerly presses his lips to yours, his hum deep and low, tingling your jaw as he pushes his tongue into yours with ill-advised confidence. You happily let him lead, swinging one leg over his waist to nudge him closer into steady grinds. As you thread your fingers through the base of his hair, your other leg hooks around the back of his thigh to pin him firmly to your front.
He breaks away for air, neither of you bothering to wipe away the generous layer of mixed spit.
Your eyes lock, clouded with drowsy arousal.
Through parted lips, intoxicated off your taste and touch, he mutters three words.
Slurred but unmistakable.
âI love you.â
You suck in a sharp breath, brows raising and eyes sobering. Your hand slowly snakes from the back of his neck to his chest, firm and warm as you stare up at him.
He doesnât stop at your change in pace, continuing his steady ruts and not displaying a lick of regret for his words. He just stares down at you through those half-lidded eyes, watching your reaction to each movement of his hips.
Your hands slide up to squeeze his biceps, your face relaxing when you say, âI love you too.â
The corners of his lips perk up around his heaving breaths, stifling a mixture of a relieved laugh with a groan that threatens to spill with each brush against your inviting, stained panties.
His eyes devour you as the smile grows on his face, ducking his head to plant a long closed-mouth kiss on your lips. When he pulls away, he nuzzles his head into your neck, showering the skin with kisses. He trails down again, much quicker and eager than last time as he leaves pecks along your neck, your collarbones, and folds his back awkwardly so he can kiss the top of your plush chest while he continues to rock against you.
He shifts himself, sliding his legs further into the grass below you and removing himself from the front of your underwear. He kisses down your chest until heâs bordering your nipple, tilting his head up to look at you, those pretty eyes begging so nicely.
You give him a nod, and lay your head back as he gives the bud of your nipple gentle kisses.
Itâs teasing, almost, the way his lips are barely grazing you. Theyâre wet with spit, cooling in the spring breeze and sending another shiver down your spine.
He trains his eyes carefully on you as he gives a gentle, curious lap with his tongue.
You let out a breathy squeak that makes his face perk up. He goes in again, circling his tongue around your nipple, flicking back and forth over it. Konigâs not pressed against you anymore, but you find yourself still grinding absentmindedly on his core.
While keeping his gaze on you, he draws your nipple into his mouth with a suck.
The gasp that leaves you is nothing short of erotic. Konigâs eyes lull at the noise and he even lets out a small moan that turns to a rousing vibration. He tilts his head down, buries his nose into your chest and eagerly nurses on you.
His tongue strokes the bud curiously as he sucks. Your back arching off the ground does not go ignored as you thread your fingers into his hair and tighten your grip.
His breath hitches, and his free hand comes up to swirl around your other breast as he greedily devours you, honing in on your nipple and giving it a gentle squeezes.
The soft moans and sighs are flowing freely as you squirm underneath him, fingers clinging to him for dear life.
He pulls off your nipple with a pop, the spit cooling in the open air and bringing your nipples to attention. You whine at his absence as he continues to kiss down your stomach.
His tweaking fingers follow shortly after, his hands finding your hips while he makes his descent. When he shifts further down, flat on his front, he loops his strong arms under your legs, placing his hands hesitantly on your outer thighs.
He tilts his head, closing his eyes as he gives gentle pecks on your inner thigh. The tip of his nose brushing against you, his coarse stubble, his kisses - the sensations send another jolt of electricity straight to your lower abdomen.
âSo beautiful,â He mumbles in between kisses, the vibration of his voice tickling the sensitive flesh.
His head turns, and he begins to give equal love and care to your other thigh.
His lips trail higher, overlapping his generous kisses up the soft flesh.
He lifts his head to give one gentle kiss at the top of your panties, those begging eyes making an encore.
You give an eager nod, taut breaths escaping parted lips.
He kisses down the fabric of your panties, concentrating his full attention on your flushed face. He stops when he gets to the stain of arousal, his fingers threading through the waistband on either side of your panties.
He asks for permission with a look.
âYes,â You whisper, âPlease.â
He sits up quickly, using his hand to guide your legs up so he can pull your panties off.
He freezes again, eyes fixated on you, already coated in a shiny layer of arousal.
You canât help but feel a little embarrassed, him examining you like this. He looks shocked, eyes wide and brows raised, mouth slightly parted.
âOkay?â You ask with a quiet voice.
âYeah,â His reassurance comes out breathy with awe, accompanied by an excited nod, âIâve just never,â he trails off.
âItâs okay.â
âOkay,â he says with a swallow.
âCan I see you?â
His face perks again, this time with a hint of hesitance. Caught off guard, like he never expected the request.
He sits back with a deep exhale before he slides his underwear down, shifting to peel them from his ankles. He sets them to the side as he returns to his kneel between your legs, his hands resting on your bent knees. He canât look you in the eye, his face already bracing for rejection.
âI guess uh, I guess they donât call you The Mountain for no reason,â You say with a nervous laugh.
His face sinks, maybe at the nickname, maybe at the fear that heâs not adequate enough for you. You had just laughed at him, nervous laugh or not, which is something you imagine wouldnât play over well with any boy whoâs just exposed himself to someone for the first time ever.
âNo, no, itâs nice. Sorry, Iâm just-â
You cut yourself off with another nervous laugh.
You find yourself tilting your head as you stare at it. Boys are strange. Such a silly thing it is, and other than his size, much less intimidating than you thought it would be.
It stands on its own, enraged in color, swaying with his movements. A long, girthy shaft that ends with a flushed tip, accompanied by dangling bits underneath. Thereâs an alluring glint of arousal leaking from the tip. You almost want to laugh at it - not at Konigâs in particular - but at all of them. All of the appendages out there attached to half the population, swinging freely in their pants.
Your inquisitive stare must burn, because he moves his hands to sheepishly cover himself, looking to the sky that splits in four.
âSorry,â you say, âIâve just never, uh,â You trail off, exactly as he did. After a moment you extend your hand, nudging his inner forearm away.
âCan I touch it?â You ask, looking up at him with sloped brows.
He makes a noise like heâs thinking on it while he processes your question, followed by a blurted out, âJa!â
He quickly realizes his answer came out way too fast and way too eager. He clears his throat, and forces himself to a nonchalant tone that wouldnât fool anyone, âYeah.â
Your hands reach out slowly, carefully. You actually hold your breath, both of you do, you think, until your fingertips brush along his tip, your hand trailing down the sides of his shaft.
His whole body, every defined muscle, contracts at your touch. Now you understand how Konig must have felt, pulling those breathy sighs out of you. Itâs addicting to make someone feel this way using only your own body.
You notice the skin is thinner and softer than the rest of him as your hand smooths slowly along the shaft, loosely and carefully wrapping your fingers around the base. You just barely graze him as you move your hand up and down his length, letting him slide through your loose grip.
He lets out a shaky breath, his shoulders pulling up and his head lulling forward. His hand squeeze your bent knees, strong, tensed thighs pressed to yours as he kneels between them.
He shudders as you keep your steady pace, and when he whispers your name, so soft and needy, a show of his gratitude and a plead for more, it sends another wave of your arousal to your panties.
You respond by speeding up, your hands almost blur as you generously glide around him.
âHah- ah,â His eyes roll back before he pinches his eyes shut, sucking in breaths through grit teeth.
You keep your pace, trying to simulate what you can only assume is the feeling of sex with your fingers.
âYour hands,â he whispers through heavy breath, âSo pretty and small around me.â
Your face relaxes as you look up to him, awe in your eyes.
His words did something to you, feeding the flame that flickers in your lower abdomen.
You slow for a moment as you process this newfound feeling before speeding up to elicit more from him.
âFeels sâgood,â he slurs.
Your hand glides up to brush against his tip with each pump, making him twitch around you. He lets out a few more sinful moans, his eyes lidded in pleasure as he stares down at your amazed blown eyes, parted lips. His eyes hungrily scour your breasts, bouncing hypnotically with each stroke.
âBitte,â he whimpers, âHhn-â
His muscles tighten and he squeezes the grip on your knees a little tighter.
He shudders, his whole body folding forward with a choked groan. He puts his weight on one of your knees, his other hand shooting down to rip your hold off him.
âWhat? Whatâs wrong?!â You ask frantically, quickly retracting your hands to your chest.
âNo, no,â he reassures. He gives a breathless, embarrassed laugh, his muscles tight and body still experiencing tremors, âI didnât want to- I was-â
He gives another sheepish laugh, âIâm sorry. I didnât want it to end.â
Your brow lifts in confusion.
His gaze briefly averts, still fighting off twitches.
âI was going to,â he hesitates, âFinish.â
âOh,â You say.
âIâm sorry.â
A flattered and pleased grin crosses your face.
âNo, itâs okay.â
âIâll do you?â He asks, staring at your spread lips, drenched in your own arousal.
You let out a nervous, one note hum of approval, and gnaw on your lower lip with a nod.
He lowers himself to sit on his folded legs, a soft tentative grip on your thighs. You feel exposed while he studies you, as he works out a plan.
âI donât know how,â He says, voice still breathy as his unsure eyes meets yours.
âItâs okay,â You whisper, wrapping your fingers around his wrist, guiding him to you.
You swirl his pliant fingers around your rim, lubing them up with your own slick before you pinch the sides of his index finger and place it on your swollen clit.
âJust be gentle,â you say.
He nods, breaths shallow as he rocks the pad of his finger up and down on your clit.
You suck in a breath, squirming at his touch.
He gets excited by this, his finger rubbing you quicker. Your head throws back in the grass, a breathy, hitched strain leaving you.
âSlower,â You say with an overstimulated twitch, âAnd do circles, I think.â
He retracts his hand quickly, before giving a hesitant nod. He uses his thumb this time, gently rubbing around the sensitive bud.
You let out a soft moan, and he gets excited again, but quickly corrects himself. He watches you carefully as you squirm underneath him. Mesmerized by your hips pushing into his touch, back arching into him.
âBreathe,â You remind him, and he lets go of a breath he didnât realize he was holding.
He nods, red in the face as he continues to swirl the pad of his finger around you, chasing the sound of your addicting huffed moans. Your head lulls to the ground, closing your eyes as you focus on his touch.
Heâs using your hitched breaths to navigate your pleasure, learning the difference between a twitch of overstimulation and a shudder of satisfaction. He repeats the movements and swipes that elicit your wisps of moans, studying your face carefully with drowsy halflidded eyes.
Your hips grind without thought into his touch, needy whimpers escaping your lips as your back arches off the jacket, eyes rolling until your lids pinch shut.
âKonig?â You whine, âPlease.â
He gives you a shaky nod, returning his focus to his fingers.
He slowly pushes his finger into you, and flits his gaze to look at your face, searching for discomfort.
He stops at the first knuckle, his brows sloped with uncertainty.
You let out a deep breath, concentrating on relaxing yourself. It feels strange. Intrusive, almost uncomfortable. Clinical instead of sexual. But you are determined to do this.
You give a sure nod, and he continues to slide deeper inside of you.
You let out a small strained moan, not necessarily in pleasure. You tense around him and he stops at once.
âShould I stop?â He asks.
âNo, no,â You say, âI want to do this.â
He nods slow.
âMore?â He asks with soft eyes.
You nod, clenching your teeth as his thick finger explores deeper.
You take a few more, somewhat awkward, breaks, and eventually you manage to get his entire finger inside of you. He stills for a while, letting you get used to the feeling.
Your body relaxes, forcing deep breaths as you concentrate on breathing. You feel exposed, spread open like this with him inside you.
âSorry,â You mutter with closed eyes.
âNo,â He reassures softly, âItâs okay. I donât want to hurt you.â
You nod, resting an arm over your eyes.
âShould I try to-?â He ends his sentence by swirling his finger as gently as one can, small circles massaging into tight walls.
You let out a hefty sigh, closing your eyes as you focus on his touch. You nuzzle your face into the crook of your own elbow, begging your body to catch up to your excitement.
âLet me know if it hurts,â he says, and you nod assent.
âMove?â You ask, not too sure of yourself.
He takes his time as he slides his finger out of you about an inch before gently gliding back in.
A breathy exhale leaves you, and Konigâs eyebrows pinch as he tries to decipher if itâs in pain or pleasure.
âIs this okay?â He asks, using your arousal to seamlessly, but carefully, slip in and out of you.
You meet his eyes and nod, face flushed and audible breaths falling from your lips.
âYeah,â you huff, light and warm.
He nods, his gaze falling down to his finger slipping in and out of you. Heâs extra careful, not daring to let himself become too eager this time.
âYouâre beautiful,â he whispers, âSo wet for me.â
Your brows perk up, a sharp inhale as you clench around him. Konigâs words miss your ears, heading straight for your core where they twist your insides and drain around his finger.
Every breath is threatening to spill from your lips in a moan, the muscles in your core tightening and unraveling with each push.
He eyes you carefully and asks, âDo you see? Come undone with just my index finger?â
Rarely do you find yourself unable to come up with a witty remark, but his words have left you speechless. Stealing the last word you normally stake your claim in.
He notices - he notices the way you respond to his harsh voice, spinning dirty talk in a low, almost patronizing voice. Robbed of your words and wit and reduced to a whimpering mess sitting in a puddle of arousal - heâs got physical proof that heâs turning you on, that he has you literally wrapped around his finger.
It sparks something in him, you can see it, hear it in his tone. An air of superiority, confidence,
No -
Arrogance.
âImagine what youâll sound like once Iâm inside you,â He says, his face even beside a faint smirk.
His grip on your plush thigh briefly tightens, indenting the soft flesh.
âDonât worry, mein sieger, Iâll take my time stretching you out.â
âSo tight,â he adds, âSuch a little girl will have trouble taking such a big cock, ja?â
You choke on a hitched breath, eyes widening not just at his words, but at the tightening in your lower half, the warmth that floods you. Stunned and aroused by his words, a searing heat of excitement flushing your skin - this no longer feels clinical.
âItâs a good thing youâre dripping, Iâm sure Iâll slip right in to you.â
âFaster,â you choke out, âMeaner.â
An eyebrow raises, and his stare darts to the side. A moment of uncertainty before he digests his assignment, fumbling his pace before he pumps in and out of you quicker.
âYou just needed someone to take you down a peg, hm?â
A hint of worry peeks through, those unsure eyes returning as he gauges whether heâs gone too far. Your moans and pitiful whines encourage him, though, and his chest puffs out as his eyes relax.
âYou always act so tough but I know youâre just begging for someone to put you in your place, ja?â
He doesnât break his quickened pace as the hand on your upper thigh trails upwards, running over the curve of your hips and up your ribcage. His grip on you is rougher, assured - heâs handling you like youâre something he owned.
âNot so tough now,â He punctuates his sentence with a harsh tweak of your nipple, and he lets out a smug hum at your sprung eyes and sharp breath.
âYou love to talk such a big game, donât you? If I knew this is all it took to quiet you up maybe I would have done this a long time ago.â
He flicks your nipple with a bored expression on his face, but for just a moment you catch a wrinkle in his brow - still trying to figure out where the boundary lies.
Your whole body tenses, tightening around his finger as you claw at tufts of grass for leverage.
He face pulls back into a half scowl, âLook at you. Desperate, pathetic little lamb.â
Your face twists, absentmindedly grinding down on his finger.
âGreedy girl,â He purrs, âYou want more?â
You nod, looking to his figure, blurred through your own haze of arousal.
âYou have to ask nicely,â He tutts, that smug grin making a reappearance.
Your brows pinch in betrayal, in fury - no man belittles you this way.
He takes great pleasure in washing away your scowl with particularly powerful and swift plunges into your sopping cunt. Strings of moans leave you, each one cut off with each bottom out to his knuckle, coated in a sheen of your own arousal.
âNothing to say, little one?â
You let out a frustrated grunt with grit teeth as you take his thick finger. Youâre torn between fighting back or leaning into his whim - itâs hard to ignore how good heâs making you feel, and even harder to think through the fog of your own pleasure.
âGiving you too good of a fucking? Canât even talk?â
You let out a whine, screwing your eyes shut as you focus on his fingers massaging your walls.
âMore, please,â you get out through grit teeth.
âWhat was that, little one?â He asks, turning his head with a squeeze of your nipple.
You know he heard you.
Heâs humiliating you, forcing you to beg and plead for him to continue teasing you, to continue leaving you breathless with his hands and his insolent tongue.
You let out another defeated groan, âMore, please! Please, I-â
The second finger slips into you carefully, pausing on each wince you make. On its bottom out, he curiously surveys you again, his thumb pressing into your clit. He rocks the pad of his finger as he patiently waits for you to stretch around him, while his other hand continues to tease your nipple, giving it gentle flicks and massages.
He relishes in your whines as you adjust to feeling full.
âThatâs a good girl.â
His praise steals the breath from you, blown eyes and parted lips. A white heat flashes deep in your core, intense enough to stun you, but it doesnât stop you from arching your hips in his direction, grinding down on his knuckles.
When your grinds turn to needy bounces paired with truly pathetic whines, he starts up at your pace, thrusting his fingers into you.
âJust needed to be put in your place, ja?â
You hate being spoken to this way, but youâre too addicted to the way itâs making you feel. His forceful plunges into your slicked cunt, his firm, careful swirls around your clit, the sickeningly sweet warmth in your core - it's impossible to resist his degrading condescension.
âLook at you,â He tilts his head curiously and sticks out his bottom lip in a display of mockery, âSo pouty.â
His curled, unused fingers slam into the crook of your trembling thighs, the sound of your own arousal obscenely wet with each pump into you.
âAre you upset that it feels too good for you to fight? Hm?â
Without breaking his pace, he leans in closer, his face inches from yours.
His eyes darken and narrow, and his voice drops to a dangerous tone.
âYouâre no match for me anyway.â
A glint of worry reappears in his eyes as he watches your face soften, your wide, full irises staring up at him with billowing lashes. Thereâs a hint of fear in your expression - a thrilling, jolt of surprise that shoots down your spine and forces a sharp inhale. You hadnât realized just how safe youâd felt around him.
No - you had. You knew what his presence did for you. A security blanket to pull up to your neck. There was a sense of protection youâd felt around him, even from the beginning. Just standing next to him, the intimidating figure that towers over you, you felt guarded more than threatened.
Even if he was your opponent the entire time.
Even after you thought he was trying to kill you.
You still took comfort in the distant memory of his protection.
On some level you must have known that he would have never been able to bring himself to hurt you during your fight. If he wanted to, he could have killed you with the same amount of effort it takes to kill a ladybug.
Itâs the reminder coming from his mouth thatâs so jarring. To be reminded of how powerless you are around him - to reimagine him as an enemy once again, to have him towered over you.
Itâs a threat.
It says, âIt does not matter what you want. If you try and fight, I will get my way, because I am bigger. I am stronger.â
Itâs exhilarating, exploring the implications and possibilities as you stare helplessly into eyes that seemingly lack empathy. It makes your heart beat furiously against your ribcage.
You know heâs still in there. Your Konig, the sweetheart whoâd never dare hurt you. The boy who cares so much about the girl heâd rather sacrifice himself than live without her. Itâs proven in the way his fingers strive for pleasure, not punishment. How he slows at any twitch that shows discomfort. That unsure stare making a reappearance at every step towards the boundary.
But his words, his tone, those hollow, uninterested eyes - it was almost believable. Shocking enough to fill you with just enough unease, just enough doubt. The tightening in your gut makes it easy to play pretend.
When you begin to resume your bounce on his fingers, he slips back into his role.
âThe fight you put up earlier was cute, but we both know-â He cuts himself off with a breathy, dangerous laugh, âAch, what was it you said? At any moment I could snap your spine like a twig?â
Your face falls and you swallow at having your words thrown back at you. Had he been ruminating on that? The way his smile had dropped by the time he finished the sentence made it easy to believe.
His eyes narrow at you.
âDo you like feeling weak? Do you like knowing that youâre helpless against me?â
You manage to answer with a whimper, closing your eyes as you commit to giving yourself to him. Letting him fuck you with his fingers as he degrades you like the pitiful thing you are.
He snickers at you, keeping his pace, âDid you like it when I pinned you down, little one?â
Each word that pours from his mouth makes your insides tighten, that rough voice mocking you and reducing you to a plaything.
His brow quirks, and a sly smile creeps on his face, âI bet thatâs what you wanted, wasnât it? You wanted to feel my strength?â
You let out a choked moan, your eyes lulling at the reminder of how powerless you are against him.
His lip juts to the side in a cocky smirk.
âIf you wanted me to overpower you, all you had to do was ask.â
You shoot him a glare with a snarl, but he quickly unravels your pointed expression with rushed, ruthless plunges into you. He leans in so heâs face to face with you as his free hand pins both of your wrists down in one smooth motion.
He shushes you like youâre a fussy baby, âItâs okay little one, Iâm here now. Iâll take care of you.â
You let out a grit moan at a particularly demanding pound into your cunt.
âYou look cute when youâre mad, you know that?â His half-lidded eyes are flooded with egotism.
He scoffs at your clenched teeth and pinched brows before his hand turns to a blur. His fingers glide in and out of you without mercy, knuckles slamming into your sore cunt, unraveling your irate expression with trembling sighs and moans that were louder and needier than you wanted them to be.
His voice drops dangerously low, a deep hum pulling down each word.
âBut you look cuter getting fucked.â
You let out a cry of pleasure, pinching your eyes shut and lulling your head back in defeat, embarrassing moans falling from your lips as you squirm in his hold.
He silently watches you take him, a smug look plastered on his face that youâd love to wipe off - a wish you canât afford at the expense of your pleasure.
âYou want more, little one?â
Your affirmation is a hiss through grit teeth, but he accepts this.
A third digit slips carefully inside you and waits for your cue to move.
âSuch big, thick fingers. Youâve held my hands - Did you ever fantasize about these fingers inside you?â
You let out a breathy, broken sigh. His words are making you feel even smaller than the menacing figure towering over you.
âYou wanted to feel my strength, did you?â He puts more pressure on your wrists and closes the gap between your faces, your lips nearly touching as he bores into you with those half-lidded eyes. He doesnât break his rhythmic thrusts into your cunt, straddling one of your thighs to keep you spread for him. His chest radiates a cozy heat on yours, the plump of your breast brushing against him.
âDo you feel it?â
You look up at him with blown doe eyes, cheeks glowing as you suck in a hitched breath.
When he stares at you expectantly, raising a brow at your silence, you nod.
âYes,â You hiccup, forced and raw as you take your fucking.
He gives a satisfied hum, nudging your head to the side with his nose before he dives into your neck, slobbering over the sensitive skin. He hungrily licks stripes across your flesh, occasionally sucking strawberry kisses to the surface.
Your lips brush the crest of his ear, pathetic choked whines like whispered secrets as he keeps his pace.
Your eyes go cross, twisting into the position that forces his fingers to pound against the spot that makes your vision blur and your muscles tighten. Arching off his jacket, pushing up against his hold, pressing into his chest as you squirm underneath him. Heâs grinding steadily against your thigh, the rim of his tip brushing against your stomach, commanding attention with its silky warmth.
âYou want to feel me inside you, hm? You want to really feel my strength?â
Your breath hitches, eyes widening. For a moment you are frozen, flitting your gaze between each of his eyes, and then you give an embarrassingly excited nod.
He doesnât make you beg this time, not bothering to hide his eagerness as he repositions himself between your knees. He carefully slips his fingers from you, and you canât help but whine at the absence.
One of his hands rests on your knee, the other lining himself up to your slick rim.
He doesnât hold back his sigh, his eyes rolling as his sensitive tip swirls around your rimmed entrance. He bites his lip for a moment, his arrogant façade fading.
âSo wet,â he says, more amazed than it is condescending.
His gaze flicks to your face, studying you with soft blue eyes, watching your bated breath as your fingers brace on clumps of grass.
He slowly pushes his tip in and immediately shudders, his head lulling forward on his neck.
You wince, and he stops at once. His breath is shaky, hands trembling on your knees.
âYou feel so good,â he says, a low hum weighing his voice down.
You nod, features pinched as you focus on adjusting to him.
Heâs being patient, but you can tell heâs fighting the urge to rock his hips into you, sputtered breaths and clenched muscles.
âIâm sorry,â You say again, one of your forearms draped over your closed eyes as you focus on taking him.
âItâs okay,â he says reassuringly.
Thereâs a beat, and his voice drops again, low and taunting.
âToo big for such a little girl?â
Your arm lifts, your bright eyes finding his with a sharp inhale. That feeling returns, the feeling of your lower core dropping, your insides contracting at his words.
His voice is still a bit strained from holding himself back, but his breathy words still convey superiority.
His eyes narrow, âLooks like someone is too weak. Is that right, little one?â
You let out an annoyed grunt, and he scoffs.
âFor someone who talks such big game, youâre not very good at handling me, are you?â
The corner of his lip perks up at the way your face relaxes, the nervous swallow bobbing in your throat.
âItâs okay. I know how badly you want to be good for me, made it all this way for me.â
He canât help but sway his hips the slightest bit, his tip barely lapping at your entrance.
âDo you want to be good for me?â He asks, his lids lowered, lips flushed and teased with each of his shallow breaths.
You let out a twisted noise, somewhere between a squeak and a groan. Briefly you are distracted by the mesmerizing push of his hips, each roll filling you up ever so slightly.
Your breath catches in your throat, and you give a weak nod.
âYes, Konig.â
âMy good girl.â
A sob leaves you, eyes pinching shut as you nod against the hood of his jacket.
âThank you,â You whisper, the words leaving your lips broken.
He hums contently, boring those half-lidded eyes at you.
When you grind down on him, Konigâs muscles contract, and he lets out a huffy breath, followed by a faint laugh.
You begin to rock steadily underneath him, bouncing just enough to fuck yourself with his tip.
His lower lip catches between his teeth, his exhales cut short on each breath. His fingers dig into your knees as his core doubles over, biceps tight and trembling.
âFfh-â His hissed mumbles are intelligible, but music to your ears. That deep, harsh voice nothing but whines and audible huffs through clenched teeth.
A light sheen of sweat is steadily building on his forehead, you can tell itâs taking all of his strength to keep from unleashing himself and tearing you in half.
Your hands find his white, trembling knuckles as you rock on him, teasingly, cruelly even, reveling in the pleasure youâre eliciting. You give his hands a soft tug, and he follows your whim, his hands crashing onto the grass on either side of your shoulders, his chest inches from yours. He meets you in a desperate, sloppy kiss, soft moans whispered between your lips.
When he pulls away, both of you short on breath, he keeps his flushed lips close, staring deeply into your eyes as you rhythmically grind underneath him.
âItâs not fair,â He says, âHow beautiful you are.â
A hand snakes up his back and finds his hairline. You look up at him with big doe eyes and parted lips, and while your words are harsh, they come out spoken so gentle and sweet. Tender, intimate words between lovers.
âShut up and fuck me.â
âH-ah,â His head lulls, his sweaty forehead pressing to yours for just a moment before he raises to study you.
His arms shake as he uses your slick arousal to push past the tip. When you let out a choked noise, he stops, his lips twisted into worry.
It takes a while, it does. Heâs so big, and both lack of experience and his size makes it more than a tight fit around him. Itâs not exactly the most arousing thing ever to wait while you adjust to him, but watching him get worked up from just your body is more than enough to keep you flooding around him.
âSo - guh, so warm.â
Heâs overriding every instinct with grit teeth and a trembling muscles, but he forces himself to be patient, every reassurance spoken through strained breath. He nuzzles himself into the crook of your neck, planting uneven, messy kisses on the sensitive skin. For a moment, once youâve successfully managed to take half of him, he gets briefly distracted. A gentle, absentminded grind before he stops himself with a whine.
Your hands wrap around his tense, warm biceps, giving him small squeezes as you give him what he desperately needs, what you can manage, by moving your hips again, just barely bobbing up and down on his shaft.
He sputters when you do this, completely unraveled and succumbed to the feeling of your wet, tight warmth.
âSh,â You coo, giving his shaking biceps another squeeze, âBeing so good for me.â
âAch, f-â
âWaiting so patiently. Itâs hard, isnât it?â You tease, draping your words in arrogance.
Your turn.
âYes,â His voice wavers and his head lulls, speaking his weak words towards your chest, âYouâre worth the wait.â
âSuch a good boy,â you say, working him as fast as you comfortably can.
His voice pinches and his shoulders pull up with a nod, âThank you. Thank you.â
âMhm,â You hum with a particularly drawn out grind. Youâre trying to sound low and sultry, but your own pleasure is throwing a wrench in your confident dirty talk, âDoing so well for me.â
âThank you, thank you,â The words are pouring from him, quick and desperate, twitching inside you at your praise.
âFuck me.â
He nods, and as you cease your bouncing he picks up, forcing himself to maintain your gentle pace.
You both let out a pleased sigh, your head resting back on the hood of his jacket as you tighten around his biceps.
âSâokay?â He slurs.
Your eyes are pinched, teeth clenched, and youâre unintentionally digging your fingernails into his flesh - but you nod.
âSo big,â You say, and he gives a breathy, one-note laugh.
âToo big for a little girl,â He says, tightening his grip on the grass while he holds back the powerful fucking he wants to give you, instead making soft, gentle rocks into you.
His words miss your ears again, knotting up your insides at once. Your hips wriggle with his, forcing more of him to leave and re-enter you with every grind.
âSo small,â he punctuates, his voice strained and his drowsy eyes lulling.
Heâs nailing his cues, with every quickening of your hips he jumps to meet your pace, eager to fuck you as much as youâll allow.
His irises get lost behind his eyelids as he gets up to a pace that scratches his itch. He sits up briefly, his arms picking up from the grass to hook around the back of your knees, lifting your feet into the air and forcing you to spread for him when he plants his weight back on the dirt.
He doesnât dare push deeper than youâve managed so far, but his thrusts are unrestrained, and youâve swallowed enough of him to have him hit that spot that draws squeaky moans from you.
âBreathe,â You remind him through a strain when his face paints red.
He obeys, letting out his held breath, sputtering out consonants that will never get flushed out with vowels in between inhales.
His moans are low, broken grunts leaving parted lips in between short, audible breaths. Itâs music to your ears.
âOh, Konig,â your hands find his tensed, warm shoulders, clawing into him in response to the overwhelming pleasure.
Konigâs drooling over the way your chest bounces against your ribcage with each of his powerful thrusts. Heâs still only half inside you, but you feel full to the brim, brute strength brutally robbing you for your delicate sensitivity.
The moans leaving you are nothing less than embarrassing, unrestrained and echoing throughout the four quadrants. Breathy and high-pitched and truly pathetic. You havenât the mind to stop them, Konig seems to be fucking the very thoughts from your brain, because all you can focus on is him inside you, filling you up and massaging the spot that makes your muscles pinch and your moans cut short - and even thatâs hard to wrap your mind around. Konigâs breathy, needy groans intertwine, both of you sounding nothing short of erotic.
Your white knuckles shake around his shoulders, gripping him as if the very act of letting go would stop the fireworks exploding in your core.
âIâm not going anywhere,â He reassures, his words strained and choppy.
You nod furiously, pinching your eyes shut, words warping with every thrust, âDonât stop.â
âI wonât.â
His forehead presses to yours, your chests flush together.
Every sway of his hips forces a breath into a moan, your entire body forced to jolt against his jacket as you take the brunt of his power, your legs rebounding with each movement.
His sighs steadily turn to truly obscene, husky grunts that seem to intensify your own pleasure.
âFeels - so good,â Your praise comes out squeaky and spiked with each of his fervorous thrusts into your tight warmth.
âI can tell,â He says through a strained purrs, his words stitched with a deep, gritty hum, âYou look sinful, mein sieger.â
He punctuates his statement with a particularly obscene grunt. The sound alone is enough to make your eyes flutter.
Heâs fucking you with such instensity your vision is blurring, the world shaking once more as he crashes into the plush bottoms of your thighs at the perfect angle to keep himself from going deeper than you can handle.
His breaths are getting heavier, a sheen of sweat building on his skin.
The words begin to pour out of him, riding hefty breaths as his eyes roll.
âIch liebe dich, Ich liebe dich,â He whispers over and over.
âFfh-â Every one of his muscles contract, his eyes pinching closed and mouth gaping. His pace slows, uneven, sloppy thrusts into you. Choppy breaths cut themselves off just to be followed by another. He stays buried inside you, his entire body twitching in the aftermath of his pleasure. You can feel him pulsing with each beat of his heart.
His hold wobbles, nearly collapsing on you before he catches himself with weak arms.
He buries his flushed face into your neck, his words made of solely breath, âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry. I couldnât-â
âSh,â You coo into his ear, tracing the pads on your fingers lightly down the curve of his back, glistened with sweat, âItâs okay.â
Your hand glides up to the back of his neck, letting your fingernails soothingly massage the back of his head.
He lets out a heavy exhale, his chest heaving against yours as he catches his breath.
âI love you.â
Your fingers stop playing with his hair for just a moment before you continue your gentle scratches. You nod, mouth dry, both at the confession and having all of the moisture in your body drained from you.
âI love you too.â
He gives you that small laugh of relief again, pulling away from your neck to plant a sloppy kiss on your lips. You can feel him smiling into the kiss that you contently hum into.
He winces as he pulls out of you, a few twitches of oversensitivity.
He canât seem to hold himself up anymore, leaving his position between your legs to roll over next to you on the grass.
Youâre both sweaty and warm, leaving a few inches between your flushed bodies as you wind down. Only your shoulders touch as you both catch your breath.
He brings a hand to his head and lets out a light laugh.
You find his eyes, nestling into the hood of his jacket as he rests his cheek in the grass.
âThat was amazing,â He says, a sparkle in his eyes as his face flits around your features in disbelief, âIâve never-â
He cuts himself off with another laugh and presses his lips to yours in a lingering, closed-mouth kiss.
He pulls away with an obnoxious smack, giggling to himself.
His hand finds this side of his head again, chest heaving with each heavy breath as he looks to the sky that splits in four with stars in his eyes.
You nuzzle your cheek on the hood of his jacket, watching his muscles and ribcage billow as he catches his breath.
âYouâre hot,â you say, without much thought and only a sliver of regret.
âThank you,â He gives a soft laugh, âYou too.â
You hum, briefly closing your eyes before you find him again. Watching him ride out his euphoric high, his eyes darting around the sky in disbelief as he smiles around his heavy pants.
âI meant it,â He says.
âI know.â
âI do love you,â he turns his head to meet your eyes, his fingers stroking the grass.
You know heâs not lying. Heâs loved you from the start.
And havenât you done the same? Desperately aching for the boy you thought was playing an act, but refusing to let yourself cave. Rejecting the idea that someone as kind, as gentle, as perfect as him would ever love you without an ulterior motive. Heâs better than you, in every way. Not just physically, but as a person - Thoughtful, sweet, respectful, nice, supportive, agreeable. The kind of person you canât help but fall in love with. The kind of person you can fall in love with without even realizing it, because loving him was as easy as breathing.
âI know,â you say with a nod, âI love you too.â
Once heâs cooled off, breath evened and muscles relaxed, gracefully easing from his high.
âCan I-â He pauses with a huff, his tone lacking confidence, âCan I try to make you finish?â
âOh, uh,â your eyes dart away as you think on it, âSure.â
He gives a breathy laugh, springing forward to plant a kiss on your lips. Heâs smiling through it, his afterglow practically radiating onto your skin.
He lingers after he pulls away with a smack, staring into your eyes. His eyes are swelled with awe, looking at you like youâre a goddess who had just descended from the heavens right in front of him. He grabs your jacket and spreads it out on the space under your legs before limbs sling to settle his chest flush with its fabric when he settles between your legs, his arms looping underneath your legs to hook around your thighs.
âOh,â You say with an air of perky surprise. You werenât expecting him to offer to go down on you.
âOh,â he says, suddenly unsure of himself. His gaze flits his between you and your spread cunt, âDo you want me to?â
âNo, no, I just wasnât-,â you abandon your sentence.
âAre you sure?â You ask, as if worried youâre putting him out.
He nods eagerly with a raise of his brows.
You give a shrug and a single nod.
He starts with a long, drawn-out swipe with the flat of his tongue from the bottom of your slit to the top, shooting a shudder up your spine at once. Heâs not shy in plunging his face into you, his nose brushing along you on his ascent. A slick mixture of your arousal and his finish coats his tongue as he ends on a flick. His eyes roll with a groan at your taste, immediately diving back in for seconds.
It becomes apparent very quickly that Konig devours pussy like its a gourmet Capitol dish.
The grip on the tops of your thighs harshens, not daring to let you squirm away from him before heâs satisfied. Heâs moaning into your spread cunt, this flat of his tongue sloppily lapping up your arousal with long stripes.
The sight alone is enough to put a shake in your knees, your head falling back onto the hood of his jacket. Your hand finds his shoulders, the muscles underneath tensing and untensing as he greedily devours you.
When you find him again, he looks drunk off your taste, pussy-drunk pretty blue eyes lulling and cheeks flushed. Heâs still groaning into you, each one a rousing vibration.
A breath twists as it leaves you, fingers tightening around him. His head is passionately rolling up and down, side to side, lapping up every inch of your cunt. Heâs practically suffocating himself with you, his breaths quickening with each plunge. Thereâs little skill displayed, but heâs eating you out with more than enough fervor to make up for it.
Heâs drawing pitiful squeaks and moans from you, his fingers further indenting your plush thighs as he keeps you from reflexively closing your legs on him. His grip is more than suggestive, forcefully keeping your legs spread for him.
The sound of his tongue savoring you is truly impure, his spit swirling with your drenched, cum-filled cunt, his finish dripping from you only to be gluttonously devoured. His stubble is tough against your sensitive skin, a jarring contrast to his smooth, slick tongue. Heâs still moaning into you, each one echoing a vibration through you.
Your breaths are becoming uneven, choking on your own pleasure as your legs squirm and thighs in his hold. Heâs staring at the way your core is contracting to his touch, breasts billowing and muscles tightening, but youâre not even sure if he can see what heâs looking at, those eyes so hazed and intoxicated off your taste.
You let out a whine, your head falling back into the grass in defeat. Fully succumb to his ravenous appetite.
The sparks of euphoria are building up in your lower core, forming an intoxicating star of pleasure threatening to collapse in on itself in glorious explosion. Your moans and squeaks are becoming more strained, eyes disappearing behind eyelids. Youâre instinctively clenching your legs together, but Konig wonât let you, keeping you spread on the grass while he laps you up.
You shout his name when the star collapses, shooting in spectacular bursts of pleasure throughout your limbs, tightening every muscle in your body, fingers trembling and legs shaking under Konigâs tight hold. Youâre practically seeing white, back arching off the ground as you spasm on his tongue.
When your voice returns, husky and raw, Konigâs still ravaging your cunt with his tongue. Heâs eager, hands locked onto your thighs in restraint and not letting up in the slightest. Torturing you with the twitch of overstimulation.
You actually have to thread your fingers through his hair and peel him off you with significant force for him to stop.
When he pulls away, his jaw is slick with your arousal, his finish, and spit. His tongue still hangs out of his mouth as he pants into the air, eyes intoxicatingly crossed.
Small strained hums leave you at the bursts of aftershock in response to your pulsing clit.
When you release Konig, he rests his head on the top of your thigh, the coarse stubble pressed against you. His chest is rising and falling in steady, heavy breaths. He begins to shower your thighs in messy, wet kisses.
âYou taste so good.â
You give a soft laugh, âThank you.â
He hums into your thigh, nestling his cheek into you.
Your head sinks to the grass, basking in your high, body suddenly incredibly relaxed as you catch your breaths.
âThat felt really good,â you whisper.
He smiles, you can feel the bunch of his cheek on the sensitive flesh of your thigh.
Your fingers reach down to thread into his hair again, soothingly massaging his scalp.
He hums again, giving your thigh a squeeze.
âI love you,â He mumbles.
You give a light laugh and give him a particularly quick stint of scratches, âI know. I love you too.â
You both lay like this for a while, resting your eyes as he cuddles up to your thigh, lightly massaging his hair.
âBetter put our clothes on,â You say with a small grin, âBefore they get mad.â
He gives something of a whine, and after another round of kisses, he moves to oblige.
He hands you your clothes and you both get dressed before he slides your jacket up the grass so he can lie at your side.
You both intertwine hands as you lay, basking in the blissful quiet as you descend from cloud nine.
Itâs about twenty minutes later when you finally break the silence.
âYou know I canât let you do it, right?â You say, forehead wrinkling when your brows raise inquisitively.
His lips pull to the side.
âYou know I canât let you,â He says, that harsh voice soft and delicate.
You heave a heavy sigh, and look back to the sky with a squint, âThen weâre at a stalemate.â
He hums in agreement.
You meet his eyes again, the jacket swooshing into your ear when you tilt your head to face him.
âWe could let them decide,â You offer.
âThe gamemakers?â He asks.
âYeah,â You say, âJust wait it out until it gets boring, and then - well, I donât know. Theyâll sick mutts on us, or, I donât know. Spray us with a gas that makes us rage and go feral on each other, or something.â
He snorts, âWell donât give them ideas.â
âJust a suggestion,â You shrug with a grin.
âI think Iâd rather it be on my own terms,â He says.
âSuicide pact?â You ask, only half joking.
He hums low as he considers it, âWe canât.â
Your brow raises.
âNo?â
âThe twenty-three,â he reminds you.
âThe twenty-three,â you repeat, sucking on your teeth.
You let out a hefty exhale.
âOkay, Twenty-three. Whatâs to say they even want either of us to win? I have a feeling Eleven, One, and Titan would be alright seeing both of us die.â
âYes,â He says, âBut hate canât be reasoned with.â
âNeither can love, apparently.â
âJa,â He agrees through heavy breath.
You let out another sigh, as if all of these preparations for death are just really tuckering you out.
âI think that settles it then,â You say.
âWhat?â
âIâm willing to bend on the twenty-three front and youâre not. You believe there must be a victor, right?â
Itâs not funny, but you still find a smile creeping onto your face.
âSo come on, dude, put those muscles where your mouth is.â
He laughs as you nudge his shoulder.
His smile fades, and he asks, âWhat was it for if neither of us go home?â
Your smile drops, features going stone cold for a moment. Your tone lowers octaves when you speak.
âYou know what it was for.â
Itâs the closest either of you dare to step to criticism of the Capitol. Itâs draped in plausible deniability, but the hatred that points your tongue has a clear target.
Thereâs a pause before you pick it back up.
âItâll be different, yâknow,â You say.
âHm?â
âDistrict Nine. You wonât have nothing anymore.â
His chest stills on a particularly heavy breath before he releases it.
âI donât- I donât want people to like me just because I won the games. Itâs all- itâll all be fake.â
Heâs having trouble putting it into words, but you know what he means. That after years of being treated like an outcast, like you're worth nothing - the sudden praise, adoration, riches - will all be incredibly hollow. He doesnât want love for being fit and strong and for surviving this nightmare.
For killing.
He wants love because of who he is, not for the heinous things heâs done.
Isnât the same true for you?
If you go home, only the relationships you already have standing will ever truly be authentic. Every connection youâd make for the rest of your life would be for the wrong reasons.
âI wonât go home unless I can take you with me,â He says.
You sigh again.
âStalemate,â You say, almost wistfully.
He hums, and thereâs a drawn-out pause as you watch his fingers soothingly stroke the grass.
âKonig?â
âYes?â
He meets your eyes, and you ask him a question you already know the answer to.
âDo you really love me?â
âOf course.â
âThen you need to do this for me. I canât - I donât want it, Konig,â You stare deeply into those blue eyes and shake your head, âIf you really love me, youâll let me go.â
Konig swallows, and he has to look away. His eyes dart around the four contrasting skies.
He canât bring himself to speak, you can practically see the aching lump in his throat.
Tears begin to spring at your eyeline. Your voice is just a choppy whisper.
âYou can come with me, if you want. But I canât leave this arena, Konig. Iâm sorry.â
He swallows, his eyes darting around.
He gives a slow, solemn nod.
âThank you,â You say, more breath than voice.
He nods again, his lips pressing together and rolling between his teeth as he bites back any tears that threaten to spill.
You give his hand a squeeze, and he returns the gesture.
You lay for a while, watching the perfect white clouds in the spring quadrant billow overhead in a peaceful, yet sorrowful silence.
As the sun begins to set behind the desert, you turn your head to him.
âGuess we should, uh,â Your eyes briefly dart away, âGet it over with.â
He lets out a long, slow breath.
âAre you sure?â He asks.
You nod, âYeah. Better do it now before me and my fearsome biceps chicken out.â
He gives you a sad smile that quickly fades.
âItâll be easier,â you say, voice cracking from a dry mouth, âIn the sunlight.â
You know how it is at night. The world draped in its eerie sadness. The time of day where the hard thoughts and feelings slink from the darkness and suffocate you with their ruthlessness.
Sunset, you want to die at sunset.
âHey, uhm,â You trail off for a moment before picking your sentence back up, âI wanted to repay you, for the uh, token.â
You clear your throat as you watch his brows lower.
âUhm, since I wonât be - well, yâknow. I thought Iâd uh, give you something. To remember me by.â
He blinks a few times, and when he doesnât speak you add, âIf you want it.â
He nods quickly, staring at you expectantly.
You fidget with your ribbon bracelet, swirling it around your wrist before you untie the knot.
You smooth out the length of ribbon and hold an end in each hand.
He stares at the slack in the ribbon between your hold with even features, his eyes only slightly widened.
âItâs, uh, well itâs not much. But it means-â You let out a two-note nervous laugh before meeting his eyes. A hand comes up to rub the back of your neck, âIt means a lot to me.â
Thereâs a beat, him staring into your eyes before he gently takes the ribbon in his hands.
âAre you sure?â He asks, eyeing it like the priceless treasure you see it as.
He lets the textile slide through his fingers as he studies the intricate pattern. He holds it so gently in those big, strong hands.
âIâll keep it safe,â He says, âForever.â
It hits all at once, the sore lump in the back of your throat, the hiccup that leaves you, the tears that well in your eyeline.
It surprises even you, just how fast he ripped these emotions from you.
You let out a sob, a whine, your eyes pinching shut and thrusting tears from your water line.
âHey, hey,â He says soothingly, moving to your side so he can wrap an arm around your shoulder, âItâs going to be okay, mein sieger.â
You sniff, and give a nod, but the tears donât stop falling.
âThank you,â You say, with an unnervingly high pitch. You hiccup, voice resetting to a low whisper, âFor the best day.â
He sucks in a sharp inhale. Thereâs a shake in his fingers, and he opens his mouth, but all that comes out is a choke. His irises flit quickly around your face, tears welling in his eyes.
âThank you for the best day,â He repeats, and a single tear crests his waterline, trailing slowly down his cheek and catching along the crease of his mouth.
You turn so that youâre facing each him, flinging yourself into his arms. He does not hesitate to wrap those strong arms around you in a tight embrace, letting you sob into his chest and stain his shirt with tears.
He holds you until youâre ready, keeping you steady in his embrace, light fingers tracing up and down your back.
You pull away with a deep inhale, and nod. Your lips fold and your eyes close, tears thrust from your water line.
The sun is halfway set.
âOkay,â You say with a sniff, still nodding, âOkay.â
He nods too, and you both look at each other. Soaking in each otherâs red eyes and tear-stained cheeks.
An unsure look between two tributes who are just as unsure, just as lost, and just as afraid.
You let out a hefty breath, and stand to retrieve the knife, but unsteady legs fumble, and Konig steadies you by the waist and guides you back to the grass.
âNo, no. Itâs okay. Rest.â
You go to speak, but it comes out a choke, so you give a nod.
You lay back in the lush grass and close your eyes, moving more tears from your waterline, streaking down your temple as you thread your fingers over your waist.
He leans down and plants a long, soft, closed mouth kiss on your lips. His hand presses to the side of your face and carefully slides down the dip of your neck and lands on your shoulder. You breathe him in deeply, soaking in the sensation of his lips and his coarse stubble.
He pulls away, and while you donât open your puffy eyes, you can feel him lingering overtop you. His shadow blocking out the light of sunset as he breathes you in, in your last moments alive.
You can hear the swish of his clothes as he rises slowly. He pauses when heâs stood, and you hear him make slow, unsteady steps to the fall quadrant.
Thereâs another long pause filled by the sound of the spring breeze.
Twisted into a question, he calls your name.
When you open your eyes, lifting up from the grass to find him.
You lock on to each other. His arms are extended, the knife in his clasped hands pointed to the ground in outstretched arms.
He gives you one last look, one last look thatâs unsure.
Youâre frozen, staring at him with parted lips and puffy, wide eyes.
âI love you,â He sucks in a broken breath, âAnd Iâm sorry.â
His brows pinch in determination, his eyes screwed shut. His muscles relax with a long exhale. He turns his back to you, and you watch from behind as he lifts his arms.
âKonig - No!â
Your feet break into a run, but itâs too late. His shoulder blades pinch as his arms swing down.
He doubles over and his feet stumble on the dirt. His empty hands fall to his side, and a cry leaves you, so broken and raw you donât even register it as your own voice.
âNo!â
He crashes to his knees, lingering there for a moment before collapsing onto his side.
Your shins scrape across dirt, disrupting ginkgo petals as you slide to his side, nudging him until heâs flat on his back. Your first instinct is to pull the blade from the wound but you have the sense to stop yourself, your hands flailing in the space just inches above him, helpless and afraid to exacerbate the injury.
âKonig, no, no, no, what did you do?!â
Your words come out frantic as you look over the wound the knife is buried in, driven fully into his stomach and oozing deep red blood. It soaks into his clothes, down his sides, soaking the ginkgo leaves with a deep crimson.
âOh, you idiot!â
Your head snaps to the sky, âHelp him! Help him!â
He calls out your name, so soft and fragile you almost donât hear it, âItâs okay.â
His weak hand manages to catch one of your shaking arms, and you still, letting his fingers slowly lace with yours.
âItâs okay,â He whispers again, his words broken with a guttural strain.
You choke on a sob, flicking around his features that slowly drain of color, tears spilling over and landing in droplets on his shirt.
âHow could you do this?! How could you?!â You ask in a tone thatâs not fit for use for a man on deathâs doorstep, âWe had a deal!â
âItâs yours.â
It takes all of his strength to muster up the power to speak, to give your hand a faint squeeze, and when you think of all the times heâs had to tone his strength down to hold you it makes you let out another broken sob.
âIt was always for you, mein seiger.â
He stares into you with his final breaths, his expression forces a choked noise in the back of your throat.
âNo!â You object, but his blood doesnât stop creeping up his clothes and pooling onto yours.
âI love you,â He says, so quiet, his chapped, ghostly lips barely moving, âAlways have. Since that day.â
A sharp inhale gets caught on the lump in your throat, choking on a squeak.
Your tears are spilling relentlessly now, his pale, ghastly face blurry through tears. You hold onto his hand so tight, as if you were the very thing keeping his heart beating.
âI love you too, Konig,â You lay your other hand gently on his twitching chest and give an impossible plead, âDonât leave me.â
âItâs okay,â He says with another squeeze and the faintest nod, âWeâll be okay.â
As the life drains steadily from his eyes, he gives you one final look.
One final look thatâs sure.
Once final look thatâs found.
And it hits you.
You know how you can save him.
The Capitol can put any tribute back together, no matter how close to death they are.
But theyâll only do it if you are their victor.
The last one alive.
Without a moment of hesitation, you yank the blade from Konigâs wound with your free hand, your other still intertwined with his. You pinch your entire face and your heart twists at the moan that leaves him - even his cries of unimaginable pain are weak and muted.
When you open your swollen eyes, you can see the horrified look on his face. Youâre not sure if itâs because you just hurt him, or because he knows what youâre about to do.
He is powerless to stop you, no longer strong enough to get the final say.
You can only hope that your heart stops beating first.
Weâll see who wakes up tomorrow, Konig.
As soon as you see his wound through his shredded shirt, now oozing blood twice as fast, you grit your teeth and drive the blade through your chest with a grunt. The tip catches on bone before sliding through a gap in your ribcage, stopping only when the handle is flush with your skin and the blade has skewered straight through your heart.
Immediately every muscle in your body contracts painfully, your hand squeezing Konigâs with a shaking, deathly grip. A harrowing, guttural groan escapes from the back of your throat and out of a slack jaw.
In the last few moments before your heart peters out, you share one final stare with Konig. His eyes are almost entirely drained of life, but there is still no mistaking the fleck of betrayal, of horror that could easily be overlooked by the untrained eye.
You lose his gaze as you collapse to the grass next to him, no longer able to support yourself. Wheezing gasps for breath leave your gaped lips as you crush Konigâs feeble hands.
Your vision is fading away, splotches of gray exploding like stars in front of your eyes as youâre dragged away from your body. You canât fight the instinct to scratch and claw your way back to his side, but it is futile.
The world slips through your fingers as Konigâs hand goes limp in your hold.
· THE TRIBUTES I · THE TRIBUTES II · THE GAMES · THE VICTOR I · THE VICTOR II · THE AFTERMATH I · THE AFTERMATH II ·
Special Thank You to @melancholic-thing for always leaving lovely encouraging comments on my silly stories. Your support and feedback means the world to me and motivates me to keep writing <3 <3 You should absolutely check out her Konig fics if you havenât sheâs a very talented writer and her works are truly beautiful. OBSESSED with her interpretations of Konig. *chef kiss*
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