#💌 chai answers

[chaileaf]

what do u think chishiya would be like after the borderlands?

✧ he is so much softer than he once was. crying at stupid chick flicks was not something the chishiya shuntaro would ever do prior to borderlands, but now he was much more open about his emotions. whatever you do, do not put on everything, everywhere, all at once while he's around. he will become a sobbing mess.

✧ wants someone who fills the void. after returning to the real world, he's come to realize how empty his life feels. chishiya just wants someone to hold him and tell him that he's worthy of love.

✧ chishiya loves affection. for some reason unbeknownst to him, he loved the idea of it now. holding hands, forehead kisses, everything.

✧ he is still very much an intellectual and a people watcher. however, he's more outspoken and wants to make memories he's fond of.

✧ once recovering and being released from the hospital, he definitely quit his job and went on a year long spiritual journey. not necessarily that of religious context, but just to find himself. chishiya knew that before the incident in shibuya, he was a cold-hearted prick. he didn't want to go back to his old self anymore.

✧ after his soul-searching, he returned back to the medical field and specialized in pediatrics. he worked with lawyers to help keep big hospitals from doing things in favor of money or status, and instead based on patient's needs and priority of care.

✧ chishiya became a medical director for a pediatric hospital. i just know it.

✧ he definitely has a craving for cookies all of the time. there's not a moment he leaves the house without a bag of cookies. he also keeps an extra pack in his car in case he's running late. (yes, he is getting the kageyama milk treatment for cookies. idc)

✧ chishiya and kuina definitely met again in the hospital after the incident and clicked immediately. it was like they knew each other for ages. he became part of her family and helped her mend things with her father, short of nearly kicking his ass drunk one night but knowing he'd lose with his lack of fighting expertise.

[airbendertendou]

hm.

you guys see my vision. right.

[chaisshitposts]

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ 𝐖.𝐇𖤐 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐀 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

glad to meetcha. my name's chai and I'm just your friendly, yet angry, neighborhood homie. my pronouns are it/that, I am an experience. I'm forever 23 until I decide it's my time to age up. I've been manifestin' my whole life, but have consciously been manifestin' for a good few years now, and only recently have i decided to get serious about it and live life in creative mode as intended. i am a law of assumption fiend and stand by that. also, i'm a major nerd when it comes to anime, cartoons, and anything animated in general. no, i promise i'm not a disney adult.

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ 𝐖.𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𖤐 𝐘𝐀 𝐃𖤐 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

i make shit posts, post about ways to interact with yourself on a subconscious level, post about my own personal void journey, and sometimes like to rant. i am not a strictly void based blog. before anyone sends me asks about what they can and cannot manifest— imma answer ya right now, the answer is yes ya can have whatever ya want, even the unbelievable shit like magical powers and monster sps (don't judge me). if ya can think about it, then ya can literally have it. there's no limitations, for real.

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ 𝐖.𝐇𝐀𝐓'𝐒 𝐆𖤐𝐈𝐍' 𖤐𝐍 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

currently, I've been on a new void journey using psych-k consistently, as well as using psych-k to change my own limitin' beliefs about myself and my perceived limitations that should have never existed in the first place but were put in place by society and those around me. i want nothin' more than to help others become the best they can be. however, i am exceedingly blunt and can be mean on accident or on purpose, sugarcoatin' shit is just not my thing. you've been warned if ya choose to interact with me.

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ ) 𝐖.𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐀 𝐏𖤐𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

psych-k, affirming on a deeper level

muscle testing yourself & others

dear subconscious...

got questions about psych-k? read this before sending in an ask.

did your ask not get answered? this might be the reason why.

building a manifestation foundation

using code words for manifestation

more posts to come!

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ ) 𝐖.𝐇𖤐'𝐒 𝐆𖤐𝐓 𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

void 'n victory

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ 𝐖.𝐇𖤐'𝐒 𝐆𖤐𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

how do i know if i have resistance?

explaining psych-k in portuguese.

when did i first learn about psych-k?

are we supposed to put our strong side over our weak side?

what was the very first thing i manifested?

how long should i do psych-k?

what i can look up to better understand the whole brain state // psych-k?

how i do psych-k to the uptomst efficiency, when in doubt, cover all your bases.

psych-k for appearance change??? :O success!!!

trust your instincts

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ 𝐖.𝐇𖤐 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐍𖤐𝐍𝐒 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

🐇 ,,, 🐠 ,,, 🎀 ,,, 👛 ,,, 🍓 ,,, 💌 ,,, 🦦 ,,, 🫀 ,,, 🍫 ,,, 🫶🏻 ,,, 📼 ,,, 🍵,,, 💫 ,,, 👙 ,,, 🌷,,, 🧝🏿‍♀️ ,,, 🌼 ,,, 🍞 ,,, 🐧 ,,, 🎀🧸 ,,, 🦁🐻🦒 ,,,

ᐡ ⊃ ·̫ ⊂ ٠٘⌇. ꩜ 𝐖.𝐇𝐎 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐄𝐃 ?!!

︶ ︶ ︶ ︶

appearance change shifting success

lucid dreaming void success

void success (2) exam success

longer lashes void success (charlie)

void success (charlie) shifting & wands

void success void concept success

ideal sp scenario time traveling

lucid dreaming void success

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙡𝙧 2023

[whosectype]

꒰ঌ a love letter to Ectype 💌 ໒꒱

Ectype !! ever since i saw your first art of Chai, I knew you were cool and that I just had to follow you !! you’ve been a big inspiration of mine for a long while and I’m honoured that I can call you my friend !! people say never meet your idols but I can say that I’m glad that I met you and can say you’re a close mutual friend of mine !! 

your art and ocs are some of the coolest and most amazing things i’ve ever seen and you’re just a super awesome, talented, amazing, cool, chill goop !! you are the silliest of the slimes !! your vividi and non vividi sillies are so cool and bxndndd

happy valentines day !! /p

AUGH YOURE SO SWEET THANK YOU SO MICH

sorry for not answering this on actual Valentine’s Day things guy busty but AUGH I remember you were there since the beginning and you would send the BEST asks that gave me excuses to draw cool things >:D I’m very happy we became friends too <333 ILY CUPID!!!!!

[laesas]

For fanfic ask game 👀, 🌝 and 🖊 please!

OMG I ended up writing so much for these that I'm gonna have to put the long answers under a readmore! But short answers:

👀 Do you have any WIPs that you would never let see the light of day? If yes, what are they about?

KimKen dubcon interrogation... 👀

🌝 Who is one character you haven’t yet written for that you would like to?

Weirdly as of late: Chan! - I'm entering my Dilf 4 Dilf divorce era someone give me pre-canon ChanGun I'm begging.

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP.

Chay + Tankhun hours under the cut!!

Thanks so so much lovely!!

✨📝 Writers Ask Game 📝✨

💌Send me one here!💌

👀 Do you have any WIPs that you would never let see the light of day? If yes, what are they about?

Soooooo. I there's only one fic that I've actually written up that won't ever see the light of day and that's the 4k or so of the initial ideas and concepts for the KimBig - Kim ended up coming across as more distrustful of Big than he is (because it's Big POV we dont get to see inside his head), and it ended up coming across as a little too "Vegas". While he's rude to Big in canon he isnt actually hugely distrustful; he's banking on Big serving Kinn over Korn to get information on Porsche and the potential mole(s).

I love the energy but it felt very 2-dimensional and I couldn't wrangle the context it to make it work. Plus I absolutely love the emotional vulnerability I've created in the KimBig 2.0 from Kim's perspective - it feels a lot more realistic. I realised if I wanted to use the first dynamic I'd definitely have to make it happen with someone Kim didn't trust at all (cue Ken).

So in short: The rework where it's KimKen - Kim suspects that Ken is the mole and goes all knife-to-throat femme fatale while accusing Ken of sleeping with Vegas. Which he is btw. But that's beside the point lol.

🌝 Who is one character you haven’t yet written for that you would like to?

Considering the rest of the content of my blog you absolutely could not guess this but yeah! Chan...........? the last few weeks I've suddenly been gripped with a bunch of swirling thoughts about his relationships with the three main family boys, with Big who also grew up in the household and how he's not allowed to pick a favourite bodyguard (big) or a favourite sibling (kim). Plus all the nuances of his loyalty to Korn and interactions with the minor household as well.

Chan + Vegas' dynamic particularly fascinates me! Vegas often uses english as a show of status: to include his family and exclude lower ranking bodyguards who are primarily thai speakers (eg. speaking english with macau at the dinner table, speaking english to Porsche and using weird idioms to throw him off balance). In ep 14 he pointedly says 'know your place!' in english to Chan. To any other bodyguard it would be another layer of pulling rank but Chan is acting on Korn's behalf and completely fluent in english so the effect is competely different, as is his response. There's a kind of implied superiority that Chan is immune to, both because of his proximity to Korn, AND because of his fluency in english. IDK if I've explained that well at ALL but there's something super interesting there ✨ Point being: Chan's english fluency vs Vegas' pointed use of english my beloved.

Also I joke about him and Gun giving "divorced" energy, but I feel like ChanGun has the exact same energy I love from KenBig but with even more hatefucking and complex ranks and loyalties. I am entering my Dilf4Dilf divorce era it seems. Rotating them in my mind as we speak.

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP.

I'm currently reworking the first chapter of my KimChay which starts with Tankhun and Chay bonding hours! Chay's trying to get Tankhun to let him learn self defence and Tankhun is deflecting.

“What-?” Chay says, momentarily distracted. Khun pounces. “Yes! Robots, I helped him build them, you know! It was like a video game! No need to learn fighting when you can shoot with the computer or make explosions from the safety of your safe room! They were so helpful when- Owh. I don't want to talk about it actually.” “When what?” “I’m bored of this topic now, it’s not interesting to me anymore.” “P’Khuuun,” Chay whines, hopping up onto the dresser and trying more and more ridiculous angles to lean himself into Tankhun’s eyeline as he dips and dodges around Chay’s encroaching face. Chay eventually gives up and grabs hold of his wrist, the way he does with Porsche, the way he did with-  Khun startles and tenses, wide eyed, milliseconds from snatching it away.  “Sorry-” Chay starts, removing his hands, but Tankhun’s arm stays frozen in mid air for a moment before he comes back to himself. Chay watches in the mirror as Khun settles his expression, when he’s satisfied he turns to look up at Chay. Level. His smile is soft but his eyes are blank. Chay’s seen that mask before. “It's fine,” Tankhun says quickly, it sounds clipped and strange. His smile is bright as a camera flash and gone just as quickly. “Could you- in my closet-” He frowns, “You should swap the jackets. You forgot one. I picked it out for you and you forgot it and now your outfit is all wrong. Go and fix it-” he clicks his fingers “Pol. Help him fix it now.” Pol nods, smiling at Chay and walking them back through the wardrobe doors. He beats Chay to the jacket and crouches to pick it up from where it was slumped on the floor. Chay reaches out to take it, suddenly desperate to leave and go back to Tankhun, to fix things, to apologise and tell him he was right and that the jackets do look better the other way around. Pol doesn’t let go. “Hold on, he needs a moment sometimes,”

It all ends up ok in the end! Tankhun is fine really!

In my mind Chay has very much latched on to Tankhun as a stabilising presence (which Tankhun has revelled in because very few people trust him that way). Tankhun is able to support Chay because he just inherently understands a lot of what Chay's going through, but because Khun is so overwhelmingly supportive, sometimes Chay forgets that the root of the understanding is that Tankhun is still traumatised too.

BUT it is fine. And crucially after he calms down, Khun doesn't let Chay shrink and go all apologetic and pliant the way he does when Porsche feels bad. Chay is allowed to feel bad for hurting Tankhun without that requiring him giving up all his autonomy and reasonable requests. I think that's a pretty important thing for Chay to learn - and that theme of autonomy becomes important in his conversations with Kim later!

THANKS SO MUCH FOR ASKING LOVELY LOVELY EGG!!

[valiumvenus]

~~ tell me how u make it (+ put unlisted options) in the tags pls <3

[brownliplinerpencil]

I lost the ask from @air6s but I still wanted to answer.

(this was too cute 💗)

💌

5 things that make me happy are~

1. sunbathing 2. making art (drawing/painting) 3. rose chai lattes 4. poetry 5. flowers

[14dayswithyou]

He got me kicking and giggling

Angel: I like— Ren: ME TOO!! I LIKE THAT TOO!!!! THAT'S SO FUNNY!!!!!!

[timenote-library]

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[bellarosethefangirl]

hello hello, how are you? i was hoping for a halloween event matchup please <3 i hope i include everything hehe

>i'd like my hero academia and jojo's bizarre adventure (part 2 please)

>i would prefer male dates, i also lean more toward villains but if you choose a hero i'll be fine with that too

>my picrew:

>i'm a gemini

>attractive physical traits: i like longer hair, sharper features, and taller stature. also just tall dark and handsome vibes overall.

>personality type: reserved, serious, intelligent, mean to everyone but you, protective

>pet names: my darling, my love, little one

>monster high cafe (cleo is my fave)

>gift preferences: i'd be happy with any gift, but i do love nice perfumes

>favourite colours: black and green

>favourite dessert: tiramisu

>favourite drink: chai

thank you so much, hope you have a nice day!

Hey, I'm doing well thank you so much. Busy as of late but doing good I've been so hyped for Halloween. You answered all questions correctly, yes. You have a good day as well.

Halloween Café Blind Double Dates 💜🎃 Anime Online Date Matchups

If anyone else is interested in a Halloween Anime matchup Here's a Link for the info. They’ll only be open until October 31st

"Welcome back! I hope you had fun with your blind dates at the monster high café. I was surprised they agreed to go to such a café. However it seems they enjoyed themselves based on their results."

"Now that it's time for the results you must make a decision. Who will you choose?"

Matchup Applicants:

Profile:

Name: Kars

Gender: Male

Description: Strategic, intelligent, ruthless, methodical, patient, stern, power-hungry, murderous, sadistic, reserved, serious, mean to everyone aside those he cares for, protective, ambivert

Moral Alignment: Chaotic Evil

Appearance: Tall, dark purple hair, long hair, red eyes, sharper features, tall dark and handsome, very muscular, wavy/curly hair

Occupation: Leader of Pillarmen

Zodiac: Virgo

Dating Survey Results: Compatibility 89%

Communication 💌 92%

Emotions 💗 38%

Similar Values 🏡 86%

Passion 💘 70%

Profile:

Name: Toya Todoroki, Dabi

Gender: Male

Description: Serious, battle hungry, extreme sociopath, blunt, violent, dangerous, stoic, aloof, confident, focused, vengeful, sadistic, reserved, ambivert

Moral Alignment: Chaotic Evil

Appearance: Tall, expressionless, turquoise eyes, stitches, scars, dark hair, spikey hair, sharp features, tall dark and handsome, burnt skin, slightly muscular build

Occupation: Villain, Lieutenant (Co-commander of the Violet Regiment)

Zodiac: Capricorn

Dating Survey Results: Compatibility 84%

Communication 💌 81%

Emotions 💗 45%

Similar Values 🏡 77%

Passion 💘 78%

Zodiac 💫💖

Dabi

Kars

Love Meter 💓💖

Dabi

Kars

Dating Results 💖

Percentages Matches: 0-25%= Bad Match, 26-50%= Poor Match, 60-70%= Decent Match, 70-80%= Good Match, 80-90%= Excellent Match, 90-100%= Perfect Match

1. Kars:

Survey Results: Excellent Match 89%

Love Meter: Deep Admiration 89%

Zodiacs: Gemini + Virgo Compatibility 48%

Over all Results: 86% Excellent Match

2. Toya Todoroki, Dabi:

Survey Results: Excellent Match 84%

Love Meter: Deep Admiration 80%

Zodiacs: Gemini + Capricorn Compatibility 61%

Over all Results: 80% Excellent Match

[chaileaf]

🌹🌹🌹

this is from gone girl, a ginji kyuma x reader angst fic!

your last words to him before you'd left and the meteor struck were "i'm not your girl anymore, kyuma. stop telling me you love me."

og ask game here

[airbendertendou]

NAVIGATION

♥︎ where you’ll find my masterlist, request rules, who i write for and more!

you can call me chai!! i go by any pronouns and am asexual. self-diagnosed autism but diagnosed adhd — it matters bc it reflects in my writing.

♥︎ REQUEST RULES — request here and only here. — no smut will b written. i’ll write ‘steamy’ fics, but no smut, so don’t ask for it please. — no ped0philia, step-cest, incest, any kind of abuse or anything of the sort will b written. — you can send in a request at any time, but it might take a while. please don’t be pushy. — a vague request [‘can i ask for fluff w bonten!ran?’] is a-okay, it gives me room to work w and my brain more to add in. — polyamorous relationships [everyone dating each other] and reader dating multiple people is fine to request, just please b specific on which one you'd like. — be kind! be kind! be kind! please be kind when asking me to write for you. — some asks wont b answered or written, i apologize in advance if yours isn’t.

♥︎ OTHER RULES — basic dni criteria ; don’t b racist, homophobic, misogynistic or transphobic. dni’s work both ways ; don’t interact w me, either. — if you have a blank blog, you get blocked on sight. — rambles / asks are saved as # 💌 chai is typing… — any tagged posts im tagged in will be saved as # 📬 tagged! — any fics ive read can be found as #currently reading : [show name] section — any women that are written will b sapphic ; dni w those posts if you only use he/him pronouns. — every reader will b gender neutral unless stated otherwise. — content warnings listed on each fic if needed.

♥︎ OTHER LINKS

main [where i reply / follow from] | boy groups | girl groups | other things

pinterest | wattpad | another version | ao3

MASTERLIST [ here ] spirited thoughts wrapped! lockscreens

ONGOING SERIES soulmate au's

[chaisshitposts]

hii chai, how have you been? its the 💌 anon here :) i got a quedtion but this one its for the 🌈 anon. I sas the ask about imagining a scene and saying "i will experience this in the void" is averall great way to manifest overall. But when it comes to waking up in the void aware or entering it, how do visualize that? I'm not good with visualizing because I don't know how to do that lol, so I guess that repeating affs before commanding the subconscious would work the same?? or imagining a pic with the affs

hi 💌 anon!!! I'm great! how are you? :D as a fellow visualization struggler, affirmations alone will always work with or without visualization!!! so, yes, repeating affs will definitely work for ya!!!

and we'll see if 🌈 anon will be able to answer your question!

[delvalentine]

— 💌 Nav.

— 🌸 What should I call you? Deltachye has been my penname for fanfiction since 2013 :) most people call me Vera or V as an alias and you are welcome to as well! (Chye is pronounced chai.) — 🌸 Pronouns and age? She/Her ; twenties — 🌸 About? Kabedon enthusiast. Multi-fandom and a die-hard sports anime fan despite 0 athleticism. ISFP 3w2 that ugly cries over everything. OR RN. Vietnamese-Canadian. I’m super happy to answer asks/DMs anytime, but I get busy/low energy and am not the best at timely replies :,) I'm happy to make friends and mutuals though 🫶🏼

— 🌱 My blog has no theme / aesthetic because I too am a chaotic mess; but maximalism is in! Some noteworthy tags to block or search: #nsfw, #spoilers, #chye chats (answering asks), #chye rambles (personal posts), #chye’s fics (masterlist of fan-fiction/long form writing), #chye's hcs (short-form headcanon writing) #deltachye, #about me, #match ups (2023 - currently closed) — 🌱 I do NOT post anywhere besides my Quotev/AO3 or Tumblr. I have had people plagiarize my fics before, so if you see anything suspicious on Wattpad or elsewhere under a different pseudonym than "deltachye" or “delvalentine”, please let me know so I can take action to remove their stolen work. It is only thanks to people telling me that I am able to shut down people stealing from me, and hopefully prevent them from stealing from others.

— 🌱 I write both SFW and NSFW on AO3, Quotev, and Tumblr and tag accordingly using #NSFW and content warnings. I’m always open to receiving requests/ideas but no promises on writing them. :)

— 💌 Links

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Fic masterlist | HC masterlist

note: old url @ deltachye.

[laesas]

For the fanfic as game:

💖 What do you like most about your own writing?

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP

🌝 Who is one character you haven’t yet written for that you would like to?

Thank you!!!!! I keep getting over excited and writing so much more than I mean to so in the interest of not taking over an entire dashboard! TINY answers here; Long answers and snippet under the cut :)

💖 What do you like most about your own writing?

I think I'm getting good at consistent use of imagery for characters that layers and carries across a fic! It's expecially nice to do for Kim or Chay POV (my little songwriter duo) who I imagine have a very good sense for those kinds of pretty descriptions and metaphors and use them in their heads!

🌝 Who is one character you haven’t yet written for that you would like to?

Ken my bestie Ken. Manwhore Manipiulate Manslaughter 🥰 - He terrifies me to write though!! (also Chan - answered here)

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP

I'm reworking my entire KimBig kiss from the beginning (again.) but this time I really like it, so there's a snippet of that under the cut! :)

✨📝 Writers Ask Game 📝✨

💌Send me one here!💌

Long answer time hehe!

💖 What do you like most about your own writing?

I really love consistent use of imagery in fics, especially ones that feed into eachother and build on top of eachother across several scenes. I'm definitely not perfect at it but it's one of the things that I'm really proud of in the KimBig story! (For context, they're both processing the fact that Kinn was kidnapped and shot and almost died)

Kim and Big are both heavily represented by fire, so lots of sparks and smoke and burning etc. and the warmth vs the volitility. I hoped by making the imagery consistent I'd give the sense of them desperately seeking warmth but also destroying themselves in the process. It gets referred to as "a mutual immolation" at one point, which I think sums the fic up pretty well!

By contrast, Kinn's metaphors are very cold and water based. In the beginning for example, there hasn't been any rain in Bangkok since Kinn left, but by the end when Kim has processed that Kinn is safe, it's raining outside.

For the layering; In the aftermath, Kim refers to his grief surrounding Kinn with this imagery of standing on a shoreline waiting for a tsunami to hit. So where Kim and Big come together and create a little fire, all of Kim and Big's feelings surrounding Kinn gets represented by this huge inevitable force of water that completely extinguishes what little warmth Kim and Big have sought out.

IDK probably a horrible explaination and I swear it's much more subtle in the fic haha! I dont want to be too self congratulatory about it because I am aware that that style of writing isn't for everyone and it's also a fic for such a ridiculous rare-pair that literally 6 people max are going to read. BUT in the interest of self-indulgent explorations of metaphor.... it's fun and I'm kinda proud of it hehe

🌝 Who is one character you haven’t yet written for that you would like to?

I answered Chan here (for so many reasons!) but I have spent the last several months WISHING I understood Ken well enough to write him!

He's just such a mix of things I struggle with as a writer - He's incredibly direct (to the point of cruelty) and I imagine it's similiar in his inner world as well, which takes a lot of my beloved imagery and metaphorical speak off the table. Plus he doesnt strike me as someone that's particularly introspective or self aware. If someone calls him out on something, he's much more likely to respond by lashing out than he is to absorb any kind of reasonable criticism or change his behaviour.

Paired with Big (and he *wILL* be paired with Big) there are just so many ways that those dynamics could play off eachother. I feel like putting them in a scene together would be a case of the characters very much controlling the scene and not me and I LOVE to plan a scene haha!

I do imagine Ken has a bit of a superiority complex though, which WOULD be incredibly fun to write. Especially as it feeds into how he became the traitor! He's finally being appreciated as something more than one of Kinn's loyal dogs! (Read: he's Vegas' dog now) If Big doesnt want him then he doesnt care! that doesnt matter because Vegas wants him! (Read: Vegas is manipulating him, Ken is lying to himself)

I literally love him so so much but writing him TERRIFIES me!!

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP

I'm currently completely re-working the KimBig kiss! once I'm done with that it's just........... betas and posting??? aah!?

Big's hand feels like static where it rests at his back. He stays still, he leans up, he goes where Kim guides him, but he’s almost sickeningly pliant, the only indication he’s affected at all is the uneven hitch in his breath as he kisses Kim back, meeting his mouth with a gentleness that’s almost cruel. His lips are soft but the sparks aren’t catching fast enough and all Kim wants is to be consumed. It’s not enough. It occurs to Kim that this, all of this, is a terrible idea. The thought, once distant and impassive, now spreads in ice-shard splinters across his skin. They should stop. Kim should stop.  Kim should let him leave. But that thought is worse. It constricts in his lungs and warps his vision in a rush of vertigo. ‘Please,’ Kim thinks. His desperation beats in time with the pounding of blood in his ears. ‘Please. please. please. please.’  He doesn’t think he says it out loud but he must have done something, whispered something, thought it loud enough that Big could hear; because suddenly there’s a shift. There’s a sharp intake of breath, the sensation of Big's fingers curling into a fist through the fabric of his t-shirt, then Big is taking his bottom lip between his teeth and Kim’s thoughts finally, finally go up in smoke.

I love a ramble! So sorry these got so long haha!! but thank you so so much for asking ily!! 😊🌸🥰💕

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hiii neptune!! 🐻💌 4, 5, 10, 11, 12, and 27 for the ask game!! 🌟

an account on social media whose posts make you smile

all my mutuals n friends on here bc i love seeing everyone goofing around on here and having fun :')

5 tv shows that cheer you up

i will cheat a bit bc i don't watch a lot of tv shows so i will go with cartoons bc i usually end up watching them with my brother :p -> haikyuu / spongebob / the super old reruns of scooby doo / ben 10 (the first one)

something you’ve created in the last year that you’re proud of (a playlist, a piece of art, some writing, a craft hobby, a social media account, etc)

answered

a tip or hack you’ve learned that makes cleaning or tidying easier

using old damp towels to clean surfaces (tables, shelves, desks etc) idk why or how but... they just clean the surfaces better and honestly.... i haven't learned that much bc i never look for anything n clean in the simple basic ways 💀

if you could make a candle that smelt like anything, what would you pick?

my aunt's home..... idk it's just very reminiscent of childhood days + her house always smelled so warm n comforting n inviting

your favourite flavour and brand of tea

im very basic (again) - i just drink chai, and i think the brand is either tapal or lipton though i do prefer the former