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[chaileaf]

𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓

———————————— 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 !!

› featuring: shuntaro chishiya + fem!reader

› word count: 1,478

› synopsis: imagine loving someone so deeply that you'd die for them. now, imagine them dying right in front of your eyes. that's exactly what y/n went through. the borderlands... no, those were just dreams. the meteor took the life of her most precious love. he tried, and succeeded, in saving her. now imagine living with the thought that you'll never love someone again. that's exactly what y/n was thinking, until she met him.

› rating: sfw, 16+ due to language

› cw: vulgar language, mentions of death, angst, some fluff

› setting: after the borderlands / catastrophic meteor incident

⤷ chai's note: hiii i wanted to write something on the more angsty and fluff side. this is going to be multiple parts, so this isn't the end! please let me know what you'd like to see in the following chapters/parts. i enjoyed making chishiya more vulnerable here. he's very precious to me. as always, feedback and reblogs with feedback are always appreciated! much love!!

⤷taglist: @poetrieshouse @tungstenorc @mackjestic @naegisimp @fishisahappydog @parkersmyth @huachengsbestie01 @chlooooop @seraphvm @bxcndd (if you only want to be tagged in anonymous bidder updates and not on my general taglist, pls let me know! also, if you'd like to be added to the taglist, comment and/or send me an ask!)

you had survived the borderlands. no… what were you thinking? you survived the impact. something in your head throbbed every single time you mentioned the word borderlands. was that some sort of euphemism for the line between life and death? it would haunt you, waking you up in your deepest slumbers. dreams of playing games where you died if you didn’t win.

the worst part was the survivor’s guilt that came with being alive and having these dreams. your fiancé was with you on the crosswalk before the incident. you both had just recently left the coffee shop down the street and were joking about getting a dog to keep you company while he was away on business trips. it was a precious conversation to you, especially since you had anxiety about him leaving. these dreams that came after the impact seemed too real. it was as if you and your partner had lived through it together, until you didn’t. the recurring nightmare of him getting shot by a man dressed in all black gear, resembling a solider who’d turned against everyone in his sights.

the worst part was the survivor’s guilt that came with being alive and having these dreams. your fiancé was with you on the crosswalk before the incident. you both had just recently left the coffee shop down the street and were joking about getting a dog to keep you company while he was away on business trips. it was a precious conversation to you, especially since you had anxiety about him leaving. these dreams that came after the impact seemed too real. it was as if you and your partner had lived through it together, until you didn’t. the recurring nightmare of him getting shot by a man dressed in all black gear, resembling a solider who’d turned against everyone in his sights.

you could still see yourself panicking behind a car, watching as your loved one mouthed ‘i love you’ before slumping over and bleeding out. the feeling of losing your breath with each inhalation and having to cover your mouth to avoid screaming was still present in your anxiety attacks each night. he left you alone with nothing but the sound of gunshots and cries of terror. it was hell on earth.

and then you discovered him, your distraction from the real world.

you could tell that he was a people watcher from the moment saw him. his brown eyes drifted across everyone in the room, scanning as if he was an ai created human to get statistics on the population.

he wasn’t as messed up as everyone else. blunt force trauma from the explosion on impact caused some internal bleeding that was fixed via surgery was what the nurses said, but other than that, he looked like he was in mint condition.

you learned from the chart hanging on his door that his name was shuntaro chishiya. it was an interesting name, almost reminding you of the cat from alice in wonderland. it made you chuckle to yourself every time you walked with your crutches past his room.

chishiya took note of how many times you’d walk back and forth from the vending machines and to your room, most times without anything in hand. at first, he assumed you were bored being stuck in the hospital after surgery. it was an easy assumption to make seeing as there were limited channels on the television and the nurses had to many patients to properly take care of them individually. but then he quickly realized it wasn’t just the boredom once he’d caught your eyes lingering over him several times. it always brought a mischievous smirk to his face, his brain going over the many ways he could fuck with you. ‘play dead? no, too traumatizing.’ he’d think to himself with a chortle.

you decided to go for a walk outside in the hospital courtyard, tired of being cooped up in your room for hours on end. the need for your crutches finally wore off as you could make it around with just a casual limp.

the sounds of birds chirping filled your ears while the sun warmed your exposed skin. your body was clad in clothes that your extremely worried best friend dropped off for you at the hospital. you’d begged them to bring some sort of outfit other than a hospital gown because it was growing tiresome wearing the same thing every day. the comfortable and baggy sweatpants ruffled in the wind while your oversized graphic tee did the same. it was a nice feeling, to be able to feel normal for at least a few minutes.

sitting at the table outside for too long let reality seep in, everything hitting you in slow waves. you wished it wasn’t a random patient next to you in your room, but instead your fiancé. tears welled in your eyes as beautiful memories filled your head. dancing in the kitchen at 3am while making microwave cup ramen, sending each other hilarious tiktoks that would nearly make you cry out of laughter, sharing kisses at red lights while driving to your parent’s house. it was long gone, and the guilt of being alive creeped up.

“is this seat taken?” a voice questioned, bringing you out of your thoughts. you looked away, rubbing the tears that threatened to fall out of your eyes before responding.

“no, go ahead.” you replied, looking over before sitting in shock. a lump formed in the back of your throat and your breathing began to slow down. anxiety washed over you as you became pale in the face, realizing the person you answered to was chishiya shuntaro.

his hair looked lovely in the sunlight. the blonde seemed almost shimmery with the light hitting it at the right angles. his deep brown eyes gave the impression of being friendlier due to the exposure making them a bit of a lighter brown. you couldn’t help but admire him, even with your anxieties getting to you.

“i’m gonna assume you already know my name since you’re so nosy,” chishiya began with a grin. waves of red washed over your face and ears with his words, making your heart rate increase. “but i’d like to know what your name is.” he ended, the grin still curling on his lips with each word.

you opened your mouth to speak, slowly getting rid of the heavy weight in the back of your vocal cords so that you could form coherent sentences. “it’s y/n.” the words came out softer than intended and you worried that he might have not even heard you until he shook his head. “look, i- i’m really sorry if i came off as creepy. i was just really curious about everyone in the hospital and wanted to know if i knew anyone and then i seen you in your room and-”

“it’s fine.” chishiya stopped you sternly, but with a genuine kindness in his voice. “you’re probably just as bored as i am, and i’m sure you noticed i’m equally as nosy. i just try to hide it better.” he joked with a small laugh. “so, anyways. how fucked up did you get from that, uhhh, explosion?” chishiya was trying to be precise with his words, regardless of the vulgar language he used.

“i sprained my wrist and broke my leg. they said i could’ve had internal bleeding, had i been closer to the impact.” you replied, your voice slightly shaky. “i’m surprised it wasn’t worse because…” your words trailed off as your mind wandered to a place you didn’t want to go to. chishiya’s face turned to a look of confusion before your eyes became foggy with tears.

“y/n?” the man questioned, reaching over and grabbing your shoulder. had it been months ago, he probably wouldn’t have even cared nor noticed your reaction. however, he decided he was going to change for the better. “we can talk about something else, if you’d like.” you shook your head and brushed his hand off by moving slightly, causing him to pull his arm back to the top of the table. you looked away from him towards the horizon where the sun was beginning to turn the sky a beautiful orange.

“i was going to say i’m surprised i’m not in worse conditions because my fiancé died on impact. i think… i think he saved me.” your voice regained its confidence with every word you spoke. “the doctor told me that the paramedics found his body over mine, as if he was trying to protect me.” you let out a deep exhale as the wind blew over your face, soothing some of the redness that came with feeling anxious.

chishiya’s face went from a look of confusion to a plain one. he genuinely didn’t know how to react. yes, he wanted to try to be a better human, but he wasn’t sure how to do that. you both sat in silence for a few moments before he spoke up. “do you want to go for a walk?” he quizzed with a raised eyebrow. you felt your face distort out of uncertainty. he chuckled to himself, using his hands to lift up from the chair and walked towards you. chishiya held out a hand to help you up. “c’mon. let’s get your mind off things.”

[chaileaf]

hehe >:3

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[suguriin]

Deck Of Wonders: Alexithymia

Hi! This is the Chishiya Fic Rec for all u Chishiya luvers that still exist

Warning!- There will be a section that contains smut fics so if you are uncomfy pls do not go over that area! (Especially those who are not mature enough to read) I’ll just add it into the end :)

I’ll be putting emojis that represent the genre:

Angst - 🌊

Fluff - 🍭

Series - 📚

Personal Fav - 🦢

I’ll be tagging the creators so give them the love they deserve! Thanks again for checking this blog out!

Game Of Hearts 📚🌊🦢- @missyasf

end of the line 🌊🦢- @honeyfict

deception cuts through the wounds 🌊🦢- @rainsoughtflowers

dying in your arms 🌊🦢- @poisonedprose (my lovely moot)

Invader 🍭- @syntheticfoxfire

Akamegami 📚🌊- @nessinborderland

yes to heaven 🌊🍭- @stllite

Glimpse Of Us 🌊- @24hlevi

That’s my girl 🌊(?)🍭- @werelosingdaylight

Familiar Hearts 🍭- ⬆️

You’re so precious to me 🌊🍭- @bangtaninborderland

Always Forever 🌊- @missymisha

Easier 🌊🦢- @szallejhscorner

The Million Dollar Fiancé 🌊(?)🍭- ⬆️

Strawberry Kiss 🍭- ⬆️

at my disposal 🌊🦢- @omismicrowave

The Loudest Silence 🌊- @beewolfwrites

White Day 🍭🦢- ⬆️

The Only Thing That Matters 🍭(?)- ⬆️

Now it’s time to say goodbye 🌊- @littlewriterfullofwords

His will to live 📚🌊🍭- @boohbear19

Peaches 🍭- @surshica

Stay Home ! 🌊🍭- ⬆️

Betrayal 🌊- @arisuinhell

Insecure 🍭- ⬆️

Hide 🌊🍭(?)- @sery-chan-13

bitter sweet 🍭- @kkurades

Died to love you 🌊🦢- @iaminlovewithnijiro

As much as you want 📚🌊🍭🦢- @daidonzo (another lovely moot of mine 💗)

Enemies 📚🌊🍭- @daffodildelight

Love me or leave me📚(2shot)🌊- @skzfelixity

Panorama 🌊- @inariizaki

the apricity of your touch 🌊🍭(?)- @inanisomnia

Words that shouldn’t be said 🌊- @fluffyf0x

mine 🌊🍭(?)- @j1rosan

Hurt 🌊🍭- @drama--universe

the other woman 🌊- @weronikasstuff

a little thing called love 🍭- ⬆️

Something Is Missing 🌊🍭- @kssources (another lovely moot 💗)

Did He Just… 🍭- @oqlixsreads

WARNING: This section contains SMUT fics (those who are uncomfy avoid this section!)

thank me- @pocoyo-yo

Just A Little Longer !- @ravereina

Ride- @homeslices

Mirror Mirror on the Wall- @homeslices

sleepy- @poisonedprose

drunk- ⬆️

God That Was Amazing- @smut-slut69

his way- @dracoscum

anonymous bidder- @chaileaf

Little Talks (pt. 2)- @chaileaf

Dare 📚- @chishiyaisasnack

That Girl Is Poison- @rlvslouis

[Scrubs_MD]- @anonymouschishiyaimaginesandmore

NSFW (HCS)- @aliceinborderlandsquidgame

Uncanny, Re-Union- @cheshire-silent-cat

Desparate- @lunaasolstice

Quiet, They’ll Hear You- @melinoelliones

lost in the fire- @p00pdev1l

Busy- @iaminlovewithnijiro

[strangersunghoon]

Masterlist part 2

Nijiro Murakami (actor)

->The truth by klaustozier ❤️‍🔥💓

CHISHIYA (ALICE IN BORDERLAND)

-> gladly by @ dracoscum ❤️‍🔥

-> trying my best by @ sleeping-on-cracking-ice 🤰💓

->and when I‘m formulated by @ beewolfwrites

-> the oar and the sand by @ beewolfwrites ❤️‍🔥

-> the other woman by @ weronikasstuff 🌧️

-> akamegami by @ nessinborderland 💀🌧️❤️‍🔥🤰

-> impurities by @ rlvslouis ❤️‍🔥

-> the loudest silence by @ beewolfwrites 🌧️

-> cramps & Sex by @ dracoscum 💓❤️‍🔥

-> value of life by @ weronikasstuff 🌧️

-> before borderlands by @ writingfanics 🤰💓

-> just a prank by @ dracoscum ❤️‍🔥

-> anonymous bidder by @ chaileaf ❤️‍🔥

-> house of cards by @ wolfvmin 🌧️

-> privacy by @ klaustozier ❤️‍🔥

-> captured in a dream by @ szallejhscorner 🌧️

-> how long is forever by @ szallejhscorner 🌧️

-> this one is different by @ szallejhscorner 🤰💓🌧️

-> one of a kind by @ szallejhscorner🤰🌧️

-> oranges & Cinnamon by @ szallejhscorner 💓

-> bittersweet legacy by @ szallejhscorner 🤰🌧️

-> sore loser by @ vin-taege ❤️‍🔥

-> beneath me by @ proseinborderland ❤️‍🔥

ACOTAR (BOOK)

AZRIEL

-> intertwine by @ azsazz ❤️‍🔥

-> ringside by @ azsazz

-> flame & ash by @ azsazz ❤️‍🔥

-> family dynamic by @ azsazz 🤰

-> one more by @ azsazz 🤰❤️‍🔥

-> not me by @ azsazz 💓❤️‍🔥🌧️

-> two is better than one by @ azsazz 🤰

-> the one with the best she’s ever had by @ azsazz

-> lips of an Angel by @ azsazz 🤰🌧️

-> changing shadows by @ illyrian-dreamer ❤️‍🔥💓

-> the joy of parenthood by @ fieldofdaiisies ❤️‍🔥

-> shadowsinger baby by @ fieldofdaisiies ❤️‍🔥🤰

-> coming home by @ acourtofwhatthefuck ❤️‍🔥🌧️

-> out of reasons to love you by @ bubbles-for-all-of-us 🌧️

-> hear the lonely cry out by @ bubbles-for-all-of-us 🤰🌧️💓

-> wish things were different by @ violet-shadows 🌧️

-> first time by @ gothicbabydollz ❤️‍🔥

-> Moving on by @ violet-shadows 🌧️

-> an Illyrian baby by @ llamamamareads 🤰

-> hurts as hell by @ iamqueenpotato 🌧️

-> lease of life by @ lucysstoryworld 🌧️

-> prettiest girl by @ aroseinvelaris 🌧️

-> soul sick by @ mxigo 🌧️

-> Glass shards by @ acotar-writing 🌧️❤️‍🔥

-> falling by @ bookish-whore 🌧️

-> exile by @ bookish-whore 🌧️🤰

-> always by @ redbleedingrose 🌧️

-> low on hope by @ violet-shadows 🌧️

-> the secrets we hide by @ fieldofdaisiies 🤰

-> stories to be told by @ Icey—stars

-> second choice? By @ ellievickstar 🌧️

-> I hate that I love you by iamqueenpotato 🌧️

-> never yours by @ ladylokilaufeyson5 🌧️

-> unrequited by @ mrs-azriel🌧️

-> we bleed tonight by @bubbles-for-all-of-us 🌧️

-> lilies & Pine by @helionspegasus 🤰

-> overwritten by @ Illyrian-dreamer 🌧️

ROBB STARK (GAME OF THRONES)

-> black of hair by @ itsgameofthronesimagines

-> let’s get to know one another @ violette-hue 🤰🌧️

-> oh all I used to do was pray by @ starkskeep 🌧️

-> snow falls hot by @ sunflowertuliplily

-> little wolf by @ valeskafics

[sleepysnk]

THE VALENTINE’S DAY COLLAB !

THEME:

February 14th. this date is better known as Valentine’s Day. the day is one of the most romantic days of the year, and whether you’re spending it with that special someone or with a box of chocolate, romance and love is in the air. don’t you think you should spend it with the person you love the most? ♡

THINGS TO KNOW + INFO ON HOW TO JOIN ❦:

- to join this event, you must send me a direct message on the idea you’d like to do. for example, it could be: receiving flowers on Valentine’s Day, trying a new kink, etc. it must be related to Valentine’s Day. please let me know if it will be nsfw or sfw, i’m completely open to both! this event will be open to headcanons, scenarios, drabbles, imagines, etc. please specify! it is all up to you! :) i also ask that each piece be at a minimum of 300 words. anything involved with the event must be tagged under #SleepySnk’sValentinesDayEvent ! please also send me your piece or tag me!

- this event is open to any age group, but i do ask if you’re doing nsfw that you are at least 17 years old. otherwise, you are allowed to write whatever you’d like!

- if you’d like to write a nsfw piece, i’m not limiting kinks. however, i ask that there are no non-con elements. it’s not something i’m comfortable with, but otherwise you are allowed to write whatever! if you are writing something with a darker element, please tag accordingly!!

- if you have any questions, feel free to hit my dm’s! also, if you have to withdraw from the event, please tell me. i have no issue if you can no longer participate!

DEADLINE ❦:

MARCH 5TH, 2023

FANDOMS ❦:

ATTACK ON TITAN, TOKYO REVENGERS, NARUTO, ALICE IN BORDERLAND, GENSHIN IMPACT.

RED ROSES (NSFW) ❦:

CIGARETTES AFTER SEX- kakashi hatake x reader: @kisukesimp

LOVE SONG- kyuma ginji x reader: @chaileaf

CANDY HEARTS (SFW) ❦:

FINDING A GIFT- ken ryuguji (draken) x reader: @porcalinecunt

CUPID’S BOW- chishiya shuntaro x reader: @chaileaf

FIRST BLIND DATE- chishiya shuntaro x reader: @spacewitchqueen

LAST MINUTE FLOWERS- chifuyu matsuno x reader: @cotton-candy-dreaming

FORGOTTEN VALENTINE- kazuha kaedehara x reader: @foxesdowrite

[soohaoremade]

i miss u !! 🌸💜✨

VICKY !!!!!!!!!!! 🍓✨🌷💛✨🍓💕🎈 i miss u !!!!! how r u doing my dear !!!!! 

[paintsplattere]

My DM let me get away with having what is essentially an elemental Ditto. This is Tariro, and I’ve been slowly adding to pictures for their varying elemental forms, of which there are 15 -- 16 if you count their Base Form. More info under a Read More, or this’ll go on forever.

So the at the top there is Base Form Tariro, entirely neutral and has no strong leanings towards any one element and subject to change his form depending on what he eats. As he is currently in their infantile state -- they’re like... two weeks old, give or take, in universe -- and ALWAYS hungry causing trouble for my character, their “mother”. With growth, they’ll eventually gain arms. In nearly every form they are capable of mild telekinesis to lift up to 10 lbs, and can float.

 Due to being technically a Summoned Spirit, they eat Presence; the inherent energy in an object, person, or animal. Depending on the thing consumed, they can change into one of his 15 other forms from this state, and as they eat the Presence of an object they essentially can eat ANYTHING. In this Form, they’re very squishy and soft-skinned, with the antennae, tail tip, eyes, and mouth glowing softly at all times. Their bone structure is cartilaginous in nature. 

The first row is comprised of Creation, Fire, Water, and Destruction Forms. Arranged because these elements oppose their counterparts. Elements in the universe of the game not only power spells and enchantments but are inherently tied to their own set of Deities -- with a Spirit of X at the very top -- and are tied to states of Emotion and a mortal can be chosen at their will as the person that most represents the embodiment of that emotion called the Champion of the X.

Creation’s based off flowering plants, with the tail bearing a large bellflower bloom. The element is associated with frivolity and joy, but also tends to reject sorrow and can be considered too light-hearted. This form has thick spores of pollen drifting off the bloom and antennae at all times, which glow faintly. It can be considered the Opposite of Destruction. The Spirit of Creation is Chaileaf, protector of Forests and Life.

Fire’s appearance is based off of lava and lava lamps, and even as a baby Tariro is capable of spitting flames when sufficiently provoked. Which is a little too easy to do as fire as an element is tied to anger and rage alongside passion. In this form, Tariro exudes a scent akin to burning marshmallows and a faint glow all over. It can be considered the Opposite of Water. The Spirit of Fire is currently unknown but is said to hang out near volcanoes.

Water is based off amphibians and is always a little damp and chilly to the touch. Water is friendly and amiable to events that go on around it... but it can be a little fickle. Tariro is picky and persnickety in this form. Their glow in this form is tinted  softer white than in their base form. It can be considered the Opposite to Fire. The Spirit of Water is Undine, Keeper of the Seas and Guardian of the Merfolk.

Destruction is spined and based off of stereotypical depictions of low level enemies in video games. Despite the appearance and name, Destruction is more about release of stress and relaxation! Tariro can sometimes come off as uncaring when in this form, giggling over destroying objects and causing minor mayhem. They have a dim glow from its tail and antennae, but is terribly toxic. It can be considered the Opposite of Creation. The Spirit of Destruction is unknown. 

The second row shows off Wind, Light, Earth, Darkness, and Metal. These ones don’t directly oppose each other, since those haven’t been drawn yet.

Wind’s appearance is inspired from birds of prey, storms, and the decorative streamers on a Suicune. Wind is freedom incarnate, not inclined to be tied down by things like societal conventions or rules. However, as this makes Tariro’s behavior unpredictable and untrustworthy. In this form, the glowing trails of light from Tariro’s streamers can be seen at night. It can be considered the Opposite of Earth. The Spirits of Wind are the Cardinal Directions: North, South, East, and West. Each has a preferred hangout, but not much is known about them.

Light’s based off of fireflies and angels, as well as taking some inspiration from the sun. Tariro is more concerned about fairness and proper understanding of a conflict in this form, as Light is considered the closest to justice as a concept. Those who are guilty of wrongdoing are never forgiven, however, which can be something of a hindrance to future reconciliation. In this form, Tariro’s tail becomes a ball of glowing light alongside the nodes on its ears. Unlike other forms, the eyes have a consistent glow and the irises take on a dark amber tone. It can be considered the Opposite of Darkness. The Spirit of Light is not known, but the chosen Champion of the Light is. 

Earth has inspirations from canyon walls and wet, unmolded clay, studded with turquoise. This form is stubborn and firm in conviction, and Tariro is its most trustworthy when they take on this element. The very tip of the tail crystal glows, as well as the head crystals in this form, and Tariro has a slight habit of merging with the very ground under their feet if not watched closely. It can be considered the Opposite of Wind. The Spirit of Earth is Siddha, Protector of the Rock and Ground. He is dating the Spirit of Crystal -- a lesser deity of Earth -- Paz.

Darkness takes design elements from halloween facepaint, ghost fire, and wispy brushes of cold air. While Tariro is calmest in this form, it can be considered a depressing or misunderstood element by those who do not directly practice Darkness Magic or worship it’s Spirit. Often misconstrued as being the opposite of Creation, Darkness is death and remembrance and passing, the fear of unknown things and fangs in the night. In this form, the glowing balls of flame and “spirit spots” on the tail are the brightest, but the eyes still give a fainter glow. It can be considered the Opposite to Light. The Spirit of Darkness is Lupa, who ferries souls to the beyond after death. 

Metal’s design influences are Transformers and I have no shame. Other design points are the tail lights from old cars and lightbulbs. Metal is unwavering and firm, cold and calculating and analytical. Unfortunately, which such a heavy emphasis on fact and analysis and the truth of the matter, people who ascribe to it can come off as apathetic and unemotional. In this form, Tariro’s glow come from lights on the body. It can be considered the Opposite to Thread. The Spirit of Metal is unknown.

ELEMENTS WITH NO ART YET Ice, Thread, Love, Leadership, Soul, and Spirit.

[chaileaf]

anonymous bidder pt 2 soon hehe

edit: just to clarify, i promise i won’t fall asleep this time

[chaileaf]

if i post anonymous bidder pt 2 tonight, will y’all be ready? 👀🤔

[chaileaf]

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐢 ✧ noun

1. a type of indian tea, made especially by boiling the tea leaves with milk, sugar, and cardamom. 2. 22 year old spiced chai enthusiast. chishiya, howl pendragon, dabi, jin bubaigarawa, and zhongli lover. goes by she/they pronouns. #1 sza and doja cat fangirl. villain apologist. chronic oversharer. full of love (see: clinical diagnosis)

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[chaileaf]

in case y'all were wondering how much writing i have on the backburner for you guys rn. i'm so excited. also, if you have any questions or want to know more about anything here, send in an ask! ;) much love!! (❁´◡`❁)

[chaileaf]

🌹🌹🌹

this is from gone girl, a ginji kyuma x reader angst fic!

your last words to him before you'd left and the meteor struck were "i'm not your girl anymore, kyuma. stop telling me you love me."

og ask game here

[chaileaf]

2,418 words so far and i'm only halfway through part two of anonymous bidder. i am on a mission for y'all.

[chaileaf]

@mackjestic knowing i fell asleep is so funny to me bc we haven’t been friends that long but they already know me so well.

in case y’all don’t know, i am a sleepy bitch. i love sleep. i sleep any time i can. i also tell myself i’m gonna take “naps” and then i end up falling asleep for five hours so.

it’s 2:30am now. whoops 😅

[chaileaf]

would y’all prefer longer fics, like anonymous bidder, or shorter ones? shorter as in 2k words min - 5k words max.

[chaileaf]

i started on anonymous bidder pt 2! i should be posting it within 1-3 days. make sure you have my post notifs on to get the first look <3