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[samsongeko1]

“화장품 유리용기 시장 커진다”… SK證, 에스엠씨지 목표가 7500원 제시

[ldw1472]

🐰🌟🐿️토끼와다람쥐: 우정과 용기의 모험 🐾💪4K,2160P 시청하세요

[aimmagic]

매일 아침, 똑같은 일상에 지쳐 꿈을 잊고 살아가고 있나요? 당신의 마음속 깊은 곳에 숨겨진 열정과 꿈을 깨워 줄 작은 용기가 필요하다면, 따뜻한 라떼 한 잔과 함께 새로운 시작을 약속해 보세요. Starbucks 라떼는 당신의 하루를 긍정적인 에너지로 채워주고, 꿈을 향해 나아갈 수 있도록 힘을 실어줄 것입니다. 오늘 당신의 용기, Starbucks 라떼가 응원합니다.

[bts-trans]

[KOR/ENG LYRICS] Falling by Jin

쉽지 않아 네 냉정과 It's not easy, the difference in temperature

내 열정 사이 그 온도 차 between your ice and my fire

손 뻗어도 Even if I reach my hand out to you

I can’t touch you

You better know what to do

널 향한 무의식 한 켠이 I move towards you, unconsciously

세차게 달린 시간 I ran so hard

멈추지 않는 오랜 밤이 This long night that sees no end,

이어지고 있어 it continues

난 소리쳐 I shout it out

I wanna make you mine

말 건네고 싶지만 I want to say it but

넌 까맣게 또 모르는 건지 You don’t even know

You got me falling

I want you

널 원해 내 온 맘이 with every feeling in me

널 향한 내 심장이 My heart is for you

All for you

한 걸음 더 가까이 One step closer

네게 닿을 때까지 Until I reach you

여전히 숨겨둔 나의 마음 My heart remains hidden as always

마주치지 못할 두 눈 My eyes won't be able to meet yours

네 눈을 보면 또다시 If I see your eyes I will

돌아설 나인 걸 turn around again, that’s how I am

난 용기 내 I try to be brave

I wanna make you mine

말 건네고 싶지만 I want to talk to you

넌 까맣게 또 모르는 건지 Maybe you really don’t know

You got me falling

I want you

널 원해 내 온 맘이 My whole heart wants you

널 향한 내 심장이 My heart towards you

All for you

한 걸음 더 가까이 One step closer

네게 닿을 때까지 Until it reaches you

I can’t let it go

내게 알려줘 Please tell me

Is it yes or no

Tell me tell me

왜 넌 아직도 How come you still

내 맘 모르죠 Don’t know how I feel

You’re my soul and

I’m just somebody

또 반복돼 The same thing, again and again

I wanna make you mine

말 건네고 싶지만 I want to say it out

난 너에게 헤어 나오지 못해 I cannot get over you

You got me falling

I want you

널 원해 내 온 맘이 My whole heart wants you

널 향한 내 심장이 My heart towards you

All for you

한 걸음 더 가까이 One step closer

네게 닿을 때까지 Until it reaches you

I can’t let it go

내게 알려줘 Please tell me

Is it yes or no

Tell me tell me

왜 넌 아직도 How come you still

내 맘 모르죠 Don’t know my heart

You’re my soul and

I’m just somebody yeah

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[raingalaxy]

I'm fucking crying

[sanghuich94]

신소영 기자 2025/03/05

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[sfiv]

아침운동의 걸림돌

알람 끌 용기, 일어나기, 침대 박차고 나오기, 옷갈아입기, 운동화신기

vo2max 40 갑시다

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[at-1point]

손 꽉 붙잡고 함께 불구덩이로 뛰어내리게 한 용기. 찬란했어. 그런데 불에 타죽는 걸 무심하게 바라보는 시선. 잔인했지. 이것이 사랑의 속성이야.

[jenwien]

애초에 신념이 없었다. 철학도 없었다. 0.73% 차이로 자리에 오른 너는 무엇을 해야할지, 어떻게 나아가야할지, 목표가 무엇인지 생각도 없는체 그저 자리만 차지했다.

낮은 인터뷰에도 철학이 담기거늘, 도무지 생각을 읽을 수 없고 뭐든 남탓만 시전하는 너는 그렇게 또 남탓하다 일을 벌리는구나. 시대에 진정한 어른을 잃어버린 상실감, 빅탈감, 절망감으로 가득했던 지난 나날 since 2021. 결국엔 이런 무도한 일들로 자신의 존재를 증명한다. 무지한 인간의 그릇된 용기. 너는 지를 줄만 알지 대책은 없다.

이 일을 하는 자체에 감이 없다. 그저 억지만 있을뿐.

[boragirl7]

the boy next door

⋆⁺｡˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚｡⁺⋆~~~ inspired by JIN                                                                                           ENDING is HAPPY ENDING 💜 

              on youtube ~~~⋆⁺｡˚⋆˙‧₊☽ ◯ ☾₊‧˙⋆˚｡⁺⋆

day 1: first meet

word count: 2.2k

synopsis: on a casual sunday, a new neighbor, known as jin moved in next door, in the house that your childhood best friend kooks once lived in. as you try to unravel the mystery on why kooks moved out so suddenly, you get to know jin and become close with him.

based on the ending of choice 1: break the ice and ask “are you okay? need a hand?” or 통성명도 할 겸 “괜찮아요? 도와드릴까요?”

and based on the ending of choice 1: boldly suggest “i know a great cafe! want to go together?” or "제가 좋아하는 카페가 있어요! 같이 가실래요?” 라며 용기 있게 제안한다

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it’s a usual sunday and i’m off from work. i relax in the ambiance of my home and embrace the peace, until i hear trucks and a whole lot of hassle outside the house.

why must it be so early in the morning?! it sounds like rummaging through trash cans and cars. i take a quick glance out the window and see it’s a new neighbor. i’d forgotten my friend had moved. i see a man struggling to unload his things from the truck, so i help him.

i asked, “would you like some help?” he replied, “really? wow, you’re so kind!! then if it’s not much trouble can you help me with that box?”

i’d helped him carry his things inside. observing the house that i’d been in several times prior to this day, i was still in denial that my friend had moved away.

specifically my friend jungkook. what could possibly have gotten into his head that day? me and him went to a party together one night.. and i can only vaguely recall that we both blacked out on each other. we were just.. friends.. right? after that night we’d talked and he’d yell out that we were more than friends. but i’d never felt such things.. i told him i don’t feel that way for anyone, and i’ve never even had a boyfriend or a fling. he knew me clearly enough as we’ve been friends since childhood.

after that day, it’s like he disappeared from the face of earth. he sold the house immediately, packed his things up, never even said goodbye, and blocked my contact. just how could he?! his arrogance was my nuisance.

that was about 2 months ago. i do wonder how he’s doing now, but at the same time i probably shouldn’t care. 

me and the neighbor eventually finish carrying his things inside. “thank you so much! i’m jin. and you? what’s your name?” he introduced himself. “i’m y/n! nice to meet you jin.” i smiled at him. 

“by the way, do you know any nice cafes around here? i’m still figuring out the area.” i guess an outing with my new neighbor wouldn’t be so bad.. right? i’m hungry anyway, and i guess it’s kind of like fate we’re both feeling this way, let’s take a chance. “i know a great cafe! want to go together?” he exclaims, “sure, sounds great! having some company might help me feel more at home in my new neighborhood! when should we go? i’m good to go right away!” cool! “we can go now, i’m also feeling hungry!”

we take a quick stroll to the local cafe, and the last person i recall taking here with me was jungkook. it’s been a while since i’ve eaten here, but that doesn’t mean i’ve lost memory of the signature delights!

“what’s your go-to order at this cafe?” he asks me. “they’re best known for their bingsu and bunggeopang, but i usually order chocolate bingsu!” my favorite, and jungkook’s too.. i don’t know why, but i keep thinking of him the more and more i spend time with jin. maybe i just miss jungkook as my neighbor.. he knew that i wanted chocolate or lychee bingsu every time we went to this cafe. if i were feeling down, i’d want lychee bingsu, but if i were content i’d want chocolate bingsu. anyhow… i guess he’s gone now. “sounds good!” jin’s enthusiastic in his speech while looking at the menu. “i’ll order for the both of us then.” 

we sit across each other, and it almost feels as if we were on a dinner date. the awkward silence that rose was quite embarrassing to say the least, but i just kept thinking of kooks.. i mean jungkook. that was my nickname for him.

“sorry i’m not talking much.. i’m not really social with people..” i mumble, but loud enough so he could hear me.

“don’t worry! i’m also not the best speaker.. ha.. ha..” 

i break a sweat, then finalize my thoughts. “so.. what made you want to move here.. in the city of.. busan?”

“well.. i’ve actually stumbled across this neighborhood a good few times! i came here from gwacheon, my hometown from birth. i’ve always admired the environment and ambiance in busan, so i decided, ‘why not move here when there’s an available space?’ as soon as i saw the realtor sign, i immediately sealed the spot for myself!” 

“that’s cool! i.. know it might be random.. but.. do you perhaps know the former owner of the house you’re currently living in?” my wonders creeping in as time progressed.

“hm? i’ve only talked with the owner during the open house, but otherwise i don’t know him.”

“ah.. okay..” breaking yet another sweat of embarrassment. “you guys just talked about the house, right? nothing else? and when was the open h-… ah sorry.. i’m just caught up in my own head at this point..”

“oh no it’s alright! don’t fret. yes, we did just talk about the house.. there really wasn’t much i had to say.. and.. he was rather quiet too but he gave a tour to me! i can recall the open house taking place about 2 months ago.. yeah..”

i still don’t get why it happened.. why must he had left like this? abruptly..? i can’t stop thinking about that.. “okay..” mumbling once more, then taking a scoop of my bingsu which was rather delicately sweet in my mouth. still disturbed by everything.. maybe he just hates me THAT much.

“wow! this is truly amazing!” jin suddenly shouted. a subtle jump out of my wits came in return. “aish.. sorry.. aha.. i can see why this would be your go-to order, y/n, i’ve never tasted chocolate bingsu as amazing as this!” shocked, i smile at him. “it’s my favorite flavor here for a reason!” i exclaim.

after having a quite nice conversation at the cafe, we walk back to his house and i help him place his furnitures in the rooms. quite strange how kook’s computer room was filled with things, but now it’s just so.. empty. the kitchen that smelled like samgyeopsal almost every day now smelled of dust and air. i felt almost guilty, because what if i was the reason he’d left?

me and jin move his couch in the exact same place kook’s couch was in. as we’re walking to position it correctly, i step on a piece of paper. “oh? what could this be?” i pick it up after placing down the couch and carefully read it.

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dear diary,

or.. y/n..

i’m writing to myself in this stupid book i’ve kept since childhood. it’s been my coping mechanism for days that felt like concrete pebbles on my feet. i guess.. today is one of those days.

y/n, why can’t you understand me? i love you, you know that right? and i always have. i’ve been struggling to tell you that but i do and i cant seem to make you understand no matter how hard i try. 

i guess in some ways, it’s unrequited. but you’re so sweet and your eyes shine that i’d still try for you. each time we hold hands, i can’t believe we’re just friends.

y/n.. i know you’ll never see this.

never would you go in that house again… i have no chance with you.. 

but if you see this.. call 613-901-1997 and i swear i’ll answer. i mean it. i’ll be waiting.

from kooks, kook, or just jungkook.

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kook.. i’ve gotta call him RIGHT NOW.

“i’m sorry jin, i have to call someone outside but i’ll be back in a bit.” i look back before rushing out the door, not even giving him a chance to say anything back to me.

i hurriedly type his number in my phone, and call him. it’s been two months since we’ve spoken and he hasn’t even reached out. 

“여보세요? (hello?)” i hear him answer the phone. “kook? it’s me. y/n.” mustn’t he recognize me at this point? “y../n? who..? i’m sorry.. i think you’ve got the wrong number.” is he playing with my mind? doesn’t he know me? “jungkook. i know it’s you.” tell me you know me kook. “i.. y/n.. i.. i didn’t expect you to actually call..” i knew he was playing tricks on me. he’s no good liar. “huh, you thought i’d never go in your house again huh? well it’s a good thing i’m thoughtful and caring for new neighbors. where have you been these last two months, and why the fuck would you just leave like that?! you know.. i’ve been worried sick on where you’ve gone or how you’ve been!”

“new neighbor?! you don’t usually care for new neighbors. who is this person that you care so much about?! and i’ve been doing well. it’s not what you’re thinking y/n, seriously i’m fucking fine!” this is the first time we’ve spoken in two months, yet it feels like that last night when we spoke still. “jeon jungkook!! i know you aren’t fine! i know you love me, why do you think i called you?!” i abruptly shouted. “y/n…” he mumbled and i heard that. “you don’t think once i felt that way with you?! i just.. i don’t feel it now but.. but i have once.. and you broke my heart but i had to act like i was all fine.. and you were so happy with her.. god fucking damn it kook. you’d only know your mindset in this situation, but i have my own. i loved you too.” remembering the feeling of hurt my 17 year old self had reflected on 18 year old kook’s was a different type of pain. shedding a tear or two living back in the day where i had to hide how i felt.. it hurt.

he left an eerie silence on his end, while i cried for a good bit. eventually, he’d hung up in arrogance and i’d sat on the ground in disbelief of everything. wiping my puffy eyes, i walked back in jin’s house, where he was unloading his foods and groceries in the fridge. i try to conceal everything, but i guess it just didn’t work too well. “y/n! oh my goodness, are you alright?!” he immediately ran up to me with a face of sympathy and shock. “i’m.. fine.. yea..” as soon as i said that i felt like crying again and i hated the feeling. “you know, i’m here if you want to talk y/n. it’s okay to not be fine..” therefore i was in the position of holding tears, but i failed to do so as i just crumbled completely in front of him. “i’m sorry, god this is embarrassing.. i know we just met today and i’m already crying in front of you.. maybe i should just go. you know.. i’ll just see you later when i feel better, alright?”

i felt his hand on the side of my arm. “alright.. don’t be sorry, y/n. i’ll see you later.” then he gave me a hug, which i’d greatly appreciated.

now that i think about it, he’s very handsome and cute, and his face is perfect. i guess.. wait.. i just met him, i shouldn’t be thinking these things. seriously.. but i suppose he’d be a great neighbor.

now it was 5 pm, and i’d woken up from a brief nap. oh shit, i completely forgot about seeing jin. i immediately fixed myself and tried to look pretty, and then i heard a knock on the door. rushing from upstairs, i see jin holding a small case of.. food. i open the door. “hello y/n, i hope you’re doing alright now. i made some food here and i’d figured you’d maybe want to try some!” aish.. i should be the one making the food, not him.. this is a terrible first impression. “ah jin! thank you so much.. i’m sorry i didn’t make anything for you, i swear, i know i should have! you really didn’t need to do this.. i-“ he interrupts me, “y/n.. i made this for you! i don’t need any food, your company is enough for me!” he reassured me.. then i tried a rice cake that he made, and it blew my mind. “OH MY- HOLY.. oh jin.. that is amazing food! how do you make such.. oh it’s so yummy..” my messy eating had supposedly indicated i had a high liking of jin’s foods.

i invited him inside my house, and we’d spent the night together until about midnight. “y/n, you’re such a great neighbor! i’m so excited for our future days!” i smiled greatly back at him, “jin, you’re amazing, you’re one of the best neighbors i’ve had!” then kook appeared in my mind again. because was he really? eh.. i came back to reality. “thank you for tonight jin, your cooking is phenomenal!” i still tasted his gourmet meal in my mouth. “of course, y/n!” and then he left, just like that.

just two 20 year olds meeting like that.. it was pretty fun. i guess i’d long forgotten about kook at this point..

tomorrow’s monday.. time for work again..

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end of day 1: first meet .

stay tuned for day 2: workplace !

i’d like more ideas for the other days, as while i wrote this i got pretty stumped at some points. if you enjoyed the write, thank you!

[humans-of-seoul]

안녕하세요. Humans of Seoul입니다. 함께할 새 멤버를 찾고 있습니다. 저희는 미디어에서 보는 유명인의 이야기가 아닌 우리의 진솔한 삶을 보여주기 위해 10년 전 활동을 시작했습니다. 길거리에서 무작위로 섭외한 사람들을 대상으로, 살면서 ���종 잊곤 하지만 우리 삶의 기초를 이루는 행복, 슬픔, 용기 등에 대해서 물었고 그때마다 똑같아 보이던 낯선 사람들에게서 고유한 이야기들을 발견해 왔습니다. 지금까지 2천 명에 가까운 사람들을 인터뷰했고 수백 만 명에게 이야기를 전해왔습니다. 이 일을 함께할 동료를 찾습니다. 자세한 내용은아래 링크를 확인해주세요! https://humansofseoul.com/joinus

[korstudying]

1. 위대하다 (to be great) 2. 진정하다 (to calm down) 3. 도전하다 (to challenge) 4. 눈부시다 (to be dazzling) 5. 기적 (miracle) 6. 깨우다 (to awaken) 7. 비트 (beat) 8. 움직이다 (to move) 9. 불타오르다 (to burn) 10. 꿈 (dream) 11. 용기 (courage) 12. 자신감 (confidence) 13. 세상 (world) 14. 음악 (music) 15. 춤을 추다 (to dance) 16. 마음 (heart) 17. 이뤄내다 (to achieve) 18. 손을 뻗다 (to reach out) 19. 나아가다 (to move forward) 20. 영원히 (forever) 21. 힘 (strength) 22. 고마움 (gratitude) 23. 멈추다 (to stop) 24. 두려움 (fear) 25. 자유롭다 (to be free) 26. 실현하다 (to fulfill) 27. 소중하다 (to be precious) 28. 미래 (future) 29. 환호하다 (to cheer) 30. 도달하다 (to reach) 31. 화려하다 (to be splendid) 32. 우리 (we) 33. 희망 (hope) 34. 꿈을 펼치다 (to pursue dreams) 35. 함께 (together)

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[av-bj-review]

아오이 소라, AV의 경계를 넘다

아오이 소라. 그녀의 이름은 한때 성인 비디오(AV) 배우와 동의어였다. 그러나 지금, 그녀는 AV의 굴레를 벗어던지고 사업가, 인플루언서, 그리고 두 아이의 엄마로서 새로운 삶을 살고 있다. 어떻게 그녀는 사회적 낙인으로 여겨지는 AV 배우라는 과거를 극복하고 대중의 인정을 받을 수 있었을까? 그녀의 성공은 단순한 행운이 아닌, 치밀하게 설계된 전략과 시대적 맥락, 그리고 중국 시장이라는 독특한 환경이 만들어낸 결과물이다.

아오이 소라의 전략은 '전환적 서사' 구축에 집중되었다. AV 은퇴 선언은 과거와의 단절을 선언하는 동시에 새로운 시작을 알리는 신호탄이었다. 중국 시장에서의 성공은 그녀에게 '국민 여신'이라는 새로운 타이틀을 안겨주었고, SNS를 통한 활발한 소통은 팬들과의 거리를 좁히고 친근한 이미지를 구축하는 데 기여했다. 임신과 출산 소식은 '성실한 여성', '행복한 엄마'라는 이미지를 더하며 'AV 배우'라는 과거의 이미지를 희석시켰다. 이러한 일련의 과정은 마치 한 편의 드라마처럼 대중에게 전달되었고, 미디어는 이를 '용기 있는 여성의 성공 스토리'로 포장하며 대중의 인식 변화를 부추겼다.

중국 시장은 아오이 소라에게 '방패막'과 같은 역할을 했다. 중국에서의 폭발적인 인기는 그녀에게 막대한 경제적 가치를 부여했고, 이는 검열 시스템의 예외를 만들어냈다. '불편한 인물'이지만 '돈이 되는 인물'은 용인되는 자본주의의 논리가 작동한 것이다. 중국에서의 성공은 그녀의 국제적 인지도를 높이는 데에도 기여하며, 다른 국가에서의 활동 기반을 마련해 주었다.

물론, 아오이 소라의 성공을 단순히 개인의 노력과 전략만으로 설명할 수는 없다. 시대적 맥락 역시 중요한 역할을 했다. 인터넷과 SNS의 발달은 그녀가 자신의 이야기를 직접 전달하고 대중과 소통할 수 있는 플랫폼을 제공했다. 또한, 시간이 흐르면서 AV에 대한 사회적 인식이 변화하고, AV 배우 출신에 대한 편견이 다소 완화된 것도 그녀에게 유리하게 작용했다. 특히 한국에서는 AV 문화가 초기 도입 단계였던 시기에 진입하여 '문화적 동경'의 대상이 될 수 있었고, 한국어 학습 등의 노력을 통해 친근한 이미지를 구축할 수 있었다.

아오이 소라의 사례는 AV 배우 출신이라는 꼬리표를 극복하고 새로운 삶을 개척하는 것이 가능함을 보여주는 사례이다. 그녀의 성공은 개인적인 노력, 치밀한 전략, 시대적 맥락, 그리고 중국 시장이라는 특수한 환경이 만들어낸 복합적인 결과물이다. 그러나 이러한 성공이 모든 AV 배우에게 적용될 수 있는 일반적인 공식은 아니다. 아오이 소라의 성공은 여러 특수한 요인들이 절묘하게 맞아떨어진 결과라는 점을 기억해야 한다. 그럼에도 불구하고, 그녀의 이야기는 사회적 낙인과 편견에 맞서 자신의 삶을 개척해나가는 용기와 가능성을 보여주는 의미있는 사례로 남을 것이다.

Sora Aoi: Transcending the Boundaries of AV

Sora Aoi. Her name was once synonymous with adult video (AV) actress. Now, she has shed that label and embraced a new life as a businesswoman, influencer, and mother of two. How did she overcome the social stigma associated with her past as an AV actress and gain public acceptance? Her success wasn't simply a stroke of luck, but rather the product of a meticulously crafted strategy, the right timing, and the unique environment of the Chinese market.

Aoi's strategy focused on constructing a "transformative narrative." Her announcement of retirement from AV signaled a break from the past and a new beginning. Her success in the Chinese market earned her the new title of "national goddess," and her active engagement on social media helped bridge the gap with fans and cultivate a friendly image. The news of her pregnancy and childbirth further solidified her image as a "diligent woman" and "happy mother," diluting the past image of "AV actress." This series of events unfolded like a drama for the public, and the media packaged it as a "success story of a courageous woman," encouraging a shift in public perception.

The Chinese market acted as a "shield" for Aoi. Her explosive popularity in China gave her immense economic value, which created an exception within the censorship system. The capitalist logic of tolerating "uncomfortable figures" who are also "profitable figures" came into play. Her success in China also raised her international profile, laying the groundwork for activities in other countries.

Of course, Aoi's success cannot be solely attributed to her personal efforts and strategy. The timing also played a crucial role. The development of the internet and social media provided her with platforms to directly communicate her story and interact with the public. Furthermore, the gradual shift in social perceptions of AV and the lessening of prejudice against former AV actresses also worked in her favor. In South Korea, in particular, her entry coincided with the early stages of AV culture, allowing her to become a subject of "cultural fascination." Her efforts to learn Korean also helped create a friendly image.

Aoi's case demonstrates the possibility of overcoming the stigma of being a former AV actress and forging a new life. Her success is a complex outcome of personal effort, meticulous strategy, the right timing, and the unique environment of the Chinese market. However, this success cannot be applied as a general formula for all AV actresses. Aoi's success was the result of a unique confluence of factors. Nevertheless, her story remains a meaningful example of the courage and possibility of carving out one's own life in the face of social stigma and prejudice.

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☄. *. ⋆ the story begins

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 LIKE OOH AHH

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얼마가 돼도 기다리고 싶어

eolmaga dwaedo gidarigo sipeo

I just wanna fall in love

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얼마가 돼도 기다리고 싶어

eolmaga dwaedo gidarigo sipeo

I just wanna fall in love

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Let me see how you gon' treat me

I ain't no easy, better think about it TWICE

Let me see how you gon' treat me

I ain't no easy, better think about it TWICE

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어떻게 이제 더 할말이 없게

eotteoke ije deo halmari eopge

날 ooh-ahh ooh-ahh하게 만들어 줘

nal ooh-ahh ooh-ahhhage mandeureo jwo

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 DO IT AGAIN

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방금 한 말 다시 해줘

banggeum han mal dasi haejwo

또 듣고 싶어

tto deutgo sipeo

너무나 기다렸던 그 말

neomuna gidaryeotdeon geu mal

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자 어서 와서 다시 해줘

ja eoseo waseo dasi haejwo

또 해줘 더 해줘

tto haejwo deo haejwo

또 해줘 더 해줘

tto haejwo deo haejwo

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어서 와서 다시 해줘

eoseo waseo dasi haejwo

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또 듣고 싶어

tto deutgo sipeo

너무나 기다렸던 그 말

neomuna gidaryeotdeon geu mal

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다시 다시 해줘

dasi dasi haejwo

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 GOING CRAZY

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아무리 너와 거리를 두려고

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해봐도, 해봐도

haebwado, haebwado

Every time, every time, no

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미쳤나봐 나

michyeonna bwa na

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미쳤나봐 나

michyeonna bwa na

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I want you be mine, I want you be mine

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 TRUTH

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뭐라고 말할까 두근두근 떨리네

mworago malhalkka dugeundugeun tteolline

머리를 묶을까봐 남들과 다르게

meorireul mukkeulkkabwa namdeulgwa dareuge

아무렇지 않아 (uh, huh) 했지만 (that’s right)

amureochi ana (uh, huh) haetjiman (that’s right)

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사실은 말야 I just wanna be with you

sasireun marya I just wanna be with you

In love with you in love with you

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But truth is

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이제 솔직할게, yeah ije soljikalge, yeah

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 CANDY BOY

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My candy boy, my baby

또 만났다고 말할까

tto mannatdago malhalkka

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Candy boy gotta have u gotta love u

Show me show me show me what you what you got

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My candy boy my baby

Gotta have you gotta love you

LIKE A FOOL

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Oh, don’t you play with my head

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상처받지 않게

sangcheobatji an-ge

나 망설이기만 해

na mangseorigiman hae

용기 내려 해도

yonggi naeryeo haedo

그렇게 잘 안돼

geureoke jal andwae

Like I’m a fool

[gjdmswls]

Goodbye Summer 2024

용서와 용기

[mnjukim]

사라진 줄 알았는데 잠시 주춤한 것

아주 희미하게, 그리고 천천히 방향을 잡게 되는 것 같다. 잡힐 듯 말 듯 닿을락 말락한 경계에서 확신도 혹시 오만일까 싶어서 여전히 모르겠다는 말 뒤에 숨는 게 더 익숙하지만.

올해 초부터는 정말 무언가 마음의 불씨가 꺼진 것처럼 의지가 없었다. 어른이 된다는 게 이런 건가 믿고 싶을 만큼 미지근하고 단조로운 생각을 품었다. 적어도 잘하지는 못할지언정 열심히 하는 캐릭터였는데, ‘무엇을 위해?’라는 질문이 생긴 이후부터는 그것마저 놓아버리고 싶었다. 실제로 놓기로 다짐한 적도 있었는데 적당히 하자는 비겁한 마인드를 모토로 세운 직후에 팀원으로부터 들은 말이 있었다. “같은 과 친구가 민주님이랑 같은 팀인 적이 있었는데 똑똑하고 야무진 분이라고 하더라고요.”

조금 반갑고 약간 씁쓸한 말이었다. 그래도 나와 함께 일한 사람들에게 그렇게 기억되는 편이 나을 테니 나름의 동력삼아 ‘열심히’와 ‘적당히’ 중간쯤에서 해야 할 것들을 해치웠다. 그러다가 옷차림이 두꺼워질 무렵에 다시 가슴 뛰는 일을 발견하기까지. 몇 차례의 회의감과 한차례의 번아웃 뒤에는 설렘을 극도로 의심하게 되었다. 늘 앞날에 대해 고민이 많던 내게도 드디어 기다리던 날이 오려나. 답을 찾는 건 그저 기분 좋은 일이라고만 생각했지, 불안하고 무서울 수 있다는 건 몰랐던 것 같다.

꿈이라는 건 참 위태한 거구나. 하고 싶은 게 없어서 방황하던 나에게 ‘이거 아니면 안 된다’라는 마음이 들 만큼 간절한 목표가 있는 사람들은 반대로 그게 안됐을 때 극복할 수 없다는 뜻이니까 꼭 좋은 건 아니라던 친구의 조언이 떠올랐다. 더 이상 ‘아니면 말고’, ‘어쩔 수 없지’ 같은 속 편한 방어는 없다. 시야를 흐��하게 막고 있던 것들이 사라지면서 직면해야 할 일이 더 많아졌다. 무지에서 벗어난 순간부터 용기 내고 부딪히는 것에 익숙해져야 한다는 결론이 내려진 그날 밤에는 차라리 모를 때가 좋았다는 창피한 마음까지 들었다.

‘최연소’나 ‘최초’와 같은 타이틀에 유독 매력을 느끼지만 유감스럽게도 겨우 따라가기 급급한 쪽이었다. 본래 성향 자체도 느린데 지금은 특히나 뒤처지는 축에 속한다는 걸 주변 사람들을 통해 가끔 상기할 때가 있다. 언제나 주변에 언니들 뿐이었던 나도 이제는 언니라고 불릴 일이 많아진 처지에서 꿈은 당연히 더 요원할 수밖에 없다. 시험 시간이 5분 남았는데 못 푼 문제가 서른 문제인 사람처럼 초조하기도 하다. 그럼에도 오늘 내가 위안 삼을 수 있는 이유는, 생을 마감해도 크게 이상하지 않은 나이에 한 나라의 리더가 되는 사회라는 것을 망각하고 있었음을 깨달았기 때문이다. 나는 어린 나이에 데뷔해서 조기 은퇴하는 스타가 되고 싶었지만 중년에 활동적인 마라토너 운명이겠거니. 동경과 열등감 사이에서 여유를 가지고 줏대를 챙기려고 한다. 내 삶을 설계하는 데 필요한 레퍼런스 정도로 참고하며 정신 건강을 돌봐야지. 어차피 내 전략은 선도하는 것이 아니라 버티는 것일 수도 있겠다.