#어차피

[darkstarshine]

HE REMEMBERED 🗣

[dllamarama]

Episode 7 Queen of Tears BaekHong recap

Scene: Shattered four-leaf clovers, kebab and hearts

Hae In asking (pleading and hoping) if he really wrote the divorce paper and when. Hyun Woo admitted that he wrote the paper but was hesitant to answer when and Hae In immediately knew. She remembered the night she revealed her illness to him, he had something to say to her. Her heart shattered into pieces when Hyun Woo kept his head down and admitted to the atrocities that he made against her; to stay in the marriage since she is going to die in 3 months. She asked him why he couldn't continue lying when he did it easily before and he answered “I saw it on the way here, our lock is still there…” with a shaking voice and tears in his eyes. He couldn’t lie because he realised that he still loves her. He can lie before because he didn’t love her and it was no big deal, now he can’t because he would rather live with the consequences and the guilt than lying to her again.

Back in their hotel room, Hae In is packing her things and Hyun Woo asks her to stay and he’ll leave. Hae In is not ready to face him or hear any of his reasons, excuses or even lies. She saw their wedding ring on his finger and instead of being mad, she is heartbroken. They married because they loved each other and she believed him and held to his promise to stay beside her. No matter what the reason is, it will not change the fact that he wanted to divorce her. It doesn’t matter whether his feelings have changed, it’s the fact that he had the intention and every reason to divorce her in the beginning (episode 11 where she mentioned that she had a feeling that he wanted a divorce). She was reminded of the time where Hyun Woo was saying love to her, all the time he saved her life and was there when she was scared. She cried at the revelation of Hyun Woo’s cruel actions and lies. For the words of love that he uttered after knowing that she will die in 3 months. For the betrayal that she felt from him. She thinks that it is all lies and an act from Hyun Woo, his action of saving her now seems as a cruel attempt to keep her alive. She walked out of the elevator to realise that she was standing in the middle of a busy road with a truck heading towards her. Hyun Woo comes in at perfect timing and saves her. She looks at him with sad eyes and asks him to not save her next time… She lost her will to live. Hyun Woo was the only reason and has been her will to live but he lied to her, he wanted to leave her, no one will stay by her side and Baek Hyun Woo wanted her out of his life. These things were probably what her subconscious mind was thinking when she was standing in the middle of the road.

Hae In’s doctor told Hyun Woo that there is no significant difference in her WBC count and there is nothing they can do for her at the moment. He mentioned that it is important to make her feel that she has something to fight for. Hope, desire, love or even hatred. Out of the four emotions, Hyun Woo only has one choice; hatred. She can only stay alive and live by hating him. So, he chooses to tell her about what made him want to divorce her. It is a lie at the moment but was once the truth. Hae In probably knew that but I think that is also why Hyun Woo chose exactly those harsh truths. Because that is how Hae In will believe in him.

Scene: Lioness (peacock) awaken

Hae In is back in her element when she arrives in Korea, she is as fierce as she was before her illness. She stops her family from meddling with their divorce, she will personally kick Hyun Woo out of Queens Group once she finds any misconduct from him. In a way, she is making sure that no one can touch him and protect him from her family. She confronts him with the divorce paper and will decide when and how she will proceed with it. Hyun Woo just follows whatever decision or punishment that she decides but asks her to keep her distance from YES. He told her about his suspicions towards YES and the SD card incident. Although she looked conflicted and thought that Hyun Woo’s words had some truth, she refused to agree with him and told him that she is not easily fooled. Hyun Woo cuts her off and says that she was fooled by him once and he doesn’t want her to make the same mistake again. Hae In looked offended and definitely triggered with his statement and revenge is coming.

At the office, the audit team started to conduct an investigation against Hyun Woo and caused uproar among the staff. Baek Hong Battle has begun and disaster is guaranteed. Hae In decided to reject all the documents that she had approved from the legal team prior to their Germany trip, and thanks to that Hyun Woo had to work his ass off. Thanks to Hong Hae In again because we were served with the irresistible charm of Baek Hyun Woo in his working mode (I just couldn’t resist Sexy Dynamite Baek Hyun Woo). But Hyun Woo is delighted, because she is very feisty (that smirk when he said that) and that means she is living.

Scene: Moulin Rouge and funeral house

This is why she could never resent (based on eps 11) Baek Hyun Woo, he is a kind-hearted person. She could never see him in a negative light or as someone with ill-intention. That is why his betrayal cuts her deeper than anything could. During their whole marriage, Hyun Woo must have done the same to any of their staff during the funeral. He sent flowers and gave condolence money in Hae In’s name, unbeknownst to her. Hae In is a talented entrepreneur that can make brilliant plans and decisions for her company but she is not a people’s leader, Baek Hyun Woo is. While Hae In silently protects him from her family, Hyun Woo is doing good deeds in her name. He wouldn’t do it if he is not (unconsciously) in love with her. Because even in the times where he said that he hates her, he still did it in her name. Why did he need to do it on her behalf if he really hated her? Why the need of sending flower wreath and condolence money on Hae In’s name? Why would he care for his wife’s image when she herself did not? Probably it is true that the divorce paper he prepared was his last attempt at saving their marriage. He was probably trying to convey his sufferings to Hae In so that she can save him. Someone who was out of love wouldn’t care about doing good deeds in their partner’s name do they? Hae In’s words left Hyun Woo in total wreck. She swore that she will never forget his betrayal even when her memories are in shambles and she will resent him until her last dying breath. He will never get any chance to earn her forgiveness and she will make sure that he can only go when she decides that she wants him out of her life.

Scene: Hae In will always love Hyun Woo

Hyun Woo found Hae In crouching on the roadside and stopped his car. Hyun Woo noticed that she is acting weird as she looks distraught. Hae In smiles at him and he realises that Hae In’s symptom is back. She had a child-like expression while telling him the story from her POV about his umbrella and he looked at her with sad eyes. This time Hae In noticed that his right shoulder is wet from the umbrella and she brushed it off then held his hand that is holding the umbrella with both of her hands. She tells him about Yena’s accident story (again) and Hyun Woo starts to cry, she totally forgot about their Germany trip and their fight. He is sorry again, for having to see her like this. She is supposed to hate him but he was seeing her in her most raw and sincere side while losing a fragment of her memory. Hae In hugs him and she says that she loves him...

Summary:

It hurts… this episode hurts so bad at the ending. Her love for him is too pure and while it was forgotten by Hyun Woo, Hae In has always loved him all these years. That is why his betrayal shattered her into pieces. And I just wanted to mention Kim Soo Hyun’s top-tier acting while Hae In lost her memory, the micro expression on his face changes each second. He was confused when Hae In looked at him with a soft expression but was unable to read her, he was in disbelief when Hae In touched his shoulder and hand, and when the realisation fell on him, he broke down. For the Hae In that he lost due to the divorce paper, for the Hae In that has always loved him while he was not capable to do the same and for the Hae In that looked at him lovingly with no knowledge about his betrayal that shattered her soul.

This episode’s epilogue gives us a better understanding about them, Hyun Woo believed in whatever that Hae In said, be it a lie about a raccoon at the rooftop or Hae In’s promise to not make him cry. This premise or should we say character setting for Baek Hyun Woo is consistent till the end of the series to the point of unbelievable. While Hae In promised to not make him cry, Hyun Woo promised to stay by her side and they both broke their promises. He left her when they were mourning for the loss of their unborn child and she made him cry countless times during their marriage.

[irethilla]

THE BROKEN RING : THIS MARRIAGE WILL FAIL ANYWAY The cat and the dog

[waaanderingluna]

🥀 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕭𝖗𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖓 𝕽𝖎𝖓𝖌 : 𝕿𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝕸𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖂𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝕱𝖆𝖎𝖑 𝕬𝖓𝖞𝖜𝖆𝖞

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《𝚆𝙴𝙱𝙽𝙾𝚅𝙴𝙻》

[quieteclipse]

i accidentally fell off of The Broken Ring: This Marriage Will Fail Anyway a while ago, so i'm now re-reading it (well, mostly catching up, i discovered i did not get that far into the series the first time lmao) and i'm kinda obsessed with inés & cárcel fkdnfjf

although i will forever be sad about her relationship with emiliano....i wonder if there will be closure about that? a part of me wants there to be, but at the same time, i'm kinda scared of the possibility 😭😭

also, i didnt expect this to be an actually mature series fksndkdj i'm not complaining tho 👀🤭

[babyleostuff]

[ 💿 ] . . . TAPE 13

알잖아 어차피 쉬운 일은 없지만서도 / 난 네가 있어서 모두 다 괜찮아 / 사랑은 내게 다른 게 아니고 / 사진 속 우리의 웃음이 다야

☁️ "snap shoot" by seventeen

being loved by lee chan means having someone who will never shy away from telling how much he loves you. “simp” or “down bad” - not everyone likes being called those things, some even think that love makes them appear weak or pathetic, and they avoid talking about their feelings like fire. not chan. he is so proud to be able to call you his, that he’s not able to shut up about how much he loves you, and there’s not an ounce of embarrassment when he talks about you, and what you mean to him. chan never says “i love you” quietly just because other people are around, nor does he kiss your cheek goodbye instead of your lips when you’re around your friends. he needs you to know how much he loves you.

being loved by lee chan means having someone who’ll treat you like your the most precious thing on the earth. chan worships the ground you’re walking on, you’re everything to him, and there is nothing that he wouldn’t do for you. not because he’s easy to manipulate or take advantage of because of his kind nature, but because that’s what you deserve. you deserve to be treated with utmost care, and love, and chan would rather set himself on fire than let you think that you deserve anything less.

being loved by lee chan means having someone who you can grow old with. chan loves love, and he loves you, and he adores the idea of having that special someone with whom he can explore his life with, get to know himself with, go through hardships with - someone with whom you can finally grow old with. there’s something beautiful about living through your 20s with the love of your life as people who start to explore adult life together, and then be able to reminisce about it when you’re grey and old. 

being loved by lee chan feels like the smell of roses, like a fluffy blanket, like running through the field on a summer day, like happiness, like innocent and child-like love, like hope.

“having begun to love you, i love you forever—in all changes, in all disgraces, because you are yourself." ― thomas hardy, tess of the d’urbervilles

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[jeondesu]

( ℳ𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 ⌕ )

새하얀 종이 위로 매일을 그려, 어차피 지나갈 구름도 색이 변해가는 나무들, 우릴 닮은 풍경 한 장씩 작은 비밀처럼, 둘만 열어보곤 알 수 있게.

𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐬 𝜗𝜚

HEADCANONS 💭

SKZ + WAYS THEY SHOW “I LOVE YOU” !

SMAU’S/TEXTS 📱

SKZ + GOING OUT ON CUTE DATES !

hyung line ver. | maknae line ver.

SKZ + BREAKING UP WITH THEIR GF FOR YOU !

hyung line ver. | maknae line ver.

SKZ AS NEW PARENTS !

hyung line ver. | maknae line ver.

SKZ + REASSURANCE !

SKZ + WHEN THEY GET JEALOUS !

WE CAN’T BE FRIENDS ! (BANG CHAN SERIES)

SKZ AS YOUR OLDER BROTHER !

FAKE ARGUING WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND !

DRABBLES 📑

NOTHING YET

𝐛𝐭𝐬 𝜗𝜚

HEADCANONS 💭

NOTHING YET

SMAU’S/TEXTS 📱

SOFT LAUNCHING YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND ! (JK)

part 1. | part 2.

ARGUMENT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND ! (JK)

JEALOUS/TOXIC ARGUMENT ! (JK)

part 1. | part 2.

DAD!YOONGI TEXTS !

EX!NAMJOON TEXTS !

DAD!JUNGKOOK TEXTS !

DRABBLES 📑

NOTHING YET

𝐩𝐥𝐳 𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲, 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐬 !

[enduu115]

내가 그리는 썬, 문은 많이 캐붕일수도 잇지만 난 이런 형제모먼트가 좋은걸.....

푸른눈 문 너무귀엽다구요

어차피 나 아니여도 붉은 눈으로 많이 그리시니

상관없겟지....

수집품 중에 인형이거 존나 너무 떡밥같음

굳이 왜 푸른 눈의 문인형을 만들엇을까 하는 생각듬.. 행복하게좀 해주면 안되겟냐!!!!!!!!!

애기들 좋아하게 두라고 좀 으아아아ㅏㅏㅏ

이제보니 문 한쪽은 여전히 붉은 눈이구나???

몰랏다 미안

[dryfog]

기록하지 않으니 자꾸 지난 일들을 잊어버린다. 불행도 행복도 마음에 담아두지 말아야지 어차피 다 무뎌질 텐데... 그랬는데. 어제의 나도, 좋았던 기억도 흐릿해지니 큰일 나겠다 싶어 이젠 숙제처럼 기록할 수밖에 없다. 의욕이 생길 때마다 글자를 조금씩 채워나가는 중이다.

도서관에 갈 때마다 가는 날이 장날인지 대출증 문제이거나 휴일이거나... 어쨌든 이날 드디어 도서관에서 책을 빌릴 수 있게 되었다. 생각해뒀던 책 두 권과 합하여 총 네 권을 빌렸는데 생각보다 대여 기간이 길다. 10월 초까지 읽으면 되지만, 딴짓만 안 한다면 금방 읽을 수도 있겠다. 이제 구매 필요성 따지면서 편식하지 않아도 되니까 마음껏 장르 불문 가리지 않고 읽을 수 있게 되어 기쁘다.

도서관 근처 카페에서 소금빵을 처음 먹어보았다. 전문 빵집에서 파는 건 먹어보지 않아서 비교하기가 어렵지만 내가 좋아하는 담백 고소한 맛인 듯했다. 커피 무난했고, 오래 있을 것 같아서 두 번째 주문엔 초코 라테를 시켜서 책과 함께 마셨다. 읽었던 책조차 기억나지 않을 것 같으니 달마다 정리해 봐야겠다.

커피와 간식과 책 그리고 고양이. 이보다 더 안락할 수가 있을까.

[bekind-son]

도로 위에서 폭행을 당했다. 그럼에도 내 블랙박스는 여전히 묵묵부답이다. 어차피 티도 안나는거, 내 감정만 무너지면 그만이다.

인간이라는 것은 존재의 가치가 있을 것인가? 나도, 저들도 인간인데 그럼 가치의 상쇄로 죽어도 상관없는 족속이지 않을까. 죽어버리고 싶다. 저런 자들을 죽여버리지 못한다면, 내 죽음으로 묻고싶다.

번개탄 하나면 조용한 곳에서 영원히 잠들 수 있겠지.

아, 이 차 아버지 드리기로 했는데.

우리 아버지는 능력이 있으니 좋은 차도 금방 사실거야.

아, 그럼에도 살고 싶다.

하지만 왜? 무엇이 나를 살게 해주는데?

일? 그딴건 돈 벌 수단이잖아. 넌 돈 벌려고 그러는거잖아.

죽으면 돈 같은거? 아무 의미 없어.

얼마나 편안해-.

살고 싶다. 그럼에도.

[nahyeyeon]

지난 이야기 #5, Q&A

이번 포스팅은 주로 골프 얘기가 될 테니까 첫 짤은 골프 이미지로 시작~

그리고 아래 포스팅은 공지 사항에 밀려 올라온 것을 모르시는 분들도 있을 것 같아서 다시 한번 링크 걸어요. 못 보신 분들만 ���고 오세요~

이제는 본격적으로 골프 라이프에 대해 적어 볼께요. 올해 골프 라이프는 제 sexual life의 90% 정도 차지할 정도로 굉장히 중요한 변화의 핵심이었죠.

원래 골프를 다시 본격적으로 레슨 받게 된 계기는 회사 사람들이랑 칠 때 폼나게 치려고 했던 건데.. 레슨 사부님을 통해 소개받은 백사장님과 또 거기서 이어진 인연들로 올해 상반기는 뜨겁게 보낼 수 밖에 없었어요.

레슨을 받고 가혹한 조건에서 아마츄어 고수 남자와 내기 골프를 치다보니 웬만한 명랑골프 조건에서는 예전보다 월등한 성적을 낼 수 있었어요. 스크린에서 여간해선 1등 자리를 내주지 않게 되고 날이 따뜻해지니 필드에서 그린 미팅하게 될 때 한 두번씩 저를 부르더군요.

덕분에 회원제 명문 골프장도 여러 군데 가보고 좋은 골프장은 이런 거구나 체험할 수 있었어요. 눈만 괜히 높아진 부작용도 있긴 하지만요. 진짜 중요한 그린 미팅이라면 제가 낄 수 있는 자리가 아니지만 관계 유지나 가벼운 친목 도모를 위한 자리에는 우리 회사 2명 중 한 명 자리로.. 나중에 상대방 사장님이 저를 포함해서 자리를 만드는 경우엔 우리 회사 3명, 상대쪽은 사장님만 나오시는 라운딩도 많이 했어요. 평일에는 이렇게 회사 업무상 라운딩을 많이 다녔고요. 주말에는 백사장 패밀리에 섞여서 매주말 2번씩 라운딩을 했어요. 7월 이후에는 더워서 제가 모든 초대를 거절하고 휴식기를 갖고 있고요.

회사에서 나간 라운딩은 깔끔하고 부담없는 라운딩이기 때문에 저는 그저 잘 치기만 하면 모두가 기뻐하는 자리였어요. 특히 제가 레이디 티를 안 치고 화이트에서 같이 치기 때문에 약간 자존심 상해하는 분들도 있었지만 얼마 지나지 않아 인정하고 나이스 나이스를 연발하는 상황이 되곤 했죠.

문제(?)는 백사장 패밀리와의 주말 라운딩인데요. 첨에 백사장님 소개받아서 스크린 치고.. 왕창 져버려서 패널티로 19홀 플레이를 하며 연하남의 놀이개가 되버렸는데요. 한번 이 사람은 내가 이기기 힘들다는 의식이 자리잡으니 호구잡혀서 충분한 실력 발휘가 잘 안되더라구요.

백사장 패밀리라는 말은 제가 그냥 붙인건데요. 백사장님이랑 같이 골프 치는 자영업자 친구들 모임이 있어요. 첨에 스크린에서 5명이 모여 2명, 3명 방을 나눠서 가운데 터 놓고 겜을 하다가 자연스럽게 필드로 가자는 의견이 모아졌죠.

어차피 4명만 나갈수 있기에 남자들은 한 명씩 빠지면서 로테이션 했고요. 초반에는 캐디가 있는 필드로 다니다가 곧 노캐디로 우리끼리 플레이할 수 있는 데를 찾아다니며 플레이했어요. 이유는 뭐 당연히 남의 눈치 안보고 저를 맘대로 희롱하려는 목적이었죠.

백사장 패밀리에 대한 얘기는 차차 더 하기로 하고요.. Q&A에 들어온 질문 바로 답변 들어갈께요.

소추본부장님 크기가 궁금한데요. 휴지심 기준으로 길이와 굵기를 확인해 본 적이 있을까요? 휴지심에 들어가는지, 휴지심에 넣었을때 밖으로 얼마나 나오는지. 그리고 길이나 굵기에 따라 섹스의 만족감이 많이 차이가 나는지? A : 전에 언젠가 쓴 적 있지 않나 싶은데요. 휴지심을 끼우면 헐렁해요. 밖으로 나오지도 않고요. 거듭 말씀드리지만 제가 경험했던 모든 자지들 중에 가장 소추에요. 그마나 첫 관계때는 극도로 흥분해서 120% 풀발기 했던 것 같은데.. 그 이후에 평범하게 발기했을 때는 별로 크지 않은 제 손안에 포근히 감싸이는 정도.. 예전에 길이나 굵기는 제게 그리 중요하지 않다고 했지만... 진짜 대물에 스테미너 좋은 남자들을 경험하다 보니 섹스의 만족감은 천지차이였어요. 소추남들과는 본플레이 전후에 다양한 다른 롤플레이나 섹스토이를 이용해 서로의 만족도를 높이고 직접 섹스는 오히려 남자의 사정만 유도하는 식으로 하고 있어요.

소추님이랑 요즘두 옥상 에서 만나서 즐기나요? 파라솔 아래에서 티팬티 보여주면 좋아서 미치나요? A : 네 새벽에 일찍 둘이 같이 나오는 날은 옥상에서 커피 마시며 하루를 시작하는게 기본 루틴이에요. 외근이 있어 직출하거나 다른 일이 있어 누군가가 재택근무해야 하는 날은 그게 안되지만.. 적어도 일주일에 두 세번은 옥상 미팅을 해요. 팬티 보여주는 것도 사실 우연히 장난처럼 한 건데 넘 좋아하셔서.. 그리고 저도 그런거 즐기고요^^ 자연스럽게 하나의 새벽 루틴이 되어 버렸어요. 회사라는 공간이 아무래도 기본적인 긴장감은 도는 곳이기 때문에 아무리 아무도 보는 사람 없다고 해도 키스나 가벼운 터치 이상으로 진행하진 않고요.

섹파 사부님 한테 레슨 받은 효과가 실전에서 크게 빛을 보고 있는지요? A : 위에 포스팅에 충분히 설명된 거 같아요. 사부님이 강조하는 보지턴.. 결국 몸통 스윙이겠죠..? - 계속 연마한 결과가 비거리의 증가로 이어졌고 원래 자신이 있는 정교한 숏게임과 시너지 효과를 내서 실전에서 많이 도움이 되고 있어요.

골프 섹파 백사장과의 관계는 아직도 현재 진행형? @ 제3 제4 제5..의 새로운 인물들도 섹파로 등장했을 것 같은데??!@ A : 백사장 패밀리에 4,5,6,7.... 포함��는데요. 차차 더 얘기할께요.

오늘은 요기까지.. 성인 커뮤니티 레이블 달고 발행하니 몇 명이나 보실수 있는지 체크해 보려 합니다. 반응에 하트 한번씩 눌러주세요~ 많이들 못 보시면 일반 포스팅으로 수위조절 해서 올리려구요. 230820_#3 혜연

[irethilla]

···•• THE BROKEN RING : THIS MARRIAGE WILL FAIL ANYWAY 『 My religion 』 © Tappytoon ✎ Cheonggwa, Chacha Kim

[pettyofficial]

2023.10.12.

CCM정기교육을 받았다.

간단히 기억나는 거 3가지. 세상에 예쁘고 똑똑한 여자는 왜 다들 누나인건지. 내 나이에 누나면 40대의 여성들인데, 아무래도 내가 못가진 사회적인 지위에서 느껴지는 동경이 깔려있어서 그런 것도 있고.

그리고 성격장애는 답이 없다. 무조건 피해야 한다.

소비자원의 직원분들이 나이를 먹었으며, 나도 나이를 먹었으며 우리는 전부다 나이를 먹었다. 2019년부터 쫓아다녔고 인증 담당을 3번이나 했으니 오래도 했더라.

소비자중심경영팀 팀장님 차장님 빼고는 다 모르는 얼굴이니 세월은 참 빠르더라.

2023.10.13.

님도보고 뽕도따고 종로에 가서 맛난 점심도 먹고 종로 50대 친구도 만나고 현대건설 가서 신기술 카달로그도 잔뜩받고 사은품도 엄청 챙겨왔다. 핵이득이고 신기한 기술도 많이 봤고 신기했었다. 기술은 발전하는데, 우린 어디까지 그 기술을 받아드릴 준비가 되었는지 모르겠다.

2023.10.14.

뮤진스에 너무 빠져서 라인샵을 꽤나 가서 구경했었다. 그녀들의 젊고 싱그러움이 너무 예쁘고 빛이났었다. 누구나 저렇게 젊은 시절이 소년과 소녀가 있었는데 이젠 나도 그런 젊음을 동경하고 생각하면 설레어 하는 사람이 되어 있더라.

ETA에서 옆으로 이동하는 안무는 정말 멋있고 세련되었다.

그렇지만 치킨샌드위치와 비스킷을 먹고! 파파이스 비스킷은 KFC 비스킷보다 좀 더 촉촉한 식감이였다. 명동에 리사르 커피를 가서 샷을 왕창 먹고, 걷가가 느끼해서 죠스 떡볶이를 먹고 헤어졌다. 참 죠스 좋아하는데 많이 없어져서 아쉽다.

2023.1.23.

하는 거 없이 바쁘고 하는 거 없이 세월은 빠르다. 올해의 스토리 텔링은 어떻게 할까. 어떤 방향으로 가야할까. 결국은 작가가 어떻게 화자를 재미있게 해주는 게 관건이라고 생각된다. 그게 기획력인데, 사람들은 나와 기획을 다르게 생각하는 거 같다.

어차피 떡을 먹지도 않고 떡 맛을 판단할텐데, 떡만 먹기 좋게 담아내면 되는 거 아닌가.

올해들어서 가장 추운 날입니다. 다들 건강관리 잘 하세요. 오뎅에 소주가 생각나네요.

서피스프로3를 보내고 갤럭시북4 울트라가 왔다. 무려 10년만의 노트북인데 막상 뜯으니까 설레지 않더라. 어른은 어른인가보다. 저것을 살까 말까 고민할때가 더 설레고 저녀석의 카드 고지서가 더 설레니까.

[quieteclipse]

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cárcel's body proportions are fucking AWFUL. i dont think he looked this bad in the beginning, but i did notice they started to draw his top half way too bulky 😭😭😭

[khaer]

　 ヽ(⑅ᐢ-ᐢ)/　 ✩ 　 ୧ 　‧ 　🩰　 ᤴ　 ‹𝟹

　 어차피 못 찾을 테니 catch me if you can

[dreamer-hangugeo]

If you're learning Korean, you might have encountered the word "어차피" (eo-cha-pi) at some point. It's a useful word that can be translated to "anyway," "in any case," or "after all." When you use "어차피," you're often indicating that something is inevitable or necessary, regardless of other circumstances. To use "어차피", you simply need to add it to the sentence. E.g. 어차피 늦었으니까 천천히 와. (It's late anyway, so take your time.) 어차피 다른 선택지가 없어. (There’s no other option anyway.) 그 사람은 어차피 나를 싫어하는 거야. (That person hates me, after all.) "어차피" is often used with grammar like ~(으)니까 or -(으)ㄴ/는데 to add more context. E.g. 어차피 해야 할일이니까 빨리 하고 끝내는게 좋지않겠어요? (Because it's something you have to do anyway, isn't it better to hurry up and finish it?) 어차피 시간이 없는데 일찍 가는 게 좋을 거야. (Anyway, since we don't have much time, it's better to leave early.) 어차피 지나간 일이니까 다시 말하지 말아요. (Since it's a thing of the past anyway, let's not talk about it again.) 어차피 밖에 비가 내리고 있는데 조금더 이야기를 나누자 (It's raining outside anyway, so let's talk a little bit more.)

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