#물든

[shoverse]

CAUSE ITS YOUUU

[rosylix]

petal

붉게 물든 장미, 꽃잎을 입술에 깨물고 𓇢

practicing with felix gets a little more.. intense than last time

pairing: bff!felix × gn!reader

wc: 4.4k

content: sequel to rosy (pls read first)! the same kinda stuff.. shy/inexperienced reader, hickeys!!, dry humping for literally 1 second, borderline smut istg, TENSIONNN, fluff, a little angst? (sorry)

a/n: tysm for the overwhelming love for rosy! i never imagined it would get as much attention as it did 🩷 i rewrote this a lot and i feel like it wont live up to expectations but ahh whatever. kinda gets straight into it so be warned lol

[also read on ao3]

part 1 | part 2 | part 3

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You don't know how you got reeled into this situation again.

He was joking. You're sure he was joking. So why the fuck are you sitting here, on Felix's lap, sucking on his neck again? Again!?

You were bored. He had suggested practicing again. Because, why not? The marks you gave him before are fading, and he “wanted to test something.” Plus, you need practice, and it's just fun, right? Wrong. You feel like you're dying. Every sound Felix makes is making you feel as if you're burning from the inside out.

You should stop. You should stop now. This feels weird, even if it's just practicing, it's too... What are you even doing? One time would've been enough, right? Why did he suggest this? What is any of this serving to do? 

You should stop. But god, it's not easy when he's so reactive. It seems as if any restraint he had last time is slipping now. You try to ignore how your heart flutters every time his shaky breaths stutter or when he squeezes you ever so gently when you suck a little rougher, making new marks over the faded ones. You feel dizzy but you can’t stop. 

“Mmh..” Felix gasps as you bite down a little harder than you'd intended. “A-Are you practicing being more rough too? Ahh…” You feel his hands on your waist slowly pull you a little closer to him from your perch on his lower thighs as he tilts his head back, letting out a soft groan. 

The sound is doing something unholy to your mind. It makes you crazy. It's like it shoots straight to your gut and makes you feel like you’re buzzing all over with excitement and a need for more. But you force yourself to lean back slightly. “U-Um, is it too much..?”

He shakes his head. “You’re.. you’re, uh—” His voice wavers and he clears his throat. “You’re doing really good.” And then he’s gently guiding you back to where you left off, baring his neck to you again.

“Try here, too…” he mumbles while tapping the underside of his jaw. “Please…”

With your brain so far beyond functional at this point, you do as he asks without second-guessing it. You're starting to think this is actually a pretty good arrangement. The more you do it… the more.. used to it you get. Right? Like exposure therapy or something. Yeah, this is fine.

You lean in to where he pointed to. Oh, the angle is definitely more difficult here. The first few attempts are messy, and it's a little embarrassing how you're suddenly back to being clumsy and unsure of yourself. 

But Felix doesn't seem to mind at all; his head falls back again in a rush, fingers digging into your waist again, but you're too focused on the way his pulse is fluttering under your lips to really notice. Little gasps and moans escape him as you start sucking, and he tilts his head back further, giving you better access. You’re so hyper aware of every small movement; the way his skin twitches under your mouth, the way his fingers press into you when you bite down a little too hard… You're beginning to lose your mind.

You're not even thinking anymore, you just want to see how far you can take this. How much more you can make him react. You bite down a little harder and he lets out a strangled moan followed by your name. “God... why... why are you..” He's panting now.

You start to lift your head up but he presses your head back down. “No, don't stop,” he mumbles.

Is this normal for Felix? Doing this kind of thing with people… You never really talk about this stuff with him. The topic of hickeys only came up last time because he noticed some sort of bug bite on your shoulder and, “thought you were finally getting some action” (You wanted to punch him). You didn't even really know how hickeys work, and that's when he so generously showed you. So nonchalantly, like it was nothing.

And here you are again, after he brought it up like it was nothing. Like this is all just casual, normal.

Really, when you think about it, of course it's normal for him. With his pretty face and bright personality how could he not have people all over him, right? You guys are close, but you never talk about like… hookups or anything like that. Well, it's certainly obvious enough that you're a blushing virgin, so it's not as if you have anything to talk about. You never really gave a second thought to his potential… sexual endeavors… But you are now.

How many other people does he let kiss him like this? Does he make these pretty sounds with other people too? Does he let them do more? Fuck. Fuck. You can't stop thinking about it. 

Your mouth is still on his jaw, and his hands slip into your hair, pulling you out of your thoughts. “God…” he breathes. You suck a little harsher. “F-Fuuuck…” His fingers tighten in your hair for an instant as he lets out a strained groan.

He sounds so... hot, and god, his fingers in your hair feel amazing. Without realizing it, you start moving a little, trying to get closer to him, wanting more. He immediately grabs your waist again and helps pull you higher up his lap until your hips are pretty much resting on top of his. Oh. This is new. This position feels a little… You can't even think. Maybe if you were in a more sane state of mind you would have some objection to this, but as it is, you just can't care.

Plus, it's way easier to reach Felix's neck from the new angle, so any complaints die in your throat and you sink your teeth even harder into him, pressing down and sucking. He lets out a low groan, suddenly turning into a whine as he squeezes your waist harder, pulling you in flush, so close to him you’re practically pressed chest to chest with him. It makes your head spin. Everything is spinning. 

It's so good. Like… this feels way too good to be normal. You feel high off of his reactions alone. You never really understood the appeal of… this before, but now you can't think of anything else. You feel his breath shudder under your mouth and it's like a switch flips. Your brain is gone, replaced by an overwhelming lust for more. 

It doesn't help when Felix starts shifting underneath you. He's panting, his hips moving in tiny circles, seemingly unconsciously. His eyes are closed, and you can hear every shallow gasp, every shaky exhale that escapes his lips.

His lips. His lips that are pink and swollen from his own biting. His lips that were on your arm not even a week ago. That you want to touch. Wait… what? What the hell? You can't stop thinking about if the roles were reversed right now. What that would feel like.

You can no longer help the little whine that comes out of your mouth. You swear your body is on fire and you don't even know what you're doing when you grind down instinctively against him, craving friction or some kind of release. His breath catches in his throat and his hands quickly grip your waist, pulling you flush to him, and he suddenly lets out a low moan, hips bucking up into yours, and it feels so fucking good but what—

What.

The fuck.

You’re so shocked by both your and his sudden actions that you pull away, lips leaving his skin with a small pop. 

Oh.

The sight in front of you is insane. Felix looks wrecked. His head is thrown back, blush high on his cheeks and his lips parted. After a few seconds his eyes flutter open, locking with yours. There's a dazed look in his eyes and he blinks slowly, as if he's waking up from a trance. For a few moments, neither of you say anything, you simply stare at each other in the quiet room, the only sounds being your labored breaths.

The longer you look at each other, the more his expression becomes panicked, his eyes widening as he seems to realize what just happened. “Shit. I— sorry, I—” His fingers keep gripping into your waist sporadically, seemingly out of instinct, before he abruptly jerks his hands away, as if burned. “I-I’m so sorry, I didn't— I don't know why I— s-sorry.” He’s mumbling a string of apologies, frantically pushing you off of him as he stutters.

Everything is moving in slow motion. You don't know what to do. Felix’s head falls into his hands as soon as you’re off of him, covering his face (You don't dare look lower than that). He sucks in a few deep breaths, as if he’s trying to steady himself. Maybe if your freaking brain would turn on you could say something. He's sorry. The room is spinning again.

His eyes flick up to yours briefly. “Uh… haha.” He laughs nervously. He pushes some of the hair out of his face, his cheeks are pink. “Uhhhh, w-wow okay. I think… I think you got it now. You're um— really a natural huh?”

What? You're too stunned to react. What are you supposed to say to that? You're not even sure what happened anymore. Why did he react that way? Why did you react that way? How hasn't the world imploded on itself yet? How are you still breathing?

He stares at you for a bit longer before suddenly turning his head away and burying it into his hands again. “Ugh, this is so embarrassing, I…” His voice is quiet. “I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable.” 

“N-No, I… I just…” You try to talk but your throat is stuck. You aren’t really sure what exactly you're feeling. Confused? Flustered? Embarrassed? All of the above? Your head is pounding and your brain won’t function, thoughts swirling around and making you dizzy. But mostly, you feel really, really hot. Too hot. You can hardly breathe from how stifling the air is right now.

It suddenly hits you. Oh my god. You and Felix almost just… that was way too intimate. Intense. Insane. And you… why did you kind of like it? Sure, it was practice but it felt good. What the actual hell is wrong with you? Felix was being nice letting you practice on him and you… got way too carried away.

There's a part of you that's still reeling at how you got that kind of reaction from him but you push it down. You need to relax. Holy shit. Breathe.

“A-Are you okay..?” you finally choke out. 

He still won’t look at you. “I'm fine,” he mumbles from behind his hands. “Should be asking you that instead.” Silence hangs between the two of you before he sighs. “I wasn't trying to do anything. I— I don't want you to think I…” He lowers his hands and angles his head towards you. There’s a strange, conflicted look on his face. “Are you… upset?”

…Huh? Something in your expression must make him more nervous because he cringes and scrambles to explain himself. “I… Y-You’re just not really saying anything, I mean… uh…” he stutters.

You haven't even realized you've been holding your breath until your lungs start to ache. Oh. You force your stupid brain and mouth to cooperate. “N-No I'm not upset.” And you're not. Just really freaking confused. “Um, I… I don't think you were… trying to.. do anything. It's okay.”

Felix sighs in relief. “Okay. Yeah, it was just a reaction. I don't see you like that. Obviously.”

Oh. Okay. You don't know why those words sting a bit. He doesn't feel anything about this. He's just worried that you might be uncomfortable. Right. You knew that already. Of course. But why does it kinda hurt? 

You try to ignore the way your chest pangs uncomfortably. “Yeah… same….” Obviously.

“...Yeah.” He looks at you with a pinched expression for a moment. It’s gone quickly though and he laughs a little. “You look like a mess.”

Your hand darts up to your face, feeling it heat up. You’re sure your cheeks must be flushed red, your hair wild and tousled. Not to mention your lips. They feel so swollen right now. You run your tongue across them self consciously.

“Shut up… You look worse,” you grumble, trying to sound normal and most definitely failing. He lets out another breathless laugh at your reply.

���Yeah, I feel like a mess.” He seems to finally loosen up a bit and he exhales before he straightens up, clearing his throat. “Maybe let's not… do this anymore—? I mean—” he runs a hand through his hair. “Since… that… I think you got it now. Haha.. We can just… forget this happened… if you want?”

Forget this? You're not sure that's possible. You kind of want to throw up at how easily he's brushing this off. Like it's nothing. You have to remind yourself it is nothing to him. You should feel relieved but for some reason it's pissing you off.

You just sigh. “Uh, yeah, okay. Sorry.”

“No, you didn't do anything wrong. I mean, I—” He huffs in frustration and glances up at the ceiling, as if searching for words. “I— just… you’re sure you’re not upset, right? You're okay?”

You nod.

“Okay…” he breathes. “Sorry again if… I made you uncomfortable. I didn't—” He inhales shakily, letting out a short sigh before offering a sheepish smile. “I mean, yeah, we're cool, right? Are we… are we cool?”

Your heart hurts. Yeah, you’re totally cool. Everything's cool. You just want your Felix back. “...Yeah. Of course.”

He exhales, shoulders visibly relaxing. “Awesome. Uh. Good. Okay.” A beat of silence passes through the room. Your heart is still stuttering from how flushed he is, his neck littered with marks that you sucked onto his skin. You did that. And he liked it so much that he…

“W-Well!” he exclaims as he claps his hands together. He looks back at you, and like a switch flipped, he's back to his usual cheerful self again. “I think we both learned a lot from that. For example,” he raises a finger as if to make a point. “You have a talent for it, for sure. You were literally so good.” He laughs and the sudden nonchalance of this all but sends you reeling. “..And I guess my neck is like, way more sensitive than I realized. That's crazy. But like, you’re, you know, you did really well. You’re gonna have people alllll over you in no time.” 

You can hardly pay attention as he's rambling, eyes still fixed on the marks on his neck. Your mind starts going crazy, the memory of the way he looked just a few minutes ago—eyes squeezed shut, body trembling, head thrown back and his pretty, pretty voice making those soft sounds, gasping your name—it’s burned into your mind so vividly. How can you ever look at him normally again?

But you have to. You have to. Holy shit, get a grip. Just pretend it's nothing. Easy.

..Apparently not so easy since his eyes flicker back over to you and he seems to notice the way your eyes keep darting between his neck and his face. 

“U-Um, I gotta hide these,” he says with a nervous chuckle, quickly lifting a hand to touch his neck self consciously. “Do I even wanna see what I look like right now..?”

Oh, god. “..No.”

He laughs a little. “That bad? Well, now I definitely need to see.”

Felix pulls out his phone and angles the camera towards himself. His eyes immediately go wide. “Holy shit,” he murmurs as he brings his phone up a little closer to his neck, face turning slightly pink as he stares at himself. He winces when he brings his fingers up to touch the quickly darkening marks. “This is.. probably gonna be a pain to cover up.”

Your face is in your hands at this point, mortified. You groan and mumble some sort of incomprehensible apology. 

“Hey, don't worry about it,” he says. “Well, I look a bit like I got attacked by a feral vampire. You're brutal. But, hey! Maybe I can request your services again for Halloween.”

Oh my god. “Please shut up,” you mumble.

He chuckles. “C'mon, I'm just kidding. Look at me.” he pokes your hands until you huff, lifting your head up to look at him. 

The sight of him sends a burning guilt right to your stomach because your eyes automatically go straight to his neck before shooting back up to his face. He's still flushed a little pink, messy hair, dark marks on his neck… in a word, hot. But you'd never actually admit to that.

His expression softens when he sees your face. “Hey… c'mon, I can tell you're overthinking it,” he sighs and pokes your forehead a couple times. “Don't be embarrassed. It's seriously fine. I'm the one who should feel bad if anything since I… y'know.” He swallows, eyes flickering away. “You're sure you're okay?”

“I'm fine,” you mutter. Stop asking. 

“Promise?”

“Promise.”

“Okay. Well, I'm good if you're good.” His face is drawn as if he wants to say something more, but he just sighs, dropping his phone in his lap before grinning at you. “Honestly, they're cool. I look pretty hot like this, don't I?”

He has the biggest smirk on his face, and you’re tempted to smack it off him just a little. You scoff and try not to think about the fact that he just voiced your exact thoughts. “You wish.”

Felix laughs. “Hey, this is your own doing! You don't think it looks hot?”

“No!” You really do hit his arm this time, making him laugh again and hold his arms up in defense. “You look stupid. You better cover them,” you say indignantly, even though your eyes keep flitting back to his neck, unable to look away.

His eyes seem to drift down to your neck for a second too, lingering for a moment, but what could he be looking at? It's not as if your neck is a sight to see. You swear his expression changes for a second before he gives you a teasing smile.

“I should make you pay for all the concealer I'm going through.”

You look at him pointedly. “As if this is my fault? You literally asked me to do this again!”

He scratches his neck. “Ah… Yeah I did, didn't I…?”

You huff. “Yeah..” Why did you do that? You almost want to ask, but no. Just try to go back to normal. 

He smiles sheepishly and shrugs. “Yeah, sorry. Well, it was… nevermind. I'm an idiot.”

You nod. That much is true.

It's silent for a moment. “Well, we're doing a pretty bad job of forgetting about it,” he says, smiling nervously. “Nothing happened today. Right?”

You swallow. “Right. Sure.” It takes all your focus to not glance at his neck again as you say that.

“Cool. Alright.” Then he suddenly jumps up. “I know. We should play video games!” he exclaims cheerily.

He stands up beside the bed and ruffles your hair, grinning. “Come on, I'll even let you choose the game this time and still kick your ass!”

You roll your eyes and attempt to fix your messed up hair. “Riiight. Bold claims from Mr. Twelve Year Bronze Streak over here.”

He gasps. “Take that back right now.”

“Oh, you're right. It's actually kinda impressive how you don't have a negative win rate by now,” you can't help the grin that takes over your face.

“Dude. At least I have a win rate. What's yours again? Oh yeah, you only play games like Mario Kart—”

“And I destroy you every time, so..”

“There's no skill in that game! It's literally just luck!” Felix protests, pouting adorably as he crosses his arms. 

“Uh, I literally beat you even with items turned off,” you point out, giggling. “You take terrible lines. That's a skill issue.”

“Whatever. Mario Kart isn't even a real game. I mean, like— you know what I mean,” he grumbles.

“You're just mad ‘cause you suck,” you sing-song.

“I do not suck!”

“You totally do. You’re a sore loser about it too. Remember that time—”

“Enough!” he exclaims, trying to look outraged but you can tell he’s holding back a laugh. Suddenly he springs into motion, climbing back onto the bed. “Say I'm better at video games,” he says, poking you all over, your ribs and neck, tickling you.

You start shoving his shoulder in protest but only succeed in falling back against the bed as he sits, grinning down at you. “Ah— S-Stop! Get off!”

“Say it,” he repeats, grinning like he's won and pushing your shoulders back into the bed so you can't escape.

Normally, you'd hold your ground but your brain dies a little bit at the sight of him above you, hair falling into his face, practically pinning you down. He doesn't even seem to realize the position. Probably because this is normal, and you're the only one still feeling lingering weirdness. God.

“Fine! You’re— better,” you say quickly, eyes darting between his eyes and neck, suddenly remembering everything that happened just prior. You weren't able to forget about it for more than a minute. Great. “At fighting games, at least,” you amend petulantly.

He smiles victoriously. “I'll take it.” He lets up a bit, shifting his weight off you, but he’s still sitting right over you, keeping you pinned between his legs. “Was that so hard?”

“Yes,” you huff, face warming for some godforsaken reason. 

“Really?” He pokes your cheek a couple times and grins widely, watching as you immediately push his hand away. “I won. You said it. You surrendered and acknowledged my supremacy as a gamer. No take backs. I'm the best,” he declares, poking your cheek again.

“Yeah, yeah,” you say as you shove him again, face still burning. “Let me up.”

He laughs, but for some reason, he still shows no intention of moving. Rather, he seems to be having a lot of fun keeping you trapped here. 

You’ve found yourself in this situation countless times before so you don’t know why you’re suddenly finding it difficult to remember how to breathe. His eyes dart all over your face before resting somewhere just below your face. They stay locked there.

You swear time stands still for a second as he stares. It’s almost weird how intently he’s staring. What the hell is he looking at? Your neck? Why?

There's a strange expression on his face that you've never seen before. The normal playfulness is gone. He stares at your neck intently, as if he's studying every inch of it. 

You feel your breath hitch in your throat and you swallow. “What are you looking at..?”

“Nothing…” he murmurs, eyes still locked somewhere on your neck. You swear you feel his fingers flex where they're sitting on your shoulders.

The silence stretches awkwardly and he still doesn’t move. Something about the way he's looking at you now… it has your heart beating harder, chest thumping at an irregular pace and your stomach doing backflips. Is this payback for you staring at his neck so much? But there's literally nothing to see on yours. And he's staring so seriously.

“Um— Felix,” you mumble.

That seems to snap him out of his trance. He blinks before quickly glancing up at you, eyes wide, then suddenly pulling back like he wasn't expecting to find you staring right at him.  “Oh, uh…”

He pushes himself up until he's fully off of you and extends a hand to you. You blink at it for a second before realizing he wants you to take it. You let him pull you up into a sitting position, trying to keep your heart rate under control.

“Sorry… I—” He laughs. “I zoned out for a bit there I think.”

He scratches the back of his neck, looking a little sheepish. You just nod in response, heart still fluttering in your chest. That was… strange. But okay. You're not gonna think too hard about it. 

“Anyway…” he finally says, breaking the silence. “Uh, let's go play!” You blink in confusion for a moment before he stands up and reaches over to pull you off the bed. He takes your hand in his and tugs you toward the gaming setup.

You sit next to him and he hands you a controller, his legs crossed underneath him. “Alright. Since you recognized me as the king of gaming—rightfully, may I add…” He grins at you. “I'm gonna kick your ass in Mario Kart.”

You give him an exasperated look. “You say that every time but I keep beating you.”

“Silence! The king hath spoken. And so it shall be.”

You roll your eyes and settle in next to him as he starts up the game, trying to ignore the way his knee brushes against yours. He’s so close. But it's normal. It's fine.

“Try not to cry when I obliterate you, Your Majesty.”

He sticks his tongue out playfully, seemingly back to his usual self. "Just you wait. You're going down. Say goodbye to your winning streak.”

Really, it’s not your fault you can't focus on the screen. It's not your fault that your face is warm, your head feels fuzzy, and you're all too aware of how close he is. It's not your fault you keep finding yourself stealing glances at him: his arms, his throat, his tongue that's sticking out in a pout as he concentrates. Oh, and he smells nice too. It’s really freaking distracting. And so not fair at all.

You would have floored him otherwise. You're sure of it. But when Felix raises his arms celebrating a victory that should've been yours if you could concentrate on a single thing besides him for two seconds, you can only mourn your winning streak for so long before you have to face it:

You're so screwed.

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a/n: i just wanna play mk with felix. is that too much to ask

these idiots. if they just kiss everything will be fine bro. sorry if this wasn't what you were expecting/hoping for ahh i struggled a lot with this and decided the plot flows best split into 3 parts. so i do have plans for a final part which will resolve everything if yall are still interested in this story haha

feedback good or bad is always appreciated! thank you sm for reading!!

part 3

[shineemoon]

230525 choiminho_1209: 우리의 15 주년. 변함없이 늘 빛나는 샤이니. 민트빛 물결로 물든 우리의 시간. forever SHINee. 이진기 김종현 김기범 최민호 이태민 그리고 샤이니월드. Our 15th anniversary. The never changing and always shining SHINee. Our moments that are colored in mint light. forever SHINee. Lee Jinki Kim Jonghyun Kim Kibum Choi Minho Lee Taemin And then, SHINee World. (© xtmtaemin)

[091522]

아내가 어제 초밥을 먹었다고 자랑해서 아이가 초밥을 먹어야 한다고 우겼다. 그래서 오늘 점심으로 백화점 가서 초밥 먹었다. 둘이 100링깃 어치였는데 이렇게 비싸게 먹은 게 처음이라 아이한테 호들갑을 떨었더니 아이가 대뜸 엄마가 없으니까 이렇게 먹을 수 있는 거야 라고 해서 많이 웃었다. 왜 엄마는 무서워하고 난 무섭지 않은지 모르겠네. 백화점 1층에 디파밸리 기념물을 만들어 놓아서 구경했다. 아이는 조형물의 크기가 크긴 하지만 정성이 부족하다며 색이 물든 쌀을 쉽게 놓기 위해 틀을 사용했다고 했다. 귀신 같네.

밥을 먹고는 예약한 시간에 맞춰 아이 머리 자르러 갔다. 난 이달 초에 잘랐는데 아이는 7월 초 한국에서 자른 이후로 처음 자르는 거였다. 지금껏 귀찮다는 말로 미뤄왔는데, 동네에서 대충 잘랐더니 자기 마음대로 되지 않아 머리 자르는 게 좀 싫었던 모양이다. 내가 자른 미용실로 갔다. 자르고 보니 옆머리와 뒷머리를 별로 자르지 않았는데 자기가 짧지 않게 해달라고 했다며 매우 만족스러워 했다. 미용실은 오늘 보니 젊은 디자이너 3명에 보조 1명으로 총 4명이 일하고 있었다. 갑자기 사람들이 많아져 곧 꽉 찼고, 중국말로 시끄러워졌다.

오늘은 거의 하루종일 비가 내려 아이와 짐에 갔다. 청소년은 보호자와 함께 사용할 수 있었다. 난 달리고, 아이는 걸었다. 나중에 시속 7.5킬로까지 뛰었다며 자랑했다. 난 6키로 좀 넘게 뛰었는데 아이폰 실내 달리기 설정이 꽤나 맞는 것 같아 놀랐다. 몇 년 전 나이키런 어플로 트레드밀 달렸을 ���는 트레드밀 거리와 한참 차이가 났었다. 저녁은 아이 요청에 따라 된장찌개를 처음으로 끓였다. 이번에는 아이가 만족스러워했다. 그러면서 내게 지난 번 대구 스테이크는 잊으라고 했다. 밥을 먹으면서 내일은 또 뭘 해먹어야 하는 고민이 들었다. 하루 세끼 챙겨먹으면 하루가 지나간다는 말이 괜한 말은 아니다.

오늘 찍은 타임랩스는 27분정도를 촬영한 것이다. 손각대로 찍었더니 생각보다 많이 흔들렸다. 찍을 때는 많이 흔들리지 않았다고 생각했는데 말이다. 타임랩스는 느린 변화를 찍은 후에 빠르게 확인하려는 것이 목적인데, 촬영하는 동안 알아채지 못한 많은 부분들이 담겨져 있어 볼 때마다 흥미롭다. 찍을 때는 화면이 아닌 실제 풍경을 보는데 풍경 속 구름의 특정 부분을 보다가 색이 바뀐 구름을 보다가 이래저래 정신이 팔리게 마련이다. 그런데 결과물을 보고 있으니 언제 어두워졌고, 가로등이 켜졌으며, 구름이 어디로 흘렀는지, 내 팔이 언제 아팠는지를 쉽게 알 수 있다. 요즘 타임랩스 찍어서 여기저기 보내주는데 시간 많은 거 자랑하냐는 답변을 들었다. 생각해보니 그런 거 같아서 조금 공유를 덜해야겠다고 생각했다.

[mazeofyeni]

💿. !!: ° ... GIA ERAS' 𓂃 ROMANCE : UNTOLD ERA !! ‧ ₊˚

↺ 🪄 ࣪ ˖ ∿ 07.12.24 , era overview !

ROMANCE : UNTOLD is the 2nd Korean studio album by ENHYPEN, released on July 12, 2024 along with its lead single “XO (Only If You Say Yes)”.

「 gias' masterlist 𖹭 」

𖧷ˊ 'ROMANCE : UNTOLD' CONCEPT PHOTOS !

𖧷ˊ XO ( ONLY IF YOU SAY YES ) MUSIC VIDEO STYLING !

̮͡ ུ⠀ ... GIAS', PARTS IN THE SONGS !

XO ( ONLY IF YOU SAY YES )

( pre- chorus 1 ) so just say, oh, babe.날 움직이는 단 하나 열쇠, yeah ( original: heeseung )

( verse 2 ) would you kiss me? would you hug me? 허락을 구할게, yeah ( original: jake )

MOONSTRUCK

( verse 1 ) 어둠으로 물든 이 순간 낙원으로 let me take you 드러나는 구름 뒤의 달 도취돼 넌 내게 점점, baby ( original: heeseung )

( pre-chorus ) 달빛 아래 you and i 우린 밤에 피어나 ( original: jungwon )

YOUR EYES ONLY

( chorus 1 ) sugar talking, your eyes only, yeah 달콤한 달콤한 your eyes on me, yeah ( original: jake )

( outro ) our sugar talk ( original: jay )

HUNDRED BROKEN HEARTS

( chorus 2 ) a hundred broken hearts, hundred broken hearts, it's not our fate 너의 가슴엔, 너의 가슴엔 no heartache ( original: jay )

( pre-chorus 2 ) 깊은 밤을 날아 너에게, oh 짙은 어둠 속에, hold you again ( original: sunghoon )

BROUGHT THE HEAT BACK

( chorus 2 ) ain't my fault, 너 땜에 이래 ( original: jungwon )

( verse 2 ) 난생처음 느껴보는 feeling 머린 spinning 숨겨지지 않네 미친, yeah ( original: sunghoon )

PARANORMAL

( verse 1 ) 또 다른 차원의 black hole 같아 ( original: sunoo )

( verse 2 ) 전부 너로 인해 세워졌던 new order ( original: jay )

ROYALTY

( chorus 1 ) 대답은 늘, yes, sir, sir, sir, sir 왕관 앞에 there's no yes or no baby, you're so preciou-ciou-ciou-cious 뭘 원하든지 널 따를 테니 ( original: jay )

( pre-chorus ) 지키고 싶은 건 오로지 너뿐 ( original: jungwon )

HIGHWAY 1009

( verse 1 ) 또 불확실한 정답들 but i don't care when i'm with you ( original: heeseung )

( post-chorus ) highway with you, we ride ( original: sunoo )

𖧷ˊ BEST STAGE STYLING !

𖧷ˊ BEST HAIRSTYLES !

𖧷ˊ BEST ERA MOMENTS !

her confidence overall during this era , people really commented that she seemed happy and more confident where as compared to the last era where she wasn't.

her pink and brown hair going viral , it was the first time she had ever tried it , it only lasted for the era but it was the best color in a lot of fans eyes.

during a fancall the overzealous fan kept making inappropriate requests and instead of taking it she called them out , she even threatened to hang up the call if they wouldn't knock it off , many people praised her for staying calm but still addressing the situation.

the dance break in brought the heat back , the fans thought she really showed off her dancing skills.

fans getting a lot of cute jake and gia content this era , cute lingering touches on stage and at fans signs , jake talking about how cute she is during a fancall when he saw a poster of her on a fan walls.

̮͡ ུ⠀ ... GIAS' PC FROM THE ALBUM !

©MAZEOFYENI

[enha-sua]

💿. !!: ° ... LOVE : UNTOLD ERA !! ‧ ₊˚

↺ 🩷 ࣪ ˖ ∿ 07.12.24 , era overview !

ROMANCE : UNTOLD is the 2nd Korean studio album by ENHYPEN, released on July 12, 2024 along with its lead single “XO (Only If You Say Yes)”.

ׁ ׅ ୨ ❪ suas' masterlist! ❫ ୧ ⊹ ࣪

̮͡ ུ⠀ ... SUAS', LYRICS FROM THE ALBUM !

MOONSTRUCK

( verse 1 ) 어둠으로 물든 이 순간 낙원으로 let me take you 드러나는 구름 뒤의 달 도취돼 넌 내게 점점, baby ( original: heeseung )

( pre-chorus ) 달빛 아래 you and i 우린 밤에 피어나 ( original: jungwon )

YOUR EYES ONLY

( chorus 1 ) sugar talking, your eyes only, yeah 달콤한 달콤한 your eyes on me, yeah ( original: jake )

( outro ) our sugar talk ( original: jay )

HUNDRED BROKEN HEARTS

( chorus 2 ) a hundred broken hearts, hundred broken hearts, it's not our fate 너의 가슴엔, 너의 가슴엔 no heartache ( original: jay )

( pre-chorus 2 ) 깊은 밤을 날아 너에게, oh 짙은 어둠 속에, hold you again ( original: sunghoon )

BROUGHT THE HEAT BACK

( chorus 2 ) ain't my fault, 너 땜에 이래 ( original: jungwon )

( verse 2 ) 난생처음 느껴보는 feeling 머린 spinning 숨겨지지 않네 미친, yeah ( original: sunghoon )

PARANORMAL

( verse 1 ) 또 다른 차원의 black hole 같아 ( original: sunoo )

( verse 2 ) 전부 너로 인해 세워졌던 new order ( original: jay )

ROYALTY

( chorus 1 ) 대답은 늘, yes, sir, sir, sir, sir 왕관 앞에 there's no yes or no baby, you're so preciou-ciou-ciou-cious 뭘 원하든지 널 따를 테니 ( original: jay )

( pre-chorus ) 지키고 싶은 건 오로지 너뿐 ( original: jungwon )

HIGHWAY 1009

( verse 1 ) 또 불확실한 정답들 but i don't care when i'm with you ( original: heeseung )

( post-chorus ) highway with you, we ride ( original: sunoo )

𖧷ˊBEST STAGE STYLING !

𖧷ˊ HAIRSTYLES !

𖧷ˊ BEST ERA MOMENTS !

In an interview someone asked her how she feels acting in scenes with a girl and she said she doesn't mind because love can come in different ways and people shouldn't limit themselves.

seeing a fan from given taken era at a fansigns who recently had a baby , she was so excited to see the fan and everyone thought it was cute.

her stopping to help a fan who dropped her camera on the ground , and then proceeding to take a bunch of photos , the fan later posted them to twitter.

a video of her hold on to jay , helping him on stage due to his knee injury , fans were applauding her on how caring she was.

her tiktok with her sister after it was announced her sister was debuting soon , she had captioned it " together just like we planned , please take care of my sister ❤️. "

̮͡ ུ⠀ ... SUAS' PC FROM THE ALBUM !

©️ENHA-SUA

[always-is-always]

Jungkook's house is finished! I wonder what the inside is like, given his eccentric tastes... 💜

[till-alnst]

질척한 어둠 웅크린 모습

고개를 저어도 늘 같은 자리

닿지 않는 너, 나 홀로 상상을 해

빛이 나는 너, 옆에 선 나

So black, black as it can be

다가가면 갈수록 깊어지는 dark sea

Like a black, black sorrow

A story of such woe

이 이야기의 끝에는 피로 물든

시린 자리와 텅빈 공기뿐

너의 눈길이 닿는 곳에

네 손끝 스칠 곳에

하염없이 너만을 기다리고

검은 어둠 속 붉은 빛

모래시계를 돌려

긴 시간을 너와

So black, black as it can be

다가가면 갈수록 깊어지는 dark sea

Like a black, black sorrow

A story of such woe

이 이야기의 끝에는 피로 물든

시린 자리와 텅빈

Such black, black sorrow

그리고 너

언제나 나에겐 너

Black sorrow

나에겐 너

Black sorrow

나에겐 너

Black sorrow

thank you anon, very cool.

[nabillera]

분명히 잘 덮어 준 것 같은데, 좀 지나서 다시 보면 어김없이 저러고 있다. 기온이 좀 더 떨어지면 달라지려나? 요란한 잠버릇까지 집사를 닮을 필요는 없는데 말이지... (험험) 뭐, 담요 갖고 물든 빨든 뭘 해도 상관 없다만, 신나게 뒹굴대다 바닥에 떨구지만 말아 주렴.

[kiofkissy]

240702 Instagram Update

kissoflife_s2: 오렌지빛 물든 저 노을에 kiss it🧡

[kimchichaehi]

Welcome

╰┈➤ My name is Park Chae-Ryung

╰┈➤ I'm from Seoul, South Korea

╰┈➤ My MBTI is INTP

Masterlist WIPS biaslist

Groups I'll write for & terms??

Itzy

Aespa

Loona

Twice (no tzuyu bc i still see her as a kid)

(G)-IDLE

Black pink

Red velvet

Le sserafim (no eunchae)

&more

Reqs r appreciated‼️

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME A TAD BIT TO WORK W THO BC IM A IDIOT SO LIKE SAY WHAT YOUD LIKE YK?

너로 물든 My rose

[boba-at-323]

[01:53 AM]

“What are you thinking about, love?” Renjun questions from besides you. 

You turn around to face your boyfriend, who has been observing you for a while now. 

“Did I wake you up?” 

“No, but are you okay? Why aren’t you asleep yet?” he asks, reaching out to tuck some stray strands of hair behind your ear.

“I can’t sleep for some reason.” you mumble, pouting at him, which makes him chuckle at your response.

“Why are you laughing, it isn’t funny.” your expressions were exactly mimicking the “:(” emoticon. 

“You’re just so cute,” he smiles at you, “come here.” 

오솔길의 지평선 끝 ~ ♪ 보랏빛 물든 하늘 아래 ~ ♪ 한 그루 나무 아래서 잠든 그대 ~ ♪

You move towards him and he gently wraps one of his arms around your body. His other hand moves up to your hair, caressing it softly. His light touches always worked their magic, a source of comfort for you every time. 

조심스럽게 깨진 않을까 ~ ♪ 맞닿은 손을 꼭 감싸요 ~ ♪ 모든 걱정과 아픔을 내게 맡겨요 ~ ♪

You bury your face in his neck, inhaling his scent which never fails to put your brain at ease. 

“Better?” He asks, hoping that his actions would help you fall asleep. 

You reply with a soft hum, which relieves him. He knows that his tricks will help you fall asleep sooner or later because, well, they always do. Quietly, he starts to hum a song which always lulls you to sleep.

깊어진 밤 하늘, 별자리의 빛을 머금고 ~ ♪ 그댈 품에 안고 위로해 줄게요 ~ ♪

He continues to run his fingers through your hair. A yawn escapes his own mouth but he tries to hold it back, he really doesn’t want to disturb you. Even though he himself is very tired, he’d rather sacrifice his own sleep just so you could get a good night’s rest. 

꿈에라도 걱정 말아요 ~ ♪ 내가 여기 있으니 ~ ♪

He feels your figure relax under his arms and notices the pattern of your breathing become slower and even. Mission put y/n to sleep : success!

“잘 자요, 내 사랑 ~ ♪.” He finishes and kisses the top of your head, as sleep starts to devour him too. 

Title : [1:53 AM] || Word count: 391 || Genre: Pure fluff || Pairing: Renjun x Reader

[ghostiidasponk]

🗣️🎶LIKE👍◼️A BLACK▪️◼️, BLACK◼️▪️ SORROW😔😔STORY📖📜OF SUCH WOE ☠️😫😭🎶🎶 이 이야기의!!!!!🗣️📔끝에는 피로 물든🥶🥶!!!!

[onewedata]

240921 ♡ official_ONEWE: [#ONEWE]

💜 Me + Youth Festival 💜

원위와 위브의 색으로 물든 오늘 무대도 즐거웠어요 ☺️

#원위 #WEVE #위브 #OFF_ROAD

[eragerdurd]

.

생각을 비우고 걷고만 싶어서 다시 찾아간 곳은 서촌, 사실 생각을 비우고 싶다기보다 어렵게 나를 이끌고 갈 장소가 필요했다.

하릴없이 노랗게 물든 거리를 걷다가 이른 아침 일찍 오픈하는 카페를 찾아 나섰다. 주변이 한산하고 일찍 여는 카페를 좋아한다.

가능하다면 외관이 통 유리창으로 길게 뻗어 있고 카페 안에서 밖이 보이는 곳을 선호한다. 원래 가보고 싶었던 곳은 오전 늦게 오픈이기도 하고 대기하는 시간이 길다. 어쩌면 기다릴 엄두를 못내기도 한다.

그보다 더 오랜 시간을 나와 함께 한 옥인동 커피작업소 노멀은 10월을 끝으로 나의 시야에서 사라졌다. 노멀에서 따뜻한 필터커피를 받고 서촌 일대를 조용히 걷는 시간이 참 소중하게 느껴졌는데, 이제 나의 기억으로만 그 시간을 떠올리는게 전부가 되었다.

그렇게 그 기억을 뒤로하며 조건에 부합한 카페를 찾아 나섰다. 내가 생각하고 원했던 곳을 발견했다. 밖을 훤히 내다볼 수 있고, 조용하고 느릿한 음악이 흐르는 곳. 앉을 수 있는 자리의 테이블은 몇 개 없지만 지나가는 사람들을 바라볼 수 있고 책을 읽는 공기마저 가볍게 느껴지는 장소, 다행이라고 생각했다. 따뜻한 플랫화이트를 주문했다. 투명한 유리컵에 물과 냅킨도 함께 내주었다. 사소하지만 세심한 배려가 돋보였다.

커피 맛은 묵직하지만 고소했고 부드러웠다. 원래 필터커피나 라떼류를 선호하지만 라떼보다는 조금 더 진한 플랫화이트를 더 찾게된다. 외국인 두명의 일행과 우리나라 사람의 국적이 다른 언어로 이루어진 대화가 카페 안을 채운다. 이상하게 그들의 대화들이 안정감 있고 편하게 느껴진다. 물론 알아듣지 못하지만 말이다.

안윤 작가의 책을 반쯤 읽고 조용히 창 밖을 보며 지나가는 시간을 나의 눈으로 담았다. 다시 밖을 나섰고 경복궁 외벽을 따라 걸으며 깊어가는 가을이 아쉽게만 느껴졌다. 공허하지만 채울 수 있는 것들로 나를 채웠다.

[aruoekim]

와잎 친구(1)-1

와잎 친구가 우리집으로 아이와 함께 2박 3일 놀러왔어.

그녀는 이쁘진 않아. 키가 큰것도, 몸매가 좋은 것도 아니야. 하지만 까무잡잡한 피부에 눈빛에 색기가 넘쳐 흘렀지. 그래서 왠지 꼴리고, 벗기고 싶은 충동을 느끼곤 했어. 그리고 아이를 낳기 전 사생활이 매우 난잡했다는 소문도 들었고. 그래서 인지 좀 쉬워 보였어.

첫째날 밤에 살그머니 일어나 현관으로 갔어. 그녀가 신고온 오래되고 지저분해 보이는 운동화가 있었어. 얼마나 많이 신었는지 깔창이 검게 물들었지. 집에 도착해서 신발을 벗을때 맨발이었던 것이 보였고 그때부터 나를 흥분시켜줄 그냄새가 너무나도 기대되었어.

그녀의 신발을 들고 코로 가져갔고, 고무향과 함께 쉰 냄새와 꼬릿한 냄새가 났어. 너무 향기로웠지. 눈을 감고 그 신발을 산소 호흡기처럼 나의 얼굴에 완전히 밀착시켰어. 그녀의 발냄새가 하나도 빠짐없이 내 코로 들어오는 것 같았어. 한참을 그러고 있었지. 황홀했어.

입을 살짝 벌리고 혀를 내밀자 검게 물든 그 더러운 깔창이 닿았어. 그녀 발의 땀이 찌들었을 깔창은 고무맛과 함께 짠맛이 났어. 혀로 크게 한번 핧자 그 냄새와 맛이 더 잘 느껴졌지.

자지가 발기되어 깔딱거리는게 느껴졌어. 난 바지를 살짝 내려 자지를 꺼냈고 자지를 나머지 신발 안에 넣었어. 다 큰 어른이 어두운 현관에서 외간 여자의 신발 한짝을 산소 호흡기처럼 얼굴에 대고 나머지 한짝을 자지에 걸어놓은 모습은 이상하다못해 기괴해 보이겠지만, 난 너무 흥분되고 황홀했어.

그녀의 발냄새로 호흡을 하며 자지를 흔들었어. 그녀의 까무잡잡한 발을 핧고 빠는 상상을 했고 곧 자지에 걸쳐놓은 그녀의 신발 안으로 정액을 쏟아 냈어.

사정이 끝나자 정신이 들었고 누가 보지 않았을까 걱정이 되었지. 얼른 신발을 내려놓고 신발 안의 정액을 휴지로 대충 닦아냈어.

다음날 와잎과 그녀, 그녀의 아이는 놀러 나갔어. 난 그들을 배웅하고 그녀가 잔 방으로 갔지. 여행용 가방을 열었고 빨래들을 모아놓은 비닐봉지를 찾았어. 그녀가 벗어 놓은 팬티를 꺼냈어. 까만 앙증맞은 팬티였고 안을 보니 분비물이 뭍어 있었지. 약간 찌릿한 냄새가 났어.

그 팬티 냄새를 맡으며 딸딸이를 쳤어. 어젯밤 신발냄새에 이어 팬티냄새까지 맡게되니 너무 흥분되었지. 내 머리속에선 그녀를 강간하듯 쑤셨고 그녀는 내 아래서 자지러지면 신음을 쏟아내고 있었지. 참을 수 없던 나는 방 바닥으로 정액을 쏟아냈어. 그리고 그녀의 팬티를 손에 쥐고 누웠어. 잠시 후 난 그 팬티로 자지를 덮었고, 다시한번 흔들어 댔어. 그리고 그녀의 팬티에 정액을 잔뜩 쌌지.

무슨 용기인지 모르겠지만 난 방 바닥의 정액도 치우지 않았고 정액에 젖은 그녀의 팬티도 바닥에 던져놓고 나왔어. 이남자 저남자에게 벌려주었단 이야기에 그녀를 쉽게 생각했던거 같아.

두번의 사정으로 피곤했는지 낮잠을 잤고 일어나 보니 외출했던 와잎과 그녀가 집에 있었어. 날 물끄러미 쳐다보던 그녀의 눈과 마주쳤어.

'자기방에 내가 해논 짓거리를 봤겠지. 씨발년 날 쳐다보면 어쩔껀데.'

난 그녀의 눈빛을 피하지 않았어.