#・ 𝖢𝖤𝖢𝖤𝖠𝖲𝖤𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙄𝙎𝙏 × ooc ┊ ☠

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yeah

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(looking at the other aquarium patrons) they don't know i'm blasting gay ship playlists to drown out their noise

also i sure am (unintentionally) repping SE today with my beat hoodie, heartless t-shirt, and ffxiv backpack

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(pointing aggressively) kissable.

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whispers into the wind

firelight beat

vanishes again

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felicity: being a freak

beat: you're probably dead

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dramatic sighing WHEN is @silencedglaive going to let the dead boys kiss hotaru

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one day i'm going to actually put pen to paper about my thoughts on beat and his relationship with his bisexuality (and preference for men) and his masculinity and the relationship between the two then it'll be all over for you

i have so many thoughts about it but it's. Complicated. and i've never been able to word it in a way that i like. there's definitely a lot of internalized homophobia and internalized toxic masculinity, but it really is only internalized. other people can be gay and feminine!! that's fine that's cool!!! but Not Him. does that make sense?

he's a guy who (in most scenarios) wouldn't be the first to confess to another boy/ask another boy out first, but would absolutely be the first one to say the L word

though i think him being the first to say he loves his partner is consistent regardless of gender. he's the kind of person who you always know where you stand with because he wears his heart on his sleeve and feels Everything at Full Force. if he doesn't like you, you will know it. if he loves you, you will know it (probably before he does)

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and now i can use anon to say that i love you!!! you're super rad and i hope that this new year brings you happiness!!!!!

HEY WWAIT HOLD ON NOW

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going through my inbox and spotting an ask from vic that was for an anon meme and wondering why they didn't just send it on anon (not that vic is a coward but y'know) and it genuinely took me.... three weeks to figure out that it's because i just. don't have anon turned on because i turned it off three years ago

anyway all this to say that i have tentatively turned anon back on, but i will revoke it if it's abused again

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seriously though.

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i am so unwell.

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softly, with a lot of feeling: what the fuck