#《 💌 》 — letters from her

[lilacerull0]

what is “always searching for that orange amongst the blues” from? is it a velvet underground song?

it's a dylanlila original as far as i know, but yeah every VU song is about that so i will happily give away my author credit to lou reed

[kaiserkisser]

considering your other interests I'm not surprised that you love n25 cuz. yk. depression and suicide <33

... fair point actually, they all have problems 😭😭 ofc i love them nonetheless lmao

[candyheartedchy]

I love that your DuckTales s/i is a pig! They’re such under appreciated animals and they’re so cute and smart! 💞

Thank you!! I need to update her design though, but I wanted her to be a species that wasn’t a bird since there’s A LOT of bird ocs/sonas in the DT fandom.

[celestial-letters]

i dont feel like putting this on main but do u know that thing people did where they would assign the brothers names they thought they would name their kid or wtv.... i would like to dump here that i think levi would name his daughter either lorelai or hannah HERE ME OUT PLEASE THIS TOOK A LOT OF MENTAL GYMNASTICS,,,,

hannah - derived from ruris last name, hana.

ruri = rori = rory = lorelai

bam. thanks for coming to my ted talk.

[hermidetta]

THE BOX IS DELICATELY PLACED on the doorstep of her room, careful as to not jostle the delicately placed items within. Hubert has been methodical in the items he's chosen this year, carefully imported to the monastery with funds that MAY have mysteriously disappeared from the personal coffers of Count Varley, purely hypothetical of course.

The items inside the thrice wrapped box are symbolic in a way, pressed flowers from Fearghus, designed to be hung above a bed, wool from the border of Leicester and Almyra, carefully wrapped, and from Adrestia, Cocoa, the latest import from Brigid that gave little hint to who had purchased it.

On top of the box lays a card, careful penmanship reading as such:

Lady Bernadetta

All the best on your birthday

Yours

-H.V.V

p.s. The Black Eagles storeroom contains more of the cocoa, two spoons to freshly warmed milk is the recommended usage.

He knocks before carefully retreating from sight, intent on remaining anonymous except for the card.

⠀ ⚘ birthdaydetta 2k24 ♡ ⠀

sometimes bernadetta wonders what she has done to deserve the care she receives, when she can realize it is care, when all of the signs can only point to care no matter how self-persecuting and paranoid and wildly creative her mindset. after all, she had quite literally bitten her princess's sinister (but well-meaning) (but still sinister) retainer.

she doesn't think she's been called lady bernadetta in years, if that. the title has her blinking, then squinting at the card's fine print.

"h.v.v.," she sounds out the letters, rolls them around on her tongue as she flops back onto her unmade bed. at the foot of it, her legion of stuffed animals listens, bernadetta's only audience as usual. "does bernie know any h.v.v.? on a scale of one to yuri, how assassin-y are they? what do you think, mr. bearkley?"

mr. bearkley does not answer.

"duke roll? baron beef bowl?" the hedgehog and cow meet her stare in silence. some council of stuffies they were. for all of the obscene horrors and nightmares and things-that-go-bump-in-the-night he very much embodied, hubert would never show up empty-handed before lady edelgard. surely he would have sniffed out this mysterious h.v.v. long before the question and gift could have slipped anywhere near his liege's orbit. h.v.v., h.v.v....

whoever they were, bernadetta wanted to believe they were nice. a gentle soul, with gentle hands that had handled such thoughtful gifts. the tin of cocoa sits on her desk beside an emptied vulnerary, wool folded in a neat square right underneath it, and bernadetta considers the level of foot traffic at this time of day before settling on an hour she might sneak away for the storeroom and a spot of hot milk. the storeroom, the storeroom... and she cannot make sense of the déjà vu that passes by then.

it must be nothing, she decides, smiling fondly at the pressed flowers that dangled above her head. nothing she wants to process just yet, but knows she will have to later. eventually. and perhaps the next time she sees hubert von vestra, she will have enough of a grip on herself to apologize before fleeing. maybe even slip in a thank you. who knows?

[allthebettertobiteyouwith]

My top werewolf boy is Oz from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I cannot explain the hold the dude has on me😂

-🪐

Oh I just looked him up n I love his vibe!!! I haven't gotten into a lot of shows unfortunately because for a v big time in my life I was extremely biased towards animation (arguably still am but I blame whatever underlying nd stuff may or may not be occuring) but now I really should watch more stuff!!

[shomatoriashi]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out🖤

sweetheart thank you!! and can i just say i adore the aesthetics of your blog!! its so gorgeous and utterly big brained of you 😭🙌🏻

[peppermintmochafem]

Hi, if you’re looking to end your dry spell, I’d be honored to be hurt by you :) it’d make my day honestly 😊😊😊

-🧎

it would make your day for me to slap you until your eyes water? to be stepped on and laughed at for flinching? to have deep red scratches down your back? to feel the sting of hydrogen peroxide when I tend to your broken skin? that would make your day? 🥺

[drrobobitch]

Can Luci and Yzma adopt Ray?? Little apprentice arc <3

OMGGG YESS OFCC💗!!

Ray would definitely need some tutoring on how to make her potions and stuff from luci and Yzma!!! Lesbian step mothers core tbbhhhh lmaooo

BUT YESS HOPE THE ADOPTION PAPERS ARE GONNA BE SIGNED SOON 👀‼️

(For anyone else interested my oc Ray can be found on here!! @pastelpousay 🐺🎀‼️)

[snowbellecity]

I unfortunately know nothing about any of the medias you're into so ummmm. your favorite blorbo

This one is for Rose Quartz the leader of the crystal gems 🙏🏾

Fun fact about me is that I felt kinda neutral on Rose until I started seeing ppl being very vitriolic about her 😭 that made me curious enough to seek out the people who did like her and her incredibly grey writing and that made me start to appreciate her more too... I also just relate to her in some ways 💔 she means so much to me!

Anyways. Fictional girlies who u see a picture of and u start mentally screaming and sobbing "Rosie!!!!!!!!" like a mad woman

[lilacerull0]

hhmmm should i put your lila playlist in my characters folder or in my jo folder? the toughest dilemma i’ve ever had to face

YOU SAVED IT AND YOU HAVE A JO FOLDER 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[yxstxrdrxxm-a]

BOSS???

BANG.

BANG???? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY BANG??? HELLO??? WHAT- EROS, MY BABY, MY LOVE?? YOU'RE OKAY, RIGHT? :((

- 🍀 anon

...

He's... Okay?

...

What's going on?

...

oh no.

oh god no.

i need to go check on him. now.

[maehemthemisfit]

" let's go strawberry picking 🧺 ! " ° ｡

oh i damaged a nerve in my eye from crying sm.. that's how my months have been ANYWAY how are youu ?? i missed u all smm:((

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HUH

[litttlestars]

why must i beg for love all the time? i know i often brush off my loneliness by saying i like doing things on my own, and i do, but sometimes when i am alone i realize i am so terribly unloveable and i don't know how to deal with it. i think this desperation of mine comes off in waves.

[celestiaras]

omg,,, niji writer spotted!!! 🤭

istg ppl like you are so rare and im so glad you’re here!!! i love your works so much bae, i cant get enough 😍☹️🫶

aahhhhh thank you so much!! I’m super pleased to hear that you enjoy my works!! ❤️

[romiantic]

hiiii mia, my jjk opinion is that me n toji r canon :)

don’t we look so happy 🙁🤞🏽#datenight #fridaynightswithbae #koji

….ykw I can’t even be mad cause nobody gonna hold that bum ass nigga like karma. and why is he sleep 🧍🏽‍♀️?