#《 🎮 controller anon 》

[tail0rm4de3ra]

Uh uhm uh- Magic anon: spawn cat food!

-🎮

It spawns from up in the air! ...And accidentally hits Miku hard on the head in the process.

The cat seems to poke at the food bag for a while before tearing it to shreds, attempting to get the nourishment it needs.

[selfship-confession-box]

Shipping with the Tech Guy of a series is so funny in retrospect because good lord there is so many little extra skills of his getting thrown in. At least four coding languages, implied sewing, mechanics, tracking, engineering, sautering, accounting, making weapons for the heroes (including explosives???), hacking, making EMPs from scratch, and God knows what else. He is my favorite little deus ex machina (/lh) and the best guy of all time. My boyfriend is keeping that shit TOGETHER - 👓🎮

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[eloves-writes]

🎮 with Lando Norris, I feel like that fits him the best as spicy as you feel like 💖💖

i agree it fits him well!! hope this is ok for you anon🫶

song lyric prompt: “touch me while your bros play grand theft auto” so high school ~ taylor swift 🎮

warnings: exhibitionism (recurring theme in my fics i know, let a girl live), thigh riding

minors dni

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when lando texted you to ask for a glass of water whilst he was streaming, you didn’t think much of it, filling a glass in his kitchen and knocking onto his gaming room door before entering. he briefly smiled at you when you walked in, concentrating heavily on the game he was playing. you heard voices coming from his console and assumed he was playing with friends, so you quickly placed the water on his desk and started to walk away as to not disturb them, but he instead used one arm to grab your waist.

“it’s ok, baby, stay,” he said, glancing away from the screen again for a second. he guided you onto his lap so his arms were either side of you holding the controller and you were straddling his thigh.

“hi y/n!” a voice said through the call, the others echoing after. you said hi back, feeling comfortable being so close to lando with your back pressed against his chest and his head resting on your shoulder so he could still see the screen.

he was pretty into the game, but after a while the pressure of his toned thigh against your centre was getting you a little bothered and there was only so much gaming you could watch without getting bored, so you experimentally grinded onto him just slightly, careful to keep the top half of your body still where the camera could see you. lando thought at first you were shifting to get in a comfier position, but when you did it again he realised what you were trying to do.

“needy, y/n?” he whispered directly into your ear so the microphone wouldn’t pick it up.

you tried not to blush, suddenly watching the screen intently as if his game was the most interesting thing in the world to you. he began to move his leg beneath you, flexing the muscles in his thigh and rocking you back and forth, enough to stimulate you but not enough that it looked like anything untoward was happening to the viewers of his livestream. you kept your eyes firmly on the screen and bit back the moans threatening to come out of your lips, especially as you felt his dick harden against your ass. he kept up his gameplay and lighthearted banter with his friends but you could hear in his voice that he was turned on by what he was doing to you in front of them. it turned you on too, an orgasm building in the bottom of your stomach until the waves of pleasure crashed over you and you came on his leg with great effort not to let it show on your face. lando slowed his movements as you came down from your high, conveniently finishing the round they were on so that he could drop his hand below the desk and rub your thigh as a silent token of appreciation and care. he agreed to one more round before they ended the stream, which you spent with your head tilted back to rest in the crook of his neck, in a state of post-orgasmic bliss. seemingly, every stream after that one lando conveniently forgot to get himself a drink beforehand, texting his pretty little girlfriend to bring one to him.

[tra1nchi]

god i love the yuri fic >W<!!!!!!!!! can i get Top!Wriothesley x Bttm!Male Reader? like, reader is a famous thief and he finally gets caught. Wriothesley wishes to see him for 'private business'. Wriothesley has reader tied up, bouncing reader on his cock has he does work.

kinks: bondage, dirty talk, degradation

{ 🎮 anon }

MINORS DNI!! Bttm male reader,,Bondage,,Degradation,,riding,,

You felt like you were untouchable,,The law of Fontaine could never catch you,,you were always one step ahead from it,,Until you weren't,, you really fumbled on your last mission,,

It ended up with you pinned under a boot,,your wrists pulled back roughly to be handcuffed,,despite your squirms you couldn't get out from under the one man you had been trying to avoid,,

Wriothelsey was always hot on your tail,,yet you always somehow were always one step ahead,,except for the one time you fumbled,,getting arrested in the most humiliating way,,

Ever since your arrest you had been planning to escape for days but when Wriothelsey first called you to his office for,,what he called important and very private business you thought about abandoning the idea entirely,,

He would sit you so perfectly on his lap,,like your only purpose was to sit on it,,completely at his mercy,, his free hand gripping onto your waist,,ignoring you as he focuses on his work,,

"You've always wanted this, It was obvious." Wriothelsey short smile was amused,, feeling you twitch ontop of him,, tightening the ropes around your wrist,, yanking them back roughly to pull you to be pressed against his chest,,

Wriothelsey was agonisingly slow as he undressed you,,going even slower as he prepared you,, whispering filthy words inside of your ear as he riled you up more and more,,

When he finally bottomed out inside of you,,it felt so wrong,,you were a prisoner of his but you so perfectly fit him inside,,even as he did his work,,trying his best to focus one anything else,,he couldn't deny how good it felt,,bouncing yourself up and down,,his grip painfully tight on his pen,,

He couldn't help himself but completely forget about his work,,his hands so tight on your hips that it would leave a bruise as he took control,, making you go even faster on his dick

"Cumming already? Someone's a desperate boy." He teases,,his breath warm on your ear,,his hand trailing down to jerk you off lazily,,his hips bucking up even faster into you!!

[imagineanime2022]

Demon Brother's Reactions To "You Need Head/You Want Head?"

Lucifer X Reader Mammon X Reader Leviathan X Reader, Satan X Reader, Asmodeus X Reader, Beelzebub X Reader, Belphegor X Reader

Requested: Anon

Request: This ask is a tad bit nsfw and if you don't want to do that since it's one of your things that you don't do it's alright. I was wondering how the obey me brothers and possibly the dateables would react to a reader who when someone does something nice for them, they'll occasionally just say "you need head/do you want head?" That's something I used to do in my younger years and I believe it's a little funny.

Warning: Slightly spicy, I've never written anything like this before but thought I'd give it a go, please be kind.

Undateables Ver.

Lucifer

📚 Lucifer would have just finished helping you organise something or set something up. 📚 "You need head/do you want head?" 📚 Literally stops what he was doing to look at you, he gives you a minute to confirm a joke. 📚 “I hope you don’t offer everyone that.” “only the hot ones.” 📚 Literally wants to kill you for about 5 minutes before you see a smirk across his face. 📚 This is when you should start to worry, he stands from the desk and closes the distance between you leaning in closer. 📚 He lifts your chin so that you are looking in his eyes “say it again.” 📚 Whether you are the type to tease back or not he’ll likely go as far as getting you on your knees in front of him, he is the avatar of pride after all. 📚 Lucifer is not the type to act on anything past teasing but he’ll give you signs that express how comfortable he is with moving forward he’ll leave everything else up to you. 📚 Will keep the event to himself, there’s no need for his brother to know about this, this is his secret to keep at least until it wins him an argument.

Mammon

💳 He probably bought you something. 💳 "You need head/do you want head?" flustered™ you can see the blush before you’ve even finished the sentence. 💳 “W-what are ya talkin’ about?” 💳 If you are only joking and you start laughing he’ll immediately be back to the only Mammon telling you about how you’d never be good enough for him. 💳 He’d accidentally tell someone what happened, in the heat of the moment or out of anger and will probably twist it to make himself look better. 💳 If you aren’t joking this is where things swing more into your control. “What the hell are ya doin’?” 💳 Mammon is literally the embodiment of a sweaty palmed teen despite the way he acts. I doubt that he has much experience in this field. 💳 Will wait to see what you do next, he’s actually way more nervous than you thought he’d be considering the crowds he’s involved with. 💳 He will not tell anyone if you actually act on this, this is his secret, his own treasure to keep, especially since he has no idea if it’ll happen again. 💳 “Ya really want ta do this right? I never thought this would happen.”

Leviathan

🎮 Levi knows the joke very well with how much time he spends in chat rooms and gaming. 🎮 Still flustered, might even think he heard you wrong “W-what?” 🎮 If you joke around and pretend that you didn’t say anything he’ll be watching you out of the corner of his eye but he probably won’t say anything about it again. 🎮 This is the outcome he expects. Definitely won’t tell his brothers about it. 🎮 He’ll never be able to make the joke in person but it might end up in a text chain as a reference, which he’ll definitely panic about until you answer. 🎮 If you weren’t joking he’s just going to get more flustered as you move in front of him, will literally drop his controller or handheld in favour of trying to pull you from your knees. 🎮 “S-stop you c-can’t do that! You don't want to do that!” 🎮 It’ll take some convincing for him to continue forward but don’t get him wrong. It’s not because he doesn’t want it, it’s more because he doesn’t feel like he deserves it. 🎮 Can't stop himself from talking about all of the things he’s dreamed about or imagined in this time. 🎮 “I never thought this would happen…Are you sure?”

Satan

🐈 Satan was more than likely helping you study. 🐈 "you need head/do you want head?" “Excuse me?” 🐈 If your joking he’ll make you repeat what you said he won’t have you making him think he was crazy. 🐈 Will tell you how stupid your joke is even if there is a small blush on his face. 🐈 Probably reminds you of the joke when he’s looking to win an argument against you and whether it helps or not depends on the type of person you are. 🐈 If you are looking to act on it, you’ll probably end up pinned to the nearest surface, his face close to yours “be careful what you say.” 🐈 His voice is rough but his movements are gentle, he is aware of how fragile you are as a human. 🐈 Will ask you if you’ve asked anyone else the same question. 🐈 He’s possessive so if your answer is que him proving he’s better than anyone else, if your answer is no que him proving he’s the best that you’ll ever have. 🐈 “You’ll never want anyone else once we’re done here, I promise you that.”

Asmodeus

💅 Asmo was probably helping you get an outfit together for a night out or even just getting ready for the night out. 💅 Once you looked at yourself in the mirror and saw how good you looked it just kind of slipped out "you need head/do you want head?” 💅 “Are you offering? Looking like that I’m not sure I could say no.” “…” 💅 Asmo of course isn’t one to force you into anything but he will approach you crowding you as he leans close. 💅 If you lean away from him he’ll laugh off the comment and continue getting ready “you're a funny little human now come on we have a party to get ready for.” 💅 If you don’t he hands will find your waist and you might feel him smirking as he presses kisses to your neck. 💅 He’s the avatar of lust he can literally feel it rolling off of you in waves he might even comment on it if you give him half the chance 💅 Continuing to accept his advances means that you're going to be late or might not even make it to wherever you were going. 💅 If you’re a tease and attempt to walk away he’ll grab you by the wrist and pull you back into his chest. He can tease whoever he wants but they can’t tease him. 💅 “I’ll teach you a lesson for being such a tease, you’ll learn your lesson.”

Beelzebub

🍔 He probably gave you some kind of snack or carried something for you. 🍔 "You need head/do you want head?" Confusion. He understands the components of the joke, not the context 🍔 Does not understand how what he did led you to that as a reward or thank you “is this a human thing?” 🍔 You can explain the joke and he’ll probably still be confused but that’ll probably be where it ends. 🍔 He night ask the others because he’s still confused which sparks a text chain that you’ll never see but will hear quotes from at dinner. 🍔 If you explain it with the intention to follow through, he’s probably the only one besides Levi that will ask if you're sure. “You don’t have to do this, I'll give you food no matter what.” 🍔 You’ll have to tell him a few times that you want to act on the offer and let’s be honest it’ll only take a few confirmations before Beel’s behaviour changes. 🍔 He’ll lift you onto the closest surface and close the space between you. 🍔 Beel’s honest so he’ll likely tell you how he’s feeling in the moment and encourages you to do the same. 🍔 “I know you told me that you want to, but you have to tell me if you want to stop too, promise me.”

Belphegor

💤 He’s probably half asleep as he helps you with whatever you need. 💤 "You need head/do you want head?" He’s no longer sleepy; he's actually looking at you so intensely that you worry you’ve upset him. 💤 “It was just a joke-” “Don’t backtrack you offered me something, I want it.” 💤 If you are joking he’ll roll his eyes and roll over, he won’t be talking to you for a little while mostly because you laughed at him. 💤 Will use it against you whenever he wants something especially if you don’t want people to know about it. 💤 “Look if you don’t want them to hear about your favourite joke you’ll help me prank Lucifer.” 💤 If you're willing to act on it Belphie will call you forward, he won’t be doing any of the work if you actually intended to act on what you said. 💤 Easily the smuggest, he’s not easily flustered and will cancel plans for you if that’s the only reason that you want to renege your offer. 💤 He’s probably one of the most intense of the brothers all things considered, will literally be all for this if he can really have it. 💤 “This is better motivation than anything else."

Request Here!!

[philistiniphagottini]

Hello hello!! Newbie follower Anon is here again with a request for Domestic Bliss (if that's still going on)

Can I request 🎮 playing a video game together with a Female Reader and Ryuji from Persona 5 please?

Hi newbie Anon, thanks for dropping by and participating in the event! I haven't written for Ryuji before and this was a fun little piece to write. Hope you enjoy.

cw. fluff, female reader

Domestic Bliss

There was only one thing you wanted to do on such a rainy, miserable day such as this. And that was to become a couch potato in your favourite bean bag whilst you played video games with your boyfriend. You and Ryuji must have been at it for at least an hour now, swapping between characters in a fighting game and duking it out in head to head combat. So far, you were both evenly matched and neither of you was keeping track of the score anymore. As you were scrolling through the selection screen of characters, Ryuji decided to speak up, tapping your thigh with his foot to gain your attention.

“Hey, how about next round we make a bet?” Ryuji offered. 

He immediately piqued your interest as your curious eyes flickered in his direction, head cocked to the side. 

“Yeah, what do you wanna bet?” you replied. 

A smile stretched his lips as he leaned closer to you, almost falling directly into your lap as his shoulder bumped into yours. You could hear the rain pelting against the windows as the wind howled, but the noise was barely audible over the sound of your pulse pounding in your ears at Ryuji’s close proximity. 

“How about if I win, you give me a kiss.”

You looked thoughtful for a moment as you pondered. You purse your lips together as you rolled the idea around your head. You hummed softly as you started to nod, a playful smile tilting your lips as you responded. 

“Okay. But if I win, then you have to give me a kiss.”

A warm chuckle breezed past Ryuji’s lips as his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree.

“Deal!”

He eagerly fell back into position on the bean bag and started scrolling through the list of characters, immediately picking his favourite as you got ready for a match. You took a bit longer to decide, eyes scanning the TV screen as the light it reflected danced over your screen. 

“Come on” Ryuji goaded. “We don’t got all day. What, scared you’ll lose?”

You playful rolled your eyes as a grunt rumbled in the back of your throat. “Yeah right. I am so winning this bet.”

You picked your character and the match immediately began. The room was filled with the sounds of your characters throwing punches and violent button mashing as you both tried to gain the upper hand. You threw a punch. Ryuji threw a kick. You used a special beam attack. Ryuji grappled you and threw you to the ground. Slowly but surely your health bars started to whittle down and neither of you could help it as you started to shout and exclaim with boisterous laughter. 

“I’m winning!” Ryuji exclaimed with a gentle tease. 

“The match ain’t over yet!”

You leaned forward in your bean bag, the beans stuffed into the bag crunching under your movements as you sat on the edge. Your tongue poked between the seam of your lips, completely focused as your fingers moved faster than your head could keep up. You moved on pure instinct and you knew you could just edge out a victory by the skin of your teeth. You screamed in triumph when the victory banner appeared on your side of the screen, throwing your arms up as you almost, accidentally, threw the controller to the other side of the room in excitement. 

“Aww damn!” Ryuji sighed with defeat. 

His body sank further into his bean bag, sagging as he dropped his controller in his lap. You giggled as you happily crawled your way over to Ryuji, gently nudging his knee as you draped yourself over his legs. 

“I win” you chimed. “Now where’s my kiss?~”

Ryuji smiled as he leaned forward, trying to contain the shiver of excitement that raced along the curve of his spine. You leaned up as Ryuji planted a soft but firm kiss on your lips, the contact brief before you broke apart and savoured the taste of him lingering on the shape of your mouth. Ryuji’s cheeks were warm as he sat back and he awkwardly cleared his throat, hands fumbling as he reached for his controller once more. 

“One more round?” he asked in a hopeful voice.

You hummed as you nodded your head eagerly. “Of course. I don’t plan to lose though~”

“I’ll make you eat those words” Ryuji promised. “Then, I’ll get that kiss for sure!”

A soft snort blew past your lips as you readied yourself for another round. Not such a bad way to spend a rainy day, you mused to yourself. 

[gabessquishytum]

Okay, but the 1389 amnesiac Hob made me think of the sensibilities of medieval era vs now and how that would affect him. I mean, clothes are so revealing now!!!!

I can see his eyes bugging out of his head when he wakes up, being around his friends who are all wearing shorts and t shirts or something. Completely ignoring everything else going on (and even the fact that these clothes are nothing like he’s ever seen before) because he’s so stunned by seeing that much skin on so many people at once when not at a pond or river. He then freaks out MUCH more when he processes everything else that’s off.

Things are thrown very abruptly into chaos again when he falls asleep that night. Dream comes to collect his friend like he usually does, wearing his flow-y fabric thing that barely classifies as clothing. Hob, the pre any kind of self-reflection on any front, bastard that he is almost immediately jumps the very hot, very slutty man in front of him. I mean, Dream is slutty in that outfit by 2023 standards, just IMAGINE how it would feel for 1389 Hob?

On a slightly unrelated note, 1389 Hob being thrown in front of a TV by Johanna. He’d be glued to that thing for weeks on end

- 🎮 anon

Aksjsjsjsj poor Hob. Being thrust into the modern world with a 1389 mindset would be so crazy!! Just imagine - as far as he knows he's never even felt synthetic fabrics before. He's sitting there wearing polyester mix clothes that feel weird as hell, AND they don't even cover him up that much! He's blushing and covering his chest because his nipples show through his t-shirt. Where's a nice thick woolen cotte when you need it?!

But yeah I think he probably gets over his embarrassment very quickly and enjoys the fact that he can openly stare at people's bodies. 1389 Hob is an unrepentant manwhore so he's absolutely ogling everything and everyone. Jo quickly beats the feminism back into him before he can take that (literal) medieval attitude too far though.

Dream still gets an armful of horny, overwhelmed medieval mercenary when he goes to visit his friend though. Hob sees tits-out Dream and loses his very small amount of self control immediately. He's getting his mouth on the titties one way or another. And Dream doesn’t exactly discourage him (the robe disappears completely and Hob gets a nakey Dream - this probably cures his amnesia and any other problem he's ever had in his life).

And yes, 1389-mindset Hob watches the footie on TV one time and develops a slight addiction. Jo accidentally turns him into an ipad kid, oops.

[divijohm]

hewo :333

ok im joking I dont type like that( seriously) anyways im an anon!! I rllyyy want some ben drowned w a fem!siren or like a mermaid reader headcanons. I dont know how theyd meet but maybe like some cool water cave thingy in the forest and he was like exploring or smth and found her. idk

btw I LOVER YOUR WRITING AND IF THIS IS HARD OF CONFUSING IGNORE IT :3333

BEN and the Siren (reader)

A/n: HEWOO :33 Relax here is a safe space you can type whatever you want just be respectful. :3 hope you like it!!

🎮 BEN, much to his despair, was sent to explore a cave full of water to get some artifacts for slender. Everything was going well until a rock beneath him broke and he fell down into a particularly deep pond

🎮 By coincidence, you were swimming there and decided to save the poor thing, little mermaid style. As this poor boy can't swim he passed out almost drowning, and he was knocked out for long enough to you ponder if you should introduce yourself or not

🎮 He woke up on full fear getting up on his feet and preparing to fight, he's terrified of water after all. You laughed, and that's when he noticed you.

🎮 After you calmed him down a little bit, you explained what happened and introduce yourself.

🎮 Listen, this boy is one of the quickest of the pastas to fall in and out of love, he has a lot of "crushs" that last a week or less. So he was already getting head over heels for you just because you saved him.

🎮 You helped him get the rest of the artifacts and chatted while doing it.

🎮 after all of that he asked if he could see you again, you agreed and decided to meet up in a beach that was close to the mansion

🎮 when you meet the second time, he introduced you to videogames, as a siren you weren't used to tech.

🎮 You loved it and both of you spent almost all day playing.

🎮 You'll mostly play Stardew valley, Raft and Minecraft when together :3

🎮 phisical contact between you is a bit complicated. You don't have a human form so you're always in water or super wet and this boy has aquaphobia. You made it work by him toughen up to water a little bit and you drying your self up to touch him

🎮 He loves your company and started associating water with you. He still has a phobia and you wasn't curing it out of the power of love but he is less frightened by the sight of it

🎮 You tried to use your siren powers to lure him to the water (with his consent) to try and make his phobia a little less intense. It didn't work, as soon as he felt the water on his ankles he Snapped out of it and run back to the land. But progress is progress.

🎮 you both always meet outside the mansion, but he's secretly working on a aquarium type of thing to bring you to the mansion and/or another places that don't have a body of water.

🎮 When he gave this aquarium thing to you, you were a bit skeptical because what if he trapped you forever? But he didn't, you love going out with him in your aquarium now

🎮 You can control if your singing is magic or not. Nonetheless BEN loves hearing it.

[joocomics]

hi!! Can I be Ur 🎮 anon plzz?:)

Jiseok thought: you're playing with his cock, jerling him off and lightly licking his tip as he's moaning a babbling at your touch. He wants more than just your hands around his cock so he asks for your tits instead. His wish is your command and you end up jerking him off with your tits until he cums, making a pretty mess😇

“a-ahh, baby… feels soo good, just like that—“ jiseok keeps groaning, face scrunched up from the amazing sensations coming from your flickering tongue in addition to your fist moving up and down his base. “you love playing with my tip, huh?” he shoots you a playful look

you nod approvingly before sucking his leaky cockhead just so he knows how much you really love his tip, and you instantly hear him humming, taking his lower lip between his teeth to have some control over his emotions

“but i need more than that now, baby…” jiseok leans forward, as he’s sitting on the couch and swiftly strips you from your top. his hands cup your breasts, thumbs going over your nipples causing them to perk up from the sudden attention. “take it with your tits, doll. they’re so hot i wanna see them around my dick.” he gives your nipple one last squeeze before leaning back to watch how you push your well-rounded breasts together with his cock between them. you’ve never done this before, and jiseok makes sure to see every second of it no matter how difficult it is to keep his eyes open during this kind of pleasure. he doesn’t last long - few erotic strokes from your plush boobs up and down his slippery wet erection quickly lead to his climax, and before you know it he’s painting your bare cleavage, getting also your neck and chin messy with his warm thick cum

of course you can! welcome, anonie, ty for being here 🫶🏼

[virtual-boy]

{🎮}{🎮}{🎮} {🕹️}{🕹️}{🕹️} {💿}{💿}{💿}

scott wozniak from scott the woz stimboard with game controllers, handheld consoles, discs and blue fidget toys!

[requested by anon, thank you so much for requesting!! X03]

[tail0rm4de3ra]

Ohhhh nooo... I wonder what happened to 🎮!

We haven't heard from them in a bit, have we?

:)

" !!- "

OH. THE CONTROLLER ANON.

" Ohmigosh, you're right! Where- where in Crypton even are they?! Are they good??? TELL THEM THAT I SAID HI- "

[selfship-confession-box]

I got into my f/os source mostly for "the bit" as the original source is considered funny bad and I needed something to do during a mental downturn but I honestly do not regret it at all. Both because I unironically ended up really enjoying it and the other stuff after it but also because my f/o has become such a strong comfort for me and I love him so much. I keep checking up for updates and waiting till it gets back to his source because even though we just got a big story beat for him I still miss him, i am in too deep for bit at this point, i want him to be happy so much and i think about him constantly. I dont think this is slash j anymore. /lh - 👓🎮 (if that's ok!!)

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[stellrn]

“What kind of a life would I have lived if I didn't choose to board the Express... No, there is no such possibility.”

(‼️Warning from Mun‼️- You CANNOT imagine how long this shit is, so only if you are ready for your fingers to hurt from scrolling…press ‘keep reading’, brave one. I’ll meet you at the end.)

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[the-better-psychic]

I'm going to cry.

NO ONE-

Is hearing me out.

He's HOT.

Sobbing is heard from Controller anon/j

-🎮

H-hey- If he's.. hot in your eyes.. then that's lovely.. did you come here just to realize you're gay for a straight man?

[imagineanime2022]

Their Child Says/Or Does Something Mean *Part 4*

Kuroo Tetsuro X Fem!Reader, Kozume Kenma X Fem!Reader

Requested: Anon​

Summary: Your the step parent and the kids are being mean.

Warning: Ungrateful Kids

Part 1 (Toru Oikawa, Issei Matsukawa, Hajime Iwaizumi, Takahiro Hanamaki, Kentaro Kyotani)

*Part 2* (Daichi Sawamura, Koshi Sugawara, Asahi Azumane, Kyoomi Sakusa)

*Part 3* (Kotaro Bokuto X Reader, Keiji Akaashi X Reader, Atsumu Miya X Reader, Rintaro Suna X Reader, Osamu Miya X Reader)

Tetsuro Kuroo

🧪 Tetsu fell in love too easily, that was how he ended up with a daughter and no mother in sight, that never bothered you though, the day that he expressed interest in you, you were more than willing to run with it. 🧪 Tetsu worked a lot, he had to if he wanted to support his Tomoe that unfortunately meant that for a long time there were things that went unnoticed, now that you were there that was less likely. 🧪 You knew that there was something going on the moment you saw the girl but you had to earn her trust before you could ever find that out but you were getting there. 🧪 It all came to a head when you went to pick up one day, you tried to deescalate the situation but that got you an elbow to the nose.

“Dad I messed up, Mum’s hurt!” Tomoe said not even giving Kuroo the chance to even greet her. “What do you mean?” He asked, expecting her to make a joke. “She’s bleeding.” Tomoe answered. “Tetsu I’m fine, I’m just going to have to leave the car at the school and pick it up in the morning when I drop her off.” You explained. “You can’t drive!?” He asked standing from his seat at the desk writing a note and putting it on his secretary’s desk before rushing out of the building. “Where are you?” “We’re at school.” Tomoe answered. “It’s just a nosebleed, Kuroo this really isn’t necessary.” You informed him as you tipped your head back to try and control the bleeding. “Babe I’m coming to get you both just wait there okay?” He ordered. “Alright we’ll stay put.” You sighed, closing the door and handing the phone cable to Tomoe. “You might as well put on some pusic it’ll take him some time to get here.”

After about 10 minutes there was a soft knock on the window, you pushed the door open and Tetsu crouched so that he could see your face “Here.” He said softly, handing you a packet of wet wipes, you carefully cleaned your face as he turned to Tomoe “what happened?” “I elbowed her in the face, I didn’t mean to.” She answered honestly. “It was a little misunderstanding, she ended up in a little fight, I was just splitting them up and got hit, she never meant to hit me.” You explained as you flinched while cleaning the last of the blood from your nose. “I hope you won.” Tetsu gestured for everyone to shuffle so that he could climb into the driver's seat. “She definitely won.” You smirked as he started the car. “Good.” He nodded as he leaned over and pressed a kiss to your cheek and started the car.

Later that evening after Tetsu went to go and pick up his car (that he had left at work) you were both lying in bed “Are you sure that you're okay?” He asked. “Hmm? Oh yeah I promise I’m just glad that she didn’t get hurt.” You answered. “You are perfect.” He mumbled pulling you in tighter and pressing his face into your shoulder “Yeah well you're taking her to school tomorrow, in case the kid’s waiting for her, I have a feeling this is more than just one fight.” You explained. “What makes you say that?” He asked. “Something has been going on with her, she doesn’t talk about it but there’s something.” You answered. “So fix it.” “Sure thing kitten.” He said softly “now get some rest.”

Kozume Kenma

🎮 Kenma still had a good friendship with his ex mostly because of his son, he wouldn't have tried so if Kousuke wasn’t born. 🎮 The fact that he had such a good friendship with his ex confused his son. He didn’t really care what his parents did as long as they were happy but he didn’t understand why they couldn’t be together if they were such good friends. 🎮 However the problem came when he started speaking to people online and they started telling him what they thought was going on. 🎮 He believed them and things started to escalate from there, you were losing control of the teen, even Kenma was noticing the changes between streaming and running his own business.

You walked into the living room where Kousuke was playing a game “hey it’s time to eat, will you come into the kitchen please?” You asked. “Yeah I'll be there in a minute.” He waved you off, you disappeared for 5 minutes before you walked back in. “Kousuke…” You called but he didn’t answer, you walked over to the plug socket and unplugged the games console. “What the fuck!?” He shouted. “First quiet your Dad is in a meeting and second language.” You warned him. “I don’t have to listen to you!” He shouted standing from his seat on the sofa. “Ko.” You warned again, frowning over your face. “Don’t call me that, you're just here to cook, clean and occupy Dad’s bed, you really think he loves you, with the way that Mum and him get alone you can’t think that’s true.” Kousuke laughed, he was now crowding you, there was no space to step away from him, you were about to talk but someone else did first. “Kousuke go and pack some things you're going to stay at your mother’s.” Kenma’s voice silenced his son, a sound similar to a growl emitted from the teen before he went up to his bedroom. “Did we ruin your meeting?” You asked. “That doesn’t matter.” Kenma said as he walked over, taking your face in his hands “I’m going to take him to his mother’s house and then we’re going to talk.” “‘Zume I’m fine.” You said. “Well there’s something that I want to say to you so wait for me okay?” He asked. “Alright.” You nodded, you walked into the kitchen putting Kousuke’s food into a container and walked out to the front door. “‘Zume!” You called and he looked back at you as you held out the container “I cooked his favorite as least Aiko won’t have to cook for him when he gets there.”

Kenma walked back over to the car and leaned in “your dinner.” He said the tone clipped as Kousuke took the container. ���She still gave me this?” He asked and Kenma nodded as he started the car “I didn’t mean anything that I said.” “Doesn’t matter if you meant it, the damage is done.” Kenma mumbled as they pulled out of the drive. “You’ll stay with your mother for a couple of days and then we’ll talk about what happens next.” “What does that mean?” Kousuke asked. “I won’t come back?” “(Y/N)’ll never let that happen, she’s too good for that.” Kenma answered.

When Kenma got home, he found you cleaning in the kitchen, he walked up behind you and took the cloth out of your hand putting it to the side before guiding you into the living room before pulling you to sit on his lap. “You know it doesn’t matter what he says, I love you.” Kenma promised. “I know, I’m okay I promise.” You smiled but he could see that something was bothering you and if it wasn’t what he said then what was it? “What’s bothering you then?” He asked. “Does Kousuke not like me? I thought that we got on quite well in the beginning but if he doesn’t like me I can leave.” You said in a small voice, you didn’t want to leave, you loved living with him, you loved his son, you loved popping in to give him things during the stream but most importantly you loved having a family. “What? No. I’m not letting you leave.” Kenma frowned. “He told me that he didn’t mean anything that he said, I’m going to talk to him tomorrow about everything but tonight is your night.” “Mine?” You asked as you looked at him with a small smile on your face as you realized that everything should work out. “Mmhm.” He hummed, pressed a kiss to your cheek, smiling as excitement took over and you bounced on his lap leaning over to grab the control before turning yourself so that you could see the TV as Kenma changed to a more comfortable position waiting for you to pick what you do next.

Request Here

[system-of-a-feather]

hello riku and other birdfriends, this is in response to your "what is freeze/fawn like" post and i am about to ramble so hard about our experiences in your inbox

our dominant trigger response is freeze (and flight to a sense), and funny enough we can't really comprehend the fight response (so feel free to talk about that!)

we were always a shy/anxious child, and the nature of our abuse and upbringing play a pretty big part into why we react the way we do. nature and nurture that kind of thing.

start discussion of abuse

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we were homeschooled by our mother for the entirety of pre-college, and given her... myriad of mental problems, we didn't really go out and socialize much. our mother was (and still is) very emotionally detached from us, and would frequently berate and frighten us for even the smallest inconveniences. all we could really do was sit there and take it, with nowhere but my room to run off to after we were done getting chewed out.

one of our traumaholders had a very vivid flashback earlier this year, and was practically locked up sobbing in the fetal position on the couch as they relived the memory of being hurt. that isn't the first time we've been frozen like that, feeling cornered and helpless, but this was the most recent and vivid for us.

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end discussion of abuse

in my understanding, our freeze response is derived from our anxious disposition and being (essentially) bullied in our own home. the lack of other places to escape to left us with very little else to do but curl up and wait for the storm to pass.

sorry if this makes 0 sense or is otherwise hard to follow, the only way i know how to talk about things is thru my own experiences. and i'm lost in the (brain) fog.

also fuck it we ball. no anon for us this time

- 🔌🎮

*nodding nodding nodding* No no no that checks out that checks out. I like hearing some of these cause it helps me piece together a bit more of an image of the general concept of something otherwise foreign so it is MUCH appreciated.

I'm assuming what with the "curl up and wait for the storm to pass" am I right in inferring / assuming that then in the more default coping for not-directly trauma things would likely be a retreating to the sense of waiting for the storm (the stressors / anxiety source) to pass (go away with its own time) regardless of if there is a clear end point in place or not (cause mental illness duh)?

Because if I'm following and understanding, especially in situations such as the type you mentioned in your lived experience and from what I know from others and some personal experience, in past experiences the best way to get the stressor over would be to not engage as engaging would often worsen the situation. So it becomes a bit of a usual / default for a panicked brain used to those situations to assume the solution is to do nothing and wait for it to naturally and independently pass - thus like a storm?

I'm trying to understand this a bit by basing it off of how our personal things work but reversing certain aspects.

Cause - its a lot more complicated than this but for the sake of not sharing more than I'm supposed to and the post simplicity - we largely had to help our older siblings control our parents from a young age and quickly (when the eldest moved out) had to take on the responsibility of controlling our parents by ourselves in our early teens. So largely when issues came up, if they were not stopped at the bud, they would flourish into Huge Issues and my parents weren't going to stop themselves so we ended up playing the role of stopping them before they started.

So if fawn/freeze in your description would be a storm passing, fight/flight is more like preventing / avoiding the snowball turning into an avalanche.

For us, if there is an issue, we have to do something about it otherwise it not only wont get better, but it will likely get much much worse - regardless of if there is something that can be done, what in the case of a metaphorical storm.

But a lot of the time when we get triggered or in a flashback, we have to HAVE to do things. It varies greatly on which part is out because we are pretty evenly split on Flight Specialty and Fight Specialty.

Flight (my dominant coping) for me is doing literally everything and anything moderately related to whatever is stressing me out and making a clear plan and trying to forsee everything ahead and plan for every little thing that could go wrong or right and how to prevent it and (long long long list). Everything has to have a plan and be made out in my head and I am not joking that I used to have a "40 year plan" for my life as a result of this.

Fight (XIV's dominant coping) literally makes it so that if he is even remotely bothered by something he tends to get at least a strong draw to generate problems, find adrenaline, and instigate something if there is not an active issue - which he has done historically many times to a dangerous level in the past. In high levels of set off though, it drives a strong need to destroy, break, and maim things that to the part that if not satiated or able to match the level of stress / distress can then turn into self injury to try to fulfill it.

Something the both of us get (XIV more generally, me more specifically with bird-related issues) is that when we get trauma-related triggered on issues, it isn't uncommon for the only thing to be circling in our head is about how dangerous someone / something is and how inconsiderate / problematic and how fucked up and unfair that [thing] is and it circles and circles and circles brewing up a sense of vitrol each time that is really hard to contain if left to circle.

I mainly say this cause two days ago while trying to work my brain was like "Hey remember this thing said a few days ago??? Well lets replay it and get mildly triggered and the reaching implications and think about everything we need to say to the person who said this and make a list of every little issue that is implied with that statement because they absolutely are COMPLETELY inconsiderate and will not do better or be better unless I state this and if I don't state this I will be trapped and that ASSHOLE will win" and I was like

"pause. bro. self. were at an elementary school. there is no birds being threatened here. no one did anything. even the line we are looping is taken out of context and being stretched thin. chill. were ok"

But ya know, ramble bambles and sharing experiences for compare and contrast.