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I just want to read some domestic fluff is too much to ask? I know I can write it myself but I'm exhausted mentally 🤡 don't get me wrong I love a good smut but c'mon

How it feels when you're trying to find a fanfiction to read of a character but 90% of it is just pure smut or NSFW content

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Hello! May I request LJ, Ben, Jeff and EJ with a s/o who's like Fluttershy from MLP?

S/O who's like Fluttershy from My little Pony

A/n: I used to be a BIG Fluttershy girly she was so much like me but as I got older I started seeing how much I'm like Twilight (although only like early seasons twi I don't have enough character development to be the "princess of friendship" yet, also kinda more like EQG Twilight than her pony version) I hope you like it sorry for the wait I struggled with the Ben and Jeff part lmao :D

Laughing Jack

🦋 Finds you the cutest thing in the world, he has cuteness aggression so be prepared to have your cheeks pinched and maybe bitten

🦋 he isn't big on going outside but will go and speak for you if you need to, although he much prefers to just keep you inside all for himself

🦋 as stated before he sucks at comforting but will try to help you through your anxieties attacks, usually by doing something so out of pocket that you'll snap right out of it, because he read somewhere that doing something strange can make humans snap out of a bad mental state and it works so he just keep doing it.

🦋 Tea partyyy!! Tea parties are something you too have often, because you like it mostly. Sometimes some other pasta will tag along but is mostly just you two, is a moment for both of you to catch up on what the other has been doing is always pretty lighthearted and fun

🦋 He's honestly impressed on how good you're with animals, he personally isn't really fond of them but finds it cute observing you interact with them from afar.

🦋 You have a pet bunny, LJ is scared of bunnies, he doesn't like going in your room that much 'cause of it but will tolerate it IF only if he knows it's asleep and locked in a cage were he can't jump over. You got your Bunny to sleep in a carrier bag because of it, the bunny doesn't really mind because is cozy and you found it easier to take him to the vet now.

🦋 picks you up and carries you in his shoulder for no reason at all. He will just go up to you, not saying a word, picks you up and goes along with his business like you aren't in his shoulder like a parrot. He doesn't flip you over like a potato sack because you vomited one time he did it and you just ate a little bit too much so he just keeps you seated there.

🦋 he gets super angry at anyone who scares you, doesn't matter who he will scold/"take care" of them. (Is one of the rare times Ben gets an earful from him because of his pranks lol)

🦋 Has an "emergency kit" with your favorite snacks and drinks he keeps with him all the time 'cause that's the only way he knows how to tell people he cares (he feels words aren't enough)

🦋 he loves you to bits even though he doesn't really feels like he expresses it as much as he should so reassure him please

Eyeless Jack

🦋 Cuddles!! He's so much like a cat and will trap you in bed cuddling forever if he could

🦋 As he doesn't really talk so he will try to help you work around your social anxiety so you can be independent, he will stay by your side during the whole time but you'll be doing the talking he's emotional support only.

🦋 As a doctor he can help you pretty well with the anxieties, breathing exercises and compression therapy (aka hugging you real tight) are the best way you founded together to calm you down.

🦋 might not seen like it but you two talk a lot, even though jack is not the most talkative and you're pretty quiet yourself. Is not a back and forth conversation but a constant stream of facts that either of you know and want to share, most are about medicine because humans are also animals so the treatment of them is pretty similar to pets

🦋 He really likes your pet bunny, Jack is a fan of soft things so he loooveeessss having it in his lap while he does miscellaneous things it's also why he's always in your room. He treats it like a porcelain doll that can break at any minute (which is kinda true considering he's the one handling it) and it's adorable

🦋 You teached him how to use bat-like echolocation, he finds it extremely useful considering he doesn't really see and all and he isn't a fan of canes (he honestly hates them, they're way to short for him and it takes away from the quick stealth he's used to have. Also they're not really useful in a forest área)

🦋 He helps you take care of the animals you sometimes bring in, only when they're injured though he can't really do anything else bedsides it, he don't really know how animals work that well and the lil guys are scared of him

🦋 Will make sure you're remembering to drink water as it helps calm down (no sugar necessary! Is a placebo mostly you calm down drinking sugary water because you have to take deep breaths while drinking) and prevents you from spiraling, kinda.

🦋 has tried the 5-4-3-2-1 method but he particularly hated it because there's isn't really much to see/hear/smell in the forest were he lives since he scared most of the wild life away so isn't much effective in calming you down, he also thinks is pretty ableist of a method

🦋 your personal weighted and heated blanket that can also give you kisses

Ben

🦋 Discord x Fluttershy basically

🦋 He still pranks you but like, his pranks can't even be called pranks? He will put a chocolate bar inside your favorite teapot and when you put milk for the tea (cause the correct way is liquid first tea second obviously) you'll just have made a chocolate milk tea instead of whatever tea you were planning to make and he will call it a prank, if it tastes bad he'll drink it all of not you'll both share

🦋 Kinda cliche but he'll play Stardew valley and Minecraft with you although you won't fight nothing, you'll just be making a cute farm/house and collecting stuff. He'll even give up marrying Emily to marry your character in every Stardew game you two play together

🦋 will bite your bunny (gently) if you let him.

🦋 Sucks at helping your anxieties but will do anything for you to prevent them.

🦋 learned how to go outside and touch grass just to be with you while you take care of the animals around the mansion.

🦋 grossed out when you pick bugs up but will look at it if you show it to him, from a distance, but he will.

🦋 Might not admit it but he's really really protective of you. To the point where he won't leave you alone like, never. Maybe is also because he's clingy as well but mostly because he doesn't want you to get hurt.

🦋 shakes like a dog near you when he washes his hair just to wet you

🦋 Will make origami bunnies and scatter them around your room for you to find. When you undo them there's little love notes inside

Jeff

🦋 WILL use your shyness against you, no doubt. Loves to make you all red and bashful

🦋 Despite using your shyness against you he will be sooo mad if someone else does it, only he can annoy you. Nobody else.

🦋 tries to make you laugh to ease your anxiety, is a 60% chance that it doesn't really works but he will try. Is the intention that counts right?

🦋 Bites you (lightly, probably) because you're too cute

🦋 if he wasn't so skinny he would squash you beneath him, because he likes to be on top of you. Luckily is just a light pressure on your body

🦋 will make your bunny jump all around like a tennis ball so he can play "catch a bunny". He broke many things because of it already, he doesn't regret it.

🦋 when you're feeling anxious and there's a soft place nearby he will manhandle you, trow you at the soft place and hold you down there. Is basically just an excuse to cuddle you but helps you too so it's a win-win

🦋 Has you in life360, not for any reason in particular just because he likes seeing were you are at. He's definitely not paranoid of what will happen to you when he's not around, why would you think that?

🦋 Will get you weird witch stuff, because it reminds him of you. You have multiple oracles cards (tarot, romani deck, runes, forest tarot, etc) cool crystals, spells jars for safety, those perfumes that attack different things that have weird names like "cry on my knees" (idk if is a Brazilian only thing but they bring money and stuff)

🦋 Gives you bunny ears every easter because he can and you wear them all day and he almost dies of cuteness every time.

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Do you have any prompt/headcanon request that you want to see me write about? Send me a request! I'll do it as soon as possible!

Will do:

Soft/mild nsfw (sex, some kinks, not too descriptive gore, etc)

x reader

character x oc

Headcanons

One shots

Hurt/confort

Canon x canon (as long as it's appropriate)

Suggestive

And similars

Won't do:

Underage sex

Underage x +18 reader

Non-con/dub con (I might be ok with CNC BUT with extreme limitations)

Descriptive gore

Water sports / scat

Nsfw for ANY underage character

Long fics (not for now at least)

Vore and similars

Characters/fandoms

Creepypasta (Ben Drowned, Jeff, Liu, Ticci Toby, Masky, Hoodie, Laughing Jack, Eyeless Jack, Slender brothers, Sally (platonic only), Nina, Jason the Toymaker, The Puppeteer, Clockwork, Bloody Painter and any other that might not be here)

MY OCS!!!!!!!!!!!

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My eyes hurt

what you learn from hobbies:

consistent practice opens up whole worlds of skill that you couldn't imagine

making mistakes in the process of learning is not only natural, it is also essential

activities that you enjoy can give you more energy back than you spent on them

wow everything is so expensive

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I keep seeing more and more twitter type shit complains here and idk if is my algorithm that somehow is been fucked up or if is something else??

Like I search for inspo to write my HCs (bc I'm stuck with 3 in my inbox that idk how to write good) and I get shit like "Oh when I search for a character fanfic and is (insert controversial topic here)" like girl? I know there's a BIG tagging problem but this is not the place to complain. You're on Tumblr, cry about it.

Also sometimes I look at the tags and the thing I searched for is not even listed?? Like I searched for Jeff stuff and ended up seeing someone complain about Naruto like???? I guess I must be the new test subject for tumblrs algorithm and I'm NOT liking it. Please just show me what I'm looking for

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I beg y'all please tag things correctly I'm tired of seeing stuff I actually filtered out and avoid just cause some of you don't know how to fucking tag stuff, I'm going to give a petty example because I don't wanna have ethics debates about what should and shouldn't be in fandom:

IF A CHARACTER IS ONLY BREAFLY MENTIONED AND IS NOT PART OF THE MAIN PAIRING YOU DON'T TAG IT AS CHARACTER X CHARACTER/READER/WHATEVER HOW IS THIS HARD TO UNDERSTAND AND IF YOU'RE TAGGING IT LIKE THAT TO "GET MORE ENGAGEMENT" GET A GRIP YOU'RE ON TUMBLR, YOU'RE ON AO3 YOU'RE LITERALLY IN THE MOST UNMONETIZEBLE ANTI SOCIAL MEDIA THAT THERE IS IF YOU WANNA ENGAGEMENT GO TO INSTAGRAM GO TO TIKTOK AND TAG THINGS WRONG THERE. I'M TIRED OF THINKING I FINALLY FOUND A POLY SHIP FANFIC ONLY TO END UP THAT ONE OF THE CHARACTER X READERS IS PLATONIC OR THE CHARACTER IS JUST THERE BECAUSE THEY'RE FROM THE SAME UNIVERSE THAT'S NOT HOW YOU TAG SHIT AND I'LL DIE ON THIS HILL

SOMETHING X SOMETHING IS ROMANTIC ONLY IF YOU WANNA TAG PLATONIC JUST USE / OR & OR WHATEVER

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Even the dawn doesn't want to be near bro

Also, EJ looks like an Owl

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I played my very first session of RPG yesterday, it was SO fun. My cheeks are still hurting from laughing (I got to introduce an NPC to the concept of a Twink it was hilarious) my mind is still filled with ideas and questions from it I can't wait for the next session!!!

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I just remembered that pinhole blindness is a thing and I think is a pretty solid way to describe how jack sees. If I could "label" it he would have pinhole blindness and full Color blindness (like seeing black and white)

so like he sees like this more or less, the static is because I saw a guy with pinhole blindness say he sees shapes and colors in the part where he doesn't see but my editing skills aren't really good so I just went the easy way

I think you could even say that the black and white could be with more contrast to make it really hard to see but idk

This is how someone who isn't disabled and not color blind would see the image for comparison:

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What's the pastas sexuality + gender identity?

🏳️‍🌈 Eyeless jack: gray aro and bissexual

🏳️‍🌈 Laughing Jack: genderfluid and pansexual

🏳️‍🌈 Nina: cupiromantic (aromantic spectrum), bisexual and demigirl + some xenos bc she finds them fun

🏳️‍🌈 Clockwork: non-binary and Omni

🏳️‍🌈 Jane: Lesbian and demisexual

🏳️‍🌈 Kate: Lesbian/sapphic and agender

🏳️‍🌈 Hoodie: demiromantic and gray assexual - Doesn't label himself in what gender he likes but you can say pan

🏳️‍🌈 Masky: bisexual with preference for men

🏳️‍🌈 Toby: demiromantic and pansexual

🏳️‍🌈 Jeff: I would like to say he's gay but this man is so straight is not even a joke anymore but he is assexual

🏳️‍🌈 Ben: Gay but like, no homo.

🏳️‍🌈 Slenderman: strict aroace, his gender is horrors beyond human comprehension/jk

🏳️‍🌈 Bloody Painter: demiaroace, bisexual with preference for woman, non binary.

🏳️‍🌈 Xvirus: trans man, strict aroace but open to queerplatonic

A/n: Happy pride! Shout out to the gays!

The source for all of this is: "the voices in my head told me so" I'll not be debating where or not the things I put here are valid or not but if someone has a cannon identity that I'm not aware of please tell me, I'll try to correct that part. Also - do you prefer my commentary to be at the beginning or the end of my posts? Not sure what's best

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I don't really think y'all care but just cause I started complaining here I might as well bring it to an end

I GOT MY INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT BACK HAHA

After like 2 months of being denied any form of retrieving it without a password or email (and not knowing the 2fa) I finally was able to do the video thingy and got it back!! Yippee!!! I immediately changed the password, changed the phone number and email and I'm going to put my own 2fa I just need to figure how to do it bc I never did it before

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Hi Hi!!! I saw requests were open and I wanna take a shot!! I love your writings so-.. here I am!

I was wondering if I could make a request about the reader who's a lil guy/GN ofc! And they don't know how to speak or compliment people! Sooo...they Stare! Then as they were staring at the pastas they get noticed! (I can't explain well..please make this however you please!) but the reader is also a lil creepy fellow:3

Thank you sm! And please take ur time!!

(reader can be any age but I mainly referring to a teen reader around 13?)

Reader is a Lil stary guy

A/n: Hiiiii!!!! It's me I'm the lil guy 👁️👁️ You didn't really say what creeps do you want so I did the ones I seen fit also sorry if this is weird my only reference for 13 year olds is my sister and she isn't really normal, she's following the same weird kid path as me I feel worried and proud 🥹 but I think it's fit for this. Sorry for the wait! Enjoyyy!

👁️ You got into the mansion by accident really, you sneaked out one night and wandered far enough that you got there. You know silly kid stuff is not like Slenderman knocked on your window with a plushie or something because he found you cute and wanted a new small child noooo he wouldn't do that (he did)

👁️ Masky is now basically your dad, as he is with every child/teen pasta, he finds you odd but he takes care of you.

👁️ After some time the pastas kinda learned how you act and are less odded out, Masky also learned how you communicate with your eyes and sometimes you'll be staring and he's like "ah they're grumpy because they're hungry don't mind them"

👁️ You vibe a lot with EJ, he doesn't mind the staring and since you don't talk you both just look at each other for periods of time or you'll be just looking at him while he works.

👁️ this one I'll let you choose who but you admire one of the pastas so much you hover over them constantly. Just following them around, staring and picking up what they like so you can like it too. You know typical younger sibling behavior.

👁️ Staring/no blinking contest with Jeff. He technically can't be beaten because you know no eyelids so the rule is "no looking away" you're constantly tied so is a never ending contest

👁️ Sally likes playing with you, you don't talk but you let her dress you up so it's all fine and dandy for her

👁️ Slenderman is the only one that can really communicate with you effectively because of mind reading but overall the pastas understand you pretty well

👁️ You learn a lot of things from the pastas, specially stealth and sneaking. You aren't big enough to murder yet but stalking is fine

👁️ They don't really know what happened before you got to the mansion but you're now family and that's what matters

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Ok so some news:

1 My insta account wasn't deleted, I guess it was temporally disabled because I panic and attempted enter so many times but I still haven't got it back but at least I haven't lost my things. I will open a police case about it because it's apparently that's the only way the fuckin email bot will listen to my complain

2 University is doing great! I've doing SO many projects is been so fun but also overwhelming my semesters are reduced to 3 months each cause of the recent strikes so they're trying to get it back on track so my deadlines are so tight I finished my very last project on 5am yesterday. I start my 2 weeks off in between semesters on Monday

3 I'll start writing again as soon as possible! I have 5 request on my inbox I guess. I'll probably update some old writings because they're not aligned with what I think anymore, also because I think I can articulate some things better now

4 I started playing RPG! The sessions haven't started yet but I've made my character and I'm excited!

Sorry for the silence I've been I'm doing so much is crazy

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I fucking hate HATE Instagram. They didn't send me anything to warn me that my account was hacked, not even an "hey someone is trying to change your email, put this code in the app if it was you" just "hey congratulations 🎉 your email has been changed to this one here, good luck :)"

Now the bitch that hacked my account has activated the 2 factors + changed password so I can't get in and possibly excluded my account. I had so much inspo, so much memories there and is all gone like that. I HAD THIS ACCOUNT SINCE I WAS AROUND 10 AND IS GONE LIKE THAT

I contacted support but still nothing. And every insta fAQ says that deleted accounts can't be restored.... Some say that it takes 90 days to fully delete but I'm not so sure this is possible.

I feel like shit.

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Hii since requests are open can uh i ask for jeff the killer with a cannibal s/o ??

this is my first time requesting lol kinda nervous even tho its anonymous lol,, also your works are really good! i really enjoy them:))

Jeff with a Cannibal S/O!

A/n: this is so fun! Thank you I really put a lot of passion in my writing and seeing that people enjoy it makes me happy!! I really appreciate all the compliments and asks and requests with all my heart it makes my life more worth living knowing people see me and appreciate my work. Anyway! I already did something like this with Cody(X-Virus) if you want to check it out!

I'm so sorry for the long wait and kind of poor quality (u can request again if you'd like it redone) I've been so full of University/college work is killing me (is being fun tho I love my major!). I'm also having a lot of physical pain and idk if I'm sick, if I'm just exhausted, if I'm anemic or something else entirely different

🥩 a bit creeped out but because his brain haven't got haywired enough to break the natural defense mechanism "you shouldn't eat other humans" that everyone has.

🥩 Doesn't judge but won't partake in it either, sure he will stay in the same room as you when you cook but he won't eat it

🥩 you bite him. Constantly. He's chocked that you haven't just bit a piece off

🥩 Will bring you meat if you ask him, if is not too complicated of course. An arm? An leg? Sure, a heart? A kidney? Ask EJ he can't be bothered to dissect the body he did this too much in science class and he hated it

🥩 If you try hard enough you can convince him to cook for you, he doesn't like to cook at all so it's a hard task but when he does it turns out surprisingly good. He has a secret seasoning that he keeps hidden and no one really knows what's in it, he only confirmed it had salt and pepper.

🥩 You'll threaten bitting his fingers off and eating them raw if he's pissing you off. He'll say "it will taste like burnt meat, go ahead" which it kinda does when u lick him but this men is stinky so you don't know if it's just the filth or if he really tastes like that

🥩 If he dies you will eat his heart, it's a promise. He'll put yours in a jar.

🥩 People taste differently, depending on their lifestyle and stuff (I assume at least, is kinda like that with cows, the more stress-free they're the better the meat is). Sometimes he'll ask you to describe what different people taste like and what do you think the other creeps would taste like

🥩 You've made a rank of who you're going to eat first in the mansion, he's creeped out a lil bit but think it's fair (he's not on the list so he's more chill with it)

🥩 he thinks you're weird as shit but that's why he loves u

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I hope y’all aren’t afraid to msg me btw!!

Send asks n reqs n trades n shit I love interactions!!!