#❛ &. be the person your dog thinks you are. ( out of character. ) ❜

[ryuucam]

HANDS OFF !

˓𓄹 ࣪˖ what’s their favorite part of your body? multi-fandom scenario

contains nsfw (duh), oral (both receiving and giving), handjobs, boobjobs/paizuri, marking (a disgusting amount tbf), lots of spit, nipple play, breeding, bondage (m! receiving YES!!!) sub!character but idk if anyone minds actually, ass slapping + ass play, last part is shorter bc i had no more ideas ..

notes writers block is so real u guys .. also i just spent 20€ on hsr somebody sedate me!!!! please!!!! (gallagher and sunday are almost in all of those i need a lobotomy)

he likes your HANDS, likes the way they’re smaller and softer than his. loves when you run them through his hair, even when you pinch his cheeks (even if they end up red and swollen after).

he’s the type of person that loves holding your hand during sex. it doesn’t matter if he’s being rough, or if it’s just gentle lovemaking, you best believe your hand is getting held tightly by his. it’s comforting, grounding, it shows you that he’s here, no matter what, and you can trust him to take care of you. when his hands are busy doing other things (such as keeping your legs open or restraining you from squirming so much), he likes having your hands holding onto his shoulders, or cupping his face, anything’s fine as long as you keep touching him.

handjobs are his guilty pleasure. sure, they may be nothing over the top, but he thinks there’s nothing as arousing as having your small hand (or hands) wrapped around his cock, doing your best to bob them up and down, even if the amount of precum he’s leaking makes everything so sticky and wet. he just sits back, enamored with the little huffs and puffs you let out every once in a while, struggling to grab his whole cock. but that’s what makes you so charming to him, how cute you look when you’re so intent on nursing on his dick, how you whine at him to just help you out. he’s not a mean man, but just this once he’ll just sit in silence watching you.

kaeya, ayato, alhaitham, kaveh, neuvillette, lyney, childe, kinich (genshin impact) welt, sampo, luocha, jiaoqiu, aventurine, gallagher, phainon, anaxa (honkai star rail) chigiri, kunigami, nagi, itoshi sae, kaiser (blue lock) byakuya, nagito, kokichi, rantaro (danganronpa) mikey (lazy ass), chifuyu, ran (lazy ass n2), nahoya “angry”, kokonoi (tokyo revengers) dazai, ranpo, fukuzawa, tachihara, odasaku, jouno, nikolai (bungou stray dogs) deku, aizawa, sero, mirio, dabi (my hero academia) hinata, oikawa, iwaizumi, matsukawa, semi, kenma, yaku, akaashi, suna (haikyuu) whitney, syndey, wren, brian (degrees of lewdity) gojo, shiu, nanami, sukuna (jujutsu kaisen)

he likes your THIGHS, and likes napping on them even more. regardless of how much he likes to laze around, the soft skin always lulls him into a deep sleep. and when he’s not sleeping, he’s tracing countless patterns on them as he talks about his day - or listens to yours. he bites you sometimes, then licks and kisses the skin better. call him a freak, but he’d die for your thighs, no questions asked.

have you guys ever seen those memes that are like “i’d be happy to die crushed by my gf’s thighs”? that’s him. point blank. he spends hours and hours between your legs, overstimulating you to the point of tears, and the more you cry and try to close your legs the more he enjoys it and keeps going. he starts by kissing your legs, inching closer and closer to your core, leaving numerous hickeys and bite marks all over your inner thighs. when he starts sucking and licking your clit, his hands squeeze the fat of your thighs, further bruising the flesh. you can’t even get mad at him, really, because the massages and creams and who-knows-what he gives you during aftercare makes up for it.

when you’re not feeling like having full on sex, you both agreed on letting him fuck your thighs. it’s a win-win, really, since he gets off and you can lay down and rest (as much as you can while having your boyfriend rutting in your legs from the back, to be fair). the slick coats your skin, making it easy for his cock to slide in and out of your thighs. his tip peeks out from the front, red and throbbing while he overstimulates himself. he groans in your ears, about how “you feel so fuckin’ good, sweetheart, you’re such a doll for letting me fuck you like this”. well, you can’t really resist him when he’s like this, so when his cock doesn’t go down after the nth orgasm he’s had, you just tell him to fuck you properly. he can’t wait.

diluc, albedo, xiao, gaming, zhongli, kazuha, thoma, wanderer, pantalone, childe (genshin impact) caelus, dan heng, dr ratio, moze (honkai star rail) isagi, bachira, rin, sendou (blue lock) makoto, kiyotaka, gundham, hajime, shuichi (danganronpa) mikey, kazutora, inui, mitsuya, souya “angry” (tokyo revengers) atsushi, tanizaki, chuuya, tecchou, sigma, mark twain, poe (bungou stray dogs) kaminari, tokoyami, shinsou, monoma, tamaki, hawks (my hero academia) kageyama, yamaguchi, hanamaki, sugawara, goshiki, fukunaga, bokuto, atsumu (haikyuu) kylar, robin, doren, mason, alex (degrees of lewdity) choso, ino, gojo, geto (jujutsu kaisen)

he likes your BOOBS. a worrying amount, actually. he feels like a teenage boy all over again, but he can’t help the way his eyes always drop down to your cleavage (regardless of the shirt you’re wearing, or lack of thereof). his hands are always grabbing your chest, squeezing the fat like they’re stress balls, and he won’t stop unless you whine enough or he’s satisfied (very unlikely). he could spend his whole life tugging and circling on your nipples, sucking on them, biting your tits, anything, really. and obviously your boobs end up swollen, bruised and overstimulated, but can you really be mad at him, though, when he looks at you like a kicked puppy?

a while ago, one of his friends showed him a video of this dude fucking his girlfriend’s tits, and the thought hasn’t left his head ever since. not to say he doesn’t like your pussy, or mouth, but there’s just something so lewd, so messed up about sliding his cock in and out of your boobs. he’s lucky to be dating a cutie like you, honestly, since you let him do just that. he’s a freak, he knows it, but your tits are just so soft, so warm and tight and wet that his dick slides against them so well. sometimes you’re sweet enough to take his tip into your mouth, licking and suckling on it, spreading precum all over your lips. he’s a meanie, though, cumming all over your tits and face. other times, he just rubs his cock all over your chest, pace quickening against your nipples. and no matter how many times he cums, his dick always gets hard again when he sees your doe eyes and pretty tits. be patient with him, yeah?

having you ride him is definitely one of his favorite positions, since it’s a win-win for both of you: you’re taking all of his cock (or at least, you try to), and he has your tits bouncing right in his face. yeah, having you twitch and squirt all over is length is nice (well, more than just nice, but you get my point), but he’s so mesmerized by your boobs. as stated above, he’s no better than a teenage boy, and just a handful of tits is enough to get him going and cumming deep inside you. sometimes he grabs your chest, sucks on your nipples hard enough to bruise them, but when you get sick of all the marks and spit, your best bet is to just tie his hands up. all he can do is whine, “c’mon baby, don’t be so mean. just wanna touch you” and “you’re bein’ so mean to me, i’ll be good, yeah?”, but you know him well enough to know they’re all lies. well, all the more reason to take control for once, no? he does deserve a little punishment every once in a while.

venti, kazuha, ayato, ororon, wriothesley, capitano, dainsleif (genshin impact) caelus, luka, gepard, jing yuan, boothill, moze, blade, gallagher, sunday, mydei, phainon (honkai star rail) isagi, aiku, reo, ness, nagi, rin itoshi, sendou (blue lock) mondo, nagito, kazuichi, korekiyo, kokichi (danganronpa) baji, kazutora, ran, shinichiro, izana, inui, hakkai, draken (tokyo revengers) dazai, ranpo, akutagawa, chuuya, fyodor, nikolai, jouno (bungou stray dogs) deku, shoji, bakugo, todoroki, sero, tamaki, monoma, shigaraki (my hero academia) kuroo, fukunaga, kageyama, tsukishima, osamu, kita, bokuto, sakusa, iwaizumi (haikyuu) kylar, robin, eden, sydney (degrees of lewdity) toji, gojo, higuruma, choso (jujutsu kaisen)

he likes your ASS. it’s a classic: who doesn’t? he likes laying his head on it, likes groping it when you’re wearing short, or skirts, or… never mind, he’s always touching it. whistles when you walk by, slaps it when he passes by you. call him childish but he could care less.

most of the time, he’s fucking you from behind, just so he can see the fat of your ass recoil and bounce when it hits his pelvis. he’s so rough, but he just can’t stop when you’re wrapped so tightly around him, not when the room is filled with the squelching sounds of your cunny. when you whine too much, he just slaps your ass, leaving big, red handprints on it, but he knows you don’t mind it. you won’t mind if he sticks his thumb inside your puckered hole, right? he doesn’t care about that “embarrassing” nonsense you keep on blabbering about, just let him take care of you. you seem to cum harder when he’s playing with your hole, anyways.

kaeya, dottore, tighnari, alhaitham, itto, zhongli, pantalone, childe (genshin impact) sampo, jing yuan, gallagher, mr reca, mydei, boothill, anaxa (honkai star rail) leon, gundham, kaito, k1bo (danganronpa) sae (canon), aiku, kunigami, barou (blue lock) baji, nahoya “angry”, draken, rindou, kakucho, mitsuya (tokyo revengers) kunikida, tachihara, jouno, mark twain (bungou stray dogs) bakugo, kirishima, aizawa, mirio, overhaul (my hero academia) bokuto, ushijima, hinata, yaku (haikyuu) bailey, sirris, mason, wren (degrees of lewdity) geto, shiu, gojo (jujutsu kaisen)

[radioactiverats]

would starscream ever have cadet as his conjux endura?

Thank you for your ask!

Just random things I’ve been rotating in my mind like a low-poly kebab on how to push the story: Evolution of the relationship + Starscream would burn the world down for you :,)

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Evolution of the relationship:

Prefacing by saying that in this AU cadet is of age - I'm imagining somewhere between 23 and 26 in human years. Honestly haven't decided on any concrete ending! I’m happy rn playing around with the current dynamic we have, but I have been wondering about the different directions it could possibly go, like an AU of an AU. I want to keep Mentor/Cadet frozen in time, but also curious about what happens if we press the 'play' button and move forwards?

The Autobot/Decepticon war has created a maelstrom of fear/needing to feel safe/needing to be able to trust, and it forces out the extremes in all of you - you risked yourself to learn first aid for Starscream, Starscream puts his spark on the line to keep you safe from Megatron. The things said while the other was unconscious range from pleas to be okay, to outright begging not to be left alone. The situation gives rise to a dynamic only the harshest of conditions can produce, because now you know you would die for each other. It’s difficult to describe the bond you share, because there is in unnameable sense of trust and closeness that comes from relying on each other for survival. You know each other better than anyone else. You know what Starscream looks like when he’s terrified. You know what his energon feels like when it’s dripping down your servos. Hell, you know what his spark looks like.

So, Starscream is your commander as much as you are his cadet. It’s not love in its most straightforward sense, but the dogged adoration someone lost and adrift has for a mentor - until it snowballs into something much bigger, something all-encompassing and unnameable. All you know is that both of you can’t - won’t - live without the other. I tend to think about aged up ReiMob from Mob Psycho 100 to try and pinpoint the dynamic, because having someone who understands you so wholly is genuinely on a whole other level of intimacy.

I have thoughts... it's basically you can't imagine existing so closely with anyone else, and when it comes to secrets, 'firsts', personal matters... you can't think of anyone you trust more.

Also kind a ramble plz bear with me bc I am taking all the opportunity to yap :,)

I started out with a gentler Starscream than I was used to seeing in media, because I wanted to see how giving him an outlet to show care and becoming attached would reveal a softer side of him that he can’t afford to show in the war (can’t trust anybody, etc.).

But at the same time, several things are true:

- His care for cadet is genuine

- He would go to extreme lengths to protect us

- He hides this from you, because he wants to keep you untouched by war for as long as possible - and a deeply buried part of him fears your revulsion if you realised the things he’s done.

- His servos are filthy with energon that no amount of solvent can ever wash away, and another part of him rages and screams at the very idea that you’d turn away from him, because some of these things are done for you.

In my mind, we are not here to ‘redeem’ him necessarily, and having you there won’t change the vicious ambition that’s a core part of his character. We just… experience it differently, so to speak - instead of being on the receiving end of his cruelty, we are an ignorant beneficiary, because Starscream would burn the world down to keep you safe - and perhaps he knows that you would never consent to the things he does, never accept what he offers you, if you knew the methods he used to obtain them - how happy is a happy ending if he had to carve it from the light of countless sparks? Can it still be recognised as a happy ending when it’s drenched in energon so fresh that it’s warm?

By design, we don’t really know what his duties as SIC entail. Some days, he comes back reeking of solvent - clearly having spent a joor or so under the steaming taps before recharge, but you’ve mostly put it down to habit. (Deep down, you know it’s not a habit.)

To some degree, then, you reluctantly understand why he can’t afford to be kind. His bloodstained servos single-handedly carved a space for you to remain gentle, which meant that he couldn’t be. Not if you both were to survive.

On the battlefield, though - you gaze at the feared Decepticon SIC, known for his ruthless cruelty, spinal strut ramrod straight and wings proud - and find it impossible to believe it’s the same bot who sings you Vosian lullabies at night.

[lssugaluv]

Ushijima W. x Chubby fem. Reader. <3

• Ushijima head cannons.

• High school characters/high school setting!

(Thinking of continuing this as these two dating as adults!)

Contains: fluff, embarrassment (from y/n’s side). Ushijima’s POV of you. <3

- A lot of Ushijima’s friends were in shock when they realized that he has a crush on you. He is not a man of many words, but they thought his type would be very different.

- Ushijima fell for how sweet and shy you are. He also absolutely loves your chubby cheeks. He loves to see you laugh because he can see your adorable dimples.

- It did take about 1 month for you to even notice Ushijima. You would never ever think he would want to even be around you.

- Ushijima thought at first that you hated him tbh. You tend to always avoid him.

- Ushijima had to speak to his bestie Tendo about you. It was when Tendo gave him advice to actually confront you.

- Ushijima waits for you after school, knowing he will be late to practice. He didn’t mind tho, he wanted to just speak to you.

- You see him and try to rush away. He finally calls out to your name and has you stop your tracks. “Do I scare you?” He says as you are a hot red mess. “No!” You tend to shout out.

- Ushijima asks for you to wait for him after practice is over to walk you to your home. You agree and you meet him by the front of the school’s entrance.

- You two walk together in complete silence. When he finally opens his mouth to say something, you stop, clenching your fists in frustration. “Are you walking me home because you feel bad for me?” He looks at you wide eyed, a bit confused and shocked. “No Y/N.. I-“ you cut him off. “Is it to make fun of me bec-“ he cuts you off and grabs your right hand.

- “I would never do that to you. I like you Y/N.” He is staring at you and uses a very firm voice. You’re in complete shock.

- “Why? Why would you like someone like me Ushijima-San?” His body moves and pulls you in for a hug. You are so in shock that you stand completely still as his hugs your warm body.

- Ushijima isn’t a guy who goes for looks. He loves your personality. The way you are so intelligent in class, the way you can ramble on and on about K-Drama’s with your friends. He loves your curvy body, he loves how you have a tummy and thicker legs compared to all the other girls.. of course he wouldn’t say that tho.

- As he continues to hug you, not loosening his hold, he says “Please don’t disrespect yourself like that. I like you how you are. I like for who you are. Let me get to know you better.”

- A quiet “yes” is all he hears from you. He is actually shocked you agreed. “I thought you hated me.” He says as he pulls away. You smile shyly, “I don’t. I think you’re pretty cool yourself.”

- Ushijima plans a date to the movies. He gets you a corn dog and popcorn and drinks. You two enjoy the movie and then plan another hang out. Next thing you know, you developed feelings for him.

- You confess your feelings to him a month later. He was a very happy camper.

- Ushijima asks you out one day after school. “Would you like to be my girlfriend?” You didn’t say anything until you said this, “I don’t want to embarrass you. I know being with me can ruin your reputation.”

- Ushijima grabs both your hands having your full attention. “I like you y/n. I don’t care what anyone else thinks. You will be my girlfriend, and I enjoy every thing we do together. Please give me the privilege to be your boyfriend.”

- You shyly agree to his request and earns a kiss on the cheek. You made him a very adorable blushing mess.

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• First time writing a chubby reader head canon.

• I can see Ushijima like chubby readers <3

• Yes, I’m a chubby girl myself 🤭

[hrrtshape]

you semi-literate gargoyle, i don’t know what diseased corner of the internet convinced you that frothing at the mouth in my general direction would make me burst into tears and relinquish my blog, but i promise you, you are not that important. you are a glitch in my peripheral vision, a pop-up ad i refuse to click, a background character who got way too bold with the improv dialogue.

let’s break this down like i’m speaking to a particularly stupid golden retriever and then i'm blocking your ass, because i could show everyone the ask i sent you practically begging for peace. and then you proceeded to call me every mean word in the book LMAO. you claim every single post i make is ableist, that is such a grandiose accusation, and yet the best “evidence” you could muster is me saying that mindset matters. be so serious. you’re scrambling to paint me as some cackling eugenicist when really, you’re just mad that i don’t validate your doomer complex. if i have a god complex, then you have a victim complex, and it’s getting exhausting to witness.

and the “cult followers” bit. SIGH. the jealousy is reeking through the screen like expired milk in a hot car. you are rotting from the inside out over the fact that people, intelligent, independent people...you know, with minds and FREE WILL, gravitate toward me, while you are left screaming into the void, hoping someone, anyone, will validate your self-inflicted misery. idk why you're mad. maybe that i’m articulate, that i shift effortlessly, that my words resonate while you’re out here typing with the deranged conviction of someone who just drank an entire can of monster and raw-dogged the joker movie. the difference between us is that i actually help people. i offer insight, encouragement, and nuance while you fumble over your own bitterness, calling everyone a bitch on the internet before throwing yourself a pity party about how unfairly you’re treated. you don’t want discourse. you want a punching bag. you want a villain to project your own failures onto because the alternative, acknowledging that you might be the problem, is simply too much for your fragile ego to bear.

now, onto the false accusations. you say i’m slandering people, but you’re the one flinging words like “abuse enabler” because i, brace yourself, supported Amber Heard instead of coke-snorting, women-beating, minor-dating johnny depp. and yet, i'm the problem? be so serious. meanwhile, your friend was in my inbox on three separate alt accounts, foaming at the mouth like an unsupervised toddler who found a sharpie. it’s giving unhinged. it’s giving get a hobby. it's giving GO SHIFT AND STOP BOTHERING A MINOR.

and let’s discuss your flagrant lack of self-awareness. if i’m ableist, then what does that make you, slinging the word “bitch” around like it’s confetti at your own personal failure parade? it’s a slur. so if we’re playing the oppression olympics, congratulations. you just tripped over your own hypocrisy and face-planted into last place.

NOW. the LOA discourse. the way you speak about it with all the misguided confidence of a man explaining bitcoin at a dinner party. you think just because you string some jargon together, it means something? you are regurgitating wikipedia summaries with the conviction of someone who has never applied a single concept in real life. you are a parrot with a Wi-Fi connection.

and also. all of this is soooooooo cherry-picking. the desperate grasping at straws. the fumbling, bumbling attempt at a “gotcha” moment, as if i don’t already have my affairs neatly in order

here’s the reality check your ego so clearly needs: i am on good terms with this person who you said copied me. i've said so. MULTIPLE TIMES. because. you know. i'm not a hateful cotton-eyed-joe who drags her knuckles on the floor

you, on the other hand, are conducting a full-scale, intellectually insecure, deep-dive investigative report on my past interactions like an underpaid, overworked tabloid journalist, except with none of the finesse and all of the embarrassing projection. this is the internet equivalent of you shaking, crying, throwing up because i have the social dexterity to resolve things gracefully, while you fester in the kind of resentment only a "oooohhhh shiftblur is soooo toxic. WAIT FUCK YOU, YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID" with too much free time and way too many feelings can muster.

you are desperate for a villain, clawing at thin air, constructing a papier-mâché effigy of me with all the skill and precision of a rabid raccoon rifling through a landfill. you’re so hellbent on making me the big bad of your tragic little lore dump that you’ve abandoned even the pretense of logic, weaving a narrative so flimsy and pathetic that even a toddler with safety scissors could dismantle it. and what’s truly humiliating? you suck at this. because at the end of the day, the facts remain: i don’t lurk in the shadows of my own bitterness. i don’t spend my days rotting in an echo chamber of self-inflicted misery. and i definitely don’t have the time, energy, or audacity to be this publicly wrong. the receipts don’t receipt. the callouts don’t call.

ALSO. ALSO???? you’re out here conducting a full-scale surveillance operation on my private friends-only tiktok story......UHM. you’re foaming at the mouth over a 24-hour post that wasn’t even meant for you, and yet i’m the one crossing boundaries? be so serious. at this point i'm convinced you're the anon who doxxed me sfanewrfnriwfnu. the way you’re moving is less “righteous crusader” and more “unhinged parasocial stalker with a persecution complex.” get a grip. get a life. get out of my business.

final thought. you are throwing pebbles at a tidal wave and wondering why you’re getting wet. my advice? log off, go outside, and stare at a tree until the neurones start firing again. you need it.

did you see the post with shiftingonmars ranting you?? and most of her posts are never even about shifting?? she says she has been unmotivated to shift for so long and when someone tries to motivate her she goes off on them

some things:

i never called anyone out or sicced people on them. loa and shifting the same thing, and if that offends you, i don’t know, go argue with a wall. people could’ve dm'ed me, but instead, they made a whole broadway production about it. i hope the standing ovation was worth it. also, most of the things there were just lies. so. please reference stuff. besides shiftingwithmars has been hating on me for the last month, i'm not surprised dlorjeurhfehro

ok. and im sorry, but it's funny. like genuinely. wait no it's actually heartbreaking UHM. people call me entitledbla bla bla, but i’ve put in like.......hours of work. more, actually. a thousand asks, hundreds of posts, my own safety (cause i got doxxed hi ). and for what??

if my posts disturb your delicate sensibilities so much, there’s a wonderful, magical, life-changing feature called blocking. highly recommend.

idk what to say anymore even because something that i wanted to do for the sake of fun and sharing my journey has......literally turned into a waking nightmare. pls leave me alone lol !!!!!!!!

[nyxtickled]

Fucking hell, Nyx. I have down-shifted my presence on here significantly lately (only tangentially relevant tl;dr: it turns out that the added mental bandwidth from my ADHD meds is not the only thing I need in order to be a good member of a kink community, and I am still working on the rest) so it took me a minute to get caught up, but I have now.

I am really fucking sorry that Socal put you through all of this extremely unhinged, unnecessary, sociopathic shit; I am really fucking glad you had the receipts ready to unload; and I am really really fucking amazed at your fortitude, both in carrying it mostly in silence as long as you did, and in opening up about all of it. I obviously also wish you hadn't had to do either of those things, but that's not news. I reiterate: fucking hell. 😞

(Incidentally: he was the pissant, penny-ante troglodyte shitheel, wasn't he? Your answers to other asks implied you knew who the main anon hater was, and that you'd taken some distance from them. It deserves mentioning that that was the same fucking guy. If someone wrote a character that toxic on an HBO show, people would say it was unrealistic. Fucking hell. 🤮)

I've always felt two ways about sharing community hygiene posts because my blog is tiny and I legitimately can't see that it matters (though I do it anyway) but I also saw the one that said "reblog that shit no matter the size of your blog" so I guess I'm done feeling two ways about it. Do you mind if I add a couple of my own thoughts when I do? They feel really inconsequential, because I have not dealt with anything even remotely like this, but I think I saw a reply saying you appreciated other people's perspectives, so I dunno.

Either way. I am glad you're here and that you continue to be here despite All Of The God-Damned Fucking Bullshit. The community is better for it. I am very evidently not the only one who feels that way, either. Go hug your wife and cuddle your dog and gather some spoons. 🖤

hey there, my dear beloved Thing 💖 it’s so great to hear from you! and i appreciate your empathy and support, very very much.

(incidentally: your suspicion is absolutely indeed on par with mine. the first time i ever received anon hate was during the screenshot fallout i shared when my dog got sick, as i was ignoring his calls and receiving walls of toxic texts from him. the second time was during the additional screenshot fallout i shared when the AUNT convo went down. the next time was after i got married, when i wasn’t speaking to him anymore. and, ever since i ended the connection entirely, ive been getting sporadic anon hate from the same person who just keeps trolling about me “cheating” since im married now etc. lmao, it’s just, the timing??? is way too fucking suspicious and it makes me laugh every single time i think abt it)

i am always open to anyone sharing their thoughts and perspectives! you’re more than welcome to add anything you want to a rb.

thank you for being here. the overwhelming response has been so validating and healing bc i legit only wanted to look out for others, and i’m so grateful that it was received in the way i intended. 💜

[puppppppppy]

i also have unaddressed therian feelings… sometimes i feel like a creature looking out from a human’s body yk

i get what u mean..!! im still trying to understand it too, but im happy to finally have a word that describes the feeling. i cant say for sure what will help u come to terms with your feelings, but i think its good to find people who will listen and take it seriously ^_^

[marzipanilla]

chewing on the corner of the fandom particle board table like a dog w anxiety. there's something up there. I know there's something up there. there are so many people at this table there must be something Up There

lol who knows, but prolly not. I generally have to be at least a little mad at a piece of media in order to want to write fic for it, and I pretty much liked SU/F xD Though that might be a bad habit to have and I could try and break it ??? lol

When Steven finally does have a shitty moment w her bc being travel buddies CAN be straining and she's just like MUAHAHAH FINALLY and Steven just being all what was the point of leaving if you're still here !! what happened to the cave, loner Jasper ?? huh ?? What happened to the damn cave that was supposed to solve all your problems ?? idk how, but he'd have to hit a nerve eventually...

idk how you feel about that one film in particular, but Michael Keaton as the Vulture vibes for sure at that family dinner xD Bowls accidentally sticking to Peter's hands as he tries to help pass things around the table. Him desperate to get his damn web slingers... Nolan just like Why Am I At This Event, bored af. Mark just like Mooo-om you don't have to arrange playdates for me anymore, I'm not five. Peter and I can hang out on our own! Aunt May just all it's lovely to have company : )

lol Nolan like yes my human-sona is doing excellently in the friend department. success. Cecil wondering why the hell a guy known for wanting to unmask a kid vigilante is suddenly hanging out w a top tier hero... on a boat on a lake. what is going on there. JJ and Art just snarking at each other the whole time would be so hilarious. esp since Art would know they're chillin w Omni-Man and JJ doesn't.

You got web on me one(1) time and now I want you dead is a pretty hilarious thing. Debbie just having to be like ??? you don't even talk about villains this much! wtf is going on ! Nolan refusing to admit he basically had toilet paper stuck to the bottom of his foot one day. it is also just enough of an excuse for him to justify putting things off again, 'cause you know that man was desperate to stall for time xD Can't take over the planet until this one guy is on lock down ! clearly! totally rational ! it just fuels his obsession bc if he does succeed it means he has to carry on w Everything Else and that's a whole ass can of worms he refuses to think about. he actually has a truly disturbing number of images that show Peter IS Spidey but refuses to use them because he just wants to fuck W spider-man. the plan was to fuck w spiderman. he cant deviate from a plan. clearly. once he wraps up here he'll move on with everything else. promise.

Character decisions affecting the plot rather than external forces my beloved. where did you go. where.

I always figured an 'evil' AU of Debbie (that keeps her human) would be that she's like, a tv personality real estate mogul (making Mark not only a hero nepo baby but a genuine rich boy brat, and Nolan doesn't even bother w a job just hangs out as her kept husband when not acting as Omni-Man lol) - and like, branching off of that just her actually using her career to fund/manage a group of.. individuals.. would be awesome. Bc real estate capital CAN be used for so much ! her 'fighting crime' w real estate is actually something I have come up rather as a side note in two fic (tho one hasn't actually gotten to that point yet) and it's like ! she doesn't need powers to be useful! you can influence the world in many ways ! Which is Amber's whole fucking deal ! it's what Eve decided to do when she quit the main stream hero game ! let more normies in on that shit ! show the importance of the ground level ! No you don't save the damn planet Paul, but you're the reason the planet is interesting and doesn't suck ass !!

like have people point out Powerplex wasn't after justice, he was after retribution! if there aren't any laws in place for when heroes do shit like this, why NOT form a group who gets a stink worked up about that and makes it so there are? How opposed would Cecil be to not being the main authority on who gets punished for what? pretty pissed I think ! or does he twist it to his use? How nervous would heroes be to operate when they are suddenly faced with repercussions for collateral? does Cecil fight against it bc of shit like that, or does he say if you join my List of Approved People I will make you immune to that and end up consolidating a lot of power over a lot of people? How is any of it enforced? Give us a Civil War esque divide that's actually interesting ! Okay Mark, you're obsessed w people who fuck up going to prison- now the people have decided you need to go to prison. what you going to do? (tho I would like to tell mr prison is for criminals that you stole Shapesmith from his peoples' laws against his crime, tho it was a death sentence but that DOES raise another factor- what happens when his magical non-lethal solution gets turned into a lethal one by a court?) how do you justify the cost of keeping a being made of pure energy contained if it takes a cities worth of power to fuel one cell ?? give us fucked up shit like that !!

if it's the GoG on Cecil's pre-appoved list taking you in bc they're immune for staying in line? Your brother sure as shit isn't going to listen to anything these people say. Eve wouldn't want to kill people, but you know she'd be pissed ! How does new yet-to-be-renamed TT fit into all of it ?? If Debbie has resources at her disposal what is she doing about all of this ?? if shes doesn't is she just going for appeals in the court case?? having lawyers and media pick apart her fucking life in order to try and get her son out of this mess? pictures of Mark in the hospital bed after Nolan kicked the shit out of him plastered all over the internet as news stories run w it ??? what if Mark gets released bc yeah, you were trying to help, but his mom gets sentenced for aiding and abetting a terrorist? You figured out what he did and didn't alert anyone ! again what are the spouse testifying against spouse laws like in superhero world... do people pull the fucked up shit like 'he wasn't human and the law as written defines marriage as...' shit ?? do they call his false identity tax fraud and throw those charges at her too?? what are the immigration laws for space aliens in this universe...

alright back to the other point xD

Art being a big contributor and Debbie's connection to him resulting in a lot of ppl stepping in line bc of how important he is would be great! New player but w Old money. she knows a lot about the internal workings of the GDA due to what Nolan told her over the years and what she's seen herself ! she has important information on shit that has been confiscated from assorted villains over the years. She knows who the GDA prioritizes and who they don't! she recognizes their agents on sight !! forget the cameras in her house the last few years, they've apparently been stalking her since she met Nolan if her annoyance w the nanny plants was anything to go by. Was it a game they played while dating ? spot the GDA tail?

Titan being like this is MY city block and Debbie being like hmm : ) but is now MY city and Mark's incredible annoyance that their turf war seems to be about who can clean up the streets the most- who can support their civilians while collecting up the goons to go hit the GDA- promising stability and security for families while just fucking the government approved heroes in the process. Or Debbie trying to start a larger war like that but Titan holding on to loyalty to people who dont WANT to escalate. who is pushed out, who is pushed around- give me the fucked up bits and the beneficial to all the dynamics ! give me 'villains' like the ones we saw robbing the bank getting hired on as defenders / private security to new public works in an area. fuck your criminal record ! we don't care ! give us people who are terrified of the regime change ! who dont like heroes at all and want a non-powered person in charge and get pissed when they find out Debbie employs them ! maybe she doesn't ! maybe it boils into a fucked up divide about that outside her intention !! god have SoS have been an anti-hero group like many people speculated. Have Debbie have MET Scott ! have known him ! have been someone she chatted at meetings w ! have the betrayal come not in one episode while at a bar w a guy who instantly finds out who her husband was, but to someone she's been hanging out w ! whose kid and wife she knows ! who tried to get Debbie to help him build his court case against invincible but she pulled out, and then he finds out she's his mom??? GOD that would have been beautiful.

gah. the wider world politics on Invincible is just so threadbare. you're either one person in a storm whose life has barely any meaning while someone punches someone, or you're a psychotic dictator and there's no inbetween. there's a lot of inbetweens !! I don't think there's any leadership that isn't some form of totalitarianism?? Cecil expects utter loyalty (and is NEVER shown answering to anybody despite arguably being a branch of US government), Titan expects utter loyalty (he just helps swap out dictators for the Order in order to get a favor to be left alone lol), there really isn't enough info on the Coalition but one guy seems to be in charge of all of them at the end of the day, the viltrumites definitely !! the thraxans apparently demand Nolan do that to them !! I just !! there's more than one form of government. Even the hero teams runs off of 'one guy says stuff and we all have to adhere or else' and like !! can we see literally any other dynamic between people ??? show us the pros and cons of both !! no system is unfallable !! no collection of people is without friction !! 'the power has been returned to the people' the robots intone. ELABORATE ON THAT ??

While I'm not too familiar with the DCU- your batfam meta posts are intiguing- so in transfering some of the broader strokes from them- I think you tackling a 'Mark isn't Nolan's biological son' fic would be fascinating. Sort of a step to the side of the 'what if Mark never got his powers' fic that sometimes pop up in the fandom

OOOOOO chewing on this currently, hm, the much a distinct flavor of exactly what you’re talking about, but the potential for more family drama depending on WHO knows. Does Mark know?? Is he waiting every day only to be crushed? Does he confused non-Debbie features with Nolan’s? I suppose I’m not the most enthusiastic about non-power AUs, but I think there’s something very fun to explore about Mark having to settle with, if he knows all his life, he will never have powers? I think the trajectory of his dreams will obviously shift, I can see him still having that distinct fatherly idolization, but perhaps embraces being useful to the GDA? Cecil’s number one intern—only intern—curtesy of nepotism, ha! There is something tickling me about Mark taking the Robin Route/Role for the Teen Team in terms of having no powers, just insane skills, BUT there’s something way more delicious about intern Mark when s1e01 happens and Mark tries snooping around to find out the truth about what happened to his Dad.

I wonder if, with Mark having a whole another father, if they’re more or less distant relationship, depending on WHEN Nolan entered Mark’s life? Like if Debbie met Nolan later for this, or just for fun, they dated once, separated (Mark being born during then), then they happened to stumble into each others lives again and Mark’s already been born, anywhere from tween to teenager so there’s a gap in how close they are. I feel like one important aspect of the whole Family Drama is how close they’re supposed to be, a functional, loving family turned upside down? So I wonder what more distance does. I wonder how Nolan copes when his family is entirely human and he can’t project onto Mark.

I love thinking about these, omg.

[adahlenan]

Haunted one

[byfulcrums]

I could talk about how female characters are almost always watered down to the responsible friend or the voice reason or the badass character with no feelings, etc etc and how it's not only harmful but usually ooc for most of the characters it includes (Nya, Annabeth, literally every girl from PjO, Shoko and Nobara, etc) for hours but I have to sleep

[icewindandboringhorror]

I'm so heavily anti-advertising that all pitches sound goofy silly to me/I can never take them seriously, so I have no idea how I'll manage to to advertise my game even if I do finally finish it soon-ish lol...

[s2pdoktopus]

Omg I hate to say this but I really love Meihua

[autism-disco]

it’s not fair that evening naps are “bad for me” and “end up making it harder to sleep later” i should be able to sleep now and do whatever later

[ialpiriel]

i'm a happy 9,000 words into this version of the novel and i love to recontextualize characters it turns out. love that. extremely fun.

[midnightwind]

unearthing another wip from 2020 because lmao I never even played Ren that should probably be Owain now but I have no idea what he even is because romance simply Does Not Matter in his current situation

[arsonamiright]

Ok yeah maybe melatonin DOES give you weird ass dreams

[saymio]

Dae-ho headcanons | (NSFW)

Pairing: Kang Dae-ho (player 388) x Fem!reader

Genre: headcanons, smut

Warning: uhh daehho is rlly needy, kinda sub dae ho, idk TBH he's too normal for warnings LOL,

A/N: not proof read. I tried my best:( I'm used to writing darker stories with elements of dub/noncon, manipulation, etc..so hopefully I did his good personality justice.

kang dae ho, the man couldn't keep his eyes away from you the second he caught a glance of you. his eyes following your every move inside the room that everyone had just woken up in.

kang dae ho, the man that blushes like he had just been caught doing the dirtiest thing on earth (staring at you). getting somehow redder when you giggle at his 'confidence' crumble like a failed sand castle.

kang dae ho, the man that cant believe his eyes when you stand up from yourself and your group against men that were clearly bigger than you. showing immense confidence even when you could easily be overpowered.

kang dae ho, the man that always finds his gazes linger a little longer than they should. watching you closely when you stretch, feeling himself get hard at the sight of your stomach peeking past the shirt and soft noise you make when you stretch.

kang dae ho, the man that invites you to his team after the second round. finding you all alone after your teammates left you to die to form their group and getting fatally shot during it.

kang dae ho, the man that offers his milk to you. telling you that its "no big deal" with a shrug. even if he goes a little more hungry than usual.

kang dae ho, the man that will look at you for approval of something he just did. giving himself an internal fist bump when you tell him he did great.

kang dae ho, the man that will slip his hands into his pants and get himself off while he watches your sleeping form. he just thinks you look too gorgeous while the lights of the x and o illuminate off your face and rest of your body.

kang dae ho, the man that feels so bad for imagining what your delicate body looks under your clothes .. but cant help it when you just look so hot

kang dae ho, the man that will sneak into your bed at the middle of the night and cuddle you... feeling himself get a hard on at the feeling of your soft skin under his arms

kang dae ho, the man that will slowly start rutting into you in the middle of the night. waking you up surprised but not upset.. his moans and whines filling your ears to the brim

kand dae ho, the man that will fondle your tits n make out with you like a feral dog. as if you were his first girlfriend since 8th grade.

kang dae ho, the man that will cover his whines and moans with his hands while your jerk him off under the thin covers. trying his best not to make too much noise and wake anyone up..but there was probably that heard him either way.

kang dae ho, the man that will lick his fingers after you came all over them like a starving animal. savoring every drop of it that he can pick up with his digits.

kang dae ho, the man that decided to join the shoot out with the other guards in hopes it could get you out of this mess. even if you begged him not to go.

kang dae ho, the man that felt nothing but relief and warmth when you hugged him and held him in your gentle arms when he had a panic attack and couldn't get himself to go back

kang dae ho, the man that want nothing more but to spend the rest of his life with you.

A/N: this was rlly rushed n lazily made, I'm sorry :( I was out all day so I didn't find time to finish/continue my long fic but I still wanted to make something T T I think I might just stick to writing for characters that would more likely do darker things, I felt this was too boring :// sorry...

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