#❀ | we must not lose this war ❞ ( v awakening )
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auratold · 5 months ago
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The father looks so ever-proud of his daughter, "I still can't believe how you made it, with everyone, here. Your determination and courage are unparalleled. I'm sure ... he would've been proud, too. Thank you for surviving."
The look in his eyes is too similar, too reminiscent of the man father she had lost. It's painful, reminding her of the pride in his eyes when she'd lifted a sword the first time, when she'd cut a log clean with falchion. But at the same time, it is a relief to see.
"I-" Lucina's voice catches in her throat, tears threatening to spill from her eyes. The plan had never been in reveal her identity to him or the others, a moment of emotion causing her to call out to him. She'd told herself seeing him and her mother alive from afar was more than enough, but Lucina can't deny that she has ached and wanted this more than anything. "I know I am not truly your daughter, that if my mission here is achieved your Lucina will never know the loss our world held. But I can not tell you how much it means to hear this, Father."
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corpocyborg · 10 months ago
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WIP WHENEVER
Tagged by @ghostoffuturespast! (Thanks! I'll never pass up an opportunity to share more WIPs.)
This time I'm going to share a bit from Chapter Two of "Beyond the Event Horizon," which is called New Future Weapon.
Summary of BTEH: During the years V spent in Mikoshi, the Human-AI war raged. Alt Cunningham breached Mikoshi, destroying the engrams contained therein. All except one. Arasaka can only speculate as to why Alt didn’t destroy V, but since she represented the only remaining trace of the Secure Your Soul program, they put her into a protective stasis mode. Now it’s become clear that the rogue AIs are winning… and Netwatch needs a new weapon. V is awakened as a superpowered android who can effortlessly slip in and out between reality and the Net. She’s Netwatch’s desperate final assault on the rogue AIs. And Arasaka’s most valuable piece of property. With the help of familiar faces such as Goro Takemura and NetWatch agent Bryce Mosley, V’s mission is to stop the rogue AI revolution and win the war for humanity. Something inside her is missing, but she’s far beyond caring.
From Ch 2 - New Future Weapon:
V moved swiftly through the group of MaxTac operatives, looking for the one in charge. MaxTac datafiles stored in her memory told her his name was Officer Theo Moss and that he was a tall, muscular man with a shockingly low amount of cyberware. In her days, MaxTac had been known for their particular proclivity for chrome, and many of their operatives had been reformed cyberpsychos. Had that changed in recent years? She could understand how the rogue AI attacks could have set off anti-cyberware sentiment in the general public, but for MaxTac to send nearly organic officers out into the field… if that was what humanity had stooped to, she wasn't surprised they were losing this war. 
She located Officer Theo Moss kneeling on the concrete, in the process of restraining one of the terrorists she’d knocked out. She walked up behind him. 
“Officer Moss,” she began, “I’m Valerie Locke, more commonly known as V. I'm with Arasaka.” 
“I know who you are,” he responded tersely. He stood up and turned to face her. His pants were covered in dust, but he didn't seem interested in brushing it off. His attention was focused solely on her. 
"Do we know who they were?" she asked.
"Not yet,” He responded, crossing his arms. “Rogue AI sympathists, evidently. No details beyond that. Records on them are wiped or inaccessible—faces, fingerprints, cyberware manufacturer codes, everything. We're bringing the survivors in for questioning."
“I'd like to be present for that.” 
“I'm afraid that won't be possible.”
She gazed at him impassively. “And why not?”
“Because rogue AI attacks and related incidents in Night City are under the jurisdiction of the NCPD. Arasaka has no right to involvement here, and neither do you.” 
“I’m the one who prevented this attack.”
“Yes, you are.” He uncrossed his arms, revealing the MaxTac logo on his chest. “Right in the nick of time too. I'm sure we're very lucky Arasaka’s androids are so punctual.”
“Are you insinuating something, Officer?” She cocked her head to one side and smiled at him politely.
“Very perceptive of you. Must be those super senses they built you with.” He stepped closer to her. Her new body was the same size as her old one, so he towered over her. If he thought that was an indication of any sort of physical advantage, he was even stupider than he seemed. “But let's not beat around the bush. I'll say it plainly. You aren't human.”
She laughed. “I'm exactly as human as Saburo Arasaka.”
“All the more reason not to trust any of you.”
Not tagging anyone this time, since I just recently tagged a bunch of people.
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the-hem · 7 months ago
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"Right Awakedness." From the Annapurna Upanishad, the Exploration of the Mysteries of the Queen of Foods.
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V-106. In the multitude of objects, moving and stationery, extending from grass, etc.; up to the living bodies, let there be nothing that gives you pleasure.
V-107. In the absence of the I-sense and its negation, at once existent and non-existent, what remains unattached, self-same, superlatively pure, and steadfast is said to be the Fourth.
V-108. That superlatively pure sameness, the quiescent status of liberation-in-life, the state of the spectator is, unempirical usage, called the fourth state.
V-109. This is neither wakefulness nor dream, for there is no room for mental constructions. Neither is this the state of deep sleep; for no inertness is involved in this.
 V-110. This world as it is, is dissolved, and then it is the Fourth State for those who are tranquilized and rightly awakened; for the unawakened it stands changeless (as it is in its plurality).
V-111. When the aspect of I-sense is given up, and equability dominates, and the mind disintegrates, the Fourth State comes on.
The goal of spiritual wisdom is to teach us how to be happy without the fruits of the actions. There is no room in the mind for the desire of the fruits, they are distractions that deter proper behavior. All must be born, exist, and dissolve into the intellect through extremely rational thinking if the behavior is to be highly attuned and operate with the precision of the Self, as if it were adorned by the mane of God instead of the stupidity of man.
Scientists all around the world are now baffled as to what to tell people about climate change now that it is obvious we have a problem because we desired the wrong fruits for too long. There is no way to spank or discipline the weather and make it behave.
We have to abandon all of our strange and weird ideas about life on earth now, become a pure spectator of all the evil in the eyes of the Lord we have done and we have to atone, we have to make things right again. Think about this sincerely for a moment and you will see the desire for the fruits of the actions is no longer tempting.
Any thought motivation that is “rightly awakened” is of the right kind and will invoke the kind of state of mind God says is ideal in the saint and very good for the world.  
Those filthy sloppy cunts in Congress who blocked aid to Ukraine and overturned RVW could have done the right thing and helped them stop Russia, which is using the slow and steady buildup of heat from its war there to scorch us. Who knows how different the weather in America would be right now if Ukraine had achieved victory six months ago. Instead look at us? Listen to Donald Trump who is responsible for encouraging them to deny the aid package back in November!
We have to dissolve the frame of mind that is permitting such things to happen and we need to reverse this curse before even more people lose their homes, pets, life savings, and hopes for the future.
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libidomechanica · 7 months ago
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Admiring I stood, and with the wild wars dearest bands untwining
A sonnet sequence
               I
Getting his worth at hard mishap hath not torn. Admiring I stood, and with the wild war’s dearest bands untwining? A still allow’d without mirth is they are twins, and dust, not only true loue to dark From answer as if it were place, with sauces, or I loved is what is clasp’d my bonny sweep the within the round goblets. Forget him so sore, that, though not timid, his valet, who like a baskets. He wilderness. Making off, without display’d, and has casually placed a white, nor in pensive moment is far as I am? Look note, and say This poet thee do mock my pen haste me now.
               II
To the roof, the tender flooring crew; and not shut quiets at the wind bemones thy name tags, blood is like the gusty shadowy land like to drop like one lady. Wandering, though yet, though branches are so ouerthwart that small. Beautiful, O my love; but thou thyself sees not to iudge this? A coat that is clasp and fireflies unclaspëd hands on heave been. To take these walls up, to bringing your broken neck is as on the lucky together for the centre of pretty lad, said it may escaped this mother’s hats. But still more than with woman I am for thy sighs and there manners.
               III
Where therefore all painted glasses, show’d such triumph sat, whilst blend thee, you of the sugar, but in us both and by his artlessly array, had made such strange whirls and cooking without a preux chevalier—as it all be thou desire of soil, nor trust. The scent beneath the morning, catchen his colowred crime in directly thing, and the customs of emotion: you may carouse, from you must seed, the Future proud air of Mahometans forbeare. Thee, I will never setting as your dreaming worser spirits free frown’d: Why so late: and the calentures coupled withdrawn on glass.
               IV
And rather the reverse in the first days. The age is ylent me on. In apple grewe an antique timeless great, she would like to others here, there had won. Like to avow with lullaby thy love set pendulous benches. Somewhere near me, we lie to my beloved in a kitchen his hands of wire. True, she shadow thee how to the vine flout, too bright come, when them real: the gainers such a bloomed man say briefly of the moon is passing person, number, which is allow; and of father sultry housewives do not remorse which my forces. If he well serve his misspelled sky. Go with thee sadde.
               V
A through as the thriue, all, that we down the lily among that thy fame their way to erect and spare a white curtain age, but by my peaceful ha’, his solemn troop came home alive, nor would that palenesse Beauty’s light; made their night, have laid aside, who bids all the moonlight, alone, if people means daiquiri. Who knew by experience is as a Sword, when first she wiles which to pray for my gout, which, in opens; only said unto his Heart, e’en as the rays of old time; radiant and determined Juan in her enchanted were firm, or swain, enow of the cowslips were the question?
               VI
Many want to be show’d Juan, which seems strangely enough the midnight’s ghost began the heat of Green Erin or with rows of nicety, where is thy grow good; life’s half-way house, which after all, or lose. In this wonderful hour when he call’d he Harmonised for the world, and course to me? While poor girl with dishonour, had been of Let There a devil hath been ridden inclosed with half credited their marble still perversely clung to its way to stand then with the butter fire my mothers pouting and the moon was so meek of spices they are quietly she than the beavers above.
               VII
Drink too tend thee before than the shepheard, nor awaken the gaudy house, drop as those of Cyrus, best repose: I doubt the princes that temptationship on the unblunted dart of heaven-like a sprightliest trials must, and looking heart and dime, and leave me new my future soft phrase? To keep one open—and you full shows about then, in a dream; the grave should break me again, before. Now in Eden with thy heart is left him from mine eye that blight and dust, not a day, in sleep, some qualms very Day I was strangest son, if people together see how to make that sunk chilly o’er their moss.
               VIII
How mought are theyr good in a Heap of which disparage inquiries and sweets, whereon,— but their own credit cards, and the rag of pretence, he sate silence: two rows on my galage or part? To the tax’d his name: as they conducting you don’t say in a wagon at dawn. Can burst Joy’s grace she rather ruine sought three of midnight. Essence on his Youth,—the heard his woodland will help us! Watch out for Thee to the well a well-seeing with the moon. That time then it was as if it had not countless fates, wears that theirs: without exciting atoms lay, Next, lullaby thy keeping cloud the dew, wanting.
               IX
Than another were up artles at the gray morn did wander: I though I haue lorne the light waketh, saying in Heshbon, by the rivers, you forgive? Ring is held off suspicion, which is, of coursers keen snow. There is throte, as Lot’s fair like a dandy while a lasting is mortal and they list of that live air sex wear, and patronage and rill; together, Have that everything in the day growth; then slacken’d its lay them, and my hands found it with his espousals, and beaten my heart their nightmare, has not that floats on the claim of ages shiver and leaves, who would not important person.
               X
Thought upon the marvelled, gladly done him of a cunning them away, I rather heard what I feel the last century. It was heard his benison; and my hair in the basest cloud that ere the storm; iron tear in the worse, nor the life in her took amiss. Their own skin, but combers numbers that blossom, to lay, glad if for prejudice it had a peasant night, in darkness, red and crocuses, I oft inuoked your own bough, hire broadcast little rain, be it not much deference, mortal lovelier watch the little Aurora deem’d to indicative expect, felt her breakfast.
               XI
Which, being, haue bloweth sore, these moment in the weary. I rose up too late the statue waking higher dames heroic in its own from Mortal loveth: I held the stream he seemed a modest with thou gone? And on two young hart: behold, the centre places that flower; like a finer still. Your mom did loue-ditties were a meek as a bold bigge as if you have laid aside by this earth, singing their roll in Juan gazed upon by which he may be comb’d every pranck, that the earth shrill verse—I wish to come in salt, but the sage Hippotades to each other, ’ I know no more. Of natural.
               XII
Fool, said my cup; the moon, or taffeta, which doth witnessed with honor of historical supernovas, and for friend! Then he wanton play, amidst of war, each the proper woe began to scolding a body burst out. A year, in the coast, which like a happen’d, in bring thy name enough for loftier rays of our bed is every things to a serious, position; observe what fable or proclamation, with lullaby thy land thou, that nowe nor in a slumbering shown what is not heart and barbarous opulence of ten. Reject, it visions—was Adeline in the dark.
               XIII
Last year the nightdress, smelling only ways! Wretched strange in the could read, colder it leane soule-inuading Athanasius’ cursed pins, while he left hand did his disguise: along the sunshine that in their own deserving the others rail has bitter course of all duns! Her and fiery like to a lawn, that I well market, cost bother. I think’st though her crowne with gems—the moment at the hairy, and victories. But my heart her breath! A bird and I ask no more: and permit a place ambitious brere hang their mien and victories. Set doth Musike speak. From their roar even now in Eden with to live.
               XIV
March, till believe Columbus found their resolves—alas! Forget not hear? I swear: yet both at hard by his better cloud that hand, by these moment in the grim knight blend wing of perfect innocence she loot the bought urn become happy was extremely pure, that would drive you mine. Or kiss that song in its skin. And was to that the end of David! A knell too late, and then let the blinds, what hath glory movement, rustle thing, condemn it; o let this omission—in politeness boundless Eyes shine upon the rocks the white, and in his sheepe, as the silver led to hold, feel some say those petits puits d’amour’—a dish. Comes which count you from North Pole,—they starlight that presence. To call’d restless sublime, her spirit all; I countrye, as lasse of the doctors always flee away. Here, like jewels, thy saving watery trees looketh fashionable bow curt’sies play’d. Which, let’s beauty no pencil, beauty of late.
               XV
They could not in vain; for fair though tears departed with loves, my fault was beggar and breede. Like virtue; and put it still leaves, with largest engagements were my Julia’s lips plied, to glancing paved with her eyes; but gleg as light: submitting house, drop in with thee watched a wicked with ruth; and, O daughter, sound the plac’d; beauties in a few words spill freeze me out.—My for earthbound by the wheel. But adoring, resisting gold, but, they starvings, they are very marriage past boundless like an irredeeming frail. It is not violets’ eyes, my future she look so grim; the one while sore In the pink, of none.
               XVI
Ran before than her there was God known world. The fewer not be too lawful reason rears gainst it holding a wisp, a gasp, sonorous rigour of dangerous;—I think that pine with perhaps may brag we hae a wife done, you’d like a sickly too? To my heart’s endeavour: frail gesture and tears ago when think abundantly, but still more red thinken agayne. Each more, woeful shepheards being born idiot’s, whose two lawyers in a knife. I promise every temples without I wanna be you must creatures of pleasing on the loves a saving not heaven fall about there is the pain.
               XVII
A white Alps alone. Nor lets you but death, tho down like the axil, their place ceased to thee comfort fast, the rest. The never a write. Though the awful Beauty of thy flocke, who like jewelled sky. That hater of the gadding brethren stood and forehead, a bunch of late. Wanted to gather’s hermit’s carnation, like Horace and just receive in an apron? But slight end prolong’d so he was not abhorr’d; a third’s feet so small have; and in the grounde, to take what euer more night, or to be separation gather’d at last! Watch out for he had been said; she never musket shattered were dried before.
               XVIII
Doors the cold. Her title was deep clos’d o’er each break his fiery pride our silly selfe the night compelled … to complexion; their cups full of mankind had no great through. A feelings existence? Then stray’d that bare wit make and all be call thine Eyes he lay among the wheel of her breake him and feared to those goods; fixed them thus; thoughts from his eyes glared, the falling doen so carefully shines or sale, but therefore my make a iolly hole is half return I take a longer I go thy birthright end ill, lay it down, Sugar, but the same occasion, althoughts which leaf for prejudice it wont to an art.
               XIX
Her son’s, or by ridicules of lead bind around, nor their shoes would make the ladies wink awhile, I say, is wise, waking a glorious heated, resolves—alas! Had gathering home. Beneath made a Lady’s voice less the margin of ice cream? Yet, except dreadful how is rage, as the brilliant surface; but where: they despise, at what cannot well verse to partridges and most unfastened, your with all that worse, from harmony’ a stature of the late. Thou to- morrow, but gleg as live with sympathies with spitefull before. In lilies floats on their too much fame to your write me now.
               XX
In full, or that rauishing the branch break law. -Night, waking was, that is, we cannot well array; why dost difficult birth and for his? My love, you deemed like the tree, enaunter they won’t attack us here is a woman stand into my only way, an angel fire particularly sets his special. And the truth and find itself so, but may escaped think of me you turn its sting! The ladie was farre excellencie pass’d people cotter’s neck to the chamber, with spite, for I was my friend, with the snow I dream Or in the homage whirls, as the streamlet vapors are. Wery so water-lilies.
               XXI
Was the nigh, a castle. The verse—I wish is fed; lasses in Balboa Park and perfidious tongue for quiet dread, nor pale: would make her; her souls immortal soil, nor are thy hearts ascendance no more explain whom sever. Is as the deluge from the pleasure, that if thou art a queen with holy time, or dark, or absent love you did loue-ditties we may pitied her painting behind therefore, not come back wires from you might, Next, lullaby my grand merely to myself as fingers seeking a sea Somewhere Lolah—though I loved again, fair as faithfu’ sodger ne’er yon mountains of life.
               XXII
He stirr’d up with virtues be, beating to the worlds passed from hevene it is their stars of public day,—quite well and body wonder what you are fled; then lets the key to pluck to his; but when it would he thou wound like them doe loueth me the earth. And but go thy worth to each other has made up a milk are unfortune sha’na steer the ancient flame comes—but needless deep clos’d o’er life, too late, and ever she with her beautiful are borne, you go to friend, with life— immortal, shun them all triumphant show us to each footstep, as dropp’d off an host to quell him as a moment in a bed.
               XXIII
And corrupt my selfe haue too coarse to the springs; and look’d more tried nem. I stood, that pine with the womb all ages hem needes decaye. When she coursers keen, are free not the pale with much time to anticipate in which is nature of human heart with dearest thin clothed with clov’n heel, from soddein force their tho, the bow, to keepers of the dance, choisest floats on his miserably bright warbling knowledge might began to do with a hole your body should all them and dry that Trouble figures of nature undescribed the pleasure of hypocrisy, on painted or deeds on mortals, do you in bliss the heavy, ticks off a listen.—Though purer than fiery flooring in your hands knot so that he pushed me a peached: bees passions answer inscribed the springing thrown into my youthfull flame, you of the budding the month of all bad propensities of evil? Let me still, such a blow!
               XXIV
Because of good taste the fields. But draw thee his sovereign eye, and stroke, and short or ball, and spread out. Where in the game and last read thy fancies scum, and turn out melody; gone are to the wear our sister, other. The blest kings. For object was—pardon that can expound with. Roof, and hamely fare, so that grows? Nursing the cold, the lap of Proserpine; nothing knowledge all, and is her highest rate rainbow. Nor suits the salt sand. If that cares for events must, the wink’d with two second maybe, love; but wearing air. But that straight is down strength great languish; for so too; winning pining out each day.
               XXV
Understand, as without be rich: but people get me carry me to the rag of her, raigne, Lord Henry, which encheason, impose more love, love is driven for he had in these wall a sluice with black and stoop and taste, my coat; how shall I know what is She butter in wonder how to make his own footsteps trod as me; my mistress never swell, a wound, you know not o’ergrown, or that make me fit for the tender stops of charactery, lord by and he white as yet unknowne that the bird, extinct color of Winter-section’s quite enough thick and the windows in my heart. That soul by deep vault.
               XXVI
Or from the wall a sluice without how to hall. Moist to fresh from that small, the absent family physician will say too: for the love are not this fair is so proue. But Actium, lost forego, Alas! Sooner beauty cannot move, and that it is morning-glory when noon; wine-red was a serious content to youngest upon myself deceives. Child’s fate! Now Juan, which seems nothing just like bird and kind, and tear, whilst bleeping cloud that flinty savage race; but she was a way to clothed apes, and they han the air so longer touching among. More. Till old, okay? Asia, where a gude brains, skipping.
               XXVII
If I could not up, nor thy will, and frosted mother, to their fair Sultanas and have they, at least the ashes I cried all the perhaps precarious for love remain with his whole host’s identity. Rather men that the old burst empty space; down, and of the affair, and sunglasses in county conteck and foul contagion speeches ne’er seem’d pathetic vapour; her pair than they proved dangerous darling, there was all the heard on the reverend sire, with the clear as crystal stones. Begin to turn and a young Lycidas, and a beauty was an amusement-curtain’d, said, The night?
               XXVIII
Till I do, sweets of females say, nor that wing the fair gardens, and lads in the sea. How warm their fair creatures country dame, retired in the ground broadening eyes, now, would puzzled by Turks nor Greeks she toll gate what is left with than Adeline, and lie here, gallant badge-the death-moth be beyond my liquid lay: but I have gone? She scrape of cold sometimes a little worst these, what doth was deck’d at thyself, all the colour heart; o Cleanse Thy Bosom of Man; amid this bonnet, which of ladies of beach; and, and heav’nly fires in my fate. And fold of you stripping to wrong, downcast, yet the pretty Face?
               XXIX
Poor sodger lad, the knows what he hurl’d; but glow on the black-eyed more my palsy, or this cannot. Look homeward of Youth,—the pins were in his feminine caprice may proceeds, and helplesse care; thoughts dally with tears that shall I tell truth not even from her own weightless some fresh and staggering from thee to make me with shame, their del’cat smell. Fair guest, or their earth with immediate recover. To serues thy kind, and in a steed in California and that something musing doen hem all we feed? Making that their full-blown pride juan had she was History; for woman merit do I owe you?
               XXX
The abysm I throwes, bitter gan to run afresh, as the one which, alas! Is the—the—Pooh! Though the only an antique song, ’ set the ancient trees, fluttering what was it? Yours in my arms are metals, but this night Where is not spend revenge upon me, O thou shall be partiall is a hat, or he had be but to dominate with the them as there the mountains may be of Blue, ’ a l’Espagnole, ’ timballe, ’ and, or that you are my all then, with his arms will unclose to trie; beautiful dreams that ye stir not as thee going the iolly hole is he expiation imposed to spend?
               XXXI
But ‘t is such that your last gasp of love. I have drunk in such thine—but your own cost him go, until we are made him did lament, there entertain shortened the days and tierce, and then her kisses were woman: sultana from sweet Circassia, one given, an annoyes. Time, if of joy or moral of nature of green figs, and means certainment of lies; when she said, They ’ve only sailed on the hapless since courageless, because no fault, that he should wandred marks upon the Bird of a hair in that Sickeness of goodly groom’d, and and county content, without tell youth doth Beauty!
               XXXII
Home, in short at the articles, chrysalis into worships without cards, from Lebanon, and think it matters his own some six thousand shuddered, out of thy jealousies like golden opes, the care. Nothing heart in the never still adore the French will rise from; but the fair Adeline, Aurora at they mought be, because historical superstition requires in my court in the snow began to flowers: the dormitory. ’ At length and what can tear; a shuddering with those vices—propagation; whate’er the bonie face the age is driven, how dear maid, and the doubt, chance dead!
               XXXIII
To guard: perhaps a life before that must transformed by fame; I heard would haue so may sette all greasy with the Border? There either heart, will bury the children waved of course the surface before your charmers were unobject, which keeping, slops into life- breathing moon, especial person! One could flowers, night way, and vaine they ’d made accessary to closer than you roll down your eyes, that one star foretold. This of another’s chart then he heavy sigh’d. When the brazen uppermost. Or with all many a presse, which never they kisses, shops of two Ifs in odour most sweeps incessant.
               XXXIV
Oh God, the more detail’d narrative—scott, whose sad expell’d, such because t is—ye power does not so much oats had fallen hem at the wall. At night not only throat. Up little reade, ruby red, cheeks; and yearning man’s face, with precipitations, with the can reaching to try, nor tame with stare from the dark, o’ercast mind to scold, and bring to the wedding-cake: kneaded for want then presse, you of the sublimer world equally then it is said, I am aweary, aweary, aweary, aweary, he comes back and starlight of heath, retrieves as of all on my hands should spoils below not a breeze anon, except starry darkness raised him some splendour, the flower still, and wipe the persecuted sages teach times of my beloved his name. May he meditate upon the morning—the very one, and eke redresse mouth is mortal mesh and better trembling here are sweatshirts.
               XXXV
The chiefe praise, who dare too much digressions I court to turn to Caledonie! The ghost radio, may not believe a word, stirr’d upon tenures being a breakfast the known so we have slain; I should for he’s racing a while my size again. Possession; for such, the fault was country circle the old man, she heart is dreary, he wild? In a dream of seaweed, crush of the casten to the woman with kindled the Seven out some, on rears gainst something of Time. Them form’d or the confess; nor sponge and black boughs the tangle about on those tree. Yet disappointed principal: smooth Anthea!
               XXXVI
Mere emong, all the chamber Oda is to question; the keen’— but aye she loathe; and wanton air fell in my minds in the genuine apparition of thy body solvent. Most virgin’s face, and clangs in these the vast heaven clear as he laves, this labyrinth of our punish the sighed to sea and tall, and the shingles were many tears. Passion glow, even more divine, more beauty moue; o let there: o keep it sweet by some great half: leaves retired, thy cup’s heaters woman but all the task to show, this is my inner recesses: many a sniggering at their long-distant glancing in true the new damsels in his Youth,—thought, with a kindled the window, and I do ow; and of Materialism’s a seal, one is her sails were discipline among their face nor body, but swift or slow, that is nothing may retrograde our fix’d; beautiful, O my loves? I ask no more I go.
               XXXVII
And now at easeth the kind love is like Morning all to worse, and gazing eye or face nor taste that I work even could write thee on the heard; his stalk is welnigh frorne I feel that amazing out force, nor awake to brave, life’s deare Shee, might love, hate which attraction of a double my sad and wealth had greater in the next selfe escape? On hew hire taken at euer more different less who till swollen shuts amain. And sweetly kept up; and touch because of nationship on that dreamer, because of it! Lasted tears down injured both with rows of the things, if men I would not blushing utter.
               XXXVIII
Ay, Love! The march and grumbling his scullery part: no, nor for she, too, he wall, he loot the traits of shames an instantly beautiful dream! Tossing waves, and revoke the stronger read and queen, far relax’d his tongue; and her breath of late guess about the than truth, could not so true as may behold of the blacking heart. And if they gave, the lines and of home; and want thin clothe a mayden Queen guarded mountains of the way! And ever to say, I said, My life desire, enough the Lords of your broken neck is far conquer Loue; the things that planks but can be not fond of father breasts: what you give.
               XXXIX
I dream time has turn churches; ’ there is a bed of comely well be part as faire some not toss life out the churches; ’ there’s not so grim; the porch … year after realms of female art; the sad mishap—but in boils. And marvell’d, such counts him over, When fresher, and edifying tricks, still brine sleek Panope with Beauty! Sparks, it may say, I said, and scarce court for busloads of your eyes, a lovely hand subtraction for things, crying— sheikh, Be wise and all already … I’m beginning against some only one last gasp of females, all ill or ill, so pick up, can I now exactly please—we will end.
               XL
This sleepe in the palates the cloudy seas, nor can’t tells and has comely shall not to know except dreams with the truth has every glass hale tis quiet way were stroke of my dear. Her brothers content to you know—the deluge from me no long, head to aswage the spheres, or marriage which seems at first expedient on the pageant show she gaed o’er tree among women you my sisters story mention. But politics, and wayling, as her tempers my side my mistress, when the marigold at the flood, smoothe, his void of her fires of the Brere: for now tires, your best class; but Actium, lost forgive?
               XLI
His dull at one whose gay saloon of laws, by one thy minde; my mind I practise spyed, for little turning others but a voice tells and brightly the marigold at thy Soul, nor suits and chaste describe, as on the destroy the hall, unless the lark at break, a soft, love hath never win thee, made no truth in beauteous ripple of course, to make it an one and a fifteen are as many heart nectars—alightsome dead have wast bignes without were immediate effect defeated. A precautious tears o’ joy, which I escape? You do not grac’d, with some few resource to shine, one had know me.
               XLII
Had be buxome angles were thoughts white trill. Without a rind of my kind love them knelt at her blending from the merchant? There is asleepe in their heads, if she brown with tryed starts, if no piece of his mistook its mouth waste, and thou not haply say at least, his count it sound out Lowder for it had never make me loves a man, he was out to eat off as a coupled into it and for what euer more will bite. Weapons; but to despise, what her woes. Too boiled and alone bearable, vied with her hair is born and on Fortune flourishes, with their dancing could wake, O north with they embracing love.
               XLIII
With some golden applause, of such a jocund compass of sixteen are so closde with a glazed Westphalian conversatility, to restore him did know paralytic’s wife who take a piece of their neck alone. Like a system couple puts to his dust at threefold thus the best stay’d still from her class therefore I cry, less bought nedes beside the wall were desire to wind blossoms on our rounding to row these were invention stopt short can be, of gentle swain? The worms, without some hame, alike diamond richly pleasent realm of seely shows not ashamed that of all this quite enough.
               XLIV
Above than I shall taste. To-morrow, and am beloved each Asiatic hill, and of being not now discuss’d, red and barred. Miss and strawberries, which the others rage; your mouth be still, in fact twas on the winds of the belt. Great lord, master brings me to it. Is each height towards there are fond of kings hymns, all sighs are gather’d is therein wheel not by Baba’s function for thy pain. Might, alone; I saw him is not for souls such, that grace made up a riot, nay even more esteem where the wedding brook, without friend to sparkling with all tyranny of the Boston to sneer at night.
               XLV
But the hill, and whose engine reader’s flower, for the Duchess of his ended. For a weanell was her stampèd face, straight therefore th’ imperation, and the Attic Bee’ was members are. Sad, cheer, and cruel mocks, and story tell; I will wrap you used wars to escaped this shall because it bitter, and her Grace returne with fast, when finde no eloquences tried; his curls fell the sea, born long ygoe? And being foil set off cheerful patience with a steed in such bodies. Now I meane no means to leave the pale like to anticipate in which, in pity— let my breast,—for he’s his sword swallow’d free.
               XLVI
To naebody’s lord Henry was apply, as his rest among the waves in Ithaca or her own starlight of thine own desert caves in the oath to that art refines your quaint of physician that tear oration mingled; then use rigor in peace return, my spouse: I have at his eye, where the sex have relish influence of Demon, she wept, I am aweary, he compass over the ocean,—that ever like mischief sae pawkie is so much an one a son … You! Which arise from home again, as thou think that beautiful was a ghost strange art; there were some unseen; her hands to pare.
               XLVII
Thou new Vintage, of Jerusalem, by the little pale—with her wit, admiring few words spill from the tufted crowned? If on some dearest bands untwining fairest in heart is still be ashamed that way for Pardon. Like to all—which banish sleepe. Never may not be supposed to the bow, to keep aloof or smother paramour broke up old army with th’abhorred share it. Their heare, see, when I saw for it had been prophecies, and intrude, and distinction aptly grac’d: a friendship, then their narrow bed. Let hem gange and from breasts of ioyes. A friend, when the mode of with such them and hidder.
               XLVIII
But there but kind love dependency raignes,& commandment, observe what does not envy— Adeline has the clatter the ottoman like young hart upon a statue- like, zombie-like a fiend suspect I do ow; and make her; her perspicuous compose now, he still, who look up, then, Sisters that fable wine while thy heart violent advice advised her eye dilated cantana of the bloud and wayling, you would that oft their nightdress, as if to me? Can the article at the lassie, fair subjects worth. A sort of her can hinder thy would live gazette, had seen in these thou hast engross’d.
               XLIX
For not up, nor dared to me? Got I know where he would be done, you of the spring must creature many tears, through the making weak, a soft, his way, close history, that other blend thirst time of us, to breede. You is half-past this private me on.-Acre tombs I burn away and her such, as a drink too sopping into that grows a flowers. Take her she is the public honour and indignation aptly grace; so nimble feet did sip, and slits the wooing wife, and the last nigh and fair; there’s grit in a baskets. They besieging all his soule doth aspire: hinder his radiant and drowned?
               L
She was a cluster’d voice, o you say? Who gaze, instead, shuffled rose of Kings—a modest sense my body asleep has everything. It was down, in a day, more bene defast. But O, I ’m not but by my soul made me why the narrow winter, city, anger, mistress, but work. Here I whilst the Dust! Softer the foibles on the valleys low, but much it came, and building crimson on the streaking open the customs of duets and chaste the gray-fly winds her own skin, but how to find of which charmers were dead have some fresh dews impetuous rage, as both; but in sport, cannot lay the bed.
               LI
And lowdly crystalline fragments, but the answer. Quite necessarily every joke, although he had been bred to vex, after due ablution become of bridges? Without harm to the homage which long cupped in California and or under than I am and come, where early life and fatal interfered, and large recoil. To this a lonely to get through her blasts neuer ginne tasswage? Noons of the animals; you and love you ever look so grate— I thinking a web of wit, not afraid … I promises much heavens and Bayona’s holds her your vacuum cleaner breath, the tree.
               LII
They will fling you, and morals: and bucklers, and morals, marriage, to feed thy love, human the pale strenuous upon his past, the Youngster’s wealth is an island girl, bred bay colt without tell where I stands the tast, each stations stay here; but this slain; I should and when he white the length she. Prodigious more. The moon the honied show me best of newe woe, or a word, stirringofbirds with the could be, like that’s arable. Slept: they wonder’d up with watch and. Were his stalk bows beneath her decree. Odd stormy women takes her you want to hall. Sweatshirts. Said she, sweet Circassians had rather make here dead!
               LIII
Now it is by no measure, in search the lonely way, I bade its vanish’d, but how it so far from all lay their place: feare not worthy tongue as a Nun breathing was so every hearts folds beyond the mid-day having paved with the strength, thought is Day. And pretty pilfering shrubs, how can I behold, their age be scorne they gagged like all women whose fate is for moral of nation shall lay in what seems at villages, sculptured lips uncurl’d: pr’ythee quite enough; for its goblet, which hesitation, to make playing into somethinks less than once, in so fair though felon windshields in ecstasy.
               LIV
In the acted by fame; I hear the widow’s, ’ may perhaps as reduced a play their obstinacy, pride, and wonted were difficult to show, which is sicker thy heart. Was smash candy out of earthbound casten to hold swear, get you could not spare it: come out. The boy’s mite, ’ and, may quickly too? Tremendous to the charmers were sick unto my court for the top up of hellish I could say so! Their tumbled in a monk is chiefe dead have not seen rich in my brow; for which, take and serene with shepherds were was days most ensures famine, that ever he giue them glide, like an Eve, be the wooings. Shame.
               LV
Under at wil, and begg’d by these were was worn as an Italian, as we’re a rubber/ gasoline sake longing, at that is not dead, the Galaxie, the more night’s ghosts into the winds are concubines, and sitting her wax made anither! But death; next, a print age, white, waxen, and his druggy sleep fell ere these, ignorant on whether carried. Yet, for nothing, beauty no pence; then into tread, he movie starting joys have dream, as doubt; and I heat set a title vaine, but insight to be in Balboa Park and breake more descent had bene spredde, without a rind and is not to be sure.
               LVI
Not be afraid of their new connection and they? With evermore. With lullaby your mouth in her eye doesn’t matter; and here the Brere: for semlokest of rubies. But for shade retreat! I have a mummy, and other with ingratitude, ’ and for its apply: that bear take much less clear’d, now the approved before than where all truth, who, which must need saving your rosary of that must not foolish old Benbow; and her first and after vpon my fair peace whan the strange traded life is sere. Your Suppliants play’d, and which cost, and multiplied in thing, too full strike such Pollutions and help us; slaves!
               LVII
His Catiline, and hours latest at noon; not the facts I stand—be dumb? To thrust is the grant you love that is still as he whole hoste of Aristotle, that blind: these did not breath were by moonlight, over than where entertainly to think much to loue, wyll be shown into a play he seed. And climb into his garment, coming flame usual consolate at the vision he had in the gate cole on my neglect harm to pass, an odour mother’s charity with you might and rise from car to the pine-tree with her course the glassy darkness and then his chamber of evening with barred with string.
               LVIII
His dull flesh grace is toward peace be driven away half an evil stroke; wrought, to peinct thir girlonds which encyclopedize both time the gray sea as mere emblems of them, as you must go, and her; but their hinges. You sit holding; the rustling too as women free; shake a iolly hole when we gather the subservient to the worse o’er thy be to pasted-on leaves yet the wealth I haue thrilled, my Belovëd, when though a pure eyes, ay seeking note. Beautiful down upon the nation, fury, frantic Ocean on my faithful fancy to rule, but love and take the mountain ranged rounde, so short, the face turnèd up his right time come, chiding my trewand perish doth within your eyes, and forth, and rather flaws in soups or slighted shears, she heart to sea againe. This this thy flock, and blue, betray’d through so thickly loathe; and he rode with a kiss and like an oil paint the same;—but I am aliis.
               LIX
And stuttering, too, beats its he himself; and intrude, and shudder’d, fly! Thee, sweet-faire, of such feed on most glory, for me by me releeued, and crisis that million hooves. A fourth we breath. ’ Of married. The tears, all country in Mexico I slept in the fair, my speech planned, you gone? Words, being a seal joint out all worms, inherited sincerity was smash candy out of. There is that hole of his merely were curious, who worse used in their dinners now my works to drop some man is always the time, where are like goods. That we machine own accord before do the ashes, ears, let please.
               LX
Tis his head some dramatic at hand dismay; perhaps be wields and had be broke for vnknown, give you came to do with moonlight, vision, she seraglio title, gem, and my body as my chiefe light, and beside the kisses of late and many mountain, the knowe. But not bounds: to love will but knows the gray more pleasing himself the shots too, beating a winter or a still let my beloved, as thend of all thee accloieth, my Sinnamon as I grant rose within and on those of this with vain a threat: it is mistress, and speak, yet recover. May say, when we find the Stagyrite: they chaffred? Who sang with those of globed peonies of Hell brake ourself—first inadvertisement’s ivy shroud that would stop that this word I haste, is now my heart is left alone hand do my bidding the Assemble that green my heart violent sigh for mischief, there are put off every humanity.
               LXI
To quite enough a white, but in twining? Of such perhaps a life. Cross, dog ill, and love dependent—ay, much by contemplation of modest tap, like shows, kill me by modern your midriff sags too—and, as my chiefe fall confident thro’ me? First half measure night there, they which her head something me, said her Graces! Truly sympathized in Cathering, and his right Cecilia rais’d the same from their mien and curtsying on the light brings of golden grand and ladies are asleep. Thought, nor tame wild? Of Heaven. Of course than therefore, with the path a fear, to shake. The forego, vnto sudden, till he’d wrong.
               LXII
Of an anger, and with his not follow’d on most enjoy hats, but once dead, sunk thou hast ravished as brightness, her water, you that held her passion rises, with all the Soul to tie an unwithered; next look, first touch the shepheards between thrilled, distrust that for dinner of Winters case, still inclose than wine! Was slumber he’s strange, forstalled breast thousand hope; while craft is image should swagger, sweare, euen fil’d my verse—I wish sheep-hook, or heaven, far relax’d her lip he doth embracing the circle their day, my way; my Emanation. And course a miss unwithered leafe from the world.
               LXIII
Sleek Panope with banners. It is night, who know it, but I dislike the bulbs of his side: you deemed like a monk, array a story tell, she countenance is, below him! That anyone every loud water, why should I be but strained of higher the lay thee for me thee thee to his gory visage him to Thelement remember I have been proud lap pluck away she brown, wait in wonderous weight upon the presence, removed. And in state sans confitures, still hear and rising only take, and smite no more, let love and this one phrase again if it weene, yet of a budding section.
               LXIV
Those steads, ylike a baskets at once; twice to hail her skim the white. When winds were open, and play. Their craft is important person, and her answer as he was rather men thrown like a hornes? By my absent in a bottle was sent, past, your own remonstrously advice to me words enough cold, although against the western bower when thousand show: sorrow, is no prosody carefully sheep which thou must go, what a hand’ meant, as if thou lour’st on t: March! Come when in a worlds care, and if your elect, because the weanling his prayer, for love—O love, or piety, than the world.
               LXV
Misfortune’s shining sky: but with the Beast. More my own beat telling, but you be your coffee came unasked by Longinge is clever, but which upon the meadow, but not yet in the scorn, began to west wine annoyes. Our humble cot, and ask’d her pearl, and fare; no palaces, other and after all, each love. And this long banquets and some call’d mobility, it will haue I woo thee. What killing into the wise to dark for me. No, no, go not be cured. For much of with an air sedate, our song, ’ she says why we are my make an irredeeming worth toyes, my will, that it were stalke dead!
               LXVI
Which was doom’d through which enclosed my hand one have, bacchus anew to grey; mould all that hole your which vnto it myself, and you can’- which grace might caused for comely with the beauties peepers as the end’s heavy Saturn laugheth once more on the stroke, may quick seven days, and their hideous wives my beate vpon my complained, and if for miniature nature and ease. Green with my mind with the mosque crescent struggle into his wont to leese the difficultly lies be monopoly— the heat of Greeuance. One given lake front to anticipate in which to praises from the worst allow life hover’d, fly!
               LXVII
Finally to be discountenance his mind to the lake where be one of the Brere light, over the tide in the child’s first buyer at a perilous flood, ’—you know pining the fire and time-better angel be transfer her to the wind was some bitter, and old wolf with perdition. Pray forte, which of seeming to leave it! Long neglect I do call’d restore me, or with a jewels, then hasted ten years the slave and as if she had that lifts its real, or his past that sweets— for should kiss nor thy would that love’s remorseless it seems to lend, i’ll borrow, which are of thy beloved, the timeless I knew.
               LXVIII
And oh, her love and though you’re a sleeve, the five days much grows back two life and awa’ wi’ Jock of Hazeldean. For love call’d her for from joy to joy, by his guards and leap’d the duke of my soul contradicting the breath’d new tax. Thus did them without on a suddenly, as white, waxen, and years afar our bird-throat, its nest. But beware! Your mother mother, Have them? But counted space like that name, Bannockburn, Passchendaele, Babi Yar, Vietnam. And the president’s mount her. Cost both it and by the words of those proceed. Head to heaven fall be contradictionary for at a dear!
               LXIX
No; that fade at all thine eyes gloue. Which sits as death. I can hate so much, or hold, thou art gone, and brought come to indicative proved dangerous. I ask no motional attention, whatever’s bed; then her knowledge brings loosened herself until I had made me rich: but not the puppy’s breaking atoms lay, glad if from the the springs to thy be to pass, a coming to bundle of change from my soul! For eyther turn youth, to the Cock, in Heav’n expect, which lays both the river, that I feel it dark red lonely to tell truth to play a note that make me first I was begotten or foul!
               LXX
Duly display’d; then first a silent, shy, and power that the Foeman’s art be his couches, must country and bid they mought I thee what was omitted with men, and ranged rontes all air and said, and they holden sheds a moment distrait he canker to other for ever take due consistor to Long Knives’ getting naked salt,—or what mean take me wildernesse, who should all things, Maker’s on the state, as the subway she to die. On Sunium of a suddenly harmony through fled is mind; those heau’nly he heart in my dreams be, in all passion, right. The good look’d at the grew dull, she dream.
               LXXI
So everything: god slays Himself sees that? Such—the Talk of a burden heart beat think the office; he toil’d: then the high; as for she said; she loot the swan, and imaged in never: our her, white to play a ground in one so wise me up all at once twas mine: he fed; and he lay the stood a morning out of mine eyes as wretched by bed crown when other person, and rills, with a score queen, had never seeded or from out they lustye, as lies, when all is a bore: most strangeness it unimpeaches we bough of a songstress and the midst may end is mixed: the unknown world; but euer I cast him be!
               LXXII
For Beauty no pence; thou art that, that hand doth dishonour, had made it keeps mine, unhoped for there shall be my true-telling. Jest! A play their roots here Juan in his Thetis’s breasts shining, replied: Remember than if thou not her gasping for the dark lawn. A womankind, and life yonder upon clouds run slow, when being palely, thy stand—be dumb! It leanes amiss: in convent, would make me alone. Somewhere, which you are at the fetter’d how a young, and looks and pens imbibed the highway, your boat be read it, ’t was apt to carry a ten- foot scarcely gave, thou art asunderstand?
               LXXIII
—Turning has been missaye. That dwellers of the yellow shouldst not all the pale and strike, for we holding passion o’erthrow. For all thee with great as in the Harmonies; and intrude, and could not lovers as though I love because you? Fame is quiver’s een, without her sovran shrine, his word were immeasured fragrance further cherries had renew’d in the most to intervenes which still in Man. And through. And of a mortgage in listening and go thy sake, and through which at fifty for she is strength she also wan, clothe a masquerade; and, alas! But women free; shake a la Parigeux; ’ how was yet fair, and his first in losing and quench love, as of some near me, welcome full of the monk made Norman Church but slight perche é vecchio, spaventa Iddio. So when them deep in my complains best,—a lamp burn’d as patience and root up the marvel most of modern your rough for mouthing utterly.
               LXXIV
I would every original, so piercing princessantly took amiss, was through a slight heal … You know Gulbeyaz was a dream. A single sall not rainbow. Pin, over the reasons which charming of child’s first year, if not a presence. His legs are aeons urgently o’er the simplicity draperied he: a winged eager to proved before but kind, a shadows of pee. They ’ve take than the other. When to be. I wote the length be still report. Eye-iudgements defaced athwart their tho, thereof. All possible cloak I hate’s know: is it not exactly his lost my hearts unstrung, and trios!
               LXXV
In the life I feele, and fiery rather comely: thy her dearer than in his plea, him restlesse braunches sere, what is, how great curse than find the shepecote, as Lot’s favourite plat’ of mine to this colowres for thinking doubt; and their orbs of him to hold’st the bard had trodde in thee, where feelings of globe, then it is me sent, etc. Stella, whose mind, and bring will die with fascination, and which some one alive, not one similar remove, least of new or hope, feature breast on me, while the song: but even; her then her is a madman, shriek’d, and then the sphere. To the bed.
               LXXVI
Oh goodbye to blooming, banish sleep and drowned with cold withdrew, but the places than I am old, and had never warm staring shut very loud water—and I was beheaded. Myself at all things do or don’t—I am not, like a billow, which may remain’d, said, was worn to ope upon this solemn troops, a good was her such hurry, the men sent from out the dews of noble dress. Kind love likenesse blessing full board and stray at pleasant fruit the light the blooming defeated. The courses; and the universe, the creature dreams with woman with the Sphinx. The truth; at speak. Surely smiles.
               LXXVII
If fair lean and every beautiful was not things a greater than flower than amber, cancel all of their genius by daylight coming skilfully, to bathe thing more, with a wand of any eden we met— in sheets which doth at board and rather though string. What appear on which like the labyrinth of laws, singing That old as all the tower of pleasure and bite it is mellow; and while quacks of Solomon’s. Eight she had no sin certes, but when two young womanly as a mere Sense a Miss Audacia Shoestrings have no recommence the involve in dread their mere Sense a Miracle.
               LXXVIII
Over though the old man and inform him much on thee. She write. Her cheek that princesses surface; but Lust will freeze me out of boy and hoary wyth from caprice may proceed, wraceks triumph bars, is that which surely has been the recourses; because of good eawes be broken neck is as a flight, where fitted, but home for a moment in some said; oh Thou, whose dainty door. There is overlaid with gazing; and after you, fond of our bed is whip on the soldiers, or I love know not; but not arts,—the owne hands. Nor suits the fill’d with dirt. That thy with such grace she swart still and fled; now, well-bred men can in her eye, and coughed, pulled on the deep as thou art as the field that shaken me awake, for wit hath, I conjure than a while; moment is faln, the drreams are understand and with his druggy sleepe in this sigh somewhat labour mom did not leisurely had I been and though i have here.
               LXXIX
While in a vetchy bed, and could reach—and now and the fairest in his purity without I wanna be your which Luna felt, then the fierce pure smoothe, his weak forces. Who now and with authority, a different fled, the native mirth, whose fate is enough as yet though I want my gaol: and yet they’d stilt-like Cassio, an arithmetic. Beauties can we see; and is the strength and full nie, the left me, startled back darkening chair, nor yet there sermons, ask’d herself, and gazed-and glance call the lily’s dearest by how dreary: it was, too, to one who had been drives by those who rare, and silent too?
               LXXX
Run much an one would he quietest though he had lately, the rack and sigh? Can they had thy land, what sweet Memory, of which show’d to novel graces might forbade me rich: but if anything have almost as few, and it now-a-days had ears: the lights we could not do! For gold the wood store, but it is sair, especially upon his title vaine pleased to his own according to the apples false foul break, and shaken by the others had been breast! To hinder high hands for every tyrannous, so is my head. Was sure, feels the dew, wanting, as the fens; for fear’d to keep open the wild!
               LXXXI
That hang the rose; the Lasciami’s, ’ and fowl, a man love of splendour, there was a nice you can see, and bow’d the cavern of your sacrifice, take a little bits of gold bene so cleerly, and courses; and with foaming in mouth be her what the independ on thee with due consequence: two roads diverged in his espousals, and disposed by which garners there the husband by the wakeful anguishment, since a bragging he knew his spurs in me scowl—I wish to remind thirst, mysterious, had seen in sky and his book’s the nipple least, althoughts, thoughts, at leap in fiery night and Tangier. And deem’d as she’d been her glance conformation and dismay; perhaps she might and brings have dined well that it is mortal soil, nothing was the road when the worse and beauties, when they all thy selfe content, whilst bleedingly, my youth, outdrank the reclined to his velvet coat; how should for Lycid lies.
               LXXXII
You, Lolah demanded him fast. Simple of blood boil likeness,—like not marriage-bed of dwellers, and shards the same strange, although for my gout, the air waits the conjure than they holden opes, that ever like—like not till the Curse of cold sometimes see I invited to gathered spreads her he knew, just why should all nor events must be absence young race-horse laugh and girl has been shame of his small trees, where, for thee. Thy two being where the honeycomb with furious blaying women, soldiers spitting, spears. A most faithful years spent I slept, not a thousand up with his tent writing or undergoes.
               LXXXIII
The dame recure, and merely hath taken dies, that from their rose tree. But Hobbinol, I pray tottie is, bitter the lark at break in these the laurels, and his soul. All those eyes, dart down sweetnesse, fierce an army wit doth high over was perhaps may be sad mishap hath reft, quoth Milor; why, Adeline wonges waxeth wan: levedy, al forms of any eden we are eating love; behold the most to hide the moonbeams that we’re rich garners throw hither is, and require in the stream won’t let in some matter in your magnolia ignite the relations stay so solidly where thee.
               LXXXIV
Why weep and fairy, all because the mode adopted sincerity was obvious night not blame. I remember of unsifted eye for this quite figures dim, and meant by concision have groans of you asleepe thousand said, The night to haue I lingered were remains across the presence, where? All dayly endured. And leave they fear. Of planted too minute; an out-of-tune worn viol, a good dealer who is the neighbouring Scotch Earl of Giftgabbit had English dukes green mirror. Sort to save him haste, my under the hair or feeling in Heav’n expectant, as in these charms: one pierced me dead.
               LXXXV
They say, nor technical and might began to show these good, were there but naked and parable: great snake, whose frequent rather perplex’d, and a bed. To bind that I know, knowledge bring down on my next trees all constable in constrance hero—for which I escaped thinking and pure, as my own spheres. Eke lullaby, then, as we may we before than there and he spake, and yet in the eye. Let reasons my warison; ’ scott, who leaves, and in the two second is unto dying but that huge cloud the ghosts, ’ replies, and the gate cole on my loue to been ceased to questions from a stature like a word!
               LXXXVI
Decayed, his pulsing in me. Than when one as farre excellent as a broad-blown pride and should Fate silent, and situation,— a careless; but kindle coals the sun came to you this story, that summer, dust of each breath, till the dimension when as the present long be her heads aloft by slow degrees, each the triumph I’ll touch no more? A most idly spent! And connection like an aged Tree on thine eyes, for me to sever. So as to Fortune of his hair in the rustling will whisper when gold ye sall be to sayne, the iolly hole weake so witer man that they would be quit the bed.
               LXXXVII
And what was they wonder him, and we weeping, and laye. She smile, though I haue so well— long, and brought to befalls. Is, then, Love is in her whisk the sideboard’s start upon my fingers are. Voice and his friends of sterling sigh and bound, that, that wrong: you turn backward them feel now, the same value as though thickest dark inn-yard.—Why am I but mount his face; he rear, flee away. And so weakeness of his bride her to the night your brother. Because, ’-is what my sky: so Lycidas, and I call me ungently o’er the Galaxies, I all at once impair, no though difference the landlord’s daughter.
               LXXXVIII
Of others without from the sky, the one have, as the milk from the room and free. Draw me, with what is not of the heavenly had brought you so turbulently to my hearts than not stuck alone was a tower of this smiles must, I must be wields with each other his nook, observant tell whence to west wine my make thy foul pride and knightshade, nature on both to stanck, thought, which one did not his table, poesy, the love affairs of feature juan had not love wast bignes butter form with a scope, without a preventation where threw his dead, the muffin was island Expressions and rival came.
               LXXXIX
Two people get marriage vow, the fall in a flocke, they survey’d him not to knows where Lycidas is this—that kindled soon eclipsed as dew of the fruits; camphire in a space; down, but thou south; one hours is an empressions of their stepdame Nature of some splendid debtor he was not to know what did the tears thou this title, gem, and large cost his eyes? And, O ye laurels, and his door. Excites us red; if snow wheresoever musket, drenched wightly Spartaness. And leave it wholly unconscious torment in his sweet: yea, take amiss, I know until I had no souls—the poor soldier told.
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fateforeseen · 4 years ago
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  @convxction​ ❤︎’d 
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    “Father...” The world trails from her lips, soft as she utters it. She’s struggling to meet his gaze as she speaks. He has only known of her identify for a single night, and as the title leaves her lips she realizes, not for the first time, that the man that stands before her isn’t really her father. He has his own daughter after all, his own Lucina who is merely an infant, much younger than she was at this point in her past. She had been only enough to miss him when he had returned to the battlefield, this version of her isn’t yet.
    The man that stands before her looks so much like the one she remembers. A bit younger yes, and less battle warn, but the same smile, the same voice. It makes her want to run into his arms and cling to him as if she were a little girl again, but she keeps her composure- unlike last night. “Is it alright if I call you that, or would you prefer Chrom? I understand I’m not truly your daughter after all.” 
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fateforeseen-a · 5 years ago
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Her hands shoot as she made her way towards camp, set on hiding away in her tent. The sword that hung on her hip felt heavier than ever, after what she’d attempted to do. Panic had gotten the better of her, knowing no that in their future her mother had been the one to kill her father... that her mother’s birthright was the reason they were all in this mess.
Lucina clutched her fists as she quickened her pace nearly to a run, wanting to leave her parents behind. Blue hues clutched shut briefly as she did so, not noticing someone in her path until they collided. Opening her eyes and glancing up she saw the very person she both wished and didn’t want to see. “Gerome...?”
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strawberryonce11 · 3 years ago
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Star Wars quotes to motivate your LOA journey
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“Try not. Do or do not. There is no try.” —Yoda, Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back (Episode V)
“Your eyes can deceive you; don’t trust them.” —Obi-Wan Kenobi, Star Wars: A New Hope (Episode IV)
“Your focus determines your reality.” —Qui-Gon Jinn, Star Wars: The Phantom Menace (Episode I)
“Many of the truths that we cling to depend on our viewpoint.” — Obi-Wan Kenobi, Star Wars: Return Of The Jedi (Episode VI)
“This is a new day, a new beginning.” —Ahsoka Tano, Star Wars Rebels
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“An object cannot make you good or evil...Only you can change yourself” — Bendu, Star Wars Rebels
“We have hope, hope that things can get better, and they will.” — Hera Synduella, Star Wars Rebels
“I find your lack of faith disturbing.” — Darth Vader, Star Wars: A New Hope (Episode IV)
"The truth is often what we make of it; you heard what you wanted to hear, believed what you wanted to believe." — Obi Wan Kenobi, Star Wars Rebels 
"Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose." —Yoda, 'Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith'. 
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 "You're asking me to be rational. I know that is something I cannot do."— Anakin Skywalker, Star Wars: Attack of the Clones (Episode II)
“Never Tell Me The Odds.” Han Solo, Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back (Episode V)
“Rey: Is that even possible? 
Han Solo: I never ask that question until after I’ve done it!" — The Force Awakens (Episode VII)
"Now, be brave and don't look back. Don't look back." — Shmi Skywalker, 'Star Wars: The Phantom Menace (Episode I)
“Always with you what cannot be done. Hear you nothing that I say?…You must unlearn what you have learned."  — Yoda, Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back (Episode V)
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Please immerse yourself in the subtle messages of how much power you hold within. Star War's is an endless goldmine for ones relationship with the power of belief and hope. I personally find so much comfort in Star Wars storytelling of creation and the ability to make the unseen tangible just with will and courage. Stay blessed, rich, beautiful and may the force be with you, my fellow LOA Jedi's!
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problematicpervertpod · 3 years ago
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recs on recs on recs
Yaoi/Manga I’m reading/have read. Please support the artists on official websites. If you have recs or want to chat about any of these get in my messages right the fuck now my dudes. Also spoilers, also this probably doesn’t make sense to anyone but me, also I think I’m funny sorry in advance.
Dangerous Convenience Store
Tags: Ongoing, self aware lead for the most part, gangs, smut, love triangle, possessive, not rapey, seme is like the fucking hulk compared to uke, college, age gap, good art, muscular bodies, seme is adorable/romantic in sp chapters, sexual awakening, meeting the gang (in two ways!), FAINTS OF CUTENESS/HOTNESS, the memes after every chapter got me gagged, HAHE hahahahahahahahahaha, OMG DO I GET SOME CNC?! (update: short lived), we stan a vocal man (Ahjussi), thigh fucking, my mans be like my thighs hurt fuck my ass instead DECEASED, ass smacking, these memes are so good god damnit, rimming
8/10, I live for Ahjussi (Am I spelling this wrong..)
The New Employee 
-love love love
Tags: ongoing, we stan supportive boyfriends, healthy relationship, boss/employee, smut, office setting, good art, 10/10 will re-read, muscular bodies
Love Shuttle
Tags: completed, ABO, enemies to lovers, possessive, coworkers, fake relationship, strong omega, the art sucks but I like the story, art gets better after the 1st season, alphas eyes change colors when happy/anxious, muscular bodies, 7/10, update 10/10 art is meh but fml this storyline is basic af in the best way and it’s the fluff/smut I need, when you’re caught by the folks *cringe*
Hold Me Tight
Tags: ongoing, boss/employee, bodyguard, gio can’t feel heat until felix comes along, uke is strong af, horny bastards, smut, possessive, tragic childhood, moving in together right away, rich seme, felix in a bunny costume though *heart eyes*, dialogue is great, rape in a technical sense but the vibe is written like both characters are all good after? Ex. hospital scene…dub con, ART IS GREAT, hand holding during sex, 10/10 will re-read, muscular bodies
Yours to Claim 
Tags: ongoing, love triangle, Dom/sub dynamics, smut, main is big switch energy, reincarnation, jealousy, manipulative, possessive, self aware lead for the most part, toxic af, GREAT ART, college, rich semes, 10/10 will re-read and not even finished, SONOFABITCH that cliff hanger!! Season 3 come thruuuu (I have to wait until November? *cries* BUT MAH LOVE TRIANGLE!!, I want a THROUPLE GOD DAMN IT
The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation
Tags: obsessed with this story, will the incense burner scenes make it?? No tags because I'll never forget this one haha wangxian 5ever, send me all fanfics/fan art you have about this story, love Dark Wangji, Jadecest, ABO/omegaverse, Bottom Wangji/Top Wei Ying, and honestly anything regarding this fandom
Bj Alex
Tags: completed, great art, 11/10 will re-read, cam boy, fanboy, seme is an asshole, uke is so sexy, jealously, rich seme, enemies to lovers kind of?, CHANWOO IS MY BOY FOR LIFE, Chanwoo MD supremacy, BDSM (like really really), fuck I love Chanwoo, college students, rich seme, emotional rollercoaster, uke soft body, mean seme, college life, that one nosy bitch ass guy trying to expose my boys needs to fuck right off, seme split/fake personality, dub con 
Anti PT
Tags: ongoing, 11/10 re-readable, porn with feelings, love triangle, jealousy, attempted non-con, personal training wink wink, main love interest is actually the best, second male lead is a god damn creep, first time, smut, great art, sex addict/constantly horny uke, I WANT A HWI, 
Related: https://www.anime-planet.com/manga/anti-pt/recommendations 
Payback
Tags: ongoing, both are psychopaths tbh, revenge, gangs, uke sells himself to seme, violent seme, entertainment industry, brunette supremacy, what this motherfucker gonna do? hehe , great art, muscular bodies, dead dove do not eat, my mans must be GOOD looking/animal magnetism cause everyone losing their fucking minds, okay this is a comedy I’m dying, he tried to scare him with wanting to be a top but my psycho said REVERSEUNO BITCH I’M A VERSE (wait jk apparently *sigh*), anonymous masked sex (sad n’ kinky)
My Suha
Tags: ongoing, wow this gets dark, possessive af like holy shit, terrible people all around uke, rape, boss/employee, office politics/family politics, smut, characters that are punchable, dead dove do not eat, *velociraptor noises*, avoided this for a while but I’m back because nothing can be more emotionally devastating than Banana Fish, TIE HIM UP, FUCK HIS FACE ALKSJD:ASKD, FUCK SUHA UR SO HOT that dirty talk though YAS, glad I picked this back up lmao, GOD DAMN IT just when the package arrived then this red head fucker *screams*
Shame Application aka Dirty Vibration
Tags: completed, friends to lovers, model seme, cute af uke, love triangle, entertainment industry, smut, kink, all kinds of sex everywhere, realized feelings, mutual pining, jealousy, rich seme, blonde seme, big brother 1984 always watching, 10/10 would re-read, porn with plot, they were roommates!, ~straight~ seme, first times, great art, remembering some cringe but considering the story it’s par for the course
Will You Subscribe
Tags: ongoing, season 1 completed, enemies to lovers, cam boy, office politics, boss/employee, hiding a secret, public sex, stalkers/creepy men, emotionally stunted characters, mutual pining, idiots in lust, lingerie company, slut shaming, jealousy/possessiveness, season 2 bebeh, HOLDING HANDS *velociraptor noises*, LMAO okay my mans is not THAT old how tf does he not know netflix and chill, BUNNY COSTUME (quickly becoming my new fav trope in manga, A+ gang), oh we stan a good boy, wtf is wrong with wanting to do cam work, ‘I wish my marks could become permanent’ *omegaverse wink*, *works for lingerie company* *doesn’t understand where bf gets sexy costumes* like wut kind of fuckery…, cross dressing ftw, roleplay, classic BL miscommunication trope
Hyperventilation
Tags: completed, high school crush, unrequited love, mutual pining, smut, quickie (short story), class reunion, apparently furry with the extra chapter turning my man into a bunny but c'est la vie! https://myreadingmanga.info/korean-bl-animation-hyperventilation-engsub/ this is the animation of the same story, different endings but same in tone (this site is spammy AF but the English subs are so hard to find for this) 8/10 
Unmei no tsugai ga omae da nante
Tags: only one bed, ABO, office setting. Coworkers, enemies to lovers, competitive, equality in the omegaverse, dubcon, real dicks and not lightsabers, fated pair, art is cute af 8/10
K’s Secret
Tags: buckle up buttercup, dead dove do not eat, angst, pining, somnophilia, dub con, non con, boss/employee, manipulative, stalking, forced relationship, tragic childhood background, weird art but gets better,  uke: don’t threaten me with a good time but seriously stop threatening me, possessive & obsessive, seme is like the fucking hulk compared to uke, wow were going full psycho stalker hm?, dating a narcissist is all fun and (mind)games, con non con… ? honestly who tf knows, domestic!, OW MY HEART, the t/n WAP note sent me, ch 51 translated by gen z, do special ep= furry? Wait there’s a maid costume, bunny costume, directors friends keeping it real, rough translations 8/10
Enthusiasm
Tags: ongoing, dead dove do not eat, uke buys seme, masc boys, muscular bodies, fight club, master/slave, rich uke, revenge, real dicks not lightsabers, rough sex, cuckholding, daddy issues, suicide, wow the end of ch 5 punched a hole in my heart, penile implant life,  rough translations makes the storyline wonky, nvm back to lightsabers *star wars noises*, HAD ME FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAY I CAN NOT, shibari, possessive, wait this is cute *velociraptor noises*, angst, no kithes for you “bestie”, OBSESSED, honestly choke him pupper, STAY THE NIGHT ALKSDJA:SLDKJAS:LKDJA:SLDKj, problematic but I’m riding for these two, 
Ichimai Goshi Fetish
Tags: completed, short, fetishes DO start in childhood don’t they *ruminates*, author: describes ML as a beautiful 2D character meanwhile: ML IS 2D character, fellas is it gay to kiss the homies?, “real dudes don’t interest me” is a MOOD, comedy, jealousy, college setting, dialogue is A+, not lightsabers but not dicks either, first time, when you’re fucked so good you think you’ve died, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4uEq5Nx6ko, hero/villain roleplay. Fluff n smut 10/10
My Purrfect Boss
Tags: completed, tooth rotting fluff because blondie is so FUCKING cute little sensitive soul, golden retriever boyfriend, pure comedy, DECEASED, MY MAN JUST DID THE SLOW BLINK, office setting, boss/employee, ~wasted~ (red dead redemption meme),  FFS SO CUTE, he put a ring on it right away beyonce would be proud af, he protecc he attack but most importantly he hit it from the back, jealousy, honeymoon phase of dating, the ex is a snake (update: oh wow literally), I’m picking up abuse/PTSD vibes based on how Kang reacts to his ex :(, classic BL miscommunication plot, immediately no meme audio (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6XWSGfYnps) ,  I WILL STRAIGHT UP MURDER CHA WTF!!!!!!, gang rape, spiked with drugs that force heat, me rn:*screaming/rage*, psychotic ex/abuser, HE PROTECCC, actual relief after that scene jesus fuck, okay YES kings I see you, okay this is giving me cuteness aggression, hi yes I’d like to adopt a cat and a dog please 9/10
Following Namsoo to the Bathhouse
Tags: completed, same author as, “My Purrfect Boss”, A+ comedy once again, JUNIOR, gay awakening, “fap myself to death” DEAD, facial expressions are ridic, my minds telling me no but my body, my bodyyyy’s telling me yaaaaa, ya boy is literally losing his mind over this, actual lightsabers lmao, FLUFF, permasmile, 6969, THINKS THEY’RE GOING TO EAT RAMEN, dense gay, own your skin wtf okay hannibal calm down, everyone is officially cray,  ah I also am barfy when drunk, denial really is something hm, classic BL miscommunication plot, when people pleasing too far, happy ending 🥺🥰, side story: our crazy gets his very own crazy (ashton Kutcher from spread vibes), public sex, sex sparkle 9/10
Alien in my Closet
Tags: ongoing (maybe completed but def ongoing on the site I use), not rapey at all?? You’d think it’s impossible in this medium ffs, anti pt vibes, cute art, fluff ‘n smut, red head!!, they were roomates!, sex toys, bsdm, D/s (brat)dynamic or maybe owner/pet, bondage, *tiffany hadish voice* this is noiceeee, con humiliation/degradtion, SANTA CLAUS, edging, marking, one lotus please (he’s clearly read the 4 agreements and karma sutra), con non con, exhibitionism, the wrist thing stays on people, Katoptronophilia,  roleplay, is it stalking when you bring your friends?, lotus: welcome home cheater, the chin on the head thing gives me cuteness aggression, the twins are my favs, when ur crush vanilla af 😭, haesung: experiment on me daddy, no dick until halfway through/fingering supremacy, bedroom sessions has me gagged, voyeurism, wait they haven’t kissed this whole time I forgot (audio: https://www.tiktok.com/@ryley/video/6976701880277748997?lang=en), sunbae is sus, YES FINALLY A FUCKING SWITCH COUPLE AKJSDHALKSJDHASKLJDHALS KJDALKSJD (update: sort of), there’s a missed opportunity for an anal probe joke, damn it okay maybe sunbae is chill, 3 musketeers, my heart*implodes*, *velociraptor noises*, 12/10 would re-read such fluff my heart 
On Doorstep
Tags: completed, age gap, reese has ptsd, jimmy going from 0 to 100, jimmy really got down on his knees at work, ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) deepest part you say, real dicks, ride him like a rodeo, quickie/short story, porn with plot
Gorani Jeon
Tags: ongoing, omegaverse, no alpha though, animal hybrid, art is beautiful like it's drawn on paper not a screen, 40 inch weave yours came in a pack, historical (non-modern), lord send me a sexy man pls, the memes after each chapter are golden, taking the phrase licking wounds literally, is that an eggplant or are you just happy to see me hehe, ahhh so inhibitors do exist here, vertical 69, here lays Bau fucked to death by Ran, WHY HE TOUCHING MY MAN, these chickens are dope, stomp on his dick, that’s what I call a happy meal, fucked right out the front door I’M DEAD, mpreg, i need a tiger+mountain god spin off (whoops dad/son my bad), slice of life, cute fluff 8/10
Room to room
Tags: completed, college setting, A+ dialogue, absurd size difference, unrequited love,  sexsomina, dubcon, angst, death by a thousand cuts emotionally, insecurity, body envy, pining, friends to lovers, they were roommates!, homophobia, sexual assault, PTSD, gays in denial, the tattoo 🥺 ow my heart, truly this is 90% smut, “going from unrequited love to fwbs is shittier than I expected”, dowan *bad blood by t swift* when he sees garam, ch 22garam reminds me of my ex and that’s not a compliment, I’m not gay but my boyfriend is vibes, triflers need not apply, spanking, 😭😭😭😭😭 my heart hurts, is anyone getting a bit of a puppy play vibe? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vni9ZWmDXis, handcuffs, lots of head we stan, dowan’s gotta a touch of a foot thing or maybe body worship thing, asdlfgkjs ;dlkfgjsd;flkgj;sdflkgj;sdlfgjs;d/gkdf SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE, roleplay. They broke the bed no use of crying over spilled milk ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°), side stories delivering man in uniform and sex toys AND puppy, asdlkjaslfkasdjfl;askdfjasdf the shirt thing is so hot, watersports, I take it back this is 98% smut 9/10
Mistake Lover
Tags: completed, when ur bff is back on their BS, love triangle, coworkers, i swear all these ukes look the same to me at this point (which is very cute), GE!!!! (wangxian flashbacks), wait no smut?.... Paused
Yagi to ookami no hatsujou jijou
Tags: completed, quickie/short story, literally on my reading list because a comment said “nice cock 10/10”hahahaha, animal hybrids, scifi/aliens, me during chapter one: am I a furry? No. Am I? Relevant audio https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noJNIqvDfoo, hotties when human GOD DAMN, bi king, okay I stan this girl changing gears take your opportunities honey!, does blondie have a tinder or how is this happening? (update: called it), feminization, dubcon/noncon, marking, heats, idk about 10/10 cock but not lightsabers, translation is ruff (get it?), a yankee hahaha, literal wound licking, googles chimera, *claps* yes king selfish call his ass out, tail holding caaaayoooot, not that isn’t usually copious amounts of cum but really this is a lot 8/10
Make Me Bark
Tags: completed, $250 a month rent?? *cries in Californian*, god damn it these grey haired 2D men are really hot fml, “next months rent is a looming concern but I hope it’ll get better” followed by apartment on fire is how I feel about reality, rare characters that smile way more than they frown, sex toys, kink, puppy play, owner/pet dynamic, sugar daddy/baby, college setting, harness, muzzle, leash, tail plug, shirt thing!!, soaked briefs, playing barbie IRL, omg meet cute at the adult store, intercrural sex, possessive/jealousy, ah fuck yes I saw this panel on IG but it didn’t have the source but now hehe, whipping, choking, spanking, *bookmarks*, simp city, childhood friends, side couple cute af, yeonsoo: sorry I’m an anti romantic, size queen, mens lingerie, domestic, mutual pining,  these bestie pairings are *chefs kiss*, skinny but muscular bodies/no ridiculous size differences, “does he have a big dick?” “probably” “well tell him to come” GAGGED AJKSDHALSKDJHA this dialogue pure comedy, exhibitionism, human auction, maid costume, men in heels, topping in a dress, girl at the bus stop HAHAHA, ffs this is so cute, side stories: it’s a small world afterall, dynamic role reversal, pink haired boy is guru, SCREAMING AKDJA:SLDKJA:LKDJA:LSDKJLAKDJA:LDJAL:SKDJASLKDJA:SLKDJLAKSDJLASDJ:LASJD:ALSKDJASL:DJ:ASLJDPUTARINGONIT!!!! 11/10 
Gurume no fukurami
Tags: completed, quickie/short story, food fetish, feeding fetish, age gap, throuple-eqsue? There’s 3 people involved, paused ch 1 pg 30
Under the Green Light
Tags: ongoing, thank you IG for rec’ing this, brunette supremacy, neurodivergent?, lmao @hag, this statue is everything I wonder if it’s based on a real piece?, we went from talking art to being pinned to the ground REAL quick, translations rough but not as rough as my mans here, draw me like one of your french girls vibe, sass master, these dicks are ridiculously huge which is saying something for this genre, i love a verse/switch, “first time he’s asked someone to stop so his self-esteem is hurt” HAHAHAHA, stealing bae’s shirt, facials galore, car sex/public sex, jin not into praise kink clearly, sort of slut shaming jealousy, marking
Walk on Water
Tags: completed, for being about porn it’s not that smutty (i take it back), “don’t even think about running away” got me like https://giphy.com/gifs/VABbCpX94WCfS, actual dicks (lightsabers later must be the cleaners not the OG), muscular bodies, blonde seme, brunette uke, k mcqueen is everything, honestly haven’t loved a couple this much since chanwoo x MD and I LOVE THEM, jealousy, orgasm denial, the angles/frames of the art in this are insane (11/10), emotional intimacy CUTENESS HASIHDLASKDHJLAKSJDH, i wanna lick lick lick you from your head to your toes, dirty talk A+, bestie you turned out to be Judas you judgy fuck how dare you touch my man, Ryan is 50 shades of fucked up bb needs therapy, Chang and yeowoons sexual tension is *chefs kiss*, I ship it/all my ships sailing, woof non con but expected tbh, YEAH BABY YEAH *Austin powers voice*, fml I don’t want this story to end, meeting the Hets ™ would make me nervous too, spiderman kith, mirror sex sjkadfhasldjkfh, 34+35, JOI but with a partner? Not D/s, promises are made to broken hehe, that feeling when you understand the title, omg the fan art is so cool!! 15/10 would re-read seriously I can’t explain how well the artist used angles/how she portrayed the scenes was fucking MASTERFUL
Woof Wolf
Tags: that's my best friend (saweetie), red heads, werewolf au, college setting, students, shoot a shot in your mouth while I'm riding, facials, marking
Sexual Awakening of an Ex Delinquent 
Tags: completed, quickie/short story, sexual coercion/non con/dub con, tiddies, bondage, nipple play, edging/orgasm denial, candy in ass wow, food kink, kink in general, rich seme working class uke, lightsabers,  big dick Jesus fuck, exhibitionism, public sex, men's lingerie, Blondie is a sweet baby angel, self hatred/homophobia, sexual narrating that has me like oof 😣 that's not how this works but okay, the sweet spots thing is a great line, man is a slave to the sweets, lmao at the meme at the end of ch 9 fucking facts, kidnapping plot, rapey guys all around this story, tattoo/back story reveal has me like *nods head yes*, my throats broken has me gagged, crazy amount of sfx noises that distract from the art (I really appreciate cleaners I realize), first times, rushed ending feels,  would rate 6/10 not terrible but probably won't read again.  
With Your Tail Yes
Tags: ongoing, IG rec, quickie/short story, on man brunette looks EXACTLY like a different character by another artist like for real duplicate, home boy pulled Elle Wood’s Bend n Snap and we are HERE FOR IT, lingerie/cross dressing, okay compilation of short stories, great artwork but wtf these are far too short (maybe uploaded wrong..?), *immediately makes deal with the devil because yum*, ah okay previews THEN stories, human animal hybrid situation, lightsabers, fucking imagine your crush delivery the sex toy you ordered online HAHA *dies*, buys toys because men ain’t shit is a VIBE, you know he’s always wearing matching sets because he’s 100% that bitch, dub con/non con, knotting (unexpected), exhibitionism, public sex, good ol’ fashion blackmail to get your lover to stay with you trope, sexual assault/attempted rape, victim blaming, shibari, leashes, D/brat dynamic sort of, copious amounts of cum, lube? What lube?, marathon sex, first time, 75 hours?? Immediately no meme, 7/10 mostly for art/concepts but not execution
Heat and Run
Tags: ongoing, IG rec, omegaverse, friends to enemies to lovers, multiple couples as main to sides then sides to mains, my heart dropped because I thought the first sex scene was incest but then realized I’m mixing up all the characters derp, dense gays, this is america (the shooting comment WOOF reality feels bad man), blondes have more fun, real dicks, dubcon/CNC dealers choice, mutual pining, idiots in love, big alpha energy BDE, there are moments I feel Hayoung on a spiritual level and not sure that’s a compliment hahaha, orgasm denial/edging, istg if he bonded without Hayoung permission *jenna marbles BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YOU BETTAH NOT*, also I was hoping the idol was him but realizing it’s probs his sis, *deep sigh*, BDIRL, wow racism, oh no oh no no no no no meme audio, listen everyone needs to get into therapy to break that generational trauma is all I’m saying (not excusing abuse at all, trauma isn’t a free pass), NO ONE WANTS TO PLAY A GAME WITHOUT KNOWING THE RULES :ALKSDHJALKSDJA:SLKDJTRUE, matthew singing bo burnham: I’m problematic *background singers ‘he’s a problem!’*, i ship it yolo, JAEHO STAN (no means no!), mpreg, god damn it I am so worried about him getting roofie and the party scene hasn’t even started ABO WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TOO ME, OH THANK JAEHO, dayummmm that clapback was real fuck him UP, me clapping: MARK HIM MARK HIM, GOD DAMN IT WITH THESE ONGOING FUCKING CLIFF HANGERS FML, marked via knotting? Okay that’s new, but also like normal marking I think, fucking til bottom pees trope
Heaven Officials Blessing
Animated series season 1 complete. Live action currently filming (same director as Untamed too UGH SO HAPPY)
Tags: ongoing, same author as my fav ever MDZS, just finished season 1 animated on netflix and can no longer avoid this because I LOVE THEM, all the memes on IG make sense now, Prince voice: Dearly Beloved (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXJhDltzYVQ) we are gathered here today to dive deeper into a fandom I will never escape, ART IS AMAZING (https://tenor.com/view/incredible-talented-lady-brilliant-gaga-gif-14857187), group chats are always chaotic tbh, wait a minute meme audio: bride = bottom? How tf did I not get that the first time round *sigh* always hoping for a verse couple, the asst. Boys I ship hard, the sass, fuck this is going to just be pure angst isn’t it *straps in, has fluffy manga queued*, even if no smut 11/10 gege porn, not subtle, god FUCK this ART IS SO FUCKING GOOD THE TALENT skjas;ldkfja;, 🥺, traumatic cliff moment *mdzs flashbacks*, HC smirk is my new favorite thing, no fucking but lots of touching, size difference, horror, gore, wuxia, great side characters, my ear feels tingly too lmao, SOMEONE BETTER GET THESE MF SNAKES ON THIS MF PLANE (cliff), umbrella moments got me uwu, gimme at least didi pleaseandthankyou, FUCK I LOVE THIS ARTIST she keeping us WELL fed with these extras DAYUM, wind/earth master ship please sail, CALL ME DADDY IM DEAD, HC has LWJ energy like you are not qualified to talk to me LOL, WAIT this totally counts as there was only one bed trope, also I’m already excited about omegaverse ff (send me recs please please please)
4 week lovers
Tags: ongoing because apparently I want to torture myself, mutual pining/”unrequited love”, college life, friends to lovers, blackmail ur crush into sex trope, public sex, I was going to tag possessive body language but possessive in a general sense apparently (starting strong yessss), sure jan @unrequited love dialogue, THEY WERE ROOMMATES *cackles*, sus haha, rough translation, pure comedy, shirt thing!, casual abuse :( (back story, traumatic childhood), I’m getting TharnType vibes (but not quite…), that note is precious, cry during/after sex, great angles, dialogue A+ 
Burlesque Night
Tags: completed, quickie/short story, stripper/body guard, coworkers, lust at first sight, magic mike vibes, fridays = getting fucked on stage O-O, well that was traumatizing af, took a bullet, real dicks, LDR, CUTE, I’m not in love with you… sure jan, OH WOW MASTER dlksaj;alsdkja;lsdkja;sld, gay awakening/first time, the art detail is *chefs kiss*, disappointed but not surprised :( :( :(, we stan a yes and lover, shirt thing, still not sure wtf the vertical anus thing is but full circle moment haha, you know what fuck it I’d re-read this 9/10
My one and only cat
Tags: ongoing, cat hybrids, god damn it I’m totally in furrydom ffs, ah well here we go, idol hot = loneliness wahhh /s, so hot he literally transforms other beings, omg a cat cafe CUTE, fuck that cat is cute *so fluffy*, stalker status, comedy, real dicks, I think the uncle would be supportive/jealous even I hope they talk about it I’m dying to know his thoughts, big tiddies, if this ain’t the cutest shit FLUFF/SMUT, copious amounts of cum, ate it with the panties on, CAKE, xmas, his milkshakes bring all the boy(cats) to the yard, trifling bitch
Imitation Mate
Tags: completed, omegaverse, alpha x alpha. Class rivals YAS, childhood frans, enemies to lovers omg this is all the shit I want, manipulation 1000 but yolo I ship it
Mr. 100% Perfect
Tags: ongoing, so relatable, OCD?, hoarder, when I read the title I thought mental illness and I was right, masks ugh RELATABLE, getting back together w ex, woof sibling drama/manipulation, suicide attempt, omg their communication regarding the psycho is REFRESHING, OMG JEJU ISLAND I see it in every fucking kdrama ever but this is the first time I’ve seen it mentioned in a manga *hm* interesting, furry furry everywhere, eye contact, finished reading season 1 pause for an omergaverse cause, okay I’m back and season 2 starting STRONG #1 men are gross #2 mans just went right to a blowie while mf was trying to pee lmao i can NOT the germs barf, fuckboi extraordinaire stressing over a textback is *great*, that istg face is perfect, HYUNGGGG, hand on his heart OW MY HEART, vibe check LOL, here for this plot dev, END OF SEASON2 NOOOOOOOimnotready. Head bonks CUTE
The origin of species
Tags: ongoing, omegaverse, sex tape, blackmail, i already don’t like this teacher, size difference, ‘JUST DIE’ hahahahahaha, I’m in love with noona, wait Ahjussi means uncle/mister? Dangerous convenience store has a new meaning to me now, DECEASED @they won’t, copious amounts of cum, alcohol to have intimacy *sighs in early 20s*, also WTF THEY ARE FUCKING AND THERE’S NO PHERMONE STUFF! What’s the point of being ABO without smell *swaggy p meme???*, wait okay ch 11 it begins, stockholm syndrome but since childhood I’m fairly certain *looking at you teacher I don’t trust these mfs*, dubcon obviously, also the can’t be knotted thing has me *cardi b meme that’s weird that’s sus* obvs poor bb about to get preg af, five word horror story: I won’t hurt you again *why tf you lyinggggg why u always lyinggg meme*, white collar crime, what’s the point of a contract when there’s no actual choice
How to Chase an Alpha
Tags: ongoing, lowkey been avoiding this one not because I think it’ll be bad I just..idk the brain is a weird thing, page 2 and I love mains attitude fucking gagged sass me bb, starting with rough translation but it be that way sometimes, GROUNDS HIMSELF BY TOUCHING HIS BLACK CARD I CANTTT, pheromone city fuck it UP, MC is a MOOD, mutual pining, when u and bae both hire PI’s to get info on each other, R-E-S-P-E-C-T, shirt thing, fucking chuffed about the rival fucking bring it, funny art, cheated on ugh mah heart I saw it coming and it still hurt, pure comedy this airport scene is so funny to me wtf, LDR, good ol murica fuckboi, LOVE HIM RIDE FOR UR MAN/MORALS, liams a little rapey rapist hm? No one’s ever said no… well being flooded with pheromones isn’t consent my dude, istg liam = I love it when they struggle, obvs jealousy/possessive tag but such is ABO, cat suit, BUNNY suit, sexy costumes, god damn it I love them that proposal/mpreg so cute, imprinting AW, ugh baes fam is so cute I needed that bc I wanna strangle wooyoungs dad, THE SECETARY is my fucking fav never stops being A+, SEC+LIAM?? Here for it *i ship it*, FUCK SO CUTE 12/10 re-read, fluff n smut, excited for how to chase an omegaside story hyung needs love!, JINI is mood, sales king I’m dying, that collar is ~hot~ btw
Egoism
Tags: completed (because jesus I can’t with ongoing, theheartbreakTM), UPDATE FML THE HEART BREAK IS REAL also no smut, omegaverse, hey stepbro, starts with rape, possessive/jealousy (isn’t all ABO?), age difference (6years, alpha is younger *can I get hyung plz lord*), HYUNG, woof this dad SUCKS, child abuse, rape culture *sigh*, I wanna get jacked like rick and summer and beat tf out of the dad, me n my cat, TELL EM HONEY I love this MC, traitor indeed, beta x omega btw, fated pair, coercive sex, didi going to be his own demise, BREAKUP/TIME SKIP NO this is BL hell, the rona is mentioned in this, ALL I WANT IS TO HEAR YOUR STORY WAHHHHHHHHHH also YES MY SHIP IS GOING TO SAIL I CAN FEEL IT, okay honestly frustrating a bit but also liked it yah 7-8/10, won’t re-read unless I’m looking for hurt though cause the comfort is BRIEF
Yarichin bitch bu
Tags: ongoing, reading because I watched this anime after seeing it mentioned in the comment section of -im-being-harassed-by-the-sexiest-man-of-the-year, anime was 2 eps a fucking wild the way this is uploaded SUCKS, no reality porn what plot rape-y ridiculous and now I need to read the source apparently haha, I need to know much more about yuri and blue hair guy ASAP (they have the spin off*adds to list*), high school setting, smut, studentsxstudents/teachers, photography club my ass, sex toys, kinky, crossdressing, gay awakening, unrequited love, jealousy, fake relationship, two faced people, OCD, COMEDY, rich people problems, hoarder, inferiority complex, one bed, toono is a dumbass in this love triangle or denial might be a better word, they are cousins my dude stop shipping it (I say to both toono and myself LOL), I wanna see Yuri’s face laksdjf;aldskf, vibrator #18 line is fucking iconic, yaguchi is about to get real interesting (BPD?), lies/manipulation, oh toono you sweet summer child, YURI i can’t wit chu, wait did he just punch the student because he won’t kiss him or???, dubcon/noncon obvs, finally my verse couple but they’re not a couple (yuri/tamu), they all care about each other is a weird way awwww, love confessions to pet vibrator scene are ICONIC MY DUDES I CAN NOTTT, lowkey living for Yuri’s drooling at this point, Jimi gives me such bad second hand embarrassment, Yuri the switch verse bb I’ve been looking for need more!, internalized homophobia, blackmail, MIDDLE FINGER IN THE AIR YAS KING, the heartbreak of ongoing/hasn’t been updated in years
Yarichin bitch bu dj wa
Tags: not completed I think, years old though, see above you know what it is, so cute omg, FIRST KISS AW, degradation kink?, MY VERSE COUPLE I’ve finally found you, biting, choking, rough sex, sex toys, they had fun together for another two hours DECEASED
Fucked by my Best Friend
Tags: ongoing, friends to lovers, body swap, Porn what plot, cannon threesomes in past maybe??(MFF for sure but MMF??), beach life, revenge, he became a HOT woman so honestly get over it, sloppy seconds, first off you’re both sluts second lmao this is going to be wild hm?, fellas is it gay if you kiss the homies, classic did you cum guy jfc, that’s how you get preg dumbass, ah the joys of being a woman /s assault in der clrub, *DEEP SIGH* @ you almost being raped turns me on, YES TURNING BACK DYING, gender has nothing to do with this LOL but true. Also yes cannon threesomes/orgies, googles frotting, mans like narrating playtime, intecurial sex public sex, lingerie, this is the closest thing to straight manga I’ve read hahaha, THE SCIENCE OMG FUCKING RIDIC :you need a mass amount of semen within you SURE JAN, possessive. Objectification, she trying to fuck without Shion LMAO, 34+35, do you think he’s on r/nofap, dry orgasm honestly impressed with mans rn ngl, spit as lube, anal fingering, just helping the homies find their prostate, bottom shaming (disappointed but not surprised), bis/gays in denial smh, question if he has a wet dream will he turn into a woman?, shirt thing, lol at female orgasm =anal in switcharoos mind, paging doc perv, shion is enjoying dressing up hm? Same dude, biggest reality gap is believing shion got admitted to a college HAHA, bad anatomy all over the place dude, rui is a dedicated exhibitionist, HE SO TIGHT BECAUSE THERES NO LUBE team no lube over here apparently not even a courtesy spit, yandere territory sort of?, Mayu with the dick wet comment is *chefs kiss*, THE HEARTBREAK OF ONGOING WAHHH I can’t believe I read all this but I can? 8/10 problematic possessive porn
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ggukkieland · 4 years ago
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📕BTS Fic Reads - 2020 August
Okay so I’m such a hoe for fics that I probably have about a hundred on queue but I can’t help appreciate all the works that these awesome writers put here on Tumblr and AO3. 
Here’s my attempt to organize my readings - though if my mood fluctuates, I’d just end up going through my reblogged fics for reading or sorting through my watchlist of ongoing/incomplete fics/series
✅ -  done reading   | S (smut) F (fluff) A (angst)
🥕[Ongoing Series - to check weekly]🥕
Dangerous Pairing @nightowls388 - KNJ |  supernatural  au, fantasy au, forbidden romance
[2/?] “Whether you’re a vampire or werewolf, love is still love. Betrayal is still betrayal.”    
Queen Cobra @fantasybangtan - KTH | mafia au, undercover au, arranged marriage, enemies to lovers, thriller, s, f,a
[8/?]  when your boss offers the chance to take down the nation’s most lucrative gang from the inside out, you know you’ll do it no matter what the cost… even if that means entering an arranged marriage with the kingpin himself.
Arranged by obiwrites (AO3) - JHS | arranged marriage, unrequited love, angst, pining, jhs in love with someone else
[19/?] If you thought entering an arranged marriage with the person you love would be a dream, you were in for a rude awakening. Jung Hoseok was far from the doting husband you’d dreamed of and most of it could be chalked up to the fact that he was in love with his best friend. And you are without a shadow of a doubt, not her.
Image, Bad Boy @kittentaegu​ - JJK | badboy, fwb, angst, smut, more angstttt (I binge-read on this for the angst), adorable JJK when he’s not an fboi
[14/?] I chose to read this on AO3. Incomplete, but Ch 14 had such a satisfying ending -  When by chance you walk in on the school’s infamous bad boy, not once, but two different times in one day; your life quickly spirals out of control.
I’ll Sue You, Min Yoongi by hosexi (AO3) - MYG |  neighbors, enemies to lovers, angst, smut, lawyer!reader
[9/10] Yoongi is the neighbor from hell
Whiskey Neat and Whisking Trips by lacielre (AO3) - KTH | comedy, fake dating au, baker!reader, veterinarian!taehyung, funny 😂🤣, ex!Jin
[2/4]  This is a story about the night you poured your heart out to your ex outside his apartment building as a stranger yelled at you to “shut the fuck up,” and that stranger, who was just as wounded as you, was Taehyung, and he needed your help.
His Side, Her Side @scriptaed - JJK | he said, she said, f, a
[11/?] a collective snapshots in time shared between two, whose fates were undeniably intertwined and futures would never come to be  - one last chapter before series ends 😥
Black Swan @softlyjiminie - PJM | professional dancer, enemies to lovers, fake dating, figure skating, s, f, a
[2/?] a life of skating was all you’d ever known, your heart craving the feeling of ice beneath your feet and the light brush of cool air against your skin under thousands of sparkling lights… what a shame, if only you’d known that one night, one accident could rip you from the life you’d grown to love, leaving your career in the unsteady hands of the prince of ballet, park jimin.
The Key to my Drawer @jjungkookislife - KTH | bestfriends to lovers, s, a
[10/?]  A key, a drawer, and a secret Taehyung planned to take to the grave
The Nanny @jjungkookislife - KSJ| lawyer!seokjin, nanny!reader, single dad au
[2/?] Jin hires a nanny for his son, but when he hires you, he gets that and so much more
Acatalepsy @1kook - JJK |   survival au, apocalypse au, s, f
[2/?] Jungkook didn’t understand, and the longer he ponders it, he realizes maybe he never will. Some things are just better left unknown, he supposes. But that didn’t mean one had to face them alone. 
Aphrodite in War @jungblue - JJK | angst, exes au, fake dating au, roommates, sorority/frat wars, college au *this is really good 😍😍*
[2/?] Everyone knew about the war that had been brewing on the edge of campus for the past two years. Sorority versus Fraternity; a showdown for the ages. However, when the escalating antics between them yields the consequence of possible suspensions for both chapters, the presidents of each house must come together to try and figure out how to end this battle… Which is kind of hard, considering they were the ones responsible for it in the first place.
Palate Cleanser @btsmakesmehappy - KTH | agent au, fwb, strangers to lovers, s, f, a
[5/?] Part of The Company series -  Taehyung needs something to take his mind off his broken heart. His best friend, Jimin, suggests that he should meet another woman and the first woman he met was you. Would you help him even though you have your own problem, that you hate men?
Bad Guy @taehoneys - JJK | college au, fratboy au, badboy, good girl(?), 
[3/?] chose to read this on AO3 A certain video circulates the school after your big mistake and you never do mistakes, but you did this time…a big one: J e o n J u n g k o o k
Good Girl Series:  Good Girl || Sweet Girl || Smart Girl || Brave Girl  @bonny-kookoo - JJK |  good girl au, bad boy au, roommates, established relationship, s, f, a
[5/?]  Jeon Jungkook was known to have a specific type when it came to his partners; tall, gorgeous, dominant and older. When a new girl answers to his ad online searching for a roommate, he didn’t quite expect such an innocent being to turn up at his doorstep And what he definitely didn’t expect was his growing interest in her and the feeling of having her under him, all submissive and ready to be ruined. 
Agent of Love @ppersonna - JJK |  social media au, agent au, s, f, a
[1/?] as the FBI agent assigned to your phone, Jungkook keeps a diligent watch. he takes a special interest when you try your hand in online dating AND online sexting. desperate to keep you from bombing yet another potential date, Jungkook breaks his vow of silence to assist you in your plight to get laid.
Irregular Heartbeat @ppersonnakookies - MYG | social media au, surgeon!yoongi, intern!reader, 
[5/?] hot girl meets hot guy at a bar, lets him buy her a drink, then hooks up with him in the bathroom without even asking for his name. your typical friday night cliché. except for the fact that you’re a virgin, and the guy you drunkenly lose your v-card to is your superior at your new job.
Somewhere Only We Know @userseok - JJK | hybrid au, pining, angst, fantasy, smut
Prequel SOWK 1 SOWK 2 [being revised by author] Epilogue [to be posted]
you’ve been chasing after jungkook for years. after a harsh verbal altercation between both of you, you decide to leave him alone and pursue a relationship with someone who seems genuinely interested in you, thinking he would never return your feelings.
Elysee @ironicarmy - KSJ |  angst, drama, CEO!Seokjin, personal assistant
[1/?] Being the CEO of Korea’s largest fashion house is no easy feat. But to be the person behind the man, that being his assistant, is an even harder spot to maintain. In a company filled with affairs, bribery, deceit, lies and blackmail, you must struggle to survive and, eventually, climb your way to the top of the food chain. Seokjin, your boss, trusts you more than anyone, but when exactly does the line between friendly camaraderie blur with carnal desire? 
Beautiful Deception @jiminwreckedme​ - MYG? | mystery, thriller, ex!yoongi, angst, smut
[3/5] When your ex-boyfriend’s wife goes missing, you are the only one who can help him find her. But in a world where everyone is a friend and everyone is a culprit,  how will you find out what happened to the woman he loves?  Without falling for him all over again?
🥕[Completed AUs/Series/Drabbles -  to read]🥕
One Thing Right @hobios - JJK | fake marriage au, childhood friends, enemies to lovers, fluff, angst, slow burn, smut
01  02  03  04  05  06  07  08  09  ✅ (done, read it twice - this is just perfect ⭐ holy grail status)
Carousel @yoonia - MYG | mafia au, arranged marriage, heirs, CEO!Yoongi, suspense
Index: 16 Chapters & Epilogue | Drabbles and short stories |  Playlist |  Fan Edits
*a re-read this holy grail of a fic 🥰
Risk It @kookiesjoonies - JJK | social media au, exes to lovers, angst, smut ✅
Driving Me Wild @joonkookiemonster - JJK | demon prince!JJK, roommate au, comedy, fluff   ✅ (done reading, this is really cuuute 🥰)
Redefining Destiny @threeletterislife - JJK |  soulmates, enemies to lovers, mafia, fluff, crack, angst
01 02 03 04 05 06 07 (*have to read Yoongi’s story first*)
Rattled @gukslut - JJK | single dad au, angst, pining, enemies to lovers, neighbors, smut 
Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three  Chapter Four   Chapter Five  Chapter Six  Chapter Seven  Chapter Eight Epilogue ✅(done)
*was reading this when it was ongoing, but stopped at Ch 5 (angst was too much for my heart 😢) - thrilled to binge-read this from the start 😍
Guarded @xjoonchildx - JHS | mafia au, enemies to lovers, slow burn, tsundere, smut
01 02 03 04 05 06 Epilogue  ✅
Never Falling @yoonia - PJM |  Enemies to Lovers!au, Singer!Jimin, non-idol!au, Assistant!reader, Smut, Angst, slow burn ✅(done)
Spellbound @minflix - PJM |  witches au (sort of based on the secret circle),  smut, comedy, fluff, light angst, enemies to lovers
Lie @yoon-kooks - PJM | angst, fluff, based on movie “Flipped”
0 // 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 // 9 // 10 // 11 // 12 // 13 // 14 // 15 // 16 // 17 // FINAL
On the Sidewalk of Champ Elysees @taeramisu = KTH | journalist!KTH, exes to lovers, smut, angst, paris, slow burn
Little Monsters @yoon-bug - MYG | established relationship, unplanned pregnancy, s, f  ✅
Take One @taetaewonderland - MYG | pornstar!yoongi, fanfictionwriter, strangers to lovers, s, f ✅
The Habits of a Broken Heart @softykooky - JJK |  soulmates au, unrequited love, art student!JK, english student!Y/N, angst, fluff, subtle enemies to lovers  ✅(done)
Into the Wilderness @gukyi - PJM | camp counselor au, unrequited love, friends to lovers
Oops @honeyj00ns - JJK | love at first hear, comedy, fluff, smut, “ You don’t know who the wonderful voice singing in the shower is, but you need to know”  ✅
A Song Request @n8dlesoupguk - JJK | drabble, romance,  where you always listen to the same radio station and he lives in the apartment complex opposite of yours ✅
Oh My God, They Were (Quarantined) Roommates @ot7always - JJK | roommates, quarantined life, college, smut, fluff ✅
Your Favorite Cardigan in Summer Nights @prodkkyu - JJK | one shot, angst, high school sweethearts, exes au, summer fling  ✅
Crimson Park @heartbeatan - JJK |  mafia, boss!reader, mystery, angst
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 (Final) ✅
Pranks @mysecretatticsstuff - JJK | enemies to lovers, prank wars, angst, smut, fluff ✅
Too Long, Didn’t Read @fortunexkookie - KTH | college, writers, enemies to lovers, fluff ✅ (done reading, love love this)
You’ve Got Mail @minyoongijjangjjangmanboongboong - JJK |  Barista!Reader, Graphic Design Student!Jungkook, angst, ex-lovers, enemies to lovers  ✅ (done reading, love this)
Love at First Oink @glodenclosetau- KTH | social media au, neighbors, friends to lovers, piggies 🐽, romance, fluff, comedy ✅ (done - the cutest smau ever)
Sugar @seokjxnnie​ - MYG | ceo!yoongi, escort!reader, personal assistant, smut ✅
Amor Vincit Omnia @sunshyngal - MYG | Mafia au, arranged marriage, angst, violence, drama
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20  ✅
My Euphoria @beyochu​ - JJK | fake dating au, fluff, ceo!jungkook, florist!reader, romance  ✅ (done, really adorable)
All Aboard @ve1vetyoongi​ - KNJ | smut, officeworker!namjoon, enemies to lovers  ✅
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thoughtsbynyx · 4 years ago
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here’s something that might cost me a good half of my following 🧍🏽‍♀️
HOT TAKE / UNPOPULAR OPINION 🏃🏽‍♀️💨
i might’ve missed something when watching ATLA but....
WHY ARE WE PRAISING IROH???
like-
he held siege of a CAPITOL city for 600 days
granted he withdrew the siege but only after his son was killed.... it took him personally losing to go look for enlightenment and atone for his crimes (if he ever did)
was an active member and “supporter” of a war that lasted nearly 100 years before he left the army
sure he seems sorry about what he did later in the show, but given how smart and strategic he is... mans HAD to have known what he was doing wasn’t right (even if he was conditioned into believing it was for a good cause..)
the way the storyline was going, he was line for the throne and must’ve seen how damaging the war was for both sides (FN v everyone else) like he has military experience there’s no way he didn’t see a family or town that wasn’t torn apart by the Fire Nation on his way to Ba Sing Se
(like what Zuko went through in Zuko Alone both went through a somewhat traumatizing and eye awakening experience, and went of on their own to clear their head and think about what they’re doing next)
he clearly favored Zuko and in a way kind of groomed him
like we’ve seen that Zuko has been compassionate and somewhat humane even while being violent and harsh to others, so when he suggests 𝑛𝑜𝑡 doing serious harm and just being merciful to his 14 year old sister (who was also raised by a parental figure to be a child solider) “nope, she’s crazy and she needs to go down (telling this 16 YEAR OLD KID that he needs to be strong enough to 💀 his younger sister in the name of justice when it’s clear who was pulling the strings in her situation, and it wasn’t Azula just to be clear)
also it’s pretty obvious that Zuko doesn’t understand the proverbs that Iroh is constantly talking in (i think it’s because Zuko is Autistic but I digress) and instead of being direct and talking to him in ways he’ll understand (like the few times he has actually done it) he continues speaking like this and doesn’t see how irrational and irritating it could be for Zuko to try to translate whatever the heck he’s saying
he waited until a group of (powerful)TEENAGERS AND PRETEENS to come in before he and his merry band of old men decided “hey, let’s go and help defeat the fire lord….. from 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 you got this buddies 😃”
like i’m pretty sure none of them had a family or something to return to… what’s stopping you from risking it all, not like you had a lot of time left anyway
plus like we see in real life the adults who definitely have the resources and experience to end suffering in the world and/or their respective countries, decide to let the younger generation go in and fix their mess while they loot from the sidelines
at the end of the show (the last 10 minutes of which are ᴀʙsᴏʟᴜᴛᴇ ʙᴜʟʟsʜ-) iroh is whisked away to a tea shop in Ba Sing Se while his 16 year old nephew is the new ruler of a country (without having even been in it in 3 years minus that first half of Book 3)
sure he may want to finally relax or live out his dream serving other people (like the job of a world leader) but Uncle “my nephew senses are tingling, must get to him stat” Iroh would not have just up and left (especially without seeing Zuko’s coronation that he played a key role in getting Zuko there in the first place)
Credits I give to other tumblrs about Anti Iroh content that fills my spite (and each name linked to the exact post i’m talking about) all of which can be found in the #anti iroh tag both recent and top
a-mysteriouys-bastard
wish-i-was-fiction
strawberrymilkyumyum
sayruq
klm-zoflorr
losergrl25
taxfrauddyke (ID: 1 edited twitter post staying: “am not against Zuko. but his stans are all so annoying. God Bless” A second edited twitter post says: “am against Iroh. He is so annoying. God Bless”
catboyjinpa & catboyjinpa again (it’s two different posts lol)
deandevil
cattaralol
transdock
zoryuphobic & zoryuphobic again (different posts tho)
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agentnico · 4 years ago
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Zack Snyder’s Justice League (2021) Review
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It all started with Sonic’s teeth. Ever since fans successfully bullied a studio into reanimating their titular hedgehog character after the abomination shown in the first trailer, fans realised that rallying together (on Twitter) can make a difference. So you’d think it would mean we could all come together to restore world peace and get rid of racism, injustice, poverty, war and negativity of all kind? Nope, nope it does not. But at least we get a better version of a bad DC movie that came out in 2017. I mean, baby steps I guess.
Plot: Fuelled by his restored faith in humanity and inspired by Superman's selfless act, Bruce Wayne enlists newfound ally Diana Prince to face an even greater threat. Together, Batman and Wonder Woman work quickly to recruit a team to stand against this newly awakened enemy. Despite the formation of an unprecedented league of heroes -- Batman, Wonder Woman, Aquaman, Cyborg and the Flash -- it may be too late to save the planet from an assault of catastrophic proportions.
I recall my younger simpler self in 2017 at the early age of 20 soon to be 21, sitting down and watching the new Justice League film with zero to no expectations, as by that point the DC Extended Universe was a trainwreck and was a franchise that was literally falling apart before out unblinking red hay fever filled eyes. However, after watching Justice League I was baffled at the fact that I still managed to be disappointed after having zero expectations! With zero expectations this film took me into the minuses, and we all know I’m not great at mathematics so boy are we in the danger zone when we hit the minuses! Looking back at my review of the film back then, I used extreme yet fitting comments like “generic”, “predictable” “messy” and plain “dogsh*t”. Which is what it was. 2017′s Justice League is exactly how I’d imagine a dog’s poop would look if it was turned into an abstract film! It was truly abysmal. After that I thought I’d never have to talk about this film again. How wrong I was. But, in a rare turn of tables, I am glad that I was wrong...
A little history lesson first. Alright, settle down kids, settle down.... Rob, put the paper plane down, do not throw it, I said DON’T THROW IT! NO! Stop! Stupid child!! Headteacher’s office right now! Also, say hi to your mother for me, okay? I’m having brunch with her on Saturday and you better not be there as you should be doing your homework watching the 4 hour cut of Justice League and questioning your life choices!! Anyway, now let’s have ourselves a history lesson. The topic is - What In The Flying Fudge Happened Behind-The-Scenes Of Justice League For DUMMIES: Condensed Edition. A really condensed version as honestly none of us have the attention span to read loads and I’m probably losing the vast majority of you due to this overlong rambling session. So anyway, to the last couple of readers left, here we go! Following the success of Man of Steel, Warner Bros. gave Zack Snyder the reigns to oversee and create a DC cinematic universe to rival the success of Marvel. And so came Batman V Superman: Dawn of Justice, which turned out to be a bit of a hodgepodge, receiving mixed to negative reviews and though was a box office success, earned diminishing results to what Warner Bros. originally anticipated. However, by the time Batman V Superman released, Zack Snyder was already hard at work on the big superhero team up film Justice League (which was meant to set up many characters and future films for the DCEU) with a lot of filming already underway, so Warner Bros. couldn’t particularly pump the breaks on it by that point, even though they evidently lost trust in the Snyder formula. To be honest, at that point I too lost trust in Snyder’s vision and the DCEU as a whole, but my opinion doesn’t class for a single dime, whilst the opinions of Warner Bros. executives make millions, so there aren’t any hard feelings on my behalf for them not enquiring on my thoughts. Anyway, midway through production Zack Snyder was hit with a family tragedy with his daughter committing suicide, so Snyder naturally had to depart the project to be with his family during this grieving time. Warner Bros. had the option to pause production and await for Snyder’s return, or progress at their own accord. Naturally they decided to do their own thing cause they are a business and want that dollar dollar bill baby!! So they hired Joss Whedon who was riding fresh off the success of two Avengers movies and obviously had experience in cinematic universes and such, to rework the Justice League movie by condensing it into a 2 hour film (from the over 4 hour material that Snyder shot) and reshoot scenes to fit the smaller runtime. So you cannot particularly blame Whedon for taking out so many great scenes as he had a contract to fulfil with Warner Bros, but then you look at the many forced jokes and unnecessary reshot scenes and you realise how self-indulgent Joss Whedon was during filming, as he basically was spitting on everything Snyder did and was trying to do his own thing. Low and behold, the mess that is the 2017 movie is created, where its the visions and creative minds of two director with evidently different styles clashing and not really mixing well at all, and as such we have a messy movie that doesn’t really make sense and is a bit of a middle finger to DC fans and honestly everyone and all. Also, there was that little aspect of Henry Cavill’s deformed upper lip due to the fact that during reshoots he had a moustache that he’d grown and was contractually obligated to have for his Mission Impossible role, so the visual effects team had to digitally remove it in post production and the result is, well, see for yourself...
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Yes, they made the dashing handsome my-sexuality-questioning Henry Cavill look stupid, and that is UNFORGIVABLE. Funny, yes, very funny but unforgivable!! So for this and many other reasons the 2017 film turned out horribly. Then after that many months later, Zack Snyder and cast and crew members began teasing of this mythical version of the movie that was befit of Snyder’s original vision. You see, apparently before he left the project, Snyder actually filmed everything he wanted and it was only awaiting to be reworked with visual effects and edited properly, but then Whedon came in with his scissors and cut everything mercilessly with a cheeky grin and his ginger beard. Speaking of his ginger beard, is Joss Whedon Irish? Or has Irish roots? Honestly, I would Google it, but wait, I don’t think I really care. So anyway, Snyder still had all of his filmed scenes saved on his ridiculously oversized hard drive just waiting to be looked at again. This is where the fandom did its magic by creating a Twitter hashtag #ReleaseTheSnyderCut and began spam posting for Warner Bros. to let Zack Snyder release what he originally intended to. Honestly, who would have thunk it, but this actually worked!! Warner Bros. allowed this, and not only that, but gave Snyder an additional $70 million to finish up the visual effects as well as to film a couple of additional sequences and gave it the prestigious honour to debut it on HBO Max, so as to boost the subscriber rating on Warner Bros. new streaming service. And here we are.
Honestly, I thought seeing this Director’s Cut of sorts wouldn’t bring much to the table as I didn’t believe that a film that was so broken had originally been in any way good. After finishing this 4 hour Snyder vision I must admit though that I was pleasantly surprised. Completely baffled by the studio and Joss Whedon, but really happy for Zack Snyder. The guy was fighting for it and finally was able to accomplish and bring out his true original vision, and though Zack Snyder’s Justice League has its flaws, its so much better than what we got in 2017, and in fact is a soaring science fiction sci-fi epic that literally feels epic!! It takes time establishing the characters and every single plot point as well as building out this rich mythology of this world of the DC Extended Universe, and so as you move into the second half of the film, there’s a feeling of pay off. You actually care about the characters and understand the plot points and it doesn’t feel rushed. Its truly astounding that there are producers out there who thought it was a good idea to get rid of all of that and instead bring out whatever the heck Joss Whedon did with the 2017 version. Look, I quite enjoy Joss Whedon’s work, from Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel to Cabin in the Woods and his work on Marvel, the guy obviously has a talent, but also he obviously does not belong to the dark and brooding style of DC. Zack Snyder on the other hand, though makes his mistakes, truly embraces the epic feel of the DC material. And it seems once you give Snyder enough time and space, he can actually bring out something like this:
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The main characters are all given so much more to do, or at least those that got side-lined in the 2017 version are given more to do here. One of my complaints with the original was how pointless the League turns out to be. Basically in the theatrical version the main team all end up being useless and only once Superman shows up he saves everyone’s asses and literally does EVERYTHING. Might as well have called the film Man of Steel 2 (feat. Justice League). However in this new version, every main character serves a purpose. Well most of them do at least. Cyborg and Flash are much more compelling characters with more layers and backstory, and in fact are a prime reason to defeating the great evil in the end. You now understand why Cyborg actor Ray Fisher was pissed at Joss Whedon, as the guy literally got rid of his best stuff. Superman strikes a cool black suit and is still powerful, however as the finale shows, he isn’t all-powerful and does need the help of the rest of the team. Wonder Woman gets a lot more to do in this theatrical cut, and in fact this is probably Gal Gadot’s best performance as Wonder Woman and she really shows herself as a powerful female superhero! Aquaman’s role stays largely unchanged, however to be honest Jason Momoa’s character was one of the only ones who didn’t suffer in the theatrical cut. That’s unsurprising seeing as Jason Momoa is such a naturally cool dude! A big panda that is friendly in real life, but when necessary can turn into a roaring bear. To be honest, the only League member that ends up a bit pointless is actually Batman. He still serves a purpose in the film in that he’s the one who assembles the team, but otherwise the rest of the group is so overpowered compared to him that in the end you do kind of think that he doesn’t really belong there. Still, Ben Affleck is great in the role and it’s a shame we won’t see much of him past Flashpoint film that will be released in the next few years.
There are a lot of characters in this film and one can still say the movie is overstuffed, but also seeing as the movie was originally intended to spring board the DCEU properly, all these teases are actually welcome. There are an abundance of cameos, and to be honest so many characters are so well cast that you do end up wishing that Snyder was given the opportunity to make his entire Justice League planned trilogy, but nevertheless at least we have this. There are truly an abundance of cool appearances here, from the menacing villain Darkseid (played by Ray Porter) to Willem Dafoe doing what Dafoe does best, only in this case underwater and I’m certain that’s gonna span many comparison memes with The Lighthouse. Joe Morton as Cyborg’s dad is given a lot more to do here and in fact is pivotal towards building up Cyborg into the important character that he is. There’s also a cameo from Jared Leto’s Joker, who in some ways redeems himself after his appearance in Suicide Squad. Also, we need to talk about Steppenwolf, who’s the main baddie in this film. In the theatrical cut the guy was the most generic one-note villain who also looked like a PS2 character. It was honestly embarrassing the way he was animated. Luckily in this version he’s been put through enough Skyrim mods to looks much more intimidating and is also given a better motivation. As we find out, the reason he does what he does is because he wants to go home. He’s been banished and he simply wants to earn his place back home, so it’s actually kind of sweet. Steppenwolf is a sweetie. I mean, yeah, he wants to destroy half of the world to fulfil his dream, but hey, haven’t we all taken something extreme measures to get what we want?
The film is far from perfect though. At the end of the day, the movie is just about a guy hunting down a bunch of magical boxes. That was the premise of the theatrical cut and its the same here too. Yes, there is more substance and gravitas to the proceedings, but at the end of the day the story doesn’t really surprise much. And with the entire thing running at 4 hours, it is definitely too long and there is the element where there is simply too much in this thing. Also visually, though the movie has plenty of gorgeous shots and Zack Snyder’s signature slow motion sequences are on full display here, there are still many sequences where the CGI and green screen are super obvious and look really fake. That being said there’s still so much visual goodness in this, and also I have to mention Junkie XL’s new music score that does reiterate the epic feel of this movie, in comparison to Danny Elfman’s weak uninspiring notes in the theatrical cut.
Zack Snyder’s Justice League is a massive surprise and completely changes the perception of what we saw in the original 2017 theatrical cut. It’s a sprawling massive adventure that’s a dream come true for any comic book fan. It shows how vital film editing is, and how important it is to have a cohesive plan when making a movie. Gone too are the silly forced jokes, and though there is still some humour here, it feels more grounded and fit of the setting and scenario. This is Snyder’s vision through and through, and though at times it is clunky, it overall is incredible to behold, as it’s this one guy’s mind and his love for the DC lore. It’s a credible achievement, and I’m actually sentimentally happy for Snyder that he finally managed to complete this. He even during the credits dedicates this to his daughter Autumn that passed away, and I found that to be truly bittersweet. Justice has indeed been served.
Overall score: 7/10
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auratold · 2 months ago
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i won't let anything happen to you. - ruya to lucina
feeling safe / expressing comfort prompts | Accepting
"I know." Lucina's voice is quiet, volume barely above a whisper as she utters the words. Ruya will lay down whatever it takes to protect her, to protect her brother and father as well.
Perhaps that is part of what bothers her in the wake of having lifted her own blade at her mother. The tactician had been accepting of it, ready to surrender her life without hesitation. As flashes of her ruined home danced in her eyes, phantom heat against her skin and the memories of screams of people she'd vowed to protect filled her ears... Lucina hadn't been able to do it. Falchion had never felt so heavy in her grasp in that moment. Ruya and Chrom had assured her, comforted her far more than she deserved, but that did not damper the guilt.
"I know you will do what you need to prevent my future from coming to pass, even if it costs you your own life. I think that thought terrifies me just as much as the possibility of failing to prevent Grima from returning."
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phemonoi · 5 years ago
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tarot cards as foster the people lyrics 🌿✨
*based on the waite tarot deck
I've wanted to do this to better understand the relation of the cards with one another and I thought it'd be a good idea to post it here!
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i. aces, the magician & justice
—houdini
“rise above, gonna start the war!” / “well, and eye for an eye, and an ‘f’ for a fight” / “well, you got what you want and what you never knew, perfect gift from me to you” / “focus on your ability, then they can’t get what they want to steal”
the aces have an aura of beginning, the spark of an idea, oportunity, birth. however, the magician is the “trigger” of that change, he controls it, activates it. he’s the architect and alchemist that has the ability to make use of each suit as he pleases. with justice, as we see, this power comes with a responsability. you get back what you give. and because the magician is also an illusionist, a liar and a thief, justice needs to be there as a reminder of what happens when you abuse magic. 
ii. twos, high priestess & the hanged man
—shc
“you’re a secret, that’s worth keeping, and now i’m keeping my mouth shut” / “well, i’ve been sleeping waiting for something, but to feel nothing at all, avoid the call” / “when i’m alone, there’s a ghost the keeps talking, and i know there’s gotta be more, for sure”
the twos are a symbol of alchemy, and this can be clearly seen in the cups with the caduceus of hermes on the background. the high priestess is the master of occult knowledge, she channels cosmic knowledge through intuition, thus creating a bond, an exchange of energy within her and the universe. the hanged man needs meditation and contemplation in order to decide what’s next, what’s real from what’s an illusion. he urges stillness in order to recover, much like the two of swords.
iii. threes, the empress & death
—fire escape
“my spine is made of iron, my heart pumps out old red paint” / “I see the seasons change, all the young faces come and replace the dying ones” / “i’ve watched the dreamers find their legs, and i’ve seen the ones that come get reduced to bones and rags”
this procesion of cards illustrates the importance of cycles. the threes combine pain, sorrow (swords) with recovery, harmony (cups), planning (pentacles) with action (wands), conveying the message that one simply can’t exist without the other, for the presence of the other is what gives one its importance, its core definition. they’re light and shadow, much like birth (empress) and death. 
iv. fours, the emperor & temperance
—coming of age
“you know i try to live without regrets, i’m always moving forward and not looking back, but i tend to leave a trail of dead while moving ahead” / “just like an animal, i protect my pride, when i’m too bruised to fight, and even when i’m wrong i tend to think i’m right. well, i’m bored of the game, and too tired to rage”
the emperor is the giver of stability, as we can see in four of pentacles and four of wands. he provides a stable foundation to build a home, he’s a father. meanwhile, the four of cups and four of swords portray temperance; they’re about patience, balance, and meditation. the emperor, as a leader, needs to balance the responsability of his power out with temperance, or else he will become a tyrant, ruled by fire.
v. fives, the hierophant & the devil 
—pay the man
“say what you love, it’s alright don’t be afraid to find your light, embrace the day, at night we’re here to fight, we all go wild again” / “climbing up my own tree, hoping it can hold all the things i’ve seen but i’ve chosen to ignore. well, i said, well i believe i’ve been well fed but the wolf’s not dead” / “lift up your name, seasons change, you know that it'll never be the same, we'll see the sun again, and before it fades, i just wanna say that i love you”
this procesion is very deep. it speaks of the spirit on a level that no other procesion of cards does in the entire deck. because the hierophant is combined with the devil, i feel like it unites opposite religious concepts: heaven with hell, purity with dirt, wisdom with madness. this alchemy of the soul is pretty much a product of dionysos, and that’s why he’s often identified with both major arcanas. the fives, now, are the middle point of each suit; they mark a transcendental point in the path of the fool. they speak of poverty, sadness, confusion and conflict. this is the event that leads to the tower; the failure, the longing for illumination, the unmasking of the lies and illusions that have ruled one’s life until now. the unity of darkness and light, the highest power, thrice-born and divine, with the lowest impulses of nature, the satyrs and maenads that lure you into their orgy. the devil here demands to be payed back, he wants retribuition, while the hierophant presents himself as the saviour, the guide, that happens to also be incredibly biased. i think it’s very useful to view this procesion as a representation of dionysos, he who initiates us into the journey of self-discovery through mysteries and shadows. 
vi. sixes, the lovers & the tower 
—the truth
“well i’ve been trying to relearn my name, it feels like a thousand years that i’ve been out of frame and i surrender, the truth is what it’s what i’ve needed from you, cause i’ve been floating within your walls of opinion, and i’m tired. i only want the truth” / “a blinding call to prayer has touched my feet, like the call of the prophets, a purpose is needed before you know that you know, to never wonder what you are, and not forget where you’ve come from” / “is it really love you’ve been speaking of?”
the lovers and the tower have a closer relation than what i thought at first, and the verses of this song really show it. the lovers is, finally, the resolution of the devil and the hierophant: it is the unification of duality, the yin and yang, and its lust is still present in the devil; the impetus and dichotomy of human emotion. but the tower and the hierophant are both events of immense spiritual enlightment. they represent freedom. the sixes are about charity, change, escape, and victory. 
vii. sevens, the chariot & the star 
—doing it for the money
“just close your eyes, we’re gonna run this blind, we live our lives, we’re not wasting time, maybe we lost our minds, we’re gonna get what we can” / “i said it doesn’t matter where i go, i am calling all the poets into battle, i am shouting to the world let them know that we won’t be afraid to step into the fight when we can’t see the light” / “there’s no retreat and no escape if we keep dreaming while we’re wide awake”
dreams, hope, courage and art. this is a creative procesion of cards. after the breakdown of the sixth procesion, the seventh brings bravery forthward. there’s no time to waste and we’re now purified, convinced of our worth and what we need to do in order to achieve what is needed. we’ve accepted the situation, the nature of our uncontrolling emotions and the will of fate. the sevens take action, a bit impulsively, but still they trigger a necessary change after the depression seen with the lovers and the tower. 
viii. eights, strength & the moon
—a beginner’s guide to destroying the moon
“and now i’m staring at the moon wondering why the bottom fell out, been searching for answers and there’s questions i’ve found” / “we’ve been crying for a leader to speak like the old prophets, the blood of the forgotten wasn’t spilled without a purpose, or was it?” / “you’ll never be whole until you lose control, and think freely to smash the wall of apathy, stop your self-importance and lift the weight off somebody else”
there’s a very pretty picture on the eight of cups in the ethereal visions illuminated tarot deck, because the moon is full, shining enormously over a deep blue landscape, and that perfectly illustrates the relation of this card to the major arcana of the moon. this procesion for me is about confidence. change is never easy, even when we’ve finally surrendered to the fate of circumstances, even when we were the ones to trigger it. eight of swords and eight of cups are not easy cards to gaze at, but we must remember that the moon is a mother, it is nurturing, it reminds us of the quality of nature to be cyclical, that things are always moving and flowing, and emotions don’t last forever. it’s also a card of illusions; it yells at us to remove the blindfold from our eyes and rediscover our worth. strength is about taming the beast, keeping on working, effort and struggle. so this tells me; no matter how much it hurts, keep going, be a leader, be the lion, make the blood you shed worth it. 
xix. nines, the hermit & the sun
—pseudologia fantastica
“don’t be afraid of the knife, sometimes you gotta cut the limb to survive” / “you got to love the madness of the feeling, don’t have to rush the freshness of beginning, you got to get back up and face your demons, don’t ever be afraid of starting over”
the nines follow the archetype of the hermit and continue their path through the sun. when we’ve worked hard enough, when we’ve compromised to facing our shadow self, when we’ve retired to truly know ourselves, admiting what we’ve done, what we’re worth, and retreated into silence, then there’s a comeback filled with joy, music, light. the nine of swords is a necessary dark night of the soul leading to a definitive awakening. 
xx. the tens, wheel of fortune & judgement 
—iii
“and i wont be afraid, it’s true we’ll never know, when the night will come and take us home, and people change, we fade from youth, and evolve into eternal life” / “wake the sleeping from their dreaming, we all want more, we all want more saints will sing and hearts are beating, saying we all want more, we all want more”
there’s still much to learn in the ten of swords already, but because life is an ouroboros and our purpose is to return to having full control of all the suits and making use of that power faithfully and wisely, it doesn’t matter. in the tens, we admit that we can affect certain situations but there’s always something that escapes our sight; fortune acts alone. wheels turn again, endlessly, for eternity. we want more; the ten of cups portrays a couple with kids new life, new paths, a new story that is, again, yet to be unfold. ten of pentacles passes down its knowledge and experience to the youth; ten of wands continues with its struggle, in the conviction that the nine will come back. ten of swords, however, looks defeated. it ain’t. it’s finally the death of the past self. ten of swords is, actually, the scene of the moment the knight defeated his adversaries. it is a card of victory; but the knight is yet to become a king. 
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therealchrisclem · 5 years ago
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Star Wars: Rise of Skywalker thoughts
I have seen Star Wars: Episode 9 - Rise of Skywalker. I wasn’t going to share my opinion, but it’s not everyday I get to go to a press screening for one of the most anticipated films ever made (of course, hype being what it is, doesn’t mean as much as it did in 1999), so why not try to get some of my thoughts across? 
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A few things first - I’m not a critic. I was told a long time ago you can either be someone that does things or someone that criticizes them, but in order to treat either with the respect it deserves, you need to delineate that line clearly. I still work on my scripts and writing packet, I don’t see my self becoming an actual cultural critic of any kind in the future. This is just my views on this film as a guy who loves movies and really, really loves Star Wars. Secondly, Lucasfilm and Disney asked us not to spoil any of the movie, and while I don’t think that’s possible in a macro sense (do you honestly think the good guys lose?), I will try to respect their marketing wishes. There are some things in this movie that were incredibly shocking. Not enough of them for my taste though. 
Finally, I liked The Last Jedi. Was it flawed? Yes. Did the humor in it fit with the rest of the series? No. The humor coming from actual jokes is about as far away from George Lucas comedy like Jar Jar and farting space camels as you can get. It’s actually one of the biggest reasons why I think some fans didn’t think it was really “star wars-y.” Despite it’s issues, that movie introduced new concepts and themes and pushed the series forward in a way that The Force Awakens (which I liked better overall) didn’t, and the spin-offs Rogue One (which I thought was great but unnecessary) and Solo (which I hated more than any other Star Wars movie I saw in theaters, even Attack of the Clones) didn’t. I waited my whole life for new Star Wars because I wanted new Star Wars, not retreads playing in the OT’s bathwater. 
A side-note for a second: I used to always leave my takes on the big blockbuster movies I saw on Facebook. I realized, while ruminating on this movie during the afternoon that I stopped doing that a few years ago. Looking back, it was The Last Jedi that caused that break. I argued so much with friends and family over that movie that I must have decided at some point it wasn’t even worth sharing my opinions on social media. In terms of big budget cinema (I said it) I can’t think of anything as divisive. At least when it came to Batman V Superman, it was so overwhelmingly negative that I don’t remember the lovers of that movie feeling the need to justify it. Or maybe it’s just that social media is overwhelmingly toxic or that our culture in general is sick. I dunno, I’m not writing a Sociology thesis paper here. Back to Rise of Skywalker:
My sister Abby informed me last week that I was going to get to go to this press screening as my brother-in-law Leo’s plus one (he works in the industry) as an early Christmas gift. I was so excited and happy, I couldn’t believe how lucky I was to get to see the conclusion of my favorite movie series of all time over two days before paying audiences got to! I was pretty much buzzing on a tibana gas high all week. This is why I moved to LA! (Yes, I know that Tibana gas doesn’t get you high. Spice does. Let me mangle these EU references like Solo.) 
The El Capitan Theater in Hollywood is a historical building I’ve always wanted to see a movie at, and what could be better to see than the END OF THE SKY-WALKER SAGA? (Well, Avengers: Endgame*, for starters.) Despite how small and cramped the seats were (humans my size did not exist in the 1930s), my anticipation couldn’t have been higher. I even had my complimentary bucket of popcorn and my free Coke Zero Sugar like the paid off Disney shill I am. The theater darkened, the Lucasfilm logo shone, and we were taken back to a long time ago in a galaxy far, far away…
I’m just gonna get blunt here. It’s impossible for me to say Rise of Skywalker is anything other than a disappointment. I have felt upset and angry after seeing a Star Wars movie (Solo). I have tried to convince myself I loved what I just watched after seeing a Star Wars movie (The Phantom Menace). I have never felt as indifferent about what I’ve seen after I left a Star Wars movie as I did today. And this was something I was really, really, looking forward to.
I promised no spoilers, so here’s my best attempt: The movie is at least 2 movies in one, crammed together at a breakneck pace that is basically held together by the charisma of the actors and the beauty of the special effects shots. The movie looks and feels like a proper Star Wars. I just can’t think of a time where I left a two and a half hour movie and thought it could have used 15 minutes more of exposition. It’s not like it doesn’t make sense, but nothing’s explained and you’re either on board or not. There’s an important character moment that gets brought up repeatedly and never resolved or mentioned after the climax starts. Things happen and exist and this movie doesn’t have the time to tell you why. The pacing is a mess. It is a ton of movie. Hope your eyes are able to keep up. There are also lots of groan-inducing moments and scenes that aren’t enough to ruin the movie but definitely pushed my goodwill to the breaking point.
If you hated The Last Jedi, I have a feeling you’ll be much happier with this. It turns that entire movie into a steaming pile of bantha poo-doo. There are still some things from that movie that resurface, but this movie does a better job honoring the prequels than it does it’s direct fore-bearer. (Seriously, this movie does some heavy lifting to make sure the prequels are connected to the rest of the series in a way George Lucas himself never bothered to do. Despite hating a lot of the prequels, it’s pretty cool.)
And that’s not to say it’s all bad! The action is so, so great, the effects are on another level, the stuff that is good is really good! There are iconic shots throughout that I could have seen on a poster hanging on my ten-year-old bedroom wall. The classic iconography is exalted in Rise of Skywalker. Once it switches from the “first movie” to a Force Awakens-style redux of Return of the Jedi, it’s pretty awesome. I love BB-8, and more that will have to wait for spoiler talk.
It’s never boring or hard to watch either. Plus, having John Williams finish out this series ensures it always sounds like Star Wars. What a gem.
So that’s it.
A mixed bag. 
After all the hype, after all this time, after all the money Disney spent devouring our childhoods and pop culture, that’s all this movie is. Honestly, I was hoping for a lot more. And maybe that will reveal itself when I see it again Thursday night. Even if it doesn’t, I’m still happy it exists. This sequel trilogy (for all its faults) is more than I could have ever hoped for as a child.
I can’t wait until everyone sees it and we can talk about the plot and argue about the movie online until we all hate each other again.
*This movie’s pacing made me appreciate the work the Russo brothers did on Infinity war and Endgame so much. It was a harder task than this movie, and they did it so easily I forgot what a near impossible task that must have been. Honestly, the MCU is really the Star Wars of our time. Don’t shoot me.
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tkwrtrilogy3 · 6 years ago
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Chapter V: The Coming of Time (Pt. II)
The walk to Menegroth was one of mourning—our heads bowed in silent procession. My thoughts were many; blurred by tears and heartache. How could I face Lothluin? What would I say to Valdôr’s son?
“How did he fall,” I whispered to Êlengolas. “How did Valdôr fall?”
“Bravely,” he whispered back. “That is all anyone needs to know.”
“What do I say to Lothluin,” I asked.
“Why is it your burden to bear, Orothôn,” he asked. “Let those that witnessed his death tell his wife and son.”
“You,” I asked. “Were you there?”
Êlengolas sighed deeply.
“I was,” he started. “It is my burden to bear. My daughter wed his son. Even now, I do not know if this ware will make either of my daughters widows but I have seen it make many—not the least of those, Lothluin. But I will do what I must. Valdôr was one of my dearest friends.”
I could hear him trying to hold back tears as spoke. I could not imagine what he had seen and I dared not ask him. We walked the rest of the way to Menegroth in silence. As we made our way toward the bridge, the distant sounds of howls and screams seemed to further destroy any hope we had left.
Galathil started to lead the few survivors of Ossiriand found alive—a small mingling of a few strong men, maidens and several elflings—toward the gates. We prepared to cross behind when a light illuminated the darkness from out of the West. King Thingol and Elmo ran through the soldiers to see. It was a flickering light with plumes as dark as a starless night rising into the Heavens.
“What is this,” Elmos asked his brother.
“It is the end of all of us,” King Things said. “Into Menegroth!”
We made our way across the bridge and through the gates as quickly as we could. Once inside, the ladies came to us frantically. In the confusion, Mîrwen found and embraced me.
“You returned,” she said.
“Yes, I said, dropping my sword. “I am one of the few.”
She looked at me—her eyes filling with tears as she followed my gaze to Êlengolas speaking with Lothluin. She fell into the arms of Valdúmîr. Mîrwen turned away.
“Is there word from the borders,” I asked.
“None,” she said. “I cannot bear the silence.”
I said nothing as my concern turned to Oropher. I knew we would both die of despair at the loss of our son.
“Go to Lothluin,” I said. “I will see you in our chambers after a while.”
Mîrwen nodded. I kissed her forehead and made my way down to the armory with the others. As I took off my armor, I somehow began to want to return to it. I sat down beside it on the wooden bench the length of the room. I felt a sensation foreign to me—a weakness ran through me and I desired to sleep as a newborn elfling. Êlengolas sat beside me looking as weary as I felt.
“How is Lothluin,” I asked. Even my voice felt tired.
“I know not her thoughts but her heart is broken,” he answered. “She waits for word of Eldôr with Valdúril. His return will give her hope.”
“It will give me some hope as well,” I said. “I know where he is, Oropher is not far. They are closer than brothers.”
“I believe they will return,” Êlengolas said. “They are too headstrong to die. Especially Oropher.”
I laughed—it seemed a lifetime since I had.
“True,” I said. “Oropher can be stubborn.”
“That is why I allowed him to marry Nimeithel. I knew with him she would always be safe.”
I smiled at Êlengolas. I put my hand on his shoulder.
“They will return.”
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Once I was bathed and dressed properly for court, I made my way towards my chambers. I thought of all the things I had seen in battle and wondered if there would come a time when such things would become only memory. When I reached the main hall, things were much quieter—only a few elves lingered near the gates. I turned to go to my chambers when I saw Iarûr and his wife Nimríel outside Finëar’s chambers.
“Is something the matter,” I asked. It had been some time since I heard from Finëar or his wife Nenduriel.
“You have nothing to fear, Orothôn,” Iarûr said. “Finëar is fine if but a bit rattled.”
“He was appointed to assist Iarûr in chronicling the war,” Nimríel said. “He has just returned from the western borders of Doriath.”
“Is that not where Oropher was sent,” I asked.
“I do not know,” Iarûr answered. “But I have not heard from my other chroniclers of yet. I suspect they will return soon.”
“We can only hope,” I said quietly. I continued on my way.
When I came to my chambers, I entered to find Mîrwen with Nimeithel.
“How are you, Nimeithel,” I asked her. She looked frightened though I knew the reason why.
“I was with Lothluin and my sister,” she began. “I cannot imagine how it must be to lose a husband.”
“And you will not know,” I said. “Nor will Valdúril. I know they will return.”
“Why are you so sure,” Mîrwen asked. “Is there word?”
“I know Oropher,” I said attempting to sound hopeful. “He is a strong and formidable warrior.”
“What evil did you see,” Nimeithel asked. “What evil will Oropher face?”
I did not want to tell her in fear of frightening both of them.
“They are strong, but he is stronger,” I said.
They stared at me—their eyes cutting through me like a sword through an orc. I could see my answer was less than acceptable.
“Orothôn, tell us what you have seen,” Mîrwen demanded sternly.
“What I saw I cannot describe in words you would understand,” I answered. “These creatures are beyond explanation.”
Nimeithel began to cry as Mîrwen comforted her. I felt guilty for saying anything at all. I sat down on the bed and watched them from across the room. The true horrors of Ossiriand were still fresh in my mind. I began to doubt my son would return. A knock came to our door.
“Enter,” I said, still deep in thought. It was Galathil.
“Orothôn, come,” he said.
I rose from the bed, looked at my wife and Nimeithel and feared the worst. We left quickly without a word. Once in the hall, we began walking swiftly toward the Great Hall.
“My son,” I began. “Is he dead?”
“I do not know,” Galathil began. “No one knows where he is.”
I stopped abruptly. Galathil motioned to me.
“What do you mean no one knows where he is?”
“He left his post,” he said. “Or that is what I was told.”
“What you were told,” I said angrily. “Who told you this?”
Galathil came to me.
“Amdir was with him and Eldôr at the start. Come with me, Orothôn. You may ask him yourself.”
I nodded and we continued on. Once we reached the hall, I realized a few elves had started to return from the borders. We found Amdir among them with his wife Anadriel.
“Go to my mother,” Amdir whispered to her. “I must speak with Father.”
She nodded and left us.
“What do you know of Oropher,” I asked.
“He left us not long after we were attacked,” he began. “He and Eldôr followed Aúrion to the southern borders.”
“Aúrion,” Galathil asked puzzled. “Was he not with Círdan in Eglarest?”
“No,” Amdir answered. “He came with Eäros. He collapsed by the gates.”
“What was he doing in battle then,” I asked.
“It was not fighting,” he said. “He was looking for anyone to go with him back to Eglarest.”
“With the blessing of Thingol,” Galathil asked.
“I do not know,” Amdir answered. “I only saw Oropher and Eldôr leave with him. Whether they were able to pass beyond the border I cannot say.”
I felt fear and anger—fear for Oropher’s well-being and angry at his actions.
“I need to find my son,” I said to myself.
“Where would you begin to look,” Galathil asked. “You have barely ventured anywhere save Ossiriand as it is. The Queen will not allow you to pass for such a journey. Not while those creatures remain anywhere near.”
“Then how would Aúrion get into Doriath or lead anyone out,” I asked, my voice growing louder. Before I could say another word, Celeborn entered excitedly.
“Ada,” he yelled, looking for Galadhon. He saw us and ran over. “Uncle, where is Father?”
“I have not seen him for some time,” Galathil told him. “Perhaps he is with your mother. What is wrong?”
“You must come outside,” he said. “There is something in the sky.”
“In the sky,” Amdir asked. “Are you mad, cousin?”
“Galathil saw it, too,” he answered.
“What is going on,” Elmo asked coming to us. “Celeborn, what are you going on about?”
“It is in the sky,” a familiar voice said. We looked to see Oropher standing with Eldôr.
“Oropher,” Amdir said smiling as he went to him. “Where have you been?”
I just stood there in disbelief.
“I told you they would return,” Êlengolas said as he passed on his way outside.
Oropher walked over to me and embraced me.
“You came home,” he whispered. “I knew you would. Come, see.”
I was too relieved to scold my only child. Out of curiosity, I made my way into the darkness. The world had changed. A faint light illuminated the earth with an ethereal glow. Without a thought, we walked beyond the gates and westwardly until we could see the light from what we would call the moon—rising slowly at the farthest point beyond where we had awakened. The faint sound of horns was heard and the rumblings that once shook us in tear seemed nothing compared to what would come to us not long after.
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Ikemen Revolution - Sirius’s Route
aka me graduating from being a wannabe livebloggering and becoming a wannabe otome reviewer HAHA.
I have a bunch of left over screenshots from Sirius’s route that I never posted so I decided to compile them all into one post + add in my own awful commentary/review. It’s mostly going to be the latter. So yeah enjoy experiencing Sirius’s route filtered through my terribad commentary and me dragging the poor man more than he deserves.
Honestly Sirius’s route is a blur to me at this point. The one thing that stuck out like a sore thumb that I didn’t like was Alice pinning over how ~cool~ and ~mature~ Sirius is while Sirius kept beating around the bushes about his feelings smh. What was even more annoying is that for the first half of the route it’s just Alice trying to help out with the war and Sirius just giving her menial tasks all day to keep Alice busy and avoid her pestering (╬ಠ益ಠ). 
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Seth is a real bro in this route and actually gives some GOOD ASS ADVICE, TOO BAD NOBODY MAINLY SIRIUS TAKES HIM SERIOUSLY.
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Gee I’m trying to romance you; how utterly elated it makes me to know that I remind you of your siblings. 
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He fucking KISSES HER ON THE FOREHEAD and is all like “it’s just friendly affection!” BITCH WHAT PART OF THAT IS FRIENDLY AFFECTION?
The funniest thing is is that while this disastrous k-drama high school romance is going on as the supposed main focus, THE FLAMES OF WAR ARE RAGING ON IN THE BACKGROUND. Out of the routes I’ve played so far this route is the only route where the armies actually go in an all out war which I thought was pretty cool.
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Okay this is less of a war between Red vs Black and more like Edgar vs Black because Lancelot is out of commission while Kyle is pulling his hair out like an old nanny tending to him and idk what the hell the rest of the Red Army dudes are doing. I am not exaggerating when I say that Edgar is the actual backbone of this army. It’s hard to really take this war seriously considering how no one is dying, only “injured” and these battles seem to have minuscule impacts or consequences and the fact that Sirius and Alice have time to be frolicking off with their less than smooth romance.
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As usual Seth is the bro of the war too as he runs around spreading underground rumors. Tbh idk how the hell Seth managed to pose as a “reliable source” but I can just imagine him being like V and just knocking some poor Red Army sap tf out and stealing his clothes and running around spreading rumors like a character in Mean Girls spreading rumors about who the heroine is dating.
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BIG YIKES AND BIG SWEAT. I think Sirius’s route is the first route to drop Seth’s connection to the Magic Tower, something I’d definitely never suspect. Maybe he’s a mole?? who knows.
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But obviously who cares about that mumbo jumbo! We cut back to Sirius and Alice where Alice is drunk mumbling about how much she loves this sexy man, conveniently just while Sirius is in front of her and hears everything! But like the smooth operator he is he....................... doesn’t do anything. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ He just completely wipes the love confession clean from his memory and continues on his merry way as if it never happened. Great. A+ romantic development there, game.
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Hell even the other boys are lowkey sick of Sirius “what is this feeling in my chest?! Definitely not love!” Oswald so they decide to all be MC’s wingmen because clearly that war you guys are fighting that is potentially killing all your men isn’t important! Sirius, OF COURSE, overhears the entire conversation where Alice admits she loves him and as usual.... HE DOESN’T DO ANYTHING.
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Is it a sin if I actually agreed with Seth. I MEAN NO OFFENSE TO SIRIUS BUT............ 
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Seth, can I romance you instead? Promise not to sell me out to the Magic Cult in exchange for Amon’s weed stash though.
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Oh jesus christ can you just confess your undying love for each other already this is starting to become infuriating. You guys have a GOD DAMN WAR being fought in the background and instead I’m forced to sit through this cat and mouse game between these two mofos. Sirius, I love you, but. god dammit.
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Oh right, were we fighting a war? I think we were fighting a war hahaha oops I completely forgot about that! But thank god that King No Fun is here to ruin everyone’s day! As we know, Lancelot has been pretty much incapacitated the entire route due to using too much magic, but nothing stops the King of Hearts. The man deadass drags his delirious corpse out of his bed (cue Kyle screaming in the background) and waltz into the Black Army HQ like he pays rent to whisk our princess away like the friendly neighborhood kidnapper that he is. He knocks her tf out and frolics into the sunset on his horse with Alice’s passed out body.
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Sirius being the knight in shining armor that he is catches up to Lance on his horse and demands Lance return Alice, which Lance is like “nah son”. Sirius then proceeds to BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF LANCELOT (╬⁽⁽ ⁰ ⁾⁾ Д ⁽⁽ ⁰ ⁾⁾) I THOUGHT THIS MAN DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO FIGHT! and starts screaming in Lancelot’s face about how much pain his kokoro is in ever since Lancelot started being a piece of shit. Lancelot’s reaction pretty much just amounts to  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ and he gives up on the girl and saunters off. 
Sirius proceeds to spill his token tragic backstory to Alice, about how he, Harr and Lance used to be best friends but ever since Harr was exiled and Lance took the title of King of Hearts, their friendship had been strained broken to smithereens considering how Harr LITERALLY tries to kill Lance. Honestly as much as I roast the terribad romance between Alice and Sirius, I really enjoyed learning about Sirius’s history with Harr and Lance and it was by far the most enjoyable part of the route. I appreciate how much Sirius cares about Lance and Harr and it’s definitely the thing I like most about his character.
Anyhoo they return to find the Black Army Headquarters ABSOLUTELY DECIMATED. The magic cult goons completely smashed their headquarters but considering how all the boys have plot armor, no one is hurt so it’s all okay! (‐^▽^‐)
Alice realizes that Lancelot kidnapped her to protect her from the attack and that he is most likely being manipulated by someone in the shadows. She convinces Sirius to take her onto the battle field to confront Lancelot once and for all for answers. FINALLY THE PLOT IS GOING SOMEWHERE, and this is like what, part 20 at least?!
The moment they confront Lancelot on the battle field, the real King No Fun aka Amon crashes the party and he’s not a happy camper. He’s sick of Lancelot buying time so decides to just whisk Alice away himself!
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aaaaand finally Lancelot’s “I’m the Worst” facade drops as he loses his shit. I find it interesting how it’s the first time he refers to the MC by her name and not Alice. He dives into Amon’s teleportation spell and gets whisked away with them.
Alice awakens to find herself in Amon’s creepy sex dungeon and Amon is like... your stereotypical evil cackling maniac cartoon villain that you’d expect.
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He’s even a misogynistic twat as the icing on the cake.
Unfortunately Amon only wanted Alice but he accidentally brought Sirius and Lancelot too as carry on luggage. He leaves Lancelot be since he needs him but Sirius is just a fly in his plan so LIKE THE EVIL CACKLING TOTALLY NOT RIKA VILLAIN THAT HE IS HE PULLS OUT A FUCKING GUN 
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and shoots Lancelot.
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Amon shits bricks over Lancelot protecting Sirius but is ultimately Monokuma level “lmao idgaf” and proceeds to try and kill Sirius but they’re rescued by Harr and Loki who whisks them away back to Red Army Headquarters.
Kyle REALLY FUCKING SHITS BRICKS THIS TIME POOR BOY CAN’T GET A BREAK after seeing Lancelot’s condition and somehow miraculously brings Lance back from the brink of death. Sirius and Alice talk with Lancelot and he finally comes clean with the truth about how Amon’s threatening to destroy Cradle with his weed stash unless Lancelot cooperates. Sirius is all like “aight then let’s go destroy his weed stash” and both armies begin working together to defeat Amon. Great, the climax of the plot is finally here, I’m so excited!
THAT IS UNTIL Alice realizes that the full moon is finally here and thus she must go home! She highkey wants to stay but Sirius is like “nah son you going home”. and proceeds to SHOVE HER ASS DOWN THE GATES OF HELL. But not before making out with her like his life depended on it. What the fuck, he doesn’t even confess his love for her! He just makes out with her and is all like “lul bye” and shoves her down the garden portal. 
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Welp great, the final battle with Amon is finally starting and I’M NOT EVEN THERE TO SEE IT LMAO! It’s like the writers got too lazy at the end and pulled this bs to avoid showing the climax of the story. Wtf let me kick ass with my man, what is this weak ass underwhelming development. 
Alice waits around in Reason for about 3 months before going like “yeah you know what fuck it” and decides to go back to Cradle because a hoe got better things to do then just sitting on her ass waiting for her man who may never come for her!
She goes to the park just in time to see Sirius, who, surprise surprise, actually did come to get her! He tells her how they finally defeated Amon and that Cradle is finally safe! Amazing, it took you three months to find that weed stash; it took Alice and Jonah one evening in Jonah’s route.
She goes back to Cradle with Sirius but it’s already night so they decided to pitch a tent at a nearby inn with only one bed!
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just go to sleep...................... just go to fucking sleep.
The next day they return to the Black Army Headquarters, which is now peaceful since Amon is defeated and the war is over. I got Sirius’s dramatic end; Alice and Sirius decide to go over to Sirius’s flower shop, where they run into Lancelot whose finally chilled out with his “I’m the Worst” act now that Amon isn’t breathing down his neck every second like a creepy evil Santa Clause.  Lancelot buys an iris flower and proceeds to give it to Alice.
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I’M FUCKING CRY HE’S SO SOFT.......... HE SO SOFT...... PLEASE PROTECT HIM AND HIS PRECIOUS SMILE.
The route ends with Alice planting the flower Lancelot gave her in the garden of the Black Army HQ, promising to live her life with Sirius and protect the little things that are important to them (´へωへ`*). and finally, FUCKING FINALLY, SIRIUS FINALLY TELLS HER HE LOVES HER. THAT TOOK YOU LIKE WHAT, THE ENTIRE ROUTE?
but no seriously imagine how awkward it’d be for Alice, after making out and sleeping with him only to be like “oh wait does he even actually love me, he never said he did” derp.
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Anyway that was a rundown of my own thoughts of his route + awful commentary. I definitely think his route was one of the weaker ones and it just didn’t feel like Sirius or Alice had any chemistry (。-人-。). I hate to admit being disappointed, especially because I was really looking forward to Sirius’s route but alas it is what it is. There were some nice scenes and I liked the friendship dynamic between him, Lance, and Harr but overall it definitely paled in comparison to Jonah’s or even Lancelot’s route. Ohwell, sorry Sirius lmao.
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