#✦𓂅 𝐦𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 ⠀ ⠀ ╱ ⠀ ⠀ aesthetic

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something something jill having the personality of an old washed up 80's detective . she drinks cheap, terrible beer despite everybody telling her that it's okay to spend more than $20 on alcohol . she has nothing in her fridge but a spare gun and convenience food . she's got a red-string board on her wall that's the largest thing in there . she drinks her coffee black and she's always in her garage if she isn't working . she reads newspapers with her morning coffee . she's eaten breakfast like once and never again. she's scary good at finding small details . her ideal dynamic is sitting in silence . she's a music junkie and loves old 80's rock .

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@superboyandtheinvisiblegirls

— via knjfedog

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PINNED POST

established 23.09.24

AND HERE YOU COME;

WITH A SHIELD FOR A HEART,

╭・ AND A SWORD FOR A TONGUE.

#𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍-𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 , an independant roleplay blog for 𝐉𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄 of resident evil/biohazard .

A STUDY ON : resilience | betrayal | blinding revenge | loyalty to the point of self sacrifice | retribution for the sin of hubris | always finding your way back home | being dragged down to the underworld | rediscovering your identity | fates worse than death | a not so quite big bad wolf | cursed to never forget | grief vs. memory | a raven visiting late at night | losing your sense of self | if a ship is rebuilt is it the same ship

╭・ 𝖡𝖫𝖮𝖦 𝖣𝖨𝖱𝖤𝖢𝖳𝖮𝖱𝖸 + 𝖢𝖱𝖴𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫 𝖨𝖭𝖥𝖮𝖱𝖬𝖠𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭

𝐌𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐔𝐌 - 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇 activity | analysis based all blog graphics are my own .

╭・BLOGROLL .

𝐨𝐜 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 at @sworn-in-blood

𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱 𝐰𝐞𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐫 at @prometheus-folly

𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐭 at @artemis-unearthed

𝐜𝐡𝐫��𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐝 / 𝐣𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 / 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬 / 𝐥𝐮𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐚 at @buriedhonor

𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 / 𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐠 / 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 : @exit-exulansis

𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐜𝐞 : @vellicorsources

𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 : @harperhydra ; @auratold ; @burns7de ; @superboyandtheinvisiblegirls ; @infecdead ; @heavilyxrmed

𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 : @superboyandtheinvisiblegirls and all their blogs :) ; @seekschaos' krauser

𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 :

───・✧ˎˊ˗ 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄

definition : finding someone after ,

a long time of seperation ,

╭・ rediscovery

rules under the cut , please read before interacting

───・✧ˎˊ˗ 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋

one . #𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍-𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 is a single-muse , independant , selective roleplay blog . I am mutuals only and I will only write with those 18 and over , but I love getting to meet new people !! i LOVE plotting and will happily welcome anything into my inbox - don't feel hesitant to drop in and ask for a plot/send in a starter meme or anything similar - I promise I don't bite ! That being said , don't be an asshole , over anon or anywhere else.

two . some info surrounding me : hey ! my name is ryxon , i'm 20 , queer , i have adhd and go by they/them exclusively . i tend to be rather busy , as i am a fulltime farmer and firefighter / SAR operator , and i work at a mechanic shop on some weekends . i am very interested in poetry and character analysis , and use them as references when it comes to my writing , as a significant part of my jill interpretation stems from certain pieces of poetry that resonate with her . i tend to use birds as the biggest inspiration/motif when it comes to her - most prominently sparrows and crows , but wolves are also common alongside this . my jill is heavily headcanon based and i recommend reading the carrd BIO page due to the way i interpret her character . Discord is available for mutuals on request .

three . i do not tolerate AI of any kind , and I will not hesitate to block if I find similar media or content on your page . Please do not send AI generated media or content to this blog . Do not use this blog to train AI .

four . i do not write sexually explicit threads . i am okay with suggestive content, but that being said , i don't write that stuff with everyone . that being said , this blog contains several canon-typical themes , including heavy violence , body horror, medical experimentation , and death . this blog also occasionally deals with the events and aftermath of mind control as canon typical within resident evil 5 . these will be tagged accordingly . follow at your own discretion .

five . this goes without saying but do not interact if you are homophobic , transphobic , fall under the categories of inc*st , p*dophilia, noncon/dubcon , or any other gross stuff similar to this . i do not support any ai-generated media alongside this , and i will not interact with those that do . please do not send this blog NSFW asks or request those kinds of threads with me . I am very liberal with the block button and anything of the above will warrant it.

six . i am perfectly happy with any sort of blog following me , be it main/personal or roleplay , though i ask that threads aren't reblogged except by the people directly involved . though i am perfectly fine if others want to follow them/read them as they go . i do not mind any sort of interaction with any of my other posts , but my headcanons and analysis are exclusive to my interpretation of jill valentine , and my portrayal relies very heavily on those . they are crafted specifically for my portrayal , so please keep that in mind .

───・✧ˎˊ˗ 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘

seven . I prefer writing with partners who are at least semi-literate to literate , but I will not ever pressure someone into writing more than they want to . I myself write literate - novella , but I tend to match the length of my partners . i do not expect essays , i myself am very much focused on quality over quantity , and aim to build a well-made story first and foremost . my responses can be slow at times , and i ask reminders are only sent after two weeks without a response . i can sometimes be slow when it comes to responding to messages / inbox so please be patient with me. no godmodding , please . asks that don't specify a specific verse will be treated as mainline verse unless they've been plotted/specified beforehand - if you want an AU verse , specify !

eight . i am more than happy to accomodate if you require a different format of writing , or something similar . just message me and i will do my best .

nine . this blog is multimuse && oc friendly , i am more than happy to write with either . i am also open to writing in any setting , or aus , but my main universe is typically the resident evil canon game universe as it is at the moment .

ten . if you reblog a meme or a prompt from me , please send one in return . otherwise , please reblog them from the source . memes / inbox are the best way to start interactions with me but i don't mind doing starters .

───・✧ˎˊ˗ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆

eleven . this blog is multi-ship , and i am perfectly happy to write different ships with muns , though they aren't the main focus of the blog . i will not , however , write weskertine or nemestine - though other ships are more than welcome . my jill is unlabelled , though tends to lean more towards feminine-presenting individuals . please message and ask if you would like to write any sort of ship with me . i ship chemistry , and do not do forced ships . i really , really enjoy dynamic , complex bonds , and am always down to discuss any sort of relationships , whether it be romantic , platonic , antagonistic etc !

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2, 251, 249, and 222 for muse music

2. Again ! Hadestown / Eurydice motif ! Being able to hear but not caring ! Being able to see but not really seeing ! Losing your identity to something you cannot control !

Specifically RE5 wise once again, but also very much applies to her AU . One of my favourite tracks from the collection and one of the ones that heavily applies to her the most .

251. Honestly ? Vibes . Can probably also argue that this is the kind of music she'd produce in her band!AU but mostly it's just also her kind of music that she'd actually listen to .

249. Also vibes , but also ties into her greater theme of feeling like a living ghost / being alive but feeling like a part of herself is buried . This whole album by Mako is very much on par with those themes , and a big theme on this one is being haunted and the side effects of lingering on past actions.

222. Also vibes + because I headcanon her quite heavily as being queer in some way - she doesn't see a need to label herself but she definitely is in more ways than one - and because this also somewhat fits some ships .

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Dried her tears

These four years gone

An unmarked grave

The setting sun

Be still my dear

Don't cry, don't cry

For soon you will be at her side

Dark was the night

Its wings were red

Spread 'cross the sky

O'er thousands dead

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Death is no man

Death is no wraith

Death is a bird flying

Death is no man

Death is not fate

Death is a bird flying

Flying

In that one night

Ten thousand gone

I walked with them

We sang this song

Be still my dear

Don't cry, don't cry

For soon you will be at her side

Dark was her face

Shrouded in cloth

And in her hand

She held a moth

And let it fly

And took my hand

Said would I take her home again

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@superboyandtheinvisiblegirls cata coded

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

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@pretty-isnt-pretty-enough

“the ending is always the same”

war of the foxes - richard siken / waterloo - ABBA / euripides’ medea - the little theatre / anne carson / the three fates - luca cambiaso / the oresteia - aeschylus / road to hell II - hadestown / when i met you - mira lightner / andersen’s fairy tale anthology

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@pretty-isnt-pretty-enough

“they were flirting with you” and how was i supposed to know such a thing when everyone speaks in codes and puzzles

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@pretty-isnt-pretty-enough hadestown au

can someone please change the fucking prophecy

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@pretty-isnt-pretty-enough valomar & jilani

Simone de Beauvoir, from "Inseraparable: A Never Before Published Novel,"

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@superboyandtheinvisiblegirls jill/cata

I want to be with you. It's as simple and as complicated as that. - Charles Bukowski

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@pretty-isnt-pretty-enough

i often think about that split second where orpheus has turned around, the wash of relief, love, joy, love, love, love that he feels when he sees eurydice. there is darkness and doubt all around him, the ache of his feet, the feeling of defeat, and in his desperation borne of love he sees her. and for a split second, love takes over. the last thing eurydice sees is love etched into every corner of her husbands face before she is dragged back into death.

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@superboyandtheinvisiblegirls

Resident Evil heroines appreciation.

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@pretty-isnt-pretty-enough cata coded too

—Andrea Gibson, "Good Light," Lord of the Butterflies

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@realdeadeye @outbreaksurvived

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@pretty-isnt-pretty-enough something about this is giving me jilani but i can't explain it HSHSH

Rebecca Ross, Ruthless Vows