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🌸: Power by Neus

🌸: Ola by Johnny Rayden

🌸: Cha Cha by Nikgeniy

🌸: Disco Man by Madeaux

🌸: RISE by YMIR

Getting some of these roses from the middle that is not even close to being posted!

🌹: "There will be others after you."

🌹: "So this is why you were so annoying? How unoriginal... If you want your memories back so much...."

🌹: His hand was a blade, and when he moved, the segments and fingers rattle, sending chills down the spine.

🌹: "Look at him. Look at what have you done. What could happen to you."

🌹: She snaps, violently shaking, energon boiling, feeling as her plates rattle and shift and move, bit by bit.

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Can't list anything for Tarn (

✈️: I managed to have such a bpd moment that I deleted my acc on our social media just to "Delete myself from peoples lives"

✈️: Anyway, that made me a little bit less anxious, but I know it's gonna change very soon, and probably into the worst ways possible.

✈️: Also that means that I'm kinda unable to list rp lines for chat emoji game, because everything is in that account, and I have access only for the 1st one. Sad....

✈️: And as I'm kinda venting right now, I feel lonely and scared for weeks now. Having bpd is no fun and every time I see these transids who want to obtain mental illness I have or something along those lines, that make me love myself but also fucking miserable I want violence.

✈️: Actually having bpd symptoms showing themselves on Holidays is so sad, I've never felt like this lol. Never would I wish for someone to feel the same, even for my enemy huh.

🌸: FOLLOW ME by KLOUD 🌸: Edge by REZZ (Echosonar of mine) 🌸: Downfall by HitBang 🌸: A New World by FalconTron (questioning Echosonar) 🌸: the HIVE by KLOUD (Extremely sonar ;fkdgkf)

All for IDW. Also posts are in random order.

💬: Post by partner

"Watch this nice aft of Leviathan?" - Thesarus grins and turns his gaze to Levi, who is helping Kaon.

"Oh, yes. " Pharma bites his lower lip and folds his hands.

💬: Post by partner

Tarn feels like someone who is carrying something very fragile, something very precious in his hands. And he likes it. He wants to tighten his grip on Levi, he wants to push the metal under his fingers, dig into the wires around his neck, but they need to reach the room and he only slightly strengthens his grip.

💬: Post by Me

"And where is the violator?" Seeker asks.

"He died by his own mistake." Insecticon nods.

💬: Post by Me

"My team has always been my home." Replies Shard. "For me, home is a place, a group of furs that accept you."

💬: Post by Partner

"His frame is not strange at all." He clenched his hands. "Maybe you should learn some tact. Or change your optics, because how can you not notice the beauty of this completely unique and refined body… Indeed, the prison dealt with you badly."

💬: Post by Partner

"You don't understand. You don't realize" Sunder was now trying to corner the seeker, preventing him from escaping from the bridge. "if I can get rid of all the bad memories, if I get to know everyone who had any impact on Levi's life… I could fix it all. Free you, find them."

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1✈️: My nonhumanity, even recently gained ones, are almost all linked to each other. This is weird, since I kinda have control over them, but also not.

2✈️: Hive and Hivemind parts of my alterhumanity linked to each other so much, that I can't even separate them even if I want to. Also they are connected in some way to Cybertronian nonhumanity forming insecticon paratype. Weird...

3✈️: I have another warfaren term to re-upload, and also I need to fill warfaren archive again, bah

4✈️: I have returned to our Social Media, but I don't plan on using it, only for getting role-play lines for these little silly games

5✈️: Turns out sometimes I write without any 1st person pronouns at all.

6✈️: Since change of theme, I have the weird urge to be referred differently. When @/catgirlprotag called me Whiteout it was THE BEST second in my life. Holy shit do I really need to switch between personas sometimes. Being close to singlets on median spectrum is weird.

7✈️: Also I plan on remaking my hoard... again. Remake my PT ID blog, and add Alterhuman coining blogs and Edit blogs too. Idk, I want everything organized... But that also makes me want to make another blog with different theme, since Amore makes angel, sweets and love related themes, I want a new one for.... something, idk. My median brain want's more personal blogs.

8✈️: Also about our system (sub-system) function! I have several ways to switch and make new facets, but it's uncontrollable, it's something that happens as the urge. If I get the urge to be perceived as someone else on a different blog be it a new or an old one - it's system thing. If I get to act differently even on my blog, and want to be perceived as someone else at this time - it's a system thing. Also sometimes facet might rewrite my subroutines, and take over my own blog. That happened with all my blogs, but since people still talk to me like to Iacon they know, I'm still acting like Iacon (though that does feels like heavy masking and also it sometimes draining)

9✈️: I don't know why I make PTs to be honest, It feels like I do it for the pleasure of feeling of accomplishment almost if I'm helping someone, but also I need to see the results, and since I see none, I feel weird xp

10✈️: I feel outside of aspec community since I believe that aspec means only "little or no attraction", but not the "EW EW I would never participate in relationship" kind of thing. I get upset every time I see someone making or headcanoning a character as aromantic or asexual and claiming that they would never get into these relationships or something. Because holy shit, what about gray? demi? what about non-repulsed folks? This thing was the exact thing out of two that got me out from the aspec community for good. Because I was bullied that I am not aspec because "You have attraction and you want relationships". Please, can we live together and stop fighting between repulsed and non-repulsed folks? Because I do see more positivity towards repulsed, but as a non-repulsed I feel so outcasted.

🌸: Mindless by DavZ

🌸: Phantom Anomaly by GRIMOIRE

🌸: Death Star ( Contiez Remix ) by Kontrol

🌸: Miss Me by Digitalz and Drymer

🌸: Disco Man by Madeaux

I'M SORRY SOME OF THESE ARE SO ANGSTY I REMEMBER THEM TOO MUCH, CRYING

💬: IDW post by Me

He asks a question and does not hear any answer in response. But he feels how con gathers words and thoughts together, tries to find a worthy answer.

💬: Post by partner

"Well… They're not injured, are they? So everything is fine." - He shrugs. "Alas, even now I am not ready to fall on my knees to make them feel better. They're gonna have to suffer through that."

💬: Post by partner

"Kaon," and then, after a little thought, he moves his hand pointing at Levi, right at the open chelicerae on one side of the seeker's face. "Levi!"

💬: Post by partner

Or maybe he wanted to see him first.

💬: Post by me

"Oh, if that were the case, I would have rushed far away from him." The seeker grins. "And he doesn't need my help for anything, I'm sure."

💬: Post by partner

Saber awkwardly looks away and for the first time in their entire conversation does not know what to do next. Of course, if he still treated Leviathan as an envoy, it would be easier. But how to treat Levi when one look at the seeker confused him. Especially now that he was… Cute? Joyful? Happy?

💬: Post by me

The whole conflict forced them both to withdraw all emotions in the same way, so that later, without explanation, without anything, they could reunite again. And how? By the light that bound them together.

💬: Post by partner

You are the one who lit me up, who kept my flame burning all this time, melting yourself. Let me support yours this time.

💬: Post by partner

Will the seeker then be the one he really loves, or will he just turn into his puppet. Fake and weak-willed.

💬: Post by me

"I won't hear your voice anymore." The seeker whispers in a trembling voice, trying to remove the stutter from his vocalizer as quickly as possible. "I won't hear your sweet voice again, not a single word of yours." He can't contain his pain. "Not a single word from you. He sighs with a noticeable shudder and the shuttle runs his finger along his cheek. "I'm sorry..."

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Oh new ask game! ✈️♠️🌸💬!)

- 🫧 sea star anon 🫧

Thank god, all by one. I am overwhelmed by the amount of emojis people send me f;ld;l;'fld';gvd

✈️: Anywayyy, I am kinda on a mood swings now, because oh wow, there are a lot of things to go through when You yourself decide that you are done with something that was literally your life. Let's hope it's gonna change me for good, OR it's gonna reverse back and I would not need to destroy my energy for something that has a possibility of ruining me.

Also I still can't contact with Tarn properly, so I can't list anything for him again. Ugh

🌸: The Law by Reach

💬: Post not mine

Didn't his voice sound so sincerely sorrowful? It was cutting deeply.

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Ooops forgot to write who am I. Anyway ✈️♠️🌸

- 🫧 sea star anon 🫧

✈️: I don't want this new year I don't know I just don't want. Something just feels off, that scares me as fuck.

♠️: I'm not a fan of human food, I don't get to front or be Co-conscious just to taste something, but there are a couple of things that are an Exception of a Rule. For some reason colored brightly soda or any other semi-transparent drink brings a species euphoria. Leviathan kindly want to learn to make cocktails with similar colors too. The same I must say about these... Transparent hard candy or marmalade, jelly. Ugh, I don't know or remember how they are called, I just know that they are extremely similar to our energon treats. Not the same, less glossy, but still.

🌸: Stress by REZZ and EDDIE (this is one of my sonartypes, is me)

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Hii! How are ryu? Just got home and I see bad status(

Maybe talk a little? And if ryu're ok and some writing can make ryu better → 🌸♠️✈️ (if not feel ok to ignore! Just worried)

- 🫧 sea star anon 🫧

🌸: TALK2ME by Mobiius (warning it's so fucking explicit, because I am the concept of the songs about sex itself. Yes this song is literally me, glad to be musisonar)

♠️: Did you know that there was an official comic series by Hasbro with crossover between Transformers and........ My Little Pony

✈️: I already said it but I feel so high right now, I can't control myself and yeah I was feeling so bad, now I'm feeling bad but also holy shit help. Also holy shit someone really looks at these statuses???? /silly

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Anyways here's some facts because why the hell not, Tarn found info that is how it was in his canon, so hell yeah

♠: I wanted to be politician, that's why I was working with Senator and then with Orion Pax / Optimus Prime.

♠: When I got into contact with Orion I made a mistake and got my attention to the Megatrons works. Well, I was one of the first ones to join the Decepticons.

♠: Also my problems don't end here. I used a lot of Nucleon to boost my powers and once almost killed myself with it. (Iacon: Neat /sarc)

♠: I probably had some problems with hoarding, though. Energon, Library, Masks, Classical Music... Dead miners. Not really collected them of course. The first (not really) release of Peace through Tyranny was engraved on bodies of dead miners. And I kept them to myself.

♠: Maybe I like my Cyberverse version. He was a mindless clone that somehow gained the personality, deceived other bots into thinking that "He's not like the others and want's a good future" only to start manipulating all clones after gaining needed artifact, and forced Optimus to fight on the Arena. Because survival of the fittest.

♠: Going outside of my source(s), Am I the only one interested it Iacon's RP blog for his characters? I can just show my favorites out there, because I can. This is my symbol, My rules.

✈️: I know that I'm in a bad mood because of NPD. This is not good anyway, but I don't know how to fix it fl;kdsgvkdlgkv

✈️: And yeah, Tarn is right. I'm still planning on making a blog about Leviathan and others. Ya'll don't even need to know about TF much, because I already butchered canon as much as possible so fuck it. Also I plan on making an aesthetic blog for stimboards etc

✈️: Anyway we have a weird functionality of our system. When we have mental health issues, stress, splitting, crash etc, our system forms new facet / headmate or develops another sysmate to be more distinct. *Looks at Blurr* that explains a lot

🌸: Glory by Smash Stereo, Tarik Bouisfi

🌸: HEADHUNTER by REAPER

🌸: Walk Away by Facading

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♠: Don't think I have anything in mind in particular. My mind is wandering around this planet and about our Leviathan. Though sometimes I think about the time I used my knowledge about someone who didn't recognized me. We needed more sentio metallico, and one of the ways to get it is..... melting cybertronians....

✈️: My partner decided to send me Tteokbokki because I don't know, he just... did....

✈️: I literally watch my source non-stop for I don't even know how long it has been. Idk it just nice. Also it bugs me how they use Astrocycles to mean minutes or hours, because that didn't meant this as I remember duh???

🌸: Underground Dance by Tarik Bouisfi

🌸: A Light So Dim by The Black Heart Procession

🌸: Bad Omen by ALVABEAT

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🌸: Skin To Skin by IMANU

🌸: Antenna Research by 猫 シ Corp.

🌸: Pyrolysis by Kaixo

🌸: Imprint by NBSPLV

🌸: Drugs by FOVOS

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♠: Did you know that our war started because of a curly straw? Now you know.

✈️: In terms of Tarn, Genderstalker colors are inspired by Tarn and his unofficial F/O / S/O Leviathan f;kds;fka;l

🌸: Take Another by Soul Extract

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I saw ryu made blog! Sorry I'm again changing my place so can't be online a lot. How are ryu? Gimme ✈️♠️🌸)

- 🫧 sea star anon 🫧

I sure did! Don't worry, I'm still WIP on it, but I found a way to make new content using the old one <- very smort

✈️: I'd you look at our "online" status right now you can see.... Our system being dumbasses.

♠️: There's a bunch of relationship types I remember, like I know there's a Conjunx Endura and Amica Endura. But I know for a fact there are other ones, I can't quite remember what are they. I think one of them includes long term master / pupil relationships, I don't know, it bothers me a lot, because it is the first true memory that we don't have in Canon.

🌸: Sleepwalking by One True God

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Waitt. I realised your name was so familiar to me so I looked up and you know what? Youre actually one of my fav from this cartoon and I didn't even realised looooooool

And I liked song so I want another one now 🌸 /lh

LOL REALLY? Is this about me? Or Blitzwing??? His name sits in our bio for long enough fk;g;lkgkd; /lh

🌸: Come with Me Now by KONGOS

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Oh, i see you have 💮 playlist option now!

Also ✈️♠️✈️)

Yup, since Neko is here too and he wanted his personal emoji!

✈️: I;m once again stuck learning language because i don;t fucking know, I have a lot of troubles learning by myself, and I don;t know how to properly practice while I;m doing it. But also in the site im reading it it;s just... 1st lesson, and I;m doing it for a week now. Maybe i;m just that slow, or maybe I just don;t have enough energy

✈️: Speaking of energy for some reason i;m feeling really bad today, that I lost all connection with my headmates, including Tarn, which is why I;m not able to provide a fact from him. I don;t know, i;m just drowning in the fatigue, and I can;t concentrate on something, and I;m so fucking bored, it;s eating me alive TwT

🌸: Instead of Tarn;s fact I;m giving Neko;s music. she want me dead by CAZZETTE vs. AronChupa

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🌸: Freaky by ZABO

🌸: Neon Dystopia by Midnite

🌸: Empty Bed by Saint Punk

🌸: Without Chu by 7 Minutes Dead feat. Emsi

🌸: YES by Louisa feat. 2 Chainz

🌸: Represent by Getter

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🌸: Release Yourself by DESTABILIZED

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Iacon and Tarn are the only ones who listen to music, excluding mew, but they have an... interesting taste... They listen almost exclusively to suggestive themes or dark clubbing etc, so I'm going on random!

Also Iacon is VERY overprotective over his music ;lakflsdk;

🌸: Distant Memories by Adam 🌸: Torque by ZABO 🌸: QUANTIC by oversly