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Can't list anything for Tarn (

✈️: I managed to have such a bpd moment that I deleted my acc on our social media just to "Delete myself from peoples lives"

✈️: Anyway, that made me a little bit less anxious, but I know it's gonna change very soon, and probably into the worst ways possible.

✈️: Also that means that I'm kinda unable to list rp lines for chat emoji game, because everything is in that account, and I have access only for the 1st one. Sad....

✈️: And as I'm kinda venting right now, I feel lonely and scared for weeks now. Having bpd is no fun and every time I see these transids who want to obtain mental illness I have or something along those lines, that make me love myself but also fucking miserable I want violence.

✈️: Actually having bpd symptoms showing themselves on Holidays is so sad, I've never felt like this lol. Never would I wish for someone to feel the same, even for my enemy huh.

🌸: FOLLOW ME by KLOUD 🌸: Edge by REZZ (Echosonar of mine) 🌸: Downfall by HitBang 🌸: A New World by FalconTron (questioning Echosonar) 🌸: the HIVE by KLOUD (Extremely sonar ;fkdgkf)

All for IDW. Also posts are in random order.

💬: Post by partner

"Watch this nice aft of Leviathan?" - Thesarus grins and turns his gaze to Levi, who is helping Kaon.

"Oh, yes. " Pharma bites his lower lip and folds his hands.

💬: Post by partner

Tarn feels like someone who is carrying something very fragile, something very precious in his hands. And he likes it. He wants to tighten his grip on Levi, he wants to push the metal under his fingers, dig into the wires around his neck, but they need to reach the room and he only slightly strengthens his grip.

💬: Post by Me

"And where is the violator?" Seeker asks.

"He died by his own mistake." Insecticon nods.

💬: Post by Me

"My team has always been my home." Replies Shard. "For me, home is a place, a group of furs that accept you."

💬: Post by Partner

"His frame is not strange at all." He clenched his hands. "Maybe you should learn some tact. Or change your optics, because how can you not notice the beauty of this completely unique and refined body… Indeed, the prison dealt with you badly."

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"You don't understand. You don't realize" Sunder was now trying to corner the seeker, preventing him from escaping from the bridge. "if I can get rid of all the bad memories, if I get to know everyone who had any impact on Levi's life… I could fix it all. Free you, find them."

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Hii! How are ryu? Just got home and I see bad status(

Maybe talk a little? And if ryu're ok and some writing can make ryu better → 🌸♠️✈️ (if not feel ok to ignore! Just worried)

- 🫧 sea star anon 🫧

🌸: TALK2ME by Mobiius (warning it's so fucking explicit, because I am the concept of the songs about sex itself. Yes this song is literally me, glad to be musisonar)

♠️: Did you know that there was an official comic series by Hasbro with crossover between Transformers and........ My Little Pony

✈️: I already said it but I feel so high right now, I can't control myself and yeah I was feeling so bad, now I'm feeling bad but also holy shit help. Also holy shit someone really looks at these statuses???? /silly

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Anyways here's some facts because why the hell not, Tarn found info that is how it was in his canon, so hell yeah

♠: I wanted to be politician, that's why I was working with Senator and then with Orion Pax / Optimus Prime.

♠: When I got into contact with Orion I made a mistake and got my attention to the Megatrons works. Well, I was one of the first ones to join the Decepticons.

♠: Also my problems don't end here. I used a lot of Nucleon to boost my powers and once almost killed myself with it. (Iacon: Neat /sarc)

♠: I probably had some problems with hoarding, though. Energon, Library, Masks, Classical Music... Dead miners. Not really collected them of course. The first (not really) release of Peace through Tyranny was engraved on bodies of dead miners. And I kept them to myself.

♠: Maybe I like my Cyberverse version. He was a mindless clone that somehow gained the personality, deceived other bots into thinking that "He's not like the others and want's a good future" only to start manipulating all clones after gaining needed artifact, and forced Optimus to fight on the Arena. Because survival of the fittest.

♠: Going outside of my source(s), Am I the only one interested it Iacon's RP blog for his characters? I can just show my favorites out there, because I can. This is my symbol, My rules.

✈️: I know that I'm in a bad mood because of NPD. This is not good anyway, but I don't know how to fix it fl;kdsgvkdlgkv

✈️: And yeah, Tarn is right. I'm still planning on making a blog about Leviathan and others. Ya'll don't even need to know about TF much, because I already butchered canon as much as possible so fuck it. Also I plan on making an aesthetic blog for stimboards etc

✈️: Anyway we have a weird functionality of our system. When we have mental health issues, stress, splitting, crash etc, our system forms new facet / headmate or develops another sysmate to be more distinct. *Looks at Blurr* that explains a lot

🌸: Glory by Smash Stereo, Tarik Bouisfi

🌸: HEADHUNTER by REAPER

🌸: Walk Away by Facading

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♠: Don't think I have anything in mind in particular. My mind is wandering around this planet and about our Leviathan. Though sometimes I think about the time I used my knowledge about someone who didn't recognized me. We needed more sentio metallico, and one of the ways to get it is..... melting cybertronians....

✈️: My partner decided to send me Tteokbokki because I don't know, he just... did....

✈️: I literally watch my source non-stop for I don't even know how long it has been. Idk it just nice. Also it bugs me how they use Astrocycles to mean minutes or hours, because that didn't meant this as I remember duh???

🌸: Underground Dance by Tarik Bouisfi

🌸: A Light So Dim by The Black Heart Procession

🌸: Bad Omen by ALVABEAT

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I have no idea why the emojis get like that

🌊🐺 anon

Yeah for some reason for me they break and on phone plane becomes plain, and on desktop the ♠️ becomes broken as heck. I chose the most weird emoji rkdnjekdm

♠️: Well, now it's the only time I'm okay for people to see my face properly. In the past I hated to do it, for some reasons I probably won't discuss here.

♠️: Yesterday we talked with our partner's headmate, who is an introject from a similar source to mine. Feels strange to talk properly with someone who you tortured...

♠️: I like emoji 1st person neopronouns, when Iacon uses them. They are nice, for some reason. His partner likes them too.

✈️: My partner made me stuck with Korean learning because he can't find a good books for me >[

✈️: Sometimes I feel jealous of people doing / having something I want too and like my NPD is shit, help. I have like NO idea how to deal with it, but this makes me annoyed 25/8 and I'm tired already >[

✈️: Here's the weird screenshot from our source. Don't ask.

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✈️: Iacon probably has some specific mental condition that he just denies. The short screams that he can hear while going to sleep is just a part of it. He worries a lot about cameras and always while doing something while holding his phone he will be closing the camera or just turning it so that nothing will be seen. He also afraid of Vessel's father, for some reason he thinks that he has done something bad to him, but there were no evidence of this. Just plain paranoia, that can worsen from time to time. Nothing else were present, but I'm worrying. Because he cares about me too.

♠️: Iacon reminds me of my old comrade Kaon. He looks in the headspace just like him (as a human ofc), he has the same personality and hates jokes about his eyesight too. And I love him just as much.

I'm not feeling great right now, I might just go dramatic.

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✈️: Alright so I need to talk about mnemosurgeons and cerebrosurgeons! Both of these were the mecha that worked with mind and memory, the mnemo specialized on memory, the cerebro on mind itself. Mnemosurgeons, like Sunder and Trepan (my... colleagues???) were able to read someones memory and thoughts, access even the "Deleted" ones and sometimes alter them. Cerebrosurgeons as Lobe and his surgeons were able to alter the mind itself. From a friendly and lovable Senator they created a cold monster Shockwave and-

♠️: Lobe was responsible for my repair when I joined Deception Cause. I don't remember much of it, but it's clear that he did used some Shadow Play - alteration of mind - on me.

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Oh no more planes /pos

✈️: My eyesight today is worse that usual, eyes are in pain even when I'm not wearing glasses ((

✈️: Today again these 3 classes where I do nothing, so... Time for Korean. My partner even said jokingly "From NEUROpean to Korean" LMAO

✈️: My friend-classmate gave me some pastila and it's so tasty +_+

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✈️: I live exactly 6161 km away from my partner! And we are still living in the same country!

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Tell me smthng about you! ✈️

✈️: Sometimes I click with my tongue and everyone says that it sounds like a bird clicks with it;s beak!

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✈️: While my partner is busy (we;re on discord rn!) i;m coining more musicagenders because my queue almost ran out there D:

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1✈️: My nonhumanity, even recently gained ones, are almost all linked to each other. This is weird, since I kinda have control over them, but also not.

2✈️: Hive and Hivemind parts of my alterhumanity linked to each other so much, that I can't even separate them even if I want to. Also they are connected in some way to Cybertronian nonhumanity forming insecticon paratype. Weird...

3✈️: I have another warfaren term to re-upload, and also I need to fill warfaren archive again, bah

4✈️: I have returned to our Social Media, but I don't plan on using it, only for getting role-play lines for these little silly games

5✈️: Turns out sometimes I write without any 1st person pronouns at all.

6✈️: Since change of theme, I have the weird urge to be referred differently. When @/catgirlprotag called me Whiteout it was THE BEST second in my life. Holy shit do I really need to switch between personas sometimes. Being close to singlets on median spectrum is weird.

7✈️: Also I plan on remaking my hoard... again. Remake my PT ID blog, and add Alterhuman coining blogs and Edit blogs too. Idk, I want everything organized... But that also makes me want to make another blog with different theme, since Amore makes angel, sweets and love related themes, I want a new one for.... something, idk. My median brain want's more personal blogs.

8✈️: Also about our system (sub-system) function! I have several ways to switch and make new facets, but it's uncontrollable, it's something that happens as the urge. If I get the urge to be perceived as someone else on a different blog be it a new or an old one - it's system thing. If I get to act differently even on my blog, and want to be perceived as someone else at this time - it's a system thing. Also sometimes facet might rewrite my subroutines, and take over my own blog. That happened with all my blogs, but since people still talk to me like to Iacon they know, I'm still acting like Iacon (though that does feels like heavy masking and also it sometimes draining)

9✈️: I don't know why I make PTs to be honest, It feels like I do it for the pleasure of feeling of accomplishment almost if I'm helping someone, but also I need to see the results, and since I see none, I feel weird xp

10✈️: I feel outside of aspec community since I believe that aspec means only "little or no attraction", but not the "EW EW I would never participate in relationship" kind of thing. I get upset every time I see someone making or headcanoning a character as aromantic or asexual and claiming that they would never get into these relationships or something. Because holy shit, what about gray? demi? what about non-repulsed folks? This thing was the exact thing out of two that got me out from the aspec community for good. Because I was bullied that I am not aspec because "You have attraction and you want relationships". Please, can we live together and stop fighting between repulsed and non-repulsed folks? Because I do see more positivity towards repulsed, but as a non-repulsed I feel so outcasted.

🌸: Mindless by DavZ

🌸: Phantom Anomaly by GRIMOIRE

🌸: Death Star ( Contiez Remix ) by Kontrol

🌸: Miss Me by Digitalz and Drymer

🌸: Disco Man by Madeaux

I'M SORRY SOME OF THESE ARE SO ANGSTY I REMEMBER THEM TOO MUCH, CRYING

💬: IDW post by Me

He asks a question and does not hear any answer in response. But he feels how con gathers words and thoughts together, tries to find a worthy answer.

💬: Post by partner

"Well… They're not injured, are they? So everything is fine." - He shrugs. "Alas, even now I am not ready to fall on my knees to make them feel better. They're gonna have to suffer through that."

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"Kaon," and then, after a little thought, he moves his hand pointing at Levi, right at the open chelicerae on one side of the seeker's face. "Levi!"

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Or maybe he wanted to see him first.

💬: Post by me

"Oh, if that were the case, I would have rushed far away from him." The seeker grins. "And he doesn't need my help for anything, I'm sure."

💬: Post by partner

Saber awkwardly looks away and for the first time in their entire conversation does not know what to do next. Of course, if he still treated Leviathan as an envoy, it would be easier. But how to treat Levi when one look at the seeker confused him. Especially now that he was… Cute? Joyful? Happy?

💬: Post by me

The whole conflict forced them both to withdraw all emotions in the same way, so that later, without explanation, without anything, they could reunite again. And how? By the light that bound them together.

💬: Post by partner

You are the one who lit me up, who kept my flame burning all this time, melting yourself. Let me support yours this time.

💬: Post by partner

Will the seeker then be the one he really loves, or will he just turn into his puppet. Fake and weak-willed.

💬: Post by me

"I won't hear your voice anymore." The seeker whispers in a trembling voice, trying to remove the stutter from his vocalizer as quickly as possible. "I won't hear your sweet voice again, not a single word of yours." He can't contain his pain. "Not a single word from you. He sighs with a noticeable shudder and the shuttle runs his finger along his cheek. "I'm sorry..."

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♠: Did you know that our war started because of a curly straw? Now you know.

✈️: In terms of Tarn, Genderstalker colors are inspired by Tarn and his unofficial F/O / S/O Leviathan f;kds;fka;l

🌸: Take Another by Soul Extract

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♠️: Honestly I don't believe I even should be here at all. I don't know how Iacon got my Spark, considering his fear of them, and how he keeps me here and "alive" by all means... That is just so weird...

✈️: I'm not going to work at the factory... We decided that it;s so much pressure to change my routine and try to adjust to it while also doing finals for college. That is just too much to do, I don't want to hurt myself even more xp ✈️: I don't know how but I'm happy that I got Tarn into coining community, I just hope he would talk more with people! He likes talking about me, I love when people talk about me. Win-win! ✈️: Also I think I might gently push Neko here too! He might start coining cute genders, while I do anything in between, and Tarn makes flags when I can;t and his military and cybertronian exclusive gendies! We are such a strange... blog...

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hihello what's up??

i'm a little exhausted so i don't really have much energy for social interactions akekueyeao

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- 🌌 anon

Drem Yol Lok!

I just woke up xpslospsodp it's like 10 AM And that's not good, I feel soo sleepy and tired xpppppp

✈️: Couldnt think of anything because I... processor doesn't load...but um...hm... FINE here look at my husband

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✈️: being replaced for days by other facets is weird, because sometimes it feels like I feel my own emotions, the same way I can feel Tarn with me, and it just SO weird idk why. Also yes, Starcaller IS still stuck, just being sometimes replaced by someone else, and I manage to get out just for a couple of hours before realizing that "oh, I am not fully Iacon, wait"